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Look, man, I got to be honest with you.
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If I was inventing hell,
it would look a lot like this.
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Hell...
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Really? I think it's clean.
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No, not this place.
This, this whole situation.
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It's not that bad.
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I mean, our lives depend
on each other for, like, eternity?
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That's my own worst personal nightmare.
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Alan. Alan.
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Come on.
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No, man, it's-- it's not you.
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It's-- [sighs]
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I don't want to be attached to anyone.
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I want to just at least maintain
the illusion of free will, you know?
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Aah! Fuck! Fuck!
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[sighs] See, I didn't feel that.
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[groans]
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I'm sorry, man.
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I just had to be definitively sure that,
you know, we're not the same person.
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-I just wanted to rule it out.
-Well, we aren't.
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-Okay.
-I think you've already tried that.
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Right, right. You're right.
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Well, if it's not that,
then what else could it be?
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[Alan sighs]
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[Alan] Three sisters.
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No sisters. No siblings at all.
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-Are your parents alive?
-Yeah, you?
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What happened, irritable bowels?
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Oh, wow.
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You starting a cleaning supply company?
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Well, you...
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you got some ash on the table.
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Man, take a chill pill, okay?
It'll reset when we die.
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Hey, hey, could you not
touch my stuff, please?
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-I have it organized...
-Uh-uh. Fucking A.
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...in a very specific way.
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Man, you play this?
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No, not since it came out.
It is the worst.
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You know, this is one of the first games
I helped design.
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Well, that's something we have in common.
You designed it. I played it.
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Yeah, you and every other dude
between the ages of 18 and 35.
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-Why do you think this sucks?
-It is impossible.
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I spent six months trying
to get out of the snake room
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before I realized whoever designed this
probably didn't bother to play it.
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-Let me tell you something. You? You?
-Yeah?
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You don't think I played my own game?
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Uh... I'd bet my life on it.
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Well, that does not mean much
given our present circumstances.
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You created an impossible game
with a single character
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who has to solve everything
entirely on her own.
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That's stupid.
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Watch and learn, baby face.
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[video game chimes]
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[Nadia] Uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh.
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There you go.
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You little bitch.
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I say...
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the trick is
you got to find a labyrinth keeper.
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You know, she's based on Tatum O'Neal
in Paper Moon, but with my hairdo.
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They call that an Easter egg.
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Be careful.
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[character screams]
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[Nadia] Mea culpa, this shit
is fucking harder than I remember.
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Do you mind smoking outside?
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Look, if I smoke outside,
then I could die.
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And if I die, you die.
So basically, you're welcome, all right?
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Don't be so fucking uptight, man.
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-Hey, how did you die?
-[Alan] Oh.
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Um... [sighs]
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-Crushed in rush hour traffic.
-Uh-huh.
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Slipped in the shower.
Uh, bathtub electrocution.
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Um...
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Open manhole.
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Right, but, you know, the first time?
How did you die that first time?
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I don't know. I can't remember.
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What do you mean you can't remember?
I remember my first time.
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I was hit by a car.
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Honestly, all I remember
is suddenly being in my bathroom
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and then just reliving the same day.
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You don't remember your first death?
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Mm-mm.
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[video game character screams]
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[Nadia scoffs]
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Look, your first death could be
what started this whole thing.
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Why?
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I mean, maybe it's not, but...
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honestly, it's the only unknown factor
that we have.
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Johari window.
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You know, it's a known unknown.
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We got to trigger your memory.
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W-- Wait, how?
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You see, lucky for you,
I know a professional.
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Darling, that is not how I work.
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I see patients regularly for years
before even trying EMDR.
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Right, right. Uh... hypnosis.
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Or, um... I don't know, ayahuasca?
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[Ruth] Listen to me.
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I'm a therapist, not a shaman.
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Would either one of you like some tea?
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[Nadia] No, no, no tea.
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Ruth, you have a gas leak.
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Okay? I will call it in
while you're in session.
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-Please don't roll your eyes at me.
-No. No. No, no, no.
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I... No.
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I don't need to go to see a therapist.
