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-Previously on The Resident...
-We want to make you
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the director of our program,
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but we need to know
by next week.
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-So, are you gonna take it?
-Is there anything left of us?
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You're the one who made it clear
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that not having kids was
a deal-breaker.
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Kit Voss offered me a job.
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Why would you leave
Seattle Children's?
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So that I can be closer to you.
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-(grunts)
-PADMA: You're a good man,
Dr. Austin.
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I think our child should
witness that firsthand.
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-Our child?
-If you're still willing.
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I've gone and fallen
for someone.
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You're afraid
the guy's gonna say no?
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Reinforcements are here
to cheer you up.
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BILLIE:
I'm as afraid
he'll say yes as I am
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-he'll say no.
-AUSTIN: Go tell the man
how you feel.
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Hope I'm not too early.
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Not at all. Come on in.
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-Beautiful evening.
-It is.
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I've been looking forward
to this for a long time.
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Thank you so much
for offering to babysit.
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Are you kidding?
I'm so excited.
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I can't wait to meet Gigi.
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Well, she's asleep now, but, um,
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she'll be up
in the next couple of hours.
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And if we're not back by then...
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We're not gonna be back.
We're gonna live it up, Nic.
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(chuckles)
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It's our first night out
since Gigi was born,
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so someone has
a little separation anxiety.
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You have nothing to worry about.
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I took CPR training for infants,
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and I have
three younger siblings.
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Emergency contacts,
just in case.
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There's pumped breast milk
in the fridge.
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-We heat it up in the...
-The bottle warmer.
I've got this.
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And I will test it just
to make sure it's not too hot.
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-Great, and don't forget to
burp her and change her after.
-MARION: Of course.
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I'm more worried about Nic
than I am Gigi.
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I'm right here.
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You're gonna be fine.
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Nice new jacket, Dr. Hawkins.
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CONRAD:
Ah, you like? Thanks.
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MARION:
Have a great time.
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Just call if there's anything,
okay?
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Bye.
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♪
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Somebody has a little crush.
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-Don't be ridiculous.
-(chuckles)
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"Nice new jacket, Dr. Hawkins."
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-Mm.
-(horns honking)
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(on radio): ♪ Across
the railroad tracks... ♪
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-Daddy.
-(horn honks)
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Daddy, green means go.
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-♪ I sit alone ♪
-(sighs) Thanks, honey.
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♪ And I think of losing you. ♪
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♪
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Yo, everyone.
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The illustrious doctor scientist
graces us peons
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with his presence
for the last time.
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Oh, come on. You know,
I think I liked it better
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when you just ignored me
when I showed up for my shift.
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Better get into your scrubs.
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You're a bit too big
for those britches.
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Poor guy's gonna hate
Baltimore Hospital
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for Advanced Science.
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Do you know how cold
Baltimore gets in January?
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(scoffs) And he's
a fragile flower.
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Oh, you don't fool me.
I know you're all crying inside.
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I'm gonna miss you, a lot.
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We're well aware
what this exit is about,
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and it ain't science, or money,
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because Dr. Voss would match
any offer.
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Talk to Leela.
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Fix this.
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I wish I could.
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Help! We need help
over here, please.
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(hyperventilating):
Can't... breathe.
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All right, this way.
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What's going on?
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She-she was a little short of
breath last night.
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We thought it was the baby
pressing on her lungs,
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but she woke up like this.
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How far along is she?
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Five months.
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Mommy, are you gonna be okay?
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Of course, baby.
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(coughing)
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-Hypoxemic.
Elevated respiratory rate.
-(monitor beeping)
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Rales up to the mid chest.
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DEVON:
Sounds like pulmonary edema.
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Let's get an EKG
and get her on O2.
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-Mommy?
-TRINI: It's okay.
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Can someone... take him?
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I'll call Winston
in social services.
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He'll get someone
to look after him.
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Come with me, sweetheart.
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(heartbeat thumping)
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DEVON:
Fetal heart rate sounds good.
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Obvious movement.
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The baby looks good.
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(chuckles)
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-Praise God. (chuckles)
-Thank you.
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(machine chirps)
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Let's get a stat chest X-ray.
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Page Dr. Austin.
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What's wrong?
What's happening?
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(gasping)
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Devon always kept the keys
in a bowl in the hallway.
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Thank you so much
for reminding me.
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I'm sorry.
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I just really want to get going.
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I can't wait for the ultrasound.
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Although I already know I'm
pregnant because I can feel it.
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My stomach is doing flip-flops.
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And guess what,
I woke up nauseous this morning.
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I told you to not have
that pizza last night.
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It's not the pizza, Leela.
I feel...
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-different, you know?
-Well, actually,
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since I've never been pregnant,
no, I don't know.
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Today's his last day, isn't it?
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(drawer closes)
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You guys broke up way too fast.
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It's a pattern with you.
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You're kind of
a relationship wrecking ball.
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Oh, come on. Do you remember
when you dumped Rick Stamos
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right before prom?
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He was ripped
and a quarterback,
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and you had a killer dress.
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-I caught him making out
with a cheerleader.
-Hmm.
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He can't wait to go.
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He's leaving Atlanta tomorrow.
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He's only sticking around
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for Kit and Bell's
engagement party tonight.
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I know he still loves you. Okay?
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Everyone knows
he still loves you.
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(scoffs)
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And sometimes
you can't always see
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what's right before your eyes.
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There is still time.
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Dr. Sullivan,
where's your walker?
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I know you're feeling better,
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but you shouldn't be
on your feet alone.
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I am discharging myself
from the hospital.
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-You-you can't do that.
-Yes, I can.
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I'm a doctor.
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You can't be your own doctor.
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CADE: I know my own body,
and I feel fine.
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Besides, work is
the best medicine.
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If you're your own doctor,
does that also make you
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your own worst patient?
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-Ha ha.
-You only got shot three times.
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Why don't you go run a 10K
while you're at it?
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You know what? You are just
the person I was looking for.
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(laughs)
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Look what you left in my room
on your last visit.
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Mr. Giraffe!
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He must have been scared in that
dark drawer all by himself.
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No, not in the least,
he was sleeping.
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He's a sleepyhead,
but he did poke his head out
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-to ask for some leaves
for dinner.
-Silly.
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He doesn't eat leaves,
he eats chocolate ice cream.
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Oh, right.
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I'll drop Gigi at preschool
and meet you in your dad's room.
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His lab results are in.
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How are you feeling, Dad?
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Fine.
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No lingering symptoms?
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It's been a day and a half
since my little fall.
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I'm much better.
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Well, it was more than
just a fall. You passed out.
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Why are you getting dressed?
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-I'm discharging myself.
-You... (sighs)
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You can't be your own doctor.
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Oh, wow.
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The apple fell
directly under the tree.
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My father and I are both doctors
who also happen to be patients.
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Other than that,
we are nothing alike.
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Of course you're not.
Your labs.
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You're profoundly anemic.
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Your stomach pain is
getting worse, right?
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Combine that
with your collapse...
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Bleeding ulcer
is top of the list.
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Ridiculous. No acid reflux.
No indigestion.
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-Any blood in your stool?
-Okay.
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Before we discuss my bowel
movements in greater detail,
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can we clarify...
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which of you is
my actual doctor?
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You need more tests.
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There may be
a simple explanation
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for what's going on here,
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but until we find it,
you aren't going anywhere.
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♪
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Your vision is fine, Randolph.
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You had an MS flare.
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Okay. Well, yeah,
it was kind of rough.
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They're not unexpected,
especially near the optic nerve.
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With an extra pulse of steroids,
you'll be back to normal.
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This should be nothing
to worry about.
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See? It's great news.
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You're good to go back
in the OR.
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I'm clearing you for surgery.
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Great.
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♪
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I know that look.
Talk to me.
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Every MS flare feels like
it's the beginning of the end.
