1 00:00:18,017 --> 00:00:19,102 [Joe] Previously on You: 2 00:00:19,185 --> 00:00:20,937 "Hello, you." Of course you're using Evanesce. 3 00:00:21,021 --> 00:00:22,063 You surprised me. 4 00:00:22,147 --> 00:00:23,273 NO NEW MESSAGES 5 00:00:23,356 --> 00:00:25,525 No reverse lookup, messages disappear after they're read. 6 00:00:25,608 --> 00:00:27,444 A favorite of the elite and the paranoid. 7 00:00:27,527 --> 00:00:30,947 I suppose I'll see you at that stupid art show, professor. 8 00:00:31,865 --> 00:00:32,949 [Joe] Kate Galvin. 9 00:00:33,033 --> 00:00:34,701 -Go away. -[Joe] Kate gives little. 10 00:00:34,784 --> 00:00:36,578 That jacket makes you look like a waiter. 11 00:00:36,661 --> 00:00:39,289 You are a hollow nobody with no life of his own. 12 00:00:39,372 --> 00:00:42,459 -Malcolm. He made us call him that. -[Joe] Was she just a student? 13 00:00:42,542 --> 00:00:44,753 -What do you want? -[Joe] Nadia was right. 14 00:00:44,836 --> 00:00:46,921 The first suspect is usually the second victim. 15 00:00:47,005 --> 00:00:49,132 "I'll figure you out soon enough." 16 00:00:54,721 --> 00:00:56,222 "Hello, Joe." 17 00:01:02,312 --> 00:01:06,483 It's times like these I can't help but wonder, where did I go wrong? 18 00:01:08,359 --> 00:01:09,903 All I wanted was a holiday 19 00:01:10,487 --> 00:01:12,989 to start my new life, good, 20 00:01:13,073 --> 00:01:16,910 honest, peaceful, but you've destroyed that. 21 00:01:16,993 --> 00:01:18,828 You violated my safe haven, 22 00:01:18,912 --> 00:01:22,332 dredging up the me I've been trying hard to leave behind. 23 00:01:22,415 --> 00:01:23,374 [cell phone buzzes] 24 00:01:27,045 --> 00:01:30,507 "Am I right? Are all those articles about you?" 25 00:01:32,425 --> 00:01:34,761 Obviously, I can't say yes. Come on. 26 00:01:34,844 --> 00:01:36,846 My name is Jonathan Moore. 27 00:01:39,140 --> 00:01:41,476 "Come on, Joe. Tell me the truth." 28 00:01:45,855 --> 00:01:49,234 I refuse to fuel your sick and misguided fixation. 29 00:01:50,902 --> 00:01:54,030 I'm supposed to be finding you, not changing my locks. 30 00:01:58,701 --> 00:02:02,413 But I have to keep you out of my flat, of my mind. 31 00:02:02,497 --> 00:02:03,623 [cell phone buzzes] 32 00:02:06,751 --> 00:02:08,002 "Are you ignoring me? 33 00:02:09,838 --> 00:02:11,339 You're hurting my feelings, Joe. 34 00:02:12,465 --> 00:02:13,550 Are you there?" 35 00:02:13,633 --> 00:02:14,926 Are you there? 36 00:02:15,009 --> 00:02:16,719 You've left me no choice. 37 00:02:18,012 --> 00:02:19,722 I gotta ghost you, stalker. 38 00:02:23,726 --> 00:02:25,395 In Poe's "Man of the Crowd," 39 00:02:25,937 --> 00:02:28,398 the narrator sees a random stranger in a café 40 00:02:28,481 --> 00:02:30,441 and becomes obsessed with him. 41 00:02:31,151 --> 00:02:33,361 So he follows the stranger through the streets of London. 42 00:02:33,444 --> 00:02:34,362 He's making deductions. 43 00:02:34,445 --> 00:02:37,657 But why he's interested remains, oh, ambiguous. 44 00:02:37,740 --> 00:02:41,578 So thoughts on what this story is saying about obsession? 45 00:02:42,328 --> 00:02:44,581 That it goes hand in hand with the urge to protect. 46 00:02:45,081 --> 00:02:47,083 The narrator follows the stranger because he sees him 47 00:02:47,167 --> 00:02:49,627 -hiding a dagger under his clothes. -[Joe] Correct. But obvious. 48 00:02:49,711 --> 00:02:52,422 -Interesting. What else? -It's about love. 49 00:02:52,505 --> 00:02:55,383 -Sure you read the right story? -[Nadia] It's about the kind of love 50 00:02:55,466 --> 00:02:58,928 that you have for something you'll never fully understand. 51 00:02:59,554 --> 00:03:03,391 -This is about fixation. -Who says they're mutually exclusive? 52 00:03:03,474 --> 00:03:07,562 The narrator wants to connect and to know and to be known, right? 53 00:03:07,645 --> 00:03:12,650 -That's why he stalks a stranger. -Sorry, but it's about Professor Harding. 54 00:03:12,734 --> 00:03:14,819 Fuck me. He's been murdered. 55 00:03:14,903 --> 00:03:18,156 [woman] They think it's connected to the Simon Soo art-gallery murder. 56 00:03:18,239 --> 00:03:19,115 [Joe] Oh, no. 57 00:03:19,198 --> 00:03:21,659 They're calling him the "eat-the-rich killer." Catchy. 58 00:03:22,243 --> 00:03:23,077 [Nadia clears throat] 59 00:03:24,078 --> 00:03:26,581 [Joe] Malcolm Harding's finger was sent to The London Dispatch 60 00:03:26,664 --> 00:03:29,959 with a note discerning, "This is not a kidnapping. This is a murder." 61 00:03:30,543 --> 00:03:31,920 Well, fuck. 62 00:03:33,421 --> 00:03:35,715 You didn't keep Malcolm's pinkie as a trophy, 63 00:03:35,798 --> 00:03:37,884 you're using it to force me to play your game. 64 00:03:37,967 --> 00:03:40,094 -This is very, very bad. -[cell phone buzzes] 65 00:03:41,054 --> 00:03:43,348 "Now do I have your attention?" 66 00:03:51,397 --> 00:03:53,733 Okay, asshole, you've made your point. 67 00:03:54,317 --> 00:03:57,195 I've canceled the rest of my class, so my students can process their shock, 68 00:03:57,278 --> 00:04:01,783 aka gossip about the eat-the-rich killer targeting these well-to-dos. 69 00:04:02,742 --> 00:04:05,578 So, yes, you have my attention. 70 00:04:06,162 --> 00:04:08,915 The question is, "What do you want?" 71 00:04:11,167 --> 00:04:12,835 "Admit you're Joe Goldberg." 72 00:04:12,919 --> 00:04:16,589 Ah, well, that's not happening, but I also can't refuse to engage. 