1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:04,713 --> 00:00:07,590 FOOTSTEPS IN THE DISTANCE 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:13,596 --> 00:00:15,265 GENTLE STREET BUZZ 5 00:00:26,317 --> 00:00:27,944 DOOR SHUTS IN THE DISTANCE 6 00:00:28,027 --> 00:00:29,070 STREET BUZZ STOPS 7 00:00:42,125 --> 00:00:44,878 MYSTERIOUS MUSIC 8 00:01:15,492 --> 00:01:17,452 MUSIC CONTINUES 9 00:01:22,457 --> 00:01:23,666 METAL CLINKS 10 00:01:27,003 --> 00:01:29,631 MUSIC INTENSIFIES 11 00:01:31,966 --> 00:01:34,010 LIGHT SWITCH CLICKS UPBEAT SYNTH SONG 12 00:01:46,064 --> 00:01:48,983 ♪ Hurry up It's the final call 13 00:01:49,400 --> 00:01:52,570 ♪ It's no opportunity at all 14 00:01:52,654 --> 00:01:55,824 ♪ Just a functional decree 15 00:01:55,907 --> 00:01:58,618 ♪ That will get our life from A to... 16 00:01:58,701 --> 00:02:01,746 ♪ Being alone while not living alone 17 00:02:02,038 --> 00:02:04,999 ♪ Living alone but not being alone 18 00:02:05,333 --> 00:02:08,711 ♪ Coping not living And living to cope 19 00:02:08,795 --> 00:02:11,881 ♪ Hoping not living And living to hope 20 00:02:12,382 --> 00:02:17,720 ♪ All aboard, all aboard If you're not on, we're gone 21 00:02:25,770 --> 00:02:28,940 ♪ There's a heartbeat of the mind 22 00:02:29,023 --> 00:02:32,527 ♪ It's about friendship and being kind 23 00:02:32,610 --> 00:02:35,113 ♪ As we make our way through time 24 00:02:35,196 --> 00:02:37,657 ♪ these are threads that hide beneath 25 00:02:37,740 --> 00:02:43,329 ♪ In layer upon layer, upon layer, Upon layer, upon layer 26 00:02:43,413 --> 00:02:45,206 ♪ Time dissolves (my mind) 27 00:02:45,290 --> 00:02:50,211 ♪ Layer upon layer, upon layer, Upon layer, upon layer 28 00:02:50,295 --> 00:02:51,796 ♪ Time dissolves 29 00:02:51,880 --> 00:02:55,008 ♪ Being alone while not living alone 30 00:02:55,091 --> 00:02:58,261 ♪ Living alone while not being alone 31 00:02:58,344 --> 00:03:01,431 ♪ Coping not living And living to cope 32 00:03:01,764 --> 00:03:05,018 ♪ Hoping not living And living to hope 33 00:03:05,101 --> 00:03:09,939 ♪ Layer upon layer, upon layer, Upon layer, upon layer 34 00:03:10,023 --> 00:03:12,025 ♪ Time dissolves (my mind) 35 00:03:12,108 --> 00:03:16,195 ♪ Layer upon layer, upon layer, Upon layer, upon layer 36 00:03:16,279 --> 00:03:18,781 ♪ Time dissolves my mind 37 00:03:29,959 --> 00:03:32,211 FERRY ANNOUNCEMENT TONE RINGS 38 00:03:32,295 --> 00:03:34,714 WOMAN'S VOICE: You've been travelling with City Ferries. 39 00:03:34,797 --> 00:03:35,924 Thank you. 40 00:03:40,094 --> 00:03:42,138 MUSIC SOFTENS 41 00:03:42,805 --> 00:03:45,683 SARAH: It's my husband, Joe, he's missing. 42 00:03:46,100 --> 00:03:47,727 MAN ON THE PHONE: Missing? 43 00:03:47,810 --> 00:03:50,396 - Since when? - No... I don't mean... 44 00:03:50,813 --> 00:03:52,899 missing missing . I just mean... 45 00:03:53,816 --> 00:03:55,068 Where are you? 46 00:03:55,526 --> 00:03:57,070 Nothing makes sense. 47 00:03:58,112 --> 00:03:59,072 Okay. 48 00:03:59,155 --> 00:04:00,615 SONG FADES OUT 49 00:04:00,698 --> 00:04:03,076 We're just drifting, we're unmoored. 50 00:04:04,535 --> 00:04:05,578 Excuse me 51 00:04:06,287 --> 00:04:08,665 - Are you in trouble, caller? - Yes. 52 00:04:09,457 --> 00:04:10,917 I am. 53 00:04:11,000 --> 00:04:13,169 Yeah, I could really do with some help here. 54 00:04:13,252 --> 00:04:14,921 - I'm listening... - JOE: Sarah? 55 00:04:15,004 --> 00:04:16,839 MAN ON THE PHONE: Hello? 56 00:04:16,923 --> 00:04:19,509 [SARAH SOBS] JOE: Hey beautiful, what are you doing? 57 00:04:19,592 --> 00:04:21,010 SARAH: Go to bed, Joe. 58 00:04:22,011 --> 00:04:23,721 - What's wrong? - SOFTLY: Nothing. 59 00:04:23,805 --> 00:04:26,140 LOUDER: Nothing, I was just... 60 00:04:27,725 --> 00:04:28,977 LOUD EXHALE 61 00:04:30,186 --> 00:04:31,187 JOE: What? 62 00:04:36,567 --> 00:04:39,112 JOE: Easy, tiger. [SARAH LAUGHS] 63 00:04:44,367 --> 00:04:45,994 - It's late. - Is it? 64 00:04:46,661 --> 00:04:48,037 - Yeah. - Yeah. 65 00:04:49,706 --> 00:04:50,957 Okay. 66 00:04:53,084 --> 00:04:54,877 FRIDGE HUMS 67 00:05:02,385 --> 00:05:04,053 FRIDGE HUMS LOUDLY 68 00:05:05,221 --> 00:05:06,222 HE YAWNS 69 00:05:06,723 --> 00:05:08,307 DOG BARKS IN THE DISTANCE 70 00:05:12,311 --> 00:05:14,856 ELECTRIC CLICK FRIDGE HUM QUIETENS DOWN 71 00:05:14,939 --> 00:05:17,233 POLICE SIREN IN THE DISTANCE 72 00:05:20,486 --> 00:05:21,779 What are you doing? 73 00:05:22,739 --> 00:05:24,157 Oh, it's late, isn't it? 74 00:05:24,699 --> 00:05:26,284 - Yeah. - Yeah, we should... 75 00:05:26,701 --> 00:05:28,244 We should probably go to bed. 76 00:05:28,578 --> 00:05:29,787 Come to bed. 77 00:05:35,168 --> 00:05:36,294 Come to bed! 78 00:05:40,923 --> 00:05:44,635 GENTLE GUITAR MUSIC 79 00:05:48,264 --> 00:05:49,307 WATER RUNS 80 00:05:55,229 --> 00:05:56,272 WATER CUTS 81 00:06:17,293 --> 00:06:18,961 MUSIC CONTINUES 82 00:06:26,844 --> 00:06:28,096 Good morning. 83 00:06:28,930 --> 00:06:30,098 TONI SIGHS HAPPILY 84 00:06:30,431 --> 00:06:32,975 Good morning to you. [GWEN GASPS SOFTLY] 85 00:06:33,810 --> 00:06:35,686 You smell nice. 86 00:06:37,814 --> 00:06:38,815 It's me. 87 00:06:39,148 --> 00:06:41,651 Yeah, I know. I know... 88 00:06:58,167 --> 00:06:59,585 Shh. 89 00:07:00,253 --> 00:07:02,755 WHISPERS: Listen, listen. Gwen. 90 00:07:03,422 --> 00:07:05,174 Shh, shh. Gwen. 91 00:07:05,508 --> 00:07:06,592 Please, listen. 92 00:07:07,468 --> 00:07:09,428 [TONI SIGHS] GWEN: What happened? 93 00:07:09,512 --> 00:07:11,347 It's me, it's Toni. 94 00:07:11,639 --> 00:07:13,015 I'm your partner, [MUSIC ENDS] 95 00:07:13,099 --> 00:07:14,851 and always have been. 96 00:07:15,643 --> 00:07:16,853 I love you. 97 00:07:17,270 --> 00:07:18,312 You're different. 98 00:07:19,105 --> 00:07:20,773 [TONI SIGHS] You've changed. 99 00:07:20,857 --> 00:07:22,108 I know. 100 00:07:22,191 --> 00:07:24,694 Please, Gwen. You know me. 101 00:07:26,237 --> 00:07:27,864 - Everything you know... - No. 102 00:07:27,947 --> 00:07:29,907 Everything you know has changed. 103 00:07:29,991 --> 00:07:31,742 GWEN: What are you doing? 104 00:07:32,577 --> 00:07:33,870 Time has passed. 105 00:07:35,329 --> 00:07:37,415 I'm still here. This is our house. 106 00:07:38,624 --> 00:07:40,918 Isn't it? It's our house. 107 00:07:42,670 --> 00:07:43,629 Go and see. 108 00:07:43,713 --> 00:07:45,256 UPBEAT SONG 109 00:07:45,339 --> 00:07:47,091 [JOE SINGS ALONG] ♪ The ones that crooks took 110 00:07:47,175 --> 00:07:49,260 ♪ when life collapsed ♪ 111 00:07:49,844 --> 00:07:51,179 There she is. 112 00:07:51,262 --> 00:07:53,472 Hey babe, do you need me, or...? 113 00:07:53,556 --> 00:07:54,640 SONG CONTINUES 114 00:07:54,724 --> 00:07:56,851 Mm. Baby, baby, baby, baby. 115 00:07:56,934 --> 00:07:58,352 BOTH MOAN 116 00:07:58,436 --> 00:08:00,855 - What do you want? - Get me my robe, please. 117 00:08:03,316 --> 00:08:06,485 SARAH LAUGHS JOE HUMS ALONG TO THE MUSIC 118 00:08:09,906 --> 00:08:11,240 SARAH GASPS 119 00:08:12,033 --> 00:08:13,242 SARAH EXHALES 120 00:08:14,660 --> 00:08:17,455 MUSIC DISTORTS 121 00:08:20,082 --> 00:08:21,792 MUSIC GOES BACK TO NORMAL 122 00:08:22,501 --> 00:08:25,213 - You're looking very tired. - That's because I am. 123 00:08:25,504 --> 00:08:28,007 - Hope you're not ill. - No, it's just... 124 00:08:28,716 --> 00:08:31,552 I don't know, alcohol poisoning from my work do. 125 00:08:31,636 --> 00:08:32,678 Why wasn't I invited? 126 00:08:33,095 --> 00:08:36,557 Oh... I'm sorry, are you an archaeologist? 127 00:08:36,641 --> 00:08:38,017 No. 128 00:08:38,100 --> 00:08:39,602 Can you hold your own in a conversation 129 00:08:39,685 --> 00:08:41,854 about the Klasies river mouth in Southern Africa 130 00:08:41,938 --> 00:08:44,815 from thousands of years ago and what they discovered there? 131 00:08:44,899 --> 00:08:46,150 - No. - Well, 132 00:08:46,234 --> 00:08:47,860 if you can't make small talk 133 00:08:47,944 --> 00:08:50,363 about the funeral rites of our predecessors over canapés, 134 00:08:50,446 --> 00:08:52,114 then you're not invited. 135 00:08:52,907 --> 00:08:54,116 SARAH: Sorry! 136 00:08:57,578 --> 00:09:00,206 - You look very tired. - You said. 137 00:09:03,960 --> 00:09:05,002 You feeling okay? 138 00:09:05,378 --> 00:09:07,421 Nothing an early night won't cure. 139 00:09:10,925 --> 00:09:13,177 MUSIC CONTINUES IN BACKGROUND 140 00:09:16,764 --> 00:09:17,807 What's for lunch? 141 00:09:18,641 --> 00:09:20,810 Babe, you just had bacon and eggs. 142 00:09:21,936 --> 00:09:23,813 You're putting on a bit of weight. 143 00:09:27,984 --> 00:09:30,027 IN FUNNY VOICE: Fattyyy! 144 00:09:30,111 --> 00:09:32,405 Fatty fatty boom boom! 145 00:09:32,488 --> 00:09:33,447 HE LAUGHS 146 00:09:33,531 --> 00:09:36,200 MUSIC BECOMES LOUDER 147 00:09:41,747 --> 00:09:43,207 We still have music. 148 00:09:43,291 --> 00:09:45,751 I would hope so, it's my job. [MUSIC ENDS] 149 00:09:46,377 --> 00:09:50,006 - I no longer design houses. - Oh. 150 00:09:50,089 --> 00:09:53,009 Yes, it was just easier to stop. 151 00:09:54,385 --> 00:09:57,596 I held on long as I could after the accident. 152 00:09:58,514 --> 00:09:59,557 The accident? 153 00:09:59,640 --> 00:10:01,058 Yes. 154 00:10:01,851 --> 00:10:04,603 Um... I had a few clients. 155 00:10:06,856 --> 00:10:08,065 But then... 156 00:10:09,984 --> 00:10:12,028 Then I stopped. Careful. 157 00:10:16,574 --> 00:10:17,616 TONI: Okay. 158 00:10:22,705 --> 00:10:24,874 How long have we been doing this? 159 00:10:27,960 --> 00:10:29,378 Nearly fifteen years. 160 00:10:31,422 --> 00:10:32,465 Why? 161 00:10:33,049 --> 00:10:35,051 DRAMATIC MUSIC 162 00:10:37,053 --> 00:10:38,304 GWEN GASPS QUIETLY 163 00:10:43,059 --> 00:10:44,477 CHEERY PIANO MUSIC 164 00:10:44,560 --> 00:10:46,062 GENTLE STREET BUZZ 165 00:10:52,902 --> 00:10:54,195 JENNY: You're late. 166 00:10:54,779 --> 00:10:55,988 Who are the kiddy-winks? 167 00:10:56,405 --> 00:10:58,240 Really? [THEY LAUGH SOFTLY] 168 00:10:58,783 --> 00:11:00,076 Community interaction. 169 00:11:00,659 --> 00:11:03,329 Part of our new funding drive, we need money. 170 00:11:03,913 --> 00:11:05,164 I need my time. 171 00:11:05,581 --> 00:11:08,626 Oh, come on! I promised them they could meet a genius. 