1 00:00:01,302 --> 00:00:02,836 Previously on Before The 90 Days... 2 00:00:15,883 --> 00:00:18,152 Finally I am engaged. 3 00:00:19,720 --> 00:00:20,554 Mmm! 4 00:00:23,357 --> 00:00:25,959 Happy birthday, princess. 5 00:00:25,959 --> 00:00:30,764 I can't believe that Statler has booked a full castle for my birthday. 6 00:00:32,833 --> 00:00:34,468 Statler makes me feel safe, 7 00:00:34,468 --> 00:00:37,538 so maybe I shouldn't be pushing away 8 00:00:37,538 --> 00:00:39,873 the happily ever after that I've always wanted. 9 00:00:42,009 --> 00:00:46,347 Ask your mother why her and your ex-wife didn't get along. 10 00:00:54,722 --> 00:00:57,057 - Do you think we match? - I don't know. 11 00:00:57,057 --> 00:00:58,792 They tell me different things. 12 00:01:07,301 --> 00:01:09,537 To be totally honest with you, 13 00:01:09,537 --> 00:01:14,975 I did call a private investigator to look into your background. 14 00:01:34,862 --> 00:01:36,897 See, this is the thing is, like, making me seem like 15 00:01:36,897 --> 00:01:40,501 I'm, like, seeking out lone women at bars all the time 16 00:01:40,501 --> 00:01:41,702 - No, that's... okay. - to have conversations with 17 00:01:45,439 --> 00:01:47,175 How am I gonna be able to be with somebody 18 00:01:47,175 --> 00:01:49,777 who can't even tell how I feel? 19 00:01:49,777 --> 00:01:52,446 I don't know if I can go on if this is gonna continue. 20 00:01:56,984 --> 00:01:59,687 All you do is to compare me to your family, 21 00:01:59,687 --> 00:02:04,858 to just let me know that they are more important than me. 22 00:02:04,858 --> 00:02:08,629 I'm breaking up with you because I believe that this is the best decision. 23 00:02:09,263 --> 00:02:10,097 Walk away. 24 00:02:12,366 --> 00:02:13,201 I can't stay here. 25 00:02:14,435 --> 00:02:15,269 It's over. 26 00:02:31,219 --> 00:02:33,887 - Oh, look how beautiful that is. - Yes, I know. 27 00:02:33,887 --> 00:02:35,055 Looks so pretty. 28 00:02:42,563 --> 00:02:44,064 - It's nice, right? - Yeah. 29 00:02:45,098 --> 00:02:46,867 Today is our last day in Croatia, 30 00:02:46,867 --> 00:02:51,472 so Razvan planned a beach day with us and his family. 31 00:02:51,472 --> 00:02:55,809 And while things did get tense yesterday at his family's house, 32 00:02:55,809 --> 00:02:57,678 we're in a much better place today. 33 00:02:59,313 --> 00:03:00,248 Mmm. 34 00:03:05,152 --> 00:03:06,887 Oh, my God. 35 00:03:06,887 --> 00:03:08,155 Well, no, continue. 36 00:03:08,256 --> 00:03:09,890 - No, I'm stopping! - No, I like it. 37 00:03:09,890 --> 00:03:11,058 You like it last night. 38 00:03:13,060 --> 00:03:16,764 Last night we had sex, I think, four times. 39 00:03:17,265 --> 00:03:18,699 Oh. 40 00:03:18,699 --> 00:03:21,535 She just come to me, grab me, and tell me, 41 00:03:21,535 --> 00:03:25,038 "You need to [bleep] me right now." 42 00:03:32,713 --> 00:03:36,417 in that moment, and it was a nice release. 43 00:03:37,951 --> 00:03:40,388 Hello, guys. Here are some of these for you to look. 44 00:03:41,522 --> 00:03:42,623 - Thank you. - Thank you. 45 00:03:45,092 --> 00:03:46,527 I want a mojito. 46 00:03:47,094 --> 00:03:48,195 So a mojito 47 00:03:48,296 --> 00:03:50,364 and two energy drinks. 48 00:03:51,399 --> 00:03:54,835 I cannot say I'm 100% back to the relationship, 49 00:03:54,835 --> 00:03:58,606 but I'm happy that she's trying. 50 00:04:00,474 --> 00:04:05,178 I just want to live in the present and see how things are. 51 00:04:06,213 --> 00:04:07,515 - Hey. Good morning. - Hi. 52 00:04:10,318 --> 00:04:11,452 Hi. 53 00:04:12,353 --> 00:04:14,422 Oh. 54 00:04:17,391 --> 00:04:18,225 Okay. 55 00:04:20,227 --> 00:04:21,762 Oh, I see you got company. 56 00:04:21,762 --> 00:04:23,497 Huh? 57 00:04:23,497 --> 00:04:24,998 What do you want? You want something? 58 00:04:26,166 --> 00:04:29,803 So, one pizza. - Sure. Okay. 59 00:04:29,803 --> 00:04:32,906 And, for me, a margherita. 60 00:04:34,141 --> 00:04:37,345 French fries for me. Thank you. 61 00:04:37,345 --> 00:04:41,349 Tell your mom that I had a really nice time last night 62 00:04:41,349 --> 00:04:43,517 - and she's an amazing cook. - Um... 63 00:04:53,627 --> 00:04:56,063 She's glad that you like her. 64 00:04:58,499 --> 00:04:59,900 She also like you. 65 00:05:01,402 --> 00:05:03,371 - Not that much but she likes you. - Did she say that? 66 00:05:08,376 --> 00:05:12,413 - Are you gonna put on your swimsuit? - Yeah, going now. 67 00:05:16,450 --> 00:05:22,390 Yeah, so, what do you think about Razvan? 68 00:05:22,390 --> 00:05:29,463 I think he's a really good guy with such a good, pure heart. That's why I love him. 69 00:05:29,463 --> 00:05:33,066 I was really nervous about my kids liking him, 70 00:05:33,066 --> 00:05:34,602 but they get along so good. 71 00:05:52,786 --> 00:05:53,921 Oh, thank you. 72 00:05:53,921 --> 00:05:55,255 Okay, should I put it maybe over here? 73 00:05:55,255 --> 00:05:56,524 - Uh, yeah. - Thank you. 74 00:05:58,492 --> 00:06:00,160 Oh, look at this food. 75 00:06:05,065 --> 00:06:06,199 Uh... 76 00:06:18,812 --> 00:06:19,647 Oh. 77 00:06:25,819 --> 00:06:31,892 I do love Amanda, but the last days have been incredible confusing for me. 78 00:06:31,892 --> 00:06:35,262 I'm having a hard time to know what to do. 79 00:06:35,262 --> 00:06:37,965 My mother's opinion really matters, 80 00:06:37,965 --> 00:06:41,068 so I want to see what she thinks about Amanda. 81 00:06:56,083 --> 00:07:00,721 When Razvan asks his mom to talk it makes me anxious 82 00:07:00,721 --> 00:07:05,325 because I don't know what him and his mom are gonna be discussing. 83 00:07:05,325 --> 00:07:12,399 I really hope that Razvan does not bring up our fights that we've had 84 00:07:12,500 --> 00:07:14,234 because I don't want her to get the wrong impression 85 00:07:14,234 --> 00:07:18,238 or have a bad view of our relationship. 86 00:09:47,287 --> 00:09:49,356 My trip has gone down the drain. 87 00:09:49,356 --> 00:09:51,925 This trip I thought that was gonna be so amazing 88 00:09:51,925 --> 00:09:53,126 is just... 89 00:09:58,331 --> 00:10:01,735 I'm going back to the apartment alone because... 90 00:10:03,503 --> 00:10:07,140 ...Jasmine decided to end our relationship. 91 00:10:09,042 --> 00:10:10,844 I'm heartbroken 92 00:10:12,312 --> 00:10:13,814 because she's the love of my life. 93 00:10:13,814 --> 00:10:15,082 I expected to marry her. 94 00:10:19,486 --> 00:10:23,123 I'm angry as well because I feel like 95 00:10:23,123 --> 00:10:27,060 I've tried very hard in this relationship to make her happy. 96 00:10:29,362 --> 00:10:33,433 And I'm just so tired of her losing it like this. 97 00:10:35,903 --> 00:10:39,572 And she'll probably continue to do so, you know, in the future 98 00:10:39,572 --> 00:10:40,440 and I don't want that. 99 00:10:42,409 --> 00:10:43,877 So I'm gonna pack my things 100 00:10:44,544 --> 00:10:45,779 and I'm going home. 101 00:11:26,553 --> 00:11:28,521 Like... 102 00:11:37,798 --> 00:11:39,466 Because I love you, Gino. 103 00:11:44,872 --> 00:11:46,673 Mmm. 104 00:11:58,418 --> 00:12:01,989 I get angry, so angry, and I, like... 105 00:12:26,346 --> 00:12:29,983 We have had very bad moments and argument. 106 00:12:29,983 --> 00:12:31,551 I feel like I ruin it, you know, 107 00:12:31,551 --> 00:12:33,086 because 108 00:12:33,086 --> 00:12:37,324 I keep bringing some, like, big baggage that I have. 109 00:12:39,092 --> 00:12:42,295 So [sniffs] I felt to myself, like, 110 00:12:42,295 --> 00:12:43,897 the best that could happen to Gino 111 00:12:43,897 --> 00:12:45,265 was just to take a plane 112 00:12:45,265 --> 00:12:48,001 and forget about my existence in Panama 113 00:12:48,001 --> 00:12:49,970 and everything that we ever had. 114 00:12:51,939 --> 00:12:52,840 But... 115 00:12:54,574 --> 00:12:57,510 ...you really know how much you love a person 116 00:12:57,510 --> 00:13:00,848 when you imagine your life without that person. 