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Previously, on "You"...
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Everyone just calls me Beck.
And you're Joe...
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Goldberg.
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People find the one.
I believe that.
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I was in love, once.
Candace, she broke my heart.
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Beck, I should have seen the signs.
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But we never do.
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Exhibit A. Claudia, single parent.
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You think she knew Ron was a
shitbag when she fell in love?
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You're a freak,
so stay away from Paco.
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Because if you don't,
I'm going to grab
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a steak knife, and I'll
cut those freak eyes out.
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A guy needs to protect himself.
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I had to be sure you are safe.
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I just need to know
who you really are.
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- You're smart.
- Shit, my phone.
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Must have dropped it in the subway.
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Except in the ways
you are really not,
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like not locking your phone.
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And that means
I'm still logged into you.
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Maybe we could
get a drink sometime?
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Sure.
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Hell, maybe I'm just
a fool in love.
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It just feels right.
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I'm going to help you
get the life you deserve.
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You have
questionable taste in friends.
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Hey, man, I'm thinking, maybe...
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You fall for the wrong men.
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Get up on the fence!
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Beck, were you ever
sleeping with your therapist?
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Yes, I cheated, but it's over now.
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What he did to me,
one of these days,
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he's going to do to you.
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Maybe he'll do whatever
the hell he did to Candace.
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I need you to tell me
what happened with Candace.
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Why, why does that even matter?
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Because there's no evidence
that she was in Italy at all.
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No one's heard a single word
from her since she left.
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I know you, you won't
stop asking questions
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until I do something about this.
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What the hell?
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I'll call you later.
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This, Beck, is between me and you.
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Joe, Joe!
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- Please, I'm sorry.
- Move, move!
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I was just organizing the shelves.
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You think you know
my business better than I do?
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Get in, and you'll stay in
until you understand!
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Understand what?
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Who I am to you.
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♪ ♪
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Joe!
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Joe!
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Joe!
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♪ ♪
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I'm here.
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Joe.
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Why...
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am I in here?
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Well, that's good, because we're talking.
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We're getting it out in the open.
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- You hit me!
- I'm sorry.
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Beck, I'm sorry.
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I just... I didn't want you to freak out.
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Joe, I am locked in a glass cage!
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Temporarily.
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- How long?
- What?
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How long are you going
to keep me in here?
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If this is just temporary.
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Oh, honestly, I haven't
thought that far ahead.
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I... I...
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I just... I need to know
that I can trust you
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- to see the truth.
- What truth is that?
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Everything I have done,
I have done for you.
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Even this?
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Even this.
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Oh, God.
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I wish I knew what you were thinking.
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Tell me.
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What's in the box?
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Tell me.
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Tell me I'm crazy.
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Tell me you didn't kill Benji.
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Tell me you didn't kill Peach.
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If you knew what I knew.
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..., Beck, that's right.
You have no idea.
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I promised you the truth,
and I'm going to give you that.
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Wait, Joe. Don't leave!
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I'm not.
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We're going to get through this.
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Joe...
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Joe!
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No, Joe!
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Joe, Joe!
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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That could have gone worse.
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I knew you'd be scared.
That's why I tried
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to protect you from the truth.
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And now, I need to
protect us from the world,
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long enough to work this out.
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So, business as usual.
They're the best cover.
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As far as your friends
are concerned,
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you're going off the grid.
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And it wouldn't be
a true social media detox
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without announcing it to the world.
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I'll be back soon.
The basement is off limits
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until I finish open heart surgery
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on a first edition Sylvia Plath.
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Nice, uh, what kind
of condition is she in?
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Fragile. She's very fragile.
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Evidence, evidence is all I need
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to prove to you I'm not some sicko.
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I'm your protector. You'll see.
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Let's skip the "nothing to see here."
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- Get straight to moving along.
- No, this is my building.
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- That's my neighbor, Claudia.
- Your neighbor, huh?
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- Yeah.
- So then you know the piece
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of shit who gave her a concussion?
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- Yeah, his name is Ron.
- Oh, I know who he is.
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That's him.
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Why is he not
in the back of your cruiser?
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Victim insisted it was an accident.
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She has a kid, Paco. Where is he?
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I didn't see any children in there.
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Probably for the best.
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Joe.
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You can't leave me in here.
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I'm not... I'm not. I'm sorry.
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Look, it's pointless to try
to explain anything to you
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without evidence, so no more secrets.
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Ask me anything.
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So we both knew Benji was a dick, right?
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What you didn't know...
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He was a murderer.
He killed an innocent kid.
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He's, he's playing dead.
He's playing dead.
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Oh, ...!
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No remorse, I fully maintain
he was sociopathic,
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and dangerous, dangerous for you.
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And Peach, oh, she was obsessed.
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And she was hoarding these for years.
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She needed to own you, to trap
you, to make you her pet.
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And what happened once she was gone?
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You blossomed, you were published.
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I... I get why you'd be freaked,
all stuffed in like this.
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But they're just mementos, you know?
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Like holding on to an old photograph.
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Or you wearing my shirt to sleep.
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You can't tell me that's so crazy.
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It's the stuff of a million love songs.
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I know this is a lot.
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Honestly, I'm terrified
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sharing this with you.
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But if we're being honest,
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your life has been better
since you met me.
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You just didn't know how, or why.
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Until now.
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Beck, I love you.
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And loving someone means
you will do anything for them.
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Benji's.
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I had to burn his body.
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- And Peach?
- Well, she tried to kill me.
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That was straight-up self defense.
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- It was, it was self de...
- Oh, God.
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- It's true.
- Please don't.
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- No, please!
- No, no, calm down, please.
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- Please don't hurt me!
- Please calm down.
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No, you don't understand.
Please calm down.
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- You killed them!
- Beck, Beck, Beck.
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- You're a murderer, you freak!
- No, that's not true!
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- No, you haven't...
- Get away from me!
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- Please don't hurt me.
- You don't understand.
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I would never hurt someone I love.
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Tell that to Candace, you sick fuck!
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You're not listening.
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Help!
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Help!
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Help! Help me, please!
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Please!
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♪ ♪
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Good morning.
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- Get away!
- It's okay.
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What were you trying to do to me?
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I was just making it cozy. Look.
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You were sleeping so deep,
I didn't want to disturb you.
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Well, consider me disturbed.
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Here, I brought you breakfast.
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Somehow, being inches
from a bucket of my own pee
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has killed my appetite.
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Oh, well, I emptied the bucket,
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in case you ever doubt what
I'm willing to do for love.
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And you're not going to
want to pass up avocado toast.
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From Dudley's, and uh, coffee.
Just how you like it.
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I always wondered what that was for.
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Uh, oh, yeah.
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Mooney claims he built it
for secure cash transactions.
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I never saw anybody down here but me.
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I spent a lot of time in here
when I was younger.
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I was always getting into trouble.
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Mooney...
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he...
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he was my Mr. Miyagi.
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If Miyagi was a Soviet prison guard.
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- Who am I to you?
- You're an asshole.
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Yes, but who else do you have?
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Your father, who used
your armpit for an ashtray?
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Your mother, who never
did anything to stop him?
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Or maybe you miss that
insect ridden group home
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that drove you to my doorstep.
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You don't care about me.
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This place could be your salvation.
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Here...
