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Previously on "You"...
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- I love our little routine.
- [moans]
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Always the same,
but never stale.
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Your father was
never consistent,
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and you're still healing
from that with my help.
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And guess what.
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Now that I've made
our morning sacred,
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you're actually writing.
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One day,
I'll tell you about Candace.
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- She broke my heart.
- [laughs]
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But you are good.
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You make cheating
a distant memory.
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Peach is taking you out of town.
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I need to save you.
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[tires screeching, crash]
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License and registration.
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Sorry, Spencer Hewitt.
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Dispatch to Nico,
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car's registered
to an Ivan Mooney.
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Kicked Ron out.
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You're right,
people don't change.
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Peach has it out for me.
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If I just keep being
the perfect boyfriend,
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you'll realize that life
is so much healthier
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away from this toxicity.
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You have issues, okay?
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Don't make your desperate,
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unending need for attention
about me.
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It's freeing in a way
to know for certain
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what I have to do
to protect you.
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Anyone here?
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I would do anything for you.
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[both grunting]
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♪ ♪
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[gunshot]
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I'm not a bad person.
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She was going to ruin you.
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You're safe now, next to me.
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♪ ♪
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[soft, dramatic music]
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That first perfect month...
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We'd been to hell and back,
we'd done the hard work,
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and we were closer than ever,
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we were living the dream.
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Couldn't keep our hands
off each other,
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couldn't keep anything
off each other.
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I was ready to wait it out
during the grief period,
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no matter what that looked like.
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But it only brought us
closer together.
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That month after
the funeral was...
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It was intimate.
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Real.
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Just made us more.
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No doubt,
awash with champagne...
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But then, over the next
few weeks...
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[uneasy electronic music]
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Something happened.
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♪ ♪
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Falafel.
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Couldn't tell you
the exact moment
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things went wrong between us.
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But, uh,
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wrong they have gone.
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So that's why
you're here in therapy, to...
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find out why your relationship
went south?
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Oh, it didn't just go south.
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It's over.
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And I wanna know why.
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[foreboding music]
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Synced & corrected by MaxPayne
== https://subscene.com ==
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Listen, here's the deal.
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Don't think of this as
an office or me as a shrink.
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We're just two dudes,
you know, shooting the shit.
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Why don't we start...
[recorder beeps]
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When things were good
with you two?
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- Hmm, my first kiss?
- Good question.
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I was 14, and I was going out
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with this, um, boy Matt.
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You know, we told each other
all the good stuff.
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He was so sweet,
and we went to see, um,
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"Hitch" together...
[laughs]
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And I was waiting for him
to make the move.
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Waiting... so, what,
that was your first kiss?
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No, it was two nights later
on a school camping trip,
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in a tent in the rain,
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with his best friend, Chad.
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- Oh, Chad.
- I know.
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- Chad.
- I know.
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[laughs] I mean, but Chad,
he just... he went for it,
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and I've always had trouble
with that kind of thing,
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the whole good guy
versus bad boy bit.
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Don't look at me that way.
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Trust me,
I wish I could have a redo.
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I still feel like
a hootsie for it.
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A hootsie?
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That should totally be a word.
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[laughs]
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No real words?
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- Only fake ones.
- [laughs]
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- Punklassical.
- Photobomb.
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- Ravey.
- We connected on every level.
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It doesn't get any better.
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Everythingship.
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I love that.
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It's like our word.
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Everythingship.
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And now...
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A meeting of the minds,
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bodies, and souls.
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[mellow pop music]
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Okay, Beck, ready?
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[door creaks]
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♪ ♪
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Wha...
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[laughs]
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It can't be.
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Are we redoing my first kiss?
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We're redoing your first kiss.
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Wow.
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I'm finally gonna kiss
the right guy.
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It was an everythingship,
it really was.
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We were in a really
healthy place.
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I mean, I'd even stopped
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relying on the, you know,
like, these certain crutches.
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- Crutches?
- Yeah.
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Checking social media,
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sneaking a peek at
a locked screen and...
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It was time to stop
'cause we were real.
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- I just needed to...
- Trust?
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Sure.
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I'll see you after work.
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Yeah, about that.
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I may have gotten fired
from the yoga studio.
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- May have?
- Oh...
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I got fired.
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Apparently I fell asleep
leading Savasana.
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[snickers]
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- It's fine.
- I can find another job.
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- I can...
- Come work at Mooney's.
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I know, I know. Big step.
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Joe.
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Come on, it's perfect.
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Flexible hours,
you have time to write.
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I wanna help.
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I can't ask that of you.
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Well, you're not asking,
I'm offering.
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But big steps feel right
in an everythingship.
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Yeah, yeah, I get that.
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Oh, don't worry about this.
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I'm in early stages
of asymptomatic glaucoma,
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so I got a prescription.
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I swear, this makes me
such a better listener.
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They should do a study.
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[mysterious music]
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[inhaling]
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[exhaling]
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[sighs]
So what happened next?
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Ooh, hey, Ethan?
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Do you mind taking
a picture of us?
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♪ ♪
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[sighs] Uh, I'm sorry,
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I think I just need to sit down.
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I, um, pre-gamed
the new Safran Foer
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by reading "Eating Animals,"
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and I'm test driving
veganism now,
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and I'm just feeling
a little faint.
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Both: Oh.
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[laughs] Of course.
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[shutter clicks]
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You two are absolutely adorable,
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and I am a lonely vegan island.
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Someone needs a burger.
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Or somewhere to put his meat.
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- Oh.
- Okay, that was bad.
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I meant it sympathetically.
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[gentle string music]
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We have a hashtag now?
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- Too much?
- It's perfect.
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What happened next
was we were doing great.
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It was safe to open up
about the very hardest things.
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You know, uh,
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Peach went on a date
with JSF in high school.
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I thought that grief
was really the last frontier.
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Apparently, he ate pork belly.
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Very scandalous.
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And Peach always said th...
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Um...
[laughs]
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You can talk about her,
you know.
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Yeah, I know.
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You haven't mentioned her
since the funeral.
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It's been over a month.
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And we were at that
frontier together.
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Actually, I think I...
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I'd rather save it for therapy,
if that's okay.
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[foreboding music]
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Therapy?
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Except, it turns out,
we weren't.
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Yeah, I... I used to go
about a year ago,
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but I stopped,
but then after Peach,
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I thought it was worth it
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to go for a bit.
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I mean, honestly,
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Dr. Nicky's been really helpful
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dealing with my grief.
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I think we need more stars.
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- They're in your office, right?
- Yeah.
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Don't get me wrong...
[stammers]
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There's nothing wrong
with going to therapy,
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it's just, it's a bit troubling
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when your partner
hides something from you.
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Don't you agree, Dr. Nicky?
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I hear you, Paul.
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Not cool.
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Forgive me, Beck,
but for the purposes
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of this session
with your therapist,
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- you are Renaldo...
- [echoing speech]
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Tall, dark, and man-bunned
backup dancer for Beyoncé,
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and I, Paul,
well, I manage a bar.
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Every asshole in this city
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has the same
not-so-special problems.
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It won't be hard
to hide who I am.
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You two seem pretty copacetic,
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sort of, uh...
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things were Ross and Rachel
with you and Renaldo.
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Yeah.
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I guess they... they were,
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until they weren't.
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See, I thought
I'd eliminated all
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the obstacles between us...
Beck, Benji, Peach...
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But now another
has reared its head,
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and he's sitting
right in front of me.
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All right, Paul,
let's keep digging into this.
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All right, tell me,
when did you see
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the first cracks with Renaldo?
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[soft, dramatic music]
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Well, having Renaldo
at work was amazing,
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but it did force me
to confront some slightly
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careless aspects
of his personality.