117 00:13:08,421 --> 00:13:10,490 Physically sick. 118 00:13:10,490 --> 00:13:13,193 I feel like I cannot be without him. 119 00:13:18,866 --> 00:13:19,699 Are you mad at me? 120 00:13:22,735 --> 00:13:24,872 - And I'm sorry, baby. - I'm not mad at you. 121 00:13:24,872 --> 00:13:28,541 Your family is important, I get it. 122 00:13:30,911 --> 00:13:34,882 - Yeah, they are to me. - And I have to earn that place 123 00:13:34,882 --> 00:13:37,017 and be the most important person in your life. 124 00:13:37,017 --> 00:13:41,088 I'm gonna earn it because I want to be your wife. 125 00:13:41,922 --> 00:13:43,156 I don't want to lose you. 126 00:13:48,996 --> 00:13:52,799 Well, I mean, I don't want you to be angry and blowing up at me, 127 00:13:52,900 --> 00:13:56,904 and I want to, I don't want, it's not easy to handle that for me. 128 00:13:59,206 --> 00:14:02,209 We've known each other for two-and-a-half years now, 129 00:14:02,209 --> 00:14:05,378 and it's like something that we can't overcome. 130 00:14:11,484 --> 00:14:13,420 It breaks my heart to see Jasmine crying. 131 00:14:14,221 --> 00:14:15,055 Um... 132 00:14:18,358 --> 00:14:21,328 You know, I want to save our relationship, I really do. 133 00:14:22,062 --> 00:14:22,930 I love her. 134 00:14:23,931 --> 00:14:26,133 But... 135 00:14:26,133 --> 00:14:32,172 ...after our talk in the park, she didn't seem very willing to try to work things out. 136 00:14:33,941 --> 00:14:35,075 I need to give you something. 137 00:14:37,210 --> 00:14:38,045 Okay. 138 00:14:39,179 --> 00:14:40,013 So just a minute. 139 00:14:42,049 --> 00:14:42,950 At this point... 140 00:14:44,284 --> 00:14:46,954 ...I'm not really feeling like anything's gonna change. 141 00:14:49,256 --> 00:14:50,090 I just... 142 00:14:51,959 --> 00:14:52,960 I'm confused. 143 00:15:01,301 --> 00:15:02,669 Could you please stand up? 144 00:15:08,541 --> 00:15:09,376 Baby. 145 00:15:16,149 --> 00:15:19,319 Like, ever since I met you, 146 00:15:19,319 --> 00:15:25,458 I crave your smell, your hugs, your kisses, 147 00:15:25,458 --> 00:15:28,661 and I know, baby, that I'm so [bleep] messed up. 148 00:15:29,796 --> 00:15:33,200 And I'm so crazy sometimes. 149 00:15:34,734 --> 00:15:37,170 But I promise that I'm gonna change. 150 00:15:39,239 --> 00:15:41,708 And this that I'm gonna show you... 151 00:15:49,516 --> 00:15:52,119 I'm sorry for being a bitch 152 00:15:52,119 --> 00:15:56,256 and wanting you to upgrade this ring. 153 00:15:57,190 --> 00:15:58,725 But you know what? 154 00:15:58,725 --> 00:16:05,598 Like, in my eyes, and for me this ring is priceless 155 00:16:05,598 --> 00:16:09,469 and not even all the money on the world can buy it 156 00:16:10,903 --> 00:16:15,142 because this is from the love of my life. 157 00:16:16,609 --> 00:16:17,444 So, Gino... 158 00:16:20,580 --> 00:16:24,417 Will you take me, like, as your fiancé back again? 159 00:16:24,417 --> 00:16:25,518 Will you marry me? 160 00:16:50,143 --> 00:16:50,977 Seriously? 161 00:16:51,611 --> 00:16:54,347 I don't know if I want kids. 162 00:16:54,347 --> 00:16:57,917 Statler has told me that she is open to having kids, 163 00:16:57,917 --> 00:17:00,653 so I'm a little bit confused to hear something different now. 164 00:17:23,576 --> 00:17:27,980 This is a beautiful country. Beautiful city. 165 00:17:27,980 --> 00:17:30,850 Even when it's raining it's just beautiful here. 166 00:17:33,453 --> 00:17:34,887 Yeah, I like it a lot. 167 00:17:36,523 --> 00:17:38,024 Are you sad that I'm leaving? 168 00:17:38,558 --> 00:17:40,127 Mmm. 169 00:17:40,127 --> 00:17:41,794 You have to think about it? 170 00:18:30,510 --> 00:18:32,379 You look beautiful. 171 00:18:32,379 --> 00:18:34,013 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 172 00:18:36,349 --> 00:18:37,517 Oh, hello. 173 00:18:37,517 --> 00:18:38,518 Oh, okay. 174 00:18:39,018 --> 00:18:40,720 Uh, you order first. 175 00:18:44,857 --> 00:18:47,694 Peach tea and, oh, ice cream. 176 00:18:47,694 --> 00:18:49,896 So I'm gonna have salted caramel. 177 00:18:50,697 --> 00:18:51,564 - Okay? - Okay. 178 00:18:51,564 --> 00:18:52,499 Okay. 179 00:18:52,499 --> 00:18:53,900 Yeah. 180 00:18:57,504 --> 00:19:01,208 Why you look sad? - Because I'm leaving. 181 00:19:02,975 --> 00:19:05,212 I don't want to necessarily leave. 182 00:19:05,212 --> 00:19:07,447 For the most part I really enjoyed myself, 183 00:19:07,947 --> 00:19:09,382 so, yeah. 184 00:19:09,382 --> 00:19:10,650 - Mmm. - I'm gonna be, oh. 185 00:19:12,419 --> 00:19:13,620 Oh, wow. 186 00:19:13,620 --> 00:19:15,054 You want to share this with me? 187 00:19:15,054 --> 00:19:17,324 - Mmm, no. - No? 188 00:19:17,324 --> 00:19:21,361 So I'm gonna be a fat kid by myself? Okay, that's fine. 189 00:19:22,929 --> 00:19:25,932 So I, you know, I feel really bad 190 00:19:25,932 --> 00:19:27,600 about the private investigator, 191 00:19:27,600 --> 00:19:31,037 and I really just want to apologize. 192 00:19:34,140 --> 00:19:38,511 I had a lot of questions that I wanted answers to when I came here, 193 00:19:38,511 --> 00:19:43,683 but I realized that the thing that matter the most 194 00:19:43,683 --> 00:19:45,952 was us being able to communicate properly. 195 00:19:47,387 --> 00:19:48,488 Did you um... 196 00:19:50,122 --> 00:19:53,860 Did you enjoy my time here, like, me coming to visit you? 197 00:19:55,995 --> 00:19:56,829 Mmm... 198 00:20:31,831 --> 00:20:32,665 Yeah. 199 00:20:33,900 --> 00:20:35,502 Yeah, we have a history. 200 00:20:36,102 --> 00:20:38,170 Two years, man. 201 00:20:38,170 --> 00:20:40,707 Can't just walk away from two years without really trying, 202 00:20:40,707 --> 00:20:41,741 and I realize... 203 00:20:43,943 --> 00:20:46,078 100 years? 204 00:20:47,280 --> 00:20:48,180 We'll try. 205 00:20:48,180 --> 00:20:49,916 You know, we owe it to each other, 206 00:20:49,916 --> 00:20:53,219 we owe it to ourselves to make a real effort. 207 00:21:01,328 --> 00:21:03,996 I feel that we are moving in the right direction. 208 00:21:03,996 --> 00:21:06,333 I feel that we have a strong understanding. 209 00:21:06,333 --> 00:21:08,134 We're having better conversations. 210 00:21:08,134 --> 00:21:11,471 So I do believe this relationship is fixable. 211 00:21:25,217 --> 00:21:26,052 Yes. 212 00:21:26,886 --> 00:21:28,988 Yes, ma'am. 213 00:21:36,195 --> 00:21:37,997 - Oh, my luggage? - Your luggage. 214 00:21:37,997 --> 00:21:39,632 - Yes. - Yeah, that would be nice. 215 00:21:39,632 --> 00:21:42,969 We get to spend a little bit more time together before I leave. 216 00:21:42,969 --> 00:21:44,371 That would be awesome. 217 00:21:45,572 --> 00:21:46,706 Yeah. 218 00:21:47,807 --> 00:21:50,377 Is it a date tomorrow morning? 219 00:21:50,377 --> 00:21:52,078 - It's a date? - Mmm-hmm. 220 00:21:55,382 --> 00:22:00,553 After yesterday, Violet, by right, could have said 221 00:22:00,553 --> 00:22:02,522 she didn't want to speak to me again. 222 00:22:02,522 --> 00:22:04,891 But I can see and I know that she still cares, 223 00:22:04,891 --> 00:22:07,394 and she hasn't given up on us. 224 00:22:07,394 --> 00:22:09,962 We both have a hard time expressing ourselves, 225 00:22:09,962 --> 00:22:15,435 but time is running out and I still really want to solidify this relationship. 226 00:22:15,435 --> 00:22:18,605 So there's something I want to tell her 227 00:22:18,605 --> 00:22:20,306 before I get on that plane tomorrow. 228 00:22:37,123 --> 00:22:38,425 Wow. 229 00:22:38,425 --> 00:22:40,427 Oh, look, it's the dining room. 230 00:22:40,427 --> 00:22:42,094 Would you care to pass me the sugar? 231 00:22:42,094 --> 00:22:44,130 I will if I could have the servant to do it. 232 00:22:44,130 --> 00:22:45,632 En garde. 233 00:22:45,632 --> 00:22:47,434 Ha, ha, ha! 234 00:22:47,434 --> 00:22:48,935 Look at this! 235 00:22:48,935 --> 00:22:52,439 This is how proper royalty takes, like, a dump. 236 00:22:52,439 --> 00:22:55,642 - Wow! - I've never seen grass this green. 237 00:22:56,443 --> 00:22:58,110 Can see for miles. 238 00:23:08,721 --> 00:23:10,523 We just arrived in Scotland yesterday, 239 00:23:10,523 --> 00:23:12,592 and today is Dempsey's birthday 240 00:23:12,592 --> 00:23:14,060 so I'm hoping to make this 241 00:23:14,060 --> 00:23:15,962 the most memorable birthday ever. 242 00:23:17,864 --> 00:23:21,601 We definitely did have castle sex. Check that off the list. 243 00:23:21,601 --> 00:23:26,272 And now we're driving to Edinburgh to get some sightseeing in. 244 00:23:43,823 --> 00:23:47,326 Everything's just been insane. It's just been magic. 