1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:03,474 --> 00:00:06,724 (light dramatic music) 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:11,650 --> 00:00:16,650 (hands clapping) (people cheering) 5 00:00:19,172 --> 00:00:20,383 (light dramatic music) 6 00:00:20,383 --> 00:00:21,933 - [Maddy] What are they gonna do to me? 7 00:00:21,933 --> 00:00:23,923 (static buzzing) 8 00:00:23,923 --> 00:00:25,590 - [Roberta] Nothing. 9 00:00:26,853 --> 00:00:30,093 Nothing you don't want them to. 10 00:00:30,093 --> 00:00:32,760 (ominous music) 11 00:00:47,134 --> 00:00:49,634 (light music) 12 00:00:52,373 --> 00:00:55,040 (woman humming) 13 00:01:15,392 --> 00:01:18,824 ♪ You will not find me ♪ 14 00:01:18,824 --> 00:01:22,241 ♪ For I am there no more ♪ 15 00:01:25,454 --> 00:01:28,204 (static buzzing) 16 00:01:29,442 --> 00:01:32,925 ♪ A witches hat left ♪ 17 00:01:32,925 --> 00:01:36,342 - [Sade] My advice to you: play the game. 18 00:01:42,710 --> 00:01:47,710 ♪ Drowning ♪ 19 00:01:47,747 --> 00:01:52,747 ♪ Ha, ha, ha ♪ 20 00:01:56,587 --> 00:02:01,587 ♪ Drown me ♪ 21 00:02:01,830 --> 00:02:04,320 ♪ Ha, ha, ha ♪ 22 00:02:04,320 --> 00:02:09,320 (static buzzing) (eerie music) 23 00:02:10,950 --> 00:02:15,950 ♪ Lead to the dark skies ♪ 24 00:02:17,603 --> 00:02:22,603 ♪ There ♪ 25 00:02:22,694 --> 00:02:27,694 ♪ You may find me ♪ 26 00:02:31,443 --> 00:02:36,443 ♪ Soon ♪ 27 00:02:36,694 --> 00:02:41,694 ♪ I will be flying ♪ 28 00:02:43,323 --> 00:02:48,323 ♪ Around a silver moon ♪ 29 00:02:52,371 --> 00:02:57,371 ♪ Drowning ♪ 30 00:02:57,512 --> 00:03:02,512 ♪ Ha, ha, ha ♪ 31 00:03:06,112 --> 00:03:11,112 ♪ Drown me ♪ 32 00:03:11,392 --> 00:03:16,392 ♪ Ha, ha, ha ♪ 33 00:03:20,571 --> 00:03:24,561 ♪ I'll sprinkle stardust ♪ 34 00:03:24,561 --> 00:03:27,978 ♪ Upon the swell of love ♪ 35 00:03:34,629 --> 00:03:38,147 ♪ Enrapture moments ♪ (ominous music) 36 00:03:38,147 --> 00:03:43,147 ♪ Descending from above ♪ 37 00:03:47,886 --> 00:03:50,136 ♪ Drowning ♪ 38 00:03:51,377 --> 00:03:53,097 (water splashing) 39 00:03:53,097 --> 00:03:55,748 ♪ Ha, ha, ha ♪ 40 00:03:55,748 --> 00:03:58,581 (muffled talking) 41 00:04:00,017 --> 00:04:02,767 (static buzzing) 42 00:04:04,605 --> 00:04:09,605 (light music) (man singing) 43 00:04:34,219 --> 00:04:35,828 (keyboard clicking) 44 00:04:35,828 --> 00:04:38,495 (phone buzzing) 45 00:04:49,101 --> 00:04:52,101 (keyboard clicking) 46 00:05:02,703 --> 00:05:04,250 - [Mom] It's your mom. 47 00:05:04,250 --> 00:05:06,480 I left a message on your birthday, 48 00:05:06,480 --> 00:05:07,970 but I think I got the wrong number. 49 00:05:07,970 --> 00:05:09,660 Your old one. 50 00:05:09,660 --> 00:05:11,440 If it isn't working out, we've got the spare room, 51 00:05:11,440 --> 00:05:12,870 I just wanted you to know. 52 00:05:12,870 --> 00:05:17,170 Not that you'll need it, but if you do, you can always stay. 53 00:05:17,170 --> 00:05:19,400 It'll always be your room. 54 00:05:19,400 --> 00:05:21,180 Well, you know what I mean. 55 00:05:21,180 --> 00:05:23,300 Anyway, the offer's there if you need it. 56 00:05:23,300 --> 00:05:24,133 Take care. 57 00:05:27,388 --> 00:05:30,727 (Judith sighs) (phone clicks) 58 00:05:30,727 --> 00:05:33,227 (man singing) 59 00:05:38,250 --> 00:05:41,167 (printer whirring) 60 00:05:49,279 --> 00:05:51,946 (phone buzzing) 61 00:05:58,500 --> 00:05:59,450 - Hello? 62 00:05:59,450 --> 00:06:00,763 - [Roberta] Am I disturbing you? 63 00:06:01,611 --> 00:06:02,640 - I'm sorry, who's this? 64 00:06:02,640 --> 00:06:03,990 - [Roberta] Roberta Roslyn. 65 00:06:06,390 --> 00:06:07,323 - Shit, um, hi. 66 00:06:09,390 --> 00:06:11,800 I was at your show, you're- 67 00:06:11,800 --> 00:06:13,763 - [Roberta] Yes, I know who I am, my dear. 68 00:06:15,070 --> 00:06:16,485 Are you free tomorrow? 69 00:06:16,485 --> 00:06:17,823 - Uh, I think so. 70 00:06:19,240 --> 00:06:21,120 Absolutely, yeah. 71 00:06:21,120 --> 00:06:22,230 Why? 72 00:06:22,230 --> 00:06:24,560 - [Roberta] I see something in you. 73 00:06:24,560 --> 00:06:26,790 I'll see you at the gallery at 11. 74 00:06:26,790 --> 00:06:28,192 Time is precious. 75 00:06:28,192 --> 00:06:30,303 (phone beeps) 76 00:06:30,303 --> 00:06:34,912 (light music) (Judith sighs) 77 00:06:34,912 --> 00:06:37,745 (Judith chuckles) 78 00:06:45,021 --> 00:06:46,261 (birds chirping) 79 00:06:46,261 --> 00:06:48,344 ♪ Sorrow ♪ 80 00:06:52,293 --> 00:06:55,890 - I don't differentiate between myself and my work. 81 00:06:55,890 --> 00:06:58,000 I don't think anybody should. 82 00:06:58,000 --> 00:07:02,840 You see, I mean, we're all vessels, all of us, 83 00:07:02,840 --> 00:07:04,540 and we have the capacity for this. 84 00:07:05,510 --> 00:07:09,073 But what you fill yourself with, you will become. 85 00:07:10,830 --> 00:07:15,240 We have about 60,000 or 70,000 thoughts a day. 86 00:07:15,240 --> 00:07:17,710 Most of us, it's the same old nonsense. 87 00:07:17,710 --> 00:07:19,910 The thing that you dwell upon or think about 88 00:07:21,110 --> 00:07:22,860 you are going to eventually become. 89 00:07:24,230 --> 00:07:25,640 Because that's in your subconscious 90 00:07:25,640 --> 00:07:27,440 and your subconscious runs the show. 91 00:07:29,120 --> 00:07:31,640 And that's what you will fill yourself with. 92 00:07:31,640 --> 00:07:34,490 The majority of that will be within you. 93 00:07:34,490 --> 00:07:36,590 - [Interviewer] And has becoming a mother changed 94 00:07:36,590 --> 00:07:38,143 the way you approach your work? 95 00:07:39,690 --> 00:07:40,840 - Do you know, that's a good question. 96 00:07:40,840 --> 00:07:45,840 We are beginning to collaborate more the older she gets. 97 00:07:46,400 --> 00:07:47,770 She doesn't censor herself. 98 00:07:47,770 --> 00:07:48,760 I mean, most young kids don't. 99 00:07:48,760 --> 00:07:50,620 I mean, I've got these here. 100 00:07:50,620 --> 00:07:52,810 This is what my daughter's made. 101 00:07:52,810 --> 00:07:55,040 This is not kind of like the normal thing 102 00:07:55,040 --> 00:07:56,860 you would see at school. 103 00:07:56,860 --> 00:07:59,410 I don't think the apple fell very far from my tree. 104 00:08:06,205 --> 00:08:11,205 ♪ Sensual ♪ 105 00:08:13,178 --> 00:08:18,178 ♪ Seductive ♪ 106 00:08:20,138 --> 00:08:25,138 ♪ Starry eyed ♪ 107 00:08:27,925 --> 00:08:30,258 ♪ Sacrifice ♪ 108 00:08:36,708 --> 00:08:41,708 (light music) (birds chirping) 109 00:08:48,909 --> 00:08:51,135 (ominous music) 110 00:08:51,135 --> 00:08:53,885 (static buzzing) 111 00:09:27,129 --> 00:09:29,022 (keyboard clicks) 112 00:09:29,022 --> 00:09:33,302 (ominous music continues) 113 00:09:33,302 --> 00:09:35,635 (crow caws) 114 00:09:36,890 --> 00:09:38,682 (static buzzing) 115 00:09:38,682 --> 00:09:41,432 (water bubbling) 116 00:09:47,172 --> 00:09:49,922 (birds chirping) 117 00:10:00,092 --> 00:10:01,425 - [Judith] Shit! 118 00:10:04,425 --> 00:10:09,425 (door thuds) (ominous music) 119 00:10:22,360 --> 00:10:23,900 - Did you like my show? 120 00:10:23,900 --> 00:10:24,733 - Absolutely. 121 00:10:28,150 --> 00:10:31,133 - It's been 15 years since I've made anything of worth. 122 00:10:32,010 --> 00:10:33,310 - Oh no, I don't think that's- 123 00:10:33,310 --> 00:10:34,630 - No, it's true, my dear. 124 00:10:34,630 --> 00:10:35,463 I've lost it. 125 00:10:36,990 --> 00:10:39,293 Maybe you can't tell because you've never had it. 126 00:10:41,890 --> 00:10:42,723 Peckish? 127 00:10:43,810 --> 00:10:47,140 - So, I'm not here about my work. 128 00:10:51,014 --> 00:10:52,810 - At the opening you stared at one of my prints 129 00:10:52,810 --> 00:10:55,383 for 20 minutes, maybe longer. 130 00:10:56,510 --> 00:10:57,343 Why? 131 00:11:03,983 --> 00:11:05,233 - I don't know. 132 00:11:06,893 --> 00:11:09,773 I think that's maybe why I kept looking was to find out. 133 00:11:10,840 --> 00:11:12,843 You know, if that makes any sense. 134 00:11:16,570 --> 00:11:17,883 - I have an offer for you. 135 00:11:19,130 --> 00:11:20,153 Take it or leave it. 136 00:11:22,430 --> 00:11:23,630 - I'd love to hear more. 137 00:11:25,050 --> 00:11:26,450 - It doesn't work like that. 138 00:11:27,560 --> 00:11:30,943 I need you to say yes sight unseen. 