73 00:04:16,673 --> 00:04:18,800 So: "I'm not. 74 00:04:19,550 --> 00:04:22,136 But if I was, what would you want from me?" 75 00:04:27,392 --> 00:04:29,894 "For starters, why'd you kill all those people? 76 00:04:31,229 --> 00:04:33,898 Should mention, still have Simon's ear. 77 00:04:33,982 --> 00:04:36,234 Shall I send with a note signed 'Jonathan Moore'?" 78 00:04:36,317 --> 00:04:38,319 And there it is, blackmail. 79 00:04:38,861 --> 00:04:42,156 Okay. Okay, say as little as possible. 80 00:04:43,032 --> 00:04:45,201 "If I had done these things, 81 00:04:45,285 --> 00:04:48,579 it could only have been because I had no other options." 82 00:04:51,499 --> 00:04:53,251 "Ah. It was life or death." 83 00:04:53,918 --> 00:04:55,503 [man] Imagine opening that box. 84 00:04:55,586 --> 00:04:59,424 Apparently, the finger reeked so badly, a copywriter passed out. 85 00:04:59,507 --> 00:05:01,718 [Joe] This is what happens when the owner of the newspaper 86 00:05:01,801 --> 00:05:03,261 has a blabbermouth brat for a son. 87 00:05:03,344 --> 00:05:05,471 What else did your dad tell you? 88 00:05:05,555 --> 00:05:07,682 Everyone's worried what else they'll find in their mail. 89 00:05:07,765 --> 00:05:10,059 The killer took Simon Soo's earring and God knows what else. 90 00:05:10,143 --> 00:05:13,062 Next, they'll open a box with his cock and the alleged Prince Albert. 91 00:05:13,146 --> 00:05:14,230 [both laughing] 92 00:05:14,314 --> 00:05:17,442 What is wrong with you? He was murdered. That was our professor. 93 00:05:17,525 --> 00:05:19,319 [Joe] Who I suspect she was sleeping with. 94 00:05:19,402 --> 00:05:20,737 Whoa. Relax. I was just-- 95 00:05:20,820 --> 00:05:23,823 Just being crass about another human being getting chopped to bits. 96 00:05:23,906 --> 00:05:26,326 No, it's pointless. You are disgusting. 97 00:05:28,411 --> 00:05:32,498 [Joe] She needs to talk to someone, but I've got my hands full with you. 98 00:05:37,003 --> 00:05:41,382 Three hours since your last text. Are you tired of playing with me already? 99 00:05:42,258 --> 00:05:45,053 Meanwhile, I'm looking for clues wherever I can. 100 00:05:47,096 --> 00:05:50,016 It's the same news on a loop, and until I've found you, 101 00:05:50,099 --> 00:05:53,019 I'm reminded I'm not the only one looking for you. 102 00:05:54,395 --> 00:05:57,523 [woman on TV] ...which he frequented along with many of his close friends. 103 00:05:58,775 --> 00:06:03,279 [Joe] I assume the police are asking Kate if Malcolm had enemies. Simon as well. 104 00:06:03,362 --> 00:06:04,906 And come to think of it, 105 00:06:04,989 --> 00:06:08,910 from the way she's acting, she'll be lucky if they don't start suspecting her. 106 00:06:08,993 --> 00:06:11,996 Not a tear. And she didn't even offer them tea. 107 00:06:13,790 --> 00:06:14,791 Ooh. Shit. 108 00:06:21,172 --> 00:06:22,507 [cell phone buzzing] 109 00:06:24,634 --> 00:06:27,970 What is that American expression? Mind your own fucking business. 110 00:06:28,054 --> 00:06:31,307 I'm sorry, the news about Malcolm... 111 00:06:31,390 --> 00:06:33,059 Must be a terrible shock. 112 00:06:35,520 --> 00:06:37,355 I wanted to offer condolences. 113 00:06:37,438 --> 00:06:40,358 Save your breath. You'll need it for when the police arrive. 114 00:06:42,735 --> 00:06:44,695 -[Joe] She didn't. -[knocking on door] 115 00:06:44,779 --> 00:06:46,155 Oh, she did. 116 00:06:50,743 --> 00:06:52,912 When was the last time you saw Malcolm Harding? 117 00:06:55,915 --> 00:06:57,917 Ah, about a week ago. 118 00:06:58,000 --> 00:06:59,085 I think-- 119 00:06:59,168 --> 00:07:03,422 He brought me home from a club. His girlfriend might have mentioned that. 120 00:07:03,881 --> 00:07:08,302 Also at that club was Simon Soo. Is that right? 121 00:07:09,679 --> 00:07:13,641 And you were at his show opening the night he was killed. 122 00:07:13,724 --> 00:07:16,269 [Joe] What else did Kate tell them, my favorite cereal? 123 00:07:16,352 --> 00:07:17,186 That's right. 124 00:07:17,270 --> 00:07:20,231 You've become a fast fixture in this social circle. 125 00:07:20,690 --> 00:07:23,818 Miss Galvin mentioned you've been avoiding the police. 126 00:07:24,485 --> 00:07:25,611 [Joe] Of course she did. 127 00:07:25,695 --> 00:07:30,658 That's-- Well, I thought there might be a slight work-visa issue, 128 00:07:30,741 --> 00:07:34,620 -but the papers are in order now. -It's not really our department. 129 00:07:36,164 --> 00:07:39,834 So when Professor Harding took you home, 130 00:07:39,917 --> 00:07:44,964 if I'm not mistaken, that makes you the last person to see him alive. 131 00:07:45,047 --> 00:07:47,842 [Joe] Shit. Time to start dancing as fast as I can. 132 00:07:47,925 --> 00:07:49,760 Not sure that's true, actually. 133 00:07:51,512 --> 00:07:52,930 This is embarrassing. 134 00:07:53,014 --> 00:07:57,852 We both had too much to drink, and Malcolm was telling me things 135 00:07:57,935 --> 00:08:00,229 that maybe he didn't mean to, 136 00:08:00,313 --> 00:08:02,440 like he found out Simon 137 00:08:02,523 --> 00:08:05,693 had been coercing artists into making his paintings. 138 00:08:05,776 --> 00:08:10,781 I guess Malcolm gambled and was strapped, so he was going to make Simon fix it. 139 00:08:10,865 --> 00:08:13,201 I took that to mean "blackmail." 