1 00:01:14,760 --> 00:01:16,205 DAVID: I love it when you wear blue. 2 00:01:17,440 --> 00:01:20,330 I mean, I love you in anything, 3 00:01:21,680 --> 00:01:23,936 but you wore blue that first time I saw you. 4 00:01:23,960 --> 00:01:28,488 So anytime I see you in blue, it reminds me of how I felt at that moment. 5 00:01:30,040 --> 00:01:33,567 Now, I never really knew what being alive was until I saw you. 6 00:01:34,440 --> 00:01:36,496 You unlocked something inside me that day. 7 00:01:36,520 --> 00:01:39,649 Something I didn't even realize was there. 8 00:01:40,960 --> 00:01:45,010 And right then I knew that nothing in my life was ever gonna be the same. 9 00:01:45,320 --> 00:01:48,483 In that moment I was transformed permanently. 10 00:01:49,360 --> 00:01:50,771 You did that. 11 00:03:03,560 --> 00:03:07,804 My job is to access and interpret data to produce analytical results. 12 00:03:07,920 --> 00:03:09,285 I did that job. 13 00:03:12,960 --> 00:03:15,850 Taking your frustration out on me will not alter the results. 14 00:03:18,760 --> 00:03:21,576 You're quite within your rights to take your business to another bank. 15 00:03:21,600 --> 00:03:24,296 Another analyst may interpret the data more to your liking, 16 00:03:24,320 --> 00:03:26,561 but they'd be doing a bad job. Good morning. 17 00:03:29,280 --> 00:03:30,281 What? 18 00:03:31,200 --> 00:03:32,201 Nothing. 19 00:03:33,880 --> 00:03:35,006 Jill, What? 20 00:03:35,560 --> 00:03:36,561 Nothing. 21 00:03:37,920 --> 00:03:41,163 I just hope he likes vinegar more than he likes honey. 22 00:03:43,040 --> 00:03:44,041 She. 23 00:03:45,280 --> 00:03:46,281 Oh. 24 00:03:47,120 --> 00:03:48,281 Well, then. 25 00:03:49,120 --> 00:03:50,645 (INDISTINCT CHATTERING) 26 00:04:00,800 --> 00:04:02,006 (COMPUTER CHIMES) 27 00:04:04,840 --> 00:04:06,046 (MOUSE CLICKS) 28 00:04:24,440 --> 00:04:25,616 (KNOCKS ON DOOR) 29 00:04:25,640 --> 00:04:26,971 MANAGER: Hey. Hi. 30 00:04:27,400 --> 00:04:28,401 Have a seat. 31 00:04:30,280 --> 00:04:31,486 Thanks. You're welcome. 32 00:04:34,120 --> 00:04:38,011 So... (EXHALES) That report... 33 00:04:39,880 --> 00:04:42,804 That report is faultless. 34 00:04:44,160 --> 00:04:47,369 You are every bit as good as I'd hoped you'd be. 35 00:04:47,960 --> 00:04:49,086 I appreciate that. 36 00:04:49,640 --> 00:04:51,369 You're gonna do really well here. 37 00:04:52,160 --> 00:04:54,208 I'm certainly gonna try. Good. 38 00:04:56,680 --> 00:04:58,011 Good, good, good. 39 00:04:59,960 --> 00:05:00,961 So... 40 00:05:01,760 --> 00:05:04,445 The ABA conference is the last week of September. 41 00:05:05,440 --> 00:05:07,761 Two nights at the Hyatt Regency 42 00:05:08,280 --> 00:05:09,611 in New Orleans. 43 00:05:10,320 --> 00:05:11,481 And... 44 00:05:12,880 --> 00:05:14,120 We should go. 45 00:05:15,960 --> 00:05:19,009 We should go. 46 00:05:22,720 --> 00:05:25,246 I think I need a little more experience. 47 00:05:25,520 --> 00:05:28,490 Well, I can help you with that. 48 00:05:32,480 --> 00:05:34,323 I should get back to work. Good. 49 00:05:36,680 --> 00:05:38,762 Good, good, good. 50 00:05:41,280 --> 00:05:42,850 (INDISTINCT CHATTERING) 51 00:05:47,960 --> 00:05:52,488 SAWYER: Of my new friends, I'd say Jill's probably the closest. 52 00:05:52,960 --> 00:05:54,883 We go out after work almost every night. 53 00:05:56,800 --> 00:05:59,201 How's your boss? He's great. I mean, 54 00:06:00,800 --> 00:06:03,406 he has really high standards, and he's really demanding. 55 00:06:04,160 --> 00:06:06,536 But when he says you got something right, you know you got it right. 56 00:06:06,560 --> 00:06:09,245 Which is really rewarding, especially because it is so competitive here. 57 00:06:10,000 --> 00:06:14,005 ANGELA: I suppose that explains why you're eating your lunch in such a rush. 58 00:06:14,320 --> 00:06:16,721 (CHUCKLES) Yeah. Hey, at least it's green. 59 00:06:17,120 --> 00:06:18,296 But I kind of do have to get going. 60 00:06:18,320 --> 00:06:20,576 I just wanted to let you know everything is great. 61 00:06:20,600 --> 00:06:21,681 I couldn't be happier. 62 00:06:21,920 --> 00:06:25,496 Yeah, now that you're 450 miles away from me 63 00:06:25,520 --> 00:06:27,363 and everyone else you've ever known. 64 00:06:28,080 --> 00:06:29,366 Don't do that. 65 00:06:29,600 --> 00:06:31,967 It was a fantastic opportunity. I couldn't say no. 66 00:06:32,320 --> 00:06:35,403 Besides, you know what an impulsive girl I am. 67 00:06:36,520 --> 00:06:37,885 Hey, I got to go. Okay? 68 00:06:38,520 --> 00:06:39,965 Love you. Bye. 69 00:07:07,520 --> 00:07:08,646 (MEN CATCALLING) 70 00:07:26,120 --> 00:07:27,724 (INDISTINCT LAUGHTER AND CHATTER) 71 00:07:41,000 --> 00:07:43,207 Yeah, that's me. 72 00:07:49,000 --> 00:07:50,684 Down and... 73 00:07:52,120 --> 00:07:53,167 Mmm. 74 00:07:53,840 --> 00:07:55,736 (BOTH EXCLAIM) 75 00:07:55,760 --> 00:07:58,081 Sawyer Valentini. Mmm-hmm. 76 00:07:58,600 --> 00:07:59,840 What a name. 77 00:08:00,040 --> 00:08:01,405 (IN ITALIAN ACCENT) Sawyer Valentini. 78 00:08:01,520 --> 00:08:02,576 (CHUCKLES) 79 00:08:02,600 --> 00:08:04,887 It's a sexy-ass name. Thanks. 80 00:08:05,240 --> 00:08:07,496 I'm named after my grandfather on my mother's side. 81 00:08:07,520 --> 00:08:08,521 Yeah. 82 00:08:08,680 --> 00:08:10,205 He died of eye cancer. 83 00:08:10,400 --> 00:08:12,607 Oh, shit. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean... 84 00:08:12,760 --> 00:08:14,056 (LAUGHS) 85 00:08:14,080 --> 00:08:15,525 Your little face. 86 00:08:15,800 --> 00:08:16,896 That was you being funny? 87 00:08:16,920 --> 00:08:19,287 Hey, if we can't laugh at cancer, who are we? 88 00:08:20,720 --> 00:08:22,927 That's dark. (CHUCKLES) Hail Satan. 89 00:08:27,640 --> 00:08:29,936 Promise me one thing, Jesse. It's Mark. (CLEARS THROAT) 90 00:08:29,960 --> 00:08:33,009 Yeah. Tonight's gonna go how you want it to go. 91 00:08:33,440 --> 00:08:34,805 It's not even a question. 92 00:08:35,480 --> 00:08:38,006 But afterwards, you don't call me. 93 00:08:38,480 --> 00:08:41,211 You don't contact me. It's like we never met. 94 00:08:42,720 --> 00:08:44,006 You good with that? 95 00:08:46,480 --> 00:08:48,721 Yeah. Jesse's so good with that. 96 00:08:51,840 --> 00:08:52,896 (DOOR OPENS) 97 00:08:52,920 --> 00:08:56,208 SAWYER: So, this is my apartment. 98 00:08:58,480 --> 00:08:59,527 (DOOR CLOSES) 99 00:08:59,640 --> 00:09:05,443 Yeah. And, um, this is my, uh, room. 100 00:09:24,000 --> 00:09:25,736 Fuck. Fuck! 101 00:09:25,760 --> 00:09:27,496 What the fuck? Oh, my God! (CRYING) 102 00:09:27,520 --> 00:09:30,729 (STAMMERS) I thought that's what you said you wanted. You initiated it. 103 00:09:30,880 --> 00:09:32,006 (CONTINUES CRYING) 104 00:09:33,040 --> 00:09:35,088 Oh, fuck. No. 105 00:09:41,160 --> 00:09:42,286 (PANTING) 106 00:09:51,360 --> 00:09:52,486 (SIGHS) 107 00:10:26,320 --> 00:10:29,290 SAWYER: Your life slips away from you. You know? 108 00:10:32,520 --> 00:10:37,651 Changing your phone number and your email becomes normal. 109 00:10:38,160 --> 00:10:39,207 (CAR LOCK BEEPS) 110 00:10:39,920 --> 00:10:43,003 Changing your lunch hour every day becomes normal. 111 00:10:44,640 --> 00:10:46,376 Second-guessing every single thing you say 112 00:10:46,400 --> 00:10:49,370 in case it might be misinterpreted, normal. 113 00:10:50,360 --> 00:10:52,696 Taking out a restraining order, normal. 114 00:10:52,720 --> 00:10:55,564 Relocating to another city, normal. 115 00:10:56,840 --> 00:10:59,286 COUNSELOR: But you still see your stalker everywhere? 116 00:11:02,680 --> 00:11:07,049 Rationally, I know that this is my neuroses 117 00:11:07,440 --> 00:11:10,842 colluding with my imagination to manifest my worst fears. 118 00:11:12,520 --> 00:11:13,521 I know that. 119 00:11:16,040 --> 00:11:17,451 But I'm not rational. 120 00:11:21,000 --> 00:11:23,810 I'm alone in a strange city. 121 00:11:24,920 --> 00:11:26,331 And, uh... 122 00:11:28,320 --> 00:11:29,890 I never feel safe. 123 00:11:31,560 --> 00:11:32,641 Not for one minute. 124 00:11:36,440 --> 00:11:37,566 So what do I do? 125 00:11:38,760 --> 00:11:40,444 Where do I go? 126 00:11:40,880 --> 00:11:44,441 Or maybe I just surrender and accept that this is my life. 127 00:11:46,080 --> 00:11:47,776 That doesn't sound like much of a life. 128 00:11:47,800 --> 00:11:50,690 No. Not one that I wanna keep on living. 129 00:11:51,960 --> 00:11:54,566 Do you often have thoughts like that, Sawyer? 130 00:11:56,080 --> 00:11:57,491 Thoughts like, uh... 131 00:11:58,760 --> 00:12:00,285 Not wanting to keep living. 132 00:12:01,480 --> 00:12:03,289 Like suicide? Yes. 133 00:12:03,920 --> 00:12:06,526 Do you ever think about taking your own life? 134 00:12:09,680 --> 00:12:11,728 I have in the past. 135 00:12:13,120 --> 00:12:17,091 And did you ever give a thought as to how you'd do it? 136 00:12:23,480 --> 00:12:25,130 Do you know the therapeutic index? 137 00:12:26,480 --> 00:12:27,481 It's, um... 138 00:12:28,680 --> 00:12:31,524 It's a ratio that measures the blood concentration 139 00:12:32,280 --> 00:12:35,736 of if a drug is toxic or when it's effective. 140 00:12:35,760 --> 00:12:37,046 (PEN SCRIBBLING) 141 00:12:37,680 --> 00:12:40,136 The larger the therapeutic index, the safer the drug. 142 00:12:40,160 --> 00:12:42,481 The smaller, the more dangerous. 143 00:12:45,640 --> 00:12:48,849 That's how I'd see myself spending my final hours. 144 00:12:51,520 --> 00:12:52,726 Testing drugs. 145 00:12:54,600 --> 00:12:55,965 That's pretty specific. 146 00:12:57,560 --> 00:12:58,766 Yeah, well, my dad always said, 147 00:12:58,880 --> 00:13:02,136 "Why would you trust someone to do a big job if they can't do a small one?" 148 00:13:02,160 --> 00:13:03,161 (COUNSELOR CHUCKLES) 149 00:13:04,440 --> 00:13:07,523 There's some more forms you need to fill out. Just routine. 150 00:13:07,640 --> 00:13:09,688 What, that's it? I'm cured? 151 00:13:10,240 --> 00:13:13,801 Well, we can discuss treatment options when you finish the paperwork. 152 00:13:14,000 --> 00:13:16,810 Well, I'd really like to book another appointment with you. 153 00:13:16,920 --> 00:13:18,410 You're a really good listener. 154 00:13:19,560 --> 00:13:22,016 And I'm obviously the first person to tell you that. 155 00:13:22,040 --> 00:13:23,041 (SAWYER CHUCKLES) 156 00:13:24,680 --> 00:13:27,160 Do I need to read every comma and semicolon? 157 00:13:27,720 --> 00:13:30,166 COUNSELOR: It's up to you. Like I said, it's a boilerplate. 158 00:13:30,440 --> 00:13:33,603 Privacy disclosures, liability. That kind of thing. 159 00:13:34,040 --> 00:13:35,576 I finished my homework. 160 00:13:35,600 --> 00:13:38,256 If the counselor has a half-hour for me sometime next week? 161 00:13:38,280 --> 00:13:39,770 Please have a seat, Ms. Valentini. 162 00:13:39,880 --> 00:13:42,281 Someone will be with you shortly to discuss the next steps. 163 00:13:42,920 --> 00:13:45,002 No, we just discussed the next step. So... 164 00:13:45,880 --> 00:13:47,484 It should just take a minute. 165 00:13:49,320 --> 00:13:50,321 Okay. 166 00:13:58,240 --> 00:13:59,765 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 167 00:14:14,280 --> 00:14:15,930 Sawyer Valentini? Yes. 168 00:14:16,040 --> 00:14:17,696 I'm Dennis. Please follow me. 169 00:14:17,720 --> 00:14:21,247 What? Look, I don't have a lot of time. I should be back at work. So... 170 00:14:51,160 --> 00:14:52,496 What am I doing in here? 171 00:14:52,520 --> 00:14:54,090 I need to look through your bag. 172 00:14:55,160 --> 00:14:56,216 Why? 173 00:14:56,240 --> 00:14:57,576 Don't worry, you're not being singled out. 174 00:14:57,600 --> 00:14:59,762 I look through everyone's bag, it's procedure. 175 00:15:03,280 --> 00:15:04,281 Okay. 176 00:15:29,760 --> 00:15:31,091 Uh, excuse me, that's my stuff. 177 00:15:31,200 --> 00:15:32,964 Good afternoon. I'm Nurse Boles. 178 00:15:33,280 --> 00:15:35,362 Can you strip down to your underwear for me? 179 00:15:36,000 --> 00:15:37,096 (SCOFFS) 180 00:15:37,120 --> 00:15:39,248 Please, take off your clothes down to your underwear 181 00:15:39,600 --> 00:15:41,204 And remove all your jewelry. 