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you're safe,
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surrounded by the
greatest works of humanity.
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With no choice but to absorb
the wisdom of better men.
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Beck, in the end, the cage
was a good thing for me.
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I'm hoping it will be the same for you.
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Look, look, hence, typewriter,
paper, no distractions.
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It's the low tech writer's
retreat you always wanted.
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I feel bad for you, Joe.
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Was that pity? Disgust?
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Empathy?
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Beck, I am really
putting myself out there.
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The least you could do
is acknowledge that.
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Hey, not today, little man.
Hey, look at me!
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Are you out of your mind?
What do you think you're doing?
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- Get your hands off him.
- Hey, I caught this punk
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trying to steal
the gun from the register.
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Okay, okay, all right. It's not loaded.
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Oh, it's loaded. I'll handle it.
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- This is not a toy.
- I know, I'm not dumb.
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I think you are. I think only an idiot
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tries what you just pulled.
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I know why you want a gun, Paco.
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Even if you don't kill yourself
with this thing first,
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the second you use it
on Ron, your life is over.
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That is the definition of dumb.
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I'm sorry.
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I know that was harsh.
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It's a key to my place.
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You can go there, it's safe.
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Cool down, crash as long as you need to.
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And we'll talk about this later.
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♪ ♪
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I'm not thinking straight,
and it's your fault.
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Beck, I can only buy us so much time.
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And my patience is wearing thin.
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- Joe, where have you been?
- Hey.
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- Whoo, hey.
- Let's skip the small talk.
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I just want to know if Beck is okay.
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- Wait, what do you mean okay?
- We had a fight.
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- I haven't heard from her.
- Oh, I think it's okay
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to tell you, she's on a writing retreat.
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Yeah.
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- It's all good, relax.
- She's not texting us, either.
260
00:14:08,931 --> 00:14:10,141
I just... I just want to know she's safe.
261
00:14:10,142 --> 00:14:11,516
Yeah.
262
00:14:11,517 --> 00:14:13,002
What was the fight about?
263
00:14:13,353 --> 00:14:14,545
Uh...
264
00:14:18,149 --> 00:14:20,793
I caught her cheating with her therapist.
265
00:14:20,818 --> 00:14:21,818
- No way.
- What?
266
00:14:21,819 --> 00:14:23,111
Oh, my God, no way.
267
00:14:23,112 --> 00:14:24,529
Dr. Nicky? Is she kidding?
268
00:14:24,530 --> 00:14:26,739
- Oh, my God. Whoa.
- Beck!
269
00:14:26,740 --> 00:14:28,658
- Joe, I am so sorry.
- Yeah.
270
00:14:28,659 --> 00:14:30,034
- So sorry.
- I'm so sorry.
271
00:14:30,035 --> 00:14:31,535
- We had no idea.
- Wow.
272
00:14:31,536 --> 00:14:32,997
I... I thought we could
work through it,
273
00:14:32,997 --> 00:14:35,708
but then, she ghosted me.
274
00:14:35,708 --> 00:14:37,126
Wait, when she texted,
275
00:14:37,126 --> 00:14:38,669
she said that her retreat
was therapeutic.
276
00:14:38,669 --> 00:14:40,046
You don't think that she's still...
277
00:14:40,046 --> 00:14:41,964
I mean... yeah.
278
00:14:43,485 --> 00:14:45,968
- Wow.
- Wow.
279
00:14:50,081 --> 00:14:52,266
I really thought you two were endgame.
280
00:14:52,266 --> 00:14:54,809
It just kind of
shakes your faith, you know?
281
00:14:54,810 --> 00:14:56,746
- I don't know.
- Do you really believe
282
00:14:56,771 --> 00:14:58,147
that Beck and I are the real deal?
283
00:14:58,147 --> 00:15:01,877
Joe, I've known Beck
a long time, and I have...
284
00:15:02,902 --> 00:15:04,569
I've never seen her happier.
285
00:15:04,570 --> 00:15:08,091
Or like, more grounded, or whatever.
286
00:15:08,891 --> 00:15:11,511
I really think that you
bring out the best in her.
287
00:15:11,536 --> 00:15:13,855
I think she brings out
the best in me, too.
288
00:15:14,266 --> 00:15:15,915
Hey, maybe it's not so bad.
289
00:15:15,915 --> 00:15:18,393
Maybe... maybe she's really
on a writing retreat, you know?
290
00:15:18,418 --> 00:15:20,686
Or maybe she's just
trying to dodge that P.I.
291
00:15:20,711 --> 00:15:22,452
because she doesn't
feel like talking about Peach.
292
00:15:22,477 --> 00:15:24,257
P... wait, P.I.? What do you mean?
293
00:15:24,257 --> 00:15:26,467
Apparently, a Salinger
would never commit suicide,
294
00:15:26,468 --> 00:15:28,027
according to the Salingers.
295
00:15:28,052 --> 00:15:29,178
It is so messed up.
296
00:15:29,178 --> 00:15:31,346
They hired this guy, I don't know.
297
00:15:31,347 --> 00:15:33,430
He's been asking Lynn and I
all of these questions.
298
00:15:33,431 --> 00:15:35,266
He even used the term "foul play."
299
00:15:35,267 --> 00:15:36,252
Can you believe that?
300
00:15:37,712 --> 00:15:39,734
Joe, we both know what you did.
301
00:15:40,181 --> 00:15:42,031
Why are you surprised?
302
00:15:45,403 --> 00:15:47,403
I'm not going to finish these.
303
00:15:47,427 --> 00:15:49,057
Any of these wontons,
you want them?
304
00:15:50,266 --> 00:15:51,351
Okay.
305
00:15:56,166 --> 00:15:57,273
Thank you.
306
00:15:59,984 --> 00:16:04,088
I recommend the ponzu.
The sweet and sour's too sour.
307
00:16:06,215 --> 00:16:07,533
Noted.
308
00:16:12,054 --> 00:16:13,831
You haven't started writing.
309
00:16:15,181 --> 00:16:16,556
I'm still waiting for that
310
00:16:16,557 --> 00:16:19,796
surge of inspiration I was promised.
311
00:16:21,937 --> 00:16:26,316
You... you seem like you're
doing a little better.
312
00:16:29,112 --> 00:16:32,074
- Maybe it's relative.
- Mm.
313
00:16:34,493 --> 00:16:38,661
I caught Paco trying to steal
a gun from the register today.
314
00:16:38,662 --> 00:16:41,150
What? Why?
315
00:16:42,485 --> 00:16:44,778
Ron put Claudia in the hospital.
316
00:16:45,196 --> 00:16:48,616
So Paco, I tried talking to him.
317
00:16:49,117 --> 00:16:51,094
I think I just made him angrier.
318
00:16:52,704 --> 00:16:55,872
Well, you got your girlfriend
locked up in a cage.
319
00:16:55,873 --> 00:16:58,768
A P.I.'s snooping around,
320
00:17:00,019 --> 00:17:02,004
and you're worried
about your neighbor's kid.
321
00:17:02,005 --> 00:17:06,175
- I know, it's pretty dumb.
- No.
322
00:17:07,235 --> 00:17:08,901
It's sweet.
323
00:17:11,655 --> 00:17:12,655
♪ ♪
324
00:17:13,343 --> 00:17:14,669
Joe.
