1 00:00:00,967 --> 00:00:02,969 - ♪ MTV ♪ 2 00:00:02,969 --> 00:00:06,206 - I have been able to locate Angelina's father. 3 00:00:06,206 --> 00:00:08,375 - [gasps] - Oh, my God! 4 00:00:08,375 --> 00:00:10,744 - I could finally have the family I always wanted. 5 00:00:10,744 --> 00:00:13,313 - She looks just like you, Dad. It's crazy. 6 00:00:13,313 --> 00:00:16,049 - This is the biggest thing I ever wanted in my entire life, 7 00:00:16,049 --> 00:00:17,217 [sobbing] Oh, my God. 8 00:00:17,217 --> 00:00:18,485 Having a father. 9 00:00:18,485 --> 00:00:20,120 - Let me see your watch. What is it, a Rolex? 10 00:00:20,120 --> 00:00:21,354 [upbeat music stops] 11 00:00:21,354 --> 00:00:23,056 Wish I could afford a watch like that. 12 00:00:23,056 --> 00:00:25,425 [tense music] 13 00:00:25,425 --> 00:00:28,094 - I have a little secret to reveal to the squad. 14 00:00:28,094 --> 00:00:30,797 It's very big, and I wanted to tell you guys first. 15 00:00:30,797 --> 00:00:32,098 - What is going on here? 16 00:00:32,098 --> 00:00:34,300 Why is there paparazzi in Holmdel? 17 00:00:34,300 --> 00:00:36,269 This guy has to tell us before it gets out. 18 00:00:36,269 --> 00:00:37,637 - Is Angelina coming? - Oh, no. 19 00:00:37,637 --> 00:00:39,472 She's gone dark the past two weeks. 20 00:00:39,472 --> 00:00:41,040 I don't know. - I hope she's all right. 21 00:00:41,040 --> 00:00:42,509 - [sobbing] 22 00:00:44,011 --> 00:00:45,512 - ♪ Get crazy, get wild ♪ 23 00:00:45,512 --> 00:00:47,014 ♪ Let's party, get loud ♪ - Yeah, buddy! 24 00:00:47,014 --> 00:00:50,017 - ♪ If you wanna have fun ♪ - Party's here! 25 00:00:50,017 --> 00:00:52,619 - The Situation is under construction. 26 00:00:52,619 --> 00:00:55,022 - We're so classy now. - ♪ Get crazy, get wild ♪ 27 00:00:55,022 --> 00:00:57,291 - On the seventh day, it'll be lit. 28 00:00:57,291 --> 00:01:00,160 - Get the frig out of here, you crazy! 29 00:01:00,160 --> 00:01:02,329 - Um, hello? - ♪ Get crazy, get wild ♪ 30 00:01:02,329 --> 00:01:04,731 - I'm still the sweetest bitch you'll ever meet. 31 00:01:04,731 --> 00:01:07,634 - ♪ If you wanna have fun, then do something crazy ♪ 32 00:01:09,703 --> 00:01:11,472 - ♪ If I was you, I'd be dying to be ♪ 33 00:01:11,472 --> 00:01:13,474 ♪ A reflection of the person that you're seeing in me ♪ 34 00:01:13,474 --> 00:01:14,908 ♪ Like I was born on the moon ♪ 35 00:01:14,908 --> 00:01:16,543 - What is happening? - Something big is happening. 36 00:01:16,543 --> 00:01:18,979 Are you ready for the surprise? all: Yeah. 37 00:01:18,979 --> 00:01:21,048 - Cause I can't keep this to myself anymore. 38 00:01:21,048 --> 00:01:23,116 This is one of my biggest secrets ever. 39 00:01:23,116 --> 00:01:25,519 And I'm ready to scream it from the rooftop. 40 00:01:25,519 --> 00:01:27,120 Please rise. - Please rise? 41 00:01:27,120 --> 00:01:28,789 - Please rise. - What is this? 42 00:01:28,789 --> 00:01:30,224 - In the name of the Father-- - Are you a priest? 43 00:01:30,224 --> 00:01:33,227 - I have--I have a little bit of a surprise here. 44 00:01:33,227 --> 00:01:35,829 - ♪ Secret, secret ♪ 45 00:01:35,829 --> 00:01:37,264 - What I'm about to show you 46 00:01:37,264 --> 00:01:38,999 couldn't have come out any better. 47 00:01:38,999 --> 00:01:40,701 - ♪ I wanna tell you ♪ 48 00:01:40,701 --> 00:01:45,639 - I have no clue what is behind that black sheet. 49 00:01:45,639 --> 00:01:47,908 But if there's another investigation board, 50 00:01:47,908 --> 00:01:49,877 I'm out. [chuckles] 51 00:01:49,877 --> 00:01:52,145 - This right here has been a baby of mine 52 00:01:52,145 --> 00:01:53,680 for the past two years. 53 00:01:53,680 --> 00:01:55,983 I put my heart and my soul into it. 54 00:01:55,983 --> 00:01:58,852 I think once people see it, um-- 55 00:01:58,852 --> 00:02:00,954 the cover couldn't--cover? 56 00:02:00,954 --> 00:02:02,256 - [chuckles] - Huh? 57 00:02:02,256 --> 00:02:03,290 - The cover? - The cover? 58 00:02:03,290 --> 00:02:05,559 - No. No, no, no, no. 59 00:02:05,559 --> 00:02:07,194 - My man can't keep a secret, man! 60 00:02:07,194 --> 00:02:08,495 - Wait, wait, wait. Let me rewind that. 61 00:02:08,495 --> 00:02:10,564 Let me rewind that, OK? 62 00:02:10,564 --> 00:02:12,065 - Like, come on, you were this close. 63 00:02:12,065 --> 00:02:13,700 You were so close to the reveal. 64 00:02:13,700 --> 00:02:16,103 - He's on a cover of something. - Who says that? 65 00:02:16,103 --> 00:02:21,074 - Before I reveal my secret anymore, OK, here we go. 66 00:02:21,074 --> 00:02:22,809 [energetic musical crescendo] 67 00:02:25,145 --> 00:02:27,247 This is the cover to my book that I'm launching. 68 00:02:27,247 --> 00:02:29,616 This is a book launch party. - Oh, my God! 69 00:02:29,616 --> 00:02:32,119 [cheers and applause] - Congratulations! 70 00:02:32,119 --> 00:02:33,554 - Yes. - That's amazing! 71 00:02:33,554 --> 00:02:36,456 - I am now an author. - That's sick. 72 00:02:36,456 --> 00:02:38,158 - I'm pretty sure Mike can't write. 73 00:02:38,158 --> 00:02:41,495 Unless this is a picture book or a coloring book, 74 00:02:41,495 --> 00:02:42,930 Mike had someone helping him. 75 00:02:42,930 --> 00:02:44,665 - This is my tell-all book. 76 00:02:44,665 --> 00:02:46,166 - Oh, we're [bleep]. - [chuckles] 77 00:02:46,166 --> 00:02:49,503 - This is my story about how I overcame addiction. 78 00:02:49,503 --> 00:02:51,204 I'm eight years clean and sober, 79 00:02:51,204 --> 00:02:53,807 living my best life and teaching others to do the same. 80 00:02:53,807 --> 00:02:56,276 The book launches in the fall. 81 00:02:56,276 --> 00:02:57,644 And technically right now, my new nickname 82 00:02:57,644 --> 00:03:00,714 is The Publication. [laughter] 83 00:03:00,714 --> 00:03:02,382 - My man. [cheers and applause] 84 00:03:02,382 --> 00:03:04,518 Congratulations, my guy. 85 00:03:04,518 --> 00:03:05,819 - It is official. 86 00:03:05,819 --> 00:03:07,254 I am now an author. 87 00:03:07,254 --> 00:03:08,922 This is a book that I've been working on 88 00:03:08,922 --> 00:03:10,591 for the past two years. 89 00:03:10,591 --> 00:03:12,960 This right here is the first time ever 90 00:03:12,960 --> 00:03:15,862 that I'm giving my full story about how 91 00:03:15,862 --> 00:03:17,364 I recovered from addiction. 92 00:03:17,364 --> 00:03:18,699 People are going to be shocked. 93 00:03:18,699 --> 00:03:20,734 They're gonna laugh, they're gonna cry. 94 00:03:20,734 --> 00:03:21,969 But most importantly, 95 00:03:21,969 --> 00:03:23,870 I think it's going to help countless lives. 96 00:03:23,870 --> 00:03:25,238 I think it was very important for me 97 00:03:25,238 --> 00:03:28,375 to detail my struggles with addiction 98 00:03:28,375 --> 00:03:32,946 along with how I worked my damnedest to recover 99 00:03:32,946 --> 00:03:35,515 and have lasting sobriety and a beautiful family 100 00:03:35,515 --> 00:03:36,950 that I have today. 101 00:03:36,950 --> 00:03:39,720 How I overcame addiction, loss, and prison, 102 00:03:39,720 --> 00:03:41,054 those are the really big themes. 103 00:03:41,054 --> 00:03:42,856 And I really think you guys are going 104 00:03:42,856 --> 00:03:44,024 to really love this book. 105 00:03:44,024 --> 00:03:45,559 It's like "Wolf of Wall Street" good. 106 00:03:45,559 --> 00:03:47,094 - Wow. - Oh, that's good. 107 00:03:47,094 --> 00:03:49,162 - Do you want to hear a story or two that's in the book? 108 00:03:49,162 --> 00:03:50,197 - Yes. - Yeah. 109 00:03:50,197 --> 00:03:51,264 - OK. 110 00:03:51,264 --> 00:03:53,567 Um-- 111 00:03:56,937 --> 00:03:58,372 [soft dramatic music] 112 00:03:58,372 --> 00:04:01,675 I have never told anyone 113 00:04:01,675 --> 00:04:04,378 some of these stories 114 00:04:04,378 --> 00:04:08,482 because I have to relive, you know-- 115 00:04:08,482 --> 00:04:12,386 [sighs] You know, the darkest moments of my life. 116 00:04:12,386 --> 00:04:14,721 But I want to tell the squad 117 00:04:14,721 --> 00:04:16,757 before I release it to the world. 118 00:04:16,757 --> 00:04:21,228 Now, I'm not necessarily proud to admit this. 119 00:04:21,228 --> 00:04:24,564 But one day in 2015, I wasn't feeling good 120 00:04:24,564 --> 00:04:25,799 because at this particular time, 121 00:04:25,799 --> 00:04:27,234 I was in active addiction 122 00:04:27,234 --> 00:04:31,538 and I was dependent on prescription opiates. 123 00:04:31,538 --> 00:04:35,942 I was taking about six Roxys three times a day. 124 00:04:35,942 --> 00:04:37,344 That's a lot. 125 00:04:37,344 --> 00:04:40,714 A Roxy is equivalent to three Percocet-10's. 126 00:04:40,714 --> 00:04:42,816 - Like 60 Percocets? - Mm-hmm. 127 00:04:42,816 --> 00:04:44,184 - Oh, wow. - Wow. 128 00:04:44,184 --> 00:04:45,452 - In a three-year period, 129 00:04:45,452 --> 00:04:48,922 how much do you think I paid for drugs? 130 00:04:48,922 --> 00:04:50,023 Half a million. - [gasps] 131 00:04:50,023 --> 00:04:51,958 - Wow. - 500,000? 132 00:04:51,958 --> 00:04:54,961 - 500,000 on Roxys and cocaine. - Michael. 133 00:04:54,961 --> 00:04:56,697 - Man. - Oh, my God. 134 00:04:56,697 --> 00:04:58,999 - But at this particular point, I'm down on my luck. 135 00:04:58,999 --> 00:05:00,767 This is rock bottom, OK? 136 00:05:00,767 --> 00:05:02,302 And I'm really depressed. 137 00:05:02,302 --> 00:05:04,071 You know, the government's coming after me for millions. 138 00:05:04,071 --> 00:05:05,372 I got nothing left. 139 00:05:05,372 --> 00:05:07,774 I'm a couple of months behind on my rent. 140 00:05:07,774 --> 00:05:10,510 They're about to kick me out. I'm unemployed. 141 00:05:10,510 --> 00:05:12,179 The lawyers are about to leave me 142 00:05:12,179 --> 00:05:14,681 because I have no really money to pay for them anymore. 