1 00:00:01,566 --> 00:00:03,655 Jackson: Last day of training. 2 00:00:03,699 --> 00:00:05,048 Last day of Tim barking orders. 3 00:00:05,092 --> 00:00:07,268 Last day that they can fire us at a moment's notice. 4 00:00:07,311 --> 00:00:10,358 Last day of them recording every flaw for posterity. 5 00:00:10,401 --> 00:00:12,012 It's kind of bittersweet. 6 00:00:12,055 --> 00:00:13,361 Nope. Just sweet. 7 00:00:13,404 --> 00:00:15,058 [ Chuckles ] Sorry. Sorry. 8 00:00:15,102 --> 00:00:16,581 Guys, stop apologizing. 9 00:00:16,625 --> 00:00:18,670 You guys have finally made it, 10 00:00:18,714 --> 00:00:19,671 and I will be right behind you. 11 00:00:19,715 --> 00:00:21,108 Look, the extra month will fly by. 12 00:00:21,151 --> 00:00:22,370 You know it. 13 00:00:22,413 --> 00:00:24,589 Now, is Tim gonna do anything special 14 00:00:24,633 --> 00:00:26,896 to memorialize your last shift together? 15 00:00:26,939 --> 00:00:28,071 Not knowingly. 16 00:00:28,115 --> 00:00:29,072 You know, when you move on 17 00:00:29,116 --> 00:00:31,031 from an important relationship, 18 00:00:31,074 --> 00:00:34,860 there are steps you should take to ensure a healthy parting. 19 00:00:34,904 --> 00:00:37,602 We are going to work through every single one of them. 20 00:00:37,646 --> 00:00:39,517 Uh, how, if he doesn't know you're doing it? 21 00:00:39,561 --> 00:00:41,476 Trickery. Bye. 22 00:00:41,519 --> 00:00:44,087 That's... Yeah. 23 00:00:44,131 --> 00:00:45,175 Who are yougonna ride with today? 24 00:00:45,219 --> 00:00:46,611 No idea. 25 00:00:46,655 --> 00:00:48,961 Grey's busy, and Smitty's getting a back tattoo. 26 00:00:49,005 --> 00:00:50,789 That's -- Yeah. Don't ask. 27 00:00:50,833 --> 00:00:52,922 So, we are out of TOs, and I'm guessing 28 00:00:52,965 --> 00:00:54,489 I'm finishing my rookie year at the front desk. 29 00:00:54,532 --> 00:00:55,664 Huh. Lopez: Boot. 30 00:00:57,927 --> 00:00:59,102 Where's our gear? 31 00:00:59,146 --> 00:01:01,148 Wait, what? 32 00:01:01,191 --> 00:01:03,019 We started this journey together. 33 00:01:03,063 --> 00:01:04,325 I think we should end it that way. 34 00:01:04,368 --> 00:01:05,587 Don't you? 35 00:01:05,630 --> 00:01:06,588 Yeah. 36 00:01:06,631 --> 00:01:08,155 Then let's go. 37 00:01:08,198 --> 00:01:12,072 ♪♪ 38 00:01:12,115 --> 00:01:13,421 I thought we were tight. 39 00:01:13,464 --> 00:01:14,509 You did? 40 00:01:14,552 --> 00:01:15,553 Um, we are. 41 00:01:15,597 --> 00:01:17,468 That's -- I mean, why? What? 42 00:01:17,512 --> 00:01:19,122 You told your ethics professor 43 00:01:19,166 --> 00:01:20,732 she should come for a ride along? 44 00:01:20,776 --> 00:01:21,733 No. 45 00:01:21,777 --> 00:01:22,778 Mm. We -- No. 46 00:01:22,821 --> 00:01:24,214 We didn't even, uh, discuss it, 47 00:01:24,258 --> 00:01:25,868 but I-I need to pass this class, 48 00:01:25,911 --> 00:01:29,045 so it's super important she doesn't get shot today. 49 00:01:29,089 --> 00:01:30,394 No promises. 50 00:01:30,438 --> 00:01:31,961 You ride with me, you ride the roller coaster. 51 00:01:32,004 --> 00:01:33,528 Okay, Nyla, I know that -- 52 00:01:33,571 --> 00:01:35,312 Hi. Good morning.Good morning. 53 00:01:35,356 --> 00:01:37,401 Uh, Professor Ryan, this is Detective Nyla Harper, 54 00:01:37,445 --> 00:01:38,620 my training officer. 55 00:01:38,663 --> 00:01:39,621 I'm told you're gonna be going 56 00:01:39,664 --> 00:01:41,013 on a ride along with us today. 57 00:01:41,057 --> 00:01:42,711 I hope that's okay. 58 00:01:42,754 --> 00:01:45,017 I didn't want to put you in an awkward position by asking you, 59 00:01:45,061 --> 00:01:46,932 but your watch commander said that you'd feel cheated 60 00:01:46,976 --> 00:01:48,238 if I didn't ride with you, so... 61 00:01:48,282 --> 00:01:50,066 And he was right. 62 00:01:50,110 --> 00:01:51,154 [ Chuckles ] 63 00:01:51,198 --> 00:01:52,155 Uh, shall we?Mm. 64 00:01:52,199 --> 00:01:54,331 Okay. 65 00:01:54,375 --> 00:01:56,159 Harper: So, you, uh, sign all the paperwork 66 00:01:56,203 --> 00:01:57,508 that says that we are not liable 67 00:01:57,552 --> 00:01:59,293 if you are maimed or killed? 68 00:01:59,336 --> 00:02:00,946 I did. It seemed a bit excessive. 69 00:02:00,990 --> 00:02:02,339 Mm. No, it's not. 70 00:02:02,383 --> 00:02:04,167 I mean, we will try our best to protect you, 71 00:02:04,211 --> 00:02:06,952 but we cannot guarantee your safety. 72 00:02:06,996 --> 00:02:10,173 You will be exposed to all the same dangers that we are. 73 00:02:10,217 --> 00:02:13,611 Well, more farmers die yearly than cops do. 74 00:02:13,655 --> 00:02:15,091 I didn't have to sign a liability waiver 75 00:02:15,135 --> 00:02:16,527 to go apple picking. 76 00:02:16,571 --> 00:02:18,094 That's because you weren't picking them 77 00:02:18,138 --> 00:02:19,139 out of a wood chipper. 78 00:02:19,182 --> 00:02:20,401 Nolan: Uh, hey, 79 00:02:20,444 --> 00:02:21,924 have you ever seen a body camera up close? 80 00:02:21,967 --> 00:02:23,055 No. 81 00:02:23,099 --> 00:02:24,405 Well, they're always running, 82 00:02:24,448 --> 00:02:26,537 uh, until we actually need them. 83 00:02:26,581 --> 00:02:27,886 We switch them on, then they start recording, 84 00:02:27,930 --> 00:02:29,279 and they go back two minutes 85 00:02:29,323 --> 00:02:30,672 so we can catch any of that last-minute action. 86 00:02:30,715 --> 00:02:32,804 Oh, yet they're always broken 87 00:02:32,848 --> 00:02:34,850 whenever the cops cross the line. 88 00:02:34,893 --> 00:02:36,895 You'd be surprised how many police officers 89 00:02:36,939 --> 00:02:39,028 actually want a body camera. 90 00:02:39,071 --> 00:02:40,334 Oh. That way, 91 00:02:40,377 --> 00:02:42,205 it makes it easier to disprove complaints. 92 00:02:42,249 --> 00:02:44,773 Okay, then you will not mind 93 00:02:44,816 --> 00:02:47,297 if I record the ride along myself -- 94 00:02:47,341 --> 00:02:48,298 as research tool. 95 00:02:48,342 --> 00:02:49,169 No problem. 96 00:02:50,474 --> 00:02:52,041 [ Chuckles ] 97 00:02:52,084 --> 00:02:53,912 Just as long as you turn it off 98 00:02:53,956 --> 00:02:56,437 when we hit the strip club for the lunch buffet. 99 00:02:59,266 --> 00:03:00,528 She's kidding. 100 00:03:00,571 --> 00:03:02,704 That buffet is terrible at that strip club. 101 00:03:02,747 --> 00:03:04,314 ♪ Whoa, oh, oh, oh Ready to go? 102 00:03:04,358 --> 00:03:06,447 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh 103 00:03:06,490 --> 00:03:11,234 ♪ I'm gonna win for you like I know you want me to do ♪ 104 00:03:11,278 --> 00:03:12,496 [ Cameras beeping ] 105 00:03:12,540 --> 00:03:13,976 You got yours on? Yeah. 106 00:03:14,019 --> 00:03:15,630 Alright. 107 00:03:15,673 --> 00:03:17,240 It's our last shift together. 108 00:03:17,284 --> 00:03:18,459 It's crazy, huh? 109 00:03:18,502 --> 00:03:19,982 Not really. 110 00:03:20,025 --> 00:03:21,331 Come on. 111 00:03:21,375 --> 00:03:22,593 I mean, we've been ridingshoulder to shoulder 112 00:03:22,637 --> 00:03:24,116 for over a year now.[ Engine starts ] 113 00:03:24,160 --> 00:03:26,075 And soon, there'll be a new rookie sitting in that seat, 114 00:03:26,118 --> 00:03:28,643 annoying the crap out of me for 12 hours a day. 115 00:03:28,686 --> 00:03:31,559 So, you're not gonna missriding with me at all? 116 00:03:31,602 --> 00:03:33,256 It's a job, not happy hour. 117 00:03:33,300 --> 00:03:35,563 Mm. Denial. Check. 118 00:03:36,868 --> 00:03:38,130 What? Hmm? 119 00:03:38,174 --> 00:03:39,262 Nothing. 120 00:03:39,306 --> 00:03:45,921 ♪♪ 121 00:03:46,965 --> 00:03:49,664 So, you teach full time? 122 00:03:49,707 --> 00:03:52,188 No. Just nights and weekends. 123 00:03:52,232 --> 00:03:54,756 My day job is civil rights litigation. 124 00:03:54,799 --> 00:03:56,584 And then there's lecturing, the writing, 125 00:03:56,627 --> 00:03:57,933 the cable news hits. 126 00:03:57,976 --> 00:03:58,934 When do you sleep? 127 00:03:58,977 --> 00:04:00,457 Sleep? What's that? 128 00:04:00,501 --> 00:04:02,242 Oh, is that what you were doing in my class on Monday? 129 00:04:02,285 --> 00:04:04,156 [ Chuckles ] What? 130 00:04:04,200 --> 00:04:05,201 No. Uh, no. 131 00:04:05,245 --> 00:04:06,289 Sometimes, I just -- I hold a blink 132 00:04:06,333 --> 00:04:08,117 for a really long time. 133 00:04:08,160 --> 00:04:09,858 You sure lying to your teacher is the way to go here? 134 00:04:09,901 --> 00:04:10,989 Actually, now that I hear it out loud, 135 00:04:11,033 --> 00:04:12,164 I'd like to revise my answer. 136 00:04:12,208 --> 00:04:14,036 Yeah. Uh-huh.[ Chuckles ] 137 00:04:14,079 --> 00:04:16,038 So, uh, given how busy you are, 138 00:04:16,081 --> 00:04:18,214 why take the time for a ride along? 139 00:04:18,258 --> 00:04:21,217 Well, I'm finishing up a book on the future of policing. 140 00:04:21,261 --> 00:04:24,176 Hey, what would you say is the, uh, biggest challenge 141 00:04:24,220 --> 00:04:26,483 you face day to day? 142 00:04:26,527 --> 00:04:28,616 Finding a safe bathroom. 143 00:04:28,659 --> 00:04:30,095 Uh, that is -- that is true. 144 00:04:30,139 --> 00:04:32,359 I mean, we can't use a stallbathroom for safety reasons. 145 00:04:32,402 --> 00:04:34,099 The door has to go floor to ceiling. 146 00:04:34,143 --> 00:04:36,145 And the location of thebathroom, also very important, 147 00:04:36,188 --> 00:04:38,321 so that not a lot of peoplecan see us entering and leaving. 