172 00:11:09,710 --> 00:11:10,795 I guess you'll do. 173 00:11:11,128 --> 00:11:12,838 - Hilarious. - And annoying. 174 00:11:12,922 --> 00:11:13,923 DR FALMER: Mh-hm. 175 00:11:14,382 --> 00:11:16,550 C'mon, chop chop chop. Have fun! 176 00:11:19,929 --> 00:11:21,597 MUSIC CONTINUES 177 00:11:43,285 --> 00:11:45,621 - Morning Moses. - Morning Dr Falmer. 178 00:11:45,704 --> 00:11:47,206 TEENAGERS: Morning. 179 00:11:47,289 --> 00:11:48,582 - Hope you have a good one. 180 00:11:48,666 --> 00:11:50,167 You'll help me herd the ducklings. 181 00:11:50,251 --> 00:11:52,545 Come on. [MOSES LAUGHS] 182 00:11:52,628 --> 00:11:54,713 Put your brain through a windscreen 183 00:11:54,797 --> 00:11:56,215 at forty miles an hour, 184 00:11:56,298 --> 00:11:58,384 or drop it fifteen feet down a ladder 185 00:11:58,467 --> 00:12:00,803 and life becomes a lottery. 186 00:12:01,387 --> 00:12:03,472 You may or may not remember things. 187 00:12:04,098 --> 00:12:06,100 That theme tune from a kid's TV show; 188 00:12:06,183 --> 00:12:08,352 the taste and sensations of your first kiss. 189 00:12:08,811 --> 00:12:11,564 The insult your sister gave you and then forgot, 190 00:12:11,647 --> 00:12:14,650 but which has plagued you some mornings at 2:30am, 191 00:12:15,234 --> 00:12:18,320 and has done ever since you were twenty. 192 00:12:20,322 --> 00:12:22,825 - GIRL: Oh, she's so young. - BOY: No way. 193 00:12:22,908 --> 00:12:26,078 It's remarkable what that kilo and a half blob 194 00:12:26,162 --> 00:12:28,247 at the top of your neck files away. 195 00:12:31,584 --> 00:12:33,752 JOE: How many grandchildren are we gonna have? 196 00:12:33,836 --> 00:12:36,338 [GENTLE SONG IN THE BACKGROUND] Grandchildren? 197 00:12:36,422 --> 00:12:39,175 Babe, we haven't even spoken about children yet. 198 00:12:39,258 --> 00:12:40,926 Simple enough: 199 00:12:41,010 --> 00:12:43,345 how many grandkids are we gonna have? Three? A dozen? One? 200 00:12:44,597 --> 00:12:46,223 - I don't know. - Tell me. 201 00:12:48,142 --> 00:12:50,144 Um, I can't answer that! 202 00:12:50,561 --> 00:12:51,687 Well, try. 203 00:12:52,855 --> 00:12:55,316 Seven! Three boys and four girls. 204 00:12:56,066 --> 00:12:59,236 And one of them, unfortunately, is red-headed, so... 205 00:12:59,820 --> 00:13:01,280 we keep them in the basement... 206 00:13:01,363 --> 00:13:02,531 Don't take the piss. 207 00:13:10,706 --> 00:13:11,749 MUSIC CONTINUES 208 00:13:14,710 --> 00:13:16,462 MUSIC DISTORTS 209 00:13:20,090 --> 00:13:22,718 MUSIC CLIMAXES AND FADES OUT 210 00:13:26,222 --> 00:13:29,642 ENERGETIC SONG PLAYS IN THE BACKGROUND 211 00:13:30,809 --> 00:13:31,852 SARAH: Oh. 212 00:13:35,064 --> 00:13:37,274 - You feeling okay? - I'm fine! 213 00:13:38,192 --> 00:13:40,236 I swear I can actually see you ageing. 214 00:13:41,195 --> 00:13:43,572 - Let's go to brunch. - Getting old before your time. 215 00:13:43,656 --> 00:13:46,242 - I'm getting ready. - You feeling okay? 216 00:13:46,825 --> 00:13:49,161 Let's go to that trendy café with coffees 217 00:13:49,245 --> 00:13:50,496 and tattoos, you know? 218 00:13:50,579 --> 00:13:52,122 - What's wrong, tell me. - Yeah? 219 00:13:52,206 --> 00:13:53,749 - You feeling okay? - I'm fine Joe! 220 00:13:53,832 --> 00:13:55,584 - What's wrong? - I'm not ill! 221 00:13:55,668 --> 00:13:57,711 I'm just getting older! Okay? 222 00:13:57,795 --> 00:14:00,381 - You are looking older. - Cos I am older! 223 00:14:01,090 --> 00:14:02,341 SHOUTS: How? 224 00:14:03,509 --> 00:14:05,678 SONG CONTINUES QUIETLY 225 00:14:06,136 --> 00:14:07,346 HEAVY EXHALE 226 00:14:08,722 --> 00:14:11,433 DR FALMER: Following a traumatic brain injury, 227 00:14:11,809 --> 00:14:13,936 you might not recognise your mother. 228 00:14:14,645 --> 00:14:17,773 Or recall who was in the room with you two minutes ago. 229 00:14:20,150 --> 00:14:23,779 You might suddenly decide the word for "table" is "antelope". 230 00:14:24,238 --> 00:14:27,324 You might not talk at all; never come round from coma; 231 00:14:27,408 --> 00:14:29,535 or come round aggressive and abusive, 232 00:14:29,618 --> 00:14:31,287 speaking only in Latin, 233 00:14:31,370 --> 00:14:33,205 or humming the theme tune to a kid's TV show 234 00:14:33,289 --> 00:14:35,124 over and over again. 235 00:14:35,791 --> 00:14:38,711 In some rare cases you may even have been improved. 236 00:14:39,420 --> 00:14:41,880 Alright guys, come on, straight through. 237 00:14:42,923 --> 00:14:44,633 CHATTER 238 00:14:45,175 --> 00:14:46,635 DR FALMER: One thing is for sure. 239 00:14:47,136 --> 00:14:50,806 Your old self, the premorbid self, will have gone, 240 00:14:51,557 --> 00:14:53,976 and the new you will have come into being. 241 00:14:54,310 --> 00:14:57,146 Same person, but with new frontal lobes 242 00:14:57,229 --> 00:15:01,191 and therefore, potentially, a brand new personality to match. 243 00:15:01,275 --> 00:15:03,277 Um... It's two minutes past, Doctor. 244 00:15:03,652 --> 00:15:06,196 - WHISPERS: Was it good? - Bit indulgent. 245 00:15:06,780 --> 00:15:09,867 Welcome to the Open Field TBI Hospital, you have met Jenny, 246 00:15:09,950 --> 00:15:13,245 if I don't have the answers you need, she does. Questions? 247 00:15:14,496 --> 00:15:16,415 Excellent! Bye! 248 00:15:16,832 --> 00:15:17,916 Clinic. 249 00:15:18,000 --> 00:15:19,793 MELANCHOLIC PIANO AND CELLO MUSIC 250 00:15:24,173 --> 00:15:25,549 CLAY PIECES CLATTER 251 00:15:30,804 --> 00:15:31,847 DOOR OPENS 252 00:15:33,098 --> 00:15:34,350 DOOR CLOSES 253 00:16:04,421 --> 00:16:07,383 CHILDREN PLAYING MUSIC CONTINUES 254 00:16:09,510 --> 00:16:10,969 JOE, MUMBLES: Oh my God. 255 00:16:13,055 --> 00:16:14,306 HE LAUGHS 256 00:16:15,099 --> 00:16:15,974 MUSIC FADES OUT 257 00:16:19,311 --> 00:16:20,521 Oi! 258 00:16:21,063 --> 00:16:22,064 What you doing? 259 00:16:22,481 --> 00:16:24,149 Who let you give my kid a doughnut? 260 00:16:24,233 --> 00:16:25,609 It's fine, I've got loads. 261 00:16:25,693 --> 00:16:27,653 - Don't eat food from strangers! - JOE: Hey! 262 00:16:27,736 --> 00:16:29,947 - What's wrong with you? - That was a nice one! 263 00:16:30,030 --> 00:16:32,408 I dropped... I'm sorry, I don't mind sharing 264 00:16:32,491 --> 00:16:34,076 - I'm fine, c'mon take another one, pal. - 265 00:16:34,159 --> 00:16:35,577 No! 266 00:16:35,661 --> 00:16:37,329 - Don't go around giving food! - It's okay. 267 00:16:37,413 --> 00:16:39,957 - You on drugs? - SARAH: Stop doing that! 268 00:16:40,040 --> 00:16:42,626 It's okay, okay? You don't understand. 269 00:16:42,710 --> 00:16:44,169 He shouldn't be allowed out! 270 00:16:44,253 --> 00:16:46,964 I understand! Taking the piss, talking to kids! 271 00:16:47,047 --> 00:16:49,508 No! it's not like that. He loves kids! 272 00:16:49,591 --> 00:16:51,468 Oh, I bet he does! [PHONE RINGS] 273 00:16:51,552 --> 00:16:54,388 - SARAH: Oi! You can't do that! - Oh no? 274 00:16:54,763 --> 00:16:57,474 This is an invasion of privacy, you have no right! 275 00:16:57,558 --> 00:17:00,144 I've every right to protect my child, yeah? 276 00:17:00,602 --> 00:17:02,020 You can delete that, I mean it! 277 00:17:02,104 --> 00:17:03,856 - JOE: Stop it. - SARAH: Delete it! 278 00:17:03,939 --> 00:17:06,567 - I've both of you now. - What you looking at? 279 00:17:07,276 --> 00:17:08,527 In fact... 280 00:17:08,610 --> 00:17:09,862 Wait, so you're filming now, are you? 281 00:17:09,945 --> 00:17:11,822 - Yeah, I need proof! - Of what? 282 00:17:11,905 --> 00:17:12,948 We're people! 283 00:17:13,532 --> 00:17:16,326 - We're just peop... - Let go you bitch! 284 00:17:17,035 --> 00:17:19,371 JOE: It's okay, let's move. [CAR HORN] 285 00:17:19,455 --> 00:17:21,540 - Leave her alone, okay? - Fuck off! 286 00:17:21,623 --> 00:17:23,375 Look at this crazy woman, 287 00:17:23,459 --> 00:17:24,960 attacking me in front of my child! 288 00:17:25,043 --> 00:17:26,628 DRIVER: You crazy bitch! 289 00:17:28,005 --> 00:17:29,214 - What gives you the right to judge? 290 00:17:29,298 --> 00:17:30,340 Shut up! 291 00:17:30,966 --> 00:17:34,595 WHISPERS: Sarah, come on. [CHATTER] 292 00:17:34,678 --> 00:17:36,638 - JOE: Sarah. - SARAH: Fuck off! 293 00:17:36,722 --> 00:17:38,348 JOE: Hey, hey! [CHATTER] 294 00:17:38,640 --> 00:17:39,767 Hey, come on. 295 00:17:40,142 --> 00:17:42,478 That was fucking brilliant! [HE LAUGHS] 296 00:17:43,020 --> 00:17:46,273 Babe? You cannot go around with your grinning, 297 00:17:46,356 --> 00:17:49,359 saying weird jokes and talking to random people. 298 00:17:49,443 --> 00:17:50,778 You can't do that. 299 00:17:50,861 --> 00:17:52,696 Don't smile or laugh, people'll think 300 00:17:52,780 --> 00:17:56,325 - something's wrong with you. - Well, there is, okay? 301 00:17:56,992 --> 00:17:58,035 There is. 302 00:17:58,952 --> 00:18:02,164 - You're disinhibited. - Good. 303 00:18:02,539 --> 00:18:03,832 Let's go to bed then. 304 00:18:11,757 --> 00:18:13,008 You got doughnuts. 305 00:18:14,802 --> 00:18:15,677 Nice. 306 00:18:16,345 --> 00:18:18,764 DR FALMER: Thirty years ago, ninety percent of patients 307 00:18:18,847 --> 00:18:21,266 with traumatic brain injury didn't survive, 308 00:18:21,350 --> 00:18:22,643 and now ninety percent do. 309 00:18:23,310 --> 00:18:26,105 It's what with tumours, road accidents and strokes, 310 00:18:26,188 --> 00:18:28,816 we are fast approaching epidemic levels. 311 00:18:29,608 --> 00:18:32,027 Hospitals can't cope; our system's overloaded, 312 00:18:32,110 --> 00:18:34,404 and who's left to deal with that? 313 00:18:35,364 --> 00:18:36,782 It's family at home. 314 00:18:37,366 --> 00:18:38,242 You. 315 00:18:39,034 --> 00:18:41,036 So there's nothing you can do to help. - 316 00:18:41,119 --> 00:18:42,079 Did I say that? 317 00:18:43,038 --> 00:18:45,332 The system's overloaded; epidemic levels; 318 00:18:45,415 --> 00:18:48,168 - hospitals can't cope. - But the brain's adaptable. 319 00:18:49,127 --> 00:18:50,212 So he'll get better? 320 00:18:50,963 --> 00:18:53,799 The tumour Joe's sustained means he'll never get better. 321 00:18:53,882 --> 00:18:56,093 CLOCK TICKS LOUDLY IN THE BACKGROUND 322 00:18:56,969 --> 00:18:58,887 But, he'll improve? 323 00:19:00,055 --> 00:19:03,976 Further use of memory aids can certainly help facilitate more 324 00:19:04,059 --> 00:19:05,519 independent living. 