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‪嘿!

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‪我們說“酷男的”,你說“異想世界”

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‪-酷男的
‪-異想世界

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‪做得好,鮑比加油

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‪-鮑比加油
‪-好了,孩子們

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‪這週我們要幫助史黛芬妮威廉斯

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‪是嗎?

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‪然後呢?鮑比?

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‪-史黛芬妮威廉斯是紐奧良...
‪-鮑比,告訴我們

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{\an8}‪繼續說

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{\an8}‪(路易斯安那州梅泰里)

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{\an8}‪好了,各位

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{\an8}‪史黛芬妮威廉斯是紐奧良球隊的
‪頭號超級球迷

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‪我是第一個獲得紐奧良聖徒隊認證的
‪年度最佳球迷

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‪我不會吻這枚戒指,那會很怪吧?

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‪我可能會對它眨眼,但我不會吻戒指

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‪我從小就跟著家人為聖徒隊加油

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‪幫他們加油一直讓我很快樂

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‪我有很多運動相關紀念品

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‪有點上癮了

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‪我幾乎每天都穿著球衣

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‪當她戴上有名的鵜鶘籃球隊帽子

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‪她在大家眼中就是鳥媽媽

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‪感覺很好

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‪鳥媽媽讓人感覺很好

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‪史黛芬妮和伴侶瑞秋已經交往六年了

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‪-她是女同志?
‪-那是大事

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‪好耶,女同志!

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{\an8}‪我們在我爸家住了四年

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{\an8}‪因為我們想省錢

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‪空間很小,但我們想辦法克服

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‪-你剛剛給他吃奇多嗎?
‪-沒有

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‪你...

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‪我們都愛她爸

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{\an8}‪他是很棒的人

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{\an8}‪但時候到了

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{\an8}‪我們該搬出去了

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‪我們剛買了一棟房子

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‪我們想買那棟房子好幾年了

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‪每次我們開車經過都會說
‪“天啊,我愛那棟房子”

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‪現在它是我們的了

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‪這是我們的新章節

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‪有人每天一直提醒我她還在等待

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‪她在等我求婚

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‪我一直沒自信她會點頭

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‪很大一部分是她缺乏安全感

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‪身為她的伴侶,這是個挑戰

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‪你知道嗎?

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‪瑞秋幫史黛芬妮報名
‪因為自從她們開始交往後

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‪瑞秋發現史黛芬妮不像從前那麼自信

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‪不!

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‪犯規!

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‪我剛認識史黛芬妮時
‪她總是打扮得很可愛

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‪很有自信,總是很開心

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‪但我六年前認識的自信史黛芬妮

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‪已經消失了

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‪住在南方讓身為同志的她過得很辛苦

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‪史黛芬妮放不下尷尬、恐懼和不安感

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‪因此無法活出最充實的人生

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‪怎麼了?

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‪之前有個事件讓我覺得被排除在外

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‪我每天都活在那個事件的陰影下

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‪跟別人不一樣很辛苦

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‪而且我不能改變和別人不一樣的地方

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‪還有人會因此恨妳
‪雖然他們根本不認識妳

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‪她沒辦法開開心心過活

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‪總是擔心其他人的想法

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‪她向外界呈現的樣貌

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‪看了很難過,只有我的安慰話語不夠

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‪她也得自己說服自己

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‪一起搬進第一個共同的家是新的開始

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‪-妳得釋放出來
‪-對啊

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‪她們從來沒有以情侶身分招待過朋友
‪所以這週末

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‪史黛芬妮和瑞秋會在新家
‪為親朋好友舉辦喬遷派對

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‪瑞秋希望史黛芬妮能以自己為榮

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‪如同她以身為聖徒隊球迷為榮

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‪我很害怕

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‪但我現在該做出努力

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‪變成更好的自己

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‪才能成為更好的伴侶

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‪我愛她

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‪我想和她變成兩個老太太

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‪你知道的

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‪白頭偕老

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‪我們這週的任務
‪是幫助紐奧良的超級球迷

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‪再次為自己加油!

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‪太好了!

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‪來吧!

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‪酷男的異想世界

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‪(第一天)

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‪(改變很嚇人)

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{\an8}‪(史黛芬妮的爸爸的房子)

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‪永遠的家,一直提醒自己,永遠的家

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‪喂?

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‪看到身後窗外的怪人了嗎?

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‪可以讓我們進去嗎?

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‪不太想

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‪讓我們進去!

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‪-天啊
‪-嗨

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‪嗨!

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‪-妳好嗎?幸會
‪-天啊

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‪-哈囉!幸會,我是譚
‪-幸會

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‪-妳的皮膚超好
‪-天啊

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‪-妳好嗎?
‪-早安

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‪天啊

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‪我看到窗外有張臉,嚇一大跳

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‪這裡是紐奧良,不能隨便出現在窗外

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‪妳的棕色眼睛超迷人

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‪當妳跟別人眼神接觸,哇

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‪-她很漂亮吧?
‪-你才美

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‪我心想:“妳只看著我嗎?”
‪我完全理解她為什麼愛妳,好可愛

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‪那讓妳很不自在

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‪我一直觀察妳的肢體語言,妳很封閉

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‪-“拜託,我不知道啦”
‪-我喜歡

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‪我看到很多箱子

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‪-正在準備搬家
‪-對

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‪家裡一團亂

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‪我的導航信標

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‪烘焙食品

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‪在哪裡?

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‪好吃

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‪有邦特蛋糕

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‪-不是自己做的
‪-但我喜歡

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‪我知道我是來幫史黛芬妮的

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‪但我不知道
‪這裡會有超市的烘焙食品

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‪-這是什麼?
‪-果仁糖

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‪這真的很舒服,還可以綁起來

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‪就像歌手碧玉穿過的天鵝裝

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‪-達陣!
‪-不對,那是另一隊

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‪糟糕

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‪這是籃球隊的

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‪等一下,妳...可是...

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‪籃球

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‪美式足球

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‪這裡已經變成倉庫
‪兼球隊週邊的收納空間

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‪-怎麼會有超級巨蛋的座椅?
‪-讓你覺得自己就在球場

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‪她家有超多球隊週邊,紀念品,隨便

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‪我不知道專業名詞
‪到處都是運動相關的東西

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‪拜託

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‪這樣太誇張了

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‪感覺不像一個家

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‪這本來應該是我的衣櫥

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‪感覺像是破敗的運動博物館

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‪這個狀況已經持續三年了

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‪哇

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‪-很厲害
‪-真的嗎?

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‪她絕對不只這一面

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{\an8}‪跟我說說...

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{\an8}‪(設計 鮑比)

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{\an8}‪...回老家住了四年的感想
‪四年對吧?

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‪是嗎?還持續著

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‪真的很辛苦

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‪我和瑞秋都很辛苦

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‪完全沒有私人空間

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‪我們連抱抱都沒辦法...

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‪她是護理師

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‪有時她回家後只想放鬆

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‪對

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‪和我爸同處一個屋簷下很難好好放鬆

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‪我好像完全沒看到妳們的合照

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‪對

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‪所以這四年來她覺得自己就像客人

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‪-差不多
‪-是嗎?

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‪不過新房也許可以彌補這些

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‪說得沒錯,對

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‪也許可以設計一間球隊週邊室

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‪只有一間?

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‪-光是可以擁有...
‪-我知道

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‪...專門放球隊週邊商品的房間

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‪就很瘋狂了

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‪-明白
‪-好,很好

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‪我喜歡起司通心麵

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‪哇!妳囤了超多起司通心麵

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‪妳會加料嗎?會加豌豆嗎?

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‪我會...豌豆?在通心麵裡?

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‪-我超愛在起司通心麵加豌豆
‪-不,不可能

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{\an8}‪如果我問瑞秋妳最大的缺點是什麼...

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{\an8}‪(美食與酒 安東尼)

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{\an8}‪...就飲食方面而言

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‪-她會批評妳哪一點?
‪-一切

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‪我不用問妳了

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‪-她完全不吃蔬菜
‪-我吃玉米

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‪-除非是藏在其他食物裡
‪-我吃玉米

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‪玉米是澱粉

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‪我害怕任何有菜味的東西

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‪是真的

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‪我最沒資格討論這個
‪我覺得聽起來很棒

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‪-好好照顧我的女人
‪-我會的,我保證

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‪幫我把那個甜美、自信
‪美麗的女友找回來

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‪-對
‪-她很需要

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‪-交給我們
‪-謝謝你們

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‪她真的是為妳好

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‪我知道,在營養方面
‪我對她的負面影響很大

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‪我吃速食,我吃炸的

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‪我爸和瑞秋通常會吃蔬菜

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‪我爸會做沙拉給她吃

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‪好

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‪只是我不吃

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‪我只喜歡熟悉的事物...

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‪只有食物,還是各方面都是?

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‪各方面都是

202
00:09:20,311 --> 00:09:22,021
‪-好
‪-對,像這頂帽子

203
00:09:22,021 --> 00:09:23,439
‪這是我的舒適圈

204
00:09:23,439 --> 00:09:25,232
‪但我們這週要做什麼?

205
00:09:25,232 --> 00:09:27,693
‪我們要稍微踏出舒適圈

206
00:09:28,777 --> 00:09:30,321
‪妳以前是小賈斯汀的球迷嗎?

207
00:09:30,988 --> 00:09:32,197
‪妳的髮型跟他一樣

208
00:09:32,197 --> 00:09:35,117
‪-我的天啊,我喜歡
‪-不,是打倒男孩的彼得溫茲

209
00:09:35,117 --> 00:09:36,994
‪彼得溫茲?是彼得溫茲

210
00:09:36,994 --> 00:09:38,370
‪-是彼得溫茲
‪-是嗎?

211
00:09:38,370 --> 00:09:40,748
‪-對,我也剪過這個髮型
‪-有什麼問題?

212
00:09:40,748 --> 00:09:42,333
‪不,我也剪過

213
00:09:42,333 --> 00:09:45,336
‪我有三年都是那個髮型

214
00:09:45,336 --> 00:09:47,254
‪對,儘管笑吧

215
00:09:48,797 --> 00:09:50,924
‪以前那個髮型很時髦

216
00:09:50,924 --> 00:09:52,009
‪很性感

217
00:09:53,218 --> 00:09:55,304
‪我要坦承,我用了妳的漱口水

218
00:09:55,304 --> 00:09:56,472
{\an8}‪好,沒關係

219
00:09:56,472 --> 00:09:57,556
{\an8}‪所以...告訴我一切

220
00:09:57,556 --> 00:09:58,474
{\an8}‪(造型 強納森)

221
00:09:58,474 --> 00:10:00,851
‪-這邊是瑞秋的
‪-好,我喜歡

222
00:10:00,851 --> 00:10:03,020
‪-這邊是我的
‪-好

223
00:10:03,020 --> 00:10:05,898
‪-妳還有這個髮蠟
‪-對

224
00:10:05,898 --> 00:10:07,691
‪今天是用這個嗎?

225
00:10:07,691 --> 00:10:10,986
‪對,用來分髮線

226
00:10:12,613 --> 00:10:14,615
‪原來如此

227
00:10:15,282 --> 00:10:18,327
‪不會弄頭髮的人常犯這個錯誤

228
00:10:18,327 --> 00:10:23,040
‪她塗得非常厚

229
00:10:23,040 --> 00:10:25,250
‪幾乎像是頭盔...

