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Previously on "New Amsterdam"...
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You should know that I have always
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found you to be insufferable.
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And I've seen 80-year-old stroke victims
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improve their range of motion
faster than you.
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The board's calling a vote
to terminate Fulton's contract.
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It's done. I'm out.
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Max. There was a brain bleed.
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Georgia's in surgery with Hartman.
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[MACHINE BEEPS]
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[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
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[CELL PHONE BUZZING]
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[BITTERSWEET MUSIC]
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♪
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Let's keep dreaming.
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I'd love to.
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You could call in sick.
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We could stay in bed all day.
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I remember those days.
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We were so bad.
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It was so good.
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I thought we'd have more of those days.
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I thought we'd have so much time.
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I would've done everything different.
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♪
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If I knew.
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Start now.
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Stay here with me.
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I gotta go to work.
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Maybe I'll come with you.
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It gets so lonely.
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♪ All your love is ♪
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♪ All your love is blind ♪
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♪ I'll sleep until the day you're mine ♪
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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Excuse me. Helen, hey.
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I happened to get you a cappuccino dry.
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Thanks. Another $3 knocked off your debt.
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How much do I have left?
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For the insanely expensive
non-refundable cleaning service
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that I graciously sent
to your home and you rejected?
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- That's the one.
- About 112 cappuccinos more.
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Well, what if I make it
a double or a triple?
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I'm sorry, okay.
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It was such a thoughtful gesture.
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- Yes, it was.
- I appreciate it.
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I'm very sorry,
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and will you please accept my apology?
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Oh, God.
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- Accepted.
- Good.
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Are you ever gonna tell me
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why you threw my wildly
generous gift to the curb?
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Oh, uh...
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I just don't want strangers
in my house right now.
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♪ All your love is ♪
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♪ All your love is blind ♪
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She's tachy.
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70/30, 130.
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Ms. Trombley, we've been expecting you.
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I'm scared, Mama.
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I know. It's okay, baby.
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Septal Q waves in the lateral leads.
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On my count. One, two, three.
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Kayla, I'm Dr. Reynolds.
I'm gonna take care of you.
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[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
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We gotta get her into surgery.
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But now? What kind of surgery?
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Mrs. Trombley, Kayla's got an overgrowth
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of muscle tissue in her heart,
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and we need to fix this now,
or her heart could stop again.
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- [WHIMPERS]
- It's often genetic,
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so we should get you checked, too.
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If you need to contact
anyone, family, her father...
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No, he's passed on.
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Okay, she's all set.
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- She's all I have.
- We've got her.
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She's in good hands.
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That's my baby.
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Stay strong, okay?
You need to stay strong.
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It has been my honor to assist you
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in managing your physical issues, Nathan.
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But for your emotional needs,
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I can think of no one better
than Dr. Iggy Frome.
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Hi, there. How you doing?
You must be Nate. -
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- Sir.
- Yeah, nice to meet you.
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So Dr. Kapoor tells me you would
like to join our merry band.
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Well, he thinks it might be a good idea.
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Nathan has done two tours in Afghanistan.
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I believe your PTSD support group
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can be the perfect medicine for him now.
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I agree. So when did you get back?
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A year ago July.
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You know, a lot of our folks
were in Afghanistan.
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Iraq, as well.
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We have a colonel in there
who began his service
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in the first Gulf War.
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We have a captain from the second...
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Sir, I'm not really clear why...
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I mean, I appreciate what
you're trying to do here, but...
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You're not alone here, Nathan.
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No, not by a long shot.
We're all about support.
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It's just a safe space
for you to share your truth
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with folks who lead with love.
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You call yourself a Marine?
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Everything, everything you're saying,
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complete betrayal of leadership.
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My leadership betrayed me.
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All I ever wanted was to be
a Marine like my dad.
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I was a true believer,
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but we were betrayed in Iraq, sir!
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The purpose of our mission...
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It wasn't your job
to question the purpose.
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It was your job
to accomplish the mission.
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The only reason, only reason
I came to this crap show
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is 'cause my wife insisted,
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but I don't have to stand here
and listen to this
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sad sack Monday morning quarterback.
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Okay, Quinn, take a breath.
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Take a deep one. Okay?
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We've talked about this, haven't we?
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- Yeah.
- Yes.
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Amalia has a different
experience than you.
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That's it.
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But you two fought for the same country.
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That is what binds you.
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[SCOFFS]
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That is such a load of crap.
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[SOMBER MUSIC]
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Is it?
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You don't know what you're talking about.
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Oh.
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You don't know our experience.
You don't know.
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You don't know the pain
of losing a part of you...
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while so many of your friends never...
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No, there's no words.
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Actually, there are.
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And to give us those words...
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we are gonna try something new,
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and yet something
that is thousands of years old.
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We're gonna put on a play.
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Elizabeth, sorry to keep you.
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No problem. I was just running laps.
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Meet Dr. Juan Questa.
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Juan, meet Elizabeth Archer,
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my long-time patient and office Olympian.
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- [LAUGHS]
- Hello, Elizabeth.
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Never a great sign
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Today is an exception.
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Juan isn't an oncologist.
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He's an orthopedic surgeon.
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The back pain you're experiencing
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is from where your osteosarcoma
was removed.
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But this isn't a recurrence.
We've examined your PET scan,
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and you are cancer-free.
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[EXHALES]
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Wow.
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That's great.
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So...
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why two doctors?
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Now when the tumor was taken out,
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a metal plate
was installed for stability.
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Unfortunately, it's moved.
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That's what's causing your discomfort.
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Fixing it will require another surgery.
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But you are in great hands
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Is this my fault?
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Not at all.
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Did I move in some way
that I shouldn't have?
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I do a lot of stretching.
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No, it's been 10 years.
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Over time, the body shifts,
and hardware can shift with it.
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But if I'd gone to the doctor sooner,
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I might never have needed
the plate at all,
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and maybe the tumor
wouldn't have grown so big.
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Liz...
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nothing that's happened is your fault.
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We've talked about this.
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And why ask why,
and, man, it's hard to stop.
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[SIGHS]
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Okay.
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Let's do some surgery.
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Ordering six units
of FFP to augment hemostasis.
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Plate removed.
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Diagrammatic exclusion normal.
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Where is the scar tissue?
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Excuse me?
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Look.
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Trish, number four should be
right on the tray.
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Page Max.
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This is the site of her previous surgery.
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- Not a lot of damage.
- Exactly.
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If a sizeable tumor had been
removed from this area,
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a large chunk of spinal cord
would've been taken with it.
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You'd see a ton of irregular scar tissue.
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Instead, there's just one clean cut.
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Cancer didn't put her
in a wheelchair, Max.
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It looks like her surgeon did.
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She must've had
multiple scans since then.
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- Surely, someone would've seen...
- No, not with the plate.
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The plate made it impossible
to give her an MRI
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and created too much
artifact on a CT scan
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to see the area clearly.
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But there was a structural reason
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for the plate to be there, right?
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None that I can see.
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So we did this.
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A New Amsterdam doctor
cut her spinal cord.
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And put a plate
inside her to cover it up.
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She did have cancer. That was real.
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Yeah, but that's not
Buswhat put her in the chair.
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We did, and she deserves to know that.
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She will.
We are absolutely gonna tell her.
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- Now.
- Max,
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we need to see the op report.
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We need to speak
with the original surgeon.
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There's no reason that
we can't tell her right now.
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We don't have all the facts.
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And if we're wrong about any of this,
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if we give her more misinformation...
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let's take the day.
24 hours to get at the truth,
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and then we will talk to her together.
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[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
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All right.
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Septal wall muscular overgrowth
isolated and resected.
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Ready for pathological confirmation.
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Heart should be repaired now, Dr. Duke.
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It's closing time.
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5-0 Prolene on a stick?
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That's right.
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Got an IV of normal saline going.
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Floyd, this is not cardiomyopathy.
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But Makayla's heart was hypertrophied.
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Absolutely,
and you were right to operate,
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but it's because of an infiltration
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of abnormal blood cells.
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I'm afraid this girl has leukemia.
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[SIGHS]
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Leukemia.
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Fortunately, we caught it early.
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But she will need
a bone marrow transplant.
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And I can't help her?
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Well, your blood type isn't a match.
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AB positive is pretty rare.
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I did put Makayla
on the marrow donor registry,
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but I gotta be honest with you.
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It could take months.
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So you need a blood relative?
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If we can find someone that is a match,
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the odds will be
much stronger than waiting.
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You know, I've never been
the type of woman
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to beg a man to be in his child's life.
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Makayla's father is alive.
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She doesn't know,
and I don't want her to.
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If you need me to call him...
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I'll find the strength.
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00:12:11,132 --> 00:12:12,215
Or I can do it.
268
00:12:14,502 --> 00:12:15,935
I mean, yeah, if it...
269
00:12:15,970 --> 00:12:17,136
if it helps.
270
00:12:21,809 --> 00:12:23,810
[WHISPERING] Okay.
271
00:12:23,844 --> 00:12:26,346
This is a play by Sophocles.
272
00:12:26,380 --> 00:12:28,148
Phillock... tatas?
273
00:12:28,182 --> 00:12:29,149
[LAUGHTER]
274
00:12:29,183 --> 00:12:30,450
No. Close.
275
00:12:30,484 --> 00:12:31,818
"Philoctetes."
276
00:12:31,852 --> 00:12:33,553
It was written
during the Peloponnesian War,
277
00:12:33,587 --> 00:12:35,955
and it focuses heavily
on themes of disability,
278
00:12:35,990 --> 00:12:37,991
loyalty, and forgiveness
all within the military.
279
00:12:38,025 --> 00:12:40,126
It is considered an ethical tragedy.
280
00:12:40,161 --> 00:12:42,195
It was aimed to incite
a certain sense of duty
281
00:12:42,229 --> 00:12:44,364
within the Greeks during a time of war.
282
00:12:44,398 --> 00:12:46,166
Is it in English?
283
00:12:46,200 --> 00:12:48,301
As a matter of fact,
we are using one of my favorite
284
00:12:48,335 --> 00:12:50,203
translations of all time.
285
00:12:50,237 --> 00:12:53,339
Mine. Hold your applause.
286
00:12:53,374 --> 00:12:56,643
Amalia, you will be playing
the role of Neoptolemus.
287
00:12:56,677 --> 00:12:57,811
Neo... what?
288
00:12:57,845 --> 00:13:00,013
That's good. I like that.
We'll shorten it to Neo.
289
00:13:00,047 --> 00:13:02,182
Neo was a once-dutiful soldier
290
00:13:02,216 --> 00:13:04,350
who has a disagreement
with a ranking officer
291
00:13:04,385 --> 00:13:07,921
and decides to finally
stand up and say something.
292
00:13:07,955 --> 00:13:09,589
Colonel, you will be playing Odysseus,
293
00:13:09,623 --> 00:13:11,024
our commander.
294
00:13:11,058 --> 00:13:13,926
But for ease of use,
why don't we call you Otis?
295
00:13:13,961 --> 00:13:16,896
Otis wants to march
his warriors onto victory,
296
00:13:16,931 --> 00:13:19,032
but he is confronted
with the fallout of a choice
297
00:13:19,066 --> 00:13:21,034
he's made to abandon
one of his best soldiers
298
00:13:21,068 --> 00:13:22,569
after he's been badly injured.
299
00:13:22,603 --> 00:13:24,437
Never abandoned anyone.
300
00:13:24,472 --> 00:13:25,505
I didn't say you did.
301
00:13:25,539 --> 00:13:27,741
Now, finally...
302
00:13:27,775 --> 00:13:29,843
Nathan, you will be playing
our title role
303
00:13:29,877 --> 00:13:32,345
of Philoctetes.
304
00:13:32,379 --> 00:13:35,014
Okay, and your character,
after being badly injured,
305
00:13:35,049 --> 00:13:38,885
is ejected from the military
and left on an island alone.
306
00:13:38,919 --> 00:13:41,588
The rest of you will be my Greek chorus.
307
00:13:41,622 --> 00:13:43,389
Hey!
308
00:13:43,424 --> 00:13:44,958
I can't sing.
309
00:13:44,992 --> 00:13:48,294
Oh, I highly doubt that,
but you won't have to.
310
00:13:48,329 --> 00:13:49,596
How is this therapy?
311
00:13:49,630 --> 00:13:50,864
That's a good question.
312
00:13:50,898 --> 00:13:53,066
As Nathan wisely stated,
313
00:13:53,100 --> 00:13:57,070
he does not have the words
to communicate how you feel.
314
00:13:59,440 --> 00:14:02,075
This play can give them to you.
315
00:14:03,844 --> 00:14:05,779
Okay? One last thing.
316
00:14:05,813 --> 00:14:07,080
Curtain goes up at four.
317
00:14:07,114 --> 00:14:09,249
Wait, we're doing this
in front of people?
318
00:14:09,283 --> 00:14:11,117
Yes.
319
00:14:11,152 --> 00:14:12,585
At the tone, please record your message.
320
00:14:12,620 --> 00:14:13,720
[VOICEMAIL BEEPS]
321
00:14:13,754 --> 00:14:15,755
Mr. Bell, this is Dr. Reynolds
322
00:14:15,790 --> 00:14:17,791
from New Amsterdam Hospital.
323
00:14:17,825 --> 00:14:19,659
I'm sorry to report that your daughter
324
00:14:19,693 --> 00:14:22,095
has been diagnosed with leukemia.
325
00:14:22,129 --> 00:14:24,164
Now she needs a bone marrow transplant,
326
00:14:24,198 --> 00:14:27,141
and we are calling relatives
to see if we can find a match.
327
00:14:28,035 --> 00:14:30,436
I know that you are estranged
from your daughter
328
00:14:30,471 --> 00:14:31,638
and have been for a while,
329
00:14:31,672 --> 00:14:32,939
but...
330
00:14:33,674 --> 00:14:35,399
she needs you right now.
331
00:14:35,876 --> 00:14:37,652
You could save her life.
332
00:14:38,546 --> 00:14:40,071
Be a hero.
333
00:14:40,481 --> 00:14:42,031
Just by showing up...
334
00:14:42,616 --> 00:14:43,583
which is something...
335
00:14:43,617 --> 00:14:44,918
[VOICEMAIL BEEPS]
336
00:14:46,821 --> 00:14:49,163
I wish my father had done.
337
00:14:53,794 --> 00:14:55,461
Pre-op labs, pathology.
338
00:14:55,496 --> 00:14:58,298
Surgical report. Dr. was Gerald Tollman.
339
00:14:58,332 --> 00:15:00,133
You know him?
340
00:15:00,167 --> 00:15:03,269
Nope. He left in 2011.
That was before my time.
341
00:15:03,304 --> 00:15:06,105
"During procedure, I discovered a tumor
342
00:15:06,140 --> 00:15:08,107
"strangling the patient's spinal cord.
343
00:15:08,142 --> 00:15:11,044
"It was impossible to remove
without transecting the spine.
344
00:15:11,078 --> 00:15:14,380
Plate was necessary
to maintain stability."
345
00:15:14,415 --> 00:15:16,382
That's a complete lie.
346
00:15:16,417 --> 00:15:18,284
Based on what Questa said.
Based on what we saw.
347
00:15:18,319 --> 00:15:20,153
Do you know who else was in the room?
348
00:15:20,187 --> 00:15:23,656
Yes. We have Maxine West, anesthesia.
349
00:15:23,691 --> 00:15:24,891
Joe McGrain, scrub nurse.
350
00:15:24,925 --> 00:15:27,126
Easha Bashar, circulating nurse.
351
00:15:28,495 --> 00:15:29,620
What?
352
00:15:30,364 --> 00:15:31,956
Intern was...
353
00:15:33,200 --> 00:15:34,834
Clint Hartman.
354
00:15:34,869 --> 00:15:37,503
Max, Max... please,
whatever you're gonna do...
355
00:15:37,538 --> 00:15:38,872
He deserves.
356
00:15:38,906 --> 00:15:42,342
♪
357
00:15:42,376 --> 00:15:44,043
So I said watch it.
358
00:15:44,078 --> 00:15:46,045
Jets tickets are what you get your doctor
359
00:15:46,080 --> 00:15:48,314
- when you don't like him.
- Give us the room, please.
360
00:15:48,349 --> 00:15:53,353
♪
361
00:15:53,387 --> 00:15:54,988
Max.
362
00:16:00,586 --> 00:16:01,713
What is it?
363
00:16:01,747 --> 00:16:04,421
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
364
00:16:04,455 --> 00:16:07,524
♪
365
00:16:07,558 --> 00:16:09,368
You lied.
366
00:16:11,562 --> 00:16:12,696
[SIGHS]
367
00:16:14,999 --> 00:16:16,232
Max.
368
00:16:16,267 --> 00:16:17,934
I've told you again and again
369
00:16:17,969 --> 00:16:19,603
that there was nothing that I could do.
370
00:16:19,637 --> 00:16:21,438
- Georgia...
- I'm not here...
371
00:16:21,472 --> 00:16:23,607
to talk about her.
372
00:16:25,309 --> 00:16:26,943
Okay, then, what?
373
00:16:27,428 --> 00:16:30,847
Elizabeth Archer. Gerald Tollman.
374
00:16:30,881 --> 00:16:34,417
You stood there while he put
her in a wheelchair for life.
375
00:16:34,452 --> 00:16:35,685
Deny it?
376
00:16:40,658 --> 00:16:41,958
I can't.
377
00:16:45,463 --> 00:16:47,618
Dr. Tollman was the department chair.
378
00:16:47,652 --> 00:16:49,199
It was my third surgery.
379
00:16:50,368 --> 00:16:52,870
- He made a mistake.
- A mistake?
380
00:16:55,525 --> 00:16:56,826
And you kept his secret.
381
00:16:57,975 --> 00:17:02,579
He kept insisting that I forget...
382
00:17:02,613 --> 00:17:04,423
what I'd seen.
383
00:17:05,349 --> 00:17:06,816
That's what doctors do.
384
00:17:06,851 --> 00:17:09,319
That's how we take care of each other.
385
00:17:09,353 --> 00:17:12,555
I tried to believe him.
Wanted to believe him.
386
00:17:16,193 --> 00:17:18,094
But I knew I'd never
be able to live with myself,
387
00:17:18,129 --> 00:17:21,498
and so, unlike everybody else
in that room,
388
00:17:21,532 --> 00:17:22,932
I reported him.
389
00:17:26,303 --> 00:17:27,604
You reported him?
390
00:17:27,638 --> 00:17:29,079
The next day.
391
00:17:29,104 --> 00:17:30,738
There's no record of that.
392
00:17:30,763 --> 00:17:32,642
I am not surprised.
393
00:17:33,930 --> 00:17:34,964
Sorry.
394
00:17:34,998 --> 00:17:36,999
You reported a doctor
395
00:17:37,033 --> 00:17:39,068
who covered up a botched surgery,
396
00:17:39,102 --> 00:17:42,338
and there is no record
of an investigation?
397
00:17:42,372 --> 00:17:44,106
Who the hell did you report him to?
398
00:17:44,140 --> 00:17:46,048
The dean of medicine.
399
00:17:47,043 --> 00:17:48,467
Peter Fulton.
400
00:17:49,479 --> 00:17:51,178
I told him everything.
401
00:17:52,682 --> 00:17:54,016
Nothing happened.
402
00:17:54,050 --> 00:17:57,820
♪
403
00:17:57,854 --> 00:17:58,996
Oh, whoa, whoa, Otis.
404
00:17:59,031 --> 00:18:00,937
I want you coming
from stage left, remember?
405
00:18:00,971 --> 00:18:02,117
Why do we have to move at all?
406
00:18:02,151 --> 00:18:03,592
"Suit the action to the word,
407
00:18:03,626 --> 00:18:04,994
and the word to the action."
408
00:18:05,028 --> 00:18:06,495
It's "Hamlet."
409
00:18:06,875 --> 00:18:08,576
Anybody?
410
00:18:09,866 --> 00:18:11,000
Never mind.
411
00:18:11,034 --> 00:18:12,167
From the same spot. Go ahead.
412
00:18:12,202 --> 00:18:13,802
Up ahead, my lord.
413
00:18:13,837 --> 00:18:16,620
Yonder is the cave we doth seek.
414
00:18:17,207 --> 00:18:18,974
Do you I really have to say "doth?"
415
00:18:19,009 --> 00:18:20,509
Yes, you "doth."
416
00:18:20,543 --> 00:18:21,834
[TAPS DOOR]
417
00:18:24,714 --> 00:18:26,615
Just, uh...
418
00:18:26,649 --> 00:18:28,684
carry on, guys.
I'll be back in a sec, okay?
419
00:18:28,718 --> 00:18:30,919
I'm coming.
420
00:18:33,757 --> 00:18:35,190
What do you think you're doing?
421
00:18:35,225 --> 00:18:36,658
- Theater.
- A Greek tragedy?
422
00:18:36,693 --> 00:18:37,860
"Philoctetes?"
423
00:18:37,894 --> 00:18:39,194
Yeah. I think it'll be healing.
424
00:18:39,229 --> 00:18:40,829
I think it's madness.
425
00:18:40,864 --> 00:18:41,897
Why?
426
00:18:41,931 --> 00:18:44,366
Iggy, Nathan cannot play a soldier
427
00:18:44,401 --> 00:18:46,902
injured in the war
and cast off by the army.
428
00:18:46,936 --> 00:18:48,871
- Why not?
- Because he is a soldier
429
00:18:48,905 --> 00:18:50,906
injured in the war cast off by the army.
430
00:18:50,940 --> 00:18:53,542
He was not cast off. He lost his leg.
431
00:18:53,576 --> 00:18:55,878
But you cannot make him
relive that experience.
432
00:18:55,912 --> 00:18:57,661
It's too painful.
433
00:18:58,181 --> 00:19:00,682
What about some other play?
Something lighter?
434
00:19:00,717 --> 00:19:02,351
Such as?
435
00:19:02,385 --> 00:19:04,086
"Mamma Mia."
436
00:19:04,120 --> 00:19:05,254
That's a musical.
437
00:19:05,288 --> 00:19:08,057
Okay. "Mricchakatika."
438
00:19:08,091 --> 00:19:10,025
[STAMMERS] I'm not familiar.
439
00:19:10,060 --> 00:19:12,327
It's a Sanskrit play
written in 4th century B.C.
440
00:19:12,362 --> 00:19:15,497
by Bhasa. It's a comedy, a joyful romp.
441
00:19:15,532 --> 00:19:17,066
Okay, I'm not interested.
I want to stick with Sophocles.
442
00:19:17,100 --> 00:19:18,667
I think it's a big mistake.
443
00:19:18,701 --> 00:19:20,069
Why do you care so much?
444
00:19:20,103 --> 00:19:22,237
I picked "Philoctetes" for a reason.
445
00:19:22,272 --> 00:19:24,273
The text gives words to these soldiers'
446
00:19:24,307 --> 00:19:26,275
deepest and most vulnerable
thoughts and feelings.
447
00:19:26,309 --> 00:19:27,876
That is why I chose it,
448
00:19:27,911 --> 00:19:29,578
because that's what
they need right now, all right?
449
00:19:29,612 --> 00:19:31,413
Did Nathan say that he
doesn't want to do this?
450
00:19:31,448 --> 00:19:32,915
No.
451
00:19:32,949 --> 00:19:34,073
But he's my patient.
452
00:19:34,107 --> 00:19:36,552
Yeah, but he's my patient, too.
453
00:19:36,586 --> 00:19:37,619
[SPEAKING HINDI]
454
00:19:37,654 --> 00:19:38,654
Oh.
455
00:19:45,428 --> 00:19:47,096
I understand it took quite a while
456
00:19:47,130 --> 00:19:49,798
for you to get back on your
feet after your first surgery.
457
00:19:49,833 --> 00:19:52,434
Yes, but that's because
I wasn't taking pain meds.
458
00:19:52,469 --> 00:19:56,138
Yes, I spoke with your former
physical therapist, Dr. Ligon.
459
00:19:56,172 --> 00:19:58,407
He's the worst, right?
460
00:19:58,441 --> 00:19:59,419
Uh...
461
00:19:59,453 --> 00:20:01,043
I don't really know him that well.
462
00:20:02,112 --> 00:20:04,046
Well, you don't want to.
463
00:20:04,981 --> 00:20:09,284
Well, he agreed that you were
ready for a second procedure.
464
00:20:09,319 --> 00:20:11,286
Really? So I'm cleared?
465
00:20:11,321 --> 00:20:13,589
Yes, but before we schedule,
466
00:20:13,623 --> 00:20:17,074
we need to discuss your post-op care.
467
00:20:17,427 --> 00:20:19,328
You may have opted out
of the meds before...
468
00:20:19,362 --> 00:20:21,163
No, you know what?
I really don't need them.
469
00:20:21,197 --> 00:20:23,499
Trust me. I've actually been
working on some mental exercises...
470
00:20:23,533 --> 00:20:24,566
No.
471
00:20:25,969 --> 00:20:27,334
No?
472
00:20:28,538 --> 00:20:30,806
Dr. Bloom, I respect
your commitment to sobriety,
473
00:20:30,840 --> 00:20:33,475
but won't be able to psych
your way through this.
474
00:20:33,510 --> 00:20:35,677
But I've done it before.
I mean, it was tough...
475
00:20:35,712 --> 00:20:38,280
This recovery will be far more painful.
476
00:20:38,314 --> 00:20:40,015
And certainly more important.
477
00:20:40,049 --> 00:20:42,985
If drawn out, your mobility
could be permanently impaired.
478
00:20:43,019 --> 00:20:45,220
There's no way you can get
through this without painkillers.
479
00:20:45,255 --> 00:20:49,158
So the question isn't whether
you will be taking medication,
480
00:20:49,192 --> 00:20:51,994
but if you can find a way
to take it responsibly.
481
00:20:52,028 --> 00:20:55,464
♪
482
00:20:56,866 --> 00:20:58,433
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
483
00:20:58,468 --> 00:21:01,103
He's been waiting for you.
484
00:21:01,137 --> 00:21:02,471
Can I help you?
485
00:21:02,505 --> 00:21:04,373
Yeah, are you Dr. Reynolds?
486
00:21:04,407 --> 00:21:05,440
Yes.
487
00:21:05,475 --> 00:21:07,009
Um...
488
00:21:07,043 --> 00:21:09,578
I'm Makayla's dad.
489
00:21:12,549 --> 00:21:13,949
We'll need to keep the incision dry
490
00:21:13,983 --> 00:21:15,153
for at least 48 hours.
491
00:21:15,187 --> 00:21:16,852
- Yeah, of course.
- And when she wakes up...
492
00:21:16,886 --> 00:21:18,820
I'm awake.
493
00:21:21,758 --> 00:21:23,759
How'd it go?
494
00:21:26,930 --> 00:21:28,363
Is the plate fixed?
495
00:21:30,900 --> 00:21:32,191
It was removed.
496
00:21:35,338 --> 00:21:37,105
I don't understand.
497
00:21:38,908 --> 00:21:40,709
Dr. Questa took it out.
498
00:21:40,743 --> 00:21:43,779
But if it's out, how will I sit up?
499
00:21:46,916 --> 00:21:49,985
Well, as it turns out,
you may not actually need it.
500
00:21:50,019 --> 00:21:52,002
This doesn't make sense.
501
00:21:52,722 --> 00:21:55,390
I can't sit in my chair
without the plate.
502
00:21:55,425 --> 00:21:58,894
I have to be able to sit,
because if I can't do that,
503
00:21:58,928 --> 00:22:00,594
I can't do anything.
504
00:22:01,864 --> 00:22:04,600
We'll have answers soon,
Elizabeth, I promise, but...
505
00:22:04,634 --> 00:22:09,204
but for now, that's all
I'm at liberty to say.
506
00:22:09,239 --> 00:22:15,410
♪
507
00:22:15,445 --> 00:22:17,379
[KNOCKING AT DOOR]
508
00:22:26,789 --> 00:22:27,913
Ah.
509
00:22:31,561 --> 00:22:32,710
Right.
510
00:22:34,097 --> 00:22:35,796
Come on in.
511
00:22:42,755 --> 00:22:44,121
Uh, forgive the mess.
512
00:22:44,155 --> 00:22:47,491
Had I known that
this was inquisition day,
513
00:22:47,525 --> 00:22:48,525
I'd have tidied.
514
00:22:48,560 --> 00:22:51,361
A woman's in a wheelchair.
515
00:22:51,396 --> 00:22:54,231
And you think that I put her there.
516
00:22:56,568 --> 00:22:58,969
The man you should talk to
is Dr. Gerald Tollman.
517
00:22:59,003 --> 00:23:00,918
This isn't about a rogue doctor.
518
00:23:00,943 --> 00:23:03,143
This was a cover-up.
You put the integrity of this hospital...
519
00:23:03,177 --> 00:23:05,580
The word I'm thinking about
isn't integrity,
520
00:23:05,614 --> 00:23:07,213
it's litigation.
521
00:23:07,247 --> 00:23:09,983
Cases like this get hospitals shuttered.
522
00:23:09,983 --> 00:23:11,183
So as I only have a few minutes
523
00:23:11,217 --> 00:23:13,485
before I have to address our board,
524
00:23:13,519 --> 00:23:15,454
let me get ahead of the 5,000 lawyers
525
00:23:15,488 --> 00:23:18,290
who'll be coming for your scalp
by asking one question.
526
00:23:18,324 --> 00:23:20,158
What the hell were you thinking?
527
00:23:28,401 --> 00:23:30,435
Are you smiling, Peter?
528
00:23:30,470 --> 00:23:34,488
I'm sorry. I was trying to
dredge up my ashamed face,
529
00:23:34,522 --> 00:23:36,357
but it just wouldn't come.
530
00:23:36,809 --> 00:23:39,318
Maybe you'd like to visit
Elizabeth's recovery room.
531
00:23:42,148 --> 00:23:43,548
Okay.
532
00:23:43,583 --> 00:23:46,551
I'll put aside my pique
at your moralizing
533
00:23:46,586 --> 00:23:49,655
and just focus on New Amsterdam.
534
00:23:51,257 --> 00:23:53,525
You're worried about lawsuits.
535
00:23:53,559 --> 00:23:56,194
So if I had gone after Tollman's license,
536
00:23:56,229 --> 00:23:59,831
not only would he have sued,
he'd have won.
537
00:23:59,866 --> 00:24:02,367
Clint Hartman was ready to testify.
538
00:24:02,402 --> 00:24:04,803
And who do you think
a jury would've believed, hmm?
539
00:24:04,837 --> 00:24:07,239
Gerald Tollman, chair of neurosurgery
540
00:24:07,273 --> 00:24:09,574
with a list of accolades
longer than your arm,
541
00:24:09,609 --> 00:24:12,711
or his 28-year-old intern Clint?
542
00:24:12,745 --> 00:24:15,380
So your answer was to do nothing?
543
00:24:15,415 --> 00:24:17,816
Oh, no, my answer was
pulling him from rotation
544
00:24:17,850 --> 00:24:19,584
and getting him the hell
out of the hospital
545
00:24:19,619 --> 00:24:22,654
and making sure that
he doesn't hurt anyone else.
546
00:24:25,358 --> 00:24:28,894
No lawsuits. No headlines.
547
00:24:28,928 --> 00:24:31,229
The only trace is the grief
for Elizabeth Archer,
548
00:24:31,264 --> 00:24:33,497
which by the way, I share.
549
00:24:33,966 --> 00:24:36,601
And the knowledge that
because of my choices,
550
00:24:36,636 --> 00:24:39,004
New Amsterdam
has a neurosurgery department
551
00:24:39,038 --> 00:24:40,439
for you two to screw up.
552
00:24:40,473 --> 00:24:42,708
You should've gone to the board.
553
00:24:42,742 --> 00:24:46,345
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
554
00:24:46,379 --> 00:24:49,114
Dilettantes? Billionaires?
555
00:24:49,148 --> 00:24:50,582
They were your employers.
556
00:24:50,616 --> 00:24:52,784
And not a doctor among the bunch.
557
00:24:52,819 --> 00:24:55,978
Do you know any of these
doctors, Madame Brantley?
558
00:24:56,723 --> 00:24:57,856
Do you?
559
00:24:57,890 --> 00:24:59,424
The doctors who, if all this came out,
560
00:24:59,459 --> 00:25:01,893
would've lost their jobs,
their professions?
561
00:25:01,928 --> 00:25:03,762
I protected them.
562
00:25:03,796 --> 00:25:07,933
I take care of my own,
and that is my legacy.
563
00:25:07,967 --> 00:25:09,568
And man, I am proud of it.
564
00:25:10,670 --> 00:25:13,472
Your legacy is a profound
error in judgment,
565
00:25:13,506 --> 00:25:16,575
which I can relate to
as I made one myself
566
00:25:16,609 --> 00:25:18,810
when I didn't fire your ass sooner.
567
00:25:18,845 --> 00:25:21,713
♪
568
00:25:27,019 --> 00:25:28,487
Ah.
569
00:25:28,521 --> 00:25:30,288
The wrong end of the Goodwin high horse.
570
00:25:30,323 --> 00:25:32,224
Oh, how I missed it.
571
00:25:34,641 --> 00:25:36,575
I looked up to you.
572
00:25:40,032 --> 00:25:41,190
I know.
573
00:25:43,302 --> 00:25:44,985
As a leader...
574
00:25:46,639 --> 00:25:49,708
The only question worth asking...
575
00:25:51,043 --> 00:25:53,645
Is if the cost
of protecting New Amsterdam
576
00:25:53,679 --> 00:25:56,663
is your conscience, will your pay?
577
00:25:57,383 --> 00:25:59,416
And if the answer is no...
578
00:26:01,721 --> 00:26:03,655
You're not the leader you think you are.
579
00:26:03,689 --> 00:26:07,025
St. Francis in Philadelphia,
580
00:26:07,059 --> 00:26:08,527
Rose Hill in Portland,
581
00:26:08,561 --> 00:26:10,362
County Children's in Chicago,
582
00:26:10,396 --> 00:26:11,797
all hospitals Tollman has worked at
583
00:26:11,831 --> 00:26:13,098
since he crippled Elizabeth Archer.
584
00:26:13,132 --> 00:26:14,266
It makes you wonder
585
00:26:14,300 --> 00:26:16,868
why he moves around so much, doesn't it?
586
00:26:16,903 --> 00:26:21,773
Makes you wonder, how many more
Elizabeth Archers are there?
587
00:26:23,843 --> 00:26:25,364
We do what we have to to survive.
588
00:26:25,398 --> 00:26:26,944
You do.
589
00:26:28,915 --> 00:26:31,683
I'm gonna make sure that man
never lifts another scalpel.
590
00:26:31,717 --> 00:26:32,784
Max.
591
00:26:35,822 --> 00:26:38,664
Leaders makes choices
that keep them up at night.
592
00:26:39,258 --> 00:26:41,208
If you're sleeping well...
593
00:26:42,261 --> 00:26:44,229
you're not doing your job.
594
00:26:44,263 --> 00:26:51,470
♪
595
00:26:53,105 --> 00:26:55,373
Never really done anything
like this before.
596
00:26:55,408 --> 00:26:57,342
It's actually a fairly simple procedure.
597
00:26:57,376 --> 00:26:59,177
We'll give you regional anesthesia.
598
00:26:59,212 --> 00:27:00,712
That way, you won't feel the needle.
599
00:27:04,217 --> 00:27:05,350
Is that her?
600
00:27:17,029 --> 00:27:18,997
She got so big.
601
00:27:24,904 --> 00:27:26,705
I think we should keep it moving.
602
00:27:34,714 --> 00:27:37,682
She was just a tiny little
thing the last time I saw her.
603
00:27:40,119 --> 00:27:41,643
How long has it been?
604
00:27:43,289 --> 00:27:45,390
I don't know.
605
00:27:46,926 --> 00:27:48,275
11...
606
00:27:49,161 --> 00:27:51,096
- 12 years.
- 12 years.
607
00:27:53,833 --> 00:27:55,033
You...
608
00:27:55,067 --> 00:27:56,134
you still think about her?
609
00:27:56,491 --> 00:27:58,270
I mean, even though...
610
00:27:58,304 --> 00:27:59,938
Your old man around?
611
00:28:02,794 --> 00:28:04,228
No.
612
00:28:08,014 --> 00:28:10,549
Maybe sometimes that's not a bad thing.
613
00:28:10,583 --> 00:28:16,755
♪
614
00:28:16,789 --> 00:28:17,989
Hey.
615
00:28:18,024 --> 00:28:19,257
Hey.
616
00:28:19,292 --> 00:28:20,992
So, uh...
617
00:28:21,027 --> 00:28:23,728
I got approved for my second surgery.
618
00:28:26,032 --> 00:28:27,606
Gosh, that's...
619
00:28:28,034 --> 00:28:29,167
that's great, isn't it?
620
00:28:29,201 --> 00:28:31,102
Yeah, yeah, it's great.
621
00:28:31,137 --> 00:28:34,606
But Dr. Handler says that
I need to take pain meds.
622
00:28:34,640 --> 00:28:36,575
It's my only chance of a full recovery.
623
00:28:39,178 --> 00:28:41,313
Being in the ED means
being quick on my feet.
624
00:28:41,347 --> 00:28:42,647
I can't...
625
00:28:42,682 --> 00:28:44,873
I can't risk my mobility.
626
00:28:45,618 --> 00:28:47,918
But if I try to do this without meds...
627
00:28:48,654 --> 00:28:50,295
I don't know. If...
628
00:28:50,723 --> 00:28:53,191
if the pain is as extreme
as Handler says it is,
629
00:28:53,225 --> 00:28:54,591
then...
630
00:28:57,663 --> 00:28:59,030
Then I might relapse.
631
00:28:59,065 --> 00:29:03,635
♪
632
00:29:03,669 --> 00:29:04,703
Anyway, I just wanted to let you know
633
00:29:04,737 --> 00:29:06,037
because, you know,
my pee tests and everything...
634
00:29:06,072 --> 00:29:07,372
Lauren, we can modify
635
00:29:07,406 --> 00:29:09,107
your workplace monitoring agreement
636
00:29:09,141 --> 00:29:10,809
to allow for prescribed meds.
637
00:29:13,245 --> 00:29:14,713
But more importantly, right now,
638
00:29:14,747 --> 00:29:16,648
I think you need someone
who you can trust
639
00:29:16,682 --> 00:29:19,951
and who can dole out
your medication responsibly...
640
00:29:19,986 --> 00:29:21,453
and only when needed.
641
00:29:21,487 --> 00:29:23,521
You're right. I'll call my mother.
642
00:29:27,426 --> 00:29:28,994
I would like to be that person.
643
00:29:30,429 --> 00:29:32,631
Trust me. You wouldn't.
644
00:29:33,933 --> 00:29:35,424
Your friend.
645
00:29:36,602 --> 00:29:39,571
[HEARTFELT MUSIC]
646
00:29:39,605 --> 00:29:42,207
♪
647
00:29:42,241 --> 00:29:44,142
[OVERLAPPING CHATTER]
648
00:29:46,746 --> 00:29:48,747
We're doing it out here
in front of all the visitors?
649
00:29:48,781 --> 00:29:50,415
Um, yeah, not just in front of visitors.
650
00:29:50,449 --> 00:29:52,417
I invited staff, too.
651
00:29:52,451 --> 00:29:55,153
Yes. Breaking out the uniform. Nice.
652
00:29:55,187 --> 00:29:57,022
My wife brought it for me.
653
00:29:58,958 --> 00:30:00,592
Um, okay, players, please.
654
00:30:00,626 --> 00:30:01,559
Come into the round.
655
00:30:01,594 --> 00:30:03,261
So...
656
00:30:03,295 --> 00:30:04,729
when you are not up here
657
00:30:04,764 --> 00:30:05,930
standing, delivering your lines,
658
00:30:05,965 --> 00:30:07,599
I'd like you seated on the bench.
659
00:30:07,633 --> 00:30:08,767
But most importantly,
660
00:30:08,801 --> 00:30:10,869
remember that you need to stay open,
661
00:30:10,903 --> 00:30:14,087
present, and let Sophocles
be your voice, okay?
662
00:30:14,740 --> 00:30:16,408
Where's Nate?
663
00:30:16,442 --> 00:30:17,799
Over there.
664
00:30:18,544 --> 00:30:19,944
Oh.
665
00:30:19,979 --> 00:30:22,280
Okay, why don't you guys
play in the space, okay?
666
00:30:22,314 --> 00:30:23,948
Feel it out.
667
00:30:23,983 --> 00:30:26,017
Nate. Hey, we're about to get started.
668
00:30:27,620 --> 00:30:28,953
I can't do this, Dr. Frome.
669
00:30:28,988 --> 00:30:31,356
Sure you can. You just gotta read.
670
00:30:31,390 --> 00:30:33,258
No, I tried. I can't.
671
00:30:35,061 --> 00:30:36,234
It's too much.
672
00:30:38,097 --> 00:30:39,464
Well, we can't do this
without you, buddy.
673
00:30:39,498 --> 00:30:41,700
I know, I know.
674
00:30:43,269 --> 00:30:44,936
But the play is me.
675
00:30:44,970 --> 00:30:46,604
Yeah.
676
00:30:49,289 --> 00:30:51,876
It's my experience. It's my words.
677
00:30:54,280 --> 00:30:55,947
I don't think I can say them.
678
00:30:55,981 --> 00:30:57,749
I...
679
00:30:57,783 --> 00:30:59,718
I could say them for you.
680
00:30:59,752 --> 00:31:01,886
Vijay? What are you...
681
00:31:04,457 --> 00:31:06,558
If you will have me...
682
00:31:08,527 --> 00:31:12,130
I will assume Nathan's role.
683
00:31:13,766 --> 00:31:15,734
In his honor.
684
00:31:18,204 --> 00:31:20,405
That's... that's a real nice
offer, Vijay,
685
00:31:20,439 --> 00:31:23,475
but this is kind of for the soldiers.
686
00:31:23,509 --> 00:31:25,075
You know what I mean?
687
00:31:27,446 --> 00:31:30,081
Vijay... oh, okay. Hang on.
688
00:31:30,116 --> 00:31:31,665
My friends.
689
00:31:33,853 --> 00:31:36,488
I am Vijay Kapoor.
690
00:31:36,522 --> 00:31:39,791
I was in the 4th Indian infantry.
691
00:31:41,720 --> 00:31:43,260
With your permission...
692
00:31:43,996 --> 00:31:46,598
I would like to join your company.
693
00:31:49,168 --> 00:31:54,639
♪
694
00:31:54,673 --> 00:31:56,174
[SIGHS HEAVILY]
695
00:31:58,744 --> 00:32:01,279
Why are you telling me this now?
696
00:32:01,313 --> 00:32:05,383
Because I've seen you
question yourself so many times.
697
00:32:05,417 --> 00:32:07,218
And blame yourself.
698
00:32:07,253 --> 00:32:09,786
Now you know that
none of this was your fault.
699
00:32:10,823 --> 00:32:12,330
It was ours.
700
00:32:14,026 --> 00:32:17,862
So everything
that happened to me was a lie.
701
00:32:17,897 --> 00:32:20,630
The tumor was real, but...
702
00:32:21,100 --> 00:32:24,335
you didn't need to end up
in a wheelchair because of it.
703
00:32:24,370 --> 00:32:27,338
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
704
00:32:27,373 --> 00:32:29,340
♪
705
00:32:29,375 --> 00:32:31,409
Every six months when I come to see you,
706
00:32:31,443 --> 00:32:34,913
you'd check on me, do a scan,
tell me I was doing better.
707
00:32:34,947 --> 00:32:36,981
And there's no way
that she could've seen this
708
00:32:37,016 --> 00:32:38,316
without removing the plate.
709
00:32:39,816 --> 00:32:43,021
So you want a gold star for
finally telling me the truth?
710
00:32:44,456 --> 00:32:45,690
No.
711
00:32:45,724 --> 00:32:46,758
No, we want...
712
00:32:46,792 --> 00:32:48,593
I don't care what you want.
713
00:32:48,627 --> 00:32:49,928
Here's what's gonna happen.
714
00:32:49,962 --> 00:32:51,663
- Elizabeth...
- No.
715
00:32:53,399 --> 00:32:55,166
I'm gonna get the most blood-thirsty
716
00:32:55,201 --> 00:32:57,535
malpractice attorney I can find,
717
00:32:57,570 --> 00:33:00,839
and I'm gonna sue this hospital
back to the Stone Age.
718
00:33:00,873 --> 00:33:06,010
♪
719
00:33:12,032 --> 00:33:13,231
Where's Mr. Bell?
720
00:33:13,266 --> 00:33:14,566
Finished his donation and left.
721
00:33:14,600 --> 00:33:17,569
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
722
00:33:17,603 --> 00:33:22,774
♪
723
00:33:22,809 --> 00:33:24,276
Hey, Dr. Reynolds.
724
00:33:24,310 --> 00:33:27,179
Thanks for fixing my heart.
725
00:33:27,213 --> 00:33:28,747
Anytime.
726
00:33:28,781 --> 00:33:31,117
Was it hard to find a donor?
727
00:33:31,918 --> 00:33:33,385
You know, sometimes it is,
728
00:33:33,419 --> 00:33:37,689
but today, we got lucky.
729
00:33:37,724 --> 00:33:38,824
Can I meet them?
730
00:33:41,127 --> 00:33:42,861
They want to remain anonymous.
731
00:33:42,895 --> 00:33:44,863
You know, some people
732
00:33:44,897 --> 00:33:47,099
just figure that
they're better at a distance.
733
00:33:50,103 --> 00:33:51,436
I'll be right back. Okay, babe?
734
00:33:51,471 --> 00:33:52,738
- Okay.
- Right back.
735
00:33:55,675 --> 00:33:58,810
So getting the marrow is the first step.
736
00:33:58,845 --> 00:34:00,545
Now we have to use it, all right?
737
00:34:00,580 --> 00:34:02,047
To do that,
738
00:34:02,081 --> 00:34:05,083
I'm going to have to wipe out
her system with chemo,
739
00:34:05,118 --> 00:34:08,086
and then rebuild it
with her father's stem cells.
740
00:34:09,155 --> 00:34:11,256
Long road.
741
00:34:11,290 --> 00:34:13,091
But she's got great odds.
742
00:34:14,627 --> 00:34:17,706
Thank you for making
that call to her dad.
743
00:34:18,631 --> 00:34:20,766
You were right about him.
744
00:34:22,368 --> 00:34:25,237
I guess I just wish that he cared more.
745
00:34:25,271 --> 00:34:26,938
You know?
746
00:34:26,973 --> 00:34:28,607
That he'd hang around,
747
00:34:28,641 --> 00:34:31,710
you know, and just do the right thing.
748
00:34:33,279 --> 00:34:34,780
Well, he did.
749
00:34:35,801 --> 00:34:37,068
He showed up.
750
00:34:39,819 --> 00:34:41,486
We can all be grateful for that, right?
751
00:34:41,521 --> 00:34:42,521
Hm.
752
00:34:42,555 --> 00:34:49,661
♪
753
00:34:59,038 --> 00:35:00,705
Aww.
754
00:35:00,740 --> 00:35:01,940
I knew you'd come limping...
755
00:35:01,974 --> 00:35:04,461
Hose it down, and listen up.
756
00:35:05,478 --> 00:35:07,012
After my surgery,
757
00:35:07,046 --> 00:35:08,741
I'm gonna have to take pain pills.
758
00:35:08,775 --> 00:35:10,282
And because I don't trust myself,
759
00:35:10,316 --> 00:35:11,983
I need someone else
to be in charge of them,
760
00:35:12,018 --> 00:35:14,186
someone who is gonna give me hell
761
00:35:14,220 --> 00:35:16,288
if I ask for more than I'm prescribed.
762
00:35:16,322 --> 00:35:18,390
Someone who understands that for addicts,
763
00:35:18,424 --> 00:35:19,958
pain is safer than pleasure.
764
00:35:19,992 --> 00:35:22,861
Someone who has a high
threshold for verbal abuse,
765
00:35:22,895 --> 00:35:24,362
is unaffected by human suffering,
766
00:35:24,397 --> 00:35:25,664
and who might sadistically
767
00:35:25,698 --> 00:35:27,866
enjoy controlling my daily will to live.
768
00:35:27,900 --> 00:35:30,035
What I don't need is a friend.
769
00:35:30,069 --> 00:35:32,989
Am I crazy, or are you my guy?
770
00:35:35,741 --> 00:35:37,008
Both, it seems.
771
00:35:37,043 --> 00:35:39,411
- Good, so...
- Stop talking, Lauren.
772
00:35:39,445 --> 00:35:40,788
Let me be clear.
773
00:35:40,822 --> 00:35:43,849
I've been down the road
you're on several times,
774
00:35:43,883 --> 00:35:45,851
so I know all the tricks,
all the excuses,
775
00:35:45,885 --> 00:35:48,254
and all the lies.
776
00:35:49,222 --> 00:35:51,823
You're not gonna get away with anything.
777
00:35:57,363 --> 00:35:59,898
As the world's most pathologically
778
00:35:59,932 --> 00:36:01,417
honorable doctor,
779
00:36:01,458 --> 00:36:04,269
I assume you've already told
Elizabeth Archer the truth.
780
00:36:04,303 --> 00:36:06,037
You assume correctly.
781
00:36:06,072 --> 00:36:08,039
Probably smart. Too many people know.
782
00:36:08,074 --> 00:36:11,042
It's bound to get out.
Better to get ahead of it.
783
00:36:15,381 --> 00:36:16,658
It's a big number.
784
00:36:17,216 --> 00:36:19,851
Big enough to convince her to settle?
785
00:36:19,886 --> 00:36:22,287
Probably, but I hope she doesn't.
786
00:36:22,321 --> 00:36:23,709
You want her to sue us?
787
00:36:23,743 --> 00:36:25,257
You and Fulton fought
like you're on opposite sides,
788
00:36:25,291 --> 00:36:26,510
but you're not.
789
00:36:26,544 --> 00:36:28,793
You're both advocating for a cover-up.
790
00:36:28,828 --> 00:36:31,062
The only difference
is you're writing a check.
791
00:36:32,164 --> 00:36:33,732
Better than gaslighting the woman.
792
00:36:33,766 --> 00:36:35,433
But not as good as going public.
793
00:36:35,468 --> 00:36:37,235
I'm writing a new policy.
794
00:36:37,270 --> 00:36:38,603
Total transparency.
795
00:36:38,638 --> 00:36:39,905
I want to tell the world about Tollman,
796
00:36:39,939 --> 00:36:41,519
and let the chips fall where they may.
797
00:36:41,553 --> 00:36:44,409
It's the only way to prevent
another Tollman from happening.
798
00:36:44,443 --> 00:36:46,211
Well, he'll sue us, too.
799
00:36:46,688 --> 00:36:48,106
So let him.
800
00:36:48,514 --> 00:36:50,215
You're not thinking this through, Max.
801
00:36:50,249 --> 00:36:52,384
If we broadcast every subpar doctor
802
00:36:52,418 --> 00:36:53,952
and corner-cutting nurse to the world,
803
00:36:53,986 --> 00:36:55,620
our image will be in tatters.
804
00:36:55,655 --> 00:36:58,156
We'll be the hospital
where you go to get killed.
805
00:36:58,190 --> 00:37:01,226
No, we'll be the hospital
that holds doctors accountable.
806
00:37:01,260 --> 00:37:03,595
And we'll be the hospital
that sides with their patients
807
00:37:03,629 --> 00:37:04,729
no matter the price.
808
00:37:04,764 --> 00:37:06,898
I know it's not a perfect solution,
809
00:37:06,933 --> 00:37:08,600
and I know there will be consequences,
810
00:37:08,634 --> 00:37:10,170
but...
811
00:37:11,003 --> 00:37:13,038
this is the only way.
812
00:37:17,843 --> 00:37:18,977
I hope so.
813
00:37:21,280 --> 00:37:24,282
Our careers will be riding on it.
814
00:37:31,958 --> 00:37:33,959
Soldier, do you dare defy me?
815
00:37:33,993 --> 00:37:36,362
Do you not see my hand upon my sword?
816
00:37:37,830 --> 00:37:39,130
I fear it not, sir.
817
00:37:39,165 --> 00:37:41,766
Long have I marched under your standard,
818
00:37:41,801 --> 00:37:43,201
but today...
819
00:37:43,235 --> 00:37:45,830
you turned your back on one of our own.
820
00:37:46,472 --> 00:37:49,709
Thus, you turned your back on us all.
821
00:37:51,544 --> 00:37:54,612
My actions must consider
the many, soldier,
822
00:37:54,647 --> 00:37:56,841
even at the expense of the few.
823
00:37:59,151 --> 00:38:02,120
[FORTALEZA'S "HANGING VALLEYS"]
824
00:38:02,154 --> 00:38:03,822
I stand by my choice,
825
00:38:03,856 --> 00:38:06,658
for it is my charge and duty to do so.
826
00:38:07,143 --> 00:38:09,961
Then I shall obey your command no longer.
827
00:38:09,996 --> 00:38:12,998
And for your soul, I will pray.
828
00:38:14,266 --> 00:38:18,903
♪ And never our strength ♪
829
00:38:18,938 --> 00:38:21,473
♪ Shall falter ♪
830
00:38:21,507 --> 00:38:28,413
♪
831
00:38:28,447 --> 00:38:33,485
I had grown accustomed
to my station here.
832
00:38:33,519 --> 00:38:38,823
Enduring it as if lost in a dream.
833
00:38:38,858 --> 00:38:40,992
Your medical records.
834
00:38:41,027 --> 00:38:44,029
But today, my eyes have been opened.
835
00:38:44,063 --> 00:38:45,330
Today, I awake.
836
00:38:45,364 --> 00:38:47,932
Too long have I suffered adversity.
837
00:38:47,967 --> 00:38:53,438
Pain from the actions of those
entrusted with protecting me.
838
00:38:53,472 --> 00:38:58,209
Forging on, my past shall not define me,
839
00:38:58,244 --> 00:39:01,279
even as I stand afeard a resurgence
840
00:39:01,313 --> 00:39:07,385
of my true vulnerabilities.
841
00:39:09,321 --> 00:39:13,858
The time has come
at last to abandon this isle.
842
00:39:13,893 --> 00:39:16,928
To depart, never to return.
843
00:39:21,233 --> 00:39:24,178
Fare thee well, O home.
844
00:39:25,071 --> 00:39:29,274
Wait for my return no longer.
845
00:39:29,308 --> 00:39:31,609
Onward I must proceed
846
00:39:31,644 --> 00:39:35,013
with strength in each footfall...
847
00:39:36,649 --> 00:39:40,528
Evermore haunted with the memories...
848
00:39:41,821 --> 00:39:46,091
of the man I used to be.
849
00:39:49,095 --> 00:39:51,914
For my old home...
850
00:39:53,041 --> 00:39:55,126
is now behind me.
851
00:39:56,268 --> 00:40:01,372
Faith is my new home.
852
00:40:05,010 --> 00:40:12,117
♪
853
00:40:19,358 --> 00:40:22,293
[APPLAUSE]
854
00:40:36,008 --> 00:40:37,775
Guys, my players, everybody.
855
00:40:37,810 --> 00:40:39,088
What a performance.
856
00:40:39,122 --> 00:40:40,255
Wow.
857
00:40:40,289 --> 00:40:44,949
♪
858
00:40:44,984 --> 00:40:47,118
I never knew.
859
00:40:49,488 --> 00:40:51,856
This wasn't something
I wish to speak about.
860
00:40:51,891 --> 00:40:53,168
Until now.
861
00:40:53,203 --> 00:40:54,926
Come here.
862
00:40:58,864 --> 00:41:01,366
[KNOCKING AT DOOR]
863
00:41:02,601 --> 00:41:05,069
Who's there?
864
00:41:05,104 --> 00:41:07,205
I'll be right back.
865
00:41:11,777 --> 00:41:14,679
[OVERLAPPING CHATTER]
866
00:41:16,849 --> 00:41:18,716
What are you guys doing here?
867
00:41:18,751 --> 00:41:20,051
It was her idea.
868
00:41:20,085 --> 00:41:22,487
I know that you said
you don't want strangers
869
00:41:22,521 --> 00:41:26,858
in your house, but we're not strangers.
870
00:41:26,892 --> 00:41:28,660
And I am fairly certain
871
00:41:28,694 --> 00:41:31,029
that you have a sink
full of dirty dishes.
872
00:41:31,063 --> 00:41:33,975
Just FYI, I don't do windows.
873
00:41:34,867 --> 00:41:36,334
Lauren, you can barely stand.
874
00:41:36,368 --> 00:41:39,671
True, but I'm good at giving orders.
875
00:41:43,809 --> 00:41:45,510
It's okay to let people in.
876
00:41:47,913 --> 00:41:55,053
♪