325
00:17:16,936 --> 00:17:18,479
I know...
326
00:17:19,481 --> 00:17:22,566
there is a good heart in there somewhere.
327
00:17:29,480 --> 00:17:30,450
Joe?
328
00:17:31,576 --> 00:17:32,743
Yeah?
329
00:17:36,038 --> 00:17:37,665
I have to pee.
330
00:17:45,380 --> 00:17:47,506
Oh, no, no, tell me you're not using
331
00:17:47,507 --> 00:17:50,802
Henry Pelham's cartography
as a seat cover.
332
00:17:50,803 --> 00:17:53,304
Sorry, I couldn't find any Dan Brown.
333
00:17:53,305 --> 00:17:55,056
All right, I'll get out of here.
334
00:17:55,057 --> 00:17:56,433
Joe.
335
00:17:59,270 --> 00:18:02,272
Can I... can I just,
336
00:18:02,273 --> 00:18:05,485
please use the bathroom?
337
00:18:05,985 --> 00:18:09,547
Please, this is dehumanizing.
338
00:18:10,668 --> 00:18:12,716
You can trust me.
339
00:18:33,596 --> 00:18:35,221
Thank you.
340
00:18:35,222 --> 00:18:38,140
Thank you, thank you, thank
you, thank you, thank you.
341
00:18:41,145 --> 00:18:48,151
♪ ♪
342
00:18:57,036 --> 00:18:58,512
- Joe...
- I can't.
343
00:19:00,416 --> 00:19:01,916
I'm sorry.
344
00:19:03,127 --> 00:19:04,502
Joe.
345
00:19:05,920 --> 00:19:09,505
- Joe, please!
- I'll be back in a little bit.
346
00:19:09,506 --> 00:19:12,800
Shit, shit, shit...
347
00:19:12,801 --> 00:19:15,946
I'm so stupid.
348
00:19:16,222 --> 00:19:21,327
This whole time, I was wrong.
349
00:19:21,327 --> 00:19:24,764
- How did I not see this?
- If you see this place
350
00:19:24,789 --> 00:19:27,542
as a prison, that's all
you're going to be, a prisoner.
351
00:19:27,543 --> 00:19:30,420
If you see it as an
opportunity for introspection,
352
00:19:30,421 --> 00:19:33,751
and growth, voila,
we have a future together.
353
00:19:35,591 --> 00:19:37,444
You say you're a writer.
354
00:19:38,095 --> 00:19:39,988
I fell in love with a writer.
355
00:19:40,806 --> 00:19:42,783
Maybe you should be writing.
356
00:19:43,975 --> 00:19:46,168
Well, what now, Joe?
357
00:19:46,602 --> 00:19:49,814
You're going to go ...to my panties?
358
00:19:49,814 --> 00:19:53,400
Or do you need to cut someone
up before you can get hard?
359
00:19:57,990 --> 00:20:05,038
♪ ♪
360
00:20:14,267 --> 00:20:16,519
How the hell did you end up here?
361
00:20:20,024 --> 00:20:21,691
Your life has been better
since you met me.
362
00:20:21,692 --> 00:20:23,233
You just didn't know how or why.
363
00:20:23,234 --> 00:20:25,236
You paint me up to be this monster.
364
00:20:25,237 --> 00:20:28,322
Someone who can hurt people,
who can do terrible things.
365
00:20:28,323 --> 00:20:29,908
♪ ♪
366
00:20:32,535 --> 00:20:36,955
You used to wrap yourself
in fairy tales like a blanket.
367
00:20:36,956 --> 00:20:39,560
But it was the cold you loved.
368
00:20:40,126 --> 00:20:42,127
Sharp shivers as you uncovered
369
00:20:42,128 --> 00:20:44,857
the corpses of Bluebeard's wives.
370
00:20:45,645 --> 00:20:48,062
Sweeter goose bumps as Prince Charming
371
00:20:48,063 --> 00:20:50,983
slid one glass slipper
over your little toes,
372
00:20:50,984 --> 00:20:52,485
a perfect fit.
373
00:20:52,486 --> 00:20:54,879
♪ ♪
374
00:20:54,879 --> 00:20:57,046
But by the schoolyard, real princesses
375
00:20:57,047 --> 00:20:59,492
floated by you on fall winds.
376
00:20:59,801 --> 00:21:02,386
You saw the gulf between
you and the rich girls,
377
00:21:02,387 --> 00:21:05,539
and vowed to stop
believing in fairy tales.
378
00:21:06,557 --> 00:21:09,919
But the stories
were in you, deep as poison.
379
00:21:10,270 --> 00:21:13,563
If Prince Charming was real,
if he could save you...
380
00:21:13,564 --> 00:21:18,360
you needed to be saved from
the unfairness of everything...
381
00:21:18,361 --> 00:21:20,547
when would he come?
382
00:21:21,281 --> 00:21:25,492
The answer was a cruel shrug
in a hundred fleeting moments.
383
00:21:25,493 --> 00:21:28,078
The sneer on Stevie Smith's face
384
00:21:28,079 --> 00:21:30,164
when he called you a fat cow.
385
00:21:30,165 --> 00:21:32,707
Uncle Jeff's hand squeezing your ass
386
00:21:32,708 --> 00:21:34,418
in the Thanksgiving kitchen.
387
00:21:34,418 --> 00:21:37,211
The accusation in your father's eyes
388
00:21:37,463 --> 00:21:39,923
when you told him what happened.
389
00:21:42,844 --> 00:21:45,970
From every boy masquerading
as a man that you let
390
00:21:45,971 --> 00:21:49,767
into your body, your heart,
you learned you didn't have
391
00:21:49,768 --> 00:21:52,962
whatever magic
turns a beast into a prince.
392
00:21:54,271 --> 00:21:55,855
You surrounded yourself
393
00:21:55,856 --> 00:21:58,793
with the girls you'd always resented,
394
00:21:59,026 --> 00:22:02,569
hoping to share their power,
and you hated yourself.
395
00:22:02,570 --> 00:22:05,424
And that diminished you even more.
396
00:22:06,350 --> 00:22:08,744
And then, right when you thought
397
00:22:08,744 --> 00:22:13,023
you might just disappear, he saw you.
398
00:22:14,024 --> 00:22:17,186
And you knew, somewhere deep,
it was too good to be true.
399
00:22:17,211 --> 00:22:19,212
But you let yourself be swept,
400
00:22:19,213 --> 00:22:22,324
because he was the first
strong enough to lift you.
401
00:22:23,218 --> 00:22:25,969
Now, in his castle,
you understand Prince Charming
402
00:22:25,970 --> 00:22:29,123
and Bluebeard are the same man.
403
00:22:29,290 --> 00:22:33,627
And you don't get a happy end
unless you love both of him.
404
00:22:34,797 --> 00:22:37,465
Didn't you want this? To be loved?
405
00:22:37,466 --> 00:22:39,625
Didn't you want him to crown you?
406
00:22:39,650 --> 00:22:42,610
Didn't you ask for it?
Didn't you ask for it?
407
00:22:42,611 --> 00:22:44,530
Didn't you ask for it?
408
00:22:44,530 --> 00:22:46,531
So say you can live like this.
409
00:22:46,766 --> 00:22:48,933
Say you love him, say thank you,
410
00:22:48,934 --> 00:22:50,895
say anything but the truth.