245 00:23:48,327 --> 00:23:50,830 Stay in a castle? Come on. 246 00:23:52,131 --> 00:23:53,833 That was all you. 247 00:23:57,336 --> 00:24:00,607 I was having some doubts about Statler after she met my friends, 248 00:24:00,607 --> 00:24:03,009 but the time I've spent with Statler 249 00:24:03,009 --> 00:24:04,644 has been the happiest I've ever been 250 00:24:04,644 --> 00:24:05,512 in a relationship. 251 00:24:07,346 --> 00:24:11,518 And if anything goes wrong between me and Statler at this point 252 00:24:11,518 --> 00:24:13,853 I would be devastated. 253 00:24:15,688 --> 00:24:20,527 The idea of Statler moving in with me still scares me, 254 00:24:20,527 --> 00:24:25,197 but the more time we spend with each other I am warming up to the idea. 255 00:24:28,000 --> 00:24:29,368 You have the most beautiful eyes, 256 00:24:30,036 --> 00:24:32,271 aside from mine. 257 00:24:35,875 --> 00:24:38,144 We could just have our eyes have sex 258 00:24:38,144 --> 00:24:39,612 and make their own babies. 259 00:24:45,552 --> 00:24:48,688 I could be a full-time mom. 260 00:24:50,422 --> 00:24:51,257 Seriously? 261 00:24:52,258 --> 00:24:53,092 Dang. 262 00:24:58,097 --> 00:24:59,098 - You do? - Yeah. 263 00:24:59,098 --> 00:25:00,066 I feel like I wouldn't be that great. 264 00:25:03,936 --> 00:25:05,337 I don't know if I want kids. 265 00:25:09,942 --> 00:25:10,777 Yeah. 266 00:25:12,712 --> 00:25:15,081 Statler and I had conversations 267 00:25:15,081 --> 00:25:17,116 when we first started speaking, 268 00:25:17,116 --> 00:25:20,687 and she has told me that she is open to having kids. 269 00:25:20,687 --> 00:25:22,822 So I'm just a little bit confused 270 00:25:22,822 --> 00:25:24,591 to hear her say something different now. 271 00:25:26,826 --> 00:25:28,595 We're in Scotland. 272 00:25:28,595 --> 00:25:31,864 But she's planned this amazing birthday trip for me, 273 00:25:31,864 --> 00:25:34,166 and we're having such a great time, 274 00:25:34,166 --> 00:25:36,903 so I don't want to bring the mood down right now. 275 00:25:47,980 --> 00:25:50,282 - Hey, do you take requests? - Yeah, yeah. 276 00:25:50,282 --> 00:25:53,019 - Do you know "Happy Birthday?" - Uh, aye. 277 00:25:53,019 --> 00:25:54,721 It's her birthday so that would be neat. 278 00:25:59,992 --> 00:26:02,629 Statler makes me feel so special, 279 00:26:02,629 --> 00:26:05,231 but the whole topic of, you know, having kids 280 00:26:05,231 --> 00:26:07,800 is something that we need to discuss further 281 00:26:07,800 --> 00:26:11,738 because I do feel that we need to be on the same page about that 282 00:26:11,738 --> 00:26:16,442 before she goes back to the US or we get more serious. 283 00:26:17,009 --> 00:26:18,945 ♪ To me ♪ 284 00:26:20,279 --> 00:26:21,547 Whoo! 285 00:26:21,648 --> 00:26:22,448 Thank you. 286 00:30:25,357 --> 00:30:26,325 Uhh... 287 00:32:41,027 --> 00:32:43,829 I am so happy, happy, happy, happy. 288 00:32:45,331 --> 00:32:50,469 I know we still have a lot of things to work out, 289 00:32:50,469 --> 00:32:53,572 but I can't wait to marry David, 290 00:32:53,572 --> 00:32:55,607 and our family will be complete. 291 00:33:00,479 --> 00:33:02,548 I just really want to understand 292 00:33:02,548 --> 00:33:06,652 where we stand in terms of being exclusive. 293 00:33:06,652 --> 00:33:08,420 Some of the things that Christian said 294 00:33:08,420 --> 00:33:11,923 about his interactions with women were red flags to me, 295 00:33:11,923 --> 00:33:15,227 and I am worried about faithfulness. 296 00:33:15,227 --> 00:33:17,796 When I do go home are you still gonna be able to trust me? 297 00:33:39,518 --> 00:33:42,421 So I still haven't had a proper English breakfast. 298 00:33:42,421 --> 00:33:45,591 In Italy, people regularly have, like, sweet breakfast. 299 00:33:45,591 --> 00:33:48,094 - Like a slice of cake or something? - Yeah. 300 00:33:48,094 --> 00:33:50,396 Speaking of sweet, donuts. 301 00:33:51,097 --> 00:33:53,099 See what they've got. 302 00:33:55,134 --> 00:33:58,003 This looks interesting. 303 00:33:58,104 --> 00:34:01,773 - They're, like, very full of things. - Yes. 304 00:34:01,773 --> 00:34:04,843 - They're, like, a little overloaded. - Yeah. 305 00:34:07,779 --> 00:34:08,614 Cool. 306 00:34:10,982 --> 00:34:13,485 Christian and I only have a couple of days left 307 00:34:13,485 --> 00:34:14,986 in London together. 308 00:34:14,986 --> 00:34:18,257 And I am feeling really conflicted 309 00:34:18,257 --> 00:34:23,662 because on one end I think there's a true deep connection, 310 00:34:23,662 --> 00:34:26,332 and we are right for each other. 311 00:34:26,332 --> 00:34:29,835 But after Thanksgiving dinner, things have been tense. 312 00:34:29,835 --> 00:34:34,005 I feel like we still have these issues that we need to resolve. 313 00:34:34,005 --> 00:34:37,343 - We are going with pink fun one. - Yeah. 314 00:34:37,343 --> 00:34:39,511 - The very plain cinnamon and sugar. - Yeah. 315 00:34:39,511 --> 00:34:41,647 The toasted marshmallow. 316 00:34:41,647 --> 00:34:43,982 So many things that Christian said 317 00:34:43,982 --> 00:34:45,884 about his interactions with women 318 00:34:45,884 --> 00:34:48,287 were definitely red flags to me, 319 00:34:48,287 --> 00:34:51,357 and I, I am worried about faithfulness. 320 00:34:52,591 --> 00:34:54,960 Ship inserts. Beep-boop-beep-boop... 321 00:34:57,629 --> 00:35:01,467 Maybe Christian gets really easily bored or distracted, 322 00:35:01,467 --> 00:35:03,469 and perhaps that might 323 00:35:03,469 --> 00:35:06,071 unconsciously lead him to seek, you know, 324 00:35:07,339 --> 00:35:10,075 and even if it's not ill-intended, 325 00:35:10,176 --> 00:35:12,811 it's still putting yourself in a situation where 326 00:35:12,811 --> 00:35:15,414 cheating is a lot more likely. 327 00:35:15,414 --> 00:35:17,649 And if you're in a long-term relationship, 328 00:35:17,649 --> 00:35:20,386 especially us being long-distance at the moment, 329 00:35:20,386 --> 00:35:22,621 I don't want to have those worries. 330 00:35:22,621 --> 00:35:25,257 - Ooh. - This is the winner. 331 00:35:27,092 --> 00:35:30,262 - Big bite boy. - That is second, second-best. 332 00:35:36,202 --> 00:35:39,205 Now that our trip is coming to an end, 333 00:35:39,205 --> 00:35:41,106 I just want to make sure that 334 00:35:45,544 --> 00:35:48,214 I just really want to understand where we stand 335 00:35:48,214 --> 00:35:51,483 in terms of being exclusive 336 00:35:51,483 --> 00:35:53,319 after this trip is over. 337 00:35:55,020 --> 00:35:59,391 What do you mean, like, I'm gonna start a relationship with somebody else? 338 00:36:02,060 --> 00:36:03,829 I wanna remain exclusive. 339 00:36:03,829 --> 00:36:08,700 I don't feel any drive to be with anybody else. 340 00:36:08,700 --> 00:36:11,370 There's definitely things that have been discussed that maybe 341 00:36:11,370 --> 00:36:14,606 brought into question, you know, some of my, 342 00:36:14,606 --> 00:36:16,675 you know, anxieties or insecurities. 343 00:36:16,675 --> 00:36:17,876 For example, 344 00:36:21,146 --> 00:36:24,350 hang out with your already-existing female friends. 345 00:36:24,350 --> 00:36:27,586 But probably, it would not make me happy if you were to approach 346 00:36:27,586 --> 00:36:30,055 girls that appear to be single and just sitting on their own. 347 00:36:30,055 --> 00:36:32,057 That probably would not make me feel great. 348 00:36:35,594 --> 00:36:39,265 I mean, there's nothing in the way that I approach women in a bar 349 00:36:39,265 --> 00:36:42,268 that would lead them to think that I'm hitting on them. 350 00:36:42,268 --> 00:36:45,337 So, I feel like I have nothing to be guilty about. 