230
00:10:25,250 --> 00:10:26,877
‪幾乎像是...

231
00:10:29,338 --> 00:10:30,547
‪不,我不能這麼說

232
00:10:30,547 --> 00:10:31,674
‪-我喜歡
‪-太多了?

233
00:10:31,674 --> 00:10:33,592
‪不會,剛剛好,女王

234
00:10:33,592 --> 00:10:34,760
‪剛剛好

235
00:10:35,594 --> 00:10:38,138
‪我不能說,我沒辦法說出口

236
00:10:38,138 --> 00:10:40,641
‪我覺得她像女版小艾瑞克川普

237
00:10:40,641 --> 00:10:41,558
‪好嗎?我說了

238
00:10:41,558 --> 00:10:43,560
‪沒有鬍子,如果把鬍子拿掉...

239
00:10:43,560 --> 00:10:45,312
‪太過分了,這樣說太過分了

240
00:10:45,312 --> 00:10:46,230
‪但真的很像

241
00:10:47,022 --> 00:10:51,610
‪妳滿意自己現在的心情和外表嗎?

242
00:10:51,610 --> 00:10:53,862
‪我很缺乏自尊心

243
00:10:53,862 --> 00:10:56,240
‪別人看不出來,但這是事實

244
00:10:56,240 --> 00:10:57,157
‪好

245
00:10:57,157 --> 00:11:00,953
‪我希望妳做的第一件事
‪這裡剛好有鏡子

246
00:11:00,953 --> 00:11:04,581
‪就是進入自我肯定的世界

247
00:11:04,581 --> 00:11:07,167
‪對自己說,“我完全接受自己”

248
00:11:10,003 --> 00:11:12,131
‪“我完全接受自己”

249
00:11:13,132 --> 00:11:14,925
‪放下手臂

250
00:11:18,429 --> 00:11:19,763
‪不容易

251
00:11:23,684 --> 00:11:27,146
‪就算妳不相信,只要有0.1%的妳

252
00:11:27,146 --> 00:11:28,230
‪能夠對自己說

253
00:11:29,148 --> 00:11:31,650
‪“好吧,也許有一部分的我
‪可以完全接受自己

254
00:11:31,650 --> 00:11:32,818
‪接受真實的我”

255
00:11:35,070 --> 00:11:36,947
‪我完全接受自己

256
00:11:37,906 --> 00:11:38,866
‪再兩次

257
00:11:40,826 --> 00:11:42,619
‪我完全接受自己

258
00:11:43,203 --> 00:11:44,037
‪再一次

259
00:11:46,582 --> 00:11:48,375
‪我完全接受自己

260
00:11:51,420 --> 00:11:54,423
‪我完全沒感覺,甚至不想看著自己...

261
00:11:55,174 --> 00:11:58,719
‪這種東西會以各種方式成真

262
00:12:00,012 --> 00:12:04,141
‪史黛芬妮總是
‪從聖徒隊球迷身分取得自信

263
00:12:04,141 --> 00:12:06,935
‪但當史黛芬妮開始談論自己時

264
00:12:06,935 --> 00:12:08,562
‪那種自信消失了

265
00:12:08,562 --> 00:12:11,690
‪她應該看到自己的美麗
‪她是很棒的人

266
00:12:11,690 --> 00:12:14,401
‪所以我們要進行華麗的探索

267
00:12:14,902 --> 00:12:16,153
‪就這樣

268
00:12:16,153 --> 00:12:17,404
‪強壯的女人

269
00:12:18,906 --> 00:12:20,032
{\an8}‪(年度最佳球迷)

270
00:12:20,032 --> 00:12:21,366
{\an8}‪史黛芬妮,妳的衣櫥

271
00:12:21,366 --> 00:12:23,160
‪天啊,超滿

272
00:12:23,160 --> 00:12:25,412
‪我要把一些球衣拿出來

273
00:12:25,412 --> 00:12:26,997
‪騰出一些空間

274
00:12:27,498 --> 00:12:29,249
‪這些都會帶去新家,對嗎?

275
00:12:29,249 --> 00:12:30,459
{\an8}‪-對
‪-好

276
00:12:30,459 --> 00:12:31,376
{\an8}‪(時尚 譚)

277
00:12:31,376 --> 00:12:34,588
{\an8}‪我看到很多polo衫和T恤

278
00:12:34,588 --> 00:12:35,672
‪超多件

279
00:12:35,672 --> 00:12:40,052
‪我不喜歡穿太緊的衣服

280
00:12:40,052 --> 00:12:42,763
‪所以我通常會穿大一點的衣服

281
00:12:43,555 --> 00:12:44,681
‪-像這件
‪-很舒適

282
00:12:44,681 --> 00:12:47,100
‪-對
‪-運動鞋,籃球短褲

283
00:12:47,100 --> 00:12:50,229
‪我大學打過籃球,所以總是穿著球褲

284
00:12:50,229 --> 00:12:52,314
‪妳以前會打扮

285
00:12:52,314 --> 00:12:54,817
‪-對
‪-想念那段時光嗎?

286
00:12:54,817 --> 00:12:59,404
‪我想念打扮的感覺

287
00:12:59,404 --> 00:13:03,450
‪可是有時別人會因為我的外表打量我

288
00:13:03,450 --> 00:13:05,661
‪是因為妳看起來比較男性化嗎?

289
00:13:05,661 --> 00:13:09,581
‪別人根本沒跟妳說過話
‪就預設妳肯定是女同志?

290
00:13:09,581 --> 00:13:11,792
‪對,所以我開始穿很多聖徒隊的衣服

291
00:13:11,792 --> 00:13:14,378
‪傳達正面訊息或和紐奧良有關的東西

292
00:13:14,378 --> 00:13:18,966
‪例如當我是鳥媽媽
‪我可以擁抱孩子,跟孩子說話

293
00:13:18,966 --> 00:13:21,885
‪大家會先看到我想傳遞的訊息
‪而不是直接評斷我

294
00:13:21,885 --> 00:13:24,847
‪對,妳透過“融入”讓其他人更快樂

295
00:13:24,847 --> 00:13:27,182
‪可是妳完全失去了自我

296
00:13:28,308 --> 00:13:30,477
‪我希望讓妳看起來很酷

297
00:13:30,477 --> 00:13:32,104
‪那是什麼樣子?

298
00:13:32,104 --> 00:13:34,857
‪我這週會示範給妳看
‪但妳的衣櫥裡沒有那種衣服

299
00:13:38,819 --> 00:13:40,445
‪好耶,聖徒隊加油

300
00:13:40,445 --> 00:13:42,114
‪第一,聖徒隊加油

301
00:13:45,284 --> 00:13:46,618
‪超甜

302
00:13:50,622 --> 00:13:52,249
{\an8}‪我一走進來就只看到...

303
00:13:52,249 --> 00:13:53,166
{\an8}‪(文化 卡拉莫)

304
00:13:53,166 --> 00:13:54,877
{\an8}‪...運動

305
00:13:55,377 --> 00:13:57,588
‪我問瑞秋妳何時開始收集那些東西

306
00:13:57,588 --> 00:13:58,839
‪她說三年前

307
00:13:58,839 --> 00:14:00,924
‪三年前發生過什麼事嗎?

308
00:14:02,134 --> 00:14:07,055
‪當時有個事件對我來說算是轉捩點

309
00:14:07,806 --> 00:14:08,807
‪我們去了酒吧

310
00:14:08,807 --> 00:14:11,643
‪我們坐著吃飯
‪我們已經在酒吧待了一段時間

311
00:14:11,643 --> 00:14:15,105
‪有位女士和她的女兒進來用餐

312
00:14:15,105 --> 00:14:16,857
‪但座位不夠

313
00:14:16,857 --> 00:14:18,358
‪所以我說:“妳知道嗎?

314
00:14:18,358 --> 00:14:21,320
‪我願意讓位給她們”

315
00:14:22,112 --> 00:14:23,363
‪所以我讓了

316
00:14:23,363 --> 00:14:27,034
‪在那之後,那個女兒跟媽媽說話

317
00:14:27,034 --> 00:14:31,121
‪說了很多恐同的仇恨言論

318
00:14:31,121 --> 00:14:33,540
‪取笑我的外表

319
00:14:33,540 --> 00:14:35,751
‪“那到底是男生還女生?”

320
00:14:36,335 --> 00:14:40,923
‪我這輩子第一次覺得自己好渺小

321
00:14:42,132 --> 00:14:43,884
‪從那之後

322
00:14:43,884 --> 00:14:47,220
‪我太在意讓他人感到自在

323
00:14:47,220 --> 00:14:49,681
‪例如我不想到處放我們的合照

324
00:14:49,681 --> 00:14:52,976
‪因為別人可能會對我爸問起我們的事

325
00:14:53,852 --> 00:14:56,396
‪出門在外,我想牽著她的手

326
00:14:56,897 --> 00:14:59,524
‪可是我常常會縮手

327
00:14:59,524 --> 00:15:03,695
‪我知道那讓她很難過

328
00:15:03,695 --> 00:15:05,948
‪她有幾次崩潰大哭

329
00:15:05,948 --> 00:15:06,865
‪嗯

330
00:15:06,865 --> 00:15:10,369
‪史黛芬妮相信那些她聽到的說法

331
00:15:10,369 --> 00:15:11,828
‪相信她必須隱瞞

332
00:15:11,828 --> 00:15:13,163
‪這是問題

333
00:15:13,747 --> 00:15:16,083
‪妳什麼時候開始認同自己是女同志?

334
00:15:16,083 --> 00:15:19,795
‪大學後期,快畢業時

335
00:15:19,795 --> 00:15:22,756
‪家人對這件事有什麼反應?

336
00:15:22,756 --> 00:15:26,259
‪我爸媽的反應出乎意料的好

337
00:15:26,969 --> 00:15:29,262
‪他們都很支持我

338
00:15:29,262 --> 00:15:30,764
‪兄弟姊妹呢?

339
00:15:30,764 --> 00:15:33,225
‪我的小弟艾力克斯住在這裡

340
00:15:33,225 --> 00:15:34,601
‪我們很像

341
00:15:34,601 --> 00:15:37,729
‪我的大弟馬克,他住在芝加哥

342
00:15:37,729 --> 00:15:40,357
‪-他也是同志
‪-哇,兩個同志手足

343
00:15:40,357 --> 00:15:41,483
‪-好
‪-好

344
00:15:41,483 --> 00:15:45,320
‪之前跟弟弟聊過那個事件嗎?

345
00:15:45,320 --> 00:15:46,238
‪從來沒有

346
00:15:46,238 --> 00:15:50,075
‪為什麼不找他們談?他們會理解的

347
00:15:50,075 --> 00:15:52,995
‪我一提到那件事就會很激動

348
00:15:52,995 --> 00:15:54,663
‪會變得很難過

349
00:15:54,663 --> 00:15:56,540
‪因為我們感情沒有好

350
00:15:56,540 --> 00:15:58,917
‪有時我很後悔沒有跟他們更親近

351
00:15:58,917 --> 00:16:01,003
‪妳想讓自己開心嗎?

