1 00:00:02,370 --> 00:00:03,800 So, we got vitamin B, 2 00:00:03,830 --> 00:00:07,370 niacin, magnesium, 3 00:00:07,400 --> 00:00:10,640 calcium, zinc... 4 00:00:10,670 --> 00:00:12,710 And this is vitamin D3, 5 00:00:12,740 --> 00:00:14,740 which is really important for people of color 6 00:00:14,780 --> 00:00:15,910 living with HIV. 7 00:00:15,940 --> 00:00:17,556 Can't I just take a once-a-day multivitamin 8 00:00:17,580 --> 00:00:18,550 and be done with it? 9 00:00:18,580 --> 00:00:19,820 Not if you want to survive. 10 00:00:19,850 --> 00:00:23,050 Ain't no more sitting on the sidelines, baby. 11 00:00:23,090 --> 00:00:26,020 And here are some Chinese herbs. 12 00:00:26,060 --> 00:00:27,760 You want to brew this into a tea 13 00:00:27,790 --> 00:00:29,230 and drink it three times a day. 14 00:00:29,260 --> 00:00:30,730 That'll take care of your mind. 15 00:00:30,760 --> 00:00:32,400 - Your body will follow. - Ooh. 16 00:00:32,430 --> 00:00:34,060 That smells disgusting. 17 00:00:34,100 --> 00:00:37,430 Yeah. ♪ And they taste like shit, too. ♪ 18 00:00:38,970 --> 00:00:40,740 And don't ask me what's in 'em. All I know, 19 00:00:40,770 --> 00:00:42,740 it really helped me bring my numbers back up 20 00:00:42,770 --> 00:00:44,770 after I had that bad reaction to the AZT. 21 00:00:44,810 --> 00:00:46,680 How the hell am I supposed to keep up 22 00:00:46,710 --> 00:00:47,680 with all of this, Pray? 23 00:00:47,710 --> 00:00:48,780 You'll get used to it. 24 00:00:51,250 --> 00:00:52,880 I still haven't told anybody. 25 00:00:55,950 --> 00:00:58,920 No one's ever gonna date me again. 26 00:00:58,950 --> 00:01:00,790 Who's gonna love me? 27 00:01:00,820 --> 00:01:02,190 I'm damaged goods. 28 00:01:02,230 --> 00:01:04,890 Okay. No. No, no, no. 29 00:01:04,930 --> 00:01:07,860 You can't think about that right now. 30 00:01:07,900 --> 00:01:10,230 Baby, you have to focus on your health. 31 00:01:10,270 --> 00:01:12,440 And you gotta tell Damon. 32 00:01:12,470 --> 00:01:15,040 Like, with a quickness, baby. 33 00:01:15,070 --> 00:01:17,310 I know you're scared, but you owe that to him. 34 00:01:17,340 --> 00:01:19,110 I know. 35 00:01:19,140 --> 00:01:20,780 I will. 36 00:01:22,750 --> 00:01:25,810 Would you pass me some of that bok choy, please? 37 00:01:25,850 --> 00:01:28,050 Mm, which one is that? 38 00:01:28,080 --> 00:01:29,790 The green stuff. 39 00:01:32,960 --> 00:01:34,920 You need to eat more vegetables. 40 00:01:34,960 --> 00:01:36,290 Vegetables? 41 00:01:36,330 --> 00:01:40,060 Me and Damon lived off of Sprite and beef jerky. 42 00:01:40,100 --> 00:01:41,630 - You can't do that no more. - Why not? 43 00:01:41,660 --> 00:01:42,830 My abs never looked better. 44 00:01:42,870 --> 00:01:46,300 It's better for you to be thick and healthy 45 00:01:46,340 --> 00:01:49,070 than cute and withering away. 46 00:01:49,100 --> 00:01:51,510 So you like 'em thick. 47 00:01:51,540 --> 00:01:55,110 I like them alive. 48 00:01:55,140 --> 00:01:57,750 They drummed you right out of Hollywood. 49 00:01:57,780 --> 00:02:00,450 Now you come crawling back to Broadway. 50 00:02:00,480 --> 00:02:03,150 - So, you see that lady right there? - Mm-hmm. 51 00:02:03,190 --> 00:02:04,926 That part was supposed to be played by Judy Garland. 52 00:02:04,950 --> 00:02:08,820 But Judy Garland got fired for being drunk in her trailer. 53 00:02:10,360 --> 00:02:13,260 Please, please tell me you know who Judy Garland is. 54 00:02:13,300 --> 00:02:15,930 Of course I know who she is. I didn't know that, though. 55 00:02:15,960 --> 00:02:18,600 How you know so much about culture? 56 00:02:18,630 --> 00:02:19,940 Movies and books were all we had. 57 00:02:19,970 --> 00:02:23,610 You guys have MTV and magazines and all sorts of stuff. 58 00:02:23,640 --> 00:02:26,140 I like that about you. 59 00:02:26,180 --> 00:02:28,140 You're sophisticated. 60 00:02:28,180 --> 00:02:30,980 What the hell are you doing in there?! 61 00:02:31,010 --> 00:02:33,980 - Giving it a shampoo. - Good-bye, pussycat. 62 00:02:35,920 --> 00:02:38,150 - Thank you for tonight. - I really needed this. 63 00:02:38,190 --> 00:02:39,566 I don't know why you're thanking me. 64 00:02:39,590 --> 00:02:40,890 You paid for dinner. 65 00:02:40,920 --> 00:02:44,290 Yeah, I did. 66 00:02:44,330 --> 00:02:47,500 - I guess I should head out then. - Yeah, it's getting late. 67 00:02:47,530 --> 00:02:48,976 - But I'm glad we did this. - Yeah, me, too. 68 00:02:49,000 --> 00:02:50,330 It was fun. 69 00:02:50,370 --> 00:02:53,970 You, uh, think it's okay if I crash here? 70 00:02:54,000 --> 00:02:55,016 - Why? - It's the time of night 71 00:02:55,040 --> 00:02:57,210 when Electra brings her boyfriends home. 72 00:02:57,240 --> 00:02:59,510 Shit gets weird. 73 00:02:59,540 --> 00:03:01,910 Yeah, I got you. 74 00:03:01,940 --> 00:03:04,850 Um, I'm gonna get you a pillow and some sheets. 75 00:03:04,880 --> 00:03:10,090 This sofa is not that comfy, but it'll do. 76 00:03:11,450 --> 00:03:13,160 Tomorrow's Saturday, and it's my day off, 77 00:03:13,190 --> 00:03:14,590 so I like to sleep in. 78 00:03:14,620 --> 00:03:17,330 So please, kindly, 79 00:03:17,360 --> 00:03:19,830 let yourself out quietly. 80 00:03:19,860 --> 00:03:21,060 Sweet dreams. 81 00:03:43,390 --> 00:03:45,120 What in God's name are you doing? 82 00:03:45,150 --> 00:03:47,790 Oh, you were right. That couch is lumpy. 83 00:03:47,820 --> 00:03:52,230 I figured you have a big bed, so... 84 00:03:57,070 --> 00:03:59,440 No, really, what are you... 85 00:03:59,470 --> 00:04:02,670 what are you doing? 86 00:04:04,970 --> 00:04:06,910 I think I have a thing for you. 87 00:04:09,650 --> 00:04:15,080 You're... You're going through a lot right now. 88 00:04:15,120 --> 00:04:17,120 You're confused. 89 00:04:25,460 --> 00:04:26,930 ♪ 90 00:04:26,960 --> 00:04:29,670 ♪ Whip me ♪ 91 00:04:31,200 --> 00:04:33,470 This ain't confused. 92 00:04:33,500 --> 00:04:35,300 ♪ Do it, do everything ♪ 93 00:04:50,150 --> 00:04:52,960 ♪ Somebody told me ♪ 94 00:04:52,990 --> 00:04:56,960 ♪ There'd be trouble at home ♪ 95 00:04:56,990 --> 00:05:00,100 ♪ 'Cause we never talk a lot ♪ 96 00:05:00,130 --> 00:05:02,130 ♪ When we spend time alone ♪ 97 00:05:02,160 --> 00:05:06,170 ♪ And how are we supposed to know ♪ 98 00:05:06,200 --> 00:05:09,040 ♪ Know something is wrong? ♪ 99 00:05:09,070 --> 00:05:10,970 ♪ Well, we've got a way to communicate... ♪ 100 00:05:11,010 --> 00:05:13,140 I think I want you to have me, too. 101 00:05:13,180 --> 00:05:15,140 ♪ It keeps a happy home ♪ 102 00:05:15,180 --> 00:05:19,050 ♪ And no one ♪ 103 00:05:19,080 --> 00:05:22,180 ♪ Does it like me ♪ 104 00:05:22,220 --> 00:05:25,120 ♪ And no one but you ♪ 105 00:05:25,150 --> 00:05:29,560 ♪ Has that kind of whip appeal on me ♪ 106 00:05:31,030 --> 00:05:34,030 ♪ Keep on whippin' on me ♪ 107 00:05:34,060 --> 00:05:37,730 ♪ You whip it on me ♪ 108 00:05:37,770 --> 00:05:40,900 ♪ Whip all your sweet, sweet lovin' ♪ 109 00:05:40,940 --> 00:05:42,170 ♪ On me. ♪ 110 00:05:47,180 --> 00:05:50,550 The category is... 111 00:05:50,580 --> 00:05:53,150 Live... 112 00:05:53,180 --> 00:05:54,980 Work... 113 00:05:55,020 --> 00:05:57,750 Pose! 114 00:06:21,940 --> 00:06:24,010 - Hey! - Found it. Look. 115 00:06:24,050 --> 00:06:26,250 No. 116 00:06:28,620 --> 00:06:29,590 You like it? 117 00:06:29,620 --> 00:06:31,520 They did a good job, right? 118 00:06:31,550 --> 00:06:33,220 Yo, you look good as hell, girl. 119 00:06:33,260 --> 00:06:35,020 - Aah, a really good job! - I love it. 120 00:06:36,260 --> 00:06:39,360 Yo, I can't believe 121 00:06:39,390 --> 00:06:41,260 that photographer ain't tried nothing. 122 00:06:41,300 --> 00:06:43,800 You sure he didn't ask for no kinky shit after I left? 123 00:06:43,830 --> 00:06:47,200 Nah, but it was definitely awkward. 124 00:06:47,240 --> 00:06:49,040 He was aggressive and cruel 125 00:06:49,070 --> 00:06:50,310 in front of everybody. 126 00:06:50,340 --> 00:06:51,640 But I only put up with his abuse 127 00:06:51,670 --> 00:06:52,956 because I was scared that if I said anything, 128 00:06:52,980 --> 00:06:55,140 that he would tell everybody everything. 129 00:06:55,180 --> 00:06:57,380 So I just kept my mouth shut. 130 00:06:57,410 --> 00:06:58,426 He lucky Ms. Ford sent me home, 131 00:06:58,450 --> 00:07:00,050 or I would have kicked his ass again. 132 00:07:00,080 --> 00:07:01,950 - Mm. - What? 133 00:07:01,980 --> 00:07:04,750 - You so cute getting all riled up for me. - Hey. 134 00:07:04,790 --> 00:07:06,620 Cut it out. 135 00:07:06,660 --> 00:07:08,596 I got something for you if you don't cut it out. - I like you getting 136 00:07:08,620 --> 00:07:10,790 - all riled up for me. - If you don't cut it out... 137 00:07:12,660 --> 00:07:16,200 My knight in shining armor. 