1 00:00:07,382 --> 00:00:09,592        pulsing, dramatic music      2 00:00:09,634 --> 00:00:12,178                                      3 00:00:42,792 --> 00:00:44,711        dark, atmospheric music      4 00:00:44,753 --> 00:00:47,297                                      5 00:00:52,761 --> 00:00:56,014              I want you                     to deliver that for me.       6 00:00:56,056 --> 00:00:57,390            Bette Williams.           7 00:00:57,432 --> 00:00:59,184       She's a fine young woman,                very reasonable.           8 00:00:59,225 --> 00:01:02,312       Being paid off, it won't            make up for what happened.      9 00:01:02,353 --> 00:01:04,230         Oh, it'll come close.        10 00:01:12,572 --> 00:01:14,157        Stay away from my wife,       11 00:01:14,199 --> 00:01:16,493        or the next time I wait               inside your apartment        12 00:01:16,534 --> 00:01:18,745    and I break your fucking spine.  13 00:01:33,259 --> 00:01:35,136      I have no further comment.      14 00:01:35,178 --> 00:01:37,430         You can throw me out.               I'm not gonna go away.        15 00:01:37,472 --> 00:01:39,432     You know, before Louie left,     16 00:01:39,474 --> 00:01:41,101    he suggested going to therapy.    17 00:01:41,142 --> 00:01:43,561  Anything to make the noise stop.  18 00:01:52,320 --> 00:01:54,948             You know her?            19 00:01:54,989 --> 00:01:56,157              [bartender]                   She's still on the clock,      20 00:01:56,199 --> 00:01:58,409       if you know what I mean.       21 00:02:10,004 --> 00:02:11,714        You fuck me over again,       22 00:02:11,756 --> 00:02:14,300      I'll hammer the final nail                 in your coffin.           23 00:02:15,844 --> 00:02:18,012             Fair enough.             24 00:02:20,014 --> 00:02:22,016            [siren wailing]           25 00:02:24,853 --> 00:02:27,605          [EMT] GSW to upper                left thigh after reports       26 00:02:27,647 --> 00:02:29,482        of multiple shots fired                   at 9:30 p.m.             27 00:02:29,524 --> 00:02:31,818           Stable condition,                   but decreasing BP.          28 00:02:31,860 --> 00:02:33,403               [Jackie]                     Hey, what are you doing?       29 00:02:33,444 --> 00:02:35,280         I paid a lot of money                 for these clothes.          30 00:02:35,321 --> 00:02:36,948      You gonna charge me $2,000      31 00:02:36,990 --> 00:02:38,992            just for using                   those fucking scissors.       32 00:02:39,033 --> 00:02:40,869              BP 100/55.              33 00:02:40,910 --> 00:02:42,162    I want that fucking watch back.  34 00:02:42,203 --> 00:02:44,122         Pulse 100. Mr. Rohr?         35 00:02:44,164 --> 00:02:45,832    -Do you remember what happened?                  -Yes.                36 00:02:45,874 --> 00:02:47,667          I fucking remember                     what happened.            37 00:02:47,709 --> 00:02:50,170    I'm telling you, Bette is gone.  38 00:02:50,211 --> 00:02:52,547             -Gone where?                        -We don't know.           39 00:02:52,589 --> 00:02:54,340             Bette told us                   about Sinclair Dryden.        40 00:02:54,382 --> 00:02:55,717     About the drugs and the rape.    41 00:02:55,758 --> 00:02:57,427          Her mother and me's                     worried sick.            42 00:02:57,927 --> 00:03:00,555           All right, well,              if you hear from her, have her    43 00:03:00,597 --> 00:03:03,016      -give me a call, all right?                   -Mm-hmm.               44 00:03:16,571 --> 00:03:19,365                -Ready?                         -[Jackie grunts]           45 00:03:19,407 --> 00:03:21,284               [Jackie]                  Fuck are you doing back there?    46 00:03:21,326 --> 00:03:23,369            -You feel this?                        -Ah, yeah.              47 00:03:23,411 --> 00:03:25,038                [Boyd]                      Wiggle your toes for me.       48 00:03:25,079 --> 00:03:26,956         [vehicle approaching]        49 00:03:26,998 --> 00:03:29,250            [tires screech]           50 00:03:29,584 --> 00:03:31,711              -[gunshots]                      -[Jackie grunting]          51 00:03:32,921 --> 00:03:34,923                  Oh!                 52 00:03:36,758 --> 00:03:39,135          -[grunts] I'm hit!                        -Get in!               53 00:03:39,177 --> 00:03:40,470          Fuck you, Angiulo!          54 00:03:40,511 --> 00:03:42,180            [tires screech]           55 00:03:42,222 --> 00:03:43,890         Fuck you! I know you!        56 00:03:43,932 --> 00:03:46,059              [grunting]              57 00:03:47,435 --> 00:03:48,853                [Boyd]                           The good news is,          58 00:03:48,895 --> 00:03:50,063       the bullet went straight                through your thigh          59 00:03:50,104 --> 00:03:51,898            and only nicked                     the femoral vein.          60 00:03:51,940 --> 00:03:53,566             The bad news,                 you're gonna need surgery.      61 00:03:53,608 --> 00:03:55,526  I've never been afraid to-to die  62 00:03:55,568 --> 00:03:58,863        'cause I always thought          that I would see death coming.    63 00:03:58,905 --> 00:04:02,075  But-but if I'm under anesthesia,          how am I gonna know?         64 00:04:02,116 --> 00:04:04,744         Either you'll wake up                    or you won't.            65 00:04:18,258 --> 00:04:20,593             Angela Hicks?            66 00:04:20,635 --> 00:04:22,178                 -Hi.                            -Do I know you?           67 00:04:22,220 --> 00:04:24,597          I'm Decourcy Ward.               I'm a Suffolk County A.D.A.     68 00:04:24,639 --> 00:04:26,766           Been calling you,                 leaving a few messages.       69 00:04:26,808 --> 00:04:30,270       I... I'd like to ask you              about Sinclair Dryden.        70 00:04:30,311 --> 00:04:31,854                 Wait.                71 00:04:31,896 --> 00:04:33,439          We pulled your name               from a list of five women      72 00:04:33,481 --> 00:04:35,733       who applied for a college       scholarship from his foundation.  73 00:04:35,775 --> 00:04:37,110     That part of my life is over.    74 00:04:37,151 --> 00:04:39,570           Look, do you know                   any of the others?          75 00:04:39,612 --> 00:04:41,739            Irina Zhevakin,                    Bette Williams, uh,         76 00:04:41,781 --> 00:04:44,909     -Dominique Zanghi, Lucy Chan?                    -No.                 77 00:04:44,951 --> 00:04:46,953            Ms.-Ms. Hicks,                  we have reason to believe      78 00:04:46,995 --> 00:04:48,788      that several of these women            were sexually assaulted       79 00:04:48,830 --> 00:04:50,248              -by Dryden.                     -If you pull me back,        80 00:04:50,290 --> 00:04:51,916           I'll fall apart.           81 00:04:51,958 --> 00:04:53,584       I'm engaged to be married                 in the spring,            82 00:04:53,626 --> 00:04:55,128            I quit college,                  I got a good job here.        83 00:04:55,169 --> 00:04:58,673    All the muddy waters are clean,                Mr. Ward.              84 00:04:58,715 --> 00:05:00,967     And they're gonna stay clean.    85 00:05:02,260 --> 00:05:03,386         [elevator bell dings]        86 00:05:03,428 --> 00:05:07,140    [indistinct P.A. announcement]    87 00:05:11,644 --> 00:05:14,522            Jesus, Jackie,                   what the fuck happened?       88 00:05:15,606 --> 00:05:17,984       I was quick, the Angiulo              Brothers were quicker.        89 00:05:18,026 --> 00:05:20,153      What, the Angiulo Brothers?             I mean, are you sure?        90 00:05:20,194 --> 00:05:22,280      I mean, aren't-aren't they                   in prison?              91 00:05:22,322 --> 00:05:23,823        I put 'em behind bars.        92 00:05:23,865 --> 00:05:25,491            It's not my job                    to keep them there.         93 00:05:25,533 --> 00:05:27,452    What-- so, what, they escaped?    94 00:05:27,493 --> 00:05:28,995        Yeah, I-I don't know...       95 00:05:29,037 --> 00:05:31,122           Hey, do you know                    where my phone is?          96 00:05:31,164 --> 00:05:33,082    Somebody took my fucking phone.       I need to make some calls.      97 00:05:33,124 --> 00:05:35,251            I need to find                     these fucking guys.         98 00:05:35,293 --> 00:05:37,795        Okay, yeah, I'll look,                 I'll look into it.          99 00:05:37,837 --> 00:05:39,088              -All right.                 -Ma'am, here's his necklace.     100 00:05:39,130 --> 00:05:40,840            Oh, thank you.            101 00:05:40,882 --> 00:05:42,842         You know, in the car,              I was thinking, you know,      102 00:05:42,884 --> 00:05:45,345     God, what was the last thing          I said to you this morning?     103 00:05:45,386 --> 00:05:47,305      Uh, it was something like,               "Go fuck yourself."         104 00:05:47,347 --> 00:05:48,848              No, I'm-I'm             105 00:05:48,890 --> 00:05:51,017        behind the wheel, okay,                knee-deep in tears,         106 00:05:51,059 --> 00:05:53,936    and what comes over the radio?    107 00:05:53,978 --> 00:05:56,022             Otis Redding.            108 00:05:56,064 --> 00:05:59,025                Singing                    "Try a Little Tenderness."      109 00:06:00,360 --> 00:06:02,028            Jesus, Jackie.            110 00:06:02,070 --> 00:06:04,238       I wish to God we weren't             always giving each other       111 00:06:04,280 --> 00:06:05,907             so much shit.            112 00:06:06,449 --> 00:06:09,369        Smooth seas never made                 a good sailor, Jen.         113 00:06:09,410 --> 00:06:11,954      Maybe love's the same way.      114 00:06:11,996 --> 00:06:13,581  [woman] [on P.A.]   Nurse Daniels,         please dial the operator.      115 00:06:13,623 --> 00:06:14,999         We have to take him.         116 00:06:15,041 --> 00:06:16,584          The waiting room's                   around the corner.          117 00:06:16,626 --> 00:06:18,002       Oh, uh, two more minutes?      118 00:06:18,044 --> 00:06:19,879           -I just got here.                -The OR's ready for him.       119 00:06:19,921 --> 00:06:21,464    -[Jenny] Are you gonna be okay?                 -Yeah.                120 00:06:21,506 --> 00:06:23,341      It's all right, sweetheart.           I'm all right, I'm okay.       121 00:06:23,383 --> 00:06:25,093     -I can walk with you, though.        -Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no.     122 00:06:25,134 --> 00:06:27,303            Ju-Just find me                     my goddamn phone.          123 00:06:27,345 --> 00:06:30,306              Oh... yeah.             124 00:06:30,348 --> 00:06:32,558    [indistinct P.A. announcement]    125 00:06:35,395 --> 00:06:37,897         Footage of the bombing,             which destroyed a Brookline     126 00:06:37,939 --> 00:06:40,191             abortion clinic                     and took two lives,         127 00:06:40,233 --> 00:06:43,027          was released today by             the Boston Police Department.    128 00:06:43,069 --> 00:06:45,071             [alarm ringing]           129 00:06:45,113 --> 00:06:48,866        A quiet street is suddenly              turned into a warzone.       130 00:06:48,908 --> 00:06:50,993            The alleged bomber                      Wesley Hartman           131 00:06:51,035 --> 00:06:53,579       surrendered without incident                to authorities.           132 00:06:53,621 --> 00:06:56,332             Hartman's motive                      remains unclear.          133 00:06:57,208 --> 00:06:59,210              -[knocking]                    -You wanted to see me?        134 00:06:59,252 --> 00:07:01,754              Yeah, sit.              135 00:07:01,796 --> 00:07:04,048            I'm five points                    down in the polls.          136 00:07:04,090 --> 00:07:05,591         How's that possible?         137 00:07:05,633 --> 00:07:07,510            My opponent is                   practically brain-dead.       138 00:07:07,552 --> 00:07:10,012                -Drink?                              -Yeah.                139 00:07:10,054 --> 00:07:11,305           [liquid pouring]           140 00:07:11,347 --> 00:07:13,433      That why you called me in,                  for a drink?             141 00:07:13,474 --> 00:07:15,560         What's the occasion?         142 00:07:17,019 --> 00:07:18,896    I never thought you were guilty         of murdering Dunleavy.        143 00:07:18,938 --> 00:07:20,189                Really?               144 00:07:20,231 --> 00:07:22,400      How come this is the first                I'm hearing that?          145 00:07:22,442 --> 00:07:24,402             I don't mean                 you're not capable of murder.    146 00:07:24,444 --> 00:07:26,112        But only if justified.        147 00:07:27,905 --> 00:07:30,741      You rank high on the moral           Richter scale, so tell me,      148 00:07:30,783 --> 00:07:33,536     if someone wants to stop the        killing of babies in the womb,    149 00:07:33,578 --> 00:07:36,330    does he have the right to blow         up the doctors who perform      150 00:07:36,372 --> 00:07:38,416          -those operations?                   -No, of course not.         151 00:07:38,458 --> 00:07:41,878       You believe that even as           a cross-your-heart Catholic?     