1 00:00:06,006 --> 00:00:08,508 [rock music playing] 2 00:00:08,591 --> 00:00:10,218 ♪ Come on, everybody ♪ 3 00:00:11,678 --> 00:00:14,139 ♪ Rock and roll, gonna save my soul ♪ 4 00:00:14,222 --> 00:00:16,391 ♪ Sing it, hallelujah ♪ 5 00:00:16,474 --> 00:00:17,892 ♪ Hallelujah… ♪ 6 00:00:17,976 --> 00:00:21,104 [Karamo] We are in it to win it, honeys. Let's go. 7 00:00:21,187 --> 00:00:23,565 You guys, our hero this week is Tim Keel. 8 00:00:23,648 --> 00:00:24,691 [Karamo] Hey, Tim Keel. 9 00:00:27,110 --> 00:00:31,114 "He's possibly one of the biggest KISS superfans of all time." 10 00:00:31,197 --> 00:00:32,073 -Oh. -Wow. 11 00:00:32,157 --> 00:00:34,534 -Wait a second. I have the perfect thing. -[Tan] Oh. 12 00:00:35,201 --> 00:00:37,037 -[Jonathan] Yes! -Ah! 13 00:00:37,829 --> 00:00:40,415 -[Tan] Tina Turner. -Yes. 14 00:00:40,498 --> 00:00:41,916 He's a KISS fan! 15 00:00:42,000 --> 00:00:43,001 -Yay! -What's that? 16 00:00:43,084 --> 00:00:45,670 -Is KISS, like, that heavy, heavy metal? -Yes. 17 00:00:45,754 --> 00:00:47,839 And Gene Simmons is known for his tongue. 18 00:00:47,922 --> 00:00:50,675 -Yes, very long tongue. -Is he the guy from the workout videos? 19 00:00:50,759 --> 00:00:53,011 -No. That's Richard Simmons. -Oh. 20 00:00:53,094 --> 00:00:54,304 ♪ Whoa! ♪ 21 00:00:54,387 --> 00:00:57,724 I've been accumulating KISS merchandise since 1974. 22 00:01:00,351 --> 00:01:02,812 I've been a fan since the first album came out. 23 00:01:02,896 --> 00:01:04,355 ♪ Whoa! ♪ 24 00:01:04,439 --> 00:01:07,734 Every piece of space on every wall has got something on it. 25 00:01:07,817 --> 00:01:10,612 -I have no idea what songs they sing. -I've no idea either. 26 00:01:10,695 --> 00:01:12,113 [Tan] No idea what they look like. 27 00:01:12,197 --> 00:01:13,865 They paint their faces and have that hair. 28 00:01:13,948 --> 00:01:16,242 -They're the black-and-white gang! -[Bobby] Yeah. Yeah. 29 00:01:16,326 --> 00:01:18,286 They stick their tongue out and go, "Ah!" 30 00:01:18,369 --> 00:01:20,830 "Tim's house has been overrun by his greatest loves, 31 00:01:20,914 --> 00:01:22,457 KISS memorabilia and pets." 32 00:01:22,540 --> 00:01:24,667 Something about just the word "pets" 33 00:01:24,751 --> 00:01:27,712 and the lack of specificity makes me just a tad nervous. 34 00:01:28,296 --> 00:01:33,009 I have a spur-thighed tortoise. I have about 15 reptiles. 35 00:01:33,593 --> 00:01:34,803 A bunch of fish. 36 00:01:39,015 --> 00:01:40,308 Oh, and I also have a pigeon. 37 00:01:40,391 --> 00:01:41,267 [coos] 38 00:01:41,351 --> 00:01:43,728 It's a 12-year-old boy's house, man. 39 00:01:43,812 --> 00:01:45,188 [chuckles] 40 00:01:45,271 --> 00:01:47,899 -When it comes to fashion… -Yeah. 41 00:01:47,982 --> 00:01:51,319 …if it doesn't have a KISS logo on it, honey, Tim doesn't want it! 42 00:01:51,402 --> 00:01:54,489 -I don't want it either! I love KISS! -[Bobby] Yeah. 43 00:01:54,572 --> 00:01:56,825 -Ah! -[laughing] 44 00:01:59,077 --> 00:02:03,414 My dad has worn a KISS shirt and cargo pants, only, 45 00:02:03,498 --> 00:02:05,625 for the past 40 years. 46 00:02:05,708 --> 00:02:07,377 Never anything else… ever. 47 00:02:09,087 --> 00:02:12,507 [Tim] I have about 350 KISS shirts. That's what I'm known for. 48 00:02:12,590 --> 00:02:16,553 It's my signature. I'm a rock-and-roll outlaw, man. 49 00:02:16,636 --> 00:02:18,304 [laughs] 50 00:02:18,388 --> 00:02:21,724 -Okay, now we're going into the story. -[Antoni] Okay. 51 00:02:21,808 --> 00:02:23,184 "More than 30 years ago, 52 00:02:23,268 --> 00:02:27,480 Tim's brother Tommy, aka Doody, was in a terrible car accident 53 00:02:27,564 --> 00:02:30,275 leaving him paralyzed with severe brain damage." 54 00:02:30,358 --> 00:02:33,945 "Since that day, Tim has been Doody's sole caretaker." 55 00:02:34,028 --> 00:02:36,739 [Tim] All right, Dood. You ready to get up? 56 00:02:36,823 --> 00:02:40,118 My brother, Doody Keel, he had a closed head injury. 57 00:02:40,952 --> 00:02:42,579 He's paralyzed on his left side. 58 00:02:43,872 --> 00:02:46,583 So I've been taking care of him since, like, '86. 59 00:02:47,333 --> 00:02:48,793 It's been him and I. 60 00:02:50,503 --> 00:02:54,299 My dad's whole life has been taking care of his brother. 61 00:02:54,382 --> 00:02:55,633 [Doody] Where are we going? 62 00:02:55,717 --> 00:02:57,010 [Tim] Just getting you back. 63 00:02:57,093 --> 00:02:58,970 My dad is lonely. 64 00:02:59,053 --> 00:03:02,390 "Tim was married to his high school sweetheart, Kim, for 23 years." 65 00:03:02,473 --> 00:03:06,019 "The challenge of caring for Tim's brother combined with Tim's lack of self-care 66 00:03:06,102 --> 00:03:07,812 put too much strain on the marriage." 67 00:03:07,896 --> 00:03:10,023 So he has been through a divorce, honey. 68 00:03:10,106 --> 00:03:12,400 Kim and I had two daughters, Lilly and Melody. 69 00:03:13,109 --> 00:03:14,903 We had a really good time raising them. 70 00:03:15,445 --> 00:03:17,572 And that's why we're such good friends today, 71 00:03:17,655 --> 00:03:18,907 because of our kids. 72 00:03:19,741 --> 00:03:23,661 My mom really kept my dad focused and together. 73 00:03:25,872 --> 00:03:31,419 When they got divorced, he let a lot of his self-care fall to the wayside 74 00:03:31,502 --> 00:03:36,549 and he really spiraled into a depression. 75 00:03:36,633 --> 00:03:39,052 [Jonathan] "Last year, he lost his job as a welder." 76 00:03:39,135 --> 00:03:40,136 -Oh my God. -Oh. 77 00:03:40,220 --> 00:03:42,931 "Since being unemployed, he's spiraled down further." 78 00:03:43,014 --> 00:03:44,682 -I can understand that. -[Antoni] Oh my God. 79 00:03:44,766 --> 00:03:45,767 When it rains, it pours! 80 00:03:45,850 --> 00:03:47,810 [Tan] Even if he's not taking care of himself, 81 00:03:47,894 --> 00:03:50,939 the fact that he's doing so much for his brother is beautiful. 82 00:03:51,022 --> 00:03:52,774 -Yes. -It's a lot of sacrifice. 83 00:03:52,857 --> 00:03:54,067 [uplifting music playing] 84 00:03:55,068 --> 00:03:56,945 [Melody] I hope this experience 85 00:03:57,028 --> 00:03:59,948 gives my dad some self-confidence and self-worth, 86 00:04:00,782 --> 00:04:04,327 and that he sees that there's more to him 87 00:04:04,410 --> 00:04:08,998 than just a caregiver and a KISS fan and an animal lover. 88 00:04:09,999 --> 00:04:12,502 My dad is in the lowest point of his life. 89 00:04:12,585 --> 00:04:13,795 He needs outside help 90 00:04:13,878 --> 00:04:17,215 of someone to lift him out and, like, give him a boost 91 00:04:17,298 --> 00:04:21,970 and get him back, like, moving and shaking and being the person he once was. 92 00:04:22,053 --> 00:04:26,140 "Our mission this week is to help Tim Keel do what it takes to heal!" 93 00:04:26,224 --> 00:04:27,600 Yeah! 94 00:04:27,684 --> 00:04:29,519 Ah! 95 00:04:29,602 --> 00:04:32,605 Yes, healing journey. We're upon you. 96 00:04:32,689 --> 00:04:39,028 ♪ Things just keep getting better Down in New Orleans ♪ 97 00:04:41,656 --> 00:04:43,658 [heavy metal music playing] 98 00:04:49,747 --> 00:04:50,957 ♪ Whoo! ♪ 99 00:04:54,252 --> 00:04:55,670 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah! ♪ 100 00:04:55,753 --> 00:04:56,838 [Bobby] Here? Whoo! 101 00:04:56,921 --> 00:04:59,132 -[Antoni] All right, let's go! -Let's do it. 102 00:05:00,133 --> 00:05:01,634 I'll knock. 103 00:05:01,718 --> 00:05:04,053 [guys laugh] 104 00:05:04,887 --> 00:05:06,514 -Trick or treat! -[laughing] 105 00:05:06,597 --> 00:05:08,057 [guys] Hi! 106 00:05:08,141 --> 00:05:11,102 [Jonathan] How are you, buddy? Nice to meet you! Aw. 107 00:05:11,185 --> 00:05:13,479 -You really do always wear KISS outfits. -Hey, how are you? 108 00:05:13,563 --> 00:05:15,690 -I'm Antoni. Nice to meet you. -What's going on? 109 00:05:15,773 --> 00:05:17,400 Hello. I'm Tan. Nice to meet you. 110 00:05:17,483 --> 00:05:18,318 How are you? 111 00:05:18,985 --> 00:05:20,778 [Karamo] Come on. Show me around your home. 112 00:05:21,738 --> 00:05:24,949 -It's not a home. It's a museum. -Wow. 113 00:05:25,033 --> 00:05:27,660 [royal music playing] 114 00:05:27,744 --> 00:05:30,455 [Jonathan] This is the epicenter of KISS memorabilia. 115 00:05:30,538 --> 00:05:36,294 Is it for me? No, but I understand, because if I could, 116 00:05:36,377 --> 00:05:39,339 I would turn my house into Michelle Kwan Central. 117 00:05:39,422 --> 00:05:42,884 KISS, Michelle Kwan. Basically the same. You know? I get it. 118 00:05:42,967 --> 00:05:44,886 [guitar shred] 119 00:05:44,969 --> 00:05:46,971 -Thanks for letting us into your home. -Sure. Sure. 120 00:05:47,055 --> 00:05:48,014 -Yes. -Great. 121 00:05:48,097 --> 00:05:49,891 -Can I say hello to Doody? -Try. Sure. 122 00:05:49,974 --> 00:05:51,309 -[Jonathan] Hi, Doody. -Hi, Doody. 123 00:05:51,392 --> 00:05:52,226 [Karamo] Hi, Doody. 124 00:05:54,187 --> 00:05:56,939 [Tim] Hey, man. We're gonna talk about you for a minute, all right? 125 00:05:58,358 --> 00:06:01,027 We grew up together. He's seven years older than I am. 126 00:06:01,944 --> 00:06:03,863 We were always close, always hung out, 127 00:06:03,946 --> 00:06:05,698 and then he had a bad car accident. 128 00:06:06,282 --> 00:06:09,202 They didn't think he was gonna live. He was in a coma for three months. 129 00:06:09,285 --> 00:06:10,495 -Wow. -[Tim] But he woke up. 130 00:06:10,578 --> 00:06:12,830 And then we got him home as soon as we could. 131 00:06:12,914 --> 00:06:14,374 So he's been with us ever since. 132 00:06:14,457 --> 00:06:15,500 Was he kind of your idol? 133 00:06:15,583 --> 00:06:18,544 Are you that kind of family where your older brother was your person? 134 00:06:18,628 --> 00:06:22,715 Yeah, I mean, he's the one who introduced me to all this stuff. All this music. 135 00:06:22,799 --> 00:06:24,217 You did this, Doody? [clicks tongue] 136 00:06:24,300 --> 00:06:25,510 Yeah! [laughs] 137 00:06:25,593 --> 00:06:28,012 [Antoni] What is it about them that you love so much? 138 00:06:28,096 --> 00:06:30,139 -Hair and makeup. -[laughs] 139 00:06:30,223 --> 00:06:31,557 -[Jonathan] Right? -Well… 140 00:06:31,641 --> 00:06:33,142 Just the whole mystique of it all. 141 00:06:33,226 --> 00:06:36,145 I mean, I grew up in the '70s, and they were big in the '70s. 142 00:06:36,229 --> 00:06:37,855 -And they were my friends. -Yeah. 143 00:06:37,939 --> 00:06:41,275 I literally just saw an aquarium full of turtles. 144 00:06:42,443 --> 00:06:44,779 -[Karamo] Oh my gosh. -There's full turtles. 145 00:06:44,862 --> 00:06:47,073 -Oh! -[Karamo] So cool. 146 00:06:47,156 --> 00:06:48,825 [Jonathan] Oh, look at that fish. 147 00:06:48,908 --> 00:06:50,952 [Antoni] Oh my gosh. It's an albino snake. 148 00:06:52,703 --> 00:06:56,874 My Achilles tendons feel numb, and my taint is tingling. 149 00:06:56,958 --> 00:07:00,169 -I just got a chill in… my whole body. -[Tan] Wait! I wanna see! 150 00:07:00,753 --> 00:07:04,590 That is gorgeous. Oh my God. It's a real one. Oh! 151 00:07:04,674 --> 00:07:06,759 What? What? What? What? What? What? 152 00:07:06,843 --> 00:07:08,678 [laughing] 153 00:07:08,761 --> 00:07:10,304 [Antoni] Reptiles just terrify me. 154 00:07:10,388 --> 00:07:13,141 There's just something about them that reminds me of dinosaurs. 155 00:07:13,224 --> 00:07:16,811 I feel like they're from another planet, and they make me terribly uncomfortable. 156 00:07:16,894 --> 00:07:21,149 I would rather snuggle up to a New York City street rat 157 00:07:21,232 --> 00:07:25,445 than I would be ten feet away from the smallest snake in the world. 158 00:07:25,528 --> 00:07:26,904 [Tim] That's Oswald right here. 159 00:07:26,988 --> 00:07:28,489 -[Bobby and Karamo] Oswald. 