351 00:36:47,739 --> 00:36:49,708 I, I knew that Cleo doesn't want me 352 00:36:49,708 --> 00:36:51,743 approaching women at bars. 353 00:36:51,743 --> 00:36:54,946 But hearing her say that it worries her that, 354 00:36:54,946 --> 00:36:56,648 you know, if I'm gonna be faithful or not, 355 00:36:56,648 --> 00:36:58,784 that's really unsettling for me. 356 00:36:58,784 --> 00:37:01,987 I don't like feeling held down. 357 00:37:01,987 --> 00:37:05,324 I don't like feeling that 358 00:37:05,324 --> 00:37:07,526 I need to change the way that I am. 359 00:37:08,427 --> 00:37:09,728 I'm a social butterfly, 360 00:37:09,728 --> 00:37:12,398 but there's nothing that I've done on this trip 361 00:37:12,398 --> 00:37:15,133 to give Cleo any reason 362 00:37:15,133 --> 00:37:16,167 to not trust me. 363 00:37:18,770 --> 00:37:21,473 When I do go home, like, 364 00:37:21,473 --> 00:37:24,410 I'm back to just being alone, me. 365 00:37:25,844 --> 00:37:28,013 Are you still gonna be able to trust me, you think? 366 00:37:31,417 --> 00:37:33,519 It is something that we would have to work on 367 00:37:33,519 --> 00:37:35,321 because it does not make me comfortable 368 00:37:35,321 --> 00:37:38,223 - if it's just a single girl, if she's sitting alone... - Like-- 369 00:37:38,324 --> 00:37:41,092 ...and you approaching her and offering, offering her drinks and... 370 00:37:41,092 --> 00:37:43,329 But I'm telling you, like, I'm with you. 371 00:37:54,473 --> 00:37:56,842 - What's wrong? - Just, like, I just... 372 00:37:58,777 --> 00:38:00,512 Babe? 373 00:38:01,947 --> 00:38:04,182 Babe, it's okay. It's all right. 374 00:38:07,519 --> 00:38:09,455 When I'm with you, I'm with you, all right? 375 00:38:09,455 --> 00:38:14,493 If I wanted to be going out on dates or picking up women, 376 00:38:14,493 --> 00:38:17,529 I would just not be in a relationship with you. 377 00:38:17,529 --> 00:38:20,666 Honestly, I think we're gonna be fine, to be honest. 378 00:38:20,666 --> 00:38:23,769 It's hard for me to fully trust Christian. 379 00:38:23,769 --> 00:38:26,104 I don't want him to change, you know, who he is, 380 00:38:26,104 --> 00:38:30,476 but I, I feel that should come natural to him to sort of understand that 381 00:38:30,476 --> 00:38:33,679 when you're in a relationship, that's not really how you behave. 382 00:38:35,381 --> 00:38:39,150 When it comes to relationships, I sometimes 383 00:38:39,150 --> 00:38:42,821 can ignore some things that might not be ideal 384 00:38:42,821 --> 00:38:46,157 because I fear that if I am overly critical, 385 00:38:46,157 --> 00:38:48,627 that that could, you know, ruin our relationship. 386 00:38:48,627 --> 00:38:52,531 And, and yeah, I'm worried that's what I'm doing with Christian. 387 00:38:53,899 --> 00:38:56,402 Because I am completely terrified 388 00:38:56,402 --> 00:38:58,670 of losing him. 389 00:39:03,442 --> 00:39:07,312 Will you take me, like, as your fiancé back again? 390 00:39:08,279 --> 00:39:09,781 Um... 391 00:39:22,260 --> 00:39:25,497 I had really good time with your family but 392 00:39:25,497 --> 00:39:26,898 it was like a different vibe, 393 00:39:26,898 --> 00:39:29,968 like, before you and your mom left, and then after. 394 00:39:29,968 --> 00:39:31,970 Like, what did you talk about? 395 00:39:31,970 --> 00:39:35,907 It feels like she's trying to make another fight between us. 396 00:39:35,907 --> 00:39:37,443 So, what did she say? 397 00:39:37,443 --> 00:39:40,011 - I don't know, like-- - You do know. 398 00:39:48,687 --> 00:39:49,988 Oh, my gosh. 399 00:40:00,832 --> 00:40:02,267 So, Gino, 400 00:40:05,103 --> 00:40:08,940 will you take me, like, as your fiancé back again? 401 00:40:08,940 --> 00:40:11,176 Will you marry me? 402 00:40:18,817 --> 00:40:20,151 Um... 403 00:40:22,020 --> 00:40:23,121 Mmm. 404 00:40:28,293 --> 00:40:29,561 Of course, I will. 405 00:40:35,967 --> 00:40:37,202 Forever and always. 406 00:40:38,136 --> 00:40:39,538 Aw, Baby. 407 00:40:46,512 --> 00:40:47,546 Mmm. 408 00:40:50,181 --> 00:40:54,185 We have so many big problems. It's a lot of back and forth. 409 00:40:54,185 --> 00:40:56,555 Honestly, I thought we are done. 410 00:40:58,757 --> 00:41:00,659 But once she got on one knee 411 00:41:01,693 --> 00:41:04,896 with the engagement ring she said she lost, 412 00:41:06,898 --> 00:41:10,536 it shows me that the commitment we made to each other still matters 413 00:41:10,536 --> 00:41:13,939 just as much to her as it does to me. 414 00:41:13,939 --> 00:41:18,009 And so, it gives me hope... you know, it gives me hope. 415 00:41:25,651 --> 00:41:26,952 I love you. 416 00:41:28,587 --> 00:41:29,621 - I know. - You know, 417 00:41:31,189 --> 00:41:32,924 Give me, give me chance. 418 00:41:32,924 --> 00:41:35,126 I'm gonna change. I'm gonna calm down. 419 00:41:37,362 --> 00:41:39,297 I believe you. 420 00:41:39,297 --> 00:41:42,200 We both work together... We both work together. 421 00:41:43,602 --> 00:41:49,474 I was actually super scared about Gino rejecting my proposal. 422 00:41:49,575 --> 00:41:51,276 And even if he did, 423 00:41:51,276 --> 00:41:53,111 I felt like I deserve it 424 00:41:53,111 --> 00:41:57,115 because of the mean things that I told him. 425 00:41:58,116 --> 00:42:00,385 Baby, I am so sorry. 426 00:42:01,019 --> 00:42:02,120 I love you, Baby, 427 00:42:02,120 --> 00:42:04,255 - and I have no doubt, like... - Aw. 428 00:42:04,255 --> 00:42:06,057 ...you are the love of my life, Baby. 429 00:42:07,425 --> 00:42:10,596 Aw. 430 00:42:10,596 --> 00:42:12,731 So, can we celebrate now? 431 00:42:13,699 --> 00:42:15,400 I don't know if we have wine. 432 00:42:16,434 --> 00:42:21,106 I will choose you one, one and a thousand life. 433 00:42:21,106 --> 00:42:24,610 That's so beautiful. I would choose you too. 434 00:42:26,444 --> 00:42:29,280 Oh, sorry. 435 00:42:30,248 --> 00:42:33,151 Oh, your... 436 00:42:35,887 --> 00:42:37,222 Oh, my God. 437 00:42:38,624 --> 00:42:39,625 Cheers. 438 00:42:40,626 --> 00:42:44,429 For us to work, 439 00:42:44,429 --> 00:42:47,465 to fix any problems we have and 440 00:42:47,465 --> 00:42:50,936 so we can have a long-lasting relationship. 441 00:42:50,936 --> 00:42:53,639 - I'm your gringo bonito. - You're my gringo, 442 00:42:53,639 --> 00:42:54,973 and I'm your Latina. 443 00:42:54,973 --> 00:42:56,942 - Always. - Yes. 444 00:42:56,942 --> 00:42:58,143 Cheers. 445 00:43:00,511 --> 00:43:02,247 When I was a little girl, like, 446 00:43:02,247 --> 00:43:07,052 the idea that I have of love was like a fairy tale. 447 00:43:07,052 --> 00:43:08,720 You know? 448 00:43:08,720 --> 00:43:12,223 But this is not a movie. We are two 449 00:43:12,223 --> 00:43:14,325 super imperfect people, 450 00:43:14,325 --> 00:43:18,563 and our love is not the best example to follow 451 00:43:18,664 --> 00:43:20,899 when it comes to a healthy relationship. 452 00:43:20,899 --> 00:43:23,301 I don't wanna be your sugar baby. 453 00:43:23,301 --> 00:43:26,672 I wanna be your wife, I wanna be your partner, 454 00:43:26,672 --> 00:43:28,707 but if you wanna be my sugar daddy, I won't be mad. 455 00:43:32,277 --> 00:43:34,980 I'm gonna start proudly wearing 456 00:43:34,980 --> 00:43:36,715 my engagement ring again. 457 00:43:36,715 --> 00:43:40,318 And it symbolizes all of the struggle 458 00:43:40,318 --> 00:43:41,753 that Gino and I have been through, 459 00:43:43,354 --> 00:43:46,892 because I know in my heart that he is my person. 460 00:43:48,426 --> 00:43:49,594 You want more? 461 00:43:50,595 --> 00:43:52,263 - Oops. - Oh, you wanna get drunk tonight. 462 00:43:55,300 --> 00:43:58,403 - Mmm-hmm. - Let's take off your socks. 463 00:44:00,071 --> 00:44:01,539 Yeah, my feet hurt. 464 00:44:01,539 --> 00:44:03,008 I know, Baby. 465 00:44:04,275 --> 00:44:07,746 You ready, Baby? 466 00:44:20,792 --> 00:44:22,127 For what? 467 00:44:22,127 --> 00:44:23,094 Pool? 468 00:44:23,094 --> 00:44:24,129 Yeah. 469 00:44:24,996 --> 00:44:26,564 Are we crossing? 470 00:44:29,835 --> 00:44:31,069 Oh, here we go. 471 00:44:33,739 --> 00:44:35,941 I always wanted to do this, like in the movies, you know? 472 00:44:35,941 --> 00:44:39,110 - Oh, yeah? - Like in New York, when you just stop the taxi. 473 00:44:39,110 --> 00:44:41,379 - You have to whistle, though. - Oh. 474 00:44:42,213 --> 00:44:43,749 - Do it. - Shoo. 475 00:44:43,749 --> 00:44:45,817 What? 476 00:44:49,187 --> 00:44:52,457 Tonight, Razvan is taking me on a date 477 00:44:52,457 --> 00:44:54,359 since it's our last night in Croatia. 