1 00:00:09,718 --> 00:00:11,303 It's showtime, folks! 2 00:00:11,386 --> 00:00:14,014 -Just give me some room. Ready. -Ready. 3 00:00:14,097 --> 00:00:15,474 -Ready. -Ready. 4 00:00:18,352 --> 00:00:21,522 We interrupt this program to bring you the following special news report. 5 00:00:21,605 --> 00:00:23,232 Here is Paul Michaels. 6 00:00:23,315 --> 00:00:24,525 Good morning. 7 00:00:24,608 --> 00:00:26,151 A dramatic situation is unfolding 8 00:00:26,235 --> 00:00:28,737 in the Central American country of Panama today, 9 00:00:28,820 --> 00:00:31,573 where four US soldiers appear to have been taken hostage 10 00:00:31,657 --> 00:00:34,743 during anti-American riots in the capital city. 11 00:00:34,826 --> 00:00:37,204 We take you now to the Rose Garden of the White House, 12 00:00:37,287 --> 00:00:41,291 where President Reagan is expected to give remarks any moment now. 13 00:00:42,543 --> 00:00:44,795 Ladies and gentlemen, 14 00:00:44,878 --> 00:00:47,130 yesterday's act of terrorism, 15 00:00:47,214 --> 00:00:51,385 in which four American soldiers were taken hostage in Panama City 16 00:00:51,468 --> 00:00:53,637 by proxies of the Soviet Union, 17 00:00:53,720 --> 00:00:57,182 was a horrifying reminder of the enemies we face. 18 00:00:57,266 --> 00:01:01,186 We will not allow the Soviet Union to undermine peace and freedom 19 00:01:01,270 --> 00:01:04,147 on earth or in space. 20 00:01:04,230 --> 00:01:09,278 Let me be clear, the United States will not be intimidated. 21 00:01:10,487 --> 00:01:12,948 Wish Houston would find room on the next Sea Dragon 22 00:01:13,031 --> 00:01:14,324 for some new rover springs. 23 00:01:14,408 --> 00:01:15,993 My ass feels like a piñata. 24 00:01:16,660 --> 00:01:20,664 Pretty sure lithium mining gear takes priority over your ass. 25 00:01:20,747 --> 00:01:23,876 Couldn't we have found the mother lode closer to Jamestown? 26 00:01:23,959 --> 00:01:28,046 Quit your whining. If the American taxpayers wanted us to-- 27 00:01:28,130 --> 00:01:31,175 What the hell? Hey, isn't that our gear? 28 00:01:32,050 --> 00:01:34,178 What's it doing way up here? 29 00:01:34,261 --> 00:01:37,222 I don't know. Better go have a look-see. 30 00:01:39,183 --> 00:01:42,269 Everybody, sit tight. Keep your eyes open. 31 00:01:42,352 --> 00:01:45,772 -Don, you're on me. -Roger. 32 00:01:47,232 --> 00:01:50,194 Jamestown, geo crew two, come in. 33 00:01:50,861 --> 00:01:53,322 Geo two, Jamestown. Go ahead. 34 00:01:53,405 --> 00:01:56,950 We're on the south ridge above 357 Bravo, 35 00:01:57,659 --> 00:02:01,538 and we've got a... situation over here. 36 00:02:01,622 --> 00:02:03,165 What kind of situation? 37 00:02:04,082 --> 00:02:06,793 Goddamn Russkies took our mining site. 38 00:02:06,877 --> 00:02:09,213 Can you repeat that, geo two? 39 00:02:11,590 --> 00:02:13,383 All our transmissions are encrypted. 40 00:02:13,467 --> 00:02:16,345 The only way the Soviets know about the lithium content on the site 41 00:02:16,428 --> 00:02:17,554 is they cracked our code. 42 00:02:17,638 --> 00:02:19,389 Don't we change out the encryption keys? 43 00:02:19,473 --> 00:02:21,475 Every month, per protocol. 44 00:02:21,558 --> 00:02:24,269 Apparently the Soviets found a way around that too. 45 00:02:27,314 --> 00:02:28,899 I've just spoken with the president. 46 00:02:28,982 --> 00:02:32,986 He's decided not to bring this to the United Nations Security Council. 47 00:02:33,570 --> 00:02:37,199 So, he's just gonna let the Soviets take our mining site? 48 00:02:37,824 --> 00:02:42,037 No, he's not gonna do that either. He wants us to take it back. 49 00:02:42,996 --> 00:02:43,997 As in-- 50 00:02:44,081 --> 00:02:48,293 As in, go in, replace their equipment with ours and swap out the flag again, 51 00:02:48,377 --> 00:02:50,629 but this time we hold it. 52 00:02:52,297 --> 00:02:53,423 We hold it? 53 00:02:54,007 --> 00:02:56,927 The National Security Council debated every other option. 54 00:02:57,010 --> 00:03:01,932 But the consensus was that if the Soviets retain control of 357 Bravo, 55 00:03:02,015 --> 00:03:03,809 it would set a dangerous precedent. 56 00:03:03,892 --> 00:03:06,687 We let this go, and then there'll be nothing to stop Andropov 57 00:03:06,770 --> 00:03:09,940 from moving in and taking over all our other lunar claims. 58 00:03:12,276 --> 00:03:13,902 I have to say I agree. 59 00:03:14,486 --> 00:03:16,864 Hundreds of man-hours went into finding that vein, 60 00:03:16,947 --> 00:03:21,618 and if it's even half as rich as these initial readings show, 61 00:03:21,702 --> 00:03:25,372 it could be a game changer for our energy storage at Jamestown. 62 00:03:25,455 --> 00:03:28,625 Tom, just let me make sure that I'm clear here. 63 00:03:29,293 --> 00:03:33,630 You're saying that the president wants us to confront the Soviets on the moon. 64 00:03:33,714 --> 00:03:34,923 No, no, no. Not confront. 65 00:03:35,507 --> 00:03:37,759 The president's not interested in a confrontation. 66 00:03:37,843 --> 00:03:39,344 But, from what we can tell, 67 00:03:39,428 --> 00:03:43,473 the Russians don't have the ability to occupy the site continuously. 68 00:03:43,557 --> 00:03:47,144 So, when they leave for the day, we move in. 69 00:03:47,769 --> 00:03:49,396 But this time we stay. 70 00:03:51,106 --> 00:03:55,777 We could send out a team of astronauts, two at a time, to monitor the site. 71 00:03:56,987 --> 00:03:59,198 How long can two guys stay out there? 72 00:03:59,281 --> 00:04:00,490 The recharge tanks on the rovers 73 00:04:00,574 --> 00:04:03,994 can stretch the PLSS backpacks up to ten hours. 74 00:04:04,077 --> 00:04:07,456 So we could have three teams monitoring the site round the clock. 75 00:04:08,040 --> 00:04:10,417 So, you guys wanna have a permanent security detail? 76 00:04:11,376 --> 00:04:12,544 Essentially. 77 00:04:13,212 --> 00:04:18,050 And this security detail, they're gonna need weapons, right? 78 00:04:18,634 --> 00:04:20,385 Weapons? Wait. 79 00:04:20,469 --> 00:04:23,555 No one said anything about sending weapons to the moon. 80 00:04:25,390 --> 00:04:29,436 Well, forgive me, but what do you expect these guys to do, exactly? 81 00:04:29,520 --> 00:04:31,104 When things get hairy, I mean. 82 00:04:31,188 --> 00:04:34,274 What, are they gonna ask the Soviets to leave nicely? 83 00:04:34,858 --> 00:04:36,693 Maybe hit 'em over the head with a baseball bat? 84 00:04:36,777 --> 00:04:38,737 Golf club, maybe? Plenty of those up there. 85 00:04:38,820 --> 00:04:40,447 Wait, hold on. 86 00:04:40,531 --> 00:04:44,660 Are the two of you seriously suggesting we send guns to the moon? 87 00:04:46,328 --> 00:04:49,414 You're telling me the president wants us to hold that site. 88 00:04:49,498 --> 00:04:52,292 And I'm telling you that means we're going to need security. 89 00:04:52,376 --> 00:04:53,794 And security means guns. 90 00:04:53,877 --> 00:04:56,630 No. That is absolutely out of the question. 91 00:04:56,713 --> 00:04:59,091 -I know it seems extreme-- -It's absurd! 92 00:04:59,174 --> 00:05:03,220 -There's gotta be another solution. -As in literally any other solution. 93 00:05:13,272 --> 00:05:17,860 What about imposing additional economic sanctions against Moscow? 94 00:05:17,943 --> 00:05:19,486 An embargo? 