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The pain is excruciating,
and you're afraid
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it's getting worse,
but you're catastrophizing.
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-You heard the doctor.
-It is progressive.
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Not necessarily.
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You could go into
total remission.
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I love your optimism.
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I'm about to marry
Chastain's finest surgeon,
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who will hold that title
for years to come.
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(breathing heavily): Please,
tell me whatever is happening
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isn't going to...
harm my baby.
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Right now, let's focus on you,
Mom, all right?
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Your echocardiogram is showing
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that your heart isn't pumping
strong enough
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to support you and the baby.
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W-What does that mean?
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It means that
your wife is in heart failure.
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No, how-how can this
be happening?
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Have you had
any health issues recently?
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Flu... a few weeks ago.
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MATIAS:
I-It was pretty bad,
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-but she finally got better.
-(machines beeping)
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Help me!
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Step aside, please.
It's okay.
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Acute hypoxemic
respiratory failure.
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Pulmonary edema is worsening,
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which means
her heart function is, too.
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Pressure's dropping.
Hanging a norepi drip.
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We're having a baby girl.
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We've hoped for one
since Miguel was born.
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We-we cannot lose this baby.
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She's decompensating fast.
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We need to intubate now.
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Come here.
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We are trying to save
your wife's life.
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Let us work so can save
both mom and baby.
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Okay.
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♪
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Nic.
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I forgot to tell Marion
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to leave the night-light on
in Gigi's room.
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I left it on.
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How about we put all phones away
just for the next hour?
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(chuckles)
Well, your new girlfriend
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has to be able to reach me.
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-Oh, she's on my speed dial.
-(laughs)
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-How convenient.
-(laughs)
254
00:10:58,049 --> 00:11:01,067
-♪ The sun goes down
on my side of town... ♪
-Wow.
255
00:11:01,069 --> 00:11:03,978
"Neon Moon."
256
00:11:03,980 --> 00:11:05,830
Same song that was playing
right here on our first date.
257
00:11:05,832 --> 00:11:08,558
You don't remember what song
was playing on our first date.
258
00:11:08,560 --> 00:11:11,186
-I do. It was "Neon Moon."
-(laughs)
259
00:11:11,188 --> 00:11:14,822
-It's always playing
on a jukebox somewhere.
-Hmm.
260
00:11:14,824 --> 00:11:18,826
How about we go right to
the dancing part of the evening?
261
00:11:18,828 --> 00:11:20,253
(laughs)
262
00:11:20,255 --> 00:11:24,757
♪ I got a table for two
way in the back ♪
263
00:11:24,759 --> 00:11:27,501
♪ Where I sit alone ♪
264
00:11:28,337 --> 00:11:31,481
♪ And I think of losing you ♪
265
00:11:32,693 --> 00:11:36,269
-♪ I spend most every night ♪
-This is nice.
266
00:11:36,271 --> 00:11:38,345
♪ Beneath the light ♪
267
00:11:38,347 --> 00:11:41,324
(fades):
♪ Of a neon moon. ♪
268
00:11:43,111 --> 00:11:45,945
(indistinct P.A. announcement)
269
00:11:45,947 --> 00:11:48,873
♪
270
00:11:48,875 --> 00:11:50,875
-HUNDLEY: Winston.
-WINSTON: Hundley?
271
00:11:50,877 --> 00:11:52,544
HUNDLEY:
Yes.
272
00:11:52,546 --> 00:11:54,862
The mom is critical,
but the dad is calmer now.
273
00:11:54,864 --> 00:11:56,439
He wants his son with him.
274
00:11:56,441 --> 00:11:57,882
-WINSTON: Okay.
-HUNDLEY: Come on, sweetie.
275
00:11:57,884 --> 00:12:00,260
Let's go see your daddy.
276
00:12:03,965 --> 00:12:05,039
Winston.
277
00:12:05,041 --> 00:12:06,282
Dr. Hawkins.
278
00:12:06,284 --> 00:12:07,633
Yeah. Do you have a minute?
279
00:12:07,635 --> 00:12:10,895
I have two minutes.
Walk with me back to my office.
280
00:12:10,897 --> 00:12:12,379
What's going on?
281
00:12:12,381 --> 00:12:14,232
I have a personal question
for you.
282
00:12:15,402 --> 00:12:18,127
-Hope you don't mind me asking.
-No, go on.
283
00:12:18,129 --> 00:12:20,129
Well, you know I lost my wife.
284
00:12:20,131 --> 00:12:21,965
Yes. I'm so sorry.
285
00:12:21,967 --> 00:12:25,226
Devon told me
you lost someone, too.
286
00:12:25,228 --> 00:12:27,394
A partner who died suddenly.
287
00:12:27,396 --> 00:12:30,064
Yeah, we were together
almost 20 years.
288
00:12:30,066 --> 00:12:32,950
He had a heart attack.
Was totally unexpected.
289
00:12:32,952 --> 00:12:34,827
So you know about grief.
290
00:12:34,829 --> 00:12:37,571
I do. It was overwhelming.
291
00:12:37,573 --> 00:12:39,007
How did you cope?
292
00:12:41,762 --> 00:12:44,337
For a while, quite badly.
293
00:12:45,289 --> 00:12:48,600
I almost let what I'd lost
destroy me.
294
00:12:48,602 --> 00:12:52,920
But eventually I realized
I had one life to live,
295
00:12:52,922 --> 00:12:56,107
and I wanted it
to mean something.
296
00:12:56,960 --> 00:12:58,668
I have my daughter,
and that saved me.
297
00:12:58,670 --> 00:13:00,945
But no matter what I do,
for the last four years,
298
00:13:00,947 --> 00:13:02,505
I just can't let Nic go.
299
00:13:03,450 --> 00:13:07,076
I keep remembering
this one specific evening.
300
00:13:09,347 --> 00:13:11,531
First date after we had Gigi.
301
00:13:12,441 --> 00:13:14,684
Maybe you shouldn't fight
these memories.
302
00:13:14,686 --> 00:13:16,252
Maybe they're trying
to tell you something.
303
00:13:17,297 --> 00:13:20,023
The past never goes away.
304
00:13:20,025 --> 00:13:22,133
If you don't deny it,
305
00:13:22,135 --> 00:13:24,719
you can learn from it.
306
00:13:26,881 --> 00:13:29,098
Mr. Alvarez.
307
00:13:33,629 --> 00:13:35,313
How's my wife?
308
00:13:35,315 --> 00:13:37,464
DEVON:
We managed to stabilize her.
309
00:13:37,466 --> 00:13:40,043
(sighs) Thank God.
310
00:13:40,045 --> 00:13:41,802
And thank you both.
311
00:13:41,804 --> 00:13:43,379
Her heart was damaged,
312
00:13:43,381 --> 00:13:44,564
likely from the flu
she had recently.
313
00:13:44,566 --> 00:13:47,808
What she has is
post-viral myocarditis.
314
00:13:47,810 --> 00:13:51,663
Her pregnancy makes this
even more life-threatening.
315
00:13:51,665 --> 00:13:55,959
Her heart isn't strong enough
now to beat for two.
316
00:13:56,895 --> 00:13:58,394
We're so sorry to say this,
317
00:13:58,396 --> 00:14:02,065
but the only safe option
for Trini is to...
318
00:14:02,067 --> 00:14:03,591
is to end the pregnancy.
319
00:14:05,828 --> 00:14:07,570
What?
320
00:14:07,572 --> 00:14:08,829
N-No.
321
00:14:08,831 --> 00:14:10,348
No, that-that's impossible.
322
00:14:10,350 --> 00:14:13,593
Y-You're talking about
killing the baby.
323
00:14:13,595 --> 00:14:15,002
That would be murder.
324
00:14:15,004 --> 00:14:16,837
DEVON:
We can't deliver
the baby at five months.