325 00:19:06,687 --> 00:19:08,063 He has to improve. 326 00:19:09,731 --> 00:19:11,441 He's really struggling. 327 00:19:12,734 --> 00:19:14,403 We're struggle... Ah... 328 00:19:16,738 --> 00:19:17,990 I'm struggling. 329 00:19:18,740 --> 00:19:20,200 People are cruel. 330 00:19:21,285 --> 00:19:23,704 You can't see a broken brain. 331 00:19:25,289 --> 00:19:26,790 SARAH EXHALES LOUDLY 332 00:19:30,460 --> 00:19:32,921 CHAIR SHUFFLES DR FALMER SIGHS 333 00:19:33,005 --> 00:19:36,758 This silent epidemic isn't going anywhere. 334 00:19:46,184 --> 00:19:47,227 About Joe. 335 00:19:49,271 --> 00:19:50,939 There is something we could try. 336 00:19:51,857 --> 00:19:53,567 And he'll get better? 337 00:19:54,526 --> 00:19:55,986 The brain is adaptable. 338 00:19:56,278 --> 00:19:57,946 CELLO MUSIC 339 00:19:59,781 --> 00:20:02,576 MUSIC CONTINUES TO PLAY FROM THE RECORD 340 00:20:29,311 --> 00:20:30,812 MUSIC SOUNDS MUFFLED 341 00:20:32,314 --> 00:20:33,774 TONI KNOCKS ON DOOR 342 00:20:36,735 --> 00:20:39,613 [SHE SIGHS AND KNOCKS AGAIN] I'm still here. 343 00:20:41,573 --> 00:20:42,699 KNOCK ON THE DOOR 344 00:20:42,783 --> 00:20:44,242 It's me, Toni. 345 00:20:48,121 --> 00:20:50,666 Whatever lesson I was supposed to learn, 346 00:20:51,541 --> 00:20:52,542 I have it now. 347 00:20:52,626 --> 00:20:54,002 CELLO MUSIC CONTINUES 348 00:20:54,086 --> 00:20:55,128 By heart. 349 00:21:07,140 --> 00:21:08,100 PHONE DIALS 350 00:21:08,183 --> 00:21:10,102 MUSIC CONTINUES IN THE DISTANCE 351 00:21:10,185 --> 00:21:11,228 PHONE DIALS 352 00:21:12,521 --> 00:21:14,189 ON THE PHONE: Dr Falmer here. 353 00:21:14,690 --> 00:21:16,274 - Yes? How can I help? - Um... 354 00:21:16,692 --> 00:21:17,901 My partner, 355 00:21:18,694 --> 00:21:19,903 Gwen Williams. 356 00:21:20,654 --> 00:21:25,033 She had a traumatic brain injury about fifteen years ago 357 00:21:25,117 --> 00:21:26,868 and now lives with... 358 00:21:26,952 --> 00:21:29,663 Retrograde amnesia? Yes, Gwen. I remember. 359 00:21:29,746 --> 00:21:31,456 DR FALMER TAKES A DEEP BREATH 360 00:21:31,540 --> 00:21:33,041 So there's been a change? 361 00:21:33,625 --> 00:21:36,962 TONI: Yes. Yes, there's... 362 00:21:37,879 --> 00:21:39,214 There's a big change. 363 00:21:41,633 --> 00:21:42,884 It's been so long. 364 00:21:43,218 --> 00:21:44,886 MUSIC CONTINUES 365 00:21:45,637 --> 00:21:47,597 She can't be near me any more. 366 00:21:48,974 --> 00:21:50,934 [TONI EXHALES LOUDLY] I'm sorry. 367 00:21:51,018 --> 00:21:53,020 It's just probably a bad day. 368 00:21:54,730 --> 00:21:56,273 - Bring her in, Toni. - No. 369 00:21:57,733 --> 00:21:59,943 Bring her in. A few days' observation, 370 00:22:00,027 --> 00:22:01,319 we'll take it from there. 371 00:22:02,529 --> 00:22:04,197 Actually, um... 372 00:22:04,614 --> 00:22:07,451 I'm sorry I bothered you. I'm okay. 373 00:22:07,534 --> 00:22:08,869 Around five pm? 374 00:22:08,952 --> 00:22:10,620 Pack a bag, we'll make up a room. 375 00:22:12,706 --> 00:22:14,332 It's time, Toni. [TONI SOBS] 376 00:22:21,173 --> 00:22:23,258 GENTLE PIANO MUSIC TONI SNIFFLES 377 00:22:27,971 --> 00:22:29,848 TONI ZIPS SUITCASE 378 00:22:46,114 --> 00:22:48,784 MUSIC CONTINUES WIND BLOWS GENTLY 379 00:22:56,917 --> 00:22:58,126 CLINIC BUZZ 380 00:22:59,461 --> 00:23:00,712 Sit down? 381 00:23:05,801 --> 00:23:07,260 Hello. [TONI SNIFFLES] 382 00:23:07,344 --> 00:23:09,971 We have a five o'clock appointment for Gwen. 383 00:23:10,931 --> 00:23:12,140 DISPENSER SQUEAKS 384 00:23:12,974 --> 00:23:15,143 JENNY: I can't see anything here. 385 00:23:15,227 --> 00:23:17,229 - How're you doing? - TONI: Um... 386 00:23:18,188 --> 00:23:19,564 Um, well... 387 00:23:19,981 --> 00:23:21,817 I don't know. We do have one. 388 00:23:22,317 --> 00:23:24,361 You don't, there's nothing written down. 389 00:23:24,444 --> 00:23:27,572 - TONI: Can you check again? - JENNY: I just have, so... 390 00:23:27,864 --> 00:23:29,616 TONI: We do have an appointment. 391 00:23:29,699 --> 00:23:31,910 It's just not bloody written down! 392 00:23:31,993 --> 00:23:33,286 JENNY SMIRKS 393 00:23:33,370 --> 00:23:35,122 I can't bloody help you then, can I? 394 00:23:35,205 --> 00:23:36,248 TONI: Excuse me? 395 00:23:36,540 --> 00:23:38,166 I didn't choose to come here. 396 00:23:38,250 --> 00:23:41,086 - We were told to come in! - You don't have an appointment! 397 00:23:41,169 --> 00:23:43,755 - We do! - It's okay, Jenny. It's okay. 398 00:23:45,173 --> 00:23:46,716 - Hi, Toni. - Hello. 399 00:23:46,800 --> 00:23:48,468 Take a seat. [LOUD EXHALE] 400 00:23:51,805 --> 00:23:53,223 TONI: Gwen. 401 00:23:53,306 --> 00:23:54,516 DR FALMER: Would you like to come with me? 402 00:23:54,933 --> 00:23:56,393 GWEN: Yeah. 403 00:23:56,685 --> 00:23:57,936 I'll take this. 404 00:24:00,313 --> 00:24:02,983 - It's been a while. - Yeah. 405 00:24:05,110 --> 00:24:07,362 BIRDS CHIRP OUTSIDE 406 00:24:08,613 --> 00:24:10,824 You can help yourself to a magazine. 407 00:24:12,367 --> 00:24:14,244 DR FALMER: There was a car accident 408 00:24:14,327 --> 00:24:16,913 and you sustained a severe head injury. 409 00:24:17,622 --> 00:24:19,207 So how long was I out? 410 00:24:20,458 --> 00:24:21,459 Out? 411 00:24:22,544 --> 00:24:25,380 GWEN: In the coma. How long was I in the coma for? 412 00:24:26,506 --> 00:24:27,674 It wasn't a coma. 413 00:24:28,091 --> 00:24:30,719 Asleep, then. How long have I been asleep? 414 00:24:32,929 --> 00:24:34,514 This... [CLEARS THROAT] 415 00:24:35,390 --> 00:24:37,601 This may be difficult for you to understand, 416 00:24:37,684 --> 00:24:39,311 but you've been conscious 417 00:24:39,728 --> 00:24:40,812 all the time. 418 00:24:41,354 --> 00:24:43,315 CLOCK TICKS LOUDLY IN THE ROOM 419 00:24:46,026 --> 00:24:47,903 I don't think I can do this. 420 00:24:49,404 --> 00:24:50,447 You can. 421 00:24:50,822 --> 00:24:52,073 You always do. 422 00:24:55,452 --> 00:24:56,953 Just give me a minute. 423 00:24:59,414 --> 00:25:00,457 HEAVY EXHALE 424 00:25:09,299 --> 00:25:10,342 My mother? 425 00:25:11,760 --> 00:25:13,136 I'm sorry. 426 00:25:16,223 --> 00:25:17,891 Was it a long time ago? 427 00:25:18,642 --> 00:25:19,893 Four years. 428 00:25:20,435 --> 00:25:21,436 Four years? 429 00:25:27,734 --> 00:25:29,194 Did I go to the funeral? 430 00:25:29,861 --> 00:25:31,238 You were too upset. 431 00:25:44,209 --> 00:25:46,086 I don't remember anything! 432 00:25:51,174 --> 00:25:52,676 Was it a good turnout? 433 00:25:53,093 --> 00:25:55,053 Yeah, the... 434 00:25:55,887 --> 00:25:57,138 The hall was full. 435 00:25:59,724 --> 00:26:01,476 Oh, she would have loved that! 436 00:26:05,605 --> 00:26:08,483 She loved people around her. [GENTLE LAUGH] 437 00:26:14,406 --> 00:26:18,076 TONI: Every morning, she has to go through a version of this. 438 00:26:18,994 --> 00:26:21,329 And it's my job to calm her and... 439 00:26:21,830 --> 00:26:22,831 and explain. 440 00:26:22,914 --> 00:26:24,374 BIRDS CHIRP 441 00:26:25,667 --> 00:26:27,002 TONI: I could go. 442 00:26:28,670 --> 00:26:30,422 It's harder since her mum died. 443 00:26:31,840 --> 00:26:33,216 DR FALMER: Of course. 444 00:26:35,010 --> 00:26:36,845 TONI: She doesn't trust me. 445 00:26:39,931 --> 00:26:41,349 Is she getting worse? 446 00:26:42,934 --> 00:26:44,936 Or, am I weaker? 447 00:26:45,854 --> 00:26:46,896 Go home. 448 00:26:47,564 --> 00:26:50,066 Things will look better in the morning. 449 00:26:50,692 --> 00:26:51,651 SCOFFS 450 00:26:53,528 --> 00:26:56,031 Don't you have something stronger for the pain 451 00:26:56,114 --> 00:26:57,449 than bloody clichés? 452 00:27:00,201 --> 00:27:02,245 I think it's time to leave. 453 00:27:04,873 --> 00:27:06,207 You didn't see me. 454 00:27:07,042 --> 00:27:08,293 I wasn't even here. 455 00:27:08,376 --> 00:27:10,462 MELANCHOLIC PIANO MUSIC 456 00:27:41,201 --> 00:27:42,702 MUSIC CONTINUES 457 00:28:01,930 --> 00:28:03,431 CAR ENGINE HUMS 458 00:28:09,562 --> 00:28:10,897 MUSIC CONCLUDES 459 00:28:10,980 --> 00:28:12,690 SARAH'S VOICE: Hi Joe. Good morning, love. 460 00:28:12,774 --> 00:28:14,359 I hope you slept well. 461 00:28:14,442 --> 00:28:17,028 This is gonna seem pretty strange, 462 00:28:17,404 --> 00:28:19,948 but it's something new that we agreed to try. 463 00:28:20,865 --> 00:28:23,701 Because your doctor said that with repetition, 464 00:28:24,160 --> 00:28:26,204 some of what I say may register. 465 00:28:26,746 --> 00:28:31,167 So, listen up, you hairy-arsed clown. Listen, okay? 466 00:28:31,251 --> 00:28:34,170 Seriously, this is very, very important. 467 00:28:35,296 --> 00:28:37,465 Um, I never know how to tell you this, 468 00:28:37,549 --> 00:28:39,217 and it never gets any easier, 469 00:28:39,300 --> 00:28:41,136 even though I've done it many, many times, 470 00:28:41,219 --> 00:28:43,012 not that you'd remember... 471 00:28:46,975 --> 00:28:48,268 You're ill, Joe. 472 00:28:51,062 --> 00:28:53,314 Um, your brain was injured; 473 00:28:53,815 --> 00:28:57,026 that's why you're at home, and not at work. 474 00:28:58,278 --> 00:29:00,447 You've got a form of amnesia, 475 00:29:01,239 --> 00:29:03,366 from when you were ill two years ago. 476 00:29:06,786 --> 00:29:09,205 I now know this might come as a shock, 477 00:29:09,289 --> 00:29:10,832 you're probably like, "wha..?", 478 00:29:11,291 --> 00:29:14,085 um, but just... 479 00:29:14,169 --> 00:29:17,505 just try to listen, I'm gonna explain everything, okay? 480 00:29:18,715 --> 00:29:21,676 So just try to listen and try to understand. 481 00:29:22,844 --> 00:29:23,970 SNIFFLES 482 00:29:24,053 --> 00:29:26,139 Okay, I got you, babe. Ready? 483 00:29:27,682 --> 00:29:28,683 Er... 484 00:29:29,934 --> 00:29:34,230 It all comes down to the almond and the seahorse. 485 00:29:35,523 --> 00:29:37,275 The amygdala and the hippocampus; 486 00:29:37,358 --> 00:29:41,446 they are components of the brain's memory circuitry, 487 00:29:41,529 --> 00:29:44,115 necessary for the laying-down of new traces, 488 00:29:44,532 --> 00:29:47,327 um, for the making of new memories. 489 00:29:49,871 --> 00:29:52,332 They're called the almond and the seahorse because, 490 00:29:52,415 --> 00:29:55,460 um, they're shaped like that, I guess. [SOFT LAUGH] 491 00:29:55,752 --> 00:29:56,836 SOFT WHIMPER 492 00:29:59,631 --> 00:30:00,673 CLICK 493 00:30:01,382 --> 00:30:03,384 SARAH'S VOICE: You've been rewired. 