478 00:44:54,359 --> 00:44:56,127 I think we have a lot to celebrate 479 00:44:56,127 --> 00:44:57,863 because we're doing much better, 480 00:44:57,863 --> 00:45:01,332 and we made it through a lot with meeting his family. 481 00:45:02,200 --> 00:45:04,770 Hello, did you hear my whistle? 482 00:45:07,605 --> 00:45:10,141 He's being, like, so caring and loving, 483 00:45:10,141 --> 00:45:12,643 but at the same time I am feeling insecure 484 00:45:12,643 --> 00:45:14,045 about Razvan's feelings 485 00:45:14,045 --> 00:45:16,381 because I am worried about 486 00:45:16,381 --> 00:45:18,984 what he said to his mother. 487 00:45:20,251 --> 00:45:23,488 After their walk, I feel like the vibe shifted, 488 00:45:23,488 --> 00:45:25,590 so whatever it is that they talked about, 489 00:45:25,590 --> 00:45:27,092 I feel like it wasn't good. 490 00:45:28,359 --> 00:45:29,594 Yeah. 491 00:45:29,594 --> 00:45:31,396 This looks strange. 492 00:45:36,601 --> 00:45:38,003 Uh, yeah. 493 00:45:39,637 --> 00:45:40,872 Have you played this before? 494 00:45:45,811 --> 00:45:46,945 Oh, okay. 495 00:45:49,314 --> 00:45:50,816 Should I back up over here? 496 00:45:50,816 --> 00:45:52,317 - Yeah. - Okay. 497 00:45:52,317 --> 00:45:54,485 - Here we go. - Okay. Let's see... 498 00:46:08,834 --> 00:46:11,436 - Okay, you do it, okay? You do it. - Oh, my God. 499 00:46:11,436 --> 00:46:13,438 - Just rerack them. - Oh, okay. 500 00:46:14,539 --> 00:46:20,245 I am, by far, better at pool than Razvan. 501 00:46:21,746 --> 00:46:24,615 - Oh, my God. That was good. - How was it? 502 00:46:28,519 --> 00:46:32,924 And it's true. 503 00:46:35,493 --> 00:46:36,561 Here we go. 504 00:46:40,331 --> 00:46:41,332 Yeah. 505 00:46:42,467 --> 00:46:44,970 I had really good time with your family, 506 00:46:44,970 --> 00:46:47,272 but it was like a different vibe, 507 00:46:47,272 --> 00:46:50,241 like, before you and your mom left, and then after. 508 00:46:51,276 --> 00:46:53,278 Well, yeah. 509 00:46:55,246 --> 00:46:56,982 Like, what did you talk about? 510 00:47:05,723 --> 00:47:07,692 - You told your mom about our fights? - Yes. 511 00:47:09,928 --> 00:47:15,901 Just to get an advice, like, how to handle some things, you know, between us. 512 00:47:15,901 --> 00:47:17,035 Yeah. 513 00:47:17,035 --> 00:47:19,304 Because I just wanted to hear what she said... 514 00:47:19,304 --> 00:47:21,172 - Yeah. - ...because maybe something new for me. 515 00:47:23,441 --> 00:47:24,910 So, what did she say? 516 00:47:26,044 --> 00:47:28,513 I, I don't know, like, 517 00:47:28,513 --> 00:47:29,948 - nothing-- - You do know. 518 00:47:33,284 --> 00:47:36,922 From my experience of being in a relationship, in a marriage, 519 00:47:36,922 --> 00:47:40,058 when you involve other people into your relationship 520 00:47:40,058 --> 00:47:42,493 for advice, for counsel, for whatever it may be, 521 00:47:42,493 --> 00:47:44,095 when you involve them too much, 522 00:47:44,095 --> 00:47:45,430 it becomes a problem. 523 00:47:45,430 --> 00:47:48,466 I know. I'm, I'm, yes, 524 00:47:51,937 --> 00:47:54,605 Hey, whatever. You're being annoying. It's your turn. 525 00:47:58,609 --> 00:48:00,111 This is why I talk her, 526 00:48:00,111 --> 00:48:02,047 because sometimes you just change. 527 00:48:03,281 --> 00:48:04,849 You just change your mood. 528 00:48:04,950 --> 00:48:07,052 - It's not about me. You just change. - Okay. 529 00:48:08,819 --> 00:48:11,856 I don't wanna have a fight. This is supposed to be a nice night. 530 00:48:11,957 --> 00:48:14,259 - I don't want to have a fight. - Yeah... 531 00:48:14,259 --> 00:48:15,360 I feel like you do. 532 00:48:18,196 --> 00:48:21,466 Things have been 533 00:48:21,466 --> 00:48:23,601 better between us. 534 00:48:23,601 --> 00:48:25,670 But I still have my doubts, 535 00:48:25,670 --> 00:48:28,173 and this is why. 536 00:48:30,575 --> 00:48:35,046 It feels like she's trying to make another fight between us. 537 00:48:36,047 --> 00:48:37,315 Your turn. 538 00:48:37,315 --> 00:48:39,650 We only have a few days left 539 00:48:39,650 --> 00:48:41,987 before Amanda will leave to U.S. 540 00:48:43,154 --> 00:48:44,622 And I'm really scared that 541 00:48:44,622 --> 00:48:46,424 may she will not be able to change. 542 00:48:54,165 --> 00:48:55,333 Hello. 543 00:48:55,333 --> 00:48:58,503 I invested so much into this relationship. 544 00:48:58,503 --> 00:49:00,538 I really don't wanna go home. 545 00:49:00,538 --> 00:49:03,241 I just wanna make sure 546 00:49:03,241 --> 00:49:07,112 we are committed to working on things, right? 547 00:49:07,112 --> 00:49:09,114 I have something very important I want to 548 00:49:09,114 --> 00:49:11,049 tell her before I leave Vietnam. 549 00:49:11,049 --> 00:49:14,319 I really care about you a lot. 550 00:49:40,145 --> 00:49:42,280 This is my last day in Vietnam, 551 00:49:42,280 --> 00:49:45,350 and Violet is coming to the hotel this morning to help me pack. 552 00:49:46,317 --> 00:49:48,419 She has a family obligation later, 553 00:49:48,419 --> 00:49:50,555 so that means she can't come to the airport. 554 00:49:50,555 --> 00:49:52,223 So, this is very important 555 00:49:52,223 --> 00:49:54,659 because this is the last few hours we have together. 556 00:49:56,594 --> 00:49:59,897 It's really sad that I'm leaving because I invested so much 557 00:49:59,897 --> 00:50:02,133 into this relationship over the last two years, 558 00:50:02,133 --> 00:50:05,303 and to be honest, I really don't wanna go home. 559 00:50:10,308 --> 00:50:13,144 - Hello, come on in. - Hello. 560 00:50:13,144 --> 00:50:14,645 - Good morning. - How are you? 561 00:50:14,645 --> 00:50:16,981 That's a nice, uh, outfit there. 562 00:50:16,981 --> 00:50:19,984 - Look at you, you look cute. Ah! - Thank you. Aw. 563 00:50:19,984 --> 00:50:21,186 Thank you. 564 00:50:21,186 --> 00:50:22,220 I... 565 00:50:25,723 --> 00:50:26,857 Okay. 566 00:50:26,857 --> 00:50:29,460 - All right, thank you. Yeah, that'd be great. - Uh... 567 00:50:29,460 --> 00:50:31,496 Wow, too much. 568 00:50:31,496 --> 00:50:33,864 - Too much luggage. - It's not a lot. 569 00:50:33,864 --> 00:50:36,667 - Hmm. - I did a lot. But, yeah, thank you. 570 00:50:37,302 --> 00:50:38,803 Mmm-hmm. 571 00:50:38,803 --> 00:50:41,005 How are you feeling about me leaving? 572 00:50:41,005 --> 00:50:42,373 Mmm. 573 00:50:45,376 --> 00:50:46,411 Mmm-hmm. 574 00:50:55,886 --> 00:50:58,789 Oh. I'm feeling sad, also. 575 00:50:58,789 --> 00:51:01,992 I just wanna make sure 576 00:51:01,992 --> 00:51:05,763 that we are committed to talking 577 00:51:05,763 --> 00:51:07,898 and still working on things, right? 578 00:51:13,404 --> 00:51:15,973 Okay. All right, no problem. 579 00:51:17,575 --> 00:51:18,443 Okay. 580 00:51:20,445 --> 00:51:23,047 Violet seems like she has her walls up. 581 00:51:23,148 --> 00:51:26,484 I honestly don't know if that's her way of coping, 582 00:51:26,484 --> 00:51:29,420 but what I don't wanna do is get back to America 583 00:51:29,420 --> 00:51:31,489 and think back and think "what if?" 584 00:51:32,790 --> 00:51:34,559 I'm leaving. 585 00:51:34,559 --> 00:51:38,429 It's not easy for me to get back here, so let's talk. 586 00:51:38,429 --> 00:51:40,631 - Yes, boss. - Yes, boss. 587 00:51:40,631 --> 00:51:42,467 So... 588 00:51:44,469 --> 00:51:46,937 So, you... you... you know how I feel about you, right? 589 00:51:49,840 --> 00:51:51,476 Tell me how you feel. 590 00:51:53,944 --> 00:51:57,815 I really, really, really care about you a lot. 591 00:51:59,784 --> 00:52:01,051 And... 592 00:52:01,952 --> 00:52:06,056 I hope that you can see that 593 00:52:07,292 --> 00:52:09,560 it may be deeper than caring. 594 00:52:12,630 --> 00:52:15,566 - Are you listening to what I'm saying to you? - Yes. 595 00:52:15,566 --> 00:52:17,568 What am I saying to you? 596 00:52:21,939 --> 00:52:23,808 Violet knows that I don't... 597 00:52:25,042 --> 00:52:29,347 say the L-word to people, to anyone. 