325
00:14:16,839 --> 00:14:18,314
It's not viable.
326
00:14:19,401 --> 00:14:21,934
We understand
your pain is enormous.
327
00:14:21,936 --> 00:14:26,322
But we believe your wife will
not survive if we don't do this.
328
00:14:27,592 --> 00:14:31,094
Mr. Alvarez,
your son will lose his mother.
329
00:14:31,096 --> 00:14:32,203
Honestly, it's not a choice.
330
00:14:32,205 --> 00:14:34,097
We can only save one life.
331
00:14:34,099 --> 00:14:35,356
-Hers.
-MATIAS: No.
332
00:14:35,358 --> 00:14:37,191
I-I will not accept this.
333
00:14:37,193 --> 00:14:38,525
There has to be another way.
334
00:14:38,527 --> 00:14:39,711
There is no safe way.
335
00:14:39,713 --> 00:14:41,880
Please, there has to be!
336
00:14:41,882 --> 00:14:44,632
♪
337
00:14:46,202 --> 00:14:48,869
Dr. Voss, we have a problem.
338
00:14:48,871 --> 00:14:52,115
We have a patient who has to
terminate her pregnancy
339
00:14:52,117 --> 00:14:53,616
to save her own life.
340
00:14:53,618 --> 00:14:54,592
Her heart is failing.
341
00:14:54,594 --> 00:14:56,469
-God, how awful.
-The husband is certain
342
00:14:56,471 --> 00:14:59,622
there's more we can do
to save both mom and baby.
343
00:14:59,624 --> 00:15:01,048
KIT:
And is there?
344
00:15:01,050 --> 00:15:03,234
All we can offer is
an incredible long shot,
345
00:15:03,236 --> 00:15:04,593
almost certain to fail.
346
00:15:04,595 --> 00:15:06,053
And what does the patient
want to do?
347
00:15:06,055 --> 00:15:08,055
She can't make the decision.
She's intubated.
348
00:15:08,057 --> 00:15:10,149
Her husband is
her health care proxy.
349
00:15:10,151 --> 00:15:11,409
So the real question is,
350
00:15:11,411 --> 00:15:13,636
do we even suggest
this alternative
351
00:15:13,638 --> 00:15:15,729
that we think is
far too dangerous?
352
00:15:15,731 --> 00:15:17,373
KIT:
Oh, this is a tough one.
353
00:15:18,643 --> 00:15:21,644
But if he won't agree
to end the pregnancy
354
00:15:21,646 --> 00:15:24,213
to save her life,
you have no choice.
355
00:15:25,741 --> 00:15:28,760
Just make the consequences of
your plan crystal clear
356
00:15:28,762 --> 00:15:31,988
so he knows
the risks he's taking.
357
00:15:31,990 --> 00:15:34,223
♪
358
00:15:40,999 --> 00:15:43,666
(machine whirring)
359
00:15:43,668 --> 00:15:46,686
-(beeps)
-Dad, do not move.
You know better.
360
00:15:46,688 --> 00:15:48,613
I have an itch.
361
00:15:48,615 --> 00:15:50,764
-(beeps)
-We're almost done.
362
00:15:50,766 --> 00:15:52,391
I don't want him to be sick,
363
00:15:52,393 --> 00:15:54,010
but please tell me
he can go home.
364
00:15:54,012 --> 00:15:58,030
(chuckles) Let's figure out
what's wrong with him first,
365
00:15:58,032 --> 00:16:00,041
then plan next steps.
366
00:16:05,857 --> 00:16:07,632
(sighs)
367
00:16:11,379 --> 00:16:13,596
I'm so sorry.
368
00:16:16,125 --> 00:16:18,559
He has pancreatic cancer.
369
00:16:20,388 --> 00:16:22,522
♪
370
00:16:24,133 --> 00:16:27,068
(scoffs)
I'm a doctor, a good one.
371
00:16:28,213 --> 00:16:30,029
And I had no clue.
372
00:16:31,474 --> 00:16:33,733
Well, that's not unexpected,
Dad.
373
00:16:33,735 --> 00:16:36,494
Pancreatic cancer,
it can often be asymptomatic
374
00:16:36,496 --> 00:16:37,811
until it's too late.
375
00:16:37,813 --> 00:16:39,163
Okay, thank you for clarifying.
376
00:16:39,165 --> 00:16:41,057
I must have skipped the part
377
00:16:41,059 --> 00:16:43,543
about pancreatic cancer
at medical school.
378
00:16:45,063 --> 00:16:46,320
I'm just trying to help.
379
00:16:46,322 --> 00:16:47,672
Well, you can't help.
380
00:16:49,509 --> 00:16:52,301
Look, I've just been handed
a death sentence.
381
00:16:56,499 --> 00:16:59,017
All right, how long?
382
00:16:59,019 --> 00:17:01,077
How long do I have?
383
00:17:02,004 --> 00:17:05,023
Pancreatic cancer is
a terrifying diagnosis.
384
00:17:05,025 --> 00:17:06,766
For most,
385
00:17:06,768 --> 00:17:09,919
five-year survival rate is
less than ten percent,
386
00:17:09,921 --> 00:17:11,921
but your odds are different.
387
00:17:11,923 --> 00:17:13,698
Look at the scans again.
388
00:17:20,022 --> 00:17:22,540
The tumor appears...
389
00:17:22,542 --> 00:17:24,767
localized at the head
of the pancreas.
390
00:17:24,769 --> 00:17:27,286
Yes, which means it's operable.
391
00:17:27,288 --> 00:17:31,532
Now, five-year survival rate
goes up dramatically to 25%.
392
00:17:31,534 --> 00:17:33,609
A cure is possible?
393
00:17:33,611 --> 00:17:35,702
It is. Yes.
394
00:17:35,704 --> 00:17:36,962
Cade, you hear that?
395
00:17:36,964 --> 00:17:39,390
CONRAD:
If the cancer hasn't spread.
396
00:17:39,392 --> 00:17:42,876
-You need
a complicated procedure.
-The Whipple.
397
00:17:42,878 --> 00:17:46,122
We have a world-renowned surgeon
right here at Chastain.
398
00:17:46,124 --> 00:17:47,623
He's performed the Whipple
hundreds of times.
399
00:17:47,625 --> 00:17:49,049
Dr. Randolph Bell.
400
00:17:49,051 --> 00:17:50,717
Still a dangerous surgery
401
00:17:50,719 --> 00:17:53,237
that could have
serious complications, but...
402
00:17:53,239 --> 00:17:56,657
Okay, can you please
stop measuring me for a coffin?
403
00:17:58,319 --> 00:18:00,986
Let's just be positive
for one minute.
404
00:18:00,988 --> 00:18:02,246
Is it too much to ask?
405
00:18:02,248 --> 00:18:05,541
Dr. Hawkins just said
I can survive this.
406
00:18:06,527 --> 00:18:08,327
Since it's obvious
I'm not helping,
407
00:18:08,329 --> 00:18:10,546
I'm going to step out now.
408
00:18:17,931 --> 00:18:21,140
You know, if anyone
can survive this, you can.
409
00:18:26,088 --> 00:18:27,830
Well, that went well.
410
00:18:27,832 --> 00:18:29,982
(scoffs)
411
00:18:31,502 --> 00:18:35,196
You're under
unimaginable stress.
412
00:18:36,357 --> 00:18:39,175
But...
413
00:18:39,177 --> 00:18:40,509
I think you need to recognize
414
00:18:40,511 --> 00:18:43,079
that this is hard
for your daughter also.
415
00:18:47,460 --> 00:18:49,627
♪
416
00:18:54,950 --> 00:18:58,285
Can you take the young man
out to the waiting room
417
00:18:58,287 --> 00:18:59,378
for a few minutes?
418
00:18:59,380 --> 00:19:00,787
-Thank you.
-It's okay.
