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["Gotta Get Up" by Harry Nilsson playing]

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♪ There was a time when we could dance
Until a quarter to ten ♪

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♪ We never thought it would end then ♪

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♪ We never thought it would end… ♪

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Tabula rasa.

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What are you talking about?

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Tabula rasa.

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A blank slate.

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Do you know who I could've been
if everything had been different?

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-If anything had been different?
-[baby crying]

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The chance to be the me I could've been

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literally slid out of my body
on a 6 train platform.

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How, with all the time travel stories

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about people
accidentally obliterating themselves,

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do you find a way to make yourself double?

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I had to take her someplace safe.

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-[baby cries]
-[Alan sighs]

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This is safe? Hmm?

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You have collapsed time, Nadia,

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and now we are back in this horrible,
evil freaking birthday party

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I spent lifetimes trying to escape!

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-[bell dings]
-Chicken's almost ready!

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Jesus Christ with this fucking song.

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I went through major shit, Nadia.
You don't think I wanted to change things?

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But no, I followed the rules of the train
because I am a good commuter.

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But you, you on the other hand,
you're just--

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Look, no kid should have to go through
what I went through, all right?

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Trust me, I've lived all sides of it.

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Who's a little Rashomon face?

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♪ Rashomon ♪

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-♪ She's a Rashomon face ♪
-I'm-- I'm sorry.

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A friend kidnapping her newborn self
then collapsing time is a hard boundary.

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[scoffs] Come on.

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-[man] They went down…
-Oh boy.

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…alive, into the realm of the dead.

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Who-- who are they?

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[Nadia] Oh look at that.

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This used to be a school for Jews.

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Now, it's open-planned living
for the enlightened.

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I use the terms "now"
and "used to be" loosely.

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-[whispers] Oh my God.
-Okay.

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-Who's Nadia Comăneci?
-[baby cries]

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-[Nadia] Yes, she is. Ten-ten-ten.
-God, oh God.

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Enough about me.

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How have you been?

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[sighs] Can I hold her?

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Sure, but don't make it weird.

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She's me, you know?

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-Ah.
-[cooing]

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Somebody likes you.

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This guy.

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[Nadia inhales, kisses]

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Now, see, this is the type of shit
I was thinking about.

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Hey, baby.

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[cries]

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Okay, okay,
we-- we have to bring her back.

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Whoa, whoa, whoa!

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We cannot live
in this chaos forever. Look, look.

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Nadia, it's a simple decision. We just--

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Simple says you.
Me? I'm still exploring my options.

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What?

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I mean, the world is different, sure,
but it's not terrible.

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Guess what? There's time.

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There's time for everything.

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-Nadia, Nadia, please.
-[baby cries]

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Come on, man,
we've been through worse, all right?

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We can handle this.

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Hey, as Abraham used to say,

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"Trust that the fabric of space-time
is durable like Tyvek."

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Uh…

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Which is Sheol, where all dead go.

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The common grave for all humanity.

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Nadia, I understand
why you did this. I really do.

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Well, it makes sense,
you guilt-tripping me in front of a rabbi.

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Were you always this difficult?

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Please don't harass the baby.
She's in her formative years.

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-I'm so sorry. No yarmulke.
-[Nadia] Just relax, Alan.

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They're basically non-playable characters,

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just stuck in a loop, incapable
of deviating from preset grooves.

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To them, this is all status quo normal.

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Who wants a high-five? Yeah, hey.

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Hey. How you doing?

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Come here! [grunts]

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This guy has always loved to hug, Alan.

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Hi. You want a light?

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There you go.

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You still look great, you know?

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All right. Hey.

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Hey, guys, how are ya?

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Look who's having white wine spritz.
That's great.

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Sweet birthday baby.

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[Maxine and Nadia] It's laced
with cocaine, like the Israelis do it.

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How'd you know?

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I broke time.

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Oh, because you're so old.

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We should get out of here.

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Come on, Alan,
party's just getting started.

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And Ruth hasn't showed up yet.

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I've never had a birthday without her.
I'm not about to start now.

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-You want some chicken?
-I don't want your four-year-old chicken.

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Okay, well, I'll just put it in the oven
so it doesn't get cold.

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[baby cries]

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Oh, hey, hey.
Okay, yeah, I-- I don't know what to do.

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Hush, she's fine. She loves parties.
Look, I've got a bottle.

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Uh, I'll hold her. Is she-- she a her?

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She's a neither nor.

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-Hmm. Chic.
-[Maxine] Yes.

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[Alan] Maxine.

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Maxine, it's--

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-Oh.
-What the hell? Dude, it's not ready.

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Oh!

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-Chicken's raw.
-Very interesting.