182 00:15:42,040 --> 00:15:43,201 Do you understand? 183 00:15:45,040 --> 00:15:48,089 If you need help removing your clothes... What? 184 00:15:48,280 --> 00:15:50,123 To check for identifying marks. 185 00:15:50,240 --> 00:15:52,296 Scars, birthmarks, moles. 186 00:15:52,320 --> 00:15:54,816 It's to protect you, the other patients and the hospital. 187 00:15:54,840 --> 00:15:56,524 I'm not sure what's happening here. 188 00:15:56,800 --> 00:16:00,088 The nursing assessment includes a head-to-toe skin examination. 189 00:16:01,000 --> 00:16:04,056 It's a hospital-wide policy. There's nothing invasive about it. 190 00:16:04,080 --> 00:16:07,641 Look, I have to go. I'm gonna be late for work, so... 191 00:16:11,240 --> 00:16:13,368 The door's locked. For your privacy. 192 00:16:14,560 --> 00:16:16,936 I need you to take off your clothes down to your underwear 193 00:16:16,960 --> 00:16:18,724 and remove all your jewelry. 194 00:16:22,600 --> 00:16:24,011 There's nothing wrong with me. 195 00:16:26,560 --> 00:16:29,689 I just needed to talk to someone, and the counselor said that I... 196 00:16:29,800 --> 00:16:31,131 Did she tell you to do this? 197 00:16:31,480 --> 00:16:34,131 Ms. Valentini, are you refusing to cooperate? 198 00:16:35,040 --> 00:16:36,405 What happens if I do? 199 00:16:36,800 --> 00:16:38,404 It would be better for everyone, 200 00:16:38,680 --> 00:16:41,206 but especially yourself, if you just do as I ask. 201 00:16:43,760 --> 00:16:44,761 Turn around. 202 00:16:50,200 --> 00:16:51,440 Lift your arms. 203 00:16:58,480 --> 00:17:00,209 That's all. Put this on. 204 00:17:01,960 --> 00:17:04,327 Can I go now? I've done everything that you asked. 205 00:17:04,480 --> 00:17:05,686 You're upset. 206 00:17:07,120 --> 00:17:08,121 Take these. 207 00:17:09,000 --> 00:17:10,126 And then I get to go? 208 00:17:10,480 --> 00:17:11,481 You'll feel better. 209 00:17:23,080 --> 00:17:24,081 Follow me. 210 00:17:44,080 --> 00:17:45,411 There's been some kind of mistake. 211 00:17:46,080 --> 00:17:47,969 NURSE BOLES: Your name is Sawyer Valentini. 212 00:17:48,680 --> 00:17:50,016 You know that already. 213 00:17:50,040 --> 00:17:54,011 By signing this, you've consented to voluntary commitment for 24 hours. 214 00:17:55,240 --> 00:17:56,241 No. 215 00:17:56,480 --> 00:17:58,244 The counselor said the forms were routine. 216 00:17:58,880 --> 00:18:00,086 You signed it. 217 00:18:01,640 --> 00:18:02,641 Look“. 218 00:18:03,880 --> 00:18:05,609 You're just doing your job. 219 00:18:06,000 --> 00:18:08,016 And you've been so considerate 220 00:18:08,040 --> 00:18:10,008 of my feelings and my well-being. 221 00:18:10,840 --> 00:18:12,001 And you're right. 222 00:18:12,680 --> 00:18:14,045 I signed those papers. 223 00:18:15,000 --> 00:18:17,480 I'm here by my own volition, it's for my own good. 224 00:18:21,320 --> 00:18:23,536 Can I ask, do you think I could just make a phone call? 225 00:18:23,560 --> 00:18:25,896 Just to let my family know that I'm okay. 226 00:18:25,920 --> 00:18:27,160 Let them know where I am. 227 00:18:27,560 --> 00:18:29,562 You get a phone call. That's allowed. 228 00:18:29,920 --> 00:18:31,206 Oh, you're so nice. 229 00:18:32,240 --> 00:18:34,242 You're saying you want your phone call now? 230 00:18:34,360 --> 00:18:35,416 Yes. 231 00:18:35,440 --> 00:18:38,284 Yes, that is what I'm saying. Oh, my God, it's like you read my mind. 232 00:18:46,640 --> 00:18:49,883 Yes. Hi, my name is Sawyer Valentini. 233 00:18:50,120 --> 00:18:52,976 I am at Highland Creek Behavioral Health facility. 234 00:18:53,000 --> 00:18:55,321 I am being held here against my will. 235 00:18:55,600 --> 00:18:57,284 Please send help. 236 00:18:57,800 --> 00:18:58,801 Thank you. 237 00:18:59,800 --> 00:19:01,689 I'll be out of here in like 20 minutes. 238 00:19:02,000 --> 00:19:04,890 Do you know how many calls the cops get like that every week? 239 00:19:06,800 --> 00:19:08,211 Those are from crazy people. 240 00:19:09,080 --> 00:19:10,376 Let's go back to the ward. 241 00:19:10,400 --> 00:19:13,165 No, I'm not going anywhere until the cops show up. 242 00:19:15,320 --> 00:19:17,368 Can you stop taking notes? 243 00:19:18,080 --> 00:19:19,320 I have rights. 244 00:19:22,560 --> 00:19:23,891 Don't make me ask again. 245 00:19:26,680 --> 00:19:28,205 (TICKING) (PAPER RIPPING) 246 00:19:31,240 --> 00:19:32,526 (PATIENTS MUMBLING) 247 00:19:37,560 --> 00:19:39,927 Hey, Allison. 248 00:19:40,760 --> 00:19:42,000 How's your baby? 249 00:19:43,720 --> 00:19:44,767 How's your baby? 250 00:19:47,120 --> 00:19:49,043 Hey, Allison, the baby? 251 00:19:50,400 --> 00:19:51,447 Hey! 252 00:20:03,800 --> 00:20:04,801 SAWYER: Fuck! 253 00:20:05,240 --> 00:20:06,685 (VIOLET LAUGHING) 254 00:20:08,760 --> 00:20:09,841 Oh, What? 255 00:20:10,400 --> 00:20:12,368 You think you're too good to talk to me now, Allison? 256 00:20:12,480 --> 00:20:14,448 Oh, my name's not Allison, but, yeah. 257 00:20:14,680 --> 00:20:16,364 Yeah, I am too good to talk to you. 258 00:20:16,920 --> 00:20:17,921 Okay. 259 00:20:19,200 --> 00:20:21,441 Hey, bitch! (SIGHS) 260 00:20:21,560 --> 00:20:25,007 Listen, when you fall asleep, I'm gonna cut your hair off. 261 00:20:25,840 --> 00:20:27,416 All of your hair. Oh, yeah? 262 00:20:27,440 --> 00:20:28,441 Mmm-hmm. 263 00:20:28,800 --> 00:20:29,801 With what? 264 00:20:30,480 --> 00:20:33,529 They let you anywhere near sharp objects? I doubt that very much. 265 00:20:38,640 --> 00:20:42,406 Oh, God. You're scaring me to death, you fucking mental patient! 266 00:20:42,520 --> 00:20:43,576 (LAUGHS) 267 00:20:43,600 --> 00:20:46,570 I'll be thinking about you when I'm back in my own bed in my own house 268 00:20:46,680 --> 00:20:48,330 getting ready to go to my own job. 269 00:20:49,320 --> 00:20:51,322 Calling her a mental patient isn't helpful. 270 00:20:51,680 --> 00:20:53,125 We need to support each other. 271 00:20:53,360 --> 00:20:56,409 Yeah. Well, support me by not talking to me, or looking at me. 272 00:20:56,520 --> 00:20:58,568 (NATE CHUCKLES) I shouldn't even be in here. 273 00:20:59,160 --> 00:21:00,969 NATE: Yeah, so, uh... 274 00:21:01,200 --> 00:21:03,089 You got put in here by mistake, I'm guessing? 275 00:21:03,280 --> 00:21:04,536 Yeah. Yeah, 276 00:21:04,560 --> 00:21:06,847 that's right and the cops are on their way right now to get me out. 277 00:21:07,440 --> 00:21:11,809 The cops are on their way to take you out of here. Really? 278 00:21:12,200 --> 00:21:13,256 (VIOLET LAUGHS) 279 00:21:13,280 --> 00:21:14,736 NATE: They said that? Yeah. 280 00:21:14,760 --> 00:21:17,576 In those words, specifically to you? 281 00:21:17,600 --> 00:21:18,601 (PATIENTS LAUGHING) 282 00:21:19,640 --> 00:21:21,369 Liar, liar, liar. 283 00:21:22,800 --> 00:21:23,926 NATE: Oh! 284 00:21:25,560 --> 00:21:27,096 Oh, man. STEVE: Evening, Dolores. 285 00:21:27,120 --> 00:21:28,849 Hi, Steve. How you doing? 286 00:21:29,720 --> 00:21:31,404 Steve's partner. (CHUCKLES) 287 00:21:31,560 --> 00:21:33,801 Another night, another 10-75. 288 00:21:34,200 --> 00:21:36,009 Yeah. Second floor called down. 289 00:21:36,480 --> 00:21:38,130 I've got her admission form here. 290 00:21:38,320 --> 00:21:39,416 (CHUCKLES) 291 00:21:39,440 --> 00:21:40,771 Got any coffee, Dolores? 292 00:21:41,160 --> 00:21:43,401 It's in the break room, Steve. Help yourself. 293 00:21:43,560 --> 00:21:45,164 Steve's partner can't have any. 294 00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:47,081 (SCOFFS) 295 00:21:48,680 --> 00:21:50,489 What's your favorite coffee, Dolores? 296 00:21:51,200 --> 00:21:53,362 Mmm, expresso. Expresso? 297 00:21:53,560 --> 00:21:56,296 Expresso. Expresso? 298 00:21:56,320 --> 00:21:58,607 I just got one of those new Nespresso machines. 299 00:21:59,120 --> 00:22:02,283 (CHUCKLES) I like it. I like black coffee. Oh... 300 00:22:02,400 --> 00:22:04,767 Little bit of cream. You like cream? No. 301 00:22:05,040 --> 00:22:06,883 Hmm. I like just sugar. 302 00:22:07,160 --> 00:22:08,776 Lots of sugar. Lots of sugar? 303 00:22:08,800 --> 00:22:10,529 Uh-huh. I gotta do Splenda. 304 00:22:11,200 --> 00:22:12,326 I love coffee. 305 00:22:12,440 --> 00:22:15,523 Maybe... You know what? Your coffee sucks. 306 00:22:16,080 --> 00:22:18,056 You're just so mad I won't let you have any. 307 00:22:18,080 --> 00:22:19,976 Oh, I could get some if I wanted to. 308 00:22:20,000 --> 00:22:21,126 We both know that. 309 00:22:22,360 --> 00:22:23,566 Have a good night, Steve. 310 00:22:23,880 --> 00:22:25,484 Not Steve's partner. 311 00:22:26,480 --> 00:22:27,606 (OBJECT CLATTERING) 312 00:22:28,680 --> 00:22:31,047 Wake up. Wake up! 313 00:22:32,640 --> 00:22:33,641 Wake up! 314 00:22:34,680 --> 00:22:35,681 Wake up! 315 00:22:37,160 --> 00:22:38,576 NATE: It's like a paid intern. 316 00:22:38,600 --> 00:22:40,456 You let it do all the stuff around your house, kick around, some shit. 317 00:22:40,480 --> 00:22:41,536 Yeah, why not? 318 00:22:41,560 --> 00:22:44,848 Really? I've done that. I've adopted them. 319 00:22:45,520 --> 00:22:47,727 I'm like Drake. Yeah. 320 00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:49,136 What does Drake do? 321 00:22:49,160 --> 00:22:50,571 He adopts strippers. 322 00:22:51,240 --> 00:22:53,527 JACOB: He adopts them? NATE: Yeah... 323 00:22:54,560 --> 00:22:56,816 NATE: Builds them a little home, their own little communities. 324 00:22:56,840 --> 00:22:59,810 Like... You ever seen gnomes? It was like that... 325 00:23:00,880 --> 00:23:03,087 Must feel good to be back in your own bed? 326 00:23:03,200 --> 00:23:04,565 Your own house. 327 00:23:04,880 --> 00:23:06,848 Getting ready to go back to your own job. 328 00:23:08,280 --> 00:23:09,281 (LAUGHS) 329 00:23:12,480 --> 00:23:13,891 (TICKING) 330 00:23:25,080 --> 00:23:26,127 Hey. 331 00:23:27,160 --> 00:23:28,161 I'm Jacob. 332 00:23:29,880 --> 00:23:30,881 Move. 333 00:23:31,720 --> 00:23:32,721 (GRUNTS) 334 00:23:33,120 --> 00:23:34,326 (GROANING) 335 00:23:36,920 --> 00:23:38,570 (BANGING ON DOOR) Let me out! 336 00:23:42,760 --> 00:23:44,603 There's been some kind of mistake. 337 00:23:46,640 --> 00:23:48,369 I'm not supposed to be in here! 338 00:23:49,840 --> 00:23:52,816 I'm locked up in here with fucking psycho rapists! 339 00:23:52,840 --> 00:23:53,841 Fucking... 340 00:23:54,320 --> 00:23:55,560 The cops are on their way. 341 00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:57,968 (SCREAMING) I need to get out of here right now. 342 00:24:00,520 --> 00:24:01,567 (GROANS) 343 00:24:01,960 --> 00:24:03,928 DENNIS: You fucking bitch! (PATIENTS LAUGHING) 344 00:24:04,080 --> 00:24:05,161 No! 345 00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:07,456 (PATIENTS CHATTERING) 346 00:24:07,480 --> 00:24:09,403 No, I... What the fuck was that? 347 00:24:09,560 --> 00:24:10,766 (PATIENT EXCLAIMS) 348 00:24:11,920 --> 00:24:13,251 (INDISTINCT SHOUTING) 349 00:24:13,560 --> 00:24:16,803 We don't hit them back. She does that again, she goes downstairs. 350 00:24:17,680 --> 00:24:19,842 No, I don't want. I don't... Ow! 351 00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:21,607 (GROANS) 352 00:24:23,760 --> 00:24:25,489 (SAWYER PANTING) 353 00:24:26,800 --> 00:24:28,609 (VOICES DISTORTING) 354 00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:50,331 (PATIENT GROANING) 355 00:25:07,440 --> 00:25:09,124 Allison pissed the bed, y'all. 356 00:25:09,480 --> 00:25:10,686 (CHUCKLING) (PATIENTS LAUGHING) 357 00:25:15,240 --> 00:25:16,366 (INDISTINCT CHATTERING) 358 00:25:38,520 --> 00:25:39,521 Hi, Sawyer. 359 00:25:39,920 --> 00:25:41,490 Just coffee, nothing to eat? 360 00:25:44,960 --> 00:25:46,246 Good summation. 361 00:25:46,600 --> 00:25:48,807 How was your night? Are you settling in okay? 362 00:25:49,840 --> 00:25:51,569 I'm not settling in anywhere. 363 00:25:52,480 --> 00:25:53,616 I'm going home today. 364 00:25:53,640 --> 00:25:57,087 Dr. Hawthorne asked me to bring you to have a talk with him about that. 365 00:25:58,720 --> 00:26:01,724 Finally, a real doctor. 