No offense to you, but I...
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People thinking that I'm crazy
is one of my biggest fears.
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-That's fine.
-No, no, no, no. No, no, no.
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We do not use the word "crazy"
in this house.
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Look, has Nadia ever told you
about her mother?
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Ah, here it comes.
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Nadia's mother was a brilliant woman,
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-just like Nadia.
-Eye roll.
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But she would get fixated
on little things, and...
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She'd read somewhere that purple is
the color of the seventh chakra healing,
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so naturally, she wore nothing but purple
for an entire year.
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And, oh... the mirrors.
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Don't get me started on the mirrors.
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One day, she shattered them.
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And when I came to take Nadia to school,
well, the mirrors were gone
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and there was glass everywhere.
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I think
there were some shards in your hair.
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And that's a wrap.
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-It wasn't that bad.
-It was that bad.
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-I was there.
-So was I.
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Why-- Why mirrors?
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Reflection.
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Proof of existence.
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Another pair of eyes.
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See, that's why therapists are important.
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Without them, we are very unreliable
narrators of our own stories.
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Okay.
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Okay, I-- I-- I will...
I'll give it a try, just this once.
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Okay, I was wrong. I accept it,
but we got to figure out how you died.
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I told you that wouldn't work,
and therapy is one of my biggest fears.
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It's like if you said
that you were afraid of spiders
and then I was like,
"Here's a bunch of spiders."
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Ruth isn't a spider. She's got more
of a praying mantis vibe,
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which, as somebody
who's always been allergic to bees,
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I find highly comforting.
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That's weird. I'm allergic to bees, too.
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Seriously? Oh, so I guess we run
into a bunch of fucking honeybees now.
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[screaming indistinctly]
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[buzzing]
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[knock on door]
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[knocking on door]
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[opens door]
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Okay, new plan. Hear me out.
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What if I go through your night with you?
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We recreate what you did that first time.
Maybe I see something that you didn't.
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Look, you don't understand.
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You get to relive
your fancy birthday party with...
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awesome people that you don't even like.
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And I have to relive
the worst night of my life.
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I don't want you to see it.
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Alan, I have seen some shit.
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Okay? Whatever happened that night...
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you're not gonna surprise me, I promise.
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[Alan sighs]
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-Come on.
-[Alan sighs]
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All right, what did you do first?
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The first time I lived this cycle,
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I didn't know she was on the phone
before I went in, so... so, um...
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we should wait until she's done.
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[Beatrice] I just hope
he is not planning to propose.
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I was planning on proposing
on the original night.
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I-- I didn't hear any of this.
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[Beatrice] I spent months trying to get
through to him, but he doesn't seem...
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She's talking to that guy named Mike.
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The one she cheated on me with? The one
who was at your party? The douchebag?
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-A pseudo-intellectual white guy?
-[Beatrice] I have to tell him tonight.
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-That's Maxine's friend.
-[Beatrice] Okay, bye.
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[Alan sighs]
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[Nadia] Huh.
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Huh. So this is the famous Beatrice.
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Alan. Who's this?
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Ah. Uh...
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I'm... We just ran into each other
on the street.
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I gotta take a leak. Is that okay?
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-Sure.
-[Nadia] Thank you. Tiny bladder.
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[door closes]
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Oh. Uh, real quick.
Do you have any cottage cheese?
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Who eats cottage cheese?
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Look, it's how I maintain my figure,
all right?
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-The bathroom's over there.
-Thank you.
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Who the hell is that?
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It's a long story.
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-She's helping me out with something.
-[Beatrice] I thought we were going away.
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You and I both know that's not
gonna happen, so let's get this over with.
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Look, I know
we're supposed to leave tonight,
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but I've just been thinking a lot
about our relationship.
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We've been together
since we were kids and...
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basically, you're like my best friend.
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But if I'm honest with myself...
this isn't what I want.
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I want more for my life.
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I want to make mistakes.
I want to get my degree.
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There's so much I want to do, and you
just want to stay exactly the same.
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I love you, but...
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[sighs]
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...I've been taking care of this, us, you,
for the last nine years, and...