352
00:16:01,795 --> 00:16:02,629
‪想

353
00:16:02,629 --> 00:16:05,090
‪妳要做的第一件事是摘下面具

354
00:16:05,090 --> 00:16:08,343
‪或者說摘下那頂帽子

355
00:16:08,969 --> 00:16:10,012
‪真的

356
00:16:10,012 --> 00:16:11,805
‪妳得摘下那頂帽子

357
00:16:12,931 --> 00:16:14,266
‪我們進去吧

358
00:16:14,266 --> 00:16:15,684
‪-謝謝妳的分享
‪-謝謝

359
00:16:15,684 --> 00:16:18,145
‪但我不喜歡你批評我的鳥帽

360
00:16:18,645 --> 00:16:20,355
‪不能再戴那頂鳥帽了

361
00:16:25,027 --> 00:16:27,738
‪好,空蕩蕩的美麗衣櫃

362
00:16:27,738 --> 00:16:29,781
‪-鮑比!
‪-天啊

363
00:16:29,781 --> 00:16:31,992
‪-好,小譚,走吧
‪-準備好了,弄好了

364
00:16:35,454 --> 00:16:38,081
‪-走吧,房子再見
‪-新房子見

365
00:16:38,915 --> 00:16:41,543
‪我希望她爸不會因為
‪我偷了邦特蛋糕而生氣

366
00:16:47,466 --> 00:16:49,801
‪我覺得他很生氣我偷了邦特蛋糕

367
00:16:53,680 --> 00:16:55,474
{\an8}‪(酷男五人組總部,紐奧良)

368
00:16:56,808 --> 00:17:00,604
‪我這週最大的任務是讓史黛芬妮學會

369
00:17:00,604 --> 00:17:02,564
‪家裡的一切

370
00:17:02,564 --> 00:17:04,775
‪不應該只以妳的愛好為中心

371
00:17:04,775 --> 00:17:08,779
‪也必須考慮到“瑞秋喜歡什麼?”

372
00:17:08,779 --> 00:17:10,530
‪“我們倆都喜歡什麼?”

373
00:17:11,990 --> 00:17:16,078
‪有個事件改變了她
‪讓她不再以身為女同志感到驕傲

374
00:17:16,078 --> 00:17:20,207
‪但史黛芬妮必須理解
‪她的家人可以提供支持

375
00:17:20,207 --> 00:17:21,458
‪她只需要開口

376
00:17:23,752 --> 00:17:27,881
‪她不知道怎樣穿衣服能提升自信

377
00:17:27,881 --> 00:17:32,886
‪我想讓她知道她可以走出舒適圈

378
00:17:32,886 --> 00:17:37,140
‪專注於新的,驕傲的,酷兒史黛芬妮

379
00:17:39,518 --> 00:17:42,062
‪透過待在舒適圈

380
00:17:42,813 --> 00:17:47,442
‪她阻礙了自己,不能活出最好的人生

381
00:17:50,654 --> 00:17:53,990
‪我想讓史黛芬妮學會找出並慶祝

382
00:17:53,990 --> 00:17:56,868
‪本來就存在她的內在的美

383
00:17:57,369 --> 00:18:01,706
‪我很興奮,因為我準備了大改造

384
00:18:01,706 --> 00:18:03,083
‪(第二天)

385
00:18:03,083 --> 00:18:07,838
‪(如果有人說你很怪,向他道謝
‪艾倫狄珍妮絲)

386
00:18:11,550 --> 00:18:12,467
‪(比利瑞德服飾)

387
00:18:12,467 --> 00:18:14,636
‪好,妳上次買衣服是什麼時候?

388
00:18:14,636 --> 00:18:17,097
‪我超怕買衣服,能避就避

389
00:18:21,059 --> 00:18:25,438
‪妳太在意自己的酷兒女性認同

390
00:18:26,022 --> 00:18:28,483
‪那會是我們的絆腳石

391
00:18:29,442 --> 00:18:32,737
‪妳會因為身為同志感到羞恥嗎?

392
00:18:35,907 --> 00:18:37,367
‪我不覺得羞恥

393
00:18:37,868 --> 00:18:43,206
‪但是我覺得我會造成其他人的困擾

394
00:18:44,416 --> 00:18:49,045
‪-所以我盡量不要做自己
‪-嗯

395
00:18:49,629 --> 00:18:50,630
‪我只能說

396
00:18:50,630 --> 00:18:53,383
‪我覺得很多圈內人都摸索過

397
00:18:53,383 --> 00:18:55,635
‪我也會做一樣的事

398
00:18:55,635 --> 00:18:58,263
‪我知道為了我的自在和安全

399
00:18:58,263 --> 00:19:02,767
‪有時就是不適合穿高跟鞋
‪出現在我的小鎮

400
00:19:02,767 --> 00:19:03,935
‪-就是不適合
‪-對

401
00:19:03,935 --> 00:19:06,146
‪所以我完全明白

402
00:19:06,146 --> 00:19:11,359
‪但這是妳為了討好其他人戴上的面具

403
00:19:11,359 --> 00:19:15,363
‪我不認為妳的想法是
‪“你知道什麼讓我覺得性感嗎?

404
00:19:15,363 --> 00:19:18,366
‪籃球短褲和連帽衫”

405
00:19:18,366 --> 00:19:19,576
‪對吧?我有說錯嗎?

406
00:19:19,576 --> 00:19:22,537
‪對,除非是球賽當天之類的

407
00:19:22,537 --> 00:19:25,123
‪對,球賽當天,我懂

408
00:19:25,874 --> 00:19:30,086
‪我希望我們能讓妳做自己

409
00:19:30,086 --> 00:19:34,382
‪讓妳能驕傲自信地向大眾展現自己

410
00:19:35,008 --> 00:19:38,261
‪我想變成那樣,真的

411
00:19:38,261 --> 00:19:40,931
‪我會幫妳挑選衣服

412
00:19:40,931 --> 00:19:45,185
‪那只是錦上添花,最重要的核心是妳

413
00:19:47,270 --> 00:19:50,941
‪我看得出來她有點擔心
‪我會選什麼衣服

414
00:19:50,941 --> 00:19:54,945
‪但我需要她練習以自己的認同為榮

415
00:19:54,945 --> 00:19:57,447
‪以身為女同志和女人為榮

416
00:19:57,447 --> 00:20:00,367
‪我不希望她覺得必須壓抑自我

417
00:20:00,367 --> 00:20:01,952
‪沒什麼好丟臉的

418
00:20:01,952 --> 00:20:05,038
‪如果我能以身為同志驕傲,妳也能

419
00:20:06,957 --> 00:20:08,333
‪好

420
00:20:08,333 --> 00:20:09,542
‪來吧

421
00:20:10,168 --> 00:20:12,879
‪先說說妳有什麼想法,我們再來調整

422
00:20:12,879 --> 00:20:17,175
‪我超久沒紮衣服

423
00:20:17,676 --> 00:20:20,011
‪所以把襯衫塞進去

424
00:20:20,011 --> 00:20:23,640
‪露出一部分的肚子

425
00:20:23,640 --> 00:20:26,643
‪我有點不自在,我通常不紮衣服

426
00:20:26,643 --> 00:20:29,562
‪如果不紮進去,下擺會到這裡

427
00:20:30,146 --> 00:20:32,691
‪那樣上半身會很長,腿很顯短

428
00:20:33,566 --> 00:20:35,026
‪那樣不好看

429
00:20:35,026 --> 00:20:36,361
‪妳在藏什麼?

430
00:20:37,195 --> 00:20:39,906
‪妳看,明明就很平坦

431
00:20:40,782 --> 00:20:43,285
‪對,妳剛剛敲到我的老二...

432
00:20:43,785 --> 00:20:44,619
‪對

433
00:20:44,619 --> 00:20:45,537
‪但...

434
00:20:45,537 --> 00:20:47,497
‪-已經...
‪-睽違已久

435
00:20:47,497 --> 00:20:49,833
‪已經好久沒有女生打到我的老二

436
00:20:49,833 --> 00:20:51,710
‪-好吧,對
‪-妳看

437
00:20:51,710 --> 00:20:54,296
‪從側面看,不是很平坦嗎?

438
00:20:54,796 --> 00:20:56,339
‪算是吧

439
00:20:56,840 --> 00:20:59,467
‪如果加上可以修飾比例的東西

440
00:20:59,467 --> 00:21:02,512
‪妳會比較自在嗎?

441
00:21:02,512 --> 00:21:03,847
‪-會
‪-好

442
00:21:03,847 --> 00:21:07,517
‪我們讓妳穿上能讓妳更有自信的衣服

443
00:21:10,312 --> 00:21:11,438
‪好

444
00:21:11,938 --> 00:21:13,440
‪過來照鏡子

445
00:21:13,440 --> 00:21:14,774
‪妳穿著T恤

446
00:21:14,774 --> 00:21:18,695
‪但外面罩了比較寬鬆的衣服
‪能夠修飾妳想修飾的所有部位

447
00:21:18,695 --> 00:21:21,156
‪如果妳跟瑞秋約會時做這樣的打扮

448
00:21:21,156 --> 00:21:23,366
‪她會看到妳還是很自在

449
00:21:23,366 --> 00:21:26,119
‪還是很休閒,但是看起來很有型

450
00:21:26,119 --> 00:21:28,455
‪不是“我要藏起來”

451
00:21:28,455 --> 00:21:30,582
‪對,截然不同

452
00:21:30,582 --> 00:21:33,877
‪我原本持懷疑態度,但我其實很喜歡

453
00:21:33,877 --> 00:21:35,337
‪很好

454
00:21:35,337 --> 00:21:40,467
‪你把我的所有衣服拿出來丟成一堆時
‪我其實很害怕

455
00:21:40,467 --> 00:21:44,471
‪-“把這個部分的妳丟掉”很可怕
‪-我知道

456
00:21:44,471 --> 00:21:48,141
‪我只是想讓真正的妳變得閃耀
‪不是改變妳

457
00:21:48,141 --> 00:21:50,685
‪這對我來說意義重大

458
00:21:50,685 --> 00:21:54,856
‪畢竟這個地方一直想改變你的本質

459
00:21:54,856 --> 00:21:58,401
‪好,換回籃球短褲和聖徒隊上衣吧

460
00:21:58,902 --> 00:22:00,695
‪-謝謝
‪-謝謝譚

461
00:22:01,488 --> 00:22:02,489
‪她看起來很美

462
00:22:13,583 --> 00:22:14,667
‪(聖羅倫佐餐廳酒吧)

463
00:22:14,667 --> 00:22:16,127
‪從沒進過廚房

464
00:22:16,127 --> 00:22:18,963
‪-從沒進過餐廳廚房?這是第一次
‪-沒有

465
00:22:18,963 --> 00:22:21,049
‪-你是我的第一次
‪-我是妳的第一次!

466
00:22:21,049 --> 00:22:22,592
‪我很榮幸

467
00:22:23,468 --> 00:22:25,678
‪-好,想讓瑞秋刮目相看嗎?
‪-想

468
00:22:25,678 --> 00:22:28,098
‪我們要讓她知道妳完全有能力

469
00:22:28,098 --> 00:22:31,351
‪處理和食用蔬菜

470
00:22:31,351 --> 00:22:34,813
‪所以我們要做一道很棒的沙拉

471
00:22:35,688 --> 00:22:38,149
‪-沙拉?
‪-真好吃,沙拉

472
00:22:38,149 --> 00:22:40,443
‪-抱歉,有沒有...
‪-聽到“沙拉”我就不明白了

473
00:22:41,319 --> 00:22:44,030
‪我沒看過任何成年人...