148 00:04:38,365 --> 00:04:39,583 [ Radio static crackles ] 149 00:04:39,627 --> 00:04:40,976 Dispatch: 7-Adam-15, 150 00:04:41,019 --> 00:04:44,109 residential burglary alarm, 1330 Monrovia. 151 00:04:44,153 --> 00:04:46,111 Hundred bucks it's an accidental trigger. 152 00:04:46,155 --> 00:04:47,461 That is a hard pass. 153 00:04:47,504 --> 00:04:49,376 [ Chuckles ]She's -- She's kidding. 154 00:04:49,419 --> 00:04:51,116 No. No way we'd blow off a service call. 155 00:04:51,160 --> 00:04:52,117 [ Radio beeps ] 156 00:04:52,161 --> 00:04:53,858 Copy. Responding. 157 00:04:53,902 --> 00:04:55,033 [ Static crackles ] 158 00:04:55,077 --> 00:04:56,426 Lucy: Do you see yourself as my mentor? 159 00:04:57,601 --> 00:04:59,690 No. I'm your TO. 160 00:04:59,734 --> 00:05:02,214 It's my job to make sure you're not dangerously incompetent 161 00:05:02,258 --> 00:05:05,087 when you hit the streets withoutsupervision tomorrow. 162 00:05:05,130 --> 00:05:06,262 You know, when I was a rookie, 163 00:05:06,306 --> 00:05:07,350 I couldn't wait to get off probation. 164 00:05:07,394 --> 00:05:09,178 Oh, I am excited. 165 00:05:09,221 --> 00:05:10,832 Believe me. 166 00:05:10,875 --> 00:05:14,096 But I also know the importanceof acknowledging your loss 167 00:05:14,139 --> 00:05:16,185 when going throughsomething like this. 168 00:05:16,228 --> 00:05:17,491 "Acknowledging your loss"? 169 00:05:17,534 --> 00:05:18,970 Hmm. 170 00:05:19,014 --> 00:05:21,451 What is this, some "Intro to Psych" closure BS? 171 00:05:21,495 --> 00:05:23,279 It's not BS. 172 00:05:23,323 --> 00:05:25,237 It's a widely used psychological model 173 00:05:25,281 --> 00:05:27,805 to help people cope withthe end of a relationship. 174 00:05:27,849 --> 00:05:29,329 Relationship? 175 00:05:29,372 --> 00:05:31,548 Partnership. Mentorship. 176 00:05:31,592 --> 00:05:32,767 Whatever you want tocall it. 177 00:05:32,810 --> 00:05:34,246 Look, I don't want to call it anything. 178 00:05:34,290 --> 00:05:36,074 It's not like you won't see me tomorrow at the station. 179 00:05:36,118 --> 00:05:37,859 You know, what's there to talk about? 180 00:05:37,902 --> 00:05:39,339 A lot. 181 00:05:39,382 --> 00:05:41,253 I have a list. 182 00:05:41,297 --> 00:05:42,603 So... A list? 183 00:05:44,909 --> 00:05:47,608 You know, littering isa $250 fine. 184 00:05:47,651 --> 00:05:50,001 Worth it. 185 00:05:50,045 --> 00:05:51,394 What are you smiling about? 186 00:05:51,438 --> 00:05:54,397 Well, we were at denial, 187 00:05:54,441 --> 00:05:57,444 but now we have movedto anger. 188 00:05:57,487 --> 00:05:58,880 That's more progress. 189 00:06:03,232 --> 00:06:04,189 Thank you. 190 00:06:04,233 --> 00:06:06,322 [ Radio chatter ] 191 00:06:06,366 --> 00:06:07,541 Gets me out of the office. 192 00:06:07,584 --> 00:06:09,238 I mean, not just for today. 193 00:06:09,281 --> 00:06:10,631 I mean, you could have bounced me from the program 194 00:06:10,674 --> 00:06:12,807 after that first day. 195 00:06:12,850 --> 00:06:14,243 I owe you my career. 196 00:06:14,286 --> 00:06:15,897 ♪ I confess, don't hate the playa... ♪ 197 00:06:15,940 --> 00:06:17,812 I'd settle for a sandwich.We're near Phillipe's. 198 00:06:17,855 --> 00:06:19,422 But you just had breakfast. 199 00:06:19,466 --> 00:06:20,902 You questioning the pregnant lady? 200 00:06:20,945 --> 00:06:22,294 [ Chuckling ] No, ma'am. No, ma'am. 201 00:06:22,338 --> 00:06:23,600 What? 202 00:06:24,819 --> 00:06:26,298 You're gonna be a mom. 203 00:06:27,038 --> 00:06:29,258 And? 204 00:06:29,301 --> 00:06:30,912 I don't know. I mean... 205 00:06:30,955 --> 00:06:34,002 a lot's happened since we started out together. 206 00:06:34,045 --> 00:06:36,134 I knew my TO would be important to my career, 207 00:06:36,178 --> 00:06:38,441 but...I don't know. 208 00:06:38,485 --> 00:06:40,138 I didn't realize how important you'd be to my life. 209 00:06:40,182 --> 00:06:41,792 ♪ They might shine,but when they lights go out... ♪ 210 00:06:41,836 --> 00:06:44,229 Lay off the sappy stuff.I'm nauseous enough as it is. 211 00:06:44,273 --> 00:06:45,709 [ Chuckles ] 212 00:06:47,929 --> 00:06:48,799 Fiona: Have you read my work? 213 00:06:49,974 --> 00:06:51,454 I have. 214 00:06:51,498 --> 00:06:52,977 I actually follow you on social media. 215 00:06:53,021 --> 00:06:54,979 Oh. And? 216 00:06:55,023 --> 00:06:58,069 I'd make a lot of the reforms you're pushing for, 217 00:06:58,113 --> 00:07:00,332 but some just aren't based in reality. 218 00:07:00,376 --> 00:07:02,726 Well, maybe not your reality. 219 00:07:02,770 --> 00:07:04,685 Look, either you want my opinion or you don't. 220 00:07:04,728 --> 00:07:07,470 If you are just here to confirm your own point of view, 221 00:07:07,514 --> 00:07:08,819 then I-I will stop engaging. 222 00:07:08,863 --> 00:07:10,168 No, no, no, no. That's not what I'm looking for. 223 00:07:10,212 --> 00:07:12,475 I-I'm just used to copstaking my head off 224 00:07:12,519 --> 00:07:14,434 any time I suggestchanging the status quo. 225 00:07:14,477 --> 00:07:15,957 So... Well, you would be surprised 226 00:07:16,000 --> 00:07:18,089 how many cops actually know the system has to change, 227 00:07:18,133 --> 00:07:20,004 but just feel powerless to make it happen. 228 00:07:20,048 --> 00:07:21,441 Hmm. 229 00:07:21,484 --> 00:07:23,399 [ Door closes ] 230 00:07:23,443 --> 00:07:25,140 Homeowner set off the alarm accidentally. 231 00:07:25,183 --> 00:07:26,097 Hundred bucks. 232 00:07:26,141 --> 00:07:27,359 Just put it on my tab. 233 00:07:27,403 --> 00:07:29,187 So, you two getting along? Huh? 234 00:07:29,231 --> 00:07:30,232 My two teachers? 235 00:07:30,275 --> 00:07:31,363 Mm. Yeah. 236 00:07:31,407 --> 00:07:32,756 We're bonding by making fun of you. 237 00:07:32,800 --> 00:07:34,802 Oh. Outstanding.Let me get in on that. 238 00:07:34,845 --> 00:07:35,585 Have you noticed how much I've been 239 00:07:35,629 --> 00:07:37,457 saying "like" lately? 240 00:07:37,500 --> 00:07:39,720 [ Alarm beeping ] 241 00:07:39,763 --> 00:07:40,851 Child abduction. 242 00:07:40,895 --> 00:07:42,940 Suspect is drivinga gold Tacoma truck. 243 00:07:42,984 --> 00:07:44,246 Plate number 244 00:07:44,289 --> 00:07:47,162 2-Queen-Robert-Ida-4-4-5. 245 00:07:47,205 --> 00:07:48,163 Victim was kidnapped from... 246 00:07:48,206 --> 00:07:49,730 City of Angels Hospital. 247 00:07:49,773 --> 00:07:51,209 How old? 248 00:07:51,253 --> 00:07:53,385 Uh...five hours. 249 00:07:57,477 --> 00:07:58,434 Here we go. 250 00:07:58,478 --> 00:08:00,436 [ Engine starts ] 251 00:08:00,480 --> 00:08:03,526 [ Rotor blades whirring ] 252 00:08:03,570 --> 00:08:04,571 Air Three is lifting now. 253 00:08:04,614 --> 00:08:05,746 I'm 10-9-7. 254 00:08:05,789 --> 00:08:08,836 Searching forthe suspect vehicle. 255 00:08:08,879 --> 00:08:11,795 Uh, newborn baby girlwent missing 20 minutes ago. 256 00:08:11,839 --> 00:08:13,971 The hospital is going overthe surveillance footage. 257 00:08:14,015 --> 00:08:15,843 Wait, don't all babies get LoJack these days? 258 00:08:15,886 --> 00:08:18,106 Yeah, it was found inthe elevator, cut off. 259 00:08:18,149 --> 00:08:19,760 Who owns the Tacoma? 260 00:08:19,803 --> 00:08:22,240 Uh, that would bethe father -- Jared Young. 261 00:08:22,284 --> 00:08:23,981 Looks like they're going through a messy divorce. 262 00:08:24,025 --> 00:08:26,244 He was visiting the hospitalearlier that day, 263 00:08:26,288 --> 00:08:27,768 but security had him leave. 264 00:08:27,811 --> 00:08:29,247 There may have beensome kind of threat. 265 00:08:29,291 --> 00:08:31,032 So, what, he went back in and he just took the baby? 266 00:08:31,075 --> 00:08:32,903 Jared's got quite an extensivecriminal history here. 267 00:08:32,947 --> 00:08:34,818 Lot of narcos --uh, narco possession, 268 00:08:34,862 --> 00:08:37,125 possession to sell,under the influence. 269 00:08:37,168 --> 00:08:38,822 Mm, just the guy you want taking care of your newborn. 270 00:08:38,866 --> 00:08:40,171 Well, we got the whole citylooking for him. 271 00:08:40,215 --> 00:08:41,172 He won't get far. 272 00:08:41,216 --> 00:08:43,566 So, this baby that the, uh, 273 00:08:43,610 --> 00:08:45,089 whole city is mobilized to find -- 274 00:08:45,133 --> 00:08:46,526 is she by any chance white? 275 00:08:48,005 --> 00:08:49,529 We issue plenty of Amber Alerts 276 00:08:49,572 --> 00:08:50,965 for children of color, as well. 277 00:08:52,619 --> 00:08:53,707 Do you have a kid? 278 00:08:53,750 --> 00:08:55,404 Daughter. 279 00:08:55,447 --> 00:08:56,753 And, uh, you're sure your daughter 280 00:08:56,797 --> 00:08:58,581 would get the same attention as his son? 281 00:08:59,451 --> 00:09:01,105 From the media? No. 282 00:09:01,149 --> 00:09:05,109 But out here, we -- we look just as hard. 283 00:09:05,153 --> 00:09:06,850 Mrs. Young,this is Detective Lopez. 284 00:09:06,894 --> 00:09:08,765 I'm out heresearching for your baby. 285 00:09:08,809 --> 00:09:09,984 Mrs. Young: [ Voice breaking ] You have to find her. 286 00:09:10,027 --> 00:09:11,246 Yes, ma'am,we're doing everything we can, 287 00:09:11,289 --> 00:09:12,726 but I need your help. 288 00:09:12,769 --> 00:09:14,554 Is there any place your husbandmight take her? 289 00:09:14,597 --> 00:09:15,729 He lives in Bell Gardens. 290 00:09:15,772 --> 00:09:17,078 Yes, ma'am. 291 00:09:17,121 --> 00:09:18,645 We have officers on the wayto his apartment now, 292 00:09:18,688 --> 00:09:21,517 but if he's not there, where would he be? 293 00:09:21,561 --> 00:09:24,346 Out buying drugs, if he has any money. 