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I just can't help but realize
that I've been worrying about you...
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and managing us,
and it's just becoming a job.
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And I already have a full-time job.
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Oh, you have a job?
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Yeah.
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I'm working on my PhD in literature.
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Wow, that is totally useless.
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I'm so sorry. I actually--
I just came over
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because I wanted to tell you that
these gluten-free crackers are dynamite.
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Who do you think you are?
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I think I get the picture.
So you think you can do better.
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It's interesting, 'cause I actually think
that Alan over here
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is way out of your league.
No one asked you, okay?
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Where-- Where'd you get this art from?
213
00:10:09,379 --> 00:10:12,841
Is it, like, all from Urban Outfitters
or just a couple of the pieces?
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[Alan chuckles]
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Who is this woman?
216
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Are we done here?
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[Alan chuckles]
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[Nadia] All right, great, man. Come on.
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[Nadia] Yeah. Yeah.
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All right, keep the crackers.
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This guy right here
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can maintain erections
like few men I've known, all right?
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And you're gonna miss out on all that,
so meditate on that.
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[crunches]
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[door closes]
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Stupid.
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-[door opens]
-[Alan] Oh.
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I know she's not gonna remember
any of that, but that was so great.
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It was great. You were amazing. Thank you.
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You know what?
I really was fucking amazing.
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I gotta tell you, man.
I never stick my neck out for anybody,
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but I feel like fucking Rocky right now.
233
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Hey, 'cause the thing is
it's so great every time.
234
00:11:03,809 --> 00:11:04,935
This little bitch fucked you,
235
00:11:05,018 --> 00:11:06,978
and this time, you went in there
and fucked her.
236
00:11:07,062 --> 00:11:09,106
Yeah. Yeah, thank you. Thank you.
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You're welcome.
238
00:11:10,732 --> 00:11:11,733
You're welcome.
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All right, so, what happened next?
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[Alan] Oh.
[dance music playing]
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[sighs]
242
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So, is this about as drunk as you were?
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I was way more drunk.
I don't even remember how drunk I was.
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Oh, I get it.
245
00:11:30,836 --> 00:11:33,088
Uh, hey, bartendress.
246
00:11:33,171 --> 00:11:35,841
-Hello. Uh, more drunk, please.
-[woman] Here you go.
247
00:11:35,924 --> 00:11:37,467
-Yes, thanks. Great.
-Yeah.
248
00:11:44,641 --> 00:11:46,143
I knew she was unhappy.
249
00:11:47,519 --> 00:11:50,147
I don't know why I thought proposing
would be a good idea.
250
00:11:50,230 --> 00:11:54,151
Sometimes Hail Marys
are the best Marys we've got.
251
00:11:54,735 --> 00:11:56,403
You ever been married, engaged?
252
00:11:56,486 --> 00:11:58,572
You know, I've thought about it,
I've thought about it,
253
00:11:58,655 --> 00:12:01,450
but then I realize
that's just a base instinct
254
00:12:01,533 --> 00:12:04,244
mostly for suckers
and, you know, mediocres.
255
00:12:04,327 --> 00:12:08,123
And so, I move on. I get over it.
I mean, I don't really think it's for me.
256
00:12:08,206 --> 00:12:09,416
I think I'm meant to be alone.
257
00:12:10,000 --> 00:12:12,377
Not many people could go through
what we are going through.
258
00:12:12,461 --> 00:12:13,336
Mm-mm.
259
00:12:15,797 --> 00:12:16,798
That's pretty.
260
00:12:17,799 --> 00:12:19,384
Oh, this. This was my mother's.
261
00:12:19,926 --> 00:12:22,846
It's a krugerrand. You know what that is?
262
00:12:22,929 --> 00:12:25,056
May-- No. No, I definitely don't.
263
00:12:25,140 --> 00:12:28,059
It's a South African gold bullion.
264
00:12:28,143 --> 00:12:30,187
It goes for about $1,500 an ounce.
265
00:12:30,270 --> 00:12:31,772
Whoa. Cool.
