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♪ Ta-du, la-du, ta-du, la-du

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♪ Feel it comin' in

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♪ Yeah, it's comin' in fast

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♪ Comin' in hot like a meteor

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♪ Burnin' me up
like a dinosaur ♪

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♪ Walls are closin' in

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♪ I need a kick in the teeth

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♪ Somethin' to give me
a reason for ♪

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♪ Somethin' that's worth
dying for ♪

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♪ Ah-ah-ah

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♪ I think I'm going off
my medicine ♪

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♪ I think I need to feel
somethin' again ♪

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♪ So push the needle,
bring me closer to the edge ♪

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♪ You givin' me, you givin' me

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♪ Ah-ah, adrenaline

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♪ Ta-du, la-du, ta-du, la-du

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♪ Bu-du-du

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♪ Ta-du, la-du, ta-du, la-du

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♪ Adrenaline

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♪ Ta-du, la-du

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♪ Adrenaline

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- Yeah!
- Yeah, man!

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- All right, man.
- We got him!

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- We got him.
- We got him.

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Oh, you should've seen
your face, dude.

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You were,
"Ohh, snakes in my face, man!"

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Welcome back, bro.

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Diane.

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Maya?

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Did you forget I was coming?

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I didn't forget.

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I just...
I didn't realize it was now.

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I didn't... I didn't...
I didn't realize the time.

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I haven't been sleeping much,

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and I decided to do
a deep clean around 4:00 a.m.,

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and I lost track of time.

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Oh.

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Is your wife home?

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She doesn't live here anymore.
I don't know where she lives.

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I haven't heard from her
since the day

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she had me committed
to a loony bin.

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The term "loony bin"
is a throwback to a time

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when culturally,
we made fun of people

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with mental health crises.

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I think it's beneath you,
and I know it's beneath me.

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Okay.

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Maya, I carved out
the whole day today,

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which wasn't easy,
so I'm hoping I can come in.

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Yeah, uh, of course.
Come on in.

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I hope you don't mind the smell
of cleaning products.

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Uh, can we open a window?

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Yeah, that's... that's a...
That's probably a good idea.

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Morning, Captain.

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Gibson, I'm sure you want your
old position back,

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but lucky me,
I got so many lieutenants.

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It's fine. I'm happy to help out
while Bishop's on leave.

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Mm-hmm.

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Sullivan,
I'm assigning Gibson to you

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until he's adjusted to the job.

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Oh, sir, that's not...
That's not necessary.

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I forgot how much
I like that guy.

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Yeah. Gibson, engine needs
a hose change.

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Look, you've been off the job
for more than six months.

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That makes you the grunt.

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Make some more coffee, too.

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Great.
Sprinkles.

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Got it.

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Coffee.

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Hose change.

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Chief Ross, ladies,
I, more than anyone,

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am appalled by what happened
the other night.

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Well, what part?

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The profiling of a young,
innocent Black man,

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or the weapons being drawn

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because he had butter
in his backpack?

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All of it.

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Truthfully, it makes both
of our departments look bad.

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You see the narrative
the press is taking...

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"Firefighters versus police
in a pissing contest."

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Yeah, I saw that editorial
calling for the feds

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to investigate Seattle PD

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for possible
civil rights violations,

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but my department
wasn't mentioned.

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If we let that
narrative prevail,

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then the people lose all trust
in our city's public servants,

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firefighters included.

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We can't let that happen.

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I sense a proposition coming on.

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Stand with me - at tonight's press conference.
- Mm-hmm.

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Let's show the people
that fire and police are united,

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that we're working together
to prevent

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any other unfortunate accidents
like the other night's.

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Accidents?
If it weren't for the Chief... Hughes.

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Your officers would have - tased Jamal, or worse.
- Hughes.

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Look, my people got it wrong,

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just like your people
got it wrong

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when they leaked my wife's
and my private information

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from that Crisis One call.

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Kitty's talking about lawsuits
and lawyers and PR firms...

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No feds, though...

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But a lawsuit
can get ugly quickly,

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just like this Jamal incident
can get ugly if we let it.

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But, fortunately, Jamal got home
safely to his family.

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Because fire and police
worked together.

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That's all I'm saying.

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Oh.

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Will you stand with me?

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I'll be there.

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Herrera. Hughes.

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Chief, with all due respect,

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I think he's bluffing
on the lawsuits.

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I appreciate you both
being here. Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Thank you, Chief.

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All right.

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What's all this?

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Today, I'm on incident reports.

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And what's all that?

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Let's just say the meeting
took a turn.

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Took a turn?
That meeting went off a cliff.

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Dixon used the Crisis One leak
as leverage

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to get Ross to make nice.

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She's gonna stand with Dixon
and give PD the credit

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for the de-escalation
instead of Crisis One.

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It's gross.

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That's one more reason
why we shouldn't leak

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private information - from the calls we go on.
- Mm-hmm.

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How many more times are you
gonna shame me about that?

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As many as it takes
for the shame to really sink in.

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I mean, seriously, Travis,
it's like you don't even care.

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I do care.
I care a lot, which is why

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Eli is coming here to work
on the campaign... Oh, Eli.

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So the leak,
which was definitely misguided

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and for which
I feel great shame... No.

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Shall not be
for nothing.

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Why are you smiling?

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I missed this.

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What, you missed
everybody fighting?

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I guess so.

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And I missed that.

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<i>Aid 19, Ladder 19,
Engine 19...</i> All right. Have fun.

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<i>Requested
to 1503 Aldred Road.</i>

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Aldred Road.

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This is part of last year's
redistricting, isn't it?

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Yeah.

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Man, it's been a long time
since I've been back here.

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Wait, is this
your old neighborhood?

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Hey, can we go get the, um...
The guava popsicles

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from the corner store
you told me about?

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You know, I'd love
to get one of those,

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but those are actually
in my other old neighborhood.

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- Your other old neighborhood?
- Yeah.

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My mom and I, we moved there
when I was 14 after my dad died.

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This is where we lived when...
When he was alive.

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And we just passed a condo
that used to be the corner store

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I went to with my mom
back in the day.

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It's all so different
from what I remember.

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I think you've made
plenty of room.

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No, this place is a mess.

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I'm not sure I can think
in a place this messy.

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That's perfect.

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You're not gonna do much
thinking today.

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Is that a joke?

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Nope.

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Well, I have a hard time... Sitting?

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Resting.
Perfect.

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You're definitely not going
to be resting today.

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We're not resting or thinking?
What are we doing?

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Drawing.

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I would definitely prefer
to think or rest.

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Hm. It's nice to see
your sense of humor

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is still in there somewhere.

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In there somewhere?
What's that supposed to mean?

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Maya, your wife had to 5150 you

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to get you the medical care
you needed,

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and your employers
are waiting for me

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to determine if it's safe
to let you go back to work.

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You can keep moving furniture,

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or you can keep challenging
every word I say,

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you could keep your guard up
all day if you want to,

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but it's not gonna get you
back to work any faster.

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Do you still hope to get back
to work for the fire department?

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Ladder 19 fire attack,
get some ventilation flowing.

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Engine 19, search and rescue.

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Set up triage just in case.

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Hey, bro!
Theo Ruiz!

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Hey! What's up?
It's me, Tomás.

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Don't be acting like you
don't know me, Teodora.

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Hey, Tomás.
I got a job to do here, man.

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That's my boy right there.
Look at him, just like his pops.

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Hey, come by the barbershop
sometime, bro.

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I'll hook you up
with the family discount!

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Yeah, I'll catch up
with you later.

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All right.