140 00:08:14,994 --> 00:08:17,997 It feels wrong to be speaking ill of the dead, 141 00:08:18,080 --> 00:08:22,376 but the news has been saying this could be a serial killer, so... 142 00:08:24,879 --> 00:08:27,215 Maybe the real story is closer to home. 143 00:08:30,885 --> 00:08:33,513 -Anyone who can corroborate this? -Blue Cahill, yeah. 144 00:08:33,596 --> 00:08:38,017 She's one of the artists who Simon was taking advantage of. 145 00:08:39,310 --> 00:08:41,103 I heard she might be in rehab. 146 00:08:45,441 --> 00:08:48,152 Well, thanks again for the tea. 147 00:08:49,737 --> 00:08:52,865 If you think of anything else, you'll let us know. 148 00:08:52,949 --> 00:08:56,410 Yeah, of course. Of course, yeah. I'll show you out. 149 00:08:59,080 --> 00:09:00,122 [cell phone buzzes] 150 00:09:04,961 --> 00:09:06,879 "That bitch sent the police straight to you." 151 00:09:06,963 --> 00:09:09,715 What the fuck? Where the fuck are you? 152 00:09:13,177 --> 00:09:15,680 Show yourself, you coward. 153 00:09:16,806 --> 00:09:18,641 -[cell phone buzzes] -"Kate's a threat. 154 00:09:18,724 --> 00:09:20,851 Life or death, one might say. 155 00:09:22,103 --> 00:09:23,938 You should take care of her." 156 00:09:24,981 --> 00:09:27,733 And here it is, your real game. 157 00:09:29,694 --> 00:09:31,571 You want me to kill Kate. 158 00:09:35,116 --> 00:09:37,034 No sign, no surveillance equipment. 159 00:09:37,118 --> 00:09:40,246 How many times am I gonna tear my place apart for you? 160 00:09:43,291 --> 00:09:45,751 Obviously, I'm not going to kill Kate. 161 00:09:45,835 --> 00:09:47,670 But is she your next target? 162 00:09:48,421 --> 00:09:51,090 Last thing I need is playing bodyguard to the ice witch who hates me. 163 00:09:52,842 --> 00:09:54,844 Keep it generic, noncommittal. 164 00:09:57,346 --> 00:09:58,889 "Kate won't be a problem." 165 00:10:00,683 --> 00:10:02,977 But if your eyes are on her, 166 00:10:03,060 --> 00:10:04,645 mine have to be too. 167 00:10:06,689 --> 00:10:09,775 I go where she goes. And I find you. 168 00:10:24,165 --> 00:10:25,333 Nadia. 169 00:10:25,416 --> 00:10:27,126 Oh. Uh... 170 00:10:30,463 --> 00:10:31,297 Hi. 171 00:10:32,840 --> 00:10:35,176 -What are you doing here? -I live around the corner. 172 00:10:35,259 --> 00:10:37,803 What are you doing sneaking around the building of a murder victim? 173 00:10:40,640 --> 00:10:42,600 I'm looking for Malcolm's hide-a-key. 174 00:10:43,225 --> 00:10:46,896 -[Joe] She needs someone she can trust. -You left something in there? 175 00:10:47,438 --> 00:10:49,440 Fuck. Fuck. 176 00:10:51,484 --> 00:10:52,985 -Did he tell you? -I guessed. 177 00:10:53,069 --> 00:10:54,820 I don't think it's common knowledge. 178 00:10:59,075 --> 00:11:01,035 I've written him something. Um... 179 00:11:02,787 --> 00:11:06,457 I've written him a letter that I shouldn't have and it's in there. 180 00:11:06,540 --> 00:11:10,753 It's amongst all his things, it's gonna be found and end up a headline. 181 00:11:10,836 --> 00:11:14,924 And then where does it leave me? I'm completely publicly destroyed. 182 00:11:16,217 --> 00:11:19,178 -Smash my way in it is-- -No, don't. Don't do that. 183 00:11:19,261 --> 00:11:20,096 Um... 184 00:11:21,389 --> 00:11:24,183 -I'm friends with Kate. -Hardly, but I'll figure it out. 185 00:11:25,434 --> 00:11:27,103 I'll get the letter for you. 186 00:11:31,941 --> 00:11:33,234 I won't break in. 187 00:11:35,027 --> 00:11:36,278 I won't break in yet. 188 00:11:42,868 --> 00:11:44,078 [Joe] Been there. 189 00:11:44,161 --> 00:11:45,663 [pop music playing] 190 00:11:47,623 --> 00:11:51,627 Congratulations, the eat-the-rich killer has managed to go viral. 191 00:11:51,710 --> 00:11:54,672 Unintended consequence or did you mean to start a movement? 192 00:11:54,755 --> 00:11:57,591 More importantly, how do I find you at Simon's funeral 193 00:11:57,675 --> 00:12:00,469 in a crowd adept at acting one way when the cameras are on 194 00:12:00,553 --> 00:12:02,346 and another when they're in private? 195 00:12:06,475 --> 00:12:11,772 So the question becomes, "Whose grief doesn't feel entirely genuine?" 196 00:12:12,982 --> 00:12:16,610 -Take Sophie Soo, for example... -Please, in lieu of flowers, 197 00:12:16,694 --> 00:12:20,698 donate to hashtag "smiles for Simon Soo." 198 00:12:20,781 --> 00:12:23,284 [Joe] ...blatantly using grief to gain followers and donations 199 00:12:23,367 --> 00:12:25,744 for an underprivileged children's dental charity 200 00:12:25,828 --> 00:12:28,914 that doesn't seem to exist outside of a hastily put-together website. 201 00:12:30,541 --> 00:12:33,669 Doesn't make her a killer, but it does make me wonder. 202 00:12:33,752 --> 00:12:39,008 Of course, there's Kate. Must keep her out of your crosshairs. From a distance. 203 00:12:39,550 --> 00:12:43,179 Then there's Phoebe whose years of media experience have done little 204 00:12:43,262 --> 00:12:47,099 -to help her publicly process her grief. -If you're watching this, 205 00:12:47,600 --> 00:12:50,769 help me find the remains of my friend Malcolm. 206 00:12:50,853 --> 00:12:54,231 He liked corgis and soup. 207 00:12:54,940 --> 00:12:59,195 If you find any bits that belong to him, 208 00:12:59,278 --> 00:13:00,946 please call 999, 209 00:13:01,655 --> 00:13:05,117 and I promise you you'll be heavily rewarded. 210 00:13:05,201 --> 00:13:07,786 [Joe] She's a medicated mess but not a murderer. 211 00:13:08,412 --> 00:13:09,413 What about Adam? 212 00:13:09,497 --> 00:13:13,375 Hard to get a read on him and I know he's one to keep a secret. 213 00:13:14,126 --> 00:13:16,504 So which is he, typical stunted American male 214 00:13:16,587 --> 00:13:18,130 or secret serial killer? 