419
00:19:00,789 --> 00:19:03,123
-No problem.
-MATIAS: Thank you.
420
00:19:03,125 --> 00:19:06,978
Mr. Alvarez, we still recommend
you end the pregnancy,
421
00:19:06,980 --> 00:19:08,295
today if possible.
422
00:19:08,297 --> 00:19:11,482
It is by far the best chance
for Trini.
423
00:19:11,484 --> 00:19:15,319
Although there is another option
that we can try.
424
00:19:15,321 --> 00:19:16,654
What is this option?
425
00:19:16,656 --> 00:19:21,492
Well, we could put Trini
on a machine called an ECMO.
426
00:19:21,494 --> 00:19:24,162
It would ease the stress
of her struggling heart,
427
00:19:24,164 --> 00:19:27,556
and it might perhaps
buy us some time
428
00:19:27,558 --> 00:19:29,167
and keep her alive
for a few more months
429
00:19:29,169 --> 00:19:31,169
until she can deliver the baby
safely.
430
00:19:31,171 --> 00:19:33,562
That sounds perfect.
431
00:19:33,564 --> 00:19:36,674
-Do it.
-No, it is far from perfect.
432
00:19:36,676 --> 00:19:38,859
You have to understand
that ECMO is very dangerous.
433
00:19:38,861 --> 00:19:41,995
There can be complications
like hemorrhage, stroke,
434
00:19:41,997 --> 00:19:45,090
-infection.
-Brain damage is possible.
435
00:19:45,092 --> 00:19:47,351
She could wind up paralyzed.
436
00:19:47,353 --> 00:19:48,911
Unable to speak. Blind.
437
00:19:48,913 --> 00:19:51,764
DEVON:
And she could die
from any of these complications.
438
00:19:51,766 --> 00:19:53,933
Then the baby would die as well.
439
00:19:53,935 --> 00:19:55,751
But there's a chance
440
00:19:55,753 --> 00:19:58,421
that Trini and the baby could
both be fine with this ECMO?
441
00:19:58,423 --> 00:20:01,440
That is a remote possibility,
Mr. Alvarez.
442
00:20:01,442 --> 00:20:03,442
So, let's be clear,
you are giving up
443
00:20:03,444 --> 00:20:05,778
the absolute best chance
that we have
444
00:20:05,780 --> 00:20:07,538
of saving your wife's life.
445
00:20:07,540 --> 00:20:09,432
Listen.
446
00:20:09,434 --> 00:20:11,116
If we end the pregnancy now,
447
00:20:11,118 --> 00:20:15,046
down the road, she can safely
have another child.
448
00:20:15,048 --> 00:20:17,298
(sighs heavily)
449
00:20:25,541 --> 00:20:28,117
My heart tells me
that you can save them both,
450
00:20:28,119 --> 00:20:31,604
and I believe that
Trini would want you to try.
451
00:20:33,307 --> 00:20:34,732
Please.
452
00:20:49,565 --> 00:20:51,707
(sighs)
453
00:20:54,161 --> 00:20:56,903
Why does he lash out at me?
454
00:20:56,905 --> 00:20:59,131
He's scared.
455
00:21:01,502 --> 00:21:04,595
Obviously, things have not
been easy between you.
456
00:21:04,597 --> 00:21:08,915
But now is the time
for patience and understanding.
457
00:21:08,917 --> 00:21:10,659
Of course.
458
00:21:10,661 --> 00:21:12,845
I love him.
459
00:21:12,847 --> 00:21:14,346
Despite the fact
that I can't remember
460
00:21:14,348 --> 00:21:17,090
the last time he said
he loved me.
461
00:21:17,092 --> 00:21:19,110
When I was little,
462
00:21:19,112 --> 00:21:23,096
all the other kids thought
I had the coolest dad.
463
00:21:23,098 --> 00:21:24,765
Charmed them all.
464
00:21:24,767 --> 00:21:26,525
Bought them all ice cream.
465
00:21:26,527 --> 00:21:30,179
Entertained them
at my birthday parties.
466
00:21:30,181 --> 00:21:31,864
It took a while to realize
that he lives
467
00:21:31,866 --> 00:21:33,774
for the reflection he sees
of himself
468
00:21:33,776 --> 00:21:35,351
in other people's eyes,
469
00:21:35,353 --> 00:21:37,520
and I see him too clearly.
470
00:21:38,372 --> 00:21:40,523
Forgiveness and acceptance is
a beautiful thing.
471
00:21:40,525 --> 00:21:43,042
I didn't even talk to my father
for years.
472
00:21:43,044 --> 00:21:46,453
I realized our problems were
a two-way street.
473
00:21:46,455 --> 00:21:48,472
I wasn't as blameless
as I thought.
474
00:21:48,474 --> 00:21:50,624
So...
475
00:21:50,626 --> 00:21:53,794
I gave him a chance,
and he was capable of
476
00:21:53,796 --> 00:21:55,796
more than I ever
could've imagined.
477
00:21:55,798 --> 00:21:58,274
Now we couldn't be closer.
478
00:22:02,304 --> 00:22:04,396
You only get one father.
479
00:22:04,398 --> 00:22:07,033
You can't change him,
and you may lose him.
480
00:22:08,161 --> 00:22:10,661
Now's the time
to accept him as he is.
481
00:22:15,501 --> 00:22:17,126
Thank you.
482
00:22:23,568 --> 00:22:26,135
♪
483
00:22:28,848 --> 00:22:32,016
♪ Dear troubles
I long to forget ♪
484
00:22:32,018 --> 00:22:38,022
♪ It seems so many of you
have collected in a day... ♪
485
00:22:38,024 --> 00:22:39,857
(scoffs)
486
00:22:39,859 --> 00:22:41,600
Oh, Nic, it's not
what you think.
487
00:22:41,602 --> 00:22:44,269
-What are you doing?
-Her name is Anna.
488
00:22:44,271 --> 00:22:45,696
Oh, Anna. Great.
489
00:22:45,698 --> 00:22:47,848
Not exactly the image I want
in my head when I'm at home
490
00:22:47,850 --> 00:22:49,700
nursing our daughter
and changing her diapers.
491
00:22:49,702 --> 00:22:51,093
Will you just let me explain?
492
00:22:51,095 --> 00:22:52,444
Honestly, I just
want to go home.
493
00:22:52,446 --> 00:22:54,187
Let's just go somewhere
and talk about it.
494
00:22:54,189 --> 00:22:58,024
Once you know who she is,
you'll feel very differently.
495
00:22:58,026 --> 00:23:00,452
♪ Defaulted in pain
and sorrow... ♪
496
00:23:00,454 --> 00:23:02,254
Okay.
497
00:23:07,111 --> 00:23:10,295
I diagnosed Anna's husband
with stage 4 lymphoma
498
00:23:10,297 --> 00:23:12,890
-two months ago.
-Well, if her husband's
so sick,
499
00:23:12,892 --> 00:23:14,466
then why is she at a bar alone?
500
00:23:14,468 --> 00:23:16,635
She isn't.
She's with her girlfriends.
501
00:23:16,637 --> 00:23:18,729
It's her birthday.
502
00:23:18,731 --> 00:23:20,305
And her husband's
in the hospital
503
00:23:20,307 --> 00:23:22,975
after having
a bad reaction to chemo.
504
00:23:22,977 --> 00:23:24,476
He's in the ICU.
505
00:23:24,478 --> 00:23:26,404
Her friends decided
to get her out and away
506
00:23:26,406 --> 00:23:28,072
from a situation
she couldn't control.
507
00:23:28,074 --> 00:23:30,574
She'll go back in a few hours.
508
00:23:30,576 --> 00:23:32,326
Sleeps in his room.
509
00:23:35,230 --> 00:23:36,497
Wow.
510
00:23:38,492 --> 00:23:41,143
I am so sorry.