95 00:05:19,570 --> 00:05:21,947 That was our response after Berlin last year. 96 00:05:22,030 --> 00:05:25,576 And then the Russians just increased trade with Latin America, 97 00:05:25,659 --> 00:05:30,205 which increased and strengthened their influence in this hemisphere. 98 00:05:30,289 --> 00:05:32,374 And given what's going on with Panama right now, 99 00:05:32,457 --> 00:05:34,751 I'd say that is the last thing we need. 100 00:05:35,586 --> 00:05:38,839 You can't seriously think this is a good idea? 101 00:05:38,922 --> 00:05:41,341 Look, General Bradford's right. 102 00:05:41,425 --> 00:05:45,804 Any kind of squeeze we put on the Soviets down here... take time. 103 00:05:46,388 --> 00:05:47,848 Longer we wait... 104 00:05:48,390 --> 00:05:50,559 the harder it's gonna be to reclaim that site. 105 00:05:50,642 --> 00:05:54,563 If we could modify weapons to be used in the lunar environment, 106 00:05:54,646 --> 00:05:57,316 none of our astronauts are qualified to use them. 107 00:05:57,399 --> 00:05:59,985 -Marines? -I was thinking the same thing. 108 00:06:00,068 --> 00:06:01,778 Thinking what, exactly? 109 00:06:02,404 --> 00:06:05,324 Well, every marine aviator has to qualify as an infantry officer 110 00:06:05,407 --> 00:06:06,867 before they attend flight school. 111 00:06:06,950 --> 00:06:11,163 So, they're the only astronauts with training in ground combat and tactics. 112 00:06:11,246 --> 00:06:12,247 Wait. 113 00:06:12,831 --> 00:06:16,293 Now we're sending marines to the moon? 114 00:06:16,376 --> 00:06:18,504 Can we-- Can we do that? 115 00:06:19,546 --> 00:06:21,131 Well, we have to develop procedures 116 00:06:21,215 --> 00:06:23,592 for safety and operations in the lunar environment. 117 00:06:24,218 --> 00:06:26,762 We should be able to bring them up to speed fairly quickly. 118 00:06:26,845 --> 00:06:28,514 There has to be another way. 119 00:06:30,098 --> 00:06:33,894 Believe me, I don't like this idea any more than the rest of you. 120 00:06:33,977 --> 00:06:34,978 But here's the truth. 121 00:06:35,938 --> 00:06:41,068 We cannot hold site 357 Bravo without armed security. 122 00:06:41,818 --> 00:06:43,278 Now, I'm open to new ideas, 123 00:06:43,362 --> 00:06:45,364 but it seems to me we really don't have much choice. 124 00:06:45,447 --> 00:06:47,449 The only way to hold a piece of ground, 125 00:06:47,533 --> 00:06:49,159 on this world or any other world, 126 00:06:49,243 --> 00:06:51,036 is a man with a rifle. 127 00:06:54,873 --> 00:06:56,208 Nelson's right. 128 00:06:57,084 --> 00:06:58,836 We all need to be in agreement here. 129 00:07:00,504 --> 00:07:02,214 'Cause once we do this thing... 130 00:07:03,465 --> 00:07:04,967 there's no going back. 131 00:08:26,465 --> 00:08:28,842 Good morning, Mrs. Cleveland. 132 00:08:28,926 --> 00:08:30,719 Marta, what time is it? 133 00:08:30,802 --> 00:08:32,095 Seven o'clock. 134 00:08:34,472 --> 00:08:36,140 Oh, shit. 135 00:08:37,308 --> 00:08:39,520 Shit! Shit! 136 00:08:41,270 --> 00:08:44,316 I told Sam to wake me up before he left. 137 00:08:44,399 --> 00:08:47,569 I gotta be in the SIM in an hour. Christ. 138 00:08:49,363 --> 00:08:51,657 Marta, honey, can you do me a favor? 139 00:08:51,740 --> 00:08:57,120 Can you call JSC and tell them the car has a flat, and I'm gonna be late. 140 00:08:57,204 --> 00:08:58,121 Which car? 141 00:08:59,873 --> 00:09:01,041 You know, the car. 142 00:09:02,376 --> 00:09:04,586 My car. All the cars. 143 00:09:04,670 --> 00:09:06,171 Tell them all the cars have flats. 144 00:09:06,255 --> 00:09:09,258 You know what, I really don't give a shit what you tell them, 145 00:09:09,341 --> 00:09:13,554 just... tell them I'm gonna be late, all right? 146 00:09:13,637 --> 00:09:14,638 Yes, ma'am. 147 00:09:17,349 --> 00:09:19,977 You have a phone message from Mr. Stevens. 148 00:09:21,144 --> 00:09:23,438 It sounded important. 149 00:09:23,522 --> 00:09:25,941 Oh, no, I'm sure it is important. 150 00:09:26,024 --> 00:09:28,986 It's always important to Gordo. Thanks. 151 00:10:00,017 --> 00:10:01,101 Shit. 152 00:10:10,694 --> 00:10:11,737 In the event-- 153 00:10:14,823 --> 00:10:15,866 Sorry. 154 00:10:15,949 --> 00:10:17,993 That's all right, Captain Stevens. Take a seat. 155 00:10:19,870 --> 00:10:23,874 As I was saying, a program patch can be sent up if necessary 156 00:10:23,957 --> 00:10:26,126 and loaded into the GPCs. 157 00:10:26,210 --> 00:10:27,211 Normally after MECO... 158 00:10:27,294 --> 00:10:29,213 You're outta uniform, Captain. 159 00:10:29,296 --> 00:10:31,882 Had a little malfunction. 160 00:10:31,965 --> 00:10:33,133 Malfunction? 161 00:10:34,760 --> 00:10:35,969 The zipper broke. 162 00:10:40,307 --> 00:10:43,685 I'm-- I'm sure it probably just shrank in the dryer. 163 00:10:43,769 --> 00:10:44,770 Very funny. 164 00:10:44,853 --> 00:10:48,815 ...preserve engine lifetime by minimizing the number of engine starts. 165 00:10:48,899 --> 00:10:54,530 For critical burns, or for large velocity changes, both OMS pods are used. 166 00:10:54,613 --> 00:10:57,533 If there is a significant main engine performance problem... 167 00:10:57,616 --> 00:10:59,701 You've never used a laptop before, have you? 168 00:10:59,785 --> 00:11:01,286 I've used a laptop. 169 00:11:04,790 --> 00:11:08,877 On performance-critical missions, an OMS assist burn during nominal ascent 170 00:11:08,961 --> 00:11:13,090 can add about 250 pounds to payload capacity. 171 00:11:13,173 --> 00:11:16,510 In the case of a lunar mission, the orbiter carries... 172 00:11:19,638 --> 00:11:23,308 And I didn't schedule any college tours before noon on Monday. 173 00:11:23,392 --> 00:11:26,186 But I was thinking that we could have breakfast 174 00:11:26,270 --> 00:11:27,855 and then visit Colonial Williamsburg 175 00:11:27,938 --> 00:11:31,400 before we head to Georgetown and American University. 176 00:11:32,150 --> 00:11:35,696 So, anyway, on Tuesday, I was thinking we could drive through Monticello-- 177 00:11:35,779 --> 00:11:36,989 Mom? 178 00:11:38,365 --> 00:11:42,536 Okay, this is probably too much history. I'm sorry. 179 00:11:42,619 --> 00:11:46,790 No, it all sounds really fun. It's just... I had a suggestion. 180 00:11:47,833 --> 00:11:50,169 Yeah, of course, anything. It's your trip, sweetheart. 181 00:11:50,252 --> 00:11:53,755 Well, I was wondering if we could go... 182 00:11:56,216 --> 00:11:57,342 to... 183 00:11:58,010 --> 00:11:59,011 Baltimore? 184 00:12:00,095 --> 00:12:02,181 Annapolis. The Naval Academy. 185 00:12:03,098 --> 00:12:04,766 Well, that-- that-- 186 00:12:04,850 --> 00:12:08,562 that's really sweet that you wanna visit your father's school, but-- 187 00:12:09,062 --> 00:12:12,316 you know, it is-- it's awfully far out of the way, and I just-- 188 00:12:12,399 --> 00:12:14,568 I don't think we're gonna have time, with the schedule we have, to go. 189 00:12:14,651 --> 00:12:16,862 I don't just wanna visit. 190 00:12:18,113 --> 00:12:19,364 I wanna apply there. 191 00:12:20,407 --> 00:12:21,408 You-- 192 00:12:21,491 --> 00:12:24,453 You wanna apply to the Naval Academy? 