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- HENRY: Where is he?
- ALAN: Who?
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- My father.
- They moved him
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to a yard up in Bangor by the airport.
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HENRY: Did she even know
what she was signing for?
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What else you been
signing for her, Alan?
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Oh! The sheets!
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Your mom's been leaving food out
for the neighborhood mutt.
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We buried it New Year's Day. Truck.
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RUTH: It's like I open the book
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and all the pages, someone tore them out
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- Mom!
- and rearranged them.
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[splash]
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ALAN: I bought her a ring in '91.
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Eventually I moved back.
Then I get a phone call.
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Somebody heard gunfire
up at your mom's place.
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- Gunfire?
- Your mother came to the door,
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threw her arms around me,
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begged me, ''Don't leave!''
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If I tell you something,
can you keep your mouth shut?
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RUTH: Life used to go in one direction,
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- but somehow I got off it.
- Ruthie?
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The neurologist said,
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''Find a coping mechanism'', and I have.
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One for every room in the house.
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Damn it!
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You're back.
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- [record skipping]
- ALAN: Ruth!
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- [fire alarm beeping]
- [skillet sizzling]
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Ruthie?!
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Ruthie!
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[Ruth panting]
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[Ruth muttering]
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[whimpering]
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[clatter]
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ALAN: Lady on the internet
says they were made by Vikings,
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- so I figured...
- RUTH: Oh! The Lewis chessmen.
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You know, the originals,
they were carved
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out of walrus ivory
by the wife of a priest...
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Margaret the Adroit.
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ALAN: You are still
the smartest person I know.
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Smart enough to know what you're up to.
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Come on. No, come on, this way.
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What else did the internet teach you?
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That chess is good
for the demented brain?
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[holiday music playing on stereo]
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We got any champagne around this house?
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RADIO: Here's one more
last-minute resolution.
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When you're on the road today,
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you'll wanna steer clear of the turnpike
from Portland to Augusta.
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Where did you run off to?
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I splurged... $30 Japanese steaks.
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- What is it?
- Aw, nothin'.
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Be back in two shakes.
Set up those chessmen.
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I'll let you slaughter me after dinner.
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[dog whimpers]
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[dog groaning]
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Ruthie, wait in the house.
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Did you call... the veterin...
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The clinic?
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On South Reserve?
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He doesn't need a vet.
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SOB came outta nowhere.
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She.
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MAN: Ma'am?
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She's not a son of a bitch.
She's a bitch.
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[dog whimpers]
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[sighs]
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[Alan clears throat]
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We goin' somewhere?
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It's for Puck.
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Puck was your boy's dog.
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Used to leave dead squirrels
on your pillow
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like hotel mints, remember?
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That dog out there is...
just a neighborhood stray.
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I know that.
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Did I ever tell you about...
what happened to Puck?
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I came home one day, and...
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she was just gone.
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Matthew said she...
she must have run off.
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But I found a box of poison
in the trash.
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[crying] You have no idea.
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- What?
- What he was capable of.
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I used to see turkey vultures
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wheeling around the sky
out back... over the woods,
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but I was too chickenshit to go look.
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The thought of her being picked apart,
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no one to bury her.
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And you think buryin' one dog
pays the debt on the other.
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[dog whimpering]
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[dog barks]
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Puck.
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[barks]
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[barks]
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HENRY: They can't do that
without our permission.
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ALAN: Your mother gave it.
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And nobody thought to
pick up the phone and call me?
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Did she even know
what she was signing for?
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You signed for her.
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ALAN: I deposited the distress
settlement for her, too.
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What else you been
signing for her, Alan?
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Oh! The sheets!
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[theme music playing]
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DOCTOR: Okay, dear. Almost done.
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A few minutes ago I read a list of words
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and asked you to repeat them.
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Can you repeat them back to me now?
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Any order you like.
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RUTH: Someone sent you flowers.
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The mouse ran up the...
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- No hints.
- Just give her one
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and it'll all come back.
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DOCTOR: Please, sir.
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If you wouldn't mind
just waiting outside?
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ALAN: Yeah, I would mind. ''Dear''?
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Do you know how fucking
condescending that sounds?
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She has a brain the size of Portland.
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[Alan chuckles]
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But it's sick, Alan.
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Alzheimer's.
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Why won't anyone use that... that word?
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DOCTOR: There's no diagnostic
test for Alzheimer's.
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Confirmation's made postmortem
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by examining the brain
for plaques and other hallmarks.
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Postmortem? Let's get
the fuck out of here.
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We're going to Darden.
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DOCTOR: Doesn't matter what we call it.
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These things move in one direction.
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Higher-order functions
become more challenging.
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Your ability to exercise
reason and judgment...
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finances, drive a car...
planning and problem-solving...
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confusion with time and space...
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Confusion with time and space.
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She slips up.
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And reading and...
the face of my own son.
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DOCTOR: We can medicate the anxiety
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and help you develop systems,
coping mechanisms.
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But given the accident,
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I think it's time to consider
other living arrangements.
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ALAN: Listen...
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that brain doctor,
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I don't care how many degrees
she's got on her fuckin' wall...
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Don't make me wash your mouth out.
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I knocked on that door after 14 years.
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You remember what you said?
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''Don't leave.''
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See? It's all still up there.
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Listen, after I get you settled,
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I got some business to take care of,
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and when I come back,
I'm not going anywhere,
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and neither are you.
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We're gonna fix you up as good as new.
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Yeah, I just...
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I just need a system, that's all.
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YOUNG RUTH: ''They will not
find their way back home,
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and we will be rid of them.
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I refuse, said the man.
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How can I bring myself
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to abandon my own children
alone in the woods?
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Wild animals would tear them
to pieces.''
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''Oh, you fool, said the wife.
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Then all four of us will starve.
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The clever boy filled his jacket
pockets with pebbles,
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as many as he could fit.
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He would use the stones to lay
a trail through the forest...''
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Older then he was when?
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Ever.
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Is that why you're here?
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I was... I was thinkin'
about when you turned seven.
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Made a big batch
of that buttercream frosting.
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That was before we knew
about your lactose thing.
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I never seen a cake disappear
and reappear that fast.