511
00:23:41,145 --> 00:23:43,087
I didn't know.
512
00:23:45,258 --> 00:23:48,167
You have nothing
to be worried about.
513
00:23:48,169 --> 00:23:49,760
You're the only woman I've loved
514
00:23:49,762 --> 00:23:51,429
since the first moment
I saw you.
515
00:23:51,431 --> 00:23:54,265
And I can't imagine
life without you.
516
00:23:57,085 --> 00:23:59,520
Oh, I love you.
517
00:24:03,425 --> 00:24:04,692
I'm sorry.
518
00:24:15,362 --> 00:24:17,538
(Conrad exhales)
519
00:24:23,445 --> 00:24:27,214
I'll talk to Bell
and book an OR, okay?
520
00:24:32,213 --> 00:24:35,806
Just tell me.
I can't wait any longer.
521
00:24:35,808 --> 00:24:38,309
Is it good news?
522
00:24:38,311 --> 00:24:41,729
Look for yourselves, ladies.
523
00:24:43,316 --> 00:24:44,315
Leela.
524
00:24:44,317 --> 00:24:45,557
(gasps)
525
00:24:45,559 --> 00:24:46,633
Leela.
526
00:24:46,635 --> 00:24:49,211
-It's a miracle.
-(both laugh)
527
00:24:49,213 --> 00:24:51,137
♪ Sista, sista! ♪
528
00:24:51,139 --> 00:24:53,365
(both laugh)
529
00:25:01,408 --> 00:25:04,502
There's only one thing that
could make this day happier.
530
00:25:04,504 --> 00:25:08,989
This pregnancy journey,
it drove you and Devon apart.
531
00:25:08,991 --> 00:25:13,068
So, please,
before it's too late,
532
00:25:13,070 --> 00:25:17,223
talk to him
and tell him you love him.
533
00:25:28,936 --> 00:25:30,885
Hey. Came to say goodbye?
534
00:25:30,887 --> 00:25:33,088
We need to talk.
535
00:25:33,090 --> 00:25:36,275
That's a good idea.
Let's part as friends.
536
00:25:36,277 --> 00:25:39,328
Actually, I was hoping
for something different.
537
00:25:41,098 --> 00:25:42,665
I don't want you to go.
538
00:25:44,727 --> 00:25:49,529
Leela, I start at Baltimore
Advanced Sciences on Monday.
539
00:25:49,531 --> 00:25:51,531
I want to try again.
540
00:25:51,533 --> 00:25:53,175
I'm not happy.
541
00:25:53,961 --> 00:25:55,553
You're not happy.
542
00:25:55,555 --> 00:25:58,113
I miss you.
543
00:25:58,115 --> 00:26:01,541
And I think you miss me.
544
00:26:01,543 --> 00:26:03,727
Yeah, I miss you a lot.
545
00:26:05,398 --> 00:26:07,213
But nothing's changed, has it?
546
00:26:07,215 --> 00:26:09,458
Actually, something has changed.
547
00:26:09,460 --> 00:26:11,527
(pager beeping)
548
00:26:13,631 --> 00:26:16,965
This is my patient on ECMO.
She's desatting.
549
00:26:16,967 --> 00:26:19,301
I want to talk to you about
this, but I have to go, okay?
550
00:26:19,303 --> 00:26:21,394
LEELA:
Promise me we'll talk later.
551
00:26:21,396 --> 00:26:24,331
I have a big surgery,
but if you're still here...
552
00:26:25,993 --> 00:26:28,502
If not, I'll see you
at the engagement party.
553
00:26:37,245 --> 00:26:39,488
(monitor beeping rapidly)
554
00:26:39,490 --> 00:26:42,324
Her pressure spiked just
as her heart rate dropped.
555
00:26:42,326 --> 00:26:44,435
Cushing's reflex.
Classic sign of stroke.
556
00:26:44,437 --> 00:26:47,329
It happened faster
than we imagined.
557
00:26:47,331 --> 00:26:48,647
I'm going to adjust
her arterial support
558
00:26:48,649 --> 00:26:51,016
to get her blood pressure
in a tighter range.
559
00:26:51,018 --> 00:26:52,776
It might be too late.
560
00:26:52,778 --> 00:26:55,446
Let's get her to CT, all right?
561
00:26:55,448 --> 00:26:57,323
And page Billie.
562
00:27:00,511 --> 00:27:01,994
Images coming up.
563
00:27:04,014 --> 00:27:05,456
Here's the problem.
564
00:27:05,458 --> 00:27:07,958
Bleed, left side of the brain.
565
00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:09,960
Hemorrhagic stroke?
566
00:27:09,962 --> 00:27:12,020
Mm-hmm. Definitely.
567
00:27:12,022 --> 00:27:13,631
Damage may be extensive.
568
00:27:13,633 --> 00:27:15,115
Potentially paralyzed.
569
00:27:15,117 --> 00:27:18,284
I mean, she may have lost
the ability to speak forever.
570
00:27:18,286 --> 00:27:20,028
And worse still, this could
just be the beginning.
571
00:27:20,030 --> 00:27:22,806
I see more possible bleeds
near the dura.
572
00:27:22,808 --> 00:27:24,216
I mean,
this could have been avoided.
573
00:27:24,218 --> 00:27:26,126
Did you make her husband
understand
574
00:27:26,128 --> 00:27:27,293
this was likely to happen?
575
00:27:27,295 --> 00:27:28,795
Come on, man,
don't you think we tried?
576
00:27:28,797 --> 00:27:31,148
DEVON:
We advised against it
in the strongest terms,
577
00:27:31,150 --> 00:27:32,632
but he is her health care proxy.
578
00:27:32,634 --> 00:27:34,543
And we had no idea that
she would have complications
579
00:27:34,545 --> 00:27:35,894
-this fast.
-AUSTIN: Look, all we can do now
580
00:27:35,896 --> 00:27:39,139
is double down
on trying to save Trini,
581
00:27:39,141 --> 00:27:40,658
no matter what condition
she's in,
582
00:27:40,660 --> 00:27:43,160
and hope we can keep her
on ECMO long enough
583
00:27:43,162 --> 00:27:45,311
for her heart to recover
584
00:27:45,313 --> 00:27:48,999
or for the baby to mature
enough to be viable.
585
00:27:56,324 --> 00:27:58,400
♪
586
00:27:58,402 --> 00:28:00,302
Can you guys give us a minute?
587
00:28:09,355 --> 00:28:14,007
Look, I am perfectly aware
of the risks of this surgery,
588
00:28:14,009 --> 00:28:19,755
so I know that I may not
get off that OR table.
589
00:28:19,757 --> 00:28:22,491
You got the best of me.
590
00:28:23,685 --> 00:28:26,094
And none of the bad.
591
00:28:26,096 --> 00:28:30,624
I am so proud of you,
and I always have been.
592
00:28:32,694 --> 00:28:37,005
You are the child of my heart...
593
00:28:38,459 --> 00:28:40,792
...and if I haven't
said it enough,
594
00:28:40,794 --> 00:28:43,262
then I need to say it now.
595
00:28:45,040 --> 00:28:47,540
I love you.
596
00:28:47,542 --> 00:28:49,876
(sniffles)
597
00:28:49,878 --> 00:28:51,878
(laughs softly)
598
00:28:51,880 --> 00:28:53,397
All right.
599
00:28:53,399 --> 00:28:57,025
Now go back to being a tough
bastard and beat this thing.
600
00:28:58,053 --> 00:29:00,070
You got it.
601
00:29:13,660 --> 00:29:15,169
(Nic laughs softly)
602
00:29:17,739 --> 00:29:19,906
(whispers):
Hi, baby.
603
00:29:19,908 --> 00:29:21,592
(laughs)
604
00:29:22,428 --> 00:29:25,053
Aw. Hi.