160 00:07:28,573 --> 00:07:31,367 [Tim] She's going through a procedure. She's got a feeding tube now. 161 00:07:31,451 --> 00:07:32,410 [Tan] Aw. 162 00:07:33,035 --> 00:07:35,079 Blood transfusion turtle! 163 00:07:35,663 --> 00:07:38,916 Minding its own business in the middle of a hectic busy place. 164 00:07:39,000 --> 00:07:40,710 [Bobby] Let's see the rest of the KISS stuff. 165 00:07:40,793 --> 00:07:43,254 -[Antoni] Look at the boot. -[electric guitar playing] 166 00:07:43,337 --> 00:07:44,464 Yeah, put 'em on. 167 00:07:45,047 --> 00:07:47,633 -[Tan] How did you walk in these? -[Tim] I was walking good. 168 00:07:47,717 --> 00:07:49,010 [Bobby] A sensible heel! 169 00:07:49,093 --> 00:07:51,971 And then I fell once and I said, "I think I've had enough." 170 00:07:52,054 --> 00:07:54,891 -[Tan] They are insane. -[Karamo] My gosh. 171 00:07:54,974 --> 00:08:00,313 -[Tan] Ah! I have never felt better. -[Antoni] They're so good. 172 00:08:00,396 --> 00:08:01,606 -Look how tall you are. -Bam! 173 00:08:01,689 --> 00:08:02,857 [Karamo] It's freaking me out. 174 00:08:02,940 --> 00:08:05,526 -[upbeat music playing] -[laughs] 175 00:08:05,610 --> 00:08:06,736 Open wide! 176 00:08:07,361 --> 00:08:09,113 I don't have Covid. I don't need that. 177 00:08:09,197 --> 00:08:10,573 [Tan] Drink your juice! 178 00:08:11,073 --> 00:08:12,366 [Antoni] Let's see your kitchen. 179 00:08:13,993 --> 00:08:15,161 [coos] 180 00:08:15,244 --> 00:08:16,370 [Antoni] What's this guitar? 181 00:08:16,454 --> 00:08:18,164 [Tim] Lilly made that when she was a baby. 182 00:08:18,247 --> 00:08:19,248 -Little girl. -[Antoni] Aw. 183 00:08:19,332 --> 00:08:23,211 I noticed that where you have a thousand pieces of KISS memorabilia, 184 00:08:23,294 --> 00:08:26,923 there's always a photo of your daughters or your family there. 185 00:08:27,006 --> 00:08:28,799 [Tim] Yeah. I'm always thinking about 'em. 186 00:08:28,883 --> 00:08:30,218 What was your favorite time 187 00:08:30,301 --> 00:08:32,595 when you think back about what life used to be like? 188 00:08:32,678 --> 00:08:35,932 Well, when all four of us were together, hanging around here, cooking. 189 00:08:36,015 --> 00:08:37,350 You're a sentimental man. 190 00:08:37,433 --> 00:08:38,267 Yeah, I am. 191 00:08:38,351 --> 00:08:40,144 Do you make food for you and your brother? 192 00:08:40,228 --> 00:08:43,564 I do. It's simple things now. I don't go through all the trouble. 193 00:08:43,648 --> 00:08:45,107 I used to come home from work, 194 00:08:45,191 --> 00:08:47,610 get in this kitchen, and make a big meal when we were together. 195 00:08:47,693 --> 00:08:48,778 Did you enjoy doing that? 196 00:08:48,861 --> 00:08:49,862 -[Tim] I loved it. -Okay. 197 00:08:49,946 --> 00:08:53,241 Yeah. I mean, I cooked in restaurants for years and stuff. 198 00:08:53,324 --> 00:08:55,201 When did it stop? That's what I'm curious about. 199 00:08:55,284 --> 00:08:57,745 Well, it stopped maybe six months after, 200 00:08:57,828 --> 00:08:59,914 you know, it was just him and I in the house. 201 00:08:59,997 --> 00:09:03,668 I was just kind of like, "Well, why am I sitting in here for two hours?" 202 00:09:03,751 --> 00:09:06,170 He's, like, "Hey, man. Whatever you got, I'll eat." 203 00:09:06,254 --> 00:09:08,047 If it doesn't matter to your brother as much, 204 00:09:08,130 --> 00:09:10,591 then maybe it's a little opportunity to think about you. 205 00:09:11,259 --> 00:09:12,843 -Yeah-- -[Antoni] And nourishing yourself. 206 00:09:12,927 --> 00:09:15,263 -Right. -Well, let's see what's going in here. 207 00:09:15,346 --> 00:09:17,014 -Where you at? -This big ol' fridge. 208 00:09:17,098 --> 00:09:18,516 -This is it. -This is it. 209 00:09:18,599 --> 00:09:22,103 This is all food for the tortoise. Don't think I eat this. 210 00:09:22,186 --> 00:09:24,188 So all the veggies are for the tortoise… 211 00:09:24,272 --> 00:09:25,523 -[Tim] Right. -…but not for you… 212 00:09:25,606 --> 00:09:27,775 -[Tim] No. -…a living, breathing, human being, 213 00:09:27,858 --> 00:09:29,235 who's taking care of someone… 214 00:09:29,318 --> 00:09:31,237 -[Tim] Right. -…and has a life to live. 215 00:09:31,320 --> 00:09:32,405 -Right. -Got it. 216 00:09:32,488 --> 00:09:35,408 -[Tim] No veggies for me. -[Antoni] I wanna know about you. 217 00:09:35,491 --> 00:09:37,535 -[Tim] We got pancake mix for me. -[Antoni] Okay. 218 00:09:37,618 --> 00:09:39,287 [Tim] And I love these. These are the best. 219 00:09:39,370 --> 00:09:40,746 [Antoni] 'Cause why have the crust? 220 00:09:40,830 --> 00:09:43,249 [Tim] You're eating and done in about a minute and a half. 221 00:09:43,833 --> 00:09:46,168 -[Antoni] You eat a lot of hot dogs. -[Tim] I do. 222 00:09:46,252 --> 00:09:47,295 What's in the freezer? 223 00:09:47,378 --> 00:09:49,839 -[Antoni] Oh my. -[Tim] We got some mice for the snake. 224 00:09:50,673 --> 00:09:52,258 -There are mice in there? Oy! -[Tim] Yeah. 225 00:09:52,842 --> 00:09:55,636 -[Antoni] Oh, Beauties. -[Tim] I feed the other one live mice. 226 00:09:55,720 --> 00:09:59,557 And then I… I have frozen… big, jumbo, frozen rats for the big one. 227 00:09:59,640 --> 00:10:01,434 -Where do you buy rats from? -[Tim] Pet store. 228 00:10:01,517 --> 00:10:04,437 Ah, okay. You're a fascinating man. 229 00:10:04,520 --> 00:10:06,063 [laughs] 230 00:10:06,731 --> 00:10:07,898 [Karamo] Oh, that's cool. 231 00:10:07,982 --> 00:10:09,400 Oh my God. 232 00:10:09,483 --> 00:10:11,902 [Tan] Join me, my love. Frankly, I've already had a look. 233 00:10:12,820 --> 00:10:14,530 -Impressive, huh? -It's… [laughs] 234 00:10:14,614 --> 00:10:16,699 I love… Yes. 235 00:10:16,782 --> 00:10:17,867 It's a beautiful thing. 236 00:10:17,950 --> 00:10:22,913 I do love that you have a passion, but there's got to be something more. 237 00:10:22,997 --> 00:10:25,750 I'm just so used to wearing them, man. It's all I've worn. 238 00:10:25,833 --> 00:10:26,792 For how long? 239 00:10:26,876 --> 00:10:29,295 -Just KISS shirts every single day? -Yeah. 240 00:10:29,378 --> 00:10:31,672 I don't know, 20 years, maybe? 241 00:10:31,756 --> 00:10:34,300 When I put these on, I just feel good about myself. 242 00:10:34,383 --> 00:10:37,511 If you feel good in it and it makes you feel passionate 243 00:10:37,595 --> 00:10:39,221 or happy or whatever, wear it. 244 00:10:39,305 --> 00:10:40,973 And if you've found that, wonderful. 245 00:10:41,057 --> 00:10:43,809 I do think you're limiting yourself, 'cause there's other things 246 00:10:43,893 --> 00:10:45,519 that might make you feel good. So-- 247 00:10:45,603 --> 00:10:46,437 Yeah, I'm with you. 248 00:10:46,520 --> 00:10:48,814 I would like to explore that with you also, 249 00:10:48,898 --> 00:10:50,191 but we ain't getting rid of this. 250 00:10:50,274 --> 00:10:55,071 We're going to find a way to incorporate this… vibe, 251 00:10:55,154 --> 00:10:56,530 without it just being a KISS shirt. 252 00:10:56,614 --> 00:10:58,115 -I'm ready. -Good. Me too. 253 00:10:58,199 --> 00:11:00,534 You're so sweet, little turtle. 254 00:11:00,618 --> 00:11:03,287 Do you hate having to be around all these snakes, too? 255 00:11:03,371 --> 00:11:06,332 [in Australian accent] We have an albino anaconda. 256 00:11:06,916 --> 00:11:08,959 It could… [yells] 257 00:11:09,043 --> 00:11:10,378 …at any moment. 258 00:11:12,088 --> 00:11:14,215 I love your memorabilia and I love your passion. 259 00:11:14,298 --> 00:11:15,132 Thank you. 260 00:11:15,216 --> 00:11:17,885 I can see how sweet and kind and loving you are. 261 00:11:17,968 --> 00:11:19,553 It actually radiates from you. 262 00:11:19,637 --> 00:11:21,931 -Thank you. -You love your brother so deeply. 263 00:11:22,014 --> 00:11:24,141 -Right. -But I want to know who you are. 264 00:11:24,225 --> 00:11:25,810 -I don't know who I am. -[Karamo] Yeah. 265 00:11:25,893 --> 00:11:28,270 I don't have an identity outside of those things. 266 00:11:28,354 --> 00:11:31,565 When was the last time you remembered having an identity? 267 00:11:31,649 --> 00:11:34,026 Probably, when I was a kid, you know. A teenager growing up. 268 00:11:34,110 --> 00:11:37,488 I would go to the park all day, looking for reptiles. 269 00:11:37,571 --> 00:11:38,906 That just made me happy. 270 00:11:38,989 --> 00:11:40,449 That's how people knew me. 271 00:11:40,533 --> 00:11:42,284 Just like, a reptile guy, and-- 272 00:11:42,368 --> 00:11:43,202 Fun guy. 273 00:11:43,285 --> 00:11:44,995 -Yeah, fun guy. -Do you still have fun? 274 00:11:45,079 --> 00:11:47,707 It's very few and far in between. 275 00:11:48,249 --> 00:11:51,919 I could use a little more fun. I need to live my life a little bit. 276 00:11:52,002 --> 00:11:53,587 Yeah. I got you, man. 277 00:11:53,671 --> 00:11:55,256 -We got this this week. -[Tim] Thank you. 278 00:11:55,339 --> 00:11:56,465 Ooh. 279 00:11:58,134 --> 00:11:59,760 That's a lot of cobweb. 280 00:12:01,011 --> 00:12:02,805 So much stuff. 281 00:12:06,559 --> 00:12:10,187 I like there's just one little patch of hairy skin poking out. 282 00:12:10,271 --> 00:12:12,732 -Just to show "I'm a man." -Just a little peek at you. 283 00:12:12,815 --> 00:12:14,024 I'm a man in these boots. 284 00:12:14,108 --> 00:12:16,068 -[Karamo] Jonathan! I have a guest. -Yes! Hi! 285 00:12:16,152 --> 00:12:18,154 [Tim] What are you doing in my beautiful bathroom? 286 00:12:18,237 --> 00:12:20,573 -Being a gorgeous minx in it. -[Karamo] Y'all have fun. 287 00:12:20,656 --> 00:12:21,949 -Love you! -[Karamo] Love you too. 288 00:12:22,032 --> 00:12:22,908 -Honey. -[Tim] Hey. 289 00:12:23,409 --> 00:12:24,410 -[Jonathan] Tell me. -Okay. 290 00:12:24,493 --> 00:12:26,245 [Jonathan] You come in here in the morning. 291 00:12:26,328 --> 00:12:28,581 You're humming a little KISS tune to yourself. 292 00:12:28,664 --> 00:12:30,750 -[Tim] You got that right. -And then what happens? 293 00:12:30,833 --> 00:12:32,960 -I'll jump in the shower. -Might take a showee? 294 00:12:33,043 --> 00:12:35,296 -Brush my teeth. -Oh, it's getting sexy. 295 00:12:35,379 --> 00:12:36,714 Then what happens? 296 00:12:36,797 --> 00:12:38,632 Then I leave. I'm out. 297 00:12:38,716 --> 00:12:39,884 What an abrupt ending! 298 00:12:39,967 --> 00:12:41,218 [laughs] 299 00:12:41,302 --> 00:12:43,345 You don't slather lotion on those legs or arms? 300 00:12:43,429 --> 00:12:44,930 -[Tim] There's no lotions. -No lotions? 301 00:12:45,014 --> 00:12:49,059 What about three of my favorite letters, SPF? 302 00:12:49,143 --> 00:12:50,519 SPF? 303 00:12:50,603 --> 00:12:54,440 [Jonathan] If you are not wearing sunscreen, you are incorrect. 304 00:12:54,523 --> 00:12:55,941 If you do not put on some sunscreen, 305 00:12:56,025 --> 00:12:58,194 I'm gonna take off my sandal and I'm gonna chase you. 306 00:12:58,277 --> 00:13:01,739 I've had it! No more Mr. Nice Person! 307 00:13:01,822 --> 00:13:03,866 So what I'm going to do is just… 308 00:13:03,949 --> 00:13:06,327 We're gonna switch outfits. I'll get you in this dress. 309 00:13:07,369 --> 00:13:09,330 And then I'm gonna take you over to Bobby. 310 00:13:09,413 --> 00:13:10,456 -Okay. -[Jonathan] Let's go. 311 00:13:10,539 --> 00:13:12,833 -I'm kidding. We're not gonna switch. -I don't mind. 312 00:13:12,917 --> 00:13:13,876 Would you want to? 313 00:13:13,959 --> 00:13:16,337 -Well, I-- -Should we give you this little dress? 314 00:13:16,420 --> 00:13:18,672 -[Tim] I'm game. -Here. Let's strut to find our slut. 315 00:13:18,756 --> 00:13:20,424 Look right at the camera. 316 00:13:20,508 --> 00:13:21,675 -Ooh. -Ooh. 317 00:13:21,759 --> 00:13:23,427 -No, you go, "Ooh!" -Ooh! 318 00:13:23,511 --> 00:13:25,221 And then turn to the side like that. 319 00:13:25,304 --> 00:13:26,931 I gotta get this confidence now. 320 00:13:27,014 --> 00:13:29,725 I gotta get Tim to drop into his sluttiness. 