494 00:30:04,219 --> 00:30:08,306 Okay, imagine the coloured wires in a phone line; 495 00:30:09,557 --> 00:30:11,476 They are the axons 496 00:30:11,559 --> 00:30:14,187 that run from the outer layer of the brain to the cortex beneath, 497 00:30:14,270 --> 00:30:16,606 linking both layers 498 00:30:16,689 --> 00:30:19,734 and making possible the connections between 499 00:30:19,817 --> 00:30:20,902 the brain and the world, 500 00:30:20,985 --> 00:30:22,070 the brain and body, 501 00:30:22,153 --> 00:30:23,404 the brain and the self. 502 00:30:24,531 --> 00:30:28,326 With brain injury, the internal wires are separated... 503 00:30:28,409 --> 00:30:30,662 She's lost the fucking plot. 504 00:30:30,745 --> 00:30:32,580 ...If they reconnect, it can be in haphazard or, 505 00:30:32,664 --> 00:30:34,207 like, unusual ways. 506 00:30:34,290 --> 00:30:35,917 Red may find green; 507 00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:38,586 the blue wire may find the yellow one. 508 00:30:39,045 --> 00:30:41,798 It may never reconnect at all. 509 00:30:41,881 --> 00:30:43,216 LOUD CLICK 510 00:30:44,092 --> 00:30:45,176 PUFFS 511 00:30:45,260 --> 00:30:46,970 CLOCK TICKS LOUDLY IN THE ROOM 512 00:30:47,053 --> 00:30:48,429 SWALLOWS AUDIBLY 513 00:30:55,144 --> 00:30:56,563 PRESSES BUTTON 514 00:30:56,646 --> 00:30:58,398 SARAH'S VOICE: Basically, you've been rewired, 515 00:30:58,481 --> 00:31:00,108 but in a new, illogical way. 516 00:31:00,191 --> 00:31:01,442 PRESSES BUTTON 517 00:31:06,281 --> 00:31:07,532 Fuck. 518 00:31:08,533 --> 00:31:11,369 SILENCE ALARM BEEPS 519 00:31:15,164 --> 00:31:18,418 ALARM CONTINUES 520 00:31:23,006 --> 00:31:26,134 ALARM BEEPS 521 00:31:27,468 --> 00:31:28,845 "Take your medicine." 522 00:31:30,805 --> 00:31:33,850 "Box in your top left pocket. Tuesday compartment." 523 00:32:00,376 --> 00:32:03,630 WATER RUNS 524 00:32:06,299 --> 00:32:08,259 CLOCK TICKS IN THE ROOM 525 00:32:15,975 --> 00:32:18,895 ALARM BEEPS 526 00:32:22,065 --> 00:32:25,443 ALARM BEEPS HE SNIFFLES 527 00:32:30,907 --> 00:32:33,326 "Take your medicine. Box in your top left pocket. 528 00:32:33,409 --> 00:32:35,787 "Tuesday compartment." [HE LAUGHS] 529 00:32:35,870 --> 00:32:36,996 SNIFFLES 530 00:32:45,672 --> 00:32:46,714 Sarah! 531 00:32:48,174 --> 00:32:49,467 Sarah, are you home? 532 00:32:57,934 --> 00:32:58,976 LIGHTER CLICKS 533 00:33:09,487 --> 00:33:10,738 "Check list." 534 00:33:15,076 --> 00:33:16,077 "Take pill. 535 00:33:16,661 --> 00:33:19,539 "Check medicine box, square, yellow." 536 00:33:20,581 --> 00:33:21,791 Square yellow. 537 00:33:22,792 --> 00:33:25,586 That's where you are. Check! 538 00:33:26,796 --> 00:33:32,552 "Tuesday compartment. If pill is there, then take it." Huh? 539 00:33:33,553 --> 00:33:36,180 "If empty, you've taken it. 540 00:33:37,098 --> 00:33:41,018 "Cross this out and go to point 2." [PHONE RINGS] 541 00:33:41,519 --> 00:33:42,979 Ha! [PHONE RINGS] 542 00:33:43,730 --> 00:33:44,897 Hello? 543 00:33:44,981 --> 00:33:47,024 - Hi, my name's Rina... - Rita! 544 00:33:47,108 --> 00:33:48,860 It's Rina, from North West Power. 545 00:33:48,943 --> 00:33:50,111 I'd like to save you money on electricity. 546 00:33:50,194 --> 00:33:51,362 That's good. 547 00:33:51,946 --> 00:33:54,615 Not many call to say they've cheaper electricity for sale. 548 00:33:54,699 --> 00:33:56,409 [HE LAUGHS] Wonderful! 549 00:33:56,492 --> 00:33:57,785 - Do you have a pen and paper? 550 00:33:57,869 --> 00:33:59,829 Pen? Yeah, I have. I'll get a pen. 551 00:33:59,912 --> 00:34:01,789 - I appreciate your time. -Sure. 552 00:34:01,873 --> 00:34:04,792 - Okay. - Yeah, I, um... 553 00:34:05,960 --> 00:34:06,961 CLANK 554 00:34:08,755 --> 00:34:10,006 Sarah! 555 00:34:11,090 --> 00:34:12,300 CLOCK TICKS 556 00:34:13,134 --> 00:34:14,469 RINA: Hello, sir? 557 00:34:15,219 --> 00:34:16,471 Hello? 558 00:34:17,346 --> 00:34:18,598 Are you there? 559 00:34:19,307 --> 00:34:20,183 Hello? 560 00:34:20,516 --> 00:34:22,810 Hello? [TELEPHONE THUMPS] 561 00:34:24,270 --> 00:34:25,730 - Hello? - Hi, sir, 562 00:34:25,813 --> 00:34:27,857 it's Rina from North West Power. 563 00:34:28,566 --> 00:34:30,693 - We spoke? - No, I don't know a Rita. 564 00:34:30,777 --> 00:34:32,153 - I said it's Rina. - No. 565 00:34:33,112 --> 00:34:35,198 - Who's this? - Did you get your pen? 566 00:34:35,281 --> 00:34:36,699 Why do I need a pen? 567 00:34:36,783 --> 00:34:38,785 Why ask me that? I've no fucking pen, alright! 568 00:34:38,868 --> 00:34:42,371 I don't have to listen to this. [DIAL TONE] 569 00:34:43,539 --> 00:34:44,791 Charming! 570 00:34:45,875 --> 00:34:47,960 ALARM BEEPS 571 00:34:48,044 --> 00:34:50,505 SEVERAL ALARMS BEEP 572 00:34:53,257 --> 00:34:54,550 BEEPING CONTINUES 573 00:34:54,634 --> 00:34:56,010 Buzz, buzz... [THUMP] 574 00:34:56,594 --> 00:34:57,845 BEEPS CONTINUE 575 00:34:57,929 --> 00:34:59,096 JOE CLEARS THROAT 576 00:34:59,180 --> 00:35:00,848 JOE GROWLS, ANNOYED 577 00:35:01,849 --> 00:35:04,018 BEEPS GROW DISTORTED JOE EXHALES 578 00:35:05,770 --> 00:35:08,022 LOUD ALARM CLOCK HE SHOUTS, SURPRISED 579 00:35:11,192 --> 00:35:12,401 SMACK 580 00:35:12,485 --> 00:35:14,320 SCREAMS 581 00:35:14,403 --> 00:35:16,447 MUFFLED REVERBERATION 582 00:35:19,367 --> 00:35:20,660 INHALES SHARPLY 583 00:35:21,327 --> 00:35:22,954 HE WHIMPERS IN DISTRESS 584 00:35:29,544 --> 00:35:31,504 SOBS 585 00:35:45,017 --> 00:35:46,727 HEAVY BREATHING 586 00:35:52,316 --> 00:35:54,235 HEAVY ECHOEY DISTORTION 587 00:35:54,694 --> 00:35:56,612 PHONE RINGS 588 00:35:57,738 --> 00:35:59,532 PHONE RINGS 589 00:36:01,701 --> 00:36:02,743 - Hello? - SARAH: Hi. 590 00:36:02,827 --> 00:36:04,078 - Sarah! - Hey, babe! 591 00:36:04,161 --> 00:36:05,872 - I love you! - I love you too! 592 00:36:05,955 --> 00:36:08,624 Have you taken your meds, Joe, the pill? 593 00:36:08,708 --> 00:36:10,084 - What pill? - The yellow one. 594 00:36:10,167 --> 00:36:12,753 It's the yellow one, the yellow pill. 595 00:36:13,462 --> 00:36:15,047 - What are you on about? - The box? 596 00:36:15,131 --> 00:36:17,717 - I haven't seen it. - Y ellow pill in your box. 597 00:36:17,800 --> 00:36:19,510 - Oh, I see. - Yeah. 598 00:36:19,594 --> 00:36:21,053 - Yellow one? - Yeah, you got it? 599 00:36:21,137 --> 00:36:22,972 - Yeah, I got it. - Okay, good. 600 00:36:23,055 --> 00:36:24,640 - Alright! - Take it, it's important. 601 00:36:24,724 --> 00:36:26,642 Okay, you can listen to me taking it. 602 00:36:26,726 --> 00:36:28,895 - Yup. Right now? - This is me, 603 00:36:30,438 --> 00:36:31,814 swallowing drugs. 604 00:36:32,231 --> 00:36:33,441 Okay, good. 605 00:36:34,442 --> 00:36:35,484 JOE: Mm. 606 00:36:35,860 --> 00:36:38,070 All gone! Happy now? 607 00:36:38,154 --> 00:36:40,364 Hello? Joe? 608 00:36:40,823 --> 00:36:42,867 - Was I good? - Yeah, I really need you 609 00:36:42,950 --> 00:36:45,036 to follow the lists when I'm not there, okay? 610 00:36:45,119 --> 00:36:49,040 For Christ's sake, Sarah, it's hardly fucking rocket science. 611 00:36:49,123 --> 00:36:50,082 PHONE CLATTERS 612 00:36:50,791 --> 00:36:53,586 BIRDS CHIRP TRANQUIL PIANO MUSIC 613 00:37:04,513 --> 00:37:06,015 FEMALE NURSE: Gwen! 614 00:37:06,474 --> 00:37:07,683 MOSES: Gwen! [LOW BASS] 615 00:37:07,767 --> 00:37:09,810 MOSES: Wait! Ah, I can see her! 616 00:37:10,269 --> 00:37:12,063 PLAYFUL PIANO MUSIC 617 00:37:12,396 --> 00:37:14,607 - MOSES: Gwen! - NURSE: We can see you running! 618 00:37:14,690 --> 00:37:16,984 - MOSES: Gwen, wait. - NURSE: Come! Ah! 619 00:37:18,486 --> 00:37:20,029 Stay with her, Moses! 620 00:37:27,119 --> 00:37:28,037 I've got her. 621 00:37:28,120 --> 00:37:30,039 PLAYFULLY: No, you haven't. 622 00:37:30,790 --> 00:37:31,958 GWEN LAUGHS 623 00:37:33,250 --> 00:37:34,335 Wait, Gwen! 624 00:37:34,835 --> 00:37:37,088 - Bloody hell, wait. - Ha ha! You can't catch me! 625 00:37:37,171 --> 00:37:38,673 - GWEN: Ever! - MOSES: Wait! 626 00:37:38,756 --> 00:37:41,676 - Ever! Ever! - Bloody hell, wait! 627 00:37:42,343 --> 00:37:45,137 MUSIC TURNS MELANCHOLIC 628 00:37:54,188 --> 00:37:55,189 MUSIC FADES OUT 629 00:37:56,732 --> 00:37:59,277 - WOMAN: Hey spud, you ready? - Yeah. 630 00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:00,987 GENTLE CLINIC BUZZ 631 00:38:01,362 --> 00:38:02,363 DR FALMER: Toni! 632 00:38:02,947 --> 00:38:04,949 I told you to go and get some rest. 633 00:38:05,282 --> 00:38:06,409 TONI: I rested. 634 00:38:06,492 --> 00:38:08,286 Respite is for both of you. 635 00:38:09,078 --> 00:38:10,121 Yep! 636 00:38:11,497 --> 00:38:15,084 You know I really think we need to respect people's wants. 637 00:38:16,002 --> 00:38:17,878 SIGHS: I'm not sure what you're saying. 638 00:38:17,962 --> 00:38:20,506 If someone doesn't want our presence, we should... 639 00:38:20,589 --> 00:38:23,634 - You don't want me to see her? - I didn't say that. 640 00:38:25,886 --> 00:38:27,263 My life is in that room. 641 00:38:27,346 --> 00:38:28,389 No, it's not! 642 00:38:28,723 --> 00:38:30,224 DISTANT CONVERSATION 643 00:38:30,808 --> 00:38:32,810 With respect, it's not. 644 00:38:33,477 --> 00:38:35,229 Your life is where you are. 645 00:38:37,523 --> 00:38:39,108 Do I cause her distress? 646 00:38:39,775 --> 00:38:42,028 - I didn't say that. - I... 647 00:38:42,403 --> 00:38:46,574 - I cause her distress? - Go home, Toni. 648 00:38:50,161 --> 00:38:53,205 What do you do when you've been obliterated? 649 00:38:55,249 --> 00:38:56,292 Is, um... 650 00:38:57,918 --> 00:38:59,128 Is this for Gwen? 651 00:38:59,837 --> 00:39:00,838 TONI SIGHS 652 00:39:00,921 --> 00:39:02,923 Yeah, it gives her comfort. 653 00:39:03,257 --> 00:39:04,759 Does she still play? 654 00:39:05,593 --> 00:39:06,719 No, not for years. 655 00:39:07,344 --> 00:39:08,554 Shame. 656 00:39:08,846 --> 00:39:11,474 Music can sometimes help the brain reanimate. 657 00:39:11,557 --> 00:39:12,767 Yeah. 658 00:39:13,601 --> 00:39:14,685 You're welcome. 