152 00:07:43,171 --> 00:07:45,131          We're talking about             the abortion clinic bombing.     153 00:07:45,173 --> 00:07:47,216                We are.               154 00:07:47,258 --> 00:07:49,302           Hello, Sergeant.           155 00:07:50,470 --> 00:07:52,388            -Blair Chavez.                       -Chris Caysen.            156 00:07:52,430 --> 00:07:55,308     I want you to work with Blair             and win this case.          157 00:07:55,349 --> 00:07:57,894        Bury that fuck Hartman.       158 00:07:57,935 --> 00:08:00,104               Will do.               159 00:08:02,857 --> 00:08:04,859         [elevator bell dings]        160 00:08:04,901 --> 00:08:07,153         [indistinct chatter]         161 00:08:18,664 --> 00:08:20,583          high-pitched ringing       162 00:08:20,625 --> 00:08:23,669                                      163 00:08:33,930 --> 00:08:36,182         [elevator bell dings]        164 00:08:39,852 --> 00:08:42,021    [indistinct P.A. announcement]    165 00:08:47,902 --> 00:08:49,654             dramatic music          166 00:08:49,695 --> 00:08:52,907                                      167 00:09:01,165 --> 00:09:03,376    [indistinct P.A. announcement]    168 00:09:06,712 --> 00:09:08,756              [Robinson]                              Siobhan,              169 00:09:08,798 --> 00:09:11,842    sometimes the cultural reality                 for women,              170 00:09:11,884 --> 00:09:13,970        African-American women                     especially,             171 00:09:14,011 --> 00:09:15,805         is this misconception                    that we have             172 00:09:15,846 --> 00:09:17,265    to keep our feelings in check.    173 00:09:17,306 --> 00:09:20,810             At all costs,                   we have to keep going.        174 00:09:21,894 --> 00:09:23,354            Is that wrong?            175 00:09:23,396 --> 00:09:26,190      Absolutes don't leave room                 for gray areas.           176 00:09:26,232 --> 00:09:29,443        And most of life falls                  into gray areas.           177 00:09:29,485 --> 00:09:32,363     What's your relationship with        your husband like these days?    178 00:09:32,405 --> 00:09:34,949         Decourcy and I? Um...        179 00:09:34,991 --> 00:09:37,952           We're the couple                   that gets shit done.         180 00:09:37,994 --> 00:09:40,371     Stopping's never really been                  our style.              181 00:09:41,956 --> 00:09:43,749       Like Satchel Paige said,                 "Don't look back.          182 00:09:43,791 --> 00:09:45,126       Someone might be gaining                     on you."               183 00:09:45,167 --> 00:09:47,837         More often than not,                 what's gaining on you        184 00:09:47,878 --> 00:09:50,298         is unresolved trauma.        185 00:09:50,339 --> 00:09:53,259          Why don't we unwrap                  some of your pain?          186 00:09:54,135 --> 00:09:56,762      Put words to your feelings.     187 00:09:58,806 --> 00:10:01,350           [inhales deeply]           188 00:10:02,143 --> 00:10:05,938               [exhales]                         I lost my baby.           189 00:10:09,650 --> 00:10:11,902      Decourcy and I worked hard                to get to a point          190 00:10:11,944 --> 00:10:14,947         where we could agree                to even having a child.       191 00:10:14,989 --> 00:10:17,575         And just like that...        192 00:10:17,617 --> 00:10:20,161       our baby's snatched away                     from us.               193 00:10:23,998 --> 00:10:25,958      How am I supposed to bounce             back from being shot         194 00:10:26,000 --> 00:10:30,171           or losing my baby                   or my friend Lulu?          195 00:10:32,173 --> 00:10:34,508          Do you want to talk                   about being shot?          196 00:10:34,550 --> 00:10:36,594                  No.                 197 00:10:36,636 --> 00:10:38,888            How about Lulu?           198 00:10:39,639 --> 00:10:41,849              She's dead.             199 00:10:43,017 --> 00:10:45,561      Whatever needed to be said,              she took with her.          200 00:10:57,198 --> 00:10:59,325    [indistinct P.A. announcement]    201 00:11:04,497 --> 00:11:06,666                 -Hi.                               -Oh, hey.              202 00:11:06,707 --> 00:11:08,501                Benny.                203 00:11:08,542 --> 00:11:10,836               Oh, God.               204 00:11:11,712 --> 00:11:13,255                [sighs]               205 00:11:13,297 --> 00:11:15,800    I came here as soon as I could.               How's Dad?              206 00:11:15,841 --> 00:11:17,635            Uh, he's still                   in the operating room.        207 00:11:17,677 --> 00:11:19,345     -Here, let me get... Oh, God!              -Yeah. [chuckles]          208 00:11:19,387 --> 00:11:20,680           What do you have                     in here, bricks?           209 00:11:20,721 --> 00:11:22,014              Textbooks.              210 00:11:22,056 --> 00:11:23,599            I hit the books                    on the train here.          211 00:11:23,641 --> 00:11:25,351          And I'm hitting 'em                  on the train back.          212 00:11:25,393 --> 00:11:27,353                 -Wow.                      -[distant siren wailing]       213 00:11:27,395 --> 00:11:28,688                  Oh.                 214 00:11:28,729 --> 00:11:30,022          Major history exam.         215 00:11:30,064 --> 00:11:31,315           The Renaissance.           216 00:11:31,357 --> 00:11:32,858      You know, I kind of thought     217 00:11:32,900 --> 00:11:34,610       that, uh, Faust would be                 coming with you.           218 00:11:35,736 --> 00:11:37,196         Faust and I broke up.        219 00:11:37,238 --> 00:11:39,990      Oh, my God, what did he do?     220 00:11:40,032 --> 00:11:42,743         He got pissed at me.         221 00:11:42,785 --> 00:11:45,121           What did you do?           222 00:11:46,038 --> 00:11:47,832    New York ain't like Boston, Ma.  223 00:11:47,873 --> 00:11:51,001            It's humongous.           224 00:11:54,880 --> 00:11:57,174              I slipped.              225 00:11:58,092 --> 00:12:00,010          I smoked some weed          226 00:12:00,052 --> 00:12:02,430  at Washington Square Park and...  227 00:12:03,556 --> 00:12:06,559     ...that led to tequila shots              on Bleecker Street          228 00:12:06,600 --> 00:12:09,520         and me blacking out.         229 00:12:09,562 --> 00:12:11,897              Faust said,             230 00:12:11,939 --> 00:12:14,442        "You need to fix this."       231 00:12:15,776 --> 00:12:18,904         Well, you know what,                thank God you're okay.        232 00:12:18,946 --> 00:12:20,990                -Yeah.                               -Yeah.                233 00:12:21,031 --> 00:12:23,826       And, you know what, good          for Faust for not enabling you.  234 00:12:24,368 --> 00:12:27,913     Honey, please tell me you've         been clean ever since, right?    235 00:12:27,955 --> 00:12:29,665            Yeah, I'm back.           236 00:12:29,707 --> 00:12:31,917         I'm in N.A. meetings              at Judson Memorial Church.      237 00:12:31,959 --> 00:12:34,170            Good, good job.           238 00:12:34,211 --> 00:12:36,297                 Yeah.                239 00:12:37,465 --> 00:12:40,342       Ma, please don't tell Dad                 that I slipped.           240 00:12:44,805 --> 00:12:47,767               I won't.               241 00:12:47,808 --> 00:12:52,104                C... C.               242 00:12:52,146 --> 00:12:54,106            C, the C-word.            243 00:12:54,148 --> 00:12:56,776              Not "cunt,"                   you dirty-minded floozy.       244 00:12:56,817 --> 00:12:58,652              "Catholic."             245 00:12:58,694 --> 00:13:01,238       Open season on Catholics.      246 00:13:01,280 --> 00:13:03,949         Crush the Freemasons                      and the KKK             247 00:13:03,991 --> 00:13:05,618    and the great-grand Mafia, too.  248 00:13:05,659 --> 00:13:07,995      Coming out of my television                in the morning            249 00:13:08,037 --> 00:13:11,123    and late at night. I can't even   eat my Reuben sandwich in peace.  250 00:13:11,165 --> 00:13:13,125       I tell you what I told them.    251 00:13:13,167 --> 00:13:16,796             This persecution                of Catholics goes way back.     252 00:13:16,837 --> 00:13:18,547        Nero played that hand.        253 00:13:18,589 --> 00:13:19,632       Feeding us to the lions.       254 00:13:19,673 --> 00:13:21,884        Ripping out our hearts                  and our fetuses.           255 00:13:21,926 --> 00:13:23,636             Mr. Hartman,             256 00:13:23,677 --> 00:13:26,263     two witnesses have placed you           at the abortion clinic        257 00:13:26,305 --> 00:13:29,642             in Brookline                  moments before the bombing.     258 00:13:32,311 --> 00:13:34,271             [whispering]                 Right. Must've been St. Paul.    259 00:13:34,313 --> 00:13:36,565              I'm sorry.                     Would you repeat that?        260 00:13:38,776 --> 00:13:41,153        I'm the last gladiator.       261 00:13:41,195 --> 00:13:44,114       Yep. Had to be St. Paul.       262 00:13:44,156 --> 00:13:45,491          And I'm an atheist.         263 00:13:45,533 --> 00:13:48,828            But what little                    I know of St. Paul,         264 00:13:48,869 --> 00:13:51,997       he believed in welcoming                flock to the fold.          265 00:13:52,039 --> 00:13:53,666         Not in bombing them.         266 00:13:53,707 --> 00:13:57,336       That's only because bombs             didn't exist back then.       267 00:14:00,172 --> 00:14:02,132        So, what do you think?        268 00:14:02,174 --> 00:14:04,134         How loony is his bin?        269 00:14:04,176 --> 00:14:05,636     I don't clock him as insane.     270 00:14:05,678 --> 00:14:07,429           There's something                   behind those eyes.          271 00:14:07,471 --> 00:14:09,765             Time we draw                   a circle around his life,      272 00:14:09,807 --> 00:14:11,642     do a deep dive into his past,    273 00:14:11,684 --> 00:14:14,353      track the events of the day             he set off the bomb.         274 00:14:15,396 --> 00:14:17,398    Lucy Chan was the best roommate               I ever had.             275 00:14:17,439 --> 00:14:19,859  She never gossiped about anyone.                 Not me.               276 00:14:19,900 --> 00:14:21,443       I mean, not even herself.      277 00:14:21,485 --> 00:14:22,820       [Decourcy] And she didn't           mention the name of the man     278 00:14:22,862 --> 00:14:24,530      she'd spent the night with?     279 00:14:24,572 --> 00:14:26,323                Uh, no.               280 00:14:26,365 --> 00:14:28,367         Only that his mansion                  was spectacular.           281 00:14:28,409 --> 00:14:31,370         And that his wife was              in the house at the time.      282 00:14:31,412 --> 00:14:34,832              But, uh...                    Lucy couldn't actually...      283 00:14:34,874 --> 00:14:37,334         she couldn't actually                 remember much else.         284 00:14:37,376 --> 00:14:40,045           And the next day                     she left school?           285 00:14:40,087 --> 00:14:41,547         Yeah, Lucy said that         286 00:14:41,589 --> 00:14:43,173            she was headed                     back to Pittsburgh.         287 00:14:43,215 --> 00:14:45,301            I think that's                   where her parents live.       288 00:14:45,342 --> 00:14:47,553  I think it... uh, wait a second.  289 00:14:47,595 --> 00:14:49,221             No, actually,                   Plattsburgh they're...        290 00:14:49,263 --> 00:14:50,806            No, Pittsfield.           291 00:14:50,848 --> 00:14:52,182           Yeah, all right.           292 00:14:52,224 --> 00:14:54,101       And-and you hadn't heard                  from her since?           293 00:14:54,143 --> 00:14:56,604         Not even a postcard.         294 00:14:56,645 --> 00:14:58,606              All right.              295 00:14:58,647 --> 00:15:00,649                 Uh...                               [sighs]               296 00:15:00,691 --> 00:15:02,902           Do you know, uh,                    any of these women?         297 00:15:02,943 --> 00:15:05,529         This is Angela Hicks,        298 00:15:05,571 --> 00:15:07,698            Bette Williams,           299 00:15:07,740 --> 00:15:09,241            Irina Zhevakin,           300 00:15:09,283 --> 00:15:11,577          Dominique Zanghi...         301 00:15:17,791 --> 00:15:20,586          You know Dominique?         302 00:15:21,879 --> 00:15:23,756                 Uh...                303 00:15:23,797 --> 00:15:26,258            uh, no, sorry.            304 00:15:26,300 --> 00:15:29,720            I've never seen                    a dead body before.         305 00:15:29,762 --> 00:15:31,263       Thank you, Ms. Malatesta.      306 00:15:31,305 --> 00:15:33,223       You've been very helpful.      307 00:15:33,265 --> 00:15:36,018                Have I?                            [chuckles]              308 00:15:36,060 --> 00:15:38,312            [phone ringing]           309 00:15:45,778 --> 00:15:47,613               Siobhan?               310 00:15:47,655 --> 00:15:49,281         We all know you were         311 00:15:49,323 --> 00:15:51,116       one of the shining stars               at Rawls and Goodwin.        