321 00:13:29,809 --> 00:13:31,227 -Then look at this. -Oh, okay. 322 00:13:31,310 --> 00:13:32,686 -Ooh. -Hey now! Hey! 323 00:13:32,770 --> 00:13:35,523 Yes, and then walk with gusto into there. Walk in there. 324 00:13:35,606 --> 00:13:36,440 [Tim laughs] 325 00:13:36,524 --> 00:13:37,817 [Jonathan] Yeah, keep going. 326 00:13:37,900 --> 00:13:39,527 We did a modified slut drop. 327 00:13:39,610 --> 00:13:41,654 This is the season of sluts, apparently. 328 00:13:41,737 --> 00:13:44,782 I'm glad we're on the same page. You guys have fun. Love you both. 329 00:13:44,865 --> 00:13:47,743 -[Tim] All right. Thank you. -You doing okay? 330 00:13:47,827 --> 00:13:49,370 -Yeah? Good. -Yeah, I'm fine. 331 00:13:49,453 --> 00:13:51,956 -So, this is Doody's room. -Right. This is Doody's room. 332 00:13:53,332 --> 00:13:56,585 How is this particular room working out? 333 00:13:56,669 --> 00:13:59,380 Well, this is what you call "just put it wherever you can." 334 00:13:59,463 --> 00:14:02,716 -Okay. This bed broken, it seems? -Yes, it's definitely broken. 335 00:14:03,217 --> 00:14:05,219 The feet work, but the head doesn't work. 336 00:14:05,302 --> 00:14:08,681 Is this room, the… good angle and stuff or… 337 00:14:08,764 --> 00:14:11,392 As long I have a floor, I can turn him around. 338 00:14:11,475 --> 00:14:12,726 I'm pretty good at driving. 339 00:14:12,810 --> 00:14:14,687 I've been driving this thing a long time. 340 00:14:14,770 --> 00:14:18,357 I can put this bad boy through… a space like that. 341 00:14:18,440 --> 00:14:20,401 Tim's not the only guy that lives here. 342 00:14:20,484 --> 00:14:25,614 Doody lives here too, and I think getting the place more open and spacious 343 00:14:25,698 --> 00:14:27,533 to where he can get around better 344 00:14:27,616 --> 00:14:30,703 is really going to affect both of their quality of lives 345 00:14:30,786 --> 00:14:31,620 in a very good way. 346 00:14:31,704 --> 00:14:32,621 [Tan] Two. 347 00:14:33,122 --> 00:14:33,956 Uh-huh. 348 00:14:34,039 --> 00:14:35,791 [Tan laughs] 349 00:14:35,875 --> 00:14:39,545 -Three. Open wide. -[Antoni] Why are you sweating so much? 350 00:14:39,628 --> 00:14:40,546 You can go wider. 351 00:14:40,629 --> 00:14:42,047 You can go wider. 352 00:14:42,131 --> 00:14:44,258 -I know you can go wider. -You are drenched. 353 00:14:44,884 --> 00:14:50,055 [Tan] The smell of this hot dog juice is absolutely vile. 354 00:14:50,139 --> 00:14:54,518 I can't believe these two idiots are willing to put this in their mouths. 355 00:14:54,602 --> 00:14:56,562 They are morons. 356 00:14:56,645 --> 00:14:58,731 [Tan laughs] 357 00:14:58,814 --> 00:15:02,318 Oh, what's that juice that's falling off it? It's so gross. 358 00:15:02,401 --> 00:15:03,485 [chuckles] 359 00:15:03,569 --> 00:15:05,571 -Yeah! -Good job! 360 00:15:05,654 --> 00:15:08,657 -[Antoni gags] -[Karamo] I've said it a million times. 361 00:15:08,741 --> 00:15:11,076 Antoni, stop putting everything in your mouth! 362 00:15:11,160 --> 00:15:12,578 [laughs] 363 00:15:12,661 --> 00:15:14,830 Frankly, I'm tired of everyone judging 364 00:15:14,914 --> 00:15:16,832 the fact that I put everything in my mouth. 365 00:15:16,916 --> 00:15:19,168 How else are you gonna know what something tastes like? 366 00:15:19,251 --> 00:15:20,920 Y'all didn't mess up my hot dogs? 367 00:15:21,003 --> 00:15:23,631 -You put 'em back? -We promise we'll replenish hot dogs. 368 00:15:23,714 --> 00:15:26,550 And we'll be cooking those hot dogs and eating them personally. 369 00:15:26,634 --> 00:15:28,052 We don't believe in food waste. 370 00:15:28,761 --> 00:15:32,431 So as we take you, who's going to take care of your brother this week? 371 00:15:32,514 --> 00:15:33,724 -You have support? -My family. 372 00:15:33,807 --> 00:15:35,184 Okay, great. 373 00:15:36,101 --> 00:15:38,896 How does that feel knowing you're gonna take some time away from him? 374 00:15:38,979 --> 00:15:42,107 You know, it's a weird thing, but yeah. He's in good hands. 375 00:15:42,191 --> 00:15:44,401 -[Melody] What's up, Daddy-O? -Who is this gorgeous girl? 376 00:15:44,485 --> 00:15:45,319 Come in here! 377 00:15:45,402 --> 00:15:46,445 -Are you Melody? -Yeah! 378 00:15:46,528 --> 00:15:49,365 Hi, Melody! I'm Tan. Nice to meet you. How are you? 379 00:15:49,448 --> 00:15:50,699 -Come on in. Join us. -Hi! 380 00:15:50,783 --> 00:15:53,619 -Hi! -I'm gonna hug everyone. Hi! 381 00:15:53,702 --> 00:15:55,663 -How are you, honey? -I'm good. How are you? 382 00:15:55,746 --> 00:15:58,040 -[Karamo] This your daughter? -[Melody] Hi, Daddy! 383 00:15:58,123 --> 00:15:59,249 [laughs] 384 00:15:59,333 --> 00:16:00,584 [Jonathan] Hi, Daddy! 385 00:16:00,668 --> 00:16:02,544 Look at this gorgeous mug. 386 00:16:02,628 --> 00:16:05,297 We've already fallen in love with him. He's a good man. 387 00:16:05,381 --> 00:16:06,340 [Melody] He is the best. 388 00:16:06,423 --> 00:16:08,717 Did someone get you the Daughter-of-the-Year award? 389 00:16:08,801 --> 00:16:11,679 I can feel it. You're so cute. 390 00:16:12,596 --> 00:16:14,223 Well, my dad's the best. 391 00:16:14,306 --> 00:16:19,353 And just the sweetest and funniest and I just love him the most. 392 00:16:19,436 --> 00:16:23,357 I mean, he's just, like, the best dad in the world, 393 00:16:23,440 --> 00:16:26,986 but he could use a little zhuzhing, to say the least. 394 00:16:27,069 --> 00:16:29,154 It's time for a little something new. 395 00:16:29,238 --> 00:16:31,240 We want to get him out the house. 396 00:16:31,323 --> 00:16:34,034 All my friends freaking love Tim. 397 00:16:34,118 --> 00:16:35,828 Like, Tim's the party monster. 398 00:16:36,412 --> 00:16:38,247 -Tim's coming to the party. -Oh, really? 399 00:16:38,330 --> 00:16:40,582 He's wearing a costume. Like, he's there. 400 00:16:40,666 --> 00:16:42,751 -[Jonathan] He's the life of the party. -Yeah. [laughs] 401 00:16:42,835 --> 00:16:45,379 Just want to like, pull out that old Tim. 402 00:16:45,462 --> 00:16:48,215 He can feel himself again and, like, feel himself. 403 00:16:48,298 --> 00:16:51,677 -[Antoni] Yeah! -I think we should get this week started. 404 00:16:51,760 --> 00:16:52,678 [Jonathan] Let's do it! 405 00:16:52,761 --> 00:16:56,015 So you should say goodbye to Dad, 'cause you'll be seeing a new man. 406 00:16:56,098 --> 00:16:57,850 -[Tim] I love you. -[Jonathan] Aw, family. 407 00:16:57,933 --> 00:16:58,934 Have so much fun. 408 00:16:59,476 --> 00:17:02,062 -[Tim] Thank you. -Come on. You're coming with us. 409 00:17:02,146 --> 00:17:04,773 -[Bobby] We're out of here. -Bye! So great to meet you all! 410 00:17:04,857 --> 00:17:06,025 -Thank you! -[Tan] Bye, Melody! 411 00:17:06,108 --> 00:17:07,484 -Bye, Doody! -[Tan] Bye, Doody. 412 00:17:07,568 --> 00:17:10,446 -Lovely to meet you, sweetheart. -Great to meet you, my friend. 413 00:17:10,529 --> 00:17:12,031 [Melody] Bye! Thank you so much! 414 00:17:12,114 --> 00:17:13,907 -[Tim] Later, man. -[Jonathan] Bye, honey. 415 00:17:13,991 --> 00:17:16,410 You and me, Dood. I'll be taking care of you. 416 00:17:16,493 --> 00:17:17,745 [laughs] 417 00:17:17,828 --> 00:17:19,038 Why is he called Doody? 418 00:17:19,121 --> 00:17:21,582 Doody. Like, Howdy Doody was big back then. 419 00:17:21,665 --> 00:17:23,292 [guys] Oh. 420 00:17:23,375 --> 00:17:24,209 Yeah. 421 00:17:24,293 --> 00:17:26,086 [upbeat music playing] 422 00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:32,384 Tim is spending so much time, understandably, focusing on his brother, 423 00:17:32,468 --> 00:17:35,387 who needs a lot of attention and needs a lot of care. 424 00:17:35,471 --> 00:17:37,306 He's kind of lost touch with who he is. 425 00:17:37,389 --> 00:17:39,516 I just want him to take better care of himself. 426 00:17:39,600 --> 00:17:40,809 He knows that he wants to. 427 00:17:40,893 --> 00:17:43,604 He just doesn't really know how to follow through. 428 00:17:44,229 --> 00:17:48,525 [Tan] He's been through so much, and you can tell he's hit rock bottom. 429 00:17:48,609 --> 00:17:50,402 This is his rock bottom. 430 00:17:50,486 --> 00:17:52,738 And I'm going to help pull him out. We all are. 431 00:17:54,573 --> 00:17:59,536 I'm here to make Tim realize there's an inner sexiness to explore here. 432 00:18:00,162 --> 00:18:03,499 He's been so obsessed with KISS and being literally a caretaker, 433 00:18:03,582 --> 00:18:05,084 he forgot he's hot. 434 00:18:05,584 --> 00:18:08,629 And I'm here to tell him, "You're cute, Tim!" 435 00:18:08,712 --> 00:18:12,091 [Karamo] Tim has stopped celebrating his own life. 436 00:18:12,174 --> 00:18:16,386 There's a world outside that he needs to still experience and live. 437 00:18:18,263 --> 00:18:20,933 [Bobby] I know he has been the primary caregiver 438 00:18:21,016 --> 00:18:23,018 for his brother for almost 40 years, 439 00:18:23,102 --> 00:18:26,271 and that's gotta take a lot out of a person. 440 00:18:26,355 --> 00:18:28,273 And he's kind of become a hermit. 441 00:18:28,357 --> 00:18:32,111 He is not finding any joy in life anymore. 442 00:18:32,194 --> 00:18:34,321 And I think this week, we need to show Tim 443 00:18:34,404 --> 00:18:37,658 that there is still joy out there to be had. 444 00:18:37,741 --> 00:18:40,160 And this week, we're going to show you that. 445 00:18:40,911 --> 00:18:42,579 [rock music playing] 446 00:18:57,970 --> 00:19:00,931 [Tan] So, Tim, this is our space. 447 00:19:01,515 --> 00:19:03,892 -Oh, wow. -Isn't it so nice? 448 00:19:03,976 --> 00:19:05,519 -[Tim] It really is. -[Tan] So lovely. 449 00:19:05,602 --> 00:19:07,521 -These are my people, right here. -[Tan laughs] 450 00:19:07,604 --> 00:19:10,440 That's why I put him there. I wanted you to feel at home. 451 00:19:10,524 --> 00:19:13,777 What were you like before 452 00:19:13,861 --> 00:19:17,239 all of this that has really gotten you down? 453 00:19:17,322 --> 00:19:20,367 I guess I was a little more happy-go-lucky. 454 00:19:20,450 --> 00:19:23,745 -Yeah. -I lived a crazy lifestyle as a kid. 455 00:19:23,829 --> 00:19:25,956 What's your idea of a crazy lifestyle as a kid? 456 00:19:26,039 --> 00:19:28,208 Well, I mean, I grew up in New Orleans, so… 457 00:19:28,292 --> 00:19:31,295 -[Tim] I don't know what that means. -We ran… we ran the streets, you know? 458 00:19:31,378 --> 00:19:33,297 [Tan] I don't know what that means. I'm foreign. 459 00:19:33,380 --> 00:19:35,382 I don't know what "running the streets" means 460 00:19:35,465 --> 00:19:36,508 in New Orleans. 461 00:19:36,592 --> 00:19:38,927 Partying. Constantly. 462 00:19:39,011 --> 00:19:41,305 You know, and that's just the way I lived for a long time. 463 00:19:41,388 --> 00:19:46,143 And then, when I went and met my ex-wife, I calmed down. We had the kids. 464 00:19:46,226 --> 00:19:49,605 -Do you have friends to hang out with? -I do. I do have a few friends. 465 00:19:49,688 --> 00:19:53,066 -But nobody really hangs out. -And who doesn't want to hang out? 466 00:19:53,150 --> 00:19:55,110 -[Tim] Well-- -I don't mean go to a record store. 467 00:19:55,194 --> 00:19:56,945 I mean going for a drink on a night? 468 00:19:57,029 --> 00:19:58,780 -I'm not saying-- -I've never done that. 469 00:19:59,573 --> 00:20:00,949 [Tim laughing] 470 00:20:02,284 --> 00:20:06,455 I… I mean, I've never just gone somewhere with somebody and just, 471 00:20:06,538 --> 00:20:08,457 like, sat down at a table and had-- 472 00:20:08,540 --> 00:20:10,459 -Tim! -[Tim laughs] 473 00:20:10,542 --> 00:20:14,338 And had lunch. I mean, or a drink or whatever. No. 474 00:20:14,421 --> 00:20:16,006 -Never happened. -You have not lived. 475 00:20:16,089 --> 00:20:20,385 It's as if I'm meeting somebody who just landed from another planet. 476 00:20:20,469 --> 00:20:21,845 That's wild. 477 00:20:21,929 --> 00:20:24,473 That's what they say about me. I'm a little off. 478 00:20:24,556 --> 00:20:26,183 No, it's not off. You just… 479 00:20:26,266 --> 00:20:28,894 you haven't opened yourself up to the things 480 00:20:28,977 --> 00:20:31,021 that could be really bloody fun. 481 00:20:31,104 --> 00:20:34,399 We need to find a way to bring you back to life, like the old Tim. 482 00:20:34,483 --> 00:20:35,400 Yeah. 483 00:20:35,484 --> 00:20:37,778 Shall we… try on clothes? 484 00:20:37,861 --> 00:20:38,946 Makes sense to me. 485 00:20:39,029 --> 00:20:40,030 ♪ Hey ♪ 486 00:20:40,614 --> 00:20:43,158 All of this stuff that I've got… so, it's John Varvatos. 487 00:20:43,242 --> 00:20:44,910 -Wow. -[Tan laughs] 488 00:20:44,993 --> 00:20:47,204 -Okay? -Even I know who John Varvatos is. 489 00:20:47,287 --> 00:20:48,538 -Okay, good. I'm glad. -Wow. 490 00:20:48,622 --> 00:20:50,374 ♪ Hey, hey… ♪ 491 00:20:50,457 --> 00:20:51,708 Tim, you ready? 492 00:20:51,792 --> 00:20:54,628 [gasps] You are ready. 493 00:20:54,711 --> 00:20:57,172 -Hey. -Oh my gosh. Stand here for me. 494 00:20:57,673 --> 00:20:59,633 [gasps] 495 00:21:00,801 --> 00:21:02,177 Take a look at yourself. 496 00:21:02,761 --> 00:21:06,348 Yeah, that looks… That's all right. This jacket's beautiful. 497 00:21:06,431 --> 00:21:08,016 -[Tan] Isn't it? -It really is. 498 00:21:08,100 --> 00:21:10,185 [Tan] Can I do one little thing real quick to tweak? 499 00:21:10,269 --> 00:21:11,144 Sure. 500 00:21:11,228 --> 00:21:13,355 It's just kinda ruining the look. I just wanna see. 501 00:21:13,438 --> 00:21:15,649 -[Tim] Starting to lose my hair. -That's all right. 502 00:21:15,732 --> 00:21:17,943 So, I like the pant on you. 503 00:21:18,026 --> 00:21:21,154 I want to explain why I've given you the pant instead of the short. 504 00:21:21,238 --> 00:21:24,992 So, your legs now look a regular size. 505 00:21:25,075 --> 00:21:27,744 It's elongated your leg. Great. 506 00:21:27,828 --> 00:21:31,331 This, if you were to go out for a concert, a dinner, 507 00:21:31,415 --> 00:21:35,419 and you put this on, you look cool, you look age-appropriate, 508 00:21:35,502 --> 00:21:40,549 and you look like a rocker, without it looking like a costume. 509 00:21:40,632 --> 00:21:42,092 Yeah, this makes me feel good. 510 00:21:42,175 --> 00:21:44,052 -You look damn good. -[Tim] Thank you. 511 00:21:45,053 --> 00:21:46,763 Next. Color. 512 00:21:46,847 --> 00:21:48,598 Yeah, this one's kind of weird, man. 513 00:21:48,682 --> 00:21:50,600 -There you go. -[Tim laughs] 514 00:21:50,684 --> 00:21:54,730 So, it's a blazer with a granddad collar. Really simple. 515 00:21:54,813 --> 00:21:56,356 Let's try it on. Let's see how you feel. 516 00:21:56,440 --> 00:21:57,482 -Okay. -[Tan] Follow me. 517 00:21:57,566 --> 00:22:00,986 I feel hopeful that by the time I leave him, 518 00:22:01,069 --> 00:22:04,740 he feels really good about trying on clothes that aren't KISS clothes. 519 00:22:05,782 --> 00:22:08,035 -[Tim] Hey. -[gasps] Okay. 520 00:22:08,118 --> 00:22:11,580 -Funny meeting you here. How you doing? -Okay. All right. Hello, mate. 521 00:22:12,372 --> 00:22:13,498 Okay. 522 00:22:13,582 --> 00:22:15,792 -I like this shirt with this jacket. -[Tan] Great. 523 00:22:15,876 --> 00:22:16,918 I'm becoming a fashion guy 524 00:22:17,002 --> 00:22:19,713 right in front of your big, naked steaming eyes. 525 00:22:19,796 --> 00:22:21,673 [Tan laughs] 526 00:22:21,757 --> 00:22:24,384 Yeah, it's… the only thing that makes me uncomfortable 527 00:22:24,468 --> 00:22:26,678 is that… the tuck in, man. 528 00:22:26,762 --> 00:22:29,181 -Yeah. -Like, I'm self-conscious right here and-- 529 00:22:29,264 --> 00:22:34,061 You look way slimmer in this than you did in your oversized tee. 530 00:22:34,144 --> 00:22:36,396 I know that you may be feeling self-conscious. 531 00:22:36,480 --> 00:22:38,815 As far as I'm concerned, you look wonderful, Tim. 532 00:22:38,899 --> 00:22:39,775 [Tim] Thank you. 533 00:22:39,858 --> 00:22:42,486 The version of you I would love to see going forward. 534 00:22:42,569 --> 00:22:43,737 Yeah, I do like this. 535 00:22:43,820 --> 00:22:44,946 Well, you know the rule. 536 00:22:45,030 --> 00:22:47,949 Because you like it, I've got something for you. Hit it! 537 00:22:48,033 --> 00:22:49,201 [heavy metal music playing] 538 00:22:49,284 --> 00:22:50,494 All right! 539 00:22:50,577 --> 00:22:51,661 [Tan] Does that feel better? 540 00:22:58,043 --> 00:23:01,004 -All right. Yeah! -What's going on here? 541 00:23:01,088 --> 00:23:02,297 Hi! 542 00:23:02,381 --> 00:23:03,924 -Neon. How's it going? -[Tim] Hey. 543 00:23:04,007 --> 00:23:04,883 -Hi, Neon! -[Tim] Good. 544 00:23:04,966 --> 00:23:06,301 You look great. Is this linen? 545 00:23:06,385 --> 00:23:07,636 -[Tan] Hello. -[Tim] Thank you. 546 00:23:07,719 --> 00:23:09,679 [Tan] What are you doing? Why are you bugging us? 547 00:23:09,763 --> 00:23:11,640 -We're busy. We have stuff to do. -[Tim] Uh-oh. 548 00:23:11,723 --> 00:23:13,058 [Tan] Okay, come on, dear. 549 00:23:13,141 --> 00:23:14,643 -[Tim] Thank you. -Let's get changed. 550 00:23:14,726 --> 00:23:15,894 ♪ Hey! ♪ 551 00:23:15,977 --> 00:23:18,438 [heavy metal music playing] 552 00:23:18,522 --> 00:23:21,608 ♪ Girl, you've got me hypnotized ♪ 553 00:23:21,691 --> 00:23:23,819 ♪ I'm out of my mind… ♪ 554 00:23:23,902 --> 00:23:26,863 My biggest fear this week is that Tim is gonna walk into his house 555 00:23:26,947 --> 00:23:30,200 and have a meltdown because all the KISS stuff is gone. 556 00:23:36,123 --> 00:23:40,919 I want him to see himself through the lens that we see him through, 557 00:23:41,002 --> 00:23:44,381 which is that he's a really cool guy with a really cool hobby, 558 00:23:44,464 --> 00:23:46,675 and he has a lot to share with people. 559 00:23:48,051 --> 00:23:50,053 [rock music playing] 560 00:23:59,438 --> 00:24:01,690 -Welcome to my kitchen. -Oh, beautiful. 561 00:24:01,773 --> 00:24:05,235 I really wanted to think of the perfect dish. 562 00:24:05,318 --> 00:24:06,862 The thing I wanted to make with you, 563 00:24:06,945 --> 00:24:09,906 especially knowing that you used to cook for your family. 564 00:24:09,990 --> 00:24:11,408 -And for your daughters. -Right. 565 00:24:11,491 --> 00:24:13,910 [Antoni] And there was just something about you when I met you, 566 00:24:13,994 --> 00:24:17,581 -I just felt like… just like chicken soup. -[Tim] Okay. 567 00:24:17,664 --> 00:24:21,168 [Antoni] It's, like, the ultimate thing that feeds the soul. 568 00:24:21,251 --> 00:24:23,462 And I just think this is something that's comforting. 569 00:24:23,545 --> 00:24:25,630 It's something you can make in a large batch. 570 00:24:25,714 --> 00:24:28,592 You can put it in your freezer next to those frozen… 571 00:24:28,675 --> 00:24:30,260 -Frozen rats? -[Antoni] Uncrustables. 572 00:24:30,343 --> 00:24:33,722 Frozen rats? Frozen rats and Uncrustable sandwiches. 573 00:24:33,805 --> 00:24:37,017 -Gotcha. Gotcha. -Look, I love to eat junk food. Okay? 574 00:24:37,100 --> 00:24:40,187 I have my day of the week where I allow myself to have it. 575 00:24:40,770 --> 00:24:43,940 But if I eat like that every day, I don't feel good about myself. 576 00:24:44,024 --> 00:24:45,984 -[Tim] You're right. -It affects my mental health. 577 00:24:46,067 --> 00:24:49,029 It affects my mood, my motivation, everything. 578 00:24:50,071 --> 00:24:51,823 You're right. I do believe that. 579 00:24:51,907 --> 00:24:53,366 -So we're starting today. -Okay. 580 00:24:53,450 --> 00:24:57,537 A blank slate, a tabula rasa, if you will. That's "blank slate" in Latin. 581 00:24:57,621 --> 00:24:58,997 -Ready to cook with me? -[Tim] Sure. 582 00:24:59,080 --> 00:25:00,081 Perfect. Okay. 583 00:25:00,165 --> 00:25:03,126 I'm gonna do the slightly messy part of starting with the chicken. 584 00:25:03,210 --> 00:25:05,128 And I'm gonna let you get started over here. 585 00:25:05,712 --> 00:25:07,839 Here's a towel in case you get a little messy. 586 00:25:07,923 --> 00:25:10,926 These, we're literally just going to cut into quarters. 587 00:25:11,009 --> 00:25:13,637 That knife is also very sharp, so be careful. 588 00:25:13,720 --> 00:25:17,182 Okay. All right, you're getting right into it. [laughs] 589 00:25:17,265 --> 00:25:18,099 [Tim] Yeah. 590 00:25:18,183 --> 00:25:20,644 [Antoni] I barely have to tell Tim what to do. 591 00:25:20,727 --> 00:25:23,230 It's like riding a bike. He's in his element. 592 00:25:23,313 --> 00:25:25,982 I'm taking a shocking amount of parsley, 593 00:25:26,483 --> 00:25:28,735 and I'm gonna to shove it right into the cavity. 594 00:25:28,818 --> 00:25:32,280 The olive oil, we don't need too much. Perfect. 595 00:25:32,364 --> 00:25:33,615 Onions. 596 00:25:34,282 --> 00:25:37,786 I'm going to ask you to peel some garlic cloves. Perfect. 597 00:25:37,869 --> 00:25:40,539 Two stalks of celery and two carrots. 598 00:25:41,122 --> 00:25:42,666 I already rinsed them earlier. 599 00:25:42,749 --> 00:25:46,253 And then, my favorite. Have you ever had fennel? 600 00:25:46,336 --> 00:25:47,170 [Tim] Nope. 601 00:25:47,254 --> 00:25:51,424 It has kind of a licorice-iness to it and a really nice sweetness. 602 00:25:51,508 --> 00:25:54,010 -Oh, yeah. Yeah. -[Antoni] Throwing in my fennel. 603 00:25:54,094 --> 00:25:56,972 -[Tim] Throw it in there? -[Antoni] Yep, you can just plop those in. 604 00:25:58,557 --> 00:26:00,600 And now we have our little aromatics. 605 00:26:00,684 --> 00:26:01,726 -Thyme. -[Tim] Okay. 606 00:26:01,810 --> 00:26:04,396 Peppercorns, bay leaves. Yep. 607 00:26:05,438 --> 00:26:08,233 And then do a little double-knot situation. 608 00:26:08,316 --> 00:26:13,029 That goes into the pot. Plop. Perfect. Pour all that water in. 609 00:26:13,113 --> 00:26:15,240 I love that I don't have to complete sentences with you 610 00:26:15,323 --> 00:26:17,534 and you know exactly what's happening next. 611 00:26:19,244 --> 00:26:22,289 There seems to be, you know, the you 612 00:26:23,540 --> 00:26:26,793 from the past, who was making all these meals for his family 613 00:26:26,876 --> 00:26:28,587 and very involved in the kitchen. 614 00:26:28,670 --> 00:26:32,882 Is it different because the family isn't what it kind of used to be? 615 00:26:32,966 --> 00:26:34,426 Yeah, I mean, I'm just… 616 00:26:34,509 --> 00:26:37,721 I'm not gonna sit here and do this when I'm sitting staring at myself. 617 00:26:37,804 --> 00:26:39,931 It's all about getting together in the kitchen 618 00:26:40,015 --> 00:26:42,350 and hanging out and laughing and joking and cooking. 619 00:26:42,434 --> 00:26:44,436 It's just something you do with your family. 620 00:26:44,519 --> 00:26:47,022 -Doesn't it feel good to make something-- -It sure does! 621 00:26:47,105 --> 00:26:49,232 -You're a caretaker. -I like it. I'm back. I'm back. 622 00:26:49,316 --> 00:26:50,442 Yeah. It's great. 623 00:26:50,525 --> 00:26:53,153 It's nice to even do it for yourself and for your brother 624 00:26:53,236 --> 00:26:55,363 or even to make something when your daughters come over 625 00:26:55,447 --> 00:26:56,740 to have something ready for them. 626 00:26:56,823 --> 00:26:57,657 Yeah. Yeah. 627 00:26:57,741 --> 00:26:59,618 Nothing makes me happier 628 00:26:59,701 --> 00:27:04,414 than reminding someone of something that used to bring them so much joy. 629 00:27:04,998 --> 00:27:08,043 -How do you feel about ginger? -Um, I kind of like Marianne better. 630 00:27:08,126 --> 00:27:09,085 [chuckles] 631 00:27:09,169 --> 00:27:10,170 -[laughs] -That was a joke. 632 00:27:10,253 --> 00:27:11,588 -There he is! -Yeah. 633 00:27:11,671 --> 00:27:14,799 [both laughing] 634 00:27:14,883 --> 00:27:18,553 And I'm really starting to think that he just misses that life. 635 00:27:18,637 --> 00:27:19,888 He misses the past. 636 00:27:19,971 --> 00:27:21,890 -Doesn't that smell great? -[Tim] Yeah, it does. 637 00:27:21,973 --> 00:27:23,558 [Antoni] You have some tongs right there. 638 00:27:23,642 --> 00:27:26,186 If you don't mind grabbing the little herb… 639 00:27:26,269 --> 00:27:28,938 -[Tim] You want it on… -Perfect. Right on that, like, platter. 640 00:27:29,564 --> 00:27:30,774 Ooh, he's left his legs. 641 00:27:30,857 --> 00:27:31,941 [Tim laughs] 642 00:27:33,193 --> 00:27:36,529 -Aren't we the animal lovers, huh? -[Antoni] Yep. 643 00:27:36,613 --> 00:27:41,326 Then, I'm just going to ask you to fish out all of the stuff. 644 00:27:41,409 --> 00:27:44,329 -[Tim] There you go. -Perfect. Take this over here. 645 00:27:44,412 --> 00:27:45,246 [Tim] Mm-hmm. 646 00:27:46,331 --> 00:27:49,125 All right. We have our bird. Are you ready to get dirty? 647 00:27:49,209 --> 00:27:51,711 Ready. You want me to tear it up with my hands? 648 00:27:51,795 --> 00:27:53,713 -Okay. -You wanna use tongs or something? 649 00:27:53,797 --> 00:27:56,007 -No, I'm a hands kind of guy. -I'm all about the hands. 650 00:27:56,091 --> 00:27:57,926 [cheerful music playing] 651 00:27:58,677 --> 00:28:01,137 That's perfect, though. You really took apart this whole thing. 652 00:28:01,221 --> 00:28:02,722 I'm gonna plop this in here. 653 00:28:02,806 --> 00:28:05,016 -And I cooked some rice here. -[Tim] Oh, yeah. 654 00:28:05,100 --> 00:28:07,727 [Antoni] I know it's a bowl of soup, but it's so beautiful. 655 00:28:07,811 --> 00:28:10,563 -[Tim] It really does look good. -I'm gonna move on over here. 656 00:28:10,647 --> 00:28:12,315 [Antoni] Let's see how this worked out. 657 00:28:16,945 --> 00:28:17,779 Mmm. 658 00:28:17,862 --> 00:28:19,823 -Better than a can? -Definitely. 659 00:28:19,906 --> 00:28:21,199 I like those flavors. 660 00:28:21,282 --> 00:28:23,952 It was good to get back in the kitchen a little bit. 661 00:28:24,035 --> 00:28:26,204 You know? Kind of thought I lost it a little bit, 662 00:28:26,287 --> 00:28:28,456 but I mean, I could still do it. 663 00:28:28,540 --> 00:28:31,251 If you feel like, "Oh, man. I'm doing the same thing again," 664 00:28:31,334 --> 00:28:33,086 you feel like you're kind of in a rut, 665 00:28:33,169 --> 00:28:35,922 just know that this is one of many tools that are out there. 666 00:28:36,005 --> 00:28:38,133 -Right. -This was great. You're awesome. 667 00:28:38,216 --> 00:28:40,218 [heavy metal music playing] 668 00:28:45,724 --> 00:28:46,850 ♪ Hoo! ♪ 669 00:28:48,143 --> 00:28:49,602 ♪ Oh ♪ 670 00:28:49,686 --> 00:28:52,105 ♪ Every time I'm feeling sick inside ♪ 671 00:28:52,188 --> 00:28:55,233 ♪ Just a little taste And you'll bring me back to life… ♪ 672 00:28:55,316 --> 00:28:57,944 I don't know if anyone told you, this is Hoochie Daddy season. 673 00:28:58,027 --> 00:29:00,363 By the time you're done, your shorts are gonna be this short. 674 00:29:00,447 --> 00:29:02,157 -Just letting you know -Got a long way to go. 675 00:29:02,240 --> 00:29:03,199 Got a long way to go. 676 00:29:03,283 --> 00:29:06,828 I remember you saying you love reptiles, alligators, turtles. 677 00:29:06,911 --> 00:29:10,623 So I thought let's go on a cool little swamp tour just to get out the house. 678 00:29:10,707 --> 00:29:11,958 -Have a little fun. -Excellent. 679 00:29:12,041 --> 00:29:15,253 -I haven't been out in nature in a while. -Hey! But you like nature, right? 680 00:29:15,336 --> 00:29:17,422 -I do. Love it. -Boom. Let's do it, then. 681 00:29:19,674 --> 00:29:21,885 Tim needs to start experiencing more joy. 682 00:29:22,469 --> 00:29:26,681 Yes. He's had a lot of loss, but there's so much ahead of him that he can gain. 683 00:29:27,265 --> 00:29:29,517 -[man] Now here we go, guys. -[Tim] All right. 684 00:29:30,518 --> 00:29:32,312 -Check him out. -[Karamo] Oh, wow. 685 00:29:32,812 --> 00:29:34,314 [man] Little baby right there. 686 00:29:34,397 --> 00:29:35,982 That's pretty extraordinary. 687 00:29:36,900 --> 00:29:38,026 There you go. 688 00:29:38,109 --> 00:29:40,320 ♪ Well, I was born ♪ 689 00:29:40,403 --> 00:29:42,530 ♪ Without a last name… ♪ 690 00:29:43,865 --> 00:29:45,950 [Tim] This is perfect, man. This is great. 691 00:29:48,787 --> 00:29:49,788 [Karamo] Feels good. 692 00:29:49,871 --> 00:29:52,290 -Oh, yeah. That's beautiful, man. -[Karamo] Right? 693 00:29:53,458 --> 00:29:54,626 Oh, man. 694 00:29:55,585 --> 00:29:59,923 ♪ Can't take away my rebel soul ♪ 695 00:30:00,507 --> 00:30:02,550 ♪ Yeah ♪ 696 00:30:03,343 --> 00:30:05,261 ♪ My rebel soul ♪ 697 00:30:05,762 --> 00:30:08,306 [man] We got one big alligator that likes to hang back in here. 698 00:30:08,389 --> 00:30:09,682 [Karamo] How big? 699 00:30:09,766 --> 00:30:11,434 -[man] About 12 and a half foot. -Wow. 700 00:30:11,518 --> 00:30:15,188 He's a big ol' boy. We're gonna go knock on his front door, see if he's here now. 701 00:30:16,981 --> 00:30:17,816 [Karamo] You see him? 702 00:30:20,235 --> 00:30:21,152 [man] There he is. 703 00:30:21,820 --> 00:30:23,613 Oh, I see him going under. 704 00:30:24,447 --> 00:30:26,449 [man] This bad mamma jamma over here, this is Alex. 705 00:30:26,533 --> 00:30:29,160 -Man. -[man] Alex is about 450 pounds. 706 00:30:29,244 --> 00:30:30,495 [Karamo] Wow. 707 00:30:31,120 --> 00:30:32,622 Look how big it is. 708 00:30:33,289 --> 00:30:36,209 [Tim] He looks well-fed. The amount of fat on the back and on the tail. 709 00:30:36,292 --> 00:30:38,628 -[man] Big ol' boy. -You know a lot about alligators, Tim. 710 00:30:38,711 --> 00:30:40,213 -I am a reptile guy. -[Karamo] Yeah. 711 00:30:40,296 --> 00:30:41,840 [Tim laughs] 712 00:30:41,923 --> 00:30:44,968 [Karamo] Wow. Tim, I'm gonna get a photo of this. 713 00:30:45,718 --> 00:30:48,137 -[Tim] There you go. -[Karamo] Captain, I got you in there too. 714 00:30:48,221 --> 00:30:50,348 -[Tim] Hey, now. -[Karamo] Yeah. You look good. 715 00:30:50,431 --> 00:30:51,933 [both laugh] 716 00:30:52,016 --> 00:30:53,893 -Got a baby alligator. -[Karamo] Wow. Look. 717 00:30:53,977 --> 00:30:55,478 -[man] So look. Yeah, see. -What? 718 00:30:55,562 --> 00:30:57,647 -Hey. -[man] This guy's name is Mojo. 719 00:30:57,730 --> 00:31:00,066 -[Tim] Beautiful, man. Wow. -[Karamo] What? 720 00:31:00,149 --> 00:31:01,484 [Karamo] Can we hold Mojo? 721 00:31:01,568 --> 00:31:04,571 Under his neck like that. Just watch the business end. 722 00:31:04,654 --> 00:31:08,199 [Tim] Wow, man. Can I put him in my pocket and take him home? 723 00:31:08,283 --> 00:31:10,326 [laughs] Did you think you'd be doing that today? 724 00:31:10,410 --> 00:31:13,121 I did not. No idea I'd be doing this today. 725 00:31:13,788 --> 00:31:14,998 That's the beauty of life. 726 00:31:15,081 --> 00:31:17,125 Telling you, when you show up and you don't know 727 00:31:17,208 --> 00:31:19,002 what's gonna happen but you just go with it… 728 00:31:19,085 --> 00:31:20,086 Right. 729 00:31:20,169 --> 00:31:21,629 [Karamo] I know I'm not the only one. 730 00:31:21,713 --> 00:31:23,923 Do you see the light coming back in this man? 731 00:31:24,007 --> 00:31:27,010 He is happy. He is joyful. He is having a good time. 732 00:31:27,844 --> 00:31:30,346 [Tim] You forget all about this kind of stuff. 733 00:31:30,430 --> 00:31:34,100 It doesn't even enter my mind to get out, you know? This is what I love. 734 00:31:34,601 --> 00:31:37,437 [Karamo] I know it has to be a lot, taking care of your brother. 735 00:31:37,520 --> 00:31:40,273 Of course, I'm sure you hear it all the time, you're amazing, 736 00:31:40,356 --> 00:31:42,692 but that doesn't mean it didn't stop your own life. 737 00:31:42,775 --> 00:31:44,611 Well, it did stop my life a lot. 738 00:31:44,694 --> 00:31:46,821 When he had that accident, it just stopped. 739 00:31:46,905 --> 00:31:50,033 You stopped taking care of yourself and making sure you were healthy. 740 00:31:50,116 --> 00:31:51,868 Right. Yeah, I sacrificed. 741 00:31:51,951 --> 00:31:55,496 My kids have had to take care of me over the years and that's a shame. 742 00:31:55,580 --> 00:31:58,082 Do you think about yourself and about doing more things? 743 00:31:58,166 --> 00:31:59,792 [Tim] It's just a hard road, man. 744 00:31:59,876 --> 00:32:02,128 When you're dealing with my brother all the time, 745 00:32:02,211 --> 00:32:05,715 and God bless his soul, it wears… it wears you down, man. 746 00:32:05,798 --> 00:32:09,052 So, you know, you gotta get through that one. 747 00:32:09,135 --> 00:32:11,512 [Karamo] I see you're tearing up. What are you thinking about? 748 00:32:11,596 --> 00:32:16,476 That. You know, taking care of him and just losing myself and all that. 749 00:32:16,559 --> 00:32:18,645 -Thank you, man. -[Karamo] Yeah. 750 00:32:18,728 --> 00:32:21,856 I don't know. It's hard to see your brother like that. 751 00:32:21,940 --> 00:32:24,025 -It brings you down every day. -[Karamo] Yeah. 752 00:32:24,108 --> 00:32:26,402 -You think this is what he wants? -[Tim] No. 753 00:32:26,486 --> 00:32:30,239 But I just think I'm worn out. I'm done with emotion. 754 00:32:30,740 --> 00:32:34,035 I don't want to feel hurt. I don't want to feel… sad. 755 00:32:34,118 --> 00:32:35,536 I don't want to feel anything. 756 00:32:35,620 --> 00:32:38,122 What you're doing is… it's actually a natural human trait. 757 00:32:38,206 --> 00:32:40,416 It's what we do to protect ourselves, 758 00:32:40,500 --> 00:32:43,711 but when you start building walls around yourself, 759 00:32:43,795 --> 00:32:48,508 you get trapped with all of the negative thoughts and feelings inside of that box. 760 00:32:48,591 --> 00:32:52,261 You start to forget that there is life to live and that you do get wins 761 00:32:52,345 --> 00:32:53,304 and you do deserve wins. 762 00:32:53,388 --> 00:32:55,682 Right. Right. 763 00:32:55,765 --> 00:33:00,186 I saw you having fun today just looking out here, being on the boat. 764 00:33:00,269 --> 00:33:01,562 -[Tim] Right. -It's a win for you. 765 00:33:01,646 --> 00:33:05,108 Mm-hmm. It kind of opens my lungs up a little bit, you know? 766 00:33:05,191 --> 00:33:07,360 Yeah. But it's your turn. 767 00:33:07,860 --> 00:33:10,446 It's your turn to swim out of this negativity. 768 00:33:10,530 --> 00:33:11,531 Yeah. 769 00:33:11,614 --> 00:33:13,408 By the next time I see you, 770 00:33:13,491 --> 00:33:16,285 I just want you write down ten things that make you a winner. 771 00:33:16,369 --> 00:33:19,163 Then I want you to write ten things that you want to do, 772 00:33:19,247 --> 00:33:22,000 things that you deserve to do that's gonna make you happy and smile. 773 00:33:22,083 --> 00:33:23,042 I can do that. 774 00:33:24,085 --> 00:33:26,838 And the reason I'm doing this is because sometimes, 775 00:33:26,921 --> 00:33:30,341 when things get up here, it can stay foggy. 776 00:33:30,425 --> 00:33:34,012 If you actually can visually see it, you can start to remind yourself. 777 00:33:34,095 --> 00:33:34,971 [Tim] Right. 778 00:33:35,555 --> 00:33:38,391 Just for me, before we get off this boat, I need you to scream, 779 00:33:38,474 --> 00:33:40,643 "I deserve to be happy." 780 00:33:41,144 --> 00:33:42,770 I deserve to be happy! 781 00:33:42,854 --> 00:33:44,856 -[Karamo] You can go louder than that. -I don't know. 782 00:33:44,939 --> 00:33:47,400 [Karamo] I think you can. I'll do it with you. All right? 783 00:33:47,483 --> 00:33:49,402 -I'll do it. -You ready? One more time? 784 00:33:49,485 --> 00:33:51,863 [both] I deserve to be happy! 785 00:33:51,946 --> 00:33:53,197 [Karamo] You do, brother. 786 00:33:54,323 --> 00:33:56,826 Give you a hug, man. Oh. 787 00:33:56,909 --> 00:33:57,994 You're gonna be all right. 788 00:33:58,077 --> 00:34:00,371 -Thank you, man. Thank you. -[Karamo] Yeah. 789 00:34:00,455 --> 00:34:02,081 -I appreciate it. -[Karamo] All right. 790 00:34:03,416 --> 00:34:05,626 [rock ballad playing] 791 00:34:07,879 --> 00:34:10,798 ♪ Ah ♪ 792 00:34:12,175 --> 00:34:17,096 ♪ Ah ♪ 793 00:34:17,180 --> 00:34:21,309 [Bobby] So… today I'm taking you to an art shop. 794 00:34:21,392 --> 00:34:26,647 I want to combine your love of KISS and your love of reptiles together. 795 00:34:26,731 --> 00:34:30,193 -Right. -You have two very cool hobbies. 796 00:34:30,276 --> 00:34:33,404 I think you would agree that KISS is one of the coolest things in the world. 797 00:34:33,488 --> 00:34:34,739 -[Bobby] Right? -Well, to me. 798 00:34:34,822 --> 00:34:37,241 -Love 'em or hate 'em. -Not just to you! 799 00:34:37,325 --> 00:34:41,996 There are millions of people out there that feel exactly the way you do. 800 00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:42,914 Uh-huh. 801 00:34:42,997 --> 00:34:47,085 I kind of want you to start thinking about how you can use your passion of KISS 802 00:34:47,168 --> 00:34:50,630 and what we're about to do today with snakes to connect with people. 803 00:34:50,713 --> 00:34:54,801 How cool would it be to find a buddy that was also into the same things? 804 00:34:54,884 --> 00:34:56,260 Yeah. Yeah. 805 00:34:56,344 --> 00:34:58,096 -[Bobby] This will be fun today. -[Tim] Cool. 806 00:34:58,179 --> 00:34:59,680 [rock music playing] 807 00:35:02,266 --> 00:35:06,646 So I am obviously not a, um, snake-habitat expert, 808 00:35:06,729 --> 00:35:08,397 so I didn't know exactly what to get. 809 00:35:08,481 --> 00:35:10,817 -So I got a bunch of random stuff. -Yeah. 810 00:35:10,900 --> 00:35:12,026 ♪ Bring it on ♪ 811 00:35:12,110 --> 00:35:13,653 ♪ Bring it on ♪ 812 00:35:13,736 --> 00:35:15,238 ♪ Bring it on… ♪ 813 00:35:15,321 --> 00:35:18,741 [Bobby] Is there anything that spark your creative juices? 814 00:35:18,825 --> 00:35:20,660 -We can start there. -Black gravel? All right. 815 00:35:20,743 --> 00:35:22,912 -Sure. -Let's get a base. [grunts] 816 00:35:22,995 --> 00:35:25,373 -Let's see about some of these rocks. -[Bobby] Okay. Yeah. 817 00:35:25,456 --> 00:35:27,291 -Thought the black ones were cool. -[Tim] Yeah. 818 00:35:27,375 --> 00:35:29,210 -[Bobby] We've got some metal here. -[Tim] Okay. 819 00:35:29,293 --> 00:35:32,213 -This could be a cool stage. -Yeah, this would be perfect. 820 00:35:32,296 --> 00:35:33,965 They have platforms, 821 00:35:34,048 --> 00:35:36,467 so you would have, like, a piece of the PVC cut, 822 00:35:36,551 --> 00:35:38,761 and then they go up on risers. 823 00:35:38,845 --> 00:35:42,723 -[Bobby] It's like Lady Gaga, right? -Right. Exactly. She was a big KISS fan. 824 00:35:42,807 --> 00:35:43,933 -That makes sense. -So yeah. 825 00:35:44,016 --> 00:35:46,769 She gets some of her theatrics, I would imagine. 826 00:35:46,853 --> 00:35:48,729 That definitely makes sense then. I can see that. 827 00:35:48,813 --> 00:35:50,606 -Little monsters? -There you go. 828 00:35:50,690 --> 00:35:52,483 [heavy metal music playing] 829 00:35:59,073 --> 00:36:02,577 A nice little bit of metallic to it. Very rock and roll. 830 00:36:02,660 --> 00:36:03,870 Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. 831 00:36:03,953 --> 00:36:08,958 What I really wanted Tim to see about himself today is he has talents, 832 00:36:09,041 --> 00:36:12,170 and he can use those to really do things 833 00:36:12,253 --> 00:36:14,338 that make him happy and that he's passionate about. 834 00:36:14,422 --> 00:36:16,799 -Who wouldn't know that's a cat, right? -[laughs] 835 00:36:17,550 --> 00:36:20,261 -It's kind of a ghost cat, you know? -Ooh! [meows] 836 00:36:20,344 --> 00:36:21,387 [both laugh] 837 00:36:22,930 --> 00:36:24,974 [Bobby] We're gluing the guys in. 838 00:36:25,057 --> 00:36:27,351 -Do we wanna put him on a rock? -That's what I was thinking. 839 00:36:28,186 --> 00:36:30,313 You gotta make sure they're good and strong, 840 00:36:30,396 --> 00:36:32,899 because, you know, the snake's gonna curl around them and all. 841 00:36:32,982 --> 00:36:35,610 [Bobby] Gonna curl up and love them just like you do. 842 00:36:35,693 --> 00:36:37,028 Yeah. Right. 843 00:36:37,111 --> 00:36:39,614 Do you see this as something that you can start utilizing? 844 00:36:39,697 --> 00:36:42,617 You know when you have those moments we talked about? Where you're… 845 00:36:42,700 --> 00:36:44,785 -When I feel like I'm sliding a little? -[Bobby] Yeah. 846 00:36:44,869 --> 00:36:46,829 Just doing this, I can just feel better. 847 00:36:46,913 --> 00:36:48,289 -Feels good, right? -Yeah, it does. 848 00:36:48,372 --> 00:36:53,002 You might find your best friend out there who also has made a KISS aquarium. 849 00:36:53,085 --> 00:36:54,629 Yeah. Yeah. Thank you. 850 00:36:54,712 --> 00:36:56,088 -Of course. -Definitely. 851 00:36:56,172 --> 00:36:57,590 -Good job, man. -[Tim] All right. 852 00:36:57,673 --> 00:36:58,674 Let's get out of here. 853 00:36:58,758 --> 00:37:00,760 [rock music playing] 854 00:37:04,430 --> 00:37:06,641 [Jonathan] Welcome to the Bearded Lady. 855 00:37:06,724 --> 00:37:08,559 -Hi! -How are you, guys? 856 00:37:08,643 --> 00:37:09,477 [Jonathan] Good! 857 00:37:09,560 --> 00:37:12,563 Been a long time since I was sat in a barber's chair. 858 00:37:12,647 --> 00:37:15,191 -I know. Can I take your hat off? -[Tim] Sure. 859 00:37:16,400 --> 00:37:17,985 I have a plan for you, honey. 860 00:37:18,069 --> 00:37:19,362 -Wanna hear about it? -Sure. 861 00:37:19,445 --> 00:37:23,241 We need to get rid of this hair. We're gonna take this down. Ooh. 862 00:37:23,324 --> 00:37:26,369 Who's he? 863 00:37:26,452 --> 00:37:28,746 I'm gonna lose my job as Santa Claus this December. 864 00:37:28,829 --> 00:37:31,707 Bye! You're not available. You're booked and busy. 865 00:37:31,791 --> 00:37:34,377 You don't have time to be Santa when you're this hot. 866 00:37:35,753 --> 00:37:39,298 I also have one more idea where I think I'm gonna color your beard a bit darker. 867 00:37:39,382 --> 00:37:40,258 Really? 868 00:37:40,341 --> 00:37:42,927 In the words of Saint Cher, "Turn back time." 869 00:37:43,010 --> 00:37:44,679 -There you go. -Know what I'm saying? 870 00:37:44,762 --> 00:37:46,180 -I hear you. -Just a smidge. 871 00:37:46,264 --> 00:37:48,557 -Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. -I have a really important question. 872 00:37:48,641 --> 00:37:49,517 Okay. 873 00:37:49,600 --> 00:37:51,978 Who gave you permission to be so cute? 874 00:37:52,061 --> 00:37:54,355 -My mother. -Do you know how cute you are? 875 00:37:54,438 --> 00:37:55,314 No, I don't know. 876 00:37:55,398 --> 00:37:58,651 I feel like men have a hard time celebrating their own beauty sometimes. 877 00:37:58,734 --> 00:38:00,111 You're probably right. Yeah. 878 00:38:00,194 --> 00:38:02,488 'Cause beauty can mean so many things. 879 00:38:02,571 --> 00:38:05,116 It's a beautiful thing when we take care of ourselves. 880 00:38:05,199 --> 00:38:06,158 Right. You're right. 881 00:38:06,242 --> 00:38:08,244 Does KISS have any lyrics about that? 882 00:38:08,327 --> 00:38:11,706 "Live life like you're on vacation." How's that? 883 00:38:11,789 --> 00:38:15,543 -That's all about taking care of yourself! -[laughs] 884 00:38:15,626 --> 00:38:18,462 So what would Mr. Gene Simmons say 885 00:38:18,546 --> 00:38:22,258 to know that you are not living life like you're on a vacation, honey? 886 00:38:22,341 --> 00:38:24,885 -We're going to take our tops off. -Oh. Hey, now. 887 00:38:24,969 --> 00:38:25,970 -You ready? -[Tim] Yeah. 888 00:38:26,053 --> 00:38:28,055 ♪ All I wanna say to you ♪ 889 00:38:29,515 --> 00:38:32,018 ♪ Is I'll do me and you do you ♪ 890 00:38:32,101 --> 00:38:34,645 I haven't been to a barber in I couldn't tell you when. 891 00:38:34,729 --> 00:38:35,563 [Jonathan] Why? 892 00:38:36,105 --> 00:38:38,607 'Cause I just shave my head with one of those, you know? 893 00:38:38,691 --> 00:38:40,276 It's nice for the community aspect of it, 894 00:38:40,359 --> 00:38:45,239 like just getting to get out of the house and go see your friend, your barber. 895 00:38:45,323 --> 00:38:49,076 It's just like kind of nice culturally to be around folks and see what's up. 896 00:38:49,160 --> 00:38:51,329 My old man used to hang out in a barbershop 897 00:38:51,412 --> 00:38:52,872 with all his buddies, you know? 898 00:38:52,955 --> 00:38:55,875 -Yeah. -♪ You know I got to be true… ♪ 899 00:38:55,958 --> 00:38:57,418 [Jonathan] Oh my God, your upper lip. 900 00:38:57,501 --> 00:39:00,171 What's it like to feel the sun and wind on there? 901 00:39:00,254 --> 00:39:01,547 What am I going to chew on? 902 00:39:01,630 --> 00:39:04,592 -Honey, we'll have to find something else. -[laughs] 903 00:39:04,675 --> 00:39:10,181 My auntie's single. Should you date my aunt? My Aunt Julie? 904 00:39:10,264 --> 00:39:12,725 -You could be my uncle. -Oh, yeah? 905 00:39:12,808 --> 00:39:14,393 I'm obsessed with that for us. 906 00:39:14,477 --> 00:39:15,644 Three, two, one. Ah! 907 00:39:15,728 --> 00:39:18,397 ♪ Ah, na, na, na, na, na… ♪ 908 00:39:19,398 --> 00:39:21,400 Mmm! It's gonna look good, honey. 909 00:39:23,110 --> 00:39:26,072 ♪ Na, na, na, na, na, na… ♪ 910 00:39:26,155 --> 00:39:28,074 [Jonathan] Okay, now we're going to get your nose. 911 00:39:28,741 --> 00:39:30,701 -You're gonna put wax in my nose? -[Jonathan] I am. 912 00:39:30,785 --> 00:39:31,952 Wow. 913 00:39:32,036 --> 00:39:35,998 Honey, if you saw what I saw, you'd understand. Any last thoughts? 914 00:39:36,082 --> 00:39:37,541 -[chuckles] -[Tim] Uh… 915 00:39:37,625 --> 00:39:38,459 [Jonathan chuckles] 916 00:39:38,542 --> 00:39:41,212 Three, two, one! Parkour! 917 00:39:41,962 --> 00:39:42,797 [Jonathan sighs] 918 00:39:42,880 --> 00:39:43,714 Wow. 919 00:39:44,215 --> 00:39:46,008 Let me see. What is that? 920 00:39:46,092 --> 00:39:48,260 -[Jonathan] The hair from your nose. -Damn. 921 00:39:48,344 --> 00:39:50,513 -That's a long-ass hair. -[Jonathan] I know. 922 00:39:51,555 --> 00:39:54,809 When's the last time you, like, looked in the mirror and were like, 923 00:39:55,810 --> 00:39:57,478 "Yeah, I like how I look?" 924 00:39:57,561 --> 00:39:58,938 In my 20s. I guess. 925 00:39:59,021 --> 00:40:00,272 -[Jonathan] Twenties! -Yeah. 926 00:40:00,356 --> 00:40:03,567 I'm about getting Tim to experience joy in different ways, 927 00:40:03,651 --> 00:40:06,153 getting him out of his head and into his body 928 00:40:06,237 --> 00:40:08,322 so that he knows that his best days are ahead of him. 929 00:40:08,406 --> 00:40:12,743 You have an amazing life. You have a family that loves you. 930 00:40:12,827 --> 00:40:16,038 -[Tim] Right. -You have passions that drive you. 931 00:40:16,122 --> 00:40:19,333 There's so much that can give you so much confidence there. 932 00:40:19,417 --> 00:40:23,504 And you are a really attractive man, and I'm not just saying it. 933 00:40:23,587 --> 00:40:24,713 Inside and out. 934 00:40:24,797 --> 00:40:27,800 -Your best days are ahead of you. -[Tim] Thank you. 935 00:40:27,883 --> 00:40:30,302 [Jonathan] No more putting our joy on hold. Because what? 936 00:40:30,386 --> 00:40:32,805 Our best time is… 937 00:40:32,888 --> 00:40:37,685 -[Tim] Now. -Yes! Smack! Smack! You are gorgeous. 938 00:40:37,768 --> 00:40:39,770 -Are you ready? -[Tim] I'm ready. 939 00:40:39,854 --> 00:40:43,482 Three, two, one. Meet the new Tim. 940 00:40:43,566 --> 00:40:45,568 [upbeat music playing] 941 00:40:45,651 --> 00:40:47,820 Oh, wow. Man! 942 00:40:49,196 --> 00:40:50,156 [chuckles] 943 00:40:50,656 --> 00:40:53,200 Wow. I look totally different. 944 00:40:54,034 --> 00:40:55,953 [Jonathan] Do you wanna put your glasses on? 945 00:40:58,205 --> 00:40:59,165 Hey, Tim. 946 00:41:00,666 --> 00:41:01,500 How you doing? 947 00:41:01,584 --> 00:41:03,085 Oh! 948 00:41:03,169 --> 00:41:06,630 Look at that little flirtation-station man in there. 949 00:41:06,714 --> 00:41:07,882 Give me a hug! 950 00:41:07,965 --> 00:41:09,300 Aw! 951 00:41:09,383 --> 00:41:11,385 [rock music playing] 952 00:41:17,391 --> 00:41:19,935 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 953 00:41:20,019 --> 00:41:22,021 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 954 00:41:22,688 --> 00:41:25,232 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 955 00:41:25,316 --> 00:41:27,318 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 956 00:41:29,737 --> 00:41:31,447 -[Bobby] You ready to see it? -[Tim] Yeah. 957 00:41:31,530 --> 00:41:33,157 -[Bobby] Yeah? Are you sure? -[Tim] I am. 958 00:41:33,240 --> 00:41:35,284 Promise you won't punch me. 959 00:41:35,367 --> 00:41:36,994 [laughs] 960 00:41:37,077 --> 00:41:38,329 [Bobby laughs] 961 00:41:38,412 --> 00:41:40,414 -All right, we good? -Don't think you have to worry. 962 00:41:40,498 --> 00:41:41,832 Okay. Okay. 963 00:41:41,916 --> 00:41:43,751 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh… ♪ 964 00:41:43,834 --> 00:41:45,628 -[Antoni] I see them! -[Tan] I'm coming. 965 00:41:45,711 --> 00:41:49,256 -Move, Jackie. Get out of my way. -Yeah, Tanny. 966 00:41:49,340 --> 00:41:50,174 -[Tan] Hi! 967 00:41:50,257 --> 00:41:52,092 [Karamo] Oh my gosh! You look super handsome! 968 00:41:52,176 --> 00:41:54,303 -Hey. -So gor… wow. 969 00:41:54,386 --> 00:41:56,138 -What a difference. -[Karamo] How do you feel? 970 00:41:56,222 --> 00:41:57,598 -[Tim] I feel good. -Oh my gosh. 971 00:41:57,681 --> 00:41:58,933 -You look great. -Good. 972 00:41:59,016 --> 00:42:00,684 Okay. Here we go. 973 00:42:02,061 --> 00:42:03,687 Oh, wow! 974 00:42:03,771 --> 00:42:05,814 [upbeat music playing] 975 00:42:05,898 --> 00:42:06,899 Wow. 976 00:42:08,108 --> 00:42:10,110 This does not even look like my house. 977 00:42:10,194 --> 00:42:12,905 -[Bobby] Right? -[Tan] It absolutely does not. 978 00:42:18,118 --> 00:42:20,996 -But it sure does look like a home now. -[Karamo] It does. 979 00:42:21,080 --> 00:42:23,832 Looks like a place that people would want to come and hang now, right? 980 00:42:24,542 --> 00:42:25,751 [Tim] Wow, those look cool. 981 00:42:26,418 --> 00:42:28,212 [Bobby] There's still KISS everywhere. 982 00:42:28,295 --> 00:42:31,215 -[Tim] Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. -Just in more digestible bites. 983 00:42:31,298 --> 00:42:32,466 I love digestion! 984 00:42:33,676 --> 00:42:34,927 [Tim] Dude, this is crazy. 985 00:42:35,010 --> 00:42:36,512 [Karamo] It's amazing, right? 986 00:42:37,763 --> 00:42:40,683 [Tan] Are you doing okay with the less KISS? 987 00:42:40,766 --> 00:42:42,351 Yeah, I love this. 988 00:42:42,434 --> 00:42:44,353 -I've been preparing him all week. -Okay, good. 989 00:42:45,229 --> 00:42:47,106 -A new chair for Doody. -Yeah. Yeah, man. 990 00:42:47,189 --> 00:42:50,734 Black, matching the rock-and-roll theme. He's got a new rock-and-roll chair. 991 00:42:50,818 --> 00:42:53,696 -Yeah, this is crazy, man. -[Bobby chuckles] 992 00:42:53,779 --> 00:42:54,655 Thank you so much. 993 00:42:54,738 --> 00:42:58,617 -What do you think the girls will think? -Oh. [chuckles] 994 00:42:58,701 --> 00:43:01,579 -Speechless, kind of like me right now. -[guys laugh] 995 00:43:01,662 --> 00:43:04,999 I never in a million years would imagine that you get… 996 00:43:05,082 --> 00:43:06,458 you'd do all this. 997 00:43:06,542 --> 00:43:08,752 -[Bobby] We still got more. Keep going. -[Tan] Much more. 998 00:43:10,462 --> 00:43:11,964 [Jonathan] Oh my God. 999 00:43:12,047 --> 00:43:13,591 [Tim] Oh man. This is crazy. 1000 00:43:14,258 --> 00:43:15,884 [Bobby] No more hot dog station. 1001 00:43:15,968 --> 00:43:18,470 I put in a dining room table so you can start entertaining. 1002 00:43:18,554 --> 00:43:20,222 The girls can come over for dinner. 1003 00:43:20,306 --> 00:43:22,016 [Antoni] It's ready for you to cook in. 1004 00:43:22,099 --> 00:43:24,518 Can you start imagining yourself, though, 1005 00:43:25,561 --> 00:43:28,897 entertaining, being more social, having friends and family over? 1006 00:43:28,981 --> 00:43:30,524 -I would have to. -Yeah. 1007 00:43:30,608 --> 00:43:32,860 This would be a shame to waste. That's for sure. 1008 00:43:32,943 --> 00:43:35,029 -Good way to look at it! I like that. -[Bobby] Amen! 1009 00:43:35,112 --> 00:43:38,866 -Do you feel like you deserve this? -Well, after this week, I'm starting to. 1010 00:43:38,949 --> 00:43:39,908 -Good. -[Tim] Yeah. 1011 00:43:39,992 --> 00:43:42,911 -Yes! Perfect. -[Jonathan] Aw! 1012 00:43:42,995 --> 00:43:45,456 -You deserve all of this. -Thank you. 1013 00:43:46,040 --> 00:43:48,208 [Bobby] Now let's head to your new bedroom. 1014 00:43:48,292 --> 00:43:49,376 Wow. 1015 00:43:49,460 --> 00:43:52,087 Holy crap. Man! Man! 1016 00:43:53,714 --> 00:43:55,132 That's an all-new bed? 1017 00:43:55,215 --> 00:43:56,342 -[Karamo] Yeah. -[Bobby] Yes. 1018 00:43:56,425 --> 00:43:58,844 [Jonathan] Take it for a test spin. Why don't you get on there? 1019 00:43:58,927 --> 00:44:00,971 Yes. Oh, yes, just lay down your… 1020 00:44:01,055 --> 00:44:02,848 -[laughing] -[Karamo] Yeah! 1021 00:44:02,931 --> 00:44:04,266 Can I be your first cuddle? 1022 00:44:04,350 --> 00:44:07,186 [Tan] Aw! That's nice! 1023 00:44:07,269 --> 00:44:08,437 [Tim] Yeah, this is beautiful. 1024 00:44:08,520 --> 00:44:11,940 [Bobby] I really felt that you needed some space to breathe. 1025 00:44:12,024 --> 00:44:13,484 Me too, honey. 1026 00:44:13,567 --> 00:44:15,653 [Bobby] And give you a space where you can recharge. 1027 00:44:15,736 --> 00:44:17,237 Yeah, this is unbelievable. 1028 00:44:19,281 --> 00:44:23,786 I can't even imagine how weird it must be to think about putting a look together 1029 00:44:23,869 --> 00:44:27,247 when mostly all you've done is wear KISS T-shirts. 1030 00:44:27,331 --> 00:44:29,541 Now, it's gonna take a little more consideration, 1031 00:44:29,625 --> 00:44:31,335 but it's still going to be easy. 1032 00:44:31,418 --> 00:44:32,878 All your pants are on this side. 1033 00:44:33,671 --> 00:44:36,090 Really simple pants, simple jeans 1034 00:44:36,173 --> 00:44:38,258 that should make you feel perfectly comfortable. 1035 00:44:38,342 --> 00:44:41,011 -You can wear that with a KISS shirt? -Absolutely, 100%. 1036 00:44:41,095 --> 00:44:42,262 And I wouldn't be upset. 1037 00:44:42,346 --> 00:44:44,723 I didn't want to turn you into a boring corporate guy. 1038 00:44:44,807 --> 00:44:45,974 You don't live that life. 1039 00:44:46,058 --> 00:44:48,102 -No. -There's nothing dull about you. 1040 00:44:48,185 --> 00:44:50,521 -[Tim] No. -I want you to show that in your wardrobe. 1041 00:44:50,604 --> 00:44:51,438 [Tim] Right. 1042 00:44:51,522 --> 00:44:55,150 [chanting] Timmy! Timmy! Timmy! Timmy! 1043 00:44:55,234 --> 00:44:58,320 ♪ All we want to do is rock and roll… ♪ 1044 00:44:58,404 --> 00:44:59,822 [cheering] 1045 00:44:59,905 --> 00:45:01,448 -Love this. -I love this color. 1046 00:45:01,532 --> 00:45:02,408 [Karamo] This is good! 1047 00:45:02,491 --> 00:45:04,827 -That's a damn good shirt-- -This green is great. 1048 00:45:04,910 --> 00:45:08,872 This is a version of, like, a band tee without it necessarily having to be KISS. 1049 00:45:08,956 --> 00:45:11,375 -Right. -Your body language is very different. 1050 00:45:11,458 --> 00:45:13,085 -[Tim] I know. I feel different. -Yeah. 1051 00:45:13,168 --> 00:45:16,422 ♪ All we wanna do is lose control… ♪ 1052 00:45:16,505 --> 00:45:19,508 Oh, I like it how you went, like, "Spank me. I'm a naughty boy," 1053 00:45:19,591 --> 00:45:20,676 with that pose. 1054 00:45:20,759 --> 00:45:22,177 [laughing] 1055 00:45:22,261 --> 00:45:24,555 -Yes. -It's funny what some clothes can do. 1056 00:45:24,638 --> 00:45:27,015 [Tan] It really is. I've been saying it all along. 1057 00:45:27,099 --> 00:45:30,060 -The pants are giving me power down here. -Yeah! 1058 00:45:30,144 --> 00:45:31,437 -Power pants. -[Tan] Yeah! 1059 00:45:31,520 --> 00:45:33,981 Just the way they fit, you know? Makes you wanna jump up. 1060 00:45:34,064 --> 00:45:35,441 Yes! 1061 00:45:37,609 --> 00:45:39,695 Who would've thought this would happen to me? 1062 00:45:39,778 --> 00:45:42,072 You know, you got me sitting up straight. 1063 00:45:42,573 --> 00:45:44,658 You know what I mean? I appreciate that, man. 1064 00:45:44,742 --> 00:45:47,536 -This is going to be a new mindset. -[Tan] Good. 1065 00:45:47,619 --> 00:45:51,582 You opened my eyes up to a lot of feelings that were definitely shut down. 1066 00:45:51,665 --> 00:45:56,295 I'm going to try to start thinking positive and working on my inside. 1067 00:45:57,212 --> 00:45:59,006 The way that we take care of ourselves 1068 00:45:59,089 --> 00:46:01,508 is not about a physical appearance for other people. 1069 00:46:01,592 --> 00:46:03,635 -It's really showing up for ourselves. -Mm-hmm. 1070 00:46:03,719 --> 00:46:05,345 And you're worth showing up for. 1071 00:46:05,929 --> 00:46:08,682 Yeah. Yeah, I appreciate that. Yeah. 1072 00:46:11,560 --> 00:46:12,978 I don't know what to say. 1073 00:46:13,061 --> 00:46:14,980 [emotional music playing] 1074 00:46:17,274 --> 00:46:18,192 Um… 1075 00:46:19,777 --> 00:46:21,945 Yeah, it feels great. It really does. 1076 00:46:23,363 --> 00:46:24,573 So thank you. 1077 00:46:24,656 --> 00:46:26,241 So we've kept you a little bit in the dark 1078 00:46:26,325 --> 00:46:28,494 about what's gonna happen after we leave. 1079 00:46:28,577 --> 00:46:29,411 Okay. 1080 00:46:29,495 --> 00:46:32,915 The moment I walked in, I was very impressed by your KISS collection. 1081 00:46:32,998 --> 00:46:37,252 So I contacted a local art gallery and a curator, 1082 00:46:37,336 --> 00:46:38,378 and they came in, 1083 00:46:38,462 --> 00:46:41,131 and they chose their favorite pieces from your collection. 1084 00:46:41,215 --> 00:46:44,301 And tonight, we have them displayed in an art gallery on Magazine Street. 1085 00:46:44,384 --> 00:46:46,470 [laughs] 1086 00:46:46,553 --> 00:46:49,807 You and your family are gonna go. We found some other KISS fans. 1087 00:46:49,890 --> 00:46:51,683 -[chuckles] -[Tan] Ain't that something? 1088 00:46:51,767 --> 00:46:54,102 You know, it's something for you to share and use 1089 00:46:54,186 --> 00:46:56,772 as a way to put yourself out there and meet people 1090 00:46:56,855 --> 00:46:59,274 that are just as much in love with KISS as you are. 1091 00:46:59,358 --> 00:47:01,735 So this night is all about you and KISS. 1092 00:47:01,819 --> 00:47:04,905 Wow, that's… that's crazy, man. You guys are insane. 1093 00:47:04,988 --> 00:47:07,783 When you've been down and sad, there's no magic wand. 1094 00:47:07,866 --> 00:47:09,660 You just don't turn happy the next day. 1095 00:47:09,743 --> 00:47:10,953 Have fun tonight. 1096 00:47:11,578 --> 00:47:14,706 [Karamo] You have to do the work of understanding when life throws you a win, 1097 00:47:14,790 --> 00:47:17,167 you gotta accept it and know that it's not a one-off, 1098 00:47:17,251 --> 00:47:18,961 that you're gonna have more of these. 