474
00:22:44,030 --> 00:22:45,115
‪好多綠色

475
00:22:45,115 --> 00:22:47,867
‪...擁有房子和穩定關係的人

476
00:22:47,867 --> 00:22:50,495
‪那麼害怕蔬菜

477
00:22:50,495 --> 00:22:53,790
‪她必須有點不自在,必須嘗試新事物

478
00:22:53,790 --> 00:22:55,417
‪至少試試吧?

479
00:22:55,417 --> 00:22:57,210
‪-我願意試試
‪-好

480
00:22:57,210 --> 00:22:58,336
‪只是很可怕

481
00:22:58,336 --> 00:23:01,965
‪我想讓她知道平常就應該吃青菜水果

482
00:23:01,965 --> 00:23:04,634
‪我要讓她不知所措
‪跟麥可貝的電影一樣丟出一堆東西

483
00:23:04,634 --> 00:23:06,970
‪我們要嘗試各種食物

484
00:23:07,846 --> 00:23:10,890
‪好,在夏天,西瓜和番茄

485
00:23:10,890 --> 00:23:12,559
‪這兩個很搭

486
00:23:12,559 --> 00:23:13,726
‪-真的嗎?
‪-對

487
00:23:14,436 --> 00:23:15,770
‪妳最喜歡的“蔬菜”

488
00:23:17,063 --> 00:23:19,107
‪-現在她才開始期待
‪-現在我懂了

489
00:23:19,107 --> 00:23:20,191
‪更多玉米

490
00:23:20,775 --> 00:23:22,610
‪玉米永遠不嫌多

491
00:23:22,610 --> 00:23:24,696
‪-現在我們要處理酪梨
‪-好

492
00:23:24,696 --> 00:23:27,449
‪瑞秋看到現在的妳會怎麼說?

493
00:23:27,449 --> 00:23:31,578
‪她會大吃一驚,我竟然在試吃食物

494
00:23:31,578 --> 00:23:32,704
‪-試吃?
‪-對

495
00:23:32,704 --> 00:23:34,372
‪妳非常愛她

496
00:23:34,372 --> 00:23:36,875
‪-我看到妳看她的眼神
‪-我很愛她

497
00:23:36,875 --> 00:23:40,295
‪我們交往六年了
‪但我想在一起六十年

498
00:23:40,295 --> 00:23:42,005
‪-對
‪-你知道?

499
00:23:42,005 --> 00:23:46,718
‪妳辦過慶祝妳和妳的生活的聚會嗎?

500
00:23:46,718 --> 00:23:48,511
‪妳有什麼感覺?

501
00:23:48,511 --> 00:23:50,638
‪很恐怖

502
00:23:50,638 --> 00:23:51,639
‪對

503
00:23:51,639 --> 00:23:56,144
‪這次喬遷派對會有親朋好友

504
00:23:56,144 --> 00:23:57,479
‪在我們自己家舉辦

505
00:23:57,479 --> 00:23:58,771
‪我們說了算

506
00:23:58,771 --> 00:24:01,483
‪我的家人看過我們,知道我們在交往

507
00:24:01,483 --> 00:24:04,444
‪可是我從沒說過,“這就是我”

508
00:24:04,444 --> 00:24:07,280
‪“這是我需要的”,“不喜歡就拉倒”

509
00:24:07,906 --> 00:24:09,324
‪對,我懂

510
00:24:10,033 --> 00:24:11,659
‪我在成長過程中發覺

511
00:24:11,659 --> 00:24:14,287
‪有一部分的我喜歡男生

512
00:24:15,288 --> 00:24:17,832
‪超可怕

513
00:24:17,832 --> 00:24:20,293
‪我跟我爸相處時,我的心態是

514
00:24:20,293 --> 00:24:23,588
‪“好,我們就聊讓你自在的話題”

515
00:24:23,588 --> 00:24:26,341
‪-我以前隱藏了很多的自我
‪-對

516
00:24:26,341 --> 00:24:29,010
‪-很累人
‪-太累了

517
00:24:29,594 --> 00:24:32,180
‪這讓我很難過
‪我知道這讓她很難過

518
00:24:32,180 --> 00:24:34,015
‪-沒錯
‪-這樣不公平

519
00:24:34,015 --> 00:24:36,935
‪這是有代價的,就是妳的幸福

520
00:24:36,935 --> 00:24:39,437
‪難道妳這一輩子

521
00:24:39,938 --> 00:24:42,857
‪都要過著符合世人眼光的人生嗎?

522
00:24:44,150 --> 00:24:46,069
‪讓他們看到另一面吧

523
00:24:47,904 --> 00:24:48,905
‪對

524
00:24:48,905 --> 00:24:51,699
‪-對
‪-我不只是瘋狂球迷

525
00:24:51,699 --> 00:24:52,742
‪對

526
00:24:52,742 --> 00:24:56,454
‪那是一部分的妳,很棒的一部分
‪但是妳遠遠不僅如此,對吧?

527
00:24:56,454 --> 00:24:58,623
‪現在妳知道那行不通了

528
00:24:58,623 --> 00:25:00,166
‪因為妳想要改變

529
00:25:00,166 --> 00:25:01,084
‪對

530
00:25:02,210 --> 00:25:04,754
‪一切都從嘗試小黃瓜開始

531
00:25:07,423 --> 00:25:08,591
‪不過是蔬菜

532
00:25:09,092 --> 00:25:12,303
‪我一想到脆脆的蔬菜就會起雞皮疙瘩

533
00:25:12,303 --> 00:25:15,181
‪好,妳願意至少吃一小口嗎?

534
00:25:15,181 --> 00:25:16,683
‪看看感覺如何?

535
00:25:19,185 --> 00:25:21,604
‪可是這個菜味會很重

536
00:25:21,604 --> 00:25:23,940
‪因為它就是很綠的蔬菜

537
00:25:26,192 --> 00:25:31,239
‪光是說服她吃一小塊小黃瓜
‪就花了很多力氣

538
00:25:31,239 --> 00:25:33,866
‪-可以再切小一點嗎?
‪-沒問題

539
00:25:33,866 --> 00:25:35,660
‪她抗拒到身體會畏縮

540
00:25:35,660 --> 00:25:36,828
‪慢慢來

541
00:25:36,828 --> 00:25:38,454
‪她真的很怕

542
00:25:38,454 --> 00:25:39,622
‪妳做得到

543
00:25:44,586 --> 00:25:46,421
‪-還可以
‪-妳不是很喜歡

544
00:25:48,214 --> 00:25:50,508
‪我竟然沒有吐

545
00:25:50,508 --> 00:25:53,511
‪好,這些放到一旁,因為妳真的不愛

546
00:25:53,511 --> 00:25:54,429
‪感謝

547
00:25:54,429 --> 00:25:55,471
‪你知道嗎?

548
00:25:55,471 --> 00:25:59,100
‪不用追求完美,重點是進步
‪至少她吃了新鮮食物

549
00:25:59,976 --> 00:26:01,978
‪現在我要加一些籽

550
00:26:01,978 --> 00:26:03,855
‪-南瓜子
‪-南瓜子?

551
00:26:03,855 --> 00:26:05,106
‪-對
‪-好

552
00:26:05,607 --> 00:26:07,900
‪漂亮,快到終點了

553
00:26:07,900 --> 00:26:09,819
‪我不是故意説運動梗的,但我說了

554
00:26:09,819 --> 00:26:11,988
‪沒關係,我喜歡

555
00:26:12,572 --> 00:26:14,282
‪紅洋蔥有點嗆

556
00:26:14,282 --> 00:26:18,453
‪泡一下水味道就不會那麼嗆

557
00:26:18,453 --> 00:26:20,622
‪-就算只泡幾分鐘
‪-是喔?

558
00:26:20,622 --> 00:26:23,750
‪然後加上濃郁的醬汁

559
00:26:24,792 --> 00:26:26,085
‪好,試吃吧

560
00:26:26,085 --> 00:26:27,462
‪天啊,好

561
00:26:29,589 --> 00:26:30,673
‪沒事

562
00:26:30,673 --> 00:26:31,966
‪只是沙拉而已

563
00:26:31,966 --> 00:26:33,801
‪真的好綠,我的朋友

564
00:26:33,801 --> 00:26:36,346
‪我不是要逼妳吃掉一整盤

565
00:26:36,346 --> 00:26:38,556
‪只是每樣都吃一口

566
00:26:40,058 --> 00:26:41,059
‪-好
‪-好了

567
00:26:45,396 --> 00:26:47,065
‪你先,好

568
00:26:53,988 --> 00:26:57,742
‪-味道其實很棒
‪-妳說什麼?

569
00:26:59,118 --> 00:26:59,952
‪看吧?

570
00:26:59,952 --> 00:27:04,248
‪我不期望她一週吃五次青花菜

571
00:27:04,248 --> 00:27:09,253
‪可是突破舒適圈可以讓人成長

572
00:27:09,253 --> 00:27:10,213
‪超好吃

573
00:27:10,713 --> 00:27:11,547
‪是嗎?

574
00:27:12,090 --> 00:27:15,176
‪或許可以試試起司通心麵以外的食物

575
00:27:16,135 --> 00:27:18,137
‪太瘋狂了,這讓我大開眼界

576
00:27:18,137 --> 00:27:22,809
‪太好了!下次去速食餐廳車道點餐時
‪記得今天的體驗

577
00:27:22,809 --> 00:27:23,851
‪想想我

578
00:27:23,851 --> 00:27:25,853
‪對自己說:“不行”

579
00:27:29,065 --> 00:27:30,024
‪(第三天)

580
00:27:30,024 --> 00:27:35,029
‪(有社群才有解放,奧德雷洛德)

581
00:27:37,865 --> 00:27:39,367
{\an8}‪(史黛芬妮和瑞秋的新房子)

582
00:27:40,243 --> 00:27:43,621
‪我覺得史黛芬妮從沒認真想過
‪一個家應該有什麼

583
00:27:43,621 --> 00:27:47,458
‪也沒想過她和伴侶共享的家要有什麼

584
00:27:50,002 --> 00:27:54,799
‪不只是塞滿球隊週邊的狗窩

585
00:28:08,020 --> 00:28:08,855
‪(露波邦)

586
00:28:08,855 --> 00:28:10,231
‪-準備好了嗎?
‪-好了

587
00:28:10,231 --> 00:28:11,149
‪妳先請

588
00:28:12,233 --> 00:28:14,277
‪妳心想:“為什麼帶我來酒吧?”

589
00:28:15,069 --> 00:28:18,114
‪是因為隨時可以開喝嗎?

590
00:28:18,114 --> 00:28:19,574
‪沒錯

591
00:28:20,283 --> 00:28:24,579
‪妳說過妳在酒吧讓位時發生了一些事

592
00:28:24,579 --> 00:28:29,292
‪那件事讓妳很不舒服

593
00:28:29,292 --> 00:28:30,460
‪對

594
00:28:30,460 --> 00:28:32,170
‪我不認為只有那件事

595
00:28:32,670 --> 00:28:37,592
‪對,我每天都會遇到類似的事情

596
00:28:37,592 --> 00:28:40,636
‪走在街上,遛狗時

597
00:28:40,636 --> 00:28:41,637
‪我...

