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(hands clapping) (people cheering)
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- [Maddy] What are they gonna do to me?
(static buzzing)
- [Roberta] Nothing.
Nothing you don't want them to.
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(light music)
(woman humming)
♪ You will not find me ♪
♪ For I am there no more ♪
(static buzzing)
♪ A witches hat left ♪
- [Sade] My advice to you: play the game.
♪ Drowning ♪
♪ Ha, ha, ha ♪
♪ Drown me ♪
♪ Ha, ha, ha ♪
(static buzzing) (eerie music)
♪ Lead to the dark skies ♪
♪ There ♪
♪ You may find me ♪
♪ Soon ♪
♪ I will be flying ♪
♪ Around a silver moon ♪
♪ Drowning ♪
♪ Ha, ha, ha ♪
♪ Drown me ♪
♪ Ha, ha, ha ♪
♪ I'll sprinkle stardust ♪
♪ Upon the swell of love ♪
♪ Enrapture moments ♪ (ominous music)
♪ Descending from above ♪
♪ Drowning ♪
(water splashing)
♪ Ha, ha, ha ♪
(muffled talking)
(static buzzing)
(light music) (man singing)
(keyboard clicking)
(phone buzzing)
(keyboard clicking)
- [Mom] It's your mom.
I left a message on your birthday,
but I think I got the wrong number.
Your old one.
If it isn't working out, we've got the spare room,
I just wanted you to know.
Not that you'll need it, but if you do, you can always stay.
It'll always be your room.
Well, you know what I mean.
Anyway, the offer's there if you need it.
Take care.
(Judith sighs) (phone clicks)
(man singing)
(printer whirring)
(phone buzzing)
- Hello?
- [Roberta] Am I disturbing you?
- I'm sorry, who's this?
- [Roberta] Roberta Roslyn.
- Shit, um, hi.
I was at your show, you're-
- [Roberta] Yes, I know who I am, my dear.
Are you free tomorrow?
- Uh, I think so.
Absolutely, yeah.
Why?
- [Roberta] I see something in you.
I'll see you at the gallery at 11.
Time is precious.
(phone beeps)
(light music) (Judith sighs)
(Judith chuckles)
(birds chirping)
♪ Sorrow ♪
- I don't differentiate between myself and my work.
I don't think anybody should.
You see, I mean, we're all vessels, all of us,
and we have the capacity for this.
But what you fill yourself with, you will become.
We have about 60,000 or 70,000 thoughts a day.
Most of us, it's the same old nonsense.
The thing that you dwell upon or think about
you are going to eventually become.
Because that's in your subconscious
and your subconscious runs the show.
And that's what you will fill yourself with.
The majority of that will be within you.
- [Interviewer] And has becoming a mother changed
the way you approach your work?
- Do you know, that's a good question.
We are beginning to collaborate more the older she gets.
She doesn't censor herself.
I mean, most young kids don't.
I mean, I've got these here.
This is what my daughter's made.
This is not kind of like the normal thing
you would see at school.
I don't think the apple fell very far from my tree.
♪ Sensual ♪
♪ Seductive ♪
♪ Starry eyed ♪
♪ Sacrifice ♪
(light music) (birds chirping)
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(static buzzing)
(keyboard clicks)
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(crow caws)
(static buzzing)
(water bubbling)
(birds chirping)
- [Judith] Shit!
(door thuds) (ominous music)
- Did you like my show?
- Absolutely.
- It's been 15 years since I've made anything of worth.
- Oh no, I don't think that's-
- No, it's true, my dear.
I've lost it.
Maybe you can't tell because you've never had it.
Peckish?
- So, I'm not here about my work.
- At the opening you stared at one of my prints
for 20 minutes, maybe longer.
Why?
- I don't know.
I think that's maybe why I kept looking was to find out.
You know, if that makes any sense.
- I have an offer for you.
Take it or leave it.
- I'd love to hear more.
- It doesn't work like that.
I need you to say yes sight unseen.
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- Yes.
- Connections are very important
and I know the people who know everyone.
(laughs) And everyone knows Dern Hall.
- Your studio. - My studio and my home.
You'll move in with me.
Consider it a sort of residency.
- (sighs) Wow, that's...
That's amazing, thank you.
- Well, it will be mutually beneficial.
I need someone I can trust to archive my work.
Someone who can devote themselves to it.
