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- [speaking Arabic]

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AUTOMATED VOICE:
[speaking Arabic]

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DENA: I couldn't
get out of the car,

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like I was stuck or something,

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even though this is everything

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that I've been, like,
looking forward to.

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I've been putting
all of my focus onto it.

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- And how do you feel
about the virginity?

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- I--I used to have nightmares

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about having sex all the time.
[clears throat]

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And then when I finally did it
a few years ago,

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a part of me felt
so much shame.

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This idea of being perfect
was gone.

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And then there was also
this other part of me

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that realized that I had never

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really felt my body.

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It was like something
opened up in me,

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and I--oh, my gosh,
it was just--

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I could--that sexual feeling
just made me feel like a woman,

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which I always wanted.

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I didn't--I don't even know
how to describe it.

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It was just a feeling inside.

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Like, I started making
my own decisions

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and felt
this kind of different power.

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And I really felt
like I knew myself better

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even if I didn't love
every part of me.

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I don't even think
that I came ever,

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but it doesn't even matter.

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- I meant his virginity.

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You took his virginity, right?

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- Oh.

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Yeah, um, he was really
traumatized by that. I feel--

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- I'm not interested
in his trauma.

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This is about you
and how you feel in your body.

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Reconnecting to your body.

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Do you agree brown cultures

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have emotional relationships
with food?

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- What?

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- I've found that there's
an emphasis in brown culture

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on the acceptance as food
as a form of love

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while also a criticism
of those who gain weight.

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Did you feel like your body
was ridiculed by your family?

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- Um...

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I don't really feel
comfortable or, like--

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- Talking about this
with a white woman?

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- I was actually gonna say
something else,

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but yeah, that.

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KENDRA: This work isn't
about exposing your family.

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This will serve your family.

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- [clears throat]

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When I was seven,
my grandma told me

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she'd get me a nose job at 16.

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- And did you?
DENA: No.

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She died when I was 14.

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KENDRA: I think
you should join group.

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Usually, I like to have
more one-on-one time

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with people, but I think
I could integrate you

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into tomorrow's session.

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- Uh, well,

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see, my dad's
in Egypt right now,

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and I'm supposed to be
helping my mom--

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- Bring her.

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- To--to group?

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- The group would love
to have a mother there.

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- I don't--
- It is so rare

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that we get to explore pain
with those who inflicted it.

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I think this is
a great opportunity for you,

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for both of you,

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especially with all of this
emotional abuse.

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- Emotional abuse?

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- Everything you've told me
about your family

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is emotionally abusive.

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Have you never thought of that?

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- I thought...

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we were just Arab.

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- "I thought I was just Arab."

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Wow.

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That's great work.

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- You're smoking
in the house now?

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MAYSA: Dena, it's not
a political rally, okay?

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Biden won long time ago.

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That's it. Khalas!

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- You're the one
who wanted to quit.

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- It's not easy to quit, okay?

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I will quit in the summer.
It's easier.

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DENA:
Okay.

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I wanted to talk to you
about something.

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MAYSA:
Talk. Yalla. I have to lift.

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- Okay, uh, I wanted to know

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if maybe you would come
to therapy with me.

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Like, together.

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- Therapy?
DENA: Mm-hmm.

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Yeah, I'm seeing
this new therapist,

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and they think that it would
be helpful to meet you

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as part of my work.
- Oh, it's work. [speaking Arabic]

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So, like, you represent
this therapist in court?

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And, uh, like, how can I help?

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What did he do?
Like, he touched someone?

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- No, no, no, no, this is not
part of my law work.

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It's part of my therapy work.

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My healing.

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You know, like,
my mental health.

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We have God, Dena.

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- God isn't a therapist, Mom.

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- What are you doing there?

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You just go and report
how terrible your mom is,

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how bad your parents are?
Like, what--

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You're just, like,
giving our secrets out

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to a random person
to put them in a folder?

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DENA: No--
- Is that how we raised you?

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- I'm not telling on you.

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I need help,

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and I really think you do too.

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- I don't need anything.

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I love my life.
I am very happy in my life.

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Have you seen the show The
Real Housewives of New Jersey?

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These women drink and cheat.

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Their husbands are murderers.
Murder, Dena.

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I mean,
these guys need therapy.

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Like, you wanna put me
there with them?

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I raised you up, both of you,
you and your brother,

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and then I went to work.

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Now, tell me, do you know
any other woman on Earth

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raised two kids and then
they started to work after?

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I am the real Real Housewife
of New Jersey.

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I was thinking maybe you wanna
give them a try?

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DENA:
Are those mushrooms, Shadi?

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- Yeah, I know
it's unconventional, and...

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One trip really
changed everything.

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I understand.

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I thought maybe you could use
a little bit of help.

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- What the fuck
is wrong with you?

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Drugs? Therapy? What?

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What do you need help for?

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- You are
emotionally abusing me, Mom.

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- What the fuck?

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- That's what
my therapist said.

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- That's because he heard only
your side of the story, okay?

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- [speaking Arabic]

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- No.

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MAYSA: You see,
he keeps saying

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that he's a businessman,

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but there's
no business happening,

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and I'm the one really doing
all the work here.

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This is not what we agreed on.

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In the beginning,

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there was love,
there was passion,

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but now stubbornness.
only stubbornness,

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Like, he's so stubborn.

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I say, "Farouk,
let's do something together."

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And he goes, "I am watching
something on YouTube.com."

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DENA:
Okay, but, Mom, also,

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you don't always communicate
that clearly.

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And when you--when you try to,
it comes off really aggressive.

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I'm fucking trying
to say something here.

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- Yes, yes, Dena, Dena, please,
give us a moment.

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- Sorry, I thought
we were both sharing--

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- Maysa,
I would like to know more

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about your life before him.

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Did you experience
these power struggle dynamics

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in your previous relationships?

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- Listen, I'm not a whore.
Okay?

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Like,
no previous relationships.

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Us, in our culture,
we pick only one man.

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- Mm.

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And you said
that he lied to you

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about losing a job?

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You never considered divorce?

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- [speaking Arabic]

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KENDRA:
I'm curious.

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You speak of your husband
like some speak of a father.

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What was your relationship like
with your father?

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- I'm not going to sit here,

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tell you everything
about my life

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or my father or my husband.

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Listen, they're good men.
You don't know them.

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I am here
because my daughter said

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that I abuse of her,

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and I'm here
because I want to tell her

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that I don't abuse.
Okay, Dena?

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What did I do to you?
Did I hit you?

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Did I do anything bad to you?
Like--

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you don't know anything, right?
You just met her.

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We speak five minutes,
and you say divorce?

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[speaking Arabic]

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I am a Palestinian woman,

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and you don't fucking know
what I went through.

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Okay? When we have problems,
we just figure them out.

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We don't walk away like
if we don't have any family.

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Not like you people. Let's go.

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I'm done.

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KENDRA:
No, no, no. Stay. Please.

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We'll work through this later
in the role-play.

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Yalla.

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But for free.

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Huh?

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- Nabawy.

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[speaking Arabic]

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Nabawy.

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- [whistling]

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Shereen!

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- Hi.

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[speaking Arabic]

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- [speaking Arabic]

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- Hmm?

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- No.

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- Oh.

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Okay.

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Insha'allah.

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SPECIALIST: Hello, how may I
help you end things today?

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- Hello? Uh...

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SPECIALIST: Who do I have--
[phone clicks shut]

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- Hi.
- 'Sup?

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- 'Sup?

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Marlboro Red, please.

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CASHIER: Oh, we don't cig here.
Just vapes.

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- This is a smoke shop.

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- Digital smoke.

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- Fuck.
CASHIER: You seem pressed.

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You wanna try CBD?

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- Actually, do you have crack?
CASHIER: What?

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MAYSA:
You're just like my nephew.

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Everyone wants me to do drugs

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and just, like,
forget about things

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and quit, maybe, about my life.

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I mean,
maybe I should try crack,

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and then I can go to prison

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and rap about it
and become successful

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in this fucking country.

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This is what everyone
likes here, right?

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This is how people become rich.

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- You worried about money?

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- I put everything in my life
into my daughter,

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and I think she hates me.

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- You know,
you remind me of my mom

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energy-wise.

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Hardworking, immigrant vibes.

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We had the same kind
of relationship.

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- Do you hate her?

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- Yeah.

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Here, tobacco.

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It's on the house.

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I'm giving you
some cartridges too.

259
00:21:47,181 --> 00:21:48,474
- Thank you.

260
00:21:58,442 --> 00:22:01,445
[tense music]

261
00:22:01,445 --> 00:22:04,698
♪ ♪

262
00:22:04,698 --> 00:22:06,075
[knocking]

263
00:22:13,278 --> 00:22:14,278
- [speaking Arabic]

264
00:22:21,632 --> 00:22:23,926
[person crying]

265
00:22:26,428 --> 00:22:29,431
[person screaming]

266
00:22:40,317 --> 00:22:42,319
- So, uh...

267
00:23:48,594 --> 00:23:50,638
KENDRA:
Since Maysa isn't here,

268
00:23:50,638 --> 00:23:53,724
I will have Jessica
play your mom.

