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[ Sighs ]

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He's the guy.

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He's the running guy.
Travis.

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Travis!

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Travis.

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Travis, I didn't know!

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Except that you did,

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and then you stood there,
comforting him

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because he was sad
that he killed my husband.

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Okay, probie,
you're last in.

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Heavy pressurized smoke,
visibility almost zero, yes, go.

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Good.
Now how do you ‐‐

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Leads out,
everyone together.

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Take it block by block
as a team and stay low.

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Great.
Now go save that dummy.

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It's Travis, thank you.

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Can you not talk?
You can't talk.

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That's cheating.
Go lay somewhere else.

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Alright, alright,
alright.

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Alright, now go save
that innocent young girl!

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[ Stopwatch beeps ]

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♪♪

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There you go, there you go.

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Good, good, good.

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Nice.

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Stay low, stay low.

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Ceiling's collapsing!

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The ceiling's collapsing!

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The ceiling's collapsing!

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There you go. Keep going.
Good job.

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Great, great, great.

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Good job, good job.
There you go.

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[ Chuckles ]
Yay. You saved me.

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[ Stopwatch beeps ]

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[ Laughs ]
Nice job.

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Thanks.
Yeah.

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Uh, let's go again.

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I‐Is it weird that
I kind of wish we could stay

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in the academy forever?

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Yes.
Yes.

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[ Both laugh ]

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Go!
Yeah. Alright.

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♪♪

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♪♪

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♪ When the buildings fell ♪

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♪ The mountains stayed ♪

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♪ And the grass grew back ♪

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♪ All across the interstate ♪

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♪ Maybe we were born
to be brave ♪

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Hey.

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♪ Bound by a promise we made ♪

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♪ You and me, we got a ♪

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♪ Heartbeat of a hurricane,
babe ♪

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[ Laughter ]

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It's a finger!
Oh. See?

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[ Laughter ]

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That's why you don't play
with your food.

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Hey. Wiggins took
one more shift off,

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so I asked Ruiz
to cover again.

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He seemed to work out well
last time.

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Wait. Why?
I mean, why?

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She means, "Got it, Cap."

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Vic, why are you eating
day‐old sushi for breakfast?

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And why are you saying that
like it's so weird?

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Because it's a day old.
That is weird.

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Okay.
No, sushi is a perfect food.

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But it's also 8:00 a. m.

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Ben: Yeah.
That is a hard no.

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Hard no.
Okay, people eat salmon
on bagels.

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But that is, like, smoked,
and that is raw.

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Yeah.

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And it's from
the grocery store.

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‐And it's from yesterday.
‐Alright, Montgomery ‐‐

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Montgomery, would you eat
day‐old sushi for breakfast?

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I have. And I do.
And I would.

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‐Nice.
‐Of course he would.

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Okay, you two
are soulmates.

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You're on the aid car
together today.

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Both of us?
Yep.

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Ben: Let me break down what
happens to your digestive tract

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with day‐old sushi.
Don't do it.
Don't do it. Please.

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I'm just saying,
fish, in particular.
Okay.

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‐Oh.
‐Ohhh! [ Laughs ]

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[ Sighs ]

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You know, it's bad
for the environment,

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both of us driving to work
separately.

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You know we have to work
together, so ‐‐

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I'm perfectly capable
of working with you.

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Then we have
to talk about it.

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There's nothing
to talk about.

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You've made your stance
pretty clear.

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How?

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Oh, my God.
How?

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It's been three days.

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You won't even stay
in the same room as me.

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Well, now your boyfriend's here,
so you can talk to him about it.

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Oh, my God.
He is not my boyfriend.

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Alright, I'll ask you again ‐‐
Did you end it with him?

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We weren't even anything
to end!

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[ Klaxons sound ]
Dispatch: Aid Car 19 requested

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to 2020 East Yesler Way.

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We are talking about this.
No, we aren't.

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Hey.

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You're stuck with me again.

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Yeah,
how's the foot healing up?

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Ah, it's fine.
Just bruised.

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Would you believe

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that wasn't the first time
a car ran over me?

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No way.
Yeah.

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When I was in high school,

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I was helping my girlfriend
parallel park

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while also trying
to make her laugh.

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Don't do those two things
at the same time.

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Weirdly didn't break then
either.

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Out of all the superpowers
to have,

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that ‐‐
that's the worst one.

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[ Chuckles ]
Yeah.

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[ FaceTime ringing ]

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Hey.

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Oh, Jack, he's freaking out.

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He saw a fire truck drive by,
and he just had a meltdown.

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Hey, buddy, what's up?
You okay?

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Yeah. Yeah, you?

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What ‐‐ What's going on?

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I‐I‐‐ Obviously,
he just needed to see you?

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Yeah, no, uh, I'll talk
to him when I get home.

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Are you okay?
Yeah.

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Yeah, but I'm gonna go
check on him.

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Yeah, go. Go.
I'll see you later.

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Bye.

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Bye.

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That your kid?
No.

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No, my girlfriend's son.

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He's just been
a little nervous lately.

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He keeps asking me
how a house fire starts,

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and he won't go to sleep
without a bowl of water

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and a face cloth
near his bed,

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you know,
in case there's a fire

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and he needs
to breathe better.
Right.

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Sounds like he doesn't want
to lose you in a fire.

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I‐I get that.
It's just,

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I don't know what
to do because it's my job.

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Right.
What about you, man?

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Do you have ‐‐
Do you have a girlfriend?

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Kids?

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Just me.

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Lean and mean.

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'Cause I heard a rumor
about you and...Hughes.

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Oh, uh...no.

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No?
That's not a thing.

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You sure?
Yeah, I'm sure.

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'Cause, you know, I see you guys
making eyes at each other.

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You seem to have
some good chemistry.

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You know, Hughes and I
were almost a thing,

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but then she found out
I'm the guy

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who killed Montgomery's husband,
so now we're not.

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Okay?

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♪♪

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[ Siren wailing ]

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♪♪

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I just think
if you heard my side ‐‐

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Okay.
You see this scar?

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This one, right here?

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Yeah.
Pretty nasty.

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[ Seat belt clicks ]
How about this one?

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How about this one?
You see this one?

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No.
Exactly.

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No scar.

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When I had stitches
on my ankle,

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I picked at it and I picked
at it and I picked at it,

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and every time it would
start to heal and scab over,

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I'd pick at it again.
That's gross.

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And now look.

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Dark scar there forever.

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Nasty.

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But when I had my chest
punctured by a piece of glass...

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I was there.
...you know,
I didn't mess with it.

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I just, you know, kind of let
my body do its thing.

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And then the blood clotted,
and then it scabbed over,

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and then the red blood cells
brought oxygen to the wound,

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and then the white blood cells
fought off infection

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and then created new collagen
and tissue,

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and I‐I didn't interfere
with that process,

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even though it hurt.
[ Sighs ]

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Not only did it heal quicker ‐‐
no scar.

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So you don't want
to talk about it?

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Nope.

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Okay.

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[ Siren wailing ]

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Libby: Wake up!

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She's been screaming like this
for 15 minutes.
Wake up!

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Charlie, wake up!

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Wake up!

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Miss?

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Miss, can you tell us
what happened?

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Please, wake up.
Wake up!

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I just saved this kid from an OD
three days ago.

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What?
The guy in the car.

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The kid who passed out
in his car

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and ran over
your boyfriend's foot.

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That's him.

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Please wake up.
Wake up, Charlie!

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Hey. Hey.
Hey, back up. Back up.

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It's okay. It's okay.
Still breathing. Has a pulse.

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What's your name?
L‐Libby.

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Libby. Okay.
My name is Libby.

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Libby, I'm gonna put this
on your face.

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You're gonna keep it on, okay?
No, no. Stop, no!

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No. Hey! Libby!

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Oh! Oh, oh, oh!
Charlie!

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Oxygen tank.

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I got it. Okay.

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No.
Libby. Libby, stop.

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What did he take?

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You have to help him!

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Okay, I'm trying, Libby,

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but you have
to let me do this!

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‐He was gonna get better!
‐Okay.

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I was taking him to detox
tonight!

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He just wanted to get high
one last time!

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I‐I didn't even get him
that much!

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What?
What did you just say?

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[ Sobbing ]

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Why isn't it working?
It always works.

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Always, huh? How often
does your buddy do this?

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Not a lot.
He really was done.

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He was gonna get better.

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Yeah, right.

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No. Look.

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We ‐‐ We ‐‐
We did our phone ritual.

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Okay. Okay. Okay. Back up.
And we ‐‐ we've been best
friends since seventh grade.

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Okay. Okay.
And my first breakup
was done on this phone!

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Charlie coached me
through it!

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Now ‐‐ Now anytime that we want
to break up with someone

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or ‐‐ or something,

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we ‐‐ we do it into the phone
together first.

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Okay.

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He was finally gonna do
the phone thing for this.

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Okay.
For the drug stuff.

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Okay.
He was gonna be done.

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He really was done.

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[ Breathing heavily ]

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♪♪

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It's supposed to wake him up,
right?

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What's happening?
Is ‐‐

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Why isn't he waking up?
What is happening?!

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What is happening is,
you might have just helped
kill your friend.

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Travis.

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[ Slurred ] Oh...

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‐Charlie! Charlie.
‐Hold on. Hold on, Charlie.

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Hold on.
Take a deep breath.

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Oh, my God, Charlie.
Thank God.

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Take a deep breath, okay?

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Take a deep breath.
Charlie?

255
00:08:48,862 --> 00:08:50,280
Charlie, take it easy.
Take it easy.
Where's Libby?

256
00:08:50,280 --> 00:08:51,197
Libby? Where's Libby?
Take it easy.

257
00:08:51,197 --> 00:08:52,615
I'm right here.
It's okay.

258
00:08:52,615 --> 00:08:54,284
Back up, back up,
back up, back up.

259
00:08:54,284 --> 00:08:54,868
Okay.
Just give him some air, Libby.
It's ok‐‐

260
00:08:54,868 --> 00:08:56,244
No. No. No.

261
00:08:56,244 --> 00:08:57,245
[ Sighs ]

262
00:08:57,245 --> 00:08:58,204
He's out again.

263
00:09:00,457 --> 00:09:02,792
I'm gonna give him
another dose.

264
00:09:02,792 --> 00:09:04,544
Why do we even bother?

265
00:09:04,544 --> 00:09:06,171
I mean, they're just gonna
do it again, you know?

266
00:09:06,171 --> 00:09:09,549
We revive 'em, they get fluids,
they shoot up again.

267
00:09:09,549 --> 00:09:13,344
The same, stupid thing,
over and over and over.

268
00:09:13,344 --> 00:09:15,180
You need to keep
your opinions to yourself.

269
00:09:15,180 --> 00:09:17,223
How is wanting people
to do the right thing

270
00:09:17,223 --> 00:09:19,017
always seem to make me
the unreasonable one?

271
00:09:19,017 --> 00:09:20,977
It doesn't, but thinking
you're the only arbiter

272
00:09:20,977 --> 00:09:22,395
of the "right thing" does.

273
00:09:22,395 --> 00:09:24,230
[ Siren wailing ]

274
00:09:26,691 --> 00:09:28,985
Libby. Ah.

275
00:09:28,985 --> 00:09:30,737
Charlie. No, no, no.
Libby ‐‐ Libby is not here.

276
00:09:30,737 --> 00:09:32,072
We're taking you to
the hospital, okay?

277
00:09:32,072 --> 00:09:33,490
I'm okay. Yeah.

278
00:09:33,490 --> 00:09:34,991
Can you ‐‐
Can you guys take me home?

279
00:09:34,991 --> 00:09:36,076
No.
We cannot do that.

280
00:09:36,076 --> 00:09:37,786
I'm really okay.

281
00:09:37,786 --> 00:09:40,580
That's because you're pumped
full of naloxone,

282
00:09:40,580 --> 00:09:42,290
and you need
medical attention, okay?

283
00:09:42,290 --> 00:09:44,084
Hey, it was my first time
doing drugs.

284
00:09:44,084 --> 00:09:45,668
Yeah, we know that's a lie.

285
00:09:45,668 --> 00:09:47,962
Hey, I was trying to quit.

286
00:09:47,962 --> 00:09:49,756
Tonight I was gonna.

287
00:09:49,756 --> 00:09:51,299
We were doing
the whole phone thing.

288
00:09:51,299 --> 00:09:52,884
Yeah, the phone thing.
We know.

289
00:09:52,884 --> 00:09:53,968
You know it's not too late,
right?

290
00:09:53,968 --> 00:09:55,512
You can still quit tonight.

291
00:09:55,512 --> 00:09:57,931
It's not so easy.
I've tried lots of times.

292
00:09:57,931 --> 00:09:59,182
And how many times
have you OD'd?

293
00:09:59,182 --> 00:10:01,142
What? Who's that?

294
00:10:01,142 --> 00:10:03,978
That is my friend up front
driving us.

295
00:10:03,978 --> 00:10:05,438
He, uh, saved you
the other night.

296
00:10:05,438 --> 00:10:07,190
At the mall?

297
00:10:07,190 --> 00:10:08,108
Travis:
You gotta be kidding me.

298
00:10:08,108 --> 00:10:09,984
No, not at the mall.
In your car.

299
00:10:09,984 --> 00:10:12,529
Oh.

300
00:10:12,529 --> 00:10:13,947
Oh, damn,
the guy I ran over?

301
00:10:13,947 --> 00:10:15,115
Oh, dude, I'm so sorry.

302
00:10:15,115 --> 00:10:16,491
Don't worry, man.

303
00:10:16,491 --> 00:10:18,159
No, you didn't run
over my foot.

304
00:10:18,159 --> 00:10:20,537
You ran over my partner's
boyfriend's foot.

305
00:10:20,537 --> 00:10:22,497
Yeah, he's not ‐‐
Is ‐‐ Is he okay?

306
00:10:22,497 --> 00:10:23,915
Yeah, you know what?
He's not my boyfriend.

307
00:10:23,915 --> 00:10:25,416
Was never my boyfriend.

308
00:10:25,416 --> 00:10:28,378
We went on one date,
and we had one kiss,

309
00:10:28,378 --> 00:10:29,796
and as soon as you told me
who he was,

310
00:10:29,796 --> 00:10:31,798
I told him it was over,
and that was what you saw.

311
00:10:31,798 --> 00:10:33,424
What I saw was his head
on your chest

312
00:10:33,424 --> 00:10:34,259
and your arms wrapped
around each other.

313
00:10:34,259 --> 00:10:35,844
Oh, Travis.

314
00:10:35,844 --> 00:10:40,515
♪♪

315
00:10:40,515 --> 00:10:41,432
[ Knife chopping ]

316
00:10:41,432 --> 00:10:43,977
Hey.

317
00:10:43,977 --> 00:10:45,812
I can't believe it.

318
00:10:45,812 --> 00:10:47,522
I found a spot
right in front of your house.

319
00:10:47,522 --> 00:10:49,232
Oh, okay.

320
00:10:49,232 --> 00:10:50,525
That means
it's gonna work out.

321
00:10:50,525 --> 00:10:51,818
Oh.
You and me.

322
00:10:51,818 --> 00:10:53,069
Is that
what the spot means?

323
00:10:53,069 --> 00:10:54,779
Yeah. Movie parking.

324
00:10:54,779 --> 00:10:56,990
Drive up one second
before the show

325
00:10:56,990 --> 00:10:58,533
or the reservation
or whatever,

326
00:10:58,533 --> 00:11:01,244
and bam, parking right
in front of the venue.

327
00:11:01,244 --> 00:11:03,454
We're in a terrible, wonderful,
unrealistic rom‐com.

328
00:11:03,454 --> 00:11:05,206
Oof.

329
00:11:05,206 --> 00:11:07,500
That means we still have
annoying hijinks,

330
00:11:07,500 --> 00:11:10,253
trials and tribulations,
a makeup, a breakup

331
00:11:10,253 --> 00:11:11,963
before even
happily‐ever‐aftering,

332
00:11:11,963 --> 00:11:14,007
and I gotta say...

333
00:11:14,007 --> 00:11:15,383
I don't know if I have
the energy for that.

334
00:11:15,383 --> 00:11:17,010
Oh, why do people
even like those movies?

335
00:11:17,010 --> 00:11:18,553
It sounds exhausting.
Ugh.

336
00:11:18,553 --> 00:11:20,221
Good thing that's not us.
Mm‐hmm.

337
00:11:23,016 --> 00:11:24,642
Yeah, that's
a really good thing.

338
00:11:24,642 --> 00:11:29,397
♪ ...the world and make it
better than it ever was ♪

339
00:11:29,397 --> 00:11:30,565
Is Theo here?

340
00:11:30,565 --> 00:11:32,233
Oh, my God.

341
00:11:32,233 --> 00:11:33,860
He's my roommate
and my best friend.

342
00:11:33,860 --> 00:11:35,028
He probably already knows.

343
00:11:35,028 --> 00:11:36,029
He probably doesn't.

344
00:11:36,029 --> 00:11:37,614
Theo: He does!

345
00:11:37,614 --> 00:11:39,824
♪ That's what
they'll say about us ♪

346
00:11:39,824 --> 00:11:41,826
Sorry. Congrats.

347
00:11:41,826 --> 00:11:43,620
I'm happy for you two.
I really am.

348
00:11:43,620 --> 00:11:46,664
Uh, but do you mind making out
just a little quieter?

349
00:11:46,664 --> 00:11:50,376
I'm, you know, studying
for the, uh, lieutenant exam.

350
00:11:50,376 --> 00:11:51,794
[ Laughs ]

351
00:11:53,588 --> 00:11:55,381
Make out quieter.
Okay.

352
00:11:55,381 --> 00:11:56,883
You make out quieter.
You ‐‐ You make out quieter.

353
00:11:56,883 --> 00:11:59,260
I'll show you how it's done.
You show me how it's done.

354
00:11:59,260 --> 00:12:00,845
Mm.

355
00:12:00,845 --> 00:12:02,513
Hi, Charlie.

356
00:12:02,513 --> 00:12:04,224
It's the third time
this month.

357
00:12:04,224 --> 00:12:05,016
Youths.

358
00:12:12,649 --> 00:12:14,651
[ Grunts ]

359
00:12:17,278 --> 00:12:19,280
We were saying goodbye,
and he was upset.

360
00:12:19,280 --> 00:12:21,449
Sorry losing you
was so hard on him,

361
00:12:21,449 --> 00:12:23,117
but he cost me
my husband.

362
00:12:23,117 --> 00:12:27,497
Michael. He was upset
about losing...Michael.

363
00:12:27,497 --> 00:12:29,249
Well, I said I was done
talking about this,

364
00:12:29,249 --> 00:12:31,376
so I don't even know
what I'm doing.

365
00:12:31,376 --> 00:12:34,337
For the record, that is exactly
why we are in this situation.

366
00:12:34,337 --> 00:12:36,047
Whatever ‐‐
In what situation?

367
00:12:36,047 --> 00:12:38,258
Your whole "let it scab over"
pseudo‐science crap.

368
00:12:38,258 --> 00:12:39,759
I mean, that's what you did
with Michael's death.

369
00:12:39,759 --> 00:12:41,469
You have no idea what I did
with Michael's death!

370
00:12:41,469 --> 00:12:43,304
And you did it
with your dad,

371
00:12:43,304 --> 00:12:44,722
and it's what you're doing
right now!
Oh, my God.

372
00:12:44,722 --> 00:12:45,890
You think it's the mature way
of doing things,

373
00:12:45,890 --> 00:12:47,475
but it's actually
the opposite

374
00:12:47,475 --> 00:12:49,060
because it's ostrich theory
and it's bull.

375
00:12:49,060 --> 00:12:50,645
Oh, excuse me. You want to
talk about ostrich theory?

376
00:12:50,645 --> 00:12:52,188
Right.
Let's talk about you
for a second in all that!

377
00:12:52,188 --> 00:12:53,022
I don't know what you ‐‐
Dispatcher: Possible OD,

378
00:12:53,022 --> 00:12:55,191
2020 East Yesler Way.

379
00:12:55,191 --> 00:12:56,859
Wait, isn't that
where we just ‐‐
Yeah. Libby.

380
00:13:03,741 --> 00:13:06,661
Oh. Um, she stumbled out
of that building

381
00:13:06,661 --> 00:13:09,455
and, uh, just collapsed
as I was passing by.

382
00:13:09,455 --> 00:13:10,873
Okay.
Uh,
I didn't know what to do.

383
00:13:10,873 --> 00:13:12,375
I‐I don't know how to do CPR
or anything, so...

384
00:13:12,375 --> 00:13:14,168
‐Okay, thank you.
‐...I called 911.

385
00:13:14,168 --> 00:13:15,128
Give us some room.
Thank you.

386
00:13:15,128 --> 00:13:16,504
Everybody,
give us some room.

387
00:13:16,504 --> 00:13:17,839
Hey, Libby?

388
00:13:17,839 --> 00:13:18,715
It's your friends,
Vic and Travis.

389
00:13:18,715 --> 00:13:20,091
You gotta wake up, okay?

390
00:13:20,091 --> 00:13:21,551
Alright, Libby.
Come on.

391
00:13:21,551 --> 00:13:24,137
Come on.

392
00:13:24,137 --> 00:13:25,430
Come on, Libby. Wake up.
Come on.

393
00:13:25,430 --> 00:13:26,347
Wake up.
[ Gasps ]

394
00:13:26,347 --> 00:13:28,308
There you go.
Okay.

395
00:13:28,308 --> 00:13:29,517
Where's Charlie?

396
00:13:29,517 --> 00:13:30,768
He's at the hospital,

397
00:13:30,768 --> 00:13:32,353
and we're taking you there,
okay?

398
00:13:32,353 --> 00:13:34,188
No, but I ‐‐
No, no, no. Libby, you OD'd.

399
00:13:34,188 --> 00:13:36,316
Just like your BFF.

400
00:13:36,316 --> 00:13:38,568
[ Siren wailing ]

401
00:13:38,568 --> 00:13:40,236
Is Charlie okay?

402
00:13:40,236 --> 00:13:41,571
Is he alive?

403
00:13:41,571 --> 00:13:43,031
He's alive.

404
00:13:43,031 --> 00:13:44,198
You two can go to rehab
together.

405
00:13:44,198 --> 00:13:45,950
I'm not going to rehab.

406
00:13:45,950 --> 00:13:49,996
I did the phone thing so
he would think I was going, too.

407
00:13:49,996 --> 00:13:52,582
'Cause he really needs
to go.

408
00:13:52,582 --> 00:13:54,000
He's gonna die soon
if he doesn't stop.

409
00:13:54,000 --> 00:13:55,710
What about you, Libby?

410
00:13:55,710 --> 00:13:56,878
I don't do
as much as he does.

411
00:13:56,878 --> 00:13:59,422
You literally just OD'd.

412
00:13:59,422 --> 00:14:02,467
He can't die.

413
00:14:02,467 --> 00:14:04,802
If he dies,
I don't know what I'm gonna do.

414
00:14:04,802 --> 00:14:06,846
He's my best friend.

415
00:14:08,723 --> 00:14:11,934
[ Voice breaking ] I don't want
to have to say goodbye to him.

416
00:14:13,186 --> 00:14:14,896
[ Sighs ]

417
00:14:18,608 --> 00:14:20,401
So...

418
00:14:20,401 --> 00:14:23,279
that, uh, thing
you said earlier.

419
00:14:23,279 --> 00:14:26,324
Yeah.
Worst day of my life.

420
00:14:26,324 --> 00:14:28,493
Even worse day
of Montgomery's life.

421
00:14:28,493 --> 00:14:30,244
Now I'm a husband‐killer.

422
00:14:30,244 --> 00:14:32,080
Et cetera, et cetera.

423
00:14:32,080 --> 00:14:33,873
This the part
where we stop being buddies?

424
00:14:33,873 --> 00:14:36,793
Nope.
Just, uh...checking in.

425
00:14:39,045 --> 00:14:41,255
You know, my dad died
when I was 8.

426
00:14:41,255 --> 00:14:43,382
He was one of us.

427
00:14:43,382 --> 00:14:46,094
Line of duty.

428
00:14:46,094 --> 00:14:48,846
Made me into
a pretty nervous little kid.

429
00:14:48,846 --> 00:14:51,265
Anyway, I was always
really grateful,

430
00:14:51,265 --> 00:14:53,601
you know, to the guys
who stepped up to, uh...

431
00:14:53,601 --> 00:14:56,270
you know, father figure?

432
00:14:56,270 --> 00:15:00,441
My uncles,
my dad's fire brothers...

433
00:15:00,441 --> 00:15:03,319
my mom's boyfriend‐now‐husband,
Tom.

434
00:15:03,319 --> 00:15:04,570
He was the best.

435
00:15:04,570 --> 00:15:06,030
I mean, I'm ‐‐ I'm doing
what I can ‐‐

436
00:15:06,030 --> 00:15:08,407
But I was always terrified

437
00:15:08,407 --> 00:15:10,159
that I was gonna lose
another dad.

438
00:15:12,328 --> 00:15:13,746
You just gotta keep
reminding him

439
00:15:13,746 --> 00:15:15,706
that you're
not going anywhere.

440
00:15:15,706 --> 00:15:17,083
He'll relax.

441
00:15:17,083 --> 00:15:18,459
Ruiz.

442
00:15:18,459 --> 00:15:20,962
Not just a pretty face
and a bionic foot.

443
00:15:24,173 --> 00:15:27,093
Name's Libby.
Sats are 98% on 2 liters

444
00:15:27,093 --> 00:15:28,302
after an opiate OD.

445
00:15:28,302 --> 00:15:29,512
Oh. Busy day.

446
00:15:29,512 --> 00:15:31,264
Charlie's friend.
Of course she is.

447
00:15:31,264 --> 00:15:32,390
Thanks.

448
00:15:32,390 --> 00:15:33,599
Hey, guys.
How's it going?

449
00:15:33,599 --> 00:15:35,226
Oh, it's great.

450
00:15:35,226 --> 00:15:36,477
If the coronavirus pandemic
doesn't wipe us out,

451
00:15:36,477 --> 00:15:37,770
the opiate epidemic will.

452
00:15:37,770 --> 00:15:39,355
Oh.

453
00:15:39,355 --> 00:15:40,731
Okay.

454
00:15:40,731 --> 00:15:43,901
Things still rough
between you two?

455
00:15:43,901 --> 00:15:45,486
You know, you should
give her a break.

456
00:15:45,486 --> 00:15:46,904
It's not like
she's still dating the guy.

457
00:15:46,904 --> 00:15:47,947
That's not the point.

458
00:15:47,947 --> 00:15:49,198
What is the point?

459
00:15:49,198 --> 00:15:51,033
The point is,
even after she found out

460
00:15:51,033 --> 00:15:52,410
that he was the guy
that took everything from me,

461
00:15:52,410 --> 00:15:53,703
she still heard his side.

462
00:15:53,703 --> 00:15:54,704
She still heard him out.

463
00:15:54,704 --> 00:15:57,290
I mean, what is...that?

464
00:15:57,290 --> 00:16:00,710
Um...that's being a person,
I guess?

465
00:16:00,710 --> 00:16:01,961
You are not on her side.

466
00:16:01,961 --> 00:16:03,880
What side, Tr‐‐

467
00:16:03,880 --> 00:16:05,047
You know, you're really
sounding like ‐‐

468
00:16:05,047 --> 00:16:06,757
Sounding like what?

469
00:16:06,757 --> 00:16:08,968
Like not Travis.

470
00:16:08,968 --> 00:16:13,014
Trav, it's gonna be a lonely
life if you don't start to ‐‐

471
00:16:13,014 --> 00:16:16,184
I don't know ‐‐ if you
don't start to let it go.

472
00:16:16,184 --> 00:16:23,399
♪♪

473
00:16:23,399 --> 00:16:25,026
Oh. Oh, my God.

474
00:16:25,026 --> 00:16:26,611
This is the best thing
I ever put in my mouth.

475
00:16:26,611 --> 00:16:28,404
Inappropriate.

476
00:16:28,404 --> 00:16:30,990
Oh, gracias.
Pernil is my happy place.

477
00:16:30,990 --> 00:16:32,200
It's my mami's recipe.

478
00:16:32,200 --> 00:16:34,410
Oh, yeah?
My mom hides her recipes from me

479
00:16:34,410 --> 00:16:36,829
like they're
classified CIA documents.

480
00:16:36,829 --> 00:16:38,789
She thinks if I can make her
cooking, I won't come to visit.

481
00:16:38,789 --> 00:16:40,249
You won't.

482
00:16:40,249 --> 00:16:41,626
Hey.

483
00:16:41,626 --> 00:16:42,960
The only thing
my mom knows how to cook

484
00:16:42,960 --> 00:16:44,587
comes out of a box or a can,
so...

485
00:16:44,587 --> 00:16:47,215
Well, at least our kids will
have two dads that can cook.

486
00:16:49,258 --> 00:16:50,760
I think.

487
00:16:50,760 --> 00:16:54,013
What I meant to say was
our kids respectively.

488
00:16:54,013 --> 00:16:56,974
Like, you know, individual kids
is what I meant.

489
00:17:01,562 --> 00:17:03,105
What are you doing?

490
00:17:03,105 --> 00:17:04,690
What are you doing?

491
00:17:04,690 --> 00:17:05,691
Oh, my God.

492
00:17:05,691 --> 00:17:08,069
Travis Lee Montgomery ‐‐

493
00:17:08,069 --> 00:17:09,904
Wait, wait, wait.

494
00:17:12,323 --> 00:17:14,492
Will you...

495
00:17:14,492 --> 00:17:15,576
Oh, twist!

496
00:17:15,576 --> 00:17:16,744
Wait.

497
00:17:18,496 --> 00:17:19,956
Michael Cooper Williams...

498
00:17:19,956 --> 00:17:21,624
Will you...
On three?

499
00:17:21,624 --> 00:17:22,875
[ Laughs ]

500
00:17:22,875 --> 00:17:24,293
Okay.
One. Two.

501
00:17:24,293 --> 00:17:25,419
Both:
Will you marry me?

502
00:17:25,419 --> 00:17:26,629
Yes.

503
00:17:26,629 --> 00:17:28,798
Wow. [ Chuckles ]

504
00:17:28,798 --> 00:17:31,092
Aww. You guys.

505
00:17:31,092 --> 00:17:33,302
I feel bad.
I didn't bring a ring.

506
00:17:33,302 --> 00:17:35,179
Just get in here.

507
00:17:36,889 --> 00:17:38,724
Congratulations,
you guys.

508
00:17:38,724 --> 00:17:39,850
Thank you, brother.

509
00:17:39,850 --> 00:17:42,228
You smell like Pernil.

510
00:17:42,228 --> 00:17:43,688
[ Laughter ]

511
00:17:49,860 --> 00:17:52,488
You have a crush
on Emmett.

512
00:17:52,488 --> 00:17:55,366
You said you didn't want
to talk about "it,"

513
00:17:55,366 --> 00:17:56,701
so we're gonna talk
about something else.

514
00:17:56,701 --> 00:17:58,536
Do you think
that I can just go back

515
00:17:58,536 --> 00:18:00,913
to the Travis and Vic comedy
hour after seeing you with him?

516
00:18:00,913 --> 00:18:02,248
How long, then?
What?

517
00:18:02,248 --> 00:18:03,958
How long
until we can go back?

518
00:18:03,958 --> 00:18:05,293
I don't know.
Huh?

519
00:18:05,293 --> 00:18:06,752
There's not a timeline, Vic.
I just ‐‐

520
00:18:06,752 --> 00:18:08,754
Travis, just stop, please.
You know me.

521
00:18:08,754 --> 00:18:11,591
You were the first non‐blood
person to become my family.

522
00:18:11,591 --> 00:18:14,635
So you don't actually get
to treat me

523
00:18:14,635 --> 00:18:17,179
like some kind of scab
you somehow don't pick.

524
00:18:17,179 --> 00:18:20,182
So, I am ripping it off!

525
00:18:20,182 --> 00:18:21,225
Ripping what off?

526
00:18:21,225 --> 00:18:23,019
The ‐‐ The scab!

527
00:18:23,019 --> 00:18:24,353
Oh, my God.
The scab!

528
00:18:24,353 --> 00:18:26,188
I cannot take what a brat
you're being right now.

529
00:18:26,188 --> 00:18:29,317
Me? You are literally throwing
yourself out of a...car.

530
00:18:29,317 --> 00:18:30,693
God.

531
00:18:30,693 --> 00:18:32,486
[ Groans ]

532
00:18:32,486 --> 00:18:34,030
Alright.

533
00:18:34,030 --> 00:18:37,241
So, what's the plan here?

534
00:18:37,241 --> 00:18:39,744
We're not gonna try
to fix this?

535
00:18:39,744 --> 00:18:41,537
We're just done
'cause of this Theo stuff?

536
00:18:41,537 --> 00:18:43,247
Years and years of friendship
in the garbage

537
00:18:43,247 --> 00:18:44,915
'cause of some guy?
Ah! Nope! Nope!

538
00:18:44,915 --> 00:18:45,916
Is that ‐‐
Nope!

539
00:18:45,916 --> 00:18:48,586
Not some guy!
Not some guy!

540
00:18:48,586 --> 00:18:50,546
The guy who killed my husband!
How are you not getting this?

541
00:18:50,546 --> 00:18:52,923
Travis.

542
00:18:52,923 --> 00:18:54,508
I didn't know.

543
00:18:54,508 --> 00:18:55,843
And then you did.
A‐And now, here we are!

544
00:18:55,843 --> 00:18:57,345
Look! Look at us!

545
00:18:57,345 --> 00:18:58,971
Hey, we're screaming
on the side of the street!

546
00:18:58,971 --> 00:19:00,556
Uh, no!
You're the only one screaming.

547
00:19:00,556 --> 00:19:02,224
I am just trying to talk.
Well, I'm the only one

548
00:19:02,224 --> 00:19:03,601
that has something
to scream about, Vic!

549
00:19:03,601 --> 00:19:05,269
Oh, my ‐‐

550
00:19:05,269 --> 00:19:06,687
My God.

551
00:19:06,687 --> 00:19:09,690
I could scream about
how i‐inappropriate

552
00:19:09,690 --> 00:19:12,234
and unprofessional you were
with those kids today.

553
00:19:12,234 --> 00:19:14,111
Whatever.
I could scream about the fact

554
00:19:14,111 --> 00:19:15,863
you seem to have lost
the ability to care about

555
00:19:15,863 --> 00:19:17,239
anyone's feelings
but your own.

556
00:19:17,239 --> 00:19:18,866
I could scream about
you giving me

557
00:19:18,866 --> 00:19:20,701
the silent treatment
for four days...

558
00:19:20,701 --> 00:19:21,827
How many times did you see him
in the last four days?

559
00:19:21,827 --> 00:19:23,329
...when you could have just
talked to me.

560
00:19:23,329 --> 00:19:25,873
I could scream about you
just calling me a liar!

561
00:19:25,873 --> 00:19:27,333
Fine! You're not a liar!
What is that?

562
00:19:27,333 --> 00:19:28,709
You're not a liar.
What are you doing?

563
00:19:30,044 --> 00:19:31,253
You're not a liar.

564
00:19:31,253 --> 00:19:32,880
You're just reckless
and selfish

565
00:19:32,880 --> 00:19:34,590
and inconsiderate

566
00:19:34,590 --> 00:19:36,050
and void
of boundaries to the point of,

567
00:19:36,050 --> 00:19:37,343
I mean, I don't even know.
Oh, okay. Yeah.

568
00:19:37,343 --> 00:19:38,719
Cool list, dude.
Okay, here's mine ‐‐

569
00:19:38,719 --> 00:19:40,638
You are judgmental,
and you're controlling,

570
00:19:40,638 --> 00:19:42,640
and you just ‐‐ you just expect
everyone to do things

571
00:19:42,640 --> 00:19:45,059
in exactly the way you imagine
them to be in your brain.

572
00:19:45,059 --> 00:19:47,269
Then when they don't, not
only is that person an idiot,

573
00:19:47,269 --> 00:19:48,854
they're a monster, right?
Not even a little true.

574
00:19:48,854 --> 00:19:50,231
Well, you did it
with your dad.

575
00:19:50,231 --> 00:19:51,482
Oh, my God.
You just did.

576
00:19:51,482 --> 00:19:53,275
This has nothing to do
with my dad.

577
00:19:53,275 --> 00:19:54,819
I don't appreciate that
at all.
Okay.

578
00:19:54,819 --> 00:19:56,821
Okay, look, look, Travis, I'm
trying to tell you I get it.

579
00:19:56,821 --> 00:19:58,239
I get it.

580
00:19:58,239 --> 00:20:00,032
I get that your dad
screwed you up,

581
00:20:00,032 --> 00:20:02,284
and I get that Michael's death
screwed you up,

582
00:20:02,284 --> 00:20:05,121
but you need to understand
we are all screwed up.

583
00:20:05,121 --> 00:20:07,123
We are all just trying
to figure it out, okay?

584
00:20:07,123 --> 00:20:10,084
Okay, me not wanting you to date
the guy that's responsible

585
00:20:10,084 --> 00:20:12,002
for my husband's death
is not the same...
Oh, my God. Travis,
we are not dating!

586
00:20:12,002 --> 00:20:13,629
...as some
will‐they‐or‐won't‐they crap!

587
00:20:13,629 --> 00:20:15,840
Stop it!
We are not dating!

588
00:20:15,840 --> 00:20:18,634
I have told you that
4,000 times,

589
00:20:18,634 --> 00:20:20,636
and you refuse to even ‐‐
even hear it.

590
00:20:20,636 --> 00:20:22,847
It's like you're addicted
to being furious.

591
00:20:22,847 --> 00:20:25,224
Can you see that?
When Ripley died ‐‐

592
00:20:25,224 --> 00:20:29,478
You remember him? ‐‐
you spent weeks fixated on ‐‐

593
00:20:29,478 --> 00:20:31,147
on the ‐‐ on the owner
of that coffee plant.

594
00:20:31,147 --> 00:20:32,815
Do you remember that?
I don't ‐‐

595
00:20:32,815 --> 00:20:34,275
You tried to get him thrown
in jail for code violations.

596
00:20:34,275 --> 00:20:35,860
Okay. Look...
Do you remember that?

597
00:20:35,860 --> 00:20:37,361
Now imagine ‐‐ Wait.
Tra‐‐

598
00:20:37,361 --> 00:20:39,447
Imagine if I came to you
and I said,

599
00:20:39,447 --> 00:20:42,324
"Hey, Vic, remember that guy
that killed your fiancé?"

600
00:20:42,324 --> 00:20:44,285
Okay.
"I think he's pretty hot."

601
00:20:44,285 --> 00:20:45,494
Travis ‐‐
"Do you mind if we bang?"

602
00:20:45,494 --> 00:20:47,079
Stop it. I don't
actually need some kind of

603
00:20:47,079 --> 00:20:49,331
sloppy paint‐by‐numbers example
to understand,

604
00:20:49,331 --> 00:20:52,084
because I lost someone, too,
remember?

605
00:20:52,084 --> 00:20:53,836
Right.
Oh, wait, no. I'm sorry.

606
00:20:53,836 --> 00:20:55,421
You're the only one who gets
to nurse their pain.

607
00:20:55,421 --> 00:20:58,215
You don't seem to need
to nurse anything,

608
00:20:58,215 --> 00:21:01,010
because you're a magic person
who just moves on from a loss!

609
00:21:01,010 --> 00:21:02,511
Magic person.
Out of sight, out of mind,
right?

610
00:21:02,511 --> 00:21:04,138
Oh, okay, there it is!
Okay.

611
00:21:04,138 --> 00:21:05,598
Well, we're not all that
elastic, and you know what?

612
00:21:05,598 --> 00:21:07,433
I wouldn't want to be
even if it was an option!

613
00:21:07,433 --> 00:21:08,934
At least it's better
than being a sad, angry man

614
00:21:08,934 --> 00:21:10,686
frozen in time, right?

615
00:21:10,686 --> 00:21:12,646
Because you know what,
Travis?

616
00:21:12,646 --> 00:21:14,565
I tried to find a shelf, just
one shelf in your apartment

617
00:21:14,565 --> 00:21:15,983
to keep
my grandma's tea cups,

618
00:21:15,983 --> 00:21:17,735
and every single space
was taken,

619
00:21:17,735 --> 00:21:18,861
and not with your stuff.

620
00:21:18,861 --> 00:21:20,154
Never with your stuff.

621
00:21:20,154 --> 00:21:23,115
Only with Michael's.

622
00:21:23,115 --> 00:21:24,909
Travis,
it's been four years.

623
00:21:24,909 --> 00:21:28,162
Yeah, you're right.

624
00:21:28,162 --> 00:21:29,121
You're right.
I know.

625
00:21:29,121 --> 00:21:30,706
Yeah.
I'm ‐‐ I'm not over him.

626
00:21:30,706 --> 00:21:31,999
I'm not over Michael.

627
00:21:31,999 --> 00:21:33,709
Not even a little.

628
00:21:33,709 --> 00:21:35,711
And I hate it.

629
00:21:35,711 --> 00:21:38,714
I hate
that four years on

630
00:21:38,714 --> 00:21:41,342
and every morning still feels
just as painful

631
00:21:41,342 --> 00:21:43,803
and awful and confusing
as the day he died,

632
00:21:43,803 --> 00:21:47,765
and I hate that I have to find
a place to hide that mess...
Hey.

633
00:21:47,765 --> 00:21:50,392
...every single day
to even be a person.
Uh‐huh.

634
00:21:50,392 --> 00:21:53,604
And I hate knowing that no
matter how well I hide it,

635
00:21:53,604 --> 00:21:55,397
the very next morning,

636
00:21:55,397 --> 00:21:58,150
it's just gonna be there
waiting for me full force.

637
00:21:58,150 --> 00:22:01,195
Okay.
And I don't get
how you do that.

638
00:22:01,195 --> 00:22:04,281
I don't get how you just...
What?

639
00:22:04,281 --> 00:22:06,784
I mean, did you even care
about Ripley?

640
00:22:08,577 --> 00:22:10,412
Okay.
Did you?

641
00:22:10,412 --> 00:22:11,831
Naturally, that was next.
No, no, no.

642
00:22:11,831 --> 00:22:13,749
Because if you did ‐‐
If you did, honestly...

643
00:22:13,749 --> 00:22:15,793
Why would you ‐‐
...If ‐‐ If you did care
about him, I mean ‐‐

644
00:22:15,793 --> 00:22:18,838
Travis, I cared...

645
00:22:18,838 --> 00:22:22,341
I care about him so much...

646
00:22:22,341 --> 00:22:24,260
that I am scared
I'm never gonna care

647
00:22:24,260 --> 00:22:26,178
about anyone
like that again,

648
00:22:26,178 --> 00:22:29,598
and ‐‐ and just hoping
that there's someday

649
00:22:29,598 --> 00:22:32,059
gonna be another him
is the only thing that's kept me

650
00:22:32,059 --> 00:22:34,270
from being entirely consumed
by the loss of him.

651
00:22:34,270 --> 00:22:36,856
So, what?
Theo is another him?

652
00:22:36,856 --> 00:22:38,774
I‐I don't know.
I ‐‐

653
00:22:38,774 --> 00:22:40,484
Maybe.
Maybe, I hoped.

654
00:22:40,484 --> 00:22:42,820
But you know what? As soon
as I found out who he was,

655
00:22:42,820 --> 00:22:45,155
it was done...

656
00:22:45,155 --> 00:22:47,825
because you were
more important.

657
00:22:47,825 --> 00:22:50,661
I thought about your feelings
immediately.

658
00:22:50,661 --> 00:22:52,788
I thought about
your feelings exclusively.

659
00:22:52,788 --> 00:22:55,416
And the most painful part
about all of this

660
00:22:55,416 --> 00:22:58,544
is you haven't thought
about mine at all.

661
00:22:58,544 --> 00:23:00,880
Do you realize that?

662
00:23:00,880 --> 00:23:03,257
Dispatch: Aid Car 19 requested
to Livermore Park.

663
00:23:03,257 --> 00:23:04,341
Possible OD.

664
00:23:04,341 --> 00:23:06,135
Get in the car!

665
00:23:06,135 --> 00:23:10,014
♪♪

666
00:23:10,014 --> 00:23:11,557
Hey!
Hey.

667
00:23:11,557 --> 00:23:13,684
We really gotta change
the locks.

668
00:23:13,684 --> 00:23:15,477
Hey, it's my house, too,
huh?

669
00:23:15,477 --> 00:23:17,313
Was.
Was your house.

670
00:23:17,313 --> 00:23:19,440
Alright, well, the guy at the
store said this is champagne,

671
00:23:19,440 --> 00:23:21,358
but it doesn't say "champagne"
on it anywhere.

672
00:23:21,358 --> 00:23:23,110
I think
it's only champagne

673
00:23:23,110 --> 00:23:24,361
if it comes
from the Champagne region.

674
00:23:24,361 --> 00:23:25,946
Otherwise, it's just
sparkling hangover.

675
00:23:25,946 --> 00:23:26,739
Mm.
[ Cork pops ]

676
00:23:26,739 --> 00:23:27,948
Whoa!
Wepa!

677
00:23:27,948 --> 00:23:29,033
Okay. Okay.
Wait.

678
00:23:29,033 --> 00:23:30,534
What are we celebrating?

679
00:23:30,534 --> 00:23:31,744
Well, I have news.

680
00:23:31,744 --> 00:23:32,745
We gathered that.

681
00:23:35,873 --> 00:23:36,957
I'm up for Captain.

682
00:23:36,957 --> 00:23:39,168
What?
Yep.

683
00:23:39,168 --> 00:23:40,878
Chief Ripley put me up
for Captain.

684
00:23:40,878 --> 00:23:43,172
And since Kennedy's moving up
to Battalion Chief,

685
00:23:43,172 --> 00:23:45,257
I might even get to stay
at 54. Huh?

686
00:23:45,257 --> 00:23:47,676
News, news, news,
or what?

687
00:23:47,676 --> 00:23:50,137
But you've only been lieutenant
for like six months.

688
00:23:50,137 --> 00:23:51,513
The life‐span
of a water filter.

689
00:23:51,513 --> 00:23:53,098
Yeah.
I know.

690
00:23:53,098 --> 00:23:56,143
Wait, how often do
you change our water filter?

691
00:23:56,143 --> 00:23:59,396
Every...six months.

692
00:23:59,396 --> 00:24:01,190
You're supposed
to change it monthly.

693
00:24:01,190 --> 00:24:03,400
Okay,
I know my way is wrong,

694
00:24:03,400 --> 00:24:05,235
but I know for sure
a month is too often.

695
00:24:05,235 --> 00:24:06,528
I think a month
is just right.
Actually ‐‐ It's actually...

696
00:24:06,528 --> 00:24:08,781
Okay, so I'll just celebrate
by myself, then.

697
00:24:08,781 --> 00:24:10,199
No, no, no, no, no.
Here we go. Here we go.
No, no, no, no.

698
00:24:10,199 --> 00:24:12,743
Here we go.
It's really great.

699
00:24:12,743 --> 00:24:13,786
It's really great.

700
00:24:13,786 --> 00:24:15,079
We're happy for you.

701
00:24:16,747 --> 00:24:17,831
Oh, this is disgusting.

702
00:24:17,831 --> 00:24:19,166
It's really great.

703
00:24:19,166 --> 00:24:21,210
But now I gotta know.

704
00:24:21,210 --> 00:24:22,920
Mnh‐mnh.

705
00:24:22,920 --> 00:24:24,713
Your dad
would be really proud of you.

706
00:24:24,713 --> 00:24:25,923
Thanks, man.
Yeah.

707
00:24:25,923 --> 00:24:26,924
Ha!

708
00:24:26,924 --> 00:24:28,968
It's every two months!

709
00:24:28,968 --> 00:24:30,427
Which is
still not one month.

710
00:24:30,427 --> 00:24:32,346
Which is definitely not
six months!

711
00:24:32,346 --> 00:24:34,515
Oh, my God.
I'm gonna die of mold poisoning.

712
00:24:34,515 --> 00:24:37,142
Well, you know,
a fire might get you first.

713
00:24:37,142 --> 00:24:38,769
I mean,
if we're talking odds.

714
00:24:38,769 --> 00:24:40,145
Love me anyway?

715
00:24:40,145 --> 00:24:41,605
I mean,
what choice do I have?

716
00:24:41,605 --> 00:24:42,982
You're keeping me dependent
on you

717
00:24:42,982 --> 00:24:45,234
by slowly poisoning our water,
so...

718
00:24:45,234 --> 00:24:47,236
Mm‐hmm.
My plan is working.

719
00:24:47,236 --> 00:24:49,071
Mm.
[ Laughs ]

720
00:24:50,364 --> 00:24:57,204
♪ There is a riot
in the streets ♪

721
00:24:57,204 --> 00:25:03,252
♪ There is a riot,
I can't sleep ♪

722
00:25:03,252 --> 00:25:09,466
♪ There is a riot in my heart ♪

723
00:25:09,466 --> 00:25:16,306
♪ There is a welling up
in my soul ♪

724
00:25:16,306 --> 00:25:21,854
♪ Wish I could fix it,
make the whole world whole ♪

725
00:25:21,854 --> 00:25:25,733
♪ And if I could take your pain,
I would ♪

726
00:25:25,733 --> 00:25:28,527
♪ I'd let it all go ♪

727
00:25:28,527 --> 00:25:33,532
♪ There is a welling up
in my soul ♪

728
00:25:35,242 --> 00:25:41,498
♪ They say that love can heal
the broken ♪

729
00:25:41,498 --> 00:25:48,213
♪ I'll mourn with you
until the mornin' ♪

730
00:25:48,213 --> 00:25:52,009
♪ I'll mourn with you
until the mornin' ♪

731
00:26:02,311 --> 00:26:05,814
You're thinking about work,
aren't you?

732
00:26:05,814 --> 00:26:07,983
Your body gets tense
in a very specific way,

733
00:26:07,983 --> 00:26:09,526
and then you stare off
into the middle distance

734
00:26:09,526 --> 00:26:12,404
like you're trying to
figure out access points.

735
00:26:12,404 --> 00:26:13,697
I hate
how well you know me.

736
00:26:13,697 --> 00:26:14,782
No, you don't.

737
00:26:14,782 --> 00:26:16,492
I'm thinking about you.

738
00:26:16,492 --> 00:26:17,826
At work.

739
00:26:17,826 --> 00:26:20,120
I mean, are you sure
it's a good idea,

740
00:26:20,120 --> 00:26:21,413
Theo being your captain?

741
00:26:21,413 --> 00:26:22,915
He's so green.

742
00:26:22,915 --> 00:26:24,750
You two are so close.

743
00:26:24,750 --> 00:26:26,126
Don't you think it's gonna
mess with your friendship?

744
00:26:26,126 --> 00:26:27,920
We've known each other
10 years.

745
00:26:27,920 --> 00:26:30,130
I think we can get past some
chain of command disagreements.

746
00:26:30,130 --> 00:26:31,381
Well, what if he makes
a bad call?

747
00:26:31,381 --> 00:26:32,716
And you got hurt?

748
00:26:32,716 --> 00:26:33,759
What about that?

749
00:26:33,759 --> 00:26:34,927
Didn't think about that.

750
00:26:34,927 --> 00:26:36,678
Hey, firefighters get hurt.

751
00:26:36,678 --> 00:26:37,971
You know that.

752
00:26:37,971 --> 00:26:39,640
Theo's good at his job.

753
00:26:39,640 --> 00:26:41,517
I'll be fine.

754
00:26:41,517 --> 00:26:43,519
Mm. Mm.

755
00:26:43,519 --> 00:26:47,439
But if I'm not, do you promise
to never love again?

756
00:26:47,439 --> 00:26:50,567
I promise to die a lonely,
withered old man

757
00:26:50,567 --> 00:26:52,111
never having known
the touch of another lover.

758
00:26:52,111 --> 00:26:53,904
Yes.

759
00:26:53,904 --> 00:26:56,073
Good.

760
00:26:56,073 --> 00:26:57,491
Same.

761
00:26:57,491 --> 00:26:59,618
♪♪

762
00:26:59,618 --> 00:27:01,203
[ Sighs ]

763
00:27:01,203 --> 00:27:03,831
"I'm not that bad,"
she said.

764
00:27:03,831 --> 00:27:06,041
"I don't need rehab,"
she said.

765
00:27:12,506 --> 00:27:13,799
[ Sighs ]

766
00:27:13,799 --> 00:27:14,967
[ Buttons beeping ]

767
00:27:14,967 --> 00:27:16,009
[ Lock beeps ]

768
00:27:16,009 --> 00:27:17,052
I think you're right.

769
00:27:19,388 --> 00:27:24,226
I think I'm addicted
to being furious.

770
00:27:24,226 --> 00:27:29,773
To feeling
the rage of his loss.

771
00:27:29,773 --> 00:27:32,734
And it feels...

772
00:27:32,734 --> 00:27:35,696
tied to him.

773
00:27:35,696 --> 00:27:40,033
It feels like if I let it go,
I let him go.

774
00:27:47,291 --> 00:27:50,544
I shouldn't have accused you
of not caring about Ripley.

775
00:27:50,544 --> 00:27:52,254
That was low.

776
00:27:56,383 --> 00:27:59,303
I learned how to self‐soothe
when I was like 2 years old.

777
00:27:59,303 --> 00:28:02,514
It's the only bright spot
to parental neglect.

778
00:28:02,514 --> 00:28:05,267
Lucas is gone.

779
00:28:05,267 --> 00:28:07,102
And that sucks.

780
00:28:09,938 --> 00:28:13,525
And I have done a lot of things
to try to make it suck less,

781
00:28:13,525 --> 00:28:15,068
and yeah, maybe it hasn't
always worked,

782
00:28:15,068 --> 00:28:17,321
but I am trying, Travis.

783
00:28:17,321 --> 00:28:20,574
I'm always trying.

784
00:28:20,574 --> 00:28:22,659
And, you ‐‐ You know,
I don't know.

785
00:28:22,659 --> 00:28:23,994
Maybe...

786
00:28:26,955 --> 00:28:28,332
Maybe you're right.

787
00:28:28,332 --> 00:28:30,000
It is always gonna suck
a little.

788
00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:32,586
But I th‐‐
I think that's okay,

789
00:28:32,586 --> 00:28:35,088
'cause I think it just speaks
to how good we got to have it

790
00:28:35,088 --> 00:28:36,882
for a second there,
you know?

791
00:28:39,217 --> 00:28:41,053
Look ‐‐
Sorry. I ‐‐

792
00:28:41,053 --> 00:28:42,888
Dispatch: Aid Car 19 requested
to Livermore Park.

793
00:28:42,888 --> 00:28:44,723
Oh, come on.
What is this now?

794
00:28:44,723 --> 00:28:46,099
We were just there.

795
00:28:46,099 --> 00:28:48,101
[ Klaxons sound ]

796
00:28:48,101 --> 00:28:49,853
Hey, folks.
Can you give us room, please?

797
00:28:49,853 --> 00:28:51,480
He's in there.

798
00:28:51,480 --> 00:28:53,148
Ah, damn it.
It's Charlie.

799
00:28:53,148 --> 00:28:54,441
Charlie?

800
00:28:54,441 --> 00:28:56,693
Char‐‐

801
00:28:56,693 --> 00:28:57,486
Charlie.

802
00:28:58,904 --> 00:29:00,656
Charlie. Hey.

803
00:29:00,656 --> 00:29:02,366
Charlie. It's Vic.
Can you hear me?

804
00:29:02,366 --> 00:29:04,076
Can ‐‐
Okay, he's not OD'd.

805
00:29:04,076 --> 00:29:05,661
He's just high.
Charlie.

806
00:29:05,661 --> 00:29:07,788
Alright, you're gonna come
with us, okay? Look at me.

807
00:29:07,788 --> 00:29:09,665
[ Slurred ]
Ah...you're so beautiful.

808
00:29:09,665 --> 00:29:11,375
Thank you. Alright.

809
00:29:11,375 --> 00:29:12,834
We're gonna take you out,
though, okay?

810
00:29:12,834 --> 00:29:14,753
You're gonna come to the
hospital with us now, alright?

811
00:29:14,753 --> 00:29:17,547
[ Siren wailing ]

812
00:29:17,547 --> 00:29:20,342
Ah. Libby?

813
00:29:20,342 --> 00:29:22,260
Ah! Aah!

814
00:29:22,260 --> 00:29:23,804
Am I still at the hospital?
‐No.

815
00:29:23,804 --> 00:29:25,555
You are not in the hospital.
You checked yourself out.

816
00:29:25,555 --> 00:29:26,974
You're in an ambulance,
okay?

817
00:29:26,974 --> 00:29:29,726
Right.
I came home, and Libby...

818
00:29:31,228 --> 00:29:33,146
And the neighbor...

819
00:29:33,146 --> 00:29:35,232
told me Libby was dead.

820
00:29:35,232 --> 00:29:36,775
I'm sorry, Charlie.

821
00:29:39,277 --> 00:29:41,530
[ Voice breaking ]
I just wanted to say goodbye.

822
00:29:41,530 --> 00:29:42,906
Hey. Why don't you say
goodbye right now?

823
00:29:42,906 --> 00:29:44,449
The phone doesn't work.

824
00:29:44,449 --> 00:29:46,368
It's just some stupid thing
we used to do.

825
00:29:46,368 --> 00:29:48,745
It's not stupid.
It's not stupid at all.

826
00:29:48,745 --> 00:29:49,913
Because it was
yours and hers.

827
00:29:49,913 --> 00:29:51,540
It was your thing.

828
00:29:51,540 --> 00:29:53,500
And she was your best friend,
right?

829
00:29:53,500 --> 00:29:55,544
And that's the most important
thing in the world.

830
00:29:55,544 --> 00:29:56,628
So just sit here.

831
00:29:56,628 --> 00:29:57,754
Say what you need to say.

832
00:29:57,754 --> 00:30:00,007
Tell her ‐‐

833
00:30:00,007 --> 00:30:02,342
Tell her
that you're sorry

834
00:30:02,342 --> 00:30:05,512
and that you'll do better
and that you'll get well.

835
00:30:05,512 --> 00:30:08,390
Vic: Her life has to mean
something, Charlie.

836
00:30:08,390 --> 00:30:10,350
And her death
has to mean something.

837
00:30:10,350 --> 00:30:12,728
It has to change you,
you know?

838
00:30:12,728 --> 00:30:14,187
And maybe if you let it,

839
00:30:14,187 --> 00:30:15,772
it can change you
for the better,

840
00:30:15,772 --> 00:30:17,065
but it won't
until you say goodbye.

841
00:30:26,241 --> 00:30:28,035
Charlie: Libs.

842
00:30:28,035 --> 00:30:29,786
I gotta be done.

843
00:30:29,786 --> 00:30:31,329
[ Sniffles ]

844
00:30:31,329 --> 00:30:32,831
I gotta be done.

845
00:30:32,831 --> 00:30:35,000
I'm gonna be done, like ‐‐
like you said.

846
00:30:35,000 --> 00:30:38,170
I don't really know
how to do that, but I'm...

847
00:30:38,170 --> 00:30:40,589
Yeah, I'm gonna try.

848
00:30:40,589 --> 00:30:42,632
Yeah,
I'm ‐‐ I'm gonna try.

849
00:30:42,632 --> 00:30:46,720
I'm gonna ‐‐ I'm gonna go to
the detox place tonight, and...

850
00:30:49,222 --> 00:30:52,309
[ Voice breaking ]
How do I do this without you?

851
00:30:52,309 --> 00:30:57,064
You're my best friend.

852
00:30:57,064 --> 00:30:59,232
[ Sobbing ]

853
00:30:59,232 --> 00:31:00,859
Sorry.

854
00:31:03,612 --> 00:31:07,074
I'm sorry.

855
00:31:07,074 --> 00:31:09,826
I'm sorry
that you're gone.

856
00:31:09,826 --> 00:31:14,873
♪♪

857
00:31:14,873 --> 00:31:19,961
♪♪

858
00:31:19,961 --> 00:31:21,588
[ Knock on door ]

859
00:31:21,588 --> 00:31:29,596
♪♪

860
00:31:36,478 --> 00:31:38,480
No.

861
00:31:38,480 --> 00:31:40,649
No.

862
00:31:40,649 --> 00:31:42,067
No. No.

863
00:31:42,067 --> 00:31:44,653
[ Voice breaking ] No.
No.

864
00:31:44,653 --> 00:31:46,655
Why? No.

865
00:31:49,533 --> 00:31:51,076
Why?

866
00:31:54,704 --> 00:31:57,415
Why?

867
00:31:57,415 --> 00:31:59,126
[ Sobbing ]

868
00:32:05,090 --> 00:32:08,677
Tell me.
Tell me what happened.

869
00:32:08,677 --> 00:32:10,720
They won't tell me
what happened.

870
00:32:13,348 --> 00:32:15,809
What?
Theo, tell me.

871
00:32:15,809 --> 00:32:18,603
Please,
tell me what happened.

872
00:32:18,603 --> 00:32:21,439
I thought, uh...

873
00:32:21,439 --> 00:32:25,652
I thought the wind was upslope
from the east...

874
00:32:25,652 --> 00:32:28,613
[voice breaking] so I told him
it was safe to shelter in place.

875
00:32:31,116 --> 00:32:34,202
I‐I...

876
00:32:34,202 --> 00:32:35,787
I'm sorry.

877
00:32:35,787 --> 00:32:37,247
What?
Travis.

878
00:32:37,247 --> 00:32:39,499
You know I love him.
Wh‐‐ Wh‐‐

879
00:32:39,499 --> 00:32:41,084
You know,
Michael was my b‐‐

880
00:32:41,084 --> 00:32:42,544
Wait.

881
00:32:42,544 --> 00:32:44,504
It was a mistake.

882
00:32:44,504 --> 00:32:46,131
I miscalculated.

883
00:32:48,758 --> 00:32:51,511
I'd ‐‐ I'd never ‐‐

884
00:32:51,511 --> 00:32:53,805
Travis, you know
how dangerous the job is, man.

885
00:32:53,805 --> 00:32:56,808
It ‐‐ It could have been
anybody, and it could've...

886
00:33:00,312 --> 00:33:03,398
Oh, Travis, come on, man.

887
00:33:03,398 --> 00:33:05,692
We gotta go through this
together, man.

888
00:33:05,692 --> 00:33:07,611
I need you.
Please get out of the house.

889
00:33:07,611 --> 00:33:08,737
Travis, please, I ‐‐

890
00:33:08,737 --> 00:33:10,030
You gotta get out.

891
00:33:10,030 --> 00:33:11,823
Please
get out of my house.

892
00:33:11,823 --> 00:33:12,824
Come on, please.

893
00:33:12,824 --> 00:33:13,992
Please get out of my house.

894
00:33:13,992 --> 00:33:15,160
Get out of my house.

895
00:33:15,160 --> 00:33:17,204
Please...
Get out of my house.

896
00:33:17,204 --> 00:33:19,789
Get out of this house
right now!

897
00:33:19,789 --> 00:33:21,249
Get out!

898
00:33:21,249 --> 00:33:22,250
Please!

899
00:33:22,250 --> 00:33:24,002
Get out of my house!

900
00:33:26,504 --> 00:33:27,964
I'm sorry.

901
00:33:29,966 --> 00:33:32,594
[ Door closes ]

902
00:33:32,594 --> 00:33:36,181
♪♪

903
00:33:36,181 --> 00:33:39,851
[ Breathing heavily ]

904
00:33:45,941 --> 00:33:48,610
You see?
There's not always fires, buddy.

905
00:33:48,610 --> 00:33:51,029
The trucks...

906
00:33:51,029 --> 00:33:53,198
well, they're just sleeping.

907
00:33:53,198 --> 00:33:55,242
They haven't seen a fire
for days.

908
00:33:55,242 --> 00:33:56,076
Alright, now.

909
00:33:57,494 --> 00:33:59,412
You see
how clean they are?

910
00:33:59,412 --> 00:34:01,706
They'd be filthy
if they'd seen any action.

911
00:34:01,706 --> 00:34:04,251
Yeah, see, most days,
we just, uh...

912
00:34:04,251 --> 00:34:07,170
play board games or, uh,
eat snacks.

913
00:34:07,170 --> 00:34:09,047
Great. Now he's gonna
wanna be a firefighter

914
00:34:09,047 --> 00:34:10,257
for the board games
and snacks.

915
00:34:10,257 --> 00:34:12,092
[ Chuckles ]

916
00:34:12,092 --> 00:34:14,886
Buddy, honestly, if ‐‐
if ‐‐ if a fire even happens,

917
00:34:14,886 --> 00:34:17,681
y‐you know, I‐I promise,
I'm a great firefighter,

918
00:34:17,681 --> 00:34:19,933
and my friends,
they're even better.

919
00:34:19,933 --> 00:34:21,017
I'm gonna be okay.

920
00:34:21,017 --> 00:34:23,478
You ready for bed now?

921
00:34:23,478 --> 00:34:25,939
Okay. Say good night.

922
00:34:25,939 --> 00:34:29,025
Thank you.
That was a really good idea.

923
00:34:29,025 --> 00:34:30,694
Well, it was
actually Ruiz's idea.

924
00:34:30,694 --> 00:34:32,570
Tell him thank you for me.

925
00:34:32,570 --> 00:34:33,947
I will.

926
00:34:33,947 --> 00:34:35,949
See you in the morning?
Yeah. You bet.

927
00:34:35,949 --> 00:34:38,451
I miss you.
I miss you.

928
00:34:38,451 --> 00:34:39,244
[ Smooches ]

929
00:34:40,704 --> 00:34:43,039
Hey.
Thanks, man.

930
00:34:43,039 --> 00:34:45,292
Yeah.
I, uh...

931
00:34:45,292 --> 00:34:46,835
I know how it is.

932
00:34:46,835 --> 00:34:48,670
Losing a dad?

933
00:34:48,670 --> 00:34:52,132
Well, that, too, actually,
but, um...

934
00:34:52,132 --> 00:34:56,136
being responsible
for the death of a brother.

935
00:34:56,136 --> 00:34:58,138
Rigo Vasquez.

936
00:34:58,138 --> 00:35:00,682
Vasquez?
That was you who, uh...

937
00:35:00,682 --> 00:35:02,434
You and Eva.

938
00:35:02,434 --> 00:35:03,810
So you knew him?

939
00:35:03,810 --> 00:35:05,937
Not a lot of Latino dudes
in SFD.

940
00:35:05,937 --> 00:35:09,566
Yeah. I'm sorry.
Uh...

941
00:35:09,566 --> 00:35:12,402
I‐I get it
if you hate me now.

942
00:35:12,402 --> 00:35:15,155
Yeah, it's, uh...

943
00:35:15,155 --> 00:35:18,116
it's a tough job.

944
00:35:18,116 --> 00:35:21,369
And sometimes people die.

945
00:35:21,369 --> 00:35:24,748
I don't have it in me
to hate you tonight.

946
00:35:24,748 --> 00:35:27,208
Maybe tomorrow.

947
00:35:27,208 --> 00:35:28,543
Cool.

948
00:35:28,543 --> 00:35:34,883
♪♪

949
00:35:34,883 --> 00:35:36,926
Chief Ripley.

950
00:35:36,926 --> 00:35:38,136
That was you,
wasn't it?

951
00:35:38,136 --> 00:35:40,013
Who was dating him
when he died.

952
00:35:41,890 --> 00:35:44,142
How do you know that?

953
00:35:44,142 --> 00:35:45,977
We all heard
he was dating a firefighter.

954
00:35:45,977 --> 00:35:47,896
There were rumors.
Can you?

955
00:35:47,896 --> 00:35:49,606
Yeah.

956
00:35:49,606 --> 00:35:50,940
[ Clears throat ]

957
00:35:50,940 --> 00:35:53,360
But, uh,
I had forgotten the name.

958
00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:55,737
Didn't put it together
till today.

959
00:35:55,737 --> 00:35:59,407
I remember
Montgomery rang the bells.

960
00:35:59,407 --> 00:36:02,285
Uh, I couldn't stand
watching him up there,

961
00:36:02,285 --> 00:36:04,454
knowing what
he was feeling.

962
00:36:04,454 --> 00:36:06,164
I almost bolted.

963
00:36:08,625 --> 00:36:10,043
You were
at Ripley's funeral?

964
00:36:10,043 --> 00:36:13,004
He's the one
who made me Captain.

965
00:36:13,004 --> 00:36:15,799
And then, uh...

966
00:36:15,799 --> 00:36:18,426
after Michael...

967
00:36:18,426 --> 00:36:20,220
When I asked
for a demotion,

968
00:36:20,220 --> 00:36:23,682
he tried to ‐‐
he tried to fight me on it.

969
00:36:23,682 --> 00:36:27,143
But he got it, though.
He was a good dude.

970
00:36:27,143 --> 00:36:30,480
He was
a really good dude.

971
00:36:30,480 --> 00:36:33,483
I'm sad.

972
00:36:33,483 --> 00:36:35,068
Is that weird?

973
00:36:35,068 --> 00:36:36,736
Pretty normal to feel sad
about a breakup.

974
00:36:36,736 --> 00:36:41,157
Is it a breakup
if it was never a thing?

975
00:36:41,157 --> 00:36:43,034
I think
it might be worse.

976
00:37:15,942 --> 00:37:17,402
Theo was Michael's you.

977
00:37:19,738 --> 00:37:22,031
[ Sniffs ]

978
00:37:22,031 --> 00:37:24,159
Him and Michael, they went
through academy together.

979
00:37:24,159 --> 00:37:26,745
They were probies together.

980
00:37:26,745 --> 00:37:29,497
Roommates.

981
00:37:29,497 --> 00:37:32,375
Theo was a legacy kid,

982
00:37:32,375 --> 00:37:35,879
so he rose up the ladder faster
than Michael or I, but...

983
00:37:35,879 --> 00:37:38,089
we were best friends.

984
00:37:38,089 --> 00:37:39,507
The three of us.

985
00:37:42,051 --> 00:37:45,889
And then suddenly...

986
00:37:45,889 --> 00:37:49,100
Michael died.

987
00:37:49,100 --> 00:37:50,935
And it was Theo's fault.

988
00:37:56,232 --> 00:37:58,026
Must have sucked
to go through that

989
00:37:58,026 --> 00:37:59,569
without your best friend.

990
00:38:07,619 --> 00:38:10,830
You know, I hate this weird part
after a friendship fight ‐‐

991
00:38:10,830 --> 00:38:13,917
you know, after it's done,

992
00:38:13,917 --> 00:38:16,628
when you still both feel
kind of icky and awkward

993
00:38:16,628 --> 00:38:21,382
and not back to normal
with each other.

994
00:38:21,382 --> 00:38:24,260
Yeah, in a relationship,
you just have sex.

995
00:38:27,555 --> 00:38:29,808
Vic, for the millionth time,
I'm not gonna have sex with you.

996
00:38:31,601 --> 00:38:33,603
[ Laughs ]
Why not?

997
00:38:33,603 --> 00:38:35,104
[ Both laugh ]

998
00:38:35,104 --> 00:38:40,235
♪♪

999
00:38:40,235 --> 00:38:45,448
♪♪

1000
00:38:45,448 --> 00:38:47,492
Hi!
Hi, I'm the probie.

1001
00:38:47,492 --> 00:38:48,827
Oh, God. I'm sorry.
Are you ‐‐

1002
00:38:48,827 --> 00:38:50,245
No.
I'm ‐‐ I'm ‐‐ It's nothing.

1003
00:38:50,245 --> 00:38:52,205
I'm, uh ‐‐
I'm Travis Montgomery.

1004
00:38:52,205 --> 00:38:54,999
I'm Vic. Hughes.

1005
00:38:54,999 --> 00:38:56,334
Are you sure
you're okay?

1006
00:38:56,334 --> 00:38:57,794
Yeah.
You wanna talk about it?

1007
00:38:57,794 --> 00:38:59,212
I'm pretty good at listening.
No.

1008
00:38:59,212 --> 00:39:00,880
I do not want
to talk about it.

1009
00:39:00,880 --> 00:39:03,007
That's cool.
I'm better at not listening.

1010
00:39:03,007 --> 00:39:04,592
[ Chuckles ]

1011
00:39:04,592 --> 00:39:05,635
Lucky you.

1012
00:39:05,635 --> 00:39:07,846
[ Laughs ]

1013
00:39:07,846 --> 00:39:09,722
Do you need a locker?

1014
00:39:09,722 --> 00:39:11,307
Yeah.

1015
00:39:11,307 --> 00:39:13,226
You wanna take that one?
It's open.

1016
00:39:13,226 --> 00:39:14,561
Thanks.
Yeah.

1017
00:39:16,688 --> 00:39:18,648
Welcome to 19, Hughes.

1018
00:39:18,648 --> 00:39:20,066
Welcome to Hughes, 19.

1019
00:39:20,066 --> 00:39:22,944
[ Laughs ]

1020
00:39:22,944 --> 00:39:24,153
What?

1021
00:39:24,153 --> 00:39:25,154
Nothing.

1022
00:39:25,154 --> 00:39:26,739
[ Laughs ]

1023
00:39:26,739 --> 00:39:34,122
♪♪

1024
00:39:34,122 --> 00:39:36,040
[ Sighs ]

1025
00:39:45,466 --> 00:39:47,176
Hey, um, Michael...

1026
00:39:55,143 --> 00:39:56,477
Hey.

1027
00:39:59,022 --> 00:40:02,692
You remember when we won
that trip to the Maldives,

1028
00:40:02,692 --> 00:40:07,530
and I was a disaster
for the first two days,

1029
00:40:07,530 --> 00:40:10,325
obsessing over
how much time we had left,

1030
00:40:10,325 --> 00:40:12,952
and, uh, making myself
sick and sad

1031
00:40:12,952 --> 00:40:16,080
about how we only had a week?

1032
00:40:16,080 --> 00:40:21,878
You said that I should try
to enjoy the this of this,

1033
00:40:21,878 --> 00:40:25,757
instead of worrying
about the end of this.

1034
00:40:25,757 --> 00:40:29,302
And, of course, you were right.

1035
00:40:29,302 --> 00:40:31,471
But I couldn't shake it.
[ Chuckles ]

1036
00:40:31,471 --> 00:40:34,515
And then you got pissed...

1037
00:40:34,515 --> 00:40:40,563
and you said, "Travis, yes,
this week is going to end,

1038
00:40:40,563 --> 00:40:43,274
but it is already ours.

1039
00:40:43,274 --> 00:40:47,320
It is in our head
and belly and bones.

1040
00:40:47,320 --> 00:40:50,448
It is already ours forever."

1041
00:40:54,452 --> 00:40:56,788
Man...

1042
00:40:56,788 --> 00:40:59,123
that was, like, the best advice
in the world.

1043
00:41:01,376 --> 00:41:03,294
[ Voice breaking ]
And I can't believe I forgot it.

1044
00:41:03,294 --> 00:41:04,963
I'm sorry.

1045
00:41:10,927 --> 00:41:13,137
[ Breathes deeply ]

1046
00:41:14,180 --> 00:41:17,350
You're, uh...

1047
00:41:17,350 --> 00:41:22,021
You're not here anymore,

1048
00:41:22,021 --> 00:41:26,150
and the Maldives are literally
sinking into the sea.

1049
00:41:26,150 --> 00:41:29,779
[ Sniffles ]
But you were right.

1050
00:41:29,779 --> 00:41:33,324
I will always have both

1051
00:41:33,324 --> 00:41:37,036
in my head, belly, and bones.

1052
00:41:39,622 --> 00:41:43,960
So I should probably stop
fixating on the end of them.

1053
00:41:47,922 --> 00:41:51,342
[ Breathes deeply ]

1054
00:42:09,902 --> 00:42:18,077
♪♪

1055
00:42:18,077 --> 00:42:26,252
♪♪

1056
00:42:26,252 --> 00:42:34,177
♪♪