And at the end of the residency you will have
your first solo show and it will be marvellous.
- I don't know what to say.
- That's because you've already said yes.
(water splashing) (ominous music)
(horn honking)
(both chuckling) (glasses clinking)
- Have you ever heard of Roberta Roslyn?
She's like a visual artist, she does like video
and photography and it's really interesting work actually.
It's got kinda like ugly beautiful folksy thing.
- Is that her?
- Yeah, that's an old one.
Anyway, she's offered me a sort of placement.
- Ooh.
So, what are you doing with her?
- I'm just archiving some of her old work.
No, it's sort of like a residency, okay?
There's gonna be this big show at the end-
- Sounds like she's looking for an unpaid assistant.
What about your job at the gallery
that look like ages to get?
- This is a really good thing for me.
She's got loads of connections.
- Okay.
How's your mom doing?
- Fine, I think.
- You should go and see her.
- Yeah.
Yeah, I know.
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- [Mom] It's probably changed a lot
since you were here last.
- Hasn't changed that much.
- You can probably see what's not good about it though.
The colours and so on.
- No, I think it looks really nice.
♪ The window ♪
- Well, the boys, they're asking for you.
They've been in and out all week
with their washing, bless them.
- You'd think eventually they'd learn
to take care of themselves.
- They just need their mom once and awhile.
Not like you.
- I need you.
- So, this new job.
Is the money any good?
(engine rumbling)
- [Judith] It's a really great opportunity.
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(static buzzing)
(light music)
♪ Passion flames ♪
♪ Ruby encrusted lips ♪
♪ Eyes sparkle ♪
♪ Emerald shooting stars ♪
♪ Death white pearls ♪
♪ Of wisdom white ♪
(camera clicks) (light music)
♪ Garnet jewels ♪
♪ Or tear beads ♪
- [Roberta] Here we are.
♪ On through misty rain ♪
♪ My spirit was grieving, was true ♪
♪ My spirit ♪
♪ Was broken by you ♪
(light music)
(ominous music)
(static buzzing)
- Feel free to treat the house like it's your own.
Feel free to explore it, get lost in it.
It's the most wonderful feeling.
- Gosh, I don't think I've ever got lost in a house before.
(both laughing)
Well, maybe when I was a kid.
- It's beautiful, isn't it?
- Yeah.
- [Roberta] Ah, and Suzy will make sure you're comfortable.
Won't you, Suzy?
- If you need anything, anything at all, you ask me, okay?
- Hi, Suzy, thank you. (light dramatic music)
It's like just stepping into your work.
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(static buzzing)
- Party room's upstairs.
You've never attended one of my soirees before, have you?
- Uh, no.
- You will.
The archive in the workshop...
Oh.
Thirsty?
- Absolutely, thank you.
- Cheers. - Thank you, cheers.
- Welcome. (upbeat music)
(static buzzing)
(door thuds)
You'll be converting the archives through here.
It won't need much persuading.
Of course, I absolutely adore analogue, but it fades away.
We'd be foolish not to embrace the new, wouldn't we?
Out with the old.
(tapes rustling)
That one's damaged.
(Roberta sighs)
Feel free to look around.
- Thanks. (ominous music)
- [Roberta] I'll take it lives up to your expectations.
- Oh, God, yeah.
- Dern Hall's been in the family forever.
My mother lived here, she was an artist.
And her mother.
And her mother before that.
- And her mother before that?
- Oh, she was a witch.
You drink far too much, my dear.
Do you have any idea what dehydration does to the body?
(water splashing)
The lemon's good for the pH, it's good for the skin.
Do you feel at home?
- Yeah, it's very comfortable.
- That's not what I asked.
(static buzzing) (ominous music)
- Yeah, yeah, I feel at home.
- Then you are.
Suzy has a room made up for you on the top floor.
I'm sure you'll be very comfortable there.
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Get to know the house, get to know the place.
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I think it might inspire you.
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(static buzzing)
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(static buzzing)
(drawer clattering)
(static buzzing)
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(Roberta humming)
(blankets rustling)
(hands rustling) (Roberta humming)
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(static buzzes)
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(static buzzes)
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(static buzzes) (ominous music)
(muffled whispering)
(suspenseful music)
(muffled whispering)
(static buzzing) (ominous music)
(muffled whispering) (ominous music)
(static buzzes)
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(Judith gasps)
(Judith vomits)
(heavy breathing)
(birds chirping)
(dove cooing) (birds chirping)
(clock ticking)
Sleep well?