366 00:26:13,280 --> 00:26:15,362 DR. HAWTHORNE: Uh-huh. Uh-huh. 367 00:26:16,720 --> 00:26:18,484 They're all good points. 368 00:26:18,760 --> 00:26:20,888 Really. Good points. Absolutely. 369 00:26:22,000 --> 00:26:26,085 Uh, tell Diane we're on the same page. And it won't happen again. 370 00:26:27,680 --> 00:26:29,967 Really? This is a good thing. 371 00:26:31,280 --> 00:26:33,487 To be continued. Okay. 372 00:26:34,640 --> 00:26:37,405 All right. Bye. Sorry. (SIGHS) 373 00:26:39,320 --> 00:26:41,163 Dr. Hawthorne, uh... 374 00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:43,570 You can see I don't belong here. 375 00:26:45,080 --> 00:26:46,889 You know there's been some kind of mistake. 376 00:26:47,000 --> 00:26:49,844 I can't spend another day here. 377 00:26:50,600 --> 00:26:53,080 I can't spend another minute. I have a job. 378 00:26:53,880 --> 00:26:56,201 I have a life. Yes. 379 00:26:56,800 --> 00:26:59,485 Well, we want you to get back to enjoying that life. 380 00:27:00,280 --> 00:27:02,248 Really. That's our goal. 381 00:27:02,400 --> 00:27:05,643 Good. So what can I do to give you one less patient to worry about? 382 00:27:06,160 --> 00:27:07,446 (CLICKS TONGUE) 383 00:27:07,560 --> 00:27:09,016 Well, it says here that 384 00:27:09,040 --> 00:27:12,442 you've been assessed as a danger to yourself and to others. 385 00:27:13,120 --> 00:27:14,724 So that means more observation. 386 00:27:16,520 --> 00:27:18,010 Doctor, look at me. 387 00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:22,687 Look at me. 388 00:27:26,840 --> 00:27:29,684 Doctor, I have a wonderful support system around me. 389 00:27:30,840 --> 00:27:35,289 I have family, I have friends, coworkers, I have neighbors. 390 00:27:37,280 --> 00:27:40,250 The best thing for me is to be surrounded by the people I love. 391 00:27:41,520 --> 00:27:44,808 Now, did I indicate to the counselor that I sometimes, 392 00:27:45,120 --> 00:27:47,361 occasionally feel down? 393 00:27:47,680 --> 00:27:49,808 Sure, I did. But everybody does. 394 00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:53,616 I'm building a new life for myself, Doctor. 395 00:27:53,640 --> 00:27:56,530 I'm meeting new people, I run. 396 00:27:58,720 --> 00:28:00,643 I'm going to adopt a rescue dog. 397 00:28:02,600 --> 00:28:04,045 That's what's gonna help me. 398 00:28:04,480 --> 00:28:05,925 Not being stuck in here. 399 00:28:07,280 --> 00:28:09,089 Give my bed to someone who needs it. 400 00:28:10,880 --> 00:28:12,120 (CELL PHONE VIBRATES) 401 00:28:13,760 --> 00:28:15,330 (SIGHS) Doctor. 402 00:28:15,960 --> 00:28:20,016 Uh, yeah. But you see, um, it says here that 403 00:28:20,040 --> 00:28:22,930 you assaulted a staff member. 404 00:28:25,240 --> 00:28:27,527 He looked like someone I knew. 405 00:28:27,800 --> 00:28:30,007 Yes. But it says here that you attacked him. 406 00:28:30,320 --> 00:28:31,401 Uh... 407 00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:34,048 No, I was under a lot of stress. 408 00:28:34,520 --> 00:28:36,856 The police were supposed to come. And it says here that 409 00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:38,928 you assaulted a male patient. 410 00:28:39,040 --> 00:28:41,088 Uh, Jacob. No, he... 411 00:28:43,600 --> 00:28:44,601 No. 412 00:28:46,520 --> 00:28:48,124 Look, I had a rough night. 413 00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:51,171 But look at me now. 414 00:28:52,600 --> 00:28:53,601 Right. 415 00:28:54,360 --> 00:28:57,296 So because of the multiple acts of violence, 416 00:28:57,320 --> 00:28:59,084 we're looking at another seven days. 417 00:28:59,680 --> 00:29:00,681 What? (CELL PHONE VIBRATES) 418 00:29:00,880 --> 00:29:02,136 Seven days? 419 00:29:02,160 --> 00:29:04,128 I need to take this. Uh... 420 00:29:04,760 --> 00:29:05,886 To be continued. 421 00:29:06,680 --> 00:29:07,806 (CELL PHONE BEEPS) 422 00:29:08,080 --> 00:29:09,650 Yeah. Hello, Diane. How are you? 423 00:29:16,200 --> 00:29:18,009 Okay, Hayley. I'll take it from here. 424 00:29:19,400 --> 00:29:22,927 First thing we do in these meetings is go over the Highland Creek rules book. 425 00:29:23,120 --> 00:29:25,964 Maximum use of a public phone is 10 minutes. 426 00:29:26,240 --> 00:29:28,447 No smuggling food or drink into the ward. 427 00:29:29,600 --> 00:29:31,967 Uh, no touching the other patients. 428 00:29:32,440 --> 00:29:34,249 Masturbating in their hair is fine. 429 00:29:35,600 --> 00:29:38,251 That word, that got you, okay. Yeah. 430 00:29:39,360 --> 00:29:42,364 We use these meetings to go over our daily goals. 431 00:29:44,120 --> 00:29:48,364 Hmm. My goal today is to be friendly and helpful to everyone. 432 00:29:48,840 --> 00:29:50,126 (NATE CHUCKLES) 433 00:29:50,400 --> 00:29:51,731 NATE: Amazing, amazing. 434 00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:53,041 Hmm. 435 00:29:55,160 --> 00:29:58,243 Okay. Excuse me, y'all, for one second. 436 00:29:58,760 --> 00:30:02,162 Maybe I need to make my consultations one-on-one. 437 00:30:02,440 --> 00:30:03,441 What about you? 438 00:30:03,840 --> 00:30:05,365 What are your daily goals? 439 00:30:07,400 --> 00:30:09,721 Finding someone to believe I don't belong in here. 440 00:30:09,840 --> 00:30:11,176 (CLICKS TONGUE) Oh... 441 00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:13,362 You're no different from anybody else in here. 442 00:30:14,200 --> 00:30:15,565 You gave them an in. 443 00:30:15,760 --> 00:30:19,048 What are you talking about? Not now. Later. Okay? 444 00:30:20,000 --> 00:30:21,081 Okay. 445 00:30:23,960 --> 00:30:27,282 NATE: They brought up suicide, you bit. That's all they need. 446 00:30:28,520 --> 00:30:30,170 They got beds, you got insurance. 447 00:30:32,280 --> 00:30:34,442 But I'm fine. I just needed to talk to somebody. 448 00:30:34,560 --> 00:30:37,376 Yeah, that's why Highland Creek and all the other Highland Creeks 449 00:30:37,400 --> 00:30:39,323 and Tumbling Pines and Cedar Valleys 450 00:30:39,440 --> 00:30:43,764 under the ADS Health Enterprises umbrella exist. 451 00:30:44,640 --> 00:30:48,201 You talk, they find a way to keep you and get you admitted. 452 00:30:49,040 --> 00:30:50,644 And you stay locked up. 453 00:30:51,040 --> 00:30:53,520 Until Aetna, Blue Cross, 454 00:30:53,800 --> 00:30:56,610 Medicaid, or whoever insures you, will pay. 455 00:30:58,520 --> 00:31:01,330 As soon as the money runs out, you're cured. 456 00:31:01,880 --> 00:31:04,963 But that's... Business. Business. 457 00:31:05,960 --> 00:31:08,440 Highland Creek is just like any other business in America. 458 00:31:09,120 --> 00:31:11,043 They've got a number to hit every month. 459 00:31:11,160 --> 00:31:14,846 They need to admit as many patients to fill those beds to get that money. 460 00:31:15,080 --> 00:31:18,289 You know the law of averages suggests 461 00:31:18,560 --> 00:31:21,936 that a percentage of the patients admitted to Highland Creek 462 00:31:21,960 --> 00:31:24,136 are in actual need of psychiatric care? 463 00:31:24,160 --> 00:31:25,730 It also suggests 464 00:31:25,840 --> 00:31:28,571 that a higher percentage... Are just like me. 465 00:31:29,880 --> 00:31:31,936 They're locking up sane people. For profit. 466 00:31:31,960 --> 00:31:33,016 Yeah. 467 00:31:33,040 --> 00:31:35,884 I'm here for seven days because my insurance company approved it. 468 00:31:36,320 --> 00:31:37,321 Boom. 469 00:31:37,880 --> 00:31:39,211 It's not that bad. 470 00:31:39,800 --> 00:31:44,522 (SCOFFS) I mean, it's inhuman. But compared to where you could've landed... 471 00:31:45,200 --> 00:31:47,680 Tumbling Pines streams meth addict cage matches. 472 00:31:48,080 --> 00:31:49,570 This place has got Hayley. 473 00:31:50,120 --> 00:31:53,044 Plus some less-qualified, motivated employees. 474 00:31:53,240 --> 00:31:54,810 There's really no comparison. 475 00:31:55,720 --> 00:31:58,451 And if you hook up with the right people, 476 00:31:59,400 --> 00:32:02,961 you don't got to worry about weed, booze, porn. 477 00:32:03,080 --> 00:32:06,050 Whatever you use to make life seem less of a crushing void. 478 00:32:07,080 --> 00:32:10,856 I, myself, am in the throes of kicking an opioid addiction, so... 479 00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:12,245 Keep that shit away from me. 480 00:32:13,600 --> 00:32:17,730 Final words. Do your time, keep your head down. 481 00:32:18,120 --> 00:32:20,327 God, you're talking to me like we're in prison. 482 00:32:20,440 --> 00:32:21,851 (CHUCKLES) You're welcome. 483 00:32:22,680 --> 00:32:26,082 Don't cause any scenes, don't make any enemies. 484 00:32:27,120 --> 00:32:30,681 Find a community, learn how to live with the routine. 485 00:32:31,440 --> 00:32:33,090 You'll be home before you know it. 486 00:32:33,800 --> 00:32:36,201 If you've got any questions, come find me. 487 00:32:48,480 --> 00:32:49,641 MALE NURSE: Mmm-hmm. 488 00:33:02,440 --> 00:33:03,601 (EXHALES) 489 00:33:18,200 --> 00:33:19,611 (EXHALES SHAKILY) 490 00:33:25,520 --> 00:33:26,646 Oh... 491 00:33:29,960 --> 00:33:30,961 No. 492 00:33:33,040 --> 00:33:34,041 No way. 493 00:33:36,480 --> 00:33:38,050 You can't be anywhere near me. 494 00:33:41,800 --> 00:33:43,040 This won't work. 495 00:33:44,120 --> 00:33:47,090 The Boston cops have got a record of the restraining order. 496 00:33:47,480 --> 00:33:49,456 I hope following me all the way here was worth it, 497 00:33:49,480 --> 00:33:50,936 because you're going to jail. 498 00:33:50,960 --> 00:33:52,485 VIOLET: Move, Allison. 499 00:33:56,560 --> 00:33:59,006 George Shaw, is that what you're calling yourself? 500 00:34:00,200 --> 00:34:03,283 This man is called David Strine. 501 00:34:03,960 --> 00:34:06,336 And he's been following me, and calling me, 502 00:34:06,360 --> 00:34:08,696 and texting me, and showing up at my job, 503 00:34:08,720 --> 00:34:10,768 and breaking into my fucking house. 504 00:34:11,040 --> 00:34:12,536 NURSE BOLES: Take your meds and move on. 505 00:34:12,560 --> 00:34:15,689 No, I'm not going anywhere until the cops haul his ass into jail. 506 00:34:16,320 --> 00:34:19,776 NURSE BOLES: George, did you do or say anything to provoke the patient? 507 00:34:19,800 --> 00:34:21,896 Stop calling him that. His name is David. 508 00:34:21,920 --> 00:34:24,400 He's followed me all the way here from Boston. 509 00:34:25,560 --> 00:34:27,528 I've never even been to Boston. 510 00:34:28,600 --> 00:34:30,136 I am a Sox fan. 511 00:34:30,160 --> 00:34:31,446 SAWYER: You're a fucking liar! 512 00:34:31,680 --> 00:34:32,761 I want my phone. 513 00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:34,376 I've saved all the text messages that you send me. 514 00:34:34,400 --> 00:34:37,165 All the really, really sick ones. Do you remember, David? 515 00:34:37,360 --> 00:34:38,856 All the ones where you said you'd kill yourself 516 00:34:38,880 --> 00:34:40,696 if you couldn't have me. She's gone crazy. 517 00:34:40,720 --> 00:34:41,816 She's crazy. 518 00:34:41,840 --> 00:34:43,968 MALE NURSE: Maybe I should go back to the other ward. 519 00:34:44,640 --> 00:34:46,051 Not doing any good here. 520 00:34:46,280 --> 00:34:48,282 No one is fucking buying this, Strine. 521 00:34:49,800 --> 00:34:51,736 It's George. SAWYER: No, I get it. 522 00:34:51,760 --> 00:34:54,216 It's not hard to get a job here. You don't need qualifications. 523 00:34:54,240 --> 00:34:55,656 You don't need fucking training! 524 00:34:55,680 --> 00:34:57,736 I want my fucking phone call! 525 00:34:57,760 --> 00:35:00,056 I'm calling the cops and I want him arrested. 526 00:35:00,080 --> 00:35:02,447 Your phone privileges have been suspended. 527 00:35:02,920 --> 00:35:04,410 Come on. No, no, no. I don't wanna... 528 00:35:04,520 --> 00:35:08,127 I don't wanna be in here with you! I fucking hate you! 529 00:35:08,760 --> 00:35:10,000 I fucking hate you! 530 00:35:10,120 --> 00:35:12,202 No, I'm telling you the truth. I swear to God. 531 00:35:12,600 --> 00:35:14,170 Get your hands off me! 532 00:35:14,280 --> 00:35:15,496 He's lying. 