294 00:09:24,389 --> 00:09:25,826 And if he's not? 295 00:09:25,869 --> 00:09:27,958 Jared will do anything to get a fix, 296 00:09:28,002 --> 00:09:30,526 including selling our baby. 297 00:09:30,570 --> 00:09:31,788 [ Helicopter blades whirring ] 298 00:09:34,225 --> 00:09:35,662 Gold pickup, two blocks up. 299 00:09:35,705 --> 00:09:36,619 [ Tires squealing, engine revving ] 300 00:09:36,663 --> 00:09:40,362 ♪♪ 301 00:09:40,405 --> 00:09:42,582 Negative. Texas plates. 302 00:09:43,974 --> 00:09:45,193 Five hours old. 303 00:09:45,236 --> 00:09:46,760 That poor mother must begoing out of her mind. 304 00:09:48,805 --> 00:09:49,850 Let me guess -- 305 00:09:49,893 --> 00:09:51,329 you think if the parents had properly 306 00:09:51,373 --> 00:09:52,809 worked through their separation, 307 00:09:52,853 --> 00:09:54,245 this whole thing could have been avoided? 308 00:09:54,289 --> 00:09:58,032 No. Mom needs to get as far awayfrom him as possible. 309 00:09:58,075 --> 00:10:00,338 But I do think that havingeasier access 310 00:10:00,382 --> 00:10:01,775 to counselingand mental health resources 311 00:10:01,818 --> 00:10:03,428 could preventsituations like this. 312 00:10:03,472 --> 00:10:05,692 Sure. But most guys still wouldn't go. 313 00:10:05,735 --> 00:10:07,302 Yeah, because we stigmatizemental health, 314 00:10:07,345 --> 00:10:10,000 treat it as less importantthan physical health. 315 00:10:10,044 --> 00:10:11,828 It's ridiculous that they teachsex ed in schools, 316 00:10:11,872 --> 00:10:14,352 but not how to be in a relationship. 317 00:10:14,396 --> 00:10:15,919 I wish someone taught me how to be in this one. 318 00:10:15,963 --> 00:10:17,486 Oh, so we are in a relationship. 319 00:10:19,706 --> 00:10:21,577 So, what's the focusof your book? 320 00:10:21,621 --> 00:10:23,666 Uh, reinventing policing -- 321 00:10:23,710 --> 00:10:25,276 with a more limited mandate. 322 00:10:25,320 --> 00:10:26,887 Amen to that. 323 00:10:26,930 --> 00:10:29,019 You agree with taking resourcesaway from police? 324 00:10:29,063 --> 00:10:31,674 If it lessens our load, then yes, absolutely. 325 00:10:31,718 --> 00:10:33,545 Yeah, we complain about itall the time. 326 00:10:33,589 --> 00:10:35,765 Police have become the catch-allfor the city's problems. 327 00:10:35,809 --> 00:10:40,335 We're expected to be cops, uh, psychologists, 328 00:10:40,378 --> 00:10:42,859 social workers, teachers, mediators. 329 00:10:42,903 --> 00:10:44,644 And they only train us for one of those jobs. 330 00:10:44,687 --> 00:10:46,689 Gold truck. Two cars ahead. 331 00:10:46,733 --> 00:10:47,429 That's him. 332 00:10:49,300 --> 00:10:50,562 Control, 7-Adam-15. 333 00:10:50,606 --> 00:10:52,782 We have eyes onthe Amber Alert suspect vehicle. 334 00:10:52,826 --> 00:10:55,176 Heading west on Pico, passing Westlake. 335 00:10:55,219 --> 00:10:58,222 7-Adam-19, inbound on Olympic,passing Ardmore. 336 00:10:58,266 --> 00:11:00,703 7-Adam-07, coming west fromWilshire and Rimpau -- 337 00:11:00,747 --> 00:11:02,139 moving to intercept from the front. 338 00:11:02,183 --> 00:11:04,315 Air Three responding.Heading west from Bell Gardens. 339 00:11:04,359 --> 00:11:06,840 ETA to your location -- approximately six minutes. 340 00:11:06,883 --> 00:11:08,755 Can you parallel suspect until I get eyes on? 341 00:11:08,798 --> 00:11:09,930 Affirmative. 342 00:11:09,973 --> 00:11:11,192 Parallel? 343 00:11:11,235 --> 00:11:12,802 Yeah, we follow on side streets and alleyways. 344 00:11:15,152 --> 00:11:16,545 Oh, so he doesn't spot you and run? 345 00:11:16,588 --> 00:11:18,025 Exactly. Last thing we want 346 00:11:18,068 --> 00:11:19,722 is him speeding through trafficwith a baby in the car, 347 00:11:19,766 --> 00:11:20,854 especially since there's no way 348 00:11:20,897 --> 00:11:22,246 he's got an infant car seatin there. 349 00:11:22,290 --> 00:11:23,639 No, we'll just wait untilwe have enough units, 350 00:11:23,683 --> 00:11:24,814 and then we'll box him in. 351 00:11:24,858 --> 00:11:26,729 Intersection ahead. We still have him? 352 00:11:26,773 --> 00:11:28,122 Yeah, he's about half a carlength ahead, 353 00:11:28,165 --> 00:11:29,384 but he's speeding up. 354 00:11:29,427 --> 00:11:30,951 He might've seen usbefore we made our turn. 355 00:11:30,994 --> 00:11:32,735 ♪♪ 356 00:11:32,779 --> 00:11:34,737 7-Adam-19, Maxwell and Pico. 357 00:11:34,781 --> 00:11:36,521 West of target --waiting for him to pass. 358 00:11:40,264 --> 00:11:42,702 Suspect just went past.Speed -- 50 miles an hour. 359 00:11:42,745 --> 00:11:43,877 We'll move to parallel on the north. 360 00:11:43,920 --> 00:11:45,095 Copy that. 361 00:11:45,139 --> 00:11:46,401 Why not just set up a roadblock? 362 00:11:46,444 --> 00:11:48,011 Roadblocks are considereda lethal measure. 363 00:11:48,055 --> 00:11:49,012 Didn't know that. 364 00:11:49,056 --> 00:11:50,187 Yeah,there's a strong chance 365 00:11:50,231 --> 00:11:51,972 a desperate driverwill ram a roadblock. 366 00:11:52,015 --> 00:11:53,277 Clear! 367 00:11:53,321 --> 00:11:54,757 We don't use them unlesswe have no other choice. 368 00:11:54,801 --> 00:11:56,063 Come on, come on.Watch out, watch out! 369 00:11:56,106 --> 00:11:57,673 [ Tires screech ] 370 00:11:57,717 --> 00:11:58,413 I can't see around the truck. 371 00:11:58,456 --> 00:11:59,631 Move it! I got it. 372 00:11:59,675 --> 00:12:00,807 Move! Hey!I got it after this car. 373 00:12:00,850 --> 00:12:02,983 Hold on. There we go.Got it. 374 00:12:05,420 --> 00:12:07,465 Do you see him?No. 375 00:12:07,509 --> 00:12:09,816 Well, maybe -- maybe he turned around when we got stuck. 376 00:12:09,859 --> 00:12:11,469 7-Adam-19, we've lost visual. 377 00:12:11,513 --> 00:12:12,775 You got eyes on him? 378 00:12:12,819 --> 00:12:14,734 Negative.We haven't reacquired visual. 379 00:12:14,777 --> 00:12:16,692 Where the hell is that airship? 380 00:12:16,736 --> 00:12:18,825 Pilot: Air Three is overhead. Arriving on scene. 381 00:12:18,868 --> 00:12:20,652 What's the suspect's 20? 382 00:12:20,696 --> 00:12:22,654 We lost visual. Pico, east of Maxwell. 383 00:12:22,698 --> 00:12:24,874 It's possible he turned off andheaded either north or south. 384 00:12:24,918 --> 00:12:26,528 Copy that. We're gonna orbit. 385 00:12:26,571 --> 00:12:31,533 ♪♪ 386 00:12:31,576 --> 00:12:33,100 Contact. 387 00:12:33,143 --> 00:12:34,928 Suspect vehicle now heading north on Livingston. 388 00:12:34,971 --> 00:12:36,625 Repeat, north on Livingston. 389 00:12:36,668 --> 00:12:38,322 Copy. On our way. 390 00:12:38,366 --> 00:12:40,672 Speed is approximately 65. 391 00:12:40,716 --> 00:12:41,717 Looks like he's heading for the freeway. 392 00:12:41,761 --> 00:12:44,067 [ Tires screech ] 393 00:12:46,635 --> 00:12:47,723 Hold on. 394 00:12:47,767 --> 00:12:49,420 Suspect just sideswiped another vehicle. 395 00:12:49,464 --> 00:12:51,074 He's lost control. 396 00:12:51,118 --> 00:12:53,250 [ Car crashes ] 397 00:12:53,294 --> 00:12:54,817 Tell me that wasn't our guy. 398 00:12:54,861 --> 00:12:56,427 He just TC'd into a telephone pole. 399 00:12:56,471 --> 00:12:58,429 Can you see inside the truck? 400 00:12:58,473 --> 00:12:59,691 Negative. 401 00:13:01,041 --> 00:13:02,390 [ Helicopter blades whirring ] 402 00:13:02,433 --> 00:13:04,609 [ Tires squealing ] 403 00:13:09,092 --> 00:13:10,441 [ Brakes screech ] 404 00:13:11,616 --> 00:13:12,661 Harper: Hands!Nolan: Police! 405 00:13:15,272 --> 00:13:16,926 Show me your hands! 406 00:13:16,970 --> 00:13:18,145 Where is your daughter? 407 00:13:18,188 --> 00:13:19,668 Jared: What? 408 00:13:19,711 --> 00:13:21,452 Nolan: Keep your hands where we can see them. 409 00:13:25,674 --> 00:13:27,110 No kid. There's no kid in here! 410 00:13:27,154 --> 00:13:28,285 There's no kid! 411 00:13:28,329 --> 00:13:29,678 Your baby, where is she? 412 00:13:29,721 --> 00:13:31,158 At the hospital with her mom. 413 00:13:31,201 --> 00:13:32,246 Lucy: Then why did you run? 414 00:13:32,289 --> 00:13:33,813 Tim: Gun and drugs. 415 00:13:36,163 --> 00:13:37,773 Fiona: If he doesn't have the baby, who does? 416 00:13:43,039 --> 00:13:44,040 [ Helicopter blades whirring ] 417 00:13:44,084 --> 00:13:45,476 Never thought I'd be disappointed 418 00:13:45,520 --> 00:13:47,827 a meth-head wasn't taking care of a newborn. 419 00:13:47,870 --> 00:13:49,132 But I guess there's still plenty of time 420 00:13:49,176 --> 00:13:50,960 for him to mess up this kid's childhood, 421 00:13:51,004 --> 00:13:52,135 once we get her back. 422 00:13:53,310 --> 00:13:54,355 Ifwe get her back. 423 00:13:54,398 --> 00:13:56,357 [ Radio chatter ] 424 00:13:56,400 --> 00:13:58,750 You know, whenever you need Halloween costumes 425 00:13:58,794 --> 00:14:00,230 for Lopez Jr., 426 00:14:00,274 --> 00:14:02,711 my mom has dozens in storage. 427 00:14:02,754 --> 00:14:05,583 I'm talking cop uniforms for every age. 428 00:14:05,627 --> 00:14:07,324 You never really wanted to beanything else? 429 00:14:09,109 --> 00:14:11,459 Astronaut? Ninja? 430 00:14:11,502 --> 00:14:12,852 Ninja astronaut? [ Chuckles ] 431 00:14:12,895 --> 00:14:15,637 I mean, that'd be cool, but...mnh-mnh. 432 00:14:15,680 --> 00:14:16,681 No. 433 00:14:16,725 --> 00:14:18,945 I guess I just wanted to be my dad. 434 00:14:18,988 --> 00:14:21,077 It was like my way of feeling close to him 435 00:14:21,121 --> 00:14:22,122 when he wasn't around. 