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♪ ♪
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I tried to cut him some slack...
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You know, new job...
And somewhere in there,
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he's still grieving, right?
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- [clears throat]
- Hey.
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- We need to talk.
- About what?
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Look, this is uncomfortable,
she's your girlfriend,
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and lord knows I'm not
one to criticize,
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but Becky's terrible, Joe.
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Okay? She's always late,
she leaves the register open,
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she doesn't know
how to organize by genre.
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Just this morning,
she chewed out
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a 14-year-old for buying
"American Tragedy" for school
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because she hates Dreiser.
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Everyone hates Dreiser.
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But this is a bookstore, okay?
We're trying to sell books.
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And I hear you, buddy.
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You're caught up hard
in the Tilt-A-Whirl of punani,
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and that is something
I struggle with every day.
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But here's the thing, brother.
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Shitting where you eat
just leads to confusion
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and E. Coli.
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So I'm gonna let you ruminate
on that for a little bit.
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Yeah, well,
we were a little imperfect.
263
00:10:32,934 --> 00:10:34,934
[phone rings]
264
00:10:34,934 --> 00:10:36,984
But I still thought
we were in great shape,
265
00:10:36,984 --> 00:10:38,944
if that was the worst
of our problems.
266
00:10:38,944 --> 00:10:42,824
[tense music]
267
00:10:42,824 --> 00:10:46,284
[coughs, clears throat]
268
00:10:46,284 --> 00:10:48,454
Mooney's, rare and used.
269
00:10:48,454 --> 00:10:50,914
This is Officer Nico,
Greenwich Sheriff's Department.
270
00:10:50,914 --> 00:10:53,954
I'm looking for
a Mr. Ivan Mooney.
271
00:10:53,954 --> 00:10:55,624
Speaking.
272
00:10:55,624 --> 00:10:57,624
Calling about a Buick
registered to your name.
273
00:10:57,624 --> 00:11:00,254
Yeah, I gave that car
to my nephew, Spencer.
274
00:11:00,254 --> 00:11:01,964
Is he in trouble?
275
00:11:01,964 --> 00:11:03,964
[laughs softly] No.
276
00:11:03,964 --> 00:11:06,634
I was just calling about
a little fender bender he had.
277
00:11:06,634 --> 00:11:09,014
It was nothing.
Have a nice day.
278
00:11:09,014 --> 00:11:11,014
[tense music]
279
00:11:11,014 --> 00:11:12,934
♪ ♪
280
00:11:12,934 --> 00:11:14,314
That was too close.
281
00:11:14,314 --> 00:11:17,314
♪ ♪
282
00:11:17,314 --> 00:11:20,654
I just saw my job as keeping
the outside world away
283
00:11:20,654 --> 00:11:22,154
so Renaldo could heal.
284
00:11:22,154 --> 00:11:25,484
Hey, Ethan said
you were late again today.
285
00:11:25,484 --> 00:11:28,154
Yeah, I know. Sorry.
286
00:11:28,154 --> 00:11:31,614
It was hard to find a line
between boss and boyfriend,
287
00:11:31,614 --> 00:11:33,834
between supporting and enabling.
288
00:11:33,834 --> 00:11:36,664
But you did say
the hours were flexible
289
00:11:36,664 --> 00:11:38,464
and that I'd have time to write.
290
00:11:38,464 --> 00:11:41,834
I did,
but you haven't been writing.
291
00:11:41,834 --> 00:11:44,384
Thinking about writing
is a part of the process.
292
00:11:46,504 --> 00:11:48,304
Okay, that sounded
like bullshit,
293
00:11:48,304 --> 00:11:51,184
even as I said it.
294
00:11:51,184 --> 00:11:52,684
I'm sorry.
295
00:11:52,684 --> 00:11:55,264
The truth is...
296
00:11:55,264 --> 00:11:58,524
I've been having really
vivid dreams about Peach.
297
00:12:00,524 --> 00:12:02,404
I'm sorry about that.
298
00:12:02,404 --> 00:12:05,194
It's not your fault,
it's just...
299
00:12:05,194 --> 00:12:08,904
her face, it's... fading,
300
00:12:08,904 --> 00:12:13,494
and I didn't think
that would happen so fast.
301
00:12:13,494 --> 00:12:15,874
But she comes at night, so,
302
00:12:15,874 --> 00:12:20,544
now I am too tired to write
and falling behind at school,
303
00:12:20,544 --> 00:12:24,544
and now I'm failing you
by being bad at this job.
304
00:12:24,544 --> 00:12:27,054
I couldn't tell if I was
helping; I thought I was.
305
00:12:27,054 --> 00:12:29,464
- It's pathetic...
- The only good thing
306
00:12:29,464 --> 00:12:31,474
in my life right now is therapy.
307
00:12:32,514 --> 00:12:34,224
That's the only good thing?
308
00:12:34,224 --> 00:12:36,724
Joe, don't be like that.
309
00:12:36,724 --> 00:12:38,514
Or I was totally wrong,
and there were
310
00:12:38,514 --> 00:12:41,394
dark forces at work
I wasn't privy to.
311
00:12:41,394 --> 00:12:43,274
[loud knocking]
Claudia!
312
00:12:43,274 --> 00:12:46,074
There are people who
are thoroughly delusional
313
00:12:46,074 --> 00:12:47,904
- about their relationship.
- Claudia!
314
00:12:47,904 --> 00:12:49,904
Get your scrub ass
out of here, Ron.
315
00:12:49,904 --> 00:12:51,904
Karen, stop being
a meddling bitch
316
00:12:51,904 --> 00:12:53,784
and tell me where Claudia is.
317
00:12:53,784 --> 00:12:56,084
For example, my neighbor's
alcoholic boyfriend
318
00:12:56,084 --> 00:12:59,454
literally has to be chased
away with a baseball bat.
319
00:12:59,454 --> 00:13:01,914
[mellow music]
320
00:13:01,914 --> 00:13:03,754
This isn't over, Karen.
321
00:13:03,754 --> 00:13:06,174
[tapping]
Can't hide forever, Claudia!
322
00:13:06,174 --> 00:13:07,804
Do I know you?
323
00:13:07,804 --> 00:13:09,214
No.
324
00:13:09,214 --> 00:13:11,424
You don't know me at all?
325
00:13:11,424 --> 00:13:14,384
- No.
- Then what are you staring at?
326
00:13:14,384 --> 00:13:15,934
But we were different...
327
00:13:15,934 --> 00:13:17,434
[door slams]
328
00:13:17,434 --> 00:13:19,264
I thought.
329
00:13:19,264 --> 00:13:21,474
Sounds like working
with Renaldo at the bar
330
00:13:21,474 --> 00:13:23,444
wasn't such a hot idea, huh?
331
00:13:23,444 --> 00:13:27,734
I mean, sure, it was
difficult to navigate at times.
332
00:13:29,654 --> 00:13:31,484
But it had its good parts.
333
00:13:31,484 --> 00:13:33,114
Beck?
334
00:13:34,494 --> 00:13:36,954
Beck?
335
00:13:36,954 --> 00:13:39,994
[Hamilton Leithauser's
"Heartstruck" playing]
336
00:13:39,994 --> 00:13:42,504
♪ ♪
337
00:13:42,504 --> 00:13:46,124
♪ Unwind ♪
338
00:13:46,124 --> 00:13:48,504
♪ Your watch ♪
339
00:13:48,504 --> 00:13:50,304
♪ ♪
340
00:13:50,304 --> 00:13:52,554
♪ Shut your eyes ♪
341
00:13:52,554 --> 00:13:53,764
♪ A minute ♪
342
00:13:53,764 --> 00:13:55,724
♪ ♪
343
00:13:55,724 --> 00:13:58,434
♪ 'Cause your heart ♪
344
00:13:58,434 --> 00:14:00,644
♪ Killed mine ♪
345
00:14:00,644 --> 00:14:02,184
♪ ♪
346
00:14:02,184 --> 00:14:04,944
♪ And I would close ♪
347
00:14:04,944 --> 00:14:08,734
♪ The distance ♪
348
00:14:08,734 --> 00:14:10,154
Hi.