533 00:35:15,520 --> 00:35:17,090 He's fucking lying! 534 00:35:17,240 --> 00:35:18,536 Oh, Jesus. 535 00:35:18,560 --> 00:35:20,296 You're hurting my arm! 536 00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:22,096 Get off! No! 537 00:35:22,120 --> 00:35:24,691 Get off! Get on that side. 538 00:35:26,400 --> 00:35:27,606 (GRUNTING) 539 00:35:38,760 --> 00:35:40,936 It's like you didn't listen to a word I said. 540 00:35:40,960 --> 00:35:42,016 You keep this up and you'll be spending 541 00:35:42,040 --> 00:35:43,929 the rest of your time down in the basement. 542 00:35:44,040 --> 00:35:45,565 SAWYER: You said you wanted to help me, 543 00:35:45,680 --> 00:35:46,966 so help me out of this. 544 00:35:48,680 --> 00:35:49,806 NATE: Good night. 545 00:35:54,920 --> 00:35:56,285 (TICKING) 546 00:36:01,800 --> 00:36:02,847 (WHIMPERS) 547 00:36:05,840 --> 00:36:06,841 NATE: Yeah. 548 00:36:07,320 --> 00:36:10,244 Yeah, this story is gonna be like the biggest story ever. 549 00:36:11,080 --> 00:36:13,776 Yeah, I've got evidence. I've got everything I need. 550 00:36:13,800 --> 00:36:16,121 Finally. Just come and just shut it down. 551 00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:18,086 Yeah, man. 552 00:36:19,040 --> 00:36:20,041 Yeah. 553 00:36:24,680 --> 00:36:26,045 (WHISPERS) Let me call you back. 554 00:36:35,400 --> 00:36:36,765 (INDISTINCT CHATTERING) 555 00:36:41,000 --> 00:36:44,049 I don't know. She's like... A little tricky, this one. 556 00:36:45,040 --> 00:36:47,441 Sometimes she responds to me, sometimes she doesn't. 557 00:36:48,120 --> 00:36:49,281 Yeah. You know what I mean? 558 00:36:50,400 --> 00:36:51,731 (CHATTERING CONTINUES) 559 00:36:55,000 --> 00:36:57,082 Hey. What? 560 00:36:57,240 --> 00:36:58,936 Give it back, you thief. You took my last pack of cigarettes... 561 00:36:58,960 --> 00:37:00,803 No, I didn't. Where did you put 'em? 562 00:37:01,880 --> 00:37:04,856 I was in fucking restraints, you idiot! 563 00:37:04,880 --> 00:37:06,484 Hey! (GROANS) 564 00:37:07,160 --> 00:37:09,686 Fuck me! SAWYER: Oh, well done, Violet. 565 00:37:12,360 --> 00:37:14,136 DR. HAWTHORNE: Sawyer, based on what it says here, 566 00:37:14,160 --> 00:37:16,296 you are one incident away from being sent to the basement. 567 00:37:16,320 --> 00:37:18,129 SAWYER: Look, I was sexually assaulted. 568 00:37:18,480 --> 00:37:21,006 Where is the outrage? Where is my advocate? 569 00:37:21,320 --> 00:37:22,685 Who do I report this to? 570 00:37:23,000 --> 00:37:25,128 And what's in the basement? 571 00:37:27,120 --> 00:37:28,281 What's in the basement? 572 00:37:28,400 --> 00:37:29,890 Solitary confinement. 573 00:37:30,560 --> 00:37:32,696 Oh, my God, send me there right fucking now. 574 00:37:32,720 --> 00:37:34,176 My stalker. You've read the counselor's notes. 575 00:37:34,200 --> 00:37:36,680 You know who I'm talking about. He's here. 576 00:37:36,960 --> 00:37:38,656 He's got himself a job in the fucking hospital. 577 00:37:38,680 --> 00:37:40,776 I talked to the second floor about George. 578 00:37:40,800 --> 00:37:43,371 No, he's not called George. 579 00:37:44,360 --> 00:37:45,456 We did a thorough background check. 580 00:37:45,480 --> 00:37:47,216 Yeah, you did a thorough background check on George. 581 00:37:47,240 --> 00:37:50,376 I'm telling you, he isn't called George. His name is David Strine. 582 00:37:50,400 --> 00:37:51,896 I'm trying to tell you... You're not even listening to me. 583 00:37:51,920 --> 00:37:52,921 I'm trying to tell you that the man... 584 00:37:53,040 --> 00:37:56,647 And I'm adding a course of Risperidone and lithium to your meds. 585 00:37:58,040 --> 00:37:59,769 What's that for? 586 00:38:00,040 --> 00:38:03,408 To keep you from hurting anyone else. And yourself. 587 00:38:04,480 --> 00:38:05,527 You serious? 588 00:38:07,520 --> 00:38:08,851 That's your diagnosis? 589 00:38:08,960 --> 00:38:10,336 You're sedating me? 590 00:38:10,360 --> 00:38:12,616 When I've just told you there's a predator 591 00:38:12,640 --> 00:38:14,802 who's followed me here from another city. 592 00:38:15,760 --> 00:38:17,330 You should be protecting me. 593 00:38:18,320 --> 00:38:19,731 What medication are you on? 594 00:38:21,280 --> 00:38:25,444 That's funny. Yes. Well, to be continued. 595 00:38:26,640 --> 00:38:28,085 (INDISTINCT CHATTERING) 596 00:38:45,360 --> 00:38:47,203 Hi, I'm Jacob. 597 00:38:54,720 --> 00:38:56,085 MALE NURSE: Sawyer. 598 00:38:57,640 --> 00:39:00,610 Listen, I just want to apologize again, 599 00:39:01,720 --> 00:39:04,564 if I said or did anything to upset you. 600 00:39:06,400 --> 00:39:09,290 I see the doctor's put a little something extra in there. 601 00:39:10,440 --> 00:39:11,851 I really hope it helps. 602 00:39:15,480 --> 00:39:19,007 I hope someone cuts your balls off and stuffs them down your throat. 603 00:39:19,240 --> 00:39:20,969 JACOB: What? VIOLET: Don't fucking touch me. 604 00:39:21,200 --> 00:39:22,645 (PATIENTS ARGUING) 605 00:39:28,120 --> 00:39:29,776 You motherfucker! 606 00:39:29,800 --> 00:39:32,406 It's him! It's him! I'm telling you it's Strine. 607 00:39:32,560 --> 00:39:35,136 No, no, no, listen, he's been in my mom's house. 608 00:39:35,160 --> 00:39:38,056 He's been to my fucking mom's house and stolen her mail. 609 00:39:38,080 --> 00:39:40,242 I'm not fucking crazy! 610 00:39:40,440 --> 00:39:42,283 No! Fuck you! 611 00:39:42,720 --> 00:39:43,721 No! 612 00:39:46,000 --> 00:39:47,126 (SAWYER GROANS) 613 00:40:33,440 --> 00:40:34,601 Let me use it. 614 00:40:37,080 --> 00:40:38,081 Excuse me? 615 00:40:38,960 --> 00:40:40,200 Your cell phone. 616 00:40:41,960 --> 00:40:44,042 I saw you. I know you have one. 617 00:40:45,720 --> 00:40:47,656 That's a major infraction of the rules. 618 00:40:47,680 --> 00:40:50,216 But, guess what, I don't care, as long as I get to use it. 619 00:40:50,240 --> 00:40:52,896 Otherwise, I tell everyone. (CHUCKLES) Yeah. 620 00:40:52,920 --> 00:40:55,096 Your credibility is sky-high around here. 621 00:40:55,120 --> 00:40:56,645 What, you really wanna take that chance? 622 00:40:58,760 --> 00:40:59,761 (SCOFFS) 623 00:41:02,640 --> 00:41:03,926 You call the cops again, 624 00:41:05,200 --> 00:41:07,043 they'll do nothing. Again. 625 00:41:07,800 --> 00:41:10,371 But take my cell phone. I'm not calling the cops. 626 00:41:10,680 --> 00:41:12,091 I promise. Hmm. 627 00:41:13,120 --> 00:41:14,485 And I'll suck your dick. 628 00:41:16,240 --> 00:41:17,321 (CHUCKLES) 629 00:41:23,400 --> 00:41:25,368 Five minutes. Don't get caught. 630 00:41:27,280 --> 00:41:28,611 (CELL PHONE VIBRATING) 631 00:41:34,120 --> 00:41:36,487 Hello. SAWYER: Oh, Mom, it's me. 632 00:41:37,320 --> 00:41:38,765 Sawyer, where have you been? 633 00:41:39,000 --> 00:41:41,401 It's been three days since you called. 634 00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:42,616 Yeah. Mom... 635 00:41:42,640 --> 00:41:44,736 I expected to see your face on a milk carton. 636 00:41:44,760 --> 00:41:46,250 Mom, I'm in a bit of trouble. 637 00:41:47,480 --> 00:41:48,606 How much do you need? 638 00:41:48,840 --> 00:41:50,683 No, no. It's not that, Mom. 639 00:41:51,560 --> 00:41:53,767 Look, I haven't got a lot of time, okay? I need you to listen. 640 00:41:54,320 --> 00:41:55,890 Just don't panic. 641 00:41:57,600 --> 00:42:00,936 But I've been involuntarily committed to a facility called Highland Creek, 642 00:42:00,960 --> 00:42:02,246 here in Pennsylvania. 643 00:42:03,320 --> 00:42:05,656 They said I was suicidal. But I swear to God, Mom, I'm not. 644 00:42:05,680 --> 00:42:07,136 It's just an insurance scam. 645 00:42:07,160 --> 00:42:09,811 Listen, there's this guy I never told you about. 646 00:42:09,920 --> 00:42:12,002 When I was in Boston, there was this guy who... 647 00:42:12,440 --> 00:42:14,920 There was this guy who, he was kind of stalking me. 648 00:42:15,080 --> 00:42:17,287 ANGELA: What do you mean, "kind of stalking you"? 649 00:42:18,280 --> 00:42:21,489 Mom, he got himself a job. He got himself a job at the facility. 650 00:42:22,080 --> 00:42:23,896 He's there in the hospital with you? 651 00:42:23,920 --> 00:42:26,376 Yeah. Well, have you told the doctors? 652 00:42:26,400 --> 00:42:27,656 Have you called the police? 653 00:42:27,680 --> 00:42:29,842 Mom, no one fucking believes me. 654 00:42:30,400 --> 00:42:34,816 Sorry, I'm... They drugged me and they tied me to a bed. 655 00:42:34,840 --> 00:42:37,650 And I'm here for seven days, and no one's helping me. 656 00:42:38,000 --> 00:42:39,968 Oh, my God. Sawyer. 657 00:42:40,840 --> 00:42:42,696 Look, you know I'd never bother you with this 658 00:42:42,720 --> 00:42:44,927 if I could find a way out, but I just can't. 659 00:42:46,080 --> 00:42:47,570 What's the name of that hospital? 660 00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:49,376 Uh, Highland Creek. 661 00:42:49,400 --> 00:42:51,576 It's, um, off Highway 90. 662 00:42:51,600 --> 00:42:54,490 I don't know the exact address. Mom, I've got to go. I love you. 663 00:42:54,840 --> 00:42:56,126 (CELL PHONE BEEPS) 664 00:43:00,760 --> 00:43:02,171 Rain check on the blowjob. 665 00:43:07,000 --> 00:43:09,890 (SCOFFS) I wish I could go one day without hearing that. 666 00:43:14,960 --> 00:43:16,962 ANGELA: I want to see my daughter! (POUNDING DESK) 667 00:43:17,120 --> 00:43:18,451 Get her out here now! 668 00:43:19,440 --> 00:43:21,976 I'm not leaving, and I'm only gonna get louder. 669 00:43:22,000 --> 00:43:23,729 So you probably should do something. 670 00:43:25,720 --> 00:43:27,688 She didn't know what she was signing. 671 00:43:28,200 --> 00:43:31,296 I want her released immediately. She's coming home with me. 672 00:43:31,320 --> 00:43:34,216 Mrs. Valentini, I understand your concern. 673 00:43:34,240 --> 00:43:36,607 But right now, this is the best place for Sawyer. 674 00:43:36,720 --> 00:43:40,770 (SCOFFS) Stuck in a hospital with her stalker is the best place for her? 675 00:43:42,360 --> 00:43:43,407 Repeat that. 676 00:43:46,080 --> 00:43:47,896 I think you need to talk to Administration. 677 00:43:47,920 --> 00:43:51,766 Highland Creek is a very ethical organization, Mrs. Valentini. 678 00:43:52,400 --> 00:43:56,610 The decision regarding Sawyer's admission was made by an attending psychiatrist, 679 00:43:56,800 --> 00:44:00,009 in consultation with members of our clinical treatment team. 680 00:44:00,280 --> 00:44:01,616 Are you gonna release her? 681 00:44:01,640 --> 00:44:04,007 Sawyer is absolutely free to leave 682 00:44:04,120 --> 00:44:06,009 once we're convinced that she no longer 683 00:44:06,120 --> 00:44:08,122 poses a clear threat to herself and others. 684 00:44:08,440 --> 00:44:09,441 She doesn't. 685 00:44:09,760 --> 00:44:11,216 You only made her think she does, 686 00:44:11,240 --> 00:44:14,776 so you could describe her as suicidal on your insurance claim. 687 00:44:14,800 --> 00:44:17,246 Let's focus 688 00:44:17,960 --> 00:44:21,487 on the positive work we do here at Highland Creek. 689 00:44:22,280 --> 00:44:27,176 I have letters, and emails, and phone messages 690 00:44:27,200 --> 00:44:30,921 all attesting to the ways we've turned patients' lives around. 691 00:44:31,120 --> 00:44:32,936 I'd be happy to share some with you. 692 00:44:32,960 --> 00:44:34,056 I'm calling a lawyer. 693 00:44:34,080 --> 00:44:35,684 You're quite within your rights. 694 00:44:36,040 --> 00:44:38,168 As am I to contact our team, but... 695 00:44:39,000 --> 00:44:40,096 (SIGHS) 696 00:44:40,120 --> 00:44:42,885 Is that really in Sawyer's best interest? 697 00:44:44,160 --> 00:44:46,208 Seriously, I'm concerned 698 00:44:47,200 --> 00:44:50,656 that coming off as frivolously litigious might 699 00:44:50,680 --> 00:44:53,331 adversely affect Sawyer's current employment situation. 700 00:44:53,520 --> 00:44:55,443 She hasn't been in that job for long. 701 00:44:56,200 --> 00:45:00,330 And it might make potential future employers apprehensive. 702 00:45:02,360 --> 00:45:04,567 Are we willing to risk your daughter's future? 