436 00:14:22,165 --> 00:14:24,298 Was that a lot? Yeah. 437 00:14:24,341 --> 00:14:26,866 I mean, he was a detective when I was born, 438 00:14:26,909 --> 00:14:29,259 trying to make a name for himself. 439 00:14:29,303 --> 00:14:31,087 Lot of long hours. 440 00:14:31,131 --> 00:14:32,306 But you were close. 441 00:14:32,349 --> 00:14:33,960 Yeah, eventually. 442 00:14:34,003 --> 00:14:36,919 Mom was kind of on her own until I was 12. 443 00:14:36,963 --> 00:14:39,226 And that's when he moved up, got more stable hours. 444 00:14:39,269 --> 00:14:40,967 Mm. 445 00:14:41,010 --> 00:14:44,144 I mean, I always loved him -- 446 00:14:44,187 --> 00:14:46,929 don't get me wrong -- even when he wasn't around. 447 00:14:46,973 --> 00:14:50,063 I have a lot of great memories, you know? 448 00:14:50,106 --> 00:14:51,629 Of course. 449 00:14:51,673 --> 00:14:54,458 You know, you and Wesley are going to be awesome parents. 450 00:14:54,502 --> 00:14:56,591 I know. 451 00:14:56,634 --> 00:14:58,201 It's just... 452 00:14:58,245 --> 00:15:00,247 We both get so wrapped up in our cases, 453 00:15:00,290 --> 00:15:03,380 we barely make timeto have dinner together. 454 00:15:03,424 --> 00:15:05,121 How are we supposed tomake time for a kid? 455 00:15:05,165 --> 00:15:08,298 Wesley is loaded. You get yourself a nanny. 456 00:15:08,342 --> 00:15:09,734 Or three. 457 00:15:09,778 --> 00:15:11,040 So a stranger can raise my child? 458 00:15:11,084 --> 00:15:12,302 I mean, it won't be a stranger 459 00:15:12,346 --> 00:15:14,870 when you get to know them, you know? 460 00:15:14,914 --> 00:15:17,046 Look, you are not the first detective 461 00:15:17,090 --> 00:15:19,179 to have to balance work with a kid. 462 00:15:19,222 --> 00:15:20,571 Talk to Harper about how she did it. 463 00:15:22,182 --> 00:15:25,098 Lopez: Harper, can you ten-three to a backup channel? 464 00:15:26,838 --> 00:15:29,406 Sure, go to 11. Don't record this. 465 00:15:30,320 --> 00:15:31,626 [ Camera clicks off ] 466 00:15:33,497 --> 00:15:35,847 I need you to give methe reals on something. 467 00:15:35,891 --> 00:15:37,153 How difficult was it to go back to work 468 00:15:37,197 --> 00:15:38,589 after Lila was born? 469 00:15:39,895 --> 00:15:41,157 Honestly, I barely remember. 470 00:15:41,201 --> 00:15:42,942 I almost died giving birth, so... 471 00:15:44,073 --> 00:15:46,902 But, uh, that's -- that's not gonna happen to you. 472 00:15:46,946 --> 00:15:51,037 G-Giving birth can be a wonderful experience, 473 00:15:51,080 --> 00:15:53,343 I've been told. 474 00:15:53,387 --> 00:15:54,562 Definitely get the epidural. 475 00:15:54,605 --> 00:15:56,912 Don't worry. I'm not a lunatic. 476 00:15:56,956 --> 00:15:59,219 I'm thinking of scheduling a C,but I'm worried 477 00:15:59,262 --> 00:16:00,611 that the stitches and everything 478 00:16:00,655 --> 00:16:03,136 will keep me off workeven longer. 479 00:16:03,179 --> 00:16:05,007 I worried about the same thing,but you know what? 480 00:16:05,051 --> 00:16:06,269 I got stitches anyway -- 481 00:16:06,313 --> 00:16:08,097 just not in my stomach. 482 00:16:08,141 --> 00:16:09,751 Okay. Change us back to channel one. 483 00:16:09,794 --> 00:16:11,666 Wh-- I-I-- I thinkI want to hear this. 484 00:16:13,059 --> 00:16:14,799 Tell me the truth -- 485 00:16:14,843 --> 00:16:16,671 Am I gonna poop myself? 486 00:16:16,714 --> 00:16:18,368 And I'm out. 487 00:16:18,412 --> 00:16:19,500 Wow. 488 00:16:19,543 --> 00:16:20,631 [ Chuckles ] 489 00:16:20,675 --> 00:16:22,242 I wish I could say no. 490 00:16:22,285 --> 00:16:24,157 Why can't we just do thattwilight sleep thing 491 00:16:24,200 --> 00:16:25,593 they did back in the '50s? 492 00:16:25,636 --> 00:16:27,029 [ Chuckles ] I asked. 493 00:16:27,073 --> 00:16:29,858 Apparently it is "grossly unethical." 494 00:16:29,901 --> 00:16:32,556 Sgt. Grey: Detectives, are you done? 495 00:16:32,600 --> 00:16:33,557 Both: Yes, sir. 496 00:16:38,649 --> 00:16:41,739 We must seem callous, joking while a kid is missing. 497 00:16:41,783 --> 00:16:43,045 No, I get it. I'm sure it's hard 498 00:16:43,089 --> 00:16:45,091 to work these kinds of cases. 499 00:16:45,134 --> 00:16:46,831 Calls involving kidsare the worst. 500 00:16:46,875 --> 00:16:48,181 You can't help but think,what if they were mine? 501 00:16:48,224 --> 00:16:49,269 Mm. 502 00:16:49,312 --> 00:16:50,313 Yeah, I don't have kids, 503 00:16:50,357 --> 00:16:52,359 but I feel the same way 504 00:16:52,402 --> 00:16:54,578 every time another Black kid gets shot by police. 505 00:16:56,363 --> 00:16:58,017 [ Computer beeps ] 506 00:16:59,018 --> 00:17:01,585 Oh. Hospital sentthe video of the kidnapping. 507 00:17:03,326 --> 00:17:04,719 You can't see her face. 508 00:17:06,503 --> 00:17:07,896 Lopez: That is just terrifying. 509 00:17:07,939 --> 00:17:09,898 A stranger snatching your baby 510 00:17:09,941 --> 00:17:11,073 when you're not thereto protect them. 511 00:17:11,117 --> 00:17:12,379 Don't worry. 512 00:17:12,422 --> 00:17:14,076 I will personally stand watch over your kid 513 00:17:14,120 --> 00:17:15,208 until you leave the hospital. 514 00:17:15,251 --> 00:17:16,774 You better. 515 00:17:16,818 --> 00:17:18,428 Do they have an ID on the kidnapper? 516 00:17:18,472 --> 00:17:19,342 Not yet. 517 00:17:19,386 --> 00:17:20,735 Listen to me. 518 00:17:20,778 --> 00:17:23,694 We're gonna find her, alright? 519 00:17:23,738 --> 00:17:25,174 And that baby's gonna be fine. 520 00:17:25,218 --> 00:17:26,480 You'll see. 521 00:17:26,523 --> 00:17:29,787 [ Helicopter blades whirring ] 522 00:17:31,876 --> 00:17:33,269 We don't have time for this. 523 00:17:33,313 --> 00:17:35,402 Every minute we waste waitingfor an ID on this woman 524 00:17:35,445 --> 00:17:36,925 is a minute she could behurting this kid -- 525 00:17:36,968 --> 00:17:38,274 or worse. 526 00:17:38,318 --> 00:17:39,275 Look, you need to get your head right 527 00:17:39,319 --> 00:17:40,233 in case this goes bad. 528 00:17:40,276 --> 00:17:42,104 I'm squared away. 529 00:17:42,148 --> 00:17:45,064 The fact that you just said that means you're not. 530 00:17:46,369 --> 00:17:48,067 Look, you've been lucky on the job so far. 531 00:17:49,590 --> 00:17:51,548 No. Alright. 532 00:17:51,592 --> 00:17:54,508 I'm sorry. That -- That came out wrong. 533 00:17:54,551 --> 00:17:55,900 You've been through Hell -- 534 00:17:55,944 --> 00:17:58,512 stuff that would've broken a lot of veteran cops. 535 00:17:58,555 --> 00:18:01,080 But a dead kid is different. 536 00:18:01,123 --> 00:18:04,039 A dead kid changes you forever. 537 00:18:05,562 --> 00:18:06,781 [ Sighs ] 538 00:18:06,824 --> 00:18:09,218 I really hopeour last shift together 539 00:18:09,262 --> 00:18:10,524 doesn't end with that. 540 00:18:10,567 --> 00:18:13,222 Yeah. Me too. 541 00:18:13,266 --> 00:18:14,528 [ Radio chatter ] 542 00:18:14,571 --> 00:18:16,530 Okay, so what's next on your list? 543 00:18:19,620 --> 00:18:23,276 [ Inhales sharply ] Okay. 544 00:18:23,319 --> 00:18:24,668 "Surround yourself with people 545 00:18:24,712 --> 00:18:27,149 who support, value, and energize you," 546 00:18:27,193 --> 00:18:30,239 which...may have to waituntil later. 547 00:18:30,283 --> 00:18:32,850 Then, uh, "Reflect onthe lessons learned -- 548 00:18:32,894 --> 00:18:36,463 both the good and the bad --and express gratitude." 549 00:18:37,812 --> 00:18:39,944 Okay. 550 00:18:39,988 --> 00:18:42,556 So, what have I taught you that you're grateful for? 551 00:18:42,599 --> 00:18:44,601 Um...hmm. 552 00:18:46,429 --> 00:18:49,258 Not to second-guess myself. 553 00:18:49,302 --> 00:18:51,304 Yeah, early on, 554 00:18:51,347 --> 00:18:54,481 one look from youcould send me into a tailspin. 555 00:18:54,524 --> 00:18:55,917 Plain Clothes Day. Mm-hmm. 556 00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:57,962 But I've learned to trustmy instincts, 557 00:18:58,006 --> 00:19:00,704 even if they go againstwhat you would do, 558 00:19:00,748 --> 00:19:02,880 which will be crucialfor undercover work. 559 00:19:04,795 --> 00:19:06,797 You serious about being UC? 560 00:19:06,841 --> 00:19:08,930 Yeah. 561 00:19:08,973 --> 00:19:10,714 Why? Do you not think I'm tough enough? 562 00:19:10,758 --> 00:19:12,455 No, it's not about being tough. 563 00:19:12,499 --> 00:19:14,718 I mean, look, you're as tough as they come. 564 00:19:14,762 --> 00:19:18,679 It's just you're...sensitive. 565 00:19:19,680 --> 00:19:20,811 [ Scoffs ] You are! 566 00:19:20,855 --> 00:19:22,770 Look what happened with Tamara. 567 00:19:22,813 --> 00:19:26,034 You gave her your car, for crying out loud. 568 00:19:26,077 --> 00:19:27,340 And today -- 569 00:19:27,383 --> 00:19:30,081 today, this whole need to relive the last year, 570 00:19:30,125 --> 00:19:31,300 talk about our feelings. 571 00:19:31,344 --> 00:19:33,694 I happen to thinkthat caring about people, 572 00:19:33,737 --> 00:19:36,914 connecting with them,is what makes me a good cop. 573 00:19:36,958 --> 00:19:38,133 It does. 574 00:19:38,177 --> 00:19:39,830 Just not a good UC. 575 00:19:39,874 --> 00:19:41,615 Look, to work undercover, 576 00:19:41,658 --> 00:19:44,705 you have to be able to lie to someone's face -- 577 00:19:44,748 --> 00:19:46,315 make them believe you're their best friend 578 00:19:46,359 --> 00:19:49,231 and then stab them in the back. 579 00:19:49,275 --> 00:19:51,277 I just don't think you have that killer instinct. 