1 00:00:41,611 --> 00:00:44,145 Only three more meetings and you are on your own. 2 00:00:44,147 --> 00:00:46,114 If I knew being Chair meant this many meetings, 3 00:00:46,116 --> 00:00:47,456 I might've reconsidered. 4 00:00:47,458 --> 00:00:49,024 Hey, Reynolds said the same thing. 5 00:00:49,026 --> 00:00:50,799 Excuse me, Dr. Goodwin, I don't mean to interrupt. 6 00:00:50,801 --> 00:00:52,185 Can I get your autograph? 7 00:00:52,187 --> 00:00:54,116 Iggy, I'm kind of in the middle of something. 8 00:00:54,118 --> 00:00:56,084 Have you seen the GoFundMe video Max is in? 9 00:00:56,109 --> 00:00:57,275 - It blew up! - Yeah, okay. 10 00:00:57,277 --> 00:00:59,352 For the record, I didn't even know I was in that video. 11 00:00:59,354 --> 00:01:01,547 And for the record, it was also featured on "Ellen," 12 00:01:01,549 --> 00:01:03,134 funded in less than three hours, my man. 13 00:01:03,135 --> 00:01:04,601 Yeah, well, I think that had less to do with me 14 00:01:04,603 --> 00:01:06,002 and more to do with... I don't know, Ellen? 15 00:01:06,004 --> 00:01:08,272 Regardless, I now have... This is a rough estimate... 16 00:01:08,274 --> 00:01:09,473 About 6,000 of my own patients 17 00:01:09,475 --> 00:01:11,542 all begging me to get you to star in their GoFundMe videos. 18 00:01:11,544 --> 00:01:12,776 No, no, no. That's very flattering. 19 00:01:12,778 --> 00:01:15,099 But that is not a precedent I wanna set at this hospital. 20 00:01:15,101 --> 00:01:16,213 Maximus, you have a gift here. 21 00:01:16,215 --> 00:01:17,614 You have a gift. You should not squander it. 22 00:01:17,616 --> 00:01:19,283 Anyway, try to enjoy the ride. 23 00:01:19,285 --> 00:01:20,818 You have big shoes to fill, but... 24 00:01:20,820 --> 00:01:22,386 Max, I need you down in the ED, stat. 25 00:01:22,388 --> 00:01:23,554 - Why? - I'll give you a hint. 26 00:01:23,556 --> 00:01:24,722 - Come camera ready. - No! 27 00:01:24,724 --> 00:01:27,358 Half my ward wants you to cameo on their GoFundMe pages. 28 00:01:27,360 --> 00:01:29,526 I'm not sure how you're gonna find time to do your actual job, 29 00:01:29,528 --> 00:01:31,395 but if anyone can do it, you can. 30 00:01:31,397 --> 00:01:32,696 Mm. 31 00:01:32,698 --> 00:01:34,331 Welcome to the room where it happens, 32 00:01:34,333 --> 00:01:36,633 and by "it" I mean even more boring administrative stuff. 33 00:01:36,635 --> 00:01:39,870 Reynolds leaving is making more and more sense. 34 00:01:39,872 --> 00:01:41,638 - Morning. - Oh. 35 00:01:41,640 --> 00:01:45,104 Uh, I did not know you were still here. 36 00:01:45,106 --> 00:01:46,715 Where else would I be? 37 00:01:46,717 --> 00:01:49,388 I don't know. San Francisco or maybe in a bed? 38 00:01:49,390 --> 00:01:51,315 Evie caught a flight last night, 39 00:01:51,317 --> 00:01:53,020 and the sub-letters are already in, 40 00:01:53,021 --> 00:01:55,522 but Floyd Reynolds doesn't leave business half-done. 41 00:01:55,524 --> 00:01:57,490 - Business? - Orientation. 42 00:01:57,492 --> 00:01:59,259 Gotta show the new Chair the ropes. 43 00:01:59,261 --> 00:02:02,562 Oh, that's very kind, but we just... we just did that. 44 00:02:02,564 --> 00:02:06,099 Oh, okay, but I gotta introduce you to the board. 45 00:02:06,101 --> 00:02:08,101 Can't just get thrown into the deep end. 46 00:02:08,103 --> 00:02:10,670 Uh, Max took me to breakfast with them. 47 00:02:10,672 --> 00:02:13,340 - Oh, smart. - Mm-hmm. 48 00:02:13,342 --> 00:02:15,775 Okay, uh, gosh. 49 00:02:15,777 --> 00:02:18,211 It's just that my flight doesn't leave until tomorrow. 50 00:02:19,873 --> 00:02:21,681 Oh, we got the new couch coming in 51 00:02:21,683 --> 00:02:24,517 if you wanna help carry the old one out. 52 00:02:29,091 --> 00:02:30,357 It's official. 53 00:02:30,359 --> 00:02:31,758 As of today, you are reinstated 54 00:02:31,760 --> 00:02:34,194 as Chair of Oncology and Deputy Medical Director. 55 00:02:34,196 --> 00:02:36,839 - I wish I'd prepared a speech. - I'm glad you didn't. 56 00:02:36,841 --> 00:02:39,073 Now that you're back, we need you to salvage 57 00:02:39,075 --> 00:02:40,772 the Fighting Cancer fundraiser tonight. 58 00:02:40,774 --> 00:02:42,072 What... what's to salvage? 59 00:02:42,074 --> 00:02:43,436 It's being headlined by Yo-Yo Ma. 60 00:02:43,438 --> 00:02:45,472 Yo-Yo's got strep. He's out. 61 00:02:45,474 --> 00:02:47,644 We need to find someone else rich people like. 62 00:02:47,646 --> 00:02:51,111 Also, the teenage cancer survivors who are speaking? 63 00:02:51,113 --> 00:02:53,380 Amazing kids, incredibly inspiring, 64 00:02:53,382 --> 00:02:55,615 but they're also rowdy little teenagers 65 00:02:55,617 --> 00:02:57,384 who need to work on their speeches, 66 00:02:57,386 --> 00:02:58,752 so get on them. 67 00:02:58,754 --> 00:03:00,320 Oh, and per the fire marshal, 68 00:03:00,322 --> 00:03:01,721 the Rose Room was too small, 69 00:03:01,723 --> 00:03:03,359 so everything has to move to the Atrium theater. 70 00:03:03,361 --> 00:03:05,458 Karen, this is an awful lot of ground to cover by tonight. 71 00:03:05,460 --> 00:03:08,171 Afternoon would be better. So glad you're back. 72 00:03:12,401 --> 00:03:15,268 Hello, Mateo. How are you feeling? 73 00:03:15,270 --> 00:03:18,171 Just tell me. Did it work? 74 00:03:29,117 --> 00:03:30,444 May I? 75 00:03:38,760 --> 00:03:41,494 Today, you move again. 76 00:03:48,103 --> 00:03:51,705 You're him, right? You're the GoFundMe doctor. 77 00:03:52,257 --> 00:03:54,174 - Max Goodwin. - Jason Huang. 78 00:03:54,176 --> 00:03:55,709 - I'm sorry to bother you. - That's okay. 79 00:03:55,711 --> 00:03:58,278 Listen, I can't do your crowdfunding video 80 00:03:58,280 --> 00:03:59,779 if that's what you were gonna... 81 00:03:59,781 --> 00:04:01,848 - Yeah. Okay. - I'm sorry. 82 00:04:02,184 --> 00:04:05,485 But if there's anything I can do for you as a doctor, 83 00:04:05,812 --> 00:04:08,815 then let me know and I'll be there. 84 00:04:09,733 --> 00:04:12,659 My dad gave up a good life in China 85 00:04:12,661 --> 00:04:14,794 so I could grow up here. 86 00:04:14,796 --> 00:04:17,630 He's spent 20 years making minimum wage, 87 00:04:18,200 --> 00:04:22,262 thousands of miles away from everyone he knew for me. 88 00:04:22,804 --> 00:04:26,306 And I'm going to med school next year, 89 00:04:26,541 --> 00:04:29,309 full ride, thanks to him. 90 00:04:29,753 --> 00:04:33,992 But he needs surgery, mitral valve stenosis, 91 00:04:33,994 --> 00:04:35,906 just like the girl in your video, 92 00:04:35,908 --> 00:04:39,185 and the deductible, it's so much money. 