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No.
Hello to you, too.

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Travis isn't here.

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And I didn't have time for you
before you proved yourself

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a total pariah monster.

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I really don't have
the time for you now.

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And, uh, what, pray tell,
have I done that solidified

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my "pariah monster" status
in your estimation?

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The Dixon leak.
That was your fault.

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And now that stupid blond slug

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is using it
as leverage against Ross.

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Travis has risen in the
polls... No more talking.

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Also, get out.

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Andy, don't be shortsighted.

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You have to see
the bigger picture.

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Close your eyes.

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Okay, keep them open.

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But picture a world
where Dixon isn't mayor,

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Crisis One is safe,

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and Travis' soul
is still intact.

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Your team is united and strong.

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No, yeah, I... I-I see it.

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I-I... I think I...
I'm seeing the bigger picture.

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Wow. Wait, I think
I see something else.

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Oh, yeah?
What do you see?

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Your ass on a curb, never
to be seen or heard from again.

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I think I rather like that
my ass is in your picture.

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Oh, my God.

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All right, Ruiz,
you go straight ahead.

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Hughes,
you're with me. Copy.

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Let's be quick.

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Hughes, to the right.

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Anybody in here?

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Hello? Hello?

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Hello?
Anybody in here?

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The fire is off the kitchen,
but no civilians.

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Copy.
Continue search and rescue.

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There's nothing upstairs.

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Mari, get under her.
Grab her legs!

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Help us, please!
You have to help us!

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Okay, what am I drawing?

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A timeline.

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Of what?

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Uh, well, you're an Olympian.

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Not only that, you won the gold
on a sprained ankle.

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Yep.

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What happened to your ankle?

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I twisted it at Halloween,
and it hasn't quite healed yet.

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And at the Olympics?

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I twisted it at
the Olympic Village

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two nights before my big race.

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I was chasing after a girl
from the French relay team.

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I was tipsy.
It was stupid.

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I was stupid.
But I wasn't gonna let

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one stupid night decide my fate,

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so I ran anyway,
and I won anyway.

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Got it. Okay.

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Make a timeline
of your Olympic win.

252
00:11:13,880 --> 00:11:15,743
Every relevant moment
leading up to it.

253
00:11:15,744 --> 00:11:17,261
That's impossible.

254
00:11:17,262 --> 00:11:18,711
How am I supposed to remember
every moment?

255
00:11:18,712 --> 00:11:20,851
The ones that matter
will come to you.

256
00:11:20,852 --> 00:11:24,061
Start with the first time
you ever had the thought,

257
00:11:24,062 --> 00:11:25,823
"I want to win."

258
00:11:50,192 --> 00:11:52,055
What do we got?

259
00:11:52,056 --> 00:11:54,782
She was already having trouble
breathing and needs assistance.

260
00:11:54,783 --> 00:11:56,094
It's all right.
Come on, come on.

261
00:11:58,718 --> 00:12:00,408
She's gonna be all right, right?

262
00:12:00,409 --> 00:12:02,169
We got her, we got her.

263
00:12:07,174 --> 00:12:09,141
Ma'am, save your breath.

264
00:12:09,142 --> 00:12:10,868
Smoke inhalation
can creep up on you.

265
00:12:23,777 --> 00:12:25,467
We shouldn't have stayed.

266
00:12:25,468 --> 00:12:26,675
I told you we shouldn't
have stayed.

267
00:12:26,676 --> 00:12:28,401
It's our home!
Why wouldn't we stay?

268
00:12:28,402 --> 00:12:30,058
They're gonna foreclose
on our home.

269
00:12:30,059 --> 00:12:32,509
Sit down, sit down.
Let me check your oxygen levels.

270
00:12:32,510 --> 00:12:35,754
All that hard work for nothing.

271
00:12:35,755 --> 00:12:37,825
We're gonna lose our house
after all.

272
00:12:37,826 --> 00:12:39,516
No!

273
00:12:39,517 --> 00:12:42,346
You'll save it, right?

274
00:12:42,347 --> 00:12:44,072
You know,
we're Seattle's finest.

275
00:12:44,073 --> 00:12:46,938
We got you.

276
00:12:56,568 --> 00:12:58,846
Filing, doing the dishes...

277
00:12:58,847 --> 00:12:59,950
When you're not out there
being a superhero,

278
00:12:59,951 --> 00:13:01,551
you're ostensibly
a 1960s secretary, huh?

279
00:13:03,023 --> 00:13:04,334
Something I've always wanted.

280
00:13:04,335 --> 00:13:07,647
The deal was you be quiet,
I let you stay.

281
00:13:07,648 --> 00:13:09,615
Why do you hate me?

282
00:13:09,616 --> 00:13:11,168
Your disproportionate love
for yourself

283
00:13:11,169 --> 00:13:12,791
has to be balanced out somehow.

284
00:13:12,792 --> 00:13:14,378
- I'm just doing my part.
- I'm not a bad guy.

285
00:13:14,379 --> 00:13:15,966
- I never said you were.
- But you treat me like one.

286
00:13:15,967 --> 00:13:17,209
And, you know, that's fine,
I can take it,

287
00:13:17,210 --> 00:13:18,727
but you're influencing Travis.

288
00:13:18,728 --> 00:13:20,799
Travis is an adult, all right?

289
00:13:20,800 --> 00:13:22,352
He can make up his own mind
about people.

290
00:13:22,353 --> 00:13:23,387
Yeah, yeah, he did.
He picked me.

291
00:13:23,388 --> 00:13:26,045
He chose to work with me.

292
00:13:26,046 --> 00:13:29,462
You don't like my methodology,
but it's not my methodology.

293
00:13:29,463 --> 00:13:31,361
It's how you win an election.

294
00:13:31,362 --> 00:13:32,569
I get Travis across
the finish line

295
00:13:32,570 --> 00:13:34,364
or it's Michael Dixon, yeah?

296
00:13:34,365 --> 00:13:37,367
The man that will wreak havoc
on this city and Crisis One,

297
00:13:37,368 --> 00:13:39,472
not to mention
any number of petty paybacks

298
00:13:39,473 --> 00:13:40,819
that cretin will throw
at this station.

299
00:13:40,820 --> 00:13:42,475
I... Well, what do you want me
to do about it?

300
00:13:42,476 --> 00:13:43,891
I want you to get out
of Travis' ear about me

301
00:13:43,892 --> 00:13:46,134
and into everyone else's <i>for</i> me.

302
00:13:46,135 --> 00:13:47,860
You're the true leader
of this station.

303
00:13:47,861 --> 00:13:49,482
Okay, now you're just trying
to butter me up.

304
00:13:49,483 --> 00:13:50,898
Only if you find
the truth flattering.

305
00:13:50,899 --> 00:13:52,244
You have a tremendous amount
of influence

306
00:13:52,245 --> 00:13:54,177
with these people
and you know it.

307
00:13:54,178 --> 00:13:55,868
Look, I don't work for you.

308
00:13:55,869 --> 00:13:57,387
You wouldn't be doing it for me,
you'd be doing it for Travis,

309
00:13:57,388 --> 00:13:58,975
you'd be doing it
for the city of Seattle.

310
00:13:58,976 --> 00:14:00,252
You'd be doing it for the good
of freaking humanity.

311
00:14:00,253 --> 00:14:01,874
And you took it too far.

312
00:14:01,875 --> 00:14:03,359
Too far. Okay. Yeah.

313
00:14:05,258 --> 00:14:07,086
Okay, that's good.

314
00:14:07,087 --> 00:14:09,261
But I only got to age 12.