580 00:19:54,193 --> 00:19:56,151 Ouch. 581 00:19:56,195 --> 00:19:57,457 I'm sorry. 582 00:19:57,500 --> 00:19:59,198 But it's better you hear it now. 583 00:19:59,241 --> 00:20:02,723 [ Radio chatter, siren wailing in distance ] 584 00:20:06,117 --> 00:20:08,859 You're right. 585 00:20:08,903 --> 00:20:11,253 And I appreciate your honesty. 586 00:20:11,297 --> 00:20:12,863 You always tell me the truth, 587 00:20:12,907 --> 00:20:15,083 no matter how painfulit's gonna be, 588 00:20:15,126 --> 00:20:17,259 and you deserve the samefrom me. 589 00:20:21,089 --> 00:20:26,007 I've been struggling withbeing honest with you all day. 590 00:20:26,050 --> 00:20:30,054 I've been hiding behindthis stupid closure checklist, 591 00:20:30,098 --> 00:20:32,100 trying to get up the courageto tell you something. 592 00:20:33,841 --> 00:20:35,321 Okay. 593 00:20:35,364 --> 00:20:36,409 What? 594 00:20:44,155 --> 00:20:45,766 I have feelings for you. 595 00:20:50,249 --> 00:20:52,686 Uh, like f--Look, we've been througha lot this year. 596 00:20:52,729 --> 00:20:57,125 I mean... you saved my life. 597 00:20:57,168 --> 00:20:59,519 And I didn't want tosay anything before 598 00:20:59,562 --> 00:21:02,565 because I didn't want toput you in a weird position. 599 00:21:02,609 --> 00:21:06,308 But now, I mean, I think... 600 00:21:06,352 --> 00:21:09,877 I think the reason why you'reso protective of me and -- 601 00:21:09,920 --> 00:21:11,966 and why you don't want meto be an undercover cop 602 00:21:12,009 --> 00:21:13,446 is because... 603 00:21:15,752 --> 00:21:17,450 ...because you havefeelings for me, too. 604 00:21:20,496 --> 00:21:21,758 Lucy, I -- 605 00:21:21,802 --> 00:21:24,761 No, listen, I-I know it's complicated. 606 00:21:24,805 --> 00:21:26,459 You're my TO. 607 00:21:26,502 --> 00:21:28,461 You're responsible for me. 608 00:21:28,504 --> 00:21:33,030 I know that you would nevercross that line, but... 609 00:21:33,074 --> 00:21:38,122 starting tomorrow, I guess...you're not, 610 00:21:38,166 --> 00:21:40,037 and I... 611 00:21:40,081 --> 00:21:41,561 Uh -- Eh -- 612 00:21:44,346 --> 00:21:46,305 First of all... 613 00:21:46,348 --> 00:21:48,307 I-I just, like -- 614 00:21:50,309 --> 00:21:51,092 Thank you. 615 00:21:51,135 --> 00:21:54,443 Um...you're... 616 00:21:55,792 --> 00:21:57,794 Look, Lucy, I'm -- I'm flattered. 617 00:21:57,838 --> 00:22:01,276 I am. 618 00:22:01,320 --> 00:22:03,452 You're a great girl. 619 00:22:03,496 --> 00:22:05,149 Woman. Woman. 620 00:22:05,193 --> 00:22:09,153 And I... 621 00:22:09,197 --> 00:22:10,546 Um... 622 00:22:10,590 --> 00:22:11,591 [ Sighs ] 623 00:22:11,634 --> 00:22:13,897 Crap. 624 00:22:13,941 --> 00:22:14,898 Listen. 625 00:22:14,942 --> 00:22:17,727 [ Laughing ] 626 00:22:19,642 --> 00:22:21,470 Are you kidding me?! 627 00:22:21,514 --> 00:22:23,429 I'm sorry! 628 00:22:23,472 --> 00:22:24,386 Are you kidding me? 629 00:22:24,430 --> 00:22:25,474 Wait, I'm sorry. 630 00:22:25,518 --> 00:22:26,301 Oh, you're sorry. 631 00:22:26,345 --> 00:22:28,216 Wait. Just wait. 632 00:22:28,259 --> 00:22:30,436 Lie to your face -- check. 633 00:22:30,479 --> 00:22:32,263 Make you thinkI've fallen for you -- 634 00:22:32,307 --> 00:22:33,743 double check. 635 00:22:33,787 --> 00:22:35,702 Oh, and stab you in the back 636 00:22:35,745 --> 00:22:37,268 when you thinkwe're best friends -- 637 00:22:37,312 --> 00:22:38,748 triple check. 638 00:22:38,792 --> 00:22:40,141 Look me in the face... 639 00:22:40,184 --> 00:22:41,360 Nope. ...and tell me 640 00:22:41,403 --> 00:22:43,579 you don't thinkI have the killer instinct 641 00:22:43,623 --> 00:22:45,407 to do undercover work. 642 00:22:45,451 --> 00:22:47,061 Look me in my face. 643 00:22:47,104 --> 00:22:48,497 ♪♪ 644 00:22:52,327 --> 00:22:55,374 [ Radio chatter ] 645 00:23:02,163 --> 00:23:05,079 It's weird now, isn't it? 646 00:23:05,122 --> 00:23:06,428 Nope. 647 00:23:07,647 --> 00:23:09,431 I was just making a point. 648 00:23:09,475 --> 00:23:11,520 And you're undermining it by feeling guilty. 649 00:23:18,745 --> 00:23:20,007 Harper: You're out of your mind. 650 00:23:20,050 --> 00:23:21,791 You want to try the Camden Experiment 651 00:23:21,835 --> 00:23:22,966 in Los Angeles? 652 00:23:23,010 --> 00:23:24,446 I'm sorry. What's the Camden Experiment? 653 00:23:24,490 --> 00:23:26,579 Uh, fire all police officers, 654 00:23:26,622 --> 00:23:28,232 make them reapply for their jobs. 655 00:23:28,276 --> 00:23:29,451 Oh, just that? 656 00:23:29,495 --> 00:23:31,801 [ Chuckles ] Well, you're both good cops. 657 00:23:31,845 --> 00:23:33,760 You'd be back on the force in no time. 658 00:23:33,803 --> 00:23:36,893 But running new backgroundchecks on every single officer, 659 00:23:36,937 --> 00:23:39,200 most especially combing through their social media posts -- 660 00:23:39,243 --> 00:23:40,419 that'll get rid of most of the problem. 661 00:23:40,462 --> 00:23:42,551 We'd be coming back to a gutted force. 662 00:23:42,595 --> 00:23:45,293 I mean, you would be down 10%. 663 00:23:45,336 --> 00:23:46,990 Maybe 20%. 664 00:23:47,034 --> 00:23:49,819 But you would be coming back to a betterforce. 665 00:23:49,863 --> 00:23:51,168 And what about the kid that goes missing 666 00:23:51,212 --> 00:23:52,474 the day we're all fired? 667 00:23:52,518 --> 00:23:55,172 I mean, it wouldn't happen overnight. 668 00:23:55,216 --> 00:23:58,132 It would happen gradually, in stages. 669 00:23:58,175 --> 00:24:02,484 But without major action, things will neverget better. 670 00:24:02,528 --> 00:24:04,268 Sgt. Grey: 7-Adam-15, 671 00:24:04,312 --> 00:24:06,096 we have a possible suspect ID on the Amber Alert. 672 00:24:06,140 --> 00:24:08,447 Last name Cissane, first name Rita. 673 00:24:08,490 --> 00:24:10,579 Suspect's husband called 911. 674 00:24:10,623 --> 00:24:12,494 Make contact to take his statement. 675 00:24:12,538 --> 00:24:14,540 Address is being sent to your box. 676 00:24:14,583 --> 00:24:16,542 Copy that. We got it. On our way. 677 00:24:19,022 --> 00:24:21,329 Ethan: Yeah, if, uh -- i-if she reaches out, 678 00:24:21,372 --> 00:24:24,898 um, please, please, please, please call me. 679 00:24:24,941 --> 00:24:27,466 Um...okay. Yeah, no. I-I gotta go. 680 00:24:30,599 --> 00:24:32,688 Mr. Cissane, I'm Detective Harper. 681 00:24:32,732 --> 00:24:34,342 This is Officer Nolan. 682 00:24:34,385 --> 00:24:37,606 I understand that your wife, Rita, was here with a baby? 683 00:24:37,650 --> 00:24:39,652 Yeah, I-I don't -- I don't know where she is. 684 00:24:39,695 --> 00:24:43,177 I-I tried calling everyone that I know. 685 00:24:43,220 --> 00:24:44,918 I-I tried to stop her from leaving, 686 00:24:44,961 --> 00:24:48,617 but she was holding that baby, and it was...just so little. 687 00:24:48,661 --> 00:24:51,402 I know. They can look so fragile at that age. 688 00:24:51,446 --> 00:24:52,839 Uh, tell us about your wife. 689 00:24:52,882 --> 00:24:55,232 Is there anything that could have precipitated this? 690 00:24:55,276 --> 00:24:58,105 You don't know? 691 00:24:58,148 --> 00:25:02,762 W-We lost our daughter, Casey, this morning to SIDS. 692 00:25:02,805 --> 00:25:05,765 Rita went into the nursery to check on her, 693 00:25:05,808 --> 00:25:09,290 and then I heard screaming, so I ran in, 694 00:25:09,333 --> 00:25:13,816 and she was so still... s-so cold. 695 00:25:13,860 --> 00:25:17,254 I am so sorry. Sir, h-how old was she? 696 00:25:17,298 --> 00:25:18,778 [ Crying ] Two months. 697 00:25:18,821 --> 00:25:21,084 That's why your wife was at the hospital today? 698 00:25:21,128 --> 00:25:23,565 Yeah, we -- we raced Casey to the Emergency Room, 699 00:25:23,609 --> 00:25:25,741 hoping that they could do something, but it was -- 700 00:25:25,785 --> 00:25:27,569 it was too late. 701 00:25:27,613 --> 00:25:32,269 And then there was so many, uh, questions and -- and forms. 702 00:25:32,313 --> 00:25:36,535 It took me a while to realize that, um, that Rita had left. 703 00:25:36,578 --> 00:25:38,624 She wasn't answering her cell, so I thought maybe s-she -- 704 00:25:38,667 --> 00:25:41,104 she came home, but she wasn't here, 705 00:25:41,148 --> 00:25:43,803 and then she just showed up like nothing had happened, 706 00:25:43,846 --> 00:25:47,241 and she was just... holding this little baby 707 00:25:47,284 --> 00:25:49,852 and calling her Casey 708 00:25:49,896 --> 00:25:51,201 and saying that everything had been a big mistake. 709 00:25:51,245 --> 00:25:52,333 [ Sniffles ] 710 00:25:52,376 --> 00:25:53,856 Okay, uh, we're gonna have to initiate 711 00:25:53,900 --> 00:25:55,641 Child Death Protocol. 712 00:25:55,684 --> 00:25:57,077 Treat the place like a crime scene. 713 00:25:57,120 --> 00:26:00,820 Notify Homicide, the District Attorney, and CPS. 714 00:26:00,863 --> 00:26:02,735 Wait, wait, wait, wait. We didn't kill our daughter. 715 00:26:02,778 --> 00:26:03,649 It was -- It was -- It was SIDS. 716 00:26:03,692 --> 00:26:05,781 Yes, sir. I understand. 717 00:26:05,825 --> 00:26:08,001 I'm not saying that we believe that you harmed your child, 718 00:26:08,044 --> 00:26:09,959 but we do have protocols we have to follow. 