215 00:13:18,881 --> 00:13:21,592 Oh, and then there's Rhys Montrose. 216 00:13:21,675 --> 00:13:25,137 Allegedly days away from declaring his candidacy for mayor. 217 00:13:25,221 --> 00:13:26,680 Savvy political move. 218 00:13:26,764 --> 00:13:28,599 Manipulating the public by crying over a friend. 219 00:13:28,682 --> 00:13:31,060 Or is he here to manipulate me? 220 00:13:50,704 --> 00:13:53,290 I missed my funeral in Madre Linda, but from what I read, 221 00:13:53,374 --> 00:13:56,585 it was a low-key affair, so the exact opposite of this. 222 00:14:00,839 --> 00:14:03,509 -You're here. -[Joe] Now's my chance for a truce. 223 00:14:03,592 --> 00:14:05,511 I have no desire to hear what you have to say, 224 00:14:05,594 --> 00:14:06,929 and I don't know why you've come. 225 00:14:07,012 --> 00:14:08,389 Phoebe invited me. 226 00:14:10,266 --> 00:14:11,684 So much for a ceasefire. 227 00:14:14,311 --> 00:14:18,691 Away from the paparazzi, they seem more terror-stricken than sad. 228 00:14:18,774 --> 00:14:21,485 If this is a murder-the-rich- to-get-back-at-the-poor thing, 229 00:14:21,569 --> 00:14:24,113 I hope you know I inherited nothing but the castle. 230 00:14:24,196 --> 00:14:25,948 [Joe] Gemma, never not horrible, 231 00:14:26,031 --> 00:14:28,701 but hard to imagine her rousing the ambition to murder. 232 00:14:28,784 --> 00:14:32,204 Then again, if she's you, it's all an award-winning act. 233 00:14:32,288 --> 00:14:34,331 Start wearing bulletproof vests. 234 00:14:34,415 --> 00:14:37,001 And destroy this silhouette? I'd rather be dead. 235 00:14:37,084 --> 00:14:39,503 This is nonsense. No one's trying to kill us. 236 00:14:39,587 --> 00:14:43,007 [Joe] Roald, he's not afraid because he's you 237 00:14:43,090 --> 00:14:45,843 or just too arrogant to see himself as mortal. 238 00:14:47,803 --> 00:14:50,598 -How are you faring? -[Kate] Fine. 239 00:14:50,681 --> 00:14:52,391 You get Malcolm squared away? 240 00:14:53,017 --> 00:14:55,769 [Kate] We managed to find a spot near his grandmother 241 00:14:55,853 --> 00:14:58,772 where we can inter the finger. 242 00:15:00,274 --> 00:15:03,944 -I'm so very sorry-- -No, Roald, can we not? Showtime. 243 00:15:08,866 --> 00:15:12,202 [Joe] Protective or is it you taunting me? 244 00:15:14,663 --> 00:15:16,916 How could I be friends with Simon Soo? 245 00:15:19,126 --> 00:15:24,381 Sure, you may have seen an interview where he said something wildly off-color. 246 00:15:25,758 --> 00:15:27,092 Doubtless while naked. 247 00:15:27,176 --> 00:15:28,761 -[crowd chuckling] -[sobbing] 248 00:15:31,013 --> 00:15:33,682 [Rhys] But we all wear different masks, depending. 249 00:15:34,600 --> 00:15:38,145 And of course, parts of us we can't bear to show to anyone. 250 00:15:38,228 --> 00:15:40,064 [Joe] What's behind Rhys's mask? 251 00:15:40,731 --> 00:15:43,192 He told me it doesn't take long to get here from Berlin 252 00:15:43,275 --> 00:15:45,736 -so I can't rule him out. -[Rhys] What would it have done 253 00:15:45,819 --> 00:15:49,657 to the reputation of an edgy, purportedly egomaniacal genius 254 00:15:49,740 --> 00:15:53,619 if you also knew he gave a third of his earnings to charity? 255 00:15:54,536 --> 00:15:56,372 Or do anything for his sister? 256 00:16:01,293 --> 00:16:04,338 -Joan Didion wrote of mourning... -[Joe] And he's about to run for mayor. 257 00:16:05,005 --> 00:16:06,090 Call me crazy. 258 00:16:06,173 --> 00:16:09,385 Feels like that will complicate lurking anonymously to kill people. 259 00:16:09,468 --> 00:16:11,053 "When we mourn our losses, 260 00:16:12,638 --> 00:16:15,015 we also mourn for better or for worse... 261 00:16:17,685 --> 00:16:19,353 -ourselves." -[Joe] Fuck. 262 00:16:19,436 --> 00:16:21,063 You have me thinking in circles. 263 00:16:21,146 --> 00:16:23,691 Rhys could be you. You could be any of them. 264 00:16:24,692 --> 00:16:27,403 ["Can't Stop The Stars" playing over speakers] 265 00:16:30,197 --> 00:16:34,159 [Joe] Is this how they mourn? How can I tell what any of them are feeling 266 00:16:34,243 --> 00:16:38,080 when they're high on a cocktail of grief, fear and designer speed? 267 00:16:41,834 --> 00:16:43,210 Smashing service, eh? 268 00:16:45,045 --> 00:16:47,047 Gathering material for your book? 269 00:16:47,131 --> 00:16:51,051 -[Joe] Here comes another shakedown. -It won't be like this for us. 270 00:16:52,553 --> 00:16:53,554 What do you mean? 271 00:16:53,637 --> 00:16:56,724 You know, all this-- I don't know, flashy bollocks. 272 00:16:56,807 --> 00:16:59,727 [Joe] He thinks we're alike, outsiders. Is it you? 273 00:17:00,644 --> 00:17:02,396 Fucks with your head, right? 274 00:17:03,647 --> 00:17:07,484 Being so close to it and watching how they piss it all away, 275 00:17:07,568 --> 00:17:11,113 knowing no matter how hard you work, this is never gonna be yours. 276 00:17:11,196 --> 00:17:13,782 -Is that how you feel? -[Joe] What? No. 277 00:17:13,866 --> 00:17:17,828 -No, I mean you working for-- -No, you see, I love my job. 278 00:17:17,911 --> 00:17:21,123 Lady Phoebe, she treats me like my family, 279 00:17:21,206 --> 00:17:24,293 but being the kindhearted soul that she is, 280 00:17:24,376 --> 00:17:27,046 she has a tendency to take in waifs and strays. 281 00:17:27,129 --> 00:17:28,422 So you being here... 282 00:17:29,757 --> 00:17:31,842 isn't a surprise at all, really. 283 00:17:32,885 --> 00:17:38,390 What I find dodgy about you, mate, is absolutely fucking everything. 