315
00:14:09,262 --> 00:14:10,262
We have enough.

316
00:14:10,263 --> 00:14:11,332
Enough for what?

317
00:14:11,333 --> 00:14:13,265
What does this say?

318
00:14:13,266 --> 00:14:14,404
You can't read it?

319
00:14:14,405 --> 00:14:18,097
I can read it, but...

320
00:14:18,098 --> 00:14:19,512
I'd like you to read it.

321
00:14:19,513 --> 00:14:21,342
That feels a little patronizing
to me.

322
00:14:21,343 --> 00:14:24,069
You feel a little exhausting
to me, so we're even.

323
00:14:24,070 --> 00:14:25,518
Fair enough.

324
00:14:25,519 --> 00:14:29,246
It says, "3 years old,
my cousin's track meet."

325
00:14:29,247 --> 00:14:32,422
That's the first thought
you had of winning?

326
00:14:32,423 --> 00:14:34,286
The first one I can remember.

327
00:14:34,287 --> 00:14:35,528
Because your cousin won.

328
00:14:35,529 --> 00:14:37,737
No, because she lost.

329
00:14:37,738 --> 00:14:42,259
She was winning
and then... she lost.

330
00:14:42,260 --> 00:14:44,123
And I-I saw his face.

331
00:14:44,124 --> 00:14:45,711
Who's he?
My dad.

332
00:14:45,712 --> 00:14:50,474
I-I saw... his face
when she lost.

333
00:14:50,475 --> 00:14:51,820
You know, my ankle hurts.
I'm gonna get some ice.

334
00:14:51,821 --> 00:14:53,892
Wait.

335
00:14:53,893 --> 00:14:57,930
Before you get that ice,
can you move toward that pain?

336
00:14:57,931 --> 00:14:59,898
I don't know what that means,
but my ankle hurts.

337
00:14:59,899 --> 00:15:01,554
Okay, just let it hurt.

338
00:15:01,555 --> 00:15:03,936
I need ice!

339
00:15:03,937 --> 00:15:07,767
You ran a race on
a sprained ankle and won gold.

340
00:15:07,768 --> 00:15:09,943
You can sit with pain, Maya.

341
00:15:12,912 --> 00:15:13,947
Just touch your ankle.

342
00:15:15,673 --> 00:15:18,745
Just put your hand on it.

343
00:15:34,588 --> 00:15:37,349
I don't... I don't...

344
00:15:37,350 --> 00:15:38,764
I don't know why.

345
00:15:38,765 --> 00:15:40,628
It's okay.

346
00:15:40,629 --> 00:15:41,974
It's okay not to know.

347
00:15:41,975 --> 00:15:43,769
I don't want to lose.

348
00:15:43,770 --> 00:15:45,081
I don't want to lose!

349
00:15:45,082 --> 00:15:46,703
I don't want to lose.

350
00:15:46,704 --> 00:15:48,118
It's okay, Maya.
Let it out.

351
00:15:48,119 --> 00:15:50,086
I just... I don't want to lose.

352
00:15:50,087 --> 00:15:51,777
I don't want to lose.

353
00:15:51,778 --> 00:15:53,504
It's okay.

354
00:15:57,542 --> 00:15:59,372
I don't want
to lose. I don't want...

355
00:16:01,443 --> 00:16:04,998
I don't want to lose.

356
00:16:07,483 --> 00:16:10,313
I don't want to lose.

357
00:16:10,314 --> 00:16:14,042
I don't... I don't want to lose.

358
00:16:17,010 --> 00:16:18,046
Mm-hmm.

359
00:16:19,771 --> 00:16:23,671
Mari, you're okay
and you're safe, all right?

360
00:16:23,672 --> 00:16:25,500
We're gonna take care of you
and your family.

361
00:16:25,501 --> 00:16:26,985
It's gonna take
a lot more than you think

362
00:16:26,986 --> 00:16:28,710
to fix this family up now.

363
00:16:28,711 --> 00:16:31,196
Can I get a hand
with these hoses over here?

364
00:16:31,197 --> 00:16:33,198
Don't worry, <i>mija.
Mija,</i> we're gonna get back

365
00:16:33,199 --> 00:16:34,820
on our feet.

366
00:16:34,821 --> 00:16:36,304
We don't even have a home
to reclaim.

367
00:16:36,305 --> 00:16:37,305
We've lost everything.

368
00:16:41,897 --> 00:16:45,693
You have to save our house. Please.

369
00:16:45,694 --> 00:16:47,419
Oh, no.

370
00:16:47,420 --> 00:16:49,662
No. Our family bible.

371
00:16:49,663 --> 00:16:51,043
It's got our family tree,
birth records,

372
00:16:51,044 --> 00:16:52,459
citizenship papers... Okay, okay.

373
00:16:54,703 --> 00:16:55,945
Okay.
Okay, okay, okay. Okay.

374
00:17:00,398 --> 00:17:01,606
Okay. No, no, no, no.

375
00:17:05,058 --> 00:17:07,059
Captain, what's the status
on the fire?

376
00:17:07,060 --> 00:17:09,544
Contained to two rooms
at the rear of the first floor.

377
00:17:09,545 --> 00:17:11,236
Our civilians need
their family bible.

378
00:17:11,237 --> 00:17:12,720
I can run back in and get it.
It'll only take a minute.

379
00:17:12,721 --> 00:17:13,893
We wait till the fire's
completely out to retrieve

380
00:17:13,894 --> 00:17:15,516
any personal items.

381
00:17:15,517 --> 00:17:16,862
You just said
the fire's contained.

382
00:17:16,863 --> 00:17:18,277
I-I've seen my dad walk
a whole family...

383
00:17:18,278 --> 00:17:20,729
Ruiz, get back
to your station now.

384
00:17:23,111 --> 00:17:25,077
Hey! Hey.
Where's Mari?

385
00:17:25,078 --> 00:17:26,045
She was following you.

386
00:17:26,046 --> 00:17:27,632
Mom!

387
00:17:29,772 --> 00:17:30,945
Damn it! Mari!

388
00:17:30,946 --> 00:17:32,947
Ruiz, get back here!

389
00:17:32,948 --> 00:17:35,122
Hey, Captain, you have a civilian
that just went back inside.

390
00:17:35,123 --> 00:17:37,952
Then go in
and get them, Montgomery.

391
00:17:37,953 --> 00:17:40,472
19, we still need
those back rooms overhauled.

392
00:17:40,473 --> 00:17:43,131
Get two blowers in the front
door and clear out that smoke.

393
00:17:45,650 --> 00:17:47,790
Mari!
Oh, my God!

394
00:17:49,965 --> 00:17:51,759
No, no, no, no, no, no, no,
no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

395
00:17:51,760 --> 00:17:54,106
No, no, no, Hughes,
wait, wait, wait!

396
00:17:54,107 --> 00:17:55,970
Hughes, Hughes, - Hughes, Hughes.
- You have to let me go! You have to let me go!

397
00:17:55,971 --> 00:17:58,110
Vic, we have...
Vic, we have to wait!

398
00:17:58,111 --> 00:18:00,941
- I know, I know.
- Ruiz, Montgomery, report.

399
00:18:05,014 --> 00:18:08,121
Montgomery, Ruiz,
what's your status?

400
00:18:10,813 --> 00:18:12,435
Stand by for Rapid Intervention.

401
00:18:12,436 --> 00:18:15,955
We may need saws and axes
to extricate our team.

402
00:18:15,956 --> 00:18:18,649
Montgomery, Ruiz, report!