598 00:52:29,347 --> 00:52:33,284 Because I feel that if I say it, I lose them. 599 00:52:33,284 --> 00:52:36,621 But, I just don't want to leave this country. 600 00:52:37,222 --> 00:52:39,924 I don't want to leave us, 601 00:52:39,924 --> 00:52:44,529 without letting her know exactly how I feel. 602 00:52:44,529 --> 00:52:48,366 I just told you something that I don't ever say. 603 00:52:48,366 --> 00:52:52,803 I just said to you without saying it that I... 604 00:52:55,640 --> 00:52:57,074 I? 605 00:52:58,909 --> 00:53:01,279 - Why don't I tell? Why? Why? - Don't tell. 606 00:53:01,279 --> 00:53:02,913 Just tell me why. 607 00:53:06,717 --> 00:53:08,052 Okay. 608 00:53:09,720 --> 00:53:11,522 Ready to go? 609 00:53:11,522 --> 00:53:13,724 Okay, all right. Let's go. 610 00:53:53,431 --> 00:53:54,732 So, this is it. 611 00:53:57,034 --> 00:53:58,303 I'm leaving. 612 00:54:01,105 --> 00:54:02,407 Thank you. 613 00:54:03,040 --> 00:54:04,342 And, um... 614 00:54:05,443 --> 00:54:07,545 I will talk to you as soon as I land, okay? 615 00:54:08,646 --> 00:54:11,215 Okay. 616 00:54:19,790 --> 00:54:21,058 Okay. 617 00:54:25,229 --> 00:54:26,697 Okay. 618 00:54:28,466 --> 00:54:31,802 I'm a little confused because after last night 619 00:54:31,802 --> 00:54:35,139 it just, it felt like we were on the same page but 620 00:54:35,139 --> 00:54:40,110 her not hugging me, her not giving me a kiss goodbye 621 00:54:40,110 --> 00:54:44,549 and especially, not allowing me to say the L-word. 622 00:54:44,549 --> 00:54:47,452 It took... It just took a lot out of me 623 00:54:47,452 --> 00:54:50,421 to put those words together to get ready to say. 624 00:54:50,855 --> 00:54:52,857 It feels like... 625 00:54:54,359 --> 00:54:55,393 it was in vain. 626 00:54:59,864 --> 00:55:00,865 I don't know. 627 00:55:01,532 --> 00:55:04,602 This [bleep] hurt, man. 628 00:55:07,938 --> 00:55:09,974 That's your cab? Okay. 629 00:55:09,974 --> 00:55:11,609 - Bye. - Bye-bye. 630 00:55:15,613 --> 00:55:17,548 If she's not ready to receive it 631 00:55:17,548 --> 00:55:20,250 or if she's not open to receive the word... 632 00:55:21,118 --> 00:55:22,653 it's on her. 633 00:55:22,653 --> 00:55:26,123 But it is difficult to accept that 634 00:55:26,123 --> 00:55:30,395 this just might be the last time Violet and I see each other in person. 635 00:55:56,854 --> 00:56:00,124 Uh, it's a... it's a little somber. 636 00:56:00,124 --> 00:56:01,459 Little sad. 637 00:56:03,227 --> 00:56:05,863 Whatever's next in this relationship is really up to Violet. 638 00:56:05,863 --> 00:56:09,900 She has all the cards. She holds them. 639 00:56:09,900 --> 00:56:14,672 I would love the opportunity for us to figure this out. 640 00:56:14,672 --> 00:56:19,710 But, if she does not want to spend the time and effort to figure it out... 641 00:56:22,212 --> 00:56:24,181 God bless her. Good luck. 642 00:56:24,181 --> 00:56:25,816 I'll move on. You move on. 643 00:56:28,886 --> 00:56:33,190 My goal for this trip was to get to know her. 644 00:56:33,190 --> 00:56:37,628 To build a strong and better connection with her. 645 00:56:39,229 --> 00:56:41,666 That's what I wanted for the trip. 646 00:56:42,833 --> 00:56:45,636 I didn't get to know her, I didn't... 647 00:56:46,336 --> 00:56:48,138 get to understand her. 648 00:56:48,138 --> 00:56:51,876 ♪ I thought we were Going to last forever ♪ 649 00:56:51,876 --> 00:56:58,916 ♪ Then you said Well all good things Must come to an end ♪ 650 00:57:01,486 --> 00:57:05,890 I think that I definitely need to, uh, figure out 651 00:57:05,890 --> 00:57:08,626 if I want to fight for this anymore. 652 00:57:08,626 --> 00:57:12,563 But right now, I'm just ready to go home. 653 00:57:12,563 --> 00:57:16,000 ♪ So distant and I've never felt so low ♪ 654 00:57:16,000 --> 00:57:18,836 ♪ So long ♪ 655 00:57:24,709 --> 00:57:29,013 Don't worry. You'll be headed to the USA sooner than you think. 656 00:57:30,214 --> 00:57:31,549 I love you. 657 00:57:34,184 --> 00:57:37,054 But, I am gonna put my faith 658 00:57:37,054 --> 00:57:40,190 that he's gonna do whatever he has to do 659 00:57:45,763 --> 00:57:48,733 I would feel better about our relationship 660 00:57:48,733 --> 00:57:51,569 if you were willing to commit... 661 00:57:51,569 --> 00:57:54,404 I want, like, an outlook for the future. 662 00:57:54,404 --> 00:58:00,410 ...Like, when I leave do you think we're gonna be, like, engaged? 663 00:58:23,333 --> 00:58:26,003 - So, you're ready? You're packed? - Yeah. 664 00:58:30,474 --> 00:58:32,476 I think that's almost everything. 665 00:58:34,779 --> 00:58:38,949 Today is Gino's last morning in Panama. 666 00:58:38,949 --> 00:58:42,419 We've been through a lot the last 24 hours. 667 00:58:42,419 --> 00:58:46,123 So many [chuckles] emotions. 668 00:58:46,123 --> 00:58:49,960 We had a very, very bad fight. Like, the worst ever. 669 00:58:50,895 --> 00:58:53,898 But, I am so grateful that 670 00:58:54,865 --> 00:58:57,101 at the end of the day 671 00:58:57,101 --> 00:59:00,470 we were able to work through this 672 00:59:00,470 --> 00:59:05,876 because at least we're saying goodbye not in a permanent way. 673 00:59:10,314 --> 00:59:11,315 Wow. 674 00:59:15,485 --> 00:59:18,623 Do you need a new bag? That one is broken. 675 00:59:18,623 --> 00:59:20,758 No. I spent a lot of money on it. 676 00:59:20,758 --> 00:59:22,627 I'm gonna use it until it's dead. 677 00:59:25,395 --> 00:59:27,131 All right. I think that's it. 678 00:59:29,066 --> 00:59:30,067 Ready? 679 00:59:32,236 --> 00:59:33,938 I think I got everything. 680 00:59:33,938 --> 00:59:36,907 - Oh, whose that money? - Oh, that's yours. 681 00:59:36,907 --> 00:59:39,043 - It's mine? - I left it for you. 682 00:59:40,645 --> 00:59:43,080 I wanted you to have a little cash. 683 00:59:47,652 --> 00:59:49,654 Oh, you're welcome. 684 00:59:49,654 --> 00:59:51,455 You can use it for your rent. 685 00:59:52,089 --> 00:59:52,923 Okay? 686 00:59:55,025 --> 01:00:00,097 Gino and I came to an agreement with this apartment, 687 01:00:00,831 --> 01:00:02,900 and we decided to... 688 01:00:12,342 --> 01:00:16,647 So, that I could feel like I have some stability 689 01:00:16,647 --> 01:00:18,683 until my visa gets approved. 690 01:00:19,349 --> 01:00:22,519 This is the sad part. 691 01:00:22,519 --> 01:00:25,923 I've realized now that it wasn't fair for me 692 01:00:25,923 --> 01:00:29,526 to expect Gino to keep paying for this apartment. 693 01:00:29,526 --> 01:00:34,832 And I'm very grateful that he's willing to invest to make me feel more comfortable. 694 01:00:34,832 --> 01:00:37,134 All right. Uh... 695 01:00:38,168 --> 01:00:39,837 Wow. This... It's stuck. 696 01:00:42,139 --> 01:00:44,875 The future is so uncertain for me, 697 01:00:45,876 --> 01:00:48,645 But I feel stronger 698 01:00:48,645 --> 01:00:52,883 for him proving that, "Yes, baby, I got your back." 699 01:00:56,887 --> 01:00:59,356 - You're so beautiful. Oh, my God. - Thank you. Okay. 700 01:01:01,892 --> 01:01:04,294 I am so lucky to have you, baby. 701 01:01:04,962 --> 01:01:06,964 Aw. 702 01:01:12,737 --> 01:01:13,971 Don't worry. 703 01:01:15,639 --> 01:01:17,942 You'll be headed to the USA 704 01:01:17,942 --> 01:01:19,810 probably sooner than you think. 705 01:01:20,410 --> 01:01:21,511 You'll see. 706 01:01:27,484 --> 01:01:32,156 The K-1 visa really is the only thing keeping us apart right now. 707 01:01:33,023 --> 01:01:35,559 And that's hard to take because 708 01:01:35,559 --> 01:01:37,327 we have no control over it. 709 01:01:40,030 --> 01:01:42,499 And the long distance, in general, 710 01:01:42,499 --> 01:01:46,236 you know, it's... it's so stressful on our relationship. 711 01:01:46,236 --> 01:01:49,506 So, this visa process dragging on 712 01:01:49,506 --> 01:01:51,809 that... that definitely concerns me. 713 01:01:53,844 --> 01:01:55,112 There we go. 714 01:01:55,545 --> 01:01:56,546 Hola. 715 01:01:57,547 --> 01:02:00,350 But at the same time it was, like, 716 01:02:00,350 --> 01:02:04,054 probably the most productive trip I've ever had with Jasmine. 