284 00:17:38,974 --> 00:17:42,853 [Joe] Or we have another detective and it's time to shut this chat down. 285 00:17:43,353 --> 00:17:45,856 Take these concerns up with Lady Phoebe. 286 00:17:45,939 --> 00:17:47,524 I might well do that. 287 00:17:48,150 --> 00:17:50,194 Have a lovely wake. 288 00:17:59,244 --> 00:18:00,454 [cell phone buzzes] 289 00:18:04,875 --> 00:18:06,877 [Joe] "Why haven't you killed Kate yet?" 290 00:18:10,464 --> 00:18:12,132 Fuck. Where did she go? 291 00:18:26,980 --> 00:18:28,899 Be nice so I can keep her close. 292 00:18:28,982 --> 00:18:32,486 I think we've somehow gotten off on the wrong foot. Sorry. 293 00:18:32,569 --> 00:18:38,200 For spying? Or for being put out when I sent the police to your door? 294 00:18:38,283 --> 00:18:42,121 -It wasn't the most neighborly move. -Might be important for them 295 00:18:42,204 --> 00:18:44,957 to speak to one of the last people who saw Malcolm alive. 296 00:18:45,457 --> 00:18:48,710 -Or do you have something to hide? -No, of course not. 297 00:18:48,794 --> 00:18:51,964 Then all I did was expedite the clearing of your name. 298 00:18:52,548 --> 00:18:55,342 What I meant was thank you. You keep helping me. 299 00:18:55,425 --> 00:18:56,426 De-escalate. 300 00:18:56,510 --> 00:18:57,344 God. 301 00:18:58,595 --> 00:19:03,016 As much as I love sarcastic banter with faux-polite American egotists... 302 00:19:03,100 --> 00:19:06,019 -[Joe] Egotist? -...today is not convenient. 303 00:19:06,103 --> 00:19:06,937 You know... 304 00:19:08,105 --> 00:19:09,106 all the death. 305 00:19:10,566 --> 00:19:14,903 So, cooperate with the police, don't look in my window. 306 00:19:14,987 --> 00:19:16,989 And where is this bloody car? 307 00:19:17,906 --> 00:19:18,907 Enough of this. 308 00:19:19,950 --> 00:19:22,244 Have a lovely afternoon. Or don't. 309 00:19:27,040 --> 00:19:30,669 [Joe] Damn it. I have to follow her. She's gonna love this. 310 00:19:41,847 --> 00:19:44,224 [man on TV] Investigation continues into the suspected murder 311 00:19:44,308 --> 00:19:48,645 of Malcolm Harding, literature professor at Darcy College. 312 00:19:48,729 --> 00:19:50,772 In a statement, Professor Harding's family 313 00:19:50,856 --> 00:19:54,193 expressed devastation at the loss of their beloved son... 314 00:19:54,276 --> 00:19:56,570 [Joe] How do boxers do this round after round? 315 00:19:57,112 --> 00:19:58,989 -The fuck are you doing? -[Joe] Saving her life 316 00:19:59,072 --> 00:20:01,992 -so she can keep being rude to me. -Sorry I was a dick before. 317 00:20:02,075 --> 00:20:04,578 You want the police to just do their job. 318 00:20:04,661 --> 00:20:06,496 -[bartender] For you? -No, he's not staying. 319 00:20:06,580 --> 00:20:11,376 Everything aside, there's an actual killer on the loose targeting people near you, 320 00:20:11,460 --> 00:20:16,840 -and I don't think it's good to be alone. -Why? Because I'm a fragile damsel? 321 00:20:16,924 --> 00:20:20,844 Oh, God. It's Captain America here, if you would like an autograph. 322 00:20:22,512 --> 00:20:23,347 Fuck. 323 00:20:23,931 --> 00:20:25,766 This must be surreal for you. 324 00:20:25,849 --> 00:20:29,895 -You following me like a puppy? -That's not what I'm talking about. 325 00:20:31,521 --> 00:20:35,192 Your friends pretending nothing's wrong when any one of them might've-- 326 00:20:36,068 --> 00:20:37,110 Might...? 327 00:20:37,736 --> 00:20:38,779 One of them. 328 00:20:42,157 --> 00:20:43,242 Are you serious? 329 00:20:43,325 --> 00:20:45,827 You think one of my friends is the killer, 330 00:20:46,453 --> 00:20:49,873 not the thousands who would like nothing more 331 00:20:50,540 --> 00:20:52,125 than to eat them alive. 332 00:20:52,626 --> 00:20:55,712 -Still playing shitty Sherlock. -[Joe] She's not gonna help figure out 333 00:20:55,796 --> 00:20:58,840 -who you are, that's clear. -Let's bottom-line this. 334 00:20:58,924 --> 00:21:02,302 [clears throat] Why are you following me? Is it to fuck me? 335 00:21:06,014 --> 00:21:06,848 No. 336 00:21:07,391 --> 00:21:10,519 To kill me, then? Is that why you're stalking me? 337 00:21:10,602 --> 00:21:11,979 [Joe] Don't bite. Don't bite. 338 00:21:12,062 --> 00:21:15,357 You've got it. I've got a thing for stalking and murder. 339 00:21:15,440 --> 00:21:17,401 This has nothing to do with wanting to help you. 340 00:21:17,484 --> 00:21:20,279 Why? Why would you even care? 341 00:21:20,362 --> 00:21:22,114 What if I just do? 342 00:21:23,365 --> 00:21:24,992 Whether you like it or not. 343 00:21:33,917 --> 00:21:35,585 Were you an emotional child? 344 00:21:38,213 --> 00:21:40,090 At times, I guess. 345 00:21:43,260 --> 00:21:44,386 When I was young, 346 00:21:44,469 --> 00:21:48,598 my mother forbade me from crying. 347 00:21:49,725 --> 00:21:51,143 If I skinned my knee-- 348 00:21:51,810 --> 00:21:53,854 Fuck, when my grandparents died, 349 00:21:55,063 --> 00:21:56,440 she wouldn't look at me 350 00:21:57,566 --> 00:21:59,901 unless I was perfectly stoic. 351 00:22:02,404 --> 00:22:04,990 Hide all feeling... 352 00:22:06,283 --> 00:22:07,284 and it just-- 353 00:22:08,952 --> 00:22:10,495 Just became default. 354 00:22:13,665 --> 00:22:16,501 And I'm supposed to be the grieving girlfriend. 355 00:22:17,377 --> 00:22:18,795 I get it. I really do. 356 00:22:19,504 --> 00:22:23,592 I can say from experience, it gets messier the more you push it away. 357 00:22:27,262 --> 00:22:28,388 So, what do you do? 358 00:22:30,515 --> 00:22:33,185 Me, personally, if it gets really bad, 359 00:22:33,268 --> 00:22:36,855 I have a cathartic ritual. 