143 00:05:14,681 --> 00:05:17,084 So this is all weighing on me, you know. 144 00:05:17,084 --> 00:05:20,253 I'm starting to get what's called the [bleep]its, OK, 145 00:05:20,253 --> 00:05:22,589 where you're like, [bleep] it, so I call my buddy up. 146 00:05:22,589 --> 00:05:25,892 Dude, I'm like, I'm not going to feel good shortly. 147 00:05:25,892 --> 00:05:27,594 You know, can you get me some blues? 148 00:05:27,594 --> 00:05:30,330 Blues is the code name for Roxys in the street. 149 00:05:30,330 --> 00:05:32,933 He's like, yeah, man. He's like, let's go to Newark. 150 00:05:32,933 --> 00:05:34,201 You drive. 151 00:05:34,201 --> 00:05:36,002 So I left the house with the old friend 152 00:05:36,002 --> 00:05:37,204 that I grew up with. 153 00:05:37,204 --> 00:05:38,739 - Was Lauren with you at this time? 154 00:05:38,739 --> 00:05:41,575 - Yes. Lauren was with me. And we got into a big fight. 155 00:05:41,575 --> 00:05:45,212 When I left the house, she just--she just had a feeling. 156 00:05:45,212 --> 00:05:47,514 So me and my friend, we get to Newark. 157 00:05:47,514 --> 00:05:49,716 He's like, dude, stay in the car, and I'll get it. 158 00:05:49,716 --> 00:05:51,651 So I'm sitting there for an hour. 159 00:05:51,651 --> 00:05:52,986 There's cops running. 160 00:05:52,986 --> 00:05:55,088 But, you know, the sirens going back and forth. 161 00:05:55,088 --> 00:05:57,023 Lauren's blowing up my phone, you know, 162 00:05:57,023 --> 00:05:58,592 I know what you're doing. 163 00:05:58,592 --> 00:05:59,893 I'm thinking to myself, dude. 164 00:05:59,893 --> 00:06:03,263 Like, Lauren's going to kill me right now. 165 00:06:03,263 --> 00:06:05,098 Finally, after about an hour and a half, 166 00:06:05,098 --> 00:06:07,968 he comes back to the car, throws something on my lap. 167 00:06:07,968 --> 00:06:08,000 [tense notes] 168 00:06:08,000 --> 00:06:09,536 [tense notes] 169 00:06:09,536 --> 00:06:11,338 It was heroin. 170 00:06:11,338 --> 00:06:13,273 I'm like, dude, what the [bleep] is that? 171 00:06:13,273 --> 00:06:15,375 He's like, bro, it's the same thing. 172 00:06:15,375 --> 00:06:18,211 [somber music] 173 00:06:18,211 --> 00:06:19,846 ♪ ♪ 174 00:06:19,846 --> 00:06:22,249 I always told myself I would never cross that line 175 00:06:22,249 --> 00:06:25,852 because most people don't come back from heroin. 176 00:06:25,852 --> 00:06:27,120 You know? 177 00:06:27,120 --> 00:06:29,055 It's the worst of drugs. 178 00:06:29,055 --> 00:06:33,026 But I was at rock bottom at this particular moment. 179 00:06:33,026 --> 00:06:34,027 ♪ ♪ 180 00:06:34,027 --> 00:06:36,429 You know, I had lost all hope. 181 00:06:36,429 --> 00:06:37,998 I get back in my room. 182 00:06:37,998 --> 00:06:39,332 Lauren's downstairs. We're fighting. 183 00:06:39,332 --> 00:06:40,634 We're not talking to each other. 184 00:06:40,634 --> 00:06:42,469 I'm upstairs. I got the bundle in my hand. 185 00:06:42,469 --> 00:06:44,237 I'm feeling horrible. I'm like, you know what, man? 186 00:06:44,237 --> 00:06:46,706 I can't get any worse. Let me just try it. 187 00:06:46,706 --> 00:06:48,642 I'm not going to feel good in about 20 minutes 188 00:06:48,642 --> 00:06:51,244 because I'm going to go through withdrawals. 189 00:06:51,244 --> 00:06:54,581 So I take a key bump out, and I tried the first-- 190 00:06:54,581 --> 00:06:55,849 I tried a bump of it. 191 00:06:55,849 --> 00:06:59,653 And I'm like, oh, I don't-- I don't like it. 192 00:06:59,653 --> 00:07:00,987 I feel dirty. 193 00:07:00,987 --> 00:07:05,258 I'm like, good, I didn't like it, I survived, OK. 194 00:07:05,258 --> 00:07:09,696 And then a little devil on my shoulder goes, 195 00:07:09,696 --> 00:07:12,098 why don't you try one more little bump? 196 00:07:12,098 --> 00:07:14,000 That'll make you feel better. 197 00:07:14,000 --> 00:07:15,836 And then all of a sudden I'm like, 198 00:07:15,836 --> 00:07:17,504 all right, maybe I'll try another, 199 00:07:17,504 --> 00:07:19,940 you know, another bump, you know? 200 00:07:19,940 --> 00:07:23,176 So I go back, and I was about to try another one, 201 00:07:23,176 --> 00:07:25,512 and my phone rings-- guess who it is? 202 00:07:25,512 --> 00:07:26,780 - Who is it? - Who? 203 00:07:26,780 --> 00:07:27,914 - My mother. 204 00:07:27,914 --> 00:07:29,182 - Oh. - Aw. 205 00:07:29,182 --> 00:07:31,284 - My mother. - Wow. 206 00:07:31,284 --> 00:07:34,788 - And she had--she had no idea what was happening. 207 00:07:34,788 --> 00:07:39,292 But she had a lot of concern in her voice. 208 00:07:39,292 --> 00:07:41,328 And she said, Are you OK? 209 00:07:41,328 --> 00:07:43,163 And I'm thinking to myself, What the [bleep] is going on? 210 00:07:43,163 --> 00:07:44,731 Am I in the [bleep] "Truman Show"? 211 00:07:44,731 --> 00:07:46,466 I'm like looking up in the ceiling like, 212 00:07:46,466 --> 00:07:48,935 how does she-- how does she know 213 00:07:48,935 --> 00:07:51,204 what the hell is going on right now? 214 00:07:51,204 --> 00:07:52,572 So I'm like, no, mom, I'm fine. 215 00:07:52,572 --> 00:07:53,673 She's like, I'm worried about you. 216 00:07:53,673 --> 00:07:54,808 And then I had the-- 217 00:07:54,808 --> 00:07:57,644 I had the other key bump in my hand. 218 00:07:57,644 --> 00:07:59,813 That moment could have been my last moment 219 00:07:59,813 --> 00:08:01,848 trying that one more time. 220 00:08:01,848 --> 00:08:04,584 And then all of a sudden, a knock on the door. 221 00:08:04,584 --> 00:08:05,886 It's Lauren. 222 00:08:05,886 --> 00:08:07,520 She's like, let me in, I'm coming in right now. 223 00:08:07,520 --> 00:08:08,989 In that moment... 224 00:08:08,989 --> 00:08:11,191 [tense music echoes and fades] 225 00:08:11,191 --> 00:08:14,761 I felt like you know what? This was a sign from God. 226 00:08:14,761 --> 00:08:16,463 It's over. 227 00:08:16,463 --> 00:08:18,398 And in that moment, 228 00:08:18,398 --> 00:08:20,200 I surrendered, put my hands up. 229 00:08:20,200 --> 00:08:21,868 I threw the bundle in the toilet bowl. 230 00:08:21,868 --> 00:08:24,004 I told my mom I love her. I hung up. 231 00:08:24,004 --> 00:08:26,406 I opened the door. Me and Lauren hugged. 232 00:08:26,406 --> 00:08:27,574 I started to cry. 233 00:08:27,574 --> 00:08:28,708 And I said, I have to go to rehab. 234 00:08:28,708 --> 00:08:29,809 And that was the day I went to rehab. 235 00:08:29,809 --> 00:08:31,144 - Wow. - Wow. 236 00:08:31,144 --> 00:08:33,880 - I've been sober ever since. - [indistinct] 237 00:08:33,880 --> 00:08:36,516 - Wow. - I've been sober ever since. 238 00:08:36,516 --> 00:08:41,488 - ♪ Oh, I, I looked the devil in the eye ♪ 239 00:08:41,488 --> 00:08:44,557 - Not a day goes by to think that 240 00:08:44,557 --> 00:08:46,426 I could have also tragically passed 241 00:08:46,426 --> 00:08:49,529 from the disease of addiction. 242 00:08:49,529 --> 00:08:52,499 But my mom and Lauren, 243 00:08:52,499 --> 00:08:55,802 they were both fighting for my life down to the last second. 244 00:08:55,802 --> 00:09:01,341 And my wife loved me when I didn't love myself, you know? 245 00:09:01,341 --> 00:09:03,143 My wife saved me. 246 00:09:03,143 --> 00:09:08,481 So you know, the man that you see today, um-- 247 00:09:08,481 --> 00:09:12,585 I'm my best self, but once upon a time, I was my worst self, 248 00:09:12,585 --> 00:09:15,021 and she was there. 249 00:09:15,021 --> 00:09:17,223 And I'll never forget that. 250 00:09:17,223 --> 00:09:21,494 Long story short, that friend that drove me to Newark 251 00:09:21,494 --> 00:09:24,764 passed a year or so later from a heroin overdose. 252 00:09:24,764 --> 00:09:25,999 - Yeah. - Oh. 253 00:09:25,999 --> 00:09:27,734 - And um-- 254 00:09:27,734 --> 00:09:30,370 I feel that God spared me so I can tell my story 255 00:09:30,370 --> 00:09:32,339 and save lives. 256 00:09:32,339 --> 00:09:34,174 - You're really lucky to have Lauren by your side... 257 00:09:34,174 --> 00:09:35,775 - Oh. - As you were going through it. 258 00:09:35,775 --> 00:09:38,611 - Yeah. She--she-- she would not give up on me. 259 00:09:38,611 --> 00:09:40,814 - [shakily] A lot of people think I was like, crazy 260 00:09:40,814 --> 00:09:44,584 for, like, being there when he was so low. 261 00:09:44,584 --> 00:09:46,486 But I had--people don't know that, like, 262 00:09:46,486 --> 00:09:48,788 I had just lost my brother. 263 00:09:48,788 --> 00:09:51,191 - Oh, I'm so sorry, Lauren. [Lauren sniffles] 264 00:09:51,191 --> 00:09:53,994 [somber music] 265 00:09:53,994 --> 00:09:55,628 [Lauren sobbing] 266 00:09:55,628 --> 00:09:59,566 ♪ ♪ 267 00:09:59,566 --> 00:10:01,868 - Why did he do this? Why did he have to do this? 268 00:10:01,868 --> 00:10:03,236 - Anj, I'm so sorry. 269 00:10:03,236 --> 00:10:05,472 - Never in a million years did I think 270 00:10:05,472 --> 00:10:07,140 things were going to turn out like this. 271 00:10:07,140 --> 00:10:10,510 - Anj, it's obvious it's over. 272 00:10:10,510 --> 00:10:12,212 - I have to go to a baseball stadium 273 00:10:12,212 --> 00:10:13,213 and throw the first pitch. 274 00:10:13,213 --> 00:10:14,314 Can you help me? 275 00:10:14,314 --> 00:10:15,715 [Snooki screaming] 276 00:10:15,715 --> 00:10:17,050 Ugh! 277 00:10:17,050 --> 00:10:18,418 I'm a cheerleader. I'm not a baseball player. 278 00:10:18,418 --> 00:10:20,053 [shouts] 279 00:10:20,053 --> 00:10:22,355 Oh, my God, you have to help me. 280 00:10:26,926 --> 00:10:29,529 - ♪ My heart is yours unconditionally ♪ 281 00:10:29,529 --> 00:10:32,232 ♪ And I'm moving forward ♪ 282 00:10:32,232 --> 00:10:33,900 ♪ But you're back in a place ♪ 283 00:10:33,900 --> 00:10:36,736 ♪ I don't want to be stuck in the dark ♪ 284 00:10:36,736 --> 00:10:38,905 - A lot of people think I was, like, crazy 285 00:10:38,905 --> 00:10:43,209 for, like, being there when Mike was so low. 286 00:10:43,209 --> 00:10:47,113 But people don't know that I had just lost my brother. 287 00:10:47,113 --> 00:10:49,516 - Oh, I'm so sorry, Lauren. 