659 00:39:14,769 --> 00:39:17,438 JAZZY DRUMS 660 00:39:17,772 --> 00:39:20,232 HAPPY SCREAMS UPBEAT, JAUNTY MUSIC 661 00:39:20,316 --> 00:39:21,984 LAUGHS 662 00:39:22,610 --> 00:39:24,487 HAPPY SCREAMS AND SHOUTS 663 00:39:24,570 --> 00:39:26,614 LAUGHING 664 00:39:26,697 --> 00:39:29,075 Joe! Go to get him! Get him! 665 00:39:29,158 --> 00:39:31,952 JOE SHOUTS IN A LOW VOICE CHILDREN SCREAM 666 00:39:33,454 --> 00:39:35,706 I'll go and get the cake, alright? 667 00:39:44,632 --> 00:39:47,426 I don't know what all the bloody fuss is about. 668 00:39:52,681 --> 00:39:54,266 Your mum's a fucker, Cath! 669 00:39:54,642 --> 00:39:56,143 - I know. - Fuck, fuck. 670 00:39:56,227 --> 00:40:00,064 - Fucking fucker! - I know, definitely a fucker. 671 00:40:00,147 --> 00:40:01,732 Fucker! [MUSIC CONCLUDES] 672 00:40:01,816 --> 00:40:03,400 EXHALES 673 00:40:03,484 --> 00:40:05,486 - Okay. - Breathe... 674 00:40:06,153 --> 00:40:08,072 And put those in a bowl, please. 675 00:40:08,155 --> 00:40:11,033 SARAH GRUNTS PLAYFUL PIANO MUSIC 676 00:40:12,701 --> 00:40:14,745 - Hello. - GIRL: Hello. 677 00:40:15,413 --> 00:40:19,041 - What brings you here? - It's my party. 678 00:40:19,125 --> 00:40:20,709 Mhm, happy birthday! 679 00:40:22,795 --> 00:40:24,004 What do we call you? 680 00:40:24,505 --> 00:40:26,674 Bethan the birthday girl! 681 00:40:27,299 --> 00:40:30,136 Well, hello birthday girl, I'm Joe. 682 00:40:30,219 --> 00:40:31,846 Uncle Joe. 683 00:40:39,520 --> 00:40:41,772 MUSIC CONTINUES 684 00:40:57,913 --> 00:40:59,832 JOE SHOUTS PLAYFULLY 685 00:41:01,208 --> 00:41:04,670 Alright, let's... Let's come back in, fairies! 686 00:41:05,045 --> 00:41:07,256 HAPPY SHOUTING CONTINUES 687 00:41:08,507 --> 00:41:09,717 Joe! 688 00:41:17,892 --> 00:41:19,185 MUSIC QUIETENS 689 00:41:19,685 --> 00:41:21,812 SARAH: I just never know what Joe I'm gonna get. 690 00:41:21,896 --> 00:41:24,899 The Dalai Lama, or a five year-old. 691 00:41:25,900 --> 00:41:27,026 WHISPERS: Honestly. 692 00:41:27,568 --> 00:41:30,487 It doesn't bother you that he doesn't remember her? 693 00:41:31,071 --> 00:41:32,406 Oh, he remembers her. 694 00:41:33,032 --> 00:41:34,325 Just the wrong age. 695 00:41:34,700 --> 00:41:37,828 Keeps asking me, "Where's the baby? Is she lying down?". 696 00:41:37,912 --> 00:41:39,205 I'm like, 697 00:41:39,705 --> 00:41:42,875 I don't have the heart to say, "She's there in front of you." 698 00:41:46,295 --> 00:41:48,422 - You thought any more about...? - No. 699 00:41:52,885 --> 00:41:54,011 You know, 700 00:41:54,094 --> 00:41:55,721 what you're going through, 701 00:41:56,263 --> 00:41:57,723 is a kind of bereavement. 702 00:41:57,806 --> 00:41:59,266 BIRDS CHIRP 703 00:42:00,684 --> 00:42:03,229 Only I still have the body walking and talking, 704 00:42:03,312 --> 00:42:04,855 and rolling around on top of me. 705 00:42:04,939 --> 00:42:05,898 Aaah! 706 00:42:05,981 --> 00:42:07,524 Too much information! 707 00:42:07,608 --> 00:42:08,943 Sorry Cath. 708 00:42:09,944 --> 00:42:11,362 Not that he remembers. 709 00:42:11,946 --> 00:42:13,948 Well, that's a family trait. 710 00:42:14,281 --> 00:42:16,951 I can't remember my last shag either. 711 00:42:19,036 --> 00:42:20,287 It's true. 712 00:42:22,957 --> 00:42:25,125 You do need to talk to someone though. 713 00:42:26,293 --> 00:42:27,920 Yeah, well, I have you. 714 00:42:28,712 --> 00:42:30,589 We're not doing friends anymore. 715 00:42:32,007 --> 00:42:34,551 I really can't stomach the little smiles 716 00:42:34,635 --> 00:42:35,844 and the pitying eyes. 717 00:42:37,221 --> 00:42:39,306 Isn't there a group you could join? 718 00:42:40,140 --> 00:42:42,142 - I'm not a joiner. - Oh no. 719 00:42:42,476 --> 00:42:43,519 Sorry, forgot. 720 00:42:43,978 --> 00:42:45,604 Yep, "I'm not a joiner". 721 00:42:46,397 --> 00:42:48,399 So I guess that leaves me then! 722 00:42:48,899 --> 00:42:50,317 Poor Cath! [CHUCKLES] 723 00:42:58,826 --> 00:43:00,160 I still love him, you know. 724 00:43:00,244 --> 00:43:02,579 MELANCHOLIC PIANO MUSIC 725 00:43:08,002 --> 00:43:10,004 OTHER INSTRUMENTS JOIN IN 726 00:43:25,060 --> 00:43:26,312 WIND BLOWS 727 00:45:00,114 --> 00:45:02,157 DISTANT BAR MUSIC JOINS THE PIANO 728 00:45:03,909 --> 00:45:05,119 PIANO MUSIC ENDS 729 00:45:07,788 --> 00:45:10,749 INDISTINCT CHATTER BAR MUSIC CONTINUES 730 00:45:13,460 --> 00:45:15,379 - TONI: Excuse me. - BOY: Oh... 731 00:45:15,462 --> 00:45:17,214 Why, what you done, Nana? [THEY LAUGH] 732 00:45:17,297 --> 00:45:19,383 - What? - You heard. 733 00:45:19,466 --> 00:45:21,051 THEY CONTINUE TO LAUGH 734 00:45:21,135 --> 00:45:23,303 Hey, fuck you! [SYNTH MUSIC] 735 00:45:24,430 --> 00:45:25,389 Whatever! 736 00:45:27,182 --> 00:45:29,476 LAUGHTER AND INDISTINCT CHATTER 737 00:45:35,816 --> 00:45:38,569 SYNTH MUSIC CONTINUES DRUMS FROM INSIDE 738 00:45:45,993 --> 00:45:50,998 ♪ Waiting for my time Hiding in the shadows 739 00:45:52,040 --> 00:45:57,754 ♪ Waiting for my time Hiding in the shadows 740 00:45:58,130 --> 00:46:03,093 ♪ By chance you came along Delivered me from misery 741 00:46:03,177 --> 00:46:04,678 CHATTER AND WHISTLES 742 00:46:04,761 --> 00:46:09,683 ♪ We could catch a ride To any new reality 743 00:46:10,517 --> 00:46:15,522 ♪ Dance all your shadows to death ♪ 744 00:46:16,356 --> 00:46:19,359 SONG CONTINUES 745 00:46:30,287 --> 00:46:32,789 SONG BECOMES ECHOEY AND DISTORTED 746 00:46:35,000 --> 00:46:36,710 PEOPLE CHEER 747 00:46:45,177 --> 00:46:47,221 MUSIC FADES OUT 748 00:46:48,430 --> 00:46:50,349 GENTLE GUITAR MUSIC 749 00:46:55,229 --> 00:46:56,438 SHE SIGHS 750 00:47:24,758 --> 00:47:25,801 SIGHS 751 00:47:54,204 --> 00:47:55,539 You changed! 752 00:47:57,708 --> 00:47:58,750 Not me. 753 00:48:00,294 --> 00:48:02,212 I'm still here. 754 00:48:03,338 --> 00:48:06,216 MUTED CRIES MUSIC CONTINUES 755 00:48:09,261 --> 00:48:11,221 SEAGULLS CALL WATER RUNS 756 00:48:17,144 --> 00:48:18,729 MUSIC CONCLUDES 757 00:48:18,812 --> 00:48:21,273 I can buy you a brontosaurus for three million pounds. 758 00:48:21,356 --> 00:48:23,483 Or a triceratops for two and a half. 759 00:48:24,151 --> 00:48:25,902 I'm not a palaeontologist. 760 00:48:26,320 --> 00:48:27,696 Plus, we would have nowhere to put it. 761 00:48:27,779 --> 00:48:29,823 You already got me that bike. 762 00:48:31,158 --> 00:48:34,453 Actually... Where did you put your schedule? 763 00:48:35,370 --> 00:48:36,747 You think I'm stupid? 764 00:48:37,331 --> 00:48:38,540 No. 765 00:48:38,624 --> 00:48:40,334 Why do you talk to me in that voice? 766 00:48:41,043 --> 00:48:42,002 What? Sorry? 767 00:48:42,461 --> 00:48:44,796 I hate it when you speak to me in that voice. 768 00:48:45,589 --> 00:48:48,008 That patronising, schoolteacher voice. 769 00:48:48,842 --> 00:48:52,387 Huh. Yeah, well, it wasn't intentional, I'm sorry. 770 00:48:53,347 --> 00:48:54,348 LOUD EXHALE 771 00:48:54,765 --> 00:48:56,475 It's just, where's the schedule? 772 00:48:56,558 --> 00:48:59,061 You're supposed to have it with you at all times. 773 00:48:59,144 --> 00:49:00,354 There is that voice! 774 00:49:01,229 --> 00:49:03,857 - I'm doing the best I can! - I hate that voice, 775 00:49:03,940 --> 00:49:05,025 - I hate it! - Tough, 776 00:49:05,108 --> 00:49:06,485 it's the only voice I have! 777 00:49:10,030 --> 00:49:12,032 Ah! In here! 778 00:49:12,699 --> 00:49:16,870 Your schedule! Which you should have with you at all times! 779 00:49:16,953 --> 00:49:18,914 Ugh, for fuck's sake. 780 00:49:20,707 --> 00:49:23,585 - Christ! - I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 781 00:49:23,669 --> 00:49:26,505 Joe, it's just you have to have it with you! 782 00:49:27,130 --> 00:49:28,423 Okay? 783 00:49:28,507 --> 00:49:29,966 It allows you to have some kind of life. 784 00:49:30,050 --> 00:49:32,678 I don't want you having the panic attacks. 785 00:49:34,179 --> 00:49:37,015 D'ya think we can dream our kids before they're conceived? 786 00:49:37,766 --> 00:49:38,892 What? 787 00:49:39,518 --> 00:49:40,727 I mean... 788 00:49:41,561 --> 00:49:43,230 Do they exist out there in the... 789 00:49:44,231 --> 00:49:47,526 mass of energy and molecular particles that is the universe, 790 00:49:47,609 --> 00:49:50,570 and the dark that isn't really dark, just... 791 00:49:53,198 --> 00:49:54,658 Just waiting. 792 00:49:54,741 --> 00:49:56,326 Choose their parents; choose their families, 793 00:49:56,410 --> 00:49:58,286 their soul families... 794 00:50:00,580 --> 00:50:02,749 JOE CONTINUES TO LAUGH 795 00:50:03,250 --> 00:50:04,918 Soul family! 796 00:50:07,212 --> 00:50:08,213 Joe, I... 797 00:50:08,755 --> 00:50:11,258 I really wanna have a baby with you, Joe. 798 00:50:13,176 --> 00:50:14,970 I really wanna have our baby. 799 00:50:16,596 --> 00:50:18,598 And if you're in there, I just... 800 00:50:19,766 --> 00:50:21,435 I'd love you to know that. 801 00:50:23,061 --> 00:50:24,521 What? 802 00:50:26,398 --> 00:50:27,941 I miss your old eyes, 803 00:50:28,024 --> 00:50:30,277 the eyes that were attached to that original brain. 804 00:50:30,610 --> 00:50:32,612 Have you been drinking? [SHE SIGHS] 805 00:50:34,281 --> 00:50:35,532 I just miss you. 806 00:50:36,450 --> 00:50:38,034 - I'm here! - You're not. 807 00:50:38,118 --> 00:50:39,494 You're not the same. 808 00:50:40,120 --> 00:50:41,204 I am! 809 00:50:41,288 --> 00:50:42,789 No, you're not. 810 00:50:43,123 --> 00:50:44,374 Ha ha, I am here! 811 00:50:44,458 --> 00:50:47,169 No, you're not, Joe. You're not here, 812 00:50:47,252 --> 00:50:48,628 - because... - Oh, for... 813 00:50:48,712 --> 00:50:50,922 and to think! I am here. 814 00:50:52,007 --> 00:50:54,092 I am fucking here! 815 00:50:54,176 --> 00:50:56,553 Okay, you're not the same person. You're not... 816 00:50:56,636 --> 00:50:58,764 bitter and dark and twisted, like... 817 00:50:59,222 --> 00:51:00,432 how you used to be. 818 00:51:00,766 --> 00:51:02,976 Are you having a nervous breakdown? 819 00:51:03,935 --> 00:51:05,645 Probably. Yeah. 820 00:51:05,729 --> 00:51:07,564 That comes from digging up those corpses. 