139 00:11:33,238 --> 00:11:35,905 (ominous music) 140 00:11:37,800 --> 00:11:38,633 - Yes. 141 00:11:39,510 --> 00:11:41,910 - Connections are very important 142 00:11:41,910 --> 00:11:44,343 and I know the people who know everyone. 143 00:11:44,343 --> 00:11:47,130 (laughs) And everyone knows Dern Hall. 144 00:11:47,130 --> 00:11:49,333 - Your studio. - My studio and my home. 145 00:11:51,500 --> 00:11:53,410 You'll move in with me. 146 00:11:53,410 --> 00:11:55,033 Consider it a sort of residency. 147 00:11:56,234 --> 00:11:57,660 - (sighs) Wow, that's... 148 00:11:59,110 --> 00:12:00,860 That's amazing, thank you. 149 00:12:00,860 --> 00:12:02,420 - Well, it will be mutually beneficial. 150 00:12:02,420 --> 00:12:06,680 I need someone I can trust to archive my work. 151 00:12:06,680 --> 00:12:08,680 Someone who can devote themselves to it. 152 00:12:10,000 --> 00:12:12,300 And at the end of the residency you will have 153 00:12:12,300 --> 00:12:17,300 your first solo show and it will be marvellous. 154 00:12:17,490 --> 00:12:18,840 - I don't know what to say. 155 00:12:19,705 --> 00:12:21,493 - That's because you've already said yes. 156 00:12:23,954 --> 00:12:27,516 (water splashing) (ominous music) 157 00:12:27,516 --> 00:12:30,099 (horn honking) 158 00:12:33,716 --> 00:12:38,716 (both chuckling) (glasses clinking) 159 00:12:52,745 --> 00:12:55,200 - Have you ever heard of Roberta Roslyn? 160 00:12:55,200 --> 00:12:58,950 She's like a visual artist, she does like video 161 00:12:58,950 --> 00:13:03,513 and photography and it's really interesting work actually. 162 00:13:04,468 --> 00:13:08,683 It's got kinda like ugly beautiful folksy thing. 163 00:13:09,526 --> 00:13:10,359 - Is that her? 164 00:13:11,610 --> 00:13:13,220 - Yeah, that's an old one. 165 00:13:15,043 --> 00:13:17,643 Anyway, she's offered me a sort of placement. 166 00:13:19,750 --> 00:13:20,583 - Ooh. 167 00:13:21,910 --> 00:13:24,490 So, what are you doing with her? 168 00:13:24,490 --> 00:13:26,590 - I'm just archiving some of her old work. 169 00:13:27,790 --> 00:13:29,850 No, it's sort of like a residency, okay? 170 00:13:29,850 --> 00:13:31,070 There's gonna be this big show at the end- 171 00:13:31,070 --> 00:13:33,970 - Sounds like she's looking for an unpaid assistant. 172 00:13:33,970 --> 00:13:35,100 What about your job at the gallery 173 00:13:35,100 --> 00:13:36,303 that look like ages to get? 174 00:13:36,303 --> 00:13:38,153 - This is a really good thing for me. 175 00:13:40,040 --> 00:13:41,550 She's got loads of connections. 176 00:13:41,550 --> 00:13:42,383 - Okay. 177 00:13:44,920 --> 00:13:45,970 How's your mom doing? 178 00:13:47,770 --> 00:13:49,530 - Fine, I think. 179 00:13:49,530 --> 00:13:50,923 - You should go and see her. 180 00:13:53,660 --> 00:13:54,493 - Yeah. 181 00:13:55,348 --> 00:13:56,431 Yeah, I know. 182 00:13:57,417 --> 00:13:59,917 (light music) 183 00:14:05,200 --> 00:14:06,620 - [Mom] It's probably changed a lot 184 00:14:06,620 --> 00:14:08,363 since you were here last. 185 00:14:09,390 --> 00:14:10,740 - Hasn't changed that much. 186 00:14:11,790 --> 00:14:14,970 - You can probably see what's not good about it though. 187 00:14:14,970 --> 00:14:18,147 The colours and so on. 188 00:14:18,147 --> 00:14:19,897 - No, I think it looks really nice. 189 00:14:21,298 --> 00:14:24,020 ♪ The window ♪ 190 00:14:24,020 --> 00:14:26,640 - Well, the boys, they're asking for you. 191 00:14:26,640 --> 00:14:27,930 They've been in and out all week 192 00:14:27,930 --> 00:14:29,480 with their washing, bless them. 193 00:14:31,248 --> 00:14:32,580 - You'd think eventually they'd learn 194 00:14:32,580 --> 00:14:33,530 to take care of themselves. 195 00:14:33,530 --> 00:14:36,088 - They just need their mom once and awhile. 196 00:14:36,088 --> 00:14:37,171 Not like you. 197 00:14:39,011 --> 00:14:40,094 - I need you. 198 00:14:44,480 --> 00:14:47,620 - So, this new job. 199 00:14:47,620 --> 00:14:48,720 Is the money any good? 200 00:14:49,760 --> 00:14:50,730 (engine rumbling) 201 00:14:50,730 --> 00:14:52,461 - [Judith] It's a really great opportunity. 202 00:14:52,461 --> 00:14:54,589 (ominous music) 203 00:14:54,589 --> 00:14:57,089 (light music) 204 00:15:03,386 --> 00:15:05,958 (static buzzing) 205 00:15:05,958 --> 00:15:08,458 (light music) 206 00:15:09,928 --> 00:15:13,785 ♪ Passion flames ♪ 207 00:15:13,785 --> 00:15:16,952 ♪ Ruby encrusted lips ♪ 208 00:15:25,505 --> 00:15:29,366 ♪ Eyes sparkle ♪ 209 00:15:29,366 --> 00:15:32,783 ♪ Emerald shooting stars ♪ 210 00:15:41,006 --> 00:15:44,609 ♪ Death white pearls ♪ 211 00:15:44,609 --> 00:15:47,442 ♪ Of wisdom white ♪ 212 00:15:52,856 --> 00:15:56,496 (camera clicks) (light music) 213 00:15:56,496 --> 00:16:00,376 ♪ Garnet jewels ♪ 214 00:16:00,376 --> 00:16:03,043 ♪ Or tear beads ♪ 215 00:16:07,027 --> 00:16:09,027 - [Roberta] Here we are. 216 00:16:09,958 --> 00:16:13,291 ♪ On through misty rain ♪ 217 00:16:21,289 --> 00:16:25,539 ♪ My spirit was grieving, was true ♪ 218 00:16:33,238 --> 00:16:38,009 ♪ My spirit ♪ 219 00:16:38,009 --> 00:16:41,009 ♪ Was broken by you ♪ 220 00:16:43,187 --> 00:16:45,687 (light music) 221 00:16:54,905 --> 00:16:57,572 (ominous music) 222 00:17:00,611 --> 00:17:03,361 (static buzzing) 223 00:17:06,680 --> 00:17:09,010 - Feel free to treat the house like it's your own. 224 00:17:09,010 --> 00:17:11,908 Feel free to explore it, get lost in it. 225 00:17:11,908 --> 00:17:14,057 It's the most wonderful feeling. 226 00:17:14,057 --> 00:17:17,278 - Gosh, I don't think I've ever got lost in a house before. 227 00:17:17,278 --> 00:17:18,179 (both laughing) 228 00:17:18,179 --> 00:17:19,629 Well, maybe when I was a kid. 229 00:17:21,900 --> 00:17:23,114 - It's beautiful, isn't it? 230 00:17:23,114 --> 00:17:23,947 - Yeah. 231 00:17:23,947 --> 00:17:25,830 - [Roberta] Ah, and Suzy will make sure you're comfortable. 232 00:17:25,830 --> 00:17:26,663 Won't you, Suzy? 233 00:17:26,663 --> 00:17:30,210 - If you need anything, anything at all, you ask me, okay? 234 00:17:30,210 --> 00:17:34,343 - Hi, Suzy, thank you. (light dramatic music) 235 00:17:41,040 --> 00:17:43,551 It's like just stepping into your work. 236 00:17:43,551 --> 00:17:47,540 (light dramatic music) 237 00:17:47,540 --> 00:17:50,290 (static buzzing) 238 00:17:54,830 --> 00:17:56,030 - Party room's upstairs. 239 00:17:56,930 --> 00:17:59,170 You've never attended one of my soirees before, have you? 240 00:17:59,170 --> 00:18:00,003 - Uh, no. 241 00:18:01,231 --> 00:18:02,440 - You will. 242 00:18:02,440 --> 00:18:03,610 The archive in the workshop... 243 00:18:03,610 --> 00:18:04,443 Oh. 244 00:18:06,630 --> 00:18:07,780 Thirsty? 245 00:18:07,780 --> 00:18:09,361 - Absolutely, thank you. 246 00:18:09,361 --> 00:18:10,932 - Cheers. - Thank you, cheers. 247 00:18:10,932 --> 00:18:15,932 - Welcome. (upbeat music) 248 00:18:18,396 --> 00:18:21,120 (static buzzing) 249 00:18:21,120 --> 00:18:21,953 (door thuds) 250 00:18:21,953 --> 00:18:25,540 You'll be converting the archives through here. 251 00:18:25,540 --> 00:18:27,040 It won't need much persuading. 252 00:18:28,260 --> 00:18:32,543 Of course, I absolutely adore analogue, but it fades away. 253 00:18:33,720 --> 00:18:36,480 We'd be foolish not to embrace the new, wouldn't we? 254 00:18:36,480 --> 00:18:37,812 Out with the old. 255 00:18:37,812 --> 00:18:40,562 (tapes rustling) 256 00:18:43,140 --> 00:18:44,627 That one's damaged. 257 00:18:44,627 --> 00:18:47,294 (Roberta sighs) 258 00:18:49,260 --> 00:18:50,510 Feel free to look around. 259 00:18:51,481 --> 00:18:56,481 - Thanks. (ominous music) 260 00:19:17,235 --> 00:19:18,820 - [Roberta] I'll take it lives up to your expectations. 261 00:19:18,820 --> 00:19:19,653 - Oh, God, yeah. 262 00:19:20,720 --> 00:19:23,200 - Dern Hall's been in the family forever. 263 00:19:23,200 --> 00:19:25,760 My mother lived here, she was an artist. 264 00:19:25,760 --> 00:19:27,260 And her mother. 265 00:19:27,260 --> 00:19:29,000 And her mother before that. 266 00:19:29,000 --> 00:19:30,450 - And her mother before that? 267 00:19:31,420 --> 00:19:32,520 - Oh, she was a witch. 268 00:19:38,390 --> 00:19:40,300 You drink far too much, my dear. 269 00:19:40,300 --> 00:19:43,473 Do you have any idea what dehydration does to the body? 270 00:19:44,345 --> 00:19:47,260 (water splashing) 271 00:19:47,260 --> 00:19:49,860 The lemon's good for the pH, it's good for the skin. 272 00:19:54,130 --> 00:19:55,130 Do you feel at home? 273 00:19:58,830 --> 00:20:01,030 - Yeah, it's very comfortable. 