138 00:07:18,130 --> 00:07:20,000 My baby. 139 00:07:27,310 --> 00:07:30,310 I must have done something right 'cause he didn't say nothing. 140 00:07:30,350 --> 00:07:32,250 Well, I'm happy. 141 00:07:32,280 --> 00:07:35,920 It came out good. 142 00:07:35,950 --> 00:07:38,350 I guess the campaign was too important. 143 00:07:38,390 --> 00:07:40,520 - Hmm. - I love you. 144 00:07:42,630 --> 00:07:44,030 I love you so much, Angel. 145 00:07:47,460 --> 00:07:49,036 I bet you girls gonna look back at these pictures 146 00:07:49,060 --> 00:07:50,346 and talk about the great beauty Angel 147 00:07:50,370 --> 00:07:52,270 that broke through the doors for 'em, watch. 148 00:07:52,300 --> 00:07:53,940 Please. 149 00:07:53,970 --> 00:07:56,840 I want to show you something. 150 00:07:56,870 --> 00:08:00,310 What you trying to show me that I ain't already seen? 151 00:08:05,880 --> 00:08:08,050 Whose place is this? 152 00:08:08,080 --> 00:08:10,220 - It's my guy Joaquin's. - Hmm. 153 00:08:10,250 --> 00:08:11,820 We was at work, and he asked me 154 00:08:11,850 --> 00:08:13,890 if I knew somebody looking for a place. 155 00:08:16,760 --> 00:08:19,230 Blanca can't fit all of Evangelista in here. 156 00:08:19,260 --> 00:08:21,060 Plus, this area's expensive. 157 00:08:21,100 --> 00:08:22,830 It's $450 a month. 158 00:08:22,870 --> 00:08:25,230 - It's mad cheap for this neighborhood. - Mm. 159 00:08:25,270 --> 00:08:27,640 And it's getting real fancy real quick. 160 00:08:27,670 --> 00:08:29,170 With the lifestyle you living, mama, 161 00:08:29,200 --> 00:08:30,510 and the places you going, 162 00:08:30,540 --> 00:08:32,240 you need to be living in a place like this, 163 00:08:32,270 --> 00:08:34,640 next to all them fancy people you'll be working with. 164 00:08:34,680 --> 00:08:37,410 You trying to get a place together? 165 00:08:37,450 --> 00:08:38,750 - On our own? - No. 166 00:08:38,780 --> 00:08:40,850 - It's not about me. - Hmm. 167 00:08:40,880 --> 00:08:42,850 I'll stay home with Blanca if you want me to. 168 00:08:42,890 --> 00:08:44,390 This will be yours. 169 00:08:44,420 --> 00:08:46,190 You make your own money now. 170 00:08:46,220 --> 00:08:48,190 And I need you to know you can get this 171 00:08:48,220 --> 00:08:49,336 if you want it for yourself. 172 00:08:49,360 --> 00:08:50,766 You know, the last time I had a place of my own, 173 00:08:50,790 --> 00:08:53,560 a guy got it for me. 174 00:08:53,600 --> 00:08:55,500 So I could be on retainer. 175 00:08:55,530 --> 00:08:57,370 His little plaything. 176 00:08:57,400 --> 00:09:00,600 Now I can get a place of my own. 177 00:09:02,240 --> 00:09:05,410 My own place. 178 00:09:08,710 --> 00:09:10,750 You can see the piers from here. 179 00:09:15,820 --> 00:09:17,950 That's where I used to... 180 00:09:17,990 --> 00:09:20,290 where I used to pull tricks with the girls. 181 00:09:24,160 --> 00:09:26,760 Same piers I used to deal on. 182 00:09:36,300 --> 00:09:39,210 - Gotcha. - Wh-what? 183 00:09:39,240 --> 00:09:41,580 Oh. 184 00:09:45,610 --> 00:09:46,720 What is all that? 185 00:09:46,750 --> 00:09:48,780 Hi. 186 00:09:48,820 --> 00:09:51,150 Hi, ladies. 187 00:09:51,190 --> 00:09:53,790 What's with Golden Girls realness at our booth? 188 00:09:53,820 --> 00:09:55,320 They gave those old bats our table 189 00:09:55,360 --> 00:09:56,930 'cause you finally decide to join us. 190 00:09:56,960 --> 00:09:57,960 Please, 191 00:09:57,990 --> 00:09:59,630 take your time. 192 00:09:59,660 --> 00:10:01,260 You can't be late twice. 193 00:10:01,300 --> 00:10:04,330 I was up late last night. I'm having a slow morning. 194 00:10:04,370 --> 00:10:07,170 So slow you come in third in a two-man race. - Uh-huh. 195 00:10:07,200 --> 00:10:09,470 Okay, are you hens just gonna keep wasting time clucking, 196 00:10:09,500 --> 00:10:10,940 or shall we proceed? 197 00:10:10,970 --> 00:10:12,440 Yeah? 198 00:10:12,470 --> 00:10:14,240 - Mm-hmm. - Mm. 199 00:10:14,280 --> 00:10:17,450 Hear ye, hear ye. 200 00:10:17,480 --> 00:10:19,626 The bi-monthly meeting of the masters of ceremonies council 201 00:10:19,650 --> 00:10:21,150 is now in session. 202 00:10:21,180 --> 00:10:24,820 Manhattan, updates. 203 00:10:24,850 --> 00:10:26,196 Well, we used part of the dues and donations 204 00:10:26,220 --> 00:10:28,020 to pay for Candy's burial, 205 00:10:28,060 --> 00:10:29,366 so we aren't gonna be able to cover 206 00:10:29,390 --> 00:10:30,790 the trophies for the next ball. 207 00:10:30,830 --> 00:10:33,330 We all need to cover this. 208 00:10:33,360 --> 00:10:35,760 All right. Come on. 209 00:10:35,800 --> 00:10:37,046 - Oh, you're collecting it? - Yeah. 210 00:10:37,070 --> 00:10:38,346 I'll collect it. I'll go get them. 211 00:10:38,370 --> 00:10:39,870 - Thank you. - That's all I got. 212 00:10:39,900 --> 00:10:42,500 All right. 213 00:10:45,140 --> 00:10:47,040 Two dollars, bitch... 214 00:10:47,080 --> 00:10:48,380 - Mm-hmm. - That said, 215 00:10:48,410 --> 00:10:49,810 "We all need to cover it"? 216 00:10:49,850 --> 00:10:51,680 We all need to help in the way that we can. 217 00:10:51,710 --> 00:10:53,980 - Oh, okay. Moving on. - Thank you. 218 00:10:54,020 --> 00:10:57,290 The children are loving Candy's Sweet Refrain as a new category, 219 00:10:57,320 --> 00:10:59,450 but now the butch queens want to perform up in drags. 220 00:10:59,490 --> 00:11:00,990 Perfect. 221 00:11:01,020 --> 00:11:03,290 - Motion accepted. - Just that fast? 222 00:11:03,330 --> 00:11:05,660 You always have an opinion about categories. 223 00:11:05,690 --> 00:11:07,460 - Mm-hmm. - That's not true. 224 00:11:07,500 --> 00:11:09,400 - Bitch, please. - You've got opinions 225 00:11:09,430 --> 00:11:12,400 - like these queens got bleached assholes. - Yeah. 226 00:11:12,430 --> 00:11:14,900 Nobody want it, they're always offering it out 227 00:11:14,940 --> 00:11:17,470 - and you can keep it to yourself. - Are you in a rush? 228 00:11:17,510 --> 00:11:19,510 You got a midmorning date you running off to? 229 00:11:19,540 --> 00:11:22,850 - No. - Are you sure, sis? 230 00:11:22,880 --> 00:11:26,210 You are positively glowing. 231 00:11:26,250 --> 00:11:27,396 I mean, your face ain't even beat. 232 00:11:27,420 --> 00:11:29,250 Uh, what have you done with Pray Tell? 233 00:11:29,280 --> 00:11:31,250 Well, you know, I've been switching up my regime. 234 00:11:31,290 --> 00:11:33,660 Mm. - You know, I got some new creams and unguents 235 00:11:33,690 --> 00:11:36,020 and lotions and potions and stuff. 236 00:11:36,060 --> 00:11:38,490 You know how that goes. 237 00:11:38,530 --> 00:11:41,100 Okay, okay. 238 00:11:41,130 --> 00:11:42,706 I have a confession to make, and you heifers 239 00:11:42,730 --> 00:11:45,200 better keep this shit to yourselves. 240 00:11:46,600 --> 00:11:47,900 I've taken a lover. 241 00:11:47,940 --> 00:11:49,400 - Oh. - Finally. 242 00:11:49,440 --> 00:11:52,170 Last person to ice your cakes was Keenan. 243 00:11:52,210 --> 00:11:53,910 Though, why wouldn't you tell us 244 00:11:53,940 --> 00:11:55,880 - you've in love? - I'm not in love. 245 00:11:55,910 --> 00:11:58,350 - I'm in lust. - Is there a difference? 246 00:11:58,380 --> 00:12:00,080 Yes. Yeah. It's not, it's not romantic, 247 00:12:00,120 --> 00:12:01,380 you know, but it's hot. 248 00:12:01,420 --> 00:12:03,050 It's-it's passionate. 249 00:12:03,090 --> 00:12:05,190 Every time I think about him, I just start to sweat. 250 00:12:05,220 --> 00:12:07,920 And, you know, he got them eyes, them kind of eyes 251 00:12:07,960 --> 00:12:09,930 that just pierce right through your soul. 252 00:12:09,960 --> 00:12:13,100 - Mm. - Washboard abs as hard as granite, 253 00:12:13,130 --> 00:12:16,930 and a pair of the juiciest lips 254 00:12:16,970 --> 00:12:20,070 that he absolutely knows how to use. 255 00:12:20,100 --> 00:12:22,240 For what, bitch? Finish. 256 00:12:25,240 --> 00:12:27,580 I'm just happy. You know? 257 00:12:27,610 --> 00:12:29,710 I haven't felt this way in a long time. 258 00:12:29,740 --> 00:12:31,226 I can't even believe at this point in my life 259 00:12:31,250 --> 00:12:32,650 I'm even saying some shit like that. 260 00:12:32,680 --> 00:12:35,650 Ay, bendito. 261 00:12:35,680 --> 00:12:37,620 I'm so happy for you... Who is it? 262 00:12:37,650 --> 00:12:38,590 So nosey. But for real, 263 00:12:38,620 --> 00:12:40,220 - who is it? - Is it Ray Ray? 264 00:12:40,260 --> 00:12:42,336 That queen with the Jheri curl that works at Union Square café? 265 00:12:42,360 --> 00:12:44,630 Ooh. No! Ew. 266 00:12:44,660 --> 00:12:46,390 - Ugh... - Girl. Ray Ray? 267 00:12:46,430 --> 00:12:47,600 That bitch is so old, 268 00:12:47,630 --> 00:12:49,560 she was a waiter at the Last Supper, honey. 