411
00:22:51,001 --> 00:22:53,938
What if you can't love him back?
412
00:22:56,941 --> 00:22:59,570
What if you're not the one?
413
00:23:00,112 --> 00:23:04,533
No, now is not the time
to abandon principles.
414
00:23:05,367 --> 00:23:08,953
I have to believe love conquers all.
415
00:23:08,954 --> 00:23:12,892
And if you love me,
it's only a matter of time.
416
00:23:13,875 --> 00:23:17,711
But time is not on our side.
417
00:23:20,549 --> 00:23:23,569
I don't want to think worst case.
418
00:23:24,219 --> 00:23:26,429
I don't like having to scour your place
419
00:23:26,430 --> 00:23:29,891
for evidence that'd
link me to your disappearance.
420
00:23:29,892 --> 00:23:33,102
It's all starting to feel a little dirty.
421
00:23:33,103 --> 00:23:36,730
Because I'm not doing it for you anymore.
422
00:23:36,731 --> 00:23:39,251
I'm doing it for me.
423
00:23:39,652 --> 00:23:42,279
And I'm not a selfish person.
424
00:23:46,342 --> 00:23:49,553
You said you believe
I have a good heart somewhere.
425
00:23:50,221 --> 00:23:53,140
I hope you don't mind if I
take a minute to look for it.
426
00:23:53,877 --> 00:23:55,059
Claudia.
427
00:23:56,185 --> 00:23:59,688
- Joe, what are you doing here?
- I'm looking for Paco.
428
00:23:59,697 --> 00:24:01,815
- Is Ron around?
- No.
429
00:24:01,815 --> 00:24:04,151
And I was hoping
that Paco went to find you.
430
00:24:04,151 --> 00:24:06,487
I lost my cell phone when...
431
00:24:07,263 --> 00:24:09,573
The nurses said they tried
calling the apartment,
432
00:24:09,573 --> 00:24:10,658
but nobody answered.
433
00:24:10,658 --> 00:24:11,700
So you... you have no idea
434
00:24:11,700 --> 00:24:13,452
where your son is?
435
00:24:14,662 --> 00:24:16,830
Jesus, Claudia.
436
00:24:16,830 --> 00:24:19,500
So damn easy to judge, huh?
Who the hell are you?
437
00:24:19,500 --> 00:24:21,335
I'm the only one in this city
438
00:24:21,335 --> 00:24:23,170
who cares about
your son, apparently.
439
00:24:23,630 --> 00:24:26,048
Why do you do this?
Why do you protect the man
440
00:24:26,048 --> 00:24:27,967
who does this to you
over your child?
441
00:24:27,967 --> 00:24:29,969
Over and over. You're his mother.
442
00:24:29,969 --> 00:24:32,721
Mothers are supposed
to protect their children
443
00:24:32,721 --> 00:24:35,683
- from men like him.
- I don't need a concerned
444
00:24:35,683 --> 00:24:37,559
neighbor bursting
in here and blaming me
445
00:24:37,559 --> 00:24:39,269
for my own concussion.
446
00:24:41,981 --> 00:24:45,025
Ron has connections.
He's made threats.
447
00:24:45,025 --> 00:24:48,445
You want to know why
he's still in the picture?
448
00:24:49,054 --> 00:24:53,200
I stand up to him, I lose my boy.
449
00:24:57,079 --> 00:25:00,124
I'm sorry, I didn't know that.
450
00:25:00,124 --> 00:25:01,625
Yeah, of course you didn't.
451
00:25:02,067 --> 00:25:05,212
You have no idea
what it takes to live my life.
452
00:25:05,587 --> 00:25:07,923
They don't write books
about women like me.
453
00:25:08,908 --> 00:25:10,826
No one would think to.
454
00:25:10,908 --> 00:25:13,409
♪ ♪
455
00:25:18,477 --> 00:25:20,144
Joe Goldberg.
456
00:25:23,397 --> 00:25:25,650
Hello, P.I. Have we met?
457
00:25:25,651 --> 00:25:27,735
Hi, I work for the family
of Peach Salinger.
458
00:25:27,736 --> 00:25:29,319
Just a couple of quick questions.
459
00:25:29,319 --> 00:25:32,362
- Oh, okay, sure, of course.
- How well did you know Peach?
460
00:25:32,363 --> 00:25:34,365
He's asking, but he knows already.
461
00:25:34,366 --> 00:25:37,344
Not well, through my ex, Guinevere Beck.
462
00:25:37,368 --> 00:25:39,368
Well enough to
be saddened by her passing.
463
00:25:39,392 --> 00:25:41,123
You been to
her house in Greenwich?
464
00:25:41,123 --> 00:25:43,042
That's where she died, right?
No, no.
465
00:25:43,042 --> 00:25:45,561
I heard about it through Beck.
466
00:25:45,586 --> 00:25:47,129
I know that Peach
was having a hard time
467
00:25:47,129 --> 00:25:48,338
when they were out there.
468
00:25:48,338 --> 00:25:50,340
Um... yeah.
469
00:25:50,340 --> 00:25:51,775
I think you should talk to Beck.
470
00:25:51,800 --> 00:25:53,994
I've been trying to get
a hold of Beck, actually.
471
00:25:54,511 --> 00:25:58,390
Yeah, well, we... we broke up.
472
00:25:58,390 --> 00:26:01,225
So I'm not really in touch.
473
00:26:01,249 --> 00:26:02,561
In fact, if you found me,
that means
474
00:26:02,561 --> 00:26:04,438
you probably found Lynn,
Beck's friend.
475
00:26:04,438 --> 00:26:05,316
She's the one to ask.
476
00:26:05,341 --> 00:26:07,566
Beck, she might be out of town.
477
00:26:07,566 --> 00:26:10,052
Writing, she does that, so.
478
00:26:10,803 --> 00:26:12,179
Good luck. It was nice to meet you.
479
00:26:12,180 --> 00:26:13,764
You spend a lot of time at her place
480
00:26:13,765 --> 00:26:15,140
when she's out of town?
481
00:26:15,391 --> 00:26:16,850
Shit.
482
00:26:16,851 --> 00:26:18,727
Well, I... He saw me.
483
00:26:18,728 --> 00:26:20,519
I... I still have a key.
484
00:26:20,520 --> 00:26:23,189
No... in fact, I had a key.
I returned it last night.
485
00:26:26,479 --> 00:26:28,479
Should I be worried?
Are you following me?
486
00:26:28,504 --> 00:26:31,232
Did your ex ever tell you
that Peach had a stalker?
487
00:26:31,924 --> 00:26:33,592
I mean, I know, um...
488
00:26:33,592 --> 00:26:36,695
I remember the awful
Central Park incident.
489
00:26:36,720 --> 00:26:38,179
Peach was attacked, right?
490
00:26:38,203 --> 00:26:40,599
But I wasn't aware it was anything
more than a random robbery.
491
00:26:40,724 --> 00:26:41,975
Same individual may have been
492
00:26:41,975 --> 00:26:43,894
in the house the weekend Peach died.
493
00:26:44,145 --> 00:26:46,505
- Seriously?
- Found an item.
494
00:26:46,856 --> 00:26:49,775
- We're testing it for DNA now.
- Wow.
495
00:26:52,779 --> 00:26:54,113
That would be crazy.