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Nadia, this is crazy.

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It's entropy, Alan. Right? Entropy.

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It's what gives us linear time,
irreversible processes,

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so things can only move
in one direction, into the future.

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You can't un-fry an egg, usually.

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You can't un-cook a chicken, usually.

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-Except, hey, look at us, right?
-Mm-hmm.

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-Now, we can.
-No, you cannot.

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-No, no, you cannot un-cook the baby.
-Come on. That's a little impressive.

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No, Nadia, you cannot un-cook that baby.

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-The baby's fine.
-[Alan] Can we bring it back?

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She loves Lizzy.

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[Alan] Ple-- please,
can we just bring her back?

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Do you not care that their lives
are literally disintegrating?

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They're artists, Alan.
They love the surreal.

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-See?
-[Rabbi] Come back here.

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-Look how happy.
-[Alan] Nadia. Nadia.

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If you cannot figure out
how to do this for me,

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or for your best friends, or for yourself,

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just do it so you don't go to hell
for being the most selfish person ever.

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I am painfully misunderstood.

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Hey, hey, hey!
Who invited these kids to my party?

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-I gotta go handle this.
-Yeah.

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[sighs] Take my baby.

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Ha.

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Come on, let's get the fuck
out of here, kiddo.

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Nadia, whoa. Nadia, where are you going?

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Nadia, where are you go--

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-Oh.
-Hey, it's all right.

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Easy. She's not worth it, trust me.

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Which is a lesson
I've learned in spades from my ex-wife.

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She could never forget
my past transgressions, you know what--

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Hi.

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[exhales]

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Fuck.

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-[sighs] Fuck it.
-[Alan] Excu-- Nadia.

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-Hey.
-Huh.

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Ah-ha! There's my birthday girl.

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No need to roll out
the red carpet for me, pumpkin.

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What'd I tell ya?

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Ruth's here. Not so bad.

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-Come on, man, just hold the baby.
-[Alan] It's Ruth from four years ago.

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Yeah, I know it won't
make a difference, but, uh--

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-Well, I'll just wait. I'll wait.
-All right.

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Hiya, Ruthie.

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[Ruth sucks teeth] Oh…

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-[Nadia] Come on.
-We're waiting.

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-[Ruth] Oh, my fucking knees.
-[Nadia] Yeah.

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Upsie-pupsie, Ruthie.

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I can do it.

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-Yeah, I know you can.
-Okay.

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Okay.

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[Ruth chuckles, inhales deeply]

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Um, Na-- Nadia?

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Yeah?

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Look.

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[suspenseful music playing]

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[Nadia] Ah.

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Would you look at that?

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They just keep coming.

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-[Ruth] Nadia?
-[Nadia scoffs]

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What? Aren't you coming in?

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Oh no. No, no.

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You cannot Irish exit your own party.

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I'm sorry I'm not in the hospital
with you right now, Ruthie.

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I'm trying. I am.

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You won't be alone, okay?

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Sweetheart, what have you
got to be sorry for?

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You're right here with me right now.

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Nothing in this world is easy
except pissing in the shower.

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-[whispers] Okay.
-Nadia?

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[baby cries]

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-Nadia?
-Yeah?

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And there's my birthday girl.

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[Nadia scoffs]

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Uh…

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I fucked up.

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I know.

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Ugh. Yeah, let's take her back. [exhales]

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[scoffs] Fire escape?

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I guess. Thank God.

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[man] Ladies and gentlemen,

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boys and girls,

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experience the New York sky!

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-Ten cents a ride…
-I'm proud of you.

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-…for your first bona fide…
-[scoffs]

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…hydrogen balloon!

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[Nadia] Jesus. Oh shit.

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Told ya. Pamphlet.

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Oh hey.

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[Nadia] Yeah.

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Well, here.

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Yeah, two pockets. [chuckles]

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[man] This balloon won't be here for long!

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[Nadia] All right, let's get this baby
back to the '80s.

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[man] Experience the New York sky!

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[announcer] This is a downtown
local 6 train to Brooklyn Bridge,

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approaching the station.
Please stand away from the platform edge.

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-Stand clear of the closing doors.
-Man, where's this fucking train?

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-This is a Pelham Bay Park bound 6 train.
-[Nadia] Come on.

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[announcer]
Next stop, 77th Street, Lenox Hill.

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Tell you, this baby's gonna be
a moody teenager

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by the time we get her back
if we don't get a move on.

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Spoiler alert, she gets her period at 12,

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so basta la pasta.

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[announcer] Please stand away
from the platform edge.

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This is a Brooklyn Bridge-City Hall
bound 6 train. Next stop…

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This is ridiculous.
What if the train never comes?

