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{\an8}‪小速,你好嗎?

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{\an8}‪-幸會
‪-請進,幸會

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‪-嗨!
‪-嘿

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‪-這是酷男五人組的其他成員
‪-我好興奮

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‪要我們扶你上台階

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‪還是後面有坡道?

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‪-可以抬我上台階
‪-上台階嗎?

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‪-一、二、三
‪-你要拿這個嗎?

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‪-好,來吧
‪-可以嗎?

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‪好了

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‪再一階

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‪-一大步
‪-真強壯

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‪-太棒了
‪-好了

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‪-你的褲子都濕了
‪-你成功了

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‪-我們幫你拿毛巾
‪-對不起

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‪-嘿
‪-進來吧

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‪歡迎來到我們家

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‪-你們家真漂亮
‪-讓你擦乾身子

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‪-謝謝安東尼
‪-謝謝你

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‪酷男的異想世界

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‪(第一天)

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‪(我的遭遇不能定義我
‪我是自己選擇成為的人)

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‪(榮格)

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‪歡迎來到我們家

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‪-嘿
‪-借過,抱歉,親愛的

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{\an8}‪這是我阿姨,安吉妮克

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{\an8}‪-你們好嗎?
‪-阿姨好

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‪我透過Tiktok認識了小速

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{\an8}‪(相信你的努力)

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{\an8}‪他分享他的故事,風格、帥勁

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{\an8}‪真的很棒

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{\an8}‪我必須介紹他給你們認識

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{\an8}‪我想成為激勵者

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{\an8}‪鼓勵大家成為最好的自己

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‪我覺得我可以用我的故事激勵大家

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‪方便告訴我們發生了什麼事嗎?

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‪怎麼...為什麼變成這樣?

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‪好

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{\an8}‪2020年4月25日

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{\an8}‪我媽和我阿姨,我們在開車

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{\an8}‪一輛黑色F150開在我們旁邊

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‪撞上我們,害我們的車失控

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‪我媽試圖控制車子
‪可是我們撞上旁邊的樹

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‪很嚴重的車禍

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‪車禍後我昏了過去,之後才醒來

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‪我搭上醫療直升機,過程中我還活著

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‪我一直大叫:“我不想死,我還年輕”

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‪我一直想著媽媽

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‪我的腿動不了
‪全身麻木,感覺像著火

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‪到了醫院時,他們說我得動手術

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‪脊椎要開刀

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‪之後醫生就來了

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‪他說:“你可能永遠無法走路”

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‪你是腰部以下癱瘓嗎?

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‪胸部以下

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‪超難過

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‪你也是那一天得知
‪媽媽和阿姨過世了嗎?

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‪對

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‪所以人生就這樣重重打了我一拳

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‪你說是2020年發生的,那是疫情期間

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‪-對
‪-對,那是最困難的部分

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‪那讓情況變得更糟

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‪頭兩週,因為疫情的關係
‪我不能見任何家人

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‪所以很寂寞

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‪我幾乎每晚都哭

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‪當然了,可憐的傢伙

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‪過去幾年發生了大轉變

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‪但在車禍之前
‪你過著什麼樣的生活?

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‪生活很有趣

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‪我會參加派對,我是年輕人

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‪一切都很好玩

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‪我是很喜歡籃球的年輕人

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‪在紐奧良長大必須找到熱忱所在

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‪才不會誤入歧途

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‪小速是我小時候就有的綽號

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‪我跑去球隊練習

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‪教練問我:“你叫什麼名字?”

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‪我說:“雷”

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‪之後他就直接叫我小速

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‪小速很有天分

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‪他以前是籃球校隊的先發控球後衛

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‪他總是很享受場上時光

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‪我原本的夢想是成為職籃球員

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‪我的最終目標是帶我媽脫離貧民窟

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‪每次比賽我媽都會來

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‪當你看到驅使你努力的人

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‪你一定會全力以赴

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‪我超愛籃球,我喜歡努力練習

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‪在球場上讓我很開心

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‪-你的成績如何?
‪-不錯

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‪為了能上場打球
‪我一直維持不錯的成績

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‪你是班上第七名、第六名畢業的嗎?

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‪-什麼?
‪-我們班上的第六名

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‪做得好

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‪車禍之後狀況如何?

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‪我的朋友問我想不想去派對

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‪但我會說:“不了”,我不喜歡

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‪我喜歡待在家裡

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‪我有點害怕出門,我沒自信,不外向

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‪只要有人看他,他就會完全封閉自我

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‪開始胡思亂想

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‪出現各種思緒

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‪不是每個人都看不起你

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‪所以我覺得他應該放鬆做自己

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‪是什麼驅使你前進?

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‪我會想到我媽,她不會希望我放棄

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‪小速在人生的關鍵時刻出了意外

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‪他當時18歲

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‪正在夢想未來會是什麼樣子

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‪會發生什麼事

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‪一切驟然停止,現在他正在重建自己

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‪他在學習如何過活

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‪聊聊你住的地方

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{\an8}‪利與弊,尤其是無障礙方面

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{\an8}‪(設計 鮑比)

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‪目前我跟家人同住

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‪我覺得在我媽和阿姨過世後

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‪我們變成感情緊密的小家庭

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‪我只剩下其他阿姨和表弟妹了

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‪我住在一樓的公寓

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‪不過門口有三階台階

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‪所以是一樓,但還是有樓梯

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‪進屋後,門框都很窄

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‪對

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‪我坐輪椅進不了廁所

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‪我洗澡時要用另一把椅子

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‪所以要把自己從輪椅移到另一把椅子
‪再移到另一把椅子

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‪對

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‪這麼多障礙

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‪那會讓你在自己家中成為囚犯

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‪或是受困在外面,回不了家

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‪-對
‪-考慮過搬出去嗎?

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‪找個比較方便的地方自己住?

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‪我想過了

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‪還在想辦法

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‪對於新家你最大的願望是什麼?

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‪可以上下推的床

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‪我現在睡的那張床

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‪我必須將自己整個抬起來才能上床

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‪我想要有點奢侈

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‪有點奢侈嗎?好,我看得出來

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‪對,你的風格

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‪我懂,有點奢侈

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‪-對
‪-對

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‪小速現在一定很激動

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‪他家的各種設計讓他的生活更難過

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‪你會自己下廚嗎?

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‪我不會煮飯

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{\an8}‪-你不會煮
‪-不過我想學

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{\an8}‪(美食與酒 安東尼)

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{\an8}‪誰煮飯給你吃?

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‪我的阿姨偶爾會煮飯給我吃

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‪但我通常都去吃速食餐廳

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‪-她會煮什麼給你吃?
‪-今天是玉米飯

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‪什麼是玉米飯?

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‪-你沒聽過玉米飯?
‪-沒有

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‪玉米飯是紐奧良菜

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‪上面放香腸

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‪然後旁邊通常會有魚或是雞肉

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‪你的家人和祖先
‪都來自路易斯安那州嗎?

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‪-對
‪-所以你喜歡豐盛的療癒美食?

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‪-對
‪-好

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‪說到獨立性

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‪還有想辦法釐清現在的生活

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‪自己下廚是你想要做的事情嗎?

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‪我絕對想學習如何做菜

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‪自從坐上輪椅後,我必須照顧自己

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‪我必須多吃一點

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‪我體重一直掉,現在太瘦,所以...

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‪-了解,所以你想要增重
‪-嗯

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‪我的目標是讓你享受下廚的樂趣

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‪讓你覺得自己有能力

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‪做出對你有意義的食物

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‪你能夠自己做的料理

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‪我們可以也做做看牛排飯嗎?

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‪-牛排飯?
‪-對,你吃過鐵板燒嗎?

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‪你說把肉放在鐵板上
‪跟炒飯一起煎得脆脆的?

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‪-你能教我怎麼做那道菜嗎?
‪-你想學什麼我都教

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‪嗯,我想學那道菜

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‪我很想跟妳談談
‪他在意外之後成為什麼樣的男人

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{\an8}‪車禍剛發生時,小速封閉自我...

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{\an8}‪(文化 卡拉莫)

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{\an8}‪...不想面對任何人

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‪我看到他有時會有點憂鬱
‪但他很不喜歡談這件事

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‪他不跟家人聊那些

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‪我猜他覺得其他人都在哀悼
‪或是有自己的問題要面對

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‪但我覺得他沒有花時間好好哀悼

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‪他就是沒有

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‪他是當事人

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‪我覺得他不想再次經歷那種創傷

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‪但他應該找人談談

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‪就算不是他的家人
‪至少也要跟朋友或別人聊聊

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‪你真的很美

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{\an8}‪有沒有試過編髮、扭辮...

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{\an8}‪(造型 強納森)

196
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{\an8}‪...試過什麼髮型?

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‪-我最近正在考慮編髮
‪-天啊,一定很適合你

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‪一定會很好看,超愛

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‪可能換個髮色

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‪繼續對我調情,親愛的!

201
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‪-好
‪-你想用什麼顏色都好

202
00:08:08,572 --> 00:08:10,658
‪我想用新造型震撼我的粉絲

203
00:08:11,492 --> 00:08:12,868
‪你覺得鼻環怎麼樣?

204
00:08:14,370 --> 00:08:16,080
‪我們要讓你穿鼻環嗎?

205
00:08:16,080 --> 00:08:19,291
‪身為你的新任模特兒經紀人
‪我不確定那是好主意

206
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‪-譚
‪-什麼事?

207
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‪我們剛聊到鼻環

208
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‪一開始我覺得
‪“我們沒弄過鼻環,我喜歡,很性感”

209
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‪然後我說
‪“身為你的新任模特兒經紀人”

210
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‪-譚知道我對這種事很認真
‪-他們可能會說鼻環會限制你的發展

211
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‪天啊,我不能限制...
‪不能讓你的發展受限

212
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‪不,我不能...你是下一個
‪《超級名模生死鬥》冠軍

213
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‪你懂嗎?

214
00:08:41,438 --> 00:08:45,985
‪-說到這個,泰拉來了!
‪-你知道《超級名模生死鬥》嗎?

215
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‪年輕人知道那個節目吧?

216
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‪-聽過
‪-你當然聽過,你也喜歡

217
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‪-大概吧
‪-那是命令

218
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‪-那不是問題
‪-對

219
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‪聖泰拉!

220
00:08:55,828 --> 00:08:59,123
‪-假裝她不在那裡
‪-我已經想你了,你好可愛,再見

221
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‪小速

222
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‪-你好嗎?
‪-聊聊衣服好嗎?

223
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‪好

224
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{\an8}‪我們之前幫助過...

225
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{\an8}‪(時尚 譚)

226
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{\an8}‪...輪椅的使用者

227
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‪你穿的衣服有什麼限制嗎?

228
00:09:09,925 --> 00:09:11,468
‪我不喜歡穿短褲

229
00:09:11,468 --> 00:09:13,846
‪我的腿在受傷之後變得很瘦

230
00:09:13,846 --> 00:09:17,099
‪我不喜歡腿的樣子,現在不穿短褲了

231
00:09:17,099 --> 00:09:19,685
‪有沒有偏好某種風格?書卷時尚?

232
00:09:19,685 --> 00:09:22,521
‪喜歡超級合身?

233
00:09:22,521 --> 00:09:24,648
‪超級街頭風嗎?是哪種風格?

234
00:09:24,648 --> 00:09:25,816
‪街頭風

235
00:09:25,816 --> 00:09:27,234
‪好,永遠都是街頭風?

236
00:09:27,234 --> 00:09:29,695
‪-我會嘗試各種造型
‪-很好

237
00:09:29,695 --> 00:09:32,323
‪我認為你的運動鞋最有意思

238
00:09:32,323 --> 00:09:34,783
‪-但我覺得可以做得更多
‪-我也覺得

239
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‪我的風格在坐上輪椅後變得比較突出

240
00:09:38,370 --> 00:09:41,415
‪我現在對穿搭更有自信了

241
00:09:41,415 --> 00:09:44,752
‪形容一下你在車禍之前都穿什麼

242
00:09:44,752 --> 00:09:46,837
‪也許牛仔褲

243
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‪便宜的圖案T恤

244
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‪滑板鞋

245
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‪現在呢?