496
00:26:54,138 --> 00:26:56,263
I forgot the goddamn' jar.
497
00:26:56,288 --> 00:26:59,290
Well, if it's true,
I hope you find the guy.
498
00:26:59,315 --> 00:27:00,984
I should have pissed myself.
499
00:27:01,603 --> 00:27:03,480
Let me know
if there's anything I can do.
500
00:27:04,064 --> 00:27:05,290
Thanks, Joe.
501
00:27:05,290 --> 00:27:07,985
You mind calling if you
think of anything else?
502
00:27:08,419 --> 00:27:09,528
Yeah.
503
00:27:10,070 --> 00:27:11,905
But does urine even hold DNA?
504
00:27:11,906 --> 00:27:14,366
Will do, Ross, yeah.
505
00:27:14,783 --> 00:27:17,910
One thing I learned from my
own time in the cage, Beck.
506
00:27:17,911 --> 00:27:20,556
Never let yourself panic.
507
00:27:20,556 --> 00:27:23,392
No matter how bad it is, you find a way
508
00:27:23,393 --> 00:27:25,711
to stay calm, and keep your wits.
509
00:27:32,620 --> 00:27:39,628
♪ ♪
510
00:27:42,994 --> 00:27:47,441
I've been stupid to be mad. I messed up.
511
00:27:48,125 --> 00:27:50,277
And you're trying to help me do better.
512
00:27:52,253 --> 00:27:54,740
I know it's hard to understand.
513
00:27:55,298 --> 00:27:57,758
But sometimes, we do difficult things
514
00:27:57,759 --> 00:27:59,594
out of caring for someone.
515
00:28:06,435 --> 00:28:08,877
I know the demons that drive you.
516
00:28:09,897 --> 00:28:11,381
I have them, too.
517
00:28:12,299 --> 00:28:13,926
It takes discipline...
518
00:28:16,053 --> 00:28:17,513
to prevail.
519
00:28:18,430 --> 00:28:22,601
That's why I work you so hard,
why I demand perfection.
520
00:28:23,076 --> 00:28:25,704
My love for the books, respect.
521
00:28:25,704 --> 00:28:28,874
I'm trying to teach you
a code to live by so that
522
00:28:28,874 --> 00:28:30,667
you don't end up like your father.
523
00:28:31,527 --> 00:28:34,235
And when I fail, you lock me in.
524
00:28:34,338 --> 00:28:35,405
Exactly.
525
00:28:36,240 --> 00:28:37,741
Because I love you.
526
00:28:39,051 --> 00:28:40,828
I only hope it will be enough.
527
00:28:41,081 --> 00:28:42,121
Hey.
528
00:28:45,801 --> 00:28:47,768
Hey, I'm sorry that I...
529
00:28:47,768 --> 00:28:50,587
that I went a little crazy before.
530
00:28:54,115 --> 00:28:55,951
What's for dinner?
531
00:29:04,827 --> 00:29:06,368
♪ ♪
532
00:29:06,369 --> 00:29:09,747
What's wrong? What happened?
533
00:29:09,748 --> 00:29:12,651
Remember the P.I.? He paid a visit.
534
00:29:13,235 --> 00:29:14,634
You should have seen him.
535
00:29:15,028 --> 00:29:17,447
I don't think he bought a word I said.
536
00:29:17,823 --> 00:29:24,538
♪ ♪
537
00:29:24,539 --> 00:29:26,331
I'm not a killer.
538
00:29:27,166 --> 00:29:29,543
I didn't plan this.
539
00:29:29,860 --> 00:29:33,029
Like, if I was some premeditated,
540
00:29:33,030 --> 00:29:34,865
cold-blooded monster,
I wouldn't have missed
541
00:29:34,866 --> 00:29:36,116
anything that would come back to
542
00:29:36,117 --> 00:29:37,634
bite me in the ass like this.
543
00:29:39,553 --> 00:29:40,929
What did you miss?
544
00:29:42,347 --> 00:29:43,991
It doesn't matter,
unless it does.
545
00:29:43,991 --> 00:29:46,248
In which case, you'll know,
because I'll go to prison.
546
00:29:46,678 --> 00:29:49,263
You might get exactly what you want.
547
00:29:49,264 --> 00:29:51,732
I'll go down for something I did for you.
548
00:29:52,774 --> 00:29:54,273
And you love that, right?
549
00:29:54,274 --> 00:29:56,086
I mean that's...
that's what you think of me.
550
00:29:58,338 --> 00:29:59,281
No.
551
00:30:00,281 --> 00:30:01,742
That's not true.
552
00:30:02,991 --> 00:30:05,279
You're not a monster, Joe.
553
00:30:05,304 --> 00:30:07,973
I know, I know I've said some stuff,
554
00:30:07,973 --> 00:30:11,076
but come on, you can't
expect me to be chill.
555
00:30:11,101 --> 00:30:12,520
I mean, look at us.
556
00:30:14,922 --> 00:30:16,566
For the record...
557
00:30:18,110 --> 00:30:20,154
I don't hate you.
558
00:30:22,639 --> 00:30:28,411
I am trying so hard to understand you.
559
00:30:29,036 --> 00:30:32,068
And can you blame me if I need
a little help getting there?
560
00:30:37,524 --> 00:30:39,071
And what about Paco?
561
00:30:40,152 --> 00:30:41,653
What about Paco?
562
00:30:41,654 --> 00:30:43,821
If you go to jail,
the kid is screwed, right?
563
00:30:43,822 --> 00:30:45,427
You think that's what I want?
564
00:30:45,427 --> 00:30:48,054
You're the only person
who is there for him.
565
00:30:48,055 --> 00:30:50,055
And I think about what happens
566
00:30:50,056 --> 00:30:53,369
to people who don't have anyone.
567
00:30:54,519 --> 00:30:57,381
Joe, for Paco, okay?
568
00:30:57,690 --> 00:31:00,190
Let's try and figure out
a way through this,
569
00:31:00,191 --> 00:31:01,593
so that you can...
570
00:31:05,447 --> 00:31:09,551
so that we can be there for him.
571
00:31:11,953 --> 00:31:13,647
Claudia?
572
00:31:13,998 --> 00:31:15,372
Just open the door, I want...
573
00:31:15,373 --> 00:31:17,292
I just want to talk to you, just...
574
00:31:19,210 --> 00:31:21,336
Hey, let me in. I just want...
575
00:31:26,885 --> 00:31:33,892
♪ ♪
576
00:31:36,517 --> 00:31:39,522
You piece of shit!
577
00:31:42,526 --> 00:31:49,533
♪ ♪
578
00:31:57,248 --> 00:31:58,918
Paco.
579
00:32:03,463 --> 00:32:06,024
Paco, come here, I want to talk to you.
580
00:32:07,884 --> 00:32:09,509
Paco, come here.
581
00:32:09,510 --> 00:32:11,580
I'm not going to hurt you.
582
00:32:22,886 --> 00:32:24,174
Paco?
583
00:32:24,199 --> 00:32:25,616
Paco, get over here,
584
00:32:25,617 --> 00:32:27,386
I want to talk to you.
585
00:32:28,786 --> 00:32:30,412
Ah...
586
00:32:33,374 --> 00:32:35,250
♪ ♪
587
00:32:35,251 --> 00:32:37,356
Paco, come out here.