349
00:14:10,154 --> 00:14:14,194
Hi, what is this?
350
00:14:14,194 --> 00:14:16,164
I thought we could use a...
351
00:14:16,164 --> 00:14:18,364
A little date night.
352
00:14:18,364 --> 00:14:19,374
[laughs]
353
00:14:19,374 --> 00:14:24,464
♪ ♪
354
00:14:24,464 --> 00:14:27,214
Meatball subs, your favorite.
355
00:14:27,214 --> 00:14:28,504
[lid clatters]
356
00:14:30,174 --> 00:14:33,004
Well, what do you think?
357
00:14:33,004 --> 00:14:34,804
I think one errant candle
358
00:14:34,804 --> 00:14:38,474
could destroy an entire
collection of rare books,
359
00:14:38,474 --> 00:14:40,854
but...
360
00:14:40,854 --> 00:14:44,684
you are worth it.
361
00:14:44,684 --> 00:14:49,024
[laughs]
362
00:14:49,024 --> 00:14:51,074
[soft music]
363
00:14:51,074 --> 00:14:53,534
I feel bad for girls
who don't eat.
364
00:14:53,534 --> 00:14:55,654
It always made me sad
with Peach.
365
00:14:55,654 --> 00:14:58,574
♪ ♪
366
00:14:58,574 --> 00:15:00,164
What?
367
00:15:00,164 --> 00:15:02,164
[stammers]
368
00:15:02,164 --> 00:15:04,374
You're talking about Peach.
369
00:15:04,374 --> 00:15:06,374
It's good.
370
00:15:06,374 --> 00:15:08,334
Yeah.
371
00:15:08,334 --> 00:15:09,714
I guess so.
372
00:15:09,714 --> 00:15:15,214
♪ ♪
373
00:15:15,214 --> 00:15:17,264
You know, I, uh,
374
00:15:17,264 --> 00:15:20,224
I had this Little Mermaid
sleeping bag when I was a kid.
375
00:15:20,224 --> 00:15:22,554
God, I loved that thing.
376
00:15:22,554 --> 00:15:24,894
But then it started
to smell bad,
377
00:15:24,894 --> 00:15:27,734
like, fungus-bad.
378
00:15:27,734 --> 00:15:30,404
I couldn't bring myself
to get rid of it, though.
379
00:15:30,404 --> 00:15:32,114
- It was like...
- A security blanket.
380
00:15:32,114 --> 00:15:34,404
Exactly.
381
00:15:34,404 --> 00:15:36,114
But then I lost it,
382
00:15:36,114 --> 00:15:39,864
and even though I was sad,
383
00:15:39,864 --> 00:15:41,914
I was kinda relieved
because I didn't...
384
00:15:41,914 --> 00:15:45,044
I didn't actually
have to get rid of it.
385
00:15:45,044 --> 00:15:47,414
♪ ♪
386
00:15:47,414 --> 00:15:50,084
And it's...
It's the same with Peach.
387
00:15:50,084 --> 00:15:51,464
There is a part of me...
388
00:15:51,464 --> 00:15:53,424
Oh, God, it sounds terrible.
389
00:15:53,424 --> 00:15:56,804
Not that I'm comparing Peach
to a cheap, nylon sleeping bag,
390
00:15:56,804 --> 00:15:59,384
I, uh...
391
00:15:59,384 --> 00:16:00,684
[laughs]
392
00:16:00,684 --> 00:16:02,934
This metaphor
made a lot more sense
393
00:16:02,934 --> 00:16:04,814
when I came to it
with Dr. Nicky.
394
00:16:06,224 --> 00:16:07,604
I think all this
Peach stuff is coming up
395
00:16:07,604 --> 00:16:09,734
because of my birthday.
396
00:16:11,194 --> 00:16:12,774
December 3rd.
397
00:16:14,614 --> 00:16:15,614
[laughs]
398
00:16:15,614 --> 00:16:17,114
You remembered?
399
00:16:17,114 --> 00:16:19,454
Of course.
400
00:16:19,454 --> 00:16:21,074
Anyway,
401
00:16:21,074 --> 00:16:26,124
Peach made such a big deal
about birthdays.
402
00:16:26,124 --> 00:16:29,414
And she always made sure
I felt super special
403
00:16:29,414 --> 00:16:33,624
and would plan
the whole thing, and...
404
00:16:33,624 --> 00:16:35,594
now I don't...
405
00:16:35,594 --> 00:16:36,964
I'll handle it.
406
00:16:36,964 --> 00:16:38,964
- No, Joe...
- No, what do you want?
407
00:16:38,964 --> 00:16:42,434
A night at the Met?
A tasting menu at Momofuku?
408
00:16:42,434 --> 00:16:45,514
Hell, I'll even sing karaoke
with Annika and Lynn.
409
00:16:45,514 --> 00:16:48,144
[laughs]
410
00:16:48,144 --> 00:16:50,104
That's sweet, that's really...
411
00:16:50,104 --> 00:16:51,774
[laughs]
Really sweet.
412
00:16:51,774 --> 00:16:53,314
But I...
413
00:16:53,314 --> 00:16:56,364
I think I'd rather keep it
low-key and small.
414
00:16:57,694 --> 00:17:01,034
No. No to small,
no to low-key.
415
00:17:01,034 --> 00:17:03,614
[sighs]
416
00:17:03,614 --> 00:17:06,534
I don't know, Lynn,
Beck was pretty emphatic.
417
00:17:06,534 --> 00:17:10,004
- Dude, Beck's a Sagittarius.
- She craves attention.
418
00:17:10,004 --> 00:17:12,334
This is a test, okay?
Part of the fun
419
00:17:12,334 --> 00:17:14,504
is making a guy think that
you don't want something
420
00:17:14,504 --> 00:17:15,924
and seeing if he still
comes through.
421
00:17:15,924 --> 00:17:17,384
No, Beck's not like that.
422
00:17:17,384 --> 00:17:19,254
Let me give you
a little lesson on Beck.
423
00:17:19,254 --> 00:17:21,674
Every year she wants to
"keep it simple,"
424
00:17:21,674 --> 00:17:24,344
and every year,
whatever guy that she's dating
425
00:17:24,344 --> 00:17:28,354
royally blows it, and Peach
swoops in on her Manolos
426
00:17:28,354 --> 00:17:30,524
and throws Beck
a party for the ages.
427
00:17:30,524 --> 00:17:32,684
Only now, no Peach.
428
00:17:32,684 --> 00:17:34,774
God rest her beautiful soul.
429
00:17:34,774 --> 00:17:38,194
So you're saying throw a party?
430
00:17:38,194 --> 00:17:39,694
I'll help.
431
00:17:41,194 --> 00:17:43,034
I need a distraction.
432
00:17:43,034 --> 00:17:45,494
And I think because
I was anxious about this,
433
00:17:45,494 --> 00:17:47,664
my judgment was a little off.
434
00:17:47,664 --> 00:17:50,164
If I bury my sorrows
in anymore booze and boys,
435
00:17:50,164 --> 00:17:52,544
I'm gonna get syphilis again.