288 00:10:49,516 --> 00:10:51,885 [Lauren sobs] 289 00:10:51,885 --> 00:10:53,320 [somber music] 290 00:10:53,320 --> 00:10:56,022 [Lauren sniffles] 291 00:10:56,022 --> 00:10:59,092 - My wife tragically lost her brother 292 00:10:59,092 --> 00:11:01,394 through the disease of addiction. 293 00:11:01,394 --> 00:11:05,899 And she--[sighs] 294 00:11:05,899 --> 00:11:09,369 ♪ ♪ 295 00:11:09,369 --> 00:11:11,237 She wasn't going to lose two people, you know? 296 00:11:11,237 --> 00:11:14,874 So you know, she wasn't going to allow it. 297 00:11:14,874 --> 00:11:16,142 - I never had addiction problems. 298 00:11:16,142 --> 00:11:18,845 Like, I never-- like, I had experimented. 299 00:11:18,845 --> 00:11:20,180 You know, like when you try things when you're young. 300 00:11:20,180 --> 00:11:21,481 I never liked anything. 301 00:11:21,481 --> 00:11:23,616 I never liked being, like, not in control. 302 00:11:23,616 --> 00:11:24,718 And I don't even like drinking. 303 00:11:24,718 --> 00:11:25,952 You guys know when I go out, 304 00:11:25,952 --> 00:11:28,321 I have, like, one drink once in a while. 305 00:11:28,321 --> 00:11:30,657 [sniffles] So it just wasn't for me. 306 00:11:30,657 --> 00:11:32,959 And I didn't understand addiction then. 307 00:11:32,959 --> 00:11:34,828 And I would just be angry with my brother 308 00:11:34,828 --> 00:11:37,997 all the time for, like, what he was doing. 309 00:11:37,997 --> 00:11:39,466 Like, you came from a good family. 310 00:11:39,466 --> 00:11:41,000 Like, you were given everything. 311 00:11:41,000 --> 00:11:42,435 Like, I didn't understand it. 312 00:11:42,435 --> 00:11:44,504 And I would be angry with him and not talk to him. 313 00:11:44,504 --> 00:11:47,440 So I feel like the last years of his life, 314 00:11:47,440 --> 00:11:50,877 when he was struggling, I felt like I turned my back on him 315 00:11:50,877 --> 00:11:52,245 because I didn't know that was going 316 00:11:52,245 --> 00:11:55,081 to be, like, the last years. [sniffles] 317 00:11:55,081 --> 00:11:57,350 So then when Mike started really relapsing 318 00:11:57,350 --> 00:12:01,054 and being really sick, I was like, I'm not-- 319 00:12:01,054 --> 00:12:04,657 I'm not going through that again. 320 00:12:07,627 --> 00:12:09,496 [somber music] 321 00:12:09,496 --> 00:12:11,631 - This woman right here saved my life. 322 00:12:11,631 --> 00:12:14,134 She wasn't going to give up on me, you know? 323 00:12:14,134 --> 00:12:16,770 And we dedicate a lot of our recovery work 324 00:12:16,770 --> 00:12:18,338 to her family and her brother. 325 00:12:18,338 --> 00:12:21,307 And I think this book and these stories 326 00:12:21,307 --> 00:12:23,143 are really going to help countless lives. 327 00:12:23,143 --> 00:12:24,544 - Mm-hmm. 328 00:12:24,544 --> 00:12:27,380 - I just wish my brother had a few more years 329 00:12:27,380 --> 00:12:30,316 to get to see Mike overcome his addiction. 330 00:12:30,316 --> 00:12:33,086 Because the only way you get through it 331 00:12:33,086 --> 00:12:36,356 is through community and through people 332 00:12:36,356 --> 00:12:38,057 that have experienced it. 333 00:12:38,057 --> 00:12:41,027 And the comforting words of someone to say, 334 00:12:41,027 --> 00:12:43,997 I understand and I've been there 335 00:12:43,997 --> 00:12:45,565 and it's going to get better 336 00:12:45,565 --> 00:12:47,801 and it's going to be OK and you can do it. 337 00:12:47,801 --> 00:12:50,437 Just having someone say that to you 338 00:12:50,437 --> 00:12:53,907 when you've gone through the worst thing in your life, 339 00:12:53,907 --> 00:12:56,609 there's nothing more powerful than that. 340 00:12:56,609 --> 00:13:01,948 - I document in detail how I saved myself from addiction, 341 00:13:01,948 --> 00:13:05,351 the do's, the don'ts, the "Serenity Prayer," the steps, 342 00:13:05,351 --> 00:13:07,587 the mindset, everything. 343 00:13:07,587 --> 00:13:09,489 So that if you know somebody that 344 00:13:09,489 --> 00:13:11,724 is suffering from the disease of addiction, 345 00:13:11,724 --> 00:13:14,093 you can read my story. 346 00:13:14,093 --> 00:13:17,564 And I'm grateful that 347 00:13:17,564 --> 00:13:22,335 my life story might one day be somebody's survival guide. 348 00:13:22,335 --> 00:13:23,503 - Absolutely. - Absolutely. 349 00:13:23,503 --> 00:13:25,505 - Definitely. - That was powerful. 350 00:13:25,505 --> 00:13:28,374 - And it's dope as people seeing 351 00:13:28,374 --> 00:13:30,977 your whole life turn around, so it's like, 352 00:13:30,977 --> 00:13:33,146 if The Situation can do it... - Yeah. 353 00:13:33,146 --> 00:13:34,647 - I can do it. 354 00:13:34,647 --> 00:13:36,549 - I am so proud of Mike for changing, 355 00:13:36,549 --> 00:13:39,052 for being a better man, and writing this book 356 00:13:39,052 --> 00:13:40,653 and telling his story because I really think 357 00:13:40,653 --> 00:13:42,188 he's going to help a lot of people. 358 00:13:42,188 --> 00:13:43,256 - So Mike, if this becomes 359 00:13:43,256 --> 00:13:44,257 like the "Wolf of Wall Street"... 360 00:13:44,257 --> 00:13:45,425 - I think it will. 361 00:13:45,425 --> 00:13:46,526 - Who's going to play you in the movie? 362 00:13:46,526 --> 00:13:47,760 - Ooh, yeah. - Ooh! 363 00:13:47,760 --> 00:13:49,162 - Glad that you asked. - That'd be sick! 364 00:13:49,162 --> 00:13:51,097 - You're a Mark Wahlberg. - Ooh, I kind of see that. 365 00:13:51,097 --> 00:13:52,232 - That's a good one. That's a good one. 366 00:13:52,232 --> 00:13:53,800 - I could see that one. 367 00:13:53,800 --> 00:13:56,669 - This book will be a movie one day, I swear. 368 00:13:56,669 --> 00:13:59,038 I think that Jennifer Lawrence can play my wife. 369 00:13:59,038 --> 00:14:01,908 I also think that Megan Fox can be a JWoww. 370 00:14:01,908 --> 00:14:04,511 Adrian Grenier can play Pauly. 371 00:14:04,511 --> 00:14:07,714 Sandra Bullock can play a good Deena. 372 00:14:07,714 --> 00:14:09,616 - Who would be a good Sammi Sweetheart? 373 00:14:09,616 --> 00:14:11,985 Maybe Minka Kelly. 374 00:14:11,985 --> 00:14:13,920 - Mila Kunis did an "SNL" skit on me. 375 00:14:13,920 --> 00:14:16,523 She fricking killed it. 376 00:14:16,523 --> 00:14:19,158 - I could definitely see Shia LaBeouf playing me. 377 00:14:19,158 --> 00:14:21,127 Angelina will be played by herself 378 00:14:21,127 --> 00:14:23,997 because no one can act that crazy. [chuckles] 379 00:14:23,997 --> 00:14:25,532 - Well, we're so proud of you. - Thank you. 380 00:14:25,532 --> 00:14:27,166 - To Mike. - Yay. 381 00:14:27,166 --> 00:14:28,268 - Cheers to Mike! 382 00:14:28,268 --> 00:14:29,369 - Here's to Mike's "Reality Check"! 383 00:14:29,369 --> 00:14:30,803 - To "Reality Check"! 384 00:14:30,803 --> 00:14:32,772 - Whoo! - Oh, look at that. 385 00:14:32,772 --> 00:14:33,973 - Wow! 386 00:14:33,973 --> 00:14:35,508 - Oh, my God, it's a cake! 387 00:14:35,508 --> 00:14:36,809 - That's amazing. 388 00:14:36,809 --> 00:14:38,144 - Yeah, I'm going to take a page out of that book. 389 00:14:38,144 --> 00:14:40,213 [laughter] 390 00:14:55,461 --> 00:14:57,096 - ♪ I got the goods, I got the goods ♪ 391 00:14:57,096 --> 00:14:59,131 ♪ I'm doing anything you thought I ever could ♪ 392 00:14:59,131 --> 00:15:00,566 - Angelina, come here! 393 00:15:00,566 --> 00:15:02,668 I made you guys pizza on the table. 394 00:15:02,668 --> 00:15:04,103 Here. 395 00:15:04,103 --> 00:15:05,271 That's your plate. 396 00:15:05,271 --> 00:15:06,472 [upbeat music] 397 00:15:06,472 --> 00:15:08,341 You can't look at the camera. 398 00:15:08,341 --> 00:15:11,978 All right, so I have to go to a baseball game, you guys. 399 00:15:11,978 --> 00:15:13,913 So you're going to be stuck with Dad. 400 00:15:13,913 --> 00:15:16,849 So the Hudson Valley Renegades want to do a Snooki night. 401 00:15:16,849 --> 00:15:19,352 They're the minor league team from my hometown, 402 00:15:19,352 --> 00:15:21,621 and they want me to throw out the first pitch. 403 00:15:24,724 --> 00:15:26,926 - No. I'm just throwing out-- you know how in baseball, 404 00:15:26,926 --> 00:15:28,127 they have the first pitch 405 00:15:28,127 --> 00:15:30,329 and that's how the whole game starts? 406 00:15:30,329 --> 00:15:31,497 That's what I'm doing. 407 00:15:31,497 --> 00:15:32,999 - Girls versus boys? 408 00:15:32,999 --> 00:15:34,300 - No, I'm not in the game. 409 00:15:34,300 --> 00:15:35,401 I'm just throwing the first pitch 410 00:15:35,401 --> 00:15:36,836 and then I'm watching the game. 411 00:15:36,836 --> 00:15:39,272 - So you're not, like, pitching against a batter? 412 00:15:39,272 --> 00:15:40,606 - No! 413 00:15:40,606 --> 00:15:44,210 - So are you pitching on the--on the batter? 414 00:15:44,210 --> 00:15:45,778 - Are you listening? 415 00:15:45,778 --> 00:15:47,179 I'm just throwing the first pitch 416 00:15:47,179 --> 00:15:48,714 and then the game starts. 417 00:15:48,714 --> 00:15:52,184 I'm gonna text the roomies and tell them it's happening. 418 00:15:52,184 --> 00:15:55,254 - Snooki night at the baseball game. 419 00:15:55,254 --> 00:15:57,423 - Nicole in a baseball game? 420 00:15:57,423 --> 00:15:59,659 - Meet at my mom's house in Upstate New York? 421 00:15:59,659 --> 00:16:02,194 - I'm sorry. What the [bleep] is a Snooki night? 422 00:16:02,194 --> 00:16:04,297 - I have the transportations handled? 423 00:16:04,297 --> 00:16:06,232 - Wait. Now I just got a text from Mike. 424 00:16:06,232 --> 00:16:09,135 Meet at my house and we'll ride up to Snooki night together. 425 00:16:09,135 --> 00:16:11,304 - My friends are coming, so that would be sick. 426 00:16:11,304 --> 00:16:12,872 All right, let's go practice! 427 00:16:12,872 --> 00:16:14,540 This is, like, a big deal. 428 00:16:14,540 --> 00:16:16,842 I used to work at the stadium when I was in high school. 