312 00:15:51,158 --> 00:15:54,119        That, despite what was           on the news, you weren't fired,  313 00:15:54,161 --> 00:15:56,288             certainly not                   for mental instability.       314 00:15:56,330 --> 00:15:58,624            A lie invented                   by Needham Industries.        315 00:15:58,666 --> 00:16:01,418        But the spin is working                against us, putting         316 00:16:01,460 --> 00:16:04,630       the Mendoza family's case             in escalating jeopardy.       317 00:16:05,464 --> 00:16:07,049       Needham Industries                        is playing one            318 00:16:07,091 --> 00:16:08,550         of the oldest tricks                     in the book.             319 00:16:08,592 --> 00:16:10,094         The hysterical woman                     in the attic.            320 00:16:10,135 --> 00:16:11,595      Straight out of   Jane Eyre.      321 00:16:11,637 --> 00:16:13,097           We shouldn't cave                    to such pressure.          322 00:16:13,138 --> 00:16:15,265        Nor should ego sabotage       323 00:16:15,307 --> 00:16:17,726         an important lawsuit                  which we could win.         324 00:16:17,768 --> 00:16:20,354       So I'm the liability now?      325 00:16:20,396 --> 00:16:23,315      In the public's eyes, yes.      326 00:16:24,441 --> 00:16:26,860              Find a way                    to reframe the narrative.      327 00:16:26,902 --> 00:16:30,489      The last thing I want to do           is take you off the case.      328 00:16:37,204 --> 00:16:39,415    [indistinct P.A. announcement]    329 00:16:43,502 --> 00:16:45,295                Oh, Ma.               330 00:16:45,337 --> 00:16:47,131          What, you came here                    to see Jackie?            331 00:16:47,172 --> 00:16:48,465          Not out of respect.         332 00:16:48,507 --> 00:16:50,759         I've been on my knees                   to St. Cecilia,           333 00:16:50,801 --> 00:16:53,512    praying that this'll be the end       of that foul-mouthed prick.     334 00:16:53,554 --> 00:16:55,848             That's my dad                     you're disparaging.         335 00:16:55,889 --> 00:16:58,684           Oh. Look at this.          336 00:16:58,726 --> 00:17:01,103           The college girl                 with the three-cent word.      337 00:17:01,145 --> 00:17:03,856            "Disparaging."            338 00:17:03,897 --> 00:17:04,857                 -Oh.                         -I'm gonna go get you        339 00:17:04,898 --> 00:17:06,108             some coffee.             340 00:17:06,150 --> 00:17:07,151             -Oh, thanks.                      -And I would offer          341 00:17:07,192 --> 00:17:08,610         to buy you one, too,         342 00:17:08,652 --> 00:17:09,903      but hopefully you won't be                 here that long.           343 00:17:09,945 --> 00:17:12,489      I told you not to send her                  to New York.             344 00:17:12,531 --> 00:17:14,908         I told you she'd turn              into an ungrateful witch.      345 00:17:14,950 --> 00:17:16,660               Oh, wow.               346 00:17:16,702 --> 00:17:18,203      No, you're a real fountain                  of kindness,             347 00:17:18,245 --> 00:17:20,080                 -Ma.                         -Look who's talking.         348 00:17:20,122 --> 00:17:22,833    I heard you smacked your father             good and hard.            349 00:17:22,875 --> 00:17:24,668               Oh, yeah.                             [sighs]               350 00:17:24,710 --> 00:17:25,878           I don't even know          351 00:17:25,919 --> 00:17:27,212          -what I was doing.                 -[Rosa] Joe finally got       352 00:17:27,254 --> 00:17:28,589           what he deserved.          353 00:17:28,630 --> 00:17:30,257           I can't tell you                    the number of times         354 00:17:30,299 --> 00:17:31,925     I wanted to hit the bastard.     355 00:17:31,967 --> 00:17:34,094       I never had the courage.       356 00:17:34,136 --> 00:17:37,014            I had no voice.           357 00:17:37,056 --> 00:17:38,849                [Jenny]                               Huh.                 358 00:17:38,891 --> 00:17:40,934      You never really struck me                  as voiceless.            359 00:17:41,435 --> 00:17:43,562           Which only proves                  you don't know shit.         360 00:17:43,604 --> 00:17:46,482      Oh. [chuckles] Yeah, well,      361 00:17:46,523 --> 00:17:49,234         hey, do you know, uh,            my father's been shacking up     362 00:17:49,276 --> 00:17:50,903        with a woman named Eve?       363 00:17:50,944 --> 00:17:52,488          No surprises there.         364 00:17:52,529 --> 00:17:54,907    I stole Joe from another woman.              Another woman            365 00:17:54,948 --> 00:17:56,909          -stole Joe from me.                  -No, not this one.          366 00:17:56,950 --> 00:17:58,494           She's too young.           367 00:17:58,535 --> 00:18:00,454            Must've dumped                    the third wife, too.         368 00:18:00,496 --> 00:18:02,581       Well, hold up, Ma. What?       369 00:18:02,623 --> 00:18:04,249              Third wife?             370 00:18:04,291 --> 00:18:05,834     -There was a wife before you?                   -Sure.                371 00:18:05,876 --> 00:18:08,337  There's plenty about Joe Congemi          you aren't aware of.         372 00:18:08,378 --> 00:18:10,714           Well, like what?           373 00:18:12,549 --> 00:18:16,428            If Jackie dies,              I'm moving back into the house.  374 00:18:16,470 --> 00:18:18,013              Oh, Jesus.                     If Jackie fucking dies,       375 00:18:18,055 --> 00:18:20,432             you can have                the whole fucking house, okay?    376 00:18:21,558 --> 00:18:23,769        What else don't I know?       377 00:18:27,731 --> 00:18:29,608            Joe has a son.            378 00:18:31,568 --> 00:18:32,945                 I...                 379 00:18:32,986 --> 00:18:34,905         So I have a brother?         380 00:18:34,947 --> 00:18:38,158            A half brother.                 Let me stress the "half."      381 00:18:38,200 --> 00:18:39,827     Capital "H." I never told you    382 00:18:39,868 --> 00:18:42,830             'cause I knew               you'd try to connect with him.    383 00:18:42,871 --> 00:18:44,581             But trust me,            384 00:18:44,623 --> 00:18:47,292    you don't want to call this guy              your brother.            385 00:18:48,502 --> 00:18:50,754         Well, shouldn't I be                  the judge of that?          386 00:18:50,796 --> 00:18:52,798          Well, your judgment               is like your personality.      387 00:18:52,840 --> 00:18:54,842             Substandard.             388 00:18:56,301 --> 00:19:00,472              And I want                     my fucking house back.        389 00:19:04,393 --> 00:19:05,811         Two people are dead.         390 00:19:05,853 --> 00:19:07,437     I just hope they're not dead                because of me.            391 00:19:07,479 --> 00:19:09,356          You didn't blow up                  the abortion clinic.         392 00:19:09,398 --> 00:19:10,858           Your fiancé did.           393 00:19:10,899 --> 00:19:12,192              [Kimberly]                  I should've seen this coming.    394 00:19:12,234 --> 00:19:13,652  "Should've" is a crooked street.  395 00:19:13,694 --> 00:19:15,696           You can get lost                 in the twists and turns.       396 00:19:15,737 --> 00:19:18,740            [Chris] Tell us               about you and Wesley Hartman.    397 00:19:18,782 --> 00:19:22,119           No need to rush.                We have all day. [exhales]      398 00:19:22,161 --> 00:19:26,331       We dated close to a year,           and everything was normal.      399 00:19:27,583 --> 00:19:30,252  Then I found out I was pregnant.  400 00:19:30,294 --> 00:19:33,338      So, things start to spiral?     401 00:19:33,380 --> 00:19:34,840              [Kimberly]                              Yes.                 402 00:19:34,882 --> 00:19:37,009              We bicker.              403 00:19:37,050 --> 00:19:38,552               We shove.              404 00:19:38,594 --> 00:19:40,637  He tells me when to come and go.  405 00:19:40,679 --> 00:19:42,598        I mean, there's no way                  I can have a baby          406 00:19:42,639 --> 00:19:44,391       in a situation like this.      407 00:19:44,433 --> 00:19:46,435             Or with him.             408 00:19:46,476 --> 00:19:49,688      So I do what I need to do.      409 00:19:50,939 --> 00:19:54,943             After, I lie                     and say I miscarried.        410 00:19:54,985 --> 00:19:57,696              [chuckles]                      I'm a terrible liar.         411 00:19:57,738 --> 00:20:00,866  He's using the insanity defense.  412 00:20:00,908 --> 00:20:05,037          But your testimony                will ensure a conviction.      413 00:20:05,078 --> 00:20:08,207          Can I count on you                to speak the truth again?      414 00:20:08,248 --> 00:20:12,002         I'll burn in eternity              for having that abortion.      415 00:20:12,044 --> 00:20:13,879              For lying.              416 00:20:15,672 --> 00:20:19,551      Might as well add betrayal               to my list of sins.         417 00:20:23,430 --> 00:20:24,723  First, you refused to talk to me  418 00:20:24,765 --> 00:20:26,558            about your role                    in the hit-and-run.         419 00:20:26,600 --> 00:20:28,894  -Why the sudden change of heart?      -Ms. Malcolm and her children    420 00:20:28,936 --> 00:20:32,147     are about to relive his death               all over again.           421 00:20:32,689 --> 00:20:37,694     Did Lulu Harris try to brake          before the car hit Malcolm?     422 00:20:38,487 --> 00:20:39,905     What if I said I was driving?    423 00:20:39,947 --> 00:20:41,907             -You weren't.                     -Does that matter?          424 00:20:41,949 --> 00:20:45,702        Shouldn't I have said,                    "Let's stop.             425 00:20:46,495 --> 00:20:48,580    Check to make sure he's okay"?    426 00:20:48,622 --> 00:20:51,708      But, like Lulu, I panicked.     427 00:20:51,750 --> 00:20:53,919  So you're taking responsibility?  428 00:20:53,961 --> 00:20:57,839      That day, the way I engage             with the world changed.       429 00:20:59,967 --> 00:21:01,760                 My...                430 00:21:01,802 --> 00:21:06,431               disregard                    for Taylor Malcolm's life      431 00:21:06,473 --> 00:21:09,601             compelled me                    to become an attorney.        432 00:21:10,143 --> 00:21:13,772       I'm involved in this case                  at the ACLU,             433 00:21:13,814 --> 00:21:15,941       and a corporation refuses      434 00:21:15,983 --> 00:21:19,528     to properly compensate a man          who was injured on the job.     435 00:21:19,569 --> 00:21:21,947         I've talked this over                  with my husband,           436 00:21:21,989 --> 00:21:26,159     and I intend to put my money           where my principles are.       437 00:21:28,662 --> 00:21:31,456     I will pay the Malcolm family    438 00:21:31,498 --> 00:21:33,458         out of my own pocket         439 00:21:33,500 --> 00:21:35,836      for the harm that was done.     440 00:21:44,678 --> 00:21:46,680     Thank you for your frankness.    441 00:21:48,390 --> 00:21:50,767            Off the record,           442 00:21:50,809 --> 00:21:53,854        how do you know so much                about Lulu Harris?          443 00:21:53,895 --> 00:21:57,274       Ms. Harris wrote a letter              to the Malcolm family        444 00:21:57,316 --> 00:21:59,484    confessing that she was the one            who drove the car          445 00:21:59,526 --> 00:22:01,403          that paralyzed him.         446 00:22:01,445 --> 00:22:04,031      And asking for forgiveness.     447 00:22:04,990 --> 00:22:06,491            Takes courage.            448 00:22:08,201 --> 00:22:09,995                 Yeah.                449 00:22:10,037 --> 00:22:11,830           A limited amount.          450 00:22:12,539 --> 00:22:14,207             [door opens]             451 00:22:16,543 --> 00:22:18,045             [door closes]            452 00:22:22,382 --> 00:22:24,760         -[indistinct chatter]             -[monitor beeping steadily]     453 00:22:26,553 --> 00:22:28,597           [Jackie exhales]           454 00:22:29,097 --> 00:22:32,601     Well, Mr. Rohr, you're still          in the land of the living.      455 00:22:32,642 --> 00:22:34,686      The surgery was a success.      456 00:22:34,728 --> 00:22:36,146    You'll need to convalesce here               at the hospital           457 00:22:36,188 --> 00:22:37,981          for a few more days                 while we keep an eye         458 00:22:38,023 --> 00:22:40,692     on your progress, but I don't           anticipate any changes,       459 00:22:40,734 --> 00:22:42,527                -so...                          -Um, I take back           460 00:22:42,569 --> 00:22:44,529    every rotten thing I ever said    461 00:22:44,571 --> 00:22:46,323           about this dump.                 Now can I have my phone?       462 00:22:46,365 --> 00:22:47,741        I'll have someone check                  with admitting            463 00:22:47,783 --> 00:22:49,034        to see where your phone                     ended up.              464 00:22:49,076 --> 00:22:50,786               Oh, yeah.              465 00:22:52,079 --> 00:22:54,790               [exhales]              466 00:23:05,133 --> 00:23:07,552        Hey. Psst. Hey, buddy.        