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I have to call Grandma
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-and ask her a question.
-[child shouting]
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I feel like I needed to
move out to get a sense of
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what motherhood really is.
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But it's weird not to have
my mom around all the time.
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Oh, my God!
Y'all got it finished!
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[Lawrence] I'm ready
for Lilly to be my wife.
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But I just spent damn
near $10,000 moving
to this apartment,
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I'm trying to spend
another for a wedding?
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I'm good right now.
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Let's make it clear
that I said Mason couldn't
sleep in the bed with you
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and I caught him sleeping
in the bed.
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That's why he's not allowed
in my house.
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Because he's completely
disrespectful and rude.
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My dad's petty.
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My mom is emotionally crazy.
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To put that in a pot, and...
[imitates explosion]
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Okay.
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With Jenna and Aden,
it's not normal for that
to be that toxic
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with such
a young relationship.
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[straining]
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Our birth plan is to
not use any medication.
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[screaming in agony]
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[woman] We're concerned
about maternal exhaustion.
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That is a high-risk situation
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and it's an indication
for transport to the hospital.
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No, we can't,
you dumb [bleep].
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[groaning in pain]
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We left the birthing center
around midnight.
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By the time we got
to the hospital,
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an hour went by
and the pain just
kept getting worse.
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I'm pissed because I wanted
an all-natural birth
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and now we have to do it at
the stupid [bleep] hospital.
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'Cause our whole point
was to not go to the hospital
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and just be, like...
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Doctors suck,
nurses suck, midwives suck.
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The hospital sucks because
they don't treat me good.
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Everything is about Kylen.
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They don't care
what I have to say.
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They only care about her
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and I think it's
pretty [bleep].
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'Cause unless you're married,
at hospitals,
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they treat you
as if you're a friend.
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[woman speaking]
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We had a birth plan
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to where I wasn't going
to take anything and do
everything all natural.
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But I was in labor
for 25 hours,
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and I couldn't eat or sleep.
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So, I think the plan
might have to change.
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But Jason doesn't like
when we change plans.
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[Jason speaking]
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[Kylen speaking]
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-[Jason speaking]
-[Kylen] I can't!
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-[woman speaking]
-[Kylen groaning]
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[Jason speaking]
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[woman speaking]
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I was in a lot of pain
for a very long time.
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And it was exhausting.
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I don't approve
of drugs at all.
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The epidural
has fentanyl in it.
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Fentanyl is a very,
very addictive drug.
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You do it once,
you'll be addicted.
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I don't care what anyone says.
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But she doesn't care
about that.
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-[Kylen speaking]
-[Jason speaking]
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[Kylen] It's not being
a drug addict.
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[Kylen groaning in pain]
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[woman speaking]
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A human being can
give birth without drugs.
It's a natural thing.
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Do animals have the choice
to get an epidural when
they're giving birth?
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Do they?
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Okay, I'm just not gonna talk.
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Or don't act like
it's a good thing to do it.
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I don't support any
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person unless you're medically
incapable of giving birth
to do it
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because it's putting your baby
in harm and putting you
at harm.
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[Kylen speaking]
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[Jason speaking]
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[cellphone ringing]
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[Jason] Yes?
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-[Kylen groaning in pain]
-[Lizzy speaking]
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[Jason] Well, she's exhausted
because she didn't sleep
last night.
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[Jason] No,
I don't want her to!
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I just called Jason
to see where they were at
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with progress and the labor
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and if Kylen
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has started pushing yet.
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And I was told
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that Jason is still not
letting Kylen have
the epidural.
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-[Kylen groaning in pain]
-[Lizzy speaking]
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-[Kylen groaning in pain]
-[Jason speaking]
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[Lizzy speaking]
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[Jason speaking]
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[Lizzy speaking]
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[Kylen groaning in pain]
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I don't know why Jason's
acting like this right now.
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I really don't, um,
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I think part of it could be
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you know,
that this is his baby too
and he just wants
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to do what's best for his son.
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He just doesn't understand,
if the epidural was
a bad thing,
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they wouldn't be offering i
to people.
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But I don't think it's
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Jason's decision on
if Kylen gets
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her epidural or not.
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I think that's up to Kylen
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and what she wants.
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It's her body.
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She's going through the labo
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He needs to just...
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calm his [bleep].
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[Lizzy speaking]
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[Jason] No, Liz, it's not
gonna make us relaxed.
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It will make her relaxed
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-and me freak out.
-[Lizzy speaking]
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[Jason speaking]
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[Lizzy speaking]
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[Kylen groans in pain]
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Jason needs to just stop being
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an [bleep] and he needs to
just let Kylen get
this epidural.
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You know, she's young,
she's scared, she has no ide
what she's doing right now.
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They didn't take any classes
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and for her to have to be
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dealing with
Jason acting the way
he's acting right now,
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I feel bad for her.
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I don't want
Jason to be [bleep].
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[Lizzy speaking]
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-[Kylen groans in pain]
-[Jason] It's my [bleep] son.
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[Kylen] How do you not see
that I'm exhausted?
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-I do. We had the same amount.
-I mentally and physically
cannot do this.
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[Lizzy speaking]
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[Kylen crying in pain]
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-[Jason] I gotta go.
We'll see.
-[Lizzy speaking]
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[beep]
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[Kylen cries in pain]
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Yes, I can! I don't care
what you think anymore.
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[groaning]
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Usually, I can't speak up
for myself.
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But now I am
'cause I'm finally
pissed off enough.
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I'm speaking up.
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I'm getting an epidural.
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I don't give a [bleep]
what you think anymore.
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[upbeat song playing]
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Yeah. You wanna take him?
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[Emersyn] I've been staying
at Mason's
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since I got in a fight
with my mom.
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And when I came home to go
get some of my stuff
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and once I got there,
she just went off on me.
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At some point, you have
got to take responsibility
and so does Mason.
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He's completely disrespectful
and rude.
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That's why he's not allowed
in my house.
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[Emersyn] Like, I thought
she'd be mad at me.
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But I didn't think
she'd go, like, whack.
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Mason, he needs
to be with his kid too.
It's not fair to him.
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Yeah, it's important
that he's with Mateo.
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And then, for Mom to, like,
say he can't come over
anymore, it's like...
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[Abbie] You don't think
that can be resolved?
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You know, Mason
and Mom can talk.
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There's no reasoning with her.
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I am definitely angry
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at some of the things
that took place,
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but I expect Emersyn
to be mature enough,
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uh, to follow the rules
that we have set in place
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in our home.
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Um, and one of them
is for her and Mason not to be
laying in the bed together.
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I feel like
they're old enough.
They're having sex.
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They're having babies.
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I shouldn't have to
babysit you guys.
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So, he's not welcome
in my home anymore at all.
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Um, we've given him too much
grace period.
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It is time for him to grow up
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and be responsible
for his actions.
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Or until he does,
he's not welcome in our home.
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[Abbie] So how is it over
at Mason's house?
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[Emersyn] It's different.
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[Abbie] So, you feel like
you are happier over there?
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I don't know.
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I'm not going to live with her
if she's gonna give me
ultimatums all the time.
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[sniffles]
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Seems like you guys
need to talk about that.
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I would say
she's pretty dramatic.
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If I do give her advice,
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I feel like Emersyn thinks
that I'm siding with my mom.
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But I do not want
to get in the middle
of those two.
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So, are you for sure
moving over there?
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Yeah, I think so.
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Well, I thought, you know,
Mateo and Vihaan were
going to be little buddies.
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[Emersyn] I know. I wasn't
planning on moving out
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for a while.
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But I don't want Mom to have
that kind of power over me
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or control over me.
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It's hard to replace, like,
the emotional support
of, like, being a mother.
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Especially like, since my mom
had a baby
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just before me, it was
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kind of comforting knowing
that someone in the same
house is going through
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the same thing as me.
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And, like, she could, like,
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actively help me
knowing how I was feeling
in the moment, literally.
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But, like, I just don't want
to be there if I'm gonna
get, like, given ultimatums.
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Yeah.
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I think you want to be
an adult, make your
own decisions.
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Even if it leaves me with,
like, some bad mistakes,
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I think mistakes
are meant to be made,
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so you can learn from them.
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I just think she's mad
she can't really
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make me stay.
So I don't give a [bleep].
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I want to be able to do
what I want.
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I don't want to be under
my mom's thumb anymore.
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If I make the wrong decision,
at least it's my decision
to make.
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I'd like to have
a wedding ceremony
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and all of that.
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So wait a little while.
There's no rush.
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Life is a game of poker.
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-I'm ready to game good.
-Oh, my God!
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Do you really think
that it will be beneficial
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if I was able to reach out
to your mom
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to talk to her about,
like, our differences?
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My entire childhood,
they couldn't go
two seconds without
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screaming and fighting
at each other.
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So it seems a little too good
to be true at the moment.
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♪ What you waiting for? ♪
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♪ What you waiting for? ♪
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♪ You... ♪
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[Kim] Lilly, coming out?
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[Lilly] Yeah,
I'm just making coffee
'cause I have a headache.
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Mm, you got to eat.
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Make something.
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The first few, like,
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weeks in the apartment
was really overwhelming
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'cause I guess I didn't
realize how much help
I really did have at my Mom's
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until I was fully gone.
Like, all the cleaning.
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'Cause every little thing
is on me now
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'cause, you know,
Lawrence isn't that helpful.
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So it's hard.
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It's really hard. My mom
was just kind of always
around and always willing
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to help me get things done.
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So, have you guys
talked about your budget?
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Do you have a limit?
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[Lilly] What do you mean?
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Like, for rent?
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[Kim] Well, no. Like, do you
have a plan on how much
you're gonna spend on
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food a week
and stuff like that?
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[baby cooing]
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No, just have to buy
what you need to eat.
245
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I can always bring stuff.
246
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We'll have our
special days together.
247
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You know,
we'll pick a grandma day
and we'll come over and visit.
248
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Like, I could fall asleep
right now.
249
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Yeah, you look tired.
250
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So, it's tough.
Brings back memories
251
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to when I was, you know,
a young mom.
252
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It's hard.
253
00:14:21,528 --> 00:14:24,396
Lilly has definitely
taken on a lot.
254
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It's just like two kids
kind of, at once.
255
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She's exhausted and I wish
she lived closer.
256
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I wish I could be there
more often.
257
00:14:33,307 --> 00:14:35,707
Um, so it's tough to watch,
you know.
258
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As a mom, I just
want to, like, run in
and fix everything.
259
00:14:39,513 --> 00:14:41,713
But I know she has to do this
on her own
260
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and it will make her stronger
and better.
261
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I guess.
262
00:14:49,022 --> 00:14:54,126
How do you think Lawrence is,
um, handling things?
He seems so stressed out.
263
00:14:54,128 --> 00:14:57,929
-'Cause there are a lot of
money responsibilities now.
-Yeah.
264
00:14:58,031 --> 00:15:00,699
He's gotta work. He's not
gonna have enough time.
265
00:15:00,801 --> 00:15:03,135
-Yeah.
-He only just
started this job.
266
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Things with me and Lawrence
have been a little tough
267
00:15:05,472 --> 00:15:07,305
'cause I think
we're both overwhelmed.
268
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He, you know,
he's working all day
269
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and I'm home with the kids
all days.
270
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So, by the time he gets home,
we're exhausted.
271
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We're not really spending
any time together.
272
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And he's, you know,
stressed about bills
and money.
273
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[LJ mumbling]
274
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Really?
275
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[LJ cooing]
276
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[Kim] So what do you think
about getting married now?
277
00:15:31,398 --> 00:15:33,865
Are you gonna rush
getting married now
that you've moved out?
278
00:15:35,669 --> 00:15:37,803
A year ago, Lawrence
and I got engaged.
279
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Oh, my God! No way!
280
00:15:40,874 --> 00:15:42,707
-[Lawrence] Will you marry me?
-[Lilly] Oh, my God!
281
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I am ready for Lilly
to be my wife.
282
00:15:45,779 --> 00:15:47,712
Not only because we're having
a kid together.
283
00:15:47,815 --> 00:15:50,549
I do really love her
and she does mean
the world to me.
284
00:15:50,617 --> 00:15:52,117
I love you.
285
00:15:54,021 --> 00:15:56,721
The sound of a wedding
always sounds nice to me.
286
00:15:57,324 --> 00:15:58,457
But, like,
287
00:15:58,525 --> 00:16:00,625
the wedding is, like, not...
288
00:16:00,727 --> 00:16:03,195
-is not in
the budget right now.
-Can't actually do it now.
289
00:16:03,297 --> 00:16:05,797
I'm so relieved
that the kids are
290
00:16:05,932 --> 00:16:08,800
not talking about
the marriage thing
seriously right now.
291
00:16:08,869 --> 00:16:12,204
I think that moving out,
it's, it's so stressful.
292
00:16:12,339 --> 00:16:14,806
Living together with kids,
I mean,
293
00:16:14,875 --> 00:16:17,342
you got to give that time
before you
294
00:16:17,411 --> 00:16:19,444
rush to get married.
295
00:16:20,514 --> 00:16:24,115
I'd like to have
a wedding ceremony
and all of that,
296
00:16:24,218 --> 00:16:25,884
but it's just
too much right now.
297
00:16:26,220 --> 00:16:27,619
Oh, okay.
298
00:16:29,056 --> 00:16:30,422
Mama, mama!
299
00:16:30,524 --> 00:16:32,958
...that there's no way
we can afford a wedding.
300
00:16:34,261 --> 00:16:36,127
Do you think Lawrence
is gonna want to wait?
301
00:16:38,899 --> 00:16:40,432
Yeah.
302
00:16:40,434 --> 00:16:43,869
I feel like Lawrence
was ready to get married
the day he proposed.
303
00:16:43,871 --> 00:16:46,037
So, I thought
maybe I would just have the
304
00:16:46,106 --> 00:16:48,139
court house, like,
get officially married.
305
00:16:51,311 --> 00:16:53,512
[Kim] Oh, my God! Seriously.
306
00:16:53,514 --> 00:16:55,714
You are just starting
your life together.
307
00:16:55,815 --> 00:16:58,517
I think it's good
to give it time.
308
00:16:58,519 --> 00:17:00,118
Not that I'm saying
anything's wrong
309
00:17:00,253 --> 00:17:02,220
with your relationship
or anything like that.
310
00:17:02,222 --> 00:17:05,323
But it's just when you get to
know somebody, it takes time.
311
00:17:05,458 --> 00:17:08,460
And you guys keep doing
all these things
on warp speed,
312
00:17:08,528 --> 00:17:13,398
really fast. So, you might
want to just reconsider.
313
00:17:13,400 --> 00:17:17,702
Because once you actually
get married, it's, like,
not like breaking up.
314
00:17:17,771 --> 00:17:19,404
When you break up
a marriage,
315
00:17:19,506 --> 00:17:23,441
it's all financials
and problems and...
316
00:17:23,510 --> 00:17:26,711
-Who says
I'm getting divorced?
-[Kim] But you could!
317
00:17:26,813 --> 00:17:29,814
That's why you
don't get married
unless you're sure.
318
00:17:30,317 --> 00:17:32,951
Life is a game of poker.
319
00:17:35,422 --> 00:17:37,222
-I'm ready to game good.
-Oh, my God!
320
00:17:39,626 --> 00:17:41,393
♪ Here we go again ♪
321
00:17:41,395 --> 00:17:43,762
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
322
00:17:43,764 --> 00:17:46,431
♪ And here we go again ♪
323
00:17:46,533 --> 00:17:47,599
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
324
00:17:47,668 --> 00:17:49,301
♪ Here we go again ♪
325
00:17:49,403 --> 00:17:51,202
[Matt] So, what's going on
with the beach?
326
00:17:52,306 --> 00:17:53,872
What do you mean?
327
00:17:53,907 --> 00:17:57,876
I don't know. Are there plans
for anything?
328
00:17:57,911 --> 00:18:01,680
Every year, my dad and I
usually take a beach vacation.
329
00:18:01,682 --> 00:18:04,716
But we didn't go last year
because we were
still fighting
330
00:18:04,851 --> 00:18:07,719
at that time and it just
didn't work out.
331
00:18:07,788 --> 00:18:09,988
I'm glad
that we can go this year
332
00:18:09,990 --> 00:18:11,556
and keep the tradition goin
333
00:18:11,658 --> 00:18:12,958
because I want Luca
334
00:18:13,026 --> 00:18:15,126
to have a relationship
with his grandfather.
335
00:18:15,495 --> 00:18:17,095
And...
336
00:18:17,197 --> 00:18:20,031
you know, I want my dad
to have memories with Luca
as well.
337
00:18:20,100 --> 00:18:21,800
I don't want to take
that away from him.
338
00:18:26,306 --> 00:18:28,540
Getting cold.
Whoa! You all right?
339
00:18:30,944 --> 00:18:32,677
I was thinking
I was gonna text Aden
340
00:18:32,679 --> 00:18:34,312
to see if
he wanted to go fishing.
341
00:18:34,314 --> 00:18:36,815
[Jenna] Yeah.
I think it would be nice.
342
00:18:36,883 --> 00:18:40,318
You and Aden can hang out
and keep him entertained.
343
00:18:40,420 --> 00:18:43,421
Is that why... Is that why
we're going? Is that the only
reason we're going?
344
00:18:43,556 --> 00:18:45,223
-[Jenna] Yeah.
-Keep Aden entertained?
345
00:18:45,692 --> 00:18:47,091
[Jenna] Yeah.
346
00:18:47,160 --> 00:18:50,762
Honestly, it would be
really nice if my dad
took Aden fishing,
347
00:18:50,764 --> 00:18:52,931
um, and I could just
get some relaxing time
348
00:18:59,172 --> 00:19:00,805
Can I say
one thing without...
349
00:19:00,907 --> 00:19:02,207
-Yeah! Go ahead.
-Okay.
350
00:19:02,209 --> 00:19:03,708
Aden's a really good dad
351
00:19:03,843 --> 00:19:05,944
and he's a good provider.
Just...
352
00:19:06,046 --> 00:19:07,345
He has an attitude problem.
353
00:19:08,415 --> 00:19:10,715
But I just want her
to be happy.
354
00:19:10,817 --> 00:19:14,052
I want Luca to be happy
and healthy.
355
00:19:14,121 --> 00:19:16,354
I know that
your mom and I didn't
provide the best example
356
00:19:16,423 --> 00:19:18,623
of how to co-parent, but...
357
00:19:19,760 --> 00:19:21,826
I know that you guys
can do it.
358
00:19:21,928 --> 00:19:26,031
'Cause you guys are
a lot more mature
359
00:19:26,132 --> 00:19:27,532
at your age
360
00:19:27,601 --> 00:19:29,200
than your mother and I were...
361
00:19:30,103 --> 00:19:31,936
when you were younger.
362
00:19:32,005 --> 00:19:35,740
And no matter what happens
between you and Aden,
363
00:19:35,742 --> 00:19:38,777
I just hope you understand
and know that
364
00:19:38,779 --> 00:19:43,548
I'm behind you 100%
whichever way things
end up going.
365
00:19:43,617 --> 00:19:44,882
Okay.
366
00:19:47,320 --> 00:19:50,422
[Matt] I'm done talking about
it and I'm going to shut up.
367
00:19:50,424 --> 00:19:51,690
-[Jenna] Good.
-Okay.
368
00:19:53,727 --> 00:19:54,793
[laughs]
369
00:19:56,096 --> 00:19:58,096
I've been talking with Cathy
370
00:19:58,198 --> 00:20:03,101
and I really think
that it would be beneficial
371
00:20:03,103 --> 00:20:05,403
for everybody if I was able
to reach out to your mom
372
00:20:06,106 --> 00:20:07,405
just to talk to her
about, like,
373
00:20:08,008 --> 00:20:10,709
meeting and just, like,
374
00:20:11,611 --> 00:20:14,145
talking through
our differences.
375
00:20:14,214 --> 00:20:18,116
I think it could be difficult,
honestly, but...
376
00:20:19,319 --> 00:20:20,785
I'm willing...
377
00:20:20,887 --> 00:20:23,722
I'm, er, I don't wanna...
I don't even care about
the past anymore.
378
00:20:23,790 --> 00:20:24,622
I just wanna...
379
00:20:25,492 --> 00:20:27,425
When did that change?
380
00:20:29,096 --> 00:20:32,997
I mean, it's no secret
Jenna's mother and I,
we just don't get along.
381
00:20:32,999 --> 00:20:36,401
It just needs to change.
It's a shame that we didn't
382
00:20:36,403 --> 00:20:40,138
or we weren't able to do it
earlier in life.
383
00:20:41,174 --> 00:20:43,708
It's, like, one of my
biggest regrets.
384
00:20:43,810 --> 00:20:45,376
But there's nothing
I can do about it now.
385
00:20:45,378 --> 00:20:47,879
Can't change the past.
386
00:20:47,948 --> 00:20:54,819
So, the only thing we can do
is both agree to be better
moving forward.
387
00:20:55,555 --> 00:20:56,821
[laughs]
388
00:21:03,396 --> 00:21:05,497
Because my entire childhood,
they couldn't go
389
00:21:05,499 --> 00:21:07,999
two seconds without screaming
and fighting at each other.
390
00:21:08,001 --> 00:21:11,035
So I really don't know why
it would be any different now.
391
00:21:11,137 --> 00:21:15,039
It just seems a little
too good to be true
at the moment.
392
00:21:16,610 --> 00:21:18,343
I'm not saying
it's gonna be easy.
393
00:21:18,378 --> 00:21:21,212
But I do wanna show you
that people can change.
394
00:21:21,314 --> 00:21:23,681
And regardless of how
you feel about somebody,
395
00:21:24,618 --> 00:21:26,718
co-parenting is possible.
396
00:21:27,454 --> 00:21:28,419
100%.
397
00:21:31,324 --> 00:21:33,525
[Jenna] Yeah, you just
call her.
398
00:21:33,527 --> 00:21:35,426
[Matt] Hold on, I just said
I wanna call her,
399
00:21:35,495 --> 00:21:37,996
I wanna see if she's
open to talking.
400
00:21:39,432 --> 00:21:41,032
Yeah, it sounds like
like a good idea.
401
00:21:42,602 --> 00:21:43,701
I don't think it could hurt.
402
00:21:45,405 --> 00:21:47,806
I think you should
put my dad and Cathy
403
00:21:47,908 --> 00:21:49,808
and my mom in a room
and film it.
404
00:21:49,876 --> 00:21:52,043
No, we're talking
about putting me
and Heather in a room.
405
00:21:52,145 --> 00:21:54,212
Oh! You should [bleep],
you should do it.
406
00:21:54,314 --> 00:21:55,547
That'll be good.
407
00:21:55,615 --> 00:21:56,714
That'll be so funny.
408
00:21:58,118 --> 00:22:01,119
I wanna watch it.
[laughs]
409
00:22:02,522 --> 00:22:06,057
We could do that. We could all
go to the beach, my mom,
my dad, Cathy,
410
00:22:06,526 --> 00:22:07,625
Aden, and I.
411
00:22:09,029 --> 00:22:10,428
It'll be so funny.
412
00:22:10,530 --> 00:22:12,430
I was talking about coffee.
413
00:22:12,532 --> 00:22:16,100
But we can invite her
to the beach and just
see what she says.
414
00:22:16,203 --> 00:22:17,902
I don't even know
if she'll come.
415
00:22:18,805 --> 00:22:21,906
[sighs] I guess
we'll just wait and see.
416
00:22:24,811 --> 00:22:26,444
Yeah, we'll just wait and see.
417
00:22:28,782 --> 00:22:30,682
That's the same
thing you said.
418
00:22:30,684 --> 00:22:32,951
[Erica] Okay, well,
we'll be praying for you.
419
00:22:33,053 --> 00:22:34,953
Think about the baby
before you move him into
420
00:22:35,055 --> 00:22:36,821
a home that she's
moving him into.
421
00:22:36,890 --> 00:22:39,123
I feel that it was
not a healthy place to be.
422
00:22:42,963 --> 00:22:47,498
♪ To all the ones
Who tried to hold me back ♪
423
00:22:50,503 --> 00:22:52,704
♪ I'm standing strong ♪
424
00:22:55,308 --> 00:22:58,243
♪ I will hold on
Through the bad ♪
425
00:22:58,311 --> 00:23:01,546
♪ No matter what
Comes my way ♪
426
00:23:01,648 --> 00:23:03,882
[Emersyn] Here's his
diaper bag.
427
00:23:03,950 --> 00:23:07,118
I've decided to
move out officially.
428
00:23:07,120 --> 00:23:10,989
So, my mom and Sai
are driving me to
Mason's house because
429
00:23:11,090 --> 00:23:13,124
I'll be staying with Mason
430
00:23:14,127 --> 00:23:16,261
for... I think I'm gonna
stay with him
431
00:23:17,097 --> 00:23:18,596
until we get
our own place together.
432
00:23:18,698 --> 00:23:20,498
I think... That's my plan.
433
00:23:20,600 --> 00:23:23,401
If you don't want me around,
I can go over or something.
434
00:23:23,536 --> 00:23:26,104
-I do. I do want you around.
-Okay, then we're good.
435
00:23:27,340 --> 00:23:29,107
-[Mateo cries]
-Is Mateo okay?
436
00:23:29,109 --> 00:23:31,509
[Erica] He's looking
at the window.
437
00:23:31,511 --> 00:23:33,611
He's good to go.
438
00:23:33,713 --> 00:23:35,513
[Emersyn] Thanks for driving
me back.
439
00:23:35,615 --> 00:23:37,315
-[Sai] You're welcome.
-[Emersyn] I appreciate it.
440
00:23:37,884 --> 00:23:40,218
I want Emersyn to stay.
441
00:23:40,353 --> 00:23:43,154
I think that she needs
to think about the baby
442
00:23:43,222 --> 00:23:46,124
before you
move him into a home
that she's moving him into.
443
00:23:46,126 --> 00:23:48,526
With Mason's mom and her past,
444
00:23:48,528 --> 00:23:50,662
she's a recovering drug addict
445
00:23:50,664 --> 00:23:53,031
that just got outta prison.
446
00:23:53,132 --> 00:23:58,102
So, I feel that it was not
a healthy place to be right
now for her and the baby.
447
00:23:58,237 --> 00:24:00,204
But she's 18, you know.
448
00:24:00,307 --> 00:24:02,407
It's a choice
that she has to make.
449
00:24:02,509 --> 00:24:04,809
I just think she's making
the harder choice.
450
00:24:04,911 --> 00:24:06,678
It's gonna be harder for her.
451
00:24:07,981 --> 00:24:09,047
A harder road.
452
00:24:22,662 --> 00:24:23,727
[Emersyn] Mm-hm.
453
00:24:40,647 --> 00:24:43,514
I don't think it's healthy
for her not to learn
454
00:24:43,516 --> 00:24:46,551
to address issues
and work out conflict.
455
00:24:46,652 --> 00:24:50,621
That's not adulting.
That's running away.
456
00:24:50,724 --> 00:24:53,725
And that's what Emersyn
tends to do. Emersyn runs.
457
00:24:53,793 --> 00:24:55,426
She doesn't like conflict.
458
00:24:55,528 --> 00:24:57,428
I just don't know
how to work through it
459
00:24:57,430 --> 00:24:59,597
when I'm constantly
being yelled at.
460
00:24:59,666 --> 00:25:01,099
And, like, get an ultimatum.
461
00:25:01,234 --> 00:25:03,501
You felt like you were
constantly being yelled at?
462
00:25:03,503 --> 00:25:06,137
'Cause it was like 15 minutes
463
00:25:06,206 --> 00:25:08,439
and then we were done.
464
00:25:08,541 --> 00:25:11,142
And then when you said
I was leaving, you, like,
screamed at me.
465
00:25:11,244 --> 00:25:13,978
-For like, ever.
-I didn't scream at you,
but I was mad.
466
00:25:16,016 --> 00:25:17,415
Okay.
467
00:25:18,551 --> 00:25:22,020
I want Mason to be able
to be with his kid.
468
00:25:22,022 --> 00:25:24,822
And I think I want
to be able to be with Mason,
469
00:25:24,891 --> 00:25:26,024
like, all the time.
470
00:25:27,427 --> 00:25:28,725
[Sai speaking]
471
00:25:45,612 --> 00:25:48,446
[Erica] I know that I was the
one that went zero to sixty.
472
00:25:48,515 --> 00:25:49,614
I totally get that.
473
00:25:50,917 --> 00:25:52,617
But it was building over...
474
00:25:53,953 --> 00:25:55,253
There was a lot going on.
475
00:25:58,525 --> 00:26:00,792
And my feelings
can only take so much.
476
00:26:01,828 --> 00:26:03,227
Before I explode.
477
00:26:04,297 --> 00:26:07,799
Erica, she says,
"I'm really angry at her,
478
00:26:07,867 --> 00:26:10,435
she did this, she did that,
but at the same time,
479
00:26:10,503 --> 00:26:12,203
I want her in our house.
480
00:26:13,206 --> 00:26:15,606
Why can't she understand me?
I want her here."
481
00:26:15,708 --> 00:26:17,442
-[Erica] Oh, Emersyn.
-Yeah.
482
00:26:28,321 --> 00:26:29,720
I shouldn't have cussed
483
00:26:29,822 --> 00:26:31,789
and I shouldn't have
raised my voice.
484
00:26:32,725 --> 00:26:35,526
But I was emotional
and she disrespected us.
485
00:26:35,595 --> 00:26:40,031
And I never expected her
to move out to a home
like Mason's.
486
00:26:42,402 --> 00:26:44,602
[Sai] So how do you feel
about their house?
487
00:26:44,704 --> 00:26:47,605
I have what I need for Mateo,
to take care of him.
488
00:26:47,740 --> 00:26:49,307
I think that's most important.
489
00:26:49,309 --> 00:26:52,977
And I don't feel like
I'm not safe there
or anything.
490
00:27:01,788 --> 00:27:04,355
I just know if I had a bad
feeling in my gut about it,
491
00:27:04,424 --> 00:27:06,124
then I wouldn't stay there.
492
00:27:06,126 --> 00:27:07,558
[Sai] Okay.
493
00:27:09,295 --> 00:27:12,763
It's just 'cause
me and Mom see both
different perspectives
494
00:27:12,765 --> 00:27:15,666
'cause I know his mom a little
more than she does.
495
00:27:15,668 --> 00:27:18,503
'Cause she's never met her.
She has only heard things.
496
00:27:18,605 --> 00:27:20,605
So it's hard for her, I think,
497
00:27:21,508 --> 00:27:24,142
to know that I'm, like, okay.
498
00:27:25,211 --> 00:27:27,145
I'm scared for her, yeah.
499
00:27:27,246 --> 00:27:31,816
Our choices, little and big,
they can make a big impact
in your life.
500
00:27:31,918 --> 00:27:35,887
And I see that it's a really
big impact in her life
501
00:27:35,955 --> 00:27:38,789
that could go horribly wrong
at any moment.
502
00:27:38,791 --> 00:27:41,359
I hope I'm completely wrong.
503
00:27:41,427 --> 00:27:43,528
I know nobody wants
to be wrong,
504
00:27:43,629 --> 00:27:46,097
but in this situation,
I hope I'm wrong.
505
00:27:46,199 --> 00:27:48,399
I hope it's gonna be
great for her.
506
00:27:51,437 --> 00:27:53,704
[Erica] Okay, well,
we'll be praying for you.
507
00:27:54,307 --> 00:27:56,207
And I meant what I said.
508
00:27:56,209 --> 00:27:58,976
I hope that I'm wrong
and I hope that
509
00:27:59,045 --> 00:28:01,179
everything works out
for the good.
510
00:28:01,181 --> 00:28:02,980
Yeah, I think it will.
511
00:28:04,717 --> 00:28:06,717
It's the best thing
for your little Mateo.
512
00:28:06,819 --> 00:28:07,618
[Emersyn] Mmm-hmm.
513
00:28:10,890 --> 00:28:12,056
[Sai] All right.
514
00:28:15,061 --> 00:28:16,761
[Erica] I'm sad, yeah.
515
00:28:16,763 --> 00:28:18,596
But yeah, her leaving,
it's awful.
516
00:28:26,773 --> 00:28:28,039
It's hard.
517
00:28:28,107 --> 00:28:29,941
The worry of a mother
is hard.
518
00:28:31,511 --> 00:28:33,211
[baby cooing]
519
00:28:38,318 --> 00:28:39,717
[Erica] Bye, Mateo.
520
00:28:39,819 --> 00:28:41,252
[boy] Bye-bye, Mateo.
521
00:28:41,321 --> 00:28:43,821
[Erica] The base
is right... [indistinct]
522
00:28:43,890 --> 00:28:45,723
-[Erica] All right,
make good choices.
-[Emersyn] See ya.
523
00:28:45,858 --> 00:28:47,725
-[Erica] Character counts.
See you later.
-[Emersyn] Bye.
524
00:28:49,128 --> 00:28:50,962
[dog barking]
525
00:28:53,433 --> 00:28:54,432
[Emersyn] Hi.
526
00:28:54,533 --> 00:28:55,399
[dog barks]
527
00:28:56,536 --> 00:28:57,702
Thank you!
528
00:28:57,770 --> 00:28:59,437
[Erica] That was my
worst nightmare.
529
00:28:59,505 --> 00:29:01,539
Watching her walk
through that door.
530
00:29:02,942 --> 00:29:05,209
Do you think she knows
how much she's hurting me?
531
00:29:05,344 --> 00:29:06,210
I don't know.
532
00:29:07,914 --> 00:29:09,046
[sniffles]
533
00:29:09,115 --> 00:29:10,615
[dog barking]
534
00:29:13,987 --> 00:29:15,519
[Jenna] They will fight.
535
00:29:15,521 --> 00:29:16,954
I will put money on it.
536
00:29:17,056 --> 00:29:18,823
When her mother and I
get in a room together,
537
00:29:18,958 --> 00:29:20,925
it could go
completely sideways.
538
00:29:24,063 --> 00:29:26,497
[upbeat music playing]
539
00:29:37,710 --> 00:29:40,011
I made the decision
to reach out to Heather,
540
00:29:40,079 --> 00:29:42,013
so we could get together
541
00:29:42,114 --> 00:29:45,783
and talk about where
we have gone wrong
542
00:29:45,785 --> 00:29:47,485
in the past with Jenna.
543
00:29:47,487 --> 00:29:50,254
'Cause our relationship,
it's toxic.
544
00:29:50,323 --> 00:29:53,891
And when her mother and I
get in a room together,
it's just tense.
545
00:29:53,993 --> 00:29:57,395
I have deep-rooted issues
with the way Heather
546
00:29:57,397 --> 00:29:59,397
had treated Jenna in the pas
547
00:29:59,499 --> 00:30:02,800
There is multiple
awful things said.
548
00:30:02,902 --> 00:30:06,937
You lie. You lied, Matt.
You lie.
549
00:30:07,006 --> 00:30:11,809
I truly believe we need
to move forward for the
betterment of everybody.
550
00:30:11,911 --> 00:30:15,513
But both people have
to work together to make
that happen 'cause...
551
00:30:15,648 --> 00:30:17,982
-Yeah.
-...one person
doing it isn't gonna...
552
00:30:18,051 --> 00:30:19,617
-No, you're right.
-...make the difference.
553
00:30:19,686 --> 00:30:22,320
Because one person can be
neutral and fine,
554
00:30:22,322 --> 00:30:25,523
but if the other person
is being difficult
all the time, it's still...
555
00:30:25,658 --> 00:30:27,458
-Blowing up.
-Yeah.
556
00:30:31,397 --> 00:30:32,963
When Matt reached out,
557
00:30:33,032 --> 00:30:34,765
it was a little shocking.
558
00:30:34,767 --> 00:30:36,400
I didn't expect that.
559
00:30:36,502 --> 00:30:39,937
But I think it's in everyone's
best interest to let the past
560
00:30:40,039 --> 00:30:42,606
stay in the past,
move forward.
561
00:30:42,708 --> 00:30:45,443
[Jenna] Seems like some
[bleep] on a stick.
562
00:30:45,511 --> 00:30:48,346
I'm just saying, like,
it's just, in my mind,
563
00:30:48,447 --> 00:30:50,614
it just seems like
a bunch of bull-[bleep].
564
00:30:50,716 --> 00:30:54,418
Because they don't really
have a good track record
565
00:30:54,520 --> 00:30:58,055
and, I mean, even at the toll,
they kind of flipped out
on each other and yelled
566
00:30:58,057 --> 00:31:00,624
and tried to point their
fingers at each other again.
567
00:31:02,028 --> 00:31:04,195
I hope that I'm wrong.
568
00:31:04,297 --> 00:31:08,599
Because it's gonna be better
for Luca to not be around
toxic people.
569
00:31:08,701 --> 00:31:09,967
So we'll see.
570
00:31:10,069 --> 00:31:12,336
-I wouldn't say toxic people.
-I would say toxic people.
571
00:31:12,405 --> 00:31:14,238
I would say toxic situation.
572
00:31:14,340 --> 00:31:17,308
What's a toxic situation
caused by? Toxic people.
573
00:31:17,443 --> 00:31:19,009
Nobody is perfect though.
574
00:31:19,545 --> 00:31:21,345
Okay!
575
00:31:21,414 --> 00:31:24,448
I mean, I hope you never
find out what it's like to
576
00:31:24,517 --> 00:31:31,255
separate from somebody
and have so much hurt
and hate towards someone.
577
00:31:31,324 --> 00:31:33,624
Because it's not good.
It's not a good feeling.
578
00:31:40,700 --> 00:31:42,400
-[Matt] Hi.
-Hi.
579
00:31:54,113 --> 00:31:58,149
I think it would be good
for us to get together to talk
about everything.
580
00:31:58,250 --> 00:32:00,818
'Cause it has been
uncomfortable in the past,
581
00:32:00,920 --> 00:32:03,287
obviously, for
whatever reasons,
582
00:32:03,289 --> 00:32:06,123
and I think it's on
both of us equally.
583
00:32:06,993 --> 00:32:08,826
[Jenna] They will fight.
584
00:32:08,961 --> 00:32:10,694
I will put money on it.
585
00:32:10,830 --> 00:32:14,198
She's not 100%
off the rails with
what she's saying.
586
00:32:14,200 --> 00:32:19,103
Because, like, if one of us
thinks that the other one
might be throwing a pop shot,
587
00:32:20,406 --> 00:32:23,507
I might think she's doing it,
she might think I'm doing it.
588
00:32:24,777 --> 00:32:28,679
It could have the potential
to go completely sideways.
589
00:32:29,949 --> 00:32:31,916
I was a little surprised
that you reached out.
590
00:32:32,017 --> 00:32:35,453
I wasn't really expecting
anything, since we don't
talk very much.
591
00:32:35,521 --> 00:32:37,254
Right.
592
00:32:37,356 --> 00:32:40,057
So that's why I laughed it off
whenever Jenna said my dad
wants to ask you for coffee.
593
00:32:40,059 --> 00:32:43,761
And I was kind of smart
and said, "Since when does
your dad drink coffee?"
594
00:32:43,763 --> 00:32:45,129
-Just being smart.
-Right.
595
00:32:45,231 --> 00:32:47,097
Then the more
I thought about it,
I thought, "You know what?
596
00:32:47,200 --> 00:32:50,534
It's probably best just to let
bygones be bygones."
597
00:32:50,603 --> 00:32:53,037
-We did things wrong.
-Both.
598
00:32:53,138 --> 00:32:54,305
I said "we," yeah.
599
00:32:54,307 --> 00:32:56,307
We did things wrong.
600
00:32:56,309 --> 00:32:59,944
We were both extremely
immature at times.
601
00:33:00,012 --> 00:33:02,213
-Most of the time.
-Yeah.
602
00:33:02,348 --> 00:33:05,716
I just wish a truce could
have been reached before.
603
00:33:05,818 --> 00:33:07,551
Why do you think
there wasn't one?
604
00:33:07,653 --> 00:33:09,053
I don't know.
605
00:33:09,121 --> 00:33:11,789
I think that we just picked
at each other and I'm not--
606
00:33:11,791 --> 00:33:13,156
Why?
607
00:33:13,158 --> 00:33:17,094
I really don't know,
but it wasn't right
and I feel bad.
608
00:33:17,096 --> 00:33:21,499
I mean, I just don't want
Jenna to ever feel like
she's stuck with Aden.
609
00:33:21,601 --> 00:33:25,603
If she's in fear of, you know,
having that type of situation
610
00:33:25,704 --> 00:33:29,106
that we did which was toxic
for quite some time.
611
00:33:29,108 --> 00:33:30,508
Right. We just
didn't do things
612
00:33:30,510 --> 00:33:34,211
the right way and we could
have done so much better.
613
00:33:34,213 --> 00:33:38,115
But it is what it is.
We can't change it.
All we can do is change
614
00:33:38,117 --> 00:33:43,153
the way Jenna sees everyone
able to communicate now.
615
00:33:43,222 --> 00:33:46,423
So, I just think that this
is gonna be like a
616
00:33:46,425 --> 00:33:49,927
huge stepping stone
for the whole family.
617
00:33:49,995 --> 00:33:53,898
And I think it's gonna be very
beneficial for Jenna
618
00:33:53,999 --> 00:33:56,534
-in the long run. Right.
-Even Luca, especially.
619
00:33:58,404 --> 00:34:00,404
Feels really good
to clear the air between us.
620
00:34:00,539 --> 00:34:02,907
[chuckling]
621
00:34:02,975 --> 00:34:06,243
-I know, that
sounds so corny.
-[laughs]
622
00:34:06,312 --> 00:34:08,946
It feels good not to
hate him so much now.
623
00:34:09,048 --> 00:34:10,046
[both laugh]
624
00:34:11,350 --> 00:34:13,617
[Matt] No, it feels good
to clear the air.
625
00:34:13,752 --> 00:34:15,986
And most importantly,
what feels good...
626
00:34:17,523 --> 00:34:20,791
is knowing that we're doing
everything we can
627
00:34:20,793 --> 00:34:23,861
to show Jenna
that co-parenting is possible.
628
00:34:24,530 --> 00:34:25,996
-We can do this.
-Yeah.
629
00:34:26,933 --> 00:34:29,066
Miracles do happen. [laughs]
630
00:34:30,236 --> 00:34:31,402
We'll see.
631
00:34:34,340 --> 00:34:36,307
[man] Okay, this is done.
You wanna leave right now?
632
00:34:36,309 --> 00:34:38,075
I wanna see
my kid be born.
633
00:34:38,077 --> 00:34:41,312
And as of right now,
that's not gonna happen.
634
00:34:41,414 --> 00:34:42,713
[man speaking]
635
00:34:47,186 --> 00:34:48,318
♪ What's the matter?
I wanna scream ♪
636
00:34:48,320 --> 00:34:49,887
♪ What's the matter?
I wanna scream ♪
637
00:34:49,955 --> 00:34:51,322
♪ I donno what it'll be ♪
638
00:34:51,324 --> 00:34:53,357
♪ All I wanna do is scream ♪
639
00:34:53,459 --> 00:34:55,559
♪ What's the matter?
I wanna scream ♪
640
00:34:59,699 --> 00:35:00,531
[Kylen] Please.
641
00:35:01,667 --> 00:35:03,434
[Jason speaking]
642
00:35:03,502 --> 00:35:05,302
-No.
-[Jason] Then no.
643
00:35:05,404 --> 00:35:08,205
-That's literally childish.
-Look at you,
you're already high.
644
00:35:08,307 --> 00:35:11,675
-[Kylen] Why am I high?
-[woman speaking]
645
00:35:14,914 --> 00:35:17,181
The nurses gave me
an option...
646
00:35:18,517 --> 00:35:20,517
to take an epidural or not.
647
00:35:22,989 --> 00:35:25,723
And...yeah.
648
00:35:26,692 --> 00:35:28,726
[Jason] Why don't
you just say it?
649
00:35:28,827 --> 00:35:32,930
No, 'cause I'd just
rather not talk about it
so we don't fight.
650
00:35:32,999 --> 00:35:34,798
If you lie and act
like you did nothing wrong
651
00:35:34,900 --> 00:35:36,800
and make me look
like a piece of [bleep]
652
00:35:36,869 --> 00:35:40,304
when you were the [bleep]
in that situation,
then I will get mad.
653
00:35:41,707 --> 00:35:46,310
I was in a lot of pain, so I
decided to get the epidural.
654
00:35:47,546 --> 00:35:49,513
Okay, Kylen,
act like it's just fine.
655
00:35:52,818 --> 00:35:53,717
[doctor] Hello.
656
00:35:58,057 --> 00:35:58,922
[woman speaking]
657
00:35:59,625 --> 00:36:02,426
[doctor speaking]
658
00:36:04,397 --> 00:36:06,697
[Jason speaking]
659
00:36:07,099 --> 00:36:10,868
[woman speaking]
660
00:36:10,969 --> 00:36:14,038
-[Jason speaking]
-[doctor speaking]
661
00:36:20,413 --> 00:36:22,312
We had a birth plan.
I told you before
662
00:36:22,415 --> 00:36:24,448
we went to the hospital.
In the hospital,
663
00:36:24,483 --> 00:36:27,651
so many times, I begged you
not to do it.
664
00:36:27,653 --> 00:36:30,087
And you took me
out of the situation.
665
00:36:30,089 --> 00:36:33,624
-No, I wasn't
trying to take you--
-I was out of the situation.
666
00:36:35,428 --> 00:36:39,329
[doctor speaking]
667
00:36:42,702 --> 00:36:45,035
[Jason] I don't consent
to this, it's my kid too.
668
00:36:45,137 --> 00:36:46,804
[doctor speaking]
669
00:36:57,483 --> 00:36:59,450
-[Kylen speaking]
-[doctor speaking]
670
00:36:59,551 --> 00:37:01,318
I think she's a [bleep].
671
00:37:02,421 --> 00:37:04,988
'Cause she had to
stick a [bleep] needle with
672
00:37:05,057 --> 00:37:07,224
epidural in her back
that has oxycodone
673
00:37:07,226 --> 00:37:09,727
[bleep] methamphetamine.
674
00:37:09,795 --> 00:37:11,662
It has all kinds of
drugs in it.
675
00:37:12,531 --> 00:37:14,865
Often delivered
in a combination
676
00:37:14,934 --> 00:37:20,037
with opioids or narcotics such
as fentanyl and sufentanil
677
00:37:20,139 --> 00:37:23,674
in order to decrease
the required dose of
local anesthetic.
678
00:37:23,676 --> 00:37:27,678
Fentanyl is a very
addictive drug that,
679
00:37:27,680 --> 00:37:29,546
even if you do it
for a medical reason,
680
00:37:29,615 --> 00:37:31,348
that you can come out of it
with an addiction,
681
00:37:31,450 --> 00:37:33,317
which they warn you
in the hospital about.
682
00:37:34,420 --> 00:37:36,186
All right, I don't want
to talk about it anymore.
683
00:37:36,188 --> 00:37:37,621
It's pissing me off.
684
00:37:41,827 --> 00:37:42,793
[Kylen groaning]
685
00:37:42,795 --> 00:37:47,030
[woman speaking]
686
00:37:47,099 --> 00:37:48,599
[Jason speaking]
687
00:37:48,700 --> 00:37:51,235
-[woman speaking]
-[Jason speaking]
688
00:37:51,336 --> 00:37:53,403
[doctor speaking]
689
00:37:58,444 --> 00:38:00,010
[Jason] Look what
you're causing.
690
00:38:00,412 --> 00:38:01,445
[Kylen] No, stop.
691
00:38:01,514 --> 00:38:03,914
[Jason] No, your fault
you did drugs.
692
00:38:04,016 --> 00:38:05,916
[Kylen speaking indistinctly]
693
00:38:06,018 --> 00:38:07,785
[Jason] Yeah, they [bleep].
694
00:38:07,787 --> 00:38:11,321
[Kylen] Please, you're
stressing me out, stop!
695
00:38:11,991 --> 00:38:15,325
[woman speaking]
696
00:38:17,596 --> 00:38:21,698
[Kylen] No, he's not leaving.
That is my only
support, nurse.
697
00:38:21,800 --> 00:38:23,934
[woman speaking]
698
00:38:28,340 --> 00:38:32,009
You can look at me like
I'm the [bleep] bad guy and
I really don't give a [bleep],
699
00:38:32,077 --> 00:38:37,114
because I think,
in reality, I'm doing
what's best for my family.
700
00:38:37,216 --> 00:38:41,084
This guy doctor gynecologist,
or whatever the [bleep]
he does for a living,
701
00:38:41,086 --> 00:38:44,721
puts a needle in her back
and then I freak out,
I was like, "Bro,
702
00:38:44,790 --> 00:38:46,723
she's literally not even
[bleep] there."
703
00:38:46,792 --> 00:38:50,227
Her eyes were rolling back
in her head, like, she was
literally high off her ass.
704
00:38:50,930 --> 00:38:55,299
[man speaking]
705
00:38:58,871 --> 00:39:03,507
-[Jason] I'm not leaving
without Kylen.
-[indistinct conversation]
706
00:39:03,609 --> 00:39:05,609
-[man speaking]
-[Jason] Yes.
707
00:39:05,711 --> 00:39:07,678
-[Jason] I care about her.
-[man] Then why are
you being like this?
708
00:39:07,680 --> 00:39:08,946
[Jason] I'm here to see
my kid being born.
709
00:39:09,047 --> 00:39:11,615
[man speaking]
710
00:39:11,717 --> 00:39:12,716
Yes.
711
00:39:13,452 --> 00:39:16,220
-I gotta pack my stuff.
-[man speaking]
712
00:39:19,058 --> 00:39:21,058
-[woman] Yeah,
you can call outside.
-[man speaking]
713
00:39:21,159 --> 00:39:23,861
[Kylen] I really would like
all of you to stop.
714
00:39:23,962 --> 00:39:26,196
And I was like, "I wanna
talk to her first, like,
715
00:39:26,298 --> 00:39:27,497
give me a minute."
716
00:39:27,600 --> 00:39:29,099
And then we were trying
to figure [bleep] out.
717
00:39:29,201 --> 00:39:31,101
And they were like,
"No, let's go now."
718
00:39:31,203 --> 00:39:34,705
So I was like,
"I wanna give my girlfriend
a kiss before I go."
719
00:39:34,806 --> 00:39:36,907
Even though I was still
[bleep] heated at her.
720
00:39:36,976 --> 00:39:39,176
[man speaking]
721
00:39:39,178 --> 00:39:41,044
[Jason] Okay, I'll be right
outside the door
722
00:39:41,113 --> 00:39:42,913
and I'll not leave this
building until you
come outside.
723
00:39:42,982 --> 00:39:43,780
-[line ringing]
-[Kylen] Yes.
724
00:39:43,782 --> 00:39:47,184
[man speaking]
725
00:39:47,186 --> 00:39:50,420
[Jason] Hello, I need you to
talk to these security guards
726
00:39:50,422 --> 00:39:52,189
that are kicking me
out of this [bleep] hospital.
727
00:39:52,191 --> 00:39:54,524
[Scott speaking]
728
00:39:55,327 --> 00:39:57,060
So, we're waiting
for a call to see
729
00:39:57,062 --> 00:39:58,495
if the baby's been born.
730
00:39:59,398 --> 00:40:01,431
And instead, we get
a call that
731
00:40:01,500 --> 00:40:03,600
Jason's been kicked
out of the hospital.
732
00:40:03,702 --> 00:40:09,206
You know, being
in a high-stress situation,
733
00:40:09,208 --> 00:40:14,211
I guess I'm not surprised
that Jason lost his cool.
734
00:40:14,313 --> 00:40:17,080
If Jason thought,
for any reason, an epidural
735
00:40:17,082 --> 00:40:19,716
would have harmed Xavier,
that would be the only reason.
736
00:40:19,785 --> 00:40:22,819
I guess, yeah,
I hope someday
737
00:40:22,922 --> 00:40:24,721
that Jason would wake up.
738
00:40:26,058 --> 00:40:27,724
Maybe take a good look
in the mirror.
739
00:40:27,826 --> 00:40:30,627
I don't know what it's
gonna take. I really don't.
740
00:40:30,729 --> 00:40:34,498
Don't get me wrong,
I love my son, I'll do
whatever I gotta do
741
00:40:34,500 --> 00:40:36,199
and I'll put up
with the [bleep].
742
00:40:36,201 --> 00:40:39,770
I don't want to. I hate it.
But I'd do it.
743
00:40:41,307 --> 00:40:44,041
I'd do what I gotta do.
744
00:40:44,109 --> 00:40:47,444
[woman] This is all kind
of intense, maybe it's
a good thing...
745
00:40:47,546 --> 00:40:49,780
[Jason] Kylen, please
tell 'em. I don't know
what you have to do.
746
00:40:49,782 --> 00:40:55,619
-You just gotta
tell them to [bleep] off.
-[man speaking]
747
00:40:55,688 --> 00:40:58,221
-[Jason] Dude, why?
What did I even do?
-[woman speaking]
748
00:41:00,059 --> 00:41:02,826
Yeah, I am. I want
my boyfriend here.
749
00:41:04,096 --> 00:41:06,663
[Kylen] Jason can be
a raging dick.
750
00:41:06,665 --> 00:41:09,499
I still wanted him to be
in there with me.
751
00:41:09,501 --> 00:41:11,568
It was your fault
I got kicked out.
752
00:41:13,872 --> 00:41:16,173
If she didn't even think about
doing the epidural,
753
00:41:16,175 --> 00:41:17,874
I wouldn't have
got kicked out.
754
00:41:19,211 --> 00:41:23,013
Would have been there
for all of it. That's like
a moment that I
755
00:41:23,082 --> 00:41:27,451
literally would wait my whole
life to see. I want to see
my kid be born.
756
00:41:27,519 --> 00:41:30,887
And as of right now,
that's not gonna happen.
757
00:41:34,927 --> 00:41:36,727
[narrator] Next time
on Unexpected...
758
00:41:36,795 --> 00:41:40,063
[Jenna] My parents'
relationship has always
been super toxic.
759
00:41:40,065 --> 00:41:43,233
But let's put them
in a house and let's
see if they can be nice.
760
00:41:43,335 --> 00:41:45,235
[Matt] Going on
vacation together,
761
00:41:45,337 --> 00:41:49,306
I think I would
rather have fallen
into a pit of punji sticks.
762
00:41:51,443 --> 00:41:54,311
Me and Alex, we just
kind of, like, co-parent
the best that we can.
763
00:41:54,313 --> 00:41:56,713
By still sleeping in the same
bed with each other
every night
764
00:41:56,815 --> 00:41:58,682
and Alex trying to get some.
765
00:41:58,684 --> 00:42:00,250
[both chuckle]
766
00:42:00,319 --> 00:42:02,219
I get how terrible
I made you feel,
767
00:42:02,221 --> 00:42:04,321
but I was just kinda
in the middle of it.
768
00:42:04,423 --> 00:42:06,623
I don't care who's right.
I don't care who's wrong.
769
00:42:06,692 --> 00:42:09,326
Nobody should be fighting
over a baby's room.
770
00:42:09,328 --> 00:42:12,596
That's... We're not
gonna remember what the
[bleep] looked like anyway.
771
00:42:12,698 --> 00:42:14,931
My water is breaking
even more.
772
00:42:15,000 --> 00:42:18,101
[Jason speaking]
773
00:42:18,170 --> 00:42:20,337
Obviously, I wanna be there
for my kid's birth,
774
00:42:20,405 --> 00:42:22,039
but the worst could happen.
775
00:42:22,140 --> 00:42:26,676
It makes me wanna [bleep] cry
that I can't see my kid
come into this world.