598
00:28:42,346 --> 00:28:47,268
‪就連球隊在社群媒體上
‪公布年度最佳球迷時

599
00:28:47,268 --> 00:28:50,521
‪底下也有很多負面留言

600
00:28:51,689 --> 00:28:53,858
‪每天都有

601
00:28:55,735 --> 00:28:58,070
‪妳聽過內化恐同嗎?

602
00:28:59,113 --> 00:29:00,531
‪-沒有
‪-好

603
00:29:00,531 --> 00:29:02,784
‪內化恐同就是當妳接收到

604
00:29:02,784 --> 00:29:09,791
‪外界教導妳的負面感受、觀念和訊息

605
00:29:09,791 --> 00:29:12,460
‪妳將那些東西內化

606
00:29:12,460 --> 00:29:14,712
‪讓它們成為妳的一部分

607
00:29:15,213 --> 00:29:19,717
‪我一直以為我只是想“討好別人”

608
00:29:19,717 --> 00:29:22,094
‪或是努力想讓其他人感到自在

609
00:29:22,094 --> 00:29:25,932
‪那就是將恐同內化的第一步

610
00:29:26,641 --> 00:29:28,976
‪妳開始對自己說
‪“我不想讓你覺得不舒服

611
00:29:28,976 --> 00:29:30,770
‪所以我要否定一部分的自己”

612
00:29:30,770 --> 00:29:33,064
‪“我不會牽著伴侶的手

613
00:29:33,064 --> 00:29:35,608
‪因為我不希望別人打量我們”

614
00:29:35,608 --> 00:29:39,362
‪“我對生養小孩有疑慮

615
00:29:39,362 --> 00:29:42,448
‪因為我不想讓孩子解釋我的身分”

616
00:29:43,157 --> 00:29:47,995
‪“我不想放和伴侶的合照
‪讓我父親必須解釋那個東西”

617
00:29:49,705 --> 00:29:51,916
‪妳自稱是“那個東西”

618
00:29:55,795 --> 00:29:57,463
‪有時候我就是這種感受

619
00:29:57,463 --> 00:29:58,548
‪我懂

620
00:29:58,548 --> 00:30:01,968
‪那都是妳接收到來自外界的恐同觀念

621
00:30:01,968 --> 00:30:03,886
‪現在妳也對自己說那種話

622
00:30:05,721 --> 00:30:09,475
‪如果妳就這樣搬進新家
‪妳只會把那些包袱都帶過去

623
00:30:09,475 --> 00:30:10,434
‪對

624
00:30:12,478 --> 00:30:15,189
‪因為那樣做很簡單,很自在,很...

625
00:30:18,109 --> 00:30:19,402
‪“正常”

626
00:30:22,321 --> 00:30:26,284
‪自從回到北路易斯安那州

627
00:30:27,201 --> 00:30:29,161
‪我參加過的每個社群

628
00:30:29,161 --> 00:30:32,081
‪態度都是“這就是妳能有的空間”

629
00:30:32,790 --> 00:30:35,710
‪這裡只有一兩間同志酒吧

630
00:30:35,710 --> 00:30:39,046
‪“那是妳的空間,妳唯一的空間”

631
00:30:39,630 --> 00:30:46,345
‪我已經訓練自己說“妳只能擁有這些”

632
00:30:46,345 --> 00:30:50,057
‪“妳不能在別的地方做自己”

633
00:30:50,057 --> 00:30:51,893
‪我覺得被逼到角落

634
00:30:52,643 --> 00:30:53,477
‪然後

635
00:30:55,271 --> 00:31:01,652
‪我覺得我一直在餵養我的恐懼

636
00:31:01,652 --> 00:31:05,990
‪對於可能會發生或是已經發生的
‪那些不好的事情

637
00:31:05,990 --> 00:31:06,908
‪很真實的恐懼

638
00:31:07,742 --> 00:31:08,701
‪對

639
00:31:08,701 --> 00:31:11,829
‪如果妳待在無法完全做自己的空間

640
00:31:11,829 --> 00:31:14,916
‪而且因此感覺“被逼到角落”

641
00:31:15,416 --> 00:31:17,209
‪覺得不能做自己

642
00:31:17,960 --> 00:31:21,380
‪那妳內化的恐同心態只會越來越嚴重

643
00:31:24,175 --> 00:31:27,053
‪這樣不公平,妳把自己逼到角落

644
00:31:28,179 --> 00:31:30,556
‪其他人卻能自由生活

645
00:31:30,556 --> 00:31:32,016
‪這樣不公平

646
00:31:33,768 --> 00:31:35,102
‪真的好難

647
00:31:35,895 --> 00:31:39,398
‪我知道

648
00:31:41,484 --> 00:31:44,195
‪我了解我們所處世界的現實

649
00:31:44,695 --> 00:31:49,075
‪但我們這個社群的美麗之處
‪就是我們很強韌,總會勝利

650
00:31:49,075 --> 00:31:52,411
‪我們能為看似最黑暗的地方帶來光明

651
00:31:53,996 --> 00:31:56,165
‪很難找到能理解的人

652
00:31:57,291 --> 00:31:58,125
‪我知道

653
00:31:58,793 --> 00:32:02,546
‪所以我才問起妳弟,他也是社群一員

654
00:32:02,546 --> 00:32:04,256
‪但妳卻不和他溝通

655
00:32:04,256 --> 00:32:05,174
‪為什麼?

656
00:32:05,967 --> 00:32:08,469
‪他對於他的身分認同很有自信

657
00:32:09,470 --> 00:32:12,306
‪我覺得...我去過芝加哥

658
00:32:12,306 --> 00:32:16,310
‪我覺得他在那裡比較“有空間”做自己

659
00:32:19,480 --> 00:32:23,192
‪所以他可以做各種

660
00:32:23,192 --> 00:32:26,237
‪同志驕傲,各種讓人覺得強大的事情

661
00:32:26,237 --> 00:32:27,989
‪拜託,他是妳弟

662
00:32:28,990 --> 00:32:32,702
‪他是同志
‪妳以為他不知道妳經歷過哪些鳥事?

663
00:32:35,496 --> 00:32:37,206
‪-也許吧,我不知道
‪-不知道?

664
00:32:37,707 --> 00:32:39,542
‪我不會跟任何人分享這些心事

665
00:32:40,543 --> 00:32:43,462
‪但妳需要有人支持

666
00:32:43,462 --> 00:32:46,590
‪能對某人說:“我現在被困住了
‪感覺負擔很重

667
00:32:46,590 --> 00:32:48,175
‪我需要你”

668
00:32:49,135 --> 00:32:51,178
‪有時有人支持會有幫助

669
00:32:52,138 --> 00:32:53,639
‪妳跟他說過嗎?

670
00:32:57,143 --> 00:32:59,228
‪LGBT社群會這麼興盛的原因是

671
00:32:59,228 --> 00:33:02,231
‪我們知道支持很重要

672
00:33:04,233 --> 00:33:05,151
‪嗨,史黛芬妮

673
00:33:07,236 --> 00:33:09,655
{\an8}‪(史黛芬妮的弟弟 馬克)

674
00:33:09,655 --> 00:33:10,990
{\an8}‪妳好嗎?

675
00:33:10,990 --> 00:33:14,160
‪我邀請史黛芬妮的弟弟過來
‪因為她需要支持

676
00:33:14,160 --> 00:33:16,746
‪幫助她獲得勇氣,推倒高牆

677
00:33:16,746 --> 00:33:18,956
‪面對內心的真實狀況

678
00:33:18,956 --> 00:33:19,874
‪好

679
00:33:21,125 --> 00:33:25,254
‪所以...我要妳跟他談談
‪他就在這裡

680
00:33:30,051 --> 00:33:32,428
‪在這裡生活很辛苦

681
00:33:34,013 --> 00:33:36,974
‪過去幾年是我人生中最辛苦的時期

682
00:33:37,808 --> 00:33:39,810
‪發生了很多事

683
00:33:40,352 --> 00:33:45,441
‪而且我逼自己很久了,馬克

684
00:33:47,068 --> 00:33:48,944
‪天啊,史黛芬妮

685
00:33:50,029 --> 00:33:54,366
‪我一直以為妳看起來過得很好

686
00:33:54,366 --> 00:33:55,451
‪妳不會跟我談心

687
00:33:55,451 --> 00:33:59,080
‪我的意思是,在我心中
‪妳就是很棒的姊姊

688
00:34:00,414 --> 00:34:04,168
‪你看著我會覺得我是堅強的人

689
00:34:05,086 --> 00:34:10,299
‪但你看到的是我希望別人看到的我

690
00:34:10,299 --> 00:34:12,676
‪球迷和鳥帽

691
00:34:12,676 --> 00:34:17,473
‪還有那些讓我快樂的東西

692
00:34:17,473 --> 00:34:19,934
‪因為我的內心其實不太開心

693
00:34:19,934 --> 00:34:22,186
‪對,我知道,我懂

694
00:34:23,729 --> 00:34:27,274
‪聽到妳過得很辛苦讓我很傷心

695
00:34:28,442 --> 00:34:30,945
‪要是妳能跟我談心就好了

696
00:34:30,945 --> 00:34:33,405
‪告訴我妳過得不好

697
00:34:33,948 --> 00:34:35,407
‪我會馬上趕來

698
00:34:35,407 --> 00:34:37,409
‪你總是看起來很忙

699
00:34:38,077 --> 00:34:39,578
‪而且很開心

700
00:34:39,578 --> 00:34:42,039
‪你有很多事要忙,有自己的生活

701
00:34:42,039 --> 00:34:43,124
‪所以我不想打擾你

702
00:34:43,124 --> 00:34:44,708
‪我想陪伴妳

703
00:34:44,708 --> 00:34:48,295
‪我想...我希望妳擺脫那種想法

704
00:34:52,299 --> 00:34:56,470
‪準備好以史黛芬妮的身分
‪找快樂了嗎?

705
00:34:56,470 --> 00:34:58,722
‪而不是透過身外的東西?

706
00:34:58,722 --> 00:35:00,850
‪需要一步一步來

707
00:35:00,850 --> 00:35:03,144
‪第一步是尋求支持

708
00:35:03,727 --> 00:35:05,020
‪瑞秋支持妳

709
00:35:05,938 --> 00:35:07,982
‪弟弟也支持妳

710
00:35:11,318 --> 00:35:13,445
‪身為妳弟,我會支持妳

711
00:35:14,321 --> 00:35:17,408
‪感覺就像以前去籃球比賽為妳加油

712
00:35:17,408 --> 00:35:18,951
‪真的就是那種感覺

713
00:35:18,951 --> 00:35:20,744
‪我還是妳的頭號球迷

714
00:35:20,744 --> 00:35:24,123
‪妳知道,我...我好愛妳

715
00:35:24,123 --> 00:35:25,124
‪真的

716
00:35:38,387 --> 00:35:42,308
‪我最喜歡我們社群的其中一點
‪就是我們會慶祝

717
00:35:44,226 --> 00:35:48,689
‪我哭到滿臉鼻涕,我現在不能出去玩

718
00:35:48,689 --> 00:35:52,026
‪不對,妳得出去玩,親愛的

719
00:35:52,026 --> 00:35:54,486
‪好,我擦乾眼淚了

720
00:35:55,070 --> 00:35:55,988
‪現在我們去派對吧

721
00:35:55,988 --> 00:35:58,657
‪因為史黛芬妮必須明白

722
00:35:58,657 --> 00:36:02,119
{\an8}‪紐奧良這裡就有想支持她的人和社群

723
00:36:02,703 --> 00:36:04,371
‪我們去玩吧

724
00:36:04,371 --> 00:36:05,998
‪我們來搖一下吧

725
00:36:07,458 --> 00:36:08,959
‪哈囉!