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You probably don't remember that.
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ALAN: Magic 101.
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This is called... the French Drop.
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This is called palming.
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Either holding it
with the creases of your palm,
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or what I prefer to do
is to do a thumb palm.
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RUTH: Why do all magic tricks
sound pornographic?
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- [Ruth laughs]
- I don't know,
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'cause they're invented by virgins.
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Here, you try. Give it a shot. Go ahead.
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Stick your... that's it,
you sell it with your thumb,
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then just drop it down gently there...
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Great. Great. Yeah!
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You got it.
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You got the French Drop.
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Now all you gotta work on is... palming!
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[laughs] No palming!
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[knock on door]
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Mom?
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Picked up a hitchhiker.
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Oh! Come over here and give me a hug.
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Oh, look at you.
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Look at you.
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How old is this turkey?
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So they dug him up just to stick
him back in the ground again?
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Is that a thing up here?
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Ask your father.
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''Behold, I will tell you a mystery.
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Not all will sleep,
but all will be changed,
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in a moment,
in the twinkling of an eye...
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MATTHEW: ...the last trumpet,
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for the trumpet will sound
and the dead will be raised,
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imperishable,
and we will all be changed.
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For this perishable must put on
the imperishable,
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and this mortal must put on immortality.
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But when this perishable
put on the imperishable,
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and this mortal put on immortality,
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then...
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...will come about
the saying that is written:
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''Death...
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is swallowed up in victory.''
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Hymn 114. ''O God Our Help in Ages Past.''
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[piano plays intro to hymn]
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CONGREGATION: ♪ O God
our help in ages past ♪
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♪ Our hope for years to come ♪
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♪ Our shelter...
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WENDELL: ''Swallowed up in victory.''
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Hardcore.
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HENRY: Mom, I have got
lunch under control.
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You should stay off your feet.
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I thought you were the only one there.
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- Who are all the programs for?
- The church printed 'em up.
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They're gonna have some recycling to do.
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I'm serious, Mom, it's turkey and bread.
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Well, you better make his a double.
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You want to be an astronaut,
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you're gonna need meat on your bones.
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HENRY: We're past that.
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These days he's all about
graphic design.
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RUTH: I coulda sworn
we buried him in that suit.
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HENRY: Buried who?
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Your father.
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[Henry talking, indistinct]
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HENRY: ...help you out,
get you back on your feet.
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[car starts]
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[bird singing]
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- MATTHEW: The blanket.
- RUTH: I made tuna fish salad.
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[laughs] You can say grace.
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[Ruth continues, indistinct]
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MATTHEW: We'll let the woods
say grace today. Come on. Sit. Sit.
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What is that? Matthew.
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I've had a beautiful experience,
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and I want to share it with you.
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Do you know what the Psalms say
about taking your own life?
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- Matthew.
- He's fine.
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HENRY: It's stealing.
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MATTHEW: Because your life
belongs to God.
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There was a Japanese solider.
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World War II. His masters tell him,
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''Whatever happens, don't surrender.
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Don't. Take your own life.''
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So he hides out
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on an island in the Philippines.
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Leaflets fall from the sky
telling him the war is over.
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The Empire's dead. His masters are dead.
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But...
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he doesn't believe 'em.
260
00:18:54,445 --> 00:18:57,004
He kept fighting FDR until 1974.
261
00:18:57,051 --> 00:18:59,841
Let's go home.
I have chicken in the fridge.
262
00:18:59,865 --> 00:19:01,645
You look...
263
00:19:02,166 --> 00:19:04,565
at this town, the suffering,
264
00:19:04,609 --> 00:19:07,720
you wonder... where was God?
265
00:19:07,761 --> 00:19:10,557
Maybe the leaflets fell from the
sky but you didn't believe them.
266
00:19:10,558 --> 00:19:12,086
So...
267
00:19:12,593 --> 00:19:16,410
I took a drive to the Walmart
in Farmington,
268
00:19:16,435 --> 00:19:17,695
and I took a walk here in the woods
269
00:19:17,719 --> 00:19:18,892
where no one would have to clean it up,
270
00:19:18,916 --> 00:19:22,457
and I told God that
I couldn't live without proof.
271
00:19:23,643 --> 00:19:26,228
Then I fit the end
into my ear like this...
272
00:19:26,984 --> 00:19:28,821
- [cocks pistol]
- RUTH: Matthew.
273
00:19:32,336 --> 00:19:34,256
...and I heard it.
274
00:19:35,254 --> 00:19:36,294
What?
275
00:19:40,331 --> 00:19:41,528
[uncocks pistol]
276
00:19:44,805 --> 00:19:46,323
God.
277
00:19:50,062 --> 00:19:51,701
His voice.
278
00:19:55,675 --> 00:19:57,631
I think we should call Dr. Pierce.
279
00:19:57,632 --> 00:20:00,099
This has nothing to do with Dr. Pierce.
280
00:20:00,122 --> 00:20:01,268
He scraped all that out of me.
I'm healthy.
281
00:20:01,269 --> 00:20:03,071
Just for a scan.
282
00:20:03,108 --> 00:20:05,745
God helps those who help themselves.
283
00:20:07,023 --> 00:20:09,901
They said, ''Watch out for symptoms.''
284
00:20:09,981 --> 00:20:13,904
- Headaches. Ringing in the ears...
- MATTHEW: This wasn't a ringing.
285
00:20:14,695 --> 00:20:16,895
Saul heard it on the road to Damascus,
286
00:20:16,896 --> 00:20:19,890
knocked him flat on his back,
when he got up again, he wasn't Saul.
287
00:20:19,891 --> 00:20:21,489
He was Paul.
288
00:20:31,562 --> 00:20:33,119
MATTHEW: Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh.
289
00:20:35,596 --> 00:20:37,595
I can hear it now.
290
00:20:39,471 --> 00:20:41,110
Can you?
291
00:20:42,789 --> 00:20:44,244
No.
292
00:20:44,388 --> 00:20:46,785
We'll just sit here and be quiet.
293
00:21:04,152 --> 00:21:07,775
HENRY: It's a work thing.
You two okay for a couple hours?