360 00:22:38,065 --> 00:22:39,191 I burn something. 361 00:22:42,319 --> 00:22:43,153 It helps. 362 00:22:44,696 --> 00:22:46,114 What if it doesn't work? 363 00:22:46,198 --> 00:22:47,240 What if I just... 364 00:22:48,325 --> 00:22:49,993 can't get it up for Malcolm? 365 00:22:51,953 --> 00:22:53,455 Then grieve for yourself. 366 00:22:54,331 --> 00:22:56,500 You make it sound like investing was a mistake. 367 00:22:57,626 --> 00:23:02,631 Do you think I didn't know he was fucking around behind my back? 368 00:23:04,216 --> 00:23:06,802 -I didn't say that. -Think that's the relationship we had? 369 00:23:13,100 --> 00:23:14,768 Let me show you our favorite spot. 370 00:23:15,393 --> 00:23:17,979 [Joe] Okay, now she's inviting me to follow her. 371 00:23:21,233 --> 00:23:22,859 She's not making that easy. 372 00:23:23,944 --> 00:23:25,362 Oh, this is fun. 373 00:23:25,445 --> 00:23:26,279 Kate! 374 00:23:32,369 --> 00:23:33,203 Kate! 375 00:23:42,379 --> 00:23:44,798 Kate, will you please just wait? 376 00:23:44,881 --> 00:23:48,301 -This is not a time for you to run around. -No one is paying you to do this. 377 00:23:48,385 --> 00:23:50,929 If you're not enjoying yourself, you are free to go. 378 00:23:51,012 --> 00:23:52,430 It's not safe. 379 00:23:52,514 --> 00:23:53,473 Oh, God. 380 00:23:55,142 --> 00:23:59,479 Quite sweet, you galloping around after me like some sort of white knight. 381 00:24:02,274 --> 00:24:05,569 You're going to be so disappointed when you realize 382 00:24:05,652 --> 00:24:09,072 that women in the 21st century can take care of themselves. 383 00:24:11,408 --> 00:24:12,409 [Joe] Fuck my life. 384 00:24:22,460 --> 00:24:24,087 Perfect. A secret garden. 385 00:24:24,838 --> 00:24:27,132 So many places for a killer to hide. 386 00:24:28,175 --> 00:24:30,260 Kate really likes to tempt fate. 387 00:24:32,596 --> 00:24:33,597 Still here. 388 00:24:34,306 --> 00:24:37,434 Okay, so what, you and Malcolm used to get wasted? 389 00:24:37,517 --> 00:24:40,687 -Can we please get the fuck--? -Shush! Shush. 390 00:24:40,770 --> 00:24:45,025 The neighbors, they'll call the police. Malcolm and I didn't just drink. 391 00:24:45,775 --> 00:24:48,069 -[Joe] Is she coming on to me? -Come on. 392 00:24:48,820 --> 00:24:51,781 There is something to the idea that you might be watched. 393 00:24:51,865 --> 00:24:54,492 -Ever felt like that? -Can't say that I have. 394 00:24:58,038 --> 00:24:59,664 If you want to be useful, 395 00:25:00,957 --> 00:25:04,085 I have had a truly awful day. 396 00:25:04,794 --> 00:25:06,922 Distract me, won't you? 397 00:25:08,173 --> 00:25:11,551 [Joe] I'm pretty sure bodyguards are not supposed to sleep with clients. 398 00:25:11,635 --> 00:25:13,053 God, you like to think. 399 00:25:16,223 --> 00:25:18,975 You know, I think I-- I think I understand you. 400 00:25:20,769 --> 00:25:22,062 You're a romantic. 401 00:25:23,104 --> 00:25:27,234 I'm too up-front. You don't want to fuck, you want to make sweet love. 402 00:25:27,317 --> 00:25:28,985 [Joe] She says that like it's a bad thing. 403 00:25:29,069 --> 00:25:30,612 You don't know who I am or what I want-- 404 00:25:30,695 --> 00:25:34,783 I can see you're trying to seem noble while you hide your true motives. 405 00:25:35,700 --> 00:25:41,456 Come on, Jonathan. You really haven't been following me because, deep down, you do... 406 00:25:41,539 --> 00:25:42,916 -[Joe] No. Nope. -...want... 407 00:25:42,999 --> 00:25:44,709 -No, I don't. -...to fuck me. 408 00:25:44,793 --> 00:25:46,002 It's a bad idea. No. 409 00:25:46,753 --> 00:25:47,712 [grunts] 410 00:25:49,756 --> 00:25:50,715 [chuckles] 411 00:25:52,092 --> 00:25:54,302 So much for my fox-like seduction. 412 00:25:55,720 --> 00:26:00,600 Well, as far as women falling on me goes, it was pretty gentle, to be honest. 413 00:26:05,438 --> 00:26:06,273 Shit. 414 00:26:07,607 --> 00:26:11,111 No, we're not doing this. 415 00:26:13,488 --> 00:26:15,282 Things are complicated enough. 416 00:26:17,284 --> 00:26:18,743 I can say something... 417 00:26:19,953 --> 00:26:22,038 romantic if you like. 418 00:26:25,375 --> 00:26:29,504 [Joe] On the other hand, this keeps her in my sight, right? 419 00:26:30,672 --> 00:26:32,215 What am I thinking? 420 00:26:32,841 --> 00:26:33,967 No. Fuck. 421 00:26:38,763 --> 00:26:40,515 Don't kiss me, we might fall in love. 422 00:26:42,100 --> 00:26:44,185 [Joe] This is staying close. 423 00:26:44,936 --> 00:26:46,771 A little distraction for her. 424 00:26:47,981 --> 00:26:49,441 No harm in it. 425 00:27:07,292 --> 00:27:08,543 [Joe] Oops. 426 00:27:08,626 --> 00:27:11,629 Of all the things I thought might happen trying to protect Kate, 427 00:27:11,713 --> 00:27:13,548 none of this was on the list. 428 00:27:15,633 --> 00:27:16,801 Shit, where is she? 429 00:27:28,938 --> 00:27:30,148 Still breathing. 430 00:27:30,815 --> 00:27:34,861 I have a small window to help Nadia solve her love-letter problem. 431 00:27:45,330 --> 00:27:46,581 No letters. 432 00:27:46,664 --> 00:27:49,167 And no pictures of Kate or anyone. 433 00:27:50,210 --> 00:27:52,045 That big, glaring exception. 434 00:27:52,796 --> 00:27:54,381 Surprised it's not a nude. 435 00:27:56,925 --> 00:28:01,763 Leave it to someone as basic as Malcolm to hide something behind his own portrait. 436 00:28:08,603 --> 00:28:09,729 [Kate] What are you doing? 