429 00:16:16,842 --> 00:16:18,644 And I literally told everyone 430 00:16:18,644 --> 00:16:19,879 I'm going to be famous one day on TV. 431 00:16:19,879 --> 00:16:21,113 And they were like, yeah, sure. 432 00:16:21,113 --> 00:16:22,281 Where's your baseball stuff? 433 00:16:22,281 --> 00:16:23,849 I need a glove to pitch. 434 00:16:23,849 --> 00:16:26,319 So the fact that now I'm going back and I made it, 435 00:16:26,319 --> 00:16:27,653 I'm friggin' excited. 436 00:16:28,521 --> 00:16:29,889 - What do you mean ew? It's pink and cute. 437 00:16:29,889 --> 00:16:31,957 But I'm a little nervous because I'm a cheerleader. 438 00:16:31,957 --> 00:16:33,259 I'm not a baseball player. 439 00:16:33,259 --> 00:16:36,028 When I say corn, you say hole! 440 00:16:36,028 --> 00:16:37,430 Corn! 441 00:16:37,430 --> 00:16:38,431 Corn! 442 00:16:38,431 --> 00:16:39,532 Let's go, bro! 443 00:16:39,532 --> 00:16:40,833 [gasps and shouts] 444 00:16:40,833 --> 00:16:41,834 [screams] 445 00:16:41,834 --> 00:16:42,835 Ugh! 446 00:16:42,835 --> 00:16:43,936 Ugh! 447 00:16:43,936 --> 00:16:45,237 Oh, my God! 448 00:16:45,237 --> 00:16:46,939 Good thing I don't have to catch the ball. 449 00:16:46,939 --> 00:16:48,107 [upbeat music] 450 00:16:48,107 --> 00:16:49,208 [sputters] 451 00:16:49,208 --> 00:16:51,243 [grunts] Oh, sugar! 452 00:16:51,243 --> 00:16:52,778 [grunts] 453 00:16:52,778 --> 00:16:54,146 Oh, that hurt my booby. 454 00:16:54,146 --> 00:16:55,881 [shouts] 455 00:16:55,881 --> 00:16:57,983 All right. 456 00:16:57,983 --> 00:17:00,152 I think I got it. [chuckles] 457 00:17:00,453 --> 00:17:03,456 [somber music] 458 00:17:03,456 --> 00:17:07,393 ♪ ♪ 459 00:17:07,393 --> 00:17:10,563 - ♪ I fell through the ground ♪ 460 00:17:10,563 --> 00:17:13,733 - [sobbing] 461 00:17:13,733 --> 00:17:17,570 - ♪ Didn't make a sound ♪ 462 00:17:17,570 --> 00:17:21,574 - The last few weeks of my life have not been good. 463 00:17:21,574 --> 00:17:24,910 [sighs] 464 00:17:24,910 --> 00:17:27,613 I just met my real father three months ago. 465 00:17:27,613 --> 00:17:29,081 And I thought 466 00:17:29,081 --> 00:17:32,451 this is the start of something great, right? 467 00:17:32,451 --> 00:17:36,122 But things... 468 00:17:36,122 --> 00:17:38,324 have spiraled out of control. 469 00:17:38,324 --> 00:17:41,327 [phone ringing] 470 00:17:41,327 --> 00:17:42,862 - Hello. - Hi. 471 00:17:42,862 --> 00:17:45,598 I'm down the block from your house about to pull up. 472 00:17:45,598 --> 00:17:46,932 [tense note] 473 00:17:46,932 --> 00:17:49,101 - Well, I haven't seen Angelina in a minute. 474 00:17:49,101 --> 00:17:51,137 She didn't show up to my book launch party. 475 00:17:51,137 --> 00:17:52,938 - I think I'm having a panic attack. 476 00:17:52,938 --> 00:17:54,507 I don't know. [sobs] 477 00:17:54,507 --> 00:17:55,975 - I don't know what happened. 478 00:17:55,975 --> 00:17:57,109 But it definitely seems like 479 00:17:57,109 --> 00:17:58,611 she's going through a lot right now. 480 00:17:58,611 --> 00:18:00,746 OK. OK, all right. We'll make you some tea. 481 00:18:00,746 --> 00:18:02,281 Come on over. - [sobs] 482 00:18:02,281 --> 00:18:04,049 [somber music] 483 00:18:04,049 --> 00:18:06,085 - Hi. - Hey. How are you? 484 00:18:06,085 --> 00:18:07,853 - Not that good. 485 00:18:07,853 --> 00:18:10,222 So sorry I missed the dinner. I just couldn't make it. 486 00:18:10,222 --> 00:18:11,290 I was just going through a lot, guys. 487 00:18:11,290 --> 00:18:12,892 - No, no. - Like, I'm really sorry. 488 00:18:12,892 --> 00:18:15,628 The dad situation-- 489 00:18:15,628 --> 00:18:17,329 - The last time I saw you, you were meeting him. 490 00:18:17,329 --> 00:18:19,665 - Yeah! You were so excited. - Yeah. 491 00:18:19,665 --> 00:18:23,335 And then, like, everything jus, like, got weird. 492 00:18:23,335 --> 00:18:27,640 Like, the night that I met him, he grabs my watch. 493 00:18:27,640 --> 00:18:29,909 And he's like, Is that a Rolex? 494 00:18:29,909 --> 00:18:31,811 - Let me see your watch. What is it, a Rolex? 495 00:18:31,811 --> 00:18:33,112 - Yeah. 496 00:18:33,112 --> 00:18:34,647 - I wish I could afford a watch like that. 497 00:18:34,647 --> 00:18:36,649 - I really didn't want to think anything of it. 498 00:18:36,649 --> 00:18:37,950 - Mm-hmm. 499 00:18:37,950 --> 00:18:41,487 - But then his dog had this big infection. 500 00:18:41,487 --> 00:18:43,923 And he was saying he didn't have money for the dog. 501 00:18:43,923 --> 00:18:48,527 So I took him to the vet that I go to, and it was $1,000. 502 00:18:48,527 --> 00:18:51,430 So it's like, Angelina, can you help me? 503 00:18:51,430 --> 00:18:53,165 And then, like, one week later, 504 00:18:53,165 --> 00:18:56,001 he also has a car that's not working anymore. 505 00:18:56,001 --> 00:18:58,304 So he was just like, can you hook me up? 506 00:18:58,304 --> 00:19:00,506 And then he needed his teeth done. 507 00:19:00,506 --> 00:19:02,975 He asked me to go get his eyes done. 508 00:19:02,975 --> 00:19:05,744 And he asked for MTV Movie Award tickets. 509 00:19:05,744 --> 00:19:09,381 I need to come up with $2,400 on the day of court hearing. 510 00:19:09,381 --> 00:19:13,486 My rent is $1,560, but he has raised it to $1,700. 511 00:19:13,486 --> 00:19:16,288 Every time I would speak to him would be something new. 512 00:19:16,288 --> 00:19:18,491 He texted me even last night, look at that, look at that, 513 00:19:18,491 --> 00:19:22,161 asking me for $1,200. - Oh, my God. He's like, 514 00:19:22,161 --> 00:19:24,630 I need to have this money in my pocket by this date. 515 00:19:24,630 --> 00:19:26,232 What the [bleep]? - I'm sorry. 516 00:19:26,232 --> 00:19:31,270 But like, I don't know you yet. Like, I don't even know you. 517 00:19:31,270 --> 00:19:32,505 Maybe if you knew me for a year, 518 00:19:32,505 --> 00:19:34,540 I'd help you the [bleep] out! 519 00:19:34,540 --> 00:19:36,442 I know you three months! 520 00:19:36,442 --> 00:19:37,843 I'm not trying to say he's a bad guy. 521 00:19:37,843 --> 00:19:40,446 But I just have to tell you, like-- 522 00:19:40,446 --> 00:19:42,948 - He wasn't what you pictured in your head. 523 00:19:42,948 --> 00:19:45,117 - It's just been so hard for me because 524 00:19:45,117 --> 00:19:46,986 I really do feel like I got, like, 525 00:19:46,986 --> 00:19:48,420 the [bleep] end of the stick. 526 00:19:48,420 --> 00:19:52,191 Like, here I am, I was trying to get to know him and-- 527 00:19:54,827 --> 00:19:56,495 [tense note echoing] 528 00:19:57,630 --> 00:20:00,633 [somber music] 529 00:20:00,633 --> 00:20:02,334 ♪ ♪ 530 00:20:02,334 --> 00:20:04,336 I just want to know my dad. 531 00:20:04,336 --> 00:20:05,771 And this man knew this! 532 00:20:05,771 --> 00:20:07,706 And he's like, I want to make it up. 533 00:20:07,706 --> 00:20:09,808 I'm sad that I lost on all these years. 534 00:20:09,808 --> 00:20:11,977 And here I am! 535 00:20:11,977 --> 00:20:13,712 Here I am, Dad! 536 00:20:13,712 --> 00:20:16,048 And you just asked me for money? 537 00:20:16,048 --> 00:20:18,284 What the [bleep]? 538 00:20:18,284 --> 00:20:19,618 - Well--well, listen. - I'm so sorry. 539 00:20:19,618 --> 00:20:21,720 - You know, you wanted to find your biological dad, 540 00:20:21,720 --> 00:20:22,788 and you did. 541 00:20:22,788 --> 00:20:24,490 At the same time, I think that, 542 00:20:24,490 --> 00:20:28,694 you know, you may have rushed into this relationship. 543 00:20:28,694 --> 00:20:29,895 And that could have been a mistake. 544 00:20:29,895 --> 00:20:31,096 - You got to get to know him. 545 00:20:31,096 --> 00:20:33,465 Even though he's your biological father, 546 00:20:33,465 --> 00:20:35,935 technically, it's still, you know, a stranger. 547 00:20:35,935 --> 00:20:37,236 - Yup. 548 00:20:37,236 --> 00:20:38,437 - So you have to kind of start the relationship 549 00:20:38,437 --> 00:20:40,005 as you would with a stranger. - Yup. 550 00:20:40,005 --> 00:20:42,241 You have to tip-toe into relationships 551 00:20:42,241 --> 00:20:43,475 little by little. 552 00:20:43,475 --> 00:20:45,077 It's called healthy boundaries. - Yes. 553 00:20:45,077 --> 00:20:47,179 - If any family member hits you up 554 00:20:47,179 --> 00:20:48,581 and says, hey, can I get some money? 555 00:20:48,581 --> 00:20:50,115 I have a policy that I don't give any money 556 00:20:50,115 --> 00:20:51,850 to any family member. - And what do you say to them? 557 00:20:51,850 --> 00:20:53,719 - That's exactly what I said. - That's what he does. 558 00:20:53,719 --> 00:20:56,789 - I don't need to give anybody money for them to love me. 559 00:20:56,789 --> 00:20:59,458 You know what I mean? And be there for me. 560 00:20:59,458 --> 00:21:01,961 You know? I think it's an important thing to be firm 561 00:21:01,961 --> 00:21:03,729 and to have principles. 562 00:21:03,729 --> 00:21:04,964 - So what should I say? 563 00:21:04,964 --> 00:21:06,398 - Just be like 564 00:21:06,398 --> 00:21:10,569 please do not contact me for money ever again. 565 00:21:10,569 --> 00:21:12,504 If you would like to have a relationship 566 00:21:12,504 --> 00:21:14,073 with your daughter, I will be here 567 00:21:14,073 --> 00:21:15,608 for you when you're ready. 568 00:21:15,608 --> 00:21:17,610 Love you. That's it. 569 00:21:17,610 --> 00:21:18,844 - Send. - Yep. 570 00:21:18,844 --> 00:21:20,846 - Thank you, guys. [sighs] - Yeah. 571 00:21:20,846 --> 00:21:22,848 - I don't think I can keep doing this anymore. 572 00:21:22,848 --> 00:21:24,316 - One thing at a time, Anj. 573 00:21:24,316 --> 00:21:26,218 This is heart-wrenching. 574 00:21:26,218 --> 00:21:28,387 I know how much she wanted to 575 00:21:28,387 --> 00:21:30,222 have a relationship with her father 576 00:21:30,222 --> 00:21:33,225 and find out who he was and where he's been. 577 00:21:33,225 --> 00:21:37,429 And this definitely is a gut punch for Angelina for sure. 578 00:21:37,429 --> 00:21:40,065 - Why did he do this? Why did he have to do this? 579 00:21:40,065 --> 00:21:42,601 - Anj, I'm so sorry. - [sighs] 580 00:21:42,601 --> 00:21:44,937 - Come on. - [sniffles] 581 00:21:44,937 --> 00:21:47,206 - Come on. 582 00:21:51,911 --> 00:21:53,913 [upbeat music] 583 00:21:53,913 --> 00:21:56,349 - Hey, look who's here. Grandma. 