719 00:26:10,003 --> 00:26:12,048 Eh, sir, it's -- the hard fact is 720 00:26:12,092 --> 00:26:13,876 what most people consider to be SIDS 721 00:26:13,920 --> 00:26:16,575 is actually accidental suffocation 722 00:26:16,618 --> 00:26:19,055 from soft bedding or a toy. 723 00:26:19,099 --> 00:26:22,276 Uh, right now, we have to focus on your wife. 724 00:26:22,319 --> 00:26:24,147 Is there anywhere you think she might have gone? 725 00:26:24,191 --> 00:26:25,453 I don't know. 726 00:26:25,496 --> 00:26:26,846 I've reached out to everyone I can think of, 727 00:26:26,889 --> 00:26:29,413 but she's not really herself right -- right now. 728 00:26:29,457 --> 00:26:31,459 Has she been depressed lately? 729 00:26:31,502 --> 00:26:33,635 Yeah. I mean, she hasn't been eating or sleeping. 730 00:26:33,679 --> 00:26:36,420 The doctor said she had, um...PPD, 731 00:26:36,464 --> 00:26:38,466 but Rita refused any help. 732 00:26:38,509 --> 00:26:40,337 Uh, has she been drinking a lot? 733 00:26:40,381 --> 00:26:41,817 Any drugsor medication?No. 734 00:26:41,861 --> 00:26:44,211 No, the doctor prescribed antidepressants, 735 00:26:44,254 --> 00:26:46,648 but Rita wouldn't take them. I'm just so scared that -- 736 00:26:46,692 --> 00:26:48,345 Thank you, sir.Okay, thank you. 737 00:26:48,389 --> 00:26:49,999 Please don't hurt her. 738 00:26:50,043 --> 00:26:51,566 She's not herself right now.[ Car doors open, close ] 739 00:26:51,610 --> 00:26:53,437 You have to promise me that you won't hurt her, please. 740 00:26:54,917 --> 00:26:56,397 [ Engine starts ] 741 00:26:56,440 --> 00:26:58,704 [ Sobbing ] 742 00:26:58,747 --> 00:27:02,621 ♪♪ 743 00:27:07,103 --> 00:27:09,018 Updated Amber Alert. 744 00:27:09,062 --> 00:27:11,281 New suspect vehicle isa green Ford Fiesta. 745 00:27:11,325 --> 00:27:14,850 License plate3-Paul-Charles-Ida-0-2-6. 746 00:27:14,894 --> 00:27:16,983 Suspect is Rita Cissane. 747 00:27:17,026 --> 00:27:20,073 31-year-old white femalewho lost her baby to SIDS. 748 00:27:23,859 --> 00:27:26,253 This case is all the nightmaresin my closet combined. 749 00:27:26,296 --> 00:27:28,647 I know. Sorry. 750 00:27:28,690 --> 00:27:30,823 How am I ever gonna let my kid out of my sight? 751 00:27:30,866 --> 00:27:32,825 With all the things we seeon the job, 752 00:27:32,868 --> 00:27:34,261 the -- the things I knowabout people -- 753 00:27:34,304 --> 00:27:37,046 Look, the things we see are outliers. 754 00:27:37,090 --> 00:27:40,267 Look, every day, we show up on people's worst day. 755 00:27:40,310 --> 00:27:42,443 We see the exception, not the rule. 756 00:27:42,486 --> 00:27:45,098 I know that up here,but -- 757 00:27:45,141 --> 00:27:49,232 Look, whether the kid is with you or Wesley or a nanny, 758 00:27:49,276 --> 00:27:50,843 they'll be fine, okay? 759 00:27:50,886 --> 00:27:53,715 It's just so differentfrom the way I grew up. 760 00:27:53,759 --> 00:27:55,978 Wesley was raised by a nanny. 761 00:27:56,022 --> 00:27:59,721 But when my mom went to work,she put me in the back room, 762 00:27:59,765 --> 00:28:02,855 and the other womenwould check in on me. 763 00:28:02,898 --> 00:28:05,858 Can't exactly drop off Lopez Jr.in Holding every morning. 764 00:28:05,901 --> 00:28:07,381 [ Chuckles ] I don't know. 765 00:28:07,424 --> 00:28:09,252 Smitty is surprisingly maternal. 766 00:28:09,296 --> 00:28:10,776 [ Chuckles ] 767 00:28:10,819 --> 00:28:13,648 That is the most horrifying idea I've ever heard... 768 00:28:13,692 --> 00:28:15,737 and I want it to bea reality show so bad. 769 00:28:15,781 --> 00:28:18,000 Right? I would watch the hell out of that. 770 00:28:19,001 --> 00:28:21,525 Rita is negativeon any previous 5150 holds, 771 00:28:21,569 --> 00:28:23,963 and there are no registeredfirearms in her name. 772 00:28:24,006 --> 00:28:25,312 If this woman's doctor couldn't get through to her, 773 00:28:25,355 --> 00:28:26,617 how will you? 774 00:28:26,661 --> 00:28:27,749 I-I mean, this woman is in crisis. 775 00:28:27,793 --> 00:28:29,185 She needs a psychiatrist. 776 00:28:29,229 --> 00:28:30,578 Yeah, but the baby needs a cop. 777 00:28:30,621 --> 00:28:32,754 The honest truth is wedon't have enough information 778 00:28:32,798 --> 00:28:34,103 to know what we're dealing with. 779 00:28:34,147 --> 00:28:35,714 But that's every call. 780 00:28:35,757 --> 00:28:37,367 It's a constant struggleto figure things out 781 00:28:37,411 --> 00:28:38,891 before it's too late. 782 00:28:41,328 --> 00:28:43,373 Uh, 7-Adam-19, go to channel nine. 783 00:28:44,331 --> 00:28:45,941 Go for 7-Adam-19. 784 00:28:45,985 --> 00:28:47,726 Did you studypostpartum depression 785 00:28:47,769 --> 00:28:49,118 in your psych major? 786 00:28:49,162 --> 00:28:53,514 Yeah. PPD is fairly common,affects 1 in 8 new moms. 787 00:28:53,557 --> 00:28:56,038 In most cases, they feel tired, alone, guilty. 788 00:28:56,082 --> 00:28:57,692 Some feel a lack of attachmentand then guilt 789 00:28:57,736 --> 00:28:58,998 for not feeling attached. 790 00:28:59,041 --> 00:29:03,002 Some are overwhelmed by paranoia -- 791 00:29:03,045 --> 00:29:07,397 visions of horrible thingshappening to their own child. 792 00:29:07,441 --> 00:29:10,139 I see Rita turned downtreatment. 793 00:29:10,183 --> 00:29:12,489 That tells me she's probably dealing with shame, 794 00:29:12,533 --> 00:29:14,622 trying to cope alone,isolating. 795 00:29:14,665 --> 00:29:16,189 Now add to that the trauma 796 00:29:16,232 --> 00:29:18,495 of finding her childunresponsive. 797 00:29:18,539 --> 00:29:20,280 That could precipitatea mental break. 798 00:29:20,323 --> 00:29:22,543 If it's an extreme case of PPD,which is rare, 799 00:29:22,586 --> 00:29:25,328 she could be thinking aboutharming herself or her baby. 800 00:29:25,372 --> 00:29:26,634 Tim. Green Fiesta. 801 00:29:26,677 --> 00:29:27,809 Plates match. That's our car. 802 00:29:27,853 --> 00:29:28,810 Nolan, we found Rita's car. 803 00:29:28,854 --> 00:29:31,508 21000 block of Manningham. 804 00:29:31,552 --> 00:29:33,641 On our way. Let's go. 805 00:29:33,684 --> 00:29:35,686 ♪♪ 806 00:29:38,167 --> 00:29:39,603 Lucy: Control, 7-Adam-19, 807 00:29:39,647 --> 00:29:41,997 we've located the Fiesta from the revised Amber Alert. 808 00:29:42,041 --> 00:29:44,608 21000 block of Manningham. 809 00:29:44,652 --> 00:29:46,610 [ Pleasant music plays on stereo]No sign of suspect or child. 810 00:29:49,439 --> 00:29:51,441 It's still hot. She must have just ditched it. 811 00:29:51,485 --> 00:29:53,400 Man: Hey. You looking for the driver? 812 00:29:53,443 --> 00:29:54,880 Tim: Yeah, you see where she went? 813 00:29:54,923 --> 00:29:57,143 Nah. I was walking by when she parked on the curb. 814 00:29:57,186 --> 00:29:59,145 How long ago?About five minutes. 815 00:29:59,188 --> 00:30:00,581 Enough time for Butch and I to circle the block. 816 00:30:00,624 --> 00:30:03,062 Did she have a baby with her? No idea. 817 00:30:03,105 --> 00:30:05,629 I just watched her totally demolish that parking spot. 818 00:30:05,673 --> 00:30:07,283 [ Laughs ] Reminded me of my ex-wife. 819 00:30:07,327 --> 00:30:08,937 Uh, yes, sir. Please call us 820 00:30:08,981 --> 00:30:10,852 if you remember anything else. Okay. 821 00:30:10,896 --> 00:30:13,159 Control, 7-Adam-19, I got the vehicle, unoccupied. 822 00:30:13,202 --> 00:30:15,161 Witness says the suspect hereless than five minutes ago. 823 00:30:15,204 --> 00:30:16,336 She's on foot. 824 00:30:16,379 --> 00:30:17,685 We need backup and an airship 825 00:30:17,728 --> 00:30:18,773 to secure a 10-block radius 826 00:30:18,817 --> 00:30:19,992 for a grid search. 827 00:30:21,602 --> 00:30:22,908 ♪♪ 828 00:30:22,951 --> 00:30:24,039 I don't like this. 829 00:30:24,083 --> 00:30:25,084 She wouldn't have abandoned the car 830 00:30:25,127 --> 00:30:26,607 unless she stopped for a reason. 831 00:30:26,650 --> 00:30:28,261 Odds are it won't be a good one. 832 00:30:28,304 --> 00:30:29,915 We gotta find her fast. 833 00:30:33,788 --> 00:30:35,790 This is crazy. 834 00:30:35,834 --> 00:30:37,183 There's no way we find her and the baby in time. 835 00:30:37,226 --> 00:30:39,315 We've got multiple units and an airship searching. 836 00:30:39,359 --> 00:30:40,273 We will find them. 837 00:30:40,316 --> 00:30:41,752 How? They could be anywhere. 838 00:30:41,796 --> 00:30:43,885 No. On foot with a newbornand a five-minute head start, 839 00:30:43,929 --> 00:30:45,582 she's definitely withinour grid. 840 00:30:45,626 --> 00:30:47,019 Someone will have seen her. 841 00:30:47,062 --> 00:30:50,457 Just...pray we find her beforeshe does something rash. 842 00:30:50,500 --> 00:30:59,727 ♪♪ 843 00:30:59,770 --> 00:31:00,815 Up on the right. 844 00:31:00,859 --> 00:31:03,078 [ Siren chirps ] 845 00:31:05,080 --> 00:31:07,126 Not her. 846 00:31:10,303 --> 00:31:11,478 Can I make a suggestion? 847 00:31:11,521 --> 00:31:12,914 Of course. 848 00:31:12,958 --> 00:31:14,829 Would it be helpful to have Rita's husband 849 00:31:14,873 --> 00:31:18,050 brought down here for -- for when she's found? 850 00:31:18,093 --> 00:31:19,573 That could be dangerous. 851 00:31:19,616 --> 00:31:21,575 We don't know what the situationwas like at the house, 852 00:31:21,618 --> 00:31:24,012 and even if the baby's death truly was accidental, 853 00:31:24,056 --> 00:31:25,840 there could have been marital issues 854 00:31:25,884 --> 00:31:27,494 that added to Rita's PPD. 855 00:31:27,537 --> 00:31:29,191 We'd be introducing a wildcard 856 00:31:29,235 --> 00:31:30,540 to an already tenuoussituation. 