703 00:45:05,960 --> 00:45:07,371 Can I at least see her? 704 00:45:07,640 --> 00:45:11,008 I mean, if I could just see for myself that she's all right. 705 00:45:11,120 --> 00:45:14,044 I mean, this place does have visiting hours, doesn't it? 706 00:45:14,200 --> 00:45:16,056 Of course. Could I at least have one visit? 707 00:45:16,080 --> 00:45:17,127 Of course. 708 00:45:17,920 --> 00:45:20,810 I mean, you've arrived just at the end of visiting hours, but... 709 00:45:21,960 --> 00:45:23,405 I can give you 20 minutes. 710 00:45:35,960 --> 00:45:37,121 (ANGELA SIGHS) 711 00:45:38,120 --> 00:45:41,408 So this is what it takes to get you to call and ask for help? 712 00:45:44,400 --> 00:45:46,243 Sorry, Mom. (ANGELA SCOFFS) 713 00:45:46,360 --> 00:45:49,330 You don't have to apologize. Yes, I do. 714 00:45:49,720 --> 00:45:51,484 I should've told you about all this. 715 00:45:51,960 --> 00:45:53,450 Should've told you about Strine. 716 00:45:53,560 --> 00:45:54,766 The real reason I moved. 717 00:45:55,240 --> 00:45:56,496 Is he here now? 718 00:45:56,520 --> 00:45:58,216 'Cause I'll haul him out of here myself. 719 00:45:58,240 --> 00:45:59,401 No. 720 00:45:59,640 --> 00:46:00,846 He works the night shift. 721 00:46:01,120 --> 00:46:03,600 No visitors at night. Stalker logic. 722 00:46:05,000 --> 00:46:06,490 I'm getting you out. 723 00:46:07,240 --> 00:46:11,290 That idiot doctor and that bitch of an administrator can't stop me. 724 00:46:11,480 --> 00:46:12,925 I'll go to the police, 725 00:46:13,120 --> 00:46:16,296 to the FBI. I'll hire the most expensive lawyer in the world, 726 00:46:16,320 --> 00:46:18,800 whatever it takes. You're coming home with me. 727 00:46:20,520 --> 00:46:23,171 How are you otherwise? You look tired. 728 00:46:23,320 --> 00:46:25,721 (EXHALES) I'd love to just be tired. 729 00:46:26,440 --> 00:46:28,681 (SIGHS) Mom, I'm scared. 730 00:46:31,000 --> 00:46:32,445 What else can I do for you? 731 00:46:33,040 --> 00:46:34,405 What's with these clothes? 732 00:46:34,680 --> 00:46:35,920 Unacceptable. 733 00:46:36,280 --> 00:46:38,442 They're probably not even laundered properly. 734 00:46:38,760 --> 00:46:41,570 I'll bring you some of mine. I always pack too much. 735 00:46:43,960 --> 00:46:44,961 Hey. 736 00:46:45,120 --> 00:46:47,487 Listen to me. I am getting you out. 737 00:46:47,720 --> 00:46:53,807 You are coming back home and this man, this stalker is done harassing you. 738 00:46:55,720 --> 00:46:57,768 I just need one thing from you, Sawyer. 739 00:46:59,720 --> 00:47:00,721 This. 740 00:47:01,320 --> 00:47:02,731 You and me talking. 741 00:47:04,560 --> 00:47:06,244 Tell me the truth. 742 00:47:07,440 --> 00:47:10,976 No more walls. You've been building walls since Dad. 743 00:47:11,000 --> 00:47:12,001 Yeah. 744 00:47:15,040 --> 00:47:18,522 Yeah, that was hard, but, uh, this is different, Mom. I promise. 745 00:47:20,320 --> 00:47:21,606 You're a tough kid. 746 00:47:22,160 --> 00:47:23,685 You always have been, but... 747 00:47:24,840 --> 00:47:26,046 I'm your mother. 748 00:47:26,960 --> 00:47:28,121 Let me help you. 749 00:47:30,080 --> 00:47:32,447 So, how do I reach you in here? 750 00:47:32,640 --> 00:47:34,856 Well, my phone privileges have been suspended. 751 00:47:34,880 --> 00:47:37,326 But that guy's phone I called you from, Nate... 752 00:47:37,600 --> 00:47:39,887 Call him and he'll find me, or I'll catch up with you. 753 00:47:40,000 --> 00:47:41,126 Where are you staying? 754 00:47:41,600 --> 00:47:45,127 Uh, I'm at the Luck Star Inn down the road, just two minutes. 755 00:47:45,560 --> 00:47:47,847 I will mobilize the troops. 756 00:47:48,040 --> 00:47:52,096 And I'll be back in a couple of hours with fresh clothes 757 00:47:52,120 --> 00:47:55,169 and an army of cops and lawyers. 758 00:47:57,720 --> 00:47:58,960 Hang in there, sweetheart. 759 00:47:59,840 --> 00:48:01,285 The cavalry's coming. 760 00:48:02,920 --> 00:48:04,570 I understand, Mrs. Valentini. 761 00:48:04,720 --> 00:48:05,776 But there's nothing we can do 762 00:48:05,800 --> 00:48:08,565 unless you have proof that a crime has been committed. 763 00:48:10,240 --> 00:48:11,241 I'm sorry. 764 00:48:12,640 --> 00:48:13,641 (SIGHS) 765 00:48:14,120 --> 00:48:15,616 LAWYER: (ON PHONE) Pennsylvania state law mandates 766 00:48:15,640 --> 00:48:17,216 that a patient can only be held 767 00:48:17,240 --> 00:48:20,210 on involuntary commitment for seven days without a court order. 768 00:48:20,520 --> 00:48:23,296 And look, they're not going to go to the hassle of getting a court order 769 00:48:23,320 --> 00:48:24,970 after her insurance stops paying. 770 00:48:25,560 --> 00:48:27,562 Is it inconvenient? Sure. 771 00:48:28,000 --> 00:48:30,216 Should something be done to stop it happening? 772 00:48:30,240 --> 00:48:31,241 Absolutely. 773 00:48:31,400 --> 00:48:34,927 As your lawyer, is it my priority getting Sawyer back into your care? 774 00:48:35,400 --> 00:48:36,686 It's number one. 775 00:48:37,240 --> 00:48:38,896 Keep me in a loop about the situation. 776 00:48:38,920 --> 00:48:41,924 If you think there's legal cause to intercede, I'll get right on it. 777 00:48:42,800 --> 00:48:43,847 (LINE DISCONNECTS) 778 00:48:44,400 --> 00:48:45,447 Hello? 779 00:48:46,440 --> 00:48:48,010 Did you just hang up on me? 780 00:48:49,200 --> 00:48:50,201 NURSE: Hey, everybody. 781 00:48:50,560 --> 00:48:51,800 Come on down. 782 00:48:55,200 --> 00:48:57,328 What are you doing here? Hello, Sawyer. 783 00:48:57,960 --> 00:48:59,485 Just picking up an extra shift. 784 00:49:00,720 --> 00:49:02,848 It's nice to see you all during the daytime. 785 00:49:19,800 --> 00:49:20,801 I know. 786 00:49:24,800 --> 00:49:26,131 Crayons. 787 00:49:27,960 --> 00:49:29,485 Where the fuck have they put... Where... 788 00:49:31,800 --> 00:49:33,040 (BABBLING) 789 00:49:44,720 --> 00:49:48,042 Get out! Fuck! Where? 790 00:49:48,920 --> 00:49:50,365 (CONTINUES BABBLING) 791 00:49:53,560 --> 00:49:56,689 Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you! 792 00:49:57,000 --> 00:49:58,445 MALE NURSE: Sawyer. Sawyer. 793 00:49:59,000 --> 00:50:01,446 Calm down. Calm down, Sawyer. 794 00:50:04,360 --> 00:50:05,566 Calm down. 795 00:50:12,000 --> 00:50:14,241 No... 796 00:50:22,480 --> 00:50:23,776 (SIGHS) (KNOCKING ON DOOR) 797 00:50:23,800 --> 00:50:25,211 MAN: Maintenance! 798 00:50:26,160 --> 00:50:27,161 What the fuck? 799 00:50:29,720 --> 00:50:30,881 (TOILET FLUSHING) 800 00:50:40,360 --> 00:50:42,124 I didn't call maintenance. 801 00:50:42,640 --> 00:50:45,120 MAN: We're checking all the AC units, ma'am. 802 00:50:46,280 --> 00:50:50,251 There was a critical fault in the wiring in one of the other rooms. 803 00:50:51,040 --> 00:50:52,963 Nearly started an electrical fire. 804 00:50:53,960 --> 00:50:55,200 Just to be safe. 805 00:51:00,960 --> 00:51:04,248 Thank you. This'll just take a minute. 806 00:51:04,520 --> 00:51:06,602 NURSE BOLES: We had an issue with the Valentini girl. 807 00:51:06,760 --> 00:51:09,256 She got a mega dose of methylphenidate this morning 808 00:51:09,280 --> 00:51:11,282 instead of her Risperidone and lithium. 809 00:51:11,920 --> 00:51:12,921 DAVID; My Lord. 810 00:51:13,080 --> 00:51:15,003 NURSE BOLES: I'm still not sure how it happened. 811 00:51:15,600 --> 00:51:18,336 DAVID: Everybody's so overworked around here. 812 00:51:18,360 --> 00:51:21,250 I'm sure an oversight is bound to happen every now and again. 813 00:51:22,680 --> 00:51:24,696 DAVID: Is she okay? NURSE BOLES: Better now. 814 00:51:24,720 --> 00:51:26,245 But it can't happen again. 815 00:51:26,600 --> 00:51:27,656 Double-check the meds 816 00:51:27,680 --> 00:51:30,604 against Dr. Hawthorne's list for each and every patient. 817 00:51:31,800 --> 00:51:33,643 DAVID: Of course, understood. 818 00:51:33,960 --> 00:51:37,009 If something like this happens again, we could all lose our jobs. 819 00:51:38,080 --> 00:51:40,731 Nurse, I won't let you down. 820 00:51:41,560 --> 00:51:43,130 This job means the world to me. 821 00:51:43,760 --> 00:51:44,761 I know. 822 00:51:45,600 --> 00:51:46,896 Your work ethic is unreal. 823 00:51:46,920 --> 00:51:49,491 You're here day and night. We could use more like you. 824 00:51:49,840 --> 00:51:52,491 You're a gift from God, George. Yeah. 825 00:51:53,080 --> 00:51:56,323 Just trying to make sure all these folks get the help that they deserve. 826 00:51:57,640 --> 00:51:58,687 Hey. 827 00:52:01,400 --> 00:52:02,481 So, uh... 828 00:52:04,000 --> 00:52:06,048 I think you broke the TV. 829 00:52:07,000 --> 00:52:08,809 No. 830 00:52:11,320 --> 00:52:12,924 God, I didn't mean to. 831 00:52:16,360 --> 00:52:17,696 I love TV. 832 00:52:17,720 --> 00:52:18,721 (CHUCKLES) 833 00:52:19,720 --> 00:52:22,087 I must be insane. Oh, no, no. 834 00:52:22,560 --> 00:52:23,766 You're not insane. 835 00:52:24,200 --> 00:52:25,496 I know the difference between people 836 00:52:25,520 --> 00:52:28,569 who are supposed to be here and the people that end up here, 837 00:52:28,800 --> 00:52:30,643 and you're definitely in column two. 838 00:52:31,000 --> 00:52:32,126 (SCOFFS) 839 00:52:34,040 --> 00:52:35,496 (BREATHES DEEPLY) 840 00:52:35,520 --> 00:52:37,576 I feel like I belong in column one. 841 00:52:37,600 --> 00:52:38,656 Oh... 842 00:52:38,680 --> 00:52:40,967 What? Come on. 843 00:52:41,920 --> 00:52:46,050 You didn't think so yesterday. So what changed? 844 00:52:50,240 --> 00:52:51,696 What did you want to be when you were a kid? 845 00:52:51,720 --> 00:52:53,529 Me? Shit. Mmm. 846 00:52:53,720 --> 00:52:55,802 (INHALES SHARPLY) I wanted to be an astronaut. 847 00:52:56,200 --> 00:52:57,616 (BOTH CHUCKLE) 848 00:52:57,640 --> 00:53:00,883 Yep. But I found out that, you know, 849 00:53:01,280 --> 00:53:06,002 you had to deal with all these numbers and shit and I'm trash at math, so... 850 00:53:06,120 --> 00:53:07,376 (CLICKS TONGUE) 851 00:53:07,400 --> 00:53:08,686 Didn't work out. 852 00:53:09,280 --> 00:53:11,442 There's still time. Yeah, I'm sure there is. 853 00:53:12,000 --> 00:53:14,776 Go to University of Phoenix, right? Maybe I'll do that sometime. 854 00:53:14,800 --> 00:53:16,450 (CHUCKLING) What about you? 855 00:53:18,080 --> 00:53:19,491 It's too late for me. 856 00:53:20,320 --> 00:53:23,722 I was gonna be this renegade medical student 857 00:53:24,440 --> 00:53:26,522 who was able to pinpoint diseases 858 00:53:26,640 --> 00:53:29,296 that all the old traditional surgeons couldn't see. 859 00:53:29,320 --> 00:53:32,403 Oh, okay. Mmm. It's a nice fantasy. 860 00:53:33,680 --> 00:53:36,256 But I had no follow-through. 861 00:53:36,280 --> 00:53:40,683 I had the ambition, but I didn't have the drive or the dedication to make it. 862 00:53:41,360 --> 00:53:42,964 I couldn't even make it through pre-med. 863 00:53:43,080 --> 00:53:44,136 Mmm. 864 00:53:44,160 --> 00:53:46,766 I had to switch majors when I was a junior. 865 00:53:48,440 --> 00:53:50,727 But I still wanted to do something, you know, so... 866 00:53:51,520 --> 00:53:53,329 I volunteered at a hospice. 867 00:53:53,640 --> 00:53:55,608 Uh... Well... Mmm. 868 00:53:56,400 --> 00:53:57,765 That's where I met David Strine. 869 00:53:57,880 --> 00:53:59,896 "Most companies settled with the government. 870 00:53:59,920 --> 00:54:03,456 "But several era cases involving more than two dozen power plants 871 00:54:03,480 --> 00:54:05,528 "in the South and Midwest are still pending. 872 00:54:05,720 --> 00:54:07,816 "The remaining suits demand fines for the past..." 873 00:54:07,840 --> 00:54:09,649 SAWYER: He was nice, you know? 874 00:54:10,480 --> 00:54:12,687 Quiet, uncomfortable. 875 00:54:13,960 --> 00:54:15,200 And I felt bad. 876 00:54:15,800 --> 00:54:20,256 I mean, how do you spend two hours a week talking to your father who doesn't even 877 00:54:20,280 --> 00:54:21,441 recognize you? 878 00:54:21,720 --> 00:54:22,960 (SAWYER CONTINUES READING) 879 00:54:23,600 --> 00:54:25,602 My father died when I was 15. 880 00:54:27,240 --> 00:54:28,696 Respiratory failure. 881 00:54:28,720 --> 00:54:31,121 NATE: I'm sorry. SAWYER: No one saw it coming. 