269 00:12:49,600 --> 00:12:52,130 Wow. Serving bread, fish, water and wine. 270 00:12:52,170 --> 00:12:54,140 Oh, damn. Oh, all the things. Mm. Ugh. 271 00:12:54,170 --> 00:12:56,600 Y'all and this Ray Ray. 272 00:12:56,640 --> 00:13:00,310 He's a younger man. 273 00:13:00,340 --> 00:13:01,640 - Oh... - Ooh! 274 00:13:01,680 --> 00:13:03,480 - She's cradle-robbing. - See, 275 00:13:03,510 --> 00:13:05,456 that's why I didn't want to tell you biddies nothing. 276 00:13:05,480 --> 00:13:07,320 You know how complicated 277 00:13:07,350 --> 00:13:09,350 these young men are. Always looking for a daddy 278 00:13:09,380 --> 00:13:10,526 'cause they're financially unstable 279 00:13:10,550 --> 00:13:11,950 and scared of commitment. 280 00:13:11,990 --> 00:13:13,660 Aren't you unemployed, bitch? 281 00:13:13,690 --> 00:13:14,820 - Always. - Ooh... 282 00:13:14,860 --> 00:13:16,460 - Life is a journey. - Oh, is it? 283 00:13:16,490 --> 00:13:18,260 And one more thing. 284 00:13:18,290 --> 00:13:21,160 So many of these young black and brown men have a complex 285 00:13:21,200 --> 00:13:22,460 when it comes to older men. 286 00:13:22,500 --> 00:13:24,130 Most of their dad... No, I would say 287 00:13:24,170 --> 00:13:26,840 100% of their daddies hated them for being faggots. 288 00:13:26,870 --> 00:13:28,940 Beat them, threw them out. 289 00:13:28,970 --> 00:13:32,240 So they turn to us for the love and approval they were denied. 290 00:13:33,680 --> 00:13:36,380 Well, I think it's great you're dating someone younger. 291 00:13:37,510 --> 00:13:39,280 They also have less baggage. 292 00:13:39,310 --> 00:13:41,220 Granted, they can't afford to buy any. 293 00:13:43,590 --> 00:13:47,520 - You are wrong, wrong, wrong. - No. The only thing that matters 294 00:13:47,560 --> 00:13:51,230 is whether or not he is laying that pipe, sis. 295 00:13:51,260 --> 00:13:54,460 Ooh, the sex is fierce. 296 00:13:54,500 --> 00:13:56,160 Well, do you, then, girl. 297 00:13:56,200 --> 00:13:58,030 Someone deserves to have their back broke. 298 00:13:58,070 --> 00:13:59,530 Castle is right. 299 00:13:59,570 --> 00:14:01,970 And don't ever be ashamed of sharing your good news with us. 300 00:14:02,000 --> 00:14:03,570 Own your choices. 301 00:14:03,610 --> 00:14:05,740 Mm-hmm. 302 00:14:06,740 --> 00:14:08,410 It's Ricky. 303 00:14:08,440 --> 00:14:10,380 - What?! - Oh, girl, no. 304 00:14:10,410 --> 00:14:13,880 - He's an infant. - He is a man. 305 00:14:13,920 --> 00:14:16,250 - A young man. - A very, very, 306 00:14:16,280 --> 00:14:18,320 - very young man. - Well, who else 307 00:14:18,350 --> 00:14:19,690 am I supposed to date? 308 00:14:19,720 --> 00:14:21,190 I spend all my time at the balls. 309 00:14:21,220 --> 00:14:23,690 - Someone your own age. - You just said it was 310 00:14:23,730 --> 00:14:25,336 a good thing that I was dating somebody younger. 311 00:14:25,360 --> 00:14:27,060 I lied to make you feel better, whore. 312 00:14:29,930 --> 00:14:31,600 Well, it's not gonna last. 313 00:14:31,630 --> 00:14:35,400 As a matter of fact, it's already over. I'm-I'm gonna, 314 00:14:35,440 --> 00:14:37,610 - I'm gonna break it off. - Why? 315 00:14:37,640 --> 00:14:40,410 Because of these Judy judgmental, 316 00:14:40,440 --> 00:14:41,610 jealous jezebel bitches? 317 00:14:41,640 --> 00:14:44,110 - Wasn't that a lot of Js? - Ooh. Yeah. J... 318 00:14:44,150 --> 00:14:46,086 - I mean, who cares if he's young? - I would rather 319 00:14:46,110 --> 00:14:47,720 be a babysitter than a nurse. 320 00:14:47,750 --> 00:14:49,420 Mm. Is he hung? 321 00:14:49,450 --> 00:14:51,550 So tacky. But if you want to answer, 322 00:14:51,590 --> 00:14:53,720 I won't stop you. Yeah. 323 00:14:53,760 --> 00:14:56,720 Last night, we went at it 324 00:14:56,760 --> 00:14:59,730 from In Living Color till 4:00 in the morning. 325 00:14:59,760 --> 00:15:01,730 - Damn... - Bitch. 326 00:15:01,760 --> 00:15:03,800 My right thigh is cramping just thinking about it. 327 00:15:03,830 --> 00:15:05,600 - Ooh... - But what is his status? 328 00:15:05,630 --> 00:15:07,716 - He obviously knows about you. - You know I ain't talking 329 00:15:07,740 --> 00:15:10,570 about nobody's status. 330 00:15:10,610 --> 00:15:14,810 Just suffice it to say, we was... safe. 331 00:15:14,840 --> 00:15:16,040 What about Damon? 332 00:15:16,080 --> 00:15:18,250 She gonna be pissed. 333 00:15:18,280 --> 00:15:19,750 I didn't steal nobody's man. 334 00:15:19,780 --> 00:15:21,180 He and Damon were already broken up. 335 00:15:22,680 --> 00:15:24,296 The person I'm really concerned about is Blanca. 336 00:15:24,320 --> 00:15:26,650 - Pray, no. - You're not Ricky's father. 337 00:15:26,690 --> 00:15:28,460 You're not even in his house. 338 00:15:28,490 --> 00:15:29,836 If you want to keep seeing him, you should. 339 00:15:29,860 --> 00:15:31,760 I agree. 340 00:15:31,790 --> 00:15:33,300 You deserve to be happy. 341 00:15:33,330 --> 00:15:34,676 - But we know you. - You're gonna torture yourself 342 00:15:34,700 --> 00:15:37,470 until you tell her. 343 00:15:37,500 --> 00:15:38,770 So just do it. 344 00:15:38,800 --> 00:15:43,470 ♪ It feels good, whoo, yeah ♪ 345 00:15:43,510 --> 00:15:45,670 - ♪ It feels good... ♪ - Uh, uh, uh, uh. 346 00:15:46,980 --> 00:15:48,810 This is my jam. 347 00:15:48,840 --> 00:15:52,180 ♪ Yeah... ♪ 348 00:15:52,210 --> 00:15:54,680 I have missed Evangelista dinners. 349 00:15:54,720 --> 00:15:56,656 Well, you came at the right time, because you know what? 350 00:15:56,680 --> 00:15:59,120 We got Pizza Rolls. 351 00:15:59,150 --> 00:16:01,090 Ah, wait a minute. 352 00:16:01,120 --> 00:16:03,930 Pizza Rolls? 353 00:16:05,730 --> 00:16:07,830 These are loaded with preservatives. 354 00:16:07,860 --> 00:16:09,800 Boy, we used to eat them all the time. 355 00:16:09,830 --> 00:16:12,100 You said that they were better than fillet mignon. 356 00:16:12,130 --> 00:16:16,770 Well, my palate has become sophisticated. 357 00:16:16,800 --> 00:16:18,210 Oh. 358 00:16:18,240 --> 00:16:21,180 So, Miss Elektra has finally let you eat. 359 00:16:21,210 --> 00:16:22,310 - Sure not. - Okay. 360 00:16:22,340 --> 00:16:25,680 Okay. 361 00:16:25,710 --> 00:16:27,320 Uh, I ain't gonna lie, 362 00:16:27,350 --> 00:16:30,820 I've missed being an Evangelista. 363 00:16:30,850 --> 00:16:32,220 ♪ It feels good... ♪ 364 00:16:32,250 --> 00:16:34,460 Especially this past week. 365 00:16:34,490 --> 00:16:38,730 ♪ It feels good to know that you want to be around... ♪ 366 00:16:38,760 --> 00:16:40,530 Where is everyone tonight? 367 00:16:40,560 --> 00:16:45,700 Um, Angel and Lil Papi are on a date, 368 00:16:45,730 --> 00:16:49,140 Blanca is at the salons, and... 369 00:16:49,170 --> 00:16:51,670 - so it's just us. - Hmm. 370 00:16:51,710 --> 00:16:53,580 ♪ If the rhythm feels good to you, baby ♪ 371 00:16:53,610 --> 00:16:55,540 - ♪ Let me hear you say ♪ - ♪ Oh, oh, baby ♪ 372 00:16:55,580 --> 00:16:57,350 ♪ If the rhythm feels good to you, baby ♪ 373 00:16:59,010 --> 00:17:00,550 ♪ Oh, baby... ♪ 374 00:17:00,580 --> 00:17:02,920 You know, I knew this moment would come. 375 00:17:04,250 --> 00:17:05,920 What moment? 376 00:17:05,950 --> 00:17:07,860 I've done a lot of thinking, 377 00:17:07,890 --> 00:17:12,430 and I've come to some clarity, and so, yes. 378 00:17:12,460 --> 00:17:15,430 I'll take you back. 379 00:17:15,460 --> 00:17:17,700 ♪ 'Cause you know it feels good... ♪ 380 00:17:17,730 --> 00:17:19,930 I don't want to punish you anymore. 381 00:17:19,970 --> 00:17:21,740 ♪ It feels good... ♪ 382 00:17:21,770 --> 00:17:25,370 - Damon, um... - Oh, no, before you say anything, 383 00:17:25,410 --> 00:17:28,710 just please promise me that you'll be faithful. 384 00:17:28,740 --> 00:17:29,840 Please. 385 00:17:29,880 --> 00:17:31,750 ♪ Having you around... ♪ 386 00:17:31,780 --> 00:17:33,880 I have something to tell you. 387 00:17:33,920 --> 00:17:36,180 Oh, dear. Please don't tell me you're dating somebody. 388 00:17:49,830 --> 00:17:51,330 I tested positive. 389 00:17:55,270 --> 00:17:57,270 Boy, what? 390 00:18:03,780 --> 00:18:05,780 I have HIV. 391 00:18:24,370 --> 00:18:28,240 I-I just don't understand. 392 00:18:28,270 --> 00:18:31,810 We just got-got tested and we both tested negative. 393 00:18:31,840 --> 00:18:34,640 I-I know. I got a call from Chris, um... 394 00:18:34,680 --> 00:18:36,810 H-He was sick, and-and he thought it was the flu, 395 00:18:36,840 --> 00:18:38,810 but then he seroconverted, uh... 396 00:18:38,850 --> 00:18:43,320 You told me y'all didn't sleep together while we were together. 397 00:18:43,350 --> 00:18:45,920 - I know. I fucked up. - You lied to me. 398 00:18:45,950 --> 00:18:47,520 - I'm sorry. - You're sorry? 399 00:18:47,560 --> 00:18:50,460 - That's what you got to offer me? - I know! 400 00:18:50,490 --> 00:18:52,460 I need to grow up. 401 00:18:52,490 --> 00:18:55,760 That's why I've been spending time with Pray Tell. 402 00:18:55,800 --> 00:18:58,970 Why did you go to Pray before you come to me? 403 00:19:01,970 --> 00:19:05,140 He's been teaching me things. 