726
00:36:11,253 --> 00:36:12,922
‪-好久不見
‪-我知道

727
00:36:12,922 --> 00:36:15,174
‪-你是她弟弟嗎?
‪-對,我是馬克

728
00:36:15,174 --> 00:36:16,217
‪幸會

729
00:36:16,217 --> 00:36:17,468
‪這是我的老公馬克

730
00:36:17,468 --> 00:36:19,470
‪-嗨,馬克
‪-妳好嗎?

731
00:36:20,888 --> 00:36:22,806
‪-這是我的老公杜威
‪-妳好嗎?

732
00:36:22,806 --> 00:36:24,433
‪各位,這是凱文

733
00:36:25,267 --> 00:36:27,186
‪你什麼時候出櫃?

734
00:36:27,186 --> 00:36:29,396
‪在史黛芬妮出櫃的五年後

735
00:36:29,396 --> 00:36:31,941
‪沒有她,我會過得更辛苦

736
00:36:31,941 --> 00:36:34,568
‪-我第一個跟她說
‪-是嗎?真好

737
00:36:35,152 --> 00:36:36,028
‪我早就知道了

738
00:36:39,823 --> 00:36:42,910
‪加油,譚

739
00:36:43,953 --> 00:36:46,664
‪當你是LGBTQIA+社群的一份子

740
00:36:46,664 --> 00:36:51,335
‪你會常常聽到自選家庭的概念

741
00:36:51,335 --> 00:36:54,546
‪史黛芬妮需要同志友人

742
00:36:54,546 --> 00:36:57,967
‪需要可以看到她,欣賞她
‪了解她的困境的人

743
00:36:57,967 --> 00:37:02,096
‪周遭有讓你感到被愛,感到自在的人

744
00:37:02,096 --> 00:37:04,640
‪我們好自在,我們很放鬆

745
00:37:04,640 --> 00:37:06,976
‪我們找到酷兒的快樂

746
00:37:09,561 --> 00:37:11,480
‪敬南方女同志

747
00:37:11,480 --> 00:37:14,149
‪-好耶
‪-敬南方女同志!

748
00:37:17,361 --> 00:37:18,612
‪(第四天)

749
00:37:18,612 --> 00:37:21,907
‪(不要延後享樂,持續享樂!
‪艾迪溫莎)

750
00:37:28,330 --> 00:37:30,457
{\an8}‪歡迎來到班迪美髮公司

751
00:37:31,041 --> 00:37:31,917
{\an8}‪真可愛

752
00:37:31,917 --> 00:37:33,294
‪漢娜,我們回來了

753
00:37:34,086 --> 00:37:35,421
{\an8}‪-史黛芬妮
‪-幸會

754
00:37:35,421 --> 00:37:36,755
‪幸會

755
00:37:36,755 --> 00:37:39,550
{\an8}‪-妳能相信這間沙龍有多可愛嗎?
‪-超可愛

756
00:37:39,550 --> 00:37:42,011
‪這間髮廊的老闆是酷兒

757
00:37:42,011 --> 00:37:43,637
‪-我喜歡
‪-對

758
00:37:43,637 --> 00:37:45,431
‪-可以直接坐下嗎?
‪-當然

759
00:37:45,431 --> 00:37:47,516
‪-謝謝
‪-我們進去了,請坐

760
00:37:48,267 --> 00:37:50,102
‪好吧,說實話

761
00:37:52,479 --> 00:37:55,774
‪我要把頭髮弄鬆,因為妳知道嗎?

762
00:37:55,774 --> 00:37:57,901
‪我覺得這很像頭盔

763
00:37:58,485 --> 00:38:00,529
‪-不會動
‪-妳一直都是棕髮?

764
00:38:01,113 --> 00:38:04,450
‪對,一直都是,我從沒染過頭髮

765
00:38:04,450 --> 00:38:06,577
‪我不相信

766
00:38:07,536 --> 00:38:08,370
‪真的

767
00:38:08,370 --> 00:38:12,624
‪-所以全是沒染過的處女髮
‪-是處女髮

768
00:38:12,624 --> 00:38:15,336
‪“處女髮”妳用南方口音說的方式

769
00:38:15,336 --> 00:38:18,047
‪-我能告訴妳我的想法嗎?
‪-好

770
00:38:18,714 --> 00:38:21,592
‪-我想剪短一點
‪-好

771
00:38:21,592 --> 00:38:23,385
‪然後染成金髮

772
00:38:24,595 --> 00:38:26,180
‪呼吸,我們來呼吸

773
00:38:26,680 --> 00:38:27,639
‪嘴巴張開

774
00:38:29,224 --> 00:38:30,517
‪金髮?像...

775
00:38:31,685 --> 00:38:32,519
‪好

776
00:38:33,187 --> 00:38:34,938
‪以下是優點和優點

777
00:38:34,938 --> 00:38:37,358
‪-因為妳注意到了嗎?
‪-沒有缺點

778
00:38:37,358 --> 00:38:38,275
‪對,親愛的

779
00:38:38,275 --> 00:38:41,153
‪我覺得這可以是讓妳獲得自信的練習

780
00:38:41,153 --> 00:38:43,072
‪去探索另一面

781
00:38:43,072 --> 00:38:46,283
‪我覺得現在妳應該學亞莉安娜

782
00:38:46,283 --> 00:38:47,701
‪解放自己

783
00:38:47,701 --> 00:38:49,995
‪很難,我無法想像

784
00:38:49,995 --> 00:38:51,455
‪另一個優點

785
00:38:52,039 --> 00:38:56,752
‪兇猛的女同志最強大的時候就是她...

786
00:38:56,752 --> 00:38:59,380
‪特別是第一次漂髮矯色,真的...

787
00:39:00,798 --> 00:39:03,967
‪要怎麼讓缺乏自信的人獲得自信?

788
00:39:03,967 --> 00:39:05,719
‪親愛的,我們只需要稍微...

789
00:39:07,096 --> 00:39:08,263
‪漂髮矯色,寶貝

790
00:39:08,263 --> 00:39:10,891
‪我的處女髮就交給你了

791
00:39:11,725 --> 00:39:13,143
‪來吧

792
00:39:13,143 --> 00:39:17,481
‪說到底
‪史黛芬妮其實比她想像的更勇敢

793
00:39:17,481 --> 00:39:19,400
‪我喜歡出其不意

794
00:39:19,400 --> 00:39:22,152
‪我們要變金髮,要說:“怎樣?”

795
00:39:22,152 --> 00:39:24,905
‪“我叫史黛芬妮,我來閃耀全場”

796
00:39:24,905 --> 00:39:27,574
‪先剪髮,再把頭髮漂爆

797
00:39:28,158 --> 00:39:29,076
‪交給你了

798
00:39:32,496 --> 00:39:35,707
‪看到剪掉側面之後多好看嗎?

799
00:39:35,707 --> 00:39:37,709
‪對,我不像棉花棒了

800
00:39:39,628 --> 00:39:41,755
‪為什麼酷兒們這麼好看又有才華?

801
00:39:47,553 --> 00:39:49,721
‪感覺頭上有彩虹側分

802
00:39:49,721 --> 00:39:51,473
‪-就是這樣
‪-對,閃耀彩虹

803
00:39:51,473 --> 00:39:53,725
‪瑞秋看到會瘋掉

804
00:39:55,102 --> 00:39:57,771
‪我們要辦喬遷派對

805
00:39:58,355 --> 00:40:01,608
‪女同志在家人面前喇舌

806
00:40:01,608 --> 00:40:04,319
‪在喬遷派對上

807
00:40:04,319 --> 00:40:06,447
‪天啊,就像泰勒絲的新歌

808
00:40:06,447 --> 00:40:07,990
‪女同志愛情

809
00:40:07,990 --> 00:40:10,409
‪就像泰勒絲和梅莉莎艾瑟里奇

810
00:40:10,409 --> 00:40:11,618
‪我喜歡

811
00:40:11,618 --> 00:40:14,538
‪那就是我們想看到的合唱組合

812
00:40:16,832 --> 00:40:18,834
‪-不能反悔了
‪-對,不能反悔

813
00:40:18,834 --> 00:40:21,295
‪對於反悔零容忍

814
00:40:23,589 --> 00:40:27,968
‪沒人能說妳這次沒有敞開心胸

815
00:40:27,968 --> 00:40:29,428
‪妳真的放手一博

816
00:40:31,638 --> 00:40:35,601
‪這可說是我在本節目中
‪做過最大規模的改造,親愛的

817
00:40:35,601 --> 00:40:38,061
‪這次的改造超巨大

818
00:40:38,562 --> 00:40:42,232
‪看到史黛芬妮接受改變讓我很驕傲

819
00:40:42,232 --> 00:40:46,528
‪天啊,看起來好棒

820
00:40:46,528 --> 00:40:47,946
‪觀眾為之瘋狂

821
00:40:49,740 --> 00:40:50,699
‪太好了!

822
00:40:51,200 --> 00:40:52,659
‪-準備好了嗎?
‪-還沒

823
00:40:52,659 --> 00:40:53,702
‪我好害怕

824
00:40:53,702 --> 00:40:55,829
‪我是說,妳看起來真的...看起來超棒

825
00:40:55,829 --> 00:40:56,872
‪準備好了嗎?

826
00:40:58,415 --> 00:41:01,835
‪三、二、一

827
00:41:02,711 --> 00:41:03,921
‪新的史黛芬妮

828
00:41:04,421 --> 00:41:05,881
‪哇靠!

829
00:41:08,133 --> 00:41:09,593
‪強納森

830
00:41:09,593 --> 00:41:11,220
‪天啊

831
00:41:11,762 --> 00:41:13,180
‪很好看吧?

832
00:41:15,641 --> 00:41:18,060
‪天啊

833
00:41:18,060 --> 00:41:20,646
‪來吧,靠近一點看妳的臉

834
00:41:20,646 --> 00:41:22,189
‪天啊

835
00:41:22,189 --> 00:41:24,775
‪摸摸頭髮,感受一下,用手摸

836
00:41:24,775 --> 00:41:26,193
‪看起來很酷吧?

837
00:41:26,193 --> 00:41:28,403
‪是不是有點前衛,有點酷?