821 00:51:07,647 --> 00:51:10,108 Mum said it was morbid and always has been. 822 00:51:10,192 --> 00:51:11,234 Well... 823 00:51:11,777 --> 00:51:14,404 You can tell her I'm basically an archivist now. 824 00:51:14,946 --> 00:51:17,449 And you haven't worked in two years, so... 825 00:51:17,532 --> 00:51:19,910 Ah, for fuck's sake! [HE LAUGHS] 826 00:51:23,413 --> 00:51:25,123 - Something's happened! - Yeah. 827 00:51:25,207 --> 00:51:28,835 You're right, Joe. Something has. You wrote it in your book. 828 00:51:29,169 --> 00:51:30,420 Read your list. 829 00:51:30,504 --> 00:51:32,422 - What happened? - It's in the book! 830 00:51:46,561 --> 00:51:49,523 "Important information about your broken brain. 831 00:51:50,315 --> 00:51:52,651 "For Joe, by Joe. 832 00:52:02,577 --> 00:52:06,581 "One: I am you and we have been ill. 833 00:52:12,963 --> 00:52:16,299 "Two: we grew a tumour the size of an orange inside our skull, 834 00:52:16,383 --> 00:52:17,592 "but it's okay. 835 00:52:18,426 --> 00:52:19,678 "It was benign. 836 00:52:24,683 --> 00:52:25,976 "Three: they removed the tumour and, 837 00:52:26,059 --> 00:52:28,895 with it, large sections of our memory..." 838 00:52:37,362 --> 00:52:39,573 Do you recognise the hand-writing? 839 00:52:40,240 --> 00:52:41,241 Yeah. 840 00:52:41,616 --> 00:52:42,868 Whose is it? 841 00:52:43,243 --> 00:52:44,911 Well, um... 842 00:52:47,122 --> 00:52:48,206 Looks like mine. 843 00:52:57,215 --> 00:52:58,466 I, um... 844 00:53:00,927 --> 00:53:01,970 I can't... 845 00:53:03,763 --> 00:53:05,098 I can't do this, okay? 846 00:53:05,807 --> 00:53:08,810 - You can. - I can't, because it's, um... 847 00:53:10,729 --> 00:53:12,689 I can't do this, cos it's, um... 848 00:53:15,108 --> 00:53:17,193 Hmm. I'm, um, I'm really sorry, 849 00:53:17,277 --> 00:53:18,987 I don't think I... 850 00:53:19,070 --> 00:53:21,615 Joe, it's okay. Sorry, it's alright. No, it's my fault. 851 00:53:21,698 --> 00:53:23,700 - It's alright. - No it's not, and I... 852 00:53:23,783 --> 00:53:26,286 I did something wrong. And, uh, 853 00:53:26,369 --> 00:53:27,746 I'm really sorry. 854 00:53:27,829 --> 00:53:29,497 - I'm here. - I wanna to speak to Sarah. 855 00:53:29,581 --> 00:53:33,460 No, not, I want, um, I want, the other Sarah, okay, yeah? 856 00:53:33,543 --> 00:53:35,795 - I'm here! - I want the real Sarah. 857 00:53:37,464 --> 00:53:38,757 I want the real Sarah. 858 00:53:38,840 --> 00:53:41,676 MELANCHOLIC PIANO AND VIOLIN MUSIC 859 00:53:55,899 --> 00:53:58,193 WATERS RUNS MUSIC CONTINUES 860 00:54:14,209 --> 00:54:15,293 STRING NOTE 861 00:54:17,879 --> 00:54:19,172 MUSIC CONCLUDES 862 00:54:22,300 --> 00:54:24,678 - You have to find your zero. - Sorry? 863 00:54:25,929 --> 00:54:29,057 - It's alright. - Ah! 864 00:54:34,020 --> 00:54:35,939 You have to show it who's boss. 865 00:54:41,361 --> 00:54:42,737 Have you played long? 866 00:54:43,989 --> 00:54:46,074 [CELLO THUMPS GENTLY] You tell me. 867 00:54:46,700 --> 00:54:48,034 Sorry, I didn't, um, 868 00:54:48,576 --> 00:54:50,704 - I should go. - No! 869 00:54:51,538 --> 00:54:52,789 Stay. 870 00:54:55,583 --> 00:54:57,377 You first have to find your zero. 871 00:54:58,169 --> 00:55:00,130 The moment after you've lifted the bow 872 00:55:00,213 --> 00:55:02,215 and right before it falls back to earth. 873 00:55:02,298 --> 00:55:05,093 A breath, a pause, before you start to play. 874 00:55:05,176 --> 00:55:06,219 Take my hand. 875 00:55:08,722 --> 00:55:10,765 - My zero? - Yeah. 876 00:55:13,309 --> 00:55:15,061 LONG NOTE 877 00:55:15,478 --> 00:55:17,313 TENTATIVE NOTES 878 00:55:19,899 --> 00:55:22,736 PLAYING BECOMES MORE CONFIDENT 879 00:55:59,731 --> 00:56:02,901 CELLO MUSIC CONTINUES 880 00:56:10,116 --> 00:56:11,910 SNIFFLES 881 00:56:14,496 --> 00:56:15,789 SINGLE NOTE LINGERS 882 00:56:15,872 --> 00:56:17,332 GWEN: There was once a woman 883 00:56:17,791 --> 00:56:19,167 walking along a shore. 884 00:56:20,293 --> 00:56:22,045 It was twilight, and she could see another figure 885 00:56:22,128 --> 00:56:24,297 walking towards her. 886 00:56:25,381 --> 00:56:26,382 A young woman. 887 00:56:26,466 --> 00:56:27,967 CELLO MUSIC FADES OUT 888 00:56:28,551 --> 00:56:30,011 And, 889 00:56:30,428 --> 00:56:33,431 as they grew closer, she could see how she walked 890 00:56:33,515 --> 00:56:35,141 and it was familiar. 891 00:56:36,726 --> 00:56:40,814 A way of moving so reminiscent of someone she knew. 892 00:56:42,440 --> 00:56:43,983 Her younger self. 893 00:56:45,485 --> 00:56:47,445 "Go back!", she cries. 894 00:56:47,779 --> 00:56:49,114 "Go back!". 895 00:56:55,662 --> 00:56:56,913 Gwen. 896 00:56:57,413 --> 00:56:58,456 Yes, Toni? 897 00:56:59,791 --> 00:57:02,502 No, don't. Don't turn around. Just... 898 00:57:03,211 --> 00:57:05,255 listen. [TONI SNIFFLES] 899 00:57:06,131 --> 00:57:07,173 Why? 900 00:57:12,929 --> 00:57:15,348 I don't think we should do this anymore. 901 00:57:18,685 --> 00:57:20,019 TONI SOBS QUIETLY 902 00:57:22,939 --> 00:57:25,316 I'm sorry. I'm sorry I've changed. 903 00:57:28,987 --> 00:57:33,199 I'm sorry you don't know me anymore. 904 00:57:34,450 --> 00:57:35,493 Yes. 905 00:57:43,710 --> 00:57:48,047 This is just a memory, speaking to another memory. 906 00:57:49,382 --> 00:57:50,425 A goodbye. 907 00:57:54,721 --> 00:57:56,139 TONI SNIFFLES 908 00:57:57,724 --> 00:57:59,309 I'm sorry, Toni. 909 00:58:01,311 --> 00:58:02,729 No, don't be. 910 00:58:09,611 --> 00:58:11,529 GENTLE PIANO MUSIC 911 00:58:30,006 --> 00:58:31,925 SARAH: Oh. Excuse me! 912 00:58:35,845 --> 00:58:37,138 Here he is! 913 00:58:37,555 --> 00:58:38,723 My guy! 914 00:58:39,390 --> 00:58:42,560 - Mr. Trouble is here! - Okay, see you later! 915 00:58:42,644 --> 00:58:44,103 JOE: Bye then! 916 00:58:44,479 --> 00:58:46,189 MUSIC CONTINUES 917 00:58:47,857 --> 00:58:49,567 - Er, Sarah? - ANNOYED: Yes? 918 00:58:49,984 --> 00:58:52,195 Dr Falmer would appreciate a word. 919 00:58:54,614 --> 00:58:56,824 DR FALMER, SOFTLY: Next week then. 920 00:58:57,450 --> 00:58:59,327 - Thanks. - I can come back later. 921 00:58:59,410 --> 00:59:01,996 Let me call you back. Sarah! 922 00:59:03,122 --> 00:59:06,417 Sarah, please, do... Come in, have a seat. 923 00:59:10,171 --> 00:59:12,257 Um, I would like to keep Joe 924 00:59:12,340 --> 00:59:13,800 in the residential wing for a while. 925 00:59:14,592 --> 00:59:16,511 But he always comes home with me. 926 00:59:16,594 --> 00:59:18,012 It's not for very long. 927 00:59:18,096 --> 00:59:20,515 I just want to run a few more tests and... 928 00:59:20,932 --> 00:59:22,850 keep him under observation. 929 00:59:23,810 --> 00:59:24,852 Is there a problem? 930 00:59:24,936 --> 00:59:26,354 Please, sit. 931 00:59:27,146 --> 00:59:28,898 LOUDER: Is there a problem? 932 00:59:28,982 --> 00:59:31,526 According to Joe's medical notes, 933 00:59:31,609 --> 00:59:35,196 he has no memory or recollection of anything 934 00:59:35,280 --> 00:59:36,698 over the past two years? 935 00:59:37,115 --> 00:59:39,158 Yeah, that's right, yeah. 936 00:59:39,242 --> 00:59:40,827 So I am concerned about a possible erosion 937 00:59:40,910 --> 00:59:42,120 of his existing memories 938 00:59:42,203 --> 00:59:44,247 going back to before the tumour. 939 00:59:44,330 --> 00:59:47,709 - Meaning? - Joe's autobiographical memory 940 00:59:47,792 --> 00:59:49,502 appears to be deteriorating. 941 00:59:51,212 --> 00:59:54,507 His memory is deteriorating. 942 00:59:54,966 --> 00:59:56,384 It seems so. 943 00:59:58,177 --> 00:59:59,887 So he's slipping further back? 944 01:00:00,221 --> 01:00:03,224 - I can't say for sure... - Just deleting his memories. 945 01:00:03,599 --> 01:00:06,978 - Ugh, well, when will it stop? - Impossible to say. 946 01:00:09,731 --> 01:00:12,900 So, he just carries on rewinding, erasing our lives? 947 01:00:12,984 --> 01:00:14,736 I really can't say at the moment. 948 01:00:14,819 --> 01:00:16,195 But what if he rewinds 949 01:00:16,279 --> 01:00:18,614 to before we ever met? What happens then? 950 01:00:19,657 --> 01:00:23,786 What happens then? He forgets who I am? 951 01:00:23,870 --> 01:00:25,580 He doesn't recognise me? 952 01:00:27,665 --> 01:00:28,875 I am sorry. 953 01:00:30,460 --> 01:00:31,544 No! 954 01:00:32,253 --> 01:00:33,504 - DR FALMER: I am. - SARAH: No. 955 01:00:33,588 --> 01:00:35,548 I'm sorry, Sarah. 956 01:00:37,050 --> 01:00:38,259 DOOR SHUTS 957 01:00:38,968 --> 01:00:40,678 DOOR OPENS 958 01:00:40,762 --> 01:00:43,556 You know, I thought there was still hope, you told me that. 959 01:00:44,057 --> 01:00:45,308 - I didn't, actually. 960 01:00:45,391 --> 01:00:47,727 What about all those memory exercises 961 01:00:47,810 --> 01:00:49,187 the recordings and Joe's schedule? 962 01:00:49,270 --> 01:00:51,064 They're designed to support 963 01:00:51,147 --> 01:00:53,733 and facilitate independent living. 964 01:00:54,359 --> 01:00:56,319 "The brain is adaptable", you said. 965 01:00:56,402 --> 01:01:00,114 No brain is the same, Sarah. 966 01:01:05,370 --> 01:01:08,081 You gave me hope, and you shouldn't have. 967 01:01:08,164 --> 01:01:10,541 You shouldn't have given me any hope! 968 01:01:11,751 --> 01:01:13,711 Do you have no idea what it's like 969 01:01:13,795 --> 01:01:16,089 to try to hang on and survive like this? 970 01:01:23,179 --> 01:01:25,431 I do. [MELANCHOLIC PIANO MUSIC] 971 01:01:33,272 --> 01:01:35,483 INDISTINCT CHATTER 972 01:01:56,003 --> 01:01:58,256 SARAH SOBS 973 01:02:05,430 --> 01:02:08,724 - GWEN: Time passes so quickly. - Excuse me? 974 01:02:11,227 --> 01:02:14,147 We shouldn't waste it, crying. 975 01:02:17,859 --> 01:02:19,277 GWEN: Seize life. 976 01:02:21,737 --> 01:02:22,780 Grasp it. 977 01:02:25,158 --> 01:02:26,993 Don't waste it. 978 01:02:34,584 --> 01:02:35,793 BIRDS CHIRP 979 01:02:54,395 --> 01:02:56,397 TONI: It'll kill you, you know. 980 01:02:57,899 --> 01:03:00,735 Which is why I like to smoke alone and in silence. 981 01:03:02,528 --> 01:03:04,071 You know, some things require 982 01:03:04,155 --> 01:03:06,365 full awareness and concentration. 983 01:03:07,617 --> 01:03:10,369 It's a talent, some might say it's a discipline. 984 01:03:11,704 --> 01:03:12,705 Total commitment 985 01:03:13,372 --> 01:03:16,334 to the slow process of self-annihilation. 986 01:03:18,544 --> 01:03:21,255 I've never been one for small talk, either. 