- Yeah.
Yeah, thank you.
Yeah, I've been a bit under the weather.
Had a bit of a rough night.
- Guests normally sleep quite well here.
You must have a lot on your mind.
- Yeah, just had a nightmare.
- And will I have the pleasure of hearing about it?
- No, it doesn't really make any sense.
There's a woman in some of your earlier work.
She kinda looks a bit like me.
(Roberta hums)
- She looks a lot like you.
- She was in it.
Who is she?
The woman?
- Maddy, my daughter.
Was my daughter.
- Oh, I'm sorry.
- No, you needn't be.
We're estranged.
She's coming back, you see?
She always does when she's in trouble.
I am the worst mother in the world
until she needs something.
(light music) (birds chirping)
Feel free to wander about the house.
It really frees the mind.
(static buzzing)
(woman humming) (light music)
Just let that creativity flow through you.
♪ You will not find me ♪
♪ For I am there no more ♪
♪ A witches hat left ♪
♪ Walking on the shore ♪
♪ Drowning ♪ - If you feel inspired
I want you to drop what you're doing,
I want you to go with that.
(static buzzing) (light music)
♪ Drown me ♪
♪ Ha, ha, ha ♪
♪ Into the dark skies ♪
♪ There ♪
♪ You may ♪ - The only place off limits
is my work room.
No one is allowed in there.
♪ Soon ♪
♪ I will be flying ♪
♪ Around a silver moon ♪
(tape whirring)
♪ Drowning ♪ (static buzzing)
♪ Ha, ha, ha ♪
(static buzzing)
(light dramatic music)
(muffled whispering)
(button clicking) (film ticking)
(static buzzing) (light dramatic music)
(metal tapping)
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(birds chirping)
(phone ringing)
- [Anne-Marie] Hello?
- Hey, sorry I missed you.
- [Anne-Marie] Hello? Judith?
- Oh no, the line's really bad.
- [Anne-Marie] How's it going?
- (sighs) Amazing.
I'm really inspired and have loads of ideas.
I mean, well, early stages yet, but...
- [Anne-Marie] What's she like?
- Really interesting.
Um, yeah, and it's funny, she's got this daughter
that she doesn't talk to anymore,
well I kinda look like her.
- [Anne-Marie] That doesn't sound funny.
Like, it's not a funny thing.
Just remember to listen to yourself,
you'll know if something's wrong.
- No, it's nothing like that.
Why do you have to do that?
- [Anne-Marie] I know what you're like.
(static buzzing)
Hello?
- Hello?
(phone beeps)
Hello? (light dramatic music)
(Judith sighs)
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(static buzzing) (birds chirping)
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(static buzzing) (garbled talking)
(eerie music)
(light dramatic music) (camera clicks)
- If you want to photograph any of this just let me know.
I'll make sure it's clean for you.
- I quite like it the way it is actually.
(Suzy chuckles)
- Well, who would want to photograph dirty walls?
- It's a very good question.
- Don't mind me, I'm sure your photographs
are very very good.
- What's she like?
- Roberta?
- [Judith] Yeah, I mean, does she...
Is she okay to work for?
- Of course.
Do you think she's okay?
- Absolutely.
It was this amazing opportunity and...
It's pretty unusual, but yeah, she's interesting
and well connected and...
Have you met her daughter?
- It means the world to Roberta to have you here.
- It's...
It feels a bit awkward sometimes, you know, like...
- Just be yourself.
(door creaking)
(door thuds)
(camera clicks) (ominous music)
(camera clicks) (garbled talking)
(film whirring)
(film reel ticking)
(static buzzing) (ominous music)
(door clicks) (heels tapping)
- Did you get ahold of your friend?
- Yeah, yeah, sort of.
It's all good.
Um, what's she doing?
- It's a game, a child's game.
She's looking for her room.
- What's with the blindfold?
- We are our own worst enemies.
Maybe she doesn't really want to find it.
- I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work.
(static buzzing)
I thrive on this confusion.
I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work.
- God, we really do look alike.
- [Maddy] I thrive on this confusion.
- How do people look at you when you walk into a room?
- Well, I don't...
I've never- - And that's because
they don't.
I mean, don't get me wrong, you are a beautiful
young woman but you don't have what she has.
That special something.
People notice Maddy, they feed off her.