882 00:54:33,040 --> 00:54:36,886 So while I was fantasizing about being the savior who would 883 00:54:37,080 --> 00:54:39,048 pull his father back to clarity, 884 00:54:40,640 --> 00:54:42,563 David was having his own fantasies. 885 00:54:47,760 --> 00:54:49,444 He would want us to be together. 886 00:55:01,520 --> 00:55:02,806 (INAUDIBLE) 887 00:55:08,040 --> 00:55:10,042 (CELL PHONE VIBRATING) 888 00:56:16,720 --> 00:56:18,085 (PEN SCRIBBLING) 889 00:56:29,120 --> 00:56:34,445 FERGUSON: Okay, let's talk about Sawyer Valentini in Boston. Year zero. 890 00:56:34,600 --> 00:56:37,416 Um... Obviously, I would recommend 891 00:56:37,440 --> 00:56:39,336 sensors on all your doors and windows, 892 00:56:39,360 --> 00:56:42,125 and I would swap the terrace doors out for a steel core door. 893 00:56:42,720 --> 00:56:43,801 Um... 894 00:56:43,920 --> 00:56:45,126 Update your deadbolts. 895 00:56:45,520 --> 00:56:47,656 I want to talk to you about situational awareness. 896 00:56:47,680 --> 00:56:50,968 Okay. Where is the nearest police station? Where is the nearest fire station? 897 00:56:51,120 --> 00:56:53,936 These are things that should always be right on the tip of your tongue. 898 00:56:53,960 --> 00:56:57,296 Yeah, parking. I know you have parking in the rear of the building 899 00:56:57,320 --> 00:56:59,846 with a back entrance. I'm gonna ask you not to use that anymore. 900 00:57:00,160 --> 00:57:01,216 I know it's convenient, 901 00:57:01,240 --> 00:57:04,722 but I would advocate selling your car and using a ride service. 902 00:57:04,960 --> 00:57:06,610 If you can't or won't do that, 903 00:57:07,200 --> 00:57:08,816 I would say park on the street. 904 00:57:08,840 --> 00:57:10,444 Preferably under a light source. 905 00:57:10,960 --> 00:57:14,576 And come back and walk through this courtyard here where people can see you. 906 00:57:14,600 --> 00:57:16,016 With your keys in your hand, by the way. 907 00:57:16,040 --> 00:57:17,976 You want your keys always in your hand. 908 00:57:18,000 --> 00:57:21,402 You don't want to be digging around in your purse in the dark for your keys. 909 00:57:21,680 --> 00:57:23,136 Um, and I'll talk to you about 910 00:57:23,160 --> 00:57:24,685 and help you with a go-bag. 911 00:57:24,920 --> 00:57:28,496 You know, just cash, credit cards, uh, change of clothes, 912 00:57:28,520 --> 00:57:30,727 flashlight, charger, that kind of thing. 913 00:57:30,840 --> 00:57:33,496 A firearm if you're open to that idea, 914 00:57:33,520 --> 00:57:36,456 of purchasing and registering a firearm and learning how to use it. 915 00:57:36,480 --> 00:57:38,130 Think about altering your routine. 916 00:57:38,880 --> 00:57:41,896 When you go to work, when you leave work. That kind of thing. 917 00:57:41,920 --> 00:57:44,605 How about social media? Are you on any social media accounts? 918 00:57:45,200 --> 00:57:49,046 Uh, I'm on Facebook. But my account's private. 919 00:57:49,560 --> 00:57:53,565 Right. Okay, that's no good. Because he'd be able to, uh, you know, 920 00:57:54,440 --> 00:57:58,776 figure out a friend of yours from marching band or a sorority sister. 921 00:57:58,800 --> 00:58:00,976 And go get photos from them, 922 00:58:01,000 --> 00:58:03,606 create a bogus account and then try to friend you that way. 923 00:58:04,320 --> 00:58:06,800 Your friends know your email, that's enough. 924 00:58:06,920 --> 00:58:08,729 Just delete the Facebook today. 925 00:58:09,240 --> 00:58:11,096 Um, and then talk to your friends. 926 00:58:11,120 --> 00:58:13,376 You know, be open about this. Inform them what's going on. 927 00:58:13,400 --> 00:58:14,731 Tell 'em not to mention you. 928 00:58:14,880 --> 00:58:16,689 Don't tag you on Instagram. 929 00:58:16,840 --> 00:58:20,336 You know, uh, baby showers, 930 00:58:20,360 --> 00:58:22,816 or a chardonnay date with the girls, 931 00:58:22,840 --> 00:58:25,176 or, you know, whatever it is, if someone's taking a picture, 932 00:58:25,200 --> 00:58:27,816 you do whatever you can to get out of it. All right? 933 00:58:27,840 --> 00:58:30,684 And think of your cell phone as your enemy. 934 00:58:30,800 --> 00:58:33,963 And this, your new best friend. 935 00:58:37,960 --> 00:58:39,246 SAWYER: And now he's here. 936 00:58:42,600 --> 00:58:44,045 Or maybe it's all in my head. 937 00:58:44,480 --> 00:58:45,641 (SIGHS) 938 00:58:47,120 --> 00:58:48,326 All right. Come here. 939 00:58:49,240 --> 00:58:50,366 (SIGHS) 940 00:58:51,440 --> 00:58:52,496 Hey. 941 00:58:52,520 --> 00:58:53,521 Mmm? 942 00:58:54,760 --> 00:58:55,966 Column two. 943 00:58:56,600 --> 00:58:58,204 For life. (CHUCKLES) 944 00:58:59,520 --> 00:59:01,966 Give me some. Give me some now. Come on. 945 00:59:02,120 --> 00:59:05,776 Ah, hey, you've been to the hood a couple of times. 946 00:59:05,800 --> 00:59:06,801 (LAUGHS) 947 00:59:19,960 --> 00:59:21,086 Sawyer. 948 00:59:23,760 --> 00:59:25,649 I'm sorry you had such a rough day. 949 00:59:40,360 --> 00:59:42,089 Sweet dreams. Drop dead. 950 01:00:11,760 --> 01:00:13,000 SAWYER: I need to use your phone. 951 01:00:13,760 --> 01:00:14,761 (SIGHS) 952 01:00:15,480 --> 01:00:17,164 Now. Hey. (SHUSHING) 953 01:00:17,280 --> 01:00:19,931 I need to use it now. Okay. 954 01:00:20,640 --> 01:00:22,961 Jesus, just keep your voice down. 955 01:00:24,640 --> 01:00:26,244 You know, everyone's fucking asleep. 956 01:00:29,080 --> 01:00:31,162 SAWYER: Hi, can I have Angela Valentini's room, please. 957 01:00:33,120 --> 01:00:34,201 Yeah. 958 01:00:41,360 --> 01:00:44,603 Mom, hi, it's me, I left a message on your cell. 959 01:00:44,880 --> 01:00:47,167 Can you just give me a ring back as soon as possible? 960 01:00:47,520 --> 01:00:49,443 Thanks. (CELL PHONE BEEPS) 961 01:00:55,240 --> 01:00:56,401 Thank you. 962 01:00:58,800 --> 01:00:59,801 Hey. 963 01:01:11,200 --> 01:01:13,646 NATE: Man, I don't even know if she's telling the truth or not. 964 01:01:14,080 --> 01:01:17,368 I mean, some days she's normal but other days it's like, I don't know. 965 01:01:18,240 --> 01:01:20,004 Maybe I've just been in here for too long. 966 01:01:21,600 --> 01:01:23,967 Forget all that. Look, I need you to check on something for me. 967 01:01:24,320 --> 01:01:26,243 And not because I like her. 968 01:01:44,560 --> 01:01:46,324 Get any calls last night, this morning? 969 01:01:46,920 --> 01:01:50,056 No calls, no texts, no voicemails. 970 01:01:50,080 --> 01:01:51,081 Shit. 971 01:01:51,720 --> 01:01:53,324 My mom didn't pick up last night. 972 01:01:54,320 --> 01:01:56,800 Not her cell, not her motel room. 973 01:01:58,480 --> 01:02:00,176 Moms call back. That's what they do. 974 01:02:00,200 --> 01:02:01,201 Yeah. 975 01:02:04,040 --> 01:02:06,771 Hey, what's this, like, day five in here for you? 976 01:02:07,200 --> 01:02:08,256 Mmm-hmm. 977 01:02:08,280 --> 01:02:09,645 Well, focus on that. 978 01:02:09,800 --> 01:02:11,376 You've done most of your time. 979 01:02:11,400 --> 01:02:13,323 It's all downhill from here. (SIGHS) 980 01:02:13,440 --> 01:02:16,330 Just keep your head down for a few more days. 981 01:02:17,200 --> 01:02:18,361 And you're free. 982 01:02:18,760 --> 01:02:20,046 And I promise you, 983 01:02:20,200 --> 01:02:23,886 on that day, your mom will be standing right there waiting for you. 984 01:02:25,440 --> 01:02:26,851 Smiles. 985 01:02:29,480 --> 01:02:30,845 You're a good person. (SCOFFS) 986 01:02:31,040 --> 01:02:34,010 I do a decent impression of one. Don't tell anybody, all right? 987 01:02:34,720 --> 01:02:36,245 How long have you got left in here? 988 01:02:37,120 --> 01:02:38,121 Well, 989 01:02:38,760 --> 01:02:39,761 (SIGHS) 990 01:02:40,920 --> 01:02:44,891 the opioid withdrawal program is a four-week project. 991 01:02:45,120 --> 01:02:47,282 I've done three weeks, so... 992 01:02:47,640 --> 01:02:49,449 I've got one week left. So... 993 01:02:49,880 --> 01:02:51,450 I get out a few days after you. 994 01:02:53,400 --> 01:02:56,847 We should maybe... No? Okay. No. (GROANS) 995 01:02:58,040 --> 01:03:00,088 I mean, it's completely different on the outside. 996 01:03:00,760 --> 01:03:02,330 Plus you'll have your own phone. 997 01:03:02,840 --> 01:03:05,366 My usefulness to you will be dramatically reduced. 998 01:03:07,000 --> 01:03:08,286 You've been a friend to me. 999 01:03:08,880 --> 01:03:11,121 And I'd like the opportunity to be one for you. 1000 01:03:11,440 --> 01:03:12,851 Okay. Yeah. If you let me. 1001 01:03:14,240 --> 01:03:15,605 Once you're free, 1002 01:03:16,720 --> 01:03:19,041 you might have a completely different perspective. 1003 01:03:19,320 --> 01:03:20,496 And I don't blame you. 1004 01:03:20,520 --> 01:03:23,126 But should that not happen. 1005 01:03:25,840 --> 01:03:27,524 Maybe you'll let me use your phone. 1006 01:03:29,600 --> 01:03:30,726 Maybe. (CHUCKLES) 1007 01:03:31,600 --> 01:03:33,364 (CONVERSATION CONTINUES INDISTINCTLY) 1008 01:03:47,160 --> 01:03:48,241 (DOOR OPENS) 1009 01:03:50,880 --> 01:03:51,881 (DOOR CLOSES) 1010 01:03:53,080 --> 01:03:54,923 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING) 1011 01:03:57,960 --> 01:03:59,007 (TOILET FLUSHING) 1012 01:04:04,520 --> 01:04:05,521 (WATER RUNNING) 1013 01:04:11,000 --> 01:04:12,001 (GROANS) 1014 01:04:16,440 --> 01:04:18,408 DAVID: No hidden phones. 1015 01:04:19,040 --> 01:04:20,176 (GRUNTING) 1016 01:04:20,200 --> 01:04:22,168 No personal relationship 1017 01:04:22,480 --> 01:04:24,721 that can impede upon another patient's recovery. 1018 01:04:25,720 --> 01:04:27,484 (MUFFLED PROTESTING) 1019 01:04:30,560 --> 01:04:32,847 (MACHINE POWERING up) (NATE WHIMPERS) 1020 01:04:36,120 --> 01:04:37,451 NATE: What the fuck, man! 1021 01:04:41,880 --> 01:04:42,881 (CRYING) 1022 01:04:43,440 --> 01:04:44,441 (MUFFLED SCREAM) 1023 01:04:50,880 --> 01:04:52,456 That's right, baby girl. 1024 01:04:52,480 --> 01:04:56,929 Your boo didn't show up to group. Now he's blowing off lunch. 1025 01:04:57,840 --> 01:04:59,171 You think that's you? 1026 01:05:00,320 --> 01:05:01,970 You think that's your personality? 1027 01:05:02,440 --> 01:05:04,807 You think that's your little rat face? Huh? 1028 01:05:05,720 --> 01:05:06,721 (GROANS) 1029 01:05:08,160 --> 01:05:09,576 (VIOLET SHRIEKING) 1030 01:05:09,600 --> 01:05:11,576 VIOLET: She fucking started it. 1031 01:05:11,600 --> 01:05:13,296 I don't feel safe around her, no one does. 1032 01:05:13,320 --> 01:05:14,496 Because you don't know when she might snap. 1033 01:05:14,520 --> 01:05:15,931 She's fucking crazy! 1034 01:05:16,760 --> 01:05:18,091 I'm fine. 1035 01:05:19,880 --> 01:05:21,928 I hate you! Oh, I love you. 1036 01:05:22,200 --> 01:05:23,725 Hate your fucking face. 1037 01:05:25,280 --> 01:05:26,770 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATION) 1038 01:05:46,320 --> 01:05:48,766 Fuck! Oh, my God! Look what he's done. 1039 01:05:48,880 --> 01:05:52,168 Look at the fucking phone! That is not allowed! 1040 01:05:52,360 --> 01:05:54,816 Back to bed! Look what he's done. I'm telling you. 1041 01:05:54,840 --> 01:05:56,776 No, please! No! 1042 01:05:56,800 --> 01:05:59,296 Hold her down! No! Fuck you! No! 1043 01:05:59,320 --> 01:06:02,085 Fuck you! No! 1044 01:06:54,360 --> 01:06:55,771 Open up! 1045 01:06:57,720 --> 01:06:59,085 (CONTINUES BANGING) 1046 01:07:09,920 --> 01:07:11,524 A dead body was discovered. 1047 01:07:11,720 --> 01:07:12,767 Oh, my God. What? 1048 01:07:13,040 --> 01:07:14,326 Nate Hoffman. 1049 01:07:14,960 --> 01:07:17,376 His body was found in the old ECT room. 1050 01:07:17,400 --> 01:07:18,561 He OD'ed. 1051 01:07:18,680 --> 01:07:20,967 Somehow he got hold of a shit ton of Fentanyl. 1052 01:07:21,120 --> 01:07:22,804 Poor guy. He was doing so well. 1053 01:07:23,560 --> 01:07:25,736 Not a word of this around the other patients. 1054 01:07:25,760 --> 01:07:28,570 And you hear anyone else talking about it, you shut it down. 1055 01:07:28,840 --> 01:07:30,171 Of course. 