838
00:41:28,403 --> 00:41:32,908
‪-很酷的史黛芬妮
‪-我從來沒有這麼酷過

839
00:41:32,908 --> 00:41:35,619
‪過來,我想讓妳照自然光

840
00:41:36,245 --> 00:41:39,665
‪老實說,我想讓妳找一下自我重心

841
00:41:39,665 --> 00:41:43,210
‪因為我希望妳能夠以自己為榮

842
00:41:43,210 --> 00:41:46,463
‪像是“我剛接受了巨大改變

843
00:41:46,463 --> 00:41:48,632
‪雖然改變不容易

844
00:41:48,632 --> 00:41:50,342
‪但我還是做到了”

845
00:41:50,342 --> 00:41:54,179
‪這應該是我這輩子第一次

846
00:41:54,179 --> 00:41:56,682
‪看著自己的眼睛

847
00:41:57,641 --> 00:42:00,227
‪我從沒直視過自己

848
00:42:01,520 --> 00:42:02,771
‪我其實有點喜歡

849
00:42:02,771 --> 00:42:06,024
‪我知道,看得出來

850
00:42:06,733 --> 00:42:08,527
‪太不可思議了

851
00:42:08,527 --> 00:42:11,071
‪親愛的,這就是金短髮的魔力

852
00:42:17,286 --> 00:42:19,746
{\an8}‪(史黛芬妮和瑞秋的新家)

853
00:42:23,375 --> 00:42:24,501
‪(來煮晚餐吧)

854
00:42:27,588 --> 00:42:29,214
‪-他們來了
‪-來吧,布偶們

855
00:42:34,428 --> 00:42:35,304
‪我超愛

856
00:42:35,304 --> 00:42:36,430
‪太棒了

857
00:42:36,430 --> 00:42:37,931
‪金髮尤物

858
00:42:37,931 --> 00:42:40,517
‪-妳真的...
‪-譚從沒那麼震驚過

859
00:42:40,517 --> 00:42:43,687
‪-妳好美!
‪-不敢相信

860
00:42:44,271 --> 00:42:46,648
‪她看起來...抱歉我忍不住打妳
‪妳看起來好棒!

861
00:42:47,566 --> 00:42:49,735
‪-等著看妳家吧
‪-對

862
00:42:49,735 --> 00:42:51,111
‪來吧

863
00:42:53,280 --> 00:42:55,616
‪天啊

864
00:42:56,533 --> 00:42:57,534
‪哇

865
00:42:57,534 --> 00:43:00,203
‪球隊週邊其實可以很酷

866
00:43:00,203 --> 00:43:03,165
‪只是要好好展示而不是堆成一疊

867
00:43:03,665 --> 00:43:05,834
‪看起來很美,很有品味

868
00:43:05,834 --> 00:43:08,337
‪而且可以移動這些東西

869
00:43:08,337 --> 00:43:11,965
‪可以展示這頂頭盔,然後收起來
‪拿出另一頂

870
00:43:11,965 --> 00:43:14,718
‪我喜歡那張有兩個翹臀的照片

871
00:43:16,136 --> 00:43:18,221
‪-我的天啊
‪-那只是冰山一角

872
00:43:18,221 --> 00:43:19,723
‪-對,待會就知道
‪-對

873
00:43:20,223 --> 00:43:22,517
‪天啊

874
00:43:22,517 --> 00:43:23,435
‪不會吧?

875
00:43:23,435 --> 00:43:25,687
‪-天啊
‪-超美

876
00:43:26,855 --> 00:43:28,774
‪鮑比,真時髦,親愛的

877
00:43:28,774 --> 00:43:29,691
‪超時髦

878
00:43:29,691 --> 00:43:31,985
‪-那些照片
‪-對吧?

879
00:43:33,862 --> 00:43:35,364
‪真好

880
00:43:36,114 --> 00:43:38,700
‪感覺像一個家,你知道?

881
00:43:38,700 --> 00:43:42,204
‪你們是成功關係的典範

882
00:43:42,204 --> 00:43:44,873
‪妳應該為此感到驕傲,好好炫耀

883
00:43:44,873 --> 00:43:47,209
‪-非常感謝
‪-我的榮幸

884
00:43:47,209 --> 00:43:48,794
‪看看外面

885
00:43:48,794 --> 00:43:51,129
‪我們直接出去吧,準備好了嗎?

886
00:43:51,129 --> 00:43:52,506
‪-好了
‪-是嗎?

887
00:43:53,465 --> 00:43:55,342
‪天啊,鮑比

888
00:43:55,342 --> 00:43:58,261
‪這是妳家的延伸
‪妳的地面空間增加了一倍

889
00:43:58,261 --> 00:43:59,429
‪-花園!
‪-火坑!

890
00:43:59,429 --> 00:44:01,390
‪-烤棉花糖餅乾之夜
‪-座位區

891
00:44:01,390 --> 00:44:03,350
‪太誇張了

892
00:44:03,350 --> 00:44:06,019
‪這些室外家具很酷的一點是

893
00:44:06,019 --> 00:44:09,189
‪防汙布是內建的

894
00:44:09,189 --> 00:44:11,692
‪-難以置信
‪-好可愛

895
00:44:11,692 --> 00:44:13,735
‪-靠墊底下有魔鬼氈
‪-好聰明

896
00:44:13,735 --> 00:44:14,945
‪好了

897
00:44:14,945 --> 00:44:16,822
‪-真好
‪-對

898
00:44:16,822 --> 00:44:18,865
‪裡面還有很多東西,想看嗎?

899
00:44:18,865 --> 00:44:20,367
‪我已經承受不住了

900
00:44:20,367 --> 00:44:21,868
‪-妳可以的
‪-還有好多

901
00:44:23,954 --> 00:44:25,997
‪天啊

902
00:44:25,997 --> 00:44:27,999
‪不敢相信

903
00:44:27,999 --> 00:44:29,042
‪-什麼?
‪-天花板

904
00:44:29,042 --> 00:44:30,919
‪天啊

905
00:44:30,919 --> 00:44:33,839
‪我把天花板漆成深色
‪因為妳家天花板很高

906
00:44:33,839 --> 00:44:35,340
‪但妳沒注意到

907
00:44:35,340 --> 00:44:38,135
‪-難以置信
‪-那些邊桌真美

908
00:44:38,635 --> 00:44:41,096
‪這是他設計過最棒的臥房

909
00:44:43,473 --> 00:44:46,727
‪這是我這輩子收過最棒的禮物

910
00:44:48,103 --> 00:44:54,192
‪我知道這個過程會極具挑戰性

911
00:44:54,192 --> 00:44:57,446
‪困難程度超乎我的想像

912
00:44:59,781 --> 00:45:01,658
‪你們真的...你們真了不起

913
00:45:01,658 --> 00:45:03,744
‪你們真是了不起的人

914
00:45:05,454 --> 00:45:07,831
‪-謝謝你們
‪-不客氣,親愛的

915
00:45:11,251 --> 00:45:14,296
‪-這是妳的自我肯定牌
‪-天啊

916
00:45:14,296 --> 00:45:16,506
‪-每天選一張
‪-好

917
00:45:17,090 --> 00:45:19,801
‪我們要練習對自己說好話

918
00:45:20,302 --> 00:45:21,595
‪好酷

919
00:45:22,095 --> 00:45:23,430
‪現在就選一張吧

920
00:45:24,222 --> 00:45:26,933
‪“我值得最棒的人生

921
00:45:26,933 --> 00:45:30,145
‪我現在充滿愛意地允許自己接受”

922
00:45:32,522 --> 00:45:33,523
‪真好

923
00:45:34,649 --> 00:45:35,817
‪好了,孩子們

924
00:45:36,318 --> 00:45:38,987
‪-準備好了嗎?
‪-史黛芬妮

925
00:45:38,987 --> 00:45:41,573
‪-親愛的,請登場
‪-史黛芬妮第一名

926
00:45:42,073 --> 00:45:44,409
‪她是...天啊!

927
00:45:44,993 --> 00:45:46,787
‪-她好性感
‪-我超愛

928
00:45:47,412 --> 00:45:49,164
‪-超愛
‪-感覺如何?

929
00:45:49,664 --> 00:45:52,042
‪我不會買這種衣服

930
00:45:52,042 --> 00:45:54,628
‪我也不曾想像過金髮的我

931
00:45:54,628 --> 00:45:59,299
‪所以我很驚訝自己現在感覺多棒

932
00:45:59,299 --> 00:46:00,884
‪而且妳看起來超棒

933
00:46:00,884 --> 00:46:02,844
‪超棒,很適合妳

934
00:46:04,971 --> 00:46:06,973
‪大家看到這一切會很驚訝

935
00:46:06,973 --> 00:46:08,183
‪不只是這間房子

936
00:46:08,183 --> 00:46:11,311
‪以及它如何反映出瑞秋和我的感情

937
00:46:11,812 --> 00:46:15,690
‪而且還有我和我的努力

938
00:46:15,690 --> 00:46:17,567
‪還有讓我以自己為榮的事物

939
00:46:18,068 --> 00:46:20,445
‪你們每個人督促我

940
00:46:20,445 --> 00:46:23,865
‪跨越我不想跨越的界線

941
00:46:24,908 --> 00:46:28,703
‪你喚醒了新的我,感激不盡

942
00:46:29,412 --> 00:46:32,415
‪我不敢相信你竟然說服我吃小黃瓜

943
00:46:33,583 --> 00:46:36,044
‪我和我弟的關係

944
00:46:36,044 --> 00:46:40,257
‪我現在知道他永遠會是我的避風港

945
00:46:40,966 --> 00:46:43,176
‪謝謝你的督促

946
00:46:43,176 --> 00:46:44,636
‪我愛妳

947
00:46:44,636 --> 00:46:46,096
‪我愛你們

948
00:46:47,472 --> 00:46:49,933
‪-愛妳,妳一定會玩超開心的
‪-再見

949
00:46:49,933 --> 00:46:51,393
‪再見,我們愛妳!

950
00:46:51,393 --> 00:46:53,144
‪-謝謝
‪-再見

951
00:46:54,396 --> 00:46:56,231
‪(新的史黛芬妮)

952
00:46:56,231 --> 00:46:59,651
‪(同志大聲驚呼)

953
00:47:05,699 --> 00:47:07,951
‪好香喔

954
00:47:07,951 --> 00:47:09,870
‪我喜歡這首歌

955
00:47:10,662 --> 00:47:12,247
‪好香喔

956
00:47:12,247 --> 00:47:14,708
‪糟了,對

957
00:47:14,708 --> 00:47:15,750
‪我們去觀賞吧

958
00:47:17,043 --> 00:47:18,420
‪-好
‪-要開始了嗎?

959
00:47:18,420 --> 00:47:19,796
‪好

960
00:47:22,173 --> 00:47:23,884
‪她看起來好棒

961
00:47:23,884 --> 00:47:26,344
‪對她進行那麼大幅度的改造
‪我其實也很擔心

962
00:47:26,344 --> 00:47:28,054
‪-因為她很猶豫
‪-對

963
00:47:28,054 --> 00:47:30,056
‪從她看著自己的眼神

964
00:47:30,056 --> 00:47:32,434
‪我看得出來她很喜歡這個造型

965
00:47:32,434 --> 00:47:33,351
‪好

966
00:47:43,403 --> 00:47:45,488
‪-對
‪-就是這個反應

967
00:47:47,157 --> 00:47:49,618
‪妳看起來好棒

968
00:47:49,618 --> 00:47:51,578
‪我們也是那個反應

969
00:47:51,578 --> 00:47:53,705
‪-對
‪-太好了

970
00:47:53,705 --> 00:47:55,916
‪金髮很好看

971
00:47:55,916 --> 00:47:57,959
‪妳看起來很美

972
00:47:58,460 --> 00:47:59,794
‪妳看起來很美

973
00:48:00,378 --> 00:48:01,504
‪妳真漂亮

974
00:48:02,797 --> 00:48:03,924
‪這是我們的家

975
00:48:04,841 --> 00:48:08,094
‪過來參觀我們家其他地方

976
00:48:10,597 --> 00:48:13,767
‪天啊,好漂亮

977
00:48:13,767 --> 00:48:16,645
‪螢幕上現在充滿了酷兒的快樂

978
00:48:16,645 --> 00:48:17,562
‪好可愛

979
00:48:17,562 --> 00:48:20,148
‪有我們的合照

980
00:48:20,148 --> 00:48:21,483
‪有我們的照片!