266
00:12:31,855 --> 00:12:34,274
I told you my grandparents
are Holocaust survivors, right?
267
00:12:34,357 --> 00:12:36,818
No, we basically just met.
268
00:12:36,902 --> 00:12:38,028
I'm sorry about--
269
00:12:38,111 --> 00:12:39,154
It's not on you.
270
00:12:39,237 --> 00:12:41,198
Anyway, after the war, you know,
271
00:12:41,281 --> 00:12:44,451
most survivors were a little bit paranoid
about putting their money in banks,
272
00:12:44,534 --> 00:12:47,245
so my grandparents acquired
150 of these babies,
273
00:12:47,329 --> 00:12:50,373
and then my mother,
'cause she's a fucking piece of work,
274
00:12:50,457 --> 00:12:52,209
she spent them all except for this one.
275
00:12:52,793 --> 00:12:54,002
How much is 150--
276
00:12:54,586 --> 00:12:57,047
You know,
the price of gold fluctuates, but, uh...
277
00:12:58,048 --> 00:12:59,049
if I had to guess,
278
00:12:59,132 --> 00:13:02,260
$152,780.86.
279
00:13:02,344 --> 00:13:04,179
-Whoa.
-Yeah.
280
00:13:04,262 --> 00:13:07,808
I know this, because why?
Because it was my fucking college fund.
281
00:13:07,891 --> 00:13:11,937
But hey, I got
a pretty necklace, right? So...
282
00:13:15,607 --> 00:13:18,068
-Your mom, she-- she sounds--
-[Nadia] Great.
283
00:13:18,151 --> 00:13:20,529
Uh, so, what happened after this?
284
00:13:20,612 --> 00:13:21,988
Um... [exhales]
285
00:13:22,072 --> 00:13:24,741
Um, I'm trying... It's hazy. Um...
286
00:13:26,868 --> 00:13:30,789
You know what, man? Don't work too hard.
I mean, it's only eternity.
287
00:13:31,665 --> 00:13:32,666
Hey.
288
00:13:32,749 --> 00:13:34,292
Hey. Whoa, whoa, whoa. Whoa.
289
00:13:34,376 --> 00:13:37,212
Why-- Why am I the only one
who's being interrogated?
290
00:13:37,295 --> 00:13:39,965
You're involved in this shit too,
so it's whatever.
291
00:13:40,048 --> 00:13:41,591
Midnight? Where were you at this time?
292
00:13:42,384 --> 00:13:43,885
I was taking care of business.
[Nadia clears her throat]
293
00:13:47,556 --> 00:13:49,724
Look, you promise
you're not gonna flip out?
294
00:13:49,808 --> 00:13:50,642
Yeah.
295
00:13:53,478 --> 00:13:55,438
I was fucking Mike from the party.
296
00:13:56,064 --> 00:13:56,982
[Nadia groans]
297
00:13:57,524 --> 00:13:58,567
Beatrice Mike?
298
00:13:59,776 --> 00:14:01,319
[Nadia] Yeah. What are the odds, right?
299
00:14:01,403 --> 00:14:04,406
I mean, like, she's cheating on you,
he's cheating on her.
300
00:14:04,489 --> 00:14:07,200
Ipso facto,
it's like we all fucked Beatrice.
301
00:14:07,284 --> 00:14:08,618
I mean, you the most, of course,
302
00:14:08,702 --> 00:14:12,455
but, you know, in a kind of fun
gang-bang way, it's like a mash-em-up.
303
00:14:12,539 --> 00:14:15,208
-You fucked Mike from the party?
-Oh, here we go.
304
00:14:15,292 --> 00:14:16,376
Okay.
305
00:14:16,459 --> 00:14:17,544
You-- You know what?
306
00:14:17,627 --> 00:14:19,504
You know what?
This is not about my first death.
307
00:14:19,588 --> 00:14:22,132
This is probably because
you were fucking that Irish--
308
00:14:22,215 --> 00:14:25,802
that Irish fucking gingerbread
fisherman-looking motherfucker.
309
00:14:25,886 --> 00:14:26,803
All right, man.