588
00:32:42,593 --> 00:32:44,129
You're dead.
589
00:32:44,129 --> 00:32:46,047
Hey, Ron.
590
00:32:58,810 --> 00:33:01,269
- Joe!
- Paco.
591
00:33:04,274 --> 00:33:09,362
♪ ♪
592
00:33:12,908 --> 00:33:14,867
Okay, this is what I need you to do
593
00:33:14,868 --> 00:33:18,621
so no one finds out about this,
because people are not really
594
00:33:18,622 --> 00:33:20,872
going to believe us about the
way that it happened, right?
595
00:33:20,873 --> 00:33:22,809
Okay, there's blood in the hall.
596
00:33:22,834 --> 00:33:24,711
You need to clean that up
with soap and water.
597
00:33:24,711 --> 00:33:27,257
And then hit those spots
with bleach, really pour it on.
598
00:33:27,339 --> 00:33:29,257
All right, now this next part
might sound a little weird,
599
00:33:29,258 --> 00:33:31,676
but I think it might do the trick.
600
00:33:31,676 --> 00:33:33,217
You see this, it's Ron's phone.
601
00:33:33,218 --> 00:33:36,679
I'm going to be texting your mom from it.
602
00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:40,085
Maybe Ron's boss, a few of his friends.
603
00:33:40,685 --> 00:33:42,662
So they think he's still alive.
604
00:33:42,687 --> 00:33:45,106
Exactly, so I'm going to keep that going.
605
00:33:45,106 --> 00:33:47,483
I'm going to take it far away
from here, get rid of it.
606
00:33:47,484 --> 00:33:51,947
All you have to do is say
you don't know where he is.
607
00:33:55,950 --> 00:33:57,535
Shit.
608
00:34:00,788 --> 00:34:04,291
Ron will never hurt or scare you
609
00:34:04,292 --> 00:34:06,669
or your mom ever again, and I'm sorry.
610
00:34:06,670 --> 00:34:08,630
I'm so sorry you had to see that,
611
00:34:08,839 --> 00:34:10,115
but it's over.
612
00:34:12,117 --> 00:34:14,886
It's all over now, forever. Right?
613
00:34:15,912 --> 00:34:19,706
- He was a bad man.
- Yeah.
614
00:34:21,595 --> 00:34:22,752
He was.
615
00:34:24,096 --> 00:34:26,307
Does that mean it was right to kill him?
616
00:34:28,633 --> 00:34:30,385
Sometimes...
617
00:34:31,720 --> 00:34:35,849
we do bad things for the people we love.
618
00:34:35,850 --> 00:34:37,266
It doesn't mean it's right.
619
00:34:37,267 --> 00:34:40,103
It means love is more important.
620
00:34:42,648 --> 00:34:44,191
All right, go on.
621
00:34:44,775 --> 00:34:48,402
I believe that, Beck.
Love is more important.
622
00:34:48,403 --> 00:34:51,156
But the world is a cruel place.
623
00:34:51,157 --> 00:34:53,074
If I get caught for any of this,
624
00:34:53,075 --> 00:34:55,910
I doubt a jury will see it the same way.
625
00:34:55,911 --> 00:34:57,787
And you.
626
00:34:58,456 --> 00:34:59,932
Will you?
627
00:35:00,665 --> 00:35:02,709
There you are.
628
00:35:06,631 --> 00:35:08,382
Read this, Joe.
629
00:35:17,391 --> 00:35:23,729
♪ ♪
630
00:35:23,730 --> 00:35:27,191
A blind verse rendition of
your love story with Dr. Nicky?
631
00:35:27,192 --> 00:35:29,402
Keep reading.
632
00:35:38,828 --> 00:35:41,097
What exactly is this?
633
00:35:41,097 --> 00:35:43,659
It's the story
of everything that happened
634
00:35:44,267 --> 00:35:47,921
once I started having an
affair with my therapist.
635
00:35:48,730 --> 00:35:52,025
I was broken, and trusting,
and I needed help.
636
00:35:52,026 --> 00:35:55,670
And he, little did I know,
he was obsessive,
637
00:35:55,695 --> 00:35:59,571
and very sick, and would stop
at nothing to get closer to me.
638
00:35:59,572 --> 00:36:02,992
And if you skip to the end,
there's this part
639
00:36:02,993 --> 00:36:04,994
where I talk about a box of mementos
640
00:36:04,995 --> 00:36:07,857
that I found on
Nicky's property, evidence.
641
00:36:08,165 --> 00:36:10,944
A jar of teeth.
642
00:36:11,940 --> 00:36:12,968
Joe.
643
00:36:13,659 --> 00:36:14,993
Don't you see?
644
00:36:14,994 --> 00:36:17,579
Nicky is your way out, Joe.
645
00:36:17,580 --> 00:36:19,911
Our way out.
646
00:36:20,666 --> 00:36:22,247
It's perfect.
647
00:36:25,630 --> 00:36:27,168
I get it now.
648
00:36:27,422 --> 00:36:29,466
- You get what?
- You.
649
00:36:29,467 --> 00:36:30,922
You did everything...
650
00:36:32,261 --> 00:36:33,550
for me.
651
00:36:33,929 --> 00:36:37,570
No one has ever loved me
the way that you love me.
652
00:36:37,731 --> 00:36:42,585
I mean, you... you gave me everything.
653
00:36:43,671 --> 00:36:46,190
Let me give this to you.
654
00:36:47,776 --> 00:36:49,610
I mean it.
655
00:36:49,611 --> 00:36:51,696
I understand.
656
00:36:51,697 --> 00:36:52,738
I was scared.
657
00:36:52,739 --> 00:36:54,195
I could have done something...
658
00:36:54,617 --> 00:36:57,452
something really stupid
when I found that box,
659
00:36:57,453 --> 00:37:00,218
But this, this...
660
00:37:01,457 --> 00:37:03,012
gave me time to think.
661
00:37:03,012 --> 00:37:05,332
I hurt you. I scared you.
662
00:37:05,640 --> 00:37:09,836
I understand if you hate me.
663
00:37:10,503 --> 00:37:13,840
I love you, actually.
664
00:37:14,881 --> 00:37:16,359
More than ever.
665
00:37:16,359 --> 00:37:18,818
And I can wait until you're ready.
666
00:37:18,819 --> 00:37:20,964
It's not so bad in here.
667
00:37:22,115 --> 00:37:26,618
You take care of me, and no one has ever
668
00:37:26,619 --> 00:37:29,120
taken care of me before,
669
00:37:29,481 --> 00:37:30,832
not like you.
670
00:37:30,832 --> 00:37:33,208
It's all I ever wanted to do.
671
00:37:33,918 --> 00:37:35,128
And when you're ready,
672
00:37:35,128 --> 00:37:37,128
we can take my story public.
673
00:37:37,152 --> 00:37:40,525
And then, you and I, we can go
somewhere and start our life.
674
00:37:40,550 --> 00:37:45,054
And... and I... I haven't,
I haven't thought beyond that,
675
00:37:45,638 --> 00:37:47,207
but Joe, I...
676
00:37:48,500 --> 00:37:53,963
I know that I am better
with you than without you.
677
00:37:53,964 --> 00:37:55,507
Beck...