437 00:28:13,358 --> 00:28:16,611 One of my students asked me to find something she wrote. 438 00:28:16,694 --> 00:28:18,780 Is that why you came home with me? 439 00:28:18,863 --> 00:28:23,576 To find a letter from one of Malcolm's many mindless side-fucks? 440 00:28:23,660 --> 00:28:25,328 No, that would be insane. 441 00:28:25,412 --> 00:28:28,123 -I woke-- -Is this why you think I'm in danger? 442 00:28:28,206 --> 00:28:30,875 Because of some deranged schoolgirl? 443 00:28:30,959 --> 00:28:32,377 -What's her name? -[Joe] Fuck. 444 00:28:32,460 --> 00:28:35,213 -No, that's not why. -I want you to leave. Now. 445 00:28:35,296 --> 00:28:37,298 [Joe] I can't leave her because of you. 446 00:28:37,382 --> 00:28:40,802 Kate, I know I keep saying it, but it happens to be true. 447 00:28:45,056 --> 00:28:46,224 It's not safe. 448 00:28:51,229 --> 00:28:55,608 I would rather be cut up into a thousand tiny pieces 449 00:28:55,692 --> 00:28:58,695 than spend another second alone with you. 450 00:29:01,448 --> 00:29:02,574 Get out. 451 00:29:13,042 --> 00:29:13,960 [door opens] 452 00:29:15,420 --> 00:29:16,337 [door closes] 453 00:29:17,255 --> 00:29:19,466 [Joe] Kate's driver has been parked out here all day. 454 00:29:20,425 --> 00:29:24,262 She's closed her blinds as I stand here slowly starving to death. 455 00:29:25,430 --> 00:29:26,639 [cell phone buzzes] 456 00:29:30,935 --> 00:29:32,771 "Been watching you 'protect' her." 457 00:29:32,854 --> 00:29:34,314 Fuck you. 458 00:29:35,899 --> 00:29:37,233 [cell phone buzzes] 459 00:29:37,317 --> 00:29:41,446 "I've figured you out. I think you kill to protect the things you love. 460 00:29:41,529 --> 00:29:44,157 Kate's not love. Yet." Ever. 461 00:29:44,908 --> 00:29:46,868 "But she did help me see your pattern." 462 00:29:46,951 --> 00:29:50,497 Is this the big insight? What decent man wouldn't help protect people? 463 00:29:51,372 --> 00:29:54,793 "You like it. How it feels. To kill." 464 00:29:54,876 --> 00:29:56,836 That's insane. 465 00:29:56,920 --> 00:29:59,672 "The life going out of their eyes. The power. 466 00:29:59,756 --> 00:30:01,549 Bet it makes your dick hard. 467 00:30:01,633 --> 00:30:04,594 Bet it's hard right now just thinking of it." 468 00:30:04,677 --> 00:30:07,013 "You're insane." 469 00:30:07,096 --> 00:30:08,473 "I'll show you." 470 00:30:08,556 --> 00:30:10,141 Show me how? 471 00:30:10,683 --> 00:30:12,143 [suspenseful music playing] 472 00:30:12,602 --> 00:30:13,436 No. 473 00:30:15,021 --> 00:30:16,314 Hey, hey, hey! You! 474 00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:39,963 Next on Kate's tour of the best places to get murdered in London, 475 00:30:40,046 --> 00:30:42,382 a 700-year-old crypt. 476 00:30:51,015 --> 00:30:54,936 Only one way in or out. You'll have to go through me to get to her. 477 00:30:55,770 --> 00:30:56,771 [Kate] Oh, Malcolm. 478 00:30:58,273 --> 00:31:01,818 You'd find this absurd, me speaking to a box 479 00:31:01,901 --> 00:31:03,987 where your little finger were buried. 480 00:31:04,070 --> 00:31:08,074 Jesus. You'd make some wicked joke about necrophilia. 481 00:31:08,700 --> 00:31:12,370 Try making me feel guilty for not giving you more blowjobs. 482 00:31:16,749 --> 00:31:18,293 You were a pompous, 483 00:31:19,210 --> 00:31:20,753 lazy slut. 484 00:31:22,839 --> 00:31:24,883 But you made me forget my family. 485 00:31:27,176 --> 00:31:28,344 You made me laugh. 486 00:31:29,262 --> 00:31:30,889 You cared about me. 487 00:31:34,350 --> 00:31:36,352 Surely that's worth a tear or two. 488 00:31:39,981 --> 00:31:40,982 Goddamn it. 489 00:31:56,122 --> 00:31:57,123 [gun cocks] 490 00:31:57,874 --> 00:31:58,917 Hiya. 491 00:32:00,418 --> 00:32:03,630 Do yourself a favor and don't make me pull the trigger. 492 00:32:03,713 --> 00:32:05,924 -Okay. -So, what are you up to? 493 00:32:06,007 --> 00:32:08,801 Sneaky, little fucker. Ay? 494 00:32:09,802 --> 00:32:11,429 Is she your next victim? 495 00:32:11,512 --> 00:32:13,681 No. She's in danger. 496 00:32:16,476 --> 00:32:17,477 [Vic] Hello. 497 00:32:21,981 --> 00:32:23,316 That's Malcolm's ring. 498 00:32:28,738 --> 00:32:29,572 [Joe] How? 499 00:32:34,911 --> 00:32:36,996 Somebody's trying to frame me. 500 00:32:40,500 --> 00:32:44,170 I'm sure the old Bill is gonna love hearing all about it. 501 00:32:44,253 --> 00:32:45,672 And Lady Phoebe. 502 00:32:52,053 --> 00:32:54,138 [Joe] That would have hurt if I still had toes there. 503 00:33:21,749 --> 00:33:22,750 You're wrong. 504 00:33:23,543 --> 00:33:26,421 You are wrong. My dick's never been softer. 505 00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:30,341 I hated that. I am nothing like you. 506 00:33:30,425 --> 00:33:32,510 You don't know me as well as you think. 507 00:33:45,064 --> 00:33:46,607 I've gotten too good at this. 508 00:33:47,483 --> 00:33:50,778 Vic was wrong. He thought he'd never get pomp and circumstance, 509 00:33:50,862 --> 00:33:53,656 but he's being buried with Simon's gold-plated coffin. 510 00:33:53,740 --> 00:33:54,949 Not too shabby. 511 00:33:56,909 --> 00:34:01,080 I'd say a few words, but I doubt Vic was a Didion fan. 512 00:34:07,378 --> 00:34:08,796 At least I knew him well enough 513 00:34:08,880 --> 00:34:11,966 to write an effusively grateful letter of resignation to Lady Phoebe. 514 00:34:12,467 --> 00:34:14,719 They were like family, after all. 515 00:34:31,235 --> 00:34:34,155 I vowed, never again. 