310
00:14:26,887 --> 00:14:30,015
First of all, I mean,
this guy's hands are so fucking soft,
311
00:14:30,098 --> 00:14:32,726
there's no way he's done
a day's worth of hard labor in his life,
312
00:14:32,809 --> 00:14:35,020
let alone that, you know,
hardcore fishing.
313
00:14:35,103 --> 00:14:38,356
And second of all, the sex was,
I want to say, mediocre at best.
314
00:14:38,440 --> 00:14:41,401
Like medium, you know?
And there's no way that it set off
315
00:14:41,484 --> 00:14:44,362
a whole world-bending multiverse
316
00:14:44,446 --> 00:14:47,115
wonderland fucking splitting-level shit,
all right?
317
00:14:48,700 --> 00:14:49,743
[Alan groans]
318
00:14:50,660 --> 00:14:53,038
Let's slow down.
Bukowski's not your greatest look.
319
00:14:55,248 --> 00:14:57,000
I can fuck you better than Mike.
320
00:15:00,337 --> 00:15:03,757
Wow. It looks like someone just threw
a gauntlet right into my puss-puss.
321
00:15:06,009 --> 00:15:06,885
Let's have at it.
322
00:15:11,014 --> 00:15:14,267
-[Nadia] That's right.
-You want to see how a gingerman fucks?
323
00:15:14,351 --> 00:15:15,936
-Fuck yes, I do.
-[Alan] Uh-huh.
324
00:15:16,728 --> 00:15:17,854
[both moan]
325
00:15:17,938 --> 00:15:19,147
Call me Beatrice.
326
00:15:19,230 --> 00:15:20,357
Beatrice.
327
00:15:20,440 --> 00:15:22,525
Hey, I'm cheating on you.
328
00:15:22,609 --> 00:15:24,527
All right, but you're gonna
fuck me anyway.
329
00:15:24,611 --> 00:15:25,987
Then you're gonna marry me.
330
00:15:27,364 --> 00:15:28,823
I'd fuck anything, huh.
331
00:15:29,324 --> 00:15:31,117
I'd fuck fucking...
332
00:15:31,910 --> 00:15:32,994
pizza.
333
00:15:33,078 --> 00:15:34,579
-Where'd you go?
-Pizza and all.
334
00:15:34,663 --> 00:15:37,874
-Come on, role play. Don't pass out.
-I'm Mike. Yeah, I'm Mike.
335
00:15:37,958 --> 00:15:40,669
I'm fat Mike. I'm gonna fuck it right.
336
00:15:40,752 --> 00:15:42,462
-Okay.
-Uh-huh.
337
00:15:42,545 --> 00:15:44,506
Yeah, you... You wanna...
You wanna just...
338
00:15:44,589 --> 00:15:46,466
-You wanna just fuck right now?
-Yes.
339
00:15:47,050 --> 00:15:48,176
[Alan grunts]
340
00:15:48,259 --> 00:15:49,094
Yeah.
341
00:15:49,177 --> 00:15:50,011
[Alan growls]
342
00:16:21,167 --> 00:16:22,252
Fucking rats.
343
00:16:23,670 --> 00:16:26,297
Hey. Hey, Horse.
344
00:16:27,632 --> 00:16:28,508
Hey, man.
345
00:16:29,050 --> 00:16:30,260
Uh...
346
00:16:30,343 --> 00:16:31,678
Uh, Nadia. Yeah.
347
00:16:32,470 --> 00:16:34,889
It's me. I'm your friend.
You gave me a haircut.
348
00:16:35,640 --> 00:16:36,599
I don't know you.
349
00:16:38,393 --> 00:16:41,229
All right, be cool, man.
Look, look, look, what size are you?
350
00:16:41,730 --> 00:16:42,605
What do you mean?
351
00:16:47,360 --> 00:16:48,361
Come with me.
352
00:16:49,404 --> 00:16:50,238
All right.
353
00:16:51,448 --> 00:16:52,991
Where the fuck are we going?
354
00:16:54,117 --> 00:16:55,326
I got plants.