584 00:21:56,349 --> 00:21:57,417 Hi. 585 00:21:57,417 --> 00:21:59,452 What'd you bring? - Hi. Tea. 586 00:21:59,452 --> 00:22:01,221 - It's always a pleasure when my mom comes by 587 00:22:01,221 --> 00:22:03,122 and gives me some of her amazing food. 588 00:22:03,122 --> 00:22:05,325 What'd you get? Lemon and onion? 589 00:22:05,325 --> 00:22:06,926 Honestly, my mom doesn't stop by 590 00:22:06,926 --> 00:22:08,494 often enough to bring me goodies. 591 00:22:08,494 --> 00:22:10,330 You brought me my favorite food. 592 00:22:10,330 --> 00:22:11,931 Oh! - My favorite too. 593 00:22:11,931 --> 00:22:13,399 - Watermellies. 594 00:22:13,399 --> 00:22:15,401 - Look good, right? - Yeah, I'm in stripper mode. 595 00:22:15,401 --> 00:22:16,569 So I'm going to Vegas. 596 00:22:16,569 --> 00:22:18,338 I have Chippendales coming up, 597 00:22:18,338 --> 00:22:19,806 I'm back on the stripper diet, 598 00:22:19,806 --> 00:22:22,075 So my mom brought me some watermellies. 599 00:22:22,075 --> 00:22:24,043 - Nothing like watermelon. - Yeah. 600 00:22:24,043 --> 00:22:26,079 They are a stripper's best friend. 601 00:22:26,079 --> 00:22:28,781 It's healthy, it's low-calorie, it's delicious. 602 00:22:28,781 --> 00:22:31,150 - Not bad. I could tell by the smell. 603 00:22:31,150 --> 00:22:34,287 - And it's nice to see my mom finally understanding that 604 00:22:34,287 --> 00:22:36,789 I can't eat baked ziti every day. 605 00:22:36,789 --> 00:22:38,091 [upbeat music stops] 606 00:22:39,525 --> 00:22:41,461 Did you put something on this? - Yeah, I put salt. 607 00:22:41,461 --> 00:22:42,695 - Oh. 608 00:22:47,667 --> 00:22:48,735 - My grandmother is going to 609 00:22:48,735 --> 00:22:50,169 come see me strip at Chippendales? 610 00:22:50,169 --> 00:22:51,304 That's weird. - Yeah. 611 00:22:53,773 --> 00:22:56,042 - All right. Well, this is awkward. 612 00:22:56,042 --> 00:22:57,877 - Are you going to do that shower scene again? 613 00:22:57,877 --> 00:23:00,713 - Yeah, of course. Nonna can't see that. [chuckles] 614 00:23:00,713 --> 00:23:02,715 For an introvert, surprisingly, 615 00:23:02,715 --> 00:23:04,550 I'm more comfortable in front of, like, 616 00:23:04,550 --> 00:23:06,286 hundreds or thousands of people 617 00:23:06,286 --> 00:23:07,920 than I am in front of one person. 618 00:23:07,920 --> 00:23:11,257 Back in the day, I used to not get looked at in bars. 619 00:23:11,257 --> 00:23:13,293 But now, women are chanting my name. 620 00:23:13,293 --> 00:23:15,862 And I'm OK with that. 621 00:23:15,862 --> 00:23:17,530 - You're still single, right, man? 622 00:23:17,530 --> 00:23:18,831 - I've been talking to a couple. 623 00:23:18,831 --> 00:23:21,634 But I'm more quality over quantity. 624 00:23:21,634 --> 00:23:23,936 There's no, like, major, major contenders. 625 00:23:23,936 --> 00:23:25,938 But I have a solid starting five. 626 00:23:25,938 --> 00:23:28,841 It's funny now that I'm at my prime mentally, physically, 627 00:23:28,841 --> 00:23:30,610 financially, I, um-- 628 00:23:30,610 --> 00:23:31,844 - You're picky now. 629 00:23:31,844 --> 00:23:33,246 - I'm not that active in the streets. 630 00:23:33,246 --> 00:23:35,281 When I was younger, I would just kind of 631 00:23:35,281 --> 00:23:36,516 be in it just for looks. 632 00:23:36,516 --> 00:23:37,950 And you know, now I'm kind of, like, 633 00:23:37,950 --> 00:23:39,552 thinking about, like, the future. 634 00:23:39,552 --> 00:23:41,054 It's almost like I know my worth. 635 00:23:41,054 --> 00:23:42,388 You know what I mean? 636 00:23:42,388 --> 00:23:43,723 Once you kind of, like, get into that mode, 637 00:23:43,723 --> 00:23:46,659 the dating list becomes, like, a lot smaller. 638 00:23:46,659 --> 00:23:48,861 - What are you looking for? Are you ready? 639 00:23:48,861 --> 00:23:52,165 - Um, if it comes along, yeah. - Yeah? That's nice. 640 00:23:52,165 --> 00:23:55,068 'Cause I haven't met anybody in a long time. 641 00:23:56,302 --> 00:23:57,970 - [sighs] 642 00:23:57,970 --> 00:24:00,039 Anyway, you want to see the sauna? 643 00:24:00,039 --> 00:24:01,541 - My car's still there? Yeah. 644 00:24:01,541 --> 00:24:03,142 - So this is the sauna. - Oh, wow. 645 00:24:03,142 --> 00:24:05,211 - You ever been in a sauna? - No. 646 00:24:05,211 --> 00:24:06,746 - Ma, you would love it. - Don't turn it on. 647 00:24:06,746 --> 00:24:08,614 - I'm not turning it on. - It'll mess my hair up. 648 00:24:08,614 --> 00:24:09,982 What are you doing? - [chuckling] Ma. 649 00:24:09,982 --> 00:24:11,918 - Yeah, don't close it. - It doesn't go anywhere. 650 00:24:11,918 --> 00:24:15,154 Look. It's just a piece of glass. 651 00:24:15,154 --> 00:24:16,856 There you go. See? 652 00:24:16,856 --> 00:24:18,291 - Like a spaceship. - Yeah. 653 00:24:18,291 --> 00:24:19,692 All right, take care. 654 00:24:19,692 --> 00:24:21,861 See you later. - Vin? 655 00:24:21,861 --> 00:24:23,563 - Take care, Ma. - You turned it on? 656 00:24:23,563 --> 00:24:25,164 - Bye. [chuckles] I'm going for a run. 657 00:24:25,164 --> 00:24:26,499 - Vinny. 658 00:24:27,133 --> 00:24:28,835 - ♪ My girl don't really want to see me ♪ 659 00:24:28,835 --> 00:24:32,305 ♪ Whipping through my life in drift mode, nah, nah ♪ 660 00:24:32,305 --> 00:24:34,574 - I don't think I can keep doing this anymore. 661 00:24:34,574 --> 00:24:36,342 [sniffles] - Let's go sit down. 662 00:24:36,342 --> 00:24:37,877 - All right, honey. - You want to eat something? 663 00:24:37,877 --> 00:24:39,445 - Come on, guys. - You're like-- 664 00:24:39,445 --> 00:24:40,780 - Take your phone, and let's go inside. 665 00:24:40,780 --> 00:24:42,181 - [sobs] - Come on. 666 00:24:42,181 --> 00:24:45,151 - I'm so stressed out. I lost so much weight. 667 00:24:45,151 --> 00:24:46,152 [sniffles] 668 00:24:46,152 --> 00:24:47,687 Never in a million years 669 00:24:47,687 --> 00:24:49,856 did I think things were going to turn out like this. 670 00:24:49,856 --> 00:24:52,225 It's so heartbreaking for me and I cry every day. 671 00:24:52,225 --> 00:24:55,328 I need a tissue. - We got a situation, honey. 672 00:24:55,328 --> 00:24:56,562 Maybe I should make her a sandwich. 673 00:24:56,562 --> 00:24:57,864 Just looks like she hasn't eaten-- 674 00:24:57,864 --> 00:24:59,766 - Yeah, make her a sandwich. - In like a week. 675 00:24:59,766 --> 00:25:01,567 Honey, I found the mortadellas. 676 00:25:01,567 --> 00:25:03,136 - Don't you have whole wheat bread? 677 00:25:03,136 --> 00:25:04,537 - No, no, no. 678 00:25:04,537 --> 00:25:06,572 This--this--this gal hasn't eaten in like a week. 679 00:25:06,572 --> 00:25:08,341 We need to give her the good bread. 680 00:25:08,341 --> 00:25:09,442 [somber music] 681 00:25:09,442 --> 00:25:11,277 No matter how bad your day is, 682 00:25:11,277 --> 00:25:14,981 if somebody pushes over a little mortadella sandwich, 683 00:25:14,981 --> 00:25:17,550 it's like pure love. 684 00:25:17,550 --> 00:25:19,952 When I have a bad day, I have a sandwich. 685 00:25:19,952 --> 00:25:21,554 - Thank you. 686 00:25:21,554 --> 00:25:23,456 - I know you got a lot going on, 687 00:25:23,456 --> 00:25:26,092 but at least you have Vinny 688 00:25:26,092 --> 00:25:28,027 to help you with everything, right? 689 00:25:30,563 --> 00:25:31,898 [tense note] - Oh. 690 00:25:31,898 --> 00:25:33,566 [dramatic music] 691 00:25:33,566 --> 00:25:35,668 Not only has it been bad with my dad, 692 00:25:35,668 --> 00:25:39,172 so much has gone on with Vinny and I that--[sputters] 693 00:25:39,172 --> 00:25:41,874 I don't even know where to begin. 694 00:25:41,874 --> 00:25:44,977 I mean, Vin has not been home in weeks. 695 00:25:44,977 --> 00:25:47,713 - Oh, [bleep]. - Why? What happened? 696 00:25:51,751 --> 00:25:54,320 [dramatic music] 697 00:25:54,320 --> 00:25:56,823 - Vin has not been home in weeks. 698 00:25:56,823 --> 00:25:59,425 - Oh, [bleep]. - Why? What happened? 699 00:25:59,425 --> 00:26:00,693 - I don't know. 700 00:26:00,693 --> 00:26:03,863 He's saying that he's been mandated overtime. 701 00:26:03,863 --> 00:26:05,398 But it's just weird to me. 702 00:26:05,398 --> 00:26:08,635 Last summer, Vinny and I were so inseparable. 703 00:26:08,635 --> 00:26:11,404 Like, he was always home with me and all the animals. 704 00:26:11,404 --> 00:26:14,073 We were always going out. We were always together. 705 00:26:14,073 --> 00:26:18,444 And now this summer, Vinny 2.0 is working 24 hours a day, 706 00:26:18,444 --> 00:26:21,548 seven days a week. That's not legal. 707 00:26:21,548 --> 00:26:24,851 Literally, he'll work from, like, 6:00 a.m. to 10:00 p.m. 708 00:26:24,851 --> 00:26:26,853 Then he'll go to a hotel. - For what? 709 00:26:26,853 --> 00:26:28,788 - Because he's a Port Authority cop, 710 00:26:28,788 --> 00:26:30,023 they put you up in a hotel. 711 00:26:30,023 --> 00:26:31,891 And I'm like, are you-- is this mandatory 712 00:26:31,891 --> 00:26:34,027 or are you just taking this overtime? 713 00:26:34,027 --> 00:26:36,296 Mandatory [bleep] overtime every minute? 714 00:26:36,296 --> 00:26:38,331 Come on. 715 00:26:38,331 --> 00:26:39,866 I just don't believe him. 716 00:26:39,866 --> 00:26:42,168 And I think he doesn't really 717 00:26:42,168 --> 00:26:43,803 want to be around me right now. 718 00:26:43,803 --> 00:26:46,839 - But last time we left off, you and Vin were totally good. 719 00:26:46,839 --> 00:26:48,041 What happened? 720 00:26:48,041 --> 00:26:53,313 - Um, so I saw Joe Old Bridge. 721 00:26:53,313 --> 00:26:55,682 - Oh, my God, you saw Old Bridge. 722 00:26:55,682 --> 00:26:59,819 Old Bridge is Angelina's former sidepiece. 