404 00:19:05,170 --> 00:19:07,910 Teaching you what? 405 00:19:09,910 --> 00:19:11,350 Um... 406 00:19:18,890 --> 00:19:22,990 Did you tell him that you was a liar? Hmm? 407 00:19:26,560 --> 00:19:29,330 You know what, I don't want to talk to you anymore. 408 00:19:33,370 --> 00:19:36,170 Just promise me you'll get tested. 409 00:19:36,200 --> 00:19:37,840 I'm not promising you shit! 410 00:19:40,380 --> 00:19:43,110 I never meant to expose you. 411 00:19:47,420 --> 00:19:50,920 I just hope that... 412 00:19:52,250 --> 00:19:54,260 someday, you can believe that. 413 00:19:55,360 --> 00:19:57,360 Get out. 414 00:19:59,360 --> 00:20:01,060 Get the fuck out! 415 00:20:29,060 --> 00:20:30,960 ♪ 416 00:20:51,150 --> 00:20:52,610 What are those moves? 417 00:20:52,650 --> 00:20:54,620 She looks like a pigeon with a busted foot. 418 00:21:16,000 --> 00:21:19,610 Yeah! Go Damon! 419 00:21:19,640 --> 00:21:21,680 ♪ 420 00:21:37,060 --> 00:21:39,660 ♪ 421 00:22:04,190 --> 00:22:06,090 ♪ 422 00:22:28,180 --> 00:22:29,340 That's my brother! 423 00:22:29,380 --> 00:22:33,210 That's my brother! That's my brother! 424 00:22:33,250 --> 00:22:34,480 That's my brother! 425 00:22:41,060 --> 00:22:43,060 Right here. One, two, three. 426 00:22:43,090 --> 00:22:44,590 Happy graduation. 427 00:22:44,630 --> 00:22:46,730 All right, all right, come on, let's eat. 428 00:22:46,760 --> 00:22:49,000 Daddy needs a drink. 429 00:22:49,030 --> 00:22:51,100 - You want a drink? - Blanca. 430 00:22:51,130 --> 00:22:53,300 Y'all go on on ahead, I'll catch up. 431 00:22:55,100 --> 00:22:58,610 I hope you weren't gonna run off without saying goodbye. 432 00:22:58,640 --> 00:22:59,970 I'm sorry. 433 00:23:01,210 --> 00:23:02,740 I just didn't know what to say to you. 434 00:23:02,780 --> 00:23:03,980 What you did with Damon was... 435 00:23:07,280 --> 00:23:09,720 I just thought that anything I said wouldn't be good enough. 436 00:23:09,750 --> 00:23:13,050 My gratitude for you is beyond, you know? 437 00:23:13,090 --> 00:23:15,120 You don't have to thank me. 438 00:23:15,160 --> 00:23:17,190 I came to thank you. 439 00:23:17,220 --> 00:23:18,736 I could be the greatest teacher in the world, 440 00:23:18,760 --> 00:23:22,400 but it doesn't matter if the student doesn't show up. 441 00:23:22,430 --> 00:23:23,730 You held a vision for him. 442 00:23:23,770 --> 00:23:25,070 Like every good mother does. 443 00:23:25,100 --> 00:23:28,800 Yeah, but... you guided his way. 444 00:23:28,840 --> 00:23:31,140 You was patient with him when he didn't deserve it. 445 00:23:33,240 --> 00:23:37,810 And... what that boy did up there today... 446 00:23:37,850 --> 00:23:41,120 that was the most beautiful thing that I ever saw 447 00:23:41,150 --> 00:23:43,620 in my entire life. 448 00:23:43,650 --> 00:23:47,050 You know, the best students I ever have are the ones 449 00:23:47,090 --> 00:23:49,260 who are imagining their legacy every day. 450 00:23:49,290 --> 00:23:51,890 They don't want to be good 451 00:23:51,930 --> 00:23:53,660 or great. 452 00:23:53,700 --> 00:23:56,400 They want to be legends. 453 00:23:56,430 --> 00:23:58,770 They aren't afraid of dying. 454 00:23:58,800 --> 00:24:01,300 They're afraid of not leaving their mark. 455 00:24:01,340 --> 00:24:03,570 Are you trying to say Damon is trying to be one of them? 456 00:24:03,610 --> 00:24:05,910 No, he's got a bright future, 457 00:24:05,940 --> 00:24:07,340 but I'm talking about you. 458 00:24:07,370 --> 00:24:11,650 I knew it the moment you barged into my office 459 00:24:11,680 --> 00:24:14,450 and gave me that speech about your child. 460 00:24:14,480 --> 00:24:18,220 Demanded that I give him an audition on the spot. 461 00:24:20,890 --> 00:24:23,190 I don't think I will ever meet a mother 462 00:24:23,220 --> 00:24:26,930 who believes in her children the way you do. 463 00:24:26,960 --> 00:24:28,730 Who'll fight for them like that. 464 00:24:32,330 --> 00:24:34,200 It's been a delight to teach Damon. 465 00:24:37,300 --> 00:24:40,340 But it has been an honor to know you. 466 00:24:49,320 --> 00:24:51,290 You know we having a party at our place. 467 00:24:51,320 --> 00:24:52,950 You want to come? 468 00:24:55,320 --> 00:24:57,860 - Another time? - Yeah. 469 00:25:15,410 --> 00:25:16,340 Uh, we running low on this wine. 470 00:25:16,380 --> 00:25:19,250 Not tonight! Not tonight! 471 00:25:19,280 --> 00:25:21,250 Listen, I... 472 00:25:21,280 --> 00:25:23,350 I can't even believe my baby done graduated. 473 00:25:23,380 --> 00:25:25,420 - Thank you. - It... 474 00:25:25,450 --> 00:25:27,220 It was a long road, but you did it. 475 00:25:27,250 --> 00:25:29,190 I'm so proud of you. 476 00:25:29,220 --> 00:25:32,060 Speech. Speech. Speech. 477 00:25:32,090 --> 00:25:34,200 Speech! Speech! Speech! 478 00:25:34,230 --> 00:25:36,900 - Speech! Speech! Speech! - Okay! Okay! 479 00:25:36,930 --> 00:25:40,000 Okay, all right, all right, all right, all right, all right. 480 00:25:40,030 --> 00:25:42,370 I, uh, thank you all 481 00:25:42,400 --> 00:25:44,210 for throwing this celebration for me. 482 00:25:44,240 --> 00:25:45,440 I, uh, 483 00:25:45,470 --> 00:25:47,370 I don't really feel like I deserve it. 484 00:25:47,410 --> 00:25:48,710 Course you do, baby. Come on. 485 00:25:48,740 --> 00:25:50,380 I mean, it's been a weird couple of days. 486 00:25:50,410 --> 00:25:52,350 You know, there's been a whole lot of endings, 487 00:25:52,380 --> 00:25:53,880 and maybe some new beginnings, 488 00:25:53,920 --> 00:25:55,250 - but, you know... - Yes. 489 00:25:55,280 --> 00:25:57,420 - To new beginnings, honey. - Uh, girl, could you 490 00:25:57,450 --> 00:25:59,096 - let him finish his speech? - I wasn't interrupting. 491 00:25:59,120 --> 00:26:00,590 And, you know, I feel 492 00:26:00,620 --> 00:26:02,360 a renewed purpose, you know? 493 00:26:02,390 --> 00:26:05,530 With me finishing my program, I... 494 00:26:05,560 --> 00:26:07,900 I'm gonna start being selfish and focus on me. 495 00:26:07,930 --> 00:26:11,830 Mm. Start? 496 00:26:13,970 --> 00:26:15,270 Well, I learned from the best. 497 00:26:15,300 --> 00:26:17,740 You're welcome. 498 00:26:17,770 --> 00:26:20,410 Darling Angel, you know I'm cleansing 499 00:26:20,440 --> 00:26:22,410 - the negativity out of my life. - Very good. 500 00:26:22,440 --> 00:26:23,756 You keep it up, you might be next. 501 00:26:23,780 --> 00:26:25,480 - Ooh. - Mm. 502 00:26:25,510 --> 00:26:28,320 - Okay, well, good for you. - Good for you. 503 00:26:28,350 --> 00:26:30,050 Uh... Let's not carry around baggage. 504 00:26:30,080 --> 00:26:31,450 - Mm-hm. - Hey, yo, Damon. 505 00:26:31,490 --> 00:26:33,296 What're you gonna do now that you're done with school? 506 00:26:33,320 --> 00:26:36,720 I mean, you know... 507 00:26:36,760 --> 00:26:38,630 my degree is in dance, so, 508 00:26:38,660 --> 00:26:39,990 dance is the obvious choice. 509 00:26:40,030 --> 00:26:41,330 As well it should be. 510 00:26:41,360 --> 00:26:43,230 That final performance was stunning. 511 00:26:43,260 --> 00:26:44,500 Is there a future for a dancer? 512 00:26:45,330 --> 00:26:47,070 Yeah, if the... 513 00:26:47,100 --> 00:26:48,416 dancer works hard and is talented. 514 00:26:48,440 --> 00:26:50,740 Oh... damn. 515 00:26:50,770 --> 00:26:52,470 So it'll be a short-lived career. 516 00:26:55,280 --> 00:26:57,310 No, you get it? 517 00:26:57,340 --> 00:27:00,780 Well, it's definitely a longer shelf life than a model's. Damon? 518 00:27:00,820 --> 00:27:02,796 He's jealous because my face is in every Duane Reade 519 00:27:02,820 --> 00:27:04,620 - in the city. - Hm. 520 00:27:04,650 --> 00:27:07,660 People recognize me when I go to Roy Rogers. 521 00:27:07,690 --> 00:27:09,190 Mm-hmm, is it because of Wet and Wild, 522 00:27:09,220 --> 00:27:10,590 or is it because the piers? 523 00:27:10,620 --> 00:27:13,390 Mamma mia, babulote. Damon got jokes. 524 00:27:15,400 --> 00:27:17,670 - So you're judging my survival? - You know what? 525 00:27:17,700 --> 00:27:19,330 This was a fun little party. 526 00:27:19,370 --> 00:27:20,840 - Thank y'all for coming. - Mm-hmm. 527 00:27:20,870 --> 00:27:22,640 No. No-no-no-no. Uh, not that. Sit down. 528 00:27:22,670 --> 00:27:24,540 No. I mean, you're degrading yourself 529 00:27:24,570 --> 00:27:25,870 perfectly fine without my help. 530 00:27:25,910 --> 00:27:27,880 - Well, fuck you, Damon. - Angel, that's enough. 531 00:27:27,910 --> 00:27:30,440 Uh, I think I'm the only guy in New York that hasn't. 532 00:27:30,480 --> 00:27:32,850 Yo, bubba, ain't got to talk to her like that. 533 00:27:32,880 --> 00:27:34,450 No, it's all right, baby. 534 00:27:34,480 --> 00:27:36,020 Let's see who has the last laugh 535 00:27:36,050 --> 00:27:37,456 when I'm traveling the world and on magazine covers, 536 00:27:37,480 --> 00:27:40,690 and you're doing corny-ass, stupid-ass tours... 