436
00:17:52,544 --> 00:17:55,504
And Annika is still at Esalen
on her grief retreat so...
437
00:17:55,504 --> 00:17:57,044
But she didn't like Peach.
438
00:17:57,044 --> 00:17:58,794
None of us liked Peach.
439
00:18:00,174 --> 00:18:03,014
But we loved her.
440
00:18:03,014 --> 00:18:06,014
Losing a friend
is super complicated, Joe.
441
00:18:06,014 --> 00:18:07,344
I need this.
442
00:18:07,344 --> 00:18:09,894
Beck needs it.
443
00:18:09,894 --> 00:18:11,894
Which is why I was stupid enough
444
00:18:11,894 --> 00:18:14,024
to think Renaldo's friends
should be listened to, ever.
445
00:18:14,024 --> 00:18:15,314
It'll just be some friends,
446
00:18:15,314 --> 00:18:16,734
some NYU people.
447
00:18:16,734 --> 00:18:19,734
We'll make it
a surprise party, hmm?
448
00:18:19,734 --> 00:18:21,284
A book theme,
449
00:18:21,284 --> 00:18:22,864
and everyone can come dressed
450
00:18:22,864 --> 00:18:24,154
as their favorite
literary character.
451
00:18:24,154 --> 00:18:26,244
What do you say?
452
00:18:26,244 --> 00:18:28,744
Put it to you this way.
453
00:18:28,744 --> 00:18:30,874
Would you rather
do something and be wrong
454
00:18:30,874 --> 00:18:33,254
or nothing and be wrong?
455
00:18:33,254 --> 00:18:34,584
Surprise party.
456
00:18:34,584 --> 00:18:36,254
Hmm, I thought
it would cheer him up
457
00:18:36,254 --> 00:18:38,424
after the death of...
458
00:18:38,424 --> 00:18:40,964
his beloved shih tzu.
459
00:18:40,964 --> 00:18:43,764
Get his mind off of things.
460
00:18:43,764 --> 00:18:46,054
And?
461
00:18:46,054 --> 00:18:47,804
Did it?
462
00:18:47,804 --> 00:18:49,804
No, it was
the beginning of the end.
463
00:18:51,264 --> 00:18:52,764
Because you threw him
a surprise party?
464
00:18:52,764 --> 00:18:54,104
No, no, because
that's when I realized
465
00:18:54,104 --> 00:18:56,774
he was cheating on me
with his therapist.
466
00:18:56,774 --> 00:18:59,194
[eerie music]
467
00:19:07,784 --> 00:19:09,954
[doorknob rattling,
keys clanging]
468
00:19:11,584 --> 00:19:13,584
[heavy steps]
469
00:19:13,584 --> 00:19:15,544
Oh, shit, you scared me.
470
00:19:16,704 --> 00:19:18,004
What's all this?
471
00:19:18,004 --> 00:19:20,634
Uh, oh, it's my
girlfriend's birthday.
472
00:19:20,634 --> 00:19:22,294
Throwing her a little...
Well, it's not so little.
473
00:19:22,294 --> 00:19:25,134
It's, um, it's a surprise party.
474
00:19:25,134 --> 00:19:26,554
Kind of a literary theme.
475
00:19:26,554 --> 00:19:28,764
Thus...
476
00:19:30,134 --> 00:19:32,684
I'm going as Ernest Hemingway.
477
00:19:32,684 --> 00:19:34,144
"The Old Man and the Sea,"
"The Sun Also"...
478
00:19:34,144 --> 00:19:37,524
I know who Hemingway is.
479
00:19:37,524 --> 00:19:39,984
Nice cake.
480
00:19:39,984 --> 00:19:42,064
She's lucky to have
a man who cares.
481
00:19:44,114 --> 00:19:47,154
[dramatic hip-hop music]
482
00:19:47,154 --> 00:19:49,324
♪ ♪
483
00:19:49,324 --> 00:19:52,664
[indistinct chatter]
484
00:19:52,664 --> 00:19:54,164
[bell jingles]
485
00:19:54,164 --> 00:20:01,174
♪ ♪
486
00:20:01,174 --> 00:20:05,504
- Bacon-wrapped date?
- Bacon-wrapped date?
487
00:20:05,504 --> 00:20:07,844
Bacon-wrapped date?
488
00:20:07,844 --> 00:20:10,844
Good call.
489
00:20:10,844 --> 00:20:12,014
Bacon-wrapped date?
490
00:20:12,014 --> 00:20:13,844
It's 9:40.
491
00:20:13,844 --> 00:20:15,184
Beck was supposed to be here
at 9:00 to meet for dinner.
492
00:20:15,184 --> 00:20:17,104
She'll be here, relax.
493
00:20:17,104 --> 00:20:19,064
You know what you need,
my friend, is a drink.
494
00:20:19,064 --> 00:20:20,734
Hey, get this man
a Catcher in the Rye.
495
00:20:20,734 --> 00:20:23,274
- No, no, no, it's fine.
- She's here.
496
00:20:23,274 --> 00:20:25,654
Everyone hide.
Places, people.
497
00:20:25,654 --> 00:20:26,944
Hide!
498
00:20:26,944 --> 00:20:33,954
♪ ♪
499
00:20:34,374 --> 00:20:37,124
all: Surprise!
500
00:20:37,124 --> 00:20:39,164
How American.
501
00:20:39,164 --> 00:20:41,084
[laughs]
502
00:20:42,374 --> 00:20:44,884
Who is that?
503
00:20:44,884 --> 00:20:47,214
That's one of Beck's
school friends,
504
00:20:47,214 --> 00:20:49,054
I think, I don't know.
505
00:20:49,054 --> 00:20:50,174
I'm texting her.
506
00:20:50,174 --> 00:20:51,554
[phone blips]
507
00:20:51,554 --> 00:20:58,184
♪ ♪
508
00:20:58,184 --> 00:20:59,734
What?
509
00:20:59,734 --> 00:21:05,274
♪ ♪
510
00:21:05,274 --> 00:21:09,234
Rude to stare,
especially in Asian cultures.
511
00:21:09,234 --> 00:21:11,744
Mr. Darcy, I take it?
512
00:21:11,744 --> 00:21:14,114
- Indeed.
- Predictable.
513
00:21:14,114 --> 00:21:15,914
Says Elizabeth Bennet.
514
00:21:15,914 --> 00:21:17,414
- Ugh, god, no.
- Dorothea Brooke.
515
00:21:17,414 --> 00:21:18,794
"Middlemarch"?
516
00:21:18,794 --> 00:21:20,754
Named my shelter cat
after George Eliot.
517
00:21:20,754 --> 00:21:23,084
I love her.
518
00:21:23,084 --> 00:21:24,334
The cat or the author?
519
00:21:24,334 --> 00:21:26,254
Both.
520
00:21:26,254 --> 00:21:27,754
Meow.
521
00:21:27,754 --> 00:21:29,924
♪ ♪
522
00:21:29,924 --> 00:21:32,724
[big band music playing]
523
00:21:32,724 --> 00:21:34,014
Hi, hey, I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
524
00:21:34,014 --> 00:21:35,514
can we chat for a second?
525
00:21:35,514 --> 00:21:38,104
Oh, Joe, Joe,
this is Constantine.
526
00:21:38,104 --> 00:21:40,024
He lives in Bushwick.
527
00:21:40,024 --> 00:21:41,484
♪ ♪
528
00:21:41,484 --> 00:21:43,354
- That's fine.
- Where the hell is Beck?
529
00:21:43,354 --> 00:21:45,144
Do you wanna touch
his moustache?
530
00:21:45,144 --> 00:21:46,774
No, no, no, Lynn, no, Lynn.