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(door thuds)
(ominous music) (mouse clicks)
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(mouse clicks)
- [Woman] Call me.
(static buzzing)
Face of my life.
(static buzzing) (ominous music)
For I have no voice.
(static buzzing)
Cruel cries.
(tape whirring) (static buzzing)
Silence.
Fall on my thoughts.
(door creaks)
(ominous music)
(dramatic music) (static buzzing)
(hangers rattling)
(tape whirring) (static buzzing)
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(static buzzing)
(film reel ticking)
(swing squeaking)
(birds chirping) (ominous music)
(film reel ticking)
Sea of song.
(static buzzing)
Sea of song.
Wash over time.
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- No matter what you say or do you cannot make me.
No matter what you say or do you cannot make me.
- No matter what you say or do you cannot make me.
(ominous music)
- [Roberta] Don't be surprised if inspiration
takes you at any error, both the day or night.
When the creative impulse comes through, don't fight it.
- [Woman] On the same thought
I will forever ride.
On the wing of freedom
I fly, I fly.
(camera clicks) (ominous music)
(eerie music) (printer whirring)
(light music)
♪ Passion flames ♪
- I find it hard to - I find it hard to
differentiate myself - Differentiate myself
from my work. - From my work.
I thrive on this confusion. - I thrive on this confusion.
I find it hard to - I find it hard to
differentiate myself - Differentiate myself
from my work. - From my work.
I find it hard to - I find it hard to
differentiate myself - Differentiate myself
from my work. - From my work.
I thrive on this confusion. - I thrive on this confusion.
I find it hard to - I find it hard to
differentiate myself - Differentiate myself
from my work. - From my work.
I thrive on this confusion. - I thrive on this confusion.
- Are you mocking my girl?
- No, no, god, no.
I wouldn't...
I wouldn't do that.
I was working.
(film reel humming)
- Show me.
- Look, they're not amazing but it's a work in progress.
I think the finished thing is gonna be better.
- It's not about being better.
There is, however, something missing in here.
You, maybe.
May I?
- Yeah.
(paper rustling) Shit, what are you doing?
- Patience.
This, what's this?
- It's um...
It's what I wanted.
- So it's an excuse.
- No, please don't do that.
- Why not?
So that you can rip them up?
Here, rip it in half.
- No, you can't make me.
(static buzzing) (ghostly whispering)
It's mine and it's good.
- Agreed.
Your voice is coming through, so stop apologising.
You should never have let me rip those up, they had promise.
- You think so?
- Oh, stop begging for validation.
- Okay, okay, thank you.
(phone buzzing)
- [Roberta] Someone you're avoiding?
- No, it's fine, the signal's rubbish in here anyway.
(phone ringing) (birds chirping)
- [Anne-Marie] Hey?
- Hey.
- [Anne-Marie] Are you okay?
- Yeah, amazing, actually, yeah.
- [Anne-Marie] She's totally lying to you.
- About what?
- [Anne-Marie] Her daughter's dead.
She died, killed herself.
- No, she didn't, you've made a mistake.
- [Anne-Marie] Remember Sarah?
She's been at the house, she said something that she...
- Can you hear me?
- [Anne-Marie] Killed in (garbled talking).
- What? (light dramatic music)
(phone beeping) (ominous music)
- Lovely colours out there this time of year.
All those greens.
- What was Maddy like?
- What would you like to know?
- Did she die?
I won't mention it to Roberta.
- [Roberta] You can go now, Suzy.
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- You call me if you need anything, all right?
(ominous music)
(door thuds)
- She was always restless.
The little wriggler.
Not happy here, not happy there.
(paper rustling)
- [Judith] She was beautiful.
That dress is- - It's glorious, isn't it?
It was her favourite.
She could wear any colour.
- [Judith] Was she an artist too?
- She was everything and anything she wanted to be.
There's no such thing as a closed door
if you have charisma, my dear.
(paper rustling)
(Roberta sighs)
We weren't on speaking terms when she took her life.
It's much easier to think that...
In this house we say she's coming back.
I haven't made anything of worth since she's left.
Without her I...
I just don't have it in me.
Have you had a falling out with one of your friends?
- Sort of.
She can just be...
No, I don't know, it's probably me.
- Does she mean a lot to you?
- She's a nightmare.
(both laughing)
- Go and see her.
Don't be proud.
Make the time.