717 01:02:05,255 --> 01:02:07,091 I think the security's that way. 718 01:02:08,793 --> 01:02:11,095 You know, we overcame a lot 719 01:02:11,095 --> 01:02:15,632 and I feel like we have a stronger connection now than we ever had before. 720 01:02:18,635 --> 01:02:21,839 This is us over here. Not us, but me. 721 01:02:23,841 --> 01:02:24,942 Okay. 722 01:02:28,946 --> 01:02:31,381 I know it always sucks 723 01:02:33,283 --> 01:02:35,619 but... 724 01:02:35,619 --> 01:02:38,388 we're close now. It's not like from the beginning. 725 01:02:39,056 --> 01:02:40,657 I'll try to be patient. 726 01:02:42,827 --> 01:02:44,661 I will always be waiting for you. 727 01:02:47,664 --> 01:02:49,066 I love you. 728 01:02:50,667 --> 01:02:51,668 Mmm. 729 01:02:56,240 --> 01:02:59,443 Like, sometimes I, I think to myself, you know, like, 730 01:02:59,443 --> 01:03:04,081 life is so unfair because I love him so much and why I cannot be with him. 731 01:03:06,884 --> 01:03:09,386 I understand there are rules. He's American... 732 01:03:14,859 --> 01:03:17,294 You know, I know that's crazy but, like, 733 01:03:17,294 --> 01:03:21,866 guys, if you could only see what we are going through you would understand. 734 01:03:29,006 --> 01:03:30,440 I'll see you soon, okay? 735 01:03:42,286 --> 01:03:46,090 I am heartbroken that he's leaving again. 736 01:03:46,090 --> 01:03:49,894 But I am gonna put all my faith into his words 737 01:03:49,894 --> 01:03:53,530 that he's gonna do whatever he has to do 738 01:03:53,530 --> 01:03:55,399 to be finally together. 739 01:03:56,066 --> 01:03:57,902 I love you, baby. 740 01:04:05,509 --> 01:04:07,111 Because... 741 01:05:00,830 --> 01:05:03,433 Razvan and I got back from Croatia yesterday. 742 01:05:04,501 --> 01:05:08,072 Things have been kind of tense. 743 01:05:08,072 --> 01:05:12,642 and it's upsetting to feel like 744 01:05:12,642 --> 01:05:15,579 there hasn't been much progress in our relationship. 745 01:05:22,519 --> 01:05:25,089 We only have two days left together 746 01:05:25,089 --> 01:05:30,094 and I want more solid answers and 747 01:05:30,094 --> 01:05:32,129 like, an outlook for the future. 748 01:05:36,000 --> 01:05:37,567 Are you upset? 749 01:05:37,567 --> 01:05:39,569 No, why would I be upset? 750 01:05:41,605 --> 01:05:44,474 - So, what? Okay. - I just wanted to say hi. 751 01:05:46,043 --> 01:05:48,312 You know I don't have, like, many days left. 752 01:05:49,846 --> 01:05:51,315 I know. 753 01:05:52,316 --> 01:05:54,784 Like, we had a good time in Croatia... 754 01:05:55,319 --> 01:05:56,586 Like... 755 01:05:56,586 --> 01:05:58,555 everything has been going good. 756 01:05:59,323 --> 01:06:01,825 So, when I leave... 757 01:06:03,793 --> 01:06:07,797 do you think we're gonna be, like, engaged? 758 01:06:14,138 --> 01:06:16,840 You want to be engaged? 759 01:06:16,840 --> 01:06:22,412 I would feel better about our relationship and, like, more secure 760 01:06:22,412 --> 01:06:28,885 if I knew you were, like, willing to commit more. 761 01:06:31,455 --> 01:06:36,126 Engagement was something Razvan and I discussed before I came to Romania. 762 01:06:38,962 --> 01:06:43,600 Since I've been here we've had so many fights but 763 01:06:43,600 --> 01:06:47,237 I feel like I still want to be engaged to Razvan. 764 01:06:47,237 --> 01:06:50,207 I want to feel like, despite all of our fights 765 01:06:50,207 --> 01:06:53,877 he's committed to me because I'm scared, like, when I leave 766 01:06:53,877 --> 01:06:55,612 that he will say, "Okay, you know what, 767 01:06:55,612 --> 01:06:57,881 our relationship isn't the best 768 01:06:57,881 --> 01:07:00,584 and, you know, we just need to, like, part ways." 769 01:07:11,561 --> 01:07:16,100 70% of the time were just fights. 770 01:07:18,568 --> 01:07:21,105 Like, from the fights that we've had here 771 01:07:21,105 --> 01:07:22,972 I've tried to explain it, like, 772 01:07:22,972 --> 01:07:28,412 my emotions, like, with Jason and feeling like finally 773 01:07:28,412 --> 01:07:33,550 - ending that part of my life was difficult for me to-- Yes. - No. 774 01:07:33,550 --> 01:07:36,686 All... all of this time was so difficult for you. 775 01:07:36,686 --> 01:07:38,222 Five months, so difficult. 776 01:07:38,222 --> 01:07:40,124 Through the phone, so difficult. 777 01:07:40,124 --> 01:07:42,359 And again and again and again. 778 01:07:42,359 --> 01:07:44,594 Like, it's not about... 779 01:07:45,562 --> 01:07:47,964 Jason, it's not about anything. 780 01:07:48,898 --> 01:07:51,601 So many things happened until this point. 781 01:07:51,601 --> 01:07:54,138 After so many things you think 782 01:07:54,138 --> 01:07:58,041 I just need to forget everything. 783 01:08:05,682 --> 01:08:10,920 I'm shocked that Amanda is talking about being engaged. 784 01:08:10,920 --> 01:08:14,524 How can you want to be engaged with someone when we only have fights? 785 01:08:14,524 --> 01:08:16,793 Only because you want a commitment? 786 01:08:16,793 --> 01:08:21,431 I mean, the biggest commitment is I didn't give up until now. 787 01:08:21,431 --> 01:08:24,668 And I'm still here and I'm still fighting. 788 01:08:24,668 --> 01:08:26,203 I don't know. It's not enough. 789 01:08:32,709 --> 01:08:33,710 But... 790 01:08:36,713 --> 01:08:37,714 I feel like... 791 01:08:40,049 --> 01:08:42,852 sometimes my feelings stopped a long time ago... 792 01:08:48,892 --> 01:08:52,596 and I just try to recreate them and then you are just shutting me down, 793 01:08:53,430 --> 01:08:56,366 and we have little time left 794 01:08:57,567 --> 01:09:02,206 and even these days, even there are perfect days, 795 01:09:02,206 --> 01:09:06,210 it will not save... everything. 796 01:09:11,515 --> 01:09:13,082 It sounds like you don't even know 797 01:09:13,082 --> 01:09:15,685 if you want to be together with me right now. 798 01:09:17,654 --> 01:09:18,922 I don't know. 799 01:10:08,137 --> 01:10:10,139 Honey babe, 800 01:10:37,334 --> 01:10:42,138 I'm preparing myself to say goodbye to David. 801 01:10:42,138 --> 01:10:45,642 Because he is going back to the U.S. tonight. 802 01:10:46,810 --> 01:10:50,213 But, I'm not ready to see him leave. 803 01:10:56,320 --> 01:10:59,556 I'm worried about our future. 804 01:10:59,556 --> 01:11:02,926 Because I don't know when will I see him again. 805 01:16:18,942 --> 01:16:23,980 ♪ Someday you're gonna come out and it's so beautiful ♪ 806 01:16:26,149 --> 01:16:31,054 ♪ Someday you're gonna wake up and feel no pain ♪ 807 01:16:45,769 --> 01:16:50,339 ♪ Like a butterfly rising on the wind ♪ 808 01:17:12,696 --> 01:17:16,199 ♪ When you found your wings ♪ 809 01:17:16,199 --> 01:17:20,569 *Then your life begins ♪ 810 01:17:30,113 --> 01:17:32,181 Okay. 811 01:17:32,181 --> 01:17:36,019 I really want to have clarity from Statler about whether she wants kids or not. 812 01:17:36,019 --> 01:17:39,923 Because if we want different things it could just be a waste of time. 813 01:17:39,923 --> 01:17:43,626 So you know, if we like did get married and I wanted kids, 814 01:17:45,361 --> 01:17:47,296 I don't think it would work between us. 815 01:18:04,748 --> 01:18:07,483 - This is super cute. - It is very cute. 816 01:18:07,984 --> 01:18:08,852 Aw! 817 01:18:11,420 --> 01:18:14,490 - This is like a proper tea party. - Proper, yeah. 818 01:18:14,490 --> 01:18:16,625 Except you don't drink tea. 819 01:18:16,625 --> 01:18:19,595 It's our last morning in Scotland. 820 01:18:19,595 --> 01:18:23,466 And we are having our last little breakfast in the castle. 821 01:18:23,466 --> 01:18:27,804 Overall, our time together here has been absolutely amazing. 822 01:18:27,804 --> 01:18:32,141 But, I'm feeling sad because I'm going after this trip. 823 01:18:32,141 --> 01:18:34,610 So, it is hard to enjoy the moment. 824 01:18:34,610 --> 01:18:36,312 Because, I know it's about to end. 825 01:18:36,312 --> 01:18:37,914 Can I get you any cute breakfast this morning? 826 01:18:37,914 --> 01:18:40,817 - Yes, do you have any vegan options for breakfast? - We do. 827 01:18:40,817 --> 01:18:43,519 We've got vegan bacon sausage. 