537 00:27:40,720 --> 00:27:42,696 Angel, all right, cut it out. Of a, of a onehit wonder. 538 00:27:42,720 --> 00:27:44,306 Right? I cannot wait to see what kind... 539 00:27:44,330 --> 00:27:46,690 Enough! -...Of campaigns you book with that cracked skin. 540 00:27:46,730 --> 00:27:48,036 That's not a natural glow, sweetie. 541 00:27:48,060 --> 00:27:49,360 That's cocaine sweats. 542 00:27:51,030 --> 00:27:52,700 What are you talking about? 543 00:27:52,730 --> 00:27:54,400 You doing drugs? 544 00:27:55,400 --> 00:27:57,240 - No. - She's lying. 545 00:27:57,270 --> 00:27:59,146 - Angel, I want the truth. - Why would I jeopardize 546 00:27:59,170 --> 00:28:00,880 everything I've worked so hard for? 547 00:28:00,910 --> 00:28:01,880 What were you doing in the bathroom 548 00:28:01,910 --> 00:28:02,880 when I walked in on you yesterday? 549 00:28:02,910 --> 00:28:04,480 I was doing my makeup. 550 00:28:04,510 --> 00:28:06,550 You know what? That is a serious accusation, y'all. 551 00:28:06,580 --> 00:28:09,580 - Okay. - Well, wh-what do you need more? 552 00:28:09,620 --> 00:28:12,490 - I mean, we telling you what we saw. - Damon, there is no proof. 553 00:28:12,520 --> 00:28:14,436 We're telling the truth! That-that should be enough! 554 00:28:14,460 --> 00:28:15,920 But it's not. 'Cause you a liar. 555 00:28:15,960 --> 00:28:17,390 You've been caught lying already. 556 00:28:17,420 --> 00:28:20,090 Remember? You was fucking Ricky without a condom. - Angel! 557 00:28:20,130 --> 00:28:22,106 - You forgot that quick? Huh? - Angel! You know what, Papi? 558 00:28:22,130 --> 00:28:24,270 - Take her and go. - You wasn't... 559 00:28:24,300 --> 00:28:25,600 You wasn't using condoms? 560 00:28:25,630 --> 00:28:27,500 Did you forget about that? 561 00:28:27,530 --> 00:28:28,546 You are always sticking up for her, 562 00:28:28,570 --> 00:28:29,746 and I am sick of this shit, okay? 563 00:28:29,770 --> 00:28:31,270 Damon, you need to calm down. 564 00:28:31,310 --> 00:28:32,516 - No, I'm not gonna calm down! - Who are you talking to? 565 00:28:32,540 --> 00:28:34,540 This is bullshit, okay? 566 00:28:34,580 --> 00:28:36,540 I am right behind you all these years. 567 00:28:36,580 --> 00:28:38,950 I just asked you to back me up, that's it. That's it! 568 00:28:38,980 --> 00:28:40,350 You're being disrespectful, Damon. 569 00:28:40,380 --> 00:28:42,880 When I want your opinion, I'll ask for it. 570 00:28:42,920 --> 00:28:44,750 Whenever shit hits the fan, 571 00:28:44,790 --> 00:28:46,550 I'm the one behind your side. 572 00:28:46,590 --> 00:28:47,626 I'm the one that's holding you down, 573 00:28:47,650 --> 00:28:49,260 - I'm showing up! - Oh, and I haven't? 574 00:28:49,290 --> 00:28:51,430 I didn't encourage you to go to dance school? 575 00:28:51,460 --> 00:28:54,300 Or start teaching down at the Y? 576 00:28:54,330 --> 00:28:55,876 You're my mother. That's what you're supposed to do! 577 00:28:55,900 --> 00:28:57,076 Ever since you got that nail salon, 578 00:28:57,100 --> 00:28:59,200 you've been all about yourself. 579 00:28:59,230 --> 00:29:01,600 Now, who's the selfish one now, huh? Okay! 580 00:29:01,640 --> 00:29:04,470 Enough. You will not talk to your mother like that. 581 00:29:04,510 --> 00:29:05,870 Not in my presence. 582 00:29:05,910 --> 00:29:07,410 You have no idea 583 00:29:07,440 --> 00:29:08,980 the sacrifices that have been made 584 00:29:09,010 --> 00:29:11,280 so that you can "aspire to greatness." 585 00:29:11,310 --> 00:29:13,580 I can't wait for life to hit you real hard, 586 00:29:13,610 --> 00:29:15,580 so that you have to experience 587 00:29:15,620 --> 00:29:18,120 how fucked up real life really is. 588 00:29:18,150 --> 00:29:19,690 I know how fucked up the world is. 589 00:29:21,520 --> 00:29:23,466 I was put out of my house by my biological parents 590 00:29:23,490 --> 00:29:26,630 and then my ex-boyfriend decided to expose me to HIV. 591 00:29:26,660 --> 00:29:27,490 What? 592 00:29:27,530 --> 00:29:29,930 Yeah. 593 00:29:30,970 --> 00:29:33,100 Ricky... is positive. 594 00:29:33,130 --> 00:29:34,640 Well, did you get tested? 595 00:29:34,670 --> 00:29:36,000 Oh, how's Ricky? 596 00:29:36,040 --> 00:29:37,940 - Is he okay? - Well, I don't know. 597 00:29:37,970 --> 00:29:39,540 Ask Pray. 598 00:29:43,180 --> 00:29:44,810 - You knew? - Okay. 599 00:29:44,850 --> 00:29:49,150 Okay, pump the motherfucking brakes. 600 00:29:49,180 --> 00:29:51,650 Ricky came to me. 601 00:29:51,690 --> 00:29:53,690 And it's really shitty of you 602 00:29:53,720 --> 00:29:55,620 to share his status with everybody. 603 00:29:55,660 --> 00:29:57,620 It's not your business! 604 00:29:57,660 --> 00:29:59,460 You need to learn some damn respect! 605 00:29:59,490 --> 00:30:01,930 Agreed. Who's raising these children? 606 00:30:01,960 --> 00:30:04,200 I need some Remy Martin for this shit. 607 00:30:04,230 --> 00:30:07,270 Oh, you are one to talk about some goddamn respect, Pray. 608 00:30:07,300 --> 00:30:08,670 - Excuse me? - Yeah. 609 00:30:08,700 --> 00:30:10,140 Why don't you tell Blanca 610 00:30:10,170 --> 00:30:11,786 why you didn't tell her about Ricky's status, huh? 611 00:30:11,810 --> 00:30:13,540 I didn't let her know about his status 612 00:30:13,570 --> 00:30:15,610 because it's not my business 613 00:30:15,640 --> 00:30:16,956 - to tell! - It's not because you're fucking? 614 00:30:16,980 --> 00:30:18,650 Whoo! 615 00:30:18,680 --> 00:30:21,020 That's some new information. 616 00:30:21,050 --> 00:30:23,550 This house is scandalous, can you believe this? 617 00:30:23,580 --> 00:30:27,290 You gonna believe him if he denies it, too, huh? Huh? 618 00:30:27,320 --> 00:30:29,820 No... 619 00:30:29,860 --> 00:30:31,390 No, Pray would never do that. 620 00:30:31,430 --> 00:30:33,630 You gonna believe this slut over your son! 621 00:30:33,660 --> 00:30:35,530 I'm gonna fuck you up! 622 00:30:35,560 --> 00:30:37,660 I'm gonna fuck you up! Who's a slut? 623 00:30:37,700 --> 00:30:39,670 Who's a fucking slut? 624 00:30:49,610 --> 00:30:53,650 Pray Tell... Pray. 625 00:30:53,680 --> 00:30:56,050 Is he telling the truth? 626 00:30:58,250 --> 00:30:59,490 Yeah. 627 00:30:59,520 --> 00:31:01,020 Pray Tell, 628 00:31:01,060 --> 00:31:02,560 house mothers and fathers 629 00:31:02,590 --> 00:31:04,830 never sleep with their children. 630 00:31:04,860 --> 00:31:07,090 It's the number one rule in ballroom. 631 00:31:07,130 --> 00:31:10,430 - I'm not his father. - But you're an elder! 632 00:31:10,460 --> 00:31:12,600 He looks up to you like a father. 633 00:31:12,630 --> 00:31:14,700 All the boys in ballroom do. 634 00:31:14,740 --> 00:31:18,510 It's complicated. Just like life. 635 00:31:18,540 --> 00:31:19,586 Know what? W... You can get out. 636 00:31:19,610 --> 00:31:20,770 Are you for real? 637 00:31:20,810 --> 00:31:22,080 Yeah, I'm for real. 638 00:31:22,110 --> 00:31:23,610 - Please leave. - Okay. 639 00:31:23,640 --> 00:31:25,550 You know what? 640 00:31:25,580 --> 00:31:29,720 Just so we're clear; I'm a grown-ass man. 641 00:31:29,750 --> 00:31:33,790 Ricky is a grown-ass man! 642 00:31:34,890 --> 00:31:37,760 Whatever. Fuck y'all. 643 00:31:37,790 --> 00:31:39,106 - Fuck you too, Pray. - Yeah, remember that. 644 00:31:39,130 --> 00:31:41,730 Laying down when you should be standing up. 645 00:31:41,760 --> 00:31:43,130 Wake up! 646 00:31:59,150 --> 00:32:01,256 ♪ Stop what you're doin' 'cause I'm about to ruin... ♪ 647 00:32:01,280 --> 00:32:02,780 Aw! Sookie sookie now! 648 00:32:02,820 --> 00:32:04,750 Sookie sookie sookie now! 649 00:32:04,790 --> 00:32:07,890 Shit, all right. 650 00:32:07,920 --> 00:32:10,590 Yo, Papi baby! 651 00:32:10,620 --> 00:32:12,166 - Judges, your score. - ♪ I'll drink a bottle of Hennessey... ♪ 652 00:32:12,190 --> 00:32:15,830 Ten! Ten! Ten! Ten! Ten, bitch! 653 00:32:15,860 --> 00:32:19,170 Give him a hand, way up high! 654 00:32:19,200 --> 00:32:23,270 Papi Evangelista. Give it up! 655 00:32:23,300 --> 00:32:24,710 Give it up! 656 00:32:26,510 --> 00:32:27,640 Don't be mad. 657 00:32:27,670 --> 00:32:29,810 ♪ Get up, come on and do... ♪ 658 00:32:29,840 --> 00:32:30,856 All right, let him have it. 659 00:32:30,880 --> 00:32:32,480 Let him have it. 660 00:32:32,510 --> 00:32:34,680 All right, now my next category is my favorite. 661 00:32:34,720 --> 00:32:38,690 My favorite category. 662 00:32:38,720 --> 00:32:40,290 Femme Queen Vogue! 663 00:32:40,320 --> 00:32:44,130 Come on. Come on, bitch. 664 00:32:44,160 --> 00:32:45,860 Ah! Come on, Charisma. 665 00:32:45,890 --> 00:32:47,690 Look, Ma, I got a trophy. 