1 00:00:04,352 --> 00:00:04,526 . 2 00:00:04,569 --> 00:00:06,615 - ♪ Lying in my bed 3 00:00:06,658 --> 00:00:11,141 ♪ I hear the clock tick and think of you ♪ 4 00:00:11,185 --> 00:00:14,492 ♪ Caught up in circles 5 00:00:14,536 --> 00:00:18,714 ♪ Confusion is nothing new 6 00:00:18,757 --> 00:00:23,110 ♪ Then you say, "go slow" 7 00:00:23,153 --> 00:00:26,765 ♪ I fall behind 8 00:00:26,809 --> 00:00:29,638 ♪ The second hand unwinds 9 00:00:29,681 --> 00:00:34,686 ♪ If you're lost you can look and you will find me ♪ 10 00:00:34,730 --> 00:00:37,385 ♪ Time after time 11 00:00:37,428 --> 00:00:39,517 ♪ If you fall, I will catch you ♪ 12 00:00:39,561 --> 00:00:42,303 ♪ I'll be waiting 13 00:00:42,346 --> 00:00:45,697 ♪ Time after time 14 00:00:45,741 --> 00:00:48,222 - Only three more meetings and you are on your own. 15 00:00:48,265 --> 00:00:50,180 - If I knew being Chair meant this many meetings, 16 00:00:50,224 --> 00:00:51,268 I might've reconsidered. 17 00:00:51,312 --> 00:00:52,748 - Hey, Reynolds said the same thing. 18 00:00:52,791 --> 00:00:54,532 - Excuse me, Dr. Goodwin, I don't mean to interrupt. 19 00:00:54,576 --> 00:00:55,925 Can I get your autograph? 20 00:00:55,968 --> 00:00:57,840 - Iggy, I'm kind of in the middle of something. 21 00:00:57,883 --> 00:00:59,450 - Have you seen the GoFundMe video Max is in? 22 00:00:59,494 --> 00:01:00,973 It blew up! - Yeah, okay. 23 00:01:01,017 --> 00:01:03,063 For the record, I didn't even know I was in that video. 24 00:01:03,106 --> 00:01:05,543 - And for the record, it was also featured on "Ellen," 25 00:01:05,587 --> 00:01:07,110 funded in less than three hours, my man. 26 00:01:07,154 --> 00:01:08,546 - Yeah, well, I think that had less to do with me 27 00:01:08,590 --> 00:01:10,026 and more to do with-- I don't know, Ellen? 28 00:01:10,070 --> 00:01:12,202 - Regardless, I now have-- this is a rough estimate-- 29 00:01:12,246 --> 00:01:13,769 about 6,000 of my own patients 30 00:01:13,812 --> 00:01:15,510 all begging me to get you to star in their GoFundMe videos. 31 00:01:15,553 --> 00:01:17,120 - No, no, no. That's very flattering. 32 00:01:17,164 --> 00:01:18,730 But that is not a precedent I wanna set at this hospital. 33 00:01:18,774 --> 00:01:20,167 - Maximus, you have a gift here. 34 00:01:20,210 --> 00:01:21,559 You have a gift. You should not squander it. 35 00:01:21,603 --> 00:01:23,213 - Anyway, try to enjoy the ride. 36 00:01:23,257 --> 00:01:24,780 You have big shoes to fill, but-- 37 00:01:24,823 --> 00:01:26,347 - Max, I need you down in the ED, stat. 38 00:01:26,390 --> 00:01:27,522 - Why? - I'll give you a hint. 39 00:01:27,565 --> 00:01:29,045 Come camera ready. - No! 40 00:01:29,089 --> 00:01:31,308 - Half my ward wants you to cameo on their GoFundMe pages. 41 00:01:31,352 --> 00:01:32,353 I'm not sure how you're gonna find time 42 00:01:32,396 --> 00:01:33,484 to do your actual job, 43 00:01:33,528 --> 00:01:35,356 but if anyone can do it, you can. 44 00:01:35,399 --> 00:01:36,661 - Mm. 45 00:01:36,705 --> 00:01:38,272 Welcome to the room where it happens, 46 00:01:38,315 --> 00:01:40,578 and by "it" I mean even more boring administrative stuff. 