355
00:16:57,037 --> 00:17:00,999
I prefer casual acquaintances
over closer relations
356
00:17:01,082 --> 00:17:04,836
and strangers above everybody else,
'cause humanity's a fuck, man.
357
00:17:05,462 --> 00:17:07,547
I had this business partner once
in the '90s
358
00:17:07,630 --> 00:17:09,382
when we were creating the dark web.
359
00:17:10,258 --> 00:17:14,471
And he got arrested because it was a scam
and our government is a scam.
360
00:17:14,554 --> 00:17:18,975
And once I saw it was all just bullshit,
I just dropped out completely.
361
00:17:21,644 --> 00:17:23,521
How do you know that you're real?
362
00:17:24,022 --> 00:17:24,898
Huh?
363
00:17:27,358 --> 00:17:31,071
Do you think that we need people
to be, like, witnesses?
364
00:17:31,946 --> 00:17:33,073
I'm here.
365
00:17:34,282 --> 00:17:35,533
That's where you know.
366
00:17:39,204 --> 00:17:40,789
I'm glad I lost everything.
367
00:17:43,416 --> 00:17:45,877
Technology, cryptocurrencies...
368
00:17:48,088 --> 00:17:49,714
It's all bullshit, man.
369
00:17:49,798 --> 00:17:51,508
You don't need any of that stuff.
370
00:17:57,055 --> 00:17:58,807
The more stuff you accumulate...
371
00:18:00,892 --> 00:18:02,393
the more space you take up.
372
00:18:02,477 --> 00:18:05,188
You know, people can't even pick me
out of a line up 'cause...
373
00:18:05,814 --> 00:18:07,023
they don't remember me.
374
00:18:08,149 --> 00:18:09,317
I'm a shadow, man.
375
00:18:11,152 --> 00:18:13,279
I think I'm a shadow now, too.
376
00:18:34,008 --> 00:18:34,926
Is that real gold?
Why?
377
00:18:38,972 --> 00:18:40,265
It's too heavy.
378
00:18:49,440 --> 00:18:51,151
Next time, get a plastic bag.
379
00:19:08,751 --> 00:19:10,753
[keyboard keys clacking]
380
00:19:14,340 --> 00:19:15,425
-Hey.
-Hi
381
00:19:16,467 --> 00:19:18,052
How's the, uh, novel coming?
382
00:19:18,678 --> 00:19:22,557
Ugh, I-- I can't do dialogue. It makes me
feel like I don't know how people talk.
383
00:19:22,640 --> 00:19:24,642
I think it's one of those things
like swallowing.
384
00:19:24,726 --> 00:19:26,811
Like, if you think about it,
you can't do it anymore.
385
00:19:26,895 --> 00:19:28,855
Like now I'm thinking about it
and I can't swallow.
386
00:19:28,938 --> 00:19:30,982
-[Ferran] Huh.
-[objects clatter]
387
00:19:48,374 --> 00:19:50,585
You know Alan. He was here that night.
388
00:19:51,252 --> 00:19:53,922
-What night?
-Alan Zaveri, how do you know him?
389
00:19:54,005 --> 00:19:55,256
[Ferran] We're good friends.
390
00:19:55,340 --> 00:19:57,258
We worked at a cannery together in Alaska.
391
00:19:57,342 --> 00:19:58,218
Wait, what?
392
00:19:58,301 --> 00:20:00,929
Nah, I'm just kidding. We actually pledged
Alpha Delta in college.
393
00:20:01,012 --> 00:20:04,307
That cannery thing though,
it's pretty good. I put in my novel.
394
00:20:05,808 --> 00:20:06,643
[sighs]
395
00:20:06,726 --> 00:20:08,895
As for my friend, keep the change.
396
00:20:09,771 --> 00:20:12,148
-Thanks, Ferran.
-[Ferran] Yeah, have a good night.
397
00:20:13,066 --> 00:20:14,067
[doorbell chimes]
398
00:20:16,736 --> 00:20:19,364
Hey, Alan. Guess what, man?
399
00:20:19,447 --> 00:20:20,281
[door closes]
400
00:20:20,365 --> 00:20:22,742
We saw each other
on the night of our first loop.