193 00:12:25,078 --> 00:12:28,957 Look, I know it's different from all the schools we've been talking about, 194 00:12:29,041 --> 00:12:32,044 but I think it's a good fit for me. 195 00:12:32,127 --> 00:12:36,423 Kelly, why on earth would you want to apply to Annapolis of all places? 196 00:12:36,507 --> 00:12:38,425 Look, I didn't just come up with this, Mom. 197 00:12:38,509 --> 00:12:40,385 I've been thinking about it for a long time. 198 00:12:40,469 --> 00:12:42,638 And this is the first that I'm hearing about it. 199 00:12:42,721 --> 00:12:47,017 Kelly, it's the navy. You wanna-- You wanna join the navy. 200 00:12:47,100 --> 00:12:48,268 Yes. 201 00:12:48,810 --> 00:12:49,811 Why? 202 00:12:50,479 --> 00:12:52,231 I want to serve my country. 203 00:12:52,314 --> 00:12:54,566 Don't. Don't give me that crap. 204 00:12:55,567 --> 00:12:59,780 All right? There's plenty of ways to serve your country. You tell me why. 205 00:13:01,323 --> 00:13:02,366 Okay. 206 00:13:03,992 --> 00:13:05,410 I wanna fly. 207 00:13:06,703 --> 00:13:08,455 Tomcats, F-14s. 208 00:13:09,456 --> 00:13:10,457 It's a fighter-bomber. 209 00:13:10,541 --> 00:13:12,709 I know what a Tomcat is, Kelly. All right? 210 00:14:24,781 --> 00:14:26,491 It's open, Davey. 211 00:14:28,952 --> 00:14:30,829 It's not Davey. 212 00:14:31,455 --> 00:14:34,208 Well, come in here anyway. I need some help. 213 00:14:34,917 --> 00:14:36,543 Like, now. Please. 214 00:14:38,462 --> 00:14:39,463 Okay. 215 00:14:40,506 --> 00:14:43,091 Could you grab a roll of toilet paper from the kitchen? 216 00:14:43,175 --> 00:14:45,010 It's top shelf, left, above the sink. 217 00:14:55,312 --> 00:14:56,313 Got it. 218 00:15:04,988 --> 00:15:06,365 Thank you. 219 00:15:06,448 --> 00:15:08,408 -Sorry about that. -No problem. 220 00:15:08,492 --> 00:15:10,369 So, who are ya? What do you want? 221 00:15:12,037 --> 00:15:15,082 I'm looking for Aleida Rosales. 222 00:15:15,165 --> 00:15:16,250 Yeah, that's me. 223 00:15:17,626 --> 00:15:20,087 Look, if you're here to collect a bill, I know my rights, 224 00:15:20,170 --> 00:15:23,048 and your entry into this vehicle is under false pretenses. 225 00:15:23,131 --> 00:15:25,259 You did not identify yourself or your intentions. 226 00:15:25,342 --> 00:15:27,219 Aleida, it's Margo. 227 00:16:01,170 --> 00:16:02,337 Hi. 228 00:16:03,422 --> 00:16:04,423 Hi. 229 00:16:06,675 --> 00:16:07,676 Hi. 230 00:16:10,971 --> 00:16:12,890 What are you doing here? How did you... 231 00:16:12,973 --> 00:16:16,518 I got a call from your boyfriend. Davey. 232 00:16:16,602 --> 00:16:18,270 Oh, my God. 233 00:16:18,353 --> 00:16:22,191 He told me about your... problem. 234 00:16:22,733 --> 00:16:23,984 Oh, my God. 235 00:16:25,027 --> 00:16:27,404 That was so totally inappropriate. I'm... 236 00:16:28,530 --> 00:16:30,782 I'm fine, okay? This is-- This is just... 237 00:16:30,866 --> 00:16:33,827 He said you were gonna be deported. 238 00:16:37,164 --> 00:16:40,626 I... tried to call first. 239 00:16:40,709 --> 00:16:42,419 Yeah, phone's disconnected, I know. 240 00:16:42,503 --> 00:16:45,464 Power's next, then water. Water's always the last thing to go. 241 00:16:51,762 --> 00:16:53,889 -Do you still play? -Play what? 242 00:16:57,267 --> 00:16:58,268 No. 243 00:17:02,272 --> 00:17:03,315 Look, Aleida, I-- 244 00:17:07,277 --> 00:17:10,989 I thought I knew what I was gonna say, but now... 245 00:17:12,449 --> 00:17:14,952 all I wanna do is say I'm sorry-- 246 00:17:15,035 --> 00:17:18,454 No. Don't do that. Okay? 247 00:17:20,540 --> 00:17:22,251 -Okay. -"Sorry." That's not-- 248 00:17:22,960 --> 00:17:24,752 I'm not looking for that, okay? 249 00:17:24,837 --> 00:17:26,839 I don't know what I'm looking for, but it's not that. 250 00:17:26,922 --> 00:17:29,299 -Okay. -What'd he tell you? 251 00:17:29,383 --> 00:17:30,384 Not much. 252 00:17:30,968 --> 00:17:35,013 Said your residency status under Reagan's amnesty program was about to be revoked. 253 00:17:35,097 --> 00:17:36,348 Yup. 254 00:17:36,431 --> 00:17:38,308 Gotta keep a job to stick around. 255 00:17:38,392 --> 00:17:40,978 But people don't seem to like hiring me. Did he tell you that? 256 00:17:41,061 --> 00:17:43,564 -He mentioned it. -Yeah, 'cause I'm a bad employee. 257 00:17:43,647 --> 00:17:46,400 A bad coworker. A bad team player. 258 00:17:47,109 --> 00:17:49,236 A brilliant engineer. 259 00:17:51,280 --> 00:17:52,406 I made a few calls. 260 00:17:52,990 --> 00:17:54,408 All of your former employers, 261 00:17:54,491 --> 00:17:57,160 they all went out of their way to say how gifted you were, 262 00:17:57,244 --> 00:18:02,207 even as they acknowledged your... behavioral issues. 263 00:18:02,291 --> 00:18:05,586 Behavioral issues, right. That's just bullshit. 264 00:18:06,670 --> 00:18:09,256 I didn't set fire to McDonnell Douglas, okay? 265 00:18:09,339 --> 00:18:11,216 It was just a trash can in that asshole's office, 266 00:18:11,300 --> 00:18:13,302 and they put it out in, like, five seconds. 267 00:18:13,385 --> 00:18:14,928 I know. And that... 268 00:18:15,846 --> 00:18:20,058 asshole said you were the best engineer he'd seen in the last 30 years. 269 00:18:20,142 --> 00:18:21,351 What do you want, Margo? 270 00:18:29,693 --> 00:18:30,777 I won't... 271 00:18:34,698 --> 00:18:38,869 I can't go back and try and explain why I did what I did ten years ago. 272 00:18:39,536 --> 00:18:42,998 Thank you. 'Cause it was humiliating enough the first time around. 273 00:18:43,582 --> 00:18:45,834 But I can offer you a job. 274 00:18:46,543 --> 00:18:47,628 At NASA. 275 00:18:49,046 --> 00:18:50,756 As what, a janitor? 276 00:18:50,839 --> 00:18:53,091 Yeah, sorry to break it to you, but I'm not in the family business anymore. 277 00:18:53,175 --> 00:18:54,635 Systems engineer. 278 00:18:55,552 --> 00:18:57,888 You'll be working on a fairly low-priority mission. 279 00:18:57,971 --> 00:19:01,141 Nothing glamorous, but... 280 00:19:01,225 --> 00:19:02,976 it'll give you your sea legs. 281 00:19:04,186 --> 00:19:05,812 And it'll keep you in the country. 282 00:19:09,358 --> 00:19:10,567 Poor Aleida. 283 00:19:10,651 --> 00:19:13,070 This is not charity. 284 00:19:13,153 --> 00:19:14,905 Poor little Mexican girl. 285 00:19:14,988 --> 00:19:18,242 You know, she got a big job at NASA 'cause Margo Madison took pity on her. 286 00:19:18,325 --> 00:19:21,286 -I didn't come here out of pity. -Guilt's a close cousin. 287 00:19:21,370 --> 00:19:23,705 You're an engineer, and we need engineers. 288 00:19:23,789 --> 00:19:25,290 Rationalization. 289 00:19:25,374 --> 00:19:27,167 You were closer with guilt. 290 00:19:27,251 --> 00:19:29,837 I do have guilt over what happened. I have for a long time. 291 00:19:29,920 --> 00:19:32,005 But that's my problem, not yours. 292 00:19:32,089 --> 00:19:36,718 Your problem is your residency status. I'm offering you a way to deal with it. 293 00:19:36,802 --> 00:19:39,304 It doesn't make up for what happened back then... 294 00:19:41,682 --> 00:19:44,059 but it's a way out. Today. 295 00:19:49,273 --> 00:19:53,569 If you want the job, report to the personnel office at JSC. 296 00:19:58,866 --> 00:20:01,076 Think you know which building it's in. 297 00:20:06,874 --> 00:20:09,543 If you wanna cut off your nose to spite your face, 298 00:20:09,626 --> 00:20:12,045 then fine, be that way. 299 00:20:13,422 --> 00:20:15,716 All I can do is offer you the job. 300 00:20:15,799 --> 00:20:17,968 There's nothing else that I can do. 301 00:20:18,051 --> 00:20:22,681 I gave you the opportunity, and if you don't want it, then fine. 302 00:20:22,764 --> 00:20:25,392 Be a brat. Be stubborn. 303 00:20:36,486 --> 00:20:37,946 I... 304 00:20:39,573 --> 00:20:41,617 Look, all I'm saying is, 305 00:20:42,451 --> 00:20:47,664 Jamestown learns about the high lithium content at 357 Bravo, 306 00:20:47,748 --> 00:20:50,417 and within two days the Russians take over the site. 307 00:20:51,460 --> 00:20:55,464 In your report, you stated that after you launched to rescue Commander Wilson, 308 00:20:55,547 --> 00:20:58,926 Cosmonaut Vasiliev remained at Jamestown. Alone. 309 00:20:59,009 --> 00:21:03,472 Now, either our cryptography is more vulnerable than we ever suspected, or... 310 00:21:04,765 --> 00:21:06,558 maybe they got ears inside our base. 311 00:21:06,642 --> 00:21:09,061 -You think maybe he'd plant a device? -No. 312 00:21:09,686 --> 00:21:12,814 No, there wasn't enough time. It all happened so fast. 313 00:21:12,898 --> 00:21:15,359 You were in an emotionally vulnerable place. 314 00:21:15,442 --> 00:21:18,820 And God knows you had every right to be. You'd just lost a son. 315 00:21:19,530 --> 00:21:21,865 You hadn't slept or eaten for days. 316 00:21:21,949 --> 00:21:24,743 You had stacks of unanswered communiqués. 317 00:21:24,826 --> 00:21:27,871 Now, surely all of this was visible to him. 318 00:21:27,955 --> 00:21:30,666 So all I'm asking you is, 319 00:21:30,749 --> 00:21:34,586 don't you think that there is the slightest chance that maybe, 320 00:21:34,670 --> 00:21:36,296 just maybe... 321 00:21:37,381 --> 00:21:39,299 our enemies might've taken advantage of that? 322 00:21:49,810 --> 00:21:54,022 Alex, can we get a status check on that systems diagnostic? 323 00:21:54,106 --> 00:21:55,899 Any abnormalities so far? 324 00:21:57,734 --> 00:21:59,027 That's a negative, Houston. 325 00:21:59,111 --> 00:22:02,489 -So far everything checks out. -Copy that. 326 00:22:03,615 --> 00:22:07,327 Hey, we're sending a new shipment of movies up this month. 327 00:22:07,411 --> 00:22:10,205 -Anything you're interested in? -Never thought you'd ask. 328 00:22:13,166 --> 00:22:16,003 Matter of fact, we're all a little bummed up here. 329 00:22:16,086 --> 00:22:19,089 We're not gonna be on earth when that Mercury 7 movie comes out. 330 00:22:19,173 --> 00:22:20,174 The Right Stuff. 331 00:22:20,257 --> 00:22:21,842 They made a movie out of that? 332 00:22:21,925 --> 00:22:23,427 Yeah. Looks decent too. 333 00:22:23,510 --> 00:22:25,512 Think we can get an advanced copy up here? 334 00:22:25,596 --> 00:22:26,889 I'll see what we can do. 335 00:22:42,905 --> 00:22:45,199 Hey, Alex, one more thing. 336 00:22:45,282 --> 00:22:50,204 Have you had any trouble with any minor systems since we scrammed the reactor? 337 00:22:50,287 --> 00:22:52,206 We got a heads-up from HAB SYS 338 00:22:52,289 --> 00:22:56,084 that you might start experiencing some efficiency issues 339 00:22:56,585 --> 00:22:58,337 with the overhead lights. 340 00:23:39,461 --> 00:23:43,173 It's an affirm, Houston. Lights have been a little finicky lately. 341 00:23:44,842 --> 00:23:48,053 Roger that. We'll look into it. Houston out. 342 00:23:50,764 --> 00:23:53,642 Yes, Mr. President, budget's on track, 343 00:23:53,725 --> 00:23:56,353 launch schedule at Vandenberg shaping up nicely. 344 00:23:56,436 --> 00:23:58,647 Oh, and one more thing, 345 00:23:58,730 --> 00:24:03,110 the Soviets have had ears on our base for the last nine years. 346 00:24:04,695 --> 00:24:08,949 If you'll excuse me, I have a very unpleasant phone call to make. 347 00:24:21,712 --> 00:24:22,796 Hey. 348 00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:24,631 Hi. How's it going? 349 00:24:25,174 --> 00:24:28,051 You know. Same old, same old. 350 00:24:32,181 --> 00:24:33,182 What'll you have? 351 00:24:37,644 --> 00:24:38,979 Bourbon on the rocks. 352 00:24:43,025 --> 00:24:45,861 So, that's it? That's all I get? "What'll you have?" 353 00:24:45,944 --> 00:24:48,030 -What? -My... 354 00:24:49,072 --> 00:24:51,950 -Oh, my goodness! Tracy! -All right, there she is. 355 00:24:52,034 --> 00:24:56,163 -I'm sorry, I forgot! I'm sorry. -Okay, thank God! I was wondering. 356 00:24:56,246 --> 00:24:57,915 -Congratulations! -Thank you. 357 00:24:57,998 --> 00:24:59,374 -Congratulations. -Thank you. 358 00:24:59,458 --> 00:25:04,004 Okay, let's see-- let's see this ring. Holy... 359 00:25:05,088 --> 00:25:06,381 -Oh, my goodness! -Yeah. 360 00:25:06,965 --> 00:25:09,343 -What? -I know! He did good. 361 00:25:09,927 --> 00:25:12,346 And you two together, that's... 362 00:25:13,514 --> 00:25:14,640 that's really incredible. 363 00:25:14,723 --> 00:25:17,142 -It is amazing, I mean... -Cheers to that. 364 00:25:17,226 --> 00:25:19,436 I'm over the moon, just like they say. 365 00:25:21,939 --> 00:25:24,233 You deserve it. Cheers. 366 00:25:24,316 --> 00:25:25,859 Thank you. 367 00:25:27,069 --> 00:25:28,111 You know, 368 00:25:28,195 --> 00:25:30,489 you're one of the few people that actually seem happy for me. 369 00:25:30,572 --> 00:25:32,908 -Come on, that can't be true. -Oh, my God. 370 00:25:32,991 --> 00:25:35,577 I'm getting the stink eye all over JSC. 371 00:25:35,661 --> 00:25:38,705 It's like I needed Gordo's approval or something. 372 00:25:38,789 --> 00:25:40,916 Have you talked to him recently? 373 00:25:42,876 --> 00:25:43,919 What's going on? 374 00:25:44,002 --> 00:25:46,255 No, Tracy. Not my place, I'm... 375 00:25:46,338 --> 00:25:48,257 All right, all right. Well, enough about him. 376 00:25:48,340 --> 00:25:49,466 What's going on with you? 377 00:25:49,550 --> 00:25:51,593 When I came in here, you were a million miles away. 378 00:25:53,345 --> 00:25:55,722 Kelly told me she wants to go to Annapolis. 379 00:26:00,811 --> 00:26:04,231 I mean, I don't know. I still feel like I'm in shock about it all. 380 00:26:05,023 --> 00:26:07,568 And I feel like I'm in shock that I'm in shock. 381 00:26:07,651 --> 00:26:10,612 Like, I should've seen this coming. 382 00:26:10,696 --> 00:26:13,490 -I mean, she grew up around Ed. -Yeah. 383 00:26:13,574 --> 00:26:16,243 And his job. And of course that's what she would wanna do. 384 00:26:16,326 --> 00:26:20,622 She grew up in this place, and she had... you. 385 00:26:21,540 --> 00:26:22,624 You know, honestly. 386 00:26:22,708 --> 00:26:27,796 Hey, you've inspired a lot of young women, Tracy. 387 00:26:27,880 --> 00:26:30,257 And it's really incredible, and you should be proud of that. 388 00:26:30,340 --> 00:26:31,842 You know, I just... 389 00:26:33,051 --> 00:26:35,429 I just-- I don't want that life for my daughter. 390 00:26:35,512 --> 00:26:36,763 Yeah, I get it. 391 00:26:40,184 --> 00:26:42,686 So-- So what'd you tell her? 392 00:26:45,063 --> 00:26:47,774 I just shut her down and said we weren't gonna talk about it, you know? 393 00:26:47,858 --> 00:26:49,735 'Cause that's what great moms do. 394 00:26:50,319 --> 00:26:52,863 Hey, you know what, cut yourself some slack, all right? 