(ominous music) I don't think the apple
fell very far from my tree.
(Roberta chuckles)
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(ominous music) (birds chittering)
(door thuds)
(blanket rustling)
(haunting music)
(Roberta hums)
(lights clicking)
(blanket rustling)
(suspenseful music) (Roberta humming)
(water splashing)
(dramatic music)
(bones crunching)
(flesh squishing)
♪ Here by the yellow gate ♪
♪ I hear you whispering ♪
♪ Come to me, sweetheart ♪
♪ For your love is everything ♪
♪ Come through the gates of hell ♪
♪ Into the arms of lust ♪
♪ I feel your damp, cold breath ♪
♪ Rush through my spirit flesh ♪
♪ Touch, I think of nothing else ♪
♪ Me, from where you asleep ♪
♪ Touch, I breathe you into me ♪
♪ Me, from where I dream ♪
♪ Moon after moon I wait ♪
♪ Here by the yellow gate ♪
(dramatic upbeat music) (muffled talking)
(Judith groans)
(pee trickles)
- [Suzy] Oh my.
Oh, you poor thing.
- I'm sorry.
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(muffled talking) (muffled laughing)
(ominous music)
(door creaks)
- You look like hell, my dear.
- I bet, but it's nothing.
I just, I don't know why my body's doing this.
Suzy's been great.
- Are you still planning on visiting your friend?
- No, not like this.
- [Roberta] Can I get you something to eat?
- What's going on?
- It's just a few old friends.
Actually, it would be good for you to meet them,
but under different circumstances.
You should stay in bed, keep hydrated.
Suzy will see to you if you need anything.
(door thuds)
(Judith sighs)
(muffled talking)
(static buzzing) (ominous music)
(ghost whispering) (light dramatic music)
(people laughing)
(static buzzing) (eerie music)
- My advice to you?
Play the game.
(muffled talking)
Spy!
- Jesus, I'm sorry.
(woman laughing)
- [Sade] Dr. Penelope Sade.
- Yeah, I've seen you before at openings.
I go to quite a few.
- Tell me, what does Roberta call you?
- Dear.
- Oh, I taught her that.
Saves having to remember anyone's name.
And yours is?
- Oh, uh, it's Judith.
Sorry, it's amazing to meet you.
- I've been hearing about your show.
Tell me, is your work in response to Roberta's or?
- Well, not consciously.
Well, kind of, but you know, these things-
- Have a way of slipping in?
(Sade laughs) - Yes.
- Fascinating.
Well, listen, if you're feeling a bit better
why don't you come down and join us?
I'm sure there'll be wine down there, too.
- Absolutely.
(light dramatic music) (muffled talking)
(dramatic rhythmic music)
(door clicks)
- I hope we're not being too loud for you.
Try and get some sleep, it'll do you good.
- Yeah.
(door thuds)
(static buzzing)
(dramatic rhythmic music continues)
(film feel clicking)
(static buzzing)
(light dramatic music)
(dramatic rhythmic music continues)
(static buzzing) (ominous music)
- [Maddy] What are they gonna do to me?
I want you to stop.
- [Roberta] Nothing you don't want them to.
- [Maddy] Stop.
- [Roberta] Maddy, my daughter.
(water splashing)
- [Maddy] No, please, just stop it.
- [Roberta] Adrenaline is the oldest psychedelic
known to man, just look at their heartbeats.
- Please no, just stop.
I thrive on this confusion.
What are they gonna do to me?
Please, just stop.
Just stop.
What are they gonna do to me?
(Maddy cries)
Please, no, just stop. (dramatic music)
You're hurting me.
Please, no, just stop.
You're hurting me.
No, just stop.
(dramatic music) (muffled whispering)
Stop.
(muffled talking)
- [Roberta] Adrenaline is the oldest psychedelic
known to man, just look at their heartbeats.
- You're terrible, you're poison!
(dramatic music)
- I absolutely adore analogue, but it fades away.
It fades away. (dramatic music)
But it fades away. (water splashing)
(dramatic music continues)
I absolutely adore analogue, but it fades away.
(tape whirring) (dramatic music)
(static buzzing)
(ominous music)
(suspenseful music)
(ghostly whispering)
That one's damaged.
(Judith sighs)
(dark dramatic music)
(suspenseful music)
(dramatic music)
Maddy, my daughter.
- [Maddy] No, just stop.