47 00:01:40,622 --> 00:01:43,842 - Reynolds leaving is making more and more sense. 48 00:01:43,886 --> 00:01:45,583 - Morning. - Oh. 49 00:01:45,627 --> 00:01:48,760 - Uh, I did not know you were still here. 50 00:01:48,804 --> 00:01:50,762 - Where else would I be? - I don't know. 51 00:01:50,806 --> 00:01:53,504 San Francisco or maybe in a bed? 52 00:01:53,548 --> 00:01:55,245 - Evie caught a flight last night, 53 00:01:55,289 --> 00:01:57,160 and the sub-letters are already in, 54 00:01:57,204 --> 00:01:59,641 but Floyd Reynolds doesn't leave business half-done. 55 00:01:59,684 --> 00:02:01,599 - Business? - Orientation. 56 00:02:01,643 --> 00:02:03,384 Gotta show the new Chair the ropes. 57 00:02:03,427 --> 00:02:06,691 - Oh, that's very kind, but we just--we just did that. 58 00:02:06,735 --> 00:02:10,217 - Oh, okay, but I gotta introduce you to the board. 59 00:02:10,260 --> 00:02:12,219 Can't just get thrown into the deep end. 60 00:02:12,262 --> 00:02:14,786 - Uh, Max took me to breakfast with them. 61 00:02:14,830 --> 00:02:17,441 - Oh, smart. - Mm-hmm. 62 00:02:17,485 --> 00:02:19,922 - Okay, uh, gosh. 63 00:02:19,965 --> 00:02:22,316 It's just that my flight doesn't leave until tomorrow. 64 00:02:23,708 --> 00:02:25,797 - Oh, we got the new couch coming in 65 00:02:25,841 --> 00:02:28,626 if you wanna help carry the old one out. 66 00:02:28,670 --> 00:02:30,802 - [chuckles] 67 00:02:32,848 --> 00:02:34,458 - It's official. 68 00:02:34,502 --> 00:02:35,894 As of today, you are reinstated 69 00:02:35,938 --> 00:02:38,288 as Chair of Oncology and Deputy Medical Director. 70 00:02:38,332 --> 00:02:40,682 - I wish I'd prepared a speech. - I'm glad you didn't. 71 00:02:40,725 --> 00:02:42,814 Now that you're back, we need you to salvage 72 00:02:42,858 --> 00:02:44,512 the Fighting Cancer fundraiser tonight. 73 00:02:44,555 --> 00:02:45,904 - What--what's to salvage? 74 00:02:45,948 --> 00:02:47,558 It's being headlined by Yo-Yo Ma. 75 00:02:47,602 --> 00:02:49,604 - Yo-Yo's got strep. He's out. 76 00:02:49,647 --> 00:02:51,562 We need to find someone else rich people like. 77 00:02:51,606 --> 00:02:55,218 Also, the teenage cancer survivors who are speaking? 78 00:02:55,262 --> 00:02:57,481 Amazing kids, incredibly inspiring, 79 00:02:57,525 --> 00:02:59,744 but they're also rowdy little teenagers 80 00:02:59,788 --> 00:03:01,485 who need to work on their speeches, 81 00:03:01,529 --> 00:03:02,878 so get on them. 82 00:03:02,921 --> 00:03:04,445 Oh, and per the fire marshal, 83 00:03:04,488 --> 00:03:05,837 the Rose Room was too small, 84 00:03:05,881 --> 00:03:07,491 so everything has to move to the Atrium theater. 85 00:03:07,535 --> 00:03:09,580 - Karen, this is an awful lot of ground to cover by tonight. 86 00:03:09,624 --> 00:03:11,974 - Afternoon would be better. So glad you're back. 87 00:03:16,544 --> 00:03:19,373 - Hello, Mateo. How are you feeling? 