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What if we're stuck here for forever?

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We should have a plan B just in case.

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Oh man. You know, you're getting
very stressed out, Alan, all right?

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-Why don't you hold the little baby?
-Oh no.

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It will help you calm down.
Ah, okay. There you go. That's right.

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My fucking neck is killing me.

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I swear to God, this is why people
get abortions. No offense, baby.

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[announcer]
Stand clear of the closing doors.

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-The Metro City Police Department…
-[Nadia sighs] Hey.

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-Remain aware of your surroundings.
-Look.

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-If you see something, say something.
-Yo! Yo!

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Hey, you know where the trains are?

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Hey! Hey, slow down!

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Alan!

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-[announcer] We apologize for the delay.
-[Nadia] Hey, man, I'm talking to you!

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[announcer] Now arriving--

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This way.

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Hey, man,
do you know where the 6 train is?

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Shit.

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Horse?

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You work for the MTA now?

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What? No, Haircut,
I live down here with my wife. Fuck you.

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Can you help us?

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Uh, I'm looking for my train.

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It's number 6622.

246
00:09:56,347 --> 00:09:57,514
-For a price.
-[baby cries]

247
00:09:57,598 --> 00:09:59,767
Nadia, this guy is no help, okay? So--

248
00:09:59,850 --> 00:10:02,394
-The baby needs a diaper change.
-Come on, the baby's fine.

249
00:10:02,478 --> 00:10:04,647
We're both fathers. I respect that.

250
00:10:04,730 --> 00:10:05,731
[baby cries]

251
00:10:05,814 --> 00:10:07,107
Okay, we'll make a trade.

252
00:10:07,191 --> 00:10:08,150
A trade?

253
00:10:08,233 --> 00:10:09,234
It's good negotiating.

254
00:10:09,818 --> 00:10:11,945
I know where your train is. Follow me.

255
00:10:12,863 --> 00:10:13,906
Come on.

256
00:10:13,989 --> 00:10:15,699
Yeah. Uh-- [sighs]

257
00:10:15,783 --> 00:10:18,077
[suspenseful music playing]

258
00:10:18,160 --> 00:10:19,662
[Horse] Everything falls down.

259
00:10:20,162 --> 00:10:23,749
Closer to the center of the Earth you are,
the closer you are to the truth. Gravity.

260
00:10:23,832 --> 00:10:26,335
I'm sorry, can we-- can we hurry?
We're kind of in a rush.

261
00:10:26,418 --> 00:10:27,461
You got time, man.

262
00:10:27,544 --> 00:10:30,589
Time as you understand was invented
to synchronize European train systems

263
00:10:30,673 --> 00:10:32,841
so that goods
could be moved across borders.

264
00:10:32,925 --> 00:10:34,468
[chuckles] Watch the third rail.

265
00:10:34,551 --> 00:10:37,388
[baby coos]

266
00:10:38,514 --> 00:10:39,598
Let me hold the baby.

267
00:10:39,682 --> 00:10:41,850
Uh, your hands seem so full already.

268
00:10:41,934 --> 00:10:44,561
Come on, just for a little bit.
Please? Let me hold her.

269
00:10:44,645 --> 00:10:46,230
What do you need, baby, huh?

270
00:10:46,313 --> 00:10:47,940
Babies are true materialists.

271
00:10:48,023 --> 00:10:50,776
-Alan, don't give Horse the baby.
-Is she okay?

272
00:10:50,859 --> 00:10:52,820
She's a subway baby. She's me, we're fine.

273
00:10:52,903 --> 00:10:55,489
As long as I'm still standing,
that means that she's okay.

274
00:10:56,073 --> 00:10:56,907
Fine.

275
00:10:57,574 --> 00:11:00,077
Follow the tracks, end of the line,
you'll see your train. Pay up.

276
00:11:00,160 --> 00:11:02,121
-[Nadia] For real?
-[Horse] Yep. Pay up.

277
00:11:03,080 --> 00:11:04,081
[baby cries]

278
00:11:05,249 --> 00:11:06,917
-Money. Mm-hmm. I take cash.
-How's that?

279
00:11:07,000 --> 00:11:08,711
All right, 40 bucks, man. Not bad.

280
00:11:08,794 --> 00:11:09,753
[Horse] I hear a jingle.

281
00:11:09,837 --> 00:11:11,255
-All right, keys.
-That's good. Go.

282
00:11:11,338 --> 00:11:12,423
Great, thanks.

283
00:11:12,506 --> 00:11:13,424
Ah, ah, ah, ah.

284
00:11:13,507 --> 00:11:15,175
You too, bud. Pay up.