666 00:32:47,730 --> 00:32:49,700 That's how I like it, too. 667 00:32:49,730 --> 00:32:50,930 Yeah, I see, baby. Congrats. 668 00:32:50,960 --> 00:32:52,700 Why you here by yourself? Where's Damon at? 669 00:32:52,730 --> 00:32:54,300 Probably somewhere twiddling his fingers 670 00:32:54,340 --> 00:32:55,800 telling stories on people. 671 00:32:55,840 --> 00:32:58,510 Mother, I know you mad at me. 672 00:32:58,540 --> 00:32:59,810 ♪ We only take... ♪ 673 00:32:59,840 --> 00:33:01,140 You believe him, don't you? 674 00:33:01,180 --> 00:33:04,350 I don't know what to believe anymore. 675 00:33:04,380 --> 00:33:05,880 You says you wasn't messing around 676 00:33:05,910 --> 00:33:08,620 with that stuff, so I'll let it go, baby. 677 00:33:08,650 --> 00:33:09,696 All right, come on, Florida. 678 00:33:09,720 --> 00:33:11,190 We see you. 679 00:33:11,220 --> 00:33:13,020 Fringing. 680 00:33:13,050 --> 00:33:14,690 In all that neon, baby. 681 00:33:14,720 --> 00:33:16,820 We see you. Work it out. 682 00:33:16,860 --> 00:33:18,330 Work it out. 683 00:33:18,360 --> 00:33:21,360 I must have missed the memo that we were having a family meeting. 684 00:33:21,400 --> 00:33:23,660 - What y'all talking about? - I got a trophy. 685 00:33:23,700 --> 00:33:26,030 Oh, swirl it around like a windmill. 686 00:33:26,070 --> 00:33:27,470 Pop, pop. Pop-pop. 687 00:33:27,500 --> 00:33:29,170 Pop. Pop! 688 00:33:29,200 --> 00:33:31,470 Oh, shit. 689 00:33:31,510 --> 00:33:33,410 Here comes Silhouette from the rear, baby. 690 00:33:33,440 --> 00:33:35,710 Whirling, swirling, swishing, 691 00:33:35,740 --> 00:33:38,850 swirling like a windmill. Yes! 692 00:33:38,880 --> 00:33:42,050 And the whip... Whip it good, bitch. Whip it. 693 00:33:42,080 --> 00:33:44,150 - Serving up twists... - So have you told Mother 694 00:33:44,190 --> 00:33:45,226 - the truth yet? - She did. 695 00:33:45,250 --> 00:33:47,020 And when's she moving out? 696 00:33:47,050 --> 00:33:48,160 I ain't going nowhere. 697 00:33:48,190 --> 00:33:49,720 Pop, pop. 698 00:33:49,760 --> 00:33:50,920 Oh! 699 00:33:50,960 --> 00:33:52,030 Yes! 700 00:33:52,060 --> 00:33:53,260 Oh, I see. 701 00:33:53,290 --> 00:33:56,830 Mother holds you to a different standard. 702 00:33:56,860 --> 00:33:58,700 Papi sells weed to get by, 703 00:33:58,730 --> 00:33:59,946 and he's homeless instantly, and... 704 00:33:59,970 --> 00:34:02,040 But dear, old, darling 705 00:34:02,070 --> 00:34:03,770 Miss Angel does hardcore, 706 00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:05,270 lethal drugs and she gets to stay. 707 00:34:05,310 --> 00:34:06,746 - What is up with that? - Damon, stop. 708 00:34:06,770 --> 00:34:09,880 She said she didn't do it, so let it be. 709 00:34:09,910 --> 00:34:11,380 Ten, ten, ten, ten, 710 00:34:11,410 --> 00:34:13,610 - ten. - You calling me a, a liar, Mother? 711 00:34:13,650 --> 00:34:16,580 Time for the next category! 712 00:34:16,620 --> 00:34:19,090 Butch Queen Vogue! 713 00:34:24,730 --> 00:34:26,630 Hmm. 714 00:34:26,660 --> 00:34:29,900 Come on, Shadow. From the rear. 715 00:34:29,930 --> 00:34:31,300 Shadow from the rear. 716 00:34:31,330 --> 00:34:33,700 - I got to go. - Yeah, go. 717 00:34:33,730 --> 00:34:35,740 ♪ It takes two to make it out of sight... ♪ 718 00:34:35,770 --> 00:34:38,270 Oh, oh. Here comes Damon 719 00:34:38,310 --> 00:34:39,970 from the rear. 720 00:34:40,010 --> 00:34:43,640 Serving us, serving us the banjee, oh! 721 00:34:43,680 --> 00:34:46,050 He's giving you loins, baby. 722 00:34:46,080 --> 00:34:48,750 Ooh, that face. That face is mad. 723 00:34:48,780 --> 00:34:52,220 That face is mad. Hey, what's going on, honey? 724 00:34:52,250 --> 00:34:54,960 Damon's like, "Get out of my way, get out my way, bitch. 725 00:34:54,990 --> 00:34:56,760 Get out my way." Come on, Damon. 726 00:34:56,790 --> 00:34:58,630 Work that shit out. Uh. 727 00:34:58,660 --> 00:35:01,500 What? Push. 728 00:35:01,530 --> 00:35:03,300 In the push. Get out the way. 729 00:35:03,330 --> 00:35:05,500 Push, push, get out the way. 730 00:35:05,530 --> 00:35:07,800 Move, move. Get out the... wow! 731 00:35:07,830 --> 00:35:09,940 Ow. 732 00:35:09,970 --> 00:35:11,640 ♪ I don't know, so let's go ♪ 733 00:35:11,670 --> 00:35:14,310 Yoga planting. Holds himself up. 734 00:35:14,340 --> 00:35:15,780 That core is strong, bitch. 735 00:35:15,810 --> 00:35:17,510 That core is strong. 736 00:35:18,850 --> 00:35:22,080 ♪ It takes two to make it out of sight ♪ 737 00:35:22,120 --> 00:35:24,990 ♪ It takes two to make a thing go right... ♪ 738 00:35:27,290 --> 00:35:29,720 You got to come on in here with the goods, baby. 739 00:35:32,130 --> 00:35:34,260 Giving us backstroke realness. 740 00:35:34,300 --> 00:35:35,860 ♪ 'Cause I'm gonna keep you in step ♪ 741 00:35:35,900 --> 00:35:36,960 ♪ I got an idea... ♪ 742 00:35:37,000 --> 00:35:38,830 Oh. What? 743 00:35:38,870 --> 00:35:40,700 What, you don't want it? 744 00:35:40,730 --> 00:35:41,840 You don't want it. 745 00:35:41,870 --> 00:35:43,770 You don't want it, queen. 746 00:35:43,800 --> 00:35:45,870 You don't want it. 747 00:35:45,910 --> 00:35:47,370 Okay, stop, stop. 748 00:35:47,410 --> 00:35:49,180 Stop, bitch. Stop. 749 00:35:49,210 --> 00:35:51,680 Come on up and get these trophies. 750 00:35:51,710 --> 00:35:55,020 All right. Cut the music, cut the music. 751 00:35:55,050 --> 00:35:57,520 This first score goes to Chardonnay. 752 00:35:57,550 --> 00:35:59,890 Chardonnay Pendavis, what are your scores? Eight, 753 00:35:59,920 --> 00:36:01,890 nine, eight, nine, eight. 754 00:36:01,920 --> 00:36:03,520 All right. 755 00:36:03,560 --> 00:36:04,960 For Shadow, baby. 756 00:36:04,990 --> 00:36:07,560 - Wintour. - We know where you from, bitch. 757 00:36:07,590 --> 00:36:08,960 Shadow Wintour. 758 00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:11,830 Let's go, Shadow! 759 00:36:11,870 --> 00:36:12,970 Ten, nine, nine, ten, 760 00:36:13,000 --> 00:36:14,740 ten... You know. 761 00:36:14,770 --> 00:36:17,040 There is room, honey. 762 00:36:17,070 --> 00:36:20,170 There is room at the end. 763 00:36:20,210 --> 00:36:23,310 Who's next? Is it Damon Evangelista? 764 00:36:23,340 --> 00:36:25,010 - Evangelista. - Oh. 765 00:36:26,910 --> 00:36:29,050 That bitch said, "Move out my way. 766 00:36:29,080 --> 00:36:32,020 I got things to do." Oh, for 767 00:36:32,050 --> 00:36:33,190 Damon Evangelista... 768 00:36:33,220 --> 00:36:35,190 Ten, ten, ten, 769 00:36:35,220 --> 00:36:36,990 ten, ten. 770 00:36:37,020 --> 00:36:38,020 Ten, ten, ten, 771 00:36:38,060 --> 00:36:40,230 across the motherfucking board. 772 00:36:40,260 --> 00:36:43,000 Come on and get this trophy. 773 00:36:43,030 --> 00:36:45,830 You earned it, you deserve it. 774 00:36:45,870 --> 00:36:48,000 God bless you. Give me a smile, bitch. 775 00:36:48,030 --> 00:36:49,900 I know you didn't roll your eyes at me. 776 00:36:49,940 --> 00:36:53,070 Don't make me have to knock them eyes out your head, bitch. 777 00:36:53,110 --> 00:36:54,410 You ain't grown yet. 778 00:36:54,440 --> 00:36:56,010 ♪ Get busy, you ready now? ♪ 779 00:36:56,040 --> 00:36:57,680 ♪ One, two... ♪ 780 00:36:57,710 --> 00:36:59,210 Shit. I need a ciggie break. 781 00:36:59,250 --> 00:37:01,010 Come on, Jack Mizrahi. 782 00:37:01,050 --> 00:37:03,880 Take over for me for a minute, baby. 783 00:37:08,220 --> 00:37:11,060 Hi. Damon, right? 784 00:37:11,090 --> 00:37:12,890 Yeah. 785 00:37:12,930 --> 00:37:14,760 I saw you perform 786 00:37:14,800 --> 00:37:17,200 and I had to introduce myself. My name is Tori. 787 00:37:19,670 --> 00:37:22,070 I work closely with Malcolm McLaren. 788 00:37:22,100 --> 00:37:24,770 Can we talk? 789 00:37:24,810 --> 00:37:26,310 Oh... 790 00:37:31,850 --> 00:37:33,850 Pray Tell, we need to have a discussion. 791 00:37:35,250 --> 00:37:37,280 I'm down from one pack of cigarettes a day 792 00:37:37,320 --> 00:37:39,250 to two a week; I don't want to hear your mouth. 793 00:37:39,290 --> 00:37:42,290 Do not be a mean queen, you know what I'm talking about. 794 00:37:42,320 --> 00:37:44,460 Okay. 795 00:37:44,490 --> 00:37:47,260 Let me break it down for you. 796 00:37:47,290 --> 00:37:49,300 You have different rules for different people. 797 00:37:49,330 --> 00:37:50,900 - What did you say? - I said, 798 00:37:50,930 --> 00:37:52,676 you have different rules for different people. 799 00:37:52,700 --> 00:37:54,740 Just like you rank and file your children 800 00:37:54,770 --> 00:37:56,670 - and treat them accordingly. - I treat all 801 00:37:56,700 --> 00:37:59,110 of my children the same. 802 00:37:59,140 --> 00:38:01,140 - You are in denial. - Pray Tell, I'm not 803 00:38:01,170 --> 00:38:04,110 an unfair mother. And I do not play favorites. 804 00:38:04,140 --> 00:38:06,110 Angel. 