467 00:23:07,594 --> 00:23:09,262    Come here. Come here for a sec.  468 00:23:09,304 --> 00:23:11,098       [woman] [over P.A.]   Nurse            Martin to outpatient pre-op.    469 00:23:11,139 --> 00:23:14,226               Nurse Martin                     to outpatient pre-op.        470 00:23:14,267 --> 00:23:16,728     Jesus, Peter, Paul and Mary.     471 00:23:16,770 --> 00:23:18,855  My body's up in arms against me.  472 00:23:18,897 --> 00:23:21,566      Well, that's not your arm.                 But a good ping           473 00:23:21,608 --> 00:23:23,026       -will solve the problem.                     -The fuck              474 00:23:23,068 --> 00:23:25,195              -is a ping?                    -[nurse] Uh, one flick        475 00:23:25,237 --> 00:23:27,531       on the head of your penis                 with my finger,           476 00:23:27,572 --> 00:23:28,865      your erection will subside.     477 00:23:28,907 --> 00:23:32,077            Uh, no. Uh-uh.                    No, I don't think so.        478 00:23:32,119 --> 00:23:35,580           Okay, Macho Man.                But if my wife and daughter     479 00:23:35,622 --> 00:23:37,165          were right outside                   waiting to see me,          480 00:23:37,207 --> 00:23:39,251            I wouldn't want                    to welcome them in          481 00:23:39,292 --> 00:23:41,294       with a, uh, full salute.       482 00:23:42,963 --> 00:23:44,589          All right, well...                        [exhales]              483 00:23:44,631 --> 00:23:48,802    Is there a female nurse around             that could ping me?         484 00:23:49,511 --> 00:23:51,555                 Uh...                485 00:23:51,596 --> 00:23:52,806                  Ow!                 486 00:23:52,848 --> 00:23:54,850                [nurse]                              Bingo.                487 00:24:01,606 --> 00:24:03,316           I'm not supposed                     to tell you this,          488 00:24:03,358 --> 00:24:06,611    but Guy Dan is gonna offer you          a job as an investigator       489 00:24:06,653 --> 00:24:08,738            for our office.           490 00:24:10,407 --> 00:24:12,242                 Huh.                 491 00:24:12,284 --> 00:24:14,953                [Blair]                  That's all you can say? "Huh"?    492 00:24:14,995 --> 00:24:17,789      Well, it's a big decision,            leaving the Strike Force.      493 00:24:17,831 --> 00:24:20,125      I mean, that'd make my wife                 Maggie happy.            494 00:24:20,167 --> 00:24:22,794              Then again,              I'd be giving up my BPD pension.  495 00:24:22,836 --> 00:24:25,714        Oh, I'm sure something                 could be arranged.          496 00:24:25,755 --> 00:24:27,090           What do you say?           497 00:24:27,132 --> 00:24:28,967               [exhales]              498 00:24:29,009 --> 00:24:32,637     When Guy Dan makes the offer,             I'll act surprised.         499 00:24:32,679 --> 00:24:34,973               -Cheers.                             -Cheers.               500 00:24:37,184 --> 00:24:38,560                  Mm.                 501 00:24:38,602 --> 00:24:41,313                 -Mm.                  -You're spoiling my celebration.  502 00:24:41,354 --> 00:24:43,982    I'm not exactly what you'd call        a champagne kind of guy.       503 00:24:44,024 --> 00:24:45,734              -[chuckles]                       -[Blair] Even so,          504 00:24:45,775 --> 00:24:47,110       you're easy on the eyes.       505 00:24:47,152 --> 00:24:49,779     Sexy, soon-to-be-single man.     506 00:24:49,821 --> 00:24:51,615       In a different universe,       507 00:24:51,656 --> 00:24:53,158       I'd make a play for you.       508 00:24:54,034 --> 00:24:56,036       And what's stopping you?       509 00:24:56,828 --> 00:24:59,122      My husband, whoever he is,      510 00:24:59,164 --> 00:25:00,957    will have to be a power broker.  511 00:25:00,999 --> 00:25:04,628    And you, you're a nice fellow,    512 00:25:04,669 --> 00:25:06,338    but you'll only ever be a cop.    513 00:25:06,379 --> 00:25:08,423                [Chris]                                Mm.                 514 00:25:08,465 --> 00:25:11,009     My wife said the same thing.     515 00:25:13,011 --> 00:25:15,222          -[nurse] Go ahead.                    -[Jones] Thanks.           516 00:25:15,263 --> 00:25:17,933      Aw, some detective you are,                    Jones.                517 00:25:17,974 --> 00:25:20,143     You got no sense of urgency.     518 00:25:20,185 --> 00:25:22,187          What if I had died                 on the operating table?       519 00:25:22,229 --> 00:25:24,397       Then we'd be interviewing                one less schmuck,          520 00:25:24,439 --> 00:25:26,149         and the Homicide guys               would be standing here.       521 00:25:26,191 --> 00:25:28,026             Come on, Ray.                    That any way to talk?        522 00:25:28,068 --> 00:25:29,945     [Jackie] Don't mind this one,               kid. He's been            523 00:25:29,986 --> 00:25:32,364              on the job                   way past his "use by" date.     524 00:25:32,405 --> 00:25:35,700        Empathy and compassion                   for the victim.           525 00:25:35,742 --> 00:25:37,369           -That's the path.                    -[Mooney] Agreed.          526 00:25:37,410 --> 00:25:39,788           And so, Mr. Rohr,              if you don't mind me asking,     527 00:25:39,829 --> 00:25:41,790       did you see who shot you?      528 00:25:44,584 --> 00:25:46,336      I didn't get a clear view.      529 00:25:46,378 --> 00:25:49,047  [Jones] The list of your enemies          is long and complex.         530 00:25:49,089 --> 00:25:51,049       I doubt we'll chase down              a shooter anytime soon.       531 00:25:51,091 --> 00:25:53,176               [Jackie]                Hey, these guys could try again,  532 00:25:53,218 --> 00:25:54,678        so how about giving me                  some cover, huh?           533 00:25:54,719 --> 00:25:56,721  Post a uniform outside the door.  534 00:25:56,763 --> 00:25:58,014       [Jones] If you were still                with the Bureau,           535 00:25:58,056 --> 00:26:00,141        I might be so inclined,                  but these days            536 00:26:00,183 --> 00:26:02,519     you're just an average schmo.    537 00:26:02,561 --> 00:26:04,437         Good luck, you fuck.         538 00:26:04,479 --> 00:26:06,273              blues music            539 00:26:06,314 --> 00:26:08,858                                      540 00:26:12,112 --> 00:26:15,031      Hey, uh, just grab a usual,                    please?               541 00:26:15,073 --> 00:26:17,909             -[Chris] Oh.                       -[Decourcy] Hey.           542 00:26:18,618 --> 00:26:23,623        So, I hear you've been           keeping time with Blair Chavez.  543 00:26:23,665 --> 00:26:26,293                 Only                     on the abortion clinic case.     544 00:26:26,334 --> 00:26:29,421        Guy Dan wants me to be           an investigator with you guys.    545 00:26:29,462 --> 00:26:31,172                So, uh,               546 00:26:31,214 --> 00:26:33,091     I'm leaving the Strike Force.    547 00:26:34,426 --> 00:26:35,927         I lost so many men...        548 00:26:35,969 --> 00:26:39,014     Wallace, Suferin, Dunleavy...    549 00:26:39,055 --> 00:26:41,558  I'd have to start the whole unit             all over again.           550 00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:43,101      Best to make a clean break,     551 00:26:43,143 --> 00:26:45,437     let someone else take charge.    552 00:26:46,313 --> 00:26:47,772                Thanks.               553 00:26:47,814 --> 00:26:49,608            Look, man, I...           554 00:26:49,649 --> 00:26:51,776              I'd be glad                 to have you around, you know.    555 00:26:51,818 --> 00:26:56,114       Just, uh, watch your back                  with Chavez.             556 00:26:56,156 --> 00:26:57,282            After the shit                     I've been through,          557 00:26:57,324 --> 00:26:58,408    I watch my back with everybody.  558 00:26:58,450 --> 00:27:00,452              Well, uh...             559 00:27:02,746 --> 00:27:05,832        I could use your skills          to investigate Sinclair Dryden.  560 00:27:05,874 --> 00:27:08,001               -Dryden?                              -Yeah.                561 00:27:08,043 --> 00:27:10,837       Holy shit. For-for what?       562 00:27:10,879 --> 00:27:13,089               Drugging                     and raping college women.      563 00:27:13,131 --> 00:27:15,425         How'd you learn that?        564 00:27:16,343 --> 00:27:17,969             Jackie Rohr.             565 00:27:20,722 --> 00:27:22,515         I have to admit, I...        566 00:27:22,557 --> 00:27:25,393         I didn't shed a tear            when I heard he took a bullet.    567 00:27:25,435 --> 00:27:27,395              [chuckles]              568 00:27:27,437 --> 00:27:30,231            I'll say this.                   Without Jackie around,        569 00:27:30,273 --> 00:27:32,817       a man can enjoy his drink                    in peace.              570 00:27:33,568 --> 00:27:35,278           And on that note,          571 00:27:35,320 --> 00:27:37,447        -I got to take a leak.                       -Yeah.                572 00:27:42,869 --> 00:27:44,329            [clears throat]           573 00:27:44,371 --> 00:27:46,498              [urinating]             574 00:27:48,792 --> 00:27:50,377               [exhales]              575 00:27:51,795 --> 00:27:54,005               Oh, fuck.              576 00:27:54,047 --> 00:27:56,508       What, uh, kind of company                you been keeping?          577 00:27:56,549 --> 00:27:58,843            Any dalliances                 with the oldest profession?     578 00:27:58,885 --> 00:28:00,428         I-I'm a married man.         579 00:28:00,470 --> 00:28:02,681      -And I'd never pay for sex.            -Well, you are paying.        580 00:28:02,722 --> 00:28:04,808          You have syphilis.          581 00:28:04,849 --> 00:28:06,685             But we caught                    the little bug early,        582 00:28:06,726 --> 00:28:07,936       so with the antibiotics,       583 00:28:07,977 --> 00:28:09,354          you'll soon be back                    in the saddle.            584 00:28:09,396 --> 00:28:12,315               [exhales]               Guess I should've worn a condom.  585 00:28:12,357 --> 00:28:14,901             You weren't?                 What, are you a gambling man?    586 00:28:14,943 --> 00:28:17,445              Yeah, well,                     there's no such thing        587 00:28:17,487 --> 00:28:18,780          as 100% protection.         588 00:28:18,822 --> 00:28:20,573      Not unless you're celibate.     589 00:28:20,615 --> 00:28:24,202    And, for you, that choo choo's       already left Back Bay Station.    590 00:28:30,375 --> 00:28:32,043           [Elliot exhales]           591 00:28:32,085 --> 00:28:34,546      [Elliot] Whatever you said                to that reporter,          592 00:28:34,587 --> 00:28:36,381        you've been exonerated.       593 00:28:50,228 --> 00:28:52,147                [Blair]                             Decourcy.              594 00:28:53,857 --> 00:28:55,567         Hey. I heard you got         595 00:28:55,608 --> 00:28:57,360      the abortion clinic bomber                   to confess.             596 00:28:57,402 --> 00:28:59,237    [chuckles] With Chris Caysen's              able assistance.           597 00:28:59,279 --> 00:29:01,239        What are you working on                    these days?             598 00:29:01,823 --> 00:29:05,118         Uh, sexual predator.               Can't say more just yet.       599 00:29:05,160 --> 00:29:08,288    -Sounds like a winner, though.                   -Yeah.                600 00:29:08,329 --> 00:29:10,081               Decourcy.              601 00:29:11,249 --> 00:29:14,753        We're gonna be working              side by side potentially       602 00:29:14,794 --> 00:29:16,296          for quite a while.          603 00:29:16,337 --> 00:29:18,339       I think we should strive             to understand each other.      604 00:29:18,381 --> 00:29:21,050    Well, what do you want to know?  605 00:29:22,385 --> 00:29:24,095           You carry a gun,           606 00:29:24,137 --> 00:29:26,097        but would you ever pull                   the trigger?             607 00:29:28,016 --> 00:29:30,351       If I had had a clear shot                at Anton Campbell          608 00:29:30,393 --> 00:29:33,646    when he almost killed my wife?                    Yes.                 609 00:29:33,688 --> 00:29:35,148              No hedging.             610 00:29:35,190 --> 00:29:37,108          Just pure honesty.          611 00:29:38,109 --> 00:29:39,402         That's rare in a man.        612 00:29:39,444 --> 00:29:41,988    That's rare in some women, too.  613 00:29:46,493 --> 00:29:48,244     Can you push a little faster,                   Zorba?                614 00:29:48,286 --> 00:29:49,871             I got to make                    a fucking phone call.        615 00:29:49,913 --> 00:29:52,624     My name is Zorich, not Zorba.    616 00:29:52,665 --> 00:29:54,959          Constantine Zorich.         617 00:29:56,169 --> 00:29:58,546               [Jackie]                      Ah, fuck, out of order.       