403
00:18:23,861 --> 00:18:26,138
<i>Copy, Captain.
We're in the basement.</i>

404
00:18:26,139 --> 00:18:28,831
Are you injured?

405
00:18:31,662 --> 00:18:32,972
You good?

406
00:18:32,973 --> 00:18:33,973
That really sucked.

407
00:18:33,974 --> 00:18:35,354
Mari, are you hurt?

408
00:18:35,355 --> 00:18:37,149
No, somehow.

409
00:18:37,150 --> 00:18:38,806
Captain, we're all okay.

410
00:18:38,807 --> 00:18:40,704
But we don't know where
that explosion came from.

411
00:18:40,705 --> 00:18:42,637
<i>Do you?</i>
No, no idea.

412
00:18:42,638 --> 00:18:44,363
Make your way out ASAP.

413
00:18:44,364 --> 00:18:46,538
Copy, Captain,
but the stairwell has collapsed,

414
00:18:46,539 --> 00:18:48,056
and there's a fire
in the other direction.

415
00:18:48,057 --> 00:18:49,299
I don't see another way
out of here.

416
00:18:49,300 --> 00:18:52,026
We may be trapped.

417
00:18:52,027 --> 00:18:54,270
Look, I-I-I'm saying,
you're a firefighter,

418
00:18:54,271 --> 00:18:55,823
you don't understand
the intricacies of this.

419
00:18:55,824 --> 00:18:56,996
How are we still having
this conversation?

420
00:18:56,997 --> 00:18:58,550
How are you still here?

421
00:18:58,551 --> 00:18:59,723
You slide down a little pole,
you go out,

422
00:18:59,724 --> 00:19:01,553
you save cats and kids... Okay.

423
00:19:01,554 --> 00:19:03,693
Acting stupid and noble
and the world needs that.

424
00:19:03,694 --> 00:19:05,453
But I win elections
for the good guys

425
00:19:05,454 --> 00:19:06,454
and the world needs that, too.
Ah, okay.

426
00:19:06,455 --> 00:19:07,662
Stupid and noble.

427
00:19:07,663 --> 00:19:09,216
I didn't mean... Yeah, you did.

428
00:19:09,217 --> 00:19:10,734
What will it take for you
to just lay off

429
00:19:10,735 --> 00:19:12,495
and let me do my thing?

430
00:19:12,496 --> 00:19:15,187
Okay.
Slide down that pole.

431
00:19:15,188 --> 00:19:16,844
You're joking.

432
00:19:16,845 --> 00:19:18,811
No. The people who slide down
that pole

433
00:19:18,812 --> 00:19:21,228
are part of the Stupid
and Noble Firefighter Club.

434
00:19:21,229 --> 00:19:23,299
They're the only ones I listen
to about firefighter stuff.

435
00:19:23,300 --> 00:19:25,232
Go ahead. Go on.

436
00:19:25,233 --> 00:19:28,856
This is literally a primary
school catwalk playground thing.

437
00:19:28,857 --> 00:19:30,754
Yeah. Yeah. Totally.
Just, you know, kid stuff.

438
00:19:30,755 --> 00:19:34,068
'Cause we're just big,
dumb kids who fight fires.

439
00:19:34,069 --> 00:19:35,932
Big, dumb kids...

440
00:19:35,933 --> 00:19:37,831
Hey! No! Eli!
No!

441
00:19:38,867 --> 00:19:41,903
Oh, my God! No!

442
00:19:41,904 --> 00:19:43,905
I was kidding, you idiot.

443
00:19:43,906 --> 00:19:45,597
We need to call for help.

444
00:19:45,598 --> 00:19:48,047
I am literally who would arrive.

445
00:19:48,048 --> 00:19:51,223
Ugh, you're lucky
it's just a dislocation.

446
00:19:51,224 --> 00:19:52,328
You coulda killed yourself.

447
00:19:52,329 --> 00:19:53,536
You told me to!

448
00:19:53,537 --> 00:19:55,262
Hey, hey, hey.
I was kidding.

449
00:19:55,263 --> 00:19:57,229
Ohhh, my God!

450
00:19:57,230 --> 00:19:59,231
No one, two, three?
Okay.

451
00:19:59,232 --> 00:20:01,233
Are you in pain or not?

452
00:20:01,234 --> 00:20:02,510
Huh.
All right.

453
00:20:02,511 --> 00:20:03,615
Come on,
let's get it immobilized

454
00:20:03,616 --> 00:20:05,064
and put some ice on it.

455
00:20:05,065 --> 00:20:07,066
I still can't believe
you did that.

456
00:20:07,067 --> 00:20:08,930
You told me to!

457
00:20:08,931 --> 00:20:11,243
Gibson, Warren,
grab the gurney and med gear.

458
00:20:11,244 --> 00:20:14,246
South side of the house
in the driveway.

459
00:20:14,247 --> 00:20:16,421
I shouldn't have done this.

460
00:20:16,422 --> 00:20:18,250
I'm so sorry.
Oh, God.

461
00:20:18,251 --> 00:20:19,424
Okay, Mari... Please,
God, I'm sorry.

462
00:20:19,425 --> 00:20:21,426
Listen to me.
You're okay.

463
00:20:21,427 --> 00:20:22,703
Take deep breaths in this,
all right?

464
00:20:22,704 --> 00:20:24,291
You're okay. We've got you.
Stay calm.

465
00:20:24,292 --> 00:20:26,741
Take some deep breaths.

466
00:20:26,742 --> 00:20:28,640
Captain, we've got more fires
on the basement level.

467
00:20:28,641 --> 00:20:30,469
Searching for egress.

468
00:20:30,470 --> 00:20:33,265
We put all our savings
into this house.

469
00:20:33,266 --> 00:20:35,647
We raised Lupe here.

470
00:20:35,648 --> 00:20:38,719
We brought in Julio's parents
when his father got sick.

471
00:20:38,720 --> 00:20:41,273
We just... I just wanted
something to pass down.

472
00:20:41,274 --> 00:20:42,792
I'm so sorry.

473
00:20:42,793 --> 00:20:44,138
Mari, it's okay.
Listen to me. Listen to me.

474
00:20:44,139 --> 00:20:45,657
Try not to breathe in the smoke.

475
00:20:45,658 --> 00:20:47,659
Keep that pressed
against your face.

476
00:20:47,660 --> 00:20:49,419
Hey, man.
Did you find something?

477
00:20:49,420 --> 00:20:51,835
Not yet, but this house is just
like the one I grew up in.

478
00:20:51,836 --> 00:20:53,837
They were all built
at the same time.

479
00:20:53,838 --> 00:20:55,253
There should be a window here.

480
00:20:55,254 --> 00:20:56,426
I'm so sorry.

481
00:20:56,427 --> 00:20:59,603
I can't reach.

482
00:21:02,295 --> 00:21:04,503
I can... Stay, stay, stay.

483
00:21:04,504 --> 00:21:06,092
Stay with me right here.

484
00:21:12,201 --> 00:21:14,755
Yeah!

485
00:21:14,756 --> 00:21:16,929
Captain, there's
an egress window

486
00:21:16,930 --> 00:21:18,586
<i>on the north side of the house.</i>

487
00:21:18,587 --> 00:21:21,002
Copy, Ruiz.
Moving there now.

488
00:21:21,003 --> 00:21:23,177
Captain, we got security bars
on this thing.

489
00:21:23,178 --> 00:21:26,318
Sullivan, Hughes,
grab the rotary saw.

490
00:21:26,319 --> 00:21:27,526
Keep that pressed
against your face.

491
00:21:27,527 --> 00:21:28,872
Take cover.
Turn away.

492
00:21:28,873 --> 00:21:31,151
Stay down.
Down, down.

493
00:21:36,295 --> 00:21:39,298
Here.
Get some air.

494
00:21:45,994 --> 00:21:48,961
Chief Ross, just the person
I was looking for.

495
00:21:48,962 --> 00:21:51,343
Dixon, to what do I owe
the pleasure, again,

496
00:21:51,344 --> 00:21:54,795
today, but only a few hours
after I just saw you?

497
00:21:54,796 --> 00:21:56,486
It was the success
of our morning's adventure

498
00:21:56,487 --> 00:21:57,901
that inspired me to come.

499
00:21:57,902 --> 00:21:59,662
Matcha latte?

500
00:21:59,663 --> 00:22:02,250
According to my wife,
all the pretty girls love these.

501
00:22:02,251 --> 00:22:04,183
And pretty girls
in a complimentary way,

502
00:22:04,184 --> 00:22:05,702
not a pejorative way.

503
00:22:05,703 --> 00:22:06,979
Michael, I have a meeting in 10.

504
00:22:06,980 --> 00:22:07,980
Oh, thank you for
calling me Michael.

505
00:22:07,981 --> 00:22:09,465
Can I call you Natasha?

506
00:22:09,466 --> 00:22:11,639
If it'll help you cut
to the chase.

507
00:22:11,640 --> 00:22:14,366
Right. I just wanted to say
how pleased I was

508
00:22:14,367 --> 00:22:17,714
at how deftly
we navigated this morning,

509
00:22:17,715 --> 00:22:19,716
especially while you were
clearly having to negotiate

510
00:22:19,717 --> 00:22:22,512
the naive zeal
of those yappy, impractical,

511
00:22:22,513 --> 00:22:24,100
bleeding heart millennial at 19.

512
00:22:24,101 --> 00:22:25,998
Path of least resistance,
you know?

513
00:22:25,999 --> 00:22:28,380
Exactly. And in the spirit
of exactly that...

514
00:22:28,381 --> 00:22:30,002
FD Union hasn't decided

515
00:22:30,003 --> 00:22:32,660
who they're going to
endorse for mayor yet.

516
00:22:32,661 --> 00:22:34,835
A word of support from you
for me

517
00:22:34,836 --> 00:22:36,699
would really seal the deal

518
00:22:36,700 --> 00:22:39,840
and put a nice media topspin
on tonight's public handshake.

519
00:22:39,841 --> 00:22:41,255
Indeed.

520
00:22:41,256 --> 00:22:42,843
I knew I could count on you.

521
00:22:42,844 --> 00:22:44,223
I am a woman who can always
be counted on

522
00:22:44,224 --> 00:22:45,708
to do the right thing,

523
00:22:45,709 --> 00:22:48,262
even to the man
who nearly had me tased.

524
00:22:48,263 --> 00:22:51,092
You're such a card, Natasha.

525
00:22:51,093 --> 00:22:54,268
I wouldn't buy a $7 hot drink
for just anyone.

526
00:22:54,269 --> 00:22:55,752
Worth it.
You're worth it!

527
00:22:55,753 --> 00:22:57,409
See you tonight. Tonight.

528
00:22:57,410 --> 00:22:58,998
Yeah.

529
00:23:01,725 --> 00:23:03,864
How do you feel?

530
00:23:03,865 --> 00:23:06,107
Ugh. You mean
other than mortified?

531
00:23:06,108 --> 00:23:09,317
Why mortified?

532
00:23:09,318 --> 00:23:13,219
Because I barely know you
and I snotted all over you.

533
00:23:14,703 --> 00:23:18,707
Okay, yeah,
so other than mortified.

534
00:23:19,708 --> 00:23:22,779
Shaky. Raw.

535
00:23:22,780 --> 00:23:24,368
How's your ankle feeling?

536
00:23:28,165 --> 00:23:29,752
It doesn't hurt.

537
00:23:29,753 --> 00:23:31,270
Or barely.

538
00:23:31,271 --> 00:23:33,583
That is so strange.
Why doesn't it hurt?

539
00:23:33,584 --> 00:23:36,552
Well, sometimes physical pain,
when it builds like that...

540
00:23:36,553 --> 00:23:38,070
The pain can be attached

541
00:23:38,071 --> 00:23:40,659
to a part of you
that needs attention.

542
00:23:40,660 --> 00:23:42,316
Part of me?

543
00:23:42,317 --> 00:23:43,938
Well, in this case,
I would venture a guess

544
00:23:43,939 --> 00:23:46,424
that it was the 3-year-old
part of you.

545
00:23:46,425 --> 00:23:48,253
The 3-year-old part of me.

546
00:23:48,254 --> 00:23:49,910
Yes.

547
00:23:49,911 --> 00:23:51,946
I don't get it.

548
00:23:51,947 --> 00:23:55,364
Tell me more about your cousin's
race when you were 3 years old.

549
00:23:59,265 --> 00:24:04,131
Uh, my father

550
00:24:04,132 --> 00:24:05,822
hated her for losing.

551
00:24:05,823 --> 00:24:07,479
Mm.

552
00:24:07,480 --> 00:24:11,484
When she was winning,
he loved her.

553
00:24:14,660 --> 00:24:17,456
He cheered for her.

554
00:24:19,423 --> 00:24:24,980
But when she lost, he looked...

555
00:24:27,949 --> 00:24:29,398
so ashamed.

556
00:24:31,608 --> 00:24:33,472
He was so ashamed.

557
00:24:35,612 --> 00:24:38,373
I decided I would never lose.

558
00:24:40,996 --> 00:24:43,860
You decided you would never lose

559
00:24:43,861 --> 00:24:46,035
so you could keep
your father's love.

560
00:24:46,036 --> 00:24:49,348
Yes. So you would be
worthy of his love.

561
00:24:49,349 --> 00:24:51,212
Yes.

562
00:24:51,213 --> 00:24:54,630
When a child is 3 years old,
a parent's love is everything.

563
00:24:54,631 --> 00:24:56,148
Yes.

564
00:24:56,149 --> 00:24:59,427
A parent's love is God
to a 3-year-old.

565
00:24:59,428 --> 00:25:01,188
Yes.

566
00:25:01,189 --> 00:25:04,571
So if you are worthy,
if your father loves you,

567
00:25:04,572 --> 00:25:07,090
you get to stay alive.

568
00:25:07,091 --> 00:25:08,402
Yes.

569
00:25:08,403 --> 00:25:10,231
So all this time,

570
00:25:10,232 --> 00:25:13,027
ever since you were demoted
from captain,

571
00:25:13,028 --> 00:25:16,237
ever since you started "losing,"
the 3-year-old part of you

572
00:25:16,238 --> 00:25:18,239
has been desperate
for your attention,

573
00:25:18,240 --> 00:25:20,863
screaming at you to stop losing,

574
00:25:20,864 --> 00:25:23,660
trying like hell
to save your life.

575
00:25:26,076 --> 00:25:29,561
It's the 3-year-old
who can't stop running, Maya.

576
00:25:29,562 --> 00:25:31,874
It's the 3-year-old
who won't let you sleep,

577
00:25:31,875 --> 00:25:34,462
it's the 3-year-old
who pushes everyone away

578
00:25:34,463 --> 00:25:38,606
who tried to tell you
that you had to stop.

579
00:25:41,609 --> 00:25:44,887
I miss my wife.

580
00:25:44,888 --> 00:25:46,233
I love my wife.

581
00:25:46,234 --> 00:25:48,063
I-I know.

582
00:25:50,721 --> 00:25:53,689
So what do I do?

583
00:25:53,690 --> 00:25:56,795
Like, what... what do I do?

584
00:25:56,796 --> 00:25:59,453
You need to tell the 3-year-old

585
00:25:59,454 --> 00:26:01,938
that she can rest now.

586
00:26:01,939 --> 00:26:04,700
That she's allowed to rest.

587
00:26:04,701 --> 00:26:06,391
You need to tell her
that you love her

588
00:26:06,392 --> 00:26:09,463
and that you've got her
no matter what.

589
00:26:09,464 --> 00:26:10,947
That she doesn't live
with Daddy anymore,

590
00:26:10,948 --> 00:26:14,986
that she's safe,
that she's lovable,

591
00:26:14,987 --> 00:26:17,506
win or lose.

592
00:26:24,168 --> 00:26:26,894
- Theo! Travis!
- Hey. Hey. We're okay. We're here.

593
00:26:26,895 --> 00:26:28,535
Step back. We're gonna
cut the bars, okay?

594
00:26:30,002 --> 00:26:31,279
That's it.

595
00:26:36,180 --> 00:26:38,147
Finally stupid and noble enough
for you?

596
00:26:38,148 --> 00:26:39,942
No, just stupid.

597
00:26:39,943 --> 00:26:41,978
But hey, look, a deal's a deal.

598
00:26:41,979 --> 00:26:45,361
You have 72 hours of me
laying off of you and Travis.

599
00:26:45,362 --> 00:26:47,535
Da-da. Just for once
in your life,

600
00:26:47,536 --> 00:26:51,539
just for once, resist
the need to say something.

601
00:26:51,540 --> 00:26:53,127
Okay.

602
00:26:53,128 --> 00:26:55,785
Ugh.
What?

603
00:26:55,786 --> 00:26:57,131
That look.
What look?

604
00:26:57,132 --> 00:26:58,546
That look.

605
00:26:58,547 --> 00:27:00,514
We see it all the time.

606
00:27:00,515 --> 00:27:03,103
Victims post-save get confused

607
00:27:03,104 --> 00:27:05,623
and they fall in love
with firefighters.

608
00:27:05,624 --> 00:27:07,659
Don't worry, it'll pass.

609
00:27:07,660 --> 00:27:09,454
For the shoulder, ice, ibuprofen,

610
00:27:09,455 --> 00:27:11,387
and an ortho follow-up.

611
00:27:11,388 --> 00:27:14,873
For the swoons...
a cold shower.

612
00:27:14,874 --> 00:27:17,774
The swoons?
Who's the conceited one now?

613
00:27:22,882 --> 00:27:24,055
Ready?

614
00:27:24,056 --> 00:27:26,678
No.

615
00:27:26,679 --> 00:27:27,646
Because you're embarrassed?

616
00:27:27,647 --> 00:27:29,130
Yes.

617
00:27:30,787 --> 00:27:33,581
You once told me that you think
about dying

618
00:27:33,582 --> 00:27:35,653
so that you can rest.

619
00:27:35,654 --> 00:27:38,379
That's because 3-year-old Maya
can't rest.

620
00:27:38,380 --> 00:27:41,798
She's too afraid that
if she does, she's not lovable.

621
00:27:44,835 --> 00:27:47,872
Maya, for whatever it's worth,

622
00:27:47,873 --> 00:27:50,806
I am in awe of the 3-year-old
that you were.

623
00:27:50,807 --> 00:27:54,430
She was so smart.
She was so observant.

624
00:27:54,431 --> 00:27:57,433
She looked around
and she saw everything.

625
00:27:57,434 --> 00:28:03,059
She saw exactly what she had
to do to stay alive.

626
00:28:03,060 --> 00:28:07,926
She is worthy of your love
and your care.

627
00:28:07,927 --> 00:28:11,102
She is worthy of you risking
a little bit of embarrassment

628
00:28:11,103 --> 00:28:13,518
for you to love
and care for her.

629
00:28:13,519 --> 00:28:17,280
It's not just a little bit
of embarrassment, though.

630
00:28:17,281 --> 00:28:21,181
Okay.
Do you need to stop?

631
00:28:21,182 --> 00:28:24,564
We can stop for the day.
You've done a lot already.

632
00:28:29,121 --> 00:28:30,709
Okay.

633
00:28:32,918 --> 00:28:34,642
Can you picture her?

634
00:28:34,643 --> 00:28:36,611
Try to see her.

635
00:28:39,787 --> 00:28:42,859
Can you picture her?

636
00:28:50,142 --> 00:28:52,143
I love you...

637
00:28:52,144 --> 00:28:54,076
no matter what.

638
00:28:54,077 --> 00:28:55,974
♪ If this is redemption

639
00:28:55,975 --> 00:28:58,390
You are lovable...

640
00:28:58,391 --> 00:29:00,255
no matter what.

641
00:29:02,741 --> 00:29:06,985
You are lovable
even when you lose.

642
00:29:06,986 --> 00:29:08,574
Okay?

643
00:29:09,920 --> 00:29:11,679
Yes.

644
00:29:11,680 --> 00:29:13,612
♪ Still I'd rather be working
for something ♪

645
00:29:13,613 --> 00:29:16,444
♪ Than praying for the rain

646
00:29:18,653 --> 00:29:23,002
♪ So I wander on,
till someone else is saved ♪

647
00:29:25,625 --> 00:29:31,078
♪ I moved to the coast,
under a mountain ♪

648
00:29:31,079 --> 00:29:33,253
We got you.
Let's go.

649
00:29:33,254 --> 00:29:39,156
♪ Swam in the ocean,
slept on my own ♪

650
00:29:41,814 --> 00:29:43,781
♪ At dawn I would watch

651
00:29:43,782 --> 00:29:47,544
♪ The sun cut ribbons
through the bay ♪

652
00:29:49,615 --> 00:29:53,999
♪ I'd remember all the things
my mother wrote ♪

653
00:29:56,208 --> 00:30:01,765
♪ We don't eat until
your father's at the table ♪

654
00:30:03,871 --> 00:30:11,636
♪ We don't drink until
the devil is turned to dust ♪

655
00:30:11,637 --> 00:30:19,575
♪ Never once has any man
I've met been able to love ♪

656
00:30:19,576 --> 00:30:24,546
♪ So if I were you,
I'd have a little trust ♪

657
00:30:43,738 --> 00:30:47,189
Theo Ruiz! You really are
just like your pops, bro.

658
00:30:47,190 --> 00:30:49,018
I'm just doing my job.

659
00:30:49,019 --> 00:30:51,919
All right.
Here we go. Here we go.

660
00:31:03,931 --> 00:31:06,864
Ruiz, you're on desk duty
the rest of this shift.

661
00:31:06,865 --> 00:31:09,797
Next time I catch you
failing to follow orders,

662
00:31:09,798 --> 00:31:11,109
I'll write you up a reprimand.

663
00:31:11,110 --> 00:31:13,905
I went in to save that civilian.

664
00:31:13,906 --> 00:31:15,907
You disregarded a direct order.

665
00:31:15,908 --> 00:31:17,875
Oh, you wanted me to let her
go in by herself?

666
00:31:17,876 --> 00:31:19,255
There's a chain of command
for a reason.

667
00:31:19,256 --> 00:31:20,912
You wait for orders.

668
00:31:20,913 --> 00:31:22,465
Next time you pull a stunt
like this,

669
00:31:22,466 --> 00:31:24,053
I'm not just gonna
reprimand you,

670
00:31:24,054 --> 00:31:25,607
I'm gonna transfer you.