531
00:21:46,774 --> 00:21:48,274
I don't wanna
touch his moustache.
532
00:21:48,274 --> 00:21:49,784
- Joe.
- I don't get it.
533
00:21:49,784 --> 00:21:51,284
I've tried to be
the perfect boyfriend.
534
00:21:51,284 --> 00:21:54,154
I've bent over backwards.
I gave her a job.
535
00:21:54,154 --> 00:21:56,284
I threw her this party.
536
00:21:56,284 --> 00:21:57,284
What else can I do?
537
00:21:57,284 --> 00:21:59,284
People are puzzling.
538
00:21:59,284 --> 00:22:00,834
Peach committed suicide,
539
00:22:00,834 --> 00:22:03,294
and she's the strongest
person I know... knew.
540
00:22:03,294 --> 00:22:05,464
Beck isn't just puzzling,
she's impossible.
541
00:22:05,464 --> 00:22:07,464
Like, where is she right now?
542
00:22:07,464 --> 00:22:09,214
[stammers]
It's selfish.
543
00:22:09,214 --> 00:22:11,304
It's rude, but it's Beck...
544
00:22:11,304 --> 00:22:12,804
- Joe.
- And tha...
545
00:22:12,804 --> 00:22:14,974
♪ ♪
546
00:22:14,974 --> 00:22:16,054
Oh, shit.
547
00:22:16,054 --> 00:22:17,474
Hi... hey!
548
00:22:18,844 --> 00:22:20,814
Can I speak to you for a sec?
549
00:22:20,814 --> 00:22:24,564
♪ ♪
550
00:22:24,564 --> 00:22:26,564
Joe, this is not
what I asked for.
551
00:22:26,564 --> 00:22:30,154
I said quiet, and I said small.
552
00:22:30,154 --> 00:22:31,404
Lynn said...
553
00:22:31,404 --> 00:22:32,824
Oh, now you're
listening to Lynn?
554
00:22:32,824 --> 00:22:36,114
In retrospect, a misfire.
555
00:22:36,114 --> 00:22:37,494
Why are you wearing
a turtleneck?
556
00:22:37,494 --> 00:22:39,534
- I'm Hemingway...
- Again, misfire.
557
00:22:39,534 --> 00:22:41,914
Look, I appreciate the gesture,
558
00:22:41,914 --> 00:22:45,164
I just... I can't be at a party
559
00:22:45,164 --> 00:22:47,084
and pretend that everything
is okay without Peach.
560
00:22:47,084 --> 00:22:48,754
I am not a robot.
561
00:22:48,754 --> 00:22:50,174
Well, what about the other day,
562
00:22:50,174 --> 00:22:52,344
the relief you talked about?
563
00:22:52,344 --> 00:22:54,384
Grief isn't
a straight line, Joe.
564
00:22:54,384 --> 00:22:57,224
I know, you've just
been hard to read lately.
565
00:22:57,224 --> 00:22:58,724
What is that supposed to mean?
566
00:22:58,724 --> 00:22:59,764
[sighs]
567
00:23:02,064 --> 00:23:03,564
Where were you?
568
00:23:03,564 --> 00:23:05,184
- Sorry?
- Beck, I called.
569
00:23:05,184 --> 00:23:07,234
- I texted you.
- Yeah, I know.
570
00:23:07,234 --> 00:23:09,814
I just... my, um...
571
00:23:09,814 --> 00:23:12,524
my therapy session ran long.
572
00:23:12,524 --> 00:23:16,574
Dr. Nicky and I were
really making some headway.
573
00:23:16,574 --> 00:23:19,364
And then I guess I just...
I went for a walk, and...
574
00:23:19,364 --> 00:23:21,204
You guess?
575
00:23:21,204 --> 00:23:23,334
- Therapy and a walk?
- Yes.
576
00:23:23,334 --> 00:23:25,374
Then why do you smell
like three glasses of rosé?
577
00:23:25,374 --> 00:23:28,414
Because I sat down at some
stupid bar with my journal
578
00:23:28,414 --> 00:23:30,544
trying to work through shit,
Joe, that's it.
579
00:23:30,544 --> 00:23:31,884
Okay so, then,
why didn't you call me?
580
00:23:31,884 --> 00:23:33,714
[sighs] I forgot.
581
00:23:33,714 --> 00:23:35,764
But it's your birthday,
Beck, we made dinner plans.
582
00:23:35,764 --> 00:23:37,054
[stammering] Well, I... I just...
583
00:23:37,054 --> 00:23:40,054
I lost track of time.
584
00:23:40,054 --> 00:23:41,934
[sighs]
585
00:23:41,934 --> 00:23:45,064
[tense music]
586
00:23:45,064 --> 00:23:46,564
Beck, just tell me.
587
00:23:48,234 --> 00:23:49,564
[whispers]
Just tell me.
588
00:23:50,564 --> 00:23:52,614
Tell me the truth,
589
00:23:52,614 --> 00:23:55,654
and we can get through anything.
590
00:23:55,654 --> 00:23:59,404
♪ ♪
591
00:23:59,404 --> 00:24:00,744
Okay, well,
if you can't tell me,
592
00:24:00,744 --> 00:24:01,914
then show me,
show me your phone.
593
00:24:01,914 --> 00:24:05,414
[laughs]
594
00:24:05,414 --> 00:24:07,454
Are... are you serious right now?
595
00:24:07,454 --> 00:24:09,414
You said yourself, you have
a hard time with good guys.
596
00:24:09,414 --> 00:24:10,584
What are you talking about?
597
00:24:10,584 --> 00:24:11,584
The hootsie stuff.
598
00:24:11,584 --> 00:24:13,084
[laughs]
599
00:24:13,084 --> 00:24:15,594
Okay, I'm... okay, fine.
600
00:24:15,594 --> 00:24:18,264
You wanna see my phone?
601
00:24:18,264 --> 00:24:19,924
Have at it.
602
00:24:19,924 --> 00:24:21,264
But if you do this,
it means there is
603
00:24:21,264 --> 00:24:23,804
absolutely no trust between us,
604
00:24:23,804 --> 00:24:26,564
and if we don't have trust,
we have nothing.
605
00:24:28,144 --> 00:24:29,774
Do you trust me?
606
00:24:29,774 --> 00:24:34,154
♪ ♪
607
00:24:34,154 --> 00:24:35,824
You know what, I can't...
608
00:24:35,824 --> 00:24:37,234
I can't do this right now.
609
00:24:38,944 --> 00:24:41,324
Happy birthday to me.
610
00:24:41,324 --> 00:24:44,284
[somber music]
611
00:24:44,284 --> 00:24:51,084
♪ ♪
612
00:24:51,084 --> 00:24:53,374
♪ Birthday to you... ♪
613
00:24:53,374 --> 00:24:56,214
[bell jingles]
614
00:24:56,214 --> 00:24:58,804
♪ Happy bir... ♪
615
00:24:58,804 --> 00:25:05,844
♪ ♪
616
00:25:13,354 --> 00:25:16,364
[mysterious music]
617
00:25:16,364 --> 00:25:18,654
♪ ♪
618
00:25:18,654 --> 00:25:22,154
- With his therapist?
- You sure?
619
00:25:22,154 --> 00:25:24,664
That's a pretty
heavy accusation.
620
00:25:24,664 --> 00:25:27,034
♪ ♪
621
00:25:27,034 --> 00:25:29,374
How do you know?
622
00:25:29,374 --> 00:25:30,834
Experience.
623
00:25:30,834 --> 00:25:32,964
Candace.
624
00:25:32,964 --> 00:25:34,504
There are certain tells
you can just...
625
00:25:34,504 --> 00:25:37,004
You can see it in their eyes
when they look at you.