93 00:04:39,187 --> 00:04:41,004 I don't know what to do. 94 00:04:44,493 --> 00:04:46,493 How can I help? 95 00:04:48,663 --> 00:04:51,731 Hey, Dad, you awake? 96 00:04:52,367 --> 00:04:54,167 Uh, I can just come back later. 97 00:04:54,169 --> 00:04:56,903 No. Please stay. 98 00:04:57,239 --> 00:04:59,339 Hey, it's me. 99 00:04:59,341 --> 00:05:03,176 This is Dr. Goodwin. He's gonna help us, okay? 100 00:05:03,537 --> 00:05:06,039 Can you sit over here by him? 101 00:05:13,702 --> 00:05:15,688 All right, Dad. 102 00:05:15,690 --> 00:05:18,009 Can you tell Dr. Goodwin your story? 103 00:05:25,534 --> 00:05:27,434 Maybe we should try this another time. 104 00:05:27,436 --> 00:05:29,736 No, his surgery is tomorrow. 105 00:05:29,738 --> 00:05:32,941 We need this video to work, or we can't... 106 00:05:34,735 --> 00:05:38,878 okay, uh, Dad, can you just look at the camera and say, 107 00:05:38,880 --> 00:05:41,867 "I need your help. Anything you can give." 108 00:05:43,618 --> 00:05:46,252 Or just smile. Yeah, that little girl smiled. 109 00:05:46,254 --> 00:05:48,221 Maybe if you just smiled, I can... 110 00:05:52,744 --> 00:05:53,827 Smile, Dad. 111 00:05:54,671 --> 00:05:55,628 Smile. 112 00:06:03,305 --> 00:06:07,002 It's fine if you can't talk. They see how sick he is. 113 00:06:07,004 --> 00:06:09,221 It works better, right? The sadder it is, the better... 114 00:06:09,223 --> 00:06:11,874 Jason, you don't have to do this. 115 00:06:11,876 --> 00:06:13,913 Actually, I do. 116 00:06:14,566 --> 00:06:17,951 What other choice do I have but crowdfunding? 117 00:06:24,343 --> 00:06:25,477 Karen, I need to talk to you. 118 00:06:27,830 --> 00:06:30,015 She's adorable. 119 00:06:30,017 --> 00:06:33,018 Well, yeah, so is the dancing sloth that follows, 120 00:06:33,020 --> 00:06:34,986 but that's not why I wanna talk to you. 121 00:06:34,988 --> 00:06:36,354 It is why I want to talk to you. 122 00:06:36,356 --> 00:06:38,423 I want us to facilitate crowdfunding 123 00:06:38,425 --> 00:06:40,492 for everyone who needs it. 124 00:06:40,494 --> 00:06:42,327 It'll cost us next to nothing, 125 00:06:42,329 --> 00:06:44,996 just a camera and a room, and we'll help so many people. 126 00:06:44,998 --> 00:06:46,031 No. 127 00:06:46,033 --> 00:06:47,699 No crowdfunding. Not for anyone. 128 00:06:47,701 --> 00:06:49,501 Wait, are you kidding me? Now you're against this? 129 00:06:49,503 --> 00:06:51,770 - Yes, I am. - Well, that's absurd. 130 00:06:51,772 --> 00:06:54,105 Crowdfunding empowers patients to fight bad insurance 131 00:06:54,107 --> 00:06:55,941 through the power of their stories. 132 00:06:55,943 --> 00:06:57,375 It's a Max Goodwin trifecta! 133 00:06:57,377 --> 00:06:59,110 No, it forces people to sing for their supper 134 00:06:59,112 --> 00:07:01,179 at the worst possible moments in their lives. 135 00:07:01,181 --> 00:07:04,049 We're making people pay their bills with their dignity. 136 00:07:04,051 --> 00:07:05,850 We're not. Insurance companies are. 137 00:07:05,852 --> 00:07:07,953 Well, I'd like them to stop. 138 00:07:07,955 --> 00:07:10,455 And I'd like to ride a unicorn. 139 00:07:10,457 --> 00:07:12,357 Crowdfunding works, Max. 140 00:07:12,359 --> 00:07:14,759 What if I can find a better way? 141 00:07:22,970 --> 00:07:26,237 I'm sorry, but are you eating smoked whitefish? 142 00:07:26,239 --> 00:07:27,973 In fact, I am. 143 00:07:27,975 --> 00:07:29,474 I love smoked whitefish. 144 00:07:29,476 --> 00:07:32,377 My dad used to take me to Nussbaum's every Saturday 145 00:07:32,379 --> 00:07:33,589 after synagogue. 146 00:07:33,591 --> 00:07:35,480 Oh, Nussbaum's is my favorite. 147 00:07:35,482 --> 00:07:38,383 Oh, mine too until it closed. 148 00:07:38,385 --> 00:07:40,418 Honestly, that is the best smoked whitefish 149 00:07:40,420 --> 00:07:41,644 I've smelled since. 150 00:07:41,646 --> 00:07:43,280 It's the dill. 151 00:07:43,890 --> 00:07:45,890 Lauren Bloom, Emergency Department. 152 00:07:45,892 --> 00:07:47,792 Harold Rothman, Psychiatry. 153 00:07:49,429 --> 00:07:51,262 Oh, until next time 154 00:07:51,264 --> 00:07:54,265 when I'll reveal the best lox in New York, 155 00:07:54,267 --> 00:07:56,334 and it's not in Brooklyn. 156 00:08:01,865 --> 00:08:03,475 Yeah? 157 00:08:03,477 --> 00:08:05,910 Vito's for lunch today. You in? 158 00:08:05,912 --> 00:08:07,579 Uh, no, no. Thank you. 159 00:08:07,581 --> 00:08:09,447 Nothing for me. I'm okay. 160 00:08:09,449 --> 00:08:11,449 Well, I'm just very impressed. 161 00:08:11,451 --> 00:08:14,019 You've been sticking with your healthy choices... 162 00:08:14,021 --> 00:08:16,454 - Oh. - And you look great. 163 00:08:16,456 --> 00:08:17,822 Thank you. That's very sweet. 164 00:08:17,824 --> 00:08:19,457 I have a ways to go, but... 165 00:08:19,459 --> 00:08:21,159 Thank you. 166 00:08:21,161 --> 00:08:24,195 Hey Iggy, where can I find Dr. Rothman? 167 00:08:24,197 --> 00:08:26,131 I forgot to ask him where he got his whitefish. 168 00:08:26,133 --> 00:08:28,590 Um, don't know who Dr. Rothman is. 169 00:08:28,592 --> 00:08:30,001 Uh, yes, you do. 170 00:08:30,003 --> 00:08:32,470 Harold Rothman. He works in your department. 171 00:08:32,472 --> 00:08:34,606 No. Sorry. 172 00:08:34,608 --> 00:08:36,875 - Why would be lie? - Why would I? 173 00:08:36,877 --> 00:08:39,377 Okay, let's sort this out right now. 174 00:08:39,880 --> 00:08:43,590 Harold Rothman. 175 00:08:44,299 --> 00:08:46,118 What do we got? 176 00:08:46,120 --> 00:08:49,121 There you go. Left New Amsterdam in 1996. 177 00:08:49,123 --> 00:08:51,457 No, no. He's very distinctive. 178 00:08:51,459 --> 00:08:54,060 He's pale with, like, bright white hair, 179 00:08:54,062 --> 00:08:56,328 and this, like, an old-timey vibe. 180 00:08:56,330 --> 00:08:57,997 Wait a second, 181 00:08:57,999 --> 00:09:00,466 did he have a mysterious smile and soulful eyes? 182 00:09:00,468 --> 00:09:03,169 - Yeah. - Okay, this all makes sense. 