981
00:48:21,983 --> 00:48:23,276
‪就在家裡

982
00:48:23,276 --> 00:48:24,986
‪說不出話了

983
00:48:29,699 --> 00:48:31,451
‪天啊

984
00:48:31,993 --> 00:48:34,663
‪-這是我們的臥室
‪-這是我們的臥室

985
00:48:34,663 --> 00:48:37,707
‪妳們上床時不用關門

986
00:48:37,707 --> 00:48:39,042
‪耶!

987
00:48:39,042 --> 00:48:40,919
‪家裡沒其他人了,親愛的

988
00:48:40,919 --> 00:48:43,171
‪-在椅子上,床上,地板上
‪-沒錯

989
00:48:43,171 --> 00:48:46,007
‪她們會跟希雅一樣在吊燈上搖來搖去

990
00:48:46,007 --> 00:48:47,634
‪-她說不出話了
‪-應該的

991
00:48:47,634 --> 00:48:50,720
‪他們太厲害了

992
00:48:50,720 --> 00:48:52,931
‪妳覺得妳能接受這些衣服嗎?

993
00:48:52,931 --> 00:48:55,809
‪可以!當然,毫無疑問

994
00:48:55,809 --> 00:48:58,103
‪史黛芬妮看著瑞秋的眼神美極了

995
00:48:58,103 --> 00:48:59,980
‪看得出來她超愛她

996
00:48:59,980 --> 00:49:02,357
‪-不敢相信這是我們的家
‪-我知道

997
00:49:02,357 --> 00:49:04,859
‪這是我們的家

998
00:49:04,859 --> 00:49:06,778
‪太瘋狂了

999
00:49:06,778 --> 00:49:07,737
‪我知道

1000
00:49:10,240 --> 00:49:12,325
‪-我知道
‪-我們很努力

1001
00:49:12,325 --> 00:49:14,661
‪我們超努力,對

1002
00:49:14,661 --> 00:49:17,747
‪-我們忍耐很多事
‪-我們確實忍受了很多事

1003
00:49:17,747 --> 00:49:19,666
‪妳忍受了很多

1004
00:49:20,542 --> 00:49:22,043
‪-值得了
‪-對

1005
00:49:22,043 --> 00:49:23,211
‪總是值得的

1006
00:49:23,211 --> 00:49:25,088
‪妳得接受這個

1007
00:49:26,297 --> 00:49:27,549
‪我超愛妳的金髮

1008
00:49:28,550 --> 00:49:30,343
‪但妳弟會嚇死

1009
00:49:30,343 --> 00:49:32,095
‪我覺得大家都會嚇死

1010
00:49:34,556 --> 00:49:36,766
‪-天啊
‪-天啊

1011
00:49:36,766 --> 00:49:38,184
‪是金髮!

1012
00:49:38,184 --> 00:49:39,686
‪天啊

1013
00:49:41,354 --> 00:49:42,522
{\an8}‪妳美呆了

1014
00:49:42,522 --> 00:49:43,773
{\an8}‪我的天啊

1015
00:49:44,274 --> 00:49:46,526
‪同志的大聲驚呼是最棒的反應

1016
00:49:46,526 --> 00:49:48,987
‪-有看到他驚呼嗎?
‪-那是同志的大聲驚呼

1017
00:49:48,987 --> 00:49:51,489
‪-那是最驚訝的驚呼
‪-沒錯

1018
00:49:53,033 --> 00:49:54,409
‪天啊,過來,寶貝

1019
00:49:54,409 --> 00:49:55,368
{\an8}‪我愛妳

1020
00:49:55,368 --> 00:49:56,911
{\an8}‪妳好美

1021
00:49:57,871 --> 00:49:58,747
‪奶奶...

1022
00:49:58,747 --> 00:50:00,832
‪我給了她跟奶奶一樣的髮色

1023
00:50:01,791 --> 00:50:02,792
‪糟糕

1024
00:50:03,418 --> 00:50:05,920
‪-天啊
‪-我要搬進來

1025
00:50:05,920 --> 00:50:09,132
‪爸,我愛你,但你還不能搬進來

1026
00:50:10,550 --> 00:50:12,510
‪爸,乖乖待在你家

1027
00:50:13,011 --> 00:50:15,013
‪天啊

1028
00:50:17,098 --> 00:50:19,100
‪這裡真棒

1029
00:50:19,100 --> 00:50:21,102
‪她弟還沒恢復

1030
00:50:21,102 --> 00:50:24,814
‪其實他是芝加哥大學同志驚呼的教授

1031
00:50:24,814 --> 00:50:25,940
‪我聽說的

1032
00:50:25,940 --> 00:50:30,528
‪這週真的完全改變了我的人生

1033
00:50:30,528 --> 00:50:34,157
‪我原本不知道會發生什麼事

1034
00:50:34,157 --> 00:50:38,078
‪但我告訴瑞秋我會全心投入

1035
00:50:38,078 --> 00:50:40,038
‪我會敞開心胸

1036
00:50:40,038 --> 00:50:42,499
‪我會踏出舒適圈

1037
00:50:42,499 --> 00:50:46,419
‪我這週學到很多

1038
00:50:46,419 --> 00:50:51,716
‪那些都是我會謹記一輩子的教訓

1039
00:50:51,716 --> 00:50:54,719
‪開始新的篇章前

1040
00:50:54,719 --> 00:50:58,640
‪我想要有好的開始

1041
00:51:01,893 --> 00:51:03,061
‪哇

1042
00:51:03,061 --> 00:51:04,979
‪天啊!

1043
00:51:07,524 --> 00:51:10,193
‪-妳願意嫁給我嗎?
‪-願意!

1044
00:51:10,193 --> 00:51:12,195
‪當然願意

1045
00:51:12,987 --> 00:51:15,698
‪天啊,我好愛妳

1046
00:51:15,698 --> 00:51:16,616
‪哇!

1047
00:51:17,200 --> 00:51:18,952
‪-我同志驚呼了
‪-好意外!

1048
00:51:18,952 --> 00:51:22,038
‪同志驚呼!

1049
00:51:23,915 --> 00:51:26,417
‪-天啊!
‪-我知道妳已經等一陣子了

1050
00:51:26,417 --> 00:51:30,839
‪從來沒人在這個節目上讓我哭成這樣

1051
00:51:31,589 --> 00:51:33,049
‪我愛妳勝過一切

1052
00:51:33,633 --> 00:51:34,884
‪勝過世界上的任何事物

1053
00:51:36,177 --> 00:51:37,762
‪真的很感動

1054
00:51:37,762 --> 00:51:40,765
‪原本對自己的認同不自在的人
‪現在卻勇敢踏出這一步

1055
00:51:40,765 --> 00:51:45,270
‪在所有家人面前宣布對伴侶的愛
‪甚至向另一半求婚

1056
00:51:45,270 --> 00:51:46,354
‪這是大事

1057
00:51:46,354 --> 00:51:48,606
‪我不敢相信我們訂婚了

1058
00:51:54,154 --> 00:51:55,989
‪最振奮人心的莫過於

1059
00:51:55,989 --> 00:51:59,576
‪看到有人展現內心的勇氣

1060
00:51:59,576 --> 00:52:03,121
‪人不會因為想要有信心就獲得自信

1061
00:52:03,121 --> 00:52:06,875
‪透過設定目標然後為自己努力
‪才能獲得自信

1062
00:52:06,875 --> 00:52:08,626
‪因為當你勇敢踏出那一步

1063
00:52:08,626 --> 00:52:12,422
‪你會發現自己一直都有能力做到

1064
00:52:12,964 --> 00:52:16,801
‪我真的相信這個經驗
‪會改變史黛芬妮的人生

1065
00:52:16,801 --> 00:52:18,928
‪過去那個她已經消失了

1066
00:52:18,928 --> 00:52:23,141
‪我們終於看到史黛芬妮蛻變成
‪她一直想成為的女人

1067
00:52:23,141 --> 00:52:25,476
‪一個很驕傲,充滿愛的人

1068
00:52:25,476 --> 00:52:26,686
‪希望在這週後

1069
00:52:26,686 --> 00:52:30,899
‪她能明白唯一能夠讓自己開心的方式

1070
00:52:30,899 --> 00:52:33,526
‪就是活出最真實的自我

1071
00:52:33,526 --> 00:52:35,695
‪天啊

1072
00:52:36,362 --> 00:52:37,989
‪-我愛你
‪-我也愛妳

1073
00:52:38,907 --> 00:52:40,992
‪太棒了!真好

1074
00:52:40,992 --> 00:52:42,160
‪真的很棒

1075
00:52:43,036 --> 00:52:46,414
‪敬史黛芬妮和瑞秋,祝她們永浴愛河

1076
00:52:46,414 --> 00:52:49,083
‪-敬女同志婚姻!
‪-敬回到紐奧良!

1077
00:52:49,083 --> 00:52:50,210
‪敬她們的訂婚!

1078
00:52:53,379 --> 00:52:55,798
‪我想參加婚禮,拜託

1079
00:52:56,424 --> 00:52:58,176
‪(#酷男潮招)

1080
00:52:59,010 --> 00:53:01,304
‪(我的福杯滿溢,詩篇23:5)

1081
00:53:01,304 --> 00:53:02,597
‪胸罩

1082
00:53:02,597 --> 00:53:05,099
‪有三個適用所有人的原則

1083
00:53:05,099 --> 00:53:08,061
‪喂,我的眼睛在這裡

1084
00:53:08,061 --> 00:53:09,020
‪一

1085
00:53:09,020 --> 00:53:12,774
‪如果你看到一、二、三、四個奶

1086
00:53:12,774 --> 00:53:13,942
‪那就多了兩個

1087
00:53:13,942 --> 00:53:15,693
‪考慮換大一個罩杯

1088
00:53:15,693 --> 00:53:16,986
‪二

1089
00:53:16,986 --> 00:53:20,073
‪如果肩帶能放進兩根以上的手指

1090
00:53:20,073 --> 00:53:24,077
‪用調整環把肩帶調短

1091
00:53:24,077 --> 00:53:27,330
‪三,如果後面能放進兩根以上手指

1092
00:53:27,914 --> 00:53:28,998
‪換小一點的尺寸

1093
00:53:28,998 --> 00:53:30,625
‪簡單,謝謝潔姬

1094
00:53:32,543 --> 00:53:33,544
‪潔姬再見

1095
00:54:34,355 --> 00:54:39,360
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