246
00:09:52,968 --> 00:09:55,929
‪有領上衣,訂製款耐吉Air Force 1

247
00:09:55,929 --> 00:09:58,515
‪搭配漂亮的工裝褲之類的

248
00:09:58,515 --> 00:10:02,019
‪如果沒坐上輪椅
‪你還會這麼重視時尚嗎?

249
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‪不會

250
00:10:03,228 --> 00:10:05,314
‪為什麼決定用時尚表現自己?

251
00:10:05,314 --> 00:10:09,443
‪因為穿著很潮的衣服讓我很有自信

252
00:10:10,444 --> 00:10:15,240
‪妳覺得哪方面的幫助
‪最能影響他的生活?

253
00:10:15,240 --> 00:10:17,701
‪我希望他多多出門

254
00:10:17,701 --> 00:10:19,870
‪因為他是外向的人

255
00:10:19,870 --> 00:10:23,540
‪但我認為他需要提升自信
‪因為他現在坐輪椅

256
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‪感謝

257
00:10:25,501 --> 00:10:29,421
‪妳給了我們很多寶貴資訊
‪讓我們知道這週怎麼協助他

258
00:10:29,421 --> 00:10:31,882
‪-感謝妳,妳很棒
‪-謝謝

259
00:10:31,882 --> 00:10:34,802
‪對,我們會好好照顧他

260
00:10:36,470 --> 00:10:38,806
‪-你之前籃球打什麼位置?
‪-控球後衛

261
00:10:38,806 --> 00:10:40,808
‪-所以你負責戰術
‪-對

262
00:10:40,808 --> 00:10:44,478
‪-而且你速度很快
‪-上場打球感覺真的很棒

263
00:10:44,478 --> 00:10:45,979
‪高中籃球比賽

264
00:10:45,979 --> 00:10:49,108
‪所有觀眾都在喊你的名字,“小速!”

265
00:10:49,108 --> 00:10:52,194
‪我投進三分球,大家歡呼,很好玩

266
00:10:52,194 --> 00:10:55,197
‪以前籃球是你的生活重心之一
‪現在呢?

267
00:10:56,365 --> 00:10:58,200
‪感覺就是不一樣

268
00:10:59,034 --> 00:11:00,577
‪我偶爾會看

269
00:11:00,577 --> 00:11:03,205
‪我會看朋友打球,但我會嫉妒

270
00:11:03,205 --> 00:11:05,624
‪因為我不能和他們一起打球

271
00:11:05,624 --> 00:11:06,959
‪你原本想當職業球員嗎?

272
00:11:07,626 --> 00:11:08,919
‪-對
‪-是嗎?

273
00:11:08,919 --> 00:11:12,840
‪那一直是我的夢想,我也想讀大學

274
00:11:12,840 --> 00:11:15,217
‪-對
‪-先讀大學,再成為職業球員

275
00:11:15,217 --> 00:11:16,510
‪現在你的夢想是什麼?

276
00:11:17,010 --> 00:11:17,928
‪做個激勵者

277
00:11:17,928 --> 00:11:20,347
‪你知道怎麼用你的故事啟發他人嗎?

278
00:11:20,347 --> 00:11:21,557
‪正在努力中

279
00:11:22,307 --> 00:11:24,768
‪-你阿姨說你不太喜歡分享心事
‪-對

280
00:11:24,768 --> 00:11:27,396
‪嗯,雖然我們想啟發別人

281
00:11:27,396 --> 00:11:30,607
‪除非你能坦然談論你的心路歷程

282
00:11:30,607 --> 00:11:34,570
‪願意分享,為自己找方向

283
00:11:34,570 --> 00:11:36,405
‪一定會有一道牆阻礙

284
00:11:37,781 --> 00:11:40,325
‪誰會幫你面對你的情緒?

285
00:11:40,325 --> 00:11:41,744
‪哎呀...

286
00:11:41,744 --> 00:11:43,829
‪認識其他坐輪椅的朋友嗎?

287
00:11:45,205 --> 00:11:46,331
‪-沒有
‪-沒有嗎?

288
00:11:46,331 --> 00:11:48,709
‪出車禍之後...

289
00:11:48,709 --> 00:11:51,587
‪我獨自經歷那一切,所以我不...

290
00:11:51,587 --> 00:11:53,630
‪我所有心事都放心裡

291
00:11:54,339 --> 00:11:58,343
‪有影響力的人之所以能夠啟發他人
‪就是因為他們有辦法說

292
00:11:58,343 --> 00:12:01,889
‪“這就是我的感受
‪這就是我經歷過的事”

293
00:12:02,389 --> 00:12:04,808
‪我想想我要怎麼協助你進入那個心境

294
00:12:04,808 --> 00:12:07,936
‪讓你覺得自己可以
‪展露出最脆弱,最真實的自己

295
00:12:07,936 --> 00:12:11,940
‪讓現在的你可以和過去和解

296
00:12:11,940 --> 00:12:15,819
‪讓你能走向你想要的未來
‪你應得的未來

297
00:12:15,819 --> 00:12:18,238
‪我只想對人生感到確定

298
00:12:18,238 --> 00:12:19,656
‪我懂

299
00:12:19,656 --> 00:12:21,158
‪-我們進去吧
‪-好

300
00:12:23,160 --> 00:12:25,621
‪-你們在做什麼?
‪-大家有想法了嗎?

301
00:12:25,621 --> 00:12:28,332
‪-卡拉莫,有想法了嗎?
‪-我有想法,你有想法嗎?

302
00:12:28,332 --> 00:12:29,875
‪-當然
‪-你有想法嗎?

303
00:12:29,875 --> 00:12:33,837
‪我有三個,等我們有時間相處
‪我會從中選出一個

304
00:12:33,837 --> 00:12:35,672
‪-你有想法嗎?
‪-很多想法

305
00:12:35,672 --> 00:12:38,926
‪-你有想法嗎?
‪-我其實有個遠大想法

306
00:12:38,926 --> 00:12:42,095
‪我想聽你的意見
‪你希望我們怎麼做?

307
00:12:42,095 --> 00:12:43,222
‪全力以赴

308
00:12:44,348 --> 00:12:46,600
‪-全力以赴
‪-很好的答案

309
00:12:46,600 --> 00:12:48,435
‪-全力以赴
‪-我們會的

310
00:12:48,435 --> 00:12:50,187
‪-你會全力以赴嗎?
‪-我會的

311
00:12:50,187 --> 00:12:52,564
‪-盡量敞開心胸?
‪-盡量敞開心胸

312
00:12:52,564 --> 00:12:54,691
‪譚要你試穿什麼你都會穿?

313
00:13:04,618 --> 00:13:07,579
‪小速想學習如何照顧自己

314
00:13:07,579 --> 00:13:08,914
‪怎麼餵飽自己

315
00:13:08,914 --> 00:13:11,333
‪如果要吃牛排炒飯

316
00:13:11,333 --> 00:13:13,043
‪老實說我很支持

317
00:13:18,549 --> 00:13:23,011
‪我想幫他找到專屬小速的獨特風格

318
00:13:23,011 --> 00:13:26,640
‪鼓勵他展現出自信

319
00:13:26,640 --> 00:13:29,601
‪小速需要習慣新的身體

320
00:13:29,601 --> 00:13:33,355
‪敞開心胸並不容易,我這週的目標

321
00:13:33,355 --> 00:13:37,276
‪是讓小速對自己更有自信

322
00:13:37,276 --> 00:13:41,113
‪他現在的居住狀況不太方便

323
00:13:41,113 --> 00:13:42,614
‪這週我想讓小速知道

324
00:13:42,614 --> 00:13:46,493
‪在無障礙這方面不需妥協

325
00:13:47,452 --> 00:13:50,581
‪他想透過說出他的旅程激勵其他人

326
00:13:50,581 --> 00:13:51,748
‪要到那個境界

327
00:13:51,748 --> 00:13:54,751
‪他必須開始哀悼
‪理解自己經歷的一切

328
00:13:54,751 --> 00:13:56,420
‪我需要你的支持

329
00:13:56,420 --> 00:13:59,172
‪我覺得你可以幫到這週的主角

330
00:13:59,172 --> 00:14:02,217
‪我想讓小速了解有人願意支持他

331
00:14:02,217 --> 00:14:04,177
‪有人理解他的經歷

332
00:14:04,177 --> 00:14:05,470
‪你願意來紐奧良嗎?

333
00:14:05,470 --> 00:14:06,722
‪(第二天)

334
00:14:06,722 --> 00:14:09,057
‪(永遠不要低估被看見的力量)

335
00:14:09,057 --> 00:14:09,975
‪(布蘭妮布朗)

336
00:14:15,647 --> 00:14:18,525
‪小速,我們要去逛街,感覺如何?

337
00:14:18,525 --> 00:14:19,651
‪很好

338
00:14:19,651 --> 00:14:20,569
‪準備好了嗎?

339
00:14:24,031 --> 00:14:25,949
‪我聽你說過幾次

340
00:14:25,949 --> 00:14:28,785
‪你會說“坐輪椅前”和“坐輪椅後”

341
00:14:28,785 --> 00:14:31,413
‪-對
‪-你的心態變了很多嗎?

342
00:14:31,413 --> 00:14:33,332
‪出車禍

343
00:14:33,332 --> 00:14:37,377
‪改變了我的人生觀

344
00:14:37,377 --> 00:14:40,964
‪現在我試著過不後悔的人生

345
00:14:40,964 --> 00:14:43,800
‪成為更好的我,繼續成長

346
00:14:43,800 --> 00:14:45,344
‪-對
‪-那種事情

347
00:14:45,344 --> 00:14:48,305
‪你有沒有出現“管他的”的態度?

348
00:14:48,305 --> 00:14:50,474
‪-像是,“管他的,為什麼不要?”
‪-有

349
00:14:50,474 --> 00:14:51,892
‪為什麼?

350
00:14:51,892 --> 00:14:54,186
‪我差點死掉

351
00:14:54,186 --> 00:14:56,396
‪我已經經歷過最糟的了

352
00:14:56,396 --> 00:14:58,982
‪還有什麼能比出車禍更糟?

353
00:14:58,982 --> 00:15:02,527
‪所以我的心態是
‪“我要這樣做,我不在乎別人怎麼說”

354
00:15:02,527 --> 00:15:06,239
‪你確實在乎別人怎麼說
‪你現在很少出門

355
00:15:06,239 --> 00:15:08,325
‪-對
‪-你在街上的時候

356
00:15:08,325 --> 00:15:10,702
‪被別人注視會讓你不自在嗎?

357
00:15:12,537 --> 00:15:13,705
‪有一點

358
00:15:14,831 --> 00:15:16,792
‪我在路上的時候

359
00:15:16,792 --> 00:15:20,462
‪會有人說:“你中槍了?”

360
00:15:20,462 --> 00:15:22,381
‪那種話讓我很受傷

361
00:15:22,381 --> 00:15:25,634
‪不是每個坐輪椅的人都是因為中彈

362
00:15:26,843 --> 00:15:28,428
‪那讓我很受傷

363
00:15:28,428 --> 00:15:30,430
‪不應該對別人講那種話

364
00:15:30,931 --> 00:15:33,892
‪所以你才常待在家裡嗎?

365
00:15:33,892 --> 00:15:35,686
‪-嗯
‪-好

366
00:15:35,686 --> 00:15:39,064
‪有沒有辦法翻轉心態,讓你覺得

367
00:15:39,731 --> 00:15:42,484
‪“反正你就是會盯著我看
‪那我就給你好看”?

368
00:15:42,484 --> 00:15:43,860
‪我很樂意

369
00:15:43,860 --> 00:15:45,862
‪大家不管怎樣都會盯著他看

370
00:15:45,862 --> 00:15:47,447
‪我們無法阻止別人

371
00:15:47,447 --> 00:15:50,409
‪我想讓小速了解,他可以穿得有型

372
00:15:50,409 --> 00:15:52,995
‪用氣場震懾大家,吸引大家目光

373
00:15:52,995 --> 00:15:55,455
‪我們來搭配出適合你的造型

374
00:15:55,455 --> 00:15:56,456
‪好

375
00:15:56,456 --> 00:16:00,210
‪小速在穿搭上不拘一格

376
00:16:00,210 --> 00:16:04,381
‪我想示範如何用一套造型
‪玩每一種風格

377
00:16:05,799 --> 00:16:09,261
‪讓他打造出與眾不同的穿搭

378
00:16:09,261 --> 00:16:10,470
‪-準備好了嗎?
‪-嗯

379
00:16:14,975 --> 00:16:15,892
‪好耶

380
00:16:16,393 --> 00:16:17,602
‪我願意穿出門

381
00:16:18,353 --> 00:16:19,688
‪色彩很搶眼

382
00:16:19,688 --> 00:16:22,816
‪-你看起來超時尚
‪-謝謝

383
00:16:23,734 --> 00:16:26,278
‪這比較像西裝褲,有什麼想法?