274 00:20:01,030 --> 00:20:02,330 - That's not what I asked. 275 00:20:04,715 --> 00:20:07,360 (static buzzing) (ominous music) 276 00:20:07,360 --> 00:20:09,680 - Yeah, yeah, I feel at home. 277 00:20:10,820 --> 00:20:11,653 - Then you are. 278 00:20:15,700 --> 00:20:18,240 Suzy has a room made up for you on the top floor. 279 00:20:18,240 --> 00:20:21,124 I'm sure you'll be very comfortable there. 280 00:20:21,124 --> 00:20:23,791 (ominous music) 281 00:20:26,420 --> 00:20:29,815 Get to know the house, get to know the place. 282 00:20:29,815 --> 00:20:33,450 (ominous music continues) 283 00:20:33,450 --> 00:20:34,900 I think it might inspire you. 284 00:20:35,935 --> 00:20:39,435 (ominous music continues) 285 00:20:52,528 --> 00:20:55,528 (suspenseful music) 286 00:21:03,504 --> 00:21:06,569 (light dramatic music) 287 00:21:06,569 --> 00:21:10,038 (static buzzing) 288 00:21:10,038 --> 00:21:13,538 (ominous music continues) 289 00:22:02,747 --> 00:22:05,497 (static buzzing) 290 00:22:20,436 --> 00:22:23,436 (drawer clattering) 291 00:22:29,690 --> 00:22:32,132 (static buzzing) 292 00:22:32,132 --> 00:22:35,632 (ominous music continues) 293 00:23:01,088 --> 00:23:03,921 (Roberta humming) 294 00:23:26,803 --> 00:23:29,803 (blankets rustling) 295 00:23:42,524 --> 00:23:47,524 (hands rustling) (Roberta humming) 296 00:23:55,181 --> 00:23:58,181 (suspenseful music) 297 00:24:01,181 --> 00:24:03,848 (static buzzes) 298 00:24:06,493 --> 00:24:09,493 (suspenseful music) 299 00:24:18,636 --> 00:24:21,303 (static buzzes) 300 00:24:26,669 --> 00:24:29,336 (ominous music) 301 00:24:31,427 --> 00:24:36,427 (static buzzes) (ominous music) 302 00:24:41,860 --> 00:24:44,943 (muffled whispering) 303 00:24:58,639 --> 00:25:01,639 (suspenseful music) 304 00:25:06,498 --> 00:25:09,581 (muffled whispering) 305 00:25:12,254 --> 00:25:17,254 (static buzzing) (ominous music) 306 00:25:22,797 --> 00:25:27,797 (muffled whispering) (ominous music) 307 00:25:38,014 --> 00:25:40,681 (static buzzes) 308 00:25:51,422 --> 00:25:54,089 (ominous music) 309 00:25:56,166 --> 00:25:58,749 (Judith gasps) 310 00:26:03,355 --> 00:26:06,022 (Judith vomits) 311 00:26:09,643 --> 00:26:12,476 (heavy breathing) 312 00:26:15,949 --> 00:26:18,699 (birds chirping) 313 00:26:25,267 --> 00:26:30,267 (dove cooing) (birds chirping) 314 00:26:40,629 --> 00:26:42,400 (clock ticking) 315 00:26:42,400 --> 00:26:44,000 Sleep well? 316 00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:44,960 - Yeah. 317 00:26:44,960 --> 00:26:45,937 Yeah, thank you. 318 00:26:48,690 --> 00:26:50,690 Yeah, I've been a bit under the weather. 319 00:26:51,658 --> 00:26:52,830 Had a bit of a rough night. 320 00:26:52,830 --> 00:26:54,800 - Guests normally sleep quite well here. 321 00:26:54,800 --> 00:26:56,403 You must have a lot on your mind. 322 00:26:58,890 --> 00:27:00,700 - Yeah, just had a nightmare. 323 00:27:00,700 --> 00:27:03,213 - And will I have the pleasure of hearing about it? 324 00:27:06,320 --> 00:27:08,270 - No, it doesn't really make any sense. 325 00:27:11,140 --> 00:27:13,853 There's a woman in some of your earlier work. 326 00:27:15,720 --> 00:27:17,220 She kinda looks a bit like me. 327 00:27:18,929 --> 00:27:19,890 (Roberta hums) 328 00:27:19,890 --> 00:27:21,223 - She looks a lot like you. 329 00:27:24,260 --> 00:27:25,093 - She was in it. 330 00:27:34,300 --> 00:27:35,890 Who is she? 331 00:27:35,890 --> 00:27:36,723 The woman? 332 00:27:38,520 --> 00:27:40,283 - Maddy, my daughter. 333 00:27:41,440 --> 00:27:43,600 Was my daughter. 334 00:27:43,600 --> 00:27:44,920 - Oh, I'm sorry. 335 00:27:44,920 --> 00:27:46,000 - No, you needn't be. 336 00:27:46,000 --> 00:27:46,903 We're estranged. 337 00:27:48,120 --> 00:27:49,830 She's coming back, you see? 338 00:27:49,830 --> 00:27:52,350 She always does when she's in trouble. 339 00:27:52,350 --> 00:27:54,080 I am the worst mother in the world 340 00:27:54,080 --> 00:27:56,075 until she needs something. 341 00:27:56,075 --> 00:28:01,030 (light music) (birds chirping) 342 00:28:01,030 --> 00:28:03,530 Feel free to wander about the house. 343 00:28:03,530 --> 00:28:04,780 It really frees the mind. 344 00:28:06,330 --> 00:28:09,080 (static buzzing) 345 00:28:15,399 --> 00:28:20,399 (woman humming) (light music) 346 00:28:21,400 --> 00:28:24,446 Just let that creativity flow through you. 347 00:28:24,446 --> 00:28:27,987 ♪ You will not find me ♪ 348 00:28:27,987 --> 00:28:31,404 ♪ For I am there no more ♪ 349 00:28:38,653 --> 00:28:42,459 ♪ A witches hat left ♪ 350 00:28:42,459 --> 00:28:45,709 ♪ Walking on the shore ♪ 351 00:28:51,882 --> 00:28:54,290 ♪ Drowning ♪ - If you feel inspired 352 00:28:55,430 --> 00:28:56,650 I want you to drop what you're doing, 353 00:28:56,650 --> 00:28:58,367 I want you to go with that. 354 00:28:59,654 --> 00:29:04,654 (static buzzing) (light music) 355 00:29:05,883 --> 00:29:10,883 ♪ Drown me ♪ 356 00:29:10,933 --> 00:29:15,933 ♪ Ha, ha, ha ♪ 357 00:29:20,083 --> 00:29:25,083 ♪ Into the dark skies ♪ 358 00:29:26,683 --> 00:29:28,683 ♪ There ♪ 359 00:29:31,819 --> 00:29:33,590 ♪ You may ♪ - The only place off limits 360 00:29:33,590 --> 00:29:34,713 is my work room. 361 00:29:35,770 --> 00:29:37,760 No one is allowed in there. 362 00:29:40,456 --> 00:29:45,456 ♪ Soon ♪ 363 00:29:45,814 --> 00:29:50,814 ♪ I will be flying ♪ 364 00:29:52,427 --> 00:29:56,336 ♪ Around a silver moon ♪ 365 00:29:56,336 --> 00:29:59,003 (tape whirring) 366 00:30:01,492 --> 00:30:06,492 ♪ Drowning ♪ (static buzzing) 367 00:30:06,534 --> 00:30:08,951 ♪ Ha, ha, ha ♪ 368 00:30:10,512 --> 00:30:12,992 (static buzzing) 369 00:30:12,992 --> 00:30:16,242 (light dramatic music) 370 00:30:25,153 --> 00:30:28,236 (muffled whispering) 371 00:30:39,344 --> 00:30:43,866 (button clicking) (film ticking) 372 00:30:43,866 --> 00:30:48,866 (static buzzing) (light dramatic music) 373 00:31:03,476 --> 00:31:06,143 (metal tapping) 374 00:31:09,729 --> 00:31:12,979 (light dramatic music) 375 00:31:18,890 --> 00:31:21,640 (birds chirping) 376 00:31:33,840 --> 00:31:35,190 (phone ringing) 377 00:31:35,190 --> 00:31:36,023 - [Anne-Marie] Hello? 378 00:31:36,023 --> 00:31:37,500 - Hey, sorry I missed you. 379 00:31:37,500 --> 00:31:39,470 - [Anne-Marie] Hello? Judith? 380 00:31:39,470 --> 00:31:41,300 - Oh no, the line's really bad. 381 00:31:41,300 --> 00:31:42,587 - [Anne-Marie] How's it going? 382 00:31:42,587 --> 00:31:43,853 - (sighs) Amazing. 383 00:31:44,860 --> 00:31:49,230 I'm really inspired and have loads of ideas. 384 00:31:49,230 --> 00:31:51,330 I mean, well, early stages yet, but... 385 00:31:51,330 --> 00:31:53,200 - [Anne-Marie] What's she like? 386 00:31:53,200 --> 00:31:54,260 - Really interesting. 387 00:31:54,260 --> 00:31:57,540 Um, yeah, and it's funny, she's got this daughter 388 00:31:57,540 --> 00:32:00,010 that she doesn't talk to anymore, 389 00:32:00,010 --> 00:32:00,843 well I kinda look like her. 390 00:32:00,843 --> 00:32:02,440 - [Anne-Marie] That doesn't sound funny. 391 00:32:02,440 --> 00:32:04,280 Like, it's not a funny thing. 392 00:32:04,280 --> 00:32:06,530 Just remember to listen to yourself, 393 00:32:06,530 --> 00:32:07,700 you'll know if something's wrong. 394 00:32:07,700 --> 00:32:09,150 - No, it's nothing like that. 395 00:32:10,840 --> 00:32:11,673 Why do you have to do that? 396 00:32:11,673 --> 00:32:12,973 - [Anne-Marie] I know what you're like. 397 00:32:13,811 --> 00:32:15,550 (static buzzing) 398 00:32:15,550 --> 00:32:17,190 Hello? 399 00:32:17,190 --> 00:32:18,052 - Hello? 400 00:32:18,052 --> 00:32:19,700 (phone beeps) 401 00:32:19,700 --> 00:32:20,717 Hello? (light dramatic music) 402 00:32:20,717 --> 00:32:23,300 (Judith sighs) 403 00:32:32,127 --> 00:32:34,794 (ominous music) 404 00:32:45,995 --> 00:32:50,995 (static buzzing) (birds chirping) 405 00:32:59,885 --> 00:33:03,135 (light dramatic music) 406 00:33:08,631 --> 00:33:13,631 (static buzzing) (garbled talking) 407 00:33:40,459 --> 00:33:42,959 (eerie music) 408 00:33:47,250 --> 00:33:51,860 (light dramatic music) (camera clicks) 409 00:33:51,860 --> 00:33:55,210 - If you want to photograph any of this just let me know. 410 00:33:55,210 --> 00:33:56,400 I'll make sure it's clean for you. 411 00:33:56,400 --> 00:33:58,946 - I quite like it the way it is actually. 