401
00:20:23,868 --> 00:20:25,078
Where were you?
402
00:20:25,787 --> 00:20:28,831
I did not realize
that Howard Hughes was gonna show up.
403
00:20:31,125 --> 00:20:32,460
You went through my stuff?
404
00:20:33,044 --> 00:20:35,630
I didn't know where you were
and I couldn't find my shoes.
405
00:20:36,339 --> 00:20:40,385
I started to look for them and then...
I just got away with myself.
406
00:20:40,468 --> 00:20:43,012
-So then you went through my stuff?
-I cleaned.
407
00:20:43,513 --> 00:20:44,347
Cleaned?
408
00:20:49,852 --> 00:20:51,604
I-- I found those under your bed.
409
00:20:56,567 --> 00:20:59,529
Did it occur to you
that these were under my fucking bed...
410
00:21:00,363 --> 00:21:03,032
because I wanted them
under my fucking bed?
411
00:21:04,033 --> 00:21:06,244
Well, it will all reset like you said.
412
00:21:06,327 --> 00:21:08,788
It will all just go back
to the way you had it.
413
00:21:08,871 --> 00:21:11,749
Fuck you for going through my shit.
Fuck you for touching these.
414
00:21:11,833 --> 00:21:14,252
Fuck you for being a fuck face.
Get the fuck out.
415
00:21:14,335 --> 00:21:17,213
Nadia, I'm sorry. We-- we need each other.
I need you. You need me.
416
00:21:17,297 --> 00:21:18,381
Did I stutter?
417
00:21:18,464 --> 00:21:19,590
Uh...
418
00:21:28,099 --> 00:21:31,144
-I don't have any shoes, Nadia.
-Oh, my God, get the fuck out!
419
00:21:31,227 --> 00:21:34,230
-I'm sorry.
-Just get out of my fucking house, dude!
420
00:21:38,234 --> 00:21:39,777
[video game sounds]
421
00:21:52,749 --> 00:21:53,750
[character screams]
422
00:21:53,833 --> 00:21:54,959
God!
423
00:21:57,128 --> 00:21:58,421
[classical music playing]
424
00:22:00,757 --> 00:22:01,716
[sighs]
425
00:22:46,135 --> 00:22:48,388
Looking at these old pictures
of me and Mom...
426
00:22:49,055 --> 00:22:50,723
it just fucked me up, Ruth.
427
00:22:51,349 --> 00:22:54,018
Remember when she was trying
to get the Betty Boop trademark,
428
00:22:54,102 --> 00:22:56,187
she had the licensing company.
429
00:22:56,270 --> 00:23:01,025
There was all these Betty Boop towels,
Betty Boop clocks, Betty Boop watches.
430
00:23:01,567 --> 00:23:04,487
-What the fuck was that?
-Darling, you have to forgive her.
431
00:23:05,822 --> 00:23:08,324
Look, don't you want
to move on with your life?
432
00:23:08,408 --> 00:23:10,118
You know what, Ruth? Seriously...
433
00:23:10,201 --> 00:23:13,246
[mumbles indistinctly]
434
00:23:13,329 --> 00:23:15,998
Humanity... a little bit overrated, no?
435
00:23:16,082 --> 00:23:18,042
We need other people.
436
00:23:18,126 --> 00:23:19,919
Other people are garbage.
437
00:23:20,545 --> 00:23:21,546
[Ruth sighs]
438
00:23:22,547 --> 00:23:24,674
-Then forgive them.
-Oh, God.
439
00:23:24,757 --> 00:23:26,676
That's what I do with you.
440
00:23:27,593 --> 00:23:30,179
Just... try it sometime.
441
00:23:31,139 --> 00:23:33,516
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Chag sameach.
442
00:23:34,642 --> 00:23:36,811
You have a gas leak.
443
00:23:37,895 --> 00:23:39,480
[Nadia] Fucking no meat on these.
444
00:23:39,564 --> 00:23:40,731
[jazz music playing]
445
00:23:49,157 --> 00:23:51,826
[choking]
446
00:23:51,909 --> 00:23:52,743
Throat.