605
00:29:43,598 --> 00:29:45,991
(monitor beeping rapidly)
606
00:29:49,955 --> 00:29:52,956
-Update me.
-We troubleshot everything,
607
00:29:52,958 --> 00:29:54,500
but as you can see...
608
00:29:57,021 --> 00:29:58,128
Her heart's giving out.
609
00:29:58,130 --> 00:30:00,798
She has a few minutes left,
maybe.
610
00:30:00,800 --> 00:30:02,299
Excuse me, excuse me.
What's going on?
611
00:30:02,301 --> 00:30:04,359
What's happening to Trini?
612
00:30:04,361 --> 00:30:07,763
Mr. Alvarez,
I am terribly sorry...
613
00:30:09,642 --> 00:30:11,383
...but your wife is dying.
614
00:30:11,385 --> 00:30:13,552
(stammers) Just keep her
on the machine, right?
615
00:30:13,554 --> 00:30:15,628
You said that it would
take over for her heart.
616
00:30:15,630 --> 00:30:17,873
-Let it keep working.
-AUSTIN: We can't.
617
00:30:17,875 --> 00:30:20,300
Her heart is too badly damaged.
618
00:30:20,302 --> 00:30:22,135
DEVON:
We tried to tell you
this was a long shot.
619
00:30:22,137 --> 00:30:23,469
It didn't work. I'm so sorry.
620
00:30:23,471 --> 00:30:25,897
No. Please.
621
00:30:25,899 --> 00:30:27,399
No.
622
00:30:27,401 --> 00:30:29,618
-(monitor flatlines)
-Mommy?
623
00:30:31,780 --> 00:30:33,997
Do something!
Please do something!
624
00:30:33,999 --> 00:30:35,223
Please.
625
00:30:35,225 --> 00:30:36,983
There's nothing more we can do.
626
00:30:36,985 --> 00:30:39,061
We can't bring her back.
627
00:30:39,063 --> 00:30:40,912
She's gone, Matias.
628
00:30:40,914 --> 00:30:43,131
No.
(crying)
629
00:30:50,407 --> 00:30:54,092
Don't tell me that.
Don't tell me that.
630
00:30:54,094 --> 00:30:56,353
(crying continues)
631
00:31:10,277 --> 00:31:12,035
BELL:
And with that,
632
00:31:12,037 --> 00:31:14,371
we dissect the pancreas.
633
00:31:14,373 --> 00:31:18,691
LEELA:
Pancreas is mobilized.
634
00:31:18,693 --> 00:31:22,195
BELL:
Oh, wait. W...
635
00:31:22,197 --> 00:31:23,955
What's the update?
636
00:31:23,957 --> 00:31:25,457
BELL:
Well,
637
00:31:25,459 --> 00:31:28,677
looks like the tumor
has adhered to the IVC.
638
00:31:30,556 --> 00:31:32,372
Which means they have
to resect it.
639
00:31:32,374 --> 00:31:35,225
-If they nick the IVC...
-That's not gonna happen.
640
00:31:35,227 --> 00:31:38,120
Bell's done this
thousands of times.
641
00:31:38,122 --> 00:31:40,472
BELL:
Dr. Devi...
642
00:31:41,400 --> 00:31:42,882
-...all yours.
-CADE: What is he doing?
643
00:31:42,884 --> 00:31:44,793
He can't pass this off
to a resident.
644
00:31:44,795 --> 00:31:48,130
-Leela has never done a Whipple.
-Which is why she has to learn.
645
00:31:48,132 --> 00:31:50,148
Bell's there to back her up.
646
00:31:50,150 --> 00:31:51,909
Satinsky clamp, 3.0 Prolene,
647
00:31:51,911 --> 00:31:53,559
sponge stick and forceps.
648
00:31:53,561 --> 00:31:55,746
Dr. Chu, do you have
Rh null blood up there?
649
00:31:55,748 --> 00:31:56,988
-CHU: I do.
-LEELA: Hang it, please.
650
00:31:56,990 --> 00:32:00,659
We're in for some turbulence.
Clamp on.
651
00:32:00,661 --> 00:32:02,753
Dissecting the tumor off now.
652
00:32:04,314 --> 00:32:06,739
-(monitor beeping)
-CHU: Blood pressure's
in the toilet.
653
00:32:06,741 --> 00:32:08,316
Going up on pressors.
654
00:32:08,318 --> 00:32:10,669
BELL:
Okay, Dr. Devi has finished
the dissection.
655
00:32:10,671 --> 00:32:12,320
She anticipated this.
656
00:32:12,322 --> 00:32:14,214
LEELA:
I've identified the defect,
but I'm having a hard time
657
00:32:14,216 --> 00:32:15,674
getting in position for repair.
658
00:32:15,676 --> 00:32:18,518
Well, remember your anatomy.
659
00:32:19,496 --> 00:32:21,329
LEELA:
This is Cade's father,
660
00:32:21,331 --> 00:32:22,497
so maybe in this case,
you should...
661
00:32:22,499 --> 00:32:24,015
BELL:
The Whipple is the crucible
662
00:32:24,017 --> 00:32:27,260
of a surgical residency,
it's the final test.
663
00:32:27,262 --> 00:32:29,613
Just get in there and ace it.
664
00:32:30,783 --> 00:32:32,765
It's your OR, Dr. Devi.
665
00:32:32,767 --> 00:32:34,676
-Proceed.
-LEELA: Right.
666
00:32:34,678 --> 00:32:36,662
Dr. Chu, reverse positioning
of the patient, please.
667
00:32:38,515 --> 00:32:39,939
BELL:
Okay, that's excellent.
668
00:32:39,941 --> 00:32:42,775
You have a clear path
to the defect.
669
00:32:42,777 --> 00:32:45,712
3.0 Prolene to you.
670
00:32:48,300 --> 00:32:50,717
LEELA:
Closing and oversewing.
671
00:32:52,546 --> 00:32:56,364
-(monitor beeping steadily)
-(Bell sighs)
672
00:32:56,366 --> 00:32:58,809
CHU:
Hemodynamics settling.
673
00:32:58,811 --> 00:33:00,368
(exhales)
674
00:33:00,370 --> 00:33:02,980
That's strong work, Dr. Devi.
675
00:33:02,982 --> 00:33:05,232
(Leela exhales)
676
00:33:07,135 --> 00:33:09,211
She rose to the occasion.
677
00:33:09,213 --> 00:33:10,562
Yes, she did.
678
00:33:10,564 --> 00:33:14,382
He's gonna make it out
of the OR, isn't he?
679
00:33:14,384 --> 00:33:15,617
Yeah.
680
00:33:17,070 --> 00:33:20,330
Now we just have to make sure
the cancer hasn't spread.
681
00:33:20,332 --> 00:33:22,499
We'll know in a few hours.
682
00:33:26,839 --> 00:33:29,822
♪ Should I stay
or should I go now? ♪
683
00:33:29,824 --> 00:33:32,492
♪ Should I stay or should
I go now? ♪
684
00:33:32,494 --> 00:33:34,569
Oh, I was so glad
you guys could make it.
685
00:33:34,571 --> 00:33:36,829
-Thank you for coming.
-Thank you for including me.
686
00:33:36,831 --> 00:33:39,349
-Yeah, so happy to be here.
-AUSTIN: So, Randolph,
what's your secret?
687
00:33:39,351 --> 00:33:43,078
How did you land such
an incredible lady like this?
688
00:33:43,080 --> 00:33:44,429
-She has very low standards.
-(Kit laughs)
689
00:33:44,431 --> 00:33:48,007
Nope. Nothing but the best
for this lady.
690
00:33:48,009 --> 00:33:49,175
So, when's the wedding?
691
00:33:49,177 --> 00:33:50,694
-Uh, still working on that.
-Mm...
692
00:33:50,696 --> 00:33:54,013
But rest assured, it will
be intimate and fabulous.