987 01:03:26,135 --> 01:03:27,386 It changes you. 988 01:03:30,181 --> 01:03:32,308 GENTLE GUITAR MUSIC 989 01:03:34,894 --> 01:03:36,771 Do not be nice to me. 990 01:03:37,396 --> 01:03:38,773 I wouldn't dream of it. 991 01:03:54,288 --> 01:03:56,541 What is the point of having a phone, 992 01:03:56,624 --> 01:03:58,334 if it's always off the bloody hook? 993 01:04:00,002 --> 01:04:02,255 GUITAR MUSIC CONTINUES 994 01:04:21,023 --> 01:04:22,817 INDISTINCT CONVERSATION 995 01:04:29,115 --> 01:04:31,367 Those are the brains I can't mend. 996 01:04:44,797 --> 01:04:47,675 You know you can't smoke anymore in here, right? 997 01:04:50,136 --> 01:04:51,929 THEY CHUCKLE 998 01:04:55,349 --> 01:04:58,311 MUFFLED CHEERS MUSIC CONTINUES 999 01:05:03,357 --> 01:05:05,443 PARADE SOUNDS COMING FROM TV 1000 01:05:46,942 --> 01:05:48,194 MUSIC CONCLUDES 1001 01:05:50,863 --> 01:05:53,324 Good morning. [DISTANT SEAGULL CALLS] 1002 01:05:53,407 --> 01:05:55,534 Hi, okay, er... 1003 01:05:55,618 --> 01:05:57,536 [SARAH LAUGHS] Toni: What? 1004 01:06:02,124 --> 01:06:03,376 HEAVY EXHALE 1005 01:06:05,086 --> 01:06:07,630 Okay, can you get me a towel? 1006 01:06:08,923 --> 01:06:10,007 What? 1007 01:06:10,716 --> 01:06:13,636 An oblong piece of absorbent material used to 1008 01:06:13,719 --> 01:06:16,972 block water from my naked skin, following ablutions? 1009 01:06:17,056 --> 01:06:18,057 TONI LAUGHS 1010 01:06:18,641 --> 01:06:21,143 Don't you need to pause and inhale, 1011 01:06:21,227 --> 01:06:22,937 like us, lesser mortals? 1012 01:06:23,020 --> 01:06:27,149 Ah, no. Scary, isn't it? I have excellent breath control; 1013 01:06:27,233 --> 01:06:29,568 I can actually go on for hours if I need to, 1014 01:06:29,652 --> 01:06:34,365 I can just pump out words, p-p-p-p-p, like, um 1015 01:06:34,448 --> 01:06:35,950 a Tommy Gun. 1016 01:06:36,617 --> 01:06:38,452 - A Tommy Gun. - Mm. 1017 01:06:40,913 --> 01:06:43,791 It's like an automatic weapon, I just spray 1018 01:06:43,874 --> 01:06:46,043 words into the air, like bullets... 1019 01:06:48,003 --> 01:06:49,422 Look, okay, 1020 01:06:49,880 --> 01:06:54,135 I'm clearly not used to doing this, so... 1021 01:06:54,802 --> 01:06:59,348 I'm just gonna have a shower and I will be out of your life. 1022 01:07:02,643 --> 01:07:05,271 So I guess giving comfort is a crime. 1023 01:07:06,188 --> 01:07:08,482 I've never heard it called that before. 1024 01:07:08,566 --> 01:07:10,025 But that's what we did. 1025 01:07:10,609 --> 01:07:12,319 We comforted each other. 1026 01:07:14,405 --> 01:07:15,781 Um... 1027 01:07:15,865 --> 01:07:18,075 Yeah, okay, yep, 1028 01:07:18,367 --> 01:07:19,952 that's what I was, comfort. 1029 01:07:20,411 --> 01:07:23,080 No, you were much, much more than that. 1030 01:07:27,293 --> 01:07:28,544 I don't want this. 1031 01:07:29,128 --> 01:07:30,713 Why are you being like that? 1032 01:07:32,465 --> 01:07:34,675 Last night I was just trying to get away. 1033 01:07:34,759 --> 01:07:37,386 Last night was just about me. I'm sleeping with strangers, 1034 01:07:37,470 --> 01:07:40,473 and I include my husband in that list, and you have no idea. 1035 01:07:40,556 --> 01:07:42,016 You fucking try me! 1036 01:07:44,059 --> 01:07:45,060 Okay. 1037 01:07:45,853 --> 01:07:48,856 Sometimes, when he looks at me, 1038 01:07:49,565 --> 01:07:51,817 - what makes him "him" is... - Missing? 1039 01:07:52,985 --> 01:07:54,069 Yes. 1040 01:07:56,739 --> 01:08:00,493 The last time I saw Gwen was fifteen years ago, 1041 01:08:01,243 --> 01:08:02,453 in our car. 1042 01:08:02,995 --> 01:08:04,455 She was pregnant. 1043 01:08:05,456 --> 01:08:07,333 The IVF had finally worked. 1044 01:08:08,501 --> 01:08:15,007 And she was trying to buckle her seatbelt over her bump, 1045 01:08:16,217 --> 01:08:20,513 and that's the second before a car cannoned into us, 1046 01:08:20,888 --> 01:08:23,099 sending her through the windscreen. 1047 01:08:27,311 --> 01:08:30,898 What happens when there are no babies to tell the stories to? 1048 01:08:44,036 --> 01:08:45,079 GWEN: Toni! 1049 01:08:51,544 --> 01:08:52,878 LOUDER: Toni! 1050 01:08:54,213 --> 01:08:55,589 DOOR OPENS 1051 01:08:56,674 --> 01:08:57,925 Where's Toni? 1052 01:08:58,926 --> 01:09:01,971 - Please. Allow us to explain, just... - I don't know you. 1053 01:09:02,054 --> 01:09:04,890 - My name is Alex Moses, I'm a nurse. - Where am I? 1054 01:09:05,307 --> 01:09:08,352 - Gwen, allow me to explain. - No, I need to speak to Toni. 1055 01:09:08,435 --> 01:09:10,479 Hear me out. Tell me where you are. 1056 01:09:10,563 --> 01:09:12,273 ATMOSPHERIC MUSIC 1057 01:09:12,356 --> 01:09:13,566 What happened? 1058 01:09:14,066 --> 01:09:15,484 It's okay. 1059 01:09:15,943 --> 01:09:17,570 Oh my God... 1060 01:09:21,282 --> 01:09:22,741 - No. - Gwen. 1061 01:09:24,368 --> 01:09:26,579 Whe-where... 1062 01:09:27,037 --> 01:09:28,080 No... 1063 01:09:29,415 --> 01:09:31,208 - Where is my baby?! - It's okay. 1064 01:09:31,292 --> 01:09:32,835 What did you do to me? 1065 01:09:32,918 --> 01:09:36,380 - Where is my baby?! - DR FALMER: Gwen, hello. 1066 01:09:36,881 --> 01:09:38,716 I'm Dr Falmer and I'm here to help. 1067 01:09:38,799 --> 01:09:41,302 Where is Toni? I need to speak to... 1068 01:09:41,385 --> 01:09:42,553 It's alright. 1069 01:09:42,636 --> 01:09:43,929 - It's okay. - Oh, please... 1070 01:09:44,013 --> 01:09:47,892 - It's okay, Gwen. - It's not okay! 1071 01:09:48,601 --> 01:09:53,147 I can't speak! I need to speak to Toni! 1072 01:09:53,230 --> 01:09:54,481 DR FALMER: Okay. 1073 01:09:57,067 --> 01:09:58,110 MUSIC FADES OUT 1074 01:09:59,737 --> 01:10:01,614 Is that clear, Gwen? 1075 01:10:06,452 --> 01:10:07,661 Yeah. 1076 01:10:09,788 --> 01:10:12,333 I know something now which I... 1077 01:10:12,833 --> 01:10:14,835 which I won't at other times. 1078 01:10:19,131 --> 01:10:21,717 I know I'm older than I thought I was. 1079 01:10:24,803 --> 01:10:26,055 Time's passing. 1080 01:10:28,307 --> 01:10:29,391 Life's moving on; 1081 01:10:29,475 --> 01:10:31,143 SUBTLE INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC 1082 01:10:33,312 --> 01:10:36,273 but tomorrow morning, I'll be a young girl. 1083 01:10:38,067 --> 01:10:41,904 And you'll have to go through this all over again? 1084 01:10:44,365 --> 01:10:45,616 Yes, I will. 1085 01:10:49,161 --> 01:10:50,204 Yes, we will. 1086 01:10:59,171 --> 01:11:00,172 Thank you. 1087 01:11:02,758 --> 01:11:05,302 Take your time. Moses will see you to your room. 1088 01:11:14,937 --> 01:11:16,981 MUSIC FADES OUT SARAH SIGHS 1089 01:11:21,193 --> 01:11:24,029 MOBILE PHONE RINGS 1090 01:11:29,952 --> 01:11:32,579 MOBILE PHONE RINGS 1091 01:11:35,332 --> 01:11:37,001 SUBTLE AMBIENT NOISE 1092 01:11:40,546 --> 01:11:42,673 GENTLE INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC 1093 01:11:47,469 --> 01:11:49,096 MUSIC TURNS HOPEFUL 1094 01:11:58,397 --> 01:11:59,857 TONI: A whole skeleton? 1095 01:12:00,899 --> 01:12:04,194 Wow! How long did it take you to complete? 1096 01:12:04,278 --> 01:12:05,404 MUSIC CONTINUES 1097 01:12:05,487 --> 01:12:07,072 Hmm. Weeks, well, maybe months. 1098 01:12:07,489 --> 01:12:11,368 I just got lost in their story, reuniting the bones. 1099 01:12:14,038 --> 01:12:15,664 Connecting the dots? 1100 01:12:16,707 --> 01:12:18,292 Seems like you needed it. 1101 01:12:19,626 --> 01:12:21,837 Yeah, like... [LAUGHS] 1102 01:12:24,131 --> 01:12:26,008 Gwen and I loved coming here. 1103 01:12:27,760 --> 01:12:30,721 - What? - Too soon? 1104 01:12:32,389 --> 01:12:35,809 Oh, you fucker! Oh, you had me there! 1105 01:12:36,602 --> 01:12:37,895 You! 1106 01:12:38,437 --> 01:12:40,814 I'll drink to that! [GLASSES CLINK] 1107 01:12:43,901 --> 01:12:45,903 MUSIC CONTINUES SEAGULLS CALL 1108 01:13:10,677 --> 01:13:12,805 THEY SHRIEK AND SCREAM 1109 01:14:19,538 --> 01:14:20,789 MUSIC SOFTENS 1110 01:14:21,957 --> 01:14:23,584 What do you do when you're grieving 1111 01:14:23,667 --> 01:14:25,294 and no one's actually died? 1112 01:14:27,754 --> 01:14:29,464 TONI SIGHS 1113 01:14:30,591 --> 01:14:33,510 It's not even 6:30, Sarah. 1114 01:14:34,720 --> 01:14:36,430 MUSIC CONCLUDES 1115 01:14:39,600 --> 01:14:40,851 You're not him. 1116 01:14:41,977 --> 01:14:43,228 I do know that. 1117 01:14:48,567 --> 01:14:49,818 You're not him. 1118 01:14:51,653 --> 01:14:52,905 I know. 1119 01:14:54,156 --> 01:14:55,824 [SARAH SIGHS] It's just, 1120 01:14:55,908 --> 01:14:58,493 we're not very good at this, are we? [SARAH LAUGHS SOFTLY] 1121 01:14:58,577 --> 01:14:59,953 SARAH SMACKS HER KNEES 1122 01:15:00,037 --> 01:15:02,331 - Well, I've tried. - [RESIGNED]: Yeah. 1123 01:15:05,250 --> 01:15:08,003 What do we have to do to make it work? 1124 01:15:09,922 --> 01:15:11,298 Forget. 1125 01:15:13,592 --> 01:15:15,093 I want a future. 1126 01:15:16,553 --> 01:15:19,097 Can you just be content with the present? 1127 01:15:20,057 --> 01:15:22,017 But we're not present! 1128 01:15:23,018 --> 01:15:25,145 We're not even here, Sarah! 1129 01:15:25,938 --> 01:15:29,858 I've missed so much! So much time! God! 1130 01:15:29,942 --> 01:15:31,777 - Toni! - Go, get away from me! 1131 01:15:33,946 --> 01:15:37,157 BREATHES HEAVILY 1132 01:15:38,450 --> 01:15:40,494 DOOR HANDLE THUMPS TONI SNIFFLES 1133 01:15:41,995 --> 01:15:44,456 [SARAH KNOCKS ON THE DOOR] Toni, I'm sorry. 1134 01:15:46,124 --> 01:15:47,960 [DOOR HANDLE CLICKS] Toni? But, 1135 01:15:48,543 --> 01:15:52,172 what happened to the woman who comforted me, who understood? 1136 01:15:54,049 --> 01:15:56,301 She grew old and disappeared. 1137 01:16:03,517 --> 01:16:05,102 SHE SIGHS AND SNIFFLES 1138 01:16:09,815 --> 01:16:12,442 DOOR SQUEAKS OPEN AND THEN CLOSES 1139 01:16:12,985 --> 01:16:16,071 SENTIMENTAL PIANO AND CELLO MUSIC 1140 01:16:18,699 --> 01:16:21,326 SEAGULLS CALL 1141 01:16:34,965 --> 01:16:37,384 NURSE: We'll let her know you're here. 1142 01:16:41,138 --> 01:16:44,599 Hi, Gwen. Toni's here to see you, okay? 1143 01:16:44,683 --> 01:16:45,892 MUSIC CONCLUDES 1144 01:16:47,019 --> 01:16:48,645 - Go through. - Okay. 1145 01:17:02,200 --> 01:17:03,702 WAVES CRASHING 1146 01:17:03,785 --> 01:17:05,412 SEAGULLS CALL 1147 01:17:44,826 --> 01:17:46,119 Mmm. 1148 01:17:46,203 --> 01:17:47,454 Tastes better when you hold them. 1149 01:17:49,331 --> 01:17:50,665 Less fattening too. 1150 01:17:57,839 --> 01:17:59,508 They arrived a few years ago. 1151 01:18:02,219 --> 01:18:03,428 An invasion. 