412 00:33:58,946 --> 00:34:00,247 (Suzy chuckles) 413 00:34:00,247 --> 00:34:02,690 - Well, who would want to photograph dirty walls? 414 00:34:02,690 --> 00:34:04,090 - It's a very good question. 415 00:34:05,970 --> 00:34:08,010 - Don't mind me, I'm sure your photographs 416 00:34:08,010 --> 00:34:08,960 are very very good. 417 00:34:14,007 --> 00:34:16,290 - What's she like? 418 00:34:16,290 --> 00:34:17,123 - Roberta? 419 00:34:18,200 --> 00:34:19,560 - [Judith] Yeah, I mean, does she... 420 00:34:19,560 --> 00:34:21,500 Is she okay to work for? 421 00:34:21,500 --> 00:34:22,453 - Of course. 422 00:34:23,800 --> 00:34:25,000 Do you think she's okay? 423 00:34:26,730 --> 00:34:27,563 - Absolutely. 424 00:34:29,247 --> 00:34:32,340 It was this amazing opportunity and... 425 00:34:33,500 --> 00:34:36,560 It's pretty unusual, but yeah, she's interesting 426 00:34:36,560 --> 00:34:39,023 and well connected and... 427 00:34:42,133 --> 00:34:43,433 Have you met her daughter? 428 00:34:45,730 --> 00:34:48,883 - It means the world to Roberta to have you here. 429 00:34:52,338 --> 00:34:53,636 - It's... 430 00:34:53,636 --> 00:34:57,370 It feels a bit awkward sometimes, you know, like... 431 00:34:57,370 --> 00:34:58,573 - Just be yourself. 432 00:35:05,154 --> 00:35:07,821 (door creaking) 433 00:35:09,295 --> 00:35:11,773 (door thuds) 434 00:35:11,773 --> 00:35:16,773 (camera clicks) (ominous music) 435 00:35:21,994 --> 00:35:26,994 (camera clicks) (garbled talking) 436 00:35:36,132 --> 00:35:38,799 (film whirring) 437 00:35:43,310 --> 00:35:47,063 (film reel ticking) 438 00:35:47,063 --> 00:35:52,063 (static buzzing) (ominous music) 439 00:35:52,480 --> 00:35:57,480 (door clicks) (heels tapping) 440 00:35:58,479 --> 00:35:59,980 - Did you get ahold of your friend? 441 00:35:59,980 --> 00:36:02,080 - Yeah, yeah, sort of. 442 00:36:02,080 --> 00:36:02,913 It's all good. 443 00:36:06,248 --> 00:36:07,133 Um, what's she doing? 444 00:36:07,133 --> 00:36:09,970 - It's a game, a child's game. 445 00:36:09,970 --> 00:36:11,320 She's looking for her room. 446 00:36:15,900 --> 00:36:17,300 - What's with the blindfold? 447 00:36:18,170 --> 00:36:20,053 - We are our own worst enemies. 448 00:36:21,630 --> 00:36:24,290 Maybe she doesn't really want to find it. 449 00:36:24,290 --> 00:36:27,129 - I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work. 450 00:36:27,129 --> 00:36:27,962 (static buzzing) 451 00:36:27,962 --> 00:36:29,380 I thrive on this confusion. 452 00:36:29,380 --> 00:36:31,293 I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work. 453 00:36:31,293 --> 00:36:33,113 - God, we really do look alike. 454 00:36:34,200 --> 00:36:35,690 - [Maddy] I thrive on this confusion. 455 00:36:35,690 --> 00:36:38,853 - How do people look at you when you walk into a room? 456 00:36:40,060 --> 00:36:41,110 - Well, I don't... 457 00:36:42,140 --> 00:36:43,130 I've never- - And that's because 458 00:36:43,130 --> 00:36:43,963 they don't. 459 00:36:46,150 --> 00:36:47,980 I mean, don't get me wrong, you are a beautiful 460 00:36:47,980 --> 00:36:50,180 young woman but you don't have what she has. 461 00:36:52,790 --> 00:36:53,940 That special something. 462 00:36:55,430 --> 00:36:58,737 People notice Maddy, they feed off her. 463 00:36:59,620 --> 00:37:02,870 (light dramatic music) 464 00:37:11,975 --> 00:37:14,392 (door thuds) 465 00:37:15,478 --> 00:37:20,478 (ominous music) (mouse clicks) 466 00:37:33,389 --> 00:37:36,709 (light dramatic music) 467 00:37:36,709 --> 00:37:39,292 (mouse clicks) 468 00:37:46,485 --> 00:37:47,985 - [Woman] Call me. 469 00:37:49,712 --> 00:37:52,462 (static buzzing) 470 00:37:55,433 --> 00:37:56,766 Face of my life. 471 00:38:02,593 --> 00:38:07,593 (static buzzing) (ominous music) 472 00:38:08,214 --> 00:38:09,881 For I have no voice. 473 00:38:16,423 --> 00:38:17,643 (static buzzing) 474 00:38:17,643 --> 00:38:18,643 Cruel cries. 475 00:38:22,965 --> 00:38:27,965 (tape whirring) (static buzzing) 476 00:38:30,895 --> 00:38:31,728 Silence. 477 00:38:39,783 --> 00:38:41,450 Fall on my thoughts. 478 00:38:45,764 --> 00:38:47,932 (door creaks) 479 00:38:47,932 --> 00:38:50,599 (ominous music) 480 00:38:54,428 --> 00:38:59,428 (dramatic music) (static buzzing) 481 00:39:05,401 --> 00:39:08,318 (hangers rattling) 482 00:39:13,412 --> 00:39:18,412 (tape whirring) (static buzzing) 483 00:39:22,074 --> 00:39:25,324 (light dramatic music) 484 00:39:30,306 --> 00:39:31,686 (static buzzing) 485 00:39:31,686 --> 00:39:34,686 (film reel ticking) 486 00:39:50,867 --> 00:39:53,700 (swing squeaking) 487 00:40:00,095 --> 00:40:03,931 (birds chirping) (ominous music) 488 00:40:03,931 --> 00:40:06,931 (film reel ticking) 489 00:40:15,423 --> 00:40:16,423 Sea of song. 490 00:40:19,255 --> 00:40:22,005 (static buzzing) 491 00:40:25,309 --> 00:40:26,309 Sea of song. 492 00:40:27,969 --> 00:40:29,219 Wash over time. 493 00:40:32,129 --> 00:40:35,070 (light dramatic music) 494 00:40:35,070 --> 00:40:38,663 - No matter what you say or do you cannot make me. 495 00:40:41,950 --> 00:40:45,757 No matter what you say or do you cannot make me. 496 00:40:46,717 --> 00:40:51,717 No matter what you say or do you cannot make me. 497 00:40:53,117 --> 00:40:57,249 - No matter what you say or do you cannot make me. 498 00:40:57,249 --> 00:40:59,916 (ominous music) 499 00:41:00,780 --> 00:41:02,390 - [Roberta] Don't be surprised if inspiration 500 00:41:02,390 --> 00:41:05,133 takes you at any error, both the day or night. 501 00:41:06,000 --> 00:41:09,443 When the creative impulse comes through, don't fight it. 502 00:41:13,036 --> 00:41:15,453 - [Woman] On the same thought 503 00:41:16,580 --> 00:41:18,247 I will forever ride. 504 00:41:21,308 --> 00:41:23,141 On the wing of freedom 505 00:41:25,288 --> 00:41:26,371 I fly, I fly. 506 00:41:29,450 --> 00:41:34,450 (camera clicks) (ominous music) 507 00:41:43,660 --> 00:41:48,660 (eerie music) (printer whirring) 508 00:41:52,385 --> 00:41:54,885 (light music) 509 00:42:07,917 --> 00:42:10,667 ♪ Passion flames ♪ 510 00:42:12,708 --> 00:42:13,541 - I find it hard to - I find it hard to 511 00:42:13,541 --> 00:42:14,374 differentiate myself - Differentiate myself 512 00:42:14,374 --> 00:42:15,324 from my work. - From my work. 513 00:42:15,324 --> 00:42:18,164 I thrive on this confusion. - I thrive on this confusion. 514 00:42:18,164 --> 00:42:18,997 I find it hard to - I find it hard to 515 00:42:18,997 --> 00:42:19,943 differentiate myself - Differentiate myself 516 00:42:19,943 --> 00:42:22,922 from my work. - From my work. 517 00:42:22,922 --> 00:42:23,755 I find it hard to - I find it hard to 518 00:42:23,755 --> 00:42:24,588 differentiate myself - Differentiate myself 519 00:42:24,588 --> 00:42:26,837 from my work. - From my work. 520 00:42:26,837 --> 00:42:29,737 I thrive on this confusion. - I thrive on this confusion. 521 00:42:29,737 --> 00:42:30,570 I find it hard to - I find it hard to 522 00:42:30,570 --> 00:42:31,403 differentiate myself - Differentiate myself 523 00:42:31,403 --> 00:42:33,176 from my work. - From my work. 524 00:42:33,176 --> 00:42:37,843 I thrive on this confusion. - I thrive on this confusion. 525 00:42:40,037 --> 00:42:41,603 - Are you mocking my girl? 526 00:42:43,683 --> 00:42:45,420 - No, no, god, no. 527 00:42:45,420 --> 00:42:46,550 I wouldn't... 528 00:42:46,550 --> 00:42:48,190 I wouldn't do that. 529 00:42:49,863 --> 00:42:50,967 I was working. 530 00:42:50,967 --> 00:42:53,967 (film reel humming) 531 00:42:55,100 --> 00:42:55,933 - Show me. 532 00:42:58,494 --> 00:43:02,310 - Look, they're not amazing but it's a work in progress. 533 00:43:02,310 --> 00:43:04,180 I think the finished thing is gonna be better. 534 00:43:04,180 --> 00:43:05,750 - It's not about being better. 535 00:43:05,750 --> 00:43:08,793 There is, however, something missing in here. 536 00:43:09,770 --> 00:43:11,263 You, maybe. 537 00:43:12,190 --> 00:43:13,580 May I? 538 00:43:13,580 --> 00:43:14,413 - Yeah. 539 00:43:16,883 --> 00:43:18,340 (paper rustling) Shit, what are you doing? 