395 00:26:53,864 --> 00:26:56,950 Your daughter just told you that she wanted to join the navy. 396 00:26:57,034 --> 00:27:00,662 I mean, that is a big deal. 397 00:27:03,498 --> 00:27:06,835 I mean, hell, when I told my mama I wanted to learn how to fly, 398 00:27:06,919 --> 00:27:08,545 she didn't speak to me for months. 399 00:27:08,629 --> 00:27:10,088 And you hated her for it, right? 400 00:27:10,172 --> 00:27:13,217 I got over it. And I had my brother teach me for 25 bucks. 401 00:27:14,259 --> 00:27:17,095 But you know what, that's who I was. That's who I am. 402 00:27:17,179 --> 00:27:18,972 No one was gonna tell me any differently. 403 00:27:19,723 --> 00:27:21,391 That's kinda my point, Karen. 404 00:27:21,975 --> 00:27:24,478 If Kelly really wants to do this, she is gonna do it. 405 00:27:24,561 --> 00:27:26,939 She's gonna find a way to do it, with or without you. 406 00:27:27,022 --> 00:27:28,065 So, you know... 407 00:27:29,483 --> 00:27:31,944 you might wanna start making peace with it now. 408 00:27:35,989 --> 00:27:38,492 I don't-- I don't know how to do that, Tracy. 409 00:27:39,243 --> 00:27:40,619 I don't. Every time I think about it, 410 00:27:40,702 --> 00:27:45,165 I think if something happens to her, I don't feel like I can survive that. 411 00:27:45,249 --> 00:27:47,793 -I just-- I can't. I can't do that. -I know. 412 00:27:48,710 --> 00:27:49,753 The way I see it... 413 00:27:51,338 --> 00:27:54,132 we're the ones that brought them up in this fucked-up world. 414 00:27:55,759 --> 00:28:00,764 Least we can do is... let them go live in it. 415 00:28:04,643 --> 00:28:06,186 We owe them that much. 416 00:28:08,772 --> 00:28:09,857 Yeah, we do. 417 00:28:34,798 --> 00:28:36,175 Yeah? 418 00:28:36,258 --> 00:28:37,384 Gordo? 419 00:28:38,594 --> 00:28:39,595 Trace? 420 00:28:41,346 --> 00:28:43,056 You left a message. 421 00:28:43,140 --> 00:28:45,851 Yeah. Yeah, that's right. 422 00:28:47,311 --> 00:28:51,106 I had something that I wanted to talk to you about. 423 00:28:52,524 --> 00:28:54,735 She keeps staring at me. 424 00:28:54,818 --> 00:28:56,486 What? Who? 425 00:28:57,988 --> 00:28:59,114 Me. 426 00:29:00,282 --> 00:29:01,366 Okay. 427 00:29:02,201 --> 00:29:05,787 I came around the curve, and it was like... 428 00:29:06,747 --> 00:29:08,290 I just appeared. 429 00:29:10,042 --> 00:29:12,878 You're not really making a whole lot of sense, Trace. 430 00:29:15,506 --> 00:29:16,507 You okay? 431 00:29:16,590 --> 00:29:20,093 Yeah. I just-- I got in a little bit of a car accident. 432 00:29:20,177 --> 00:29:21,178 Jesus. 433 00:29:21,261 --> 00:29:23,138 I'm fine. Fine. 434 00:29:23,222 --> 00:29:24,765 Car is fucked though. 435 00:29:24,848 --> 00:29:27,851 -Not your Porsche. -Yup, that's the one. 436 00:29:31,104 --> 00:29:32,523 Come pick me up. 437 00:29:34,858 --> 00:29:36,985 It's, like, two o'clock in the morning. 438 00:29:37,569 --> 00:29:41,615 Wait a minute. Why don't you get your husband to come and get you, Trace? 439 00:29:41,698 --> 00:29:44,284 He's outta town for work. 440 00:29:44,368 --> 00:29:45,536 Can you just-- 441 00:29:47,037 --> 00:29:48,664 Can you just do me this favor and-- 442 00:29:48,747 --> 00:29:50,415 and come and get me, Gordo? 443 00:29:57,422 --> 00:29:59,299 What should I do about the car? 444 00:30:00,551 --> 00:30:02,177 Sure Sam will buy you a new one. 445 00:30:02,761 --> 00:30:05,889 Sam. He's such a good guy. 446 00:30:05,973 --> 00:30:08,433 -Yeah. -Yeah. 447 00:30:09,268 --> 00:30:14,147 He has a bit of a temper, but, you know, you really gotta push him. 448 00:30:14,231 --> 00:30:15,440 You know what I mean? 449 00:30:16,233 --> 00:30:17,651 He's not like you. 450 00:30:18,777 --> 00:30:19,987 You're easy. 451 00:30:20,821 --> 00:30:24,408 -Yeah. I'm easy. -Yeah. 452 00:30:27,411 --> 00:30:29,204 Oh, no, no, no. 453 00:30:29,288 --> 00:30:30,289 Don't-- Don't-- 454 00:30:30,372 --> 00:30:32,040 -Don't take me back to my house. -What? 455 00:30:32,124 --> 00:30:34,793 -Take me-- Take me to our old place. -Why? 456 00:30:35,502 --> 00:30:40,215 I'm sick of the staff treating me like some teenager coming in past curfew. 457 00:30:45,846 --> 00:30:47,472 Gordo. Pull over. 458 00:30:48,265 --> 00:30:49,641 -What? -Gordo! 459 00:30:59,026 --> 00:31:00,152 Yeah. 460 00:31:03,363 --> 00:31:04,406 All right. 461 00:31:07,284 --> 00:31:08,577 Here we go. 462 00:31:10,871 --> 00:31:12,331 Boys are both home tonight, 463 00:31:12,414 --> 00:31:15,959 so gonna have to sack it out on the couch, all right? 464 00:31:33,185 --> 00:31:34,186 Trace? 465 00:31:45,489 --> 00:31:46,990 Shit. 466 00:32:14,017 --> 00:32:16,436 I guess I'll take the couch. 467 00:32:27,322 --> 00:32:29,867 Well, I had to do something. 468 00:32:30,450 --> 00:32:32,494 Couldn't just let them haul you off to Mexico. 469 00:32:32,578 --> 00:32:35,581 So you decided to call the one person you knew I didn't wanna call. 470 00:32:35,664 --> 00:32:38,125 The one person I never wanted to ask a favor of. Ever. 471 00:32:38,208 --> 00:32:41,420 I'm sorry. I didn't wanna lose you. 472 00:32:42,004 --> 00:32:44,548 I guess I panicked. It was the only thing I could think of. 473 00:32:44,631 --> 00:32:48,177 Really? You didn't think to call a temp agency? Or Bruce? Or-- 474 00:32:48,260 --> 00:32:49,845 Bruce? My boss? 475 00:32:49,928 --> 00:32:51,889 Yeah, you said he needed some help. 476 00:32:51,972 --> 00:32:56,560 Okay. So, you'd rather work on an oil rig than be an engineer at NASA? 477 00:33:00,731 --> 00:33:02,274 And what if I fuck it up? 478 00:33:04,818 --> 00:33:06,987 -Why would you fuck it up? -Because I'm a fuckup. 479 00:33:07,946 --> 00:33:09,865 I've been fired from every job I've ever had. 480 00:33:09,948 --> 00:33:11,533 Boeing, Abbott, McDonnell Douglas. 481 00:33:11,617 --> 00:33:13,243 But this is NASA. 482 00:33:13,327 --> 00:33:15,746 You've dreamed about working here since you were a little kid. 483 00:33:15,829 --> 00:33:17,956 So why ruin it by letting them tell me I'm a piece of shit, 484 00:33:18,040 --> 00:33:19,208 just like everywhere else? 485 00:33:19,291 --> 00:33:20,751 Oh, come on. 486 00:33:20,834 --> 00:33:23,629 I mean, you really think Margo Madison would come all the way down here 487 00:33:23,712 --> 00:33:24,713 and offer you a job 488 00:33:24,796 --> 00:33:26,715 if she didn't think you could cut it? 489 00:33:26,798 --> 00:33:29,009 She knows how talented you are. 490 00:33:29,635 --> 00:33:31,261 And so do I. 491 00:33:31,345 --> 00:33:34,556 I mean... you were born to do this, babe. 492 00:33:34,640 --> 00:33:35,641 You know you were-- 493 00:33:35,724 --> 00:33:38,310 Okay, okay. Shut up already. 494 00:33:43,440 --> 00:33:44,566 I'll do it. 495 00:33:45,817 --> 00:33:46,818 Really? 496 00:33:48,946 --> 00:33:51,573 -I'm so happy for you, babe! -No. 497 00:33:52,491 --> 00:33:54,159 What-- What do you mean, "no"? 498 00:33:55,494 --> 00:33:56,745 We're done, Davey. 499 00:33:56,828 --> 00:33:57,871 I'm sorry, you're-- 500 00:34:01,166 --> 00:34:03,836 -Are you breaking up with me? -Yeah, I am. 501 00:34:04,837 --> 00:34:06,380 But you're taking the job. 502 00:34:07,089 --> 00:34:09,007 Your dream job, that I helped you get. 503 00:34:09,091 --> 00:34:10,967 -By going behind my back. -I was just-- 504 00:34:11,051 --> 00:34:15,806 Okay, look... look, I know you're upset. 505 00:34:15,889 --> 00:34:18,766 I was humiliated in front of that woman again. 506 00:34:18,851 --> 00:34:20,686 Something I swore I would never let happen. 507 00:34:20,768 --> 00:34:23,772 And then it did... because of you. 508 00:34:24,481 --> 00:34:25,774 I'm not getting over that. 509 00:34:27,192 --> 00:34:28,193 Ever. 510 00:34:30,487 --> 00:34:31,989 Your shit's in the box. 511 00:34:33,072 --> 00:34:34,324 Take it and don't come back. 512 00:35:42,226 --> 00:35:44,061 An American. 513 00:35:44,144 --> 00:35:46,230 -This is America! -Shut up! 514 00:35:49,733 --> 00:35:52,528 You were in an emotional, vulnerable place. 515 00:35:54,238 --> 00:35:57,824 Surely all of this was clearly visible to him. 516 00:35:59,701 --> 00:36:01,828 And God knows you had every right to be. 517 00:36:01,912 --> 00:36:02,913 You'd just lost a son. 518 00:36:06,333 --> 00:36:07,918 ...vulnerable place. 519 00:37:17,779 --> 00:37:20,616 Gordo, the taxi's on its way, so... 520 00:37:22,993 --> 00:37:24,077 Hey, Gordo. 521 00:37:28,373 --> 00:37:29,499 Morning. 522 00:37:29,583 --> 00:37:34,796 Morning. I'm looking for my keys to the house and... 523 00:37:35,547 --> 00:37:36,798 can't find them. 524 00:37:37,966 --> 00:37:41,512 Oh, shit. I hope I didn't lose them in the field, or in the car. 525 00:37:41,595 --> 00:37:43,388 Nah, you didn't leave 'em. 526 00:37:44,806 --> 00:37:45,807 I took them. 527 00:37:45,891 --> 00:37:46,934 You what? 528 00:37:47,017 --> 00:37:49,186 I took the keys to this place off your key ring. 529 00:37:49,269 --> 00:37:52,356 Okay, look, I don't have time to do this right now. 530 00:37:52,439 --> 00:37:54,066 Can you just give me back my keys, please? 531 00:37:54,149 --> 00:37:56,068 Believe me, I would, 532 00:37:56,151 --> 00:37:58,487 but last time I checked, they fit these locks. 533 00:37:58,570 --> 00:38:00,155 And these locks are attached to this house. 534 00:38:00,239 --> 00:38:01,740 And this house is attached to my name. 535 00:38:01,823 --> 00:38:06,370 -So technically they're my keys. -Nah, the house is under our name. 536 00:38:06,453 --> 00:38:07,454 That's another thing. 537 00:38:07,538 --> 00:38:10,040 Aren't you supposed to change that when you get remarried? 538 00:38:10,749 --> 00:38:13,001 Why are you still Tracy Stevens? 539 00:38:13,085 --> 00:38:16,672 'Cause I'm a public figure now, Gordo. People just know me as Stevens. 540 00:38:16,755 --> 00:38:18,507 Right. 541 00:38:18,590 --> 00:38:20,259 Astronaut Tracy Cleveland. 542 00:38:20,342 --> 00:38:22,845 Yeah, guess it doesn't have quite the same ring. 543 00:38:22,928 --> 00:38:25,764 You know what? I don't know what the hell's gotten into you this morning. 544 00:38:25,848 --> 00:38:27,933 Just give me my goddamn keys. Please. 545 00:38:28,016 --> 00:38:29,393 You don't live here, Trace. 546 00:38:29,476 --> 00:38:31,144 My children live here, Gordo. 547 00:38:31,228 --> 00:38:33,230 And you can come and see 'em anytime you want. 548 00:38:33,313 --> 00:38:34,982 All you gotta do is pick up the phone. 549 00:38:35,065 --> 00:38:37,734 Is that what this is about? Me not returning your call? 550 00:38:37,818 --> 00:38:38,819 No, it's not. 551 00:38:38,902 --> 00:38:40,112 But I'm glad you brought that up, 552 00:38:40,195 --> 00:38:42,906 because I do have something to tell you that I thought you might wanna know. 553 00:38:42,990 --> 00:38:44,700 All right, let me have it. 554 00:38:48,245 --> 00:38:49,496 I'm going back to the moon. 555 00:38:55,460 --> 00:38:58,213 You? Back to the moon? 556 00:38:58,297 --> 00:38:59,339 That's right. 557 00:38:59,423 --> 00:39:02,467 Decided it was time to get my shit together and get back on the horse. 558 00:39:03,135 --> 00:39:04,720 Just like that. 559 00:39:04,803 --> 00:39:06,513 Just like that. 560 00:39:06,597 --> 00:39:08,640 Ed put me back in training for Jamestown 91. 561 00:39:08,724 --> 00:39:09,725 Good for you. 562 00:39:09,808 --> 00:39:11,977 Columbia will be taking me back in September. 563 00:39:12,060 --> 00:39:13,061 September? 564 00:39:13,145 --> 00:39:14,146 Yeah. 565 00:39:14,813 --> 00:39:18,817 Well, I'm going to the moon in a couple weeks on Discovery. 566 00:39:18,901 --> 00:39:20,986 I'll still be there in September. 567 00:39:21,069 --> 00:39:22,237 That's why I called. 568 00:39:23,655 --> 00:39:25,532 See, I wanted you to hear it from me. 569 00:39:26,575 --> 00:39:28,952 Not with the rest of the world on some television show. 570 00:39:29,036 --> 00:39:30,829 -Television? -Yeah. 571 00:39:31,371 --> 00:39:33,540 Does NASA Public Affairs know about this? 572 00:39:33,624 --> 00:39:35,876 No idea. Probably. 573 00:39:35,959 --> 00:39:38,086 Oh, God damn it. 574 00:39:38,170 --> 00:39:41,256 I am not doing the "space couple" bullshit again. 575 00:39:41,340 --> 00:39:43,550 All right? Not after all I've accomplished. 576 00:39:43,634 --> 00:39:45,886 That's your reaction? You're worried about publicity? 577 00:39:45,969 --> 00:39:48,430 I'm not gonna play the "astro-wife," okay? 578 00:39:48,514 --> 00:39:52,309 And Ed-- Of course. Ed just smiles and says, "That's fine." 579 00:39:52,392 --> 00:39:55,354 You know what? He's in for a rude awakening, Gordo. 580 00:39:55,437 --> 00:39:57,814 I'm going back to space after ten years, Trace. 581 00:39:57,898 --> 00:40:00,567 All you can think of is how it affects your press clippings? 582 00:40:02,945 --> 00:40:06,740 -This is bullshit! It's absolute bullshit. -All right, settle down now. 583 00:40:06,823 --> 00:40:10,410 I will not have everything I've worked for be made into some kind of joke. 584 00:40:10,494 --> 00:40:11,620 What is this? 585 00:40:11,703 --> 00:40:15,082 "Tracy and Gordo finally on the moon together, after all these years?" 586 00:40:15,165 --> 00:40:17,251 I won't have it, Ed. I will not. 587 00:40:17,334 --> 00:40:19,753 Look, no one is talking about any of that stuff. 588 00:40:19,837 --> 00:40:21,338 Don't treat me like a child. 589 00:40:21,421 --> 00:40:23,590 I know how things work around here. 590 00:40:23,674 --> 00:40:27,010 Gordo comes crying to you about some flight assignment, 591 00:40:27,094 --> 00:40:31,098 and you figure, why not throw a pity party for my friend on the moon 592 00:40:31,181 --> 00:40:33,934 while giving Shorty Powers his wet dream at the same time? 593 00:40:34,017 --> 00:40:36,979 I make crew decisions based on what I think is best for this program. 594 00:40:37,062 --> 00:40:39,773 Bullshit. You make crew decisions based on your golf score 595 00:40:39,857 --> 00:40:41,775 and how big a dump you took that day. 596 00:40:41,859 --> 00:40:43,694 You're way outta line. 597 00:40:43,777 --> 00:40:46,613 I will not be made a laughingstock in front of the entire world 598 00:40:46,697 --> 00:40:48,031 as "astro-wife" again. 599 00:40:48,115 --> 00:40:50,993 This has nothing to do-- 600 00:40:51,076 --> 00:40:53,328 Bounce him off the flight, Ed. 601 00:40:53,412 --> 00:40:55,289 Just bounce him off the flight! 602 00:40:55,998 --> 00:40:56,999 All right? 603 00:40:57,541 --> 00:41:01,170 He has been a washed-up has-been for the last ten years. 604 00:41:01,253 --> 00:41:04,798 It will not kill him if he doesn't go on for two more months. 605 00:41:06,550 --> 00:41:08,385 Gordo's flight is set. 606 00:41:09,553 --> 00:41:10,596 End of story. 607 00:41:12,514 --> 00:41:15,684 You want off your flight, just say the word, Trace. 608 00:41:15,767 --> 00:41:17,311 Just say the word. 609 00:41:17,394 --> 00:41:19,688 But don't expect to get another slot for a good long time. 610 00:41:19,771 --> 00:41:21,106 Not while I'm running this office. 611 00:41:23,609 --> 00:41:25,319 Boys will be boys, huh? 612 00:41:26,528 --> 00:41:28,906 Y'all just stick together no matter what, don't you? 613 00:41:29,531 --> 00:41:30,824 In or out, Trace? 614 00:41:33,619 --> 00:41:34,995 I'm in, Ed. 615 00:41:36,330 --> 00:41:37,623 I'm always in. 616 00:42:19,831 --> 00:42:20,958 Kelly? 617 00:42:24,711 --> 00:42:26,755 Hi. You... got a minute? 618 00:42:28,298 --> 00:42:29,299 Sure. 619 00:42:33,929 --> 00:42:35,138 Everything okay? 620 00:42:37,140 --> 00:42:38,141 Yeah. 621 00:42:40,936 --> 00:42:43,355 Kelly, I need you to tell me-- 622 00:42:44,022 --> 00:42:49,361 I want you to tell me that this is really what you want. 623 00:42:49,444 --> 00:42:53,115 Yes. It's really what I want. 624 00:42:55,325 --> 00:42:56,827 And it's not a whim? 625 00:42:57,870 --> 00:43:00,622 Or because Danny Stevens looks cute in his uniform-- 626 00:43:00,706 --> 00:43:02,583 Mom, no. 627 00:43:02,666 --> 00:43:04,626 It's something I've wanted for a while. 628 00:43:05,210 --> 00:43:07,296 Ever since we've been talking about it, I just... 629 00:43:07,379 --> 00:43:11,466 realize I don't wanna be stuck in some library writing essays for four years. 630 00:43:12,050 --> 00:43:14,469 Okay? I wanna-- I wanna do something with my life. 631 00:43:14,553 --> 00:43:16,430 I wanna make a difference in the world. 632 00:43:17,306 --> 00:43:18,515 Like Dad. 633 00:43:19,850 --> 00:43:20,851 He's... 634 00:43:24,855 --> 00:43:26,190 He's... 635 00:43:26,273 --> 00:43:27,649 Yeah. 636 00:43:32,279 --> 00:43:33,822 Trust me, I know. 637 00:43:35,908 --> 00:43:41,121 I've lived with Ed Baldwin for many years, you know. 638 00:43:44,416 --> 00:43:49,046 But he's paid a heavy toll though, for being Ed Baldwin. 639 00:43:51,298 --> 00:43:52,799 It's not a normal life. 640 00:43:53,967 --> 00:43:57,012 It is a lot of stress. 641 00:43:58,096 --> 00:44:00,891 And exhaustion. And danger. 642 00:44:01,475 --> 00:44:04,937 You know, he missed a lot of things too. He did. 643 00:44:05,020 --> 00:44:10,234 He missed time... with-- time with me and time with-- 644 00:44:13,987 --> 00:44:16,365 He just-- He-- He missed a lot. 645 00:44:19,243 --> 00:44:20,285 Like Shane? 646 00:44:25,332 --> 00:44:26,333 Yes. 647 00:44:28,794 --> 00:44:30,712 He missed a lot of time with Shane. 648 00:44:46,103 --> 00:44:47,563 Where-- Where did you find this? 649 00:44:48,814 --> 00:44:52,192 Back there. Just before you came in. 650 00:44:53,944 --> 00:44:55,529 This was his favorite. 651 00:44:57,155 --> 00:44:58,282 Popeye. 652 00:44:58,949 --> 00:45:01,702 I always knew this was his room. 653 00:45:03,829 --> 00:45:06,915 And sometimes I thought he was listening to me. 654 00:45:07,791 --> 00:45:11,378 Not in a bad way or anything, just a presence. 655 00:45:12,629 --> 00:45:13,672 It sounds dumb. 656 00:45:13,755 --> 00:45:15,257 No, it doesn't. 657 00:45:15,883 --> 00:45:17,759 I used to think the same thing. 658 00:45:19,219 --> 00:45:23,390 I did. You know, it was so hard to come in here at first. 659 00:45:24,558 --> 00:45:28,312 And we thought about selling the house and moving away, and... 660 00:45:31,106 --> 00:45:32,524 and then you came along. 661 00:45:35,319 --> 00:45:37,446 And everything was different. 662 00:45:37,529 --> 00:45:41,491 Like it was okay now that there was life in here again. 663 00:45:48,749 --> 00:45:49,750 Okay. 664 00:45:51,793 --> 00:45:54,505 Okay. Annapolis. 665 00:45:55,839 --> 00:45:58,675 -Let's do it. -Really? Are you sure? 666 00:45:58,759 --> 00:46:00,636 You're gonna take ten years off my life. 667 00:46:01,553 --> 00:46:05,307 But your father's gonna get a kick out of the football games, so it's-- 668 00:46:05,390 --> 00:46:07,809 Thank you! Thank you! 669 00:46:11,772 --> 00:46:13,023 I love you. 670 00:46:34,461 --> 00:46:35,712 But I loved them. 671 00:46:37,422 --> 00:46:38,882 -Looking forward to that. -Hello. 672 00:46:39,842 --> 00:46:41,677 -Hi! -Hi, Dad. 673 00:46:42,678 --> 00:46:43,762 Long day? 674 00:46:44,805 --> 00:46:46,014 Got off to a bad start. 675 00:46:46,098 --> 00:46:49,434 But what is this? An actual dinner at home? 676 00:46:50,352 --> 00:46:51,478 -Yeah. -Special occasion? 677 00:46:51,562 --> 00:46:53,272 Well, you could say that. 678 00:46:53,355 --> 00:46:55,524 Your daughter decided on her number one school. 679 00:46:59,528 --> 00:47:02,614 From your mood, I'm guessing William & Mary? 680 00:47:03,365 --> 00:47:06,326 No, actually. But that is still on the list, right? 681 00:47:06,410 --> 00:47:08,704 Definitely. Just not number one. 682 00:47:11,707 --> 00:47:13,792 You gonna keep me in suspense here or what? 683 00:47:13,876 --> 00:47:15,127 Tell him. 684 00:47:18,422 --> 00:47:20,007 The Naval Academy. 685 00:47:20,090 --> 00:47:21,925 Very funny. Come on, tell me. 686 00:47:22,551 --> 00:47:23,844 Really. 687 00:47:23,927 --> 00:47:25,429 It's Annapolis. 688 00:47:36,023 --> 00:47:37,024 No. 689 00:47:37,608 --> 00:47:39,443 What? Why? 690 00:47:40,027 --> 00:47:41,403 Because I said you're not going. 691 00:47:41,486 --> 00:47:43,697 That's not a reason. Can't we at least discuss this? 692 00:47:43,780 --> 00:47:45,949 -Go to your room. -Go to my room? 693 00:47:46,033 --> 00:47:47,451 No, Ed, she's not a child, okay? 694 00:47:47,534 --> 00:47:49,745 Look, this isn't up for debate. The answer's no! 695 00:47:49,828 --> 00:47:51,622 Dad, I get to have some say in this. 696 00:47:51,705 --> 00:47:55,501 I said no! Okay, we're done here! End of story! 697 00:47:55,584 --> 00:47:58,504 -Edward, you need to stop right there. -What was that? 698 00:47:58,587 --> 00:48:00,380 Since when do we not talk about things? 699 00:48:00,464 --> 00:48:02,674 Just stop right now, all right? We need to talk about this as a family. 700 00:48:02,758 --> 00:48:03,926 This is not happening! 701 00:48:04,009 --> 00:48:06,470 -We thought you would be happy about this. -Yeah? Well, you were wrong! 702 00:48:06,553 --> 00:48:08,305 Dad, this is my life we're talking about. 703 00:48:08,388 --> 00:48:10,432 Well, you're still living under my roof, young lady. 704 00:48:10,516 --> 00:48:12,100 -What the hell does that mean? -Hey, watch your mouth! 705 00:48:12,184 --> 00:48:13,852 Hey, Ed, watch your tone right now, all right? 706 00:48:13,936 --> 00:48:15,103 I don't know what has gotten into you. 707 00:48:15,187 --> 00:48:18,232 I'm the head of this house, and I don't need to explain myself to either of you! 708 00:48:18,315 --> 00:48:21,235 This is my decision, not yours! I don't need your permission to apply! 709 00:48:21,318 --> 00:48:23,862 I just so happen to know the superintendent of the academy, 710 00:48:23,946 --> 00:48:25,405 and if I just pick up that phone, 711 00:48:25,489 --> 00:48:29,034 I guarantee you that application will never see the light of day! 712 00:48:29,117 --> 00:48:30,494 This is outrageous, all right? You can't do that! 713 00:48:30,577 --> 00:48:31,703 I can, and I will! 714 00:48:31,787 --> 00:48:32,913 Great! Then you know what? 715 00:48:32,996 --> 00:48:36,333 I'm just gonna go down to the recruiting office, and I'll join the navy! 716 00:48:36,416 --> 00:48:39,336 A couple years go by, and I'll apply to Annapolis as an enlisted sailor. 717 00:48:39,419 --> 00:48:41,922 Fine. Then pack your bags and don't come back! 718 00:48:42,005 --> 00:48:44,716 Hey! Don't you say that! You take that back! Right now! 719 00:48:44,800 --> 00:48:48,929 I don't know what the fuck has gotten into you! God damn it! Don't fucking say that! 720 00:48:49,012 --> 00:48:51,807 Stop! Everybody just stop! Enough! 721 00:49:07,698 --> 00:49:09,950 Now, whatever that was, we're not doing it anymore. 722 00:49:10,951 --> 00:49:11,952 Okay. 723 00:49:13,412 --> 00:49:14,413 Okay? 724 00:49:14,496 --> 00:49:16,039 Okay. 725 00:49:16,123 --> 00:49:18,375 -Okay. Okay. -Okay. 726 00:49:22,171 --> 00:49:24,089 Oh, no. I'm sorry, I... 727 00:49:25,716 --> 00:49:28,719 I don't know why I said that. I don't want you to leave. 728 00:49:29,428 --> 00:49:31,555 No, we don't. We-- Please don't leave. 729 00:49:31,638 --> 00:49:34,766 I'm not. I'm not going anywhere, Mom. 730 00:49:36,226 --> 00:49:38,478 It's all right. It's gonna be all right. 731 00:49:39,229 --> 00:49:41,273 No one is going anywhere. 732 00:49:41,356 --> 00:49:45,360 Okay, what we're gonna do is calm down and talk about what's going on. 733 00:49:47,279 --> 00:49:48,572 Dad. 734 00:49:49,281 --> 00:49:50,782 What was that all about? 735 00:49:52,201 --> 00:49:55,621 I-- I don't know. I just... 736 00:49:56,830 --> 00:49:59,708 I just... suddenly reacted. 737 00:50:05,881 --> 00:50:07,674 I thought you'd be proud of me. 738 00:50:07,758 --> 00:50:10,636 I should. I would, of course. Of course I would. 739 00:50:10,719 --> 00:50:13,388 I just-- It wasn't... 740 00:50:13,931 --> 00:50:16,183 That's not what-- It's just not-- 741 00:50:16,266 --> 00:50:19,478 Ed, whatever it is, say it. 742 00:50:21,230 --> 00:50:22,731 I just got this... 743 00:50:26,318 --> 00:50:28,237 sudden, overwhelming... 744 00:50:29,571 --> 00:50:31,573 feeling, like I was... 745 00:50:34,660 --> 00:50:36,286 gonna lose you. 746 00:50:37,246 --> 00:50:40,749 Dad, you're not losing me. It's just college. I can always-- 747 00:50:40,832 --> 00:50:43,335 No, I don't... 748 00:50:43,418 --> 00:50:46,505 mean like that. I meant... 749 00:50:50,050 --> 00:50:51,468 lose you like... 750 00:50:56,473 --> 00:50:57,474 Like Shane. 751 00:50:59,309 --> 00:51:00,394 Yeah. 752 00:51:03,730 --> 00:51:05,148 Like Shane. 753 00:51:18,161 --> 00:51:19,162 Hey. 754 00:51:22,207 --> 00:51:24,042 I know. I had the same feeling. 755 00:51:25,627 --> 00:51:26,628 I did, Ed. 756 00:51:28,130 --> 00:51:31,508 But Shane died because he was riding his bike down a street. 757 00:51:34,052 --> 00:51:36,346 There's no safe place on this earth. 758 00:51:36,430 --> 00:51:40,642 I know, but that's the point. 'Cause I wasn't on this earth. 759 00:51:43,854 --> 00:51:46,231 I wasn't here when it happened. I was gone. 760 00:51:49,151 --> 00:51:52,404 I wasn't here for him. I wasn't here for you. I-- 761 00:51:53,322 --> 00:51:56,867 I couldn't protect you. Couldn't-- Couldn't do anything. 762 00:51:57,367 --> 00:52:02,247 Except for curl up in my bunk and scream into the night. 763 00:52:04,750 --> 00:52:06,126 And I... 764 00:52:06,210 --> 00:52:10,047 I promised myself that I would never let that happen again. 765 00:52:10,130 --> 00:52:11,381 I... 766 00:52:11,465 --> 00:52:13,759 I was always gonna be there for you and Kelly. 767 00:52:14,801 --> 00:52:17,804 No matter what the cost, no matter what I had to give up, 768 00:52:18,680 --> 00:52:21,433 this time I was gonna stay... 769 00:52:24,311 --> 00:52:25,646 and protect you both. 770 00:52:31,276 --> 00:52:32,319 Ed... 771 00:52:33,904 --> 00:52:36,323 Ed, do you think it was your fault? 772 00:52:42,746 --> 00:52:43,747 Look at me. 773 00:52:47,918 --> 00:52:48,919 Do you? 774 00:52:50,629 --> 00:52:54,383 He was angry with me. And I wasn't there. 775 00:52:54,466 --> 00:52:58,303 No. Hey, no. No, no, no. 776 00:52:59,137 --> 00:53:01,098 It was an accident. 777 00:53:03,058 --> 00:53:06,228 Okay? An accident. 778 00:53:12,943 --> 00:53:17,823 I can't tell you how many nights I laid in bed going over that day, 779 00:53:17,906 --> 00:53:20,492 wondering, if I had done something different... 780 00:53:21,910 --> 00:53:23,245 you know, maybe... 781 00:53:25,747 --> 00:53:27,374 But you can't do that. 782 00:53:28,125 --> 00:53:30,502 You can't, because it's torture. 783 00:53:31,587 --> 00:53:32,838 That's what it is. 784 00:53:33,380 --> 00:53:35,966 It's a way of punishing ourselves, hoping that... 785 00:53:37,259 --> 00:53:41,096 you know, after enough torture, something good will come out of it. 786 00:53:41,972 --> 00:53:43,182 Like penance. 787 00:53:43,265 --> 00:53:47,186 You know, if you say enough Hail Marys, your sins will be washed away and-- 788 00:53:48,103 --> 00:53:51,064 you know, enough penance and maybe you'll finally pay God's price 789 00:53:51,148 --> 00:53:52,649 for bringing Shane back. 790 00:53:55,903 --> 00:53:57,321 But that's not true. 791 00:53:59,865 --> 00:54:01,450 He's not coming back. 792 00:54:05,370 --> 00:54:09,750 And his death... was not my fault. 793 00:54:12,002 --> 00:54:13,837 And it was not yours either. 794 00:54:16,548 --> 00:54:17,799 Okay? 795 00:54:23,514 --> 00:54:24,681 It wasn't your fault. 796 00:54:36,610 --> 00:54:37,903 Come here. 797 00:54:55,796 --> 00:54:56,797 Popeye? 798 00:54:59,508 --> 00:55:00,843 I found it. 799 00:55:02,719 --> 00:55:03,929 Today. 800 00:55:07,474 --> 00:55:08,934 You're kidding? 801 00:55:13,397 --> 00:55:18,819 I remember when you told me that you wanted to join the Naval Academy. 802 00:55:20,946 --> 00:55:23,407 I thought, "What the hell is a boy from Gary, Indiana, 803 00:55:23,490 --> 00:55:26,702 who's never seen the ocean, gonna do in the navy? That's crazy." 804 00:55:29,788 --> 00:55:32,291 The next thing I knew, you were in the navy. 805 00:55:32,374 --> 00:55:34,168 And I was in the navy. 806 00:55:35,335 --> 00:55:38,505 And our son wanted to be in the navy. 807 00:55:41,508 --> 00:55:44,636 And now it turns out our daughter wants to be in the navy too. 808 00:55:46,763 --> 00:55:48,473 We are the Baldwins. 809 00:55:50,225 --> 00:55:53,812 You cut us, and we're gonna bleed blue and fucking gold. 810 00:55:53,896 --> 00:55:54,897 God help us all. 811 00:56:06,658 --> 00:56:09,453 Anchors aweigh 812 00:56:09,536 --> 00:56:11,955 Oh, goodness, no. No, no, no. 813 00:56:12,581 --> 00:56:16,835 -Anchors aweigh -No. Ed. 814 00:56:16,919 --> 00:56:20,464 Farewell to college joys 815 00:56:20,547 --> 00:56:25,052 We sail at break of day-ay-ay-ay 816 00:56:25,135 --> 00:56:29,264 Through our last night on shore 817 00:56:29,348 --> 00:56:32,476 Drink to the foam 818 00:56:33,143 --> 00:56:36,605 Until we meet once more 819 00:56:36,688 --> 00:56:40,234 Here's wishing you a happy voyage home 820 00:58:10,991 --> 00:58:12,409 Jesus.