678
00:37:56,675 --> 00:37:59,259
Oh, if you were in here, this
would be our moment to kiss.
679
00:37:59,260 --> 00:38:03,139
It's like, the music swells
and everything.
680
00:38:06,143 --> 00:38:07,184
♪ ♪
681
00:38:07,185 --> 00:38:08,436
But I know...
682
00:38:09,563 --> 00:38:11,957
I know you don't trust me enough yet.
683
00:38:12,691 --> 00:38:13,858
I get it.
684
00:38:16,987 --> 00:38:19,323
Oh, we're crazy.
685
00:38:58,821 --> 00:39:03,367
♪ ♪
686
00:39:07,929 --> 00:39:09,306
Beck!
687
00:39:14,086 --> 00:39:15,691
Wait, wait, wait, please.
688
00:39:15,692 --> 00:39:17,465
Wait... I know...
I know you're angry, I know.
689
00:39:17,466 --> 00:39:20,932
You have no idea what I am,
you fucking psychopath!
690
00:39:20,933 --> 00:39:22,843
I knew it was too good to be true.
691
00:39:22,868 --> 00:39:24,786
What, all the nice things I said to you
692
00:39:24,787 --> 00:39:27,539
while I was locked in a cage?
693
00:39:27,540 --> 00:39:31,375
You actually believe that all
of this is somehow justified?
694
00:39:31,376 --> 00:39:34,671
- It is.
- Fuck, you are insane.
695
00:39:34,672 --> 00:39:36,506
You think that you did some bad ...,
696
00:39:36,507 --> 00:39:37,965
and that I did some bad ...,
697
00:39:37,966 --> 00:39:40,195
and that this... this is equivalent?
698
00:39:40,845 --> 00:39:43,930
Yeah, I lied, I cheated,
699
00:39:43,931 --> 00:39:46,134
but I... I didn't stalk you.
700
00:39:46,134 --> 00:39:49,720
I didn't hit you. I didn't kill people.
701
00:39:49,721 --> 00:39:50,970
I didn't do any of this!
702
00:39:50,971 --> 00:39:52,514
There's not a line
703
00:39:52,515 --> 00:39:55,743
in the world
that I wouldn't cross for you.
704
00:39:55,768 --> 00:39:58,353
I didn't ask you to swoop in for me.
705
00:39:58,354 --> 00:39:59,437
But you did, your life was a mess.
706
00:39:59,438 --> 00:40:01,065
Yes, but it was my life.
707
00:40:01,065 --> 00:40:05,295
And I didn't need some
sociopath on a white horse
708
00:40:05,320 --> 00:40:06,279
to clean house.
709
00:40:06,279 --> 00:40:08,113
I mean, what gives you the right?
710
00:40:08,114 --> 00:40:11,284
You thought that I would be grateful?
711
00:40:14,598 --> 00:40:16,622
You.
712
00:40:17,059 --> 00:40:18,602
You're him.
713
00:40:19,375 --> 00:40:21,460
You are the bad thing.
714
00:40:21,855 --> 00:40:24,880
You are the thing
that you should have killed.
715
00:40:24,881 --> 00:40:26,860
If you let me out...
716
00:40:27,467 --> 00:40:29,259
- we can just talk...
- You know what I think?
717
00:40:29,260 --> 00:40:33,179
I think that this was all just an excuse.
718
00:40:33,180 --> 00:40:36,797
An excuse to justify
creeping into girls' lives,
719
00:40:36,822 --> 00:40:39,228
and violating the shit out of them.
720
00:40:39,493 --> 00:40:40,897
I think you love it!
721
00:40:40,897 --> 00:40:43,899
- The power, you love it!
- No, I don't.
722
00:40:43,900 --> 00:40:45,566
I think that this, this was
723
00:40:45,567 --> 00:40:48,486
the perfect excuse
to take out people, like...
724
00:40:48,487 --> 00:40:50,905
like Benji, and Peach,
725
00:40:50,906 --> 00:40:52,073
who have always looked down on you
726
00:40:52,074 --> 00:40:54,702
and your whole miserable life.
727
00:40:54,703 --> 00:40:57,995
God, but you... you are not special.
728
00:40:57,996 --> 00:40:59,566
You're broken.
729
00:41:00,040 --> 00:41:02,043
I could never love you.
730
00:41:04,627 --> 00:41:08,068
Rot in there, you psychotic asshole.
731
00:41:09,509 --> 00:41:12,120
You're going to spend
the rest of your life in jail.
732
00:41:24,190 --> 00:41:25,258
Joe?
733
00:41:30,070 --> 00:41:34,825
♪ ♪
734
00:41:34,826 --> 00:41:36,853
Help!
735
00:41:37,911 --> 00:41:39,872
Help!
736
00:41:39,873 --> 00:41:41,733
Help!
737
00:41:42,958 --> 00:41:44,209
Paco.
738
00:41:44,210 --> 00:41:45,503
Paco, thank God. I need your help.
739
00:41:45,503 --> 00:41:46,794
Open this door right now.
740
00:41:46,795 --> 00:41:49,991
Joe, he is downstairs, and he's crazy.
741
00:41:50,465 --> 00:41:52,176
- Joe?
- Paco.
742
00:41:52,177 --> 00:41:55,011
He has killed people.
He's going to kill me.
743
00:41:55,012 --> 00:41:57,123
Open this door right now.
744
00:41:57,599 --> 00:42:02,352
Paco, open the door!
Open the door, please!
745
00:42:02,353 --> 00:42:05,647
Please, Paco, no! No, Paco!
746
00:42:10,511 --> 00:42:12,179
Keys, keys.
747
00:42:25,209 --> 00:42:27,293
When Mooney locked me in,
I learned a big lesson.
748
00:42:27,294 --> 00:42:30,274
Hide a spare key so you can
get out of the goddamn cage.
749
00:42:33,300 --> 00:42:35,426
I didn't want it to be like this, Beck.
750
00:42:35,427 --> 00:42:36,906
I know.
751
00:42:37,762 --> 00:42:39,290
I know, just...
752
00:42:40,515 --> 00:42:42,351
put me back in there.
753
00:42:47,648 --> 00:42:54,655
♪ ♪
754
00:43:27,103 --> 00:43:29,315
These have been selling like crazy.
755
00:43:29,315 --> 00:43:30,817
Is it true she worked here?
756
00:43:30,817 --> 00:43:32,693
Uh, yeah, it's true.
I knew her well.
757
00:43:32,693 --> 00:43:35,009
I'm so sorry. It's really tragic.
758
00:43:35,363 --> 00:43:37,115
It's pretty weird when someone dies,
759
00:43:37,115 --> 00:43:39,934
and you literally can't
get away from them on the news.
760
00:43:40,161 --> 00:43:42,729
Enjoy the book.
She was a really good writer.
761
00:43:43,121 --> 00:43:45,727
You really were, Beck.
762
00:43:46,166 --> 00:43:48,896
I miss you so much.
763
00:43:49,266 --> 00:43:51,351
It's been a weird four months.
764
00:43:51,505 --> 00:43:54,757
I had to do a lot for you, in the end.
765
00:44:08,813 --> 00:44:10,690
You wrote the story.
766
00:44:10,690 --> 00:44:13,301
All I did was bring it to life.
767
00:44:14,135 --> 00:44:15,643
The story was perfect.