540 00:43:18,340 --> 00:43:19,200 - Patience. 541 00:43:19,200 --> 00:43:20,930 This, what's this? 542 00:43:20,930 --> 00:43:22,340 - It's um... 543 00:43:22,340 --> 00:43:23,560 It's what I wanted. 544 00:43:23,560 --> 00:43:24,860 - So it's an excuse. 545 00:43:24,860 --> 00:43:26,300 - No, please don't do that. 546 00:43:26,300 --> 00:43:27,570 - Why not? 547 00:43:27,570 --> 00:43:29,275 So that you can rip them up? 548 00:43:29,275 --> 00:43:30,310 Here, rip it in half. 549 00:43:30,310 --> 00:43:31,955 - No, you can't make me. 550 00:43:31,955 --> 00:43:36,955 (static buzzing) (ghostly whispering) 551 00:43:37,180 --> 00:43:39,483 It's mine and it's good. 552 00:43:40,450 --> 00:43:41,343 - Agreed. 553 00:43:42,470 --> 00:43:45,860 Your voice is coming through, so stop apologising. 554 00:43:45,860 --> 00:43:49,014 You should never have let me rip those up, they had promise. 555 00:43:49,014 --> 00:43:49,847 - You think so? 556 00:43:49,847 --> 00:43:51,294 - Oh, stop begging for validation. 557 00:43:51,294 --> 00:43:53,483 - Okay, okay, thank you. 558 00:43:53,483 --> 00:43:56,150 (phone buzzing) 559 00:43:58,720 --> 00:43:59,950 - [Roberta] Someone you're avoiding? 560 00:43:59,950 --> 00:44:03,647 - No, it's fine, the signal's rubbish in here anyway. 561 00:44:05,294 --> 00:44:08,950 (phone ringing) (birds chirping) 562 00:44:08,950 --> 00:44:09,783 - [Anne-Marie] Hey? 563 00:44:09,783 --> 00:44:10,616 - Hey. 564 00:44:10,616 --> 00:44:12,122 - [Anne-Marie] Are you okay? 565 00:44:12,122 --> 00:44:14,990 - Yeah, amazing, actually, yeah. 566 00:44:14,990 --> 00:44:16,700 - [Anne-Marie] She's totally lying to you. 567 00:44:16,700 --> 00:44:18,040 - About what? 568 00:44:18,040 --> 00:44:19,330 - [Anne-Marie] Her daughter's dead. 569 00:44:19,330 --> 00:44:20,750 She died, killed herself. 570 00:44:20,750 --> 00:44:22,820 - No, she didn't, you've made a mistake. 571 00:44:22,820 --> 00:44:23,980 - [Anne-Marie] Remember Sarah? 572 00:44:23,980 --> 00:44:26,730 She's been at the house, she said something that she... 573 00:44:28,223 --> 00:44:29,815 - Can you hear me? 574 00:44:29,815 --> 00:44:31,404 - [Anne-Marie] Killed in (garbled talking). 575 00:44:31,404 --> 00:44:34,397 - What? (light dramatic music) 576 00:44:34,397 --> 00:44:39,397 (phone beeping) (ominous music) 577 00:44:51,940 --> 00:44:54,810 - Lovely colours out there this time of year. 578 00:44:54,810 --> 00:44:56,023 All those greens. 579 00:45:02,250 --> 00:45:03,350 - What was Maddy like? 580 00:45:09,438 --> 00:45:11,938 - What would you like to know? 581 00:45:14,090 --> 00:45:15,453 - Did she die? 582 00:45:18,370 --> 00:45:20,000 I won't mention it to Roberta. 583 00:45:20,000 --> 00:45:22,187 - [Roberta] You can go now, Suzy. 584 00:45:22,187 --> 00:45:25,437 (light dramatic music) 585 00:45:28,300 --> 00:45:31,203 - You call me if you need anything, all right? 586 00:45:33,597 --> 00:45:36,264 (ominous music) 587 00:45:38,318 --> 00:45:40,580 (door thuds) 588 00:45:40,580 --> 00:45:42,143 - She was always restless. 589 00:45:43,060 --> 00:45:44,630 The little wriggler. 590 00:45:44,630 --> 00:45:46,697 Not happy here, not happy there. 591 00:45:46,697 --> 00:45:48,700 (paper rustling) 592 00:45:48,700 --> 00:45:50,397 - [Judith] She was beautiful. 593 00:45:50,397 --> 00:45:52,530 That dress is- - It's glorious, isn't it? 594 00:45:52,530 --> 00:45:53,500 It was her favourite. 595 00:45:53,500 --> 00:45:54,440 She could wear any colour. 596 00:45:54,440 --> 00:45:56,670 - [Judith] Was she an artist too? 597 00:45:56,670 --> 00:45:59,003 - She was everything and anything she wanted to be. 598 00:45:59,950 --> 00:46:01,520 There's no such thing as a closed door 599 00:46:01,520 --> 00:46:03,020 if you have charisma, my dear. 600 00:46:04,218 --> 00:46:06,968 (paper rustling) 601 00:46:08,209 --> 00:46:10,630 (Roberta sighs) 602 00:46:10,630 --> 00:46:13,230 We weren't on speaking terms when she took her life. 603 00:46:14,670 --> 00:46:16,320 It's much easier to think that... 604 00:46:19,230 --> 00:46:21,993 In this house we say she's coming back. 605 00:46:26,260 --> 00:46:28,823 I haven't made anything of worth since she's left. 606 00:46:31,040 --> 00:46:32,180 Without her I... 607 00:46:33,900 --> 00:46:35,250 I just don't have it in me. 608 00:46:41,198 --> 00:46:44,200 Have you had a falling out with one of your friends? 609 00:46:44,200 --> 00:46:45,550 - Sort of. 610 00:46:45,550 --> 00:46:46,710 She can just be... 611 00:46:48,880 --> 00:46:51,240 No, I don't know, it's probably me. 612 00:46:51,240 --> 00:46:52,690 - Does she mean a lot to you? 613 00:46:54,170 --> 00:46:55,718 - She's a nightmare. 614 00:46:55,718 --> 00:46:58,150 (both laughing) 615 00:46:58,150 --> 00:46:59,000 - Go and see her. 616 00:47:00,260 --> 00:47:01,093 Don't be proud. 617 00:47:02,270 --> 00:47:03,437 Make the time. 618 00:47:05,609 --> 00:47:07,220 (ominous music) I don't think the apple 619 00:47:07,220 --> 00:47:08,890 fell very far from my tree. 620 00:47:16,392 --> 00:47:19,969 (Roberta chuckles) 621 00:47:19,969 --> 00:47:23,219 (light dramatic music) 622 00:47:32,537 --> 00:47:37,537 (ominous music) (birds chittering) 623 00:47:41,921 --> 00:47:44,338 (door thuds) 624 00:48:11,671 --> 00:48:14,588 (blanket rustling) 625 00:48:34,993 --> 00:48:37,743 (haunting music) 626 00:48:43,342 --> 00:48:45,925 (Roberta hums) 627 00:48:55,194 --> 00:48:57,955 (lights clicking) 628 00:48:57,955 --> 00:49:01,174 (blanket rustling) 629 00:49:01,174 --> 00:49:06,174 (suspenseful music) (Roberta humming) 630 00:49:59,965 --> 00:50:02,798 (water splashing) 631 00:50:03,958 --> 00:50:06,708 (dramatic music) 632 00:50:09,321 --> 00:50:12,052 (bones crunching) 633 00:50:12,052 --> 00:50:15,529 (flesh squishing) 634 00:50:15,529 --> 00:50:18,268 ♪ Here by the yellow gate ♪ 635 00:50:18,268 --> 00:50:21,228 ♪ I hear you whispering ♪ 636 00:50:21,228 --> 00:50:23,759 ♪ Come to me, sweetheart ♪ 637 00:50:23,759 --> 00:50:27,090 ♪ For your love is everything ♪ 638 00:50:27,090 --> 00:50:30,170 ♪ Come through the gates of hell ♪ 639 00:50:30,170 --> 00:50:33,100 ♪ Into the arms of lust ♪ 640 00:50:33,100 --> 00:50:35,970 ♪ I feel your damp, cold breath ♪ 641 00:50:35,970 --> 00:50:39,470 ♪ Rush through my spirit flesh ♪ 642 00:50:39,470 --> 00:50:44,470 ♪ Touch, I think of nothing else ♪ 643 00:50:45,240 --> 00:50:50,240 ♪ Me, from where you asleep ♪ 644 00:50:50,958 --> 00:50:55,958 ♪ Touch, I breathe you into me ♪ 645 00:50:57,096 --> 00:51:02,096 ♪ Me, from where I dream ♪ 646 00:51:02,824 --> 00:51:05,915 ♪ Moon after moon I wait ♪ 647 00:51:05,915 --> 00:51:08,846 ♪ Here by the yellow gate ♪ 648 00:51:08,846 --> 00:51:13,846 (dramatic upbeat music) (muffled talking) 649 00:51:18,158 --> 00:51:21,020 (Judith groans) 650 00:51:21,020 --> 00:51:23,677 (pee trickles) 651 00:51:23,677 --> 00:51:24,927 - [Suzy] Oh my. 652 00:51:28,875 --> 00:51:30,458 Oh, you poor thing. 653 00:51:33,799 --> 00:51:34,799 - I'm sorry. 654 00:51:36,268 --> 00:51:39,188 (light dramatic music) 655 00:51:39,188 --> 00:51:44,188 (muffled talking) (muffled laughing) 656 00:51:50,078 --> 00:51:51,799 (ominous music) 657 00:51:51,799 --> 00:51:54,299 (door creaks) 658 00:51:55,630 --> 00:51:57,130 - You look like hell, my dear. 659 00:51:59,527 --> 00:52:01,513 - I bet, but it's nothing. 660 00:52:03,223 --> 00:52:05,523 I just, I don't know why my body's doing this. 661 00:52:07,200 --> 00:52:08,233 Suzy's been great. 662 00:52:09,687 --> 00:52:11,793 - Are you still planning on visiting your friend? 663 00:52:13,320 --> 00:52:14,843 - No, not like this. 664 00:52:15,900 --> 00:52:17,533 - [Roberta] Can I get you something to eat? 665 00:52:20,930 --> 00:52:22,150 - What's going on? 666 00:52:22,150 --> 00:52:23,970 - It's just a few old friends. 667 00:52:23,970 --> 00:52:26,110 Actually, it would be good for you to meet them, 668 00:52:26,110 --> 00:52:28,580 but under different circumstances. 669 00:52:28,580 --> 00:52:31,150 You should stay in bed, keep hydrated. 670 00:52:31,150 --> 00:52:34,707 Suzy will see to you if you need anything. 671 00:52:41,175 --> 00:52:43,592 (door thuds) 672 00:52:44,676 --> 00:52:47,259 (Judith sighs) 673 00:52:53,522 --> 00:52:55,954 (muffled talking) 674 00:52:55,954 --> 00:53:00,954 (static buzzing) (ominous music) 675 00:53:41,373 --> 00:53:46,373 (ghost whispering) (light dramatic music) 676 00:54:05,308 --> 00:54:08,141 (people laughing) 677 00:54:11,432 --> 00:54:15,530 (static buzzing) (eerie music) 678 00:54:15,530 --> 00:54:16,733 - My advice to you? 679 00:54:18,080 --> 00:54:19,183 Play the game. 680 00:54:20,551 --> 00:54:23,384 (muffled talking) 681 00:54:33,020 --> 00:54:34,640 Spy! 682 00:54:34,640 --> 00:54:35,954 - Jesus, I'm sorry. 683 00:54:35,954 --> 00:54:37,320 (woman laughing) 684 00:54:37,320 --> 00:54:38,670 - [Sade] Dr. Penelope Sade. 685 00:54:41,460 --> 00:54:44,110 - Yeah, I've seen you before at openings. 686 00:54:44,110 --> 00:54:45,693 I go to quite a few. 687 00:54:46,970 --> 00:54:50,003 - Tell me, what does Roberta call you? 688 00:54:50,950 --> 00:54:52,179 - Dear. 689 00:54:52,179 --> 00:54:54,520 - Oh, I taught her that. 690 00:54:54,520 --> 00:54:56,470 Saves having to remember anyone's name. 691 00:54:57,640 --> 00:54:59,280 And yours is? 692 00:54:59,280 --> 00:55:01,130 - Oh, uh, it's Judith. 693 00:55:01,130 --> 00:55:03,419 Sorry, it's amazing to meet you. 694 00:55:03,419 --> 00:55:05,219 - I've been hearing about your show. 695 00:55:06,490 --> 00:55:10,690 Tell me, is your work in response to Roberta's or? 696 00:55:10,690 --> 00:55:13,000 - Well, not consciously. 697 00:55:13,000 --> 00:55:16,350 Well, kind of, but you know, these things- 698 00:55:16,350 --> 00:55:18,168 - Have a way of slipping in? 699 00:55:18,168 --> 00:55:19,930 (Sade laughs) - Yes. 700 00:55:19,930 --> 00:55:20,973 - Fascinating. 701 00:55:22,270 --> 00:55:24,340 Well, listen, if you're feeling a bit better 702 00:55:24,340 --> 00:55:26,380 why don't you come down and join us? 703 00:55:26,380 --> 00:55:28,480 I'm sure there'll be wine down there, too. 704 00:55:29,520 --> 00:55:30,353 - Absolutely. 705 00:55:33,578 --> 00:55:38,578 (light dramatic music) (muffled talking) 706 00:55:39,564 --> 00:55:43,064 (dramatic rhythmic music) 707 00:56:22,558 --> 00:56:25,058 (door clicks) 708 00:56:25,954 --> 00:56:29,454 - I hope we're not being too loud for you. 709 00:56:31,010 --> 00:56:34,013 Try and get some sleep, it'll do you good. 710 00:56:34,013 --> 00:56:34,846 - Yeah. 711 00:56:38,913 --> 00:56:41,330 (door thuds) 712 00:56:44,382 --> 00:56:45,914 (static buzzing) 713 00:56:45,914 --> 00:56:50,247 (dramatic rhythmic music continues) 714 00:57:20,814 --> 00:57:23,897 (film feel clicking) 715 00:57:25,087 --> 00:57:27,837 (static buzzing) 716 00:57:34,074 --> 00:57:35,633 (static buzzing) (light dramatic music) 717 00:57:35,633 --> 00:57:39,966 (dramatic rhythmic music continues) 718 00:57:45,915 --> 00:57:50,915 (static buzzing) (ominous music) 719 00:57:53,123 --> 00:57:56,275 - [Maddy] What are they gonna do to me? 720 00:57:56,275 --> 00:57:57,706 I want you to stop. 721 00:57:57,706 --> 00:57:58,837 - [Roberta] Nothing you don't want them to. 722 00:57:58,837 --> 00:58:00,087 - [Maddy] Stop. 723 00:58:03,246 --> 00:58:05,829 - [Roberta] Maddy, my daughter. 724 00:58:06,837 --> 00:58:08,406 (water splashing) 725 00:58:08,406 --> 00:58:11,323 - [Maddy] No, please, just stop it. 726 00:58:12,218 --> 00:58:13,210 - [Roberta] Adrenaline is the oldest psychedelic 727 00:58:13,210 --> 00:58:16,817 known to man, just look at their heartbeats. 728 00:58:17,905 --> 00:58:19,822 - Please no, just stop. 729 00:58:20,976 --> 00:58:23,226 I thrive on this confusion. 730 00:58:26,655 --> 00:58:29,780 What are they gonna do to me? 731 00:58:29,780 --> 00:58:31,280 Please, just stop. 732 00:58:33,809 --> 00:58:34,642 Just stop. 733 00:58:35,674 --> 00:58:38,601 What are they gonna do to me? 734 00:58:38,601 --> 00:58:41,070 (Maddy cries) 735 00:58:41,070 --> 00:58:45,390 Please, no, just stop. (dramatic music) 736 00:58:45,390 --> 00:58:46,890 You're hurting me. 737 00:58:47,950 --> 00:58:50,230 Please, no, just stop. 738 00:58:50,230 --> 00:58:52,529 Please, no, just stop. 739 00:58:52,529 --> 00:58:54,029 You're hurting me. 740 00:58:56,939 --> 00:58:58,106 No, just stop. 741 00:59:00,345 --> 00:59:03,101 (dramatic music) (muffled whispering) 742 00:59:03,101 --> 00:59:04,472 Stop. 743 00:59:04,472 --> 00:59:07,305 (muffled talking) 744 00:59:09,894 --> 00:59:11,281 - [Roberta] Adrenaline is the oldest psychedelic 745 00:59:11,281 --> 00:59:13,983 known to man, just look at their heartbeats. 746 00:59:13,983 --> 00:59:16,733 - You're terrible, you're poison! 747 00:59:18,232 --> 00:59:21,380 (dramatic music) 748 00:59:21,380 --> 00:59:26,289 - I absolutely adore analogue, but it fades away. 749 00:59:26,289 --> 00:59:30,206 It fades away. (dramatic music) 750 00:59:33,799 --> 00:59:38,799 But it fades away. (water splashing) 751 00:59:39,316 --> 00:59:42,899 (dramatic music continues) 752 00:59:45,803 --> 00:59:49,822 I absolutely adore analogue, but it fades away. 753 00:59:49,822 --> 00:59:54,312 (tape whirring) (dramatic music) 754 00:59:54,312 --> 00:59:57,062 (static buzzing) 755 01:00:01,181 --> 01:00:03,848 (ominous music) 756 01:00:05,762 --> 01:00:08,762 (suspenseful music) 757 01:00:10,080 --> 01:00:13,163 (ghostly whispering) 758 01:00:21,142 --> 01:00:22,725 That one's damaged. 759 01:00:25,921 --> 01:00:27,203 (Judith sighs) 760 01:00:27,203 --> 01:00:30,530 (dark dramatic music) 761 01:00:30,530 --> 01:00:33,530 (suspenseful music) 762 01:00:37,151 --> 01:00:39,901 (dramatic music) 763 01:00:41,425 --> 01:00:43,008 Maddy, my daughter. 764 01:00:44,640 --> 01:00:46,640 - [Maddy] No, just stop. 765 01:00:47,701 --> 01:00:49,341 I find it hard to differentiate- 766 01:00:49,341 --> 01:00:52,240 - [Roberta] Maddy, my daughter. 767 01:00:52,240 --> 01:00:55,120 - [Maddy] I thrive on this confusion. 768 01:00:55,120 --> 01:00:59,920 (static buzzing) (dramatic music) 769 01:00:59,920 --> 01:01:02,753 You're terrible and you're poison! 770 01:01:09,673 --> 01:01:14,673 (dramatic music) (muffled talking) 771 01:01:38,004 --> 01:01:43,004 (muffled talking) (dramatic music continues) 772 01:01:51,113 --> 01:01:53,735 (muffled laughing) 773 01:01:53,735 --> 01:01:56,425 (glasses clinking) 774 01:01:56,425 --> 01:01:59,092 (ominous music) 775 01:02:08,236 --> 01:02:09,664 (light dramatic music) 776 01:02:09,664 --> 01:02:13,082 (dramatic music) (muffled singing) 777 01:02:13,082 --> 01:02:18,082 ♪ Forever ♪ 778 01:02:18,303 --> 01:02:23,303 ♪ I know ♪ 779 01:02:25,941 --> 01:02:30,941 ♪ I ♪ 780 01:02:32,303 --> 01:02:37,303 ♪ Told ♪ 781 01:02:38,981 --> 01:02:43,981 ♪ You ♪ 782 01:02:45,474 --> 01:02:50,474 ♪ Go ♪ 783 01:02:51,962 --> 01:02:56,962 ♪ Now ♪ 784 01:02:57,381 --> 01:03:02,381 ♪ I am cold ♪ 785 01:03:03,362 --> 01:03:08,362 ♪ Without you ♪ 786 01:03:10,434 --> 01:03:13,342 ♪ I'm so cold ♪ 787 01:03:13,342 --> 01:03:15,570 (static buzzing) (water splashing) 788 01:03:15,570 --> 01:03:17,170 - At the end of the residency 789 01:03:17,170 --> 01:03:20,050 you will have your first solo show 790 01:03:20,933 --> 01:03:22,912 and it will be marvellous. 791 01:03:22,912 --> 01:03:26,330 (dramatic music) ♪ Know ♪ 792 01:03:26,330 --> 01:03:28,197 - So, what are you doing with her? 793 01:03:28,197 --> 01:03:30,520 - It's sort of like a residency. 794 01:03:30,520 --> 01:03:32,671 There's gonna be this big show at the end. 795 01:03:32,671 --> 01:03:34,733 (static buzzing) 796 01:03:34,733 --> 01:03:38,900 - No matter what you say or do you cannot make me. 797 01:03:39,810 --> 01:03:44,780 - So, this new job, is the money any good? 798 01:03:44,780 --> 01:03:47,279 - [Judith] It's a really great opportunity. 799 01:03:47,279 --> 01:03:50,029 (dramatic music) 800 01:03:52,530 --> 01:03:57,530 - [Maddy] No matter what you say or do you cannot make me. 801 01:04:02,101 --> 01:04:04,768 ♪ I love you so ♪ 802 01:04:06,792 --> 01:04:07,625 (static buzzing) 803 01:04:07,625 --> 01:04:08,850 - [Maddy] I find it hard to differentiate 804 01:04:08,850 --> 01:04:09,993 myself from my work. 805 01:04:09,993 --> 01:04:14,993 (dramatic music) (muffled singing) 806 01:04:16,772 --> 01:04:21,772 I thrive on this confusion. 807 01:04:22,117 --> 01:04:26,072 I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work. 808 01:04:26,072 --> 01:04:30,072 No matter what you say or do you cannot make me. 809 01:04:31,651 --> 01:04:33,503 I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work. 810 01:04:33,503 --> 01:04:35,159 No, just stop. 811 01:04:35,159 --> 01:04:38,084 No matter what you say or do 812 01:04:38,084 --> 01:04:40,415 you cannot make me. - Maddy, my daughter. 813 01:04:40,415 --> 01:04:45,165 - [Maddy] (cries) Please, no, just stop. 814 01:04:46,469 --> 01:04:49,072 No, please just stop, just stop. 815 01:04:49,072 --> 01:04:52,192 (dramatic music) 816 01:04:52,192 --> 01:04:54,359 ♪ Forever ♪ 817 01:04:55,520 --> 01:04:56,704 - [Roberta] I don't think the apple fell 818 01:04:56,704 --> 01:04:58,473 very far from my tree. 819 01:04:58,473 --> 01:04:59,952 - [Maddy] No, just stop. 820 01:04:59,952 --> 01:05:02,914 - [Roberta] The only place off limits is my work room. 821 01:05:02,914 --> 01:05:04,772 Adrenaline is the oldest psychedelic known to man, 822 01:05:04,772 --> 01:05:06,929 just look at their heartbeats. 823 01:05:06,929 --> 01:05:09,482 - [Maddy] What are they gonna do to me? 824 01:05:09,482 --> 01:05:14,429 I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work. 825 01:05:14,429 --> 01:05:17,274 No matter what you say or do... 826 01:05:17,274 --> 01:05:19,969 - [Roberta] The only place off limits is my work room. 827 01:05:19,969 --> 01:05:21,689 - [Maddy] I thrive on this confusion. 828 01:05:21,689 --> 01:05:23,264 - [Roberta] Adrenaline is the oldest psychedelic known 829 01:05:23,264 --> 01:05:26,097 to man, just what the heart needs. 830 01:05:27,526 --> 01:05:30,426 - [Maddy] I thrive on this confusion. 831 01:05:30,426 --> 01:05:32,109 - [Roberta] Adrenaline is the oldest psychedelic known 832 01:05:32,109 --> 01:05:33,974 to man, just what the heart needs. 833 01:05:33,974 --> 01:05:35,540 Adrenaline is the oldest psychedelic known to man, 834 01:05:35,540 --> 01:05:37,448 just what the heart needs. 835 01:05:37,448 --> 01:05:40,281 (heavy breathing) 836 01:05:42,170 --> 01:05:43,033 - There's a tea. 837 01:05:44,230 --> 01:05:45,393 Probably cold. 838 01:05:46,838 --> 01:05:49,583 It can still be nice, though, even if it's cold. 839 01:05:51,398 --> 01:05:52,717 - I don't remember. 840 01:05:52,717 --> 01:05:54,440 What have I done? 841 01:05:54,440 --> 01:05:55,900 Where's my phone, I... 842 01:05:55,900 --> 01:05:57,300 - Where did you last see it? 843 01:06:00,000 --> 01:06:01,320 - How are you feeling, my dear? 844 01:06:01,320 --> 01:06:02,603 You put on quite a show. 845 01:06:07,170 --> 01:06:08,820 - What have you done with my things? 846 01:06:08,820 --> 01:06:10,660 - You probably dropped them in the woods 847 01:06:10,660 --> 01:06:11,770 along with your clothes. 848 01:06:11,770 --> 01:06:14,760 - Oh, god, I never meant- 849 01:06:14,760 --> 01:06:17,580 - I've always said there's nothing quite as honest as flesh. 850 01:06:17,580 --> 01:06:18,730 Well, we've all got it. 851 01:06:22,172 --> 01:06:24,250 - Why can't I remember? 852 01:06:24,250 --> 01:06:26,430 - Don't give it a second thought, you were the life 853 01:06:26,430 --> 01:06:28,630 and soul of the party, everybody thought so. 854 01:06:31,780 --> 01:06:33,430 - I'm feeling a bit sick, I think I should- 855 01:06:33,430 --> 01:06:35,260 - Oh, you'll survive. 856 01:06:35,260 --> 01:06:36,427 We had one of the top doctors in 857 01:06:36,427 --> 01:06:37,827 the country here last night. 858 01:06:40,480 --> 01:06:41,313 - What'd he say? 859 01:06:42,250 --> 01:06:44,910 - She said you'll survive. 860 01:06:44,910 --> 01:06:46,660 - No, I really, I think I should... 861 01:06:49,000 --> 01:06:51,200 - No, no, I think you need to stay in bed. 862 01:06:51,200 --> 01:06:52,297 Doctor's orders. 863 01:06:55,699 --> 01:06:58,032 - Can I use the house phone? 864 01:07:01,659 --> 01:07:02,492 (light dramatic music) 865 01:07:02,492 --> 01:07:03,711 - Suzy? 866 01:07:03,711 --> 01:07:07,794 (light dramatic music continues) 867 01:07:28,274 --> 01:07:30,191 - Some privacy, please. 868 01:07:33,647 --> 01:07:36,314 (ominous music) 869 01:07:38,846 --> 01:07:40,786 (door thuds) 870 01:07:40,786 --> 01:07:43,536 (phone clicking) 871 01:07:49,074 --> 01:07:51,657 (Judith sighs) 872 01:07:53,154 --> 01:07:54,620 (phone ringing) 873 01:07:54,620 --> 01:07:56,340 - [Mom] Hello, you're through to my phone. 874 01:07:56,340 --> 01:07:59,010 I'm Dawn Chambers, you can leave a message 875 01:07:59,010 --> 01:08:01,300 or if you want you can call me back. 876 01:08:01,300 --> 01:08:03,640 Probably best 'cause we can never find my answering phone. 877 01:08:03,640 --> 01:08:04,540 Thanks! (phone beeps) 878 01:08:04,540 --> 01:08:05,810 - Hi, Mom, it's me. 879 01:08:05,810 --> 01:08:09,930 I, um, I just wanted to say hi from the residency. 880 01:08:09,930 --> 01:08:12,083 It's fine, it's going fine, I'm fine. 881 01:08:13,847 --> 01:08:18,847 (phone clattering) (light rhythmic music) 882 01:08:27,824 --> 01:08:28,657 (water bubbling) 883 01:08:28,657 --> 01:08:32,740 (light rhythmic music continues) 884 01:08:44,601 --> 01:08:45,721 (static buzzing) 885 01:08:45,721 --> 01:08:49,804 (light rhythmic music continues) 886 01:09:09,766 --> 01:09:13,016 (light dramatic music) 887 01:09:17,404 --> 01:09:20,071 - [Maddy] No, please, just stop. 888 01:09:21,906 --> 01:09:26,906 (people clapping) (people cheering) 889 01:09:31,146 --> 01:09:36,146 (water splashing) (dramatic music) 890 01:09:48,242 --> 01:09:51,659 (shower water pattering) 891 01:10:05,843 --> 01:10:10,843 (ominous music) (door squeaking) 892 01:10:11,137 --> 01:10:12,877 - You never met Maddy, did you? 893 01:10:16,534 --> 01:10:18,951 (door thuds) 894 01:10:20,950 --> 01:10:23,253 - Come on, put your clothes on. 895 01:10:25,010 --> 01:10:27,333 - Where are my clothes? - [Suzy] You can wear this. 896 01:10:27,333 --> 01:10:28,363 - They're not mine! 897 01:10:29,430 --> 01:10:30,263 - [Suzy] Let's see. 898 01:10:30,263 --> 01:10:31,150 - They're Maddy's. 899 01:10:32,288 --> 01:10:34,740 (Suzy sighs) (light dramatic music) 900 01:10:34,740 --> 01:10:38,673 - Yet, I think they'll fit very very well. 901 01:10:41,303 --> 01:10:46,303 (birds chirping) (ominous music) 902 01:10:54,636 --> 01:10:57,386 (plate thudding) 903 01:11:02,004 --> 01:11:02,913 (sighs) Come on. 904 01:11:04,170 --> 01:11:06,003 Let's get you out of here. 905 01:11:09,226 --> 01:11:10,083 (birds chirping) 906 01:11:10,083 --> 01:11:11,830 When I feel a bit down I like to go for 907 01:11:11,830 --> 01:11:13,713 a nice stroll around the garden. 908 01:11:15,890 --> 01:11:17,790 You let me know if you get cold, okay? 909 01:11:19,890 --> 01:11:21,290 - How long have I been here? 910 01:11:22,565 --> 01:11:23,413 - A few weeks. 911 01:11:27,125 --> 01:11:29,656 - It doesn't make any sense. 912 01:11:29,656 --> 01:11:30,489 - I know. 913 01:11:31,390 --> 01:11:32,493 Time flies. 914 01:11:33,880 --> 01:11:36,393 It's good to see Roberta in such high spirits. 915 01:11:37,760 --> 01:11:38,593 - Is she? 916 01:11:39,536 --> 01:11:41,140 - Of course. 917 01:11:41,140 --> 01:11:42,140 She's over the moon. 918 01:11:43,940 --> 01:11:44,773 - Why? 919 01:11:47,590 --> 01:11:48,690 - Didn't she tell you? 920 01:11:50,696 --> 01:11:52,234 Maddy's back. (dramatic music) 921 01:11:52,234 --> 01:11:54,984 (static buzzing) 922 01:12:00,194 --> 01:12:02,694 (door clicks) 923 01:12:05,550 --> 01:12:08,683 - I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work. 924 01:12:09,990 --> 01:12:11,603 I thrive on this confusion. 925 01:12:12,734 --> 01:12:15,410 I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work. 926 01:12:15,410 --> 01:12:16,243 - Where is she? 927 01:12:17,220 --> 01:12:19,160 - [Maddy] I thrive on this confusion. 928 01:12:19,160 --> 01:12:20,470 - Who's she? 929 01:12:20,470 --> 01:12:21,934 - [Maddy] I find it hard to differentiate 930 01:12:21,934 --> 01:12:24,168 myself from my work. - Maddy. 931 01:12:24,168 --> 01:12:25,001 Where is she? 932 01:12:25,001 --> 01:12:26,026 - [Maddy] I find it hard to differentiate 933 01:12:26,026 --> 01:12:27,866 myself from my work. - Who do you think you are? 934 01:12:27,866 --> 01:12:29,016 - [Maddy] I find it hard to differentiate 935 01:12:29,016 --> 01:12:30,943 myself from my work. 936 01:12:30,943 --> 01:12:33,276 I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work. 937 01:12:33,276 --> 01:12:35,108 I thrive on this confusion. 