626
00:25:37,004 --> 00:25:39,554
Been cheated on before?
627
00:25:39,554 --> 00:25:41,464
In my last relationship.
628
00:25:41,464 --> 00:25:43,674
I was blind, I only saw
what I wanted to see,
629
00:25:43,674 --> 00:25:45,844
but I didn't make
that mistake again.
630
00:25:45,844 --> 00:25:49,184
This time, I made sure...
631
00:25:49,184 --> 00:25:52,684
that Renaldo was different.
632
00:25:52,684 --> 00:25:55,444
So I knew if he
was lying or cheating,
633
00:25:55,444 --> 00:25:57,654
someone was using him.
634
00:25:57,654 --> 00:25:59,654
[dramatic musical thuds]
635
00:25:59,654 --> 00:26:01,534
Look, I'm not... I'm not
one of those shrinks
636
00:26:01,534 --> 00:26:03,194
that are obsessed with the past,
637
00:26:03,194 --> 00:26:05,534
but I think in this case,
we should take a look.
638
00:26:05,534 --> 00:26:07,164
Why don't you tell me
about your childhood?
639
00:26:07,164 --> 00:26:08,374
Look, I mean, but we're not here
640
00:26:08,374 --> 00:26:09,624
to talk about my childhood,
right?
641
00:26:09,624 --> 00:26:11,044
We're talking about
my relationship.
642
00:26:11,044 --> 00:26:13,954
- Which ended because...
- a surprise party?
643
00:26:13,954 --> 00:26:16,214
No, that's not when it ended.
644
00:26:20,464 --> 00:26:22,714
I brought you a donut.
645
00:26:22,714 --> 00:26:25,724
[gentle music]
646
00:26:25,724 --> 00:26:27,434
♪ ♪
647
00:26:27,434 --> 00:26:29,264
It's glazed.
648
00:26:29,264 --> 00:26:33,314
♪ ♪
649
00:26:33,314 --> 00:26:34,564
Wait, wait, hold up, hold up.
650
00:26:34,564 --> 00:26:36,444
So you're just back together
651
00:26:36,444 --> 00:26:37,774
regardless of your suspicions?
652
00:26:37,774 --> 00:26:39,194
Eh, didn't matter.
653
00:26:39,194 --> 00:26:41,574
That was the past.
654
00:26:41,574 --> 00:26:43,744
All right,
so what happened next?
655
00:26:43,744 --> 00:26:45,744
Things were good at first.
656
00:26:45,744 --> 00:26:47,404
But then it started to feel
like something was different.
657
00:26:47,404 --> 00:26:50,784
I feel like
I'm hungrier than sushi.
658
00:26:50,784 --> 00:26:53,584
- Okay, pizza?
- Too saucy.
659
00:26:53,584 --> 00:26:54,584
Okay, Thai?
660
00:26:54,584 --> 00:26:56,754
We had Thai for lunch.
661
00:26:56,754 --> 00:26:58,714
[phone dinging]
662
00:26:58,714 --> 00:27:02,094
[tense music]
663
00:27:02,094 --> 00:27:05,054
[sighs]
Why do I always have to pick?
664
00:27:05,054 --> 00:27:06,674
♪ ♪
665
00:27:06,674 --> 00:27:08,594
- It's okay.
- [phone dings]
666
00:27:08,594 --> 00:27:10,094
I'll choose.
667
00:27:10,094 --> 00:27:12,644
You're a snob, Connor.
668
00:27:12,644 --> 00:27:16,434
It's a horrible feeling
to know things have gone wrong
669
00:27:16,434 --> 00:27:18,394
and there's nothing
you can do to change it.
670
00:27:18,394 --> 00:27:19,904
George, I'm going to.
671
00:27:19,904 --> 00:27:21,444
[phone dings]
672
00:27:21,444 --> 00:27:28,454
♪ ♪
673
00:27:31,414 --> 00:27:34,834
Mm, falafel.
674
00:27:34,834 --> 00:27:36,504
[phone dings]
675
00:27:36,504 --> 00:27:38,714
♪ ♪
676
00:27:38,714 --> 00:27:43,504
You know something or
someone has come between you,
677
00:27:43,504 --> 00:27:46,554
but I had to be sure.
678
00:27:46,554 --> 00:27:49,014
I'll see you after class, okay?
679
00:27:49,014 --> 00:27:50,184
Okay, bye.
680
00:27:50,184 --> 00:27:57,234
♪ ♪
681
00:28:05,654 --> 00:28:09,494
Heart, heart, heart.
682
00:28:12,494 --> 00:28:15,494
[suspenseful music]
683
00:28:15,494 --> 00:28:22,504
♪ ♪
684
00:28:29,134 --> 00:28:31,184
I wanted to be wrong.
685
00:28:31,184 --> 00:28:33,894
I never wanted
to be wrong so badly
686
00:28:33,894 --> 00:28:35,894
in my life.
687
00:28:35,894 --> 00:28:38,144
I was begging
to be proven wrong.
688
00:28:38,144 --> 00:28:39,984
[phone dings]
689
00:28:39,984 --> 00:28:42,604
♪ ♪
690
00:28:46,984 --> 00:28:48,694
But it was looking
like I was right.
691
00:28:48,694 --> 00:28:55,704
♪ ♪
692
00:28:56,744 --> 00:28:58,704
You trust someone,
693
00:28:58,704 --> 00:29:01,624
you give them your heart,
694
00:29:01,624 --> 00:29:03,374
and what do they do?
695
00:29:03,374 --> 00:29:06,254
Is there even
a punishment that fits
696
00:29:06,254 --> 00:29:09,554
the crime of lying,
of manipulating like this,
697
00:29:09,554 --> 00:29:12,674
of breaking someone's heart?
698
00:29:12,674 --> 00:29:15,264
I guess I'm bad
at picking good people,
699
00:29:15,264 --> 00:29:18,224
but I'm good at catching
bad people red-handed.
700
00:29:18,224 --> 00:29:25,234
♪ ♪
701
00:29:31,614 --> 00:29:33,244
Are you following me?
702
00:29:33,244 --> 00:29:34,864
♪ ♪
703
00:29:40,454 --> 00:29:43,334
- Answer me right now.
- Were you following me?
704
00:29:43,334 --> 00:29:45,964
- No, no, no.
- I was in the neighborhood.
705
00:29:45,964 --> 00:29:48,094
And then I... I saw you.
706
00:29:48,094 --> 00:29:50,264
God, stop lying.
707
00:29:51,924 --> 00:29:54,844
You know, just tell me why.
708
00:29:54,844 --> 00:29:55,884
Why, Joe?
709
00:29:55,884 --> 00:29:57,764
It's the being late,
710
00:29:57,764 --> 00:29:58,974
the secret texts.
711
00:29:58,974 --> 00:30:00,014
You've been different, Beck.
712
00:30:00,014 --> 00:30:01,564
You're being crazy.
713
00:30:01,564 --> 00:30:03,064
Are you sleeping with him?
714
00:30:03,064 --> 00:30:04,104
Who?
715
00:30:06,104 --> 00:30:07,234
Your therapist.
716
00:30:07,234 --> 00:30:08,694
[laughs] Oh, my God.
717
00:30:08,694 --> 00:30:10,614
- Are you? I need to know.
- I want to know.
718
00:30:10,614 --> 00:30:13,614
- No!
- I am not sleeping with him.
719
00:30:13,614 --> 00:30:14,654
Who's the fox?
720
00:30:14,654 --> 00:30:15,744
What?
721
00:30:15,744 --> 00:30:18,664
- The fox.
- The fox, Beck!