618 00:29:58,588 --> 00:30:00,757        Is there another phone                    around here?             619 00:30:00,799 --> 00:30:02,342               [Zorich]                         Not in this wing.          620 00:30:04,511 --> 00:30:07,388               [Jackie]                     Whoa, whoa, whoa. Zorba,       621 00:30:07,430 --> 00:30:10,475    I-I was told that I was getting             a single room.            622 00:30:10,517 --> 00:30:13,770       Sorry. This is where the        head nurse told me to bring you.  623 00:30:13,812 --> 00:30:15,063    [Benedetta] This room could use          a little more light.         624 00:30:15,104 --> 00:30:16,481               [Jackie]                                Oh.                 625 00:30:16,523 --> 00:30:18,316               [grunts]               626 00:30:18,358 --> 00:30:20,026       Fuck. Let there be light.      627 00:30:20,568 --> 00:30:22,654      [Jenny] Hey, we brought you             some Italian cookies.        628 00:30:22,695 --> 00:30:24,155           [Jackie] No. Hey,                where's my fucking phone?      629 00:30:24,197 --> 00:30:26,699    Uh, I had to buy you a new one.  630 00:30:26,741 --> 00:30:28,117            -Here, take it.                  -I got to take a leak.        631 00:30:28,159 --> 00:30:29,661      -Okay, come on. I got you.                      -No.                 632 00:30:29,702 --> 00:30:31,788       It's all right, I got it.                    I got it.              633 00:30:31,830 --> 00:30:33,373                -Okay.                         -I got it. [grunts]         634 00:30:33,414 --> 00:30:35,667            -[door closes]                          -[sighs]               635 00:30:35,708 --> 00:30:38,753             Um... Hello.             636 00:30:39,295 --> 00:30:41,339           Hey, we got a ton                   of Mike's Pastries.         637 00:30:41,381 --> 00:30:43,508     Uh, you know. Happy to share.    638 00:30:43,550 --> 00:30:45,510              I'm partial                    to the rainbow cookies.       639 00:30:45,552 --> 00:30:47,512            Hey, those are               Jackie's favorites, too. Yeah.    640 00:30:47,554 --> 00:30:49,013           Uh, seven layers.          641 00:30:49,055 --> 00:30:51,724  Italian flag cookies. Napoleons.  642 00:30:51,766 --> 00:30:53,810       The cookie of many names.      643 00:30:53,852 --> 00:30:55,645      Yeah, I used to make these                  from scratch.            644 00:30:55,687 --> 00:30:59,566      I'm just way too lazy now.                   [chuckles]              645 00:30:59,607 --> 00:31:02,026    Oh, and, uh, I-I'm Jenny Rohr,    646 00:31:02,068 --> 00:31:03,862        and this is my daughter                    Benedetta.              647 00:31:03,903 --> 00:31:06,364     And, uh, the-the guy limping     648 00:31:06,406 --> 00:31:08,867    with, uh, his ass hanging out,          that's my husband Jackie.      649 00:31:08,908 --> 00:31:10,660            Xavier Brackin.           650 00:31:10,702 --> 00:31:12,537                 -Oh.                     -What happened to your face?     651 00:31:12,579 --> 00:31:14,372  Benny, he might not want to talk               about that.             652 00:31:14,414 --> 00:31:17,250    I got the shit kicked out of me        in front of The Linwood.       653 00:31:18,418 --> 00:31:20,545               -Gay bar.                          -Jesus. What?            654 00:31:20,587 --> 00:31:22,380       What's wrong with people,                    you know?              655 00:31:22,422 --> 00:31:25,633       Being so stupid, so mean.      656 00:31:25,675 --> 00:31:26,718       You know? I mean, lately       657 00:31:26,759 --> 00:31:28,511        I started volunteering                    at this place            658 00:31:28,553 --> 00:31:30,054                called                    the Nichols Community Center.    659 00:31:30,096 --> 00:31:31,723                I mean,                  they do some really good work.    660 00:31:31,764 --> 00:31:34,559  You know, they shelter runaways.       They-they feed the hungry.      661 00:31:34,601 --> 00:31:35,935         They make home visits                to people with AIDS.         662 00:31:35,977 --> 00:31:37,353         My friend, you know,                     her daughter             663 00:31:37,395 --> 00:31:38,438        -just came out to her.                  -[toilet flushes]          664 00:31:38,479 --> 00:31:39,689           -Sue, my friend.                     -[faucet running]          665 00:31:39,731 --> 00:31:40,899           So, she's trying                   to show solidarity--         666 00:31:40,940 --> 00:31:42,275              [Benedetta]                            Ma. Ma.               667 00:31:42,317 --> 00:31:44,027               [Xavier]                            Solidarity.             668 00:31:44,068 --> 00:31:47,530          [chuckles] Spare me             your liberal bullshit, lady.     669 00:31:47,572 --> 00:31:51,868  Hey, pal, my wife is just trying      to make polite conversation,     670 00:31:51,910 --> 00:31:53,953       seeing as we're gonna be              convalescing and such.        671 00:31:53,995 --> 00:31:56,289    You might want to be courteous              and do the same.           672 00:31:56,331 --> 00:31:58,625           Oh, might I, now?          673 00:31:58,666 --> 00:32:00,209             If it was me,                     I would've told you         674 00:32:00,251 --> 00:32:01,878          to go fuck yourself                 like a heartbeat ago.        675 00:32:01,920 --> 00:32:04,339     [Benedetta] Dad, um, now that          you're out of the woods,       676 00:32:04,380 --> 00:32:05,548     -I got to go back to school.                    -What?                677 00:32:05,590 --> 00:32:07,175          Okay? I'll see you                    at Thanksgiving.           678 00:32:07,216 --> 00:32:08,760        -All right. All right.                 -[Benedetta] Yeah.          679 00:32:08,801 --> 00:32:10,261     Come on, help me on the bed,            though, before you go.        680 00:32:10,303 --> 00:32:12,597           -Ow. Oh. Oh. Ooh.                       -Ooh. Ooh.              681 00:32:12,639 --> 00:32:14,265                [Jenny]                       Jackie, I'll swing by        682 00:32:14,307 --> 00:32:15,725        after I drop Benny off                   at the station.           683 00:32:15,767 --> 00:32:17,518     -Okay. All right. All right.                -[Jenny] Okay.            684 00:32:17,560 --> 00:32:20,438       [whispers] And hey. Hey.              Just be nice to Xavier.       685 00:32:20,480 --> 00:32:22,607           -[Jackie grunts]                -[Benedetta] Love you, Dad.     686 00:32:22,649 --> 00:32:24,400        All right, sweetheart.                     All right.              687 00:32:24,442 --> 00:32:25,944                 Bye.                 688 00:32:26,444 --> 00:32:28,947          [woman] [over P.A.]                Dr. Griffin to the chapel.     689 00:32:28,988 --> 00:32:30,114           [Jackie exhales]           690 00:32:30,156 --> 00:32:32,200        Dr. Griffin to the chapel.     691 00:32:32,241 --> 00:32:35,078          Well, I never been                  in a hospital before.        692 00:32:35,119 --> 00:32:36,955          I mean, uh, I mean,         693 00:32:36,996 --> 00:32:39,499     not-not as a... as a patient.    694 00:32:39,540 --> 00:32:42,126       Even when I broke my arm.                 I-I was, uh...            695 00:32:42,168 --> 00:32:43,503          I was a little kid,                     and I thought            696 00:32:43,544 --> 00:32:44,796       -I was gonna fucking fly.                -[Xavier] Oh, no.          697 00:32:44,837 --> 00:32:46,297           You're a talker.           698 00:32:48,007 --> 00:32:50,635           [Xavier exhales]           699 00:32:51,344 --> 00:32:53,638           [Jackie exhales]           700 00:32:55,390 --> 00:32:57,809        Hello. I'm here to see                   a Ms. Malcolm.            701 00:32:57,850 --> 00:33:00,770            -I'm Siobhan--                    -I know who you are.         702 00:33:00,812 --> 00:33:02,605       We all know who you are.       703 00:33:02,647 --> 00:33:04,774              Let her in.             704 00:33:07,193 --> 00:33:10,029              -Thank you.                 -[Amaya] Don't thank me yet.     705 00:33:10,071 --> 00:33:11,823              Do you know                   how long I've hated you?       706 00:33:12,699 --> 00:33:15,076           You know how long                I've wished harm on you,       707 00:33:15,118 --> 00:33:16,494          which goes against          708 00:33:16,536 --> 00:33:18,830            the very fabric                   of how I was raised?         709 00:33:18,871 --> 00:33:22,208           So don't thank me                  for being courteous.         710 00:33:23,042 --> 00:33:26,254    I'm here to say that I'm sorry.  711 00:33:26,295 --> 00:33:28,673      You're a lifetime too late.     712 00:33:28,715 --> 00:33:32,010         Before the accident,                   we were blessed.           713 00:33:32,051 --> 00:33:33,970      This house was full of fun.     714 00:33:34,012 --> 00:33:36,597        Taylor bouncing around                 like a basketball.          715 00:33:36,639 --> 00:33:40,184        After, I prayed for God                  to release him            716 00:33:40,226 --> 00:33:42,270     from the bondage of his body.    717 00:33:42,311 --> 00:33:44,981           slow, somber music        718 00:33:45,023 --> 00:33:47,191         Ms. Malcolm, I'd like              to offer you compensation      719 00:33:47,233 --> 00:33:48,860                -for--                     -[Amaya] How am I supposed      720 00:33:48,901 --> 00:33:50,987  to put a dollar sign on the fact          that I haven't danced        721 00:33:51,029 --> 00:33:53,698     with my husband in 15 years?     722 00:34:00,830 --> 00:34:02,874          [breathing shakily]         723 00:34:05,209 --> 00:34:06,961             [whispering]                            Sorry.                724 00:34:07,003 --> 00:34:09,380      I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.     725 00:34:09,422 --> 00:34:12,008             I'm so sorry.                        I'm so sorry.            726 00:34:12,050 --> 00:34:14,343               [crying]               727 00:34:26,105 --> 00:34:28,232          -[chuckles softly]             -It's about time you showed up.  728 00:34:28,274 --> 00:34:29,400    I called you, like, hours ago.    729 00:34:29,442 --> 00:34:32,487     Wow. I wish I had my camera.                     Ooh.                 730 00:34:32,528 --> 00:34:34,197     These cookies look delicious.    731 00:34:34,238 --> 00:34:36,699                -May I?                           -[Jackie] Mm.            732 00:34:36,741 --> 00:34:39,160            My grandparents              would be ashamed of me, Jackie.  733 00:34:39,202 --> 00:34:40,995             I'm breaking                     with Iranian custom,         734 00:34:41,037 --> 00:34:42,580       coming here empty-handed.      735 00:34:42,622 --> 00:34:44,415    Well, if you come bringing news           of Bette Williams,          736 00:34:44,457 --> 00:34:45,833       you're not empty-handed.       737 00:34:45,875 --> 00:34:47,085       We're scouring the city,       738 00:34:47,126 --> 00:34:49,087        all her college haunts,               and coming up empty.         739 00:34:49,128 --> 00:34:52,048  Yeah, keep looking. My hunch is,   she's not as far as she is near.  740 00:34:52,090 --> 00:34:53,591      What about the other thing?     741 00:34:54,133 --> 00:34:56,761     None of the Angiulo Brothers,        the ones who are still alive,    742 00:34:56,803 --> 00:34:58,638          have escaped prison                   or been paroled.           743 00:34:58,679 --> 00:35:00,932            -I saw Donato.                        -In the dark,            744 00:35:00,973 --> 00:35:02,558         our eyes play tricks.        745 00:35:02,600 --> 00:35:04,769             Oh, suddenly,                 you're an ophthalmologist?      746 00:35:04,811 --> 00:35:07,855       Listen, they must've sent         one of their guys to shoot me.    747 00:35:07,897 --> 00:35:08,981         Let's face the facts.        748 00:35:09,023 --> 00:35:11,442            I'm the reason                   that they're in prison.       749 00:35:11,484 --> 00:35:14,946                 Plus,                 Sicilians are revengeful people.  750 00:35:14,987 --> 00:35:16,697      I know. I'm married to one.     751 00:35:16,739 --> 00:35:18,574               [Milani]                Jackie, you and I both know RICO  752 00:35:18,616 --> 00:35:20,201        put an end to the Mafia                    in Boston.              753 00:35:20,243 --> 00:35:21,953         -There's no one left.             -[Jackie] There's got to be     754 00:35:21,994 --> 00:35:25,498    some punk somewhere that wants           to bring the mob back.        755 00:35:25,540 --> 00:35:27,792      All right. I'll ask around.     756 00:35:28,417 --> 00:35:30,711    -One more cookie for the road.         -[Jackie] Yeah, yeah, yeah,     757 00:35:30,753 --> 00:35:32,922          -yeah, yeah, yeah.                       -Thank you.             758 00:35:32,964 --> 00:35:36,592               [exhales]              759 00:35:36,634 --> 00:35:39,470               [Xavier]                  I knew I recognized your face.    760 00:35:39,512 --> 00:35:41,222            You used to be                     on TV all the time.         761 00:35:41,264 --> 00:35:44,142        Acting like a big shot,        talking about crimes you solved.  762 00:35:44,183 --> 00:35:45,893       Like that armored heist.       763 00:35:45,935 --> 00:35:47,395           Yeah, that's me.           764 00:35:47,436 --> 00:35:50,231          You ought to shave                  that stupid mustache.        