857 00:31:30,584 --> 00:31:32,151 Wait, so it's all on you? 858 00:31:32,194 --> 00:31:34,370 I mean, no matter what you find when you get to her, 859 00:31:34,414 --> 00:31:35,502 you have to be ready to deal with it? 860 00:31:35,545 --> 00:31:38,157 What -- What if you make a mistake? 861 00:31:38,200 --> 00:31:39,985 We have to live with it. 862 00:31:40,028 --> 00:31:42,596 If we can. 863 00:31:42,639 --> 00:31:45,207 Pilot: All units, Air Three has eyes on the suspect. 864 00:31:45,251 --> 00:31:46,295 Fourth Street Bridge. 865 00:31:46,339 --> 00:31:49,037 Repeat -- Fourth Street Bridge. 866 00:31:49,081 --> 00:31:51,257 She has the baby. She's standing at the railing. 867 00:31:51,300 --> 00:31:53,824 Possible jumper. Repeat, possible jumper. 868 00:31:53,868 --> 00:31:55,130 Here we go. 869 00:31:55,174 --> 00:31:57,263 Control, advise Fire we have a possible jumper 870 00:31:57,306 --> 00:31:58,394 on Fourth Street Bridge. 871 00:31:58,438 --> 00:31:59,700 See if they havea crash pad available. 872 00:31:59,743 --> 00:32:03,051 We'll also need RA andbackup units, Code 2 high. 873 00:32:03,095 --> 00:32:09,362 ♪♪ 874 00:32:09,405 --> 00:32:12,278 [ Helicopter blades whirring ] 875 00:32:15,542 --> 00:32:17,370 [ Car doors close ] 876 00:32:17,413 --> 00:32:19,285 Maybe I should stay back. 877 00:32:19,328 --> 00:32:20,677 Uh, it's up to you, 878 00:32:20,721 --> 00:32:22,070 but a friendly face not in uniform 879 00:32:22,114 --> 00:32:23,854 might actually calm the situation. 880 00:32:23,898 --> 00:32:25,291 How do you want to play this? 881 00:32:25,334 --> 00:32:26,031 You go talk to her. 882 00:32:26,074 --> 00:32:27,336 You sure? 883 00:32:27,380 --> 00:32:28,947 Yeah, I'll step in if I need to. 884 00:32:31,645 --> 00:32:34,561 W-Why -- Why Nolan? 885 00:32:34,604 --> 00:32:38,217 He has a way of connecting with people in crisis situations. 886 00:32:38,260 --> 00:32:40,610 Hi, Rita. 887 00:32:40,654 --> 00:32:41,698 I'm John. 888 00:32:41,742 --> 00:32:42,699 [ Baby crying ] 889 00:32:42,743 --> 00:32:44,266 How do you know my name? 890 00:32:44,310 --> 00:32:45,659 Uh, Ethan told me. 891 00:32:45,702 --> 00:32:48,053 He's very worried about you. 892 00:32:48,096 --> 00:32:50,011 I'm fine. 893 00:32:50,055 --> 00:32:51,970 Who's that you got there? 894 00:32:52,013 --> 00:32:53,275 Casey. 895 00:32:53,319 --> 00:32:54,581 This is Casey. 896 00:32:54,624 --> 00:32:56,017 Oh. 897 00:32:56,061 --> 00:32:57,714 Casey looks a little bit cold. 898 00:32:57,758 --> 00:32:59,673 Why don't we bring her inside, off the bridge? 899 00:32:59,716 --> 00:33:00,587 No. 900 00:33:00,630 --> 00:33:03,068 She's fine with her mama. 901 00:33:03,111 --> 00:33:05,157 Do you mind if I just make sure? 902 00:33:05,200 --> 00:33:06,375 Stay back. 903 00:33:06,419 --> 00:33:07,420 Okay, yeah. I'll stay back. 904 00:33:07,463 --> 00:33:08,769 We -- We can just talk. 905 00:33:17,386 --> 00:33:18,170 Lucy: How's she doing? 906 00:33:18,213 --> 00:33:20,302 Uh, it's touch and go. 907 00:33:20,346 --> 00:33:22,000 What do you need?Keep them back. 908 00:33:22,043 --> 00:33:23,740 We don't want to spook her. 909 00:33:23,784 --> 00:33:25,742 Okay.Nolan: No, I know it can feel isolating, 910 00:33:25,786 --> 00:33:27,440 being a parent to a newborn... 911 00:33:27,483 --> 00:33:28,571 She's not looking at the baby. 912 00:33:28,615 --> 00:33:30,312 Nolan: ...so much to learn. 913 00:33:30,356 --> 00:33:32,010 [ Baby fusses ]You never feel like what you're doing... 914 00:33:32,053 --> 00:33:33,576 She's trying to convince herself 915 00:33:33,620 --> 00:33:35,317 that it's her baby she's holding. 916 00:33:35,361 --> 00:33:37,928 Yeah. Deep down inside, she knows it's not. 917 00:33:37,972 --> 00:33:40,018 What happens when she figures out the truth? 918 00:33:40,061 --> 00:33:41,671 It's hard to say for sure. 919 00:33:41,715 --> 00:33:43,195 It could break the spell or it could send her over the edge, 920 00:33:43,238 --> 00:33:44,544 literally. 921 00:33:44,587 --> 00:33:46,328 Control, what's the ETA on Fire? 922 00:33:46,372 --> 00:33:47,590 Dispatch: Three minutes. 923 00:33:47,634 --> 00:33:49,157 Might as well be three hours. 924 00:33:49,201 --> 00:33:51,551 Nolan: Are you thirsty, Rita? 925 00:33:51,594 --> 00:33:52,247 I can get you some water. 926 00:33:52,291 --> 00:33:53,814 Nolan. 927 00:33:53,857 --> 00:33:55,294 Can I talk to her? 928 00:33:55,337 --> 00:33:56,469 Hey, Rita, I'm gonna introduce you 929 00:33:56,512 --> 00:33:57,992 to my friend, Angela, okay? 930 00:33:58,036 --> 00:33:59,472 Okay. 931 00:33:59,515 --> 00:34:00,995 Hi, Rita. 932 00:34:01,039 --> 00:34:03,084 I'm here to help. 933 00:34:03,128 --> 00:34:04,129 Is this Casey? 934 00:34:05,478 --> 00:34:07,045 Yes. 935 00:34:07,088 --> 00:34:08,524 I love that name. 936 00:34:08,568 --> 00:34:12,311 My fiancé and I can't agree on a name for our baby. 937 00:34:12,354 --> 00:34:13,921 How did you choose? 938 00:34:13,964 --> 00:34:16,097 I don't know. 939 00:34:16,141 --> 00:34:18,230 When she was born, she just looked like a Casey. 940 00:34:18,273 --> 00:34:21,102 [ Baby fussing ] 941 00:34:21,146 --> 00:34:22,756 How far along are you? 942 00:34:22,799 --> 00:34:24,497 14 weeks. 943 00:34:24,540 --> 00:34:27,108 I'm already scared about giving birth. 944 00:34:27,152 --> 00:34:28,283 The pain. 945 00:34:28,327 --> 00:34:30,590 Don't worry about the pain. 946 00:34:30,633 --> 00:34:34,289 Once they put your baby in your arms 947 00:34:34,333 --> 00:34:37,727 and you look down into those beautiful eyes, 948 00:34:37,771 --> 00:34:39,555 it was all worth it. 949 00:34:39,599 --> 00:34:43,124 I heard all newborns have blue eyes. 950 00:34:43,168 --> 00:34:44,647 Not Casey. 951 00:34:44,691 --> 00:34:48,042 Dark brown, right from the start. 952 00:34:48,086 --> 00:34:50,784 The most amazing head of hair. 953 00:34:50,827 --> 00:34:51,654 I hope if I have a daughter, 954 00:34:51,698 --> 00:34:53,439 she's born with hair. 955 00:34:53,482 --> 00:34:56,442 My cousin's little girl, she was bald 956 00:34:56,485 --> 00:34:58,487 for like the first 18 months. 957 00:34:58,531 --> 00:35:00,141 Everyone thought she was a boy. 958 00:35:00,185 --> 00:35:01,403 I love putting 959 00:35:01,447 --> 00:35:03,884 Casey's hair in little pigtails. 960 00:35:03,927 --> 00:35:07,757 She always fights me, but she looks so cute. 961 00:35:07,801 --> 00:35:12,153 Rita, can you do something for me? 962 00:35:12,197 --> 00:35:13,763 Can you look at Casey? 963 00:35:13,807 --> 00:35:15,896 Just look in those pretty, brown eyes. 964 00:35:15,939 --> 00:35:18,377 [ Baby crying ] 965 00:35:18,420 --> 00:35:19,421 No. 966 00:35:19,465 --> 00:35:20,596 Please, Rita. 967 00:35:20,640 --> 00:35:22,337 I need you to look in her eyes. 968 00:35:22,381 --> 00:35:24,426 [ Helicopter blades whirring ] 969 00:35:27,951 --> 00:35:30,606 [ Crying continues ] 970 00:35:32,391 --> 00:35:35,959 It's not Casey, is it? 971 00:35:36,003 --> 00:35:37,961 [ Voice breaking ] No. 972 00:35:38,005 --> 00:35:40,138 No. 973 00:35:40,181 --> 00:35:42,792 Here. I got her. 974 00:35:42,836 --> 00:35:45,491 I'll get her back to her mother, okay? 975 00:35:49,103 --> 00:35:51,453 Tell her [Sniffles] I'm sorry. 976 00:35:53,673 --> 00:35:55,065 Nolan: Thank you, Rita. 977 00:35:55,109 --> 00:35:57,242 That was a very brave thingyou did, 978 00:35:57,285 --> 00:35:59,287 and now I need youto come with me, okay? 979 00:36:00,593 --> 00:36:02,899 My baby died. 980 00:36:02,943 --> 00:36:04,336 I know. 981 00:36:04,379 --> 00:36:05,511 I'm so sorry. 982 00:36:05,554 --> 00:36:07,730 [ Sobbing ] 983 00:36:07,774 --> 00:36:11,647 Come on. Come on. 984 00:36:13,519 --> 00:36:15,999 [ Baby cooing ] 985 00:36:16,043 --> 00:36:23,311 ♪♪ 986 00:36:29,274 --> 00:36:31,711 [ Engine shuts off ] 987 00:36:31,754 --> 00:36:33,669 Well, thank you for today. 988 00:36:33,713 --> 00:36:35,976 This is an experience I will not forget. 989 00:36:36,019 --> 00:36:38,108 Well, we should schedule 990 00:36:38,152 --> 00:36:40,067 another one of theselittle ride alongs 991 00:36:40,110 --> 00:36:41,895 so that we can continuethe conversation. 992 00:36:41,938 --> 00:36:43,505 Oh, that won't be necessary. 993 00:36:43,549 --> 00:36:44,637 [ Camera clicks off ] 994 00:36:44,680 --> 00:36:47,205 The book's already written, isn't it? 995 00:36:47,248 --> 00:36:49,119 I sent it to my publisher last week. 996 00:36:49,163 --> 00:36:50,599 Mm. What? 997 00:36:50,643 --> 00:36:52,122 Then what was today about, then? 998 00:36:52,166 --> 00:36:54,168 Just an anecdote for the book tour? 999 00:36:54,212 --> 00:36:56,562 No, I didn't know the day was gonna end up the way it did. 1000 00:36:56,605 --> 00:36:58,520 But how do you write a book about policing 1001 00:36:58,564 --> 00:36:59,608 without having seen it up close? 1002 00:36:59,652 --> 00:37:01,610 Oh, I have seen it. Believe me. 1003 00:37:01,654 --> 00:37:03,133 Today may have been my first ride along, 1004 00:37:03,177 --> 00:37:04,222 but it was not my first time 1005 00:37:04,265 --> 00:37:05,788 sitting in the back seat of a cop car. 1006 00:37:05,832 --> 00:37:08,138 I see, but if you're going to fix an engine, 1007 00:37:08,182 --> 00:37:09,792 don't you think it would be helpful to look under the hood? 1008 00:37:09,836 --> 00:37:12,012 That is a flawed analogy, Officer Nolan, 1009 00:37:12,055 --> 00:37:13,492 because a car is not actively trying to 1010 00:37:13,535 --> 00:37:14,710 keep you from fixing it. 1011 00:37:16,103 --> 00:37:17,452 Uh, excuse me. 1012 00:37:19,759 --> 00:37:22,762 Look, I get that the path to real change 1013 00:37:22,805 --> 00:37:24,764 seems almost impossible. 