768
00:44:16,429 --> 00:44:18,347
So everyone believed it.
769
00:44:24,114 --> 00:44:25,949
Doctor, Doctor!
770
00:44:25,974 --> 00:44:27,974
What drove you
to murder Guinevere Beck?
771
00:44:27,999 --> 00:44:29,999
Yes, she was definitely
having an affair
772
00:44:30,023 --> 00:44:31,169
with her therapist.
773
00:44:31,169 --> 00:44:32,503
That evil.
774
00:44:32,503 --> 00:44:34,046
You know her friend,
Peach Salinger,
775
00:44:34,046 --> 00:44:35,631
was trying to get Beck
to stop seeing him,
776
00:44:35,631 --> 00:44:38,109
so it's like, did that
psycho kill Peach, too?
777
00:44:38,670 --> 00:44:40,428
I received the
manuscript in the mail.
778
00:44:40,428 --> 00:44:43,863
It was odd, but far and away
the most moving prose I'd read
779
00:44:43,888 --> 00:44:45,391
since Zadie's second to last.
780
00:44:45,391 --> 00:44:47,226
It was also the most horrifying
781
00:44:47,226 --> 00:44:50,955
because I came to understand
that Beck was illuminating
782
00:44:50,980 --> 00:44:52,980
her very own imminent murder.
783
00:44:53,482 --> 00:44:55,193
That's when I knew.
784
00:44:55,193 --> 00:44:58,153
I had to show it to
my literary agent right away.
785
00:44:59,239 --> 00:45:00,865
It's true, maybe not everyone
786
00:45:00,865 --> 00:45:02,308
was completely convinced.
787
00:45:02,700 --> 00:45:03,743
Bullshit.
788
00:45:03,743 --> 00:45:05,353
But you know what,
doesn't matter.
789
00:45:05,767 --> 00:45:07,455
The evidence was overwhelming.
790
00:45:07,791 --> 00:45:11,278
Thanks to your hard work, and mine.
791
00:45:12,376 --> 00:45:15,818
It's the last thing
we ever did together.
792
00:45:16,047 --> 00:45:18,700
In the end, you couldn't love me.
793
00:45:19,050 --> 00:45:22,320
I feel at peace with that now,
because I loved you
794
00:45:22,345 --> 00:45:24,345
the absolute best that I could.
795
00:45:24,831 --> 00:45:26,831
And I gave you what you wanted.
796
00:45:26,855 --> 00:45:29,202
I feel good about that.
I helped you become
797
00:45:29,227 --> 00:45:31,020
the writer you so wanted to be.
798
00:45:31,481 --> 00:45:34,900
Your lurid memoir
of Dr. Nicky was the lede,
799
00:45:34,901 --> 00:45:36,734
but I cobbled that manuscript together
800
00:45:36,734 --> 00:45:39,153
from every one of
your pieces fit to print.
801
00:45:39,247 --> 00:45:43,099
The book is yours, Beck,
and it made you famous.
802
00:45:43,123 --> 00:45:46,685
It's sad you're not here to see it.
803
00:45:47,411 --> 00:45:50,314
But I know you would be so happy.
804
00:46:00,155 --> 00:46:04,826
- So, California.
- Yeah, that's great, you know?
805
00:46:04,851 --> 00:46:06,436
You got the job. Paco's going to love it.
806
00:46:06,461 --> 00:46:10,209
Yeah, I think so. Weather's so good.
807
00:46:10,911 --> 00:46:14,184
- So, Ron?
- Disappeared into thin air.
808
00:46:14,939 --> 00:46:16,564
I don't get it, but
809
00:46:16,588 --> 00:46:19,085
you know, everyone knew
he was a troubled guy.
810
00:46:19,110 --> 00:46:20,820
He had gambling debts, who knows.
811
00:46:20,820 --> 00:46:22,013
it's for the best.
812
00:46:23,318 --> 00:46:25,877
I know I haven't always
been the nicest about it,
813
00:46:25,878 --> 00:46:27,257
but, uh...
814
00:46:27,946 --> 00:46:30,114
thanks for always
being so good to my son.
815
00:46:30,139 --> 00:46:33,351
That's... it's nothing.
816
00:46:33,376 --> 00:46:34,501
Really.
817
00:46:34,526 --> 00:46:35,818
Yeah.
818
00:46:36,178 --> 00:46:38,347
I'll let you say good-bye.
819
00:46:43,995 --> 00:46:45,567
Hey, Pac.
820
00:46:46,591 --> 00:46:50,261
- I'll miss you.
- Me too.
821
00:46:50,262 --> 00:46:52,084
Hey, you know, it's okay
822
00:46:52,472 --> 00:46:54,159
if things are hard sometimes.
823
00:46:55,809 --> 00:46:57,798
You can still be a good person,
824
00:46:58,269 --> 00:46:59,770
and have a really good life.
825
00:46:59,771 --> 00:47:01,928
That's what I want for you.
826
00:47:02,356 --> 00:47:05,067
This is good, a fresh start.
827
00:47:07,070 --> 00:47:08,529
♪ ♪
828
00:47:08,530 --> 00:47:11,979
You can put the bad things behind you.
829
00:47:12,367 --> 00:47:13,356
Yeah.
830
00:47:14,910 --> 00:47:16,515
You too.
831
00:47:21,325 --> 00:47:23,577
I'm trying, I am.
832
00:47:23,602 --> 00:47:25,395
But I'll admit,
833
00:47:25,420 --> 00:47:29,111
it's getting harder to live
with so much heartbreak.
834
00:47:30,010 --> 00:47:34,616
And there are days,
I just don't believe in love.
835
00:47:35,222 --> 00:47:38,391
I tell myself to keep my heart open,
836
00:47:38,392 --> 00:47:41,311
that in the end, I was wrong about you.
837
00:47:41,312 --> 00:47:44,398
Every relationship teaches us
hard lessons, right?
838
00:47:44,399 --> 00:47:46,608
That's their gift,
to make us ready for the day
839
00:47:46,609 --> 00:47:50,820
when someone, maybe the one, walks in
840
00:47:50,821 --> 00:47:53,072
who could truly love us...
841
00:47:54,867 --> 00:47:57,619
And we could truly love them.
842
00:47:57,620 --> 00:47:59,830
♪ ♪
843
00:47:59,831 --> 00:48:01,351
Well.
844
00:48:01,999 --> 00:48:04,312
Hello, there.
845
00:48:04,961 --> 00:48:06,342
Who are you?
846
00:48:07,296 --> 00:48:09,632
You've got that hoodie.
847
00:48:09,633 --> 00:48:11,622
You don't like to be stared at.
848
00:48:11,927 --> 00:48:14,125
But your legs are bare.
849
00:48:14,595 --> 00:48:16,544
You like a little attention.
850
00:48:18,475 --> 00:48:21,389
Okay, I'll bite.
851
00:48:24,511 --> 00:48:31,558
♪ ♪
852
00:48:34,371 --> 00:48:36,147
Hey, bunny.
853
00:48:36,981 --> 00:48:38,149
Candace.
854
00:48:38,607 --> 00:48:40,292
- You're...
- Alive.
855
00:48:41,986 --> 00:48:44,320
Yeah, so uh...
856
00:48:44,321 --> 00:48:47,741
I think we have some unfinished
business to talk about.