516 00:34:36,240 --> 00:34:37,617 I was on a new path. 517 00:34:39,368 --> 00:34:40,369 Until you. 518 00:34:44,290 --> 00:34:45,416 [cell phone buzzes] 519 00:34:45,500 --> 00:34:46,918 You set me up. 520 00:34:48,252 --> 00:34:50,880 You planted that ring, so Vic would find it. 521 00:34:52,673 --> 00:34:54,425 "I was right, wasn't I? You liked it." 522 00:34:54,509 --> 00:34:57,136 No! You sick fuck! 523 00:34:58,054 --> 00:35:01,516 "The only thing you've accomplished is making me determined to end you. 524 00:35:01,599 --> 00:35:03,893 I may not enjoy it, but the world will be better, 525 00:35:04,477 --> 00:35:06,270 and no one will mourn you--" 526 00:35:10,691 --> 00:35:14,112 Wait. Is that why you're fixated on me? 527 00:35:14,695 --> 00:35:15,988 Are you lonely? 528 00:35:17,240 --> 00:35:20,618 Poe's narrator searching for connection in the crowd. 529 00:35:23,663 --> 00:35:24,914 You want a friend. 530 00:35:24,997 --> 00:35:26,791 You want us to be the same. 531 00:35:26,874 --> 00:35:28,042 Kindred spirits. 532 00:35:29,043 --> 00:35:30,503 And if you think we are, 533 00:35:31,504 --> 00:35:34,132 maybe you'll wanna take this IRL. 534 00:35:36,175 --> 00:35:40,346 "You were right. That was exhilarating." 535 00:35:52,483 --> 00:35:54,944 After I laid Vic to rest, I tracked Kate home. 536 00:35:56,612 --> 00:35:57,989 She hasn't left since. 537 00:35:58,072 --> 00:36:01,701 Probably exhausted, considering how many people in her life you've murdered lately. 538 00:36:02,410 --> 00:36:03,786 Anyway, she's in there. 539 00:36:05,705 --> 00:36:07,999 Meanwhile, you're ghosting me. 540 00:36:09,584 --> 00:36:12,253 [man on TV] Many have begun to suspect that Professor Harding's murder 541 00:36:12,336 --> 00:36:14,839 was related to another high-profile death, 542 00:36:14,922 --> 00:36:19,051 that of artist Simon Soo, who was a friend of Professor Harding 543 00:36:19,135 --> 00:36:20,511 and whose body was allegedly-- 544 00:36:21,596 --> 00:36:24,390 [Joe] Was I wrong? Did I come on too strong? 545 00:36:25,057 --> 00:36:27,143 Or will you take the bait and suggest we meet? 546 00:36:31,189 --> 00:36:34,275 Great. I'm in purgatory. You won't talk to me, Kate won't talk to me. 547 00:36:34,358 --> 00:36:37,570 So I'm still watching her window. This is perfect. Thank you. 548 00:37:06,098 --> 00:37:08,601 I guess I'm not the only one in purgatory. 549 00:37:19,320 --> 00:37:23,282 If she can't shed a tear, at least she can destroy that heinous portrait. 550 00:37:48,224 --> 00:37:49,558 I hope it helps. 551 00:37:51,769 --> 00:37:52,937 Shit. 552 00:38:11,247 --> 00:38:14,292 -[cell phone buzzes] -There you are-- Shit, it's just Phoebe. 553 00:38:14,375 --> 00:38:17,211 MEET AT SUNDRY HOUSE AT 10? I NEED YOU! 554 00:38:20,881 --> 00:38:21,799 [doorbell buzzes] 555 00:38:25,052 --> 00:38:27,513 Oh. Come on in. Just give me a second. 556 00:38:27,596 --> 00:38:30,224 With all this mystery and ambiguity you stuck me in, 557 00:38:30,308 --> 00:38:34,020 I can at least do one simple good thing for a good person. 558 00:38:34,103 --> 00:38:37,231 -My God, thank you. -Don't worry. I didn't read it. 559 00:38:37,315 --> 00:38:40,901 Well, I wouldn't care if you had. It's very well-written. 560 00:38:43,446 --> 00:38:47,366 I was reminded of this recently. I think it might help you. 561 00:38:47,450 --> 00:38:48,326 Joan Didion. 562 00:38:52,455 --> 00:38:53,998 I can't believe he's dead. 563 00:38:56,083 --> 00:38:58,669 I've never known anyone that's died before. 564 00:39:00,963 --> 00:39:03,174 -It feels awful. -Yeah, it does. 565 00:39:05,176 --> 00:39:06,177 Until it doesn't. 566 00:39:09,388 --> 00:39:10,473 When will that be? 567 00:39:10,973 --> 00:39:13,642 I think that looks different on everybody. 568 00:39:14,810 --> 00:39:17,146 The guilt only makes it worse. 569 00:39:17,229 --> 00:39:19,523 I don't think you should feel guilty for loving anybody. 570 00:39:20,232 --> 00:39:21,525 I didn't love him. 571 00:39:22,485 --> 00:39:23,986 Okay, caring, then. 572 00:39:24,570 --> 00:39:29,492 Sometimes we care for the wrong people and it doesn't make us bad, only human. 573 00:39:33,746 --> 00:39:34,580 Thank you. 574 00:39:37,541 --> 00:39:39,543 I'll see you in class. [clears throat] 575 00:39:39,627 --> 00:39:40,669 Okay. 576 00:39:48,427 --> 00:39:52,348 I need to follow my own advice. Stop feeling so guilty. 577 00:39:53,349 --> 00:39:56,310 I've made mistakes, but I can do better. 578 00:39:56,977 --> 00:39:58,020 [cell phone buzzes] 579 00:39:59,438 --> 00:40:00,481 [groans] 580 00:40:01,107 --> 00:40:03,776 "I think it's time for us to meet." It worked. 581 00:40:03,859 --> 00:40:06,278 And now I understand how to talk to you. 582 00:40:07,279 --> 00:40:08,906 "One condition. 583 00:40:08,989 --> 00:40:11,158 Leave Kate alone. She's mine." 584 00:40:13,244 --> 00:40:15,329 "There's the Joe I've been looking for." 585 00:40:15,413 --> 00:40:18,874 Now that Kate's off-limits and I don't need to run around bodyguarding her... 586 00:40:18,958 --> 00:40:20,960 "When and where?" 587 00:40:23,421 --> 00:40:24,505 "Details soon." 588 00:40:30,302 --> 00:40:31,804 How soon? 589 00:40:33,431 --> 00:40:35,933 No more texting, no more games. 590 00:40:41,439 --> 00:40:43,232 This can't be good. 591 00:40:51,031 --> 00:40:54,702 Professor Moore. If we might have the briefest moment of your time? 592 00:40:56,078 --> 00:40:58,247 Or course. Anything to help. 593 00:41:02,793 --> 00:41:04,336 [theme music playing]