693
00:33:54,015 --> 00:33:55,348
And you're all invited.
694
00:33:55,350 --> 00:33:56,958
-Hear, hear.
-CONRAD: Cheers.
695
00:33:56,960 --> 00:33:58,368
-Cheers.
-Cheers.
696
00:33:58,370 --> 00:34:01,279
♪ Should I stay
or should I go? ♪
697
00:34:01,281 --> 00:34:02,931
("Roses Are Falling"
by Orville Peck plays)
698
00:34:02,933 --> 00:34:04,357
Hey.
699
00:34:04,359 --> 00:34:08,270
Hey. I got here early
so we could talk.
700
00:34:08,272 --> 00:34:10,772
I heard you aced the Whipple.
701
00:34:10,774 --> 00:34:13,550
That's not what I want
to talk about.
702
00:34:14,720 --> 00:34:16,795
Do you still feel
the same way you did before?
703
00:34:16,797 --> 00:34:18,555
I do.
704
00:34:18,557 --> 00:34:20,448
I can't promise
705
00:34:20,450 --> 00:34:24,877
I'll want a child in the future,
but maybe I will.
706
00:34:24,879 --> 00:34:27,547
-I don't know.
-Today I watched a man
707
00:34:27,549 --> 00:34:29,399
sacrifice his wife's
best chance to live
708
00:34:29,401 --> 00:34:32,143
for a baby that hasn't
even been born.
709
00:34:32,145 --> 00:34:34,446
He lost them both.
710
00:34:35,240 --> 00:34:36,573
-That's terrible.
-Yes.
711
00:34:36,575 --> 00:34:39,801
But it made me realize
something about myself.
712
00:34:39,803 --> 00:34:43,638
That I'm doing the same thing,
choosing a hypothetical child
713
00:34:43,640 --> 00:34:47,084
that may never exist
over the woman I love.
714
00:34:47,086 --> 00:34:49,160
♪ Roses are falling... ♪
715
00:34:49,162 --> 00:34:51,813
I was at fault, too.
716
00:34:51,815 --> 00:34:55,333
I was impulsive and rash.
717
00:34:55,335 --> 00:34:58,762
And our life together
has to be a decision
718
00:34:58,764 --> 00:35:01,473
that we both make equally.
719
00:35:02,342 --> 00:35:04,101
Do you want to try this again?
720
00:35:04,103 --> 00:35:06,085
-(laughs): Yes.
-Yeah.
721
00:35:06,087 --> 00:35:11,683
♪ Roses are falling
for you, ooh... ♪
722
00:35:11,685 --> 00:35:13,092
A thousand times yes.
723
00:35:13,094 --> 00:35:19,157
♪ Roses from falling
for you, ooh... ♪
724
00:35:21,862 --> 00:35:23,895
I have a lovely feeling
that Devon
725
00:35:23,897 --> 00:35:27,290
will not be going to Baltimore.
726
00:35:27,292 --> 00:35:29,292
That is a win all around.
727
00:35:29,294 --> 00:35:30,702
You know I pulled Leela
into the Whipple
728
00:35:30,704 --> 00:35:33,296
because she's the one
who can follow in my footsteps?
729
00:35:33,298 --> 00:35:35,465
She's going into neuro
or cardio, right?
730
00:35:35,467 --> 00:35:38,618
Oh, she just told me she wants
to be a general surgeon.
731
00:35:38,620 --> 00:35:41,379
So I get to teach her
everything I know
732
00:35:41,381 --> 00:35:43,531
and she can take my patients
when the time comes.
733
00:35:43,533 --> 00:35:45,367
If the time comes.
734
00:35:45,369 --> 00:35:47,051
Dr. Bell?
735
00:35:47,053 --> 00:35:48,294
I just want to say thank you
736
00:35:48,296 --> 00:35:50,205
for saving
my father's life today.
737
00:35:50,207 --> 00:35:52,482
Well, Dr. Devi was integral.
738
00:35:52,484 --> 00:35:55,727
But we got lucky and
your father got even luckier.
739
00:35:55,729 --> 00:35:58,638
The pathology report came back
just before I left the hospital
740
00:35:58,640 --> 00:36:00,064
and the tumor was localized.
741
00:36:00,066 --> 00:36:04,386
So, there's every chance
he'll be cancer-free.
742
00:36:04,388 --> 00:36:06,388
♪ And I'll do my best ♪
743
00:36:06,390 --> 00:36:07,480
I am so happy for both of you.
744
00:36:07,482 --> 00:36:09,332
♪ To be better than the rest ♪
745
00:36:09,334 --> 00:36:10,725
Thank you.
746
00:36:10,727 --> 00:36:12,076
♪ She is so ♪
747
00:36:12,078 --> 00:36:14,004
♪ So sweet and tender ♪
748
00:36:14,006 --> 00:36:15,172
Come here.
749
00:36:15,174 --> 00:36:16,339
♪ And I'm glad ♪
750
00:36:16,341 --> 00:36:18,583
♪ So glad we made it, girl ♪
751
00:36:18,585 --> 00:36:20,159
♪ She's so ♪
752
00:36:20,161 --> 00:36:22,161
♪ So sweet and tender ♪
753
00:36:22,163 --> 00:36:24,422
♪ And I'm glad ♪
754
00:36:24,424 --> 00:36:26,999
♪ So glad we're making love ♪
755
00:36:27,001 --> 00:36:29,093
♪ Oh, I... ♪
756
00:36:29,095 --> 00:36:31,021
I'm pregnant.
757
00:36:31,023 --> 00:36:34,249
(laughs)
Wow. Ah.
758
00:36:34,251 --> 00:36:37,711
So, I'm gonna be a father.
759
00:36:37,713 --> 00:36:40,772
Yes, and I want you to know
that I'm open to you
760
00:36:40,774 --> 00:36:42,532
being as involved as you'd like.
761
00:36:42,534 --> 00:36:44,759
I know you're gonna be
a loving dad
762
00:36:44,761 --> 00:36:46,611
and a great role model.
763
00:36:46,613 --> 00:36:51,857
Just meet me halfway
and... listen?
764
00:36:51,859 --> 00:36:53,284
I can do that.
765
00:36:53,286 --> 00:36:55,361
But what can I do for you now?
766
00:36:55,363 --> 00:36:59,382
Hmm, maybe open up
another 529 account?
767
00:36:59,384 --> 00:37:00,625
For college?
768
00:37:00,627 --> 00:37:02,886
Why would we need two accounts?
769
00:37:02,888 --> 00:37:04,721
♪ So much more than pretty... ♪
770
00:37:04,723 --> 00:37:06,706
We're having twins.
771
00:37:06,708 --> 00:37:08,950
Are you serious?
772
00:37:08,952 --> 00:37:09,893
Yes.
773
00:37:09,895 --> 00:37:11,286
(both laugh)
774
00:37:11,288 --> 00:37:12,712
♪ So sweet and tender ♪
775
00:37:12,714 --> 00:37:13,879
♪ And I'm glad ♪
776
00:37:13,881 --> 00:37:16,140
♪ So glad we made it, girl ♪
777
00:37:16,142 --> 00:37:17,383
♪ She is so ♪
778
00:37:17,385 --> 00:37:19,051
♪ So sweet and tender ♪
779
00:37:19,053 --> 00:37:21,145
♪ And I'm glad ♪
780
00:37:21,147 --> 00:37:22,555
Wonder what that's all about.
781
00:37:22,557 --> 00:37:24,132
♪ So glad
we're making love... ♪
782
00:37:24,134 --> 00:37:25,391
(chuckles)
783
00:37:25,393 --> 00:37:27,893
Well, it's good news, obviously.
784
00:37:27,895 --> 00:37:30,488
I was happy to hear
about your dad.
785
00:37:30,490 --> 00:37:32,307
Rumor has it that Kit
may offer him
786
00:37:32,309 --> 00:37:34,251
the peds surgery job
at Chastain.
787
00:37:34,253 --> 00:37:37,328
I heard. I have
mixed feelings about that.
788
00:37:37,330 --> 00:37:38,830
It would be a big adjustment.
789
00:37:38,832 --> 00:37:41,091
Conrad will help you with that.
790
00:37:41,927 --> 00:37:43,551
He already has.
791
00:37:44,321 --> 00:37:46,654
Uh, so the two of you...
792
00:37:46,656 --> 00:37:47,989
Uh, we're friends.
793
00:37:47,991 --> 00:37:49,599
♪ So sweet and tender... ♪
794
00:37:49,601 --> 00:37:53,495
I mean, I was under the
impression that you and he...
795
00:37:53,497 --> 00:37:56,064
Are also friends.
796
00:37:57,925 --> 00:37:59,567
So far.
797
00:38:00,353 --> 00:38:02,237
♪
798
00:38:11,456 --> 00:38:13,665
♪
799
00:38:19,372 --> 00:38:21,089
♪
800
00:38:41,227 --> 00:38:43,611
♪
801
00:38:49,069 --> 00:38:50,744
I'll be right back, okay?
802
00:38:52,164 --> 00:38:53,330
Hey.
803
00:38:53,332 --> 00:38:56,333
Mm, wild guess,
804
00:38:56,335 --> 00:38:58,001
you're not taking the job
at Advanced Sciences.
805
00:38:58,003 --> 00:39:00,228
And I won't be sleeping
on your sofa anymore.
806
00:39:00,230 --> 00:39:02,580
God, I am so done
with your furniture.
807
00:39:02,582 --> 00:39:04,399
That's the best news
I've heard all day.
808
00:39:04,401 --> 00:39:06,067
Why are you sitting
over here alone?
809
00:39:06,069 --> 00:39:08,403
-Get out there and party.
-(exhales)
810
00:39:08,405 --> 00:39:10,162
Waylon's...
811
00:39:10,164 --> 00:39:12,331
This is where I met Nic.
812
00:39:12,333 --> 00:39:13,999
We had our first date here.
813
00:39:14,001 --> 00:39:18,563
Our first date after Gigi was
born. A lot of memories here.
814
00:39:22,361 --> 00:39:24,435
Well...
815
00:39:24,437 --> 00:39:26,988
maybe it's time
to make new memories.
816
00:39:37,450 --> 00:39:39,584
♪
817
00:39:50,614 --> 00:39:53,056
("Neon Moon"
by Charly Reynolds plays)
818
00:39:54,801 --> 00:39:59,303
♪ There's a run-down bar
'cross the railroad tracks ♪
819
00:39:59,305 --> 00:40:04,049
♪ I've got a table for two,
way in the back ♪
820
00:40:04,051 --> 00:40:06,653
♪ Where I sit alone ♪
821
00:40:08,314 --> 00:40:11,032
♪ And I think of losing you ♪
822
00:40:12,802 --> 00:40:18,322
♪ I think of two young lovers,
running wild and free ♪
823
00:40:18,324 --> 00:40:22,160
♪ I close my eyes
and sometimes see ♪
824
00:40:22,162 --> 00:40:26,005
♪ You in the shadows... ♪
825
00:40:27,575 --> 00:40:30,135
Thank you
for a lovely night out.
826
00:40:32,413 --> 00:40:35,390
Thank you for being kind
about Anna.
827
00:40:36,435 --> 00:40:40,103
Her husband doesn't
have much longer.
828
00:40:40,105 --> 00:40:43,088
There's something else
I wanted to tell you.
829
00:40:43,090 --> 00:40:44,441
They have a child.
830
00:40:44,443 --> 00:40:47,685
A little boy. He won't
even remember his father.
831
00:40:47,687 --> 00:40:50,530
That's awful.
832
00:40:52,192 --> 00:40:55,343
We both know what it's like
to lose a parent.
833
00:40:55,345 --> 00:40:57,695
I bought
a life insurance policy.
834
00:40:57,697 --> 00:41:00,457
-You did what?
-Yep.
835
00:41:00,459 --> 00:41:02,107
A big one.
836
00:41:02,109 --> 00:41:05,019
Well, you're not
gonna die, so...
837
00:41:05,021 --> 00:41:06,296
I certainly hope not.
838
00:41:06,298 --> 00:41:08,948
Mm, that wasn't a statement,
that was an order.
839
00:41:08,950 --> 00:41:11,042
You know, maybe stop
riding your bike to work.
840
00:41:11,044 --> 00:41:13,211
Maybe ease up on the search
and rescue missions.
841
00:41:13,213 --> 00:41:15,621
No matter how careful I am,
anything could happen.
842
00:41:15,623 --> 00:41:17,623
I could get hit
by a bolt of lightning.
843
00:41:17,625 --> 00:41:19,642
-Stop, come on.
-We have to talk
about this for a reason.
844
00:41:19,644 --> 00:41:21,703
Watching Anna and her husband
in the hospital,
845
00:41:21,705 --> 00:41:23,554
it just made me think,
what if that was me...
846
00:41:23,556 --> 00:41:25,723
-(sighs)
-...in that hospital bed?
847
00:41:25,725 --> 00:41:28,726
You know, I don't want to talk
about any of this right now.
848
00:41:28,728 --> 00:41:30,302
-Just drop it.
-If something happens to me,
849
00:41:30,304 --> 00:41:31,546
I want you to be secure
financially,
850
00:41:31,548 --> 00:41:33,323
and I want you
to love someone again.
851
00:41:34,993 --> 00:41:36,659
(laughs softly)
852
00:41:37,904 --> 00:41:39,496
I mean, don't bring
a date to my funeral.
853
00:41:39,498 --> 00:41:41,572
Oh, my God. Seriously?
854
00:41:41,574 --> 00:41:43,391
-(chuckles)
-Come on.
855
00:41:43,393 --> 00:41:44,817
Unless they're nice
and Gigi likes them.
856
00:41:44,819 --> 00:41:47,212
-Then that's fine, okay?
-Conrad.
857
00:41:55,847 --> 00:41:57,680
(exhales)
858
00:41:57,682 --> 00:42:01,184
After a while,
I do want you to move on.
859
00:42:04,080 --> 00:42:09,417
You deserve happiness,
and Gigi deserves a father.
860
00:42:09,419 --> 00:42:12,153
Just promise me,
whoever it is...
861
00:42:14,699 --> 00:42:17,659
...you'll find someone
who loves you as much as I do.
862
00:42:19,520 --> 00:42:21,946
Hey.
863
00:42:21,948 --> 00:42:23,998
I promise.
864
00:42:26,193 --> 00:42:28,211
Only if you do, too.
865
00:42:29,939 --> 00:42:31,714
I promise.
866
00:42:32,533 --> 00:42:33,916
(laughs softly)
867
00:42:35,111 --> 00:42:40,056
♪ Oh, if you lose
your one and only ♪
868
00:42:40,058 --> 00:42:44,619
♪ There's always room here
for the lonely ♪
869
00:42:44,621 --> 00:42:47,880
♪ To watch your broken dreams
dance ♪
870
00:42:47,882 --> 00:42:50,124
♪ In and out of the beams ♪
871
00:42:50,126 --> 00:42:54,128
♪ Of a neon moon ♪
872
00:42:54,130 --> 00:42:58,466
♪ Oh, if you lose
your one and only ♪
873
00:42:58,468 --> 00:43:03,413
♪ There's always room here
for the lonely ♪
874
00:43:03,415 --> 00:43:05,656
♪ To watch your broken dreams ♪
875
00:43:05,658 --> 00:43:08,142
♪ Dance in and out of the beams
of a neon moon. ♪
876
00:43:08,144 --> 00:43:10,569
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