88 00:03:19,416 --> 00:03:22,289 - Just tell me. Did it work? 89 00:03:22,332 --> 00:03:25,335 - [sighs] 90 00:03:25,379 --> 00:03:28,730 [soft dramatic music] 91 00:03:28,773 --> 00:03:33,256 ♪ 92 00:03:33,300 --> 00:03:35,519 May I? 93 00:03:35,563 --> 00:03:38,566 ♪ 94 00:03:38,609 --> 00:03:40,785 [clicking] 95 00:03:40,829 --> 00:03:42,874 ♪ 96 00:03:42,918 --> 00:03:45,616 Today, you move again. 97 00:03:45,660 --> 00:03:47,836 ♪ 98 00:03:52,275 --> 00:03:55,844 - You're him, right? You're the GoFundMe doctor. 99 00:03:55,887 --> 00:03:58,281 - Max Goodwin. - Jason Huang. 100 00:03:58,325 --> 00:03:59,848 I'm sorry to bother you. - That's okay. 101 00:03:59,891 --> 00:04:02,372 Listen, I can't do your crowdfunding video 102 00:04:02,416 --> 00:04:03,895 if that's what you were gonna-- 103 00:04:03,939 --> 00:04:05,984 - Yeah. Okay. - I'm sorry. 104 00:04:06,028 --> 00:04:09,597 - But if there's anything I can do for you as a doctor, 105 00:04:09,640 --> 00:04:13,557 then let me know and I'll be there. 106 00:04:13,601 --> 00:04:16,778 - My dad gave up a good life in China 107 00:04:16,821 --> 00:04:18,910 so I could grow up here. 108 00:04:18,954 --> 00:04:21,739 He's spent 20 years making minimum wage, 109 00:04:21,783 --> 00:04:26,918 thousands of miles away from everyone he knew for me. 110 00:04:26,962 --> 00:04:30,400 And I'm going to med school next year, 111 00:04:30,444 --> 00:04:33,403 full ride, thanks to him. 112 00:04:33,447 --> 00:04:37,712 But he needs surgery, mitral valve stenosis, 113 00:04:37,755 --> 00:04:40,367 just like the girl in your video, 114 00:04:40,410 --> 00:04:43,326 and the deductible, it's so much money. 115 00:04:43,370 --> 00:04:45,676 I don't know what to do. 116 00:04:45,720 --> 00:04:48,592 ♪ 117 00:04:48,636 --> 00:04:50,594 - How can I help? 118 00:04:50,638 --> 00:04:52,770 ♪ 119 00:04:52,814 --> 00:04:55,860 - Hey, Dad, you awake? 120 00:04:55,904 --> 00:04:58,298 - Uh, I can just come back later. 121 00:04:58,341 --> 00:05:01,039 - No. Please stay. 122 00:05:01,083 --> 00:05:03,433 Hey, it's me. 123 00:05:03,477 --> 00:05:07,307 This is Dr. Goodwin. He's gonna help us, okay? 124 00:05:07,350 --> 00:05:10,832 Can you sit over here by him? 125 00:05:16,838 --> 00:05:19,797 - [clears throat] - All right, Dad. 126 00:05:19,841 --> 00:05:21,973 Can you tell Dr. Goodwin your story? 127 00:05:23,671 --> 00:05:26,804 [somber music] 128 00:05:26,848 --> 00:05:29,633 ♪ 129 00:05:29,677 --> 00:05:31,548 - Maybe we should try this another time. 130 00:05:31,592 --> 00:05:33,855 - No, his surgery is tomorrow. 131 00:05:33,898 --> 00:05:37,989 We need this video to work, or we can't... 132 00:05:38,033 --> 00:05:42,994 okay, uh, Dad, can you just look at the camera and say, 133 00:05:43,038 --> 00:05:45,823 "I need your help. Anything you can give." 134 00:05:47,521 --> 00:05:50,393 Or just smile. Yeah, that little girl smiled. 135 00:05:50,437 --> 00:05:52,352 Maybe if you just smiled, I can... 136 00:05:52,395 --> 00:05:55,790 ♪ 137 00:05:55,833 --> 00:05:57,966 [sighs] Smile, Dad. 138 00:05:58,009 --> 00:05:59,750 Smile. 