938 01:12:35,108 --> 01:12:36,756 I thrive on this confusion. 939 01:12:36,756 --> 01:12:38,577 I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work. 940 01:12:38,577 --> 01:12:42,218 I find it hard to differentiate myself from my work. 941 01:12:42,218 --> 01:12:44,115 I thrive on this confusion. 942 01:12:44,115 --> 01:12:45,943 - Well who would you be if you were her? 943 01:12:45,943 --> 01:12:48,294 - I wouldn't be here. 944 01:12:48,294 --> 01:12:50,780 (static buzzing) 945 01:12:50,780 --> 01:12:52,983 - The only place off limits is my work room. 946 01:12:54,270 --> 01:12:55,291 I'll keep that one. 947 01:12:55,291 --> 01:12:58,890 (metal clattering) 948 01:12:58,890 --> 01:13:02,490 When you've gone through the final reel of my archive 949 01:13:02,490 --> 01:13:05,067 then you know you'll be ready for your show. 950 01:13:05,067 --> 01:13:07,294 (ghostly whispering) 951 01:13:07,294 --> 01:13:08,950 - Fascinating. 952 01:13:08,950 --> 01:13:11,950 (film reel ticking) 953 01:13:15,161 --> 01:13:20,161 (static buzzing) (ominous music) 954 01:13:23,603 --> 01:13:27,731 (dramatic music) (door thuds) 955 01:13:27,731 --> 01:13:32,731 (film reel ticking) (static buzzing) 956 01:13:42,526 --> 01:13:45,276 (dramatic music) 957 01:14:24,940 --> 01:14:29,280 (film reel ticking) (dramatic music continues) 958 01:14:29,280 --> 01:14:31,090 (door slams) 959 01:14:31,090 --> 01:14:34,792 (keyboard clicking) 960 01:14:34,792 --> 01:14:37,792 (film reel ticking) 961 01:14:44,501 --> 01:14:47,251 (static buzzing) 962 01:14:50,709 --> 01:14:53,887 (film reel ticking) 963 01:14:53,887 --> 01:14:56,637 (dramatic music) 964 01:15:06,231 --> 01:15:08,981 (static buzzing) 965 01:15:16,362 --> 01:15:19,362 (film reel ticking) 966 01:15:23,032 --> 01:15:26,615 (dramatic music continues) 967 01:15:32,967 --> 01:15:34,826 - [Woman] Face of my life. 968 01:15:34,826 --> 01:15:39,826 (film reel ticking) (dramatic music continues) 969 01:15:45,759 --> 01:15:50,759 For I who have no voice. 970 01:15:55,018 --> 01:15:56,018 Cruel cries. 971 01:16:08,364 --> 01:16:09,197 Silence. 972 01:16:17,319 --> 01:16:18,986 Fall on my thoughts. 973 01:16:26,178 --> 01:16:27,095 Ocean break 974 01:16:35,148 --> 01:16:36,065 my silence. 975 01:16:47,018 --> 01:16:48,418 (static buzzing) 976 01:16:48,418 --> 01:16:53,418 I am pain. 977 01:16:55,068 --> 01:16:56,151 Life is pain. 978 01:17:01,747 --> 01:17:02,580 I am pain. 979 01:17:08,508 --> 01:17:09,591 Life is pain. 980 01:17:15,087 --> 01:17:16,587 Cast off this lie. 981 01:17:18,068 --> 01:17:23,068 (muffled whispering) (dramatic music continues) 982 01:17:32,844 --> 01:17:33,677 Sea. 983 01:17:37,334 --> 01:17:38,167 Sea. 984 01:17:40,813 --> 01:17:41,980 Cruel calling. 985 01:17:46,392 --> 01:17:47,624 Sea. 986 01:17:47,624 --> 01:17:51,207 (dramatic music continues) 987 01:18:03,716 --> 01:18:06,799 (muffled whispering) 988 01:18:14,132 --> 01:18:17,715 (dramatic music continues) 989 01:18:22,501 --> 01:18:24,918 (door thuds) 990 01:18:28,328 --> 01:18:30,970 (static buzzing) (light dramatic music) 991 01:18:30,970 --> 01:18:33,460 - No one wants to medicate a child, 992 01:18:33,460 --> 01:18:35,269 but everyone has a line, you know? 993 01:18:35,269 --> 01:18:36,540 Of course, she wouldn't swallow pills 994 01:18:36,540 --> 01:18:40,140 so I had to crush them up and I put the powder 995 01:18:40,140 --> 01:18:43,140 in her water with a little bit of lemon. 996 01:18:43,140 --> 01:18:44,460 She used to think that it was my singing 997 01:18:44,460 --> 01:18:45,610 that sent her to sleep. 998 01:18:47,200 --> 01:18:52,200 (static buzzing) (ominous music) 999 01:19:01,635 --> 01:19:04,885 (light dramatic music) 1000 01:19:39,707 --> 01:19:42,457 (door squeaking) 1001 01:19:53,977 --> 01:19:55,060 Welcome home. 1002 01:19:58,029 --> 01:20:01,099 (Judith sighs) 1003 01:20:01,099 --> 01:20:03,516 Everybody's asking after you. 1004 01:20:05,529 --> 01:20:07,029 - Why is this happening to me? 1005 01:20:16,610 --> 01:20:20,240 - I've come to believe that we do exactly 1006 01:20:20,240 --> 01:20:23,923 as our subconscious wills and we call it fate. 1007 01:20:26,700 --> 01:20:27,693 You need to rest. 1008 01:20:30,660 --> 01:20:32,820 - You'll never keep me here. 1009 01:20:32,820 --> 01:20:34,243 - And where will you go? 1010 01:20:34,243 --> 01:20:36,120 - It's my life. 1011 01:20:36,120 --> 01:20:37,373 - It's a living death. 1012 01:20:40,020 --> 01:20:41,223 I see something in you. 1013 01:20:42,270 --> 01:20:43,888 Time is precious. 1014 01:20:43,888 --> 01:20:45,650 (phone beeping) 1015 01:20:45,650 --> 01:20:47,070 And what about your show? 1016 01:20:47,070 --> 01:20:50,850 I'm giving you a list of my contacts, my support, my house, 1017 01:20:50,850 --> 01:20:52,370 and I want you to have it 1018 01:20:53,800 --> 01:20:58,060 because I miss you and I want you back. 1019 01:21:00,100 --> 01:21:01,423 I have an offer for you. 1020 01:21:03,190 --> 01:21:04,390 - I'd love to hear more. 1021 01:21:05,770 --> 01:21:07,170 - It doesn't work like that. 1022 01:21:08,300 --> 01:21:11,683 I need you to say yes sight unseen. 1023 01:21:17,150 --> 01:21:21,457 - No matter what you say or do you cannot make me. 1024 01:21:26,528 --> 01:21:28,111 You cannot make me. 1025 01:21:30,768 --> 01:21:33,848 - Maddy. (light dramatic music) 1026 01:21:33,848 --> 01:21:35,598 - You cannot make me. 1027 01:21:38,288 --> 01:21:40,276 (Roberta cries) 1028 01:21:40,276 --> 01:21:44,203 - Don't you ever put me through that again. 1029 01:21:47,808 --> 01:21:50,391 (Judith sighs) 1030 01:21:52,867 --> 01:21:55,987 Mommy. 1031 01:21:55,987 --> 01:21:58,154 You used to call me Mommy. 1032 01:22:01,707 --> 01:22:03,207 Do you forgive me? 1033 01:22:04,998 --> 01:22:06,976 - I don't forgive you, Mommy. 1034 01:22:06,976 --> 01:22:08,809 - I don't believe you. 1035 01:22:10,540 --> 01:22:13,507 - I will never ever forgive you. 1036 01:22:16,528 --> 01:22:17,361 - Again. 1037 01:22:19,227 --> 01:22:20,677 - I said I don't forgive you. 1038 01:22:22,667 --> 01:22:23,500 - Maddy. 1039 01:22:28,998 --> 01:22:31,243 (Roberta cries) 1040 01:22:31,243 --> 01:22:34,533 I will never let you go again, my baby girl. 1041 01:22:35,773 --> 01:22:37,438 Never again. 1042 01:22:37,438 --> 01:22:42,438 (haunting music) (Roberta cries) 1043 01:22:49,870 --> 01:22:51,047 We shouldn't keep them waiting. 1044 01:22:51,047 --> 01:22:53,995 (glasses clicking) 1045 01:22:53,995 --> 01:22:56,578 - What are they gonna do to me? 1046 01:22:57,976 --> 01:22:58,809 - Nothing. 1047 01:23:02,270 --> 01:23:03,820 Nothing you don't want them to. 1048 01:23:11,298 --> 01:23:14,548 (light dramatic music) 1049 01:23:20,210 --> 01:23:23,010 - [Judith] There's a woman in some of your earlier work. 1050 01:23:24,736 --> 01:23:26,336 She kind of looks a bit like me. 1051 01:23:28,950 --> 01:23:30,096 - [Roberta] She looks a lot like you. 1052 01:23:30,096 --> 01:23:34,706 ♪ Where I stand ♪ 1053 01:23:34,706 --> 01:23:39,706 ♪ I don't know who I am ♪ 1054 01:23:43,594 --> 01:23:45,927 ♪ Who I see ♪ 1055 01:23:47,805 --> 01:23:49,856 (light dramatic music) 1056 01:23:49,856 --> 01:23:54,856 ♪ I don't know what I see ♪ (people clapping) 1057 01:23:54,878 --> 01:23:58,211 ♪ I don't know who I am ♪ 1058 01:24:03,147 --> 01:24:08,147 (light music) (woman humming) 1059 01:24:21,316 --> 01:24:26,316 ♪ Here I stand ♪ 1060 01:24:26,817 --> 01:24:31,217 ♪ I don't know where I stand ♪ 1061 01:24:31,217 --> 01:24:35,566 ♪ I don't know who I am ♪ - No matter what you say 1062 01:24:35,566 --> 01:24:38,086 or do you cannot make me. 1063 01:24:38,086 --> 01:24:39,585 (film reel ticking) 1064 01:24:39,585 --> 01:24:43,585 No matter what you say or do you cannot make me. 1065 01:24:47,625 --> 01:24:50,375 (dramatic music) 1066 01:25:01,936 --> 01:25:04,769 (people clapping) 1067 01:25:41,365 --> 01:25:46,365 (dramatic music continues) (people clapping) 1068 01:25:52,842 --> 01:25:57,842 (glass shattering) (dramatic music continues) 1069 01:26:09,464 --> 01:26:14,464 ♪ Who I ♪ 1070 01:26:14,554 --> 01:26:16,387 ♪ See ♪ 1071 01:26:18,070 --> 01:26:21,153 (film reel clicking) 1072 01:26:22,003 --> 01:26:24,586 (upbeat music)