1099 00:47:19,044 --> 00:47:19,920 Thank you! 1100 00:47:20,003 --> 00:47:21,713 -[Karamo] We love you! -[Tim] Take care! 1101 00:47:21,797 --> 00:47:22,714 [Karamo] Rock on! 1102 00:47:22,798 --> 00:47:24,174 -Rock on, baby. -[Karamo chuckles] 1103 00:47:24,258 --> 00:47:26,260 [rock music playing] 1104 00:47:30,264 --> 00:47:33,267 ♪ Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 1105 00:47:33,350 --> 00:47:36,895 ♪ You can run at night But you're gonna feel the thunder ♪ 1106 00:47:41,984 --> 00:47:43,277 [uplifting music playing] 1107 00:47:43,360 --> 00:47:44,570 [horn honks] 1108 00:47:50,826 --> 00:47:52,244 -[woman] Oh God! -[girl] Oh my gosh! 1109 00:47:52,828 --> 00:47:54,288 Oh my God! 1110 00:47:54,371 --> 00:47:56,164 [giggles] 1111 00:47:56,248 --> 00:47:57,624 [laughing] 1112 00:47:58,500 --> 00:48:00,711 -[girl] Oh my God! -[Melody] Oh my God! 1113 00:48:00,794 --> 00:48:02,379 [laughing] 1114 00:48:02,462 --> 00:48:04,882 -Look at your face! -Oh my God! 1115 00:48:04,965 --> 00:48:08,010 -Are you 24? Oh my God. -[Tim] Hey. 1116 00:48:08,093 --> 00:48:10,178 -So good. -[Tim laughs] 1117 00:48:10,262 --> 00:48:12,055 -[Lilly] I love the jacket. -Look at that, huh? 1118 00:48:12,139 --> 00:48:14,099 -Got a green jacket. -[Melody] Look at that jacket! 1119 00:48:14,182 --> 00:48:15,934 [laughing] 1120 00:48:16,018 --> 00:48:17,853 Holy shit! [laughs] 1121 00:48:17,936 --> 00:48:19,146 [chuckles] 1122 00:48:19,229 --> 00:48:20,522 [Tim] Y'all come on in. 1123 00:48:22,900 --> 00:48:24,443 -Look at that. -[Lilly] Can't wait. 1124 00:48:24,526 --> 00:48:28,196 Oh my God. Oh my God! [gasps] 1125 00:48:29,031 --> 00:48:30,324 -Oh my God! -What? 1126 00:48:30,407 --> 00:48:32,576 Oh my God! Oh my God! This is so cool! 1127 00:48:32,659 --> 00:48:33,785 [Kim] Oh my God! 1128 00:48:34,328 --> 00:48:35,412 [Tim] What do you think? 1129 00:48:35,495 --> 00:48:36,872 [Melody] Daddy! 1130 00:48:36,955 --> 00:48:38,707 [laughing] 1131 00:48:39,207 --> 00:48:40,834 It's beautiful! 1132 00:48:41,793 --> 00:48:44,004 -Y'all wanna check out Doody's room? -[women] Yes. 1133 00:48:44,963 --> 00:48:46,381 -Hey. -Doodlebug! 1134 00:48:46,465 --> 00:48:47,841 Look who's… Look who's home? 1135 00:48:47,925 --> 00:48:49,217 -Dood! -Doody. 1136 00:48:50,886 --> 00:48:54,389 [Melody] Are you freaking kidding me? Are you living in luxury right now? 1137 00:48:55,015 --> 00:48:56,975 [Tim] Check out the bed. Brand-new bed. 1138 00:48:57,059 --> 00:48:59,311 [Kim] He looks like he's sleeping on a cloud now. 1139 00:48:59,394 --> 00:49:02,397 -[Tim] You like it, man? -[Melody] Give him a Gene Simmons tongue. 1140 00:49:02,481 --> 00:49:04,900 -Yeah! -Oh, yeah. Yay! 1141 00:49:05,400 --> 00:49:06,568 [Melody laughs] 1142 00:49:06,652 --> 00:49:08,278 [Tim] You got my KISS shirt on, man. 1143 00:49:08,362 --> 00:49:10,113 I think we're… I guess I'm gonna give you 1144 00:49:10,197 --> 00:49:12,616 some of my KISS shirts now, since I gotta wear the-- 1145 00:49:12,699 --> 00:49:15,410 -[Lilly] Yeah! -[Melody laughs] 1146 00:49:16,995 --> 00:49:19,873 [Tim] Let's let him rest, 'cause he looks like he needs it. 1147 00:49:21,291 --> 00:49:24,586 You guys want to come in here? I got some food. Have a seat. 1148 00:49:24,670 --> 00:49:26,171 [Lilly] It's beautiful in here. 1149 00:49:26,254 --> 00:49:29,549 -Take some soup. -[gasps] Ooh! 1150 00:49:29,633 --> 00:49:31,301 That looks delicious. 1151 00:49:33,345 --> 00:49:34,596 -Mmm. -[Lilly] It's good. 1152 00:49:34,680 --> 00:49:35,806 Oh my gosh. 1153 00:49:35,889 --> 00:49:37,182 That's delicious. 1154 00:49:37,265 --> 00:49:40,310 While we're all sitting around here, I got some things written down here 1155 00:49:40,394 --> 00:49:42,062 that Karamo and I talked about. 1156 00:49:42,145 --> 00:49:43,730 He wanted me to make a list. 1157 00:49:43,814 --> 00:49:46,692 Try to get me on the right page, so to speak. 1158 00:49:46,775 --> 00:49:49,152 Okay, I gotta think about things that I've done 1159 00:49:49,236 --> 00:49:51,363 that I feel like I've won at in life. 1160 00:49:51,905 --> 00:49:52,823 You two guys. 1161 00:49:53,615 --> 00:49:56,827 You know, keeping my brother comfortable has been quite a chore, 1162 00:49:56,910 --> 00:49:58,787 and I think I did a pretty good job of it. 1163 00:49:58,870 --> 00:50:01,123 -You did a great job. -[Tim] Yeah. 1164 00:50:01,206 --> 00:50:03,583 I'mma tell you guys some things I deserve. 1165 00:50:04,292 --> 00:50:06,128 It was kind of hard to come up with these, 1166 00:50:06,211 --> 00:50:07,754 because of the way I am. 1167 00:50:08,964 --> 00:50:11,258 But, um, I worked at it. And I got 'em. 1168 00:50:11,842 --> 00:50:14,219 Um, I think I deserve to be happy. 1169 00:50:14,302 --> 00:50:16,138 -Yes. Yes. -Yes. 1170 00:50:17,973 --> 00:50:20,308 Um, I deserve the love of others, 1171 00:50:20,392 --> 00:50:23,437 which, you know… that's hard. 1172 00:50:24,646 --> 00:50:26,440 Uh, that's a hard one. 1173 00:50:28,108 --> 00:50:31,403 I deserve some time for myself. I gotta start carving that out, you know? 1174 00:50:31,486 --> 00:50:33,363 -[Melody] Mm-hmm. -[Kim] Yes. 1175 00:50:33,447 --> 00:50:35,574 That's gonna really help my mind. 1176 00:50:35,657 --> 00:50:38,118 Get me out of here. Get me out of the funk, you know? 1177 00:50:38,201 --> 00:50:40,037 Get me… thinking clear. 1178 00:50:41,163 --> 00:50:43,790 I want to start trying to have a life outside of my house. 1179 00:50:43,874 --> 00:50:47,210 I think I deserve to keep trying to get out and meet some folks. 1180 00:50:47,294 --> 00:50:48,211 [Melody] Yeah. 1181 00:50:49,171 --> 00:50:52,841 Last but not least, I deserve to rock out with my… [beep] …out. 1182 00:50:52,924 --> 00:50:54,926 -[laughing] -[Tim] You know what I'm saying? 1183 00:50:55,886 --> 00:50:57,137 Not expecting that one. 1184 00:50:57,220 --> 00:51:00,807 Hey. You know me. I gotta come out of left field somewhere. 1185 00:51:02,893 --> 00:51:06,146 -[Melody] Give me a hug, Dad. -[Tim] Thank you, Melody. 1186 00:51:06,229 --> 00:51:08,607 [Melody] I love you so much. You deserve it all. 1187 00:51:09,608 --> 00:51:12,986 -[Kim] I love you. I'm so proud of you. -[Tim] Thank you, Kim. 1188 00:51:14,446 --> 00:51:15,405 -Hey, baby. -[Lilly] Hey. 1189 00:51:16,907 --> 00:51:19,076 I'm gonna be doing better now, so… 1190 00:51:20,202 --> 00:51:21,912 A lot more laughing to go. 1191 00:51:21,995 --> 00:51:23,121 [Melody laughs] 1192 00:51:23,205 --> 00:51:26,374 I mean, we're gonna have to hit the road here and get to the showing of… 1193 00:51:26,458 --> 00:51:28,710 -The exhibition! Yes! -…of my goodies! 1194 00:51:29,294 --> 00:51:30,962 [Lilly] Let's go see your collection! 1195 00:51:31,046 --> 00:51:32,923 [heavy metal music playing] 1196 00:51:45,310 --> 00:51:47,062 ♪ Ha, ha, ha… ♪ 1197 00:51:47,145 --> 00:51:47,979 Oh my God. 1198 00:51:48,480 --> 00:51:49,940 -Yes. [laughs] -[Kim] Nice. 1199 00:51:51,274 --> 00:51:52,317 Oh. 1200 00:51:53,860 --> 00:51:54,694 Wow. 1201 00:51:57,739 --> 00:51:59,616 -Oh my gosh. -That's what I made. 1202 00:51:59,699 --> 00:52:00,700 [Kim] That's awesome. 1203 00:52:00,784 --> 00:52:02,160 -[Lilly] You made the-- -[Kim] Wow! 1204 00:52:02,244 --> 00:52:03,703 -Yeah, I made all that. -Wow! 1205 00:52:03,787 --> 00:52:06,456 With Tim and his love of all things KISS, 1206 00:52:06,540 --> 00:52:09,209 for now, it's all been within the walls of his home. 1207 00:52:09,793 --> 00:52:11,586 For him to put himself out there in the world 1208 00:52:11,670 --> 00:52:13,088 and share his passion with others… 1209 00:52:13,171 --> 00:52:14,798 Are the boots your favorite? 1210 00:52:14,881 --> 00:52:17,217 [Tim] Yeah. Yeah, definitely. I used to wear those. 1211 00:52:17,300 --> 00:52:18,885 I had a lot of good times in those boots. 1212 00:52:18,969 --> 00:52:22,097 It's a way of connecting with others, a way of letting other people in. 1213 00:52:22,180 --> 00:52:25,684 -How many times have you seen KISS? -Forty-five. Forty-five. Yeah. 1214 00:52:25,767 --> 00:52:27,811 I think it'll make him a little less lonely. 1215 00:52:30,313 --> 00:52:33,275 My only hope is that Tim continues to be vulnerable 1216 00:52:33,358 --> 00:52:36,486 and put himself out there to continue to find joy in his life. 1217 00:52:37,279 --> 00:52:41,158 He deserves to be happy, and he deserves to continue living. 1218 00:52:41,241 --> 00:52:43,285 And this is the first step on that journey. 1219 00:52:43,368 --> 00:52:44,911 -This is awesome. -Thank you. 1220 00:52:44,995 --> 00:52:46,955 I'm glad that you got this to happen for you. 1221 00:52:47,038 --> 00:52:49,749 Nothing like I've ever… would ever think would happen to me. 1222 00:52:49,833 --> 00:52:53,795 When I think about how sweet Tim is and what a hard worker he is 1223 00:52:53,879 --> 00:52:55,964 and what an all-around good person, 1224 00:52:56,047 --> 00:52:59,926 good brother, good dad, good human… 1225 00:53:00,010 --> 00:53:01,803 -[Lilly] I'm proud of you. -Thank you, baby. 1226 00:53:01,887 --> 00:53:03,847 I hope this is a love letter to caretakers. 1227 00:53:03,930 --> 00:53:06,641 And so if you can, like, show somebody a little love, 1228 00:53:06,725 --> 00:53:08,727 let Tim's story be a reminder for you to do that. 1229 00:53:08,810 --> 00:53:10,979 [Lilly] You deserve it. You deserve it. 1230 00:53:11,062 --> 00:53:13,356 ♪ Na, na, na, na, na, wow! ♪ 1231 00:53:13,857 --> 00:53:15,859 [curious music playing] 1232 00:53:19,362 --> 00:53:21,281 Ever wondered who should take the selfie? 1233 00:53:21,364 --> 00:53:22,574 The most artistic one! 1234 00:53:22,657 --> 00:53:24,367 -The one with the best-- -No. 1235 00:53:25,076 --> 00:53:26,411 -No. -Hairdressers! 1236 00:53:26,494 --> 00:53:28,163 -[Antoni] Definitely not me. -Is it me? 1237 00:53:28,246 --> 00:53:30,081 The one who knows how to find the emotion. 1238 00:53:30,165 --> 00:53:31,917 -No, Karamo! -The one with the best-- 1239 00:53:32,000 --> 00:53:34,961 Stop! Stop! It's the one with the longest arm. 1240 00:53:35,045 --> 00:53:36,546 -Know what I always wondered? -What? 1241 00:53:36,630 --> 00:53:37,923 [Jonathan] Whose is longest? 1242 00:53:38,006 --> 00:53:40,258 [suspenseful music playing] 1243 00:53:42,344 --> 00:53:44,137 -It's you. -Yeah! 1244 00:53:44,221 --> 00:53:46,181 The one with the longest arm. Go! 1245 00:53:46,264 --> 00:53:48,183 I knew my arms would come in handy. 1246 00:53:48,266 --> 00:53:50,685 -Say, "Cheese." -[Jonathan] Cheese. 1247 00:53:50,769 --> 00:53:52,187 [Tan] Gorge! You got it. 1248 00:53:52,687 --> 00:53:54,689 [heavy metal music playing] 1249 00:54:04,991 --> 00:54:06,618 ♪ Lets me tell you now ♪ 1250 00:54:12,207 --> 00:54:13,041 ♪ Wow! ♪ 1251 00:54:13,124 --> 00:54:16,044 ♪ I walk in from the pouring rain ♪ 1252 00:54:16,127 --> 00:54:18,838 ♪ To the neon light on the stage ♪ 1253 00:54:20,257 --> 00:54:22,842 ♪ You were there In your snakeskin boots ♪ 1254 00:54:22,926 --> 00:54:25,845 ♪ With that dangerous look on your face ♪ 1255 00:54:26,972 --> 00:54:29,766 ♪ They on you What you wanted to do ♪ 1256 00:54:29,849 --> 00:54:32,102 ♪ But you didn't tell me the score ♪ 1257 00:54:32,185 --> 00:54:33,019 ♪ Oh no ♪ 1258 00:54:33,728 --> 00:54:36,690 ♪ I had a chance, I couldn't escape ♪ 1259 00:54:36,773 --> 00:54:39,484 ♪ Now I keep coming back for more ♪ 1260 00:54:40,568 --> 00:54:41,778 ♪ I shouldn't run ♪ 1261 00:54:41,861 --> 00:54:43,405 ♪ Was bitter now ♪ 1262 00:54:43,488 --> 00:54:45,240 ♪ I'm blind ♪ 1263 00:54:45,740 --> 00:54:48,285 ♪Snakeskin seduction ♪ 1264 00:54:48,785 --> 00:54:50,370 ♪ You're out of control ♪ 1265 00:54:50,453 --> 00:54:52,706 ♪ Make me come alive ♪ 1266 00:54:52,789 --> 00:54:55,041 ♪ Snakeskin seduction ♪ 1267 00:54:55,125 --> 00:54:57,252 ♪ You make my blood run cold ♪ 1268 00:54:57,335 --> 00:54:59,587 ♪ While you blow my mind ♪ 1269 00:54:59,671 --> 00:55:02,299 ♪ Snakeskin seduction ♪ 1270 00:55:09,556 --> 00:55:10,974 ♪ Snakeskin ♪ 1271 00:55:12,934 --> 00:55:14,019 ♪ Snakeskin ♪ 1272 00:55:16,354 --> 00:55:19,149 ♪ Snakeskin seduction ♪