Throat.
447
00:23:55,913 --> 00:23:57,957
[choking]
448
00:23:59,792 --> 00:24:01,752
[gasping for breath]
449
00:24:03,337 --> 00:24:04,172
[gasps]
450
00:24:04,672 --> 00:24:06,174
-[knock on door]
-[water running]
[knocking on door]
451
00:24:09,760 --> 00:24:11,387
[knocking continues]
452
00:24:16,767 --> 00:24:19,270
-Sweet birthday baby, having fun?
-Where'd it go?
453
00:24:19,353 --> 00:24:21,189
-Where'd what go?
-The mirror in the bathroom.
454
00:24:21,272 --> 00:24:23,941
What mirror? There's never been
a mirror in that bathroom.
455
00:24:24,025 --> 00:24:27,945
It's a statement
on narcissism and waste...
456
00:24:28,029 --> 00:24:31,115
and the beauty industrial complex.
457
00:24:31,199 --> 00:24:32,533
[rings repeatedly]
458
00:24:32,617 --> 00:24:33,451
[Nadia] Alan!
459
00:24:33,534 --> 00:24:35,745
Alan, come on. Buzz me in!
460
00:24:35,828 --> 00:24:37,622
["You Know What I Mean" playing]
461
00:24:37,705 --> 00:24:38,664
Come on, man.
462
00:24:39,582 --> 00:24:40,833
[door buzzes open]
463
00:24:43,503 --> 00:24:45,004
♪ I ♪
464
00:24:46,005 --> 00:24:47,465
♪ I can't take things slowly... ♪
465
00:24:47,548 --> 00:24:51,135
-Hey, there are no mirrors, Alan.
-No mirrors, I know.
466
00:24:51,219 --> 00:24:52,261
I know. Me too.
467
00:24:53,054 --> 00:24:55,598
What is happening, man?
Why are they disappearing?
468
00:24:55,681 --> 00:24:56,516
I don't know.
469
00:24:57,225 --> 00:24:58,351
I don't know.
470
00:24:58,434 --> 00:25:03,981
Look. I am sorry that I yelled at you
for just trying to be a nice person, okay?
471
00:25:04,607 --> 00:25:07,109
I-- I-- I just--
I do not want to do this alone.
472
00:25:07,777 --> 00:25:08,861
I'm sorry, too.
473
00:25:11,239 --> 00:25:13,157
I-- I need to tell you something. I-- I...
474
00:25:14,659 --> 00:25:15,535
I remembered.
475
00:25:15,618 --> 00:25:17,036
-Alan, it's okay. You know--
-No.
476
00:25:17,119 --> 00:25:19,622
No, listen to me.
I remembered my first death.
477
00:25:22,667 --> 00:25:23,876
[inhales deeply]
478
00:25:24,377 --> 00:25:25,336
[exhales]
479
00:25:27,922 --> 00:25:30,049
I threw myself off the top of a building.
480
00:25:33,135 --> 00:25:34,345
I killed myself.
481
00:25:35,012 --> 00:25:38,266
♪ Please come and save me ♪
482
00:25:39,934 --> 00:25:42,603
♪ Tell me what's wrong with my brain ♪
483
00:25:42,687 --> 00:25:45,815
♪ 'Cause I seem to have lost it ♪
484
00:25:47,650 --> 00:25:50,194
♪ 'Cause I am afraid of the light ♪
485
00:25:50,278 --> 00:25:53,030
♪ Yeah, you know what I mean ♪
486
00:25:55,658 --> 00:25:58,244
♪ And I can't sleep alone at night ♪
487
00:25:58,327 --> 00:26:01,122
♪ Yeah, you know what I mean ♪
488
00:26:03,541 --> 00:26:06,127
♪ 'Cause I am afraid of the light ♪
489
00:26:06,210 --> 00:26:08,879
♪ Yeah, you know what I mean ♪
490
00:26:11,632 --> 00:26:14,218
♪ 'Cause I can't sleep alone at night ♪