294
00:21:07,870 --> 00:21:09,267
WENDELL: We're good.
295
00:21:09,403 --> 00:21:11,282
- [alarm beeps]
- Front door open.
296
00:21:11,382 --> 00:21:15,024
WENDELL: So what's the deal
with all the missing pieces?
297
00:21:15,398 --> 00:21:16,436
Grandma?
298
00:21:17,874 --> 00:21:20,152
You're not having a stroke, are you?
299
00:21:26,986 --> 00:21:29,395
If I tell you something...
300
00:21:29,986 --> 00:21:32,503
can you keep your mouth shut?
301
00:21:38,164 --> 00:21:41,161
RUTH: See, I can get lost in the past.
302
00:21:41,200 --> 00:21:42,800
These are my breadcrumbs.
303
00:21:42,893 --> 00:21:45,144
If I find a chess piece in the icebox,
304
00:21:45,288 --> 00:21:48,272
well, I know it's now, not then.
305
00:21:49,725 --> 00:21:52,133
That I can find my way out of the woods.
306
00:21:52,727 --> 00:21:54,082
Huh...
307
00:21:54,134 --> 00:21:56,836
[laughs] You think
your grandma's a fruitcake.
308
00:21:56,860 --> 00:21:59,417
No. You're a Timewalker.
309
00:21:59,675 --> 00:22:02,550
Have you never heard of Catacomb Drifter
310
00:22:02,551 --> 00:22:04,511
or D For Destiny?
311
00:22:05,988 --> 00:22:08,585
[game whooshes, beeps]
312
00:22:11,383 --> 00:22:15,097
Um, there's twelve levels,
I mean, for now.
313
00:22:15,186 --> 00:22:17,576
You know, they keep adding
expansion packs.
314
00:22:17,695 --> 00:22:19,447
- [whooshing]
- Oh, shit!
315
00:22:20,383 --> 00:22:21,939
Got it.
316
00:22:22,092 --> 00:22:23,609
RUTH: How do you win?
317
00:22:23,610 --> 00:22:26,049
It's not a game, exactly.
318
00:22:26,050 --> 00:22:27,486
It never ends.
319
00:22:27,487 --> 00:22:30,683
Anyway, Timewalkers
are the most powerful
320
00:22:30,684 --> 00:22:31,880
'cause they're the only avatars
321
00:22:31,905 --> 00:22:33,741
that can actually kill the dead.
322
00:22:33,960 --> 00:22:36,857
The dead, they're everywhere. See?
323
00:22:36,998 --> 00:22:38,796
[zombies growling]
324
00:22:38,797 --> 00:22:40,954
Ha! And you know, they're pissed off,
325
00:22:40,955 --> 00:22:43,702
because we're alive and they're not.
326
00:22:44,032 --> 00:22:46,846
You gotta stay sharp, because
they can change their skin,
327
00:22:46,870 --> 00:22:49,348
and sometimes even
look like your allies.
328
00:22:50,744 --> 00:22:52,423
Look, there goes another one.
329
00:22:52,424 --> 00:22:54,666
See, what makes it so hard
is that no one stays dead
330
00:22:54,690 --> 00:22:57,392
when you kill them...
unless you're a Timewalker.
331
00:22:57,499 --> 00:23:00,295
Theoretically, you could just
kill your nemesis
332
00:23:00,842 --> 00:23:02,572
and fix the whole timeline.
333
00:23:02,573 --> 00:23:04,770
[zombies screeching]
334
00:23:04,771 --> 00:23:06,769
But you gotta stay sharp.
335
00:23:14,518 --> 00:23:15,836
[sighs]
336
00:23:24,032 --> 00:23:26,430
- [alarm beeps]
- Back door open.
337
00:23:39,492 --> 00:23:40,891
You're back.
338
00:23:45,290 --> 00:23:47,449
Go to bed, Ruth.
339
00:23:54,404 --> 00:23:56,120
MATTHEW: But a trumpet will sound
340
00:23:56,121 --> 00:23:58,462
and the dead will be raised,
imperishable,
341
00:23:58,486 --> 00:23:59,921
and we will all...
342
00:23:59,945 --> 00:24:02,953
...and this mortal
must put on immortality.
343
00:24:02,954 --> 00:24:04,872
[news broadcast on TV]
344
00:24:07,922 --> 00:24:10,772
MAN: Once again,
reporting a suspected arson
345
00:24:10,796 --> 00:24:14,623
at Juniper Hills Hospital,
with 14 confirmed dead.
346
00:24:14,687 --> 00:24:16,820
The suspect considered dangerous.
347
00:24:16,821 --> 00:24:20,314
Police have released a photo,
but not a name.
348
00:24:20,508 --> 00:24:23,900
WOMAN: You can see the smoke
billowing from the rooftop...
349
00:24:24,295 --> 00:24:26,172
RUTH: Matthew.
350
00:24:48,311 --> 00:24:50,589
YOUNG HENRY: Are you living or dead?
351
00:24:50,590 --> 00:24:54,063
YOUNG RUTH:
Oh, long dead. Ancient history.
352
00:24:54,064 --> 00:24:55,583
YOUNG HENRY: What's your name?
353
00:24:55,584 --> 00:24:58,902
The badass avenger chick
from Gísla Saga. Uh...
354
00:24:59,140 --> 00:25:00,592
- Thordis!
- Oh!
355
00:25:00,616 --> 00:25:02,689
You are your mother's son.
356
00:25:02,756 --> 00:25:04,838
Ah, okay.
357
00:25:05,215 --> 00:25:07,050
Got one.
358
00:25:07,051 --> 00:25:09,530
Okay. Who are you?
359
00:25:09,530 --> 00:25:12,165
I'm smaller than a teacup.
360
00:25:12,166 --> 00:25:16,123
Mmm. Smaller than a teacup...
361
00:25:22,317 --> 00:25:23,996
Did you say your prayers?
362
00:25:26,394 --> 00:25:27,804
Yeah.
363
00:25:29,042 --> 00:25:30,595
MATTHEW: Did you?
364
00:25:36,065 --> 00:25:37,504
Good man.
365
00:25:45,934 --> 00:25:47,891
He's a little old for that, isn't he?