723 00:26:59,819 --> 00:27:01,988 - There is security footage of you 724 00:27:01,988 --> 00:27:05,391 entering some gentleman's condo in Old Bridge 725 00:27:05,391 --> 00:27:06,893 for the past few months. 726 00:27:06,893 --> 00:27:09,596 - And probably the main reason she's divorced. 727 00:27:09,596 --> 00:27:11,598 - So Vinny and I went to Headliner. 728 00:27:11,598 --> 00:27:12,765 - Uh-huh. 729 00:27:12,765 --> 00:27:14,867 - I see Joe, he kept staring at me. 730 00:27:14,867 --> 00:27:16,769 I wanted to, like, say something to him 731 00:27:16,769 --> 00:27:19,305 because I never had closure with Joe. 732 00:27:19,305 --> 00:27:20,306 - Uh-oh. 733 00:27:20,306 --> 00:27:21,908 This is not going to be good. 734 00:27:21,908 --> 00:27:23,309 - Vinny went to the bathroom. 735 00:27:23,309 --> 00:27:26,079 So Joe goes, hi, how are you, like, whatever. 736 00:27:26,079 --> 00:27:27,814 We were just being nice. - Uh-huh. 737 00:27:27,814 --> 00:27:29,115 - All of a sudden, Vin comes out. 738 00:27:29,115 --> 00:27:31,484 He's like, what the [bleep] are you doing? 739 00:27:31,484 --> 00:27:32,785 You don't talk to my girl. 740 00:27:32,785 --> 00:27:34,287 So Vin went to grab my hand to walk away. 741 00:27:34,287 --> 00:27:36,022 Joe goes, bam! 742 00:27:36,022 --> 00:27:37,123 - Damn! 743 00:27:37,123 --> 00:27:38,691 - And I'm like, What the [bleep]? 744 00:27:38,691 --> 00:27:39,692 - Oh-ho. 745 00:27:39,692 --> 00:27:41,194 This is some wild [bleep]. 746 00:27:41,194 --> 00:27:43,696 - So Joe got [bleep] yoked up by the bouncers. 747 00:27:43,696 --> 00:27:45,965 - We thought Old Bridge was in the past. 748 00:27:45,965 --> 00:27:47,934 - Joe was going, hey! 749 00:27:47,934 --> 00:27:51,204 - Why is Old Bridge swinging on your new piece? 750 00:27:51,204 --> 00:27:52,672 - He still really wants to be with me. 751 00:27:52,672 --> 00:27:54,407 - Probably. He'd been fighting for the WAP for years. 752 00:27:54,407 --> 00:27:56,442 - He wants this WAP again. - I'm sure he does. 753 00:27:56,442 --> 00:27:58,044 - Vinny did not like that at all. 754 00:27:58,044 --> 00:27:59,312 - So wait a second. 755 00:27:59,312 --> 00:28:00,847 You and Vin, what's happening with that? 756 00:28:00,847 --> 00:28:02,315 - Are you broken up? 757 00:28:02,315 --> 00:28:04,050 - Mm. 758 00:28:04,050 --> 00:28:05,351 - Bro. 759 00:28:05,351 --> 00:28:06,552 - He said he wants to work it out with me. 760 00:28:06,552 --> 00:28:08,421 - Work it out? - But he's never home. 761 00:28:08,421 --> 00:28:09,989 [tense music] 762 00:28:09,989 --> 00:28:11,691 - There's definitely trouble brewing 763 00:28:11,691 --> 00:28:12,759 for Angelina right now. 764 00:28:12,759 --> 00:28:14,027 - And there's the money issue. 765 00:28:14,027 --> 00:28:15,228 - Oh, [bleep]. There's a money issue too? 766 00:28:15,228 --> 00:28:17,864 Angelina is mentioning red flag... 767 00:28:17,864 --> 00:28:20,199 - He won't help me pay property taxes. 768 00:28:20,199 --> 00:28:21,801 - After red flag... 769 00:28:21,801 --> 00:28:23,369 - He claims he has no money. 770 00:28:23,369 --> 00:28:25,305 Then he gets a Porsche truck. 771 00:28:25,305 --> 00:28:26,939 - After red flag. 772 00:28:26,939 --> 00:28:29,709 - He's like, what does it matter if I'm saving something? 773 00:28:29,709 --> 00:28:31,411 You should be happy for your man. 774 00:28:31,411 --> 00:28:32,745 Which one is it? 775 00:28:32,745 --> 00:28:34,314 Are you saving all your money living with me 776 00:28:34,314 --> 00:28:36,416 or are you not and you're broke? 777 00:28:36,416 --> 00:28:37,817 - There's money issues. 778 00:28:37,817 --> 00:28:39,085 - The house is paid off. 779 00:28:39,085 --> 00:28:41,754 But he wants me to put him on the deed. 780 00:28:41,754 --> 00:28:43,156 - They're growing apart. 781 00:28:43,156 --> 00:28:45,224 - You can't work 24 hours a day, seven days a week. 782 00:28:45,224 --> 00:28:47,393 - She's catching him in lies, she's saying. 783 00:28:47,393 --> 00:28:48,895 - Every time I ask him a question 784 00:28:48,895 --> 00:28:51,264 about his American Express bill, he's like, 785 00:28:51,264 --> 00:28:52,699 it's in my locker at work. 786 00:28:52,699 --> 00:28:54,200 I think about four months ago, 787 00:28:54,200 --> 00:28:56,169 I bought Vin a Gucci fanny pack. 788 00:28:56,169 --> 00:28:57,637 And then he returns it and he keeps the money 789 00:28:57,637 --> 00:29:00,239 that it was supposed to be mine on his credit card. 790 00:29:00,239 --> 00:29:02,608 - We are talking about fanny packs now. 791 00:29:02,608 --> 00:29:03,976 - What would you do if he did this to you? 792 00:29:03,976 --> 00:29:06,646 - Which part? There's, like, a lot of things! 793 00:29:06,646 --> 00:29:09,115 - There's definitely trouble in paradise, for sure. 794 00:29:09,115 --> 00:29:10,316 - Sometimes I'm like, why are you with me 795 00:29:10,316 --> 00:29:11,551 if you hate me so much? 796 00:29:11,551 --> 00:29:12,819 He's like, I don't know. 797 00:29:12,819 --> 00:29:15,421 - Anj, this sounds like red flag central. 798 00:29:15,421 --> 00:29:16,956 - I don't know what to do. 799 00:29:16,956 --> 00:29:19,192 I really thought he was going to be my forever. 800 00:29:19,192 --> 00:29:21,627 - It sounds just like your dad. You rushed into this one too. 801 00:29:21,627 --> 00:29:24,697 - It's hard. I've been engaged four times. 802 00:29:24,697 --> 00:29:26,299 Where is my Prince Charming? 803 00:29:26,299 --> 00:29:29,235 - Anj, it's obvious it's over. 804 00:29:29,235 --> 00:29:33,940 This engagement is now a disengagement. 805 00:29:33,940 --> 00:29:37,143 - ♪ Looking on the bright side ♪ 806 00:29:37,143 --> 00:29:39,912 ♪ I just wanna feel good vibes, good times ♪ 807 00:29:39,912 --> 00:29:42,482 - What is a Snooki night? You know what? 808 00:29:42,482 --> 00:29:45,485 Let me Google this and see what it's really all about. 809 00:29:45,485 --> 00:29:47,186 OK, Snooki night. 810 00:29:47,186 --> 00:29:50,990 Looks like it is the Hudson Valley Renegades game. 811 00:29:50,990 --> 00:29:53,226 So she's throwing out the first pitch. 812 00:29:53,226 --> 00:29:54,594 - First pitch is a big deal. 813 00:29:54,594 --> 00:29:56,462 - And then there's a Snooki look-alike contest. 814 00:29:56,462 --> 00:29:58,064 - [chuckles] 815 00:29:58,064 --> 00:29:59,232 - They're literally going to be 816 00:29:59,232 --> 00:30:00,500 all Snookis all over the stadium. 817 00:30:00,500 --> 00:30:01,968 - Everyone's gonna dress up like Snooki. 818 00:30:01,968 --> 00:30:04,103 - I have to do the contest. 819 00:30:04,103 --> 00:30:07,407 Nobody knows my meatball better than me. 820 00:30:07,407 --> 00:30:08,808 - What are you going to wear? 821 00:30:08,808 --> 00:30:10,777 - I'm going to dress up like old-school Snooki. 822 00:30:10,777 --> 00:30:12,245 I mean, sometimes me and her even get, 823 00:30:12,245 --> 00:30:13,746 like, confused for each other. 824 00:30:13,746 --> 00:30:16,182 So I got this in the bag. 825 00:30:16,182 --> 00:30:17,617 - You need big sunglasses. 826 00:30:17,617 --> 00:30:19,719 - Get the [...] off. Get lost. 827 00:30:19,719 --> 00:30:20,720 - Hoops. 828 00:30:20,720 --> 00:30:22,588 - I'm doing a poof tonight. 829 00:30:22,588 --> 00:30:24,257 - Are you going to do the Snooki slippers? 830 00:30:24,257 --> 00:30:27,326 - 100%. I got arrested in the Snooki slippers. 831 00:30:27,326 --> 00:30:28,528 I'm running everywhere. 832 00:30:28,528 --> 00:30:30,229 No, no! - You're not. Come here. 833 00:30:30,229 --> 00:30:31,631 - I need a cheetah print dress. 834 00:30:31,631 --> 00:30:32,832 I got this. 835 00:30:32,832 --> 00:30:35,001 Can you imagine mommy wearing this, CJ? 836 00:30:35,001 --> 00:30:38,037 - No, I don't want to see you in that! 837 00:30:38,037 --> 00:30:39,572 ♪ ♪ 838 00:30:39,572 --> 00:30:40,973 - Sammi, when you having your first? 839 00:30:40,973 --> 00:30:42,241 - Who the hell knows? 840 00:30:42,241 --> 00:30:44,277 - Your vagina opens up so big, and like-- 841 00:30:44,277 --> 00:30:45,678 - Dang. - What the hell? 842 00:30:45,678 --> 00:30:48,147 The girls are getting a little too comfortable 843 00:30:48,147 --> 00:30:49,549 with BDS right now. 844 00:30:49,549 --> 00:30:50,000 - The amount of water that came out of me-- 845 00:30:50,000 --> 00:30:51,818 - The amount of water that came out of me-- 846 00:30:51,818 --> 00:30:53,352 - Oh, gosh. 847 00:30:53,352 --> 00:30:55,154 - I don't know if I pooped or if he's ready to come out. 848 00:30:55,154 --> 00:30:56,422 - Oh, God. 849 00:30:56,422 --> 00:30:57,924 - I was like, get it out! 850 00:30:57,924 --> 00:30:59,792 - How much longer? 851 00:31:02,995 --> 00:31:04,664 - ♪ Ooh, really feeling new ♪ 852 00:31:04,664 --> 00:31:06,833 ♪ Putting on fancy things ♪ 853 00:31:06,833 --> 00:31:08,267 ♪ Can we just be around ♪ 854 00:31:08,267 --> 00:31:10,670 ♪ Everybody knows you're mine, so ♪ 855 00:31:10,670 --> 00:31:12,271 - So I'm back in Vegas 856 00:31:12,271 --> 00:31:14,907 getting ready for another residency for Chippendales. 857 00:31:14,907 --> 00:31:17,376 And I've just been in full training mode every day. 858 00:31:17,376 --> 00:31:18,744 [knocking on door] 859 00:31:18,744 --> 00:31:20,813 Yo! - Hey, here's the choocher. 860 00:31:20,813 --> 00:31:22,448 - Ready to go for our run? - Yeah. 861 00:31:22,448 --> 00:31:24,550 Meet out front actually. - All right, cool. 862 00:31:24,550 --> 00:31:26,319 That's a lot of working out that goes into it. 863 00:31:26,319 --> 00:31:28,221 So I love being close to Pauly because it's 864 00:31:28,221 --> 00:31:31,491 nice to have a partner that keeps me motivated. 