285
00:11:16,844 --> 00:11:17,970
[baby coos]

286
00:11:19,513 --> 00:11:22,850
Is that your fucking train, huh?
Is that your train?

287
00:11:22,933 --> 00:11:23,976
[Alan] Is that your train?

288
00:11:24,059 --> 00:11:27,521
I don't know, man.
I'm an R32, number 6622, so…

289
00:11:27,604 --> 00:11:29,314
-How do you even know?
-Oh, come on, man.

290
00:11:29,398 --> 00:11:32,526
You gotta know your make and model.
That's Quantum Leaping 101.

291
00:11:32,609 --> 00:11:33,819
-[baby cries]
-[Alan sighs]

292
00:11:33,902 --> 00:11:34,737
[Nadia] Run.

293
00:11:36,780 --> 00:11:37,740
Hey, Nadia.

294
00:11:37,823 --> 00:11:38,657
Yeah.

295
00:11:39,158 --> 00:11:41,535
Wardog. Yeah.

296
00:11:42,494 --> 00:11:43,829
[baby cries]

297
00:11:43,912 --> 00:11:47,666
Um, Oh! Nadia, hey.
We didn't think you were gonna show.

298
00:11:48,250 --> 00:11:50,085
-Uh--
-And you have a baby.

299
00:11:50,169 --> 00:11:51,587
Oh, cute baby.

300
00:11:51,670 --> 00:11:52,504
Uh…

301
00:11:53,672 --> 00:11:54,506
What's going on?

302
00:11:54,590 --> 00:11:57,634
I don't know.
The train's been stopped for 30 minutes.

303
00:11:57,718 --> 00:11:59,636
-We're gonna be late for the wake.
-[man sniffles]

304
00:11:59,720 --> 00:12:00,596
[man whimpers]

305
00:12:00,679 --> 00:12:02,431
[sniffles, exhales]

306
00:12:04,475 --> 00:12:06,226
[baby coos]

307
00:12:06,310 --> 00:12:09,062
[man sobbing]

308
00:12:09,146 --> 00:12:09,980
Ah.

309
00:12:10,481 --> 00:12:12,149
-[man sniffles]
-This isn't right.

310
00:12:12,941 --> 00:12:14,151
Hold up. Hold up.

311
00:12:14,234 --> 00:12:17,154
You don't like these flowers?
I thought Ruth loved orchids.

312
00:12:18,280 --> 00:12:19,448
Consider them gone.

313
00:12:22,451 --> 00:12:24,453
Hey. Hey, Nads.

314
00:12:24,536 --> 00:12:27,790
You have to stop
beating yourself up for not being there.

315
00:12:27,873 --> 00:12:29,750
What do you mean I don't get there?

316
00:12:29,833 --> 00:12:31,376
Ruth dies alone?

317
00:12:32,211 --> 00:12:33,504
After everything?

318
00:12:34,922 --> 00:12:37,174
I just talked to her on my birthday.

319
00:12:38,050 --> 00:12:39,718
Your birthday was a month ago.

320
00:12:39,802 --> 00:12:41,762
-It's April. It's April 30th.
-[Nadia] No.

321
00:12:42,596 --> 00:12:45,057
It is March 30th, okay?

322
00:12:45,641 --> 00:12:47,851
Today is still my birthday, so…

323
00:12:48,977 --> 00:12:50,062
you're in the future.

324
00:12:50,145 --> 00:12:51,772
-Nadia…
-[Lizzy] It's okay.

325
00:12:51,855 --> 00:12:53,690
Grief doesn't move you in a straight line.

326
00:12:53,774 --> 00:12:56,443
Hey, do you-- do you know
what you're gonna say tonight?

327
00:12:58,195 --> 00:12:59,571
-[Nadia scoffs]
-[Maxine] It's okay.

328
00:13:00,197 --> 00:13:03,575
Um, "Do you believe
in the future of humanity?" Um, okay.

329
00:13:04,409 --> 00:13:05,369
[sighs]

330
00:13:05,452 --> 00:13:07,788
[announcer] The 6 train is now departing…

331
00:13:07,871 --> 00:13:10,165
Hey, come on.
Hey, hey, we need to get off this train.

332
00:13:10,249 --> 00:13:11,208
We need--

333
00:13:11,291 --> 00:13:12,918
We don't belong here, come on.

334
00:13:13,001 --> 00:13:15,045
Nadia, we have to bring
the baby back, right?

335
00:13:15,128 --> 00:13:16,755
I'm not leaving. Fuck that.

336
00:13:17,339 --> 00:13:19,091
If I don't make it to her deathbed,

337
00:13:19,174 --> 00:13:21,343
the least I can do
is show up to her fucking funeral!

338
00:13:21,426 --> 00:13:23,512
-No, Nadia! That's enough!
-[Nadia] All right?

339
00:13:23,595 --> 00:13:25,055
-[Alan] Come on!
-Are they fucking?

340
00:13:25,138 --> 00:13:27,474
-Alan, I know how to fucking walk.
-Watch the baby.

341
00:13:27,558 --> 00:13:28,392
God!

342
00:13:29,685 --> 00:13:30,686
[door closes]

343
00:13:31,270 --> 00:13:33,480
Nadia? Nadia, calm down.

344
00:13:33,564 --> 00:13:35,023
Nadia, please.

345
00:13:35,107 --> 00:13:36,859
[murmurs] Calm down?

346
00:13:36,942 --> 00:13:39,111
Man, it's fucking over, all right?

347
00:13:39,194 --> 00:13:41,113
I don't get there for Ruth.

348
00:13:41,196 --> 00:13:43,532
Wasn't there for the best mother I had.

349
00:13:44,074 --> 00:13:46,577
All this shit, for nothing.

350
00:13:47,160 --> 00:13:49,121
So, great.

351
00:13:49,872 --> 00:13:53,083
How the fuck do we get outta here? Yeah.

352
00:13:54,209 --> 00:13:55,752
I don't--

353
00:13:55,836 --> 00:13:56,920
Wait.

354
00:13:57,004 --> 00:13:58,755
Where are you going? Nadia?

355
00:14:03,010 --> 00:14:05,304
-[Alan] I told you about Lenny, right?
-[Nadia] Oh yeah.

356
00:14:05,387 --> 00:14:08,223
I tried to tell him
that the wall was gonna come down.

357
00:14:08,307 --> 00:14:09,474
[chuckles]

358
00:14:09,558 --> 00:14:11,894
That I had solid information
from the future.

359
00:14:11,977 --> 00:14:13,729
Total control of the situation, right?

360
00:14:13,812 --> 00:14:14,730
Yeah.

361
00:14:14,813 --> 00:14:15,814
He went anyway.

362
00:14:17,065 --> 00:14:19,526
Well, you couldn't change anything.

363
00:14:19,610 --> 00:14:20,444
Closed loop.

364
00:14:20,527 --> 00:14:22,362
Right. Because of…

365
00:14:22,446 --> 00:14:23,739
Laws of physics.

366
00:14:24,656 --> 00:14:26,491
I was gonna say "human nature."

367
00:14:28,035 --> 00:14:30,537
We can't escape being the product
of things we can't change.

368
00:14:30,621 --> 00:14:33,332
Are you trying to say
that I'm not an original, man?

369
00:14:33,415 --> 00:14:34,374
No one is.

370
00:14:34,458 --> 00:14:35,709
Well, what about Bowie?

371
00:14:35,792 --> 00:14:37,127
That's not my point. Look,

372
00:14:38,086 --> 00:14:40,088
Ruth would not want you
to carry that guilt.

373
00:14:40,172 --> 00:14:44,801
Sweetheart, guilt,
it's a wasted emotion. [coughs]

374
00:14:44,885 --> 00:14:46,720
He tried to escape. He tried to get out.

375
00:14:46,803 --> 00:14:50,098
Lenny went to West Berlin,
and I don't even know that he got there.

376
00:14:50,182 --> 00:14:51,016
I mean…

377
00:14:51,099 --> 00:14:52,142
[chuckles nervously]

378
00:14:52,225 --> 00:14:54,061
I think I was supposed
to stop him from going,

379
00:14:54,144 --> 00:14:57,230
and I didn't even make it
in time to say goodbye.

380
00:14:57,314 --> 00:14:59,107
I don't know what I was supposed to do.

381
00:14:59,691 --> 00:15:01,777
[sighs] I'm never gonna forgive myself.

382
00:15:01,860 --> 00:15:05,280
Alan, you're okay, all right?

383
00:15:05,364 --> 00:15:06,531
It's okay.

384
00:15:07,074 --> 00:15:08,575
It's just, it's a--

385
00:15:08,659 --> 00:15:09,910
It's a Coney Island.

386
00:15:09,993 --> 00:15:11,161
A what?

387
00:15:11,244 --> 00:15:14,456
The thing that would make
everything better

388
00:15:14,539 --> 00:15:16,416
if only it had happened, right?

389
00:15:16,500 --> 00:15:18,418
Or-- or didn't happen.

390
00:15:19,044 --> 00:15:21,797
You know, uh, an "if only."

391
00:15:21,880 --> 00:15:23,966
[water dripping]

392
00:15:24,049 --> 00:15:25,175
Do you hear that?

393
00:15:25,258 --> 00:15:26,927
[train screeching in the distance]

394
00:15:27,803 --> 00:15:29,930
Shit. Let me take her.

395
00:15:31,974 --> 00:15:34,226
[train horn blows]

396
00:15:38,522 --> 00:15:39,690
[sounds distort]

397
00:15:39,773 --> 00:15:43,110
[somber music playing]

398
00:16:07,759 --> 00:16:09,094
[echoing] Nadia?

399
00:16:11,847 --> 00:16:13,306
Nadia!

400
00:16:17,394 --> 00:16:18,395
[muffled] Alan!

401
00:16:21,064 --> 00:16:22,566
Alan!

402
00:16:22,649 --> 00:16:23,775
Nadia.

403
00:16:33,493 --> 00:16:34,494
[Nadia grunts]

404
00:16:34,578 --> 00:16:35,829
[baby coos]

405
00:16:35,912 --> 00:16:37,122
[Nadia gasps]

406
00:16:38,040 --> 00:16:39,541
[muffled baby cries]

407
00:16:40,042 --> 00:16:41,168
Shh.

408
00:16:42,753 --> 00:16:43,712
[sighs]

409
00:16:44,504 --> 00:16:45,839
[exhales]

410
00:16:46,423 --> 00:16:47,424
[chuckles]

411
00:16:48,425 --> 00:16:49,718
[echoing] Nadia!

412
00:16:52,679 --> 00:16:54,222
[suspenseful music playing]

413
00:17:22,959 --> 00:17:27,130
[sighs, breathes heavily]

414
00:17:33,512 --> 00:17:34,513
Hmm.

415
00:17:36,473 --> 00:17:38,475
[suspenseful music continues]

416
00:17:40,268 --> 00:17:41,478
[sighs]

417
00:17:49,569 --> 00:17:50,529
Oh shit.

418
00:17:53,490 --> 00:17:54,324
[gasps]

419
00:17:54,825 --> 00:17:55,826
All right.

420
00:17:55,909 --> 00:17:57,494
[coins jingle]

421
00:17:58,120 --> 00:18:00,247
-[chuckles softly]
-[baby coos]

422
00:18:02,666 --> 00:18:05,085
[baby cries]

423
00:18:05,168 --> 00:18:06,878
[grunts] Shit.

424
00:18:07,379 --> 00:18:09,339
[breathes heavily]

425
00:18:09,422 --> 00:18:10,757
Come on, would you?

426
00:18:11,383 --> 00:18:12,300
Come on.

427
00:18:13,301 --> 00:18:16,763
[breathes heavily]

428
00:18:16,847 --> 00:18:17,764
Fine.

429
00:18:19,057 --> 00:18:19,975
[baby coos]

430
00:18:21,143 --> 00:18:22,144
You win.

431
00:18:24,104 --> 00:18:27,149
[water bubbles]

432
00:18:32,154 --> 00:18:34,698
[door hinge creaks]

433
00:18:36,825 --> 00:18:38,827
[classical piano music playing]

434
00:18:41,955 --> 00:18:42,789
Grandma?

435
00:18:43,707 --> 00:18:44,708
[sucks teeth]

436
00:18:48,170 --> 00:18:49,004
Alan.

437
00:18:51,047 --> 00:18:52,090
Look at you.

438
00:18:52,841 --> 00:18:54,384
What happened to Lenny?

439
00:18:56,052 --> 00:18:58,346
Lenny? I-- I don't know.

440
00:18:58,930 --> 00:19:02,100
You don't know? So was I supposed
to stop him from going then,

441
00:19:02,184 --> 00:19:03,977
or I shouldn't have done anything?

442
00:19:04,060 --> 00:19:06,813
I-- I shouldn't have done anything at all.
Why did I do anything?

443
00:19:06,897 --> 00:19:07,981
I fuck it all up.

444
00:19:08,064 --> 00:19:09,274
I always fuck it up.

445
00:19:09,357 --> 00:19:11,985
Alan, Alan, I don't know.
And that's all right.

446
00:19:12,903 --> 00:19:14,821
Everybody says that I'm just like you.

447
00:19:14,905 --> 00:19:17,824
He was never going to stay.
I was never going to go.

448
00:19:17,908 --> 00:19:20,493
I couldn't leave the life I was building.

449
00:19:21,161 --> 00:19:23,079
I helped him get out.

450
00:19:23,163 --> 00:19:25,373
There was no other way
it was supposed to happen.

451
00:19:25,957 --> 00:19:27,125
So I got it wrong.

452
00:19:28,543 --> 00:19:30,712
I just want answers. I just--

453
00:19:30,795 --> 00:19:32,255
I just wanna know.

454
00:19:32,339 --> 00:19:34,257
I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being this way.

455
00:19:34,341 --> 00:19:35,884
You are just like me.

456
00:19:38,553 --> 00:19:42,641
We can't spend our lives
so scared of making the wrong move

457
00:19:42,724 --> 00:19:44,684
that-- that we never live at all.

458
00:19:45,602 --> 00:19:47,354
Don't be so afraid to live.

459
00:19:48,521 --> 00:19:50,232
Yeah, I killed myself, so I…

460
00:19:51,900 --> 00:19:54,069
I don't really know how to live with that.

461
00:19:56,029 --> 00:19:57,280
[Alan exhales]

462
00:19:57,364 --> 00:20:01,326
It all just seems
so much easier for everybody else.

463
00:20:02,160 --> 00:20:03,370
Am I wrong?

464
00:20:03,870 --> 00:20:05,914
My perfect baby boy.

465
00:20:07,249 --> 00:20:08,333
[Alan scoffs]

466
00:20:08,416 --> 00:20:09,709
Didn't I tell you?

467
00:20:11,586 --> 00:20:13,546
You were too young. You don't remember.

468
00:20:14,589 --> 00:20:16,174
I'll tell you again…

469
00:20:18,051 --> 00:20:19,636
my perfect baby boy.

470
00:20:21,638 --> 00:20:22,472
Okay?

471
00:20:22,555 --> 00:20:24,182
[both chuckle softly]

472
00:20:24,266 --> 00:20:25,725
What-- what is this place?

473
00:20:25,809 --> 00:20:26,851
Um,

474
00:20:26,935 --> 00:20:28,270
we call it the void.

475
00:20:29,396 --> 00:20:31,815
It's an empty pocket of space

476
00:20:31,898 --> 00:20:34,943
left over from a job
that was never completed.

477
00:20:36,027 --> 00:20:37,237
Am I dead?

478
00:20:37,737 --> 00:20:39,197
[door opens]

479
00:20:39,281 --> 00:20:40,282
[men chuckle]

480
00:20:40,365 --> 00:20:41,533
You must go.

481
00:20:41,616 --> 00:20:43,410
-Follow the blue lights.
-Okay.

482
00:20:43,493 --> 00:20:45,996
There's an emergency exit
around the corner

483
00:20:46,079 --> 00:20:47,414
that will take you to the surface.

484
00:20:47,497 --> 00:20:49,666
Okay, okay. Thank you.

485
00:20:50,250 --> 00:20:51,084
I was lost.

486
00:20:51,167 --> 00:20:54,754
There's so much empty space
beneath the city we've forgotten about.

487
00:20:55,588 --> 00:20:57,716
It's a wonder
the whole thing doesn't cave in.

488
00:20:59,050 --> 00:21:00,719
[sighs]

489
00:21:05,682 --> 00:21:08,476
[piano music continues]

490
00:21:16,234 --> 00:21:18,236
[metal creaking]

491
00:21:29,456 --> 00:21:30,540
[Nadia] Look at that.

492
00:21:31,499 --> 00:21:32,459
That's good.

493
00:21:32,542 --> 00:21:34,878
Just a little bit of piss on my blazer.

494
00:21:35,420 --> 00:21:37,922
It's fine. It's why we buy clothes, right?

495
00:21:38,006 --> 00:21:39,841
-[baby cries]
-All right.

496
00:21:40,383 --> 00:21:42,302
[exhales] Look at this.

497
00:21:45,013 --> 00:21:45,847
Okay.

498
00:21:48,683 --> 00:21:51,144
[whispers] We got this. We got this.

499
00:21:52,395 --> 00:21:54,064
[door hinge creaks]

500
00:21:54,147 --> 00:21:56,149
[sentimental music playing]

501
00:22:21,508 --> 00:22:22,342
Hello.

502
00:22:23,802 --> 00:22:25,053
Am I dead?

503
00:22:26,179 --> 00:22:28,223
How am I supposed to answer
a question like that?

504
00:22:28,807 --> 00:22:31,351
So I'm not dead?

505
00:22:32,018 --> 00:22:35,021
Just because I came before you
doesn't mean I have all the answers.

506
00:22:35,605 --> 00:22:37,232
You're looking in the wrong place.

507
00:22:37,315 --> 00:22:41,569
Well, that is starting to become a theme.

508
00:22:42,320 --> 00:22:44,406
If you could choose your mother all over,

509
00:22:45,698 --> 00:22:47,033
would you choose me again?

510
00:22:49,077 --> 00:22:50,745
[chuckles, sniffles]

511
00:22:55,291 --> 00:22:57,252
[Nadia sniffles]

512
00:23:16,646 --> 00:23:17,730
Ma…

513
00:23:19,023 --> 00:23:21,651
Yeah, I didn't choose you the first time,

514
00:23:21,734 --> 00:23:25,697
but I guess that's just
how the story goes, huh, Mom?

515
00:23:26,614 --> 00:23:28,908
[music continues]

516
00:23:32,662 --> 00:23:33,830
Come on, kid.

517
00:23:48,261 --> 00:23:49,220
[train door closes]

518
00:23:53,266 --> 00:23:55,268
[train screeching]

519
00:23:57,312 --> 00:23:59,105
Please make room for my babies.

520
00:23:59,189 --> 00:24:03,026
Miss, please, give room for my babies.

521
00:24:05,069 --> 00:24:07,822
Hey, do you know what station this is?

522
00:24:07,906 --> 00:24:09,491
I don't know. I'm not a conductor.

523
00:24:09,574 --> 00:24:10,825
Nora, let's get her home.

524
00:24:10,909 --> 00:24:13,828
Uh, you had no obligation,
but you loved me anyway, right?

525
00:24:15,788 --> 00:24:16,915
Bye, Ruthie.

526
00:24:19,125 --> 00:24:20,835
[train screeches]

527
00:24:22,086 --> 00:24:25,381
[indistinct chatter]

528
00:24:26,758 --> 00:24:30,094
[announcer] This is a southbound 6 train.
Next stop, Astor Place.

529
00:24:31,930 --> 00:24:33,598
[train brakes screech]

530
00:24:33,681 --> 00:24:34,516
[sighs]

531
00:24:36,601 --> 00:24:37,519
[sighs gently]

532
00:24:41,648 --> 00:24:43,691
[announcer] Stand clear
of the closing doors.

533
00:24:45,109 --> 00:24:46,569
[train brakes hiss]

534
00:24:46,653 --> 00:24:49,989
["Shine On You Crazy Diamond"
by Pink Floyd playing]

535
00:25:03,795 --> 00:25:04,629
[chuckles]

536
00:25:04,712 --> 00:25:06,798
["Shine On You Crazy Diamond" continues]

537
00:25:54,512 --> 00:25:57,348
♪ Remember when you were young ♪

538
00:26:00,351 --> 00:26:02,520
♪ You shone like the sun ♪

539
00:26:04,397 --> 00:26:10,653
♪ Shine on, you crazy diamond ♪

540
00:26:14,991 --> 00:26:18,286
♪ Now there's a look in your eyes ♪

541
00:26:19,746 --> 00:26:20,830
[Horse laughs]

542
00:26:20,913 --> 00:26:23,625
♪ Like black holes in the sky ♪

543
00:26:25,627 --> 00:26:32,091
♪ Shine on, you crazy diamond ♪

544
00:26:35,219 --> 00:26:41,059
♪ You were caught in the crossfire
Of childhood and stardom ♪

545
00:26:41,142 --> 00:26:45,021
♪ Blown on the steel breeze… ♪

546
00:26:45,104 --> 00:26:46,648
[Maxine] Mmm. You hungry?

547
00:26:47,315 --> 00:26:48,149
Me too.

548
00:26:49,025 --> 00:26:51,736
♪ … for faraway laughter ♪

549
00:26:51,819 --> 00:26:58,242
♪ Come on, you stranger
You legend, you martyr, and shine ♪

550
00:27:17,887 --> 00:27:21,641
♪ You reached for the secret too soon ♪

551
00:27:24,435 --> 00:27:26,813
♪ You cried for the moon ♪

552
00:27:28,481 --> 00:27:35,113
♪ Shine on, you crazy diamond ♪

553
00:27:35,738 --> 00:27:37,615
[Nadia sucks teeth, sighs]

554
00:27:38,991 --> 00:27:42,495
♪ Threatened by shadows at night ♪

555
00:27:45,081 --> 00:27:47,750
♪ And exposed in the light ♪

556
00:27:49,460 --> 00:27:56,050
♪ Shine on, you crazy diamond ♪

557
00:27:58,970 --> 00:28:04,809
♪ Well, you wore out your welcome
With random precision ♪

558
00:28:04,892 --> 00:28:08,896
♪ Rode on the steel breeze ♪

559
00:28:10,231 --> 00:28:15,319
♪ Come on, you raver
You seer of visions ♪

560
00:28:15,403 --> 00:28:21,075
♪ Come on, you painter
You piper, you prisoner, and shine ♪

561
00:28:57,695 --> 00:28:59,530
[song fades out]

562
00:28:59,614 --> 00:29:01,616
[gentle piano music plays]

563
00:29:38,277 --> 00:29:39,737
[music ends]