183 00:09:03,171 --> 00:09:06,172 - What makes sense? - I don't know how to say this. 184 00:09:06,174 --> 00:09:08,073 The man you spoke to... 185 00:09:08,907 --> 00:09:10,509 is a ghost. 186 00:09:11,345 --> 00:09:12,878 Thank you. 187 00:09:12,880 --> 00:09:14,246 Have you not heard tell, Lauren, 188 00:09:14,248 --> 00:09:16,015 of the Phantom of New Amsterdam? 189 00:09:16,017 --> 00:09:19,218 'Twas many a moon 'ere first his steps were heard. 190 00:09:19,220 --> 00:09:22,421 Looks like someone's already gotten the party started. 191 00:09:22,423 --> 00:09:24,056 Dr. Sharpe! 192 00:09:24,058 --> 00:09:25,658 Look how gorgeous you all look. 193 00:09:25,660 --> 00:09:27,493 And since you're relaxing, I can assume 194 00:09:27,495 --> 00:09:29,995 you've all memorized your speeches for tonight? 195 00:09:29,997 --> 00:09:32,264 Mm-hmm. 196 00:09:32,266 --> 00:09:35,350 Come on, rehearse now, catch up later. 197 00:09:41,042 --> 00:09:42,399 Jessye? 198 00:09:43,692 --> 00:09:45,945 Can I just ask how long you've had that limp? 199 00:09:45,947 --> 00:09:49,548 Oh. Maybe like a week? 200 00:09:49,550 --> 00:09:51,450 Do you mind if I take a look? 201 00:09:58,693 --> 00:10:02,061 I'd like to run a few tests on this leg. 202 00:10:03,030 --> 00:10:05,397 It'll be quick, I promise. 203 00:10:05,399 --> 00:10:06,995 That's where my cancer was. 204 00:10:06,997 --> 00:10:09,468 There's no need to jump to conclusions. 205 00:10:20,414 --> 00:10:24,316 Your brain's impulses are transmitted as electricity. 206 00:10:24,318 --> 00:10:26,085 Even since your paralysis, 207 00:10:26,087 --> 00:10:27,987 your brain has been sending signals to your arm. 208 00:10:27,989 --> 00:10:30,322 Your arm has just been unable to hear them. 209 00:10:30,324 --> 00:10:33,425 The silicone chips we embedded in your brain 210 00:10:33,427 --> 00:10:36,729 send the signals through these wires to your pedestals, 211 00:10:36,731 --> 00:10:39,331 and from there to the robotic arm. 212 00:10:39,333 --> 00:10:41,300 In a sense, it's just a spinal cord 213 00:10:41,302 --> 00:10:42,926 outside of your body. 214 00:10:42,928 --> 00:10:44,136 If you can master this, 215 00:10:44,138 --> 00:10:46,605 you'll move on to our most advanced robotics. 216 00:10:46,607 --> 00:10:50,176 You'll test simulations of cars, planes... 217 00:10:50,178 --> 00:10:52,478 A plane? I can fly again? 218 00:10:52,480 --> 00:10:55,472 Let's just focus on a finger today. 219 00:11:02,270 --> 00:11:04,123 And we're live. 220 00:11:04,125 --> 00:11:08,460 Mateo, please try and move your index finger. 221 00:11:15,369 --> 00:11:17,269 Okay. 222 00:11:24,545 --> 00:11:26,478 It's okay. This may take some time. 223 00:11:26,480 --> 00:11:28,314 We are awakening neural pathways 224 00:11:28,316 --> 00:11:31,317 which you have not used since the accident. 225 00:11:31,319 --> 00:11:33,760 Gotta clear out the cobwebs, right? 226 00:11:34,188 --> 00:11:38,157 Try to remember what it was like to move your own arm, 227 00:11:38,159 --> 00:11:39,725 how it felt. 228 00:11:46,701 --> 00:11:49,168 Dr. Kapoor? 229 00:11:49,651 --> 00:11:51,303 He's just starting. Give him time. 230 00:11:51,305 --> 00:11:53,672 It's not a time thing. 231 00:11:53,674 --> 00:11:56,375 Every subject that's worked has had at least some activity 232 00:11:56,377 --> 00:11:58,811 in the motor cortex upon initiation, 233 00:11:59,327 --> 00:12:00,713 but Mateo has none. 234 00:12:00,715 --> 00:12:02,414 Move. 235 00:12:02,416 --> 00:12:04,717 Come on. Move. 236 00:12:06,654 --> 00:12:08,821 Let's start with the elephant in the room. 237 00:12:08,823 --> 00:12:11,023 Who saw me on "Ellen"? 238 00:12:11,025 --> 00:12:13,192 Okay, just everybody. 239 00:12:13,194 --> 00:12:14,693 Well, I'm not here to talk about Allie Baker. 240 00:12:14,695 --> 00:12:18,197 I'd like to talk about Zhen Huang. 241 00:12:19,500 --> 00:12:21,641 Not exactly an Allie, is he? 242 00:12:22,069 --> 00:12:23,535 It's okay, it's true... 243 00:12:23,537 --> 00:12:26,272 He's not young, he doesn't have a winning smile, 244 00:12:26,274 --> 00:12:29,575 and can barely even talk. 245 00:12:29,577 --> 00:12:32,411 So what do you think? His story gonna be a hit on the talk shows? 246 00:12:32,413 --> 00:12:34,852 You don't have to go on Fallon to have crowdfunding work. 247 00:12:34,877 --> 00:12:37,216 No, you don't. You just have to flaunt your misery for money. 248 00:12:37,218 --> 00:12:38,477 And it gets better, 249 00:12:38,479 --> 00:12:40,386 the public starts voting with their wallets. 250 00:12:40,388 --> 00:12:43,355 It's a Tragedy Olympics where the contestants are dying 251 00:12:43,357 --> 00:12:45,524 and the judges vote not on medicine, 252 00:12:45,526 --> 00:12:49,261 but on whose story is the cutest. 253 00:12:50,298 --> 00:12:52,398 So, what are you suggesting? 254 00:12:52,400 --> 00:12:53,741 Let's get new judges. 255 00:12:53,743 --> 00:12:56,233 There's only one group who knows which patients 256 00:12:56,235 --> 00:12:58,704 are the most deserving... Doctors. 257 00:12:58,706 --> 00:13:01,774 So when patients can't afford even the deductible, 258 00:13:01,776 --> 00:13:04,743 the doctors in this room will decide who gets the money. 259 00:13:04,745 --> 00:13:08,614 I have got a $100,000 set aside for patients like Allie. 260 00:13:08,616 --> 00:13:11,216 And I'm willing to bet that all of us 261 00:13:11,218 --> 00:13:13,819 have patients who could use a little help. 262 00:13:13,821 --> 00:13:16,946 Mine is Zhen Huang. 263 00:13:17,258 --> 00:13:18,590 So we're gonna decide who gets the money 264 00:13:18,592 --> 00:13:21,160 not with emotion with reason. 265 00:13:21,162 --> 00:13:22,761 I'd like to present 266 00:13:22,763 --> 00:13:25,038 New Amsterdam's response to GoFundMe... 267 00:13:26,567 --> 00:13:28,300 WeFundYou. 268 00:13:31,639 --> 00:13:33,272 - Dr. Reynolds. - Yeah, what? 269 00:13:33,274 --> 00:13:34,506 Need a consult? 270 00:13:34,508 --> 00:13:35,908 No, I was just surprised to see you. 271 00:13:35,910 --> 00:13:37,643 I thought you already left. 272 00:13:40,448 --> 00:13:42,281 Whoa, whoa, hey! Watch it! 273 00:13:42,283 --> 00:13:44,550 Easy there, big guy. 274 00:14:10,644 --> 00:14:11,910 Hello? 