828 01:18:44,120 --> 01:18:45,789 Yeah, how about toast? 829 01:18:45,789 --> 01:18:48,157 - Yeah, of course, yeah. - Thank you. 830 01:18:51,127 --> 01:18:53,062 - This is nice. - It's very nice. 831 01:18:54,030 --> 01:18:54,964 Very quiet, though. 832 01:18:56,165 --> 01:18:58,567 - Like too quiet. - It's too quiet, isn't it? 833 01:19:03,406 --> 01:19:06,876 The last two days have been so nice. 834 01:19:06,876 --> 01:19:11,881 And I am starting to imagine what our life together can be like. 835 01:19:11,881 --> 01:19:14,818 But I'm worried because, in the car right yesterday, 836 01:19:14,818 --> 01:19:17,020 me and Statler had a conversation 837 01:19:17,020 --> 01:19:18,687 about having a family. 838 01:19:18,687 --> 01:19:21,390 And it doesn't seem like we're on the same page about that. 839 01:19:23,827 --> 01:19:27,964 I really want to have clarity from Statler about whether she wants kids or not. 840 01:19:27,964 --> 01:19:31,300 Because if we want different things, our whole relationship 841 01:19:32,001 --> 01:19:33,636 could just be a waste of time. 842 01:19:36,239 --> 01:19:39,876 So, I'm getting a little bit emotional as our time is coming to an end. 843 01:19:39,876 --> 01:19:42,278 I know, I didn't wanna think about it. 844 01:19:43,679 --> 01:19:45,148 Sad. 845 01:19:45,148 --> 01:19:47,183 I kind of wanna talk about our future. 846 01:19:48,151 --> 01:19:49,418 Okay. 847 01:19:49,418 --> 01:19:52,856 - So you know, if you'd like to get married one day? - Yeah. 848 01:19:53,322 --> 01:19:54,490 And say... 849 01:19:55,524 --> 01:19:57,493 like I wanted... I wanted kids. 850 01:19:59,495 --> 01:20:01,097 And... 851 01:20:01,097 --> 01:20:04,901 I... obviously has to be like both of us that makes a decision. 852 01:20:04,901 --> 01:20:06,635 - Yeah. - Whether we do or not. 853 01:20:07,436 --> 01:20:09,472 - Why do you want kids. Yeah. - Why? 854 01:20:11,674 --> 01:20:14,510 I just think I'd be really good Mom. 855 01:20:14,510 --> 01:20:17,947 And children make the world a better place, you can learn so much from kids. 856 01:20:20,349 --> 01:20:23,019 - You don't want kids? - I don't know if I want kids. 857 01:20:23,019 --> 01:20:24,620 It just seems like a lot of work. 858 01:20:26,555 --> 01:20:28,491 Yeah, but... But it'll be worth it. 859 01:20:31,895 --> 01:20:35,664 Like, I look at my dad's relationship with me and my 860 01:20:35,664 --> 01:20:38,701 grandparents relationship with what they had with my dad 861 01:20:40,203 --> 01:20:44,440 and it was just a beautiful thing to... to watch and be a part of. 862 01:20:44,440 --> 01:20:47,710 And I would like to have a like a little mini me running around. 863 01:20:49,512 --> 01:20:50,479 Would you adopt? 864 01:20:51,547 --> 01:20:53,316 Yeah, I would consider adoption, yeah. 865 01:20:53,316 --> 01:20:54,517 I would have one of each. 866 01:20:57,153 --> 01:20:59,255 I don't know if I could adopt. 867 01:21:00,924 --> 01:21:04,127 'Cause I'm an adoptee and I just know 868 01:21:04,127 --> 01:21:09,298 all of the incredible struggles that adoptees face, I don't know if I 869 01:21:09,298 --> 01:21:14,971 personally have the mental willpower, emotional willpower. 870 01:21:14,971 --> 01:21:18,641 Okay, I just, I don't feel like I have that maternal bond inside me. 871 01:21:20,944 --> 01:21:25,714 I think a lot of people go into adoption just thinking it's all hunky-dory, 872 01:21:25,714 --> 01:21:27,951 and the kid's gonna be grateful to you. 873 01:21:27,951 --> 01:21:31,487 and things are gonna be easy and you're really gonna have to think about 874 01:21:31,487 --> 01:21:33,089 a million different things. 875 01:21:33,822 --> 01:21:37,226 And it's just not the case. 876 01:21:37,226 --> 01:21:40,964 You know, I was taken away pretty much the second I was born, 877 01:21:40,964 --> 01:21:42,365 so I've always felt 878 01:21:43,432 --> 01:21:45,168 that missing part of me. 879 01:21:45,168 --> 01:21:47,971 And I still have a lot of 880 01:21:47,971 --> 01:21:52,141 adoptee trauma that I have not worked through. 881 01:21:52,141 --> 01:21:55,311 It's honestly kind of triggering just to have this kind of conversation. 882 01:21:57,346 --> 01:21:58,814 Mmm, well... 883 01:22:01,050 --> 01:22:04,153 I will have a child at some point, whether I do it at my own or not. 884 01:22:06,255 --> 01:22:08,057 If you wanted kids badly 885 01:22:08,057 --> 01:22:13,096 then like you had to have kids then I don't think it will work between us. 886 01:22:15,364 --> 01:22:18,034 'Cause I really don't... I really don't want kids. 887 01:22:20,303 --> 01:22:21,137 Okay. 888 01:22:24,440 --> 01:22:25,774 Cool. 889 01:22:25,774 --> 01:22:27,910 Great talk. I'm gonna go get ready now. 890 01:22:29,812 --> 01:22:31,014 Okay. 891 01:22:39,722 --> 01:22:42,258 Dempsey and I have talked about 892 01:22:42,258 --> 01:22:46,929 kids and she said, you know she might want kids in the future. 893 01:22:47,030 --> 01:22:49,265 Now, she really, really wants kids. 894 01:22:49,265 --> 01:22:52,301 But, it's a lot of responsibility 895 01:22:52,301 --> 01:22:56,539 And I don't have that same experience of what she saw with 896 01:22:56,539 --> 01:23:02,311 her granddad and her dad and how they all have like this super tight family. 897 01:23:02,311 --> 01:23:03,779 It's hard to relate to. 898 01:23:04,813 --> 01:23:07,783 I was really hoping I'd be enough for her. 899 01:23:07,783 --> 01:23:10,053 But, now I'm terrified that I'm not. 900 01:23:21,330 --> 01:23:23,599 It's something that she hadn't made her mind upon yet and 901 01:23:24,833 --> 01:23:27,436 that she would consider it. 902 01:23:30,073 --> 01:23:33,076 Yeah. It's a make it or break it for her, isn't it so? 903 01:23:42,751 --> 01:23:45,088 Next time on, Before the 90 Days 904 01:23:45,088 --> 01:23:46,789 You know that, I love you so much, Meisha. 905 01:23:49,792 --> 01:23:53,596 I have no doubts that I'm willing to marry her. But I don't know how 906 01:23:53,596 --> 01:23:56,465 her brain, her heart will say to me. 907 01:24:01,537 --> 01:24:02,938 Are you saying yes or no? 908 01:24:05,641 --> 01:24:07,176 What is this? 909 01:24:07,176 --> 01:24:09,778 Like a little present, because I love you. 910 01:24:10,379 --> 01:24:12,014 What? 911 01:24:12,115 --> 01:24:16,185 After our disagreement I'm worried that he's gonna give up on us. 912 01:24:16,185 --> 01:24:21,157 In my head, I'm just trying to mentally prepare myself for what's about to happen. 913 01:24:22,225 --> 01:24:24,160 I love you so much. 914 01:24:24,160 --> 01:24:26,662 But, that... you are my worst enemy. 915 01:24:27,563 --> 01:24:28,964 Things will not change. 916 01:24:32,034 --> 01:24:33,736 Are congratulations in order? 917 01:24:35,138 --> 01:24:36,339 Am I gonna be an aunty? 918 01:24:38,707 --> 01:24:42,811 Last week Violet called me and told me that she's pregnant. 919 01:24:43,912 --> 01:24:46,449 And it's my... 920 01:24:46,449 --> 01:24:47,850 What happened? 921 01:24:48,884 --> 01:24:50,153 Dempsey. 922 01:24:51,387 --> 01:24:53,422 Like, can you frickin talk to me? 923 01:24:56,592 --> 01:24:58,294 That's make or break for our relationship 924 01:24:58,294 --> 01:25:00,729 and you just said our relationship is not gonna work. 925 01:25:03,366 --> 01:25:04,867 Are you done with us? 926 01:25:08,404 --> 01:25:10,606 I'm just holding on to the positives. 927 01:25:10,606 --> 01:25:14,277 It's not like I can forget things that happened. 928 01:25:14,277 --> 01:25:16,979 Some of the things are little bit like a dent in our relationship. 929 01:25:18,447 --> 01:25:20,416 Sometimes you can really love somebody. 930 01:25:20,416 --> 01:25:24,920 At the same time, you just know that maybe you're not meant to be together. 931 01:25:31,260 --> 01:25:34,597 It's a huge day, because Jasmine has her visa interview 932 01:25:34,597 --> 01:25:36,465 at the embassy in Panama. 933 01:25:36,465 --> 01:25:39,335 We've been waiting over an year and a half. I'm so excited. 934 01:25:39,335 --> 01:25:40,603 I can't wait. 935 01:25:42,338 --> 01:25:45,341 Jasmine, baby, there you are.