384
00:16:26,278 --> 00:16:27,487
‪我喜歡這個顏色

385
00:16:27,487 --> 00:16:30,907
‪我喜歡褲管在腳踝上方,沒穿襪子

386
00:16:30,907 --> 00:16:33,702
‪-看起來不錯,非常好
‪-我也喜歡

387
00:16:33,702 --> 00:16:35,829
‪不過會碰到輪子的衣服...

388
00:16:35,829 --> 00:16:37,622
‪-當然
‪-這樣很討厭

389
00:16:37,622 --> 00:16:40,917
‪當然,如果是不會碰到輪子的窄管褲

390
00:16:40,917 --> 00:16:41,835
‪那就很好

391
00:16:41,835 --> 00:16:43,545
‪-對
‪-太好了

392
00:16:44,129 --> 00:16:47,007
‪我覺得這對社交焦慮有些幫助

393
00:16:47,007 --> 00:16:48,550
‪好,願聞其詳

394
00:16:48,550 --> 00:16:52,471
‪在家裡過得很辛苦,就像我之前說的

395
00:16:52,471 --> 00:16:55,140
‪當我在人群之中,我...

396
00:16:56,183 --> 00:16:58,685
‪有時候我無法呼吸

397
00:16:59,770 --> 00:17:02,564
‪不知道為什麼心臟好像要爆炸了

398
00:17:02,564 --> 00:17:05,942
‪但我覺得這些衣服能給我自信

399
00:17:05,942 --> 00:17:08,528
‪讓我能出門和人群相處

400
00:17:09,488 --> 00:17:12,574
‪若我能換個風格,穿這種衣服出現

401
00:17:12,574 --> 00:17:14,367
‪大家會覺得,“我看到你了”

402
00:17:14,367 --> 00:17:15,452
‪超棒

403
00:17:15,452 --> 00:17:16,828
‪-要不要試其他套?
‪-好

404
00:17:16,828 --> 00:17:17,913
‪很好

405
00:17:20,832 --> 00:17:22,084
‪過來吧

406
00:17:22,084 --> 00:17:25,378
‪請回到這個位置,謝謝

407
00:17:25,378 --> 00:17:26,588
‪好,小速

408
00:17:27,756 --> 00:17:29,091
‪嘿

409
00:17:30,050 --> 00:17:33,595
‪譚,我得說,你的計畫超讚

410
00:17:34,638 --> 00:17:36,723
‪-我喜歡
‪-你這樣說讓我好開心

411
00:17:36,723 --> 00:17:38,600
‪就是這個,鮮豔的顏色

412
00:17:38,600 --> 00:17:39,810
‪我很少戴墨鏡

413
00:17:39,810 --> 00:17:42,562
‪感覺以後墨鏡可以成為我的風格

414
00:17:42,562 --> 00:17:45,273
‪墨鏡是不錯的大膽配件

415
00:17:45,273 --> 00:17:47,692
‪有時墨鏡是完成造型的完美單品

416
00:17:47,692 --> 00:17:48,985
‪對

417
00:17:48,985 --> 00:17:52,155
‪小速在公開場合越來越不安

418
00:17:52,155 --> 00:17:54,533
‪但看到小速有多興奮

419
00:17:54,533 --> 00:17:58,078
‪他不再是害羞靦腆的男孩

420
00:17:58,078 --> 00:18:00,163
‪衣服完全改變了他的能量

421
00:18:00,163 --> 00:18:01,915
‪這讓我很開心

422
00:18:01,915 --> 00:18:04,042
‪-會讓人多看一眼的造型
‪-沒錯

423
00:18:04,042 --> 00:18:07,295
‪我不知道“酷”比較年輕、時髦的說法

424
00:18:08,380 --> 00:18:10,882
‪但無論是什麼,這個造型就是那樣

425
00:18:10,882 --> 00:18:11,800
‪潮

426
00:18:12,425 --> 00:18:17,305
‪噢,是“潮”嗎?
‪大家會說“潮流”還是“潮”?

427
00:18:17,305 --> 00:18:19,266
‪“潮”或“很有型”

428
00:18:19,266 --> 00:18:21,935
‪他很有型,而且很潮

429
00:18:22,435 --> 00:18:24,020
‪非常感謝

430
00:18:31,736 --> 00:18:33,071
‪太好了,那裡有坡道

431
00:18:33,071 --> 00:18:34,364
{\an8}‪謝天謝地

432
00:18:36,825 --> 00:18:37,659
‪好耶

433
00:18:37,659 --> 00:18:41,079
‪我們要直走,你來過這一邊嗎?

434
00:18:41,079 --> 00:18:42,372
‪從來沒有

435
00:18:42,372 --> 00:18:45,959
‪坦白說,我原本有其他打算

436
00:18:45,959 --> 00:18:51,173
‪但是你問我能不能教你做炒飯或牛排

437
00:18:51,173 --> 00:18:55,010
‪你超興奮,讓我也很興奮
‪我就覺得,“來吧”

438
00:18:55,010 --> 00:18:56,094
‪對

439
00:18:56,094 --> 00:19:00,265
‪我要讓你看看炒飯有多簡單

440
00:19:00,265 --> 00:19:01,725
‪-好嗎?
‪-可以

441
00:19:01,725 --> 00:19:03,852
‪太棒了,那是你的料理台

442
00:19:03,852 --> 00:19:08,648
‪我要教你怎麼剝和切薑和大蒜

443
00:19:08,648 --> 00:19:10,775
‪用湯匙背面

444
00:19:10,775 --> 00:19:14,154
‪把棕色的皮剝掉

445
00:19:14,154 --> 00:19:15,155
‪嗯

446
00:19:15,155 --> 00:19:17,908
‪讓裡面的薑露出來

447
00:19:17,908 --> 00:19:19,784
‪-好
‪-完美

448
00:19:19,784 --> 00:19:21,786
‪-不完美,但...
‪-接近完美

449
00:19:21,786 --> 00:19:22,996
‪接近完美了

450
00:19:22,996 --> 00:19:25,123
‪我很快發現

451
00:19:25,123 --> 00:19:27,709
‪他很年輕,不知道怎麼下廚

452
00:19:27,709 --> 00:19:29,586
‪拜託,這會是個挑戰

453
00:19:30,712 --> 00:19:31,963
‪我們可以的

454
00:19:31,963 --> 00:19:34,883
‪切菜時,用這兩根手指引導

455
00:19:34,883 --> 00:19:36,259
‪然後跟蹺蹺板一樣

456
00:19:36,259 --> 00:19:37,969
‪刀子永遠不會離開砧板

457
00:19:37,969 --> 00:19:39,554
‪-不要這樣
‪-好

458
00:19:39,554 --> 00:19:41,765
‪現在這些蔬菜

459
00:19:41,765 --> 00:19:43,767
‪一樣用蹺蹺板的動作

460
00:19:43,767 --> 00:19:46,645
‪用一隻手引導,另一隻手推蔬菜

461
00:19:46,645 --> 00:19:49,439
‪-請用同樣的方法切好這些
‪-全部?好

462
00:19:49,439 --> 00:19:51,441
‪切的時候小心,刀子很利

463
00:19:52,150 --> 00:19:53,026
‪鋒利的中鋒

464
00:19:53,026 --> 00:19:58,198
‪炒飯是攝取蔬菜和蛋白質的好機會

465
00:19:58,198 --> 00:20:01,826
‪我喜歡用等比例的米飯、肉和蔬菜

466
00:20:01,826 --> 00:20:04,788
‪-蛋白質很讚
‪-你說想要增重,對吧?

467
00:20:04,788 --> 00:20:07,123
‪-我想增重
‪-這就是我們要做的事

468
00:20:07,123 --> 00:20:08,833
‪我做菜不太快

469
00:20:11,419 --> 00:20:15,882
‪這是基本烹飪技巧

470
00:20:15,882 --> 00:20:17,467
‪準備好放蛋白質了

471
00:20:17,467 --> 00:20:19,844
‪從如何煮蛋白質

472
00:20:20,470 --> 00:20:21,304
‪完美

473
00:20:21,304 --> 00:20:22,722
‪如何適當調味

474
00:20:22,722 --> 00:20:24,766
‪加一點麻油

475
00:20:24,766 --> 00:20:27,269
‪麻油有焦香味

476
00:20:27,269 --> 00:20:29,813
‪這是蔥,增添一些辣味

477
00:20:29,813 --> 00:20:33,316
‪一點點醬油,增加鹹度,好

478
00:20:33,316 --> 00:20:35,694
‪-這個圓可以嗎?
‪-完美

479
00:20:35,694 --> 00:20:38,488
‪什麼時候加蛋,怎麼炒蛋

480
00:20:38,488 --> 00:20:40,532
‪希望你不會把蛋殼打進去,我看著

481
00:20:40,532 --> 00:20:42,242
‪-來了
‪-你成功了

482
00:20:42,742 --> 00:20:44,661
‪這就是這個年輕人現在需要的

483
00:20:45,203 --> 00:20:47,497
‪-我以前都會和我媽來這裡吃飯
‪-真的嗎?

484
00:20:47,497 --> 00:20:49,457
‪-對
‪-我們以前都來吃鐵板燒

485
00:20:50,292 --> 00:20:53,503
‪我們會來這裡慶祝重要場合

486
00:20:53,503 --> 00:20:55,588
‪有時候想來就來

487
00:20:55,588 --> 00:21:00,051
‪-你最喜歡點什麼?
‪-鐵板飯、牛排和雞肉

488
00:21:00,051 --> 00:21:02,012
‪-我喜歡好吃醬
‪-我...

489
00:21:02,512 --> 00:21:05,849
‪我最喜歡好吃醬了

490
00:21:05,849 --> 00:21:07,517
‪現在他的媽媽不在了

491
00:21:07,517 --> 00:21:10,979
‪小速必須學會如何滋養自己

492
00:21:10,979 --> 00:21:12,605
‪如何照顧自己

493
00:21:14,941 --> 00:21:15,984
‪好好吃

494
00:21:15,984 --> 00:21:17,193
‪還挺不賴的

495
00:21:17,193 --> 00:21:19,237
‪-謝謝你教我
‪-不客氣

496
00:21:19,237 --> 00:21:20,655
‪你表現超好

497
00:21:21,239 --> 00:21:22,949
‪這是獨立的象徵

498
00:21:22,949 --> 00:21:26,411
‪當你能做出可以餵飽自己的餐點

499
00:21:26,411 --> 00:21:28,288
‪吃東西對我來說很重要

500
00:21:28,288 --> 00:21:31,416
‪很重要,因為我現在的狀況

501
00:21:31,416 --> 00:21:34,586
‪對,你提到你很想增重

502
00:21:34,586 --> 00:21:36,963
‪你在那方面遇到了什麼問題?

503
00:21:36,963 --> 00:21:38,673
‪出車禍之後

504
00:21:40,508 --> 00:21:42,677
‪我沒什麼食慾

505
00:21:42,677 --> 00:21:46,097
‪那是脊椎損傷的後遺症

506
00:21:46,097 --> 00:21:48,933
‪有時候我得吃增加食慾的藥

507
00:21:48,933 --> 00:21:51,770
‪若說小速必須適應新生活

508
00:21:51,770 --> 00:21:54,022
‪簡直是超級委婉的說法

509
00:21:54,022 --> 00:21:57,525
‪我們每天視為理所當然的這些小事

510
00:21:57,525 --> 00:21:59,861
‪小速必須認真考慮

511
00:21:59,861 --> 00:22:02,238
‪每次健身時,我在健身

512
00:22:02,238 --> 00:22:04,574
‪我在用力,努力長肌肉

513
00:22:04,574 --> 00:22:08,370
‪可是我攝取的食物不夠幫助身體成長

514
00:22:08,370 --> 00:22:10,914
‪當然,你想長肌肉就得先增重

515
00:22:10,914 --> 00:22:14,125
‪如果那是你的目標
‪你應該每週吃幾次這道菜

516
00:22:14,125 --> 00:22:16,294
‪牛排、雞蛋和紅蘿蔔

517
00:22:16,294 --> 00:22:18,630
‪我是認真的

518
00:22:18,630 --> 00:22:20,965
‪-我之後會更常在家做這道菜
‪-是嗎?