865 00:31:31,491 --> 00:31:33,693 [motor revving] 866 00:31:33,693 --> 00:31:37,697 [bassy hip-hop music] 867 00:31:37,697 --> 00:31:40,199 - ♪ Park my whip, bang my [...] ♪ 868 00:31:40,199 --> 00:31:42,702 ♪ Both doors open, so I shall hit ♪ 869 00:31:42,702 --> 00:31:44,904 - Bro, what are you doing? We're going for a run. 870 00:31:44,904 --> 00:31:46,105 - Yeah, I'll follow you. 871 00:31:46,105 --> 00:31:47,273 - Well, I thought you were working out. 872 00:31:47,273 --> 00:31:48,674 I thought you're going to roll with me. 873 00:31:48,674 --> 00:31:50,877 - Yeah, I'm going to work out my--my pedal, my foot. 874 00:31:50,877 --> 00:31:52,478 I'll follow you. 875 00:31:52,478 --> 00:31:54,313 - Let's go. 876 00:31:54,313 --> 00:31:57,350 - There you go, buddy. Keep it going. 877 00:31:57,350 --> 00:31:59,519 Come on, let's go, baby! 878 00:31:59,519 --> 00:32:00,553 There you go. 879 00:32:00,553 --> 00:32:01,654 Yes, sir! 880 00:32:01,654 --> 00:32:03,890 Nice form! Nice form! 881 00:32:03,890 --> 00:32:05,525 Come on, buddy, keep up! 882 00:32:05,525 --> 00:32:08,895 It takes a lot of hard work, determination, dedication, 883 00:32:08,895 --> 00:32:11,697 training to be a successful stripper in Las Vegas. 884 00:32:11,697 --> 00:32:12,798 I'm proud of him. 885 00:32:12,798 --> 00:32:14,200 Wonder how many calories we burned. 886 00:32:14,200 --> 00:32:15,735 - We? 887 00:32:15,735 --> 00:32:18,371 - ♪ Ah, stop, leaving the meetings alone ♪ 888 00:32:18,371 --> 00:32:20,139 ♪ Me with a squeeze ♪ 889 00:32:20,139 --> 00:32:21,507 ♪ I got no feelings involved ♪ 890 00:32:21,507 --> 00:32:23,009 - So the squad is on the way here. 891 00:32:23,009 --> 00:32:24,210 - OK. 892 00:32:24,210 --> 00:32:27,046 - Today is what's known as Snooki day. 893 00:32:27,046 --> 00:32:29,382 Snooki is from Upstate New York, 894 00:32:29,382 --> 00:32:34,086 and her home area is honoring her and having a Snooki night. 895 00:32:34,086 --> 00:32:35,188 Hey! - Hi! 896 00:32:35,188 --> 00:32:36,756 - Come on in. 897 00:32:36,756 --> 00:32:39,058 The boys are in Vegas, so it's all ladies and BDS tonight. 898 00:32:39,058 --> 00:32:41,627 Look who's here. Sam's back. 899 00:32:41,627 --> 00:32:42,962 - Thank you so much. 900 00:32:42,962 --> 00:32:45,064 Do you mind popping the trunk for me? 901 00:32:45,064 --> 00:32:46,332 [upbeat music] 902 00:32:46,332 --> 00:32:47,600 OK. 903 00:32:47,600 --> 00:32:49,202 Hello! - Oh, my God. Hey, Deena. 904 00:32:49,202 --> 00:32:50,636 - Are you ready for Snooki night? 905 00:32:50,636 --> 00:32:51,904 - What do you got? - What do you have? 906 00:32:51,904 --> 00:32:53,206 - Why do you always got stuff? 907 00:32:53,206 --> 00:32:55,208 - Maybe I want to bring some matching t-shirts 908 00:32:55,208 --> 00:32:56,742 to do a photo at the end of the night. 909 00:32:56,742 --> 00:32:58,277 - Oh, that's cute. 910 00:32:58,277 --> 00:32:59,979 - I'm not going to tell them, 911 00:32:59,979 --> 00:33:02,548 but I have an entire Snooki costume in this box right now. 912 00:33:02,548 --> 00:33:04,617 I'm going to look so much like Nicole 913 00:33:04,617 --> 00:33:07,653 that they're going to ask me to throw out the fricking ball. 914 00:33:07,653 --> 00:33:12,325 - I think I just saw on socials that we may be one shy today. 915 00:33:12,325 --> 00:33:14,327 I think Angelina's had surgery yesterday. 916 00:33:14,327 --> 00:33:15,328 - Oh. 917 00:33:15,328 --> 00:33:16,896 - Hi, guys. It's Dr. Tutela. 918 00:33:16,896 --> 00:33:18,598 So he's going to just let you know what we're doing today. 919 00:33:18,598 --> 00:33:21,934 - Uh, Angelina's lost quite a bit of weight recently. 920 00:33:21,934 --> 00:33:24,136 And it's caused her breast tissue 921 00:33:24,136 --> 00:33:26,105 to kinda sag over the implant. 922 00:33:26,105 --> 00:33:29,909 So we're gonna, you know, revise that and make it better. 923 00:33:29,909 --> 00:33:32,378 - All right, guys. Stay tuned. 924 00:33:32,378 --> 00:33:34,013 - She's wild. 925 00:33:34,013 --> 00:33:36,816 You know what? Angelina has always got a lot going on. 926 00:33:36,816 --> 00:33:38,918 She's obviously recovering, so she's probably not coming, 927 00:33:38,918 --> 00:33:39,919 I don't think. 928 00:33:39,919 --> 00:33:41,687 And today is no different. 929 00:33:41,687 --> 00:33:45,725 I saw Angelina, and she told me that 930 00:33:45,725 --> 00:33:51,097 the relationship between her biological dad has collapsed. 931 00:33:51,097 --> 00:33:52,331 - Oh. 932 00:33:52,331 --> 00:33:53,332 - She said that the relationship 933 00:33:53,332 --> 00:33:55,034 wasn't even established yet 934 00:33:55,034 --> 00:33:57,370 and he was asking inappropriate questions. 935 00:33:57,370 --> 00:33:58,537 You know, can you do this for me? 936 00:33:58,537 --> 00:33:59,905 Can you do that for me? 937 00:33:59,905 --> 00:34:02,308 And so she was dead-ing the biological daddy. 938 00:34:02,308 --> 00:34:03,876 - Oh, wow. 939 00:34:03,876 --> 00:34:06,779 - And then it got to her fiancé. 940 00:34:06,779 --> 00:34:10,816 She said that they've been growing apart over time. 941 00:34:10,816 --> 00:34:14,053 So she was also dead-ing the fiancé. 942 00:34:14,053 --> 00:34:15,221 - What? 943 00:34:15,221 --> 00:34:17,657 [dramatic music] 944 00:34:17,657 --> 00:34:19,859 Even though we don't always like each other, 945 00:34:19,859 --> 00:34:23,262 I feel terrible across the board for Angelina. 946 00:34:23,262 --> 00:34:26,832 Like, she was so excited to be engaged and to find her dad. 947 00:34:26,832 --> 00:34:29,101 I just hope that she's OK. 948 00:34:29,101 --> 00:34:32,371 - So wait, is she no longer fiancé with Vin 2.0? 949 00:34:32,371 --> 00:34:34,040 - I don't think so. - Wow. 950 00:34:34,040 --> 00:34:36,042 [phone ringing] - Hello. 951 00:34:36,042 --> 00:34:38,511 - Hi, Mr. Sorrentino. Your ride has arrived. 952 00:34:38,511 --> 00:34:40,946 - Oh. It's happening. OK, guys. All right. 953 00:34:40,946 --> 00:34:42,848 - Ready for Snooki night? - Let's do this. 954 00:34:42,848 --> 00:34:43,983 - Yes. 955 00:34:43,983 --> 00:34:46,252 - ♪ I remember being 17 ♪ 956 00:34:46,252 --> 00:34:49,488 ♪ Used to look at all the famous people in magazines ♪ 957 00:34:49,488 --> 00:34:52,992 ♪ These celebrities are so lucky they live in the dream ♪ 958 00:34:52,992 --> 00:34:54,493 - Mom? - Hey. 959 00:34:54,493 --> 00:34:56,429 - It's happening! - What's going on? 960 00:34:56,429 --> 00:34:57,863 - It's Snooki night! 961 00:34:57,863 --> 00:34:59,765 - Snooki night's every night. - That's true. 962 00:34:59,765 --> 00:35:00,766 - [laughs] 963 00:35:00,766 --> 00:35:02,501 - Mommy! - How are you doing? 964 00:35:02,501 --> 00:35:03,703 - I'm so excited for tonight. 965 00:35:03,703 --> 00:35:05,204 I think it's going to be so much fun. 966 00:35:05,204 --> 00:35:09,041 I'm excited to be back in my hometown and see my mom. 967 00:35:09,041 --> 00:35:11,744 It's like a big deal, I feel, because we used to work there. 968 00:35:11,744 --> 00:35:13,012 You were an usher. - Mm-hmm. 969 00:35:13,012 --> 00:35:14,213 - And then I did the food. 970 00:35:14,213 --> 00:35:16,349 And I had to be on the lower end. 971 00:35:16,349 --> 00:35:17,950 Because remember, if they put me in, like, the middle, 972 00:35:17,950 --> 00:35:19,285 I couldn't see over the counter. 973 00:35:19,285 --> 00:35:20,486 - [laughing] 974 00:35:20,486 --> 00:35:21,554 - So they had to put me in, like, a box. 975 00:35:21,554 --> 00:35:22,822 And I was like, hi. 976 00:35:22,822 --> 00:35:24,056 And then every time I took their order, 977 00:35:24,056 --> 00:35:25,925 I would have to step down and be like-- 978 00:35:25,925 --> 00:35:27,193 - I do remember that. 979 00:35:27,193 --> 00:35:28,728 - I was working at the concession stand, 980 00:35:28,728 --> 00:35:30,463 like selling, you know all the food, popcorn, 981 00:35:30,463 --> 00:35:31,897 drinks, and everything. 982 00:35:31,897 --> 00:35:34,467 Literally my best job ever. So much frickin' fun. 983 00:35:34,467 --> 00:35:36,001 Do you have any pictures of me from Renegades? 984 00:35:36,001 --> 00:35:38,003 - Yeah. It's in a box under there. 985 00:35:38,003 --> 00:35:39,972 - Oh, this is my high school box. 986 00:35:39,972 --> 00:35:41,273 That was me chugging beer. 987 00:35:41,273 --> 00:35:42,975 That's me taking shots. 988 00:35:42,975 --> 00:35:44,543 Oh, that's me funneling. 989 00:35:44,543 --> 00:35:45,911 Power hour. 990 00:35:45,911 --> 00:35:47,146 We would have a shot of vodka before homeroom. 991 00:35:47,146 --> 00:35:48,647 We're drinking all night. 992 00:35:48,647 --> 00:35:50,015 Another one of me chugging beer. 993 00:35:50,015 --> 00:35:51,917 Did you ever look at these? - Of course I did. 994 00:35:51,917 --> 00:35:55,087 - Because I'm drinking in a lot of them, and I'm underage. 995 00:35:55,087 --> 00:35:56,822 - [chuckles] Wait, don't. Are you taking that with you? 996 00:35:56,822 --> 00:35:58,824 - What, to show Giovanna? - [laughs] 997 00:35:58,824 --> 00:36:00,326 - That I'm funneling? 998 00:36:00,326 --> 00:36:01,000 Not going to lie, I'm, like, a little nervous. 999 00:36:01,000 --> 00:36:02,294 Not going to lie, I'm, like, a little nervous. 1000 00:36:02,294 --> 00:36:04,530 I feel like it's like a lot of pressure and also, 1001 00:36:04,530 --> 00:36:06,532 like, I'm seeing people from my past. 1002 00:36:06,532 --> 00:36:07,533 Cheers to me! 1003 00:36:07,533 --> 00:36:08,701 So I don't know. 1004 00:36:08,701 --> 00:36:10,236 I'm a little nervous but also excited. 1005 00:36:10,236 --> 00:36:12,304 I always told them I'm going to be famous one day. 1006 00:36:12,304 --> 00:36:14,340 You watch. And they're like, yeah, OK, Nicole. 1007 00:36:14,340 --> 00:36:16,275 Now it's Snooki night at the Renegades. 1008 00:36:16,275 --> 00:36:17,510 - [laughing] - Told you, bitch. 1009 00:36:17,510 --> 00:36:19,378 - Oh, my God. Who would have thought? 1010 00:36:19,378 --> 00:36:21,180 - I'm going to be the next Oprah. 1011 00:36:21,180 --> 00:36:22,448 - Let's get through tonight though first. 