139 00:05:59,794 --> 00:06:06,844 ♪ 140 00:06:07,454 --> 00:06:10,718 It's fine if you can't talk. They see how sick he is. 141 00:06:10,761 --> 00:06:13,068 It works better, right? The sadder it is, the better-- 142 00:06:13,111 --> 00:06:15,723 - Jason, you don't have to do this. 143 00:06:15,766 --> 00:06:18,029 - Actually, I do. 144 00:06:18,073 --> 00:06:22,077 What other choice do I have but crowdfunding? 145 00:06:22,120 --> 00:06:24,993 ♪ 146 00:06:28,213 --> 00:06:28,388 . 147 00:06:28,431 --> 00:06:30,041 - Karen, I need to talk to you. 148 00:06:30,085 --> 00:06:34,176 - [shushes] She's adorable. 149 00:06:34,219 --> 00:06:37,179 - Well, yeah, so is the dancing sloth that follows, 150 00:06:37,222 --> 00:06:39,137 but that's not why I wanna talk to you. 151 00:06:39,181 --> 00:06:40,487 - It is why I want to talk to you. 152 00:06:40,530 --> 00:06:42,576 I want us to facilitate crowdfunding 153 00:06:42,619 --> 00:06:44,621 for everyone who needs it. 154 00:06:44,665 --> 00:06:46,449 It'll cost us next to nothing, 155 00:06:46,493 --> 00:06:49,147 just a camera and a room, and we'll help so many people. 156 00:06:49,191 --> 00:06:50,192 - No. 157 00:06:50,235 --> 00:06:51,846 No crowdfunding. Not for anyone. 158 00:06:51,889 --> 00:06:53,630 - Wait, are you kidding me? Now you're against this? 159 00:06:53,674 --> 00:06:55,937 - Yes, I am. - Well, that's absurd. 160 00:06:55,980 --> 00:06:58,287 Crowdfunding empowers patients to fight bad insurance 161 00:06:58,330 --> 00:07:00,115 through the power of their stories. 162 00:07:00,158 --> 00:07:01,508 It's a Max Goodwin trifecta! 163 00:07:01,551 --> 00:07:03,292 - No, it forces people to sing for their supper 164 00:07:03,335 --> 00:07:05,337 at the worst possible moments in their lives. 165 00:07:05,381 --> 00:07:08,210 We're making people pay their bills with their dignity. 166 00:07:08,253 --> 00:07:09,994 - We're not. Insurance companies are. 167 00:07:10,038 --> 00:07:12,127 - Well, I'd like them to stop. 168 00:07:12,170 --> 00:07:14,608 - And I'd like to ride a unicorn. 169 00:07:14,651 --> 00:07:16,479 Crowdfunding works, Max. 170 00:07:16,523 --> 00:07:18,916 - What if I can find a better way? 171 00:07:27,185 --> 00:07:30,406 - I'm sorry, but are you eating smoked whitefish? 172 00:07:30,450 --> 00:07:32,147 - In fact, I am. 173 00:07:32,190 --> 00:07:33,627 - I love smoked whitefish. 174 00:07:33,670 --> 00:07:36,499 My dad used to take me to Nussbaum's every Saturday 175 00:07:36,543 --> 00:07:38,240 after synagogue. 176 00:07:38,283 --> 00:07:39,633 - Oh, Nussbaum's is my favorite. 177 00:07:39,676 --> 00:07:42,505 - Oh, mine too until it closed. 178 00:07:42,549 --> 00:07:44,551 Honestly, that is the best smoked whitefish 179 00:07:44,594 --> 00:07:45,552 I've smelled since. 180 00:07:45,595 --> 00:07:48,032 - It's the dill. 181 00:07:48,076 --> 00:07:50,034 - Lauren Bloom, Emergency Department. 182 00:07:50,078 --> 00:07:51,949 - Harold Rothman, Psychiatry. 