1 00:00:04,395 --> 00:00:06,441 - Previously on "New Amsterdam"... 2 00:00:06,484 --> 00:00:07,355 - You should know that I have always 3 00:00:07,398 --> 00:00:08,530 found you to be insufferable. 4 00:00:08,573 --> 00:00:10,619 - And I've seen 80-year-old stroke victims 5 00:00:10,662 --> 00:00:13,317 improve their range of motion faster than you. 6 00:00:13,361 --> 00:00:15,667 - The board's calling a vote to terminate Fulton's contract. 7 00:00:15,711 --> 00:00:17,495 - It's done. I'm out. 8 00:00:17,539 --> 00:00:19,889 - Max. There was a brain bleed. 9 00:00:19,932 --> 00:00:22,587 Georgia's in surgery with Hartman. 10 00:00:55,142 --> 00:00:58,884 - Let's keep dreaming. 11 00:00:58,928 --> 00:01:02,149 - I'd love to. 12 00:01:02,192 --> 00:01:04,238 - You could call in sick. 13 00:01:04,281 --> 00:01:07,241 We could stay in bed all day. 14 00:01:07,284 --> 00:01:09,678 - I remember those days. 15 00:01:09,721 --> 00:01:11,680 - We were so bad. 16 00:01:14,291 --> 00:01:17,294 - It was so good. 17 00:01:17,338 --> 00:01:21,124 - I thought we'd have more of those days. 18 00:01:21,168 --> 00:01:24,171 I thought we'd have so much time. 19 00:01:24,214 --> 00:01:26,086 - I would've done everything different. 20 00:01:28,131 --> 00:01:30,481 If I knew. 21 00:01:30,525 --> 00:01:31,961 - Start now. 22 00:01:32,004 --> 00:01:33,963 Stay here with me. 23 00:01:45,148 --> 00:01:48,412 - I gotta go to work. 24 00:01:48,456 --> 00:01:49,631 - Maybe I'll come with you. 25 00:01:52,721 --> 00:01:55,115 It gets so lonely. 26 00:01:55,158 --> 00:01:57,508 - ♪ All your love is 27 00:01:57,552 --> 00:02:01,817 ♪ All your love is blind 28 00:02:01,860 --> 00:02:05,603 ♪ I'll sleep until the day you're mine ♪ 29 00:02:08,040 --> 00:02:09,477 - Excuse me. Helen, hey. 30 00:02:09,520 --> 00:02:12,741 I happened to get you a cappuccino dry. 31 00:02:12,784 --> 00:02:14,395 - Thanks. Another $3 knocked off your debt. 32 00:02:14,438 --> 00:02:15,961 - How much do I have left? 33 00:02:16,005 --> 00:02:18,529 - For the insanely expensive non-refundable cleaning service 34 00:02:18,573 --> 00:02:20,792 that I graciously sent to your home and you rejected? 35 00:02:20,836 --> 00:02:23,665 - That's the one. - About 112 cappuccinos more. 36 00:02:23,708 --> 00:02:25,971 - Well, what if I make it a double or a triple? 37 00:02:26,015 --> 00:02:27,147 I'm sorry, okay. 38 00:02:27,190 --> 00:02:29,192 It was such a thoughtful gesture. 39 00:02:29,236 --> 00:02:30,193 - Yes, it was. - I appreciate it. 40 00:02:30,237 --> 00:02:31,455 I'm very sorry, 41 00:02:31,499 --> 00:02:32,848 and will you please accept my apology? 42 00:02:32,891 --> 00:02:34,371 - Oh, God. 43 00:02:34,415 --> 00:02:35,459 Accepted. - Good. 44 00:02:35,503 --> 00:02:36,808 - Are you ever gonna tell me 45 00:02:36,852 --> 00:02:40,856 why you threw my wildly generous gift to the curb? 46 00:02:40,899 --> 00:02:42,292 - Oh, uh... 47 00:02:42,336 --> 00:02:46,296 I just don't want strangers in my house right now. 48 00:02:46,340 --> 00:02:48,124 - ♪ All your love is 49 00:02:48,168 --> 00:02:51,171 ♪ All your love is blind 50 00:02:53,085 --> 00:02:54,043 - She's tachy. 51 00:02:54,086 --> 00:02:55,523 70/30, 130. 52 00:02:55,566 --> 00:02:57,177 - Ms. Trombley, we've been expecting you. 53 00:02:57,220 --> 00:02:58,308 - I'm scared, Mama. 54 00:02:58,352 --> 00:03:00,180 - I know. It's okay, baby. 55 00:03:00,223 --> 00:03:02,617 - Septal Q waves in the lateral leads. 56 00:03:02,660 --> 00:03:05,794 - On my count. One, two, three. 57 00:03:05,837 --> 00:03:08,362 - Kayla, I'm Dr. Reynolds. I'm gonna take care of you. 58 00:03:14,281 --> 00:03:15,717 We gotta get her into surgery. 59 00:03:15,760 --> 00:03:18,154 - But now? What kind of surgery? 60 00:03:18,198 --> 00:03:19,938 - Mrs. Trombley, Kayla's got an overgrowth 61 00:03:19,982 --> 00:03:21,462 of muscle tissue in her heart, 62 00:03:21,505 --> 00:03:23,507 and we need to fix this now, or her heart could stop again. 63 00:03:23,551 --> 00:03:24,595 - It's often genetic, 64 00:03:24,639 --> 00:03:25,988 so we should get you checked, too. 65 00:03:26,031 --> 00:03:28,817 - If you need to contact anyone, family, her father-- 66 00:03:28,860 --> 00:03:30,427 - No, he's passed on. 67 00:03:30,471 --> 00:03:33,038 - Okay, she's all set. 68 00:03:33,082 --> 00:03:34,257 - She's all I have. 69 00:03:34,301 --> 00:03:36,390 - We've got her. 70 00:03:38,218 --> 00:03:40,829 - She's in good hands. 71 00:03:40,872 --> 00:03:43,832 - That's my baby. 72 00:03:43,875 --> 00:03:47,531 - Stay strong, okay? You need to stay strong. 73 00:03:47,575 --> 00:03:49,533 - It has been my honor to assist you 74 00:03:49,577 --> 00:03:52,232 in managing your physical issues, Nathan. 75 00:03:52,275 --> 00:03:54,277 But for your emotional needs, 76 00:03:54,321 --> 00:03:56,018 I can think of no one better than Dr. Iggy Frome. 77 00:03:56,061 --> 00:03:57,280 - Hi, there. How you doing? 78 00:03:57,324 --> 00:03:58,238 You must be Nate. - Sir. 79 00:03:58,281 --> 00:04:00,022 - Yeah, nice to meet you. 80 00:04:00,065 --> 00:04:01,197 So Dr. Kapoor tells me 81 00:04:01,241 --> 00:04:04,548 you would like to join our merry band. 82 00:04:04,592 --> 00:04:06,942 - Well, he thinks it might be a good idea. 83 00:04:06,985 --> 00:04:09,814 - Nathan has done two tours in Afghanistan. 84 00:04:09,858 --> 00:04:11,555 I believe your PTSD support group 85 00:04:11,599 --> 00:04:13,557 can be the perfect medicine for him now. 86 00:04:13,601 --> 00:04:15,994 - I agree. So when did you get back? 87 00:04:16,038 --> 00:04:17,518 - A year ago July. 88 00:04:17,561 --> 00:04:19,259 - You know, a lot of our folks were in Afghanistan. 89 00:04:19,302 --> 00:04:20,608 Iraq, as well. 90 00:04:20,651 --> 00:04:22,610 We have a colonel in there who began his service 91 00:04:22,653 --> 00:04:23,828 in the first Gulf War. 92 00:04:23,872 --> 00:04:24,916 We have a captain from the second-- 93 00:04:24,960 --> 00:04:27,528 - Sir, I'm not really clear why... 94 00:04:27,571 --> 00:04:29,486 I mean, I appreciate what you're trying to do here, but-- 95 00:04:29,530 --> 00:04:30,922 - You're not alone here, Nathan. 96 00:04:30,966 --> 00:04:33,621 - No, not by a long shot. We're all about support. 97 00:04:33,664 --> 00:04:35,579 It's just a safe space for you to share your truth 98 00:04:35,623 --> 00:04:37,146 with folks who lead with love. 99 00:04:37,189 --> 00:04:38,756 - You call yourself a Marine? 100 00:04:38,800 --> 00:04:40,367 Everything, everything you're saying, 101 00:04:40,410 --> 00:04:41,498 complete betrayal of leadership. 102 00:04:41,542 --> 00:04:43,674 - My leadership betrayed me. 103 00:04:43,718 --> 00:04:46,198 All I ever wanted was to be a Marine like my dad. 104 00:04:46,242 --> 00:04:47,809 I was a true believer, 105 00:04:47,852 --> 00:04:50,115 but we were betrayed in Iraq, sir! 106 00:04:50,159 --> 00:04:51,334 The purpose of our mission-- 107 00:04:51,378 --> 00:04:53,684 - It wasn't your job to question the purpose. 108 00:04:53,728 --> 00:04:56,208 It was your job to accomplish the mission. 109 00:04:56,252 --> 00:04:59,429 The only reason, only reason I came to this crap show 110 00:04:59,473 --> 00:05:00,952 is 'cause my wife insisted, 111 00:05:00,996 --> 00:05:03,607 but I don't have to stand here and listen to this 112 00:05:03,651 --> 00:05:05,174 sad sack Monday morning quarterback. 113 00:05:05,217 --> 00:05:08,308 - Okay, Quinn, take a breath. 114 00:05:08,351 --> 00:05:10,788 Take a deep one. Okay? 115 00:05:10,832 --> 00:05:12,137 We've talked about this, haven't we? 116 00:05:12,181 --> 00:05:13,443 - Yeah. - Yes. 117 00:05:13,487 --> 00:05:15,358 Amalia has a different experience than you. 118 00:05:15,402 --> 00:05:16,968 That's it. 119 00:05:17,012 --> 00:05:18,143 But you two fought for the same country. 120 00:05:18,187 --> 00:05:19,971 That is what binds you. 121 00:05:21,408 --> 00:05:23,192 That is such a load of crap. 122 00:05:26,021 --> 00:05:27,065 - Is it? 123 00:05:31,853 --> 00:05:33,507 - You don't know what you're talking about. 124 00:05:34,769 --> 00:05:36,074 - Oh. 125 00:05:36,118 --> 00:05:37,946 You don't know our experience. You don't know. 126 00:05:48,304 --> 00:05:53,353 You don't know the pain of losing a part of you... 127 00:05:53,396 --> 00:05:57,008 while so many of your friends never... 128 00:06:06,496 --> 00:06:08,585 No, there's no words. 129 00:06:17,768 --> 00:06:19,596 - Actually, there are. 130 00:06:21,468 --> 00:06:24,732 And to give us those words... 131 00:06:24,775 --> 00:06:27,256 we are gonna try something new, 132 00:06:27,299 --> 00:06:31,391 and yet something that is thousands of years old. 133 00:06:34,219 --> 00:06:36,091 We're gonna put on a play. 134 00:06:41,270 --> 00:06:43,098 - Elizabeth, sorry to keep you. 135 00:06:43,141 --> 00:06:45,709 - No problem. I was just running laps. 136 00:06:45,753 --> 00:06:47,407 - Meet Dr. Juan Questa. 137 00:06:47,450 --> 00:06:49,321 Juan, meet Elizabeth Archer, 138 00:06:49,365 --> 00:06:51,585 my long-time patient and office Olympian. 139 00:06:51,628 --> 00:06:54,631 - Hello, Elizabeth. 140 00:06:54,675 --> 00:06:57,547 - Never a great sign when a new doctor shows up. 141 00:06:57,591 --> 00:06:58,722 - Today is an exception. 142 00:06:58,766 --> 00:07:00,681 Juan isn't an oncologist. 143 00:07:00,724 --> 00:07:02,465 He's an orthopedic surgeon. 144 00:07:02,509 --> 00:07:03,988 - The back pain you're experiencing 145 00:07:04,032 --> 00:07:06,251 is from where your osteosarcoma was removed. 146 00:07:06,295 --> 00:07:07,427 - But this isn't a recurrence. 147 00:07:07,470 --> 00:07:08,732 We've examined your PET scan, 148 00:07:08,776 --> 00:07:10,168 and you are cancer-free. 149 00:07:14,129 --> 00:07:16,566 Wow. 150 00:07:16,610 --> 00:07:18,960 That's great. 151 00:07:19,003 --> 00:07:20,875 So... 152 00:07:20,918 --> 00:07:22,616 why two doctors? 153 00:07:26,446 --> 00:07:27,925 - Now when the tumor was taken out, 154 00:07:27,969 --> 00:07:30,754 a metal plate was installed for stability. 155 00:07:30,798 --> 00:07:32,408 Unfortunately, it's moved. 156 00:07:32,452 --> 00:07:33,931 That's what's causing your discomfort. 157 00:07:33,975 --> 00:07:36,717 - Fixing it will require another surgery. 158 00:07:36,760 --> 00:07:40,503 But you are in great hands with Dr. Questa. 159 00:07:44,333 --> 00:07:47,989 - Is this my fault? 160 00:07:48,032 --> 00:07:49,773 - Not at all. 161 00:07:49,817 --> 00:07:51,601 - Did I move in some way that I shouldn't have? 162 00:07:51,645 --> 00:07:53,124 I do a lot of stretching. 163 00:07:53,168 --> 00:07:54,952 - No, it's been 10 years. 164 00:07:54,996 --> 00:07:57,955 Over time, the body shifts, and hardware can shift with it. 165 00:08:00,262 --> 00:08:01,959 - But if I'd gone to the doctor sooner, 166 00:08:02,003 --> 00:08:03,831 I might never have needed the plate at all, 167 00:08:03,874 --> 00:08:06,311 and maybe the tumor wouldn't have grown so big. 168 00:08:06,355 --> 00:08:08,052 - Liz... 169 00:08:08,096 --> 00:08:12,056 nothing that's happened is your fault. 170 00:08:12,100 --> 00:08:13,536 We've talked about this. 171 00:08:16,757 --> 00:08:19,760 - And why ask why, and, man, it's hard to stop. 172 00:08:25,330 --> 00:08:26,767 Okay. 173 00:08:29,683 --> 00:08:32,120 Let's do some surgery. 174 00:08:34,035 --> 00:08:38,039 - Ordering six units of FFP to augment hemostasis. 175 00:08:38,082 --> 00:08:39,693 - Plate removed. 176 00:08:39,736 --> 00:08:41,956 - Diagrammatic exclusion normal. 177 00:08:41,999 --> 00:08:44,175 - Where is the scar tissue? 178 00:08:44,219 --> 00:08:45,525 - Excuse me? 179 00:08:45,568 --> 00:08:47,352 - Look. 180 00:08:49,224 --> 00:08:51,531 - Trish, number four should be right on the tray. 181 00:08:53,402 --> 00:08:55,883 - Page Max. 182 00:08:55,926 --> 00:08:58,538 - This is the site of her previous surgery. 183 00:08:58,581 --> 00:09:00,365 - Not a lot of damage. - Exactly. 184 00:09:00,409 --> 00:09:02,890 If a sizeable tumor had been removed from this area, 185 00:09:02,933 --> 00:09:05,109 a large chunk of spinal cord would've been taken with it. 186 00:09:05,153 --> 00:09:07,459 You'd see a ton of irregular scar tissue. 187 00:09:07,503 --> 00:09:08,939 Instead, there's just one clean cut. 188 00:09:10,375 --> 00:09:12,813 - Cancer didn't put her in a wheelchair, Max. 189 00:09:13,988 --> 00:09:15,250 It looks like her surgeon did. 190 00:09:18,122 --> 00:09:20,864 - She must've had multiple scans since then. 191 00:09:20,908 --> 00:09:22,605 Surely, someone would've seen-- - No, not with the plate. 192 00:09:22,649 --> 00:09:24,694 The plate made it impossible to give her an MRI 193 00:09:24,738 --> 00:09:26,566 and created too much artifact on a CT scan 194 00:09:26,609 --> 00:09:27,697 to see the area clearly. 195 00:09:27,741 --> 00:09:28,872 - But there was a structural reason 196 00:09:28,916 --> 00:09:30,787 for the plate to be there, right? 197 00:09:33,747 --> 00:09:36,706 - None that I can see. 198 00:09:36,750 --> 00:09:40,188 - So we did this. 199 00:09:40,231 --> 00:09:43,278 A New Amsterdam doctor cut her spinal cord. 200 00:09:43,321 --> 00:09:46,542 - And put a plate inside her to cover it up. 201 00:09:56,770 --> 00:09:58,989 - She did have cancer. That was real. 202 00:09:59,033 --> 00:10:00,121 - Yeah, but that's not what put her in the chair. 203 00:10:00,164 --> 00:10:01,557 We did, and she deserves to know that. 204 00:10:01,601 --> 00:10:02,645 - She will. 205 00:10:02,689 --> 00:10:04,386 We are absolutely gonna tell her. 206 00:10:04,429 --> 00:10:05,387 - Now. - Max, 207 00:10:05,430 --> 00:10:06,606 we need to see the op report. 208 00:10:06,649 --> 00:10:08,216 We need to speak with the original surgeon. 209 00:10:08,259 --> 00:10:10,348 - There's no reason that we can't tell her right now. 210 00:10:10,392 --> 00:10:11,523 - We don't have all the facts. 211 00:10:11,567 --> 00:10:12,655 And if we're wrong about any of this, 212 00:10:12,699 --> 00:10:15,832 if we give her more misinformation... 213 00:10:15,876 --> 00:10:16,877 let's take the day. 214 00:10:16,920 --> 00:10:18,226 24 hours to get at the truth, 215 00:10:18,269 --> 00:10:21,185 and then we will talk to her together. 216 00:10:25,189 --> 00:10:26,669 - All right. 217 00:10:26,713 --> 00:10:31,065 Septal wall muscular overgrowth isolated and resected. 218 00:10:31,108 --> 00:10:33,589 Ready for pathological confirmation. 219 00:10:33,633 --> 00:10:35,809 Heart should be repaired now, Dr. Duke. 220 00:10:35,852 --> 00:10:37,114 It's closing time. 221 00:10:37,158 --> 00:10:38,072 - 5-0 Prolene on a stick? 222 00:10:38,115 --> 00:10:39,290 - That's right. 223 00:10:39,334 --> 00:10:41,989 - Got an IV of normal saline going. 224 00:10:42,032 --> 00:10:44,208 - Floyd, this is not cardiomyopathy. 225 00:10:44,252 --> 00:10:46,297 - But Makayla's heart was hypertrophied. 226 00:10:46,341 --> 00:10:48,430 - Absolutely, and you were right to operate, 227 00:10:48,473 --> 00:10:50,693 but it's because of an infiltration 228 00:10:50,737 --> 00:10:53,348 of abnormal blood cells. 229 00:10:53,391 --> 00:10:55,611 I'm afraid this girl has leukemia. 230 00:11:03,880 --> 00:11:04,794 - Leukemia. 231 00:11:06,709 --> 00:11:08,363 - Fortunately, we caught it early. 232 00:11:08,406 --> 00:11:11,453 But she will need a bone marrow transplant. 233 00:11:11,496 --> 00:11:13,847 - And I can't help her? 234 00:11:13,890 --> 00:11:16,153 - Well, your blood type isn't a match. 235 00:11:16,197 --> 00:11:17,633 AB positive is pretty rare. 236 00:11:17,677 --> 00:11:20,462 I did put Makayla on the marrow donor registry, 237 00:11:20,505 --> 00:11:21,985 but I gotta be honest with you. 238 00:11:22,029 --> 00:11:23,508 It could take months. 239 00:11:26,511 --> 00:11:28,470 - So you need a blood relative? 240 00:11:28,513 --> 00:11:30,777 - If we can find someone that is a match, 241 00:11:30,820 --> 00:11:32,996 the odds will be much stronger than waiting. 242 00:11:48,620 --> 00:11:51,754 - You know, I've never been the type of woman 243 00:11:51,798 --> 00:11:54,931 to beg a man to be in his child's life. 244 00:11:58,848 --> 00:12:01,329 Makayla's father is alive. 245 00:12:03,287 --> 00:12:08,205 She doesn't know, and I don't want her to. 246 00:12:08,249 --> 00:12:12,427 If you need me to call him... 247 00:12:12,470 --> 00:12:13,733 I'll find the strength. 248 00:12:16,823 --> 00:12:17,737 - Or I can do it. 249 00:12:20,217 --> 00:12:21,653 I mean, yeah, if it... 250 00:12:21,697 --> 00:12:22,654 if it helps. 251 00:12:27,529 --> 00:12:29,531 - Okay. 252 00:12:29,574 --> 00:12:32,055 - This is a play by Sophocles. 253 00:12:32,099 --> 00:12:33,840 - Phillock...tatas? 254 00:12:34,884 --> 00:12:36,146 - No. Close. 255 00:12:36,190 --> 00:12:37,539 "Philoctetes." 256 00:12:37,582 --> 00:12:39,280 It was written during the Peloponnesian War, 257 00:12:39,323 --> 00:12:41,673 and it focuses heavily on themes of disability, 258 00:12:41,717 --> 00:12:43,719 loyalty, and forgiveness all within the military. 259 00:12:43,763 --> 00:12:45,808 It is considered an ethical tragedy. 260 00:12:45,852 --> 00:12:47,897 It was aimed to incite a certain sense of duty 261 00:12:47,941 --> 00:12:50,073 within the Greeks during a time of war. 262 00:12:50,117 --> 00:12:51,858 - Is it in English? 263 00:12:51,901 --> 00:12:53,990 - As a matter of fact, we are using one of my favorite 264 00:12:54,034 --> 00:12:55,905 translations of all time. 265 00:12:55,949 --> 00:12:59,039 Mine. Hold your applause. 266 00:12:59,082 --> 00:13:02,346 Amalia, you will be playing the role of Neoptolemus. 267 00:13:02,390 --> 00:13:03,521 - Neo...what? 268 00:13:03,565 --> 00:13:04,435 - That's good. I like that. 269 00:13:04,479 --> 00:13:05,741 We'll shorten it to Neo. 270 00:13:05,785 --> 00:13:07,874 Neo was a once-dutiful soldier 271 00:13:07,917 --> 00:13:10,050 who has a disagreement with a ranking officer 272 00:13:10,093 --> 00:13:13,662 and decides to finally stand up and say something. 273 00:13:13,705 --> 00:13:15,316 Colonel, you will be playing Odysseus, 274 00:13:15,359 --> 00:13:16,752 our commander. 275 00:13:16,796 --> 00:13:19,842 But for ease of use, why don't we call you Otis? 276 00:13:19,886 --> 00:13:22,627 Otis wants to march his warriors onto victory, 277 00:13:22,671 --> 00:13:24,760 but he is confronted with the fallout of a choice 278 00:13:24,804 --> 00:13:26,762 he's made to abandon one of his best soldiers 279 00:13:26,806 --> 00:13:28,285 after he's been badly injured. 280 00:13:28,329 --> 00:13:30,157 - Never abandoned anyone. 281 00:13:30,200 --> 00:13:31,201 - I didn't say you did. 282 00:13:31,245 --> 00:13:33,464 Now, finally... 283 00:13:33,508 --> 00:13:35,553 Nathan, you will be playing our title role 284 00:13:35,597 --> 00:13:38,034 of Philoctetes. 285 00:13:38,078 --> 00:13:40,732 Okay, and your character, after being badly injured, 286 00:13:40,776 --> 00:13:44,606 is ejected from the military and left on an island alone. 287 00:13:44,649 --> 00:13:47,304 The rest of you will be my Greek chorus. 288 00:13:47,348 --> 00:13:49,089 - Hey! 289 00:13:49,132 --> 00:13:50,699 - I can't sing. 290 00:13:50,742 --> 00:13:54,007 - Oh, I highly doubt that, but you won't have to. 291 00:13:54,050 --> 00:13:55,312 - How is this therapy? 292 00:13:55,356 --> 00:13:56,574 - That's a good question. 293 00:13:56,618 --> 00:13:58,794 As Nathan wisely stated, 294 00:13:58,838 --> 00:14:02,798 he does not have the words to communicate how you feel. 295 00:14:05,148 --> 00:14:07,803 This play can give them to you. 296 00:14:09,587 --> 00:14:11,502 Okay? One last thing. 297 00:14:11,546 --> 00:14:12,808 Curtain goes up at four. 298 00:14:12,852 --> 00:14:14,941 - Wait, we're doing this in front of people? 299 00:14:14,984 --> 00:14:16,856 - Yes. 300 00:14:16,899 --> 00:14:18,292 - At the tone, please record your message. 301 00:14:19,467 --> 00:14:21,469 - Mr. Bell, this is Dr. Reynolds 302 00:14:21,512 --> 00:14:23,514 from New Amsterdam Hospital. 303 00:14:23,558 --> 00:14:25,386 I'm sorry to report that your daughter 304 00:14:25,429 --> 00:14:27,823 has been diagnosed with leukemia. 305 00:14:27,867 --> 00:14:29,912 Now she needs a bone marrow transplant, 306 00:14:29,956 --> 00:14:33,742 and we are calling relatives to see if we can find a match. 307 00:14:33,785 --> 00:14:36,136 I know that you are estranged from your daughter 308 00:14:36,179 --> 00:14:37,354 and have been for a while, 309 00:14:37,398 --> 00:14:39,356 but... 310 00:14:39,400 --> 00:14:41,576 she needs you right now. 311 00:14:41,619 --> 00:14:44,231 You could save her life. 312 00:14:44,274 --> 00:14:46,146 Be a hero. 313 00:14:46,189 --> 00:14:48,278 Just by showing up... 314 00:14:48,322 --> 00:14:49,279 which is something-- 315 00:14:52,543 --> 00:14:54,632 I wish my father had done. 316 00:14:59,507 --> 00:15:01,161 - Pre-op labs, pathology. 317 00:15:01,204 --> 00:15:03,990 - Surgical report. Dr. was Gerald Tollman. 318 00:15:04,033 --> 00:15:05,861 You know him? 319 00:15:05,905 --> 00:15:08,951 - Nope. He left in 2011. That was before my time. 320 00:15:08,995 --> 00:15:11,823 - "During procedure, I discovered a tumor 321 00:15:11,867 --> 00:15:13,825 "strangling the patient's spinal cord. 322 00:15:13,869 --> 00:15:16,785 "It was impossible to remove without transecting the spine. 323 00:15:16,828 --> 00:15:20,093 Plate was necessary to maintain stability." 324 00:15:20,136 --> 00:15:22,095 - That's a complete lie. 325 00:15:22,138 --> 00:15:23,052 Based on what Questa said. 326 00:15:23,096 --> 00:15:24,271 Based on what we saw. 327 00:15:24,314 --> 00:15:25,881 - Do you know who else was in the room? 328 00:15:25,925 --> 00:15:29,363 - Yes. We have Maxine West, anesthesia. 329 00:15:29,406 --> 00:15:30,625 Joe McGrain, scrub nurse. 330 00:15:30,668 --> 00:15:32,844 Easha Bashar, circulating nurse. 331 00:15:34,194 --> 00:15:36,022 - What? 332 00:15:36,065 --> 00:15:38,894 Intern was... 333 00:15:38,938 --> 00:15:40,548 Clint Hartman. 334 00:15:40,591 --> 00:15:43,203 - Max, Max--please, whatever you're gonna do-- 335 00:15:43,246 --> 00:15:44,595 - He deserves. 336 00:15:48,077 --> 00:15:49,774 - So I said watch it. 337 00:15:49,818 --> 00:15:51,776 Jets tickets are what you get your doctor 338 00:15:51,820 --> 00:15:53,996 when you don't like him. - Give us the room, please. 339 00:15:59,088 --> 00:16:00,698 - Max. 340 00:16:08,010 --> 00:16:08,924 - What is it? 341 00:16:15,017 --> 00:16:17,977 - You lied. 342 00:16:22,459 --> 00:16:23,678 Max. 343 00:16:23,721 --> 00:16:25,375 I've told you again and again 344 00:16:25,419 --> 00:16:27,029 that there was nothing that I could do. 345 00:16:27,073 --> 00:16:28,900 Georgia-- - I'm not here... 346 00:16:28,944 --> 00:16:31,033 to talk about her. 347 00:16:32,774 --> 00:16:34,384 - Okay, then, what? 348 00:16:34,428 --> 00:16:37,735 - Elizabeth Archer. Gerald Tollman. 349 00:16:37,779 --> 00:16:41,870 You stood there while he put her in a wheelchair for life. 350 00:16:41,913 --> 00:16:43,089 Deny it? 351 00:16:48,094 --> 00:16:49,399 - I can't. 352 00:16:52,924 --> 00:16:54,665 Dr. Tollman was the department chair. 353 00:16:54,709 --> 00:16:56,624 It was my third surgery. 354 00:16:57,842 --> 00:16:58,756 He made a mistake. 355 00:16:58,800 --> 00:17:00,976 - A mistake? 356 00:17:02,804 --> 00:17:04,066 And you kept his secret. 357 00:17:05,415 --> 00:17:10,029 - He kept insisting that I forget... 358 00:17:10,072 --> 00:17:12,770 what I'd seen. 359 00:17:12,814 --> 00:17:14,250 That's what doctors do. 360 00:17:14,294 --> 00:17:16,774 That's how we take care of each other. 361 00:17:16,818 --> 00:17:19,995 I tried to believe him. Wanted to believe him. 362 00:17:23,651 --> 00:17:25,522 But I knew I'd never be able to live with myself, 363 00:17:25,566 --> 00:17:28,960 and so, unlike everybody else in that room, 364 00:17:29,004 --> 00:17:30,353 I reported him. 365 00:17:33,748 --> 00:17:35,054 - You reported him? 366 00:17:35,097 --> 00:17:36,098 - The next day. 367 00:17:36,142 --> 00:17:37,795 - There's no record of that. 368 00:17:37,839 --> 00:17:40,059 - I am not surprised. 369 00:17:41,103 --> 00:17:42,104 - Sorry. 370 00:17:42,148 --> 00:17:44,150 You reported a doctor 371 00:17:44,193 --> 00:17:46,195 who covered up a botched surgery, 372 00:17:46,239 --> 00:17:49,503 and there is no record of an investigation? 373 00:17:49,546 --> 00:17:51,244 Who the hell did you report him to? 374 00:17:51,287 --> 00:17:54,160 - The dean of medicine. 375 00:17:54,203 --> 00:17:56,597 Peter Fulton. 376 00:17:56,640 --> 00:17:59,817 I told him everything. 377 00:17:59,861 --> 00:18:01,167 Nothing happened. 378 00:18:05,040 --> 00:18:06,215 - Oh, whoa, whoa, Otis. 379 00:18:06,259 --> 00:18:08,217 I want you coming from stage left, remember? 380 00:18:08,261 --> 00:18:09,175 - Why do we have to move at all? 381 00:18:09,218 --> 00:18:10,741 - "Suit the action to the word, 382 00:18:10,785 --> 00:18:12,134 and the word to the action." 383 00:18:12,178 --> 00:18:13,657 It's "Hamlet." 384 00:18:13,701 --> 00:18:15,355 Anybody? 385 00:18:17,052 --> 00:18:18,140 Never mind. 386 00:18:18,184 --> 00:18:19,315 From the same spot. Go ahead. 387 00:18:19,359 --> 00:18:20,969 - Up ahead, my lord. 388 00:18:21,012 --> 00:18:24,320 Yonder is the cave we doth seek. 389 00:18:24,364 --> 00:18:26,148 Do you I really have to say "doth?" 390 00:18:26,192 --> 00:18:27,671 - Yes, you "doth." 391 00:18:31,893 --> 00:18:33,764 Just, uh... 392 00:18:33,808 --> 00:18:35,853 carry on, guys. I'll be back in a sec, okay? 393 00:18:35,897 --> 00:18:38,073 I'm coming. 394 00:18:40,945 --> 00:18:42,338 - What do you think you're doing? 395 00:18:42,382 --> 00:18:43,818 - Theater. - A Greek tragedy? 396 00:18:43,861 --> 00:18:45,036 "Philoctetes?" 397 00:18:45,080 --> 00:18:46,342 - Yeah. I think it'll be healing. 398 00:18:46,386 --> 00:18:47,996 - I think it's madness. 399 00:18:48,039 --> 00:18:49,084 - Why? 400 00:18:49,128 --> 00:18:51,521 - Iggy, Nathan cannot play a soldier 401 00:18:51,565 --> 00:18:54,089 injured in the war and cast off by the army. 402 00:18:54,133 --> 00:18:56,047 - Why not? - Because he is a soldier 403 00:18:56,091 --> 00:18:58,093 injured in the war cast off by the army. 404 00:18:58,137 --> 00:19:00,704 - He was not cast off. He lost his leg. 405 00:19:00,748 --> 00:19:03,054 - But you cannot make him relive that experience. 406 00:19:03,098 --> 00:19:05,274 It's too painful. 407 00:19:05,318 --> 00:19:06,232 What about some other play? 408 00:19:06,275 --> 00:19:07,842 Something lighter? 409 00:19:07,885 --> 00:19:09,496 - Such as? 410 00:19:09,539 --> 00:19:11,237 - "Mamma Mia." 411 00:19:11,280 --> 00:19:12,412 - That's a musical. 412 00:19:12,455 --> 00:19:15,197 - Okay. "Mricchakatika." 413 00:19:15,241 --> 00:19:17,199 I'm not familiar. 414 00:19:17,243 --> 00:19:19,462 - It's a Sanskrit play written in 4th century B.C. 415 00:19:19,506 --> 00:19:22,639 by Bhasa. It's a comedy, a joyful romp. 416 00:19:22,683 --> 00:19:24,206 - Okay, I'm not interested. I want to stick with Sophocles. 417 00:19:24,250 --> 00:19:25,816 - I think it's a big mistake. 418 00:19:25,860 --> 00:19:27,209 - Why do you care so much? 419 00:19:27,253 --> 00:19:29,385 I picked "Philoctetes" for a reason. 420 00:19:29,429 --> 00:19:31,431 The text gives words to these soldiers' 421 00:19:31,474 --> 00:19:33,433 deepest and most vulnerable thoughts and feelings. 422 00:19:33,476 --> 00:19:35,043 That is why I chose it, 423 00:19:35,086 --> 00:19:36,740 because that's what they need right now, all right? 424 00:19:36,784 --> 00:19:38,568 Did Nathan say that he doesn't want to do this? 425 00:19:38,612 --> 00:19:40,091 - No. 426 00:19:40,135 --> 00:19:41,092 But he's my patient. 427 00:19:41,136 --> 00:19:43,704 - Yeah, but he's my patient, too. 428 00:19:44,835 --> 00:19:45,793 - Oh. 429 00:19:52,582 --> 00:19:54,236 - I understand it took quite a while 430 00:19:54,280 --> 00:19:55,411 for you to get back on your feet 431 00:19:55,455 --> 00:19:56,978 after your first surgery. 432 00:19:57,021 --> 00:19:59,589 - Yes, but that's because I wasn't taking pain meds. 433 00:19:59,633 --> 00:20:03,289 - Yes, I spoke with your former physical therapist, Dr. Ligon. 434 00:20:03,332 --> 00:20:05,552 - He's the worst, right? 435 00:20:05,595 --> 00:20:06,640 - Uh... 436 00:20:06,683 --> 00:20:08,207 I don't really know him that well. 437 00:20:09,295 --> 00:20:11,210 - Well, you don't want to. 438 00:20:12,167 --> 00:20:16,432 - Well, he agreed that you were ready for a second procedure. 439 00:20:16,476 --> 00:20:18,434 - Really? So I'm cleared? 440 00:20:18,478 --> 00:20:20,741 - Yes, but before we schedule, 441 00:20:20,784 --> 00:20:24,527 we need to discuss your post-op care. 442 00:20:24,571 --> 00:20:26,486 You may have opted out of the meds before-- 443 00:20:26,529 --> 00:20:28,314 - No, you know what? I really don't need them. 444 00:20:28,357 --> 00:20:29,532 Trust me. I've actually been working on 445 00:20:29,576 --> 00:20:30,664 some mental exercises-- 446 00:20:30,707 --> 00:20:31,708 - No. 447 00:20:33,144 --> 00:20:34,842 - No? 448 00:20:35,712 --> 00:20:37,975 - Dr. Bloom, I respect your commitment to sobriety, 449 00:20:38,019 --> 00:20:40,630 but won't be able to psych your way through this. 450 00:20:40,674 --> 00:20:42,850 - But I've done it before. I mean, it was tough-- 451 00:20:42,893 --> 00:20:45,418 - This recovery will be far more painful. 452 00:20:45,461 --> 00:20:47,202 And certainly more important. 453 00:20:47,246 --> 00:20:50,161 If drawn out, your mobility could be permanently impaired. 454 00:20:50,205 --> 00:20:51,119 There's no way you can get through this 455 00:20:51,162 --> 00:20:52,773 without painkillers. 456 00:20:52,816 --> 00:20:56,298 So the question isn't whether you will be taking medication, 457 00:20:56,342 --> 00:20:59,170 but if you can find a way to take it responsibly. 458 00:21:05,612 --> 00:21:08,267 - He's been waiting for you. 459 00:21:08,310 --> 00:21:09,616 - Can I help you? 460 00:21:09,659 --> 00:21:11,531 - Yeah, are you Dr. Reynolds? 461 00:21:11,574 --> 00:21:12,575 - Yes. 462 00:21:12,619 --> 00:21:14,185 - Um... 463 00:21:14,229 --> 00:21:16,710 I'm Makayla's dad. 464 00:21:19,713 --> 00:21:21,105 - We'll need to keep the incision dry 465 00:21:21,149 --> 00:21:22,324 for at least 48 hours. 466 00:21:22,368 --> 00:21:24,021 - Yeah, of course. - And when she wakes up-- 467 00:21:24,065 --> 00:21:25,980 - I'm awake. 468 00:21:28,939 --> 00:21:30,898 How'd it go? 469 00:21:34,118 --> 00:21:35,511 Is the plate fixed? 470 00:21:38,079 --> 00:21:38,993 - It was removed. 471 00:21:42,475 --> 00:21:44,259 - I don't understand. 472 00:21:46,087 --> 00:21:47,871 - Dr. Questa took it out. 473 00:21:47,915 --> 00:21:50,918 - But if it's out, how will I sit up? 474 00:21:54,095 --> 00:21:57,141 - Well, as it turns out, you may not actually need it. 475 00:21:57,185 --> 00:21:59,840 - This doesn't make sense. 476 00:21:59,883 --> 00:22:02,538 I can't sit in my chair without the plate. 477 00:22:02,582 --> 00:22:06,063 I have to be able to sit, because if I can't do that, 478 00:22:06,107 --> 00:22:07,543 I can't do anything. 479 00:22:09,023 --> 00:22:11,765 - We'll have answers soon, Elizabeth, I promise, but... 480 00:22:11,808 --> 00:22:16,378 but for now, that's all I'm at liberty to say. 481 00:22:33,961 --> 00:22:34,918 - Ah. 482 00:22:38,705 --> 00:22:39,619 Right. 483 00:22:41,272 --> 00:22:43,536 Come on in. 484 00:22:50,586 --> 00:22:52,327 - Uh, forgive the mess. 485 00:22:52,371 --> 00:22:55,374 Had I known that this was inquisition day, 486 00:22:55,417 --> 00:22:56,418 I'd have tidied. 487 00:22:56,462 --> 00:22:59,247 - A woman's in a wheelchair. 488 00:22:59,290 --> 00:23:02,337 - And you think that I put her there. 489 00:23:04,470 --> 00:23:06,820 The man you should talk to is Dr. Gerald Tollman. 490 00:23:06,863 --> 00:23:08,038 - This isn't about a rogue doctor. 491 00:23:08,082 --> 00:23:09,257 This was a cover-up. 492 00:23:09,300 --> 00:23:10,563 You put the integrity of this hospital-- 493 00:23:10,606 --> 00:23:12,695 - The word I'm thinking about isn't integrity, 494 00:23:12,739 --> 00:23:14,784 it's litigation. 495 00:23:14,828 --> 00:23:17,657 Cases like this get hospitals shuttered. 496 00:23:17,700 --> 00:23:18,919 So as I only have a few minutes 497 00:23:18,962 --> 00:23:21,225 before I have to address our board, 498 00:23:21,269 --> 00:23:23,184 let me get ahead of the 5,000 lawyers 499 00:23:23,227 --> 00:23:26,013 who'll be coming for your scalp by asking one question. 500 00:23:26,056 --> 00:23:27,884 What the hell were you thinking? 501 00:23:36,153 --> 00:23:38,155 Are you smiling, Peter? 502 00:23:38,199 --> 00:23:39,374 - I'm sorry. 503 00:23:39,418 --> 00:23:41,768 I was trying to dredge up my ashamed face, 504 00:23:41,811 --> 00:23:44,466 but it just wouldn't come. 505 00:23:44,510 --> 00:23:47,904 - Maybe you'd like to visit Elizabeth's recovery room. 506 00:23:49,863 --> 00:23:51,299 - Okay. 507 00:23:51,342 --> 00:23:54,302 I'll put aside my pique at your moralizing 508 00:23:54,345 --> 00:23:57,392 and just focus on New Amsterdam. 509 00:23:59,002 --> 00:24:01,265 You're worried about lawsuits. 510 00:24:01,309 --> 00:24:03,920 So if I had gone after Tollman's license, 511 00:24:03,964 --> 00:24:07,533 not only would he have sued, he'd have won. 512 00:24:07,576 --> 00:24:10,100 - Clint Hartman was ready to testify. 513 00:24:10,144 --> 00:24:12,494 - And who do you think a jury would've believed, hmm? 514 00:24:12,538 --> 00:24:14,975 Gerald Tollman, chair of neurosurgery 515 00:24:15,018 --> 00:24:17,325 with a list of accolades longer than your arm, 516 00:24:17,368 --> 00:24:20,459 or his 28-year-old intern Clint? 517 00:24:20,502 --> 00:24:23,113 - So your answer was to do nothing? 518 00:24:23,157 --> 00:24:25,507 - Oh, no, my answer was pulling him from rotation 519 00:24:25,551 --> 00:24:27,335 and getting him the hell out of the hospital 520 00:24:27,378 --> 00:24:30,381 and making sure that he doesn't hurt anyone else. 521 00:24:33,080 --> 00:24:36,605 No lawsuits. No headlines. 522 00:24:36,649 --> 00:24:38,955 The only trace is the grief for Elizabeth Archer, 523 00:24:38,999 --> 00:24:41,654 which by the way, I share. 524 00:24:41,697 --> 00:24:44,352 And the knowledge that because of my choices, 525 00:24:44,395 --> 00:24:46,702 New Amsterdam has a neurosurgery department 526 00:24:46,746 --> 00:24:48,182 for you two to screw up. 527 00:24:48,225 --> 00:24:50,445 - You should've gone to the board. 528 00:24:54,101 --> 00:24:56,843 - Dilettantes? Billionaires? 529 00:24:56,886 --> 00:24:58,322 - They were your employers. 530 00:24:58,366 --> 00:25:00,542 - And not a doctor among the bunch. 531 00:25:00,586 --> 00:25:04,415 Do you know any of these doctors, Madame Brantley? 532 00:25:04,459 --> 00:25:05,547 Do you? 533 00:25:05,591 --> 00:25:07,157 The doctors who, if all this came out, 534 00:25:07,201 --> 00:25:09,595 would've lost their jobs, their professions? 535 00:25:09,638 --> 00:25:11,510 I protected them. 536 00:25:11,553 --> 00:25:15,644 I take care of my own, and that is my legacy. 537 00:25:15,688 --> 00:25:17,298 And man, I am proud of it. 538 00:25:18,429 --> 00:25:21,215 - Your legacy is a profound error in judgment, 539 00:25:21,258 --> 00:25:24,305 which I can relate to as I made one myself 540 00:25:24,348 --> 00:25:26,568 when I didn't fire your ass sooner. 541 00:25:34,750 --> 00:25:36,230 - Ah. 542 00:25:36,273 --> 00:25:38,014 The wrong end of the Goodwin high horse. 543 00:25:38,058 --> 00:25:39,929 Oh, how I missed it. 544 00:25:42,497 --> 00:25:44,412 - I looked up to you. 545 00:25:47,763 --> 00:25:48,677 - I know. 546 00:25:51,027 --> 00:25:53,160 As a leader... 547 00:25:54,378 --> 00:25:57,425 The only question worth asking... 548 00:25:58,774 --> 00:26:01,385 Is if the cost of protecting New Amsterdam 549 00:26:01,429 --> 00:26:05,085 is your conscience, will your pay? 550 00:26:05,128 --> 00:26:08,262 And if the answer is no... 551 00:26:09,480 --> 00:26:11,395 You're not the leader you think you are. 552 00:26:11,439 --> 00:26:14,747 - St. Francis in Philadelphia, 553 00:26:14,790 --> 00:26:16,270 Rose Hill in Portland, 554 00:26:16,313 --> 00:26:18,098 County Children's in Chicago, 555 00:26:18,141 --> 00:26:19,534 all hospitals Tollman has worked at 556 00:26:19,578 --> 00:26:20,796 since he crippled Elizabeth Archer. 557 00:26:20,840 --> 00:26:21,971 It makes you wonder 558 00:26:22,015 --> 00:26:24,626 why he moves around so much, doesn't it? 559 00:26:24,670 --> 00:26:29,500 Makes you wonder, how many more Elizabeth Archers are there? 560 00:26:31,590 --> 00:26:32,765 - We do what we have to to survive. 561 00:26:32,808 --> 00:26:34,984 - You do. 562 00:26:36,682 --> 00:26:39,423 I'm gonna make sure that man never lifts another scalpel. 563 00:26:39,467 --> 00:26:40,511 - Max. 564 00:26:43,558 --> 00:26:46,953 Leaders makes choices that keep them up at night. 565 00:26:46,996 --> 00:26:49,956 If you're sleeping well... 566 00:26:49,999 --> 00:26:51,958 you're not doing your job. 567 00:27:00,836 --> 00:27:03,099 - Never really done anything like this before. 568 00:27:03,143 --> 00:27:05,058 - It's actually a fairly simple procedure. 569 00:27:05,101 --> 00:27:06,886 We'll give you regional anesthesia. 570 00:27:06,929 --> 00:27:08,452 That way, you won't feel the needle. 571 00:27:11,934 --> 00:27:13,066 - Is that her? 572 00:27:24,730 --> 00:27:26,688 She got so big. 573 00:27:32,651 --> 00:27:34,435 - I think we should keep it moving. 574 00:27:42,443 --> 00:27:45,402 - She was just a tiny little thing the last time I saw her. 575 00:27:47,840 --> 00:27:49,711 - How long has it been? 576 00:27:51,017 --> 00:27:53,106 - I don't know. 577 00:27:54,673 --> 00:27:56,849 11... 578 00:27:56,892 --> 00:27:58,807 12 years. 12 years. 579 00:28:01,592 --> 00:28:02,724 - You... 580 00:28:02,768 --> 00:28:03,856 you still think about her? 581 00:28:03,899 --> 00:28:05,988 I mean, even though... 582 00:28:06,032 --> 00:28:07,686 - Your old man around? 583 00:28:10,166 --> 00:28:11,602 - No. 584 00:28:15,781 --> 00:28:18,261 - Maybe sometimes that's not a bad thing. 585 00:28:24,528 --> 00:28:25,747 - Hey. 586 00:28:25,791 --> 00:28:26,966 - Hey. 587 00:28:27,009 --> 00:28:28,750 - So, uh... 588 00:28:28,794 --> 00:28:31,448 I got approved for my second surgery. 589 00:28:33,799 --> 00:28:35,757 - Gosh, that's... 590 00:28:35,801 --> 00:28:36,889 that's great, isn't it? 591 00:28:36,932 --> 00:28:38,804 - Yeah, yeah, it's great. 592 00:28:38,847 --> 00:28:42,329 But Dr. Handler says that I need to take pain meds. 593 00:28:42,372 --> 00:28:44,287 It's my only chance of a full recovery. 594 00:28:46,899 --> 00:28:49,031 Being in the ED means being quick on my feet. 595 00:28:49,075 --> 00:28:50,380 I can't... 596 00:28:50,424 --> 00:28:53,296 I can't risk my mobility. 597 00:28:53,340 --> 00:28:56,343 But if I try to do this without meds... 598 00:28:56,386 --> 00:28:58,432 I don't know. If... 599 00:28:58,475 --> 00:29:00,913 if the pain is as extreme as Handler says it is, 600 00:29:00,956 --> 00:29:03,132 then... 601 00:29:05,395 --> 00:29:06,788 Then I might relapse. 602 00:29:11,401 --> 00:29:12,751 Anyway, I just wanted to let you know 603 00:29:12,794 --> 00:29:13,795 because, you know, my pee tests and everything-- 604 00:29:13,839 --> 00:29:15,101 - Lauren, we can modify 605 00:29:15,144 --> 00:29:16,798 your workplace monitoring agreement 606 00:29:16,842 --> 00:29:18,539 to allow for prescribed meds. 607 00:29:20,976 --> 00:29:22,456 But more importantly, right now, 608 00:29:22,499 --> 00:29:24,371 I think you need someone who you can trust 609 00:29:24,414 --> 00:29:27,678 and who can dole out your medication responsibly... 610 00:29:27,722 --> 00:29:29,158 and only when needed. 611 00:29:29,202 --> 00:29:31,247 - You're right. I'll call my mother. 612 00:29:35,164 --> 00:29:36,731 - I would like to be that person. 613 00:29:38,167 --> 00:29:40,343 - Trust me. You wouldn't. 614 00:29:41,692 --> 00:29:44,304 - Your friend. 615 00:29:54,488 --> 00:29:56,490 - We're doing it out here in front of all the visitors? 616 00:29:56,533 --> 00:29:58,144 - Um, yeah, not just in front of visitors. 617 00:29:58,187 --> 00:30:00,146 I invited staff, too. 618 00:30:00,189 --> 00:30:02,844 Yes. Breaking out the uniform. Nice. 619 00:30:02,888 --> 00:30:04,759 - My wife brought it for me. 620 00:30:06,717 --> 00:30:08,328 - Um, okay, players, please. 621 00:30:08,371 --> 00:30:09,285 Come into the round. 622 00:30:09,329 --> 00:30:10,983 So... 623 00:30:11,026 --> 00:30:12,462 when you are not up here 624 00:30:12,506 --> 00:30:13,681 standing, delivering your lines, 625 00:30:13,724 --> 00:30:15,335 I'd like you seated on the bench. 626 00:30:15,378 --> 00:30:16,510 But most importantly, 627 00:30:16,553 --> 00:30:18,599 remember that you need to stay open, 628 00:30:18,642 --> 00:30:22,429 present, and let Sophocles be your voice, okay? 629 00:30:22,472 --> 00:30:24,126 Where's Nate? 630 00:30:24,170 --> 00:30:26,215 - Over there. 631 00:30:26,259 --> 00:30:27,695 - Oh. 632 00:30:27,738 --> 00:30:30,002 Okay, why don't you guys play in the space, okay? 633 00:30:30,045 --> 00:30:31,699 Feel it out. 634 00:30:31,742 --> 00:30:33,744 Nate. Hey, we're about to get started. 635 00:30:35,355 --> 00:30:36,704 - I can't do this, Dr. Frome. 636 00:30:36,747 --> 00:30:39,054 - Sure you can. You just gotta read. 637 00:30:39,098 --> 00:30:40,969 - No, I tried. I can't. 638 00:30:42,797 --> 00:30:43,711 It's too much. 639 00:30:45,844 --> 00:30:47,193 - Well, we can't do this without you, buddy. 640 00:30:47,236 --> 00:30:49,412 - I know, I know. 641 00:30:50,979 --> 00:30:52,676 But the play is me. 642 00:30:52,720 --> 00:30:54,330 - Yeah. 643 00:30:56,593 --> 00:30:59,596 - It's my experience. It's my words. 644 00:31:01,990 --> 00:31:03,687 I don't think I can say them. 645 00:31:03,731 --> 00:31:05,472 - I... 646 00:31:05,515 --> 00:31:07,430 I could say them for you. 647 00:31:07,474 --> 00:31:09,606 - Vijay? What are you... 648 00:31:12,174 --> 00:31:14,263 - If you will have me... 649 00:31:16,265 --> 00:31:19,878 I will assume Nathan's role. 650 00:31:21,488 --> 00:31:23,446 In his honor. 651 00:31:25,971 --> 00:31:28,103 - That's--that's a real nice offer, Vijay, 652 00:31:28,147 --> 00:31:31,193 but this is kind of for the soldiers. 653 00:31:31,237 --> 00:31:33,326 You know what I mean? 654 00:31:35,154 --> 00:31:37,808 Vijay--oh, okay. Hang on. 655 00:31:37,852 --> 00:31:39,767 - My friends. 656 00:31:41,595 --> 00:31:44,206 I am Vijay Kapoor. 657 00:31:44,250 --> 00:31:47,514 I was in the 4th Indian infantry. 658 00:31:49,559 --> 00:31:51,692 With your permission... 659 00:31:51,735 --> 00:31:54,303 I would like to join your company. 660 00:32:06,489 --> 00:32:08,970 Why are you telling me this now? 661 00:32:09,014 --> 00:32:11,059 - Because I've seen you question yourself 662 00:32:11,103 --> 00:32:13,105 so many times. 663 00:32:13,148 --> 00:32:14,976 And blame yourself. 664 00:32:15,020 --> 00:32:18,501 Now you know that none of this was your fault. 665 00:32:18,545 --> 00:32:21,722 - It was ours. 666 00:32:21,765 --> 00:32:25,595 - So everything that happened to me was a lie. 667 00:32:25,639 --> 00:32:28,816 - The tumor was real, but... 668 00:32:28,859 --> 00:32:32,037 you didn't need to end up in a wheelchair because of it. 669 00:32:37,085 --> 00:32:39,131 - Every six months when I come to see you, 670 00:32:39,174 --> 00:32:42,656 you'd check on me, do a scan, tell me I was doing better. 671 00:32:42,699 --> 00:32:44,701 - And there's no way that she could've seen this 672 00:32:44,745 --> 00:32:46,007 without removing the plate. 673 00:32:47,661 --> 00:32:50,751 - So you want a gold star for finally telling me the truth? 674 00:32:52,187 --> 00:32:53,406 - No. 675 00:32:53,449 --> 00:32:54,494 No, we want-- 676 00:32:54,537 --> 00:32:56,322 - I don't care what you want. 677 00:32:56,365 --> 00:32:57,671 Here's what's gonna happen. 678 00:32:57,714 --> 00:32:59,368 - Elizabeth-- - No. 679 00:33:01,109 --> 00:33:02,893 I'm gonna get the most blood-thirsty 680 00:33:02,937 --> 00:33:05,244 malpractice attorney I can find, 681 00:33:05,287 --> 00:33:08,551 and I'm gonna sue this hospital back to the Stone Age. 682 00:33:20,346 --> 00:33:21,869 - Where's Mr. Bell? 683 00:33:21,912 --> 00:33:22,913 - Finished his donation and left. 684 00:33:31,139 --> 00:33:32,619 - Hey, Dr. Reynolds. 685 00:33:32,662 --> 00:33:35,491 Thanks for fixing my heart. 686 00:33:35,535 --> 00:33:37,058 - Anytime. 687 00:33:37,102 --> 00:33:40,192 - Was it hard to find a donor? 688 00:33:40,235 --> 00:33:41,715 - You know, sometimes it is, 689 00:33:41,758 --> 00:33:46,024 but today, we got lucky. 690 00:33:46,067 --> 00:33:47,112 - Can I meet them? 691 00:33:49,462 --> 00:33:51,159 - They want to remain anonymous. 692 00:33:51,203 --> 00:33:53,161 You know, some people 693 00:33:53,205 --> 00:33:55,424 just figure that they're better at a distance. 694 00:33:58,427 --> 00:33:59,776 - I'll be right back. Okay, babe? 695 00:33:59,820 --> 00:34:01,039 - Okay. - Right back. 696 00:34:04,042 --> 00:34:07,132 - So getting the marrow is the first step. 697 00:34:07,175 --> 00:34:08,872 Now we have to use it, all right? 698 00:34:08,916 --> 00:34:10,352 To do that, 699 00:34:10,396 --> 00:34:13,399 I'm going to have to wipe out her system with chemo, 700 00:34:13,442 --> 00:34:16,402 and then rebuild it with her father's stem cells. 701 00:34:17,490 --> 00:34:19,579 - Long road. 702 00:34:19,622 --> 00:34:21,407 - But she's got great odds. 703 00:34:22,973 --> 00:34:26,934 - Thank you for making that call to her dad. 704 00:34:26,977 --> 00:34:29,067 - You were right about him. 705 00:34:30,720 --> 00:34:33,549 I guess I just wish that he cared more. 706 00:34:33,593 --> 00:34:35,247 You know? 707 00:34:35,290 --> 00:34:36,944 That he'd hang around, 708 00:34:36,987 --> 00:34:40,034 you know, and just do the right thing. 709 00:34:41,601 --> 00:34:43,081 - Well, he did. 710 00:34:44,038 --> 00:34:45,257 He showed up. 711 00:34:48,173 --> 00:34:49,826 We can all be grateful for that, right? 712 00:34:49,870 --> 00:34:50,871 - Hm. 713 00:35:07,366 --> 00:35:09,063 - Aww. 714 00:35:09,107 --> 00:35:10,238 I knew you'd come limping-- 715 00:35:10,282 --> 00:35:13,763 - Hose it down, and listen up. 716 00:35:13,807 --> 00:35:15,330 After my surgery, 717 00:35:15,374 --> 00:35:16,592 I'm gonna have to take pain pills. 718 00:35:16,636 --> 00:35:18,594 And because I don't trust myself, 719 00:35:18,638 --> 00:35:20,292 I need someone else to be in charge of them, 720 00:35:20,335 --> 00:35:22,511 someone who is gonna give me hell 721 00:35:22,555 --> 00:35:24,600 if I ask for more than I'm prescribed. 722 00:35:24,644 --> 00:35:26,733 Someone who understands that for addicts, 723 00:35:26,776 --> 00:35:28,256 pain is safer than pleasure. 724 00:35:28,300 --> 00:35:31,172 Someone who has a high threshold for verbal abuse, 725 00:35:31,216 --> 00:35:32,695 is unaffected by human suffering, 726 00:35:32,739 --> 00:35:34,001 and who might sadistically 727 00:35:34,044 --> 00:35:36,177 enjoy controlling my daily will to live. 728 00:35:36,221 --> 00:35:38,353 What I don't need is a friend. 729 00:35:38,397 --> 00:35:41,139 Am I crazy, or are you my guy? 730 00:35:44,098 --> 00:35:45,317 - Both, it seems. 731 00:35:45,360 --> 00:35:47,754 - Good, so-- - Stop talking, Lauren. 732 00:35:47,797 --> 00:35:49,059 Let me be clear. 733 00:35:49,103 --> 00:35:52,193 I've been down the road you're on several times, 734 00:35:52,237 --> 00:35:54,195 so I know all the tricks, all the excuses, 735 00:35:54,239 --> 00:35:57,503 and all the lies. 736 00:35:57,546 --> 00:36:00,158 You're not gonna get away with anything. 737 00:36:05,685 --> 00:36:08,209 - As the world's most pathologically 738 00:36:08,253 --> 00:36:09,776 honorable doctor, 739 00:36:09,819 --> 00:36:12,605 I assume you've already told Elizabeth Archer the truth. 740 00:36:12,648 --> 00:36:14,346 - You assume correctly. 741 00:36:14,389 --> 00:36:16,348 - Probably smart. Too many people know. 742 00:36:16,391 --> 00:36:19,351 It's bound to get out. Better to get ahead of it. 743 00:36:23,703 --> 00:36:25,487 - It's a big number. 744 00:36:25,531 --> 00:36:28,186 - Big enough to convince her to settle? 745 00:36:28,229 --> 00:36:30,623 - Probably, but I hope she doesn't. 746 00:36:30,666 --> 00:36:32,059 - You want her to sue us? 747 00:36:32,102 --> 00:36:33,582 - You and Fulton fought like you're on opposite sides, 748 00:36:33,626 --> 00:36:34,670 but you're not. 749 00:36:34,714 --> 00:36:37,151 You're both advocating for a cover-up. 750 00:36:37,195 --> 00:36:39,371 The only difference is you're writing a check. 751 00:36:40,502 --> 00:36:42,069 - Better than gaslighting the woman. 752 00:36:42,112 --> 00:36:43,766 - But not as good as going public. 753 00:36:43,810 --> 00:36:45,551 I'm writing a new policy. 754 00:36:45,594 --> 00:36:46,943 Total transparency. 755 00:36:46,987 --> 00:36:48,249 I want to tell the world about Tollman, 756 00:36:48,293 --> 00:36:49,816 and let the chips fall where they may. 757 00:36:49,859 --> 00:36:52,732 It's the only way to prevent another Tollman from happening. 758 00:36:52,775 --> 00:36:54,516 - Well, he'll sue us, too. 759 00:36:54,560 --> 00:36:56,823 - So let him. 760 00:36:56,866 --> 00:36:58,520 - You're not thinking this through, Max. 761 00:36:58,564 --> 00:37:00,696 If we broadcast every subpar doctor 762 00:37:00,740 --> 00:37:02,263 and corner-cutting nurse to the world, 763 00:37:02,307 --> 00:37:03,960 our image will be in tatters. 764 00:37:04,004 --> 00:37:06,485 We'll be the hospital where you go to get killed. 765 00:37:06,528 --> 00:37:09,531 - No, we'll be the hospital that holds doctors accountable. 766 00:37:09,575 --> 00:37:11,925 And we'll be the hospital that sides with their patients 767 00:37:11,968 --> 00:37:13,056 no matter the price. 768 00:37:13,100 --> 00:37:15,233 I know it's not a perfect solution, 769 00:37:15,276 --> 00:37:16,930 and I know there will be consequences, 770 00:37:16,973 --> 00:37:19,280 but... 771 00:37:19,324 --> 00:37:21,326 this is the only way. 772 00:37:26,200 --> 00:37:27,288 - I hope so. 773 00:37:29,595 --> 00:37:32,598 Our careers will be riding on it. 774 00:37:40,301 --> 00:37:42,303 - Soldier, do you dare defy me? 775 00:37:42,347 --> 00:37:44,436 Do you not see my hand upon my sword? 776 00:37:46,176 --> 00:37:47,439 - I fear it not, sir. 777 00:37:47,482 --> 00:37:50,093 Long have I marched under your standard, 778 00:37:50,137 --> 00:37:51,530 but today... 779 00:37:51,573 --> 00:37:54,750 you turned your back on one of our own. 780 00:37:54,794 --> 00:37:57,710 Thus, you turned your back on us all. 781 00:37:59,886 --> 00:38:02,932 - My actions must consider the many, soldier, 782 00:38:02,976 --> 00:38:04,847 even at the expense of the few. 783 00:38:10,462 --> 00:38:12,159 I stand by my choice, 784 00:38:12,202 --> 00:38:14,988 for it is my charge and duty to do so. 785 00:38:15,031 --> 00:38:18,296 - Then I shall obey your command no longer. 786 00:38:18,339 --> 00:38:21,299 And for your soul, I will pray. 787 00:38:22,604 --> 00:38:27,261 - ♪ And never our strength 788 00:38:27,305 --> 00:38:29,785 ♪ Shall falter 789 00:38:36,792 --> 00:38:41,797 - I had grown accustomed to my station here. 790 00:38:41,841 --> 00:38:47,150 Enduring it as if lost in a dream. 791 00:38:47,194 --> 00:38:49,327 - Your medical records. 792 00:38:49,370 --> 00:38:52,373 - But today, my eyes have been opened. 793 00:38:52,417 --> 00:38:53,635 Today, I awake. 794 00:38:53,679 --> 00:38:56,290 Too long have I suffered adversity. 795 00:38:56,334 --> 00:39:01,774 Pain from the actions of those entrusted with protecting me. 796 00:39:01,817 --> 00:39:06,518 Forging on, my past shall not define me, 797 00:39:06,561 --> 00:39:09,608 even as I stand afeard a resurgence 798 00:39:09,651 --> 00:39:15,701 of my true vulnerabilities. 799 00:39:17,659 --> 00:39:22,185 The time has come at last to abandon this isle. 800 00:39:22,229 --> 00:39:25,275 To depart, never to return. 801 00:39:29,541 --> 00:39:33,371 Fare thee well, O home. 802 00:39:33,414 --> 00:39:37,592 Wait for my return no longer. 803 00:39:37,636 --> 00:39:39,942 Onward I must proceed 804 00:39:39,986 --> 00:39:43,337 with strength in each footfall... 805 00:39:44,991 --> 00:39:50,126 Evermore haunted with the memories... 806 00:39:50,170 --> 00:39:54,392 of the man I used to be. 807 00:39:57,438 --> 00:40:01,094 For my old home... 808 00:40:01,137 --> 00:40:04,532 is now behind me. 809 00:40:04,576 --> 00:40:09,668 Faith is my new home. 810 00:40:44,354 --> 00:40:46,095 - Guys, my players, everybody. 811 00:40:46,139 --> 00:40:47,053 What a performance. 812 00:40:47,096 --> 00:40:48,141 Wow. 813 00:40:53,320 --> 00:40:55,453 I never knew. 814 00:40:57,803 --> 00:41:00,196 - This wasn't something I wish to speak about. 815 00:41:00,240 --> 00:41:01,197 Until now. 816 00:41:01,241 --> 00:41:03,373 - Come here. 817 00:41:10,946 --> 00:41:13,427 - Who's there? 818 00:41:13,471 --> 00:41:15,516 I'll be right back. 819 00:41:25,178 --> 00:41:27,049 What are you guys doing here? 820 00:41:27,093 --> 00:41:28,398 - It was her idea. 821 00:41:28,442 --> 00:41:30,792 - I know that you said you don't want strangers 822 00:41:30,836 --> 00:41:35,188 in your house, but we're not strangers. 823 00:41:35,231 --> 00:41:36,972 And I am fairly certain 824 00:41:37,016 --> 00:41:39,366 that you have a sink full of dirty dishes. 825 00:41:39,409 --> 00:41:43,152 - Just FYI, I don't do windows. 826 00:41:43,196 --> 00:41:44,632 - Lauren, you can barely stand. 827 00:41:44,676 --> 00:41:47,983 - True, but I'm good at giving orders. 828 00:41:52,161 --> 00:41:53,815 - It's okay to let people in.