366
00:25:47,893 --> 00:25:50,689
Watching you take a bath?
367
00:25:50,690 --> 00:25:52,648
Oh, he wasn't.
368
00:25:52,649 --> 00:25:54,684
I'm his mother.
369
00:25:54,685 --> 00:25:57,004
He's not blood. It's different.
370
00:25:59,521 --> 00:26:02,038
What did you do with the gun?
I don't want it in the house.
371
00:26:02,039 --> 00:26:04,688
God helps those who help themselves.
372
00:26:05,196 --> 00:26:07,834
Can't rely on the sheriff
to keep our family safe.
373
00:26:07,835 --> 00:26:10,110
- Matthew.
- Top drawer in the dresser.
374
00:26:10,111 --> 00:26:11,782
And before you tell me
it's irresponsible,
375
00:26:11,806 --> 00:26:13,764
the bullets are locked away.
376
00:26:15,267 --> 00:26:17,145
He'll never find them.
377
00:26:25,295 --> 00:26:26,415
[sighs]
378
00:26:39,403 --> 00:26:41,998
WENDELL: Theoretically, you
could just kill your nemesis,
379
00:26:41,999 --> 00:26:43,601
fix the whole timeline.
380
00:26:46,155 --> 00:26:48,115
[panting]
381
00:26:50,352 --> 00:26:52,670
[muttering]
382
00:26:55,106 --> 00:26:56,386
MATTHEW: The bullets are locked away.
383
00:26:56,387 --> 00:26:58,024
He'll never find them.
384
00:27:29,394 --> 00:27:31,351
[doorbell rings]
385
00:27:34,269 --> 00:27:36,788
[doorbell ringing]
386
00:27:39,664 --> 00:27:41,542
[banging on door]
387
00:27:49,574 --> 00:27:52,611
- Is Henry here?
- No.
388
00:27:53,891 --> 00:27:54,504
[banging]
389
00:27:54,528 --> 00:27:56,167
MOLLY: Mrs. Deaver!
390
00:27:56,488 --> 00:27:59,618
I think he's... he's lost.
Or in trouble.
391
00:27:59,671 --> 00:28:01,068
I need to find him.
392
00:28:02,561 --> 00:28:04,879
- [alarm beeps]
- Front door open.
393
00:28:04,880 --> 00:28:06,885
When are we?
394
00:28:07,028 --> 00:28:10,860
Okay, Mrs. Deaver, it's important.
395
00:28:11,154 --> 00:28:14,491
I think that something terrible
is going to happen.
396
00:28:15,308 --> 00:28:17,096
It's happened.
397
00:28:17,348 --> 00:28:20,704
I saw you in my bedroom.
398
00:28:22,103 --> 00:28:24,380
You were just a little girl.
399
00:28:25,717 --> 00:28:27,275
I'm sorry.
400
00:28:28,953 --> 00:28:30,991
- I'm so sorry.
- No.
401
00:28:31,088 --> 00:28:32,687
You did right.
402
00:28:34,628 --> 00:28:36,634
But it didn't take.
403
00:28:37,293 --> 00:28:39,203
He's back.
404
00:28:39,405 --> 00:28:41,718
In the present, not the past.
405
00:28:41,804 --> 00:28:43,361
But I'm gonna fix it.
406
00:28:43,362 --> 00:28:45,241
[locks door]
407
00:28:47,118 --> 00:28:49,237
[muttering]
408
00:28:50,834 --> 00:28:52,794
[needle scratches record]
409
00:28:58,187 --> 00:29:00,505
[''Blue Moon'' playing on stereo]
410
00:29:03,223 --> 00:29:05,102
Did, uh...
411
00:29:07,180 --> 00:29:10,061
Did you hang the picture...
412
00:29:10,737 --> 00:29:12,576
in the dining room?
413
00:29:13,165 --> 00:29:15,697
That's where it belongs, isn't it?
414
00:29:15,910 --> 00:29:17,907
I found it in the shed.
415
00:29:19,624 --> 00:29:20,583
Remember this?
416
00:29:20,607 --> 00:29:22,804
[turns up volume]
417
00:29:24,825 --> 00:29:28,439
♪ Blue moon... ♪
418
00:29:29,038 --> 00:29:30,755
RUTH: Who bought it?
419
00:29:30,874 --> 00:29:33,313
♪ ...I was there for... ♪
420
00:29:33,434 --> 00:29:34,432
You don't know?
421
00:29:35,916 --> 00:29:38,473
I want to know if you know.
422
00:29:38,927 --> 00:29:42,904
♪ Someone I really could care for ♪
423
00:29:42,904 --> 00:29:44,102
Your husband.
424
00:29:44,103 --> 00:29:46,700
They played it at your wedding.
425
00:29:46,701 --> 00:29:50,655
♪ Ooh ♪
426
00:29:50,697 --> 00:29:55,012
♪ Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ♪
427
00:29:55,070 --> 00:29:59,074
♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ee-ooh-ooh ♪
428
00:30:00,439 --> 00:30:04,682
♪ Without a dream of my own ♪
429
00:30:07,801 --> 00:30:11,038
♪ Ooh ♪
430
00:30:11,111 --> 00:30:15,660
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ee-ooh-ooh ♪
431
00:30:16,169 --> 00:30:18,815
♪ Ooh ooh, ooh-ee-ooh-ooh ♪
432
00:30:18,839 --> 00:30:22,115
RUTH: Upstairs. The old safe.
433
00:30:24,864 --> 00:30:26,901
What's the combination?
434
00:30:30,977 --> 00:30:31,993
Your birthday.
435
00:30:32,017 --> 00:30:37,053
♪ You saw me standing alone ♪
436
00:30:37,132 --> 00:30:40,959
♪ Without a dream in my heart ♪
437
00:30:41,009 --> 00:30:42,919
RUTH: Oh, I...
438
00:30:43,085 --> 00:30:46,203
I feel light... in the head.
439
00:30:48,521 --> 00:30:51,997
Would you make me something to eat?
440
00:30:54,554 --> 00:30:57,193
[''Blue Moon'' continues playing]
441
00:31:02,467 --> 00:31:04,666
Grandma, what's he doing here?
442
00:31:06,862 --> 00:31:09,619
When was the last time
I bought you a present?
443
00:31:09,620 --> 00:31:11,977
I want you to walk down the hill,
444
00:31:11,979 --> 00:31:14,495
take a taxi to the mall
in Chester's Mill,
445
00:31:14,496 --> 00:31:16,652
and let's make up for lost time.
446
00:31:16,653 --> 00:31:18,969
I don't think I should leave you
alone with that dude.
447
00:31:18,970 --> 00:31:21,488
RUTH: I'm your grandmother.
I don't need a baby-sitter.
448
00:31:23,368 --> 00:31:24,765
Go on.
449
00:31:33,157 --> 00:31:34,865
Go on.
450
00:31:35,696 --> 00:31:38,062
- [alarm beeps]
- Front door open.
451
00:31:47,583 --> 00:31:49,221
Where did the boy go?
452
00:31:51,818 --> 00:31:53,488
Oh...
453
00:31:53,659 --> 00:31:56,281
he must be around here someplace.
454
00:31:56,454 --> 00:31:58,893
He went out the front door.
You were just talking to him.
455
00:32:00,491 --> 00:32:01,890
Was I?
456
00:32:04,407 --> 00:32:06,324
Why don't you lie down?
457
00:32:06,325 --> 00:32:08,522
If you feel light-headed.
458
00:32:08,523 --> 00:32:09,961
Good idea.
459
00:32:09,962 --> 00:32:11,600
THE KID: On the sofa.
460
00:32:11,601 --> 00:32:14,435
I think it's best if you stay
where I can see you,
461
00:32:14,436 --> 00:32:15,996
given your condition.
462
00:32:40,972 --> 00:32:43,410
[thermometer beeping]
463
00:32:44,926 --> 00:32:46,724
You're gonna make it.
464
00:32:46,725 --> 00:32:48,883
Although you should be sick...
465
00:32:48,884 --> 00:32:51,441
out in the rain
with no jacket or shoes on.
466
00:32:51,442 --> 00:32:56,036
It's 98.9. That's a fever, right?
467
00:32:56,037 --> 00:32:58,144
Quiz or essay?
468
00:32:58,514 --> 00:33:00,551
I've been a teacher long enough to know
469
00:33:00,552 --> 00:33:02,272
what playin' hooky looks like.
470
00:33:05,188 --> 00:33:09,145
Can you just... tell him I need to rest?
471
00:33:10,303 --> 00:33:11,742
Your father?
472
00:33:12,740 --> 00:33:14,763
He loves you, Henry.
473
00:33:15,019 --> 00:33:16,656
He does.
474
00:33:17,713 --> 00:33:19,791
It's just...
475
00:33:19,867 --> 00:33:22,653
he was sick before you came
to live with us.
476
00:33:22,802 --> 00:33:24,949
He had headaches...
477
00:33:25,687 --> 00:33:27,445
he'd see things that weren't there.
478
00:33:27,446 --> 00:33:30,882
It's called glioma.
It's a growth in the brain.
479
00:33:30,883 --> 00:33:32,722
But... But God saved him.
480
00:33:34,118 --> 00:33:35,879
I know it's scary, hearing your father
481
00:33:35,879 --> 00:33:38,922
talk about hurting himself,
but I'm gonna take him to Boston
482
00:33:38,946 --> 00:33:40,760
for another scan,
and he's gonna be just...
483
00:33:40,785 --> 00:33:43,660
No. He won't go.
484
00:33:45,109 --> 00:33:47,859
He says that you think he's sick,
485
00:33:47,906 --> 00:33:49,558
but he's not.
486
00:33:49,623 --> 00:33:52,148
If he was, he could just...
487
00:33:52,622 --> 00:33:54,380
pray it away.
488
00:33:57,218 --> 00:33:59,500
What were you doing outside...
489
00:33:59,779 --> 00:34:01,615
in the rain with no shoes on?
490
00:34:05,750 --> 00:34:07,926
Did your father send you out there?
491
00:34:08,261 --> 00:34:10,483
- [door opens]
- MATTHEW: We okay?
492
00:34:10,484 --> 00:34:12,363
[dog whimpering]
493
00:34:16,335 --> 00:34:18,398
Fine, just, uh...
494
00:34:18,718 --> 00:34:20,874
Henry's got a fever.
495
00:34:23,632 --> 00:34:24,950
Is that right?
496
00:34:31,105 --> 00:34:33,182
Well, you better rest up, then.
497
00:34:41,974 --> 00:34:44,053
He was teaching me.
498
00:34:47,288 --> 00:34:49,182
Listen...
499
00:34:49,601 --> 00:34:52,001
just... just tell him you hear it.
500
00:34:52,301 --> 00:34:55,123
God's voice. Or whatever.
501
00:34:55,321 --> 00:34:57,678
Just tell him what he wants to hear.
502
00:34:57,781 --> 00:34:59,861
- [knock on door]
- YOUNG ALAN: Mrs. Deaver.
503
00:35:00,298 --> 00:35:01,976
Sorry for the wait.
504
00:35:13,263 --> 00:35:14,980
Cute.
505
00:35:15,563 --> 00:35:17,978
But you know, lost pets
aren't really my department.
506
00:35:20,698 --> 00:35:22,982
Henry loves that dog.
507
00:35:23,734 --> 00:35:25,932
[sighs] She's got no tags.
508
00:35:27,450 --> 00:35:29,648
Matthew couldn't stand the jingling.
509
00:35:32,446 --> 00:35:34,683
Is that really why you're here?
510
00:35:37,639 --> 00:35:40,731
I'm not sure if you want to talk
to your sheriff, or your...
511
00:35:42,755 --> 00:35:44,394
[chuckles]
512
00:35:44,395 --> 00:35:46,351
I don't know what I am.
513
00:35:50,029 --> 00:35:51,746
My friend.
514
00:35:52,404 --> 00:35:54,304
Well...
515
00:35:54,944 --> 00:35:56,900
you say he's never raised a hand,
516
00:35:57,673 --> 00:35:59,938
so there's no legal avenue.
517
00:36:01,377 --> 00:36:03,095
That's the badge talking.