765 00:35:50,273 --> 00:35:52,692      Read your fucking magazine.     766 00:36:03,077 --> 00:36:05,163               Letitia.               767 00:36:05,705 --> 00:36:08,541      Beacon Hill is not the same           without you, Jackie Rohr.      768 00:36:08,583 --> 00:36:10,543               Oh, well,                   maybe that's a good thing.      769 00:36:10,585 --> 00:36:12,128          [Letitia chuckles]          770 00:36:12,170 --> 00:36:13,754                  Oh.                 771 00:36:13,796 --> 00:36:17,508          This room could do                with a little white sage.      772 00:36:18,259 --> 00:36:19,427            Negative energy           773 00:36:19,468 --> 00:36:21,804     will bring you down, Jackie.     774 00:36:21,846 --> 00:36:23,514           I prefer you up.           775 00:36:24,348 --> 00:36:25,850               I'm here                     to make you feel better.       776 00:36:28,936 --> 00:36:31,939          [Jackie] Oh, you're              a regular Flo Nightingale.      777 00:36:31,981 --> 00:36:34,025          [Letitia chuckles]          778 00:36:34,984 --> 00:36:37,320            -[Jenny] Um...                      -Uh, Mrs. Dryden,          779 00:36:37,361 --> 00:36:40,448       this is my wife Jennifer.            Jen, this is Mrs. Dryden.      780 00:36:40,489 --> 00:36:43,701    I have heard so much about you.  781 00:36:43,743 --> 00:36:46,871             Your husband                  brings you up all the time.     782 00:36:46,913 --> 00:36:49,874      Odd. Yeah, he-he never says               a word about you.          783 00:36:49,916 --> 00:36:52,710      Mm. Fabulous having Jackie                  at our place.            784 00:36:52,752 --> 00:36:55,004           Jen, Mrs. Dryden                     was just leaving.          785 00:36:55,046 --> 00:36:56,172               [Letitia]                             Was I?                786 00:36:56,214 --> 00:36:59,217         Well, perhaps I have         787 00:36:59,258 --> 00:37:00,676         outstayed my welcome.        788 00:37:00,718 --> 00:37:02,887     [Jenny] No, no, no, no, hon.              No, please, please.         789 00:37:02,929 --> 00:37:04,138        Make yourself at home.        790 00:37:04,180 --> 00:37:05,848  Yeah, I'm-I'm very happy to hear  791 00:37:05,890 --> 00:37:10,353      my husband's been rendering            such wonderful service.       792 00:37:10,394 --> 00:37:11,729         Yeah, with his badge,        793 00:37:11,771 --> 00:37:14,398      Jackie's a good-for-nothing     794 00:37:14,440 --> 00:37:15,816           but with purpose.          795 00:37:15,858 --> 00:37:17,860     No, without that badge, wow,     796 00:37:17,902 --> 00:37:19,987    Jackie's just good-for-nothing.  797 00:37:20,029 --> 00:37:23,783        Jen. Come on. Jennifer.       798 00:37:25,493 --> 00:37:27,036                [sighs]                             Secrets.               799 00:37:27,078 --> 00:37:29,664      You know, my whole family's              all about secrets.          800 00:37:29,705 --> 00:37:32,625                I mean,                    Benny falls off the wagon.      801 00:37:32,667 --> 00:37:34,168                 -Oh.                             -She's okay.             802 00:37:34,210 --> 00:37:36,754            But, you know,             she doesn't want Jackie to know.  803 00:37:36,796 --> 00:37:40,424            And then my ma,               she shows up at the hospital     804 00:37:40,466 --> 00:37:43,094           and she tells me           805 00:37:43,135 --> 00:37:45,429      that I have a half brother.     806 00:37:45,471 --> 00:37:49,225  Yeah. Yeah, a whole other person   that I didn't even know existed.  807 00:37:49,267 --> 00:37:50,768              Oh, my God.             808 00:37:51,602 --> 00:37:53,396             Yeah, well...                    Fuck. You know what?         809 00:37:53,437 --> 00:37:54,939          I got secrets, too.         810 00:37:54,981 --> 00:37:56,482                 Yeah.                811 00:37:57,566 --> 00:38:00,152              [chuckles]                               Oh.                 812 00:38:00,194 --> 00:38:02,780               [exhales]                          Father Doyle?            813 00:38:05,241 --> 00:38:07,034           Uh, he kissed me.          814 00:38:07,785 --> 00:38:09,787                -What?                         -Yeah. I mean, I...         815 00:38:09,829 --> 00:38:11,038      I could never tell Jackie.      816 00:38:11,080 --> 00:38:13,874                I mean,                    he would freakin' explode.      817 00:38:13,916 --> 00:38:17,128     You know, okay, forget I said          anything about the kiss.       818 00:38:17,169 --> 00:38:19,797              Okay. Okay.             819 00:38:20,881 --> 00:38:23,509              [chuckles]              820 00:38:23,551 --> 00:38:26,554           Well, what about                this half brother of yours?     821 00:38:26,595 --> 00:38:28,055      You gonna reach out to him?     822 00:38:28,097 --> 00:38:29,432       No. I don't know. I mean,      823 00:38:29,473 --> 00:38:30,516       sometimes you go looking                    for ghosts,             824 00:38:30,558 --> 00:38:32,101      you end up finding demons.      825 00:38:32,143 --> 00:38:33,686       Having a brother's nice.       826 00:38:33,728 --> 00:38:35,354       You know, I've got four.       827 00:38:35,396 --> 00:38:36,647          They're a godsend.          828 00:38:36,689 --> 00:38:39,233     -Most of the time. [chuckles]                  -Well...               829 00:38:39,275 --> 00:38:42,194       Yeah, but I-I don't know              how I'd even find mine.       830 00:38:42,236 --> 00:38:43,946     Well, I'll give you the name              of the private eye          831 00:38:43,988 --> 00:38:46,240        I hired to trail Cabot               when the son of a bitch       832 00:38:46,282 --> 00:38:48,451           started sleeping               with his new bimbo secretary.    833 00:38:48,492 --> 00:38:51,120     [groans, chuckles] Thank God          all that shit with Cabot's      834 00:38:51,162 --> 00:38:55,166              behind you,                'cause, uh, I just met Letitia.  835 00:38:55,708 --> 00:38:58,836      Yeah, and she is everything            that you said she was.        836 00:38:58,878 --> 00:39:00,629              And worse.              837 00:39:01,714 --> 00:39:03,549      I would bet the whole bank                 at Monte Carlo            838 00:39:03,591 --> 00:39:05,801       that Jackie's doing her.       839 00:39:07,470 --> 00:39:09,388            Do what I did.            840 00:39:09,430 --> 00:39:11,474    Give back what you're getting.    841 00:39:11,515 --> 00:39:14,560        What would make Jackie                    more jealous             842 00:39:14,602 --> 00:39:17,188     than you fucking the priest?     843 00:39:18,230 --> 00:39:19,982           -Oh, my God. Sue.                        -[laughs]              844 00:39:20,024 --> 00:39:22,485               [laughs]                               God.                 845 00:39:22,526 --> 00:39:24,945              [Decourcy]                        Here, taste that.          846 00:39:24,987 --> 00:39:26,197              Taste that.             847 00:39:26,238 --> 00:39:27,615           [soft jazz playing]         848 00:39:27,656 --> 00:39:29,825        Nope. Go and get that.        849 00:39:29,867 --> 00:39:32,578  Why you playing? Get it. Get it.           Hey, hey, taste it.         850 00:39:32,620 --> 00:39:36,040           -Mmm. [chuckles]               -Yeah. How's that jambalaya?     851 00:39:36,082 --> 00:39:37,166            How that taste?           852 00:39:37,208 --> 00:39:39,543           You put your foot                   in that jambalaya.          853 00:39:39,585 --> 00:39:42,171  Man, yeah! It's my mom's recipe.  854 00:39:42,213 --> 00:39:44,799         You know, it was one               of the many great things       855 00:39:44,840 --> 00:39:47,510       that I found in the house                after Pop passed.          856 00:39:47,551 --> 00:39:49,887        This meal was a staple                   in the family,            857 00:39:49,929 --> 00:39:53,224     but after she died, we just,          like, we stopped eating it.     858 00:39:53,265 --> 00:39:55,142       And you made some for me?      859 00:39:55,184 --> 00:39:58,604                  No.                     I made some jambalaya for us.    860 00:40:01,440 --> 00:40:03,359        Hey, you feeling good?        861 00:40:03,401 --> 00:40:05,027            Thanks to you.            862 00:40:05,069 --> 00:40:06,570           And Dr. Robinson.          863 00:40:06,612 --> 00:40:08,239            How's therapy?            864 00:40:08,280 --> 00:40:12,034      [sighs] Too early to tell,             but I'm getting there.        865 00:40:12,076 --> 00:40:13,661              All right.              866 00:40:14,245 --> 00:40:17,748       I've been thinking about            the parallels in our lives.     867 00:40:17,790 --> 00:40:19,375             Your mom died                    when you were young.         868 00:40:19,417 --> 00:40:21,585              My dad died                when I was about that same age.  869 00:40:21,627 --> 00:40:24,588               -Mm-hmm.                          -My mom says...           870 00:40:25,381 --> 00:40:26,882    ...our bond isn't just in love    871 00:40:26,924 --> 00:40:29,385        but in sorrow and loss.       872 00:40:29,427 --> 00:40:30,636            [wine pouring]            873 00:40:30,678 --> 00:40:33,139         Regardless of the how                     or the why,             874 00:40:33,180 --> 00:40:36,142           I'm just grateful                     we're together.           875 00:40:36,183 --> 00:40:38,144           Smooth operator.           876 00:40:38,185 --> 00:40:40,438              -Hey, hey.                   -You're on a roll tonight.      877 00:40:40,479 --> 00:40:42,857     Hitting all the right notes.     878 00:40:44,150 --> 00:40:46,068           [Decourcy grunts]          879 00:40:46,110 --> 00:40:48,279     Have you been to the hospital               to see Jackie?            880 00:40:48,320 --> 00:40:49,613                 Nope.                881 00:40:49,655 --> 00:40:50,948      Don't you think you should?     882 00:40:50,990 --> 00:40:52,283                 Nope.                883 00:40:52,324 --> 00:40:54,118       Well, I think you should.      884 00:40:54,160 --> 00:40:56,579             He handed you                  the Sinclair Dryden case.      885 00:40:56,620 --> 00:40:58,706        You owe him an update.        886 00:40:59,498 --> 00:41:01,959             I mean, okay.            887 00:41:02,001 --> 00:41:03,627        And you should take him                   some flowers.            888 00:41:03,669 --> 00:41:05,963           -That, I refuse.                       -[chuckling]             889 00:41:06,005 --> 00:41:07,631               Hell no.               890 00:41:08,132 --> 00:41:11,844           -[soft thudding]                -[Xavier breathing heavily]     891 00:41:18,100 --> 00:41:19,602               The fuck?              892 00:41:19,643 --> 00:41:22,146      Are you doing what I think            you're doing over there?       893 00:41:22,188 --> 00:41:24,148         This side of the room                   belongs to me,            894 00:41:24,190 --> 00:41:25,649                so mind                    your own fucking business.      895 00:41:25,691 --> 00:41:27,568             Jesus Christ,                   I would never beat off        896 00:41:27,610 --> 00:41:29,320    in earshot of a total stranger.  897 00:41:29,361 --> 00:41:31,322             But you would               if someone you know is nearby?    898 00:41:31,363 --> 00:41:34,283       You know what? No wonder              you got slapped around.       899 00:41:34,325 --> 00:41:37,411        You're a bigger asshole                    than I am.              900 00:41:39,705 --> 00:41:41,332               [Xavier]                      So, what, straight guys       901 00:41:41,373 --> 00:41:43,375           are the only ones                that get to be assholes?       902 00:41:43,417 --> 00:41:46,879        I have the right to be            as much of a prick as anyone.    903 00:41:46,921 --> 00:41:48,881       Equal opportunity, baby.       904 00:41:48,923 --> 00:41:51,175            And look at me.                   I was out having fun         905 00:41:51,217 --> 00:41:53,511        with a couple friends.             Two dildos from Charlestown     906 00:41:53,552 --> 00:41:55,012      drove by, calling us names.     907 00:41:55,054 --> 00:41:57,139        I gave them the finger.       908 00:41:57,181 --> 00:41:59,183        And here I am with two            broken ribs and a concussion.    909 00:41:59,225 --> 00:42:01,477            Oh, I can hear                  the violins starting now.      910 00:42:01,519 --> 00:42:02,811           Back off, Bucky.           911 00:42:02,853 --> 00:42:04,647            I'm no crybaby.                  I'm proud of who I am,        912 00:42:04,688 --> 00:42:06,690       even if I am a dickhead.       913 00:42:06,732 --> 00:42:08,359           If you're looking                  for a gay role model,        914 00:42:08,400 --> 00:42:09,527            call k.d. lang.           915 00:42:09,568 --> 00:42:10,819  Well, that still doesn't justify  916 00:42:10,861 --> 00:42:12,029            you beating off                   where I can hear you.        917 00:42:12,071 --> 00:42:13,781              At least go                   in the fucking bathroom.       918 00:42:13,822 --> 00:42:15,491      Follow your own preaching.      919 00:42:15,533 --> 00:42:18,369      I saw you with the succubus            that wasn't your wife.        920 00:42:18,410 --> 00:42:20,704    What's your sweet bride's name?          Jen? Jenna? Jennifer?        921 00:42:20,746 --> 00:42:24,041  Hey, you keep my wife's name out      of your filthy fucking mouth     922 00:42:24,083 --> 00:42:26,669  or I'm gonna beat your fairy ass             all over again.           923 00:42:26,710 --> 00:42:28,837           Someone shot you,                    from what I hear,          924 00:42:28,879 --> 00:42:31,215     and you're surrounded by hate                on all sides.            925 00:42:31,257 --> 00:42:33,300           -[Jackie exhales]             -I spy through my crystal ball    926 00:42:33,342 --> 00:42:35,844            one Jackie Rohr               in the not so distant future.    927 00:42:35,886 --> 00:42:40,057      A drool-dripping, doddering         old man in a flannel bathrobe    928 00:42:40,099 --> 00:42:43,769             with no wife,                  no daughter, no friends.       929 00:42:43,811 --> 00:42:46,313         Not even a stray dog.        930 00:42:49,275 --> 00:42:52,820           -[Jackie exhales]                   -[Xavier chuckles]          931 00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:57,491           -[soft thudding]                -[Xavier breathing heavily]     932 00:43:04,582 --> 00:43:06,083       [Jenny] Benny left a lot           of old clothes at the house.     933 00:43:06,125 --> 00:43:07,543     I should just bring 'em down,    934 00:43:07,585 --> 00:43:08,919     -put 'em to good use, right?               -[Sue] Good idea.          935 00:43:08,961 --> 00:43:10,754          [Jenny] [whispers]                        So cute.               936 00:43:10,796 --> 00:43:13,090              Okay, bye.              937 00:43:13,924 --> 00:43:17,261             -Need a hand?                        -Sure. Yeah.             938 00:43:17,303 --> 00:43:19,888      I-I just want to apologize               for the other day.          939 00:43:19,930 --> 00:43:21,849        Grabbing you like that                 without permission          940 00:43:21,890 --> 00:43:23,601           and kissing you.           941 00:43:23,642 --> 00:43:24,935          I'm terribly sorry.         942 00:43:24,977 --> 00:43:27,062           No guilt. Please.          943 00:43:27,104 --> 00:43:28,772                I mean,                    you were being spontaneous.     944 00:43:28,814 --> 00:43:30,107         [both chuckle softly]        945 00:43:30,149 --> 00:43:33,485                And me?                    I wish I was more that way.     946 00:43:39,617 --> 00:43:41,869           So, uh, you know,                 how you been otherwise?       947 00:43:41,910 --> 00:43:43,537                I mean,                    looks like you're starting      948 00:43:43,579 --> 00:43:44,913     to heal a bit from that fall.    949 00:43:44,955 --> 00:43:47,791     Yeah, yeah. A wee bit, yeah.     950 00:43:48,626 --> 00:43:50,753    I heard your husband was shot.    951 00:43:50,794 --> 00:43:53,464    Are you, uh... are you worried?  952 00:43:53,505 --> 00:43:55,507         Oh, h-he'll be fine.         953 00:43:55,549 --> 00:43:58,302        Yeah, but between Benny               being off at college         954 00:43:58,344 --> 00:44:00,512       and Jackie being laid up,                    I'm, uh,               955 00:44:00,554 --> 00:44:02,139           a bit at a loss.           956 00:44:02,181 --> 00:44:06,560          Well, as you know,               I'm always here for a chat.     957 00:44:06,602 --> 00:44:08,812         A chat would be nice.        958 00:44:10,648 --> 00:44:13,108  Hey, maybe I could cook for you.  959 00:44:14,193 --> 00:44:16,987        Are you asking me over                     for dinner?             960 00:44:18,030 --> 00:44:19,657                -Yeah.                        -[Diarmuid chuckles]         961 00:44:19,698 --> 00:44:23,327       Yeah, I guess that's, uh,             that's what I'm doing.        962 00:44:23,369 --> 00:44:25,913              [chuckles]                     Well, I'd be delighted.       963 00:44:25,954 --> 00:44:28,290              Uh, but I-I                   wouldn't feel comfortable      964 00:44:28,332 --> 00:44:30,709       anywhere near your house.                We could eat out.          965 00:44:31,251 --> 00:44:34,129         Yeah, of course not.                [chuckles] Eating out.        966 00:44:34,171 --> 00:44:36,423    That-That'd be nice. You know,           get out of the kitchen        967 00:44:36,465 --> 00:44:38,384             for a change.            968 00:44:39,218 --> 00:44:42,179         All right. Done deal.        969 00:44:42,221 --> 00:44:44,014               We're on.              970 00:44:59,613 --> 00:45:01,031        [footsteps approaching]       971 00:45:02,157 --> 00:45:04,660      You've left me in the dust.     972 00:45:04,702 --> 00:45:06,620        Working with Decourcy?        973 00:45:06,662 --> 00:45:08,664        I go where I'm needed.        974 00:45:08,706 --> 00:45:09,915         What's he working on?        975 00:45:09,957 --> 00:45:11,792               Remember                     what Kimberly Foster said      976 00:45:11,834 --> 00:45:13,127      about the sin of betrayal?      977 00:45:13,168 --> 00:45:16,171             Well, for me,                   loyalty and discretion        978 00:45:16,213 --> 00:45:18,382                are key                  to a professional relationship.  979 00:45:18,424 --> 00:45:21,427     -You're not going to tell me.        -I'm only a lowly cop, Blair.    980 00:45:21,468 --> 00:45:24,221           Not really a part             of your grand scheme of things.  981 00:45:28,100 --> 00:45:30,310              So, Zorba,                 what happened to the bum chum?    982 00:45:30,352 --> 00:45:32,062              Mr. Brackin                    asked to change rooms.        983 00:45:32,104 --> 00:45:34,565          -Can't imagine why.                     -Well, yeah.             984 00:45:34,606 --> 00:45:37,192       Well, now I got the whole            fucking place to myself,       985 00:45:37,234 --> 00:45:39,945  so good fucking riddance, right?               [chuckles]              986 00:45:40,696 --> 00:45:42,948               [exhales]              987 00:45:46,201 --> 00:45:47,995                 Geez.                988 00:45:48,036 --> 00:45:49,747     What'd you do to the orderly?    989 00:45:49,788 --> 00:45:51,206               [Jackie]                        Decourcy, is it me?         990 00:45:51,248 --> 00:45:53,333              Are people                 just more sensitive these days?  991 00:45:53,375 --> 00:45:54,918              [Decourcy]                          Oh, it's you.            992 00:45:54,960 --> 00:45:57,087         All the way, Jackie.                 Uh, without a doubt.         993 00:45:57,129 --> 00:45:58,839       Hey, you know, it's been               like a revolving door        994 00:45:58,881 --> 00:46:01,383         of friends and family             and business acquaintances,     995 00:46:01,425 --> 00:46:03,719         so, so, what category                  do you fall into?          996 00:46:03,761 --> 00:46:06,096        Well, I'd like to think             whenever you're involved,      997 00:46:06,138 --> 00:46:08,515    I don't fall into any category.  998 00:46:08,557 --> 00:46:10,642           So, Angela Hicks.          999 00:46:10,684 --> 00:46:11,935          She's not talking.          1000 00:46:11,977 --> 00:46:13,645           Too much to lose.                   I don't blame her.          1001 00:46:13,687 --> 00:46:14,980    Lucy Chan, she's off the grid.    1002 00:46:15,022 --> 00:46:16,607            Has your, uh...           1003 00:46:16,648 --> 00:46:18,901         your guy in the FBI,          did he ever find Bette Williams?  1004 00:46:18,942 --> 00:46:20,527             Not yet, no.             1005 00:46:20,569 --> 00:46:22,905    All right. Then Irina Zhevakin             is our last chance          1006 00:46:22,946 --> 00:46:24,406       to bring Dryden to heel.       1007 00:46:24,448 --> 00:46:25,908  I'll let you know how that goes.  1008 00:46:25,949 --> 00:46:27,493              Yeah, well,             1009 00:46:27,534 --> 00:46:29,870      I'm stuck in this shithole               for the time being,         1010 00:46:29,912 --> 00:46:31,330                 so...                1011 00:46:31,830 --> 00:46:34,291           Is there any way              that Sinclair Dryden would know  1012 00:46:34,333 --> 00:46:36,126              that you're                  secretly investigating him?     1013 00:46:36,168 --> 00:46:38,921            Letitia knows,                    so she might've said.        1014 00:46:38,962 --> 00:46:40,714                 Shit.                1015 00:46:40,756 --> 00:46:42,591     Do you think he had anything         to do with you getting shot?     1016 00:46:42,633 --> 00:46:45,302      No. No, no, no. That was...        that was the Angiulo Brothers.    1017 00:46:45,344 --> 00:46:48,138           -They set me up.                 -How can you be so sure?       1018 00:46:48,180 --> 00:46:49,640       I could smell the garlic.                   [chuckles]              1019 00:46:49,681 --> 00:46:51,475                 Fuck.                1020 00:46:51,517 --> 00:46:54,603            Hey, you know,             a lot of famous people have died  1021 00:46:54,645 --> 00:46:56,480       in the fucking hospital.       1022 00:46:56,522 --> 00:47:00,275              Jim Henson,                    Fred Astaire, Geronimo.       1023 00:47:00,317 --> 00:47:02,778             Your old man,                   he had the right idea,        1024 00:47:02,820 --> 00:47:06,698  slipping off into the next world   from the comfort of his own bed.  1025 00:47:06,740 --> 00:47:08,534                 Yeah.                1026 00:47:08,575 --> 00:47:10,160              Like, uh...             1027 00:47:10,202 --> 00:47:11,620         like Louis Armstrong.        1028 00:47:11,662 --> 00:47:14,122        Louis Armstrong. Sure.        1029 00:47:14,164 --> 00:47:15,791            Yeah, he, um...           1030 00:47:15,833 --> 00:47:17,501            So, my father,            1031 00:47:17,543 --> 00:47:20,087  he would drive us past Satchmo's        house in Corona, Queens.       1032 00:47:20,128 --> 00:47:23,382    He-He'd take my brother and me         to what I still think ranks     1033 00:47:23,423 --> 00:47:27,177        as the best Italian ice           in all five boroughs, right?     1034 00:47:27,219 --> 00:47:29,137       I could never understand                     how a guy              1035 00:47:29,179 --> 00:47:31,431     as famous as Louis Armstrong                    would,                1036 00:47:31,473 --> 00:47:33,767               you know,                   live in such a modest pad.      1037 00:47:33,809 --> 00:47:36,728       He and his wife Lucille,          they never had kids, you know?    1038 00:47:36,770 --> 00:47:38,397              But, uh...              1039 00:47:38,438 --> 00:47:39,940  I don't know, they still managed  1040 00:47:39,982 --> 00:47:41,525       to make that little house                    a haven.               1041 00:47:41,567 --> 00:47:43,402                  Mm.                 1042 00:47:44,152 --> 00:47:46,071          She was his family.         1043 00:47:46,905 --> 00:47:49,032      So I guess, I don't know...     1044 00:47:49,074 --> 00:47:52,202            I guess two is                  all being a family takes.      1045 00:47:52,244 --> 00:47:54,413            Maybe even one.           1046 00:47:58,667 --> 00:48:00,752            [gulls crying]            1047 00:48:03,547 --> 00:48:05,465              Irina. Hi.              1048 00:48:06,383 --> 00:48:08,802       I'm A.D.A. Decourcy Ward.      1049 00:48:08,844 --> 00:48:10,971     I, uh, see you like running.     1050 00:48:11,013 --> 00:48:12,806           Irina, uh, look,           1051 00:48:12,848 --> 00:48:14,224       I know you're frightened       1052 00:48:14,266 --> 00:48:15,225          and you're dealing                with a lot of pressures.       1053 00:48:15,267 --> 00:48:16,602      But with you as a witness,      1054 00:48:16,643 --> 00:48:18,770       we can build a solid case                 against Dryden.           1055 00:48:18,812 --> 00:48:21,440     Even if I wanted to testify,                which I don't,            1056 00:48:21,481 --> 00:48:23,400     which part of "they will hurt          me" don't you understand?      1057 00:48:23,442 --> 00:48:25,444      Did Sinclair threaten you?      1058 00:48:25,485 --> 00:48:27,195    No. A policeman threatened me.    1059 00:48:27,237 --> 00:48:29,364           Which policeman?           1060 00:48:29,406 --> 00:48:31,533    I don't think he said his name.               [sniffles]              1061 00:48:31,575 --> 00:48:33,201            When was this?            1062 00:48:33,243 --> 00:48:36,204                [sighs]                            Last April.             1063 00:48:36,246 --> 00:48:39,124        He cornered me in front             of Mary Chung Restaurant       1064 00:48:39,166 --> 00:48:40,459         on a Thursday night.         1065 00:48:40,500 --> 00:48:43,211        If-if you can say this                   in a courtroom,           1066 00:48:43,253 --> 00:48:45,172             I promise you                     24-hour protection.         1067 00:48:45,213 --> 00:48:48,425              [chuckles]                  Protected from Boston Police     1068 00:48:48,467 --> 00:48:50,552         by the Boston Police?        1069 00:48:50,594 --> 00:48:52,179         I'll be a dead woman                     by midnight.             1070 00:48:52,220 --> 00:48:55,390                No. No.                   Not with a cop that I trust.     