I find it hard to differentiate-
- [Roberta] Maddy, my daughter.
- [Maddy] I thrive on this confusion.
(static buzzing) (dramatic music)
You're terrible and you're poison!
(dramatic music) (muffled talking)
(dramatic music continues)
(muffled laughing)
(glasses clinking)
(ominous music)
(light dramatic music)
(dramatic music) (muffled singing)
♪ Forever ♪
♪ I know ♪
♪ I ♪
♪ Told ♪
♪ You ♪
♪ Go ♪
♪ Now ♪
♪ I am cold ♪
♪ Without you ♪
♪ I'm so cold ♪
(static buzzing) (water splashing)
- At the end of the residency
you will have your first solo show
and it will be marvellous.
(dramatic music) ♪ Know ♪
- So, what are you doing with her?
- It's sort of like a residency.
There's gonna be this big show at the end.
(static buzzing)
- No matter what you say or do you cannot make me.
- So, this new job, is the money any good?
- [Judith] It's a really great opportunity.
(dramatic music)
- [Maddy] No matter what you say or do you cannot make me.
♪ I love you so ♪
(static buzzing)
- [Maddy] I find it hard to differentiate
myself from my work.
(dramatic music) (muffled singing)
I thrive on this confusion.
I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work.
No matter what you say or do you cannot make me.
I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work.
No, just stop.
No matter what you say or do
you cannot make me. - Maddy, my daughter.
- [Maddy] (cries) Please, no, just stop.
No, please just stop, just stop.
(dramatic music)
♪ Forever ♪
- [Roberta] I don't think the apple fell
very far from my tree.
- [Maddy] No, just stop.
- [Roberta] The only place off limits is my work room.
Adrenaline is the oldest psychedelic known to man,
just look at their heartbeats.
- [Maddy] What are they gonna do to me?
I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work.
No matter what you say or do...
- [Roberta] The only place off limits is my work room.
- [Maddy] I thrive on this confusion.
- [Roberta] Adrenaline is the oldest psychedelic known
to man, just what the heart needs.
- [Maddy] I thrive on this confusion.
- [Roberta] Adrenaline is the oldest psychedelic known
to man, just what the heart needs.
Adrenaline is the oldest psychedelic known to man,
just what the heart needs.
(heavy breathing)
- There's a tea.
Probably cold.
It can still be nice, though, even if it's cold.
- I don't remember.
What have I done?
Where's my phone, I...
- Where did you last see it?
- How are you feeling, my dear?
You put on quite a show.
- What have you done with my things?
- You probably dropped them in the woods
along with your clothes.
- Oh, god, I never meant-
- I've always said there's nothing quite as honest as flesh.
Well, we've all got it.
- Why can't I remember?
- Don't give it a second thought, you were the life
and soul of the party, everybody thought so.
- I'm feeling a bit sick, I think I should-
- Oh, you'll survive.
We had one of the top doctors in
the country here last night.
- What'd he say?
- She said you'll survive.
- No, I really, I think I should...
- No, no, I think you need to stay in bed.
Doctor's orders.
- Can I use the house phone?
(light dramatic music)
- Suzy?
(light dramatic music continues)
- Some privacy, please.
(ominous music)
(door thuds)
(phone clicking)
(Judith sighs)
(phone ringing)
- [Mom] Hello, you're through to my phone.
I'm Dawn Chambers, you can leave a message
or if you want you can call me back.
Probably best 'cause we can never find my answering phone.
Thanks! (phone beeps)
- Hi, Mom, it's me.
I, um, I just wanted to say hi from the residency.
It's fine, it's going fine, I'm fine.
(phone clattering) (light rhythmic music)
(water bubbling)
(light rhythmic music continues)
(static buzzing)
(light rhythmic music continues)
(light dramatic music)
- [Maddy] No, please, just stop.
(people clapping) (people cheering)
(water splashing) (dramatic music)
(shower water pattering)
(ominous music) (door squeaking)
- You never met Maddy, did you?
(door thuds)
- Come on, put your clothes on.
- Where are my clothes? - [Suzy] You can wear this.
- They're not mine!
- [Suzy] Let's see.
- They're Maddy's.
(Suzy sighs) (light dramatic music)
- Yet, I think they'll fit very very well.
(birds chirping) (ominous music)
(plate thudding)
(sighs) Come on.
Let's get you out of here.
(birds chirping)
When I feel a bit down I like to go for
a nice stroll around the garden.
You let me know if you get cold, okay?
- How long have I been here?
- A few weeks.
- It doesn't make any sense.
- I know.
Time flies.
It's good to see Roberta in such high spirits.
- Is she?
- Of course.
She's over the moon.
- Why?
- Didn't she tell you?
Maddy's back. (dramatic music)
(static buzzing)
(door clicks)
- I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work.
I thrive on this confusion.
I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work.
- Where is she?
- [Maddy] I thrive on this confusion.
- Who's she?
- [Maddy] I find it hard to differentiate
myself from my work. - Maddy.
Where is she?
- [Maddy] I find it hard to differentiate
myself from my work. - Who do you think you are?
- [Maddy] I find it hard to differentiate
myself from my work.
I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work.
I thrive on this confusion.
I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work.
I thrive on this confusion.
- Well who would you be if you were her?
- I wouldn't be here.
(static buzzing)
- The only place off limits is my work room.
I'll keep that one.
(metal clattering)
When you've gone through the final reel of my archive
then you know you'll be ready for your show.
(ghostly whispering)
- Fascinating.
(film reel ticking)
(static buzzing) (ominous music)
(dramatic music) (door thuds)
(film reel ticking) (static buzzing)
(dramatic music)
(film reel ticking) (dramatic music continues)
(door slams)
(keyboard clicking)
(film reel ticking)
(static buzzing)
(film reel ticking)
(dramatic music)
(static buzzing)
(film reel ticking)
(dramatic music continues)
- [Woman] Face of my life.
(film reel ticking) (dramatic music continues)
For I who have no voice.
Cruel cries.
Silence.
Fall on my thoughts.
Ocean break
my silence.
(static buzzing)
I am pain.
Life is pain.
I am pain.
Life is pain.
Cast off this lie.
(muffled whispering) (dramatic music continues)
Sea.
Cruel calling.
Sea.
(dramatic music continues)
(muffled whispering)
(dramatic music continues)
(door thuds)
(static buzzing) (light dramatic music)
- No one wants to medicate a child,
but everyone has a line, you know?
Of course, she wouldn't swallow pills
so I had to crush them up and I put the powder
in her water with a little bit of lemon.
She used to think that it was my singing
that sent her to sleep.
(static buzzing) (ominous music)
(light dramatic music)
(door squeaking)
Welcome home.
(Judith sighs)
Everybody's asking after you.
- Why is this happening to me?
- I've come to believe that we do exactly
as our subconscious wills and we call it fate.
You need to rest.
- You'll never keep me here.
- And where will you go?
- It's my life.
- It's a living death.
I see something in you.
Time is precious.
(phone beeping)
And what about your show?
I'm giving you a list of my contacts, my support, my house,
and I want you to have it
because I miss you and I want you back.
I have an offer for you.
- I'd love to hear more.
- It doesn't work like that.
I need you to say yes sight unseen.
- No matter what you say or do you cannot make me.
You cannot make me.
- Maddy. (light dramatic music)
- You cannot make me.
(Roberta cries)
- Don't you ever put me through that again.
(Judith sighs)
Mommy.
You used to call me Mommy.
Do you forgive me?
- I don't forgive you, Mommy.
- I don't believe you.
- I will never ever forgive you.
- Again.
- I said I don't forgive you.
- Maddy.
(Roberta cries)
I will never let you go again, my baby girl.
Never again.
(haunting music) (Roberta cries)
We shouldn't keep them waiting.
(glasses clicking)
- What are they gonna do to me?
- Nothing.
Nothing you don't want them to.
(light dramatic music)
- [Judith] There's a woman in some of your earlier work.
She kind of looks a bit like me.
- [Roberta] She looks a lot like you.
♪ Where I stand ♪
♪ I don't know who I am ♪
♪ Who I see ♪
(light dramatic music)
♪ I don't know what I see ♪ (people clapping)
♪ I don't know who I am ♪
(light music) (woman humming)
♪ Here I stand ♪
♪ I don't know where I stand ♪
♪ I don't know who I am ♪ - No matter what you say
or do you cannot make me.
(film reel ticking)
No matter what you say or do you cannot make me.
(dramatic music)
(people clapping)
(dramatic music continues) (people clapping)
(glass shattering) (dramatic music continues)
♪ Who I ♪
♪ See ♪
(film reel clicking)
(upbeat music)