805 00:38:06,150 --> 00:38:07,850 She gets to do drugs and stay. 806 00:38:07,880 --> 00:38:09,450 When other people get kicked out. 807 00:38:09,480 --> 00:38:11,650 That is not true. 808 00:38:11,690 --> 00:38:13,150 Damon sleeps with Ricky, 809 00:38:13,190 --> 00:38:14,630 even though that's against your rules 810 00:38:14,660 --> 00:38:16,920 and now you're mad at me for doing the same thing. 811 00:38:16,960 --> 00:38:18,960 Will you stop flapping your gums 812 00:38:18,990 --> 00:38:21,090 for a minute and hear me out? 813 00:38:21,130 --> 00:38:23,200 Damn, I'm-a give you the hard truth, Pray Tell. 814 00:38:23,230 --> 00:38:25,330 Straight up. You are taking advantage 815 00:38:25,370 --> 00:38:27,000 of someone who is in a very vulnerable 816 00:38:27,030 --> 00:38:30,700 - position right now. - He... came on to me. 817 00:38:30,740 --> 00:38:32,010 You of all people 818 00:38:32,040 --> 00:38:34,040 should understand why I didn't stop him. 819 00:38:34,070 --> 00:38:36,480 I'm 45 years old, here's a man. 820 00:38:36,510 --> 00:38:38,680 Who shows me kindness. 821 00:38:38,710 --> 00:38:40,450 Who thinks I'm sexy. 822 00:38:40,480 --> 00:38:42,980 That doesn't happen to me every day. 823 00:38:43,020 --> 00:38:45,190 You two are not equals. 824 00:38:45,220 --> 00:38:47,890 That boy doesn't even know who he is yet. 825 00:38:47,920 --> 00:38:50,290 And on top of things, he just found out 826 00:38:50,320 --> 00:38:52,060 he's HIV positive. 827 00:38:52,090 --> 00:38:54,060 His head is probably on another planet right now. 828 00:38:54,090 --> 00:38:56,330 I'm-a say this one more time. 829 00:38:56,360 --> 00:38:58,970 Ricky's grown. 830 00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:01,740 - And he's doing just fine. - How is Ricky fine? 831 00:39:01,770 --> 00:39:03,970 I've known about my status for a whole two years 832 00:39:04,000 --> 00:39:06,870 and I still don't know how to navigate sex and relationships. 833 00:39:06,910 --> 00:39:09,180 Maybe that's your problem. You... 834 00:39:09,210 --> 00:39:10,910 let your sex dry up because of this virus 835 00:39:10,940 --> 00:39:13,180 and now you're jealous of me because 836 00:39:13,210 --> 00:39:15,220 - I haven't done the same. - Know what? 837 00:39:15,250 --> 00:39:17,250 Fuck that, Pray. 838 00:39:17,280 --> 00:39:21,520 You have no idea what it is like to be a woman 839 00:39:21,560 --> 00:39:24,490 living with HIV. At least when you're gay, 840 00:39:24,530 --> 00:39:26,830 y'all can live in the same war zone. 841 00:39:26,860 --> 00:39:28,060 Y'all can protect each other. 842 00:39:28,090 --> 00:39:30,060 Straight men still think that they can catch 843 00:39:30,100 --> 00:39:32,200 this virus from a spoon. 844 00:39:32,230 --> 00:39:33,900 They want nothing to do with me. 845 00:39:33,930 --> 00:39:35,070 That's no excuse... 846 00:39:35,100 --> 00:39:37,100 - for you to stop trying. - Don't you dare 847 00:39:37,140 --> 00:39:40,040 act like you know what it's like to, to be me. 848 00:39:41,540 --> 00:39:44,280 - You know what? Get out of my face. - Oh, so you own 849 00:39:44,310 --> 00:39:46,610 - the motherfucking streets of New York now? - You damn... 850 00:39:46,650 --> 00:39:48,150 You damn right. Come correct. 851 00:39:57,260 --> 00:39:59,960 One last thing. 852 00:39:59,990 --> 00:40:02,400 And I hope you hear me. 853 00:40:02,430 --> 00:40:05,100 I never meant to hurt anyone. 854 00:40:05,130 --> 00:40:07,630 Most of all, you. 855 00:40:18,010 --> 00:40:20,450 Oh, ow. Turn that off. 856 00:40:20,480 --> 00:40:22,280 Turn that off, it's too bright. 857 00:40:23,680 --> 00:40:26,450 Rough night? 858 00:40:29,190 --> 00:40:30,620 Is that a question? 859 00:40:34,360 --> 00:40:36,230 Uh... 860 00:40:36,260 --> 00:40:39,300 you shouldn't be drinking. 861 00:40:39,330 --> 00:40:41,470 Let me tell you something. If you gon' spend time 862 00:40:41,500 --> 00:40:45,140 in my house, you will not tell me what to do. 863 00:40:45,170 --> 00:40:46,670 Okay. 864 00:40:46,710 --> 00:40:48,340 - You ain't the boss of me. - Okay, okay. 865 00:40:48,370 --> 00:40:50,140 Okay. Calm down. 866 00:40:53,150 --> 00:40:54,680 I'm a black gay man... 867 00:40:54,720 --> 00:40:57,250 who's dying... 868 00:40:57,280 --> 00:40:59,490 of HIV. 869 00:40:59,520 --> 00:41:01,790 I'm just trying to figure out 870 00:41:01,820 --> 00:41:03,820 how to live when I... 871 00:41:06,290 --> 00:41:08,330 Everybody in the world wants me dead. 872 00:41:10,330 --> 00:41:13,930 Hmm, the only person in the world who understood that 873 00:41:13,970 --> 00:41:17,300 was Blanca and I blew that friendship up... 874 00:41:17,340 --> 00:41:19,610 for a player... 875 00:41:19,640 --> 00:41:22,010 who's gonna break my heart. 876 00:41:22,040 --> 00:41:24,040 I didn't ask you to defend me. 877 00:41:24,080 --> 00:41:25,210 Bullshit. 878 00:41:25,250 --> 00:41:28,280 - Bullshit. - Um... 879 00:41:28,310 --> 00:41:30,380 okay. 880 00:41:30,420 --> 00:41:33,890 Blanca was your mother and you came to me. 881 00:41:37,320 --> 00:41:40,330 Who do I go to now for support? 882 00:41:40,360 --> 00:41:43,500 With my fears? Who? Who? Who? 883 00:41:46,570 --> 00:41:49,340 Who... 884 00:41:49,370 --> 00:41:51,370 Who's my mother now? 885 00:41:53,510 --> 00:41:56,340 Come here. 886 00:42:01,250 --> 00:42:03,380 You need to get up, okay? 887 00:42:03,420 --> 00:42:05,520 Mm-hmm. 888 00:42:05,550 --> 00:42:06,990 Come on. One... 889 00:42:07,020 --> 00:42:10,190 two, three. Oh, I got you. 890 00:42:10,220 --> 00:42:13,360 Here we go. 891 00:42:13,390 --> 00:42:15,330 Yeah. You made it. 892 00:42:15,360 --> 00:42:17,530 - I really did. - I told you... 893 00:42:17,560 --> 00:42:19,400 - Mm-hmm. - You would make it. 894 00:42:19,430 --> 00:42:22,540 Get these off. 895 00:42:22,570 --> 00:42:24,300 - Feel better? - Mm-hmm. 896 00:42:29,910 --> 00:42:33,410 Sleep this off and we'll talk about it in the morning. 897 00:42:35,480 --> 00:42:37,480 I know you. 898 00:42:38,990 --> 00:42:40,750 You'll be gone. 899 00:42:43,560 --> 00:42:45,760 And I'll be all alone. 900 00:42:45,790 --> 00:42:48,560 Just like... 901 00:42:48,600 --> 00:42:50,430 all the others. 902 00:43:09,180 --> 00:43:11,180 Oh... 903 00:43:17,790 --> 00:43:20,290 Good morning. 904 00:43:20,330 --> 00:43:22,760 I made you some coffee. 905 00:43:22,800 --> 00:43:25,330 It'll help with that hangover I'm sure you got. 906 00:43:37,440 --> 00:43:40,450 I hope you hungry. There's a lot of food here. 907 00:43:40,480 --> 00:43:43,550 Some coffee. 908 00:43:48,220 --> 00:43:50,220 Take a couple of these. 909 00:43:53,860 --> 00:43:55,100 What? 910 00:43:57,900 --> 00:43:59,670 You're still here. 911 00:44:25,330 --> 00:44:27,360 I'm so sorry I'm late. 912 00:44:27,390 --> 00:44:30,700 - I got you your favorite. - Ooh. 913 00:44:30,730 --> 00:44:34,230 - Mmm, and they crispy, too. - Mm-hmm. 914 00:44:34,270 --> 00:44:35,500 How was your day? 915 00:44:35,540 --> 00:44:38,300 - It was good. - Yeah? 916 00:44:38,340 --> 00:44:40,670 - Yeah, I'm good. - Good. 917 00:44:40,710 --> 00:44:42,386 I'm still on cloud nine about Damon's graduation. 918 00:44:42,410 --> 00:44:44,850 I can't believe one of our own got a degree. 919 00:44:44,880 --> 00:44:47,410 Everything is changing for the better. 920 00:44:52,450 --> 00:44:53,820 - Mother. - Mm-hmm? 921 00:44:53,850 --> 00:44:55,860 Everything coming up ain't roses. 922 00:44:55,890 --> 00:44:57,890 What are you talking about? 923 00:44:57,920 --> 00:45:00,860 Me and Damon, Damon and Ricky, 924 00:45:00,890 --> 00:45:04,400 you and Damon, and now you and Pray Tell. 925 00:45:04,430 --> 00:45:06,400 That's a lot of drama, 926 00:45:06,430 --> 00:45:08,600 even for ballroom. 927 00:45:08,630 --> 00:45:10,870 Hey, those are just bumps in the road. Families fight. 928 00:45:10,900 --> 00:45:12,510 It'll be okay, you'll see. 929 00:45:12,540 --> 00:45:14,940 - I know how much you love Pray Tell. - -Girl... 930 00:45:14,980 --> 00:45:18,280 I got other things to concentrate on than wondering 931 00:45:18,310 --> 00:45:20,626 about what ballroom trade Pray Tell is bringing in this week. 932 00:45:20,650 --> 00:45:22,350 That's mad shady. 933 00:45:22,380 --> 00:45:24,520 You know Pray Tell not like that. 934 00:45:24,550 --> 00:45:26,150 It's not our job to judge. 935 00:45:31,090 --> 00:45:32,560 Hm, I guess you're right. 936 00:45:32,590 --> 00:45:34,900 Mm-hmm. 937 00:45:34,930 --> 00:45:37,530 - I was kind of hard on him. - Yeah, you was. 938 00:45:37,560 --> 00:45:40,570 And you wasn't hard on me at all. 939 00:45:42,600 --> 00:45:44,370 What? 940 00:45:44,400 --> 00:45:45,610 Damon. 941 00:45:47,640 --> 00:45:49,540 He wasn't lying. 