269
00:23:55,726 --> 00:23:57,686
Mikey, please,

270
00:23:57,686 --> 00:24:02,942
play her father, and let's all
think about what we heard

271
00:24:02,942 --> 00:24:06,987
in their session this morning
and use that as inspiration.

272
00:24:06,987 --> 00:24:12,159
Remember, when we revisit
and revise,

273
00:24:12,159 --> 00:24:13,494
we what?
ALL: Find healing.

274
00:24:13,494 --> 00:24:14,912
KENDRA:
Find healing, thank you.

275
00:24:16,455 --> 00:24:21,085
- Sorry, do we have to do it
with, um, a real cigarette?

276
00:24:21,085 --> 00:24:22,878
- Dena, lean in.

277
00:24:22,878 --> 00:24:24,171
This is your mother.

278
00:24:24,171 --> 00:24:26,465
- Yeah, no--okay. Okay.

279
00:24:26,465 --> 00:24:28,968
Um...

280
00:24:28,968 --> 00:24:31,637
please, can you stop smoking?

281
00:24:31,637 --> 00:24:34,348
- [with Indian accent]
Dena, I am Mommy.

282
00:24:34,348 --> 00:24:35,933
Don't tell me what to do.

283
00:24:35,933 --> 00:24:37,726
I tell you what to do.

284
00:24:37,726 --> 00:24:39,895
- Nice, nice. Good listening.

285
00:24:41,063 --> 00:24:43,315
- Sorry, um,
that's not my mom's accent--

286
00:24:43,315 --> 00:24:45,526
- Don't you be critical
of how I am talking.

287
00:24:45,526 --> 00:24:48,529
I am a strong
Palestinian woman.

288
00:24:48,529 --> 00:24:50,489
- Okay, it's a bit
of an Indian accent.

289
00:24:50,489 --> 00:24:52,658
- I am your mother.
Listen to me, chaiwala.

290
00:24:52,658 --> 00:24:54,451
- It's the energy,
not the voice.

291
00:24:54,451 --> 00:24:56,120
Surrender.

292
00:24:57,496 --> 00:24:59,206
- [whispering] Palestine.

293
00:25:02,126 --> 00:25:03,127
- Um...

294
00:25:05,337 --> 00:25:09,216
I am really afraid
that you keep smoking--

295
00:25:09,216 --> 00:25:12,094
- [as Borat]
I am home, your father!

296
00:25:12,094 --> 00:25:14,930
Jagshemash! My wife.

297
00:25:14,930 --> 00:25:16,473
She didn't make food.

298
00:25:16,473 --> 00:25:19,351
Why you don't cook for me?

299
00:25:19,351 --> 00:25:21,603
My daughter don't cook for me.

300
00:25:21,603 --> 00:25:23,147
- Yes, she is very bad.

301
00:25:23,147 --> 00:25:25,607
MIKEY:
My wife say you don't listen.

302
00:25:25,607 --> 00:25:28,152
Daughter who don't listen
to her mother?

303
00:25:28,152 --> 00:25:30,571
Wah-wah-wee-wah!
- Nice.

304
00:25:30,571 --> 00:25:33,824
Jessica, call her a whore.

305
00:25:33,824 --> 00:25:35,826
- You're a whore.

306
00:25:35,826 --> 00:25:38,537
- Wah-wah-wee-wah.

307
00:25:38,537 --> 00:25:41,623
You not virgin? Jagshemash!

308
00:25:41,623 --> 00:25:44,793
I pray for this never happen.

309
00:25:44,793 --> 00:25:47,880
What our family shame gonna be?

310
00:25:47,880 --> 00:25:49,590
Is gonna be death.

311
00:25:49,590 --> 00:25:50,966
- The whole village cries.

312
00:25:50,966 --> 00:25:54,720
- Before you going to do this,
talk to your mother.

313
00:25:54,720 --> 00:25:58,348
You don't go run around.
[smacks lips]

314
00:25:58,348 --> 00:26:01,101
You talk to your family.

315
00:26:01,101 --> 00:26:03,520
We support you be whore.

316
00:26:03,520 --> 00:26:06,565
[ethereal music]

317
00:26:06,565 --> 00:26:13,572
♪ ♪

318
00:26:28,587 --> 00:26:29,713
- I think so.

319
00:26:37,262 --> 00:26:38,430
- Yeah.

320
00:26:44,670 --> 00:26:45,687
[both speaking Arabic]

321
00:27:07,668 --> 00:27:09,044
- Good to see you again.

322
00:27:17,719 --> 00:27:20,055
DENA:
Hey. I was waiting for a bit.

323
00:27:20,055 --> 00:27:22,474
I was, um, about to leave,
but I'm--

324
00:27:22,474 --> 00:27:25,018
I'm happy that I'm seeing you,
yeah.

325
00:27:26,103 --> 00:27:29,106
I just wanted to say
that I'm sorry.

326
00:27:31,984 --> 00:27:36,530
It's been really hard for me.
It's a hard time.

327
00:27:37,531 --> 00:27:40,742
Like, it feels like
my family's falling apart,

328
00:27:40,742 --> 00:27:44,538
and I'm just in the middle
of everything

329
00:27:44,538 --> 00:27:45,747
all the time.

330
00:27:48,333 --> 00:27:50,294
Like,
they dump everything on me,

331
00:27:50,294 --> 00:27:52,713
but they won't even listen
to me.

332
00:27:52,713 --> 00:27:55,257
And I feel like
I'm just this idea

333
00:27:55,257 --> 00:27:57,050
of what a daughter should be.

334
00:27:57,050 --> 00:27:59,761
I don't--I don't even know
who I am.

335
00:27:59,761 --> 00:28:02,472
You know, like, I don't feel
like I'm in control sometimes,

336
00:28:02,472 --> 00:28:04,683
and, like, I skipped
the biggest exam of my life

337
00:28:04,683 --> 00:28:06,643
because I was
so fucking pissed.

338
00:28:06,643 --> 00:28:10,188
Just pissed at how I--I can't
even help people, you know?

339
00:28:10,188 --> 00:28:13,942
Being a lawyer, it feels like
I wouldn't even help anyone.

340
00:28:13,942 --> 00:28:15,903
I don't know, I just--

341
00:28:15,903 --> 00:28:18,447
sometimes I don't know
what I believe.

342
00:28:18,447 --> 00:28:21,658
But I--I really wanna feel like
I'm doing something special.

343
00:28:21,658 --> 00:28:24,286
Something that's mine,

344
00:28:24,286 --> 00:28:27,039
not just something put on me.

345
00:28:27,039 --> 00:28:28,999
[sighs]

346
00:28:28,999 --> 00:28:30,417
I'm just sorry.

347
00:28:31,960 --> 00:28:35,172
Uh, when I saw you, I really
wasn't thinking about you.

348
00:28:35,172 --> 00:28:37,382
I just--I wanted what I wanted.

349
00:28:40,844 --> 00:28:43,680
- Moshin thinks you raped me.

350
00:28:43,680 --> 00:28:45,349
- What?

351
00:28:45,349 --> 00:28:48,852
- I told him
I don't think it was rape

352
00:28:48,852 --> 00:28:50,562
because I invited you over.

353
00:28:50,562 --> 00:28:52,856
- That technically
doesn't mean it's not.

354
00:28:52,856 --> 00:28:54,983
But still, I--like, I didn't.

355
00:28:54,983 --> 00:28:57,819
- I saw how you are
with your mother.

356
00:28:57,819 --> 00:29:01,490
She's a bit much,
but you act like a baby.

357
00:29:01,490 --> 00:29:04,826
In this dunya, none of us
have any control,

358
00:29:04,826 --> 00:29:07,329
but we can make good choices.

359
00:29:08,872 --> 00:29:13,293
My parents don't agree
with everything in my life.

360
00:29:14,836 --> 00:29:16,129
But I stand up to them.

361
00:29:16,129 --> 00:29:18,173
- It is so different.

362
00:29:18,173 --> 00:29:20,133
You're a guy.

363
00:29:20,133 --> 00:29:22,970
- Yes, but you
are more convincing

364
00:29:22,970 --> 00:29:24,972
than any guy I've ever met.

365
00:29:26,473 --> 00:29:29,559
I think you could convince
anyone of anything.

366
00:29:33,480 --> 00:29:37,275
- Could I convince you
to get something to eat?

367
00:29:49,955 --> 00:29:51,707
AUTOMATED VOICE:
You may hang up or press one

368
00:29:51,707 --> 00:29:53,912
for more options.
[line beeps]

369
00:30:33,915 --> 00:30:35,000
Okay?

370
00:30:37,085 --> 00:30:38,420
I love you.

371
00:30:40,213 --> 00:30:41,423
Bye.

372
00:30:50,180 --> 00:30:51,168
- Mm.

373
00:31:02,194 --> 00:31:03,320
- Mm.

374
00:31:41,399 --> 00:31:43,318
Feminist.

375
00:31:49,574 --> 00:31:50,826
- Yalla.

376
00:31:50,826 --> 00:31:53,829
[tense music]

377
00:31:53,829 --> 00:31:57,165
♪ ♪

378
00:31:59,459 --> 00:32:06,466
♪ ♪

379
00:32:10,804 --> 00:32:13,807
SINGER: [singing in Arabic]

380
00:32:13,807 --> 00:32:20,856
♪ ♪