275 00:14:14,548 --> 00:14:16,482 Someone help me! 276 00:14:16,484 --> 00:14:17,816 Hello? 277 00:14:17,818 --> 00:14:19,651 I'm down here! 278 00:14:19,653 --> 00:14:21,720 Help! 279 00:14:21,722 --> 00:14:24,289 - Hang on! - Help me! 280 00:14:26,627 --> 00:14:28,160 Okay. Don't worry. 281 00:14:28,162 --> 00:14:29,862 Hang in there. I got you. 282 00:14:32,533 --> 00:14:34,533 I'm coming. 283 00:14:46,814 --> 00:14:49,548 Hey, I'm Dr. Reynolds. What's your name? 284 00:14:49,550 --> 00:14:51,350 - Tevi. - Tevi. 285 00:14:51,352 --> 00:14:52,851 Okay, yeah. Let me see. 286 00:14:52,853 --> 00:14:54,520 Let me see. 287 00:14:54,522 --> 00:14:56,255 Yeah, okay. 288 00:14:56,257 --> 00:14:57,756 You've got a little bit of trouble here, Tevi, okay? 289 00:14:57,758 --> 00:15:00,259 When you fell, you broke a rib, all right? 290 00:15:00,261 --> 00:15:01,860 So I'm gonna take care of you, okay? 291 00:15:01,862 --> 00:15:03,529 First, I just gotta get you out of here. 292 00:15:05,366 --> 00:15:06,899 Whoa. 293 00:15:12,745 --> 00:15:15,390 Stage 4 Hodgkin Lymphoma 294 00:15:15,451 --> 00:15:17,518 is more deserving than a Stage 4 Neuroblastoma? 295 00:15:17,520 --> 00:15:20,955 No, what I said was my patient is more deserving, 296 00:15:20,980 --> 00:15:22,505 because she's so young; she's only nine. 297 00:15:22,507 --> 00:15:24,148 Yeah, g-guys? 298 00:15:24,150 --> 00:15:26,812 Let's try to think about this rationally. 299 00:15:26,814 --> 00:15:28,052 Do you think I'm an idiot? 300 00:15:28,054 --> 00:15:30,653 I didn't say you were an idiot, I said it was... 301 00:15:30,655 --> 00:15:33,958 This $100,000 they're all fighting so hard for, 302 00:15:33,960 --> 00:15:36,126 where exactly is it coming from? 303 00:15:36,128 --> 00:15:39,263 Funny enough, the next item on my agenda was going to be 304 00:15:39,265 --> 00:15:43,834 finding the money, rationally and thoughtfully. 305 00:15:43,836 --> 00:15:46,337 Don't play stupid. You're only thinking about your patients. 306 00:15:46,339 --> 00:15:47,805 That is the whole point, Steve! 307 00:15:47,807 --> 00:15:49,519 - What's her name? - Lisa! 308 00:15:49,521 --> 00:15:50,975 Let me know how that goes. 309 00:15:50,977 --> 00:15:52,743 What you're saying is that she's gonna go home sick, 310 00:15:52,745 --> 00:15:54,845 and that I'm supposed to let her die. 311 00:15:54,847 --> 00:15:56,647 There we go. 312 00:15:56,649 --> 00:15:57,982 Okay. 313 00:15:58,784 --> 00:16:00,084 All right, just relax. 314 00:16:00,086 --> 00:16:02,853 I'm gonna get us help, okay? 315 00:16:04,690 --> 00:16:07,091 Okay, Tevi, just relax. 316 00:16:07,093 --> 00:16:08,826 Just breathe through your nose like this. 317 00:16:10,196 --> 00:16:12,096 Okay, try it. 318 00:16:12,098 --> 00:16:14,164 Okay. Okay, kiddo. 319 00:16:14,166 --> 00:16:16,267 All right. All right. 320 00:16:16,269 --> 00:16:18,886 Tevi, listen to me. Listen to me. 321 00:16:18,911 --> 00:16:20,644 Now when we breathe, 322 00:16:20,646 --> 00:16:23,447 we make a vacuum with our chest, all right? 323 00:16:23,449 --> 00:16:24,614 With that rib you broke, 324 00:16:24,616 --> 00:16:27,451 it poked a hole from your lungs to the outside world. 325 00:16:27,453 --> 00:16:28,934 So now you can't make a vacuum. 326 00:16:28,936 --> 00:16:31,221 So all we gotta do is we gotta make you a vacuum. 327 00:16:31,223 --> 00:16:33,490 Ah, here we go. 328 00:16:33,492 --> 00:16:35,125 Now we're talking. 329 00:16:35,127 --> 00:16:36,493 Okay, do me a favor. 330 00:16:36,495 --> 00:16:37,789 Can you hold this for me like this? 331 00:16:37,791 --> 00:16:40,230 Hold it right there, okay? 332 00:16:46,672 --> 00:16:48,991 We're gonna make that vacuum, buddy. 333 00:16:49,285 --> 00:16:50,338 Here we go. 334 00:16:52,611 --> 00:16:53,913 Okay. 335 00:16:54,680 --> 00:16:58,215 Now take a deep breath. Come on. 336 00:16:59,685 --> 00:17:01,087 It's holding. 337 00:17:01,112 --> 00:17:02,378 Good. Now take another one. 338 00:17:02,403 --> 00:17:05,270 There you go. 339 00:17:06,492 --> 00:17:07,958 That's it. That's it. 340 00:17:07,960 --> 00:17:09,979 Good. You're doing great. 341 00:17:09,981 --> 00:17:12,829 All right, you wanna tell me 342 00:17:12,831 --> 00:17:15,499 how you wound up down here in the first place? 343 00:17:15,501 --> 00:17:18,335 Huh? Come on now. 344 00:17:18,337 --> 00:17:19,936 I promise you I've heard crazier. 345 00:17:19,938 --> 00:17:21,838 Oh... 346 00:17:21,840 --> 00:17:23,940 - What? - You're bleeding out, 347 00:17:23,942 --> 00:17:25,642 and we've got to get you to the OR. 348 00:17:25,644 --> 00:17:27,310 How long before your family 349 00:17:27,312 --> 00:17:29,679 or your friends realize you're gone? 350 00:17:29,681 --> 00:17:30,889 A few hours, 351 00:17:30,891 --> 00:17:33,183 but someone's gonna notice you're gone, right? 352 00:17:42,828 --> 00:17:45,060 - Don't say it. - I'm sorry. 353 00:17:45,062 --> 00:17:48,048 I do not know if it is the chips, the pedestals, or... 354 00:17:48,073 --> 00:17:49,132 Or me. 355 00:17:49,134 --> 00:17:51,701 We're not registering any relevant brain activity. 356 00:17:51,703 --> 00:17:53,703 - And your pain... - I'm fine. 357 00:17:53,705 --> 00:17:56,540 The EEG shows the brainwaves that signal pain. 358 00:17:56,542 --> 00:17:58,151 - You're not fine. - No! 359 00:17:58,153 --> 00:17:59,396 I can do it. I just... 360 00:17:59,398 --> 00:18:00,646 Mateo. 361 00:18:01,313 --> 00:18:03,647 Move. 362 00:18:12,190 --> 00:18:14,785 I ran airlifts in combat zones. 363 00:18:16,662 --> 00:18:18,441 I could land a C-2 Greyhound 364 00:18:18,443 --> 00:18:20,831 smack in the middle of an aircraft carrier 365 00:18:20,833 --> 00:18:23,294 getting hit by 30-foot waves, 366 00:18:23,569 --> 00:18:28,371 and now... I can't move a finger. 367 00:18:32,270 --> 00:18:34,437 It's in my somewhere. I know it. 368 00:18:37,916 --> 00:18:39,683 Detach his arm. 369 00:18:39,685 --> 00:18:41,418 Hook him up to a flight simulator. 370 00:18:41,420 --> 00:18:44,020 The simulator is an advanced cerebral interface. 371 00:18:44,022 --> 00:18:45,622 Mateo is a pilot. 372 00:18:45,624 --> 00:18:48,859 Flying is in his blood, his bones, his neurons. 373 00:18:48,861 --> 00:18:51,428 If his brain comes to associate reawakening 374 00:18:51,430 --> 00:18:53,063 the motor cortex with pain, 375 00:18:53,065 --> 00:18:55,532 anything alive in there might never wake up. 376 00:18:55,534 --> 00:18:56,867 If he fails at the simulator, 377 00:18:56,869 --> 00:18:59,035 it won't just be an emotional setback. 378 00:18:59,037 --> 00:19:00,804 It could be a neurological one. 379 00:19:00,806 --> 00:19:02,772 There is no flight without a leap. 380 00:19:07,479 --> 00:19:10,328 Mateo, Would you like to fly? 381 00:19:47,920 --> 00:19:49,653 Let's get her a pulmo consult with Loeb. 382 00:19:49,655 --> 00:19:51,377 - Okay. - Hey, what's up? 383 00:19:51,379 --> 00:19:52,979 Hi. So, funny story. 384 00:19:52,981 --> 00:19:54,412 I was over at the vending machines, 385 00:19:54,414 --> 00:19:56,660 not eating candy or anything, 386 00:19:56,662 --> 00:19:59,462 - I was just looking at it... - Iggy, I do have a job. 387 00:19:59,464 --> 00:20:02,098 Yeah, yeah, I know. I do too. 388 00:20:02,100 --> 00:20:05,735 So, I saw Dr. Rothman. 389 00:20:06,744 --> 00:20:08,244 Pretty sure I did. 390 00:20:08,269 --> 00:20:10,536 He's old, white hair, pale skin. 391 00:20:10,561 --> 00:20:11,994 The whole thing. 392 00:20:12,019 --> 00:20:14,352 And I think he's just, um... 393 00:20:14,379 --> 00:20:16,346 it's the darndest thing. He just... 394 00:20:16,348 --> 00:20:18,682 Vanished is the word, I guess. 395 00:20:20,485 --> 00:20:21,561 What? 396 00:20:21,563 --> 00:20:23,987 Okay, I don't really know how to... 397 00:20:23,989 --> 00:20:27,155 I googled him after we talked, and... 398 00:20:27,157 --> 00:20:28,258 And? 399 00:20:28,260 --> 00:20:31,461 Harold Rothman died four years ago. 400 00:20:33,865 --> 00:20:38,368 Your limp is being caused by a soft tissue sarcoma 401 00:20:38,370 --> 00:20:40,036 in your popliteal fossa. 402 00:20:43,041 --> 00:20:44,941 It's aggressive. 403 00:20:48,981 --> 00:20:51,881 I'm gonna need to schedule you for surgery, 404 00:20:51,883 --> 00:20:53,583 and I'm gonna have to call your parents. 405 00:20:53,585 --> 00:20:55,154 I already called. 406 00:20:55,887 --> 00:20:57,454 I knew what you were gonna say. 407 00:21:01,526 --> 00:21:04,399 Jessye, if you would like to go to a little of the party, 408 00:21:04,401 --> 00:21:05,499 there is time. 409 00:21:05,501 --> 00:21:07,564 Why would I go to the party? 410 00:21:07,566 --> 00:21:10,834 That party is for kids who beat cancer. 411 00:21:10,836 --> 00:21:12,202 I lost. 412 00:21:12,204 --> 00:21:14,771 Cancer doesn't have winners and losers, 413 00:21:14,773 --> 00:21:16,906 and anyone who makes you feel that way 414 00:21:16,908 --> 00:21:18,236 does not know what they are talking about. 415 00:21:18,238 --> 00:21:20,176 You made me feel that way. 416 00:21:21,747 --> 00:21:24,080 The stupid speech. 417 00:21:25,863 --> 00:21:29,021 "I was 12 when I learned I had cancer. 418 00:21:29,527 --> 00:21:31,860 "I was told I was in for the fight of my life. 419 00:21:31,885 --> 00:21:34,086 "I battled each cell of my sarcoma. 420 00:21:34,126 --> 00:21:37,861 New Amsterdam taught me how to fight and how to win." 421 00:21:39,637 --> 00:21:42,201 Your party is called Fighting Cancer. 422 00:21:42,933 --> 00:21:48,003 So, yeah, cancer won and I lost. 423 00:21:55,947 --> 00:21:57,247 No pulse. 424 00:21:57,249 --> 00:21:59,343 Going again. Clear. 425 00:21:59,951 --> 00:22:01,951 Doctor, crash cart bedside. 426 00:22:01,953 --> 00:22:04,229 - What happened? - Sinus brady and hypoxia. 427 00:22:04,254 --> 00:22:05,922 - Did you push Atropine? - Times two. 428 00:22:05,947 --> 00:22:08,258 Okay, hang epi drip, 4 micrograms per minute, 429 00:22:08,260 --> 00:22:10,305 and let's put on Zoll pads for external pacing 430 00:22:10,307 --> 00:22:11,564 in case the epi isn't enough. 431 00:22:12,396 --> 00:22:13,395 Bag it. 432 00:22:18,972 --> 00:22:21,282 Breathing pattern ineffective. 433 00:22:25,880 --> 00:22:26,913 One, two... 434 00:22:31,820 --> 00:22:33,653 Hey, why don't you tell me how you... 435 00:22:33,655 --> 00:22:34,988 You got here in the hospital? 436 00:22:35,504 --> 00:22:37,891 Alpha 1 Antitrypsin deficiency. 437 00:22:38,354 --> 00:22:40,588 Come here a few times a month 438 00:22:40,590 --> 00:22:42,289 for a gene transfusion. 439 00:22:42,291 --> 00:22:43,708 Only at New Amsterdam? 440 00:22:43,710 --> 00:22:47,428 - Sometimes at Baptist. - Oh, then I want to know. 441 00:22:47,430 --> 00:22:49,196 Do we have the best elevator shafts, 442 00:22:49,198 --> 00:22:50,536 or does Baptist got us beat? 443 00:22:52,368 --> 00:22:54,468 That's more like it. 444 00:22:54,470 --> 00:22:56,303 All right. Here we go. 445 00:22:56,305 --> 00:22:58,539 One, two... 446 00:23:04,280 --> 00:23:06,080 Yes. Yeah. 447 00:23:06,082 --> 00:23:08,115 You like that? 448 00:23:08,117 --> 00:23:09,583 Pry this open, get you to the OR, 449 00:23:09,585 --> 00:23:11,285 and get you fixed up. 450 00:23:13,289 --> 00:23:16,457 Hey! Hey! 451 00:23:16,459 --> 00:23:18,726 - We're down here! - We're down here! 452 00:23:18,728 --> 00:23:20,427 - Help! - Hey! 453 00:23:20,429 --> 00:23:22,162 Hey, there's somebody down here! 454 00:23:22,164 --> 00:23:24,131 Hey! Hey! 455 00:23:24,133 --> 00:23:26,634 Hey, we're down here! Oh! 456 00:23:34,176 --> 00:23:36,744 Clear? I've got a pulse. 457 00:23:36,746 --> 00:23:38,526 So do you think it'll work? 458 00:23:39,281 --> 00:23:40,681 I don't know. 459 00:23:40,683 --> 00:23:42,783 The insurance company says dad's setback 460 00:23:42,785 --> 00:23:44,518 is classified as a new disorder. 461 00:23:44,520 --> 00:23:46,186 We owe two deductibles now. 462 00:23:46,188 --> 00:23:47,409 We'll have to sell everything 463 00:23:48,524 --> 00:23:51,692 unless I post it and it works. 464 00:23:51,694 --> 00:23:53,594 Well, I couldn't find you a better way, 465 00:23:53,596 --> 00:23:56,263 so why haven't you? 466 00:23:57,466 --> 00:23:59,700 I showed my dad the video. 467 00:23:59,702 --> 00:24:02,169 He said if he has to beg to live, he'd rather die. 468 00:24:02,171 --> 00:24:04,204 That's how he was brought up. 469 00:24:04,206 --> 00:24:06,774 If I post it, he'll never speak to me again. 470 00:24:08,377 --> 00:24:10,811 How can the only way to save him be losing him forever? 471 00:24:29,632 --> 00:24:32,232 Hey! Oh, damn. 472 00:24:34,570 --> 00:24:37,071 - Dr. Bloom. - Hey, I found him. 473 00:24:37,073 --> 00:24:38,706 - What? - He's on the fourth floor. 474 00:24:38,708 --> 00:24:42,022 - Dr. Rothman? - Yes, the fourth floor. Meet me there. 475 00:24:44,346 --> 00:24:46,180 You know, growing up, my Aunt Norma always claimed 476 00:24:46,182 --> 00:24:47,514 to have the sight. 477 00:24:47,516 --> 00:24:49,216 - Mm-hmm. - This makes sense. 478 00:24:49,218 --> 00:24:50,517 She always said that you can only see 479 00:24:50,519 --> 00:24:52,386 what you are pure enough to receive. 480 00:24:52,388 --> 00:24:54,421 Oh, she would just be absolutely thrilled 481 00:24:54,423 --> 00:24:56,256 if my new diet had somehow purified me. 482 00:24:56,258 --> 00:24:58,225 She always said, "You're never gonna get the sight 483 00:24:58,227 --> 00:24:59,660 if you don't stop eating chocolate, Iggy." 484 00:24:59,662 --> 00:25:00,761 Iggy. Iggy. 485 00:25:00,763 --> 00:25:02,696 Look. 486 00:25:02,698 --> 00:25:04,498 Oh. 487 00:25:08,337 --> 00:25:09,689 Dr. Rothman? 488 00:25:15,711 --> 00:25:17,544 How are you doing today? 489 00:25:20,416 --> 00:25:22,883 Wait, this is the... 490 00:25:22,885 --> 00:25:25,185 Alzheimer's Ward. 491 00:25:30,226 --> 00:25:31,625 We think we're in time, 492 00:25:31,627 --> 00:25:33,393 but with a relapse this aggressive, 493 00:25:33,395 --> 00:25:36,363 we're gonna need to monitor Jessye's tissues regularly. 494 00:25:36,852 --> 00:25:39,800 Thinking about something that Jessye said, 495 00:25:39,802 --> 00:25:43,303 how you were asked to talk about fighting cancer, right? 496 00:25:43,305 --> 00:25:44,944 How you beat it? 497 00:25:46,308 --> 00:25:48,739 Can you rip those speeches up, please? 498 00:25:49,949 --> 00:25:51,145 Go on. I'm serious. 499 00:25:51,147 --> 00:25:52,579 Take them out and rip them up. 500 00:25:52,581 --> 00:25:54,745 If they're on your phones, delete them. 501 00:26:00,489 --> 00:26:05,172 Now tell me, from the heart... 502 00:26:06,629 --> 00:26:09,863 How does it feel surviving cancer? 503 00:26:11,400 --> 00:26:12,805 Scared. 504 00:26:13,903 --> 00:26:16,904 You know, um, even though I'm in remission, 505 00:26:16,906 --> 00:26:19,520 it feels like I'm just waiting for it to come back. 506 00:26:20,309 --> 00:26:22,743 Um, ungrateful. 507 00:26:22,745 --> 00:26:24,611 I, like, beat this huge thing, 508 00:26:24,613 --> 00:26:26,780 but I feel like I should never complain 509 00:26:26,782 --> 00:26:29,183 or feel down about anything else. 510 00:26:31,253 --> 00:26:33,754 This is what people should hear. 511 00:26:33,756 --> 00:26:36,924 This is what I want you to talk about tonight. 512 00:26:37,760 --> 00:26:40,828 So we nix the uplifting stories of beating cancer, 513 00:26:40,830 --> 00:26:43,630 and replace them with raw, improvised stories 514 00:26:43,632 --> 00:26:44,631 from terrified children? 515 00:26:44,633 --> 00:26:46,700 It's the truth. People wanna hear the truth. 516 00:26:46,702 --> 00:26:49,203 If there's one place people do not want to hear the truth, 517 00:26:49,205 --> 00:26:50,971 it's a pediatric oncology ward. 518 00:26:50,973 --> 00:26:53,373 Donors want to hear that we're beating cancer, 519 00:26:53,375 --> 00:26:54,942 that we're going to beat more cancer. 520 00:26:54,944 --> 00:26:56,844 Those kids were lying. 521 00:26:56,846 --> 00:26:59,012 We asked them to lie. 522 00:27:00,436 --> 00:27:03,383 So now they're gonna tell their stories, their real stories. 523 00:27:03,385 --> 00:27:05,319 And for some of them, it's not a fight 524 00:27:05,321 --> 00:27:06,987 or it's not a fight that they're winning. 525 00:27:12,328 --> 00:27:13,751 Fair point. 526 00:27:14,630 --> 00:27:16,160 So sorry. 527 00:27:17,800 --> 00:27:20,000 Wow. 528 00:27:22,838 --> 00:27:24,972 We're gonna be okay. 529 00:27:26,642 --> 00:27:29,465 Because as soon as this elevator tries to move... 530 00:27:30,412 --> 00:27:32,412 It was a selfie challenge. 531 00:27:32,414 --> 00:27:36,513 - What? - That's why I was down here. 532 00:27:37,325 --> 00:27:39,792 See who can get the most extreme shot. 533 00:27:40,890 --> 00:27:45,898 So I forced open the elevator doors, 534 00:27:46,528 --> 00:27:49,730 leaned back in the chair, and... 535 00:27:53,602 --> 00:27:57,037 I'm so stupid, I know. 536 00:28:02,778 --> 00:28:04,792 The younger patients, 537 00:28:05,614 --> 00:28:07,836 you know, the ones who come here a lot, 538 00:28:08,784 --> 00:28:11,451 they tend to feel left out. 539 00:28:11,757 --> 00:28:14,621 Their friends are off doing things and, 540 00:28:14,623 --> 00:28:16,957 you know, they're just stuck here. 541 00:28:16,959 --> 00:28:19,723 Wanting people to remember you... 542 00:28:21,864 --> 00:28:23,727 That's not stupid. 543 00:28:25,567 --> 00:28:28,001 We all want that. 544 00:28:33,375 --> 00:28:34,942 Hey! Help! 545 00:28:34,944 --> 00:28:37,377 - Hey! - We're down here! 546 00:28:37,379 --> 00:28:38,779 - We're in the shaft! - Help us, please! 547 00:28:38,781 --> 00:28:40,480 Anybody! Hey! 548 00:28:40,482 --> 00:28:42,049 Please! Help! 549 00:28:42,051 --> 00:28:43,550 Do you hear someone in there? 550 00:28:43,552 --> 00:28:44,484 What was that? 551 00:28:44,486 --> 00:28:47,487 - Is someone down there? - Hello? Hello? 552 00:28:47,489 --> 00:28:49,086 We're gonna get out of here. 553 00:28:56,432 --> 00:28:57,931 I'm gonna set the plane in motion, 554 00:28:57,933 --> 00:28:59,800 but you have to make it fly. 555 00:28:59,802 --> 00:29:01,068 Like with the arm. 556 00:29:01,070 --> 00:29:03,003 Imagine pressing a button, 557 00:29:03,005 --> 00:29:04,905 and if your neural pathways are connecting, 558 00:29:04,907 --> 00:29:06,506 the sim will press the button. 559 00:29:06,508 --> 00:29:08,742 If you don't connect, you'll crash. 560 00:29:28,917 --> 00:29:30,364 Reset. 561 00:29:36,705 --> 00:29:38,505 Reset. 562 00:29:48,450 --> 00:29:50,884 How many hours have you spent in a cockpit? 563 00:29:50,886 --> 00:29:52,649 More than I can count. 564 00:29:53,155 --> 00:29:54,888 This should be second nature to me. 565 00:29:54,890 --> 00:29:57,404 I suspect it still is. 566 00:29:58,727 --> 00:30:00,574 Close your eyes. 567 00:30:01,163 --> 00:30:03,530 Close your eyes now. 568 00:30:03,532 --> 00:30:05,899 Visualize the cockpit. 569 00:30:08,070 --> 00:30:10,837 Tell me, what is the farthest left indicator 570 00:30:10,839 --> 00:30:12,906 on the instrument panel? 571 00:30:12,908 --> 00:30:15,675 The ASI. The airspeed. 572 00:30:16,645 --> 00:30:18,050 Keep going. 573 00:30:18,339 --> 00:30:20,093 The altitude indicator. 574 00:30:20,749 --> 00:30:22,883 Compass. 575 00:30:22,885 --> 00:30:25,098 Up is the fuel gauge. 576 00:30:25,754 --> 00:30:27,888 You know this plane. 577 00:30:27,890 --> 00:30:31,691 This is your plane, 578 00:30:31,693 --> 00:30:33,593 not a simulator. 579 00:30:33,595 --> 00:30:35,218 This is my plane. 580 00:30:36,265 --> 00:30:38,098 Say it again. 581 00:30:38,570 --> 00:30:40,781 This is my plane. 582 00:30:42,938 --> 00:30:45,605 Mateo, we are moving now. 583 00:30:45,607 --> 00:30:47,741 You have a half-billion dollar plane 584 00:30:47,743 --> 00:30:49,910 that is your responsibility. 585 00:30:49,912 --> 00:30:51,678 We are near the end of the runway. 586 00:30:51,680 --> 00:30:55,782 You have to get us up in the air right now. 587 00:31:17,206 --> 00:31:19,706 He's flying. 588 00:31:40,562 --> 00:31:42,050 Wow. 589 00:31:42,798 --> 00:31:44,428 That's a... 590 00:31:45,971 --> 00:31:46,766 that's a dress. 591 00:31:46,768 --> 00:31:49,769 Yes, and those are scrubs. 592 00:31:49,771 --> 00:31:51,143 That they are. 593 00:31:51,640 --> 00:31:54,741 I guess this concludes our game of name that clothing item. 594 00:31:54,743 --> 00:31:56,943 Um, I need to talk to you about crowdfunding. 595 00:31:56,945 --> 00:31:58,912 After you get dressed. You're gonna be late. 596 00:31:58,914 --> 00:32:00,747 - For what? - The fundraiser. 597 00:32:00,749 --> 00:32:02,315 - Which is tonight? - It's in ten minutes. 598 00:32:02,317 --> 00:32:03,950 Just throw something on and get down there, 599 00:32:03,952 --> 00:32:05,619 - I've got to prep the kids. - Uh, kids? 600 00:32:05,621 --> 00:32:06,853 The ones who are sharing their stories. 601 00:32:06,855 --> 00:32:08,255 To raise money for this hospital? 602 00:32:08,257 --> 00:32:10,157 Oh, yes. It's a fundraiser, Max. 603 00:32:10,159 --> 00:32:11,925 Yeah, with the kids that we're exploiting 604 00:32:11,927 --> 00:32:14,161 to emotionally manipulate people for cash. 605 00:32:14,163 --> 00:32:16,196 - No one is exploiting anyone. - You're damn right we're not. 606 00:32:16,198 --> 00:32:18,965 We're cancelling that fundraiser. 607 00:32:20,869 --> 00:32:23,170 Uh... 608 00:32:26,586 --> 00:32:28,754 It's called therapeutic fibbing. 609 00:32:29,139 --> 00:32:30,956 Instead of correcting the patient's delusions, 610 00:32:30,958 --> 00:32:32,262 you accept them. 611 00:32:32,264 --> 00:32:34,459 So everyone here treats Dr. Rothman 612 00:32:34,461 --> 00:32:36,394 - like he's still a doctor? - Within reason. 613 00:32:36,396 --> 00:32:39,231 Whenever he leaves the floor he has minders with him. 614 00:32:39,233 --> 00:32:42,734 It's startling, I know, but stability slows dementia. 615 00:32:42,736 --> 00:32:44,903 And nothing's more destabilizing 616 00:32:44,905 --> 00:32:46,571 than forcing people to acknowledge 617 00:32:46,573 --> 00:32:48,607 they're in the grip of delusions. 618 00:32:48,609 --> 00:32:51,443 - Excuse me. - Have a good day. 619 00:32:53,872 --> 00:32:56,014 Okay, so I never actually googled Rothman. 620 00:32:56,016 --> 00:32:58,483 - Yeah, no kidding. - I'm sorry. 621 00:32:58,485 --> 00:33:02,420 Hey, it was just a joke that got out of hand. 622 00:33:02,422 --> 00:33:05,524 But I thought that he was like a visiting doctor or something. 623 00:33:05,526 --> 00:33:08,000 I never thought that he was a patient. 624 00:33:08,002 --> 00:33:10,762 And I never really thought that you would think that he was a ghost. 625 00:33:10,764 --> 00:33:11,696 I'm sorry. 626 00:33:11,698 --> 00:33:12,597 No, Lauren, I'm not mad at you, okay? 627 00:33:12,599 --> 00:33:14,599 I'm mad at myself for even half-believing 628 00:33:14,601 --> 00:33:16,535 any of this nonsense. 629 00:33:16,537 --> 00:33:18,603 - Okay, but that's my fault. - No, it's not. 630 00:33:18,605 --> 00:33:21,066 It's all me. I'm the problem. 631 00:33:21,608 --> 00:33:23,110 Iggy... 632 00:33:23,877 --> 00:33:25,877 Sing a little song, do a little dance. 633 00:33:25,879 --> 00:33:27,345 Just be yourselves. 634 00:33:27,347 --> 00:33:28,947 - If you need anything, I'll... - Helen. 635 00:33:28,949 --> 00:33:30,615 Yeah, I'll be with you in just a sec. 636 00:33:30,617 --> 00:33:32,017 Yeah, well, I meant that 637 00:33:32,019 --> 00:33:33,309 in the "what the hell" kind of sense. 638 00:33:33,334 --> 00:33:34,740 This does not look like a cancelled gala. 639 00:33:34,742 --> 00:33:35,948 That's because it's not. 640 00:33:35,950 --> 00:33:37,464 My first act as the newly restored 641 00:33:37,466 --> 00:33:39,457 Deputy Medical Director was to ignore you. 642 00:33:39,459 --> 00:33:40,659 I can't believe that you are okay 643 00:33:40,661 --> 00:33:42,587 with exploiting these children. 644 00:33:45,954 --> 00:33:47,226 Kids? 645 00:33:47,228 --> 00:33:48,466 Quick question. 646 00:33:48,468 --> 00:33:50,535 Do you want me to cancel the gala? 647 00:33:51,138 --> 00:33:54,306 Don't you, like, need the money to cure cancer? 648 00:33:54,891 --> 00:33:57,642 Yes, but if not if it means making you speak publicly 649 00:33:57,644 --> 00:34:00,078 about something that you would rather keep private. 650 00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:02,414 I mean, are y'all being forced to do this? 651 00:34:02,416 --> 00:34:03,748 We want to do this. 652 00:34:03,750 --> 00:34:05,550 This is how we help the next kid with cancer. 653 00:34:05,552 --> 00:34:07,195 This is how we help Jessye. 654 00:34:08,405 --> 00:34:11,756 Max, this isn't exploitation. 655 00:34:11,758 --> 00:34:13,959 This is gratitude. 656 00:34:15,429 --> 00:34:16,728 Gratitude? 657 00:34:18,031 --> 00:34:19,931 You may know it from such situations 658 00:34:19,933 --> 00:34:22,100 as the time I saved you from recklessly cancelling 659 00:34:22,102 --> 00:34:23,969 an important fundraiser. 660 00:34:25,405 --> 00:34:27,005 Right. 661 00:34:27,007 --> 00:34:29,774 Now I'm grateful that you're willing to be Deputy 662 00:34:29,776 --> 00:34:31,910 to a proven doofus. 663 00:34:33,747 --> 00:34:36,224 And I'm also grateful because... 664 00:34:37,893 --> 00:34:40,118 you just showed me how to do crowdfunding right. 665 00:34:54,701 --> 00:34:56,534 Mateo, we have to stop. 666 00:34:56,536 --> 00:34:57,903 No, no. Not yet. 667 00:34:57,905 --> 00:35:01,072 You have an infection at your surgical site. 668 00:35:01,074 --> 00:35:02,941 We have to remove the implant. 669 00:35:03,335 --> 00:35:04,753 No. 670 00:35:07,047 --> 00:35:08,680 No, I just wanna stay up here. 671 00:35:09,750 --> 00:35:11,750 But with the infection this close to your brain, 672 00:35:11,752 --> 00:35:15,553 we must stop now. 673 00:35:35,742 --> 00:35:37,509 - Mm. - Hey. 674 00:35:38,036 --> 00:35:39,412 Hey. 675 00:35:40,622 --> 00:35:43,581 You know that I would never intentionally mock 676 00:35:43,583 --> 00:35:45,784 Alzheimer's patients, right? 677 00:35:46,294 --> 00:35:48,119 - Of course. - Good. 678 00:35:49,089 --> 00:35:51,049 Parkinson's, though... 679 00:35:51,925 --> 00:35:53,479 Just a little bit funny? 680 00:35:53,481 --> 00:35:55,527 That's maybe the worst joke you've ever made. 681 00:35:59,433 --> 00:36:01,393 You seem really upset. 682 00:36:02,060 --> 00:36:04,102 Yeah, you know, I'm... I'm... 683 00:36:04,104 --> 00:36:06,771 I've just been going through some stuff. 684 00:36:07,190 --> 00:36:08,733 That's why I'm here. 685 00:36:11,152 --> 00:36:12,777 Wanna talk about it? 686 00:36:16,883 --> 00:36:19,551 So I've been on this diet, 687 00:36:19,553 --> 00:36:24,583 and it's making me feel cold and drowsy and weak. 688 00:36:26,084 --> 00:36:29,995 And I've been having vivid food fantasies. 689 00:36:30,422 --> 00:36:35,166 And today, I temporarily believed in ghosts, 690 00:36:35,719 --> 00:36:37,135 which is... 691 00:36:37,137 --> 00:36:38,903 that's not funny, really. 692 00:36:38,905 --> 00:36:41,239 It's, um, it's more like what happens 693 00:36:41,241 --> 00:36:44,776 when my food stuff goes a little too far. 694 00:36:46,980 --> 00:36:49,647 But I don't even look good yet, 695 00:36:49,649 --> 00:36:51,516 and people are giving me compliments already, 696 00:36:51,518 --> 00:36:52,584 so you do the math. 697 00:36:52,586 --> 00:36:54,696 How terrible must I have looked before? 698 00:36:55,055 --> 00:36:58,056 So even if this diet is intense, 699 00:36:58,058 --> 00:37:01,192 it's necessary, right? 700 00:37:07,334 --> 00:37:08,793 Mateo. 701 00:37:11,838 --> 00:37:13,423 It's not fair. 702 00:37:15,008 --> 00:37:17,677 I encouraged you to go through so much. 703 00:37:18,879 --> 00:37:20,845 To get so little in return. 704 00:37:27,479 --> 00:37:28,820 I'm sorry. 705 00:37:32,098 --> 00:37:33,431 I'm not. 706 00:37:36,863 --> 00:37:38,615 I'll never walk again... 707 00:37:40,950 --> 00:37:43,101 But I got to fly. 708 00:37:51,945 --> 00:37:53,878 How long were you and this kid in the elevator? 709 00:37:53,880 --> 00:37:55,280 About four hours. 710 00:37:55,282 --> 00:37:57,749 Spleen isolated and removed. 711 00:37:57,751 --> 00:37:59,355 Music to my ears. 712 00:37:59,357 --> 00:38:03,121 There's a small tear in the diaphragm near the sternum. 713 00:38:03,770 --> 00:38:05,603 Can I suture? 714 00:38:06,459 --> 00:38:08,292 Ask the Chair. 715 00:38:10,463 --> 00:38:11,962 Show me what you got. 716 00:38:39,292 --> 00:38:41,926 Are we, uh, really not gonna see you 717 00:38:41,928 --> 00:38:43,962 - until the wedding? - Yeah, but it'll be fine. 718 00:38:43,964 --> 00:38:47,149 I'm not fine. I'm sad. 719 00:38:47,151 --> 00:38:48,705 Well, you know how these things go. 720 00:38:48,707 --> 00:38:50,168 You know, like I just did the surgery 721 00:38:50,170 --> 00:38:52,637 and we saved the kid, and everything was great, 722 00:38:52,639 --> 00:38:54,757 but the whole time I was thinking 723 00:38:54,759 --> 00:38:56,941 this isn't my OR anymore, you know? 724 00:38:56,943 --> 00:39:00,278 Things end. People forget. 725 00:39:00,280 --> 00:39:02,532 Tevi will remember. 726 00:39:02,949 --> 00:39:05,660 So will every single one of your patients... 727 00:39:06,686 --> 00:39:08,496 and so will I. 728 00:39:09,856 --> 00:39:12,190 Thank you. 729 00:39:12,192 --> 00:39:15,727 And so will every single one of your friends 730 00:39:15,729 --> 00:39:18,363 who are waiting around this corner to surprise you. 731 00:39:18,365 --> 00:39:20,999 - Hey! - Yo! 732 00:39:23,170 --> 00:39:24,969 Surprise! 733 00:39:24,971 --> 00:39:27,238 Don't be mad. It's just a small event. 734 00:40:48,955 --> 00:40:52,152 _ 735 00:40:52,154 --> 00:40:54,034 _ 736 00:40:54,035 --> 00:40:55,696 _ 737 00:40:55,697 --> 00:40:56,972 _ 738 00:40:56,997 --> 00:41:00,231 I got the surgery I needed to survive last year. 739 00:41:00,233 --> 00:41:02,100 I got mine ten years ago. 740 00:41:02,102 --> 00:41:05,837 We got money to keep our little girl healthy, 741 00:41:05,839 --> 00:41:08,139 but what about the next little girl? 742 00:41:08,141 --> 00:41:11,075 Our family has so much gratitude 743 00:41:11,077 --> 00:41:13,911 and we want to help whoever comes next. 744 00:41:13,913 --> 00:41:16,080 Last year, I almost died. 745 00:41:16,082 --> 00:41:18,116 Now I'm going to college. 746 00:41:18,118 --> 00:41:20,318 Can you help the next person like me? 747 00:41:20,320 --> 00:41:23,521 We get to tell our stories because we're survivors. 748 00:41:23,523 --> 00:41:25,023 I'm a survivor. 749 00:41:25,025 --> 00:41:27,458 And we want our friends to be survivors too. 750 00:41:30,363 --> 00:41:34,966 Last year, I was diagnosed with squamous cell carcinoma, 751 00:41:34,968 --> 00:41:37,335 and, uh... 752 00:41:37,337 --> 00:41:39,370 I didn't want to admit that it was happening. 753 00:41:39,372 --> 00:41:42,280 I didn't want to talk about it, 754 00:41:42,282 --> 00:41:44,375 not even with my closest friends. 755 00:41:44,377 --> 00:41:48,446 But in New Amsterdam and all the amazing people in it, 756 00:41:48,448 --> 00:41:52,283 they... they helped me through it. 757 00:41:52,285 --> 00:41:54,552 So I'm a survivor. 758 00:41:54,554 --> 00:41:58,156 And so many others aren't, not yet. 759 00:41:58,158 --> 00:42:02,060 So that's why I'm asking you to donate 760 00:42:02,062 --> 00:42:07,626 because it's not for me, it's for them.