518
00:36:07,788 --> 00:36:09,934
As a friend...
519
00:36:11,448 --> 00:36:13,484
I have some other ideas.
520
00:36:16,242 --> 00:36:18,410
How would that look?
521
00:36:18,639 --> 00:36:22,011
Minister's wife
takes up with widowed sheriff.
522
00:36:22,357 --> 00:36:25,601
No. Not in this town.
523
00:36:25,832 --> 00:36:27,991
Fuck this town.
524
00:36:29,110 --> 00:36:31,389
Pardon my language.
525
00:36:35,984 --> 00:36:38,500
You go buy yourself a road atlas.
526
00:36:38,700 --> 00:36:41,284
Put your finger down wherever you like.
527
00:36:41,458 --> 00:36:44,292
Texas. Vancouver.
528
00:36:44,455 --> 00:36:46,652
We'll make a fresh start.
529
00:36:46,813 --> 00:36:50,529
- Alan, I can't leave.
- Matthew? You said yourself
530
00:36:50,530 --> 00:36:52,804
- he's not the man you married.
- No...
531
00:36:53,167 --> 00:36:55,285
I can't leave Henry.
532
00:36:56,339 --> 00:36:58,575
I don't want you to leave your son.
533
00:36:59,102 --> 00:37:02,616
All you need to do is pack a suitcase.
534
00:37:03,317 --> 00:37:04,355
[door opening]
535
00:37:05,396 --> 00:37:07,152
Oh. Sorry, I didn't know...
536
00:37:07,153 --> 00:37:10,464
I was... I was just leaving anyway.
537
00:37:10,550 --> 00:37:12,389
Thank you, Sheriff.
538
00:37:18,981 --> 00:37:21,578
RUTH: Did I ever tell you
about what happened to Puck?
539
00:37:21,579 --> 00:37:23,976
Matthew said she must have run off.
540
00:37:31,049 --> 00:37:33,557
But I found a box of poison
in the trash.
541
00:37:33,581 --> 00:37:35,404
I always wondered...
542
00:37:35,766 --> 00:37:37,124
What did he do?
543
00:37:51,551 --> 00:37:53,456
Puck!
544
00:37:53,493 --> 00:37:55,641
[birds screeching]
545
00:37:55,665 --> 00:37:57,984
I used to see the turkey vultures
546
00:37:58,025 --> 00:38:01,260
wheeling around the sky
out back, over the woods,
547
00:38:01,291 --> 00:38:03,126
but I was too chickenshit to go look.
548
00:38:03,150 --> 00:38:04,845
The thought of her being picked apart,
549
00:38:04,869 --> 00:38:06,330
nobody to bury her...
550
00:38:24,757 --> 00:38:26,432
MATTHEW: Over hard.
551
00:38:27,247 --> 00:38:29,154
THE KID: Isn't that how you like them?
552
00:38:33,470 --> 00:38:36,587
- ♪ Some people run ♪
- Thank you.
553
00:38:37,784 --> 00:38:40,742
♪ Some people crawl ♪
554
00:38:41,981 --> 00:38:45,614
♪ Some people don't even ♪
555
00:38:46,294 --> 00:38:48,937
♪ Move at all ♪
556
00:38:50,500 --> 00:38:54,004
♪ Some roads lead forward ♪
557
00:38:54,625 --> 00:38:57,207
♪ Some roads lead back ♪
558
00:38:58,942 --> 00:39:02,580
♪ Some roads are bathed in light ♪
559
00:39:02,642 --> 00:39:04,558
♪ Some wrapped in... ♪
560
00:39:04,559 --> 00:39:06,717
THE KID: I found these in the garbage.
561
00:39:08,316 --> 00:39:10,317
It's a sedative.
562
00:39:10,474 --> 00:39:13,351
♪ Oh, time ♪
563
00:39:15,109 --> 00:39:17,906
♪ Where did you go? ♪
564
00:39:19,505 --> 00:39:22,045
God helps those who help themselves.
565
00:39:22,275 --> 00:39:26,012
♪ Oh, time ♪
566
00:39:26,459 --> 00:39:29,975
♪ Where did you go? ♪
567
00:39:32,933 --> 00:39:36,118
♪ Some people never get ♪
568
00:39:36,922 --> 00:39:39,928
♪ And some never give ♪
569
00:39:41,084 --> 00:39:44,624
♪ Some people never die... ♪
570
00:39:44,681 --> 00:39:46,242
It's better this way.
571
00:39:47,639 --> 00:39:49,436
The two of us.
572
00:39:53,312 --> 00:39:55,281
When I was younger,
573
00:39:55,510 --> 00:39:58,485
every night after dinner I had a ritual.
574
00:39:59,059 --> 00:40:01,098
Do you know what it was?
575
00:40:03,262 --> 00:40:05,142
You'd take a bath.
576
00:40:07,697 --> 00:40:10,615
Now, why in heaven
did I ever give that up?
577
00:40:12,174 --> 00:40:14,173
I could draw one for you.
578
00:40:16,209 --> 00:40:18,148
RUTH: Would you?
579
00:40:18,214 --> 00:40:19,442
Mm-hmm.
580
00:40:19,485 --> 00:40:24,825
♪ Time, oh, good, good, time ♪
581
00:40:25,766 --> 00:40:28,844
♪ Where did you go? ♪
582
00:40:50,496 --> 00:40:53,174
- [tap squeaks, water runs]
- [Ruth gasps]
583
00:41:07,001 --> 00:41:08,679
- [safe dial clicking]
- One.
584
00:41:12,636 --> 00:41:14,705
Twenty-two...
585
00:41:15,272 --> 00:41:16,550
[clicking]
586
00:41:17,510 --> 00:41:18,548
Forty.
587
00:41:18,549 --> 00:41:19,708
[clicks]
588
00:41:23,945 --> 00:41:25,703
[hinges creak]
589
00:41:37,081 --> 00:41:38,706
- [whimpering]
- THE KID: Ruth!
590
00:41:39,658 --> 00:41:41,257
Where'd you go?
591
00:41:42,765 --> 00:41:44,124
Ruth?
592
00:41:46,881 --> 00:41:48,800
Ruth, where'd you go?!
593
00:41:51,637 --> 00:41:53,115
Where'd you go, Ruth?
594
00:41:57,519 --> 00:41:59,380
[skipping] ♪ Love of my own... ♪
595
00:41:59,440 --> 00:42:01,579
- ♪ Love of my own... ♪
- THE KID: Ruth?
596
00:42:01,692 --> 00:42:03,249
Where'd you go?
597
00:42:04,965 --> 00:42:06,806
Ruth!
598
00:42:07,002 --> 00:42:10,634
- [record skipping]
- [water running]
599
00:42:23,370 --> 00:42:25,407
Ruth? Ruth?
600
00:42:26,365 --> 00:42:27,323
Ruth?
601
00:42:28,112 --> 00:42:29,429
Ruth?
602
00:42:32,354 --> 00:42:35,507
Ruth? Where did you go?
603
00:42:44,969 --> 00:42:46,806
[floorboards creak]
604
00:42:51,876 --> 00:42:53,858
Are you there?
605
00:43:11,640 --> 00:43:13,955
RUTH: Who are you?
606
00:43:15,951 --> 00:43:18,266
THE KID: I'm smaller than a teacup.
607
00:43:27,009 --> 00:43:28,687
[The Kid cries out]
608
00:43:33,518 --> 00:43:37,031
You're still young. You'll remarry.
609
00:43:38,708 --> 00:43:42,860
[overlapping distorted voices]
610
00:43:46,293 --> 00:43:49,048
[voices, laughter]
611
00:44:07,173 --> 00:44:08,969
[crackling]
612
00:44:08,970 --> 00:44:10,887
It was a lovely wedding.
613
00:44:13,642 --> 00:44:15,917
[panting]
614
00:44:23,343 --> 00:44:25,179
[door opens]
615
00:44:30,965 --> 00:44:33,512
YOUNG ALAN: I don't want you
to leave your son.
616
00:44:34,722 --> 00:44:37,676
All you need to do is pack the suitcase.
617
00:44:48,496 --> 00:44:49,614
No.
618
00:44:50,651 --> 00:44:52,086
Leave him.
619
00:44:52,687 --> 00:44:54,285
Just leave him.
620
00:45:02,868 --> 00:45:04,439
Please.
621
00:45:05,006 --> 00:45:07,180
Just leave him.
622
00:45:10,014 --> 00:45:11,571
[sighs]
623
00:45:23,189 --> 00:45:25,345
[crying softly]
624
00:45:25,346 --> 00:45:26,782
[barking]
625
00:45:28,979 --> 00:45:31,135
[clock ticking]
626
00:45:49,580 --> 00:45:51,037
WOMAN: Ruth?
627
00:45:51,416 --> 00:45:54,092
[low chatter]
628
00:45:59,401 --> 00:46:02,514
[woman crying softly]
629
00:46:02,515 --> 00:46:04,113
RUTH: Alan.
630
00:46:05,229 --> 00:46:07,145
Who's in there?
631
00:46:08,139 --> 00:46:09,889
Is it me?
632
00:46:12,696 --> 00:46:14,404
I'm so sorry.
633
00:46:14,772 --> 00:46:16,529
[crying]
634
00:46:36,371 --> 00:46:38,447
[turns water on, off]
635
00:46:46,951 --> 00:46:49,253
RUTH: Where in God's name have you been?
636
00:46:49,346 --> 00:46:51,697
I woke up and you were gone.
637
00:46:52,207 --> 00:46:55,653
He's got a fever, Matthew.
You're gonna kill him out there.
638
00:46:55,654 --> 00:46:56,812
Let's go to bed, Ruth.
639
00:46:57,810 --> 00:46:59,646
This ends right now.
640
00:46:59,647 --> 00:47:02,201
Tomorrow morning I'm taking you
to see Dr. Vargas.
641
00:47:02,202 --> 00:47:03,997
Whatever you thought
you heard out there...
642
00:47:03,998 --> 00:47:05,955
Henry heard it too.
643
00:47:08,589 --> 00:47:09,748
Is he sick?
644
00:47:11,984 --> 00:47:14,857
He told you what you wanted to
hear because I told him to.
645
00:47:14,858 --> 00:47:16,774
If I'd known you were gonna drag him out
646
00:47:16,775 --> 00:47:19,170
all hours of the night,
chasing God knows what...!
647
00:47:23,322 --> 00:47:24,560
MATTHEW: Is that right?
648
00:47:25,837 --> 00:47:28,452
Do you know what false witness is?
649
00:47:28,751 --> 00:47:30,680
''Yes'', your mother told you
to lie to me,
650
00:47:30,704 --> 00:47:32,167
- or ''Yes''...
- I heard it.
651
00:47:33,687 --> 00:47:34,804
RUTH: Henry.
652
00:47:34,940 --> 00:47:36,935
- MATTHEW: Good man.
- Henry.
653
00:47:36,936 --> 00:47:38,932
- Go to your room.
- Tell him the truth.
654
00:47:38,932 --> 00:47:40,672
It's not your job to protect me,
655
00:47:40,696 --> 00:47:42,033
it's my job to protect you!
656
00:47:42,056 --> 00:47:44,411
You'd hear it too if you
just knew how to listen.
657
00:47:44,481 --> 00:47:46,550
RUTH: You killed the dog, didn't you?
658
00:47:46,658 --> 00:47:48,488
I know you did.
659
00:47:48,731 --> 00:47:49,926
I can put up with a lot,
660
00:47:49,950 --> 00:47:52,225
but I will not let you hurt Henry.
661
00:47:52,587 --> 00:47:55,141
I'm takin' him away. Tonight.
662
00:47:56,140 --> 00:47:58,495
My bag is packed.
663
00:48:01,449 --> 00:48:03,167
No, you won't.
664
00:48:04,324 --> 00:48:06,400
You never do.
665
00:48:08,517 --> 00:48:11,427
- What are you talking about?
- Who's Dr. Vargas?
666
00:48:11,847 --> 00:48:13,274
What?
667
00:48:13,521 --> 00:48:16,886
''We'll go see Dr. Vargas.
tomorrow.'' Who's Dr. Vargas?
668
00:48:18,218 --> 00:48:20,732
Somebody gave her carnations,
do you remember that?
669
00:48:20,733 --> 00:48:22,011
Do you remember that?
670
00:48:23,049 --> 00:48:26,159
She's... what do you call it?
671
00:48:26,243 --> 00:48:27,958
Neurologist. Neurologist?
672
00:48:27,960 --> 00:48:29,755
Yours, not mine. And you can't leave
673
00:48:29,756 --> 00:48:31,353
because, see, 'cause you didn't.
674
00:48:34,147 --> 00:48:37,181
And you can't leave because you didn't.
675
00:48:37,182 --> 00:48:40,894
You're sick, Matthew.
You've lost touch with reality.
676
00:48:40,895 --> 00:48:43,929
Says the woman that's arguing
with her dead husband.
677
00:48:46,309 --> 00:48:48,274
Why don't you just ask me
what you really want...
678
00:48:48,298 --> 00:48:50,956
Why don't you just ask me
what you really want to know?
679
00:48:52,370 --> 00:48:54,525
Where are the bullets?
680
00:48:54,576 --> 00:48:57,263
But I can't help you,
because I'm not me, I'm you.
681
00:48:57,264 --> 00:48:58,726
And you can't remember.
682
00:48:59,619 --> 00:49:01,303
I should have taken the gun
683
00:49:01,377 --> 00:49:03,098
and shot you in your sleep.
684
00:49:03,121 --> 00:49:05,842
- Why?
- To protect our son!
685
00:49:05,866 --> 00:49:08,202
It's a little late for that, isn't it?
What'd you ever do for Henry?
686
00:49:08,203 --> 00:49:09,799
Nothing, because you were
too chickenshit.
687
00:49:09,800 --> 00:49:11,963
- I packed the bag!
- And you unpacked it.
688
00:49:12,238 --> 00:49:15,432
Clothes back in the drawers,
gun back in the linen closet.
689
00:49:19,024 --> 00:49:20,550
[mutters]
690
00:49:21,210 --> 00:49:22,801
What?
691
00:49:24,133 --> 00:49:26,887
I packed... the bullets.
692
00:49:28,901 --> 00:49:31,406
I never unpacked 'em.
693
00:49:31,679 --> 00:49:34,114
[dog barking]
694
00:49:35,751 --> 00:49:37,029
[growling]
695
00:49:38,466 --> 00:49:40,301
- Oh!
- [dog barks]
696
00:49:40,302 --> 00:49:42,337
[continues barking]
697
00:49:42,338 --> 00:49:44,135
[mumbling]
698
00:49:47,129 --> 00:49:49,884
[barking continues]
699
00:50:11,123 --> 00:50:12,481
[muttering]
700
00:50:14,856 --> 00:50:16,214
Ahh!
701
00:50:32,049 --> 00:50:35,721
MATTHEW: Do you know
what false witness is?
702
00:50:35,780 --> 00:50:38,847
He was Paul...
He was Paul, he wasn't Saul.
703
00:50:38,871 --> 00:50:42,284
Because your life belongs
to God... belongs to God...
704
00:50:42,345 --> 00:50:44,221
Before you tell me it's irresponsible,
705
00:50:44,261 --> 00:50:45,338
the bullets are locked away.
706
00:50:45,339 --> 00:50:46,416
He'll never find them.
707
00:50:46,417 --> 00:50:47,990
The bullets are locked away...
708
00:50:48,014 --> 00:50:50,013
But I can't help you
because I'm not me...
709
00:50:52,302 --> 00:50:54,351
...it wasn't ringing...
...a beautiful experience...
710
00:50:54,374 --> 00:50:57,754
...hear it too if you just
knew how to listen, listen...
711
00:50:57,820 --> 00:50:59,990
What'd you ever do for Henry? Nothing.
712
00:51:00,034 --> 00:51:01,947
'Cause you were too chickenshit!
713
00:51:01,948 --> 00:51:04,303
[gunshots]
714
00:51:09,014 --> 00:51:10,491
[exhales]
715
00:51:28,936 --> 00:51:31,372
[clattering]
716
00:51:36,921 --> 00:51:38,519
[sobbing quietly]
717
00:53:41,525 --> 00:53:43,162
[doorbell rings]
718
00:54:02,699 --> 00:54:04,183
Ruth.
719
00:54:04,641 --> 00:54:07,287
Hi. It's me, Alan.
720
00:54:07,432 --> 00:54:11,430
I've been back
from New Hampshire a few months.
721
00:54:11,560 --> 00:54:13,835
Maybe you knew that.
722
00:54:13,903 --> 00:54:15,802
Uh...
723
00:54:16,139 --> 00:54:18,414
so, Del Bonsant called,
724
00:54:18,516 --> 00:54:21,747
he said he heard gunshots
up on North Prospect.
725
00:54:21,929 --> 00:54:23,763
I could be dead in the ground,
726
00:54:23,764 --> 00:54:26,279
folks would still ring me
when they need a policeman.
727
00:54:26,598 --> 00:54:29,596
So I figured that, uh,
728
00:54:30,033 --> 00:54:33,107
I'd check and see if you needed one.
729
00:54:34,465 --> 00:54:36,022
A cop.
730
00:54:39,694 --> 00:54:41,211
[Alan clears throat]
731
00:54:41,212 --> 00:54:42,964
Ruth.
732
00:54:43,249 --> 00:54:45,244
It's 'cause of you.
733
00:54:50,674 --> 00:54:52,750
That's why I came back.
734
00:54:53,748 --> 00:54:56,063
I... I know it's not fair
735
00:54:56,064 --> 00:54:58,858
to put this on you
after all these years,
736
00:54:58,859 --> 00:55:01,182
and if you want me to,
I'll go right now.
737
00:55:01,254 --> 00:55:04,526
No. Please.
738
00:55:04,576 --> 00:55:06,324
Don't leave.
739
00:55:07,323 --> 00:55:09,239
Please don't leave.
740
00:55:13,151 --> 00:55:15,188
I'm not goin' anywhere.
741
00:55:24,410 --> 00:55:26,566
[music playing]