1014 00:37:24,807 --> 00:37:27,723 I mean, police departments are pros at circling the wagons 1015 00:37:27,767 --> 00:37:30,291 when public opinion turns against them. 1016 00:37:30,335 --> 00:37:33,076 But I promise you, 1017 00:37:33,120 --> 00:37:35,427 the only way things really will change 1018 00:37:35,470 --> 00:37:37,820 is if cops get on board. 1019 00:37:37,864 --> 00:37:39,257 I agree. 1020 00:37:39,300 --> 00:37:41,694 But cops only act when activists make so much noise, 1021 00:37:41,737 --> 00:37:43,304 they cannot be ignored. 1022 00:37:43,348 --> 00:37:44,827 Like in Camden. 1023 00:37:44,871 --> 00:37:47,177 Look, you're talking to two police officers 1024 00:37:47,221 --> 00:37:48,831 who would like to see things change, 1025 00:37:48,875 --> 00:37:51,834 and we're not the only ones at the station that feels this way. 1026 00:37:51,878 --> 00:37:55,316 I just think that... uh, maybe you could benefit 1027 00:37:55,360 --> 00:37:57,753 from some of our insights. 1028 00:38:01,931 --> 00:38:02,802 Alright. 1029 00:38:04,020 --> 00:38:05,674 You sold me. 1030 00:38:05,718 --> 00:38:07,676 Great. I'll tell Sergeant Grey. 1031 00:38:07,720 --> 00:38:09,243 I'm sure he'd love to be part of the conversation. 1032 00:38:09,287 --> 00:38:10,853 Oh, thank you. 1033 00:38:10,897 --> 00:38:13,726 And thank you both for the ride along. 1034 00:38:13,769 --> 00:38:15,336 I will see you in class. 1035 00:38:15,380 --> 00:38:16,642 Looking forward. 1036 00:38:19,732 --> 00:38:22,604 I think that went well, all things considered. 1037 00:38:22,648 --> 00:38:24,780 Oh, yeah. No, she's definitely gonna give you an "A." 1038 00:38:24,824 --> 00:38:26,608 -You think? -No. 1039 00:38:26,652 --> 00:38:28,349 She is gonna make you earn it in class, 1040 00:38:28,393 --> 00:38:29,698 like the rest of her students. 1041 00:38:29,742 --> 00:38:31,221 Fair enough. Yeah. 1042 00:38:31,265 --> 00:38:32,701 You have any plans for the rest of the night? 1043 00:38:32,745 --> 00:38:34,921 Hugging my daughter until she is sick of it 1044 00:38:34,964 --> 00:38:36,923 and then hugging hersome more. Sounds nice. 1045 00:38:36,966 --> 00:38:37,924 Nolan. 1046 00:38:39,534 --> 00:38:41,101 I'll see you tomorrow.Alright. 1047 00:38:41,144 --> 00:38:42,929 Sir. Well? 1048 00:38:42,972 --> 00:38:44,539 How'd it go with Professor Ryan? 1049 00:38:44,583 --> 00:38:46,149 Good, I think. 1050 00:38:46,193 --> 00:38:48,021 She's gonna be calling you to talk about, uh, police reform -- 1051 00:38:48,064 --> 00:38:49,283 for her book. 1052 00:38:49,327 --> 00:38:51,372 [ Chuckles ] 1053 00:38:51,416 --> 00:38:53,766 You point her my way to get back at me for the ride along? 1054 00:38:53,809 --> 00:38:54,810 No, sir. No. 1055 00:38:54,854 --> 00:38:55,811 I just know how committed you are 1056 00:38:55,855 --> 00:38:57,900 to making things better. 1057 00:38:57,944 --> 00:39:00,294 Even if it does mean having to admit you're wrong to do it. 1058 00:39:00,338 --> 00:39:02,383 Oh. Uh, I'm sorry? 1059 00:39:03,515 --> 00:39:05,691 When was I ever wrong? 1060 00:39:05,734 --> 00:39:08,998 Well, nothing comes to mind off hand. 1061 00:39:09,042 --> 00:39:11,784 I guess there was that one time you said if I succeeded, 1062 00:39:11,827 --> 00:39:14,352 your house would be "flooded with middle-aged losers 1063 00:39:14,395 --> 00:39:18,530 looking for an 'Eat Pray Love' path to reinvention." 1064 00:39:18,573 --> 00:39:20,836 I wrote it down. 1065 00:39:20,880 --> 00:39:23,839 You haven't succeeded yet, Officer Nolan. 1066 00:39:23,883 --> 00:39:26,233 Yes, sir. 1067 00:39:26,276 --> 00:39:26,973 Good night, sir. 1068 00:39:27,016 --> 00:39:29,410 Good night. 1069 00:39:29,454 --> 00:39:31,412 Lopez: Can't wait to get out of this uniform. 1070 00:39:31,456 --> 00:39:32,935 Hey, thanks again for riding with me. 1071 00:39:32,979 --> 00:39:34,154 Are you kidding me? 1072 00:39:34,197 --> 00:39:35,895 I wouldn't have missed it for the world. 1073 00:39:35,938 --> 00:39:38,376 And now it's end of shift, 1074 00:39:38,419 --> 00:39:40,813 and you are no longer a rookie. 1075 00:39:40,856 --> 00:39:42,292 [ Exhales deeply ] 1076 00:39:42,336 --> 00:39:43,946 How does it feel? 1077 00:39:43,990 --> 00:39:45,992 Unreal. 1078 00:39:46,035 --> 00:39:48,124 I mean, everything in my life has been geared towards 1079 00:39:48,168 --> 00:39:52,607 getting me to this moment, and...now it's here. 1080 00:39:52,651 --> 00:39:54,392 Kinda can't believe it, to be honest. 1081 00:39:54,435 --> 00:39:57,525 Well, congratulations. 1082 00:39:57,569 --> 00:39:59,222 You earned it. 1083 00:39:59,266 --> 00:40:00,485 ♪ I couldn't see the forest for the trees ♪ 1084 00:40:00,528 --> 00:40:03,444 ♪ Too many empties on the side 1085 00:40:03,488 --> 00:40:05,925 ♪ But I kept trading all my cigarettes for sunsets ♪ 1086 00:40:05,968 --> 00:40:06,969 ♪ Now I'm getting richer all the time ♪ 1087 00:40:07,013 --> 00:40:08,841 We did it. 1088 00:40:08,884 --> 00:40:10,712 No. Youdid it. 1089 00:40:13,411 --> 00:40:14,934 What's this? 1090 00:40:14,977 --> 00:40:17,545 It's a copy of your final evaluation. 1091 00:40:17,589 --> 00:40:19,460 I wrote it before our shift today. 1092 00:40:19,504 --> 00:40:21,854 Like Plain Clothes Day. 1093 00:40:21,897 --> 00:40:23,812 Only this time, I didn't have to rewrite it. 1094 00:40:23,856 --> 00:40:25,466 Mm. 1095 00:40:25,510 --> 00:40:26,772 ♪ I'll be young before I die 1096 00:40:26,815 --> 00:40:28,469 "Officer Chen impressed me 1097 00:40:28,513 --> 00:40:30,471 with every decision she made today. 1098 00:40:30,515 --> 00:40:32,604 I will miss riding with her." 1099 00:40:32,647 --> 00:40:34,344 ♪ I'll be wrong before I'm right ♪ 1100 00:40:34,388 --> 00:40:37,870 ♪ I keep filling up my crowded heart, yeah ♪ 1101 00:40:37,913 --> 00:40:40,220 You don't let anyone ever tell you 1102 00:40:40,263 --> 00:40:42,440 you can't do something. 1103 00:40:42,483 --> 00:40:44,180 Not even me. 1104 00:40:44,224 --> 00:40:45,747 ♪ Now all I see is the beauty of the thunderstorm ♪ 1105 00:40:45,791 --> 00:40:47,183 Yes, sir. 1106 00:40:47,227 --> 00:40:48,271 ♪ Let it wash it all away [ Inhales deeply ] 1107 00:40:48,315 --> 00:40:51,666 Step five -- acceptance. 1108 00:40:51,710 --> 00:40:54,495 Our checklist is complete. [ Chuckles ] 1109 00:40:54,539 --> 00:40:56,845 Um...I have a gift for you. 1110 00:40:58,238 --> 00:41:00,719 It's a thank-you. 1111 00:41:00,762 --> 00:41:03,156 For every lesson I had to learn. 1112 00:41:03,199 --> 00:41:05,767 Uh, should I open it now? 1113 00:41:05,811 --> 00:41:06,986 Absolutely. 1114 00:41:07,029 --> 00:41:07,726 Mm-hmm. 1115 00:41:07,769 --> 00:41:08,988 Okay. 1116 00:41:09,031 --> 00:41:10,468 ♪ I'll be dumb before I'm wise 1117 00:41:10,511 --> 00:41:12,208 [ Pop ] 1118 00:41:12,252 --> 00:41:13,558 ♪ I'll be wrong before I'm right ♪[ Chuckles ] 1119 00:41:13,601 --> 00:41:14,733 [ Exhales sharply ] 1120 00:41:14,776 --> 00:41:17,344 [ Laughs ] It's been a blast, sir. 1121 00:41:17,387 --> 00:41:20,303 I'll see you tomorrow...Lucy. 1122 00:41:21,479 --> 00:41:23,393 See you tomorrow, Tim.[ Door opens ] 1123 00:41:23,437 --> 00:41:24,960 ♪ I will laugh and I will cry [ Door closes ] 1124 00:41:25,004 --> 00:41:26,788 [ Chuckles ] 1125 00:41:26,832 --> 00:41:27,833 Ready to celebrate? 1126 00:41:27,876 --> 00:41:29,791 You know it. [ Chuckles ] 1127 00:41:29,835 --> 00:41:33,839 So, yeah. It was the perfect way to end the year. 1128 00:41:33,882 --> 00:41:35,057 [ Indistinct conversation ] 1129 00:41:35,101 --> 00:41:36,058 Exactly. 1130 00:41:36,102 --> 00:41:37,495 Where you going? 1131 00:41:39,018 --> 00:41:40,889 Uh, home. 1132 00:41:40,933 --> 00:41:42,891 No, you're not. 1133 00:41:42,935 --> 00:41:44,980 You are coming to dinner with Lila and me. 1134 00:41:45,024 --> 00:41:47,505 Uh, that's -- that's very nice of you, but I'm okay. 1135 00:41:47,548 --> 00:41:49,071 No, you're not. 1136 00:41:49,115 --> 00:41:51,160 You feel like a failure because they're moving on 1137 00:41:51,204 --> 00:41:52,988 and you're not. 1138 00:41:53,032 --> 00:41:55,251 But you will. 1139 00:41:55,295 --> 00:41:56,775 I appreciate that, but you, uh, 1140 00:41:56,818 --> 00:41:59,125 certainly don't have to take me to dinner out of pity. 1141 00:41:59,168 --> 00:42:01,344 It's not pity when you're paying. 1142 00:42:01,388 --> 00:42:02,607 ♪ I'll keep filling up... 1143 00:42:02,650 --> 00:42:04,260 W-Well, how can I say no to that? 1144 00:42:04,304 --> 00:42:06,132 You can't. 1145 00:42:06,175 --> 00:42:07,829 I'm gonna go pick up Lila. 1146 00:42:07,873 --> 00:42:10,745 Reservation is under my name at Mercado. 1147 00:42:10,789 --> 00:42:13,356 And I expect a skinny margarita waiting when I get there. 1148 00:42:13,400 --> 00:42:14,227 Yes, ma'am. Mm-hmm. 1149 00:42:14,270 --> 00:42:16,272 And, um... 1150 00:42:16,316 --> 00:42:17,273 Thank you. 1151 00:42:17,317 --> 00:42:18,492 You're welcome. 1152 00:42:20,233 --> 00:42:20,712 [ Car door closes ] 1153 00:42:24,846 --> 00:42:27,762 --Captions by VITAC-- 1154 00:42:27,806 --> 00:42:33,812 ♪♪ 1155 00:42:33,855 --> 00:42:39,818 ♪♪ 1156 00:42:39,861 --> 00:42:45,867 ♪♪ 1157 00:42:45,911 --> 00:42:51,743 ♪♪