1056 01:07:32,040 --> 01:07:33,610 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING) 1057 01:07:40,240 --> 01:07:41,656 (DOOR CLOSES) 1058 01:07:41,680 --> 01:07:43,887 (STAMMERING) I'm not gonna hurt you. 1059 01:07:44,760 --> 01:07:49,209 I'm not gonna touch you. I don't want you to feel uncomfortable. 1060 01:07:50,200 --> 01:07:52,009 I just want to be here with you. 1061 01:08:00,680 --> 01:08:02,762 Oh, I disconnected them. 1062 01:08:05,440 --> 01:08:06,680 You gonna kill me? 1063 01:08:07,320 --> 01:08:08,321 (CHUCKLES) 1064 01:08:10,080 --> 01:08:13,163 How could you even ask me that? 1065 01:08:16,720 --> 01:08:18,609 I love you so much. 1066 01:08:19,960 --> 01:08:21,096 I mean, come on. 1067 01:08:21,120 --> 01:08:24,681 You must know that at this point. From the moment we met, 1068 01:08:25,560 --> 01:08:26,891 I have loved you. 1069 01:08:27,640 --> 01:08:29,005 Did you kill Nate? 1070 01:08:33,480 --> 01:08:34,641 Nate? 1071 01:08:35,480 --> 01:08:37,528 Nate chose what happened to him. 1072 01:08:39,160 --> 01:08:43,768 Just like I choose to protect you from any and all threats to your well-being. 1073 01:08:44,760 --> 01:08:45,761 My mom? 1074 01:08:49,280 --> 01:08:50,406 What did you do? 1075 01:08:52,000 --> 01:08:54,321 Angela is like family to me. 1076 01:08:54,760 --> 01:08:57,331 How did you get her ring? She gave it to me. 1077 01:08:57,440 --> 01:08:58,851 (BREATH TREMBLING) 1078 01:09:00,320 --> 01:09:01,401 You're lying. 1079 01:09:02,120 --> 01:09:04,851 You're lying to my face about my mother. 1080 01:09:06,240 --> 01:09:07,321 I told her about you. 1081 01:09:09,440 --> 01:09:10,680 I told her what you are. 1082 01:09:12,160 --> 01:09:13,321 She never would've... 1083 01:09:17,880 --> 01:09:19,609 She came all the way from Boston for me. 1084 01:09:20,480 --> 01:09:22,562 So did I. No, no. 1085 01:09:22,880 --> 01:09:25,360 She said she was coming back. What did you do to her? 1086 01:09:26,640 --> 01:09:28,881 (STAMMERING) We talked. 1087 01:09:30,120 --> 01:09:32,327 Look, we shared our feelings. 1088 01:09:32,600 --> 01:09:36,571 She told me how her and your father met. 1089 01:09:37,680 --> 01:09:40,160 And then I told her how you and I met. 1090 01:09:41,600 --> 01:09:44,126 And she said she wanted us to have their ring. 1091 01:09:44,440 --> 01:09:45,521 Oh, my God. 1092 01:09:48,280 --> 01:09:49,281 Sawyer, 1093 01:09:50,480 --> 01:09:53,882 that ring can be as sacred to you and me 1094 01:09:54,000 --> 01:09:55,656 as it was to Angela and Mike. 1095 01:09:55,680 --> 01:09:57,576 Don't you fucking say his name! Don't you ever say his name. 1096 01:09:57,600 --> 01:09:58,601 Sawyer. 1097 01:09:59,080 --> 01:10:01,416 Help me! Help! 1098 01:10:01,440 --> 01:10:02,441 Fuck. (CRYING) 1099 01:10:03,720 --> 01:10:04,881 DAVID: Sawyer. 1100 01:10:06,120 --> 01:10:07,121 Look. 1101 01:10:08,640 --> 01:10:11,450 I have this cabin in the woods. 1102 01:10:11,560 --> 01:10:14,131 In New Hampshire, in the White Mountains. 1103 01:10:15,680 --> 01:10:17,569 It's totally off the grid. 1104 01:10:17,800 --> 01:10:21,691 It's got its own solar, its own well. 1105 01:10:22,720 --> 01:10:24,563 It's so beautiful. 1106 01:10:27,080 --> 01:10:28,336 Sawyer, we could be happy. 1107 01:10:28,360 --> 01:10:29,896 We Will. We Will. We Will. 1108 01:10:29,920 --> 01:10:33,136 We will be happy. We will never be happy! 1109 01:10:33,160 --> 01:10:35,731 You could never make me happy. 1110 01:10:36,760 --> 01:10:38,922 Look at where we are, David. 1111 01:10:40,440 --> 01:10:41,930 Look at what you've done. 1112 01:10:45,360 --> 01:10:47,488 There is no path to happiness from here. 1113 01:10:48,760 --> 01:10:49,966 For either of us. 1114 01:10:58,080 --> 01:10:59,923 Sawyer, I've seen you. 1115 01:11:01,720 --> 01:11:05,088 I watched you at work. I've seen you with your friends. 1116 01:11:06,840 --> 01:11:09,161 You're not happy. 1117 01:11:11,800 --> 01:11:15,202 You just float through life and nothing ever touches you. 1118 01:11:16,440 --> 01:11:19,683 And you try. You try really hard to fit in. I've seen that. 1119 01:11:20,000 --> 01:11:22,526 But you can't because... 1120 01:11:25,280 --> 01:11:27,123 There's a piece missing. 1121 01:11:28,880 --> 01:11:30,211 And you're what's missing? 1122 01:11:32,200 --> 01:11:33,326 (SOFTLY) Why not? 1123 01:11:36,040 --> 01:11:39,522 I fucking hate you, is why. 1124 01:11:43,240 --> 01:11:45,163 And I love you so much. 1125 01:11:45,640 --> 01:11:47,563 You don't know the first thing about me. 1126 01:11:48,360 --> 01:11:49,361 (EXHALES) 1127 01:11:50,480 --> 01:11:52,696 How can you say that? We've spent months together. 1128 01:11:52,720 --> 01:11:53,721 No. 1129 01:11:54,000 --> 01:11:55,936 You were in the same room while I talked to your father, 1130 01:11:55,960 --> 01:11:58,008 because you had nothing to say to him. 1131 01:12:00,040 --> 01:12:01,536 He didn't even know I was there. 1132 01:12:01,560 --> 01:12:03,324 Yeah, well, he was your father. 1133 01:12:04,120 --> 01:12:08,364 And you couldn't think of two words to say to him. 1134 01:12:10,040 --> 01:12:11,929 You keep saying that you love me, 1135 01:12:12,680 --> 01:12:14,648 but you're not capable of loving anybody. 1136 01:12:15,560 --> 01:12:16,686 Not true. 1137 01:12:17,840 --> 01:12:20,605 Losing his mind is the best thing that could've happened to him. 1138 01:12:21,880 --> 01:12:23,291 Do you think he'd be proud of you? 1139 01:12:24,040 --> 01:12:25,201 How you've turned out? 1140 01:12:26,640 --> 01:12:28,404 Stop that. What? What? 1141 01:12:28,640 --> 01:12:31,325 Too mean? Not the girl you love? 1142 01:12:31,560 --> 01:12:34,211 You don't fucking know me! I do. 1143 01:12:34,360 --> 01:12:36,522 Well, then love me like this, David. 1144 01:12:36,760 --> 01:12:38,046 Love me like this. 1145 01:12:38,240 --> 01:12:40,216 Love me when I'm a bitch. Love me when I cheat. 1146 01:12:40,240 --> 01:12:42,686 Love me when I shut down. Love all the shit about me. 1147 01:12:43,800 --> 01:12:45,086 That's not you. 1148 01:12:45,280 --> 01:12:46,576 That's what trying to make yourself 1149 01:12:46,600 --> 01:12:49,080 like everybody else in the world has done to you. 1150 01:12:51,160 --> 01:12:52,161 Really? 1151 01:12:53,520 --> 01:12:55,727 You're a fucking simpleton. 1152 01:12:56,960 --> 01:12:58,041 Do you know that? 1153 01:12:58,640 --> 01:13:00,529 You are a fucking dunce. 1154 01:13:00,640 --> 01:13:01,816 Sawyer... 1155 01:13:01,840 --> 01:13:04,969 That sweet, kind girl in your head, 1156 01:13:06,040 --> 01:13:07,201 that's not me. 1157 01:13:09,680 --> 01:13:11,523 Can I ask you a question, David? 1158 01:13:13,760 --> 01:13:15,091 Who did this to you? 1159 01:13:16,960 --> 01:13:18,291 Who rejected you? 1160 01:13:19,640 --> 01:13:21,051 Did she let you down easy? 1161 01:13:21,600 --> 01:13:22,601 Hmm? 1162 01:13:23,000 --> 01:13:25,890 I'm flattered, Dave, but I don't wanna ruin our friendship. 1163 01:13:26,200 --> 01:13:29,682 She ghost you? Hmm? She block your number? No. 1164 01:13:29,960 --> 01:13:31,405 She unfriend you on Facebook? 1165 01:13:31,760 --> 01:13:33,125 Vanish from your life? 1166 01:13:33,480 --> 01:13:35,289 Or was it worse? (GASPS MOCKINGLY) 1167 01:13:36,160 --> 01:13:39,607 Did she look like she was gonna be sick? Hmm? 1168 01:13:39,720 --> 01:13:42,724 She laugh in your face? Did she tell all her friends? 1169 01:13:43,000 --> 01:13:45,571 No, 'cause I'm telling you, David, that's me. 1170 01:13:45,880 --> 01:13:49,376 That's what I would've done. That's what I did. That's who you love. 1171 01:13:49,400 --> 01:13:51,176 That's who you fucking dream of! 1172 01:13:51,200 --> 01:13:53,616 That's who you've been stalking for the past two years. 1173 01:13:53,640 --> 01:13:56,211 Am I everything you hoped I'd be, David? Hmm? 1174 01:13:56,320 --> 01:14:00,006 Is this what you imagine when you dream of us living in your fucking cabin? 1175 01:14:00,400 --> 01:14:02,243 (CHUCKLES) Two years. 1176 01:14:02,560 --> 01:14:05,404 Two years, David. What a waste. (SHUSHES) 1177 01:14:05,720 --> 01:14:08,929 What a fucking waste. You could've met someone else in that time. 1178 01:14:09,480 --> 01:14:12,086 You know? People are pretty pathetic. I love you. 1179 01:14:12,440 --> 01:14:16,047 Child killers get visits from women who see the good in them. 1180 01:14:16,280 --> 01:14:19,602 Someone who loves a child killer might be able to see some good in you, 1181 01:14:19,720 --> 01:14:21,616 because no one else fucking could. (CRYING) 1182 01:14:21,640 --> 01:14:23,165 No one else could, David. 1183 01:14:23,320 --> 01:14:25,816 No one else... (GRUNTING) 1184 01:14:25,840 --> 01:14:26,841 (CHOKING) 1185 01:14:27,160 --> 01:14:29,162 Do it. Fucking do it! 1186 01:14:29,800 --> 01:14:30,961 (SCREAMS) 1187 01:14:32,200 --> 01:14:33,201 (PANTING) 1188 01:14:38,560 --> 01:14:39,561 (CRYING) 1189 01:14:43,440 --> 01:14:44,885 Now I see, David. 1190 01:14:46,520 --> 01:14:48,204 Now I see how you love me. 1191 01:15:08,240 --> 01:15:09,241 (SIGHS) 1192 01:15:14,720 --> 01:15:15,767 Check this out. 1193 01:15:21,880 --> 01:15:23,609 Our friend Nate was taking notes. 1194 01:15:24,920 --> 01:15:27,446 On all the shady stuff that happens down here. 1195 01:15:28,640 --> 01:15:30,324 He's gonna need a bigger notebook. 1196 01:15:30,920 --> 01:15:32,331 Second floor should see this. 1197 01:16:05,520 --> 01:16:06,806 (INAUDIBLE) 1198 01:16:16,040 --> 01:16:17,041 (INAUDIBLE) 1199 01:16:38,480 --> 01:16:40,687 You did the right thing bringing this to me. 1200 01:16:55,440 --> 01:16:56,487 (WHISPERS) Good morning. 1201 01:17:00,760 --> 01:17:04,810 I... I brought you breakfast. 1202 01:17:09,200 --> 01:17:10,361 It's your favorite. 1203 01:17:11,000 --> 01:17:12,923 Two-egg bacon and cheese biscuit. 1204 01:17:13,320 --> 01:17:15,049 Hash browns, large coffee. 1205 01:17:16,480 --> 01:17:18,562 You ate that at your desk every morning. 1206 01:17:19,840 --> 01:17:22,764 You telling me that just killed what little appetite I had. 1207 01:17:23,440 --> 01:17:24,521 Yeah. 1208 01:17:26,600 --> 01:17:28,284 It's the most important meal of the day. 1209 01:17:56,880 --> 01:17:57,927 Thanks for this. 1210 01:17:59,240 --> 01:18:00,241 You're welcome. 1211 01:18:04,920 --> 01:18:07,048 I'm not used to people being so considerate. 1212 01:18:09,880 --> 01:18:14,136 Most of the guys I know wouldn't either know 1213 01:18:14,160 --> 01:18:17,369 or remember what I had for breakfast. 1214 01:18:18,400 --> 01:18:20,004 I know everything about you. 1215 01:18:21,920 --> 01:18:23,251 I know your favorite book. 1216 01:18:24,240 --> 01:18:25,321 It's Pale Fire. 1217 01:18:26,320 --> 01:18:29,688 And your favorite song, Walking After Midnight by Patsy Cline. 1218 01:18:30,160 --> 01:18:31,161 Yeah. 1219 01:18:32,000 --> 01:18:33,570 My dad used to play it around the house. 1220 01:18:35,320 --> 01:18:36,970 I know you want to go to Portugal. 1221 01:18:37,960 --> 01:18:40,696 You had your favorite vacation there when you were 12. 1222 01:18:40,720 --> 01:18:41,721 Okay, enough. 1223 01:18:44,320 --> 01:18:45,651 Maybe you do know me. 1224 01:18:56,160 --> 01:18:57,161 (SIGHS) 1225 01:18:58,840 --> 01:19:01,411 You know you can't keep me down here indefinitely. 1226 01:19:03,360 --> 01:19:06,648 People are gonna be looking for me. My mom, my job. 1227 01:19:09,160 --> 01:19:11,447 You could call your mom from the cabin. 1228 01:19:13,280 --> 01:19:15,362 You really want to go back to that job? 1229 01:19:17,160 --> 01:19:18,605 Then how are we gonna live, David? 1230 01:19:20,160 --> 01:19:21,491 Are you secretly rich? 1231 01:19:22,920 --> 01:19:26,402 There's this old diner that's for sale by the cabin. 1232 01:19:27,560 --> 01:19:28,846 I was thinking we could renovate it. 1233 01:19:31,120 --> 01:19:32,167 You thought of everything. 1234 01:19:32,560 --> 01:19:34,449 I think of us all the time. 1235 01:19:34,800 --> 01:19:36,928 How are you gonna explain my absence from the ward? 1236 01:19:39,360 --> 01:19:42,443 I already changed the duration of your stay. 1237 01:19:43,840 --> 01:19:46,081 As far as the administration knows, 1238 01:19:46,800 --> 01:19:49,804 they think your insurance already ran out and that you're gone. 1239 01:19:52,480 --> 01:19:55,051 There's a back door. 1240 01:19:56,320 --> 01:19:57,685 Leads out to the woods. 1241 01:19:59,680 --> 01:20:00,966 We could go right now. 1242 01:20:03,240 --> 01:20:04,685 What if I say no? 1243 01:20:06,440 --> 01:20:08,090 What if I say let me go, 1244 01:20:09,840 --> 01:20:11,251 and we'll start over. 1245 01:20:12,360 --> 01:20:14,601 We'll go out for drinks. Get to know each other. 1246 01:20:16,480 --> 01:20:17,811 I'd lose you. 1247 01:20:18,720 --> 01:20:19,721 (CHUCKLES) 1248 01:20:20,280 --> 01:20:21,520 You know that. 1249 01:20:24,400 --> 01:20:27,244 You'd go back to your old life. 1250 01:20:29,000 --> 01:20:30,936 And I don't fit there. 1251 01:20:30,960 --> 01:20:32,644 I only belong with you. 1252 01:20:38,720 --> 01:20:40,085 I know it's a lot. 1253 01:20:41,720 --> 01:20:43,131 It's not that, Dave. 1254 01:20:44,920 --> 01:20:46,365 It's not only that. 1255 01:20:49,440 --> 01:20:50,885 I don't know how to say this. 1256 01:20:52,680 --> 01:20:53,920 What? 1257 01:20:55,440 --> 01:20:57,602 Sawyer, you can say anything. 1258 01:21:08,840 --> 01:21:10,285 Have you ever... 1259 01:21:13,120 --> 01:21:14,929 Have you ever been with anyone else? 1260 01:21:17,400 --> 01:21:19,846 Beyond your feelings for me, have you ever 1261 01:21:21,600 --> 01:21:23,170 had sex with anyone? 1262 01:21:26,480 --> 01:21:28,608 I'm not judging. I'm not. It's just... 1263 01:21:30,280 --> 01:21:32,567 Fantasy and reality are two different things. 1264 01:21:34,400 --> 01:21:36,129 I might not be what you want. 1265 01:21:37,840 --> 01:21:39,490 You're all I've ever wanted. 1266 01:21:40,200 --> 01:21:42,168 But you've got nothing to compare me to. 1267 01:21:44,320 --> 01:21:45,924 That makes no sense. 1268 01:21:46,480 --> 01:21:49,609 I need you to see what you've been missing. 1269 01:21:50,200 --> 01:21:52,567 And then decide if you still want me. 1270 01:21:55,280 --> 01:21:58,523 David, I might be your last, 1271 01:21:59,840 --> 01:22:01,604 but I can't be your first. 1272 01:22:06,240 --> 01:22:10,768 (STAMMERS) I don't know. No. No. Sorry, no. 1273 01:22:11,160 --> 01:22:12,764 Well, you would if you love me. 1274 01:22:13,240 --> 01:22:15,049 You say all the right things, David. 1275 01:22:15,240 --> 01:22:17,163 Or what you think are the right things. 1276 01:22:17,400 --> 01:22:21,136 Greeting card cliches and romance novel declarations of love. 1277 01:22:21,160 --> 01:22:23,162 But that's not love. 1278 01:22:24,000 --> 01:22:26,816 Love is giving yourself over to what someone else wants, 1279 01:22:26,840 --> 01:22:29,161 even if it goes against everything you believe. 1280 01:22:30,520 --> 01:22:32,045 You say you love me. 1281 01:22:33,520 --> 01:22:34,760 Prove it. 1282 01:22:38,320 --> 01:22:40,527 How do I prove it? 1283 01:22:43,000 --> 01:22:44,286 You brought me down here. 1284 01:22:46,640 --> 01:22:48,085 Bring someone else down here. 1285 01:22:51,440 --> 01:22:52,936 (STAMMERING) 1286 01:22:52,960 --> 01:22:55,122 You want me to... 1287 01:22:56,760 --> 01:22:57,966 Fuck her in front of me. 1288 01:23:00,880 --> 01:23:02,450 (VOICE BREAKING) I can't do that. 1289 01:23:05,520 --> 01:23:07,363 When you're thinking about our future, 1290 01:23:07,840 --> 01:23:11,083 the one that you've been planning and imagining for so long. 1291 01:23:13,080 --> 01:23:15,048 It's really not that much to ask. 1292 01:23:18,400 --> 01:23:22,530 Just, like, some random patient? 1293 01:23:23,560 --> 01:23:24,641 Violet. 1294 01:24:06,280 --> 01:24:07,281 Violet? Hmm? 1295 01:24:08,600 --> 01:24:09,656 Come on, wake up. 1296 01:24:09,680 --> 01:24:11,016 Come on. What? 1297 01:24:11,040 --> 01:24:12,536 Where am I? You're coming with me. 1298 01:24:12,560 --> 01:24:13,656 (SHUSHES) 1299 01:24:13,680 --> 01:24:16,047 Where are we going? It'll just take a minute. 1300 01:24:17,560 --> 01:24:19,130 We've got to do some paperwork. 1301 01:24:19,600 --> 01:24:20,776 Okay. 1302 01:24:20,800 --> 01:24:21,801 (SHUSHING) 1303 01:24:23,880 --> 01:24:25,166 (Okay. 1304 01:24:33,960 --> 01:24:35,371 What have you got? Have a look. 1305 01:24:36,400 --> 01:24:38,209 Prints from the John Doe in the park. 1306 01:24:39,480 --> 01:24:40,766 George Shaw? 1307 01:24:44,160 --> 01:24:46,811 We're almost there. Okay. 1308 01:24:49,480 --> 01:24:50,481 VIOLET: Ow. 1309 01:24:52,640 --> 01:24:54,449 Ow! (DAVID GRUNTING) 1310 01:24:55,440 --> 01:24:57,568 What the fuck is that cunt doing in here, huh? 1311 01:24:57,800 --> 01:24:59,609 Never mind me. Act like I'm not here. 1312 01:25:01,200 --> 01:25:02,201 I'm impressed. 1313 01:25:02,840 --> 01:25:04,888 VIOLET: What's going on? Huh? 1314 01:25:05,400 --> 01:25:06,401 Do it. 1315 01:25:08,640 --> 01:25:09,641 Show me. 1316 01:25:11,200 --> 01:25:12,201 Huh? 1317 01:25:12,480 --> 01:25:14,562 Okay. No. No, no, no. 1318 01:25:15,720 --> 01:25:16,721 (VIOLET SCREAMING) 1319 01:25:17,960 --> 01:25:20,122 David, shut her up. Shut her up. No! No! 1320 01:25:20,560 --> 01:25:22,496 (SHUSHING) (MUFFLED SCREAMING) 1321 01:25:22,520 --> 01:25:24,648 No, stop. Stop. Violet. 1322 01:25:24,840 --> 01:25:26,888 (SHUSHING) (CRYING) 1323 01:25:28,280 --> 01:25:32,251 Hey, hey, hey. Violet. 1324 01:25:32,600 --> 01:25:33,776 (GASPING) 1325 01:25:33,800 --> 01:25:35,529 We all get lonely, Violet. 1326 01:25:36,600 --> 01:25:38,170 You push enough people away... 1327 01:25:38,840 --> 01:25:40,968 Soon enough there's no one left. 1328 01:25:43,240 --> 01:25:45,288 I don't think you wanted me to hate you. 1329 01:25:48,240 --> 01:25:50,129 I think you wanted me to notice you. 1330 01:25:53,120 --> 01:25:54,246 Here I am, Violet. 1331 01:25:56,480 --> 01:25:57,606 Here I am. 1332 01:26:10,320 --> 01:26:11,560 David. 1333 01:26:21,320 --> 01:26:22,845 (DAVID SCREAMING) 1334 01:26:23,960 --> 01:26:26,536 VIOLET: No. No. Help! 1335 01:26:26,560 --> 01:26:28,369 Get out of the fucking way. 1336 01:26:28,800 --> 01:26:31,770 No! No, no, no! 1337 01:26:32,080 --> 01:26:33,844 (SCREAMS) No! No! 1338 01:26:36,760 --> 01:26:37,761 Please! 1339 01:26:37,880 --> 01:26:38,881 (GRUNTS) (NECK SNAPS) 1340 01:26:45,320 --> 01:26:46,321 (PANTING) 1341 01:26:59,840 --> 01:27:00,841 (GRUNTS) 1342 01:27:18,040 --> 01:27:19,041 (PANTING) 1343 01:27:37,520 --> 01:27:38,521 (CONTINUES PANTING) 1344 01:27:59,560 --> 01:28:00,561 (CONTINUES PANTING) 1345 01:28:09,160 --> 01:28:10,161 (GRUNTS) 1346 01:28:17,800 --> 01:28:18,801 (INHALES SHARPLY) 1347 01:28:50,040 --> 01:28:51,041 (coughing) 1348 01:29:15,480 --> 01:29:16,481 Oh, God. 1349 01:29:19,480 --> 01:29:21,496 SAWYER: (SCREAMING) Mom! 1350 01:29:21,520 --> 01:29:22,726 Bye, Mom. 1351 01:29:40,960 --> 01:29:41,961 (GROANS) 1352 01:29:44,720 --> 01:29:46,165 (SNORING) (CELL PHONE CHIMING) 1353 01:30:04,680 --> 01:30:06,696 WOMAN: (ON TV) We sent Nate to follow up on rumors 1354 01:30:06,720 --> 01:30:09,405 that the hospital was committing patients against their will. 1355 01:30:10,280 --> 01:30:13,011 I never thought this would be the last story he ever wrote for us. 1356 01:30:13,200 --> 01:30:14,804 It's a really tragic incident 1357 01:30:14,920 --> 01:30:17,016 and I hope it draws attention to a very important issue. 1358 01:30:17,040 --> 01:30:18,336 REPORTER: ADS Health Enterprises, 1359 01:30:18,360 --> 01:30:19,486 Highland Creek's parent company, 1360 01:30:19,600 --> 01:30:21,776 has issued a blanket denial of the allegations 1361 01:30:21,800 --> 01:30:23,131 made in Mr. Hoffman's story. 1362 01:30:25,080 --> 01:30:28,209 DAVID: You're only delaying the inevitable, Sawyer! 1363 01:30:28,720 --> 01:30:31,121 (WHISPERING INDISTINCTLY) 1364 01:30:33,720 --> 01:30:34,926 (SIREN WAILS) 1365 01:30:36,320 --> 01:30:38,288 (REPORTERS CLAMORING) 1366 01:30:41,880 --> 01:30:44,167 ASHLEY: There's not a word of truth in these allegations. 1367 01:30:44,400 --> 01:30:47,016 Highland Creek and ADS Health Enterprises 1368 01:30:47,040 --> 01:30:49,456 pride themselves in the care they take of patients. 1369 01:30:49,480 --> 01:30:52,529 To suggest otherwise is outrageous and actionable. 1370 01:30:52,720 --> 01:30:54,051 (REPORTERS CLAMORING) 1371 01:30:54,680 --> 01:30:58,810 MAN: Ladies and gentlemen, if you could please direct any further questions... 1372 01:31:01,280 --> 01:31:02,645 STEVE: Ms. Brighterhouse. 1373 01:31:05,760 --> 01:31:07,728 We have a warrant to search the premises. 1374 01:31:15,560 --> 01:31:17,130 I'm proud of the work we do here. 1375 01:31:17,640 --> 01:31:19,961 People leave Highland Creek healthier than they come in. 1376 01:31:24,080 --> 01:31:25,081 (SAWYER GRUNTS) 1377 01:31:32,080 --> 01:31:33,081 (GROANS) 1378 01:31:40,120 --> 01:31:41,360 DAVID: No more crying. 1379 01:31:42,320 --> 01:31:43,685 No more lying. 1380 01:31:44,160 --> 01:31:45,161 SAWYER: Ow! 1381 01:31:45,840 --> 01:31:47,410 (GRUNTS) (SCREAMING) 1382 01:32:25,840 --> 01:32:28,047 You look so beautiful right now. 1383 01:32:31,760 --> 01:32:34,491 Now I feel like I'm looking at the real you. 1384 01:32:36,920 --> 01:32:38,729 Yeah, that's the you 1385 01:32:39,080 --> 01:32:40,923 that I saw back at the hospice. 1386 01:32:45,600 --> 01:32:48,656 There were so many things that I wanted to say to you, 1387 01:32:48,680 --> 01:32:51,160 all these things in my head. 1388 01:32:54,040 --> 01:32:55,929 But I froze up. 1389 01:33:00,840 --> 01:33:02,729 But now it's gonna be different. 1390 01:33:05,280 --> 01:33:09,205 'Cause it's just you and me. 1391 01:33:19,760 --> 01:33:21,171 You'll learn to love me. 1392 01:33:29,160 --> 01:33:30,525 A year from now. 1393 01:33:34,160 --> 01:33:36,481 Maybe... Maybe two. 1394 01:33:38,600 --> 01:33:40,682 I was thinking that maybe we could 1395 01:33:41,800 --> 01:33:43,564 start a family of our own. 1396 01:33:45,320 --> 01:33:46,810 What do you think about that? 1397 01:33:48,320 --> 01:33:51,529 A little girl with your eyes, your smile. 1398 01:33:52,960 --> 01:33:55,406 Wouldn't that be perfect? 1399 01:33:57,360 --> 01:33:59,328 You'd make such an amazing mother. 1400 01:34:01,760 --> 01:34:02,761 (SCREAMING) 1401 01:34:09,280 --> 01:34:10,691 (DAVID CHOKING) 1402 01:34:16,520 --> 01:34:18,045 (INDISTINCT POLICE RADIO CHATTER) 1403 01:34:26,360 --> 01:34:28,966 MAN: We are gonna make sure from here on out... 1404 01:34:40,520 --> 01:34:42,170 Can I have the keys to that desk, please? 1405 01:35:04,080 --> 01:35:05,844 (HANDCUFFS CLICKING) 1406 01:35:18,440 --> 01:35:20,456 I can't believe we still have to eat here, 1407 01:35:20,480 --> 01:35:22,084 after your big promotion? 1408 01:35:22,760 --> 01:35:25,570 I mean, you've got an expense account. 1409 01:35:26,280 --> 01:35:28,328 Just live it up. (SIGHS) 1410 01:35:29,480 --> 01:35:30,481 Jill, 1411 01:35:33,120 --> 01:35:35,930 I asked you here today to tell you something serious. 1412 01:35:38,160 --> 01:35:41,496 The company wants to thank you for all your hard work, 1413 01:35:41,520 --> 01:35:44,922 but, uh, it's time to move on. 1414 01:35:47,520 --> 01:35:49,124 You need to clear out your desk. 1415 01:35:50,960 --> 01:35:52,883 You're so many assholes. 1416 01:35:53,000 --> 01:35:54,001 Mmm-hmm. 1417 01:35:54,560 --> 01:35:55,891 And you're paying for lunch. 1418 01:35:57,120 --> 01:35:59,043 You love playing power games. 1419 01:35:59,560 --> 01:36:02,291 No. I just love being the boss of you. 1420 01:36:10,800 --> 01:36:12,768 JILL: Jesus, be a bit less obvious. 1421 01:36:13,160 --> 01:36:16,642 MAN: It's not just that she's beautiful. It's that she's kind. 1422 01:36:17,440 --> 01:36:19,602 Even my father loves her, and he doesn't like anyone. 1423 01:36:21,480 --> 01:36:23,336 She works at a bank during the day, 1424 01:36:23,360 --> 01:36:26,170 but on weekends, she volunteers at a hospice. 1425 01:36:27,000 --> 01:36:28,445 That's where I met her. 1426 01:36:28,880 --> 01:36:33,807 And I don't know, I just... I feel like she might be the one. 1427 01:36:35,360 --> 01:36:41,288 I can visualize myself spending the rest of my life with this girl.