1071 00:48:55,432 --> 00:48:57,726        [inhales deeply, sighs]       1072 00:48:57,768 --> 00:48:59,895      Look, e-even a psychiatrist                 will tell you            1073 00:48:59,937 --> 00:49:01,021     that confronting your abuser     1074 00:49:01,063 --> 00:49:03,190         will start your road                     to recovery.             1075 00:49:04,399 --> 00:49:06,276      Freud and Jung were idiots.     1076 00:49:08,570 --> 00:49:11,239  All right, then. How about this?  1077 00:49:11,281 --> 00:49:13,659        There's joy in revenge.       1078 00:49:13,700 --> 00:49:16,078           [chuckles softly]          1079 00:49:16,119 --> 00:49:18,538      Spoken like a true Russian.     1080 00:49:18,580 --> 00:49:20,749              My babushka                     always used to say...        1081 00:49:20,791 --> 00:49:22,793             [speaks Russian]          1082 00:49:22,834 --> 00:49:23,794           Revenge is sweet.          1083 00:49:23,835 --> 00:49:24,962            Like ice cream.           1084 00:49:25,003 --> 00:49:26,546                 Hmm.                 1085 00:49:26,588 --> 00:49:28,632            [gulls crying]            1086 00:49:29,633 --> 00:49:33,095           [inhales, sighs]           1087 00:49:36,765 --> 00:49:38,809               [dialing]              1088 00:49:42,980 --> 00:49:44,606               [exhales]              1089 00:49:48,068 --> 00:49:50,320            [phone ringing]           1090 00:50:00,122 --> 00:50:02,332       [phone continues ringing]      1091 00:50:05,335 --> 00:50:07,587             Come on, Jen.                 Pick up the fucking phone.      1092 00:50:07,629 --> 00:50:08,797               Come on.               1093 00:50:08,839 --> 00:50:11,133           [inhales deeply]           1094 00:50:11,174 --> 00:50:12,592           [exhales sharply]          1095 00:50:23,812 --> 00:50:25,522             [phone rings]            1096 00:50:25,564 --> 00:50:27,232            [clears throat]                          Hello?                1097 00:50:27,274 --> 00:50:28,525                Bendrops.              1098 00:50:28,567 --> 00:50:30,527      Hiya, Dad. How you feeling?     1099 00:50:30,569 --> 00:50:33,030          Oh, like a million                     tax-free bucks.           1100 00:50:33,071 --> 00:50:35,407    Dr. Boyd says I'm gonna get out         of here in the morning.       1101 00:50:35,449 --> 00:50:37,701               -[grunts]                           -That's great.           1102 00:50:37,743 --> 00:50:39,870     Hey. You heard from your ma?     1103 00:50:39,911 --> 00:50:42,706     No, not since I left Boston.                     Why?                 1104 00:50:42,748 --> 00:50:45,042       Ah, no reason. Just asking.     1105 00:50:45,083 --> 00:50:47,377     You two get in another fight?    1106 00:50:47,419 --> 00:50:49,379               Sorta. Yeah.            1107 00:50:49,421 --> 00:50:51,882               About what?             1108 00:50:54,885 --> 00:50:56,053           [inhales deeply]           1109 00:50:56,094 --> 00:50:57,888            My ex-roommate.           1110 00:50:57,929 --> 00:50:59,181                   Ex?                 1111 00:50:59,222 --> 00:51:01,391         What happened to Xavier?      1112 00:51:01,433 --> 00:51:03,894               [grunts]                Same thing happens to all of us.  1113 00:51:03,935 --> 00:51:05,395               He was here             1114 00:51:05,437 --> 00:51:07,439            and now he's gone.         1115 00:51:09,441 --> 00:51:11,860    Well, you know how, like, uh...  1116 00:51:11,902 --> 00:51:14,571    when an asshole says something,                you know,              1117 00:51:14,613 --> 00:51:15,906     you just kind of ignore him?     1118 00:51:15,947 --> 00:51:17,574        'Cause he's an asshole.       1119 00:51:17,616 --> 00:51:21,078     But if you ignore what he is     1120 00:51:21,119 --> 00:51:24,247            and just think               about what he said, it just...    1121 00:51:24,289 --> 00:51:26,249             makes you...                            [sighs]               1122 00:51:26,291 --> 00:51:28,168           think, you know?           1123 00:51:28,210 --> 00:51:30,587    Yeah, Jackie and me, we used to     eat out all the time, you know?  1124 00:51:30,629 --> 00:51:32,506             Before Benny.                Then, when Benny was little,     1125 00:51:32,547 --> 00:51:34,257      you know, Ma would babysit.     1126 00:51:34,299 --> 00:51:36,093          But, uh, you know,          1127 00:51:36,134 --> 00:51:37,803         whenever Jackie and I                would go out to eat,         1128 00:51:37,844 --> 00:51:39,304      the food was never as good            as what you make at home       1129 00:51:39,346 --> 00:51:40,931     and it was so expensive, too.    1130 00:51:40,972 --> 00:51:43,308        You really want to talk            about your husband tonight?     1131 00:51:43,350 --> 00:51:44,643              -[chuckles]                     -Over dinner with me?        1132 00:51:44,684 --> 00:51:45,977              -[chuckles]                            -I'm...               1133 00:51:46,019 --> 00:51:48,063        God, I'm not very good                  with small talk.           1134 00:51:48,105 --> 00:51:50,232              -[chuckles]                  -Oh, well, there she goes.      1135 00:51:50,273 --> 00:51:52,275                -What?                        -Belittling yourself.        1136 00:51:52,317 --> 00:51:54,277    Jenny Rohr's fallback position.  1137 00:51:54,319 --> 00:51:56,279              Yeah, I...                        [chuckles softly]          1138 00:51:56,321 --> 00:51:58,490         I guess I just, uh...        1139 00:51:58,532 --> 00:52:01,034        I feel a little guilty.       1140 00:52:01,076 --> 00:52:03,954         Good old guilt, huh?         1141 00:52:06,373 --> 00:52:07,958             When I, uh...            1142 00:52:07,999 --> 00:52:10,961      when I was a boy growing up               in Belfast, uh...          1143 00:52:11,002 --> 00:52:14,297        I was taught to believe        certain things about God and sin  1144 00:52:14,339 --> 00:52:16,133            and sex and...            1145 00:52:16,174 --> 00:52:17,717     And I followed all the rules.    1146 00:52:17,759 --> 00:52:19,094             Religiously?             1147 00:52:19,136 --> 00:52:20,137                 Yes.                 1148 00:52:20,178 --> 00:52:21,555              [chuckles]              1149 00:52:21,596 --> 00:52:24,141     But, uh, when I left Belfast     1150 00:52:24,182 --> 00:52:25,892       -to attend university...                     -Mm-hmm.               1151 00:52:25,934 --> 00:52:29,688     ...I encountered a much wider        world than I'd ever imagined.    1152 00:52:30,188 --> 00:52:32,149        There were temptations                     everywhere.             1153 00:52:32,190 --> 00:52:34,609        And in the years since,       1154 00:52:34,651 --> 00:52:37,362      my desires have only grown.     1155 00:52:38,113 --> 00:52:39,614               [exhales]                          I don't know.            1156 00:52:39,656 --> 00:52:42,492         Maybe this, this need                 to live a full life         1157 00:52:42,534 --> 00:52:45,537           is just taking me                 down the road to hell.        1158 00:52:46,371 --> 00:52:48,915       Or maybe up to paradise.       1159 00:52:50,041 --> 00:52:51,501              [stammers]              1160 00:52:51,543 --> 00:52:54,629    Being under anesthesia, it's...               [chuckles]              1161 00:52:54,671 --> 00:52:56,840          You-you don't know               if you've been under, like,     1162 00:52:56,882 --> 00:52:58,300      five minutes or five years.     1163 00:52:58,341 --> 00:53:00,051           It's like you're...         1164 00:53:02,095 --> 00:53:03,430  It's like you're dead, you know?  1165 00:53:03,471 --> 00:53:06,266       And, uh, then you wake up      1166 00:53:06,308 --> 00:53:08,310           and you're blurry          1167 00:53:08,351 --> 00:53:11,062                and...                             [stammers]              1168 00:53:11,104 --> 00:53:12,564          then you're clear.          1169 00:53:13,315 --> 00:53:15,483               A-And...               1170 00:53:15,525 --> 00:53:18,361      you know, just makes you...     1171 00:53:19,863 --> 00:53:22,365      ...appreciate what you got.     1172 00:53:23,909 --> 00:53:25,702               You know?              1173 00:53:27,245 --> 00:53:29,122               [scoffs]                                Aw.                 1174 00:53:29,164 --> 00:53:32,125  Sure you got better things to do      than listen to me ramble on.     1175 00:53:32,167 --> 00:53:34,711     Yeah. All right, sweetheart.     1176 00:53:34,753 --> 00:53:36,213               [exhales]              1177 00:53:36,254 --> 00:53:38,131       Good night. Sleep tight.       1178 00:53:38,173 --> 00:53:39,382              You, too, Dad.           1179 00:53:39,424 --> 00:53:41,509               I love you.             1180 00:53:41,551 --> 00:53:43,011     [woman] [over P.A.]   Dr. Wade.    1181 00:53:43,053 --> 00:53:45,388           Dr. Jacqueline Wade                    to the ER, please.         1182 00:53:45,430 --> 00:53:47,390               [dialing]              1183 00:53:57,400 --> 00:54:00,570      You're a remarkable woman,                     Jenny.                1184 00:54:00,612 --> 00:54:03,907      You move through this world               without pretense.          1185 00:54:03,949 --> 00:54:05,408               But sadly                    we don't live in a world       1186 00:54:05,450 --> 00:54:07,577     that values a genuine heart.     1187 00:54:07,619 --> 00:54:09,871    Is that all you think about me?  1188 00:54:09,913 --> 00:54:12,582         You know, that I'm...                   unpretentious?            1189 00:54:14,417 --> 00:54:16,461                I think                    a lot of things about you.      1190 00:54:17,420 --> 00:54:19,673    But ultimately I don't matter.    1191 00:54:19,714 --> 00:54:20,924       What do you think of you?      1192 00:54:22,092 --> 00:54:24,177                 Uh...                             [chuckles]              1193 00:54:24,219 --> 00:54:25,929                 Um...                1194 00:54:25,971 --> 00:54:27,264  I don't know. I guess, you know,  1195 00:54:27,305 --> 00:54:30,016    so many things have gone wrong                 in my life.             1196 00:54:30,058 --> 00:54:31,893               I, uh...               1197 00:54:31,935 --> 00:54:34,938         I don't really think                   I'm worth loving.          1198 00:54:34,980 --> 00:54:36,439             You're wrong.            1199 00:54:36,481 --> 00:54:37,774               -You are.                           -[chuckles]             1200 00:54:37,816 --> 00:54:40,235    You are. You are worth loving.    1201 00:54:40,277 --> 00:54:41,444            Darling Jenny.            1202 00:54:41,486 --> 00:54:42,570            [match strikes]           1203 00:54:42,612 --> 00:54:45,615        [soft piano music playing]     1204 00:54:45,657 --> 00:54:47,993                                      1205 00:54:49,744 --> 00:54:51,663          You know, last time                    you kissed me.            1206 00:54:53,498 --> 00:54:55,792     This time I want to kiss you.    1207 00:54:55,834 --> 00:54:57,460        "Try a Little Tenderness"                by Otis Redding           1208 00:54:57,502 --> 00:54:59,170             Are you sure?            1209 00:54:59,212 --> 00:55:00,630                                      1210 00:55:00,672 --> 00:55:03,842   You won't regret it, no, no     1211 00:55:04,426 --> 00:55:07,262               Young girls,                    they don't forget it        1212 00:55:07,304 --> 00:55:09,431                  Love               1213 00:55:09,472 --> 00:55:11,558             Is their whole          1214 00:55:11,599 --> 00:55:14,019               Happiness             1215 00:55:14,060 --> 00:55:15,979                  Yeah               1216 00:55:18,481 --> 00:55:22,485          But it's all so easy       1217 00:55:22,527 --> 00:55:25,030        All you got to do is try     1218 00:55:25,071 --> 00:55:26,990              Try a little           1219 00:55:27,032 --> 00:55:28,575               Tenderness            1220 00:55:28,616 --> 00:55:29,993                  Yeah               1221 00:55:30,035 --> 00:55:32,996       All you got to do is, man     1222 00:55:33,038 --> 00:55:35,498   Hold her where you want her     1223 00:55:35,540 --> 00:55:38,293   Squeeze her, don't tease her   1224 00:55:38,335 --> 00:55:40,420            Never leave her          1225 00:55:40,462 --> 00:55:42,839          Get to her, try, try       1226 00:55:42,881 --> 00:55:45,508   Just try a little tenderness   1227 00:55:45,550 --> 00:55:46,926            Yeah, yeah, yeah         1228 00:55:46,968 --> 00:55:49,679                 You got                      to rub her gentle, man       1229 00:55:49,721 --> 00:55:51,681   All you got to do, don't got   1230 00:55:51,723 --> 00:55:53,600        Don't bruise her, no, no     1231 00:55:53,641 --> 00:55:55,852           You got to love her,                     tease her              1232 00:55:55,894 --> 00:55:57,854           Don't squeeze her         1233 00:55:57,896 --> 00:56:00,357          Got to try, na-na-na       1234 00:56:00,398 --> 00:56:03,360   Try, try a little tenderness   1235 00:56:03,401 --> 00:56:05,403               Yeah, yeah            1236 00:56:05,445 --> 00:56:08,490       All you got to do is, man     1237 00:56:08,531 --> 00:56:10,867   Hold her where you want her     1238 00:56:10,909 --> 00:56:13,828   Squeeze her, don't tease her   1239 00:56:13,870 --> 00:56:15,538            Never leave her