942 00:45:49,580 --> 00:45:51,610 See, I knew it. I knew it. 943 00:45:51,640 --> 00:45:53,480 I thought that Papi was good for you, 944 00:45:53,510 --> 00:45:55,326 and he wasn't. He was supposed to keep you focused, 945 00:45:55,350 --> 00:45:56,456 and he pressured you into doing drugs. 946 00:45:56,480 --> 00:45:58,480 It's not... That's not Papi. 947 00:45:58,520 --> 00:46:01,590 Stop blaming everybody. I did it. 948 00:46:01,620 --> 00:46:03,160 I chose to do it. 949 00:46:03,190 --> 00:46:06,590 You want to be mad at somebody, be mad at me. Blame me. 950 00:46:06,630 --> 00:46:11,000 You taught me to be a woman of my word, a woman of integrity. 951 00:46:11,030 --> 00:46:14,600 I broke the rules. 952 00:46:14,630 --> 00:46:18,500 I have to accept the consequences. 953 00:46:22,140 --> 00:46:23,610 Go ahead. 954 00:46:23,640 --> 00:46:25,610 Do it. 955 00:46:25,650 --> 00:46:28,350 You have to. 956 00:46:28,380 --> 00:46:30,020 Kick me out. 957 00:46:30,050 --> 00:46:32,320 No. I'm not doing that. You my only daughter. 958 00:46:32,350 --> 00:46:33,590 I can't do that. 959 00:46:33,620 --> 00:46:36,960 So what? Rules are rules. 960 00:46:36,990 --> 00:46:39,830 I'm not gonna let you stop being a good mother because of me. 961 00:46:50,200 --> 00:46:52,010 Maybe it'll be easier if you think about it 962 00:46:52,040 --> 00:46:55,380 like a graduation. Right? 963 00:46:55,410 --> 00:46:56,980 Like Damon. 964 00:46:57,010 --> 00:47:00,150 From a daughter in your house 965 00:47:00,180 --> 00:47:03,650 to a woman on my own. 966 00:47:03,680 --> 00:47:06,950 - Right? - Yeah. 967 00:47:06,990 --> 00:47:10,720 - Where you gonna go? - You know, Papi? 968 00:47:10,760 --> 00:47:13,390 He found the perfect place. 969 00:47:13,430 --> 00:47:15,630 Right in the heart of the Village. 970 00:47:15,660 --> 00:47:17,736 We'll take care of each other, just like you taught us. 971 00:47:17,760 --> 00:47:19,800 - Hmm? - Mm-hmm. 972 00:47:19,830 --> 00:47:23,070 Maybe you come over for Friday night dinners. 973 00:47:23,100 --> 00:47:25,210 Yeah. 974 00:47:49,800 --> 00:47:53,500 As much as I fought with y'all about cleaning y'all room, 975 00:47:53,530 --> 00:47:55,811 I'm glad to see you finally know how to do it on your own. 976 00:48:01,540 --> 00:48:02,910 All right, look, 977 00:48:02,940 --> 00:48:05,080 how long is the silent treatment gonna last? 978 00:48:07,950 --> 00:48:11,050 I saw Angel today. She told me the truth. 979 00:48:11,080 --> 00:48:14,290 Sorry I didn't believe you. Mothers make mistakes, too. 980 00:48:19,130 --> 00:48:20,630 I have some news. 981 00:48:25,670 --> 00:48:28,030 Do you know, um, 982 00:48:28,070 --> 00:48:30,800 - who Malcolm McLaren is? - Uh... 983 00:48:30,840 --> 00:48:33,310 That artist who does 984 00:48:33,340 --> 00:48:35,080 - "Deep In Vogue"? - Yeah. 985 00:48:35,110 --> 00:48:38,880 There was a lady at the ball that worked for him. 986 00:48:38,910 --> 00:48:41,480 Said that he's about to start his tour for his new album, 987 00:48:41,510 --> 00:48:43,780 and... he wants me to join him. 988 00:48:43,820 --> 00:48:45,090 Oh, my God. 989 00:48:45,120 --> 00:48:47,620 - Damon, that is great. - In Europe. 990 00:48:50,690 --> 00:48:51,920 Europe? 991 00:48:51,960 --> 00:48:54,930 Yeah. Said that we start in a week. 992 00:49:05,510 --> 00:49:07,940 - How long you gonna be there for? - I don't know. 993 00:49:07,970 --> 00:49:11,640 A year. Maybe longer. 994 00:49:11,680 --> 00:49:15,750 Wow. 995 00:49:15,780 --> 00:49:18,680 My son the ambassador. 996 00:49:18,720 --> 00:49:21,420 I am so proud of you, 997 00:49:21,450 --> 00:49:23,560 and I am gonna miss you. 998 00:49:25,790 --> 00:49:28,590 I don't... I don't think I can do it. 999 00:49:30,830 --> 00:49:34,830 You know, I always knew this day would come. 1000 00:49:34,870 --> 00:49:37,840 Where I would have to share you with the world. 1001 00:49:41,640 --> 00:49:42,710 And to be quite honest, 1002 00:49:42,740 --> 00:49:44,186 I would keep you here forever if I could, 1003 00:49:44,210 --> 00:49:46,950 but you got a talent and the world needs to see that. 1004 00:49:46,980 --> 00:49:48,950 This is what you've spent 1005 00:49:48,980 --> 00:49:50,850 the last years working towards. 1006 00:49:50,880 --> 00:49:53,820 All the sacrifices you made to get here. 1007 00:49:53,850 --> 00:49:55,760 You can't give up on that dream now. 1008 00:49:57,390 --> 00:50:01,230 How many of us get the opportunity to do what we love? 1009 00:50:03,000 --> 00:50:04,860 But I can't leave you. 1010 00:50:04,900 --> 00:50:07,130 I'll always be with you. 1011 00:50:07,170 --> 00:50:08,670 Right here. 1012 00:50:12,370 --> 00:50:14,840 Bring it in. 1013 00:50:16,680 --> 00:50:17,980 Do you have an extra pair 1014 00:50:18,010 --> 00:50:19,850 of nipple clamps I can borrow? 1015 00:50:19,880 --> 00:50:22,050 What do I look like to you, Rent-A-Center? 1016 00:50:24,050 --> 00:50:26,650 I still can't believe you're making money off of 1017 00:50:26,690 --> 00:50:27,750 hurting people. 1018 00:50:27,790 --> 00:50:30,160 Life is pain. 1019 00:50:30,190 --> 00:50:32,930 In here, we all understand that in order to enjoy it, 1020 00:50:32,960 --> 00:50:34,760 you have to embrace it. 1021 00:50:34,790 --> 00:50:37,600 But the pain I'm feeling towards my children leaving, 1022 00:50:37,630 --> 00:50:40,430 I... 1023 00:50:40,470 --> 00:50:43,570 I don't know how I'm supposed to embrace something like that. 1024 00:50:43,600 --> 00:50:46,940 If they don't grow strong enough to rebel, 1025 00:50:46,970 --> 00:50:50,040 to reject you, to move away, 1026 00:50:50,080 --> 00:50:52,750 then you're not raising men and women. 1027 00:50:52,780 --> 00:50:55,420 - You're creating parasites. - So that's it? 1028 00:50:57,820 --> 00:51:00,850 I give them everything and they're just gone? 1029 00:51:00,890 --> 00:51:02,960 There are always more children to raise. 1030 00:51:02,990 --> 00:51:04,920 Not like these kids. 1031 00:51:07,790 --> 00:51:09,760 Listen. 1032 00:51:09,800 --> 00:51:11,760 I don't care if you're 1033 00:51:11,800 --> 00:51:14,630 a Connecticut white girl, a Chinatown immigrant, 1034 00:51:14,670 --> 00:51:16,800 or one of us. 1035 00:51:16,840 --> 00:51:20,870 If you choose to be a mother, you choose to shape the world. 1036 00:51:20,910 --> 00:51:24,780 Your children will truly appreciate you 1037 00:51:24,810 --> 00:51:26,480 when you're dead. 1038 00:51:26,510 --> 00:51:28,550 Until then, 1039 00:51:28,580 --> 00:51:31,450 you want gratitude? Get a puppy. 1040 00:51:31,480 --> 00:51:33,450 ♪ I had it all ♪ 1041 00:51:33,490 --> 00:51:38,290 ♪ But I let it slip away... ♪ 1042 00:51:39,860 --> 00:51:42,090 ♪ Couldn't see I treated you wrong... ♪ 1043 00:51:42,130 --> 00:51:43,900 That's enough. 1044 00:51:43,930 --> 00:51:46,430 Mother has to go to work now. 1045 00:51:46,470 --> 00:51:49,100 ♪ Now I wander around ♪ 1046 00:51:49,140 --> 00:51:52,000 ♪ Feeling down and cold... ♪ 1047 00:51:52,040 --> 00:51:53,840 You'll be fine. 1048 00:51:53,870 --> 00:51:56,810 Jim, heel. 1049 00:51:56,840 --> 00:52:01,150 ♪ Trying to believe that you're gone ♪ 1050 00:52:01,180 --> 00:52:04,580 ♪ Love takes time ♪ 1051 00:52:04,620 --> 00:52:07,820 ♪ To heal when you're hurting so much ♪ 1052 00:52:07,850 --> 00:52:11,860 ♪ Couldn't see that I was blind ♪ 1053 00:52:11,890 --> 00:52:14,860 ♪ To let you go ♪ 1054 00:52:14,890 --> 00:52:18,360 ♪ I can't escape the pain ♪ 1055 00:52:18,400 --> 00:52:20,930 ♪ Inside ♪ 1056 00:52:20,970 --> 00:52:24,970 ♪ 'Cause love takes time ♪ 1057 00:52:25,000 --> 00:52:27,770 ♪ I don't want to be here ♪ 1058 00:52:27,810 --> 00:52:31,110 ♪ I don't want to be here ♪ 1059 00:52:31,140 --> 00:52:34,380 ♪ Alone ♪ 1060 00:52:34,410 --> 00:52:36,420 ♪ Ooh ♪ 1061 00:52:40,090 --> 00:52:42,360 ♪ Losing my mind ♪ 1062 00:52:42,390 --> 00:52:45,860 ♪ From this hollow in my heart ♪ 1063 00:52:47,530 --> 00:52:50,400 ♪ Suddenly I'm so ♪ 1064 00:52:50,430 --> 00:52:54,700 ♪ Incomplete ♪ 1065 00:52:54,730 --> 00:52:57,740 ♪ Lord, I'm needing you now ♪ 1066 00:52:57,770 --> 00:53:02,710 ♪ Tell me how to stop the rain ♪ 1067 00:53:02,740 --> 00:53:05,350 ♪ Tears are falling down ♪ 1068 00:53:05,380 --> 00:53:07,650 ♪ Endlessly ♪ 1069 00:53:07,680 --> 00:53:09,850 ♪ Whoa ♪ 1070 00:53:09,880 --> 00:53:13,020 ♪ Love takes time ♪ 1071 00:53:13,050 --> 00:53:16,190 ♪ To heal when you're hurting so much ♪ 1072 00:53:16,220 --> 00:53:20,830 ♪ Couldn't see that I was blind ♪ 1073 00:53:20,860 --> 00:53:23,600 ♪ To let you go ♪ 1074 00:53:23,630 --> 00:53:28,170 ♪ I can't escape the pain inside ♪ 1075 00:53:28,200 --> 00:53:33,040 ♪ 'Cause love takes time ♪ 1076 00:53:33,070 --> 00:53:36,880 ♪ I don't want to be there ♪ 1077 00:53:36,910 --> 00:53:39,040 ♪ I don't want to be there alone... ♪ 1078 00:53:42,650 --> 00:53:44,650 ♪ Oh. ♪ 1079 00:54:05,100 --> 00:54:08,110 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH