1 00:00:00,213 --> 00:00:02,488 Hi, there. It's me, Ryan Eggold. 2 00:00:02,513 --> 00:00:04,859 I play Dr. Max Goodwin on "New Amsterdam." 3 00:00:04,883 --> 00:00:07,061 We are very proud to bring you our season two finale. 4 00:00:07,085 --> 00:00:08,629 It's a good one. 5 00:00:08,653 --> 00:00:09,997 But first, I want to take a moment 6 00:00:10,021 --> 00:00:11,966 to thank all the healthcare professionals 7 00:00:11,990 --> 00:00:14,735 who right now are working their buns off 8 00:00:14,759 --> 00:00:16,570 to keep everyone safe. 9 00:00:16,594 --> 00:00:19,506 You guys are our inspiration for every story 10 00:00:19,530 --> 00:00:20,641 we tell every episode we make, 11 00:00:20,665 --> 00:00:22,343 and now you are everyone's inspiration, 12 00:00:22,367 --> 00:00:25,646 so thank you, and keep up the heroic work 13 00:00:25,670 --> 00:00:26,747 that you are doing. 14 00:00:26,771 --> 00:00:29,055 We all dearly appreciate it. 15 00:00:29,528 --> 00:00:32,319 It's because of that admiration and a sense of caution 16 00:00:32,343 --> 00:00:35,322 that we decided not to air tonight's 17 00:00:35,346 --> 00:00:37,124 originally scheduled episode, 18 00:00:37,148 --> 00:00:39,360 which was titled "Pandemic." 19 00:00:39,384 --> 00:00:40,961 It hit a little too close to home, 20 00:00:40,985 --> 00:00:42,897 and we didn't want to make entertainment 21 00:00:42,921 --> 00:00:45,025 out of a story that's a little too scary, 22 00:00:45,049 --> 00:00:47,227 a little too real at the moment. 23 00:00:47,251 --> 00:00:48,975 But we're gonna show you that episode later 24 00:00:49,005 --> 00:00:50,137 once some time has passed. 25 00:00:50,162 --> 00:00:51,907 But the good news is 26 00:00:51,931 --> 00:00:53,608 that we're gonna show you a little teaser 27 00:00:53,632 --> 00:00:55,644 from that episode 28 00:00:55,668 --> 00:00:58,213 because it introduces 29 00:00:58,237 --> 00:00:59,781 one of our newest characters 30 00:00:59,805 --> 00:01:02,189 played by the incomparable 31 00:01:02,213 --> 00:01:04,085 Mr. Daniel Dae Kim, 32 00:01:04,109 --> 00:01:07,422 who I would like to hand it to right now. 33 00:01:07,446 --> 00:01:08,590 Thanks, Ryan. 34 00:01:08,614 --> 00:01:10,525 And aloha, everybody. 35 00:01:10,549 --> 00:01:12,961 Ryan is absolutely right. 36 00:01:12,985 --> 00:01:14,329 The storyline you're about to see 37 00:01:14,353 --> 00:01:17,087 introduces my character, Dr. Cassian Shin. 38 00:01:17,461 --> 00:01:18,872 Now what we've done is pulled together 39 00:01:18,896 --> 00:01:20,373 all of Cassian's scenes 40 00:01:20,397 --> 00:01:21,408 to give you a sense of his character 41 00:01:21,432 --> 00:01:23,443 and how he's gonna change more than a few things 42 00:01:23,467 --> 00:01:24,778 around the hospital. 43 00:01:24,802 --> 00:01:26,980 As you guys may know, this storyline 44 00:01:27,004 --> 00:01:29,035 turned out to be very personal to me 45 00:01:29,059 --> 00:01:32,147 because I ended up contracted COVID-19, 46 00:01:32,172 --> 00:01:33,750 the disease caused by coronavirus, 47 00:01:33,774 --> 00:01:36,720 while I was in New York shooting this very episode. 48 00:01:36,744 --> 00:01:38,321 Now, thankfully, I was fortunate enough 49 00:01:38,345 --> 00:01:40,957 to have experienced a full recovery. 50 00:01:40,981 --> 00:01:42,892 But too many others have not. 51 00:01:42,916 --> 00:01:44,928 So on behalf of the entire casting crew, 52 00:01:44,952 --> 00:01:47,530 we'd like to dedicate this season finale 53 00:01:47,554 --> 00:01:49,654 to those still fighting the illness. 54 00:01:49,856 --> 00:01:51,656 We're rooting for you. 55 00:01:52,904 --> 00:01:54,148 How can I help? 56 00:01:54,172 --> 00:01:55,582 We're down two trauma surgeons. 57 00:01:55,606 --> 00:01:58,407 I had to call in our new hire a week early. 58 00:01:59,444 --> 00:02:01,106 You sure that they're ready for this? 59 00:02:01,130 --> 00:02:02,389 No. 60 00:02:02,413 --> 00:02:04,524 That's why I need you to help him through it. 61 00:02:09,187 --> 00:02:11,250 - Dr. Shim? - Hang on. 62 00:02:11,275 --> 00:02:12,574 [WATCH BEEPS] 63 00:02:12,809 --> 00:02:13,941 Yes. 64 00:02:13,976 --> 00:02:16,388 Hi, I'm Dr. Helen Sharpe, Deputy Medical Director. 65 00:02:16,412 --> 00:02:17,845 We really appreciate you starting early. 66 00:02:17,869 --> 00:02:19,658 Yeah, Max said almost half your staff was down. 67 00:02:19,682 --> 00:02:21,460 And our patient load has almost tripled. 68 00:02:21,484 --> 00:02:23,410 - Any recent traumas? - Thankfully, no. 69 00:02:23,435 --> 00:02:25,112 But I need to get you to the ED straightaway. 70 00:02:25,136 --> 00:02:26,681 Which way is the men's locker room? 71 00:02:26,705 --> 00:02:27,718 Uh, it's back that way. 72 00:02:27,742 --> 00:02:29,372 There's a bathroom just along here. 73 00:02:29,656 --> 00:02:32,101 - I need a hot shower. - And we do need you in ED. 74 00:02:32,125 --> 00:02:34,292 Yeah, but I need that shower more. 75 00:02:39,933 --> 00:02:42,066 [PAGER BEEPING] 76 00:02:42,579 --> 00:02:44,655 The hospital's in the middle of a crisis. 77 00:02:44,679 --> 00:02:47,460 I know... the dispenser was out of body wash. 78 00:02:47,484 --> 00:02:48,995 This is your new pager. 79 00:02:49,019 --> 00:02:50,096 As you can see, it's being paged, 80 00:02:50,120 --> 00:02:52,098 so maybe it's time to wrap up this beauty routine 81 00:02:52,122 --> 00:02:53,699 and join me in the ED. 82 00:02:54,158 --> 00:02:55,991 How about I put on some pants first? 83 00:02:58,962 --> 00:03:00,006 This is Casey, our head nurse. 84 00:03:00,030 --> 00:03:02,396 Casey, this is Dr. Shin, our new trauma surgeon. 85 00:03:02,420 --> 00:03:03,710 Oh, thank God. Follow me. 86 00:03:03,734 --> 00:03:04,811 I got a kid who appears to have swallowed 87 00:03:04,835 --> 00:03:05,912 some rare earth magnets. 88 00:03:05,936 --> 00:03:08,882 Ah, that's a surefire way to get attention, huh? 89 00:03:08,906 --> 00:03:10,739 [CHUCKLES] Hi, I'm Dr. Shin. 90 00:03:12,329 --> 00:03:14,107 Casey, do you know the risks 91 00:03:14,131 --> 00:03:15,875 when adjusting multiple magnets? 92 00:03:15,899 --> 00:03:18,711 Uh, if the magnets were to connect internally, 93 00:03:18,735 --> 00:03:20,079 they could twist the intestines, 94 00:03:20,103 --> 00:03:21,614 force hemorrhages, 95 00:03:21,638 --> 00:03:22,749 intussusception. 96 00:03:22,773 --> 00:03:26,106 - Even a strangulated bowel. - They can also do this. 97 00:03:27,711 --> 00:03:29,234 Cool, right? 98 00:03:29,746 --> 00:03:32,056 But you only swallowed one magnet, didn't you? 99 00:03:32,081 --> 00:03:33,313 Mm. 100 00:03:33,338 --> 00:03:35,650 So that should pass in a few hours. 101 00:03:35,674 --> 00:03:37,619 Turns out you don't need me. 102 00:03:37,643 --> 00:03:39,738 Uh, in case you haven't noticed, 103 00:03:39,763 --> 00:03:42,187 we have a full ED of patients who need your help. 104 00:03:42,212 --> 00:03:43,176 Where do you think you're going? 105 00:03:43,201 --> 00:03:45,012 I always show up when I'm paged, 106 00:03:45,036 --> 00:03:46,793 but I only stay when I'm needed. 107 00:03:48,907 --> 00:03:51,007 [GASPS] 108 00:03:53,511 --> 00:03:54,789 Dr. Gilmore to Pediatrics. 109 00:03:54,813 --> 00:03:56,224 Dr. Gilmore to Pediatrics. 110 00:03:56,248 --> 00:03:58,893 Should I go for the energy drink 111 00:03:58,917 --> 00:04:00,116 or the protein bar? 112 00:04:00,407 --> 00:04:02,085 Why would you need energy? 113 00:04:02,109 --> 00:04:04,009 You seem intent on doing virtually nothing. 114 00:04:05,345 --> 00:04:07,090 So you vote protein bar. 115 00:04:07,114 --> 00:04:08,525 I know that trauma surgeons 116 00:04:08,549 --> 00:04:10,493 like to play the aloof cowboy, but that's not... 117 00:04:10,517 --> 00:04:11,995 That's not how you do things here. 118 00:04:12,019 --> 00:04:13,818 - No, yes, it's not. - I know. 119 00:04:14,082 --> 00:04:15,193 Don't you think I researched this place 120 00:04:15,217 --> 00:04:16,127 before I took the job? 121 00:04:16,151 --> 00:04:18,596 Then you should also know Max's motto. 122 00:04:18,620 --> 00:04:21,078 "How can I help?" Yeah, that's catchy. 123 00:04:21,824 --> 00:04:24,090 It's words that we live by. Everybody chips in. 124 00:04:24,358 --> 00:04:26,959 - Everybody helps. - Right now I am helping. 125 00:04:28,630 --> 00:04:30,233 By eating a protein bar. 126 00:04:30,257 --> 00:04:33,278 - [PAGER BEEPING] - Hm. Duty calls. 127 00:04:33,302 --> 00:04:34,668 Well, maybe. 128 00:04:40,906 --> 00:04:41,917 So what you got? 129 00:04:41,941 --> 00:04:43,852 Lucas Jarvis. Nail gun mishap. 130 00:04:43,876 --> 00:04:45,542 It slipped. 131 00:04:45,721 --> 00:04:47,099 Well, Mr. Jarvis, you're very lucky. 132 00:04:47,123 --> 00:04:48,600 This is lucky? 133 00:04:48,624 --> 00:04:50,068 Well, the fact that your new nail appendage 134 00:04:50,092 --> 00:04:52,338 missed the bone in every one of your fingers is. 135 00:04:52,362 --> 00:04:53,739 You know what? 136 00:04:53,763 --> 00:04:55,274 Don't you dare. 137 00:04:55,298 --> 00:04:56,842 - I'm thinking Dr... - Turan. 138 00:04:56,866 --> 00:04:58,143 Dr. Turan here gets to practice 139 00:04:58,167 --> 00:04:59,773 her nail extraction skills. 140 00:04:59,798 --> 00:05:01,275 Now, a little numbing agent 141 00:05:01,299 --> 00:05:02,910 and some gentle retrograde pressure, 142 00:05:02,934 --> 00:05:04,011 and that sucker should come right out. 143 00:05:04,035 --> 00:05:05,246 - Dr. Shin... - You got this? 144 00:05:05,270 --> 00:05:06,848 Yeah. 145 00:05:06,872 --> 00:05:08,249 - Dr. Shin! - Mm? 146 00:05:08,273 --> 00:05:09,572 Where are you going? 147 00:05:09,893 --> 00:05:11,538 Nap time. 148 00:05:11,562 --> 00:05:13,395 [CHUCKLES] 149 00:05:15,299 --> 00:05:17,110 I don't want to hear it. My friend is sick, 150 00:05:17,134 --> 00:05:18,311 another is gone, this hospital is slammed, 151 00:05:18,335 --> 00:05:20,046 and I'm gonna need you to be a team player 152 00:05:20,070 --> 00:05:21,214 for once, do you understand? 153 00:05:21,238 --> 00:05:22,315 I'm always a team player. 154 00:05:22,339 --> 00:05:23,917 Kit Brower, 25. 155 00:05:23,941 --> 00:05:25,084 Multiple lacs from a large explosion 156 00:05:25,108 --> 00:05:26,119 at his home. 157 00:05:26,143 --> 00:05:28,417 What exploded? What's that smell? 158 00:05:28,442 --> 00:05:29,786 I make beer. 159 00:05:29,810 --> 00:05:31,521 My fermenting vat... 160 00:05:31,545 --> 00:05:33,211 Book an OR right now. 161 00:05:34,281 --> 00:05:35,694 Grab a side. 162 00:05:36,683 --> 00:05:38,928 Nurse, I need two units of O-neg on a bear-hugger. 163 00:05:38,952 --> 00:05:40,897 Hold on, the entire wing is contaminated. 164 00:05:40,921 --> 00:05:43,900 No more surgeries until we can disinfect every OR. 165 00:05:43,924 --> 00:05:45,134 Hey, welcome to New Amsterdam. 166 00:05:45,158 --> 00:05:47,437 Oh, yeah. Great place. 167 00:05:47,461 --> 00:05:49,038 But look, he needs surgery right now. 168 00:05:49,062 --> 00:05:51,835 - How about an ICU? - Attendant's in quarantine. 169 00:05:52,733 --> 00:05:54,677 I got a place in mind. We got to turn around. 170 00:05:54,701 --> 00:05:55,678 Thanks. 171 00:05:55,702 --> 00:05:58,615 [SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC] 172 00:05:58,639 --> 00:06:00,839 ♪ ♪ 173 00:06:01,548 --> 00:06:02,391 You guys need something here? 174 00:06:02,415 --> 00:06:04,126 Yeah, we're commandeering your rig. 175 00:06:04,150 --> 00:06:05,161 - Help me get him in. - Wait, where are we going? 176 00:06:05,185 --> 00:06:07,063 Nowhere... we're doing the surgery right here. 177 00:06:07,087 --> 00:06:09,098 Grab an OR tray and any supplies you need. 178 00:06:09,122 --> 00:06:12,702 ♪ ♪ 179 00:06:12,726 --> 00:06:13,669 You in? 180 00:06:13,693 --> 00:06:20,765 ♪ ♪ 181 00:06:23,470 --> 00:06:24,714 This is trouble. 182 00:06:24,738 --> 00:06:26,280 When the glass tank exploded, 183 00:06:26,305 --> 00:06:27,916 it blew apart the housing cabinet, 184 00:06:27,940 --> 00:06:31,219 pieces of which are all over Kip's abdomen. 185 00:06:31,243 --> 00:06:32,954 If wood doesn't show up on an X-ray. 186 00:06:32,978 --> 00:06:35,086 How are we gonna find all the splinters? 187 00:06:35,714 --> 00:06:37,692 BP's dropping. 188 00:06:37,716 --> 00:06:39,716 Turn off all the lights and cover all the windows. 189 00:06:42,277 --> 00:06:43,843 Now, flip that switch to your right. 190 00:06:45,780 --> 00:06:48,893 Certain types of hardwood turn fluorescent in blacklight. 191 00:06:48,917 --> 00:06:49,994 This ambulance has a UV light 192 00:06:50,018 --> 00:06:51,684 to keep infection under control. 193 00:06:52,091 --> 00:06:53,173 Are you just gonna sit there? 194 00:06:53,197 --> 00:06:55,565 Everybody chips in, everybody helps, right? 195 00:06:59,398 --> 00:07:02,110 [SIGHS] Ready to drive now? 196 00:07:02,134 --> 00:07:03,845 [SIREN WAILS] 197 00:07:03,869 --> 00:07:05,347 You know, when I saw the shards of wood, 198 00:07:05,371 --> 00:07:07,004 I honestly didn't think he was gonna make it. 199 00:07:09,709 --> 00:07:10,752 What are you saying? 200 00:07:10,776 --> 00:07:12,142 I'm saying... 201 00:07:14,793 --> 00:07:16,224 Just what I said. 202 00:07:16,248 --> 00:07:18,189 Oh, okay. 203 00:07:18,214 --> 00:07:20,793 'Cause, you know, that kinda sounded like a compliment. 204 00:07:20,817 --> 00:07:23,529 Would you like a gold star on your report card? 205 00:07:23,553 --> 00:07:25,186 [CHUCKLING] No. 206 00:07:25,445 --> 00:07:26,722 But if you're gonna compliment me, 207 00:07:26,746 --> 00:07:28,223 it should sound like a compliment. 208 00:07:28,247 --> 00:07:30,225 It was implied. 209 00:07:30,249 --> 00:07:32,528 Despite the fact that you took a job in a public hospital 210 00:07:32,552 --> 00:07:33,963 and then refused to help. 211 00:07:33,987 --> 00:07:35,313 [SIGHS] 212 00:07:36,289 --> 00:07:38,000 I didn't take the job to help out everyone. 213 00:07:38,024 --> 00:07:40,527 I took the job to save trauma victims. 214 00:07:41,628 --> 00:07:43,806 If a patient who needs a trauma surgeon rolls up, 215 00:07:43,830 --> 00:07:46,075 I need to be at the top of my game. 216 00:07:46,099 --> 00:07:48,044 And that may require a shower or a nap 217 00:07:48,068 --> 00:07:49,979 or a protein bar, 218 00:07:50,003 --> 00:07:52,215 but whatever it takes, I'm gonna do it, 219 00:07:52,239 --> 00:07:53,957 because I need to be ready. 220 00:07:54,766 --> 00:07:57,467 Self-care saves lives. 221 00:07:58,309 --> 00:08:01,143 Might not be the New Amsterdam way, but... 222 00:08:01,306 --> 00:08:02,472 it's my way. 223 00:08:04,743 --> 00:08:06,042 What? 224 00:08:08,013 --> 00:08:10,056 Nothing, um... 225 00:08:11,283 --> 00:08:13,268 that makes perfect sense. 226 00:08:14,119 --> 00:08:15,964 But? 227 00:08:15,988 --> 00:08:19,482 But I save lives every day too. 228 00:08:20,203 --> 00:08:21,535 And without naps. 229 00:08:21,560 --> 00:08:24,472 [SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC] 230 00:08:24,496 --> 00:08:26,107 ♪ ♪ 231 00:08:26,131 --> 00:08:28,210 [CHUCKLES] 232 00:08:28,234 --> 00:08:34,269 ♪ ♪ 233 00:08:38,235 --> 00:08:41,005 _ 234 00:08:41,146 --> 00:08:44,376 [WARM MUSIC] 235 00:08:44,401 --> 00:08:47,680 It was totally packed. I mean, every seat was taken, 236 00:08:47,704 --> 00:08:50,083 but I desperately wanted the aisle. 237 00:08:50,107 --> 00:08:52,018 So I swapped with her 238 00:08:52,042 --> 00:08:54,020 and endured the horrific middle seat like a proper gentleman. 239 00:08:54,044 --> 00:08:57,500 And the rest as they say is history. 240 00:08:57,525 --> 00:08:59,826 [LAUGHS] 241 00:08:59,850 --> 00:09:01,160 So how 'bout you? How'd you two meet? 242 00:09:01,184 --> 00:09:03,796 ♪ ♪ 243 00:09:03,820 --> 00:09:06,899 Uh, that is a very funny story actually, 244 00:09:06,923 --> 00:09:10,024 because I work for the, uh, Yankees. 245 00:09:12,077 --> 00:09:14,122 Don't be modest, babe. 246 00:09:14,146 --> 00:09:16,158 He's the general manager. 247 00:09:16,182 --> 00:09:19,027 And I, believe it or not... I worked for the Mets. 248 00:09:19,051 --> 00:09:20,162 The Mets. 249 00:09:20,186 --> 00:09:21,163 And she's their general manager. 250 00:09:21,187 --> 00:09:22,931 Wait. Seriously? 251 00:09:22,955 --> 00:09:23,932 Yeah, I know. It's kind of hard to believe, 252 00:09:23,956 --> 00:09:25,634 - but it's... - We met at 253 00:09:25,658 --> 00:09:27,002 - a General Managers Convention. - That's... yeah... 254 00:09:27,026 --> 00:09:28,236 Wait, I didn't even know those were a thing. 255 00:09:28,260 --> 00:09:29,671 Oh, yeah. No, no, no. 256 00:09:29,695 --> 00:09:30,539 We don't call it inside baseball for nothing. 257 00:09:30,563 --> 00:09:32,507 - [LAUGHS] You're funny. - Dad! Mom! 258 00:09:32,531 --> 00:09:34,356 Come look at this! 259 00:09:34,381 --> 00:09:36,293 - Coming, honey. - [CHUCKLES] 260 00:09:36,317 --> 00:09:38,050 - It was so nice to meet you. - You too. 261 00:09:38,713 --> 00:09:40,563 You guys are like the perfect family. 262 00:09:40,587 --> 00:09:41,731 [ALL CHUCKLING] 263 00:09:41,755 --> 00:09:42,999 - All right, bye. - Bye. 264 00:09:43,023 --> 00:09:44,256 - See ya. - Bye. 265 00:09:47,212 --> 00:09:48,189 [CHUCKLES] 266 00:09:48,213 --> 00:09:50,258 Hey. What are you doing? 267 00:09:50,282 --> 00:09:51,559 Mmm. 268 00:09:51,583 --> 00:09:54,962 [REFLECTIVE MUSIC] 269 00:09:54,986 --> 00:09:59,575 ♪ ♪ 270 00:09:59,599 --> 00:10:03,623 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 271 00:10:07,605 --> 00:10:09,505 Oh. 272 00:10:10,151 --> 00:10:12,180 Hey, buddy. You okay? 273 00:10:12,204 --> 00:10:13,847 Hey, buddy. Wanna get up? 274 00:10:15,189 --> 00:10:16,655 Oh, you got it? 275 00:10:16,680 --> 00:10:19,285 ♪ ♪ 276 00:10:19,473 --> 00:10:20,906 - Liam. - Hi. 277 00:10:20,931 --> 00:10:22,700 I'm... I'm so sorry about that. 278 00:10:22,725 --> 00:10:23,959 How'd you get so far ahead of me, buddy? 279 00:10:23,984 --> 00:10:25,281 No, no. That's okay. 280 00:10:25,306 --> 00:10:26,354 Um, I don't mean to pry, 281 00:10:26,378 --> 00:10:28,545 but does your son often have difficulty standing? 282 00:10:28,838 --> 00:10:29,815 - Uh... - He's always been 283 00:10:29,839 --> 00:10:31,550 a bit clumsy, but... 284 00:10:31,574 --> 00:10:33,641 - Nothing out of the ordinary. - Yeah, why? 285 00:10:35,044 --> 00:10:37,623 Only asking because I'm a doctor. 286 00:10:37,647 --> 00:10:39,280 Do you have a pediatrician? 287 00:10:40,432 --> 00:10:41,818 Not at the moment. 288 00:10:41,850 --> 00:10:43,528 Um, um, we just moved here, 289 00:10:43,552 --> 00:10:45,597 and with everything we're... we're still... 290 00:10:45,621 --> 00:10:47,766 - Does... - Liam. 291 00:10:47,790 --> 00:10:51,307 Liam, does he have, um, difficulty going upstairs, 292 00:10:51,331 --> 00:10:54,428 or does he get tired easily? 293 00:10:55,497 --> 00:10:57,307 Why, is... 294 00:10:58,300 --> 00:10:59,844 Something wrong with him? 295 00:10:59,868 --> 00:11:02,214 How about this? Come to New Amsterdam with me, 296 00:11:02,238 --> 00:11:05,105 let me run a few tests just to be sure. 297 00:11:07,850 --> 00:11:09,416 [SIGHS] 298 00:11:09,441 --> 00:11:11,052 - Lead the way. - Okay. 299 00:11:11,076 --> 00:11:13,021 Mm, come here, buddy. [GRUNTS] 300 00:11:13,045 --> 00:11:15,957 [UPBEAT PERCUSSIVE MUSIC] 301 00:11:15,981 --> 00:11:18,415 ♪ ♪ 302 00:11:18,761 --> 00:11:19,905 - Wha... - Oh! 303 00:11:19,929 --> 00:11:21,640 - [GRUNTS] - Mom. 304 00:11:21,664 --> 00:11:23,324 Darling, you can't just go barreling into people like that. 305 00:11:23,348 --> 00:11:24,879 You're gonna break my arm or something. 306 00:11:24,903 --> 00:11:27,482 Okay, okay, look, I love all the time we've spent together, 307 00:11:27,506 --> 00:11:29,047 - I do, but... - Aw, me too, sweetheart. 308 00:11:29,071 --> 00:11:30,682 You cannot just show up here every... 309 00:11:30,706 --> 00:11:32,451 whenever you wanna see me, okay? 310 00:11:32,475 --> 00:11:34,920 We need boundaries. 311 00:11:34,944 --> 00:11:38,123 I know. I agree, and I understand. 312 00:11:38,147 --> 00:11:40,592 - But I'm not here to see you. - Hmm? 313 00:11:40,616 --> 00:11:43,350 ♪ ♪ 314 00:11:43,745 --> 00:11:45,690 I hope you have a fabulous day. 315 00:11:45,714 --> 00:11:47,232 Okay. 316 00:11:47,849 --> 00:11:51,462 [MYSTERIOUS MUSIC] 317 00:11:51,486 --> 00:11:52,530 ♪ ♪ 318 00:11:52,554 --> 00:11:54,632 Casey, hi. Shh. 319 00:11:54,656 --> 00:11:57,401 - [WHISPERING INAUDIBLY] - Okay, okay. 320 00:11:57,425 --> 00:11:59,403 [BOTH WHISPERING] 321 00:11:59,427 --> 00:12:00,771 Thank you so much. Yeah. 322 00:12:00,795 --> 00:12:04,675 ♪ ♪ 323 00:12:04,699 --> 00:12:06,911 Has my mother been harassing you? 324 00:12:06,935 --> 00:12:08,701 I don't know your mother. 325 00:12:09,103 --> 00:12:12,405 I just saw you two out in the hall. 326 00:12:13,274 --> 00:12:16,320 Oh, yeah, that's right. Uh, we just met. 327 00:12:16,344 --> 00:12:18,144 You were hugging. 328 00:12:19,113 --> 00:12:20,224 - Were we? - Yeah. 329 00:12:20,248 --> 00:12:22,214 Incoming! 330 00:12:23,017 --> 00:12:25,930 Construction scaffolding collapsed near 46th and Lex. 331 00:12:25,954 --> 00:12:27,631 There's five more after this one. 332 00:12:27,655 --> 00:12:31,057 Okay, let's, uh, get them to Bay 23 and um, page Ortho. 333 00:12:31,459 --> 00:12:32,903 Okay, we got multiple burns. 334 00:12:32,927 --> 00:12:34,338 Let's start a line. I'm'na be right back. 335 00:12:34,362 --> 00:12:37,240 [CRYING] There's so much blood. 336 00:12:37,264 --> 00:12:39,042 Okay, you just need some stitches, okay? 337 00:12:39,066 --> 00:12:40,410 Let's get her to Bay 29. 338 00:12:40,434 --> 00:12:43,135 Hang two liters normal saline wide open. 339 00:12:43,955 --> 00:12:45,791 You see anything that interests you today? 340 00:12:45,815 --> 00:12:48,594 Mmm, nope. 341 00:12:48,618 --> 00:12:51,296 Always a pleasure, Dr. Shin. 342 00:12:51,320 --> 00:12:53,721 Kay, keep breathing. Keep breathing. 343 00:12:54,891 --> 00:12:56,235 Do you know what this is? 344 00:12:56,259 --> 00:12:58,270 If I say yes, will you not tell me? 345 00:12:58,294 --> 00:13:00,038 No, it's the needlessly complicated 346 00:13:00,062 --> 00:13:01,721 and brain-numbingly detailed application 347 00:13:01,745 --> 00:13:03,791 for the state hospital accreditation review. 348 00:13:03,832 --> 00:13:05,787 Hmm, don't you have another year until that's due? 349 00:13:05,811 --> 00:13:07,950 Yes, we do, but if I wait that long it's never gonna get done, 350 00:13:07,974 --> 00:13:10,915 so if we just knock this out today, it'll be off our plates. 351 00:13:10,939 --> 00:13:12,402 I think... I think you mean your plate. 352 00:13:12,426 --> 00:13:14,819 Uh, our plate. Like, shared plate. 353 00:13:14,843 --> 00:13:16,454 Like tapas, you know? Two hours. 354 00:13:16,478 --> 00:13:17,622 - Tops. - Fine. 355 00:13:17,646 --> 00:13:19,290 - Great. - See you after work. 356 00:13:19,314 --> 00:13:21,559 [LIVELY PERCUSSIVE MUSIC] 357 00:13:21,583 --> 00:13:23,361 Plasma exchange is still considered 358 00:13:23,385 --> 00:13:26,130 to be one of the most effective first-line therapies 359 00:13:26,154 --> 00:13:28,232 for autoimmune encephalitis. 360 00:13:28,256 --> 00:13:30,368 They didn't have hazelnut, honey. 361 00:13:30,392 --> 00:13:32,170 [SIGHS] Of course they didn't. 362 00:13:32,194 --> 00:13:34,394 - Mmm. - Your husband is all set. 363 00:13:34,811 --> 00:13:36,522 The process will take several hours, 364 00:13:36,546 --> 00:13:38,624 but I will check on you in a bit. 365 00:13:38,648 --> 00:13:40,414 At least I brought a book. 366 00:13:41,718 --> 00:13:43,384 Hang on. Dr. Kapoor. 367 00:13:46,909 --> 00:13:48,742 What's going on with you? 368 00:13:49,103 --> 00:13:50,455 What's going on? 369 00:13:50,479 --> 00:13:53,358 You look different from our last visit. 370 00:13:53,382 --> 00:13:54,592 [LAUGHS] Do I? 371 00:13:54,616 --> 00:13:55,593 Don't be modest. 372 00:13:55,617 --> 00:13:57,729 Well, I can't imagine... 373 00:13:57,753 --> 00:13:59,497 Whatever you're doing... 374 00:13:59,521 --> 00:14:00,932 ♪ ♪ 375 00:14:00,956 --> 00:14:02,534 It's working for you. 376 00:14:02,558 --> 00:14:04,435 ♪ ♪ 377 00:14:04,459 --> 00:14:06,404 Mmm. 378 00:14:06,428 --> 00:14:10,263 ♪ ♪ 379 00:14:10,725 --> 00:14:11,735 Congratulations, 380 00:14:11,759 --> 00:14:14,438 you are officially halfway through your chemotherapy. 381 00:14:14,462 --> 00:14:16,474 Does my ovarian cancer know that? 382 00:14:16,498 --> 00:14:18,409 How have you been doing at home? 383 00:14:18,433 --> 00:14:20,700 Humble. Can't eat. 384 00:14:20,985 --> 00:14:24,564 Can't get outta bed. Can't even shower by myself. 385 00:14:24,588 --> 00:14:27,567 If not for Oliver, I don't know what I'd do. 386 00:14:27,591 --> 00:14:29,425 "In sickness and in health." 387 00:14:29,744 --> 00:14:31,755 Guess you should've read the fine print. 388 00:14:31,779 --> 00:14:33,323 [CHUCKLES] 389 00:14:33,347 --> 00:14:35,659 [OMINOUS MUSIC] 390 00:14:35,683 --> 00:14:38,929 What? What is it? 391 00:14:38,953 --> 00:14:41,820 Lena has necrotizing fasciitis on her calf... 392 00:14:42,173 --> 00:14:43,567 From the cancer? 393 00:14:43,591 --> 00:14:46,354 No, it started as a small cut that got infected. 394 00:14:46,378 --> 00:14:47,955 We need to get her to the ED straight away. 395 00:14:47,979 --> 00:14:49,824 I can't believe I missed a cut. 396 00:14:49,848 --> 00:14:51,692 I guess I just never look at the back of her legs. 397 00:14:51,716 --> 00:14:52,927 It's okay. These things happen. 398 00:14:52,951 --> 00:14:57,898 ♪ ♪ 399 00:14:57,922 --> 00:14:59,667 Dr. Ignatius Frome 400 00:14:59,691 --> 00:15:02,670 is offered as administrator to the appellant's 401 00:15:02,694 --> 00:15:05,272 ERPOmandated psychological evaluation. 402 00:15:05,296 --> 00:15:06,973 Mr. Phillips, do you accept? 403 00:15:10,768 --> 00:15:12,413 We do. 404 00:15:12,437 --> 00:15:14,070 State of New York? 405 00:15:14,455 --> 00:15:16,700 - Good by us, Your Honor. - So ordered. 406 00:15:16,724 --> 00:15:18,402 We'll reconvene once Mr. Phillip's evaluation 407 00:15:18,426 --> 00:15:19,503 is complete. 408 00:15:19,527 --> 00:15:21,326 We're adjourned. 409 00:15:27,234 --> 00:15:29,813 Brendan, hi. Dr. Frome. 410 00:15:29,837 --> 00:15:31,804 I can't believe this is happening. 411 00:15:32,181 --> 00:15:33,725 Well, why don't we take a little walk up to my office, 412 00:15:33,749 --> 00:15:35,415 and we'll have a chat, okay? 413 00:15:37,085 --> 00:15:40,331 How do the cops have any right to take away my gun? 414 00:15:40,355 --> 00:15:41,966 I'm trained, and I'm licensed... 415 00:15:41,990 --> 00:15:44,235 Well, yeah, the issue is not if you're licensed. 416 00:15:44,259 --> 00:15:45,870 The Red Flag Law was put in place 417 00:15:45,894 --> 00:15:47,405 to determine if you are an immediate danger to yourself 418 00:15:47,429 --> 00:15:49,073 or to others. That's it. 419 00:15:49,097 --> 00:15:53,133 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 420 00:15:53,619 --> 00:15:55,752 I can't believe Ellie did this to me. 421 00:15:56,189 --> 00:15:58,428 Yeah, divorce makes people see the worst in each other, 422 00:15:58,452 --> 00:15:59,522 for sure, 423 00:15:59,546 --> 00:16:02,304 but that is why it's important to have an impartial evaluator 424 00:16:02,328 --> 00:16:05,016 in the process. You ready? 425 00:16:05,040 --> 00:16:08,231 ♪ ♪ 426 00:16:08,506 --> 00:16:10,785 Any idea why your wife would say you're so dangerous? 427 00:16:10,809 --> 00:16:12,709 Yeah. 428 00:16:12,955 --> 00:16:14,555 'Cause I almost killed her. 429 00:16:14,579 --> 00:16:21,517 ♪ ♪ 430 00:16:26,840 --> 00:16:28,117 Your feet make good drums. 431 00:16:28,141 --> 00:16:29,975 [CHUCKLES] 432 00:16:30,436 --> 00:16:31,569 Hey. 433 00:16:32,712 --> 00:16:34,812 Hey, we'll be right back. 434 00:16:40,621 --> 00:16:42,565 We sequenced your son's genes 435 00:16:42,589 --> 00:16:46,324 and were able to determine the cause of the mobility issues. 436 00:16:49,369 --> 00:16:51,202 It's bad, isn't it? 437 00:16:53,246 --> 00:16:56,268 Your son has what's known as DMD, 438 00:16:56,599 --> 00:16:58,643 Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy. 439 00:16:58,667 --> 00:17:01,912 It is a rapidly progressive degenerative disease 440 00:17:01,936 --> 00:17:05,166 that affects around 1 in 5,000 boys. 441 00:17:06,025 --> 00:17:08,926 But he's gonna be okay, right? 442 00:17:13,241 --> 00:17:16,820 There's no easy way to say this. 443 00:17:16,844 --> 00:17:19,757 There is no cure right now. 444 00:17:19,781 --> 00:17:24,595 As he ages he will experience continual muscle loss. 445 00:17:24,619 --> 00:17:27,898 He'll be confined to a wheelchair by his teens. 446 00:17:27,922 --> 00:17:33,070 And by his twenties, he will likely succumb to it. 447 00:17:33,094 --> 00:17:36,473 [SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC] 448 00:17:36,497 --> 00:17:37,748 I don't... 449 00:17:38,791 --> 00:17:40,334 how did he... 450 00:17:41,627 --> 00:17:43,614 It's inherited. 451 00:17:43,638 --> 00:17:46,612 It's a mutation of the dystrophin gene 452 00:17:46,636 --> 00:17:49,689 on the X chromosome passed down from mother to son. 453 00:17:49,713 --> 00:17:56,282 ♪ ♪ 454 00:17:58,436 --> 00:18:01,449 - I did this? - No. 455 00:18:01,473 --> 00:18:02,783 There's nothing you could've done. 456 00:18:02,807 --> 00:18:04,674 [CRIES] 457 00:18:07,111 --> 00:18:08,822 This can't be happening. 458 00:18:08,846 --> 00:18:11,449 [CRIES] My baby boy. 459 00:18:13,183 --> 00:18:14,849 Oh, my... 460 00:18:18,831 --> 00:18:20,801 - Thank you, Oliver. - Anything to help. 461 00:18:20,825 --> 00:18:24,626 Okay, you two just hang tight. 462 00:18:27,089 --> 00:18:28,700 I need to perform a debridement 463 00:18:28,724 --> 00:18:30,268 on Lena Luzan in Bay 28. 464 00:18:30,292 --> 00:18:32,671 - Local anesthesia or a top... - Little help here! 465 00:18:32,695 --> 00:18:34,940 [EKG BEEPING] 466 00:18:34,964 --> 00:18:36,575 - What happened? - No clue. 467 00:18:36,599 --> 00:18:37,876 His heart rate just fell off a cliff. 468 00:18:37,900 --> 00:18:41,346 - No warning. - The same thing over here! 469 00:18:41,370 --> 00:18:43,337 [EKGS BEEPING] 470 00:18:45,074 --> 00:18:47,586 Bradycardia! Need a crash cart, STAT! 471 00:18:47,610 --> 00:18:49,287 Two more crashing over here! 472 00:18:49,311 --> 00:18:51,823 [TENSE MUSIC] 473 00:18:51,847 --> 00:18:54,448 ♪ ♪ 474 00:18:54,884 --> 00:18:56,650 What the hell is happening? 475 00:18:57,411 --> 00:19:00,331 It's everyone who came in from the scaffolding accident. 476 00:19:02,532 --> 00:19:05,134 - At least everyone is stable. - What was that all about? 477 00:19:07,088 --> 00:19:08,858 And he emerges from the break room. 478 00:19:09,481 --> 00:19:10,958 To what do we owe this honor? 479 00:19:10,982 --> 00:19:13,594 We got a incoming trauma actually worth your time? 480 00:19:13,618 --> 00:19:15,429 [CHUCKLES] We'll see. 481 00:19:16,254 --> 00:19:17,473 Hey. 482 00:19:18,156 --> 00:19:19,367 Hey. 483 00:19:19,391 --> 00:19:21,302 - Incoming! - [DOORS CRASH OPEN] 484 00:19:21,326 --> 00:19:23,204 30-year-old male in MVA. 485 00:19:23,228 --> 00:19:26,007 1965 antique roadster versus a concrete divider. 486 00:19:26,031 --> 00:19:27,108 What is that? 487 00:19:27,132 --> 00:19:28,309 What's left of the steering column. 488 00:19:28,333 --> 00:19:31,034 Now we're talking. Right this way. 489 00:19:36,659 --> 00:19:38,141 "Hey." 490 00:19:38,953 --> 00:19:41,205 I have no idea what you're talking about. 491 00:19:43,099 --> 00:19:46,350 Maybe her hand just, like, grazed your leg accidentally. 492 00:19:46,374 --> 00:19:49,547 This woman definitely cupped my buttocks. 493 00:19:50,606 --> 00:19:52,685 That's a sentence I hoped never to hear out loud. 494 00:19:52,709 --> 00:19:54,420 Why is it so hard for you to believe 495 00:19:54,444 --> 00:19:57,211 that this woman is actually attracted to me? 496 00:19:58,151 --> 00:19:59,662 Because at Walter's last session, 497 00:19:59,686 --> 00:20:02,820 they kept going on and on about renewing their wedding vows. 498 00:20:03,102 --> 00:20:05,768 Yes. I guess timing is suspect. 499 00:20:05,792 --> 00:20:07,536 All I'm saying is, 500 00:20:07,560 --> 00:20:09,942 is it possible this is all in your head? 501 00:20:14,200 --> 00:20:18,136 [LIVELY PERCUSSIVE MUSIC] 502 00:20:18,551 --> 00:20:20,462 Robin. 503 00:20:20,486 --> 00:20:22,553 Uh, my husband's ready for his next round. 504 00:20:22,913 --> 00:20:25,600 The question is, are you? 505 00:20:25,624 --> 00:20:28,392 [CLEARS THROAT] 506 00:20:28,769 --> 00:20:30,747 There's a dozen active clinical trials 507 00:20:30,771 --> 00:20:32,259 studying potential treatments for Duchennes. 508 00:20:32,283 --> 00:20:35,167 Our job will be finding one that works for Liam. 509 00:20:35,191 --> 00:20:37,220 Oh, we're not picky, Dr. Goodwin. 510 00:20:37,244 --> 00:20:38,721 I know, but they are. 511 00:20:38,745 --> 00:20:41,458 Each trial has a rigid set of inclusion criteria 512 00:20:41,482 --> 00:20:44,393 and only accepts patients that meet them all. 513 00:20:45,452 --> 00:20:47,146 They don't make it easy. 514 00:20:48,821 --> 00:20:49,998 I say we start with the East Coast, 515 00:20:50,022 --> 00:20:52,033 and uh, look at gene therapy trials. 516 00:20:52,057 --> 00:20:53,690 See what we can find. 517 00:20:54,894 --> 00:20:56,693 I have to go to the bathroom. 518 00:20:57,365 --> 00:21:00,397 Okay, kiddo. Can you walk it? 519 00:21:00,901 --> 00:21:02,743 [LAUGHS] Okay. 520 00:21:02,767 --> 00:21:04,981 I gotcha. Up, up. 521 00:21:05,005 --> 00:21:06,783 [SIGHS] 522 00:21:06,807 --> 00:21:09,719 [SOMBER PIANO MUSIC] 523 00:21:09,743 --> 00:21:11,054 ♪ ♪ 524 00:21:11,078 --> 00:21:12,789 I was sound asleep. 525 00:21:12,813 --> 00:21:15,080 Around 1:00 a.m., I hear this noise. 526 00:21:15,483 --> 00:21:16,779 Someone's in the house. 527 00:21:16,803 --> 00:21:18,777 I grab my Glock, and I head downstairs. 528 00:21:18,801 --> 00:21:20,264 Was it loaded? 529 00:21:20,288 --> 00:21:21,986 [SCRIBBLING] 530 00:21:22,010 --> 00:21:23,855 Someone was breaking in. 531 00:21:23,879 --> 00:21:25,184 Where do you keep your gun? 532 00:21:26,602 --> 00:21:28,806 I was protecting my home. 533 00:21:28,830 --> 00:21:30,841 Last time I checked, it was my right. 534 00:21:30,865 --> 00:21:33,310 I don't have a record. Not even a misdemeanor. 535 00:21:33,334 --> 00:21:34,545 Okay, so, 536 00:21:34,569 --> 00:21:36,780 you were heading downstairs with your loaded gun. 537 00:21:36,804 --> 00:21:38,364 What happens next? 538 00:21:39,240 --> 00:21:41,151 I see someone in the dark. 539 00:21:41,175 --> 00:21:44,388 I raise my gun, I tell them to hit the floor, 540 00:21:44,412 --> 00:21:45,589 and then I realize it's Ellie. 541 00:21:45,613 --> 00:21:47,257 But you did aim your gun at her. 542 00:21:47,281 --> 00:21:49,293 [TENSE MUSIC] 543 00:21:49,317 --> 00:21:52,496 I mean, yeah. 544 00:21:52,520 --> 00:21:55,915 But I lowered it the second I knew it was her. 545 00:21:55,940 --> 00:21:57,651 Ellie claims that she was just there 546 00:21:57,675 --> 00:21:58,719 to pick up some of her stuff. 547 00:21:58,743 --> 00:22:00,442 Had she officially moved out? 548 00:22:01,612 --> 00:22:04,580 No, she'd just been staying at her sister's. 549 00:22:05,620 --> 00:22:07,966 Brendan, how would you say you're handling this divorce? 550 00:22:07,990 --> 00:22:10,168 That has nothing to do with anything. 551 00:22:10,192 --> 00:22:12,603 Well, except it does because I'm trying to get a better idea 552 00:22:12,627 --> 00:22:14,733 - of your mental state... - Do you own a gun? 553 00:22:15,130 --> 00:22:17,041 Do you own a gun? 554 00:22:17,065 --> 00:22:20,467 That's not... this is not about me. 555 00:22:20,948 --> 00:22:22,469 Are you sure about that? 556 00:22:23,993 --> 00:22:25,305 Tell me. 557 00:22:25,953 --> 00:22:27,839 Are you in favor of open carry? 558 00:22:27,863 --> 00:22:29,540 What about the Second Amendment? 559 00:22:29,564 --> 00:22:30,775 Brendan... 560 00:22:30,799 --> 00:22:32,477 I'm the one whose house got broken into. 561 00:22:32,501 --> 00:22:35,280 I'm the one whose rights are being stripped away, 562 00:22:35,304 --> 00:22:38,238 and you sit there, and you claim to be impartial, 563 00:22:38,757 --> 00:22:40,206 but from over here, 564 00:22:40,634 --> 00:22:43,309 it sure as hell seems your just another bleeding heart liberal 565 00:22:43,333 --> 00:22:47,047 who made up his mind the second he heard the word "gun." 566 00:22:52,646 --> 00:22:54,223 Well, that's very good news. 567 00:22:54,248 --> 00:22:56,526 Maybe we should cut it down to twice a week. 568 00:22:56,550 --> 00:22:58,161 Sorry to interrupt. Dr. Cholokian? 569 00:22:58,185 --> 00:22:59,829 - Yeah, you found him. - Great. 570 00:22:59,853 --> 00:23:00,897 You know, I was just reading up 571 00:23:00,921 --> 00:23:02,699 on your clinical collaboration 572 00:23:02,723 --> 00:23:04,701 with Children's in Sacramento and I... 573 00:23:04,725 --> 00:23:06,369 - Let me stop you right there. - Really? 574 00:23:06,393 --> 00:23:08,405 I haven't even gotten to the glowing praise part yet. 575 00:23:08,429 --> 00:23:11,241 You've heard about my DMD clinical trial 576 00:23:11,265 --> 00:23:13,500 because you have a patient you want to enroll. 577 00:23:14,752 --> 00:23:17,559 Well, uh, guilty as charged. 578 00:23:17,583 --> 00:23:19,282 Has your patient already submitted a pre-application 579 00:23:19,306 --> 00:23:21,620 to the Biomedical Research Application Portal? 580 00:23:21,644 --> 00:23:25,212 My patient just got the diagnosis this morning. 581 00:23:25,237 --> 00:23:27,916 I'll take that as a no. 582 00:23:27,940 --> 00:23:29,225 Uh... 583 00:23:30,275 --> 00:23:32,721 yeah, I was just thinking that, uh... 584 00:23:32,745 --> 00:23:34,230 What, you could sweet-talk me? 585 00:23:35,814 --> 00:23:38,727 You don't think I want to help as many children as I can? 586 00:23:38,751 --> 00:23:40,328 I do. 587 00:23:40,352 --> 00:23:42,530 But my trial has over two dozen exclusion criteria 588 00:23:42,554 --> 00:23:43,832 for a reason. 589 00:23:43,856 --> 00:23:45,567 We have limited resources to work with. 590 00:23:45,591 --> 00:23:47,535 I know, I read your criteria. Trust me. 591 00:23:47,559 --> 00:23:49,467 Liam Cafferty is a perfect fit. 592 00:23:49,491 --> 00:23:51,406 There is no perfect fit. 593 00:23:51,430 --> 00:23:52,748 Except for Liam. 594 00:23:53,499 --> 00:23:55,829 He's six and a half, he loves building with blocks, 595 00:23:55,854 --> 00:23:56,865 and right now, 596 00:23:56,889 --> 00:23:59,204 he doesn't qualify for any other gene therapy trial 597 00:23:59,228 --> 00:24:02,837 in the country, so this could be his only shot... 598 00:24:02,861 --> 00:24:04,873 You know why we only accept 599 00:24:04,897 --> 00:24:06,174 patients through the online portal? 600 00:24:06,198 --> 00:24:08,810 So we can remove the advantage of privilege. 601 00:24:08,834 --> 00:24:11,613 Like you cornering me in my lab 602 00:24:11,637 --> 00:24:14,237 to make a personal plea for one patient. 603 00:24:14,745 --> 00:24:17,648 - I'm sorry, Dr... - Goodwin. 604 00:24:17,672 --> 00:24:21,995 Medical director at, uh, New Amsterdam, 605 00:24:22,019 --> 00:24:23,897 where you dump a lot of your patients 606 00:24:23,921 --> 00:24:26,500 to keep your infection rates low. 607 00:24:26,524 --> 00:24:28,836 So tell me again about privilege. 608 00:24:28,860 --> 00:24:30,938 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 609 00:24:30,962 --> 00:24:32,873 Two conditions. 610 00:24:32,897 --> 00:24:35,309 First: I need a psyche eval of the boy by the end of the day 611 00:24:35,333 --> 00:24:37,244 along with a completed pre-application form. 612 00:24:37,268 --> 00:24:38,278 Done. 613 00:24:38,302 --> 00:24:39,913 Second: he'll need to pass 614 00:24:39,937 --> 00:24:41,289 his physical fitness requirements. 615 00:24:41,313 --> 00:24:42,438 Got it. 616 00:24:42,933 --> 00:24:44,299 Thank you. 617 00:24:47,879 --> 00:24:49,289 Casey? 618 00:24:49,313 --> 00:24:50,824 Zoll pads are working for now. 619 00:24:50,848 --> 00:24:53,115 As if being crushed by falling scaffolding wasn't enough. 620 00:24:53,139 --> 00:24:55,969 Whatever they were all exposed to, it's not messing around. 621 00:24:55,994 --> 00:24:58,039 The sputum samples should be back in a few hours. 622 00:24:58,063 --> 00:25:00,742 Okay, well, uh, until then, you, uh, 623 00:25:00,766 --> 00:25:03,277 care to tell me why you and my mother were hugging? 624 00:25:03,301 --> 00:25:04,453 [CHUCKLES] 625 00:25:04,478 --> 00:25:05,480 Lauren, I already told you... 626 00:25:05,504 --> 00:25:06,781 Ooh, God, here we go. 627 00:25:06,805 --> 00:25:08,905 This is Jake Holstein all over again... 628 00:25:09,258 --> 00:25:11,837 I feel like you want me to ask who Jake Holstein is. 629 00:25:11,861 --> 00:25:13,805 No, I don't need you to ask. 630 00:25:13,829 --> 00:25:16,913 Jake Holstein was this super cool senior 631 00:25:16,937 --> 00:25:18,677 who liked me when I was a freshman. 632 00:25:18,701 --> 00:25:20,312 But every time he would try to hang out with me, 633 00:25:20,336 --> 00:25:21,813 he would get dragged into these 634 00:25:21,837 --> 00:25:24,296 long, flirty conversations with my mother, 635 00:25:24,321 --> 00:25:26,399 because Jeanie always has to be the focus 636 00:25:26,423 --> 00:25:27,776 - of every guy in the room. - [BEEPING] 637 00:25:27,800 --> 00:25:29,570 I need a code team here! 638 00:25:30,093 --> 00:25:31,270 Lena. 639 00:25:31,294 --> 00:25:32,681 Lena! 640 00:25:35,084 --> 00:25:37,036 Her heart rate just crashed out of nowhere. 641 00:25:37,086 --> 00:25:38,379 Is she going to be okay? 642 00:25:38,403 --> 00:25:40,779 We're working on it, sir. Please give us some room. 643 00:25:40,803 --> 00:25:43,378 Sudden drop in heart rate, normal O2 saturation. 644 00:25:43,402 --> 00:25:45,084 Same symptoms as the construction site. 645 00:25:45,108 --> 00:25:46,652 But Lena came from me. 646 00:25:46,676 --> 00:25:48,447 She was never near the accident. 647 00:25:48,845 --> 00:25:50,823 So whatever's happening to our patients, 648 00:25:50,847 --> 00:25:52,725 we're the ones doing it to them. 649 00:25:52,749 --> 00:25:54,515 [TENSE MUSIC] 650 00:25:59,102 --> 00:26:00,677 - Uh, you okay? - What? 651 00:26:00,701 --> 00:26:02,583 Hi. Um... 652 00:26:02,607 --> 00:26:05,718 I might be making premature judgments from a place of bias. 653 00:26:05,772 --> 00:26:09,452 That's great, because I need you to blindly sign this. 654 00:26:09,476 --> 00:26:11,187 Whatever happened to, "how can I help"? 655 00:26:11,211 --> 00:26:12,455 No, don't have time for that. This is a psyche eval 656 00:26:12,479 --> 00:26:13,489 for a patient you're never gonna meet. 657 00:26:13,513 --> 00:26:15,157 Max, I'm... I'm actually struggling with something 658 00:26:15,181 --> 00:26:16,299 really big right now, 659 00:26:16,323 --> 00:26:17,593 I don't think cutting corners is the best... 660 00:26:17,617 --> 00:26:19,228 His name is Liam Cafferty. 661 00:26:19,252 --> 00:26:21,297 He is a 6-year-old boy with Duchennes. 662 00:26:21,321 --> 00:26:22,965 Right now he is struggling 663 00:26:22,989 --> 00:26:25,876 to get into the only clinical trial in this country 664 00:26:25,900 --> 00:26:28,847 that could possibly extend his life. 665 00:26:28,871 --> 00:26:31,073 [PERCUSSIVE MUSIC] 666 00:26:31,097 --> 00:26:32,875 ♪ ♪ 667 00:26:32,899 --> 00:26:34,176 - You're the best, buddy. - Um... 668 00:26:34,200 --> 00:26:35,878 Thanks. 669 00:26:35,902 --> 00:26:38,848 ♪ ♪ 670 00:26:38,872 --> 00:26:41,283 - Iggy, Iggy. - Hi. 671 00:26:41,308 --> 00:26:42,356 I need your advice. 672 00:26:42,380 --> 00:26:44,213 No, actually, BJ, I'm going through something big. 673 00:26:44,237 --> 00:26:45,182 I need you to maybe... 674 00:26:45,206 --> 00:26:46,662 I am being sexually propositioned 675 00:26:46,686 --> 00:26:48,273 by a patient's wife. 676 00:26:48,802 --> 00:26:51,093 My God, everyone has such good comebacks today. 677 00:26:52,246 --> 00:26:53,846 All right, okay, all right, I'll bite. 678 00:26:54,167 --> 00:26:56,333 Are you sure that she's hitting on you? 679 00:26:56,358 --> 00:26:57,858 Why is it so difficult for anyone to believe it? 680 00:26:57,883 --> 00:26:58,942 Mm, mmm... 681 00:26:58,967 --> 00:27:00,406 That woman rubbed my shoulders, 682 00:27:00,431 --> 00:27:02,732 she whispered into my ear, and she cupped my bottom. 683 00:27:02,757 --> 00:27:04,423 Please tell me what to do. Please. 684 00:27:04,464 --> 00:27:05,741 Oh, okay. 685 00:27:05,765 --> 00:27:07,510 Well, actually, that does sound a lot 686 00:27:07,534 --> 00:27:10,246 - like "erotic transference." - [SPEAKING HINDI] 687 00:27:10,270 --> 00:27:11,547 Okay, let me explain. I'll explain it. 688 00:27:11,571 --> 00:27:13,649 If someone is in a heightened emotional state, 689 00:27:13,673 --> 00:27:15,384 often times they will redirect their emotions 690 00:27:15,408 --> 00:27:16,752 to their therapist or their doctor, okay? 691 00:27:16,776 --> 00:27:18,220 Hmm. 692 00:27:18,244 --> 00:27:19,794 She's vulnerable, she's grateful, 693 00:27:19,818 --> 00:27:21,422 she's probably isn't even fully aware that she's doing it, 694 00:27:21,446 --> 00:27:23,359 so just talk to her. 695 00:27:23,383 --> 00:27:25,075 Let her know you want to keep the relationship professional, 696 00:27:25,099 --> 00:27:27,363 and the bottom cupping should subside. 697 00:27:27,387 --> 00:27:28,864 Thank you. Thank you. 698 00:27:28,888 --> 00:27:31,767 - [SPEAKING HINDI] - All right. 699 00:27:31,791 --> 00:27:34,704 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 700 00:27:34,728 --> 00:27:41,633 ♪ ♪ 701 00:27:45,998 --> 00:27:48,043 Maybe you want to stretch your legs, 702 00:27:48,067 --> 00:27:49,244 get a breath of fresh air? 703 00:27:49,268 --> 00:27:50,912 You've been sitting vigil all day. 704 00:27:50,936 --> 00:27:54,406 Yeah, I'm fine right here. 705 00:27:55,407 --> 00:27:59,517 Can I ask, do you have anyone helping out at home? 706 00:27:59,541 --> 00:28:02,239 Just me. And that is fine. 707 00:28:02,263 --> 00:28:03,580 I don't mind. 708 00:28:04,057 --> 00:28:06,102 It must be so overwhelming. 709 00:28:06,126 --> 00:28:08,830 Lena's always been the one to take care of me, 710 00:28:08,854 --> 00:28:12,809 so when she got sick, I knew it was my turn to step up. 711 00:28:12,833 --> 00:28:14,777 And I wanted to. 712 00:28:14,801 --> 00:28:17,102 I wanted to take care of her. 713 00:28:17,679 --> 00:28:21,707 Cooking, bathing, whatever she needs... 714 00:28:21,731 --> 00:28:23,008 ♪ ♪ 715 00:28:23,285 --> 00:28:24,651 I handle it. 716 00:28:25,020 --> 00:28:26,313 Oliver, 717 00:28:26,922 --> 00:28:29,901 when was the last time you took time for yourself? 718 00:28:29,925 --> 00:28:32,158 ♪ ♪ 719 00:28:32,961 --> 00:28:34,853 I'm okay, Dr. Sharpe. 720 00:28:35,405 --> 00:28:37,189 Really, I'm fine. 721 00:28:38,297 --> 00:28:40,597 Right now, my focus is my wife. 722 00:28:43,255 --> 00:28:45,489 She's all that matters. 723 00:28:47,868 --> 00:28:50,921 Okay, Brendan. Sorry about that. 724 00:28:51,892 --> 00:28:53,458 [CLEARS THROAT] 725 00:28:55,041 --> 00:28:56,407 [SIGHS] 726 00:28:57,883 --> 00:28:59,416 I own a gun. 727 00:29:01,932 --> 00:29:05,062 A Cricket .22. It was a gift from my old man. 728 00:29:06,603 --> 00:29:08,420 Yeah, I was, um, 729 00:29:09,231 --> 00:29:11,264 I was eight when he gave it to me. 730 00:29:12,109 --> 00:29:13,966 And I was so excited because 731 00:29:14,611 --> 00:29:16,408 that gun meant that I could finally go hunting 732 00:29:16,432 --> 00:29:17,904 with him and my brother. 733 00:29:18,298 --> 00:29:20,264 So you have a kid's gun? 734 00:29:20,826 --> 00:29:22,044 Well, growing up in Wisconsin, 735 00:29:22,068 --> 00:29:23,935 believe me, I had more than just the one. 736 00:29:24,346 --> 00:29:26,290 A bolt action deer hunting rifle. 737 00:29:26,314 --> 00:29:27,525 A Remington. 738 00:29:27,549 --> 00:29:30,043 Eventually, I got myself a .270 Winchester... 739 00:29:30,919 --> 00:29:32,230 Accurate weapon. 740 00:29:32,254 --> 00:29:33,820 Especially with the iron sight. 741 00:29:34,298 --> 00:29:36,289 I never thought twice about my dad's gun collection. 742 00:29:36,566 --> 00:29:39,278 And I could tell you firsthand, I know the patience 743 00:29:39,302 --> 00:29:41,013 and the discipline you learn when you're hunting. 744 00:29:41,037 --> 00:29:42,648 And I'll never forget looking over at my old man 745 00:29:42,672 --> 00:29:44,350 and knowing that he believed 746 00:29:44,374 --> 00:29:45,801 he was teaching me and my brothers something. 747 00:29:45,826 --> 00:29:48,906 Knowing that he was proud. 748 00:29:48,930 --> 00:29:51,909 Also knowing that might be the closest I'd ever feel to him. 749 00:29:51,933 --> 00:29:53,866 ♪ ♪ 750 00:29:54,084 --> 00:29:55,862 Guns are no longer a part of my life, 751 00:29:55,886 --> 00:29:58,831 but I still have that Cricket .22 disassembled, 752 00:29:58,855 --> 00:30:00,741 under lock and key. 753 00:30:01,950 --> 00:30:03,403 I get that. 754 00:30:03,427 --> 00:30:05,805 Yes, Brendan, I am a bleeding heart liberal New York doctor. 755 00:30:05,829 --> 00:30:07,829 [LAUGHS] 756 00:30:08,081 --> 00:30:09,609 That's true. 757 00:30:09,633 --> 00:30:12,500 But I also have no problem with the Second Amendment. 758 00:30:13,145 --> 00:30:16,672 I have absolutely no problem with responsible gun ownership, 759 00:30:16,696 --> 00:30:19,259 which is why I need you to start answering my questions. 760 00:30:19,952 --> 00:30:21,997 You think you deserve that Glock? 761 00:30:22,021 --> 00:30:23,965 Let me help you get it back. 762 00:30:23,989 --> 00:30:27,602 ♪ ♪ 763 00:30:27,626 --> 00:30:28,804 [SIGHS] 764 00:30:28,828 --> 00:30:31,170 Okay, we now have 14 patients 765 00:30:31,195 --> 00:30:32,790 who have crashed without warning. 766 00:30:32,814 --> 00:30:34,631 This spreadsheet lists every single medication 767 00:30:34,655 --> 00:30:36,733 - they have received. - Find the common link. 768 00:30:36,757 --> 00:30:38,051 They've all got normal saline. 769 00:30:38,075 --> 00:30:39,737 Well, apart from these two. 770 00:30:39,761 --> 00:30:41,181 What about Ativan? 771 00:30:41,205 --> 00:30:42,520 No, Lena didn't get that. 772 00:30:42,544 --> 00:30:44,327 Oh, wait. They all had bandages? 773 00:30:44,351 --> 00:30:46,606 And alcohol swabs, but how would that make sense? 774 00:30:46,630 --> 00:30:48,166 My patient's crashing. 775 00:30:48,190 --> 00:30:49,422 I need an Epi drip in here stat. 776 00:30:49,446 --> 00:30:53,026 [TENSE MUSIC] 777 00:30:53,050 --> 00:30:54,861 Let's get the drip started at 2 micrograms a minute. 778 00:30:54,885 --> 00:30:56,763 - Copy that. - Wild guess. 779 00:30:56,787 --> 00:30:58,565 His heart rate just plummeted out of nowhere? 780 00:30:58,589 --> 00:31:00,182 Yeah, faster than a drunk on a mountain bike. 781 00:31:00,206 --> 00:31:01,668 What drugs did you give him? 782 00:31:01,692 --> 00:31:03,503 Uh, a shot of morphine through an autoinjector line. 783 00:31:03,527 --> 00:31:05,505 All our other patients were administered morphine 784 00:31:05,529 --> 00:31:07,340 using the same injector system. 785 00:31:07,364 --> 00:31:09,576 - That's gotta be our link. - You think an overdose? 786 00:31:09,600 --> 00:31:11,227 It doesn't make any sense. 787 00:31:11,251 --> 00:31:13,580 These injector syringes come prefilled at two milliliters. 788 00:31:13,604 --> 00:31:15,248 There's no way that two milliliters of morphine 789 00:31:15,272 --> 00:31:16,914 cause this kind of reaction. 790 00:31:16,938 --> 00:31:20,540 Unless what's inside isn't morphine. 791 00:31:20,564 --> 00:31:24,946 ♪ ♪ 792 00:31:26,145 --> 00:31:28,390 Liam's labs are all within normal range. 793 00:31:28,414 --> 00:31:30,359 He meets the age and weight criteria. 794 00:31:30,383 --> 00:31:33,362 All that's left is a TTSTAND unassisted. 795 00:31:33,386 --> 00:31:35,920 Hey, Liam. Do you like games? 796 00:31:36,169 --> 00:31:38,656 Come check this out. This is a game we can play. 797 00:31:39,231 --> 00:31:41,769 You can lay on your back on this mat like me. 798 00:31:41,793 --> 00:31:43,116 [IMITATES LARGE CRASH] Right? 799 00:31:43,140 --> 00:31:44,742 Yeah. All the way... 800 00:31:44,767 --> 00:31:45,957 [IMITATES CRASH] Perfect. 801 00:31:45,981 --> 00:31:48,113 And then when we say "go," you're gonna roll over 802 00:31:48,137 --> 00:31:50,616 and then you're gonna stand up as fast as you can. 803 00:31:50,640 --> 00:31:51,977 Can you do that for us? 804 00:31:53,270 --> 00:31:55,287 - Yeah. - Cool. 805 00:31:55,311 --> 00:31:56,989 All right, buddy, you stay there. 806 00:31:57,013 --> 00:31:58,657 We'll get us to... wait, wait. Not yet, not yet. 807 00:31:58,681 --> 00:32:01,448 You stay there, and we're gonna watch right here, okay? 808 00:32:02,362 --> 00:32:03,795 He needs to come to a full standing position unassisted 809 00:32:03,819 --> 00:32:06,131 in under ten seconds to qualify. 810 00:32:06,155 --> 00:32:07,332 Ten seconds? 811 00:32:07,356 --> 00:32:08,967 Well, I know it sounds extreme, 812 00:32:08,991 --> 00:32:10,424 but it's a marker for muscle damage. 813 00:32:10,965 --> 00:32:12,643 If he can't meet that time, 814 00:32:12,667 --> 00:32:14,444 we won't benefit from the trial. 815 00:32:14,468 --> 00:32:15,812 [SIGHS] 816 00:32:15,836 --> 00:32:17,714 [DRAMATIC MUSIC] 817 00:32:17,738 --> 00:32:19,772 You got this, son. 818 00:32:20,088 --> 00:32:23,353 All you gotta do is get up. 819 00:32:23,377 --> 00:32:24,543 ♪ ♪ 820 00:32:24,901 --> 00:32:26,712 And begin. 821 00:32:26,736 --> 00:32:29,649 [TIMER TICKING] 822 00:32:29,673 --> 00:32:36,377 ♪ ♪ 823 00:32:41,017 --> 00:32:42,261 [GRUNTS] 824 00:32:42,285 --> 00:32:44,530 [BEEPS] BOTH: Yay! 825 00:32:44,554 --> 00:32:46,535 Great job, buddy. 826 00:32:46,559 --> 00:32:48,366 That was great. 827 00:32:50,940 --> 00:32:52,773 I'm sorry. 828 00:32:54,103 --> 00:32:55,669 So... 829 00:32:56,191 --> 00:32:57,390 that's it? 830 00:32:58,627 --> 00:33:00,969 The exclusion criteria is clear. 831 00:33:01,438 --> 00:33:02,548 No, no, no. Hang on. 832 00:33:02,572 --> 00:33:04,305 He's... he's just warming up. 833 00:33:05,208 --> 00:33:08,187 All right, let's... let's give him another try. 834 00:33:08,211 --> 00:33:09,822 Okay, come on. Come down here, buddy. 835 00:33:09,846 --> 00:33:11,279 Hey, look at me. Look at me. 836 00:33:11,573 --> 00:33:12,905 That was great. 837 00:33:13,567 --> 00:33:15,758 Okay, great, but uh... 838 00:33:15,783 --> 00:33:17,249 even faster this time. 839 00:33:17,412 --> 00:33:20,747 Okay, can you... can you do it faster? 840 00:33:20,899 --> 00:33:22,026 I think so. 841 00:33:22,050 --> 00:33:24,194 [LAUGHS] That-a-boy. 842 00:33:24,586 --> 00:33:25,930 I know you can. 843 00:33:25,954 --> 00:33:28,255 All right, let me put you back on your back. 844 00:33:28,782 --> 00:33:31,736 And, uh, nice and fast. 845 00:33:31,760 --> 00:33:33,393 Okay? 846 00:33:34,530 --> 00:33:36,039 Okay. 847 00:33:37,065 --> 00:33:38,610 He's ready. 848 00:33:38,634 --> 00:33:41,181 And begin. 849 00:33:41,205 --> 00:33:44,437 [TIMER TICKING] 850 00:33:45,065 --> 00:33:46,977 Come on, honey. You can do this. 851 00:33:47,001 --> 00:33:53,872 ♪ ♪ 852 00:33:57,978 --> 00:33:59,845 You got this, son. 853 00:34:05,453 --> 00:34:07,619 [BEEPS] 854 00:34:09,390 --> 00:34:12,169 [CRYING] 855 00:34:12,193 --> 00:34:15,439 - I did it. - Yes, yes, yes, sweetie. 856 00:34:15,463 --> 00:34:17,229 ♪ ♪ 857 00:34:17,681 --> 00:34:19,826 Yes, sweetie. 858 00:34:19,850 --> 00:34:25,498 ♪ ♪ 859 00:34:25,522 --> 00:34:27,489 I'm very sorry. 860 00:34:40,032 --> 00:34:42,522 I may have found something. 861 00:34:43,665 --> 00:34:45,977 It's in Seattle, which I know is not ideal, 862 00:34:46,001 --> 00:34:47,634 but it's something. 863 00:34:48,044 --> 00:34:52,591 It's a Tier Two trial that has shown mild success 864 00:34:52,615 --> 00:34:54,226 in slowing down the degeneration. 865 00:34:54,250 --> 00:34:55,619 "Mild success"? 866 00:34:55,643 --> 00:34:56,912 I know. It's not... 867 00:34:59,088 --> 00:35:02,690 It could buy you a little more time as a family. 868 00:35:03,043 --> 00:35:04,959 Can Liam even get in? 869 00:35:05,587 --> 00:35:08,382 He's in if you want it. 870 00:35:08,406 --> 00:35:10,173 Yeah, of course we want it. 871 00:35:10,376 --> 00:35:11,453 We slow it down now, 872 00:35:11,477 --> 00:35:13,955 and then we keep our eyes open for better studies, 873 00:35:13,979 --> 00:35:16,258 for more promising trials coming down the line, 874 00:35:16,282 --> 00:35:17,592 and then if there's ever a big breakthrough... 875 00:35:17,616 --> 00:35:21,603 Well, it doesn't exactly work like that. 876 00:35:22,608 --> 00:35:24,541 - What do you mean? - [SIGHS] 877 00:35:25,665 --> 00:35:27,976 These trials use a deactivated cold virus 878 00:35:28,000 --> 00:35:30,412 to deliver the new gene. 879 00:35:30,436 --> 00:35:33,871 So once Liam's exposed, his body will develop antibodies. 880 00:35:34,632 --> 00:35:35,626 Meaning? 881 00:35:35,650 --> 00:35:37,494 Meaning that if we ever tried again, 882 00:35:37,518 --> 00:35:38,729 regardless of the trial, 883 00:35:38,753 --> 00:35:42,466 his body would just destroy the gene. 884 00:35:42,490 --> 00:35:43,967 [SOMBER MUSIC] 885 00:35:43,991 --> 00:35:45,969 So we only get one shot at this? 886 00:35:45,993 --> 00:35:47,571 ♪ ♪ 887 00:35:47,595 --> 00:35:49,000 Unfortunately. 888 00:35:49,024 --> 00:35:51,208 That... that's ridiculous. 889 00:35:51,232 --> 00:35:53,499 There must be something else that we can do. 890 00:35:54,761 --> 00:35:56,113 I wish there were. 891 00:35:56,137 --> 00:35:58,003 We'll do the trial. 892 00:35:59,340 --> 00:36:02,208 - We have to talk about this. - What is there to talk about? 893 00:36:02,535 --> 00:36:04,021 You heard what he said. 894 00:36:04,045 --> 00:36:06,878 Best case is mild success at slowing it down. 895 00:36:06,902 --> 00:36:08,149 It is better than doing nothing. 896 00:36:08,173 --> 00:36:10,714 - Is it? - Of course it is. 897 00:36:10,738 --> 00:36:13,388 What... what if next year they develop a cure, 898 00:36:13,412 --> 00:36:18,627 and we have blown our one shot with this... this half measure? 899 00:36:18,651 --> 00:36:19,983 He's sick. 900 00:36:23,074 --> 00:36:25,408 He's dying. 901 00:36:27,579 --> 00:36:29,679 How can we do nothing? 902 00:36:33,132 --> 00:36:35,666 [SIGHS] 903 00:36:40,198 --> 00:36:43,511 Um, yeah, divorce can be life-altering. 904 00:36:43,535 --> 00:36:46,280 That idea of the future you had in your mind, it's gone. 905 00:36:46,304 --> 00:36:48,282 How does that make you feel? 906 00:36:48,306 --> 00:36:51,577 It hurts. I loved her. 907 00:36:52,306 --> 00:36:53,516 I bet it's hard to hear 908 00:36:53,540 --> 00:36:55,151 that she thinks you're capable of violence. 909 00:36:55,175 --> 00:36:57,820 She doesn't. Ellie's just being dramatic. 910 00:36:57,844 --> 00:36:59,778 She wants to take everything from me. 911 00:37:00,385 --> 00:37:02,287 Well, who wanted the divorce? 912 00:37:03,154 --> 00:37:05,966 She says that we, "grew apart," 913 00:37:05,990 --> 00:37:08,435 which is just code for, "she felt like it," 914 00:37:08,459 --> 00:37:09,561 as far as I'm concerned. 915 00:37:09,585 --> 00:37:11,438 And now the courts are bending over backwards 916 00:37:11,462 --> 00:37:13,258 to make sure she's not taken advantage of. 917 00:37:13,282 --> 00:37:15,698 God forbid someone should care about my rights. 918 00:37:17,402 --> 00:37:19,368 'Cause she broke into your house, right? 919 00:37:19,971 --> 00:37:21,270 That's right. 920 00:37:21,570 --> 00:37:22,714 And I bet over these last few months, 921 00:37:22,738 --> 00:37:24,883 you've really felt like you've lost control over your life. 922 00:37:24,907 --> 00:37:26,462 To say the least. 923 00:37:26,486 --> 00:37:29,120 The night she broke in... you heard the noise, right? 924 00:37:29,144 --> 00:37:30,755 You grabbed your gun. 925 00:37:30,779 --> 00:37:32,524 - Did you feel afraid? - Hell no. 926 00:37:32,548 --> 00:37:34,526 - What did you feel? - In charge. 927 00:37:34,550 --> 00:37:35,779 What else? 928 00:37:36,652 --> 00:37:37,918 I felt like a man again. 929 00:37:38,256 --> 00:37:39,900 So you went towards the sound, 930 00:37:39,924 --> 00:37:41,702 gun in hand, down the stairs. 931 00:37:41,726 --> 00:37:43,804 - What did you wanna do? - I wanted to handle things. 932 00:37:43,828 --> 00:37:45,606 I wanted to protect what was mine. 933 00:37:45,630 --> 00:37:48,075 You aimed the gun, you realized it's not the burglar, 934 00:37:48,099 --> 00:37:49,732 - it's your wife. - Yeah. 935 00:37:50,418 --> 00:37:51,801 What'd you do then? 936 00:37:53,438 --> 00:37:55,115 Nothing. 937 00:37:55,139 --> 00:37:57,607 - You lowered the gun. - No. 938 00:38:02,013 --> 00:38:04,714 I just kept it there. 939 00:38:05,300 --> 00:38:08,648 Just trained on her, just for a second or two. 940 00:38:08,672 --> 00:38:11,198 [TENSE MUSIC] 941 00:38:11,222 --> 00:38:12,855 ♪ ♪ 942 00:38:13,269 --> 00:38:14,480 [SIGHS] 943 00:38:14,504 --> 00:38:16,348 You should've seen the look on her face. 944 00:38:16,372 --> 00:38:22,109 ♪ ♪ 945 00:38:22,550 --> 00:38:24,717 Did you ever think about pulling the trigger? 946 00:38:26,554 --> 00:38:27,664 No. 947 00:38:29,124 --> 00:38:31,457 [SIGHS] Of course not. 948 00:38:33,561 --> 00:38:36,474 [UNSETTLING MUSIC] 949 00:38:36,498 --> 00:38:38,542 I just wanted to scare her. 950 00:38:38,566 --> 00:38:40,644 ♪ ♪ 951 00:38:40,668 --> 00:38:43,481 I wanted her to feel like I felt for once... 952 00:38:43,505 --> 00:38:46,205 ♪ ♪ 953 00:38:46,646 --> 00:38:47,946 Powerless. 954 00:38:54,839 --> 00:38:56,550 Mrs. Kent, thank you for coming. 955 00:38:56,574 --> 00:38:58,385 We have something quite important to discuss. 956 00:38:58,409 --> 00:39:00,132 Hmm, that sounds enticing. 957 00:39:00,156 --> 00:39:02,189 You can leave the door open. I... 958 00:39:02,213 --> 00:39:03,357 - [DOOR CRASHES] - Okay. 959 00:39:03,381 --> 00:39:05,481 Where should we do this discussing then? 960 00:39:05,896 --> 00:39:07,028 The sofa. 961 00:39:07,053 --> 00:39:08,798 No, no, no sofa. 962 00:39:08,822 --> 00:39:10,767 I believe what's happening here 963 00:39:10,791 --> 00:39:14,170 is that you are mistaking your feelings of concern 964 00:39:14,194 --> 00:39:16,181 over your husband's diagnosis with my own. 965 00:39:16,205 --> 00:39:17,129 Mmm. 966 00:39:17,153 --> 00:39:20,146 I mean, you are transferring your erotic nature to me... 967 00:39:20,187 --> 00:39:21,298 wait, no, no... 968 00:39:21,322 --> 00:39:22,933 Ooh, what are you trying to say, Vijay? 969 00:39:22,957 --> 00:39:24,234 I am not great with words. 970 00:39:24,258 --> 00:39:26,825 - Oh, we don't have to speak. - Mm-hmm. 971 00:39:30,030 --> 00:39:31,641 Your eyes. 972 00:39:31,665 --> 00:39:32,743 Go on. 973 00:39:32,767 --> 00:39:35,545 Oh, Lord. Come with me. 974 00:39:35,569 --> 00:39:37,848 - Hurry up. - Ooh! 975 00:39:37,872 --> 00:39:39,716 [LIVELY PERCUSSIVE MUSIC] 976 00:39:39,740 --> 00:39:41,551 Robin Kent's MRI results. 977 00:39:41,575 --> 00:39:43,820 She has a meningioma? 978 00:39:43,844 --> 00:39:45,789 The tumor is pressing up against her pleasure center. 979 00:39:45,813 --> 00:39:48,291 It's what has been causing her heightened libido 980 00:39:48,315 --> 00:39:49,726 and lowered inhibitions. 981 00:39:49,750 --> 00:39:52,262 She needs surgery right away. I can schedule it. 982 00:39:52,286 --> 00:39:54,768 Thank you. We must make sure she's healthy enough 983 00:39:54,792 --> 00:39:56,455 to renew her wedding vows. 984 00:39:56,853 --> 00:39:58,798 How'd you figure it out? 985 00:39:58,822 --> 00:40:01,600 I saw an uneven dilation in her pupils. 986 00:40:01,624 --> 00:40:02,735 You two had to be pretty close 987 00:40:02,759 --> 00:40:04,559 to notice something like that. 988 00:40:06,596 --> 00:40:09,508 [SOMBER MUSIC] 989 00:40:09,532 --> 00:40:16,470 ♪ ♪ 990 00:40:19,409 --> 00:40:21,110 How can I help? 991 00:40:22,779 --> 00:40:24,447 I don't think you can. 992 00:40:26,716 --> 00:40:29,583 Jeremy and I just see things differently. 993 00:40:29,911 --> 00:40:33,832 He wants to wait for a trial that can cure him, 994 00:40:33,856 --> 00:40:36,624 even though a trial like that doesn't exist. 995 00:40:38,793 --> 00:40:40,626 What do you want? 996 00:40:44,801 --> 00:40:46,261 I... 997 00:40:47,553 --> 00:40:51,055 passed this disease onto my son. 998 00:40:53,159 --> 00:40:54,158 It came from me. 999 00:40:56,479 --> 00:40:59,931 And I just feel like I have to do something. 1000 00:41:00,817 --> 00:41:02,253 Anything. 1001 00:41:02,277 --> 00:41:09,126 ♪ ♪ 1002 00:41:09,150 --> 00:41:11,062 Liam is, um... 1003 00:41:11,086 --> 00:41:12,252 he's smart. 1004 00:41:14,455 --> 00:41:16,256 He's funny. 1005 00:41:16,582 --> 00:41:19,072 He's kind. Ridiculously adorable. 1006 00:41:19,096 --> 00:41:20,393 [LAUGHS] 1007 00:41:22,605 --> 00:41:24,182 And he's strong. 1008 00:41:24,206 --> 00:41:27,118 ♪ ♪ 1009 00:41:27,142 --> 00:41:29,176 That's what you passed on, 1010 00:41:29,429 --> 00:41:30,722 if you ask me. 1011 00:41:31,764 --> 00:41:33,692 And you have time 1012 00:41:33,716 --> 00:41:35,833 to pass down even more, 1013 00:41:35,857 --> 00:41:38,379 regardless of what you and Jeremy choose. 1014 00:41:38,403 --> 00:41:40,887 ♪ ♪ 1015 00:41:41,165 --> 00:41:42,409 All we can do... 1016 00:41:42,433 --> 00:41:44,100 ♪ ♪ 1017 00:41:44,533 --> 00:41:45,843 As parents, really. 1018 00:41:45,867 --> 00:41:47,280 I mean... 1019 00:41:48,603 --> 00:41:51,482 just try to pass down the best of ourselves. 1020 00:41:51,506 --> 00:41:53,318 ♪ ♪ 1021 00:41:53,342 --> 00:41:55,246 To our kids. 1022 00:41:57,014 --> 00:41:59,926 In the limited time that we have. 1023 00:41:59,950 --> 00:42:05,665 ♪ ♪ 1024 00:42:05,689 --> 00:42:08,372 Okay, Casey's at the lab with some of the prefilled syringes. 1025 00:42:08,396 --> 00:42:09,436 We'll see what they find out. 1026 00:42:09,460 --> 00:42:11,304 Well, if we can't figure out what we're giving him, 1027 00:42:11,328 --> 00:42:13,080 this man's gonna die right here on the table. 1028 00:42:13,104 --> 00:42:14,374 Mass spectrometry test results 1029 00:42:14,398 --> 00:42:15,442 are gonna take at least an hour. 1030 00:42:15,466 --> 00:42:16,934 You have a better idea? 1031 00:42:18,019 --> 00:42:19,813 I'm not sure it's better. 1032 00:42:19,837 --> 00:42:21,370 [TENSE MUSIC] 1033 00:42:21,981 --> 00:42:23,750 Lauren! 1034 00:42:23,774 --> 00:42:27,008 ♪ ♪ 1035 00:42:27,336 --> 00:42:29,248 - What is it? - It's morphine. 1036 00:42:29,272 --> 00:42:31,417 But it can't be. Because then that means... 1037 00:42:31,441 --> 00:42:33,352 This isn't why our patients are crashing. 1038 00:42:33,376 --> 00:42:36,124 - [EKG BEEPING] - Heart rate's bottoming out. 1039 00:42:36,179 --> 00:42:38,190 - Start with these. - No. 1040 00:42:38,214 --> 00:42:39,492 This steering column's made of metal. 1041 00:42:39,516 --> 00:42:40,960 If the pads fire 1042 00:42:40,984 --> 00:42:42,094 then the charge will arc through his chest. 1043 00:42:42,118 --> 00:42:43,662 Well, that limits our options. 1044 00:42:43,686 --> 00:42:45,296 I'm cracking open his chest. 1045 00:42:45,722 --> 00:42:47,356 I need a scalpel and a sonic bone saw. 1046 00:42:47,380 --> 00:42:48,968 I'll get him prepped. 1047 00:42:48,992 --> 00:42:55,441 ♪ ♪ 1048 00:42:55,465 --> 00:42:57,145 I'm starting the mid sternal thoracotomy. 1049 00:42:57,169 --> 00:42:58,433 Wait! 1050 00:42:59,327 --> 00:43:00,637 Wh-what are you doing? 1051 00:43:00,661 --> 00:43:01,771 What is that? 1052 00:43:01,795 --> 00:43:03,406 ♪ ♪ 1053 00:43:03,430 --> 00:43:04,874 It's Narcan. 1054 00:43:04,898 --> 00:43:06,709 ♪ ♪ 1055 00:43:06,733 --> 00:43:09,487 - [EKG RHYTHMICALLY BEEPING] - Heart rate's rising. 1056 00:43:10,704 --> 00:43:11,748 Saturation's up. 1057 00:43:11,772 --> 00:43:13,817 It's working. 1058 00:43:13,841 --> 00:43:15,540 How did you know? 1059 00:43:15,992 --> 00:43:17,536 This. 1060 00:43:17,560 --> 00:43:19,171 That's more than two mls of morphine. 1061 00:43:19,195 --> 00:43:21,007 I'll wager it's three times that. 1062 00:43:21,031 --> 00:43:22,675 So it wasn't the wrong meds. 1063 00:43:22,699 --> 00:43:24,744 No, these prefilled syringes were designed 1064 00:43:24,768 --> 00:43:26,345 so we wouldn't have to think about measurements 1065 00:43:26,369 --> 00:43:27,613 in the heat of a crisis. 1066 00:43:27,637 --> 00:43:28,648 And these ones came to us overfilled. 1067 00:43:28,672 --> 00:43:30,650 Which we would've never have found out in time 1068 00:43:30,674 --> 00:43:31,717 if you hadn't have popped one open. 1069 00:43:31,741 --> 00:43:33,719 We can't be the only hospital that uses these. 1070 00:43:33,743 --> 00:43:35,187 I'll sound the alarm. 1071 00:43:35,211 --> 00:43:36,455 We have a Class Two Recall on our hands. 1072 00:43:36,479 --> 00:43:38,579 ♪ ♪ 1073 00:43:40,608 --> 00:43:43,482 Dr. Frome, you completed your psychological evaluation 1074 00:43:43,507 --> 00:43:46,390 of Brendan Phillips for the ERPO proceedings? 1075 00:43:46,791 --> 00:43:49,152 - I have, your Honor. - What did you find? 1076 00:43:49,272 --> 00:43:51,005 Uh, Brendan Philips, 1077 00:43:51,587 --> 00:43:54,166 he exhibits signs of repressed anger. 1078 00:43:54,190 --> 00:43:55,801 Um, his impulse control leaves... 1079 00:43:55,825 --> 00:43:58,002 - Objection. - Already ahead of you, counselor. 1080 00:43:58,026 --> 00:44:00,129 Dr. Frome, this is out of your jurisdiction. 1081 00:44:00,153 --> 00:44:02,608 The Red Flag Law asks two simple questions: 1082 00:44:02,632 --> 00:44:05,811 is Brendan Phillips an immediate threat to himself? 1083 00:44:05,835 --> 00:44:08,781 [TENSE MUSIC] 1084 00:44:08,805 --> 00:44:09,882 ♪ ♪ 1085 00:44:09,906 --> 00:44:10,923 No. 1086 00:44:11,707 --> 00:44:14,375 Is Mr. Phillips a threat to others? 1087 00:44:14,860 --> 00:44:16,088 I would say that 1088 00:44:16,112 --> 00:44:17,492 he intentionally traumatized his wife emotionally... 1089 00:44:17,516 --> 00:44:19,574 This isn't a therapy session, Dr. Frome. 1090 00:44:19,598 --> 00:44:20,647 Mm-hmm. 1091 00:44:20,671 --> 00:44:24,145 Is Mr. Phillips an immediate threat to others? 1092 00:44:24,169 --> 00:44:25,521 Yes or no? 1093 00:44:26,232 --> 00:44:28,832 Is he likely to go out and shoot someone? 1094 00:44:28,857 --> 00:44:32,292 ♪ ♪ 1095 00:44:32,688 --> 00:44:33,787 No. 1096 00:44:34,363 --> 00:44:35,790 Thank you. 1097 00:44:35,814 --> 00:44:37,759 The ERPO is hereby revoked. 1098 00:44:37,783 --> 00:44:40,495 Mr. Phillips, your gun is to be restored to you by the state, 1099 00:44:40,519 --> 00:44:42,485 - immediately. - [RAPS GAVEL] 1100 00:44:43,488 --> 00:44:45,933 [SOMBER MUSIC] 1101 00:44:45,957 --> 00:44:50,338 ♪ ♪ 1102 00:44:50,362 --> 00:44:51,572 I knew it. 1103 00:44:51,596 --> 00:44:53,274 ♪ ♪ 1104 00:44:53,298 --> 00:44:55,465 I knew this wouldn't do anything. 1105 00:45:00,806 --> 00:45:03,172 Yes, these laws are far from perfect, 1106 00:45:03,196 --> 00:45:05,126 but they're the best that we have for right now. 1107 00:45:05,150 --> 00:45:07,313 Well, Brendan won't be the only one armed. 1108 00:45:08,813 --> 00:45:10,813 I just bought myself a gun. 1109 00:45:18,741 --> 00:45:20,268 Your heart rate is back to normal, 1110 00:45:20,292 --> 00:45:22,726 and your fasciitis is healing. 1111 00:45:23,137 --> 00:45:24,914 I could discharge you today. 1112 00:45:24,938 --> 00:45:28,675 But I've been wondering if that is the best option. 1113 00:45:28,913 --> 00:45:30,077 What do you mean? 1114 00:45:30,102 --> 00:45:32,369 Have you heard of Respite Care? 1115 00:45:32,713 --> 00:45:34,282 No. What is that? 1116 00:45:34,306 --> 00:45:36,837 It's like a temporary nursing home 1117 00:45:36,861 --> 00:45:39,410 where Lena could receive full-time care. 1118 00:45:42,306 --> 00:45:45,240 I... I missed one cut. 1119 00:45:45,518 --> 00:45:47,154 I know. 1120 00:45:47,178 --> 00:45:48,555 But that doesn't mean 1121 00:45:48,579 --> 00:45:50,851 we have to ship my wife off to a nursing home. 1122 00:45:50,875 --> 00:45:52,759 Respite Care and Palliative Care 1123 00:45:52,783 --> 00:45:55,018 are not just for terminal patients. 1124 00:45:55,042 --> 00:45:57,271 We have a unit right here at New Amsterdam. 1125 00:45:57,296 --> 00:46:00,442 Lena could stay for a month, even two. 1126 00:46:00,466 --> 00:46:04,870 You could visit every day, and it could give you both a break. 1127 00:46:06,172 --> 00:46:08,806 I can do this, Dr. Sharpe. 1128 00:46:09,166 --> 00:46:10,574 I know you can. 1129 00:46:11,210 --> 00:46:13,615 But caregiver burnout can be just as serious 1130 00:46:13,640 --> 00:46:14,872 as Lena's cancer. 1131 00:46:14,897 --> 00:46:17,398 Not just for her but for you. 1132 00:46:17,800 --> 00:46:21,345 Respite Care exists so that you can recharge... 1133 00:46:22,391 --> 00:46:24,858 And Lena doesn't feel like a burden. 1134 00:46:27,510 --> 00:46:30,444 [SOMBER MUSIC] 1135 00:46:31,003 --> 00:46:34,149 You... you feel like a burden? 1136 00:46:34,173 --> 00:46:36,618 ♪ ♪ 1137 00:46:36,642 --> 00:46:40,555 Ollie, are you not taking care of yourself? 1138 00:46:40,579 --> 00:46:44,626 I... I'm trying, love. 1139 00:46:44,650 --> 00:46:49,631 ♪ ♪ 1140 00:46:49,655 --> 00:46:52,400 It's not a respite from each other. 1141 00:46:52,424 --> 00:46:56,538 Because if you cannot look after yourself, 1142 00:46:56,562 --> 00:46:58,540 then you can't look after Lena. 1143 00:46:58,564 --> 00:47:00,664 [CRIES] 1144 00:47:09,143 --> 00:47:11,152 Okay. 1145 00:47:11,176 --> 00:47:13,814 [SIGHS] Okay. 1146 00:47:21,238 --> 00:47:22,573 Hey. 1147 00:47:23,949 --> 00:47:27,278 We've discussed our options. 1148 00:47:27,302 --> 00:47:29,114 And? 1149 00:47:29,138 --> 00:47:31,371 And, uh, 1150 00:47:31,707 --> 00:47:34,085 we decided we'd rather 1151 00:47:34,109 --> 00:47:36,410 spend this time together. 1152 00:47:37,502 --> 00:47:38,884 As a family. 1153 00:47:39,090 --> 00:47:41,815 And hold out hope that a better trial might come along. 1154 00:47:42,343 --> 00:47:46,119 There's, uh, no guarantee that it will. 1155 00:47:48,261 --> 00:47:50,294 There's never a guarantee. 1156 00:47:51,494 --> 00:47:52,728 So... 1157 00:47:54,021 --> 00:47:56,607 Better not waste the time you have, right? 1158 00:48:00,586 --> 00:48:01,863 Well, I'm always here. 1159 00:48:01,887 --> 00:48:03,565 Thank you. 1160 00:48:03,589 --> 00:48:06,468 [WARM MUSIC] 1161 00:48:06,492 --> 00:48:11,940 ♪ ♪ 1162 00:48:11,964 --> 00:48:13,563 [ELEVATOR DINGS] 1163 00:48:23,505 --> 00:48:24,791 Tough case. 1164 00:48:26,595 --> 00:48:28,573 As a woman who has lived a full life, 1165 00:48:28,597 --> 00:48:30,497 who's, uh, 1166 00:48:30,824 --> 00:48:32,969 who is vital and... and attractive, 1167 00:48:32,993 --> 00:48:35,805 you will understand how I had a certain itch. 1168 00:48:35,829 --> 00:48:37,840 People stop seeing you as a full person 1169 00:48:37,864 --> 00:48:40,799 with wants, and desires, and passions. 1170 00:48:41,335 --> 00:48:43,268 We're not invisible. 1171 00:48:51,178 --> 00:48:55,225 I'm sorry, Madam Chairwoman, for speaking out of turn. 1172 00:48:55,249 --> 00:48:57,026 [ELEVATOR DINGS] 1173 00:48:57,050 --> 00:48:58,984 Goodnight, Dr. Kapoor. 1174 00:49:02,122 --> 00:49:04,067 [PHONE DINGS] 1175 00:49:04,091 --> 00:49:06,569 [LIVELY PERCUSSIVE MUSIC] _ 1176 00:49:06,593 --> 00:49:12,876 ♪ ♪ 1177 00:49:12,900 --> 00:49:14,577 Incoming! 1178 00:49:14,601 --> 00:49:18,348 ALL: ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 1179 00:49:18,372 --> 00:49:21,751 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 1180 00:49:21,775 --> 00:49:26,589 ♪ Happy birthday, dear Lauren ♪ 1181 00:49:26,613 --> 00:49:30,593 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 1182 00:49:30,617 --> 00:49:32,228 [LAUGHING] 1183 00:49:32,252 --> 00:49:33,819 Whoo! 1184 00:49:34,096 --> 00:49:35,795 It's not my birthday. 1185 00:49:37,448 --> 00:49:39,593 [CHUCKLES] Did I get the day wrong? 1186 00:49:39,617 --> 00:49:42,329 - You got the season wrong. - Oh, dear. 1187 00:49:42,353 --> 00:49:45,565 Ugh, I'm thinking about her sister's birthday. 1188 00:49:45,589 --> 00:49:47,289 Nope. Not even close. 1189 00:49:50,946 --> 00:49:53,357 Well, somebody's birthday, right? 1190 00:49:53,381 --> 00:49:55,693 - [CHUCKLES] - Wait, is this... 1191 00:49:55,717 --> 00:49:58,629 this is why you two were chatting outside together? 1192 00:49:58,653 --> 00:50:00,048 My God. Mom. 1193 00:50:00,072 --> 00:50:02,522 - [LAUGHS] - [CHUCKLES] 1194 00:50:04,318 --> 00:50:06,997 You know, let's get some forks and some plates. 1195 00:50:07,021 --> 00:50:08,932 We're not letting good cake go to waste. 1196 00:50:08,956 --> 00:50:09,967 Some forks and plates, people. 1197 00:50:09,991 --> 00:50:11,367 Yes. 1198 00:50:12,059 --> 00:50:14,104 [JOSÉ GONZÁLEZ'S "DOWN THE LINE"] 1199 00:50:14,128 --> 00:50:15,772 [LAUGHS] 1200 00:50:15,796 --> 00:50:18,542 ♪ ♪ 1201 00:50:18,566 --> 00:50:19,743 [SIGHS] 1202 00:50:19,767 --> 00:50:22,172 ♪ ♪ 1203 00:50:22,196 --> 00:50:24,303 _ 1204 00:50:27,475 --> 00:50:29,653 You are right on time. 1205 00:50:29,677 --> 00:50:30,787 I'm always on time. 1206 00:50:30,811 --> 00:50:32,823 Walk around this way. 1207 00:50:32,847 --> 00:50:34,992 [BOTH LAUGHING] 1208 00:50:35,016 --> 00:50:37,549 ♪ ♪ 1209 00:50:38,772 --> 00:50:40,886 This is nice. Just the two of us. 1210 00:50:41,246 --> 00:50:43,359 Although today, Bobbi said she missed you. 1211 00:50:43,383 --> 00:50:44,559 Did she? 1212 00:50:44,583 --> 00:50:46,437 Well, technically, she said, "I miss mass," 1213 00:50:46,461 --> 00:50:47,829 but she's not Catholic, so... 1214 00:50:47,853 --> 00:50:49,797 I'm just assuming she meant you. 1215 00:50:49,821 --> 00:50:52,266 ♪ I know they're not mine ♪ 1216 00:50:52,290 --> 00:50:53,990 Is everything okay? 1217 00:50:54,259 --> 00:50:56,871 Just thinking about our "perfect family." 1218 00:50:56,895 --> 00:50:59,207 [SIGHS] I know, that was so awkward. 1219 00:50:59,231 --> 00:51:00,916 I don't know about you, 1220 00:51:02,142 --> 00:51:05,054 but I feel so far from perfect. 1221 00:51:05,078 --> 00:51:06,689 Well, yeah, plus the part 1222 00:51:06,713 --> 00:51:08,558 where we're not actually a family. 1223 00:51:08,582 --> 00:51:09,859 I think that's the problem. 1224 00:51:09,883 --> 00:51:14,515 I mean, Bobbi and Luna think we are family. 1225 00:51:14,539 --> 00:51:17,366 ♪ Don't be so caught up ♪ 1226 00:51:17,390 --> 00:51:19,143 And why wouldn't they? 1227 00:51:20,139 --> 00:51:21,984 It was all pretend. 1228 00:51:22,008 --> 00:51:23,919 I really liked pretending. 1229 00:51:23,943 --> 00:51:26,989 ♪ I see problems down the line ♪ 1230 00:51:27,013 --> 00:51:28,569 Me too. 1231 00:51:29,903 --> 00:51:32,550 I like pretending, that I'm not... 1232 00:51:33,048 --> 00:51:34,392 Still grieving. 1233 00:51:34,416 --> 00:51:38,496 I like pretending that Luna has a mom. 1234 00:51:38,520 --> 00:51:41,032 ♪ ♪ 1235 00:51:41,056 --> 00:51:43,000 And I think we know we're pretending, but... 1236 00:51:43,024 --> 00:51:44,969 ♪ ♪ 1237 00:51:44,993 --> 00:51:46,137 But they don't. 1238 00:51:46,161 --> 00:51:50,775 ♪ ♪ 1239 00:51:50,799 --> 00:51:52,565 It's not fair, is it? 1240 00:51:54,278 --> 00:51:57,279 ♪ But there was a dirt upon your hands ♪ 1241 00:51:57,890 --> 00:52:00,827 I wish I met you in a few years. 1242 00:52:00,851 --> 00:52:03,151 Then maybe... 1243 00:52:06,190 --> 00:52:10,959 I had so much fun. 1244 00:52:12,902 --> 00:52:15,436 And I didn't think I could anymore. 1245 00:52:19,344 --> 00:52:21,156 ♪ I see problems down the line ♪ 1246 00:52:21,180 --> 00:52:22,657 [SIGHS] 1247 00:52:22,681 --> 00:52:24,192 I should go. 1248 00:52:24,216 --> 00:52:26,450 ♪ I know that I'm right ♪ 1249 00:52:30,062 --> 00:52:31,528 Okay. 1250 00:52:32,791 --> 00:52:34,169 ♪ Don't let the darkness eat you up ♪ 1251 00:52:34,193 --> 00:52:35,552 Bye. 1252 00:52:38,927 --> 00:52:40,227 ♪ Don't let the darkness eat you up ♪ 1253 00:52:40,252 --> 00:52:41,751 Bye. 1254 00:52:45,276 --> 00:52:48,311 ♪ Don't let the darkness eat you up ♪ 1255 00:52:51,863 --> 00:52:54,230 ♪ Don't let the darkness eat you up ♪ 1256 00:52:57,999 --> 00:52:59,733 ♪ Don't let the darkness eat you up ♪ 1257 00:52:59,758 --> 00:53:01,624 Max! 1258 00:53:03,754 --> 00:53:06,722 I'll see you at the next General Manager's Convention. 1259 00:53:10,938 --> 00:53:13,772 ♪ Don't let the darkness eat you up ♪ 1260 00:53:17,044 --> 00:53:20,579 ♪ Don't let the darkness eat you up ♪