1012 00:36:22,448 --> 00:36:23,816 - Yeah. 1013 00:36:23,816 --> 00:36:25,184 - ♪ Whoa, that was saying my name ♪ 1014 00:36:25,184 --> 00:36:26,218 ♪ Saying my name ♪ 1015 00:36:29,288 --> 00:36:31,891 - ♪ Oh, let's get this party started ♪ 1016 00:36:31,891 --> 00:36:33,059 - Snooki night. 1017 00:36:33,059 --> 00:36:35,194 - Today's going to be a fun night. 1018 00:36:35,194 --> 00:36:37,563 - Mike, do you miss the boys? - I do. 1019 00:36:37,563 --> 00:36:39,432 - Well, you're one of the girls now. 1020 00:36:39,432 --> 00:36:40,933 So [bleep] them boys. - Girl power! 1021 00:36:40,933 --> 00:36:43,069 - [laughs] - Girls' night with Mike! 1022 00:36:43,069 --> 00:36:44,170 [upbeat music] 1023 00:36:44,170 --> 00:36:45,871 - Girls' night with Mike. 1024 00:36:45,871 --> 00:36:47,773 - Sammi, when are you having your first? 1025 00:36:47,773 --> 00:36:49,241 - Oh, I don't know. - [laughs] 1026 00:36:49,241 --> 00:36:51,744 - I love kids, but who the hell knows? 1027 00:36:51,744 --> 00:36:53,846 - It's all ladies and BDS tonight, 1028 00:36:53,846 --> 00:36:55,748 which is totally cool. 1029 00:36:55,748 --> 00:36:57,783 - I mean, like, the pregnancy part, like, you know, 1030 00:36:57,783 --> 00:36:59,452 your vagina opens up so big. 1031 00:36:59,452 --> 00:37:01,654 And like-- - What the hell? 1032 00:37:01,654 --> 00:37:04,790 But the girls are getting a little too comfortable 1033 00:37:04,790 --> 00:37:06,292 with BDS right now. 1034 00:37:06,292 --> 00:37:08,694 - I had to, like, go on all fours like a dog. 1035 00:37:08,694 --> 00:37:09,829 - Oh, yeah. 1036 00:37:09,829 --> 00:37:11,497 - Had to do different positions. 1037 00:37:11,497 --> 00:37:14,333 I got such a bad contraction that, like, 1038 00:37:14,333 --> 00:37:17,002 the amount of water that came out of me, 1039 00:37:17,002 --> 00:37:18,771 and they had to get sponges. - Oh, God. 1040 00:37:18,771 --> 00:37:20,973 - So then I started feeling a lot of pressure down there. 1041 00:37:20,973 --> 00:37:22,508 And I said, I don't know if I pooped 1042 00:37:22,508 --> 00:37:24,877 or if he's ready to come out. - [laughs] 1043 00:37:24,877 --> 00:37:26,679 - I--I can't even process 1044 00:37:26,679 --> 00:37:28,681 what is coming out of Deena's mouth right now. 1045 00:37:28,681 --> 00:37:29,748 - And then when you have to push 1046 00:37:29,748 --> 00:37:31,117 the second time to get the-- 1047 00:37:31,117 --> 00:37:33,619 - Ugh, the--oh, they don't tell you about that. 1048 00:37:33,619 --> 00:37:35,588 - The sac. - What sac? 1049 00:37:35,588 --> 00:37:36,856 - The placenta! - Yeah, the placenta. 1050 00:37:36,856 --> 00:37:39,158 - You have to push a second time. 1051 00:37:39,158 --> 00:37:40,960 The placenta is pretty big. - It is. 1052 00:37:40,960 --> 00:37:42,328 - Oh, God. 1053 00:37:42,328 --> 00:37:44,897 - They keep it. They--they put it to the side. 1054 00:37:44,897 --> 00:37:45,998 - Oh, God! 1055 00:37:45,998 --> 00:37:47,666 - Some people eat that [bleep]. 1056 00:37:47,666 --> 00:37:50,169 - Oh, God! 1057 00:37:50,169 --> 00:37:51,670 - So I get sewn up. 1058 00:37:51,670 --> 00:37:53,906 They realize they-- they rip the placenta 1059 00:37:53,906 --> 00:37:55,374 and half of it's still in me. - Ugh! 1060 00:37:55,374 --> 00:37:57,376 - So after they sewed me up with Meilani, 1061 00:37:57,376 --> 00:38:00,479 they had to go back in and [bleep] pull it right back. 1062 00:38:00,479 --> 00:38:01,480 - Oh! - Oh, my God. 1063 00:38:01,480 --> 00:38:02,848 [upbeat music] 1064 00:38:02,848 --> 00:38:05,117 - Girls' night has-- has taken a turn. 1065 00:38:05,117 --> 00:38:07,086 - I was like, get it out! 1066 00:38:07,086 --> 00:38:08,287 - Oh. 1067 00:38:08,287 --> 00:38:10,723 - I was trying to push mine back in. 1068 00:38:10,723 --> 00:38:12,324 - Back in where? 1069 00:38:12,324 --> 00:38:13,893 Back in where? 1070 00:38:13,893 --> 00:38:17,296 How much longer? - [laughs] Mike, I forgot. 1071 00:38:17,296 --> 00:38:18,697 - You're going to start hitchhiking. 1072 00:38:18,697 --> 00:38:21,267 Really, I miss my boys at this particular moment. 1073 00:38:21,967 --> 00:38:23,869 - Snooki got her game coming up, right? 1074 00:38:23,869 --> 00:38:25,171 - Yeah. 1075 00:38:25,171 --> 00:38:26,238 - So he's going to be with all the girls. 1076 00:38:26,238 --> 00:38:27,540 - Yeah, you left him back there. 1077 00:38:27,540 --> 00:38:28,841 - I know. 1078 00:38:28,841 --> 00:38:30,242 But you know, some of us got to work and strip. 1079 00:38:30,242 --> 00:38:32,678 - Yep. I wonder how he's doing back there. 1080 00:38:32,678 --> 00:38:38,517 - I really have to go pee and I have to change my tampon. 1081 00:38:38,517 --> 00:38:40,352 - Oh, Nicole's house. 1082 00:38:40,352 --> 00:38:43,522 - Oh, my God. This is the Snooki house. 1083 00:38:43,522 --> 00:38:45,090 - Hello! Hey, guys! 1084 00:38:45,090 --> 00:38:46,525 Come on down! 1085 00:38:46,525 --> 00:38:48,661 Hey, Mike! Good to see you. - Hi. How are you? 1086 00:38:48,661 --> 00:38:51,697 - It's so good to see Snooki's mom, where Snooki was raised. 1087 00:38:51,697 --> 00:38:53,933 - Mike, are you hungry? - Oh, damn. All right. 1088 00:38:53,933 --> 00:38:56,035 And she had a ton of chicken fingers in her house as well. 1089 00:38:56,035 --> 00:38:57,937 It was amazing. I swear. 1090 00:38:57,937 --> 00:39:00,506 - I got you guys all Snooki jerseys. 1091 00:39:00,506 --> 00:39:02,808 This is what the whole team is wearing. 1092 00:39:02,808 --> 00:39:04,810 - Oh, my God. - Oh, I love that! 1093 00:39:04,810 --> 00:39:07,446 - Did you get my size? I am a 52 in Versace. 1094 00:39:07,446 --> 00:39:08,847 [upbeat music stops] 1095 00:39:08,847 --> 00:39:10,316 all: Snooki night! 1096 00:39:10,583 --> 00:39:11,584 - Bye, Mommy. 1097 00:39:11,584 --> 00:39:13,085 - I love Nicole's jersey. 1098 00:39:13,085 --> 00:39:14,453 But I'm not going to need it. 1099 00:39:14,453 --> 00:39:16,689 I have my own Snooki outfit. Like, I'm excited. 1100 00:39:16,689 --> 00:39:17,990 This is what I've been waiting for. 1101 00:39:17,990 --> 00:39:20,192 - ♪ Running it, running it hype ♪ 1102 00:39:20,192 --> 00:39:22,461 ♪ Gonna need, gonna need hype ♪ 1103 00:39:22,461 --> 00:39:24,263 - Oh, my God, look, Nicole! 1104 00:39:24,263 --> 00:39:25,531 - Whoo! 1105 00:39:25,531 --> 00:39:27,032 - There's a lot of people there. 1106 00:39:27,032 --> 00:39:28,834 - Nicole's here! 1107 00:39:28,834 --> 00:39:31,170 [fans screaming] 1108 00:39:31,170 --> 00:39:32,738 - Thank you. 1109 00:39:32,738 --> 00:39:34,640 - I'm kind of feeling this Snooki night. 1110 00:39:34,640 --> 00:39:36,542 - Who wants a bobblehead? - I want a bobblehead. 1111 00:39:36,542 --> 00:39:37,576 - Ooh! 1112 00:39:37,576 --> 00:39:38,877 - There's Snooki bobbleheads, 1113 00:39:38,877 --> 00:39:41,146 her Snooki Shop van is out front, 1114 00:39:41,146 --> 00:39:43,315 the players are wearing the jerseys. 1115 00:39:43,315 --> 00:39:44,984 - Snooki, Snooki, Snooki! - Hi. 1116 00:39:44,984 --> 00:39:46,986 - Love you, Snooki! - This is kind of iconic. 1117 00:39:46,986 --> 00:39:48,621 This is, like, a big deal. 1118 00:39:48,621 --> 00:39:50,522 - ♪ When I pull up, yeah, I said it, I said it ♪ 1119 00:39:50,522 --> 00:39:53,292 [fans shouting] - Hi! [indistinct] 1120 00:39:53,292 --> 00:39:57,596 Love you! [fans screaming] 1121 00:39:57,596 --> 00:39:58,764 Love you! 1122 00:39:58,764 --> 00:39:59,732 I'm a little nervous because I have 1123 00:39:59,732 --> 00:40:01,200 to throw out the first pitch. 1124 00:40:01,200 --> 00:40:03,736 Now I'm even more nervous because there's people around. 1125 00:40:03,736 --> 00:40:06,238 And everyone's going to look at me and judge. 1126 00:40:06,238 --> 00:40:07,873 - Snooki! 1127 00:40:07,873 --> 00:40:09,141 - Good luck, boo. 1128 00:40:09,141 --> 00:40:11,176 - For tonight's first pitch, 1129 00:40:11,176 --> 00:40:13,445 please welcome to the field, Snooki! 1130 00:40:13,445 --> 00:40:15,180 [cheers and applause] - Stop! 1131 00:40:15,180 --> 00:40:16,582 - You got this! 1132 00:40:16,582 --> 00:40:18,217 - Get it, mama! 1133 00:40:18,217 --> 00:40:20,719 - Walking out to do the first pitch, I'm feeling anxious. 1134 00:40:20,719 --> 00:40:22,254 - She's ready for her pitch. - You're ready for this? 1135 00:40:22,254 --> 00:40:23,656 - I guess. 1136 00:40:23,656 --> 00:40:25,257 I don't want to look stupid at Snooki night. 1137 00:40:25,257 --> 00:40:27,326 I just really want to be able to, like, 1138 00:40:27,326 --> 00:40:30,229 throw it to the catcher and not embarrass myself. 1139 00:40:30,229 --> 00:40:34,033 - Hey, Snooki, hey! [cheers and applause] 1140 00:40:34,033 --> 00:40:37,036 [suspenseful music] 1141 00:40:37,036 --> 00:40:42,107 ♪ ♪ 1142 00:40:42,107 --> 00:40:45,010 - My heart is racing. There's a ton of people here. 1143 00:40:45,010 --> 00:40:46,545 Literally, everyone is looking at me. 1144 00:40:46,545 --> 00:40:48,580 And I feel like I'm going to throw up. 1145 00:40:48,580 --> 00:40:49,882 I can't breathe. 1146 00:40:49,882 --> 00:40:51,750 - Let's go, girl! - Come on, girl. You got it. 1147 00:40:51,750 --> 00:40:53,452 - I don't think I can do this. 1148 00:40:53,452 --> 00:40:56,088 - Oh, my God. She's frozen. - Oh, my goodness. 1149 00:40:56,088 --> 00:40:57,556 [heart pounding] 1150 00:41:01,161 --> 00:41:02,295 - I'm going to proclaim "Jersey Shore" day. 1151 00:41:02,295 --> 00:41:04,597 - Let's go! We got our own day! 1152 00:41:04,597 --> 00:41:07,400 - It's Jers-day in Atlantic City. 1153 00:41:07,400 --> 00:41:08,501 And I'm stripping. 1154 00:41:10,670 --> 00:41:12,038 - [bleep] you too! 1155 00:41:12,605 --> 00:41:14,374 - Oh, my God. Chris L texted her! 1156 00:41:14,374 --> 00:41:16,709 - He's like, if you want to have a baby, 1157 00:41:16,709 --> 00:41:18,278 I don't mind giving you my sperm. 1158 00:41:18,278 --> 00:41:19,345 - What?