722
00:30:18,664 --> 00:30:21,914
My friend, Emma Fox, from Brown.
723
00:30:21,914 --> 00:30:23,544
But I guess that wasn't
readily apparent
724
00:30:23,544 --> 00:30:25,874
on the text from my phone, huh?
725
00:30:25,874 --> 00:30:28,834
[soft, dramatic music]
726
00:30:28,834 --> 00:30:31,094
♪ ♪
727
00:30:31,094 --> 00:30:33,094
- Beck...
- Just don't.
728
00:30:33,094 --> 00:30:34,674
Joe, I told you.
729
00:30:34,674 --> 00:30:37,844
If we don't have trust,
we have nothing.
730
00:30:37,844 --> 00:30:40,014
I know, I know, I'm sorry.
731
00:30:41,354 --> 00:30:42,354
Me too.
732
00:30:44,854 --> 00:30:47,814
You and I are over.
733
00:30:47,814 --> 00:30:54,824
♪ ♪
734
00:31:06,464 --> 00:31:09,044
And that...
735
00:31:09,044 --> 00:31:11,294
that's when it ended.
736
00:31:11,294 --> 00:31:13,004
That's one hell of a story.
737
00:31:15,304 --> 00:31:16,514
What's your diagnosis?
738
00:31:16,514 --> 00:31:17,924
My diagnosis?
739
00:31:17,924 --> 00:31:19,934
Yeah, yeah,
what do you make of it all?
740
00:31:19,934 --> 00:31:22,014
Well, you might think I'm crazy
741
00:31:22,014 --> 00:31:25,524
'cause I've only known you
48 minutes, but...
742
00:31:25,524 --> 00:31:28,274
I think there's two of you...
743
00:31:28,274 --> 00:31:30,104
Two Paul Browns.
744
00:31:30,104 --> 00:31:33,324
One has been hurt in the past.
745
00:31:33,324 --> 00:31:34,984
You feel betrayed and hopeless.
746
00:31:34,984 --> 00:31:37,154
But the other one has faith,
747
00:31:37,154 --> 00:31:41,624
and in spite of the evidence
to the contrary,
748
00:31:41,624 --> 00:31:44,704
he believes true love exists.
749
00:31:44,704 --> 00:31:46,834
And that is someone
I think I can help.
750
00:31:46,834 --> 00:31:49,794
[soft, dramatic music]
751
00:31:49,794 --> 00:31:51,794
♪ ♪
752
00:31:51,794 --> 00:31:53,674
Our time is up now, but I...
753
00:31:53,674 --> 00:31:56,384
I would, uh, sure be down to
seeing you again if you'd like.
754
00:31:56,384 --> 00:32:01,934
♪ ♪
755
00:32:01,934 --> 00:32:03,264
I don't think so.
756
00:32:03,264 --> 00:32:10,274
♪ ♪
757
00:32:13,364 --> 00:32:14,864
[door slams]
758
00:32:17,614 --> 00:32:21,244
Everything I do,
I do to protect you, Beck.
759
00:32:21,244 --> 00:32:23,164
[door clicks]
760
00:32:23,164 --> 00:32:26,164
[foreboding music]
761
00:32:26,164 --> 00:32:30,414
♪ ♪
762
00:32:30,414 --> 00:32:33,044
Peach, Benji...
They left me no choice.
763
00:32:33,044 --> 00:32:34,924
They were dangerous.
764
00:32:34,924 --> 00:32:41,884
♪ ♪
765
00:32:41,884 --> 00:32:44,144
I think you might be
in danger again.
766
00:32:44,144 --> 00:32:51,104
♪ ♪
767
00:33:02,204 --> 00:33:03,454
[elevator dings]
768
00:33:05,914 --> 00:33:10,664
But I need absolute proof first.
769
00:33:10,664 --> 00:33:12,004
And these days,
770
00:33:12,004 --> 00:33:15,294
the quickest way
to a man's truth
771
00:33:15,294 --> 00:33:18,844
is through his computer.
772
00:33:18,844 --> 00:33:21,844
[doorknob rattling quietly]
773
00:33:21,844 --> 00:33:26,644
♪ ♪
774
00:33:26,644 --> 00:33:30,524
And if I find
what I'm looking for,
775
00:33:30,524 --> 00:33:33,024
Dr. Nicky will be handled.
776
00:33:33,024 --> 00:33:40,034
♪ ♪
777
00:33:51,584 --> 00:33:54,464
I mean, he followed me.
778
00:33:54,464 --> 00:33:57,294
That's just... it's not okay.
779
00:33:57,294 --> 00:34:00,134
I get it, you feel violated.
780
00:34:00,134 --> 00:34:01,674
Pretend I'm Joe.
781
00:34:01,674 --> 00:34:03,224
What would you say to him
right now?
782
00:34:05,014 --> 00:34:08,724
The more you want me,
the less I want you.
783
00:34:08,724 --> 00:34:13,894
I know, it's messed up,
but it's true.
784
00:34:13,894 --> 00:34:16,524
Of course you think
I'm hiding shit.
785
00:34:16,524 --> 00:34:19,404
I am...
786
00:34:19,404 --> 00:34:24,444
hiding what a complete,
ugly mess I am.
787
00:34:24,444 --> 00:34:26,954
Behind this, like, cute,
788
00:34:26,954 --> 00:34:29,994
acceptable version
of being a mess, it's insane.
789
00:34:29,994 --> 00:34:32,294
[soft, dramatic music]
790
00:34:32,294 --> 00:34:34,084
I haven't dealt with this shit
791
00:34:34,084 --> 00:34:36,924
that went on with me and Peach,
792
00:34:36,924 --> 00:34:40,464
or my dad, or Benji.
793
00:34:40,464 --> 00:34:42,384
And instead of putting it
into my writing,
794
00:34:42,384 --> 00:34:44,764
I'm hibernating with you.
795
00:34:44,764 --> 00:34:49,974
♪ ♪
796
00:34:49,974 --> 00:34:51,934
And I resent you for it.
797
00:34:51,934 --> 00:34:54,354
♪ ♪
798
00:34:54,354 --> 00:34:57,524
I need space to heal,
799
00:34:57,524 --> 00:35:00,734
but every time I turn around,
you're standing there,
800
00:35:00,734 --> 00:35:03,364
ready to make it all okay.
801
00:35:03,364 --> 00:35:05,744
But only I can do that.
802
00:35:05,744 --> 00:35:09,164
♪ ♪
803
00:35:09,164 --> 00:35:11,374
And if you really love me,
804
00:35:11,374 --> 00:35:14,124
you'll see that.
805
00:35:14,124 --> 00:35:15,754
♪ ♪
806
00:35:15,754 --> 00:35:17,794
You'll let me go.
807
00:35:17,794 --> 00:35:22,714
♪ ♪
808
00:35:25,634 --> 00:35:27,224
Are you afraid
you might be pushing away
809
00:35:27,224 --> 00:35:29,384
a good thing, Beck?
810
00:35:29,384 --> 00:35:32,314
Do you think Joe
might be good for you?
811
00:35:32,314 --> 00:35:34,224
Maybe.
812
00:35:34,224 --> 00:35:36,984
But it's what I need.
813
00:35:36,984 --> 00:35:40,864
♪ ♪
814
00:35:40,864 --> 00:35:43,614
That doesn't sound
like an illicit affair.
815
00:35:43,614 --> 00:35:45,694
That sounds like
816
00:35:45,694 --> 00:35:48,534
a messed-up girl in a crisis
817
00:35:48,534 --> 00:35:52,204
and a pretty decent therapist
she's lucky to have.