1152 01:18:07,599 --> 01:18:08,600 Do we like them? 1153 01:18:13,271 --> 01:18:16,108 They're perfect. [INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC] 1154 01:18:29,955 --> 01:18:33,959 ♪ There are times when we are taken 1155 01:18:34,459 --> 01:18:37,879 ♪ There are times the pieces break 1156 01:18:38,797 --> 01:18:42,843 ♪ You can glue them back together 1157 01:18:43,468 --> 01:18:47,597 ♪ But you'll feel a little ache 1158 01:18:48,223 --> 01:18:52,310 ♪ So liberate me from the love song 1159 01:18:53,019 --> 01:18:56,982 ♪ Liberate me from the love song 1160 01:18:57,482 --> 01:19:00,819 ♪ Liberate me from the love song 1161 01:19:01,403 --> 01:19:04,823 ♪ To survive another day ♪ 1162 01:19:05,240 --> 01:19:06,867 SONG CONTINUES 1163 01:19:06,950 --> 01:19:12,247 "'I am a dinosaur', said Bunny, stamping down a paw... 1164 01:19:12,330 --> 01:19:14,958 "You should see my mighty shadow; 1165 01:19:15,041 --> 01:19:17,544 you should hear my mighty roar... 1166 01:19:17,627 --> 01:19:20,922 "Tiger raised an eyebrow and scratched his spiny..." 1167 01:19:21,006 --> 01:19:22,299 They'll be there for hours. 1168 01:19:22,382 --> 01:19:24,009 JOE: 'Hello, Bunny', said Tiger. 1169 01:19:24,092 --> 01:19:27,220 "I really have to say, what do you think you're doing, 1170 01:19:27,304 --> 01:19:30,432 - "standing in my way?'" - "Said Bunny to Tiger..." 1171 01:19:30,515 --> 01:19:31,808 - SARAH: Cath? - CATH: Sarah? 1172 01:19:32,350 --> 01:19:33,602 SARAH SNIFFLES 1173 01:19:34,603 --> 01:19:36,521 I've... I've done something. 1174 01:19:37,314 --> 01:19:39,232 BIRDS CHIRP 1175 01:19:40,484 --> 01:19:41,818 Hey. 1176 01:19:42,861 --> 01:19:46,698 - Um... I've really messed up. - [GENTLY] So? 1177 01:19:49,367 --> 01:19:51,703 - There's this woman. - Woman? 1178 01:19:51,786 --> 01:19:52,829 Yeah. 1179 01:19:55,540 --> 01:19:57,751 That's one ticked off the bucket list. 1180 01:19:58,376 --> 01:20:00,629 - Didn't see that one coming. - Look, Cath. 1181 01:20:00,712 --> 01:20:02,964 - I didn't mean to... - Do I look like a priest? 1182 01:20:03,048 --> 01:20:04,466 Sorry? 1183 01:20:04,549 --> 01:20:06,593 Does this look like a confessional box? 1184 01:20:06,676 --> 01:20:08,929 I'm telling you I've done something! 1185 01:20:09,012 --> 01:20:10,597 Well, you're not made of wood. 1186 01:20:12,015 --> 01:20:15,727 I don't need to know. It's none of my business. 1187 01:20:18,772 --> 01:20:20,190 I want Joe back. 1188 01:20:20,273 --> 01:20:22,400 Oh, we all want Joe back. [SENTIMENTAL MUSIC] 1189 01:20:23,193 --> 01:20:24,402 No, I want Joe! 1190 01:20:27,906 --> 01:20:29,199 You've got Joe! 1191 01:20:38,333 --> 01:20:39,626 DOOR OPENS 1192 01:20:53,723 --> 01:20:54,766 EXHALES HEAVILY 1193 01:21:04,025 --> 01:21:06,820 SENTIMENTAL MUSIC CONTINUES 1194 01:21:23,712 --> 01:21:24,796 DOOR OPENS 1195 01:21:52,157 --> 01:21:53,491 Hi. 1196 01:21:55,327 --> 01:21:56,536 Hello. 1197 01:22:03,251 --> 01:22:04,544 MUSIC CONTINUES 1198 01:22:17,891 --> 01:22:20,518 JOE: I'm outside. Outside in the garden. [BIRDS CHIRP] 1199 01:22:20,852 --> 01:22:24,981 Yes, familiar, familiar. This is familiar. 1200 01:22:25,065 --> 01:22:28,777 I'm outside, in a garden, by a tree. 1201 01:22:29,277 --> 01:22:30,528 JOE LAUGHS 1202 01:22:33,156 --> 01:22:34,366 Okay, I'm in a... 1203 01:22:35,408 --> 01:22:37,911 In a garden. Familiar, by... 1204 01:22:39,663 --> 01:22:42,582 big fucking tree and... Hands are empty. 1205 01:22:44,417 --> 01:22:47,212 Oh... [JOE LAUGHS] 1206 01:22:47,295 --> 01:22:50,215 In a garden, by a big fucking tree. 1207 01:22:50,965 --> 01:22:51,925 Hands cold. 1208 01:22:52,008 --> 01:22:53,760 Big fucking tree! 1209 01:22:55,053 --> 01:22:56,596 Are you alright? 1210 01:22:58,473 --> 01:23:00,225 - Hello. - Hello. 1211 01:23:02,727 --> 01:23:04,854 - I'm Joe. - I'm Gwen. 1212 01:23:05,772 --> 01:23:08,066 - Hi Gwen. - Hi. 1213 01:23:08,608 --> 01:23:09,859 I love your garden. 1214 01:23:10,402 --> 01:23:12,028 - It's not mine. - No? 1215 01:23:12,112 --> 01:23:13,363 Mm. 1216 01:23:15,448 --> 01:23:18,868 - Do you know whose it is? - Not really, no. 1217 01:23:19,911 --> 01:23:21,788 Then we are in the same boat. 1218 01:23:22,580 --> 01:23:24,374 I hate it when you go to these parties 1219 01:23:24,457 --> 01:23:26,292 and no one knows who the host is... 1220 01:23:26,376 --> 01:23:27,585 GWEN: Mm. 1221 01:23:29,921 --> 01:23:31,047 Maybe you're lost. 1222 01:23:32,507 --> 01:23:34,634 We're in the grounds of a health centre. 1223 01:23:38,763 --> 01:23:40,056 Was I in an accident? 1224 01:23:41,683 --> 01:23:43,393 You look fine to me. 1225 01:23:45,395 --> 01:23:46,438 Why, 1226 01:23:46,521 --> 01:23:48,314 SOFTLY: why am I here? 1227 01:23:49,816 --> 01:23:51,901 - Visiting someone. - Ha! 1228 01:23:53,653 --> 01:23:59,701 [JOE LAUGHS] That's it! That is it! Yeah! Let's see. 1229 01:24:01,369 --> 01:24:02,704 Yeah. 1230 01:24:05,415 --> 01:24:07,500 Very good. [HE LAUGHS] 1231 01:24:16,676 --> 01:24:19,763 - Should I know you? - Probably. 1232 01:24:20,889 --> 01:24:23,975 You never can tell, can you? 1233 01:24:25,018 --> 01:24:26,060 No. 1234 01:24:27,645 --> 01:24:29,606 How long have you had your book? 1235 01:24:30,482 --> 01:24:31,983 Oh, um... 1236 01:24:34,903 --> 01:24:35,945 Em... 1237 01:24:40,283 --> 01:24:43,620 Years? Years and years. 1238 01:24:49,125 --> 01:24:50,335 I like the garden. 1239 01:24:51,795 --> 01:24:52,837 Yeah. 1240 01:25:03,014 --> 01:25:04,015 Hello. 1241 01:25:05,683 --> 01:25:07,060 You're very familiar. 1242 01:25:08,853 --> 01:25:12,065 Sometimes, I'm a little too familiar. 1243 01:25:13,358 --> 01:25:14,984 And if that's the case, just... 1244 01:25:16,152 --> 01:25:17,737 You remind me of someone. 1245 01:25:20,365 --> 01:25:21,574 I'm Joe. 1246 01:25:23,451 --> 01:25:24,702 I know. 1247 01:25:28,790 --> 01:25:31,668 - Hello. - Hello Joe. I'm Gwen. 1248 01:25:32,001 --> 01:25:33,044 Hi. 1249 01:25:36,714 --> 01:25:38,508 DISTANT CONVERSATION 1250 01:25:43,346 --> 01:25:44,556 So what do we do now? 1251 01:25:45,974 --> 01:25:48,977 We could go have a cup of tea. 1252 01:25:51,855 --> 01:25:54,566 - I'd like that. - Yes. Come. 1253 01:25:54,649 --> 01:25:56,526 JOE LAUGHS 1254 01:26:00,029 --> 01:26:01,072 JOE LAUGHS 1255 01:26:03,408 --> 01:26:07,078 Um. My friend and I would like some tea, please. 1256 01:26:08,830 --> 01:26:10,498 Of course. [CLEARS THROAT] 1257 01:26:10,582 --> 01:26:12,667 Take a seat. I'll bring it over. 1258 01:26:13,376 --> 01:26:14,627 Thank you. 1259 01:26:16,212 --> 01:26:17,589 Hi Joe. 1260 01:26:17,964 --> 01:26:19,007 Hi. 1261 01:26:25,430 --> 01:26:28,808 I believe you're going to play the cello for us later. 1262 01:26:29,267 --> 01:26:30,727 Yeah. Yeah, I am. 1263 01:26:31,811 --> 01:26:34,439 Well, I'm looking forward to that. 1264 01:26:35,231 --> 01:26:37,942 Good. [CELLO MUSIC PLAYS IN THE BACKGROUND] 1265 01:26:39,277 --> 01:26:41,529 PIANO JOINS IN 1266 01:27:17,649 --> 01:27:19,734 Bravo! [PEOPLE CLAP AND CHEER] 1267 01:27:19,817 --> 01:27:22,111 JOE: Yes! Cello lady! 1268 01:27:24,572 --> 01:27:26,491 CHEERS AND CLAPS CONTINUE 1269 01:27:28,826 --> 01:27:31,996 Hey! Hey, and a real buster. Who are you? 1270 01:27:32,330 --> 01:27:33,873 Joey. 1271 01:27:33,957 --> 01:27:35,917 - No, that's my name, Joe. - No, that's my name. 1272 01:27:36,000 --> 01:27:37,752 No, I'm Joe. What's your name? 1273 01:27:37,835 --> 01:27:39,545 SARAH: A couple of regular Joes! 1274 01:27:41,339 --> 01:27:43,007 Hi. 1275 01:27:45,093 --> 01:27:47,303 - What's your name? - I'm Sarah. 1276 01:27:48,137 --> 01:27:49,305 Hi Sarah. 1277 01:27:49,389 --> 01:27:51,015 INDISTINCT CHATTER 1278 01:27:51,099 --> 01:27:52,517 I'm Joe. 1279 01:27:55,687 --> 01:27:57,522 I've heard there's cake. Did you know? 1280 01:27:57,605 --> 01:27:58,773 Yes. 1281 01:27:58,856 --> 01:28:00,358 - Oh, you've heard. - Yes. 1282 01:28:00,441 --> 01:28:02,735 - Is it good cake? - They have chocolate and jam 1283 01:28:02,819 --> 01:28:05,655 and sprinkles and everything! 1284 01:28:05,738 --> 01:28:07,490 JOE: Everything? Do they have icing? 1285 01:28:08,032 --> 01:28:10,076 - WHISPERS: They have icing. - Ha! 1286 01:28:10,618 --> 01:28:11,995 Wanna get some cake? 1287 01:28:12,537 --> 01:28:14,497 - Oh, do you mind? - Why not? 1288 01:28:14,580 --> 01:28:15,832 - Are you sure? - Yeah. 1289 01:28:15,915 --> 01:28:17,166 JOE: I'll be back. 1290 01:28:18,751 --> 01:28:20,670 JOE MAKES HAPPY NOISES 1291 01:28:22,463 --> 01:28:23,798 JOE: Huh... 1292 01:28:26,759 --> 01:28:28,177 This one. 1293 01:28:45,611 --> 01:28:46,863 We got here. 1294 01:28:47,822 --> 01:28:49,073 We did. 1295 01:28:52,744 --> 01:28:53,995 To being present. 1296 01:28:56,122 --> 01:28:57,165 To now. 1297 01:29:00,918 --> 01:29:02,128 SARAH: Mmm. 1298 01:29:03,212 --> 01:29:04,756 - S... - I wanted to say. 1299 01:29:09,302 --> 01:29:10,595 Thank you too, Toni. 1300 01:29:11,596 --> 01:29:12,805 Seriously. 1301 01:29:17,560 --> 01:29:18,728 Don't be nice to me. 1302 01:29:19,103 --> 01:29:20,730 I wouldn't dream of it. 1303 01:29:22,732 --> 01:29:24,192 BOTH LAUGH 1304 01:29:27,153 --> 01:29:29,655 - Mummy, mummy, mummy. - Yeah? Oh! 1305 01:29:29,739 --> 01:29:31,491 - Is that for me? - Yes! 1306 01:29:31,574 --> 01:29:33,034 He's, he's really fast. 1307 01:29:33,117 --> 01:29:35,369 Did you chose this one especially for me? 1308 01:29:35,453 --> 01:29:36,287 Yes. 1309 01:29:36,370 --> 01:29:38,081 Yeah? Oh, thanks! 1310 01:29:38,164 --> 01:29:40,958 Good choice, cos I was so hungry for this. 1311 01:29:41,042 --> 01:29:43,252 APPLAUSE 1312 01:29:48,674 --> 01:29:50,927 GWEN PLAYS CELLO 1313 01:29:54,597 --> 01:29:56,808 GENTLE BELLS JINGLE 1314 01:30:40,518 --> 01:30:41,811 MUSIC CONTINUES 1315 01:31:10,548 --> 01:31:14,510 ♪ Sometimes, often 1316 01:31:14,927 --> 01:31:19,182 ♪ Never, always 1317 01:31:19,557 --> 01:31:23,311 ♪ In your hallways 1318 01:31:23,853 --> 01:31:27,815 ♪ I can give you 1319 01:31:27,899 --> 01:31:32,153 ♪ More or less or 1320 01:31:32,236 --> 01:31:36,407 ♪ Something different 1321 01:31:36,949 --> 01:31:41,078 ♪ Keep me posted 1322 01:31:41,537 --> 01:31:45,374 ♪ I can give you 1323 01:31:45,708 --> 01:31:48,002 ♪ More... ♪ 1324 01:31:50,546 --> 01:31:52,423 SONG CONTINUES