519
00:22:20,965 --> 00:22:23,343
‪你提醒我這道菜其實很簡單又有趣

520
00:22:23,343 --> 00:22:26,429
‪你知道之後什麼不好玩嗎?洗碗

521
00:22:27,597 --> 00:22:29,099
‪(第三天)

522
00:22:29,099 --> 00:22:33,019
‪(別讓你做不到的事
‪阻礙了你能做到的事)

523
00:22:33,019 --> 00:22:33,978
‪(約翰伍登)

524
00:22:38,441 --> 00:22:39,442
‪請進

525
00:22:39,442 --> 00:22:41,027
‪歡迎光臨

526
00:22:41,861 --> 00:22:43,947
‪親愛的,不幸的是

527
00:22:43,947 --> 00:22:45,615
‪你的臉很帥

528
00:22:45,615 --> 00:22:47,909
‪不是你的錯,好可愛

529
00:22:47,909 --> 00:22:49,702
‪我們之前提到編髮

530
00:22:49,702 --> 00:22:51,329
‪我喜歡漂亮的性感辮子

531
00:22:51,329 --> 00:22:53,123
‪我們也提到了顏色

532
00:22:53,123 --> 00:22:54,833
‪顏色有趣的地方是這樣

533
00:22:55,333 --> 00:22:58,086
‪如果利用不同髮色的接髮

534
00:22:58,086 --> 00:23:01,464
‪我很喜歡那樣做
‪因為那就不需要對你的頭髮漂色

535
00:23:01,464 --> 00:23:05,218
‪或是必須一直補染

536
00:23:05,218 --> 00:23:08,888
‪我請了一位朋友過來
‪她很厲害,她會幫你編髮

537
00:23:08,888 --> 00:23:11,766
‪有時我會請理髮師在眉毛上剃出造型

538
00:23:11,766 --> 00:23:13,476
‪-前衛,親愛的
‪-對

539
00:23:13,476 --> 00:23:15,937
{\an8}‪那你的小鬍子呢?

540
00:23:15,937 --> 00:23:18,523
‪我要留著,它才剛開始長出來

541
00:23:20,024 --> 00:23:21,109
{\an8}‪我要留著

542
00:23:21,818 --> 00:23:25,196
‪你說:“這是我20歲的事,要留著”

543
00:23:25,196 --> 00:23:27,407
{\an8}‪-好,去洗頭吧
‪-好

544
00:23:27,407 --> 00:23:30,285
‪你好可愛,走吧,我們去洗頭

545
00:23:30,285 --> 00:23:35,165
‪這是小速在車禍後第一次上髮廊

546
00:23:35,165 --> 00:23:36,958
‪所以這是留了兩年的頭髮

547
00:23:36,958 --> 00:23:39,210
‪沒錯,國王,沒錯,釋放

548
00:23:39,210 --> 00:23:41,296
‪好耶

549
00:23:41,296 --> 00:23:45,258
‪我們有很多事要做
‪但是能慶祝小速真好

550
00:23:50,054 --> 00:23:52,182
‪別擔心,最後會很好看

551
00:23:52,182 --> 00:23:54,851
‪像饒舌歌手納斯小子吹直一部分頭髮

552
00:23:54,851 --> 00:23:56,394
‪我看起來像觸電了

553
00:24:00,148 --> 00:24:02,442
‪我們要弄超美的編髮造型

554
00:24:02,442 --> 00:24:05,570
‪很時髦經典,但又很流行

555
00:24:05,570 --> 00:24:07,780
‪然後還有蜂蜜金的接髮,太讚了

556
00:24:07,780 --> 00:24:10,450
‪大家都會追著你,想跟你約會

557
00:24:10,450 --> 00:24:12,535
‪-也許吧
‪-沒有也許

558
00:24:12,535 --> 00:24:14,037
‪一定會發生,我確定

559
00:24:14,037 --> 00:24:16,456
‪他很堅強又勇敢

560
00:24:16,456 --> 00:24:20,585
‪我只想寵愛小速

561
00:24:20,585 --> 00:24:23,171
‪這個髮型能撐三週,對吧?

562
00:24:23,171 --> 00:24:25,006
‪絕對可以撐三週

563
00:24:25,006 --> 00:24:27,425
‪之後就該重新整理了

564
00:24:27,926 --> 00:24:29,219
‪我想讓他覺得自己帥氣

565
00:24:29,219 --> 00:24:32,013
‪給他一個讓他有自信的髮型

566
00:24:32,013 --> 00:24:34,724
‪-看起來如何?
‪-超好看,受不了

567
00:24:35,308 --> 00:24:38,102
‪讓他覺得大膽,準備好面對人群

568
00:24:38,102 --> 00:24:39,604
‪因為他值得

569
00:24:39,604 --> 00:24:41,481
‪-這條會綁在下巴
‪-好

570
00:24:42,065 --> 00:24:45,485
‪我不知道上面的髮辮也要這樣做

571
00:24:45,485 --> 00:24:48,029
‪-你今天學到了新招
‪-對啊

572
00:24:50,990 --> 00:24:52,659
‪你對什麼有熱情?

573
00:24:52,659 --> 00:24:55,745
‪健身是我的興趣之一
‪我可以當健身教練

574
00:24:55,745 --> 00:24:58,706
‪你絕對可以當健身教練

575
00:24:58,706 --> 00:25:00,166
‪我覺得我可以當籃球教練

576
00:25:00,166 --> 00:25:02,293
‪你完全可以當籃球教練

577
00:25:02,293 --> 00:25:04,420
‪我還在思考怎麼做

578
00:25:04,420 --> 00:25:06,839
‪你不必把所有事情搞清楚

579
00:25:06,839 --> 00:25:11,427
‪你剛經歷過創傷事件
‪有很多東西要面對

580
00:25:11,427 --> 00:25:13,429
‪所以記得保持開放態度

581
00:25:13,429 --> 00:25:15,974
‪接受宇宙為你準備的未來

582
00:25:15,974 --> 00:25:19,477
‪因為我覺得你有很多才華和潛力

583
00:25:19,477 --> 00:25:20,687
‪我正在努力

584
00:25:20,687 --> 00:25:23,398
‪努力更坦誠,更直接

585
00:25:23,398 --> 00:25:27,402
‪是因為你不敢坦白說出心中感受嗎?

586
00:25:27,402 --> 00:25:31,531
‪我想更常展現脆弱的一面
‪讓別人能夠協助我

587
00:25:31,531 --> 00:25:33,866
‪-對
‪-更常談論我的情況

588
00:25:33,866 --> 00:25:36,035
‪我現在不談那件事

589
00:25:36,035 --> 00:25:38,997
‪因為跟家人談那件事感覺有點怪

590
00:25:38,997 --> 00:25:42,917
‪你有沒有接受過心理治療
‪或是考慮過找心理治療師?

591
00:25:43,835 --> 00:25:45,086
‪沒有,但...

592
00:25:45,086 --> 00:25:47,964
‪求助也是一種力量的展現

593
00:25:48,548 --> 00:25:51,801
‪我是HIV病毒帶原者
‪我在20幾歲時感染的

594
00:25:51,801 --> 00:25:54,304
‪我當時很憂鬱,不能...

595
00:25:54,304 --> 00:25:56,806
‪...當時狀況很差,需要心理治療

596
00:25:56,806 --> 00:26:00,018
‪我不想求助
‪但是我終於求助後就開始改善

597
00:26:00,602 --> 00:26:03,146
‪我在憂鬱的那段時期常常在想

598
00:26:03,146 --> 00:26:04,731
‪“人生到底有什麼意義?”

599
00:26:04,731 --> 00:26:07,150
‪我覺得我領悟出

600
00:26:07,150 --> 00:26:09,027
‪人生就是將最大的痛苦

601
00:26:09,027 --> 00:26:11,321
‪轉換成使命

602
00:26:11,321 --> 00:26:13,281
‪如果你能和專業人士聊聊

603
00:26:13,281 --> 00:26:17,035
‪也許對方能幫助你
‪處理一些你經歷的感受

604
00:26:17,035 --> 00:26:18,244
‪對

605
00:26:18,244 --> 00:26:21,080
‪我覺得有時候我們認為向外界求助

606
00:26:21,080 --> 00:26:23,458
‪或是展現脆弱的一面是一種弱點

607
00:26:23,458 --> 00:26:26,377
‪其實那是最強大的舉動

608
00:26:26,377 --> 00:26:29,130
‪說到美麗的使命,辮子好了

609
00:26:29,130 --> 00:26:32,467
‪我們真的表現超好
‪誰准我們這樣做?

610
00:26:32,467 --> 00:26:35,678
‪雖然我沒有經歷過他的那些創傷

611
00:26:35,678 --> 00:26:39,474
‪但是我可以體會
‪轉換觀點、正面態度和憂鬱的影響

612
00:26:39,474 --> 00:26:42,310
‪“我不需要獨自面對”

613
00:26:44,270 --> 00:26:47,440
‪現在看著他的鏡頭,給鏡頭一個飛吻

614
00:26:48,232 --> 00:26:49,442
‪我做不到

615
00:26:49,442 --> 00:26:53,237
‪可以!你是Tiktok明星,親愛的
‪你要習慣

616
00:26:53,738 --> 00:26:57,116
‪親愛的,全世界的觀眾就在那裡
‪給他們一個吻

617
00:26:59,202 --> 00:27:01,621
‪不跟在家的觀眾拋媚眼嗎?

618
00:27:05,375 --> 00:27:06,209
‪親愛的

619
00:27:06,209 --> 00:27:07,710
‪天啊

620
00:27:09,879 --> 00:27:12,715
‪你是最可愛,最有禮貌的男孩
‪你知道嗎?

621
00:27:12,715 --> 00:27:14,509
‪別失去那可愛善良的態度

622
00:27:14,509 --> 00:27:17,303
‪我們要專心
‪我們要讓你看看你的新造型

623
00:27:17,303 --> 00:27:20,056
‪準備好了嗎?三、二、一

624
00:27:20,056 --> 00:27:21,265
‪這是新的你

625
00:27:22,725 --> 00:27:24,143
‪好喔

626
00:27:24,143 --> 00:27:25,395
‪對吧?

627
00:27:25,395 --> 00:27:26,938
‪對,我喜歡

628
00:27:26,938 --> 00:27:29,399
‪誰是模特兒經紀人?

629
00:27:29,399 --> 00:27:32,735
‪快敲敲電視螢幕,因為小速超帥

630
00:27:32,735 --> 00:27:33,861
‪他很漂亮

631
00:27:33,861 --> 00:27:37,448
‪沒人想過可以這麼性感

632
00:27:37,448 --> 00:27:41,285
‪我不介意你舔個嘴唇...就是這樣!

633
00:27:41,285 --> 00:27:43,663
‪-什麼?
‪-天啊

634
00:27:43,663 --> 00:27:46,124
‪小速超有自信

635
00:27:46,124 --> 00:27:49,877
‪下次不要讓我鼓勵那麼久
‪才擺出模特兒的樣子,好嗎?

636
00:27:49,877 --> 00:27:50,962
‪好

637
00:27:50,962 --> 00:27:53,631
‪我看到他蛻變成充滿自信的人

638
00:27:53,631 --> 00:27:56,884
‪這讓我的酷兒內心很開心

639
00:27:58,970 --> 00:28:01,597
‪真可愛

640
00:28:05,184 --> 00:28:07,937
{\an8}‪(酷男五人組總部
‪路易斯安那州紐奧良)

641
00:28:07,937 --> 00:28:09,147
‪這樣真好,小譚

642
00:28:09,147 --> 00:28:11,441
‪-很好吧?
‪-對,我們老了以後就是這樣

643
00:28:11,441 --> 00:28:12,358
‪對

644
00:28:12,358 --> 00:28:14,110
‪嘿,各位,猜猜我邀請了誰!