818
00:35:52,204 --> 00:35:55,664
♪ ♪
819
00:35:55,664 --> 00:35:58,334
It also sounds like
820
00:35:58,334 --> 00:36:01,714
you were right
to end it with me.
821
00:36:01,714 --> 00:36:06,764
♪ ♪
822
00:36:06,764 --> 00:36:11,844
I was wrong about all of it.
823
00:36:11,844 --> 00:36:14,474
The only thing
I wasn't wrong about
824
00:36:14,474 --> 00:36:17,564
was loving you.
825
00:36:17,564 --> 00:36:20,354
So, I'm letting you go.
826
00:36:20,354 --> 00:36:23,024
[glass shattering]
827
00:36:23,024 --> 00:36:25,984
♪ ♪
828
00:36:32,324 --> 00:36:34,374
[knocking]
829
00:36:38,334 --> 00:36:39,334
Hey.
830
00:36:39,334 --> 00:36:41,334
Hi.
831
00:36:41,334 --> 00:36:43,214
Thanks for opening the door,
832
00:36:43,214 --> 00:36:45,674
all things considered.
833
00:36:45,674 --> 00:36:49,054
Uh, look,
there are a million things
834
00:36:49,054 --> 00:36:51,134
I could say right now,
835
00:36:51,134 --> 00:36:54,554
but all that matters is,
I'm sorry.
836
00:36:55,724 --> 00:36:58,064
Thank you.
837
00:36:58,064 --> 00:37:00,024
Jealousy got the best of me.
838
00:37:02,404 --> 00:37:05,154
And I, uh, I was...
I was threatened
839
00:37:05,154 --> 00:37:08,614
that you needed someone
to talk to who wasn't me.
840
00:37:08,614 --> 00:37:10,534
And I know you deserve that.
841
00:37:10,534 --> 00:37:12,404
You deserve
to figure your stuff out.
842
00:37:14,034 --> 00:37:15,574
And if I was a smarter man,
843
00:37:15,574 --> 00:37:20,204
maybe I wouldn't
let you go, but, um,
844
00:37:20,204 --> 00:37:22,874
I'm guessing that's
what you need,
845
00:37:22,874 --> 00:37:25,674
so I will.
846
00:37:25,674 --> 00:37:26,884
[box clatters]
847
00:37:30,384 --> 00:37:33,384
[somber music]
848
00:37:33,384 --> 00:37:34,804
♪ ♪
849
00:37:34,804 --> 00:37:37,564
Goodbye, Beck.
850
00:37:37,564 --> 00:37:44,064
♪ ♪
851
00:37:44,064 --> 00:37:45,564
[sighs]
852
00:37:45,564 --> 00:37:47,314
[whispers]
Goodbye, Joe.
853
00:37:47,314 --> 00:37:50,234
♪ ♪
854
00:37:50,234 --> 00:37:53,284
Turns out,
it is like the movies.
855
00:37:53,284 --> 00:37:56,914
The second it's over,
all you can remember
856
00:37:56,914 --> 00:37:59,584
is the stuff that
made you fall in love,
857
00:37:59,584 --> 00:38:01,454
blazing through your mind,
858
00:38:01,454 --> 00:38:05,124
this rom-com montage
made of the sweetest poison.
859
00:38:05,124 --> 00:38:08,294
Everythingship.
860
00:38:08,294 --> 00:38:09,884
I love that.
861
00:38:09,884 --> 00:38:11,594
I'd never felt this way before,
862
00:38:11,594 --> 00:38:15,974
where you love the
bad things about someone
863
00:38:15,974 --> 00:38:18,604
as much as the good.
864
00:38:18,604 --> 00:38:20,184
[train whooshing]
865
00:38:20,184 --> 00:38:22,434
Maybe even a little more.
866
00:38:22,434 --> 00:38:24,444
♪ ♪
867
00:38:24,444 --> 00:38:27,404
Love isn't a strong enough word.
868
00:38:29,364 --> 00:38:32,284
Sometimes, it scares me
869
00:38:32,284 --> 00:38:34,284
to love someone so completely
870
00:38:34,284 --> 00:38:36,284
and not have them love you back.
871
00:38:36,284 --> 00:38:39,874
♪ ♪
872
00:38:39,874 --> 00:38:41,794
I'm happy to see you here.
873
00:38:41,794 --> 00:38:44,834
I didn't think you'd come back
after our last session.
874
00:38:44,834 --> 00:38:47,004
Well, that's the thing, I...
875
00:38:47,004 --> 00:38:50,294
[stammers]
I don't understand it.
876
00:38:50,294 --> 00:38:51,634
That's why I'm here.
877
00:38:51,634 --> 00:38:53,134
- What don't you understand?
- Love.
878
00:38:53,134 --> 00:38:54,714
[chuckles]
879
00:38:54,714 --> 00:38:58,094
You and 7 billion
other people on this planet.
880
00:38:58,094 --> 00:39:00,644
If we understood love,
I'd be out of a job.
881
00:39:00,644 --> 00:39:03,274
I have to say it's sort of
unique to everybody,
882
00:39:03,274 --> 00:39:06,854
like a fingerprint,
or a strand of DNA,
883
00:39:06,854 --> 00:39:09,444
or the song you lost
your virginity to.
884
00:39:11,444 --> 00:39:14,324
"Hungry Like the Wolf."
885
00:39:14,324 --> 00:39:16,154
[mellow music]
886
00:39:16,154 --> 00:39:17,654
[glass clinks]
887
00:39:17,654 --> 00:39:19,324
♪ ♪
888
00:39:19,324 --> 00:39:21,994
Some people have a hard time
letting love in.
889
00:39:21,994 --> 00:39:24,834
♪ ♪
890
00:39:24,834 --> 00:39:28,424
Some people are built for love.
891
00:39:28,424 --> 00:39:32,094
And some people are searching,
892
00:39:32,094 --> 00:39:34,004
searching for someone
who can love them
893
00:39:34,004 --> 00:39:36,424
in the way that they deserve.
894
00:39:36,424 --> 00:39:38,384
That's you.
895
00:39:38,384 --> 00:39:40,184
You look like shit.
896
00:39:40,184 --> 00:39:41,804
Thanks.
897
00:39:41,804 --> 00:39:43,894
What happened?
898
00:39:43,894 --> 00:39:46,984
My girlfriend dumped me,
all right?
899
00:39:46,984 --> 00:39:49,194
So if you don't mind...
900
00:39:51,234 --> 00:39:54,194
[mysterious percussive music]
901
00:39:54,194 --> 00:40:01,244
♪ ♪
902
00:40:04,544 --> 00:40:07,544
[both moaning]
903
00:40:07,544 --> 00:40:14,544
♪ ♪
904
00:40:20,724 --> 00:40:23,144
Mm.
905
00:40:23,144 --> 00:40:25,184
I love you, Joe.
906
00:40:27,564 --> 00:40:29,604
[laughs]
Your face!
907
00:40:29,604 --> 00:40:31,064
Oh, my God,
I was just messing with you.
908
00:40:31,064 --> 00:40:33,064
- Oh...
- [weak laugh]
909
00:40:33,064 --> 00:40:35,064
[sheets ruffling]
910
00:40:35,064 --> 00:40:36,694
[sighs]
911
00:40:47,624 --> 00:40:50,624
[water running]
912
00:41:01,134 --> 00:41:03,054
Are you gonna leave Beck alone?
913
00:41:03,054 --> 00:41:04,224
[ominous music]
914
00:41:04,224 --> 00:41:06,104
Or will she end up like me?
915
00:41:06,104 --> 00:41:08,024
♪ ♪
916
00:41:08,024 --> 00:41:11,024
[uneasy music]
917
00:41:11,024 --> 00:41:18,024
♪ ♪