671
00:31:31,337 --> 00:31:32,475
What the hell happened?

672
00:31:32,476 --> 00:31:33,821
No one has any respect for him

673
00:31:33,822 --> 00:31:35,222
and I think
he's starting to notice.

674
00:31:38,586 --> 00:31:41,036
You did beautiful work today.

675
00:31:41,037 --> 00:31:44,384
There's more to do,
and we'll work together

676
00:31:44,385 --> 00:31:46,731
once a week for the next
few months at least.

677
00:31:46,732 --> 00:31:49,976
But I think you can ease back
in to desk duty

678
00:31:49,977 --> 00:31:52,737
if your medical team blesses it.

679
00:31:52,738 --> 00:31:56,327
I want to call my wife.
Can I call my wife?

680
00:31:56,328 --> 00:31:57,845
Can I tell her I'm sorry?

681
00:31:57,846 --> 00:32:03,506
You can absolutely do
whatever you want to do.

682
00:32:03,507 --> 00:32:05,267
But how much have you slept
in the last two weeks?

683
00:32:05,268 --> 00:32:08,856
Uh, 16 hours?

684
00:32:08,857 --> 00:32:11,687
I think you've probably put
your wife through a lot.

685
00:32:11,688 --> 00:32:13,620
And if you want my advice... I do.

686
00:32:13,621 --> 00:32:15,691
Take care of yourself first.

687
00:32:15,692 --> 00:32:18,625
Work on yourself first.

688
00:32:18,626 --> 00:32:21,939
See if you can rest
a little first.

689
00:32:21,940 --> 00:32:23,631
But I love her.

690
00:32:27,669 --> 00:32:29,774
See if I can love myself first?

691
00:32:29,775 --> 00:32:31,156
I love it when they learn.

692
00:32:34,607 --> 00:32:36,160
See you next week.

693
00:32:36,161 --> 00:32:38,162
Bye.

694
00:32:38,163 --> 00:32:39,785
Thank you.
Mm-hmm.

695
00:33:06,432 --> 00:33:07,709
You okay, Hughes?

696
00:33:13,681 --> 00:33:16,027
Look, I know today was a lot.

697
00:33:16,028 --> 00:33:17,166
Yeah.
We got through it.

698
00:33:17,167 --> 00:33:19,824
Yeah, but that's not
what I mean.

699
00:33:19,825 --> 00:33:23,034
My heart was in my throat,
and I'm not in love with him.

700
00:33:23,035 --> 00:33:27,832
Look, I'm here to talk
or if you just need a break.

701
00:33:27,833 --> 00:33:29,352
No judgment.

702
00:33:30,905 --> 00:33:32,181
All right.

703
00:33:32,182 --> 00:33:33,804
Thanks, Ben.

704
00:33:35,772 --> 00:33:39,395
You know, Beckett
is down there casually acting

705
00:33:39,396 --> 00:33:41,846
like he didn't almost
get people killed

706
00:33:41,847 --> 00:33:44,021
by the fact that he's an idiot.

707
00:33:44,022 --> 00:33:46,507
He said it was contained,
so what the hell exploded?

708
00:33:49,165 --> 00:33:50,855
I-I'm sorry.

709
00:33:50,856 --> 00:33:52,684
I know we're all just trying
to shake today,

710
00:33:52,685 --> 00:33:54,031
it's just this call, you know?

711
00:33:54,032 --> 00:33:56,274
My old neighborhood, it's...

712
00:33:56,275 --> 00:34:01,038
I guess, uh, this is what
they call "triggered," huh?

713
00:34:01,039 --> 00:34:04,213
The past just hitting you
in the face all like...

714
00:34:04,214 --> 00:34:06,698
Yeah, I'm triggered.

715
00:34:06,699 --> 00:34:07,976
You're triggered?

716
00:34:09,944 --> 00:34:11,945
You're triggered?!

717
00:34:11,946 --> 00:34:15,466
I-I am... I am triggered.

718
00:34:15,467 --> 00:34:19,746
And you haven't noticed,
and you...

719
00:34:19,747 --> 00:34:21,575
I don't know, maybe this
is partially my fault

720
00:34:21,576 --> 00:34:25,200
because I don't let on,
'cause if I...

721
00:34:25,201 --> 00:34:27,478
If I let these feelings
I'm having even an inch past

722
00:34:27,479 --> 00:34:28,996
the dam that I've built
in my throat,

723
00:34:28,997 --> 00:34:30,758
I would drown
this whole building!

724
00:34:34,727 --> 00:34:38,109
Theo, you could have died today.

725
00:34:38,110 --> 00:34:39,110
I know.
Yeah, you know.

726
00:34:39,111 --> 00:34:41,216
You and...

727
00:34:41,217 --> 00:34:44,460
You and Travis.

728
00:34:44,461 --> 00:34:46,945
My boyfriend and my best friend.

729
00:34:46,946 --> 00:34:49,120
Is any of this ringing
any bells for you?

730
00:34:49,121 --> 00:34:51,467
Yeah.
This is...

731
00:34:51,468 --> 00:34:53,918
If something
had happened to you today...

732
00:34:53,919 --> 00:34:57,128
If something had happened
to Travis...

733
00:34:57,129 --> 00:34:59,097
I always feel like I have
to be the nurse...

734
00:35:02,928 --> 00:35:06,241
and that's fine, but...
But if I have to play that role

735
00:35:06,242 --> 00:35:09,347
while being the "widow"...

736
00:35:09,348 --> 00:35:12,178
again?

737
00:35:12,179 --> 00:35:14,871
I just don't think...
I-I can't do it again.

738
00:35:17,598 --> 00:35:19,633
How am I having this
conversation in a freaking towel?

739
00:35:19,634 --> 00:35:22,533
I'm just... I'm a clown.

740
00:35:22,534 --> 00:35:27,434
Sometimes I need a nurse. Sometimes...

741
00:35:27,435 --> 00:35:30,161
Some... Sometimes I need a nurse.

742
00:35:30,162 --> 00:35:31,819
Sometimes
I'm the one who needs...

743
00:35:47,869 --> 00:35:49,801
No, Travis, you don't get...
You don't get to go.

744
00:35:49,802 --> 00:35:52,218
Come... Come here!

745
00:35:52,219 --> 00:35:53,979
I need...

746
00:36:06,750 --> 00:36:10,926
Finally, I want to thank
Chief Ross,

747
00:36:10,927 --> 00:36:14,757
Lieutenant Herrera,
and Firefighter Hughes

748
00:36:14,758 --> 00:36:17,760
for helping
police de-escalate the situation

749
00:36:17,761 --> 00:36:21,247
and ensure the safety
of young Jamal.

750
00:36:21,248 --> 00:36:26,424
Rest assured, the police and
firefighters of our great city

751
00:36:26,425 --> 00:36:31,188
will continue to work
peacefully together.

752
00:36:31,189 --> 00:36:32,673
Thank you.

753
00:36:38,610 --> 00:36:40,714
Thank you all for joining us.

754
00:36:40,715 --> 00:36:42,441
I want to echo Chief Dixon...

755
00:36:47,274 --> 00:36:49,068
I want to...

756
00:36:54,350 --> 00:36:56,869
Jamal Romero was able
to go home to his mother.

757
00:37:00,425 --> 00:37:02,115
Jamal was able to live
another day

758
00:37:02,116 --> 00:37:03,599
to make his poundcake the night

759
00:37:03,600 --> 00:37:05,981
that he was profiled
by the police

760
00:37:05,982 --> 00:37:08,708
as he was walking home
carrying nothing but butter

761
00:37:08,709 --> 00:37:13,160
and baking supplies
in his backpack.

762
00:37:13,161 --> 00:37:16,233
Jamal is alive today because
Crisis One was on the scene,

763
00:37:16,234 --> 00:37:18,580
<i>and this is why Crisis One</i>

764
00:37:18,581 --> 00:37:22,756
<i>is an essential service
for our great city.</i>

765
00:37:22,757 --> 00:37:24,586
<i>And this is more
than enough evidence</i>

766
00:37:24,587 --> 00:37:27,174
<i>that de-escalation tactics
are more successful</i>

767
00:37:27,175 --> 00:37:29,487
<i>than the use of force.</i>

768
00:37:29,488 --> 00:37:32,249
<i>Unfortunately, lack of training
and awareness</i>

769
00:37:32,250 --> 00:37:33,802
<i>caused the officers on the scene</i>

770
00:37:33,803 --> 00:37:35,735
<i>to feel the need
to draw their weapons.</i>

771
00:37:35,736 --> 00:37:38,979
But to echo Chief Dixon,
our city can trust

772
00:37:38,980 --> 00:37:41,913
that firefighters
and police officers

773
00:37:41,914 --> 00:37:43,398
will continue to work together.

774
00:37:43,399 --> 00:37:46,746
In fact, I invite
any members of PD

775
00:37:46,747 --> 00:37:48,920
who are interested in undergoing
Crisis One training...

776
00:37:48,921 --> 00:37:50,991
And I hope that they
would take up our offer...

777
00:37:50,992 --> 00:37:53,304
So no one finds themselves

778
00:37:53,305 --> 00:37:56,411
staring down
the barrel of injustice.

779
00:37:56,412 --> 00:37:58,758
<i>Thank you.</i>

780
00:37:58,759 --> 00:38:01,657
Wow.
She really just did that.

781
00:38:01,658 --> 00:38:03,210
- Yeah, she did.
- Wow.

782
00:38:03,211 --> 00:38:05,283
That's cool.

783
00:38:09,114 --> 00:38:11,358
That was awesome.

784
00:38:22,230 --> 00:38:24,853
You know
I actually like you, right?

785
00:38:24,854 --> 00:38:26,233
I think you're a good guy
and a good captain

786
00:38:26,234 --> 00:38:27,994
when you want to be.

787
00:38:27,995 --> 00:38:32,032
So why are you antagonizing
the people under this roof?

788
00:38:32,033 --> 00:38:34,034
How am I antagonizing
this team today, Herrera?

789
00:38:34,035 --> 00:38:36,209
I heard something about
a second explosion

790
00:38:36,210 --> 00:38:37,659
after you said it was contained.

791
00:38:37,660 --> 00:38:39,039
We hadn't started overhaul yet,

792
00:38:39,040 --> 00:38:40,696
which is why I ordered
Ruiz to wait outside.

793
00:38:40,697 --> 00:38:42,526
Sometimes there's no time
to wait

794
00:38:42,527 --> 00:38:44,044
for the Captain's orders,
all right?

795
00:38:44,045 --> 00:38:47,013
We... We have to make a-a
snap decision to save a life.

796
00:38:47,014 --> 00:38:48,704
Ruiz got a member
of his team killed

797
00:38:48,705 --> 00:38:50,396
when he made a bad call
as a captain,

798
00:38:50,397 --> 00:38:53,571
so he's decided to spare me
the same fate by second-guessing

799
00:38:53,572 --> 00:38:55,642
every call I make,
which ironically

800
00:38:55,643 --> 00:38:57,679
is the very thing
that's gonna get someone killed.

801
00:38:57,680 --> 00:39:00,578
I hear you, Captain,
but Theo is not wrong

802
00:39:00,579 --> 00:39:03,995
in that we need someone to lead.

803
00:39:03,996 --> 00:39:06,998
We need... We need a North Star.

804
00:39:06,999 --> 00:39:10,381
Look, my... my dad used to
take the team camping, you know?

805
00:39:10,382 --> 00:39:11,727
He helped build morale.
Maybe you can... Look, I'm not your...

806
00:39:11,728 --> 00:39:13,902
Your daddy, Herrera.

807
00:39:13,903 --> 00:39:15,213
I'm not your dad.
I'm not gonna be him.

808
00:39:15,214 --> 00:39:16,939
I'm never gonna be him.
It's not my style.

809
00:39:16,940 --> 00:39:19,908
So what is your style?
Hmm?

810
00:39:19,909 --> 00:39:22,600
Seriously, what...
What is your leadership style?

811
00:39:22,601 --> 00:39:24,291
'Cause maybe do more of that.

812
00:39:24,292 --> 00:39:26,570
Do more of that?

813
00:39:26,571 --> 00:39:28,399
You know what, Herrera?
No matter what I do,

814
00:39:28,400 --> 00:39:29,918
everyone around here
criticizes me.

815
00:39:29,919 --> 00:39:32,610
I give up drinking,
I-I do the job well,

816
00:39:32,611 --> 00:39:34,854
I play nice,
but nothing ever changes,

817
00:39:34,855 --> 00:39:36,442
so I might as well
just be the monster

818
00:39:36,443 --> 00:39:38,858
that you all think I am.

819
00:39:38,859 --> 00:39:39,998
Hmm?

820
00:39:42,103 --> 00:39:43,760
Now get out.

821
00:39:47,454 --> 00:39:48,937
Oh...

822
00:39:48,938 --> 00:39:50,698
my God.

823
00:40:20,107 --> 00:40:22,142
Come in.

824
00:40:22,143 --> 00:40:24,248
Hey.

825
00:40:24,249 --> 00:40:25,560
What are you doing here?

826
00:40:25,561 --> 00:40:27,078
I... You can't be here.

827
00:40:27,079 --> 00:40:30,427
I have paperwork for you.

828
00:40:30,428 --> 00:40:31,669
We're gonna keep the lights on.

829
00:40:31,670 --> 00:40:32,774
We're gonna keep the door open.

830
00:40:32,775 --> 00:40:35,293
I'm gonna sit on this side
of the desk,

831
00:40:35,294 --> 00:40:38,745
and I'm gonna just hand you
these files one by one.

832
00:40:38,746 --> 00:40:42,439
Because I know how hard
this was for you,

833
00:40:42,440 --> 00:40:44,234
and I didn't want you
to be by yourself.

834
00:40:52,139 --> 00:40:53,760
I fall in line.

835
00:40:53,761 --> 00:40:55,279
I know.
I'm a soldier.

836
00:40:55,280 --> 00:40:56,763
I fall in line.
I know.

837
00:40:56,764 --> 00:40:58,765
I could not fall in line today.

838
00:40:58,766 --> 00:41:00,664
I kept picturing Jamal
on the ground,

839
00:41:00,665 --> 00:41:04,184
shaking and crying,
those weapons drawn on him...

840
00:41:04,185 --> 00:41:06,152
- I could not fall in line.
- Mm-hmm.

841
00:41:06,153 --> 00:41:09,224
And now I have made a permanent
enemy of Michael Dixon.

842
00:41:09,225 --> 00:41:13,193
Not just for me, for all of you.

843
00:41:13,194 --> 00:41:14,989
Oh, yes, you did.

844
00:41:18,855 --> 00:41:21,374
But you got it right.

845
00:41:21,375 --> 00:41:23,203
I did?

846
00:41:23,204 --> 00:41:26,863
My love, you got it right.

847
00:42:18,121 --> 00:42:21,090
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