645
00:28:14,110 --> 00:28:17,029
‪-喂!
‪-哈囉,衛斯理

646
00:28:17,029 --> 00:28:18,406
‪是衛斯理!

647
00:28:18,406 --> 00:28:19,741
{\an8}‪大家好

648
00:28:19,741 --> 00:28:21,200
{\an8}‪(第四季主角 衛斯理)

649
00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:24,162
{\an8}‪現在小速不認識任何行動不便的人

650
00:28:24,162 --> 00:28:27,623
‪我要讓他認識理解他的經歷的人

651
00:28:27,623 --> 00:28:30,126
‪可以和他聊聊,引導他的人

652
00:28:30,126 --> 00:28:31,544
‪所以我才邀請衛斯理過來

653
00:28:31,544 --> 00:28:35,882
‪我讓行動不便的人知道
‪與眾不同沒關係

654
00:28:35,882 --> 00:28:38,134
‪我們可以自在做自己

655
00:28:38,718 --> 00:28:40,511
‪現在的我是全新的我

656
00:28:40,511 --> 00:28:45,391
‪我只想讓大家知道,我肢殘心不殘

657
00:28:48,144 --> 00:28:51,898
‪我們上《家庭問答》慘敗後
‪就沒見過面了

658
00:28:52,398 --> 00:28:53,858
‪你好,親愛的

659
00:28:53,858 --> 00:28:56,444
‪看看你,你看起來真棒,小子

660
00:28:56,444 --> 00:28:57,403
‪我盡力了

661
00:28:58,738 --> 00:29:00,364
‪你成功了

662
00:29:04,202 --> 00:29:06,329
‪最近好嗎?好久不見

663
00:29:06,329 --> 00:29:07,705
‪生活很棒

664
00:29:07,705 --> 00:29:10,583
‪最近我一直在探索自我

665
00:29:10,583 --> 00:29:12,376
‪感覺比以前更自由了

666
00:29:12,376 --> 00:29:14,170
‪好耶,協會運作得如何?

667
00:29:14,170 --> 00:29:17,006
‪肢殘心不殘,很好

668
00:29:17,006 --> 00:29:19,926
‪我們接觸了很多平台

669
00:29:19,926 --> 00:29:21,260
‪把訊息傳達出去

670
00:29:21,260 --> 00:29:24,263
‪我們的影響力讓我很興奮

671
00:29:24,263 --> 00:29:26,057
‪我們本週要幫忙的主角是小速

672
00:29:26,057 --> 00:29:28,267
‪一見到他我就知道一定要請你過來

673
00:29:28,267 --> 00:29:31,354
‪只有你才能真正了解他的經歷

674
00:29:31,354 --> 00:29:32,438
‪才能引導他

675
00:29:32,438 --> 00:29:34,774
‪我很期待見到小速

676
00:29:35,525 --> 00:29:38,402
‪-頭髮真好看
‪-嘿!

677
00:29:38,402 --> 00:29:41,280
‪請進,介紹這位朋友給你認識

678
00:29:41,280 --> 00:29:42,490
‪你知道衛斯理嗎?

679
00:29:44,116 --> 00:29:46,369
‪過得好嗎?你好嗎?

680
00:29:46,369 --> 00:29:47,787
‪兄弟

681
00:29:47,787 --> 00:29:49,205
‪過得好嗎?

682
00:29:49,205 --> 00:29:51,666
‪你好嗎,親愛的?你看起來好帥

683
00:29:52,166 --> 00:29:54,043
‪我請衛斯理過來

684
00:29:54,043 --> 00:29:58,506
‪因為我覺得你需要
‪可以和你聊聊的人,有共鳴的人

685
00:29:58,506 --> 00:30:02,009
‪理解你想用自己的聲音激勵別人的人

686
00:30:02,009 --> 00:30:05,012
‪但他也能說:“你需要處理這些

687
00:30:05,012 --> 00:30:06,931
‪才能踏上自己的療傷之旅”

688
00:30:06,931 --> 00:30:10,560
‪我做了一些功課
‪看了你的Tiktok,我看到你了

689
00:30:11,519 --> 00:30:12,478
‪你是Tiktok的名人

690
00:30:12,478 --> 00:30:16,607
‪我看到你在社群媒體上的努力
‪我知道這個旅程...

691
00:30:17,108 --> 00:30:18,568
‪可以很美

692
00:30:18,568 --> 00:30:22,947
‪今年我慶祝了坐輪椅的十週年
‪而且我是說“慶祝”

693
00:30:22,947 --> 00:30:24,323
‪我們會帶你到那個境界

694
00:30:24,323 --> 00:30:28,744
‪趁衛斯理在這裡
‪你有什麼想向他學習的事情嗎?

695
00:30:28,744 --> 00:30:29,787
‪有

696
00:30:30,413 --> 00:30:32,915
‪我跟你們說的社交焦慮

697
00:30:32,915 --> 00:30:33,833
‪對

698
00:30:33,833 --> 00:30:36,836
‪走進派對或餐廳,大家都盯著你看

699
00:30:37,545 --> 00:30:41,966
‪-那就給他們好看
‪-我昨天就是這麼說的!

700
00:30:41,966 --> 00:30:44,886
‪改變觀點

701
00:30:44,886 --> 00:30:47,555
‪-好了,準備離開了嗎?
‪-待會見

702
00:30:47,555 --> 00:30:48,890
‪-再見
‪-再見

703
00:30:50,308 --> 00:30:52,310
‪你提到想搬出去住

704
00:30:52,310 --> 00:30:54,478
‪所以今天我打算

705
00:30:54,478 --> 00:30:58,107
‪和衛斯理叔叔一起帶你去看房子

706
00:30:58,107 --> 00:30:59,025
‪好

707
00:30:59,025 --> 00:31:02,904
‪他可以跟你說該注意哪些地方

708
00:31:02,904 --> 00:31:04,405
‪我可以談談設計

709
00:31:04,405 --> 00:31:06,240
‪-興奮嗎?
‪-不錯,我很興奮

710
00:31:06,240 --> 00:31:11,954
‪今天我要讓小速知道
‪他可以找到無障礙的家

711
00:31:11,954 --> 00:31:14,749
‪讓他能完全獨立過生活

712
00:31:14,749 --> 00:31:18,377
‪我第一個會看環境本身

713
00:31:18,377 --> 00:31:20,796
‪周圍有幾個無障礙車位?

714
00:31:20,796 --> 00:31:23,215
‪-對
‪-有坡道嗎?

715
00:31:23,215 --> 00:31:25,676
‪大家最近常說一句話

716
00:31:25,676 --> 00:31:28,304
‪“去大家慶祝你的地方
‪不是容忍你的地方”

717
00:31:28,304 --> 00:31:31,557
‪如果我去的很多地方都有重重阻礙

718
00:31:31,557 --> 00:31:34,852
‪唯一無障礙的地方是我家裡面
‪我能有多自由?

719
00:31:34,852 --> 00:31:35,937
‪對

720
00:31:40,149 --> 00:31:42,902
‪我們原本要進去這棟大樓

721
00:31:44,779 --> 00:31:46,197
‪真的嗎?

722
00:31:46,197 --> 00:31:47,657
‪-不會吧?
‪-對

723
00:31:47,657 --> 00:31:49,158
‪哇

724
00:31:49,825 --> 00:31:51,953
‪這應該常常發生吧?就是...

725
00:31:51,953 --> 00:31:55,456
‪對,這個人行道?你沒辦法到前門

726
00:31:56,916 --> 00:31:59,126
‪我沒看到無障礙車位

727
00:31:59,126 --> 00:32:02,046
‪我停這裡好了

728
00:32:02,046 --> 00:32:04,048
‪這似乎是最方便的地方

729
00:32:04,048 --> 00:32:07,385
‪雖然嚴格來說不是無障礙車位
‪所以醜一了

730
00:32:07,385 --> 00:32:09,095
{\an8}‪(如遇火災,請走樓梯)

731
00:32:09,095 --> 00:32:11,305
‪-好,就是這間公寓
‪-好

732
00:32:15,226 --> 00:32:18,187
‪我不認為這些是...

733
00:32:18,187 --> 00:32:19,271
‪-無障礙?
‪-對

734
00:32:19,271 --> 00:32:20,815
‪-不是
‪-不是

735
00:32:20,815 --> 00:32:22,775
‪-微波爐
‪-微波爐太高了

736
00:32:22,775 --> 00:32:24,360
‪-對
‪-櫃子

737
00:32:24,360 --> 00:32:26,529
‪-所以這間公寓有附家具
‪-好

738
00:32:26,529 --> 00:32:30,157
{\an8}‪但你不希望有這些家具在這裡

739
00:32:30,157 --> 00:32:32,827
{\an8}‪-會擋住你的路
‪-臥室

740
00:32:33,327 --> 00:32:36,163
‪看起來有點窄,還可以嗎?

741
00:32:36,163 --> 00:32:38,165
‪浴室會是個問題

742
00:32:39,208 --> 00:32:41,794
‪-輪椅好像根本進不去
‪-我試試

743
00:32:43,045 --> 00:32:44,922
‪不行,不可能

744
00:32:44,922 --> 00:32:47,091
‪這間有什麼優點嗎?

745
00:32:47,091 --> 00:32:49,218
‪衣櫃有個優點

746
00:32:49,218 --> 00:32:51,220
‪-有些架子很低
‪-是啊

747
00:32:51,220 --> 00:32:52,888
‪-至少有一個是
‪-一個

748
00:32:52,888 --> 00:32:55,391
‪-大部分是高的
‪-然後根本進不去

749
00:32:55,391 --> 00:32:58,352
‪我只是說也許有...

750
00:33:01,772 --> 00:33:04,275
‪三個無障礙車位

751
00:33:04,775 --> 00:33:06,152
{\an8}‪(無障礙入口在後方)

752
00:33:08,988 --> 00:33:12,491
‪-你看,那是好兆頭
‪-絕對是好兆頭

753
00:33:14,368 --> 00:33:15,453
‪-很好
‪-很好

754
00:33:15,453 --> 00:33:17,288
‪-對
‪-有低檯面

755
00:33:17,288 --> 00:33:19,123
‪但有很多上層儲存空間

756
00:33:19,623 --> 00:33:20,833
‪-這個不錯
‪-對

757
00:33:20,833 --> 00:33:24,754
‪記得檢查旋鈕是不是在這裡

758
00:33:24,754 --> 00:33:26,464
‪如果旋鈕在那裡

759
00:33:26,464 --> 00:33:29,383
‪關火時得伸手越過滾燙的火爐

760
00:33:29,383 --> 00:33:31,719
‪-可能會燙到手臂
‪-我那樣做了好幾年

761
00:33:31,719 --> 00:33:34,513
‪我跟你學的,我之前沒想過這一點

762
00:33:35,931 --> 00:33:38,642
‪不錯的開放格局客廳,走廊很寬

763
00:33:38,642 --> 00:33:40,061
‪真不錯

764
00:33:40,061 --> 00:33:42,188
‪-這是臥室
‪-真好

765
00:33:42,855 --> 00:33:46,692
‪就連衣櫃也是,都不會太高

766
00:33:46,692 --> 00:33:49,195
‪可以把所有鞋子都放在那排

767
00:33:49,695 --> 00:33:52,031
‪-這是浴室
‪-哇靠!

768
00:33:52,531 --> 00:33:54,116
‪挺大的

769
00:33:54,116 --> 00:33:55,785
‪空間是最重要的

770
00:33:55,785 --> 00:33:57,661
‪我喜歡你可以把輪椅推到水槽下

771
00:33:57,661 --> 00:33:59,497
‪-搆得到嗎?
‪-嗯

772
00:33:59,497 --> 00:34:01,165
‪很好

773
00:34:02,124 --> 00:34:03,084
‪很好

774
00:34:03,084 --> 00:34:04,460
‪浴缸...

775
00:34:04,460 --> 00:34:06,003
‪浴缸普通

776
00:34:06,003 --> 00:34:08,672
‪-對
‪-老實說我不喜歡

777
00:34:08,672 --> 00:34:10,716
‪-沒有扶手
‪-對

778
00:34:10,716 --> 00:34:12,510
‪滾筒式洗衣機和乾衣機

779
00:34:13,010 --> 00:34:14,887
‪我不知道怎麼開,好喔

780
00:34:14,887 --> 00:34:18,307
‪門開另一邊比較合理,比較方便

781
00:34:18,307 --> 00:34:19,683
‪你不必妥協

782
00:34:19,683 --> 00:34:22,728
‪一切都應該以你方便為主

783
00:34:22,728 --> 00:34:24,063
‪沒錯

784
00:34:24,063 --> 00:34:25,231
‪(第四天)

785
00:34:25,231 --> 00:34:28,526
‪(最痛苦莫過於將故事悶在心中)

786
00:34:28,526 --> 00:34:29,443
‪(瑪雅安吉羅)

787
00:34:34,865 --> 00:34:37,451
‪看到那些打球的小朋友
‪我以前也在場上

788
00:34:42,665 --> 00:34:44,834
‪-你說你以前也是那樣
‪-對

789
00:34:44,834 --> 00:34:46,919
‪清晨,深夜

790
00:34:47,503 --> 00:34:50,297
‪投籃,跟別人比賽

791
00:34:50,297 --> 00:34:53,050
‪有時候我會後悔,希望我能...

792
00:34:53,050 --> 00:34:54,927
‪回到過去,改變一些作法

793
00:34:54,927 --> 00:34:58,514
‪因為有一些我媽一直要我做的小事

794
00:34:58,514 --> 00:35:00,432
‪-像什麼?
‪-更認真

795
00:35:00,432 --> 00:35:02,726
‪投入更多時間,再努力一點

796
00:35:02,726 --> 00:35:04,979
‪我很感激我媽媽

797
00:35:04,979 --> 00:35:07,773
‪因為她支持我的籃球夢想

798
00:35:07,773 --> 00:35:12,611
‪我的目標是買房子給我媽
‪但那個計畫沒成功

799
00:35:13,237 --> 00:35:16,949
‪你覺得自己有沒有
‪好好花時間哀悼母親的離世

800
00:35:16,949 --> 00:35:20,494
‪哀悼失去雙腿?

801
00:35:21,203 --> 00:35:22,329
‪沒有

802
00:35:22,329 --> 00:35:23,622
‪應該沒有

803
00:35:24,456 --> 00:35:26,709
‪你覺得為什麼自己不花時間去哀悼?

804
00:35:27,710 --> 00:35:30,504
‪因為我試著忽略它

805
00:35:30,504 --> 00:35:33,716
‪如果你面對那種悲傷
‪你害怕會發生什麼事?

806
00:35:33,716 --> 00:35:35,926
‪我不...我無法解釋

807
00:35:35,926 --> 00:35:36,927
‪慢慢來

808
00:35:38,345 --> 00:35:41,015
‪因為我不能讓你在我們離開前

809
00:35:41,015 --> 00:35:44,643
‪沒有找到表達感受的方式

810
00:35:44,643 --> 00:35:46,187
‪我想讓你踏上療傷的旅程

811
00:35:46,187 --> 00:35:49,190
‪讓你在那些痛苦的時刻裡
‪可以談論自己的感受

812
00:35:54,069 --> 00:35:56,488
‪那場車禍,看著我媽...

813
00:35:57,323 --> 00:35:59,450
‪我從沒看過死亡

814
00:35:59,450 --> 00:36:01,160
‪親眼見證死亡

815
00:36:01,827 --> 00:36:03,871
‪看到我媽那樣,真的...

816
00:36:03,871 --> 00:36:04,788
‪很糟糕

817
00:36:04,788 --> 00:36:06,373
‪對

818
00:36:06,373 --> 00:36:08,125
‪看到我媽和阿姨

819
00:36:08,125 --> 00:36:09,460
‪所以是那些畫面

820
00:36:09,460 --> 00:36:10,753
‪那些畫面,沒錯

821
00:36:10,753 --> 00:36:13,005
‪我想我永遠不會理解

822
00:36:13,005 --> 00:36:16,926
‪這種悲劇
‪竟然發生在老實善良的人身上

823
00:36:16,926 --> 00:36:20,429
‪努力不要惹麻煩的人身上
‪我覺得這樣不對

824
00:36:20,930 --> 00:36:22,348
‪我有點怪罪上帝

825
00:36:22,348 --> 00:36:24,058
‪-是嗎?
‪-因為...

826
00:36:24,892 --> 00:36:26,644
‪我這輩子沒有做過壞事

827
00:36:26,644 --> 00:36:29,396
‪從來沒有惹過麻煩,一直都是乖小孩

828
00:36:29,980 --> 00:36:32,608
‪但是我卻突然出了那種意外...

829
00:36:32,608 --> 00:36:35,027
‪你多常問這個問題,“為什麼是我?”

830
00:36:35,694 --> 00:36:38,322
‪我努力保持正面態度

831
00:36:38,864 --> 00:36:41,533
‪但有時候難免會意志消沈

832
00:36:41,533 --> 00:36:45,579
‪我曾經有幾次想了結自己

833
00:36:46,538 --> 00:36:47,539
‪是嗎?

834
00:36:47,539 --> 00:36:51,043
‪我看著鏡子裡的自己,開始哭

835
00:36:51,043 --> 00:36:53,671
‪-對
‪-我得永遠這樣過活

836
00:36:56,048 --> 00:36:58,050
‪-對不起...
‪-你沒事

837
00:37:02,888 --> 00:37:03,931
‪很難承受

838
00:37:05,808 --> 00:37:08,185
‪我好一陣子沒聊這些,所以...

839
00:37:10,396 --> 00:37:12,815
‪-對不起
‪-不用道歉

840
00:37:14,358 --> 00:37:17,611
‪釋放出來,因為這是不同的哀悼方式

841
00:37:18,112 --> 00:37:21,031
‪這是承認你心中的憤怒

842
00:37:23,158 --> 00:37:25,869
‪你不應該活在憤怒之中

843
00:37:26,829 --> 00:37:31,250
‪你必須說:“等等,我內心有力量

844
00:37:31,750 --> 00:37:35,629
‪“我有能力克服這些負面情緒”

845
00:37:35,629 --> 00:37:37,840
‪“雖然會很辛苦,很困難

846
00:37:37,840 --> 00:37:41,468
‪有時候必須持續抵抗讓我累壞了”

847
00:37:42,678 --> 00:37:43,804
‪你做得到

848
00:37:45,306 --> 00:37:48,976
‪在這個國家
‪身為年輕黑人已經夠辛苦了

849
00:37:48,976 --> 00:37:51,145
‪小速已經盡了全力

850
00:37:51,145 --> 00:37:55,607
‪確保他走在他母親和他想走的正途上

851
00:37:55,607 --> 00:38:00,529
‪但是一場意外讓他崩潰了

852
00:38:00,529 --> 00:38:03,282
‪有時候如果你看到我放空

853
00:38:03,282 --> 00:38:05,659
‪我是在回憶過去

854
00:38:05,659 --> 00:38:08,120
‪想起過去那些回憶

855
00:38:08,120 --> 00:38:10,831
‪我真的很想找個人聊聊

856
00:38:10,831 --> 00:38:12,624
‪開始採取行動

857
00:38:12,624 --> 00:38:18,005
‪開始做你該做的事
‪讓自己開始哀悼和療傷

858
00:38:18,005 --> 00:38:21,467
‪你剛剛經歷的那些情緒
‪不可能今天就開始並結束

859
00:38:21,467 --> 00:38:24,887
‪我希望小速明白,雖然他失去了很多

860
00:38:24,887 --> 00:38:27,931
‪他還是能獲得美好的未來

861
00:38:28,432 --> 00:38:31,643
‪這是他療癒傷痛的旅程

862
00:38:31,643 --> 00:38:33,312
‪我知道他一定會成功

863
00:38:33,312 --> 00:38:37,316
‪帶你回來這裡也是因為我想跟你打球

864
00:38:37,316 --> 00:38:38,233
‪是嗎?

865
00:38:38,233 --> 00:38:40,778
‪我其實邀請了一些朋友一起來打球

866
00:38:40,778 --> 00:38:43,155
‪-來吧
‪-看看你還強不強

867
00:38:43,655 --> 00:38:45,282
‪-也許吧
‪-也許?

868
00:38:45,282 --> 00:38:46,658
‪大家好

869
00:38:46,658 --> 00:38:49,495
‪好,我上次打籃球是小學四年級

870
00:38:50,454 --> 00:38:53,123
‪-你以為我走了嗎?
‪-我以為你離開了

871
00:38:53,123 --> 00:38:54,958
‪我提議來二對二

872
00:38:54,958 --> 00:38:57,127
‪-二對二
‪-我覺得我們應該打爆他們

873
00:38:57,127 --> 00:39:02,424
‪但我先幫你準備了這些...

874
00:39:02,424 --> 00:39:04,468
‪-綁在腰上?
‪-綁在胸口

875
00:39:04,468 --> 00:39:07,429
‪如果你準備好打球了

876
00:39:07,429 --> 00:39:09,181
‪你可以試試看

877
00:39:09,181 --> 00:39:10,516
‪這是支撐架嗎?

878
00:39:10,516 --> 00:39:11,683
‪-對
‪-支撐

879
00:39:11,683 --> 00:39:14,853
‪我傷到C8脊椎,所以我的核心...

880
00:39:14,853 --> 00:39:16,772
‪-緊一點
‪-我的傷勢是胸口以下

881
00:39:16,772 --> 00:39:20,401
‪-我的核心因為受傷變得很弱
‪-了解

882
00:39:20,901 --> 00:39:22,277
‪-這樣可以嗎?
‪-可以

883
00:39:22,277 --> 00:39:24,154
‪-準備好了嗎?
‪-我既害怕又緊張

884
00:39:24,154 --> 00:39:27,908
‪-你們感覺如何?
‪-我覺得我準備好大展身手了

885
00:39:27,908 --> 00:39:29,910
‪小速有一點害怕

886
00:39:29,910 --> 00:39:32,788
‪坐在輪椅上打籃球會有點不一樣

887
00:39:32,788 --> 00:39:33,831
‪準備好了嗎?

888
00:39:38,210 --> 00:39:39,628
‪保持信心

889
00:39:39,628 --> 00:39:41,046
‪你在做什麼?

890
00:39:42,256 --> 00:39:44,091
‪-什麼?
‪-你還能投籃

891
00:39:44,091 --> 00:39:45,634
‪小速上場後

892
00:39:46,593 --> 00:39:49,430
‪恐懼就消失了,籃球員回來了

893
00:39:49,430 --> 00:39:50,431
‪他投不進

894
00:39:52,933 --> 00:39:54,643
‪我來,走吧,來吧

895
00:39:55,894 --> 00:39:59,523
‪-你還是得阻止他!
‪-我是加拿大人,擋人讓我很愧疚

896
00:39:59,523 --> 00:40:00,566
‪上籃

897
00:40:03,360 --> 00:40:05,279
‪終於看到他的喜悅

898
00:40:05,279 --> 00:40:08,699
‪小速在那一刻釋放情緒

899
00:40:08,699 --> 00:40:11,785
‪讓他能夠回到球場

900
00:40:11,785 --> 00:40:13,704
‪找回打球的喜悅

901
00:40:15,122 --> 00:40:16,290
‪很好

902
00:40:16,290 --> 00:40:18,041
‪我還是很強

903
00:40:18,542 --> 00:40:19,710
‪手感永遠不會消失

904
00:40:19,710 --> 00:40:21,003
‪那個男人很會投籃

905
00:40:21,003 --> 00:40:22,838
‪好吧?那個男人很會投籃

906
00:40:26,258 --> 00:40:27,676
‪你還是很強

907
00:40:28,552 --> 00:40:29,678
‪天啊,老實說

908
00:40:29,678 --> 00:40:33,432
‪我覺得離開之前一定要跟你聊聊

909
00:40:33,432 --> 00:40:35,767
‪不僅要討論脊椎損傷

910
00:40:35,767 --> 00:40:37,269
‪還有你的旅程

911
00:40:37,269 --> 00:40:41,732
‪我能體會你現在經歷的一切

912
00:40:42,483 --> 00:40:45,944
‪我剛受傷時也很恨自己

913
00:40:45,944 --> 00:40:49,448
‪很憂鬱,很多自殺的念頭

914
00:40:50,115 --> 00:40:53,911
‪我以前每天起床後都會打我的腿

915
00:40:53,911 --> 00:40:56,622
‪你懂我的意思嗎?我控制不了

916
00:40:56,622 --> 00:40:57,539
‪對

917
00:40:58,040 --> 00:40:59,666
‪卡拉莫提到這一點

918
00:40:59,666 --> 00:41:02,753
‪為什麼好人會遇到這麼悲慘的事?

919
00:41:02,753 --> 00:41:04,546
‪我不知道我做錯了什麼

920
00:41:04,546 --> 00:41:05,631
‪對

921
00:41:05,631 --> 00:41:09,468
‪那些疑惑,質疑和“為什麼是我”
‪那些念頭很重要

922
00:41:09,468 --> 00:41:13,347
‪但你必須改變看待那些經歷的方式

923
00:41:13,931 --> 00:41:15,849
‪“我為什麼要忍受那個?”

924
00:41:15,849 --> 00:41:18,477
‪把它變成,“為什麼不行?”

925
00:41:20,437 --> 00:41:21,522
‪我的人生很美好

926
00:41:21,522 --> 00:41:24,942
‪可是如果我沒有失去雙腿
‪我不會有現在的人生

927
00:41:25,901 --> 00:41:28,820
‪一切都變了
‪但我覺得這就是美麗之處

928
00:41:28,820 --> 00:41:32,282
‪你的語言和你做的事已經很正面了

929
00:41:32,282 --> 00:41:34,493
‪但我要你真心相信

930
00:41:34,493 --> 00:41:38,914
‪若要接受這一切
‪你必須學會愛自己

931
00:41:38,914 --> 00:41:40,832
‪然後學會愛上新生活

932
00:41:40,832 --> 00:41:45,379
‪有很多人排隊等著你領導他們

933
00:41:45,963 --> 00:41:50,425
‪別讓你遇到的挑戰
‪阻礙你成為最好的你

934
00:41:51,009 --> 00:41:53,428
‪因為只有你能打敗自己

935
00:41:54,972 --> 00:41:58,100
‪我剛聽到一些睿智的話,真的

936
00:41:58,100 --> 00:41:59,768
‪我喜歡衛斯理的知識

937
00:41:59,768 --> 00:42:03,355
‪我們的對話不會在這裡結束

938
00:42:03,355 --> 00:42:06,900
‪我打算和你一起做很多事,培養你

939
00:42:06,900 --> 00:42:08,694
‪你很有潛力

940
00:42:08,694 --> 00:42:12,447
‪我等不及看你發揮
‪打造出美麗的事物

941
00:42:12,447 --> 00:42:14,950
‪我很愛,我也愛你,所以...

942
00:42:14,950 --> 00:42:18,203
‪-我也愛你
‪-對,兄弟,我們在這裡...

943
00:42:21,665 --> 00:42:23,500
‪-感謝
‪-感謝

944
00:42:23,500 --> 00:42:26,920
‪-我很高興你們認識了彼此
‪-我也是

945
00:42:27,546 --> 00:42:28,880
‪好吧,塔可時間?

946
00:42:28,880 --> 00:42:31,675
‪其實,以我對小速的認識
‪他應該比較想吃鐵板燒

947
00:42:33,969 --> 00:42:35,887
‪(新的小速)

948
00:42:35,887 --> 00:42:39,141
‪(別看著今天的你...
‪看看你明天可以變什麼樣子)

949
00:42:39,141 --> 00:42:40,100
‪(衛斯理)

950
00:42:48,859 --> 00:42:50,360
‪-我就知道
‪-那是鮑比

951
00:42:50,360 --> 00:42:51,403
‪鮑比!

952
00:42:51,403 --> 00:42:52,863
‪-喂!
‪-他在這裡做什麼?

953
00:42:52,863 --> 00:42:54,531
‪嘿,鮑比

954
00:42:54,531 --> 00:42:57,242
‪大家好嗎?

955
00:42:58,619 --> 00:43:00,370
‪-可以嗎?好
‪-嗯

956
00:43:00,370 --> 00:43:02,289
‪我扶你,小心頭,朋友

957
00:43:02,289 --> 00:43:03,624
‪-可以嗎?
‪-嗯

958
00:43:03,624 --> 00:43:05,083
‪好,謝謝

959
00:43:05,083 --> 00:43:06,293
‪我們要進去了

960
00:43:06,293 --> 00:43:08,170
‪你怎麼這麼可愛?天啊

961
00:43:08,170 --> 00:43:10,797
‪-認得這輛車嗎?
‪-嗯,這是我的車

962
00:43:10,797 --> 00:43:14,843
‪你的車在這裡是因為這是你的新車位

963
00:43:14,843 --> 00:43:18,430
‪-真的嗎?
‪-酷男五人組和我幫你租了一間公寓

964
00:43:20,557 --> 00:43:23,435
‪-付清了一年份的房租
‪-天啊...

965
00:43:25,520 --> 00:43:27,481
‪謝謝你,抱一下

966
00:43:28,357 --> 00:43:30,233
‪-謝謝大家
‪-我超期待

967
00:43:30,233 --> 00:43:33,612
‪太瘋狂了,我會盡量不哭
‪太瘋狂了,謝謝你們

968
00:43:33,612 --> 00:43:36,990
‪-不客氣
‪-不客氣,小速,這是你應得的

969
00:43:37,699 --> 00:43:39,409
‪-你的媽媽在引導我們
‪-對

970
00:43:39,409 --> 00:43:41,244
‪她一路上引導著我們

971
00:43:41,244 --> 00:43:42,204
‪我相信

972
00:43:42,204 --> 00:43:44,748
‪天國的她現在一定很開心

973
00:43:44,748 --> 00:43:47,292
‪-謝謝,可以再抱一下嗎?
‪-可以

974
00:43:47,292 --> 00:43:48,335
‪謝謝大家

975
00:43:48,335 --> 00:43:51,254
‪雖然現在熱爆了,要團體抱抱嗎?

976
00:43:51,254 --> 00:43:52,464
‪謝謝大家

977
00:43:52,464 --> 00:43:59,096
‪他有好多夢想在18歲瞬間破滅

978
00:43:59,096 --> 00:44:00,013
‪走吧

979
00:44:00,013 --> 00:44:02,599
‪我無法想像這孩子經歷了什麼

980
00:44:02,599 --> 00:44:06,937
‪但是看到他現在的笑容讓我好開心

981
00:44:08,814 --> 00:44:11,108
‪-這一間嗎?
‪-來了

982
00:44:11,692 --> 00:44:14,945
‪我的天啊

983
00:44:15,821 --> 00:44:18,198
‪我的天啊

984
00:44:19,157 --> 00:44:22,619
‪好好看

985
00:44:22,619 --> 00:44:24,830
‪你們大展身手

986
00:44:25,539 --> 00:44:28,375
‪我做了一些調整,拿掉水槽下的櫃子

987
00:44:28,375 --> 00:44:30,919
‪-弄成斜角,讓你更方便
‪-謝謝

988
00:44:31,420 --> 00:44:34,673
‪我們還設置了很多
‪讓生活更輕鬆的東西

989
00:44:35,173 --> 00:44:38,176
‪Alexa,降下客廳窗簾

990
00:44:38,176 --> 00:44:39,261
‪好

991
00:44:40,011 --> 00:44:40,887
‪哇!

992
00:44:40,887 --> 00:44:41,930
‪什麼?

993
00:44:44,641 --> 00:44:46,351
‪我以為你在開玩笑,鮑比

994
00:44:46,977 --> 00:44:50,480
‪Alexa,關掉客廳的燈

995
00:44:51,815 --> 00:44:52,816
‪好

996
00:44:55,235 --> 00:44:56,570
‪-我也想要
‪-對吧?

997
00:44:56,570 --> 00:44:58,655
‪我之前請你設定應用程式
‪這就是為什麼

998
00:44:58,655 --> 00:45:00,699
‪你也可以用應用程式管理一切

999
00:45:00,699 --> 00:45:01,616
‪好

1000
00:45:02,284 --> 00:45:05,120
‪小速很希望我能教他做

1001
00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:07,998
‪他最愛的鐵板燒餐廳的牛排炒飯

1002
00:45:07,998 --> 00:45:12,335
‪這是我史上最愛的家電

1003
00:45:12,335 --> 00:45:14,337
‪這是史上最棒的飯鍋

1004
00:45:14,337 --> 00:45:16,339
‪可以煮米飯,可以煮燕麥

1005
00:45:16,339 --> 00:45:17,799
‪說到燕麥...

1006
00:45:17,799 --> 00:45:19,092
‪太棒了

1007
00:45:20,552 --> 00:45:21,470
‪對

1008
00:45:23,764 --> 00:45:25,098
‪-準備好看更多了嗎?
‪-對

1009
00:45:25,098 --> 00:45:26,933
‪好,我想帶你參觀浴室

1010
00:45:32,856 --> 00:45:34,149
‪滾筒式洗衣機

1011
00:45:34,149 --> 00:45:38,236
‪你要成為真正的男人,自己洗衣服

1012
00:45:39,654 --> 00:45:41,448
‪有無障礙淋浴間

1013
00:45:41,448 --> 00:45:44,576
‪所以你不必依賴任何人幫忙

1014
00:45:44,576 --> 00:45:45,911
‪我的天啊

1015
00:45:46,745 --> 00:45:48,580
‪我可以直接坐著輪椅進去換位子

1016
00:45:49,080 --> 00:45:52,125
‪以前光是要洗澡必須換兩次椅子

1017
00:45:52,626 --> 00:45:53,543
‪還有...

1018
00:45:53,543 --> 00:45:56,755
‪-這會節省很多時間
‪-好多時間和精力

1019
00:45:56,755 --> 00:45:57,756
‪我喜歡

1020
00:46:05,222 --> 00:46:06,973
‪我把門拆了,換成門簾

1021
00:46:06,973 --> 00:46:09,226
‪這樣門板就不會擋路

1022
00:46:09,726 --> 00:46:12,437
‪天啊,這太棒了
‪從來沒看過這種東西

1023
00:46:12,437 --> 00:46:15,190
‪-都是你的
‪-我從沒看過這種床

1024
00:46:15,190 --> 00:46:16,858
‪-好漂亮
‪-就像太空船一樣

1025
00:46:16,858 --> 00:46:18,026
‪謝謝鮑比

1026
00:46:18,026 --> 00:46:20,028
‪這會讓生活變得輕鬆多了

1027
00:46:20,862 --> 00:46:21,738
‪你的衣櫃

1028
00:46:21,738 --> 00:46:23,240
‪這是我們準備過最有趣的

1029
00:46:23,907 --> 00:46:25,033
‪太瘋狂了

1030
00:46:25,033 --> 00:46:29,329
‪你似乎很喜歡顏色
‪所以我們準備了各種顏色

1031
00:46:29,830 --> 00:46:32,249
‪你在店裡似乎很喜歡這個

1032
00:46:32,249 --> 00:46:37,796
‪所以我們準備了各種鮮豔有趣的針織

1033
00:46:37,796 --> 00:46:40,215
‪-那一件
‪-很好看吧?

1034
00:46:40,215 --> 00:46:42,801
‪一堆不同的褲子

1035
00:46:42,801 --> 00:46:45,220
‪都是窄管,是你想要的剪裁

1036
00:46:45,220 --> 00:46:46,555
‪不會卡到輪子

1037
00:46:47,973 --> 00:46:50,934
‪最後是一堆上衣

1038
00:46:51,852 --> 00:46:54,187
‪就看你想走什麼風格

1039
00:46:54,187 --> 00:46:55,647
‪-要不要來換衣服?
‪-好

1040
00:46:58,441 --> 00:47:00,277
‪孩子們!準備好見小速了嗎?

1041
00:47:00,277 --> 00:47:01,570
‪好了

1042
00:47:02,487 --> 00:47:04,281
‪好,小速,請出場

1043
00:47:04,781 --> 00:47:07,200
‪超讚

1044
00:47:07,200 --> 00:47:08,952
‪-我喜歡顏色
‪-來吧

1045
00:47:08,952 --> 00:47:10,787
‪你看起來超潮

1046
00:47:10,787 --> 00:47:14,416
‪我不知道我比較喜歡襯衫還是珠寶
‪你在發光

1047
00:47:15,166 --> 00:47:16,084
‪接管

1048
00:47:16,084 --> 00:47:18,545
‪-沒錯
‪-接管,不是改造

1049
00:47:18,545 --> 00:47:19,504
‪我喜歡

1050
00:47:20,589 --> 00:47:22,966
‪當你想炫耀你的帥氣外表

1051
00:47:22,966 --> 00:47:24,426
‪那是你的拍攝角落

1052
00:47:24,926 --> 00:47:26,970
‪把手機架在那裡

1053
00:47:26,970 --> 00:47:29,055
‪我們等不及要看你創造的內容

1054
00:47:29,055 --> 00:47:30,473
‪小速,你看起來超棒

1055
00:47:30,473 --> 00:47:31,683
‪-謝謝
‪-好帥

1056
00:47:31,683 --> 00:47:35,478
‪聽著,頂樓還有一個驚喜

1057
00:47:36,396 --> 00:47:38,982
‪所以你們先去頂樓,我待會去找你們

1058
00:47:38,982 --> 00:47:41,067
‪-我們先聊一下
‪-好

1059
00:47:42,861 --> 00:47:45,196
‪你經歷了我無法想像的事

1060
00:47:45,780 --> 00:47:51,536
‪你一直都很善良溫柔
‪你是很棒的年輕人

1061
00:47:53,413 --> 00:47:57,500
‪能夠向你表達我們昨天談的內容

1062
00:47:57,500 --> 00:48:00,837
‪你看到我哭,老實說我好久沒哭了

1063
00:48:00,837 --> 00:48:02,422
‪我讓網路上的人看到我的困境

1064
00:48:02,422 --> 00:48:06,217
‪但是我從不會展現出內心感受和想法

1065
00:48:06,217 --> 00:48:08,970
‪別失去那種展現脆弱的勇氣
‪我向你保證

1066
00:48:08,970 --> 00:48:11,181
‪那就是力量的泉源

1067
00:48:11,181 --> 00:48:14,351
‪那能讓你到達你想去的境界

1068
00:48:14,851 --> 00:48:17,228
‪-懂嗎?
‪-懂了,我答應你

1069
00:48:18,521 --> 00:48:20,565
‪好,我們要上樓了

1070
00:48:21,149 --> 00:48:24,903
‪我覺得你會很喜歡最後這個小驚喜

1071
00:48:32,327 --> 00:48:33,703
‪我邀請了你的家人

1072
00:48:36,164 --> 00:48:37,666
‪你看起來好棒!

1073
00:48:38,959 --> 00:48:40,919
‪等等,萊蘭妮!

1074
00:48:44,422 --> 00:48:46,591
{\an8}‪(小速的阿姨
‪安吉妮克,多明妮克)

1075
00:48:46,591 --> 00:48:48,259
‪我們有個驚喜要給你

1076
00:48:48,802 --> 00:48:49,844
{\an8}‪(小速的表妹 萊蘭妮)

1077
00:48:49,844 --> 00:48:51,513
{\an8}‪新泳池

1078
00:48:51,513 --> 00:48:52,681
‪新泳池!

1079
00:48:54,933 --> 00:48:56,559
{\an8}‪-怎麼回事?
‪-這是什麼?

1080
00:48:56,559 --> 00:48:58,895
{\an8}‪我知道你看起來不錯,我喜歡

1081
00:48:58,895 --> 00:49:01,064
‪我喜歡,對

1082
00:49:01,064 --> 00:49:02,399
‪-讓我看看
‪-讓我看看

1083
00:49:02,399 --> 00:49:03,566
‪好耶

1084
00:49:04,484 --> 00:49:06,820
‪-就是這樣
‪-真好看,好耶

1085
00:49:07,404 --> 00:49:09,781
‪我們有個小小的傳統和慶祝活動

1086
00:49:09,781 --> 00:49:13,785
‪請你想想自己跟我們學到了什麼

1087
00:49:13,785 --> 00:49:16,871
‪想想未來你有什麼打算

1088
00:49:17,372 --> 00:49:19,374
‪你問自己“如果...”,“為什麼是我?”

1089
00:49:19,374 --> 00:49:21,626
‪這是你定義答案的時刻

1090
00:49:21,626 --> 00:49:24,921
‪為什麼不是我?
‪你們改變了我的觀點,跟衛斯理一樣

1091
00:49:24,921 --> 00:49:26,548
‪車禍改變了我的人生

1092
00:49:26,548 --> 00:49:30,176
‪為什麼不能是正面的改變?

1093
00:49:30,176 --> 00:49:31,928
‪-對
‪-就是這個觀點

1094
00:49:31,928 --> 00:49:33,805
‪車禍給了我生命

1095
00:49:34,305 --> 00:49:37,976
‪你會花一些時間哀悼
‪你原本以為自己會有的人生

1096
00:49:38,560 --> 00:49:41,479
‪可是越是賦予新的人生目的

1097
00:49:41,479 --> 00:49:44,399
‪你就越能療傷,不再哀悼舊的人生

1098
00:49:45,275 --> 00:49:48,945
‪我們要以你母親和阿姨的名義
‪釋放蝴蝶

1099
00:49:49,738 --> 00:49:52,115
‪讓蝴蝶在你周圍照看著你

1100
00:49:53,867 --> 00:49:56,286
{\an8}‪-讓我們以他們的名義釋放蝴蝶吧
‪-我愛你,媽媽

1101
00:49:57,829 --> 00:49:58,955
‪好漂亮

1102
00:49:58,955 --> 00:49:59,998
‪真漂亮

1103
00:50:01,124 --> 00:50:02,834
‪蝴蝶

1104
00:50:06,421 --> 00:50:07,422
‪好漂亮

1105
00:50:07,422 --> 00:50:08,631
‪真好

1106
00:50:09,549 --> 00:50:11,509
‪放開吧

1107
00:50:11,509 --> 00:50:13,178
‪你看你身上有什麼

1108
00:50:13,178 --> 00:50:15,388
‪牠們喜歡你的運動鞋,就是這樣

1109
00:50:15,388 --> 00:50:17,015
‪可以摸,小萊

1110
00:50:20,435 --> 00:50:22,937
‪現在我們該說再見了

1111
00:50:22,937 --> 00:50:24,355
‪-可惜
‪-對

1112
00:50:24,355 --> 00:50:27,192
‪讓你和家人在新空間

1113
00:50:27,192 --> 00:50:28,610
‪度過美好時光

1114
00:50:28,610 --> 00:50:29,527
‪好

1115
00:50:29,527 --> 00:50:32,489
‪我們愛你,你是個了不起的年輕人

1116
00:50:33,698 --> 00:50:35,992
‪他說他不想成為負擔

1117
00:50:35,992 --> 00:50:38,119
‪你們聊聊,繼續分享

1118
00:50:38,119 --> 00:50:40,538
‪-我愛你們,謝謝
‪-我們也愛你

1119
00:50:40,538 --> 00:50:41,581
‪我也愛你

1120
00:50:41,581 --> 00:50:44,167
‪-我希望我們能永遠保持聯絡
‪-我也希望

1121
00:50:44,751 --> 00:50:46,461
‪-當然
‪-當然

1122
00:50:46,461 --> 00:50:49,255
‪-繼續前進
‪-謝謝卡拉莫

1123
00:50:49,255 --> 00:50:51,925
‪哀悼不是一天就能解決的

1124
00:50:51,925 --> 00:50:55,553
‪哀悼是一段很漫長的旅程
‪小速正要踏上這段旅程

1125
00:50:55,553 --> 00:50:58,932
‪大擁抱!大家來吧

1126
00:51:02,393 --> 00:51:03,937
‪很適合你

1127
00:51:04,771 --> 00:51:07,148
‪哇!

1128
00:51:07,732 --> 00:51:08,733
‪好

1129
00:51:08,733 --> 00:51:13,530
‪衣服,頭髮,漂亮的公寓

1130
00:51:13,530 --> 00:51:16,574
‪甚至教小速怎麼自己下廚

1131
00:51:17,158 --> 00:51:19,953
‪那都不會突然解決所有問題

1132
00:51:19,953 --> 00:51:21,496
‪這週我只希望

1133
00:51:21,496 --> 00:51:24,374
‪我們給了他一些帶來希望的工具

1134
00:51:25,208 --> 00:51:27,377
‪這是臥房,這就是最棒的

1135
00:51:27,377 --> 00:51:30,213
‪這是國王的臥室,太棒了

1136
00:51:30,213 --> 00:51:31,714
‪等等,照片!

1137
00:51:31,714 --> 00:51:34,551
‪重點是擁抱自己和你的經歷

1138
00:51:34,551 --> 00:51:38,096
‪小速讓我學會什麼是優雅

1139
00:51:38,096 --> 00:51:41,850
‪什麼是堅強,什麼是勇敢

1140
00:51:41,850 --> 00:51:43,268
‪我給你們看一樣東西

1141
00:51:43,268 --> 00:51:46,062
‪Alexa,打開臥室窗簾

1142
00:51:46,771 --> 00:51:47,647
‪好

1143
00:51:50,150 --> 00:51:51,860
‪-你看!
‪-你看!

1144
00:51:51,860 --> 00:51:54,612
‪我知道只要他下定決心

1145
00:51:54,612 --> 00:51:56,072
‪他什麼都做得到

1146
00:51:56,072 --> 00:51:58,825
‪沒有極限,想做什麼都可以

1147
00:51:58,825 --> 00:52:01,077
‪我喜歡這個地方

1148
00:52:01,077 --> 00:52:02,871
‪-她很喜歡
‪-我喜歡

1149
00:52:03,371 --> 00:52:04,455
‪接下來呢?

1150
00:52:05,540 --> 00:52:06,624
‪誰知道呢?

1151
00:52:07,584 --> 00:52:08,585
‪我不知道

1152
00:52:09,836 --> 00:52:11,629
‪但我知道一定是大事

1153
00:52:15,049 --> 00:52:18,469
{\an8}‪大家好,感謝上帝
‪我獲得了美好的機會

1154
00:52:18,469 --> 00:52:22,056
{\an8}‪我學會哀悼是療傷的關鍵之一

1155
00:52:22,056 --> 00:52:25,476
{\an8}‪堅守真實的自我,永不放棄

1156
00:52:25,476 --> 00:52:27,812
{\an8}‪就算人生出現各種難關

1157
00:52:27,812 --> 00:52:31,191
{\an8}‪有時當你沒有好好哀悼
‪你會忘了人生的意義

1158
00:52:31,191 --> 00:52:32,609
{\an8}‪失去自我

1159
00:52:32,609 --> 00:52:35,278
{\an8}‪你會責怪自己

1160
00:52:35,278 --> 00:52:38,573
{\an8}‪我過去經歷了很多起起伏伏

1161
00:52:38,573 --> 00:52:41,576
{\an8}‪但我還在這裡,我在努力前進

1162
00:52:41,576 --> 00:52:43,369
{\an8}‪我準備好說出我的故事了

1163
00:52:44,037 --> 00:52:46,497
‪(#酷男潮招)

1164
00:52:47,165 --> 00:52:48,750
‪(殘障人士能見度)

1165
00:52:48,750 --> 00:52:50,501
‪障礙會影響所有人

1166
00:52:50,501 --> 00:52:53,588
‪不是會不會的問題
‪而是什麼時候的問題

1167
00:52:53,588 --> 00:52:57,425
‪不管是你自己還是心愛的人
‪你的人生可能在一瞬間改變

1168
00:52:57,425 --> 00:52:59,385
‪不是每種障礙都看得見

1169
00:52:59,385 --> 00:53:02,597
‪但我們的共同點是我們想被看見

1170
00:53:02,597 --> 00:53:05,391
‪我們是人,不只是身障人士

1171
00:53:05,391 --> 00:53:07,602
‪每個人都應該得到愛和尊重

1172
00:53:07,602 --> 00:53:08,853
‪阿門

1173
00:53:08,853 --> 00:53:12,774
‪喂!就是這樣,巨星!

1174
00:54:11,916 --> 00:54:16,921
‪字幕翻譯:楊雅筑