183 00:07:51,993 --> 00:07:53,560 [elevator bell dings] 184 00:07:53,603 --> 00:07:55,431 Oh, until next time 185 00:07:55,475 --> 00:07:58,434 when I'll reveal the best lox in New York, 186 00:07:58,478 --> 00:08:00,523 and it's not in Brooklyn. 187 00:08:00,567 --> 00:08:02,394 - [chuckles] 188 00:08:02,438 --> 00:08:04,266 ♪ 189 00:08:04,309 --> 00:08:07,617 [knock on door] - Yeah? 190 00:08:07,661 --> 00:08:10,054 - Vito's for lunch today. You in? 191 00:08:10,098 --> 00:08:11,708 - Uh, no, no. Thank you. 192 00:08:11,752 --> 00:08:13,580 Nothing for me. I'm okay. 193 00:08:13,623 --> 00:08:15,582 - Well, I'm just very impressed. 194 00:08:15,625 --> 00:08:18,193 You've been sticking with your healthy choices... 195 00:08:18,236 --> 00:08:20,587 - Oh. - And you look great. 196 00:08:20,630 --> 00:08:21,979 - Thank you. That's very sweet. 197 00:08:22,023 --> 00:08:23,590 I have a ways to go, but... 198 00:08:23,633 --> 00:08:25,330 [chuckles] Thank you. 199 00:08:25,374 --> 00:08:28,377 - Hey Iggy, where can I find Dr. Rothman? 200 00:08:28,420 --> 00:08:30,292 I forgot to ask him where he got his whitefish. 201 00:08:30,335 --> 00:08:32,424 - Um, don't know who Dr. Rothman is. 202 00:08:32,468 --> 00:08:34,165 - Uh, yes, you do. 203 00:08:34,209 --> 00:08:36,603 Harold Rothman. He works in your department. 204 00:08:36,646 --> 00:08:38,735 - No. Sorry. 205 00:08:38,779 --> 00:08:41,042 - Why would be lie? - Why would I? 206 00:08:41,085 --> 00:08:44,045 Okay, let's sort this out right now. 207 00:08:44,088 --> 00:08:48,136 Harold Rothman. 208 00:08:48,179 --> 00:08:50,268 What do we got? 209 00:08:50,312 --> 00:08:53,271 There you go. Left New Amsterdam in 1996. 210 00:08:53,315 --> 00:08:55,578 - No, no. He's very distinctive. 211 00:08:55,622 --> 00:08:58,233 He's pale with, like, bright white hair, 212 00:08:58,276 --> 00:09:00,496 and this, like, an old-timey vibe. 213 00:09:00,540 --> 00:09:02,150 - Wait a second, 214 00:09:02,193 --> 00:09:04,587 did he have a mysterious smile and soulful eyes? 215 00:09:04,631 --> 00:09:07,329 - Yeah. - Okay, this all makes sense. 216 00:09:07,372 --> 00:09:10,332 - What makes sense? - I don't know how to say this. 217 00:09:10,375 --> 00:09:12,726 The man you spoke to... 218 00:09:12,769 --> 00:09:14,641 is a ghost. 219 00:09:15,555 --> 00:09:17,034 - Thank you. 220 00:09:17,078 --> 00:09:18,427 - Have you not heard tell, Lauren, 221 00:09:18,470 --> 00:09:20,168 of the Phantom of New Amsterdam? 222 00:09:20,211 --> 00:09:23,388 'Twas many a moon 'ere first his steps were heard. 223 00:09:23,432 --> 00:09:26,609 - Looks like someone's already gotten the party started. 224 00:09:26,653 --> 00:09:28,219 all: Dr. Sharpe! 225 00:09:28,263 --> 00:09:29,786 - Look how gorgeous you all look. 226 00:09:29,830 --> 00:09:31,614 And since you're relaxing, I can assume 227 00:09:31,658 --> 00:09:34,138 you've all memorized your speeches for tonight? 228 00:09:34,182 --> 00:09:36,445 Mm-hmm. 229 00:09:36,488 --> 00:09:41,581 Come on, rehearse now, catch up later. 230 00:09:45,236 --> 00:09:47,543 Jessye? 231 00:09:47,587 --> 00:09:50,111 Can I just ask how long you've had that limp? 232 00:09:50,154 --> 00:09:53,680 - Oh. Maybe like a week? 233 00:09:53,723 --> 00:09:55,638 - Do you mind if I take a look? 234 00:09:55,682 --> 00:09:58,641 [dramatic music] 235 00:09:58,685 --> 00:10:02,819 ♪ 236 00:10:02,863 --> 00:10:06,214 I'd like to run a few tests on this leg. 237 00:10:07,215 --> 00:10:09,565 It'll be quick, I promise. 238 00:10:09,609 --> 00:10:10,697 - That's where my cancer was. 239 00:10:10,740 --> 00:10:13,656 - There's no need to jump to conclusions. 240 00:10:13,700 --> 00:10:20,707 ♪ 241 00:10:24,624 --> 00:10:28,497 - Your brain's impulses are transmitted as electricity. 242 00:10:28,540 --> 00:10:30,238 Even since your paralysis, 243 00:10:30,281 --> 00:10:32,153 your brain has been sending signals to your arm. 244 00:10:32,196 --> 00:10:34,503 - Your arm has just been unable to hear them. 245 00:10:34,546 --> 00:10:37,593 - The silicone chips we embedded in your brain 246 00:10:37,637 --> 00:10:40,857 send the signals through these wires to your pedestals, 247 00:10:40,901 --> 00:10:43,512 and from there to the robotic arm. 248 00:10:43,555 --> 00:10:45,470 - In a sense, it's just a spinal cord 249 00:10:45,514 --> 00:10:47,255 outside of your body. 250 00:10:47,298 --> 00:10:48,604 - If you can master this, 251 00:10:48,648 --> 00:10:50,737 you'll move on to our most advanced robotics. 252 00:10:50,780 --> 00:10:54,349 You'll test simulations of cars, planes-- 253 00:10:54,392 --> 00:10:56,656 - A plane? I can fly again? 254 00:10:56,699 --> 00:11:00,268 - Let's just focus on a finger today. 255 00:11:00,311 --> 00:11:01,617 [keys clacking] 256 00:11:01,661 --> 00:11:05,882 [suspenseful music] 257 00:11:05,926 --> 00:11:08,276 - And we're live. 258 00:11:08,319 --> 00:11:12,628 Mateo, please try and move your index finger. 259 00:11:12,672 --> 00:11:19,548 ♪ 260 00:11:19,591 --> 00:11:21,419 - [whispering] Okay. 261 00:11:21,463 --> 00:11:25,597 ♪ 262 00:11:25,641 --> 00:11:27,687 [grunts] 263 00:11:28,775 --> 00:11:30,646 - It's okay. This may take some time. 264 00:11:30,690 --> 00:11:32,474 We are awakening neural pathways 265 00:11:32,517 --> 00:11:35,477 which you have not used since the accident. 266 00:11:35,520 --> 00:11:38,349 - Gotta clear out the cobwebs, right? 267 00:11:38,393 --> 00:11:42,310 - Try to remember what it was like to move your own arm, 268 00:11:42,353 --> 00:11:43,877 how it felt. 269 00:11:43,920 --> 00:11:46,662 [somber music] 270 00:11:46,706 --> 00:11:49,360 - [breathes deeply] 271 00:11:49,404 --> 00:11:50,840 ♪ 272 00:11:50,884 --> 00:11:53,321 - Dr. Kapoor? 273 00:11:53,364 --> 00:11:55,453 - He's just starting. Give him time. 274 00:11:55,497 --> 00:11:57,804 - It's not a time thing. 275 00:11:57,847 --> 00:12:00,545 Every subject that's worked has had at least some activity 276 00:12:00,589 --> 00:12:02,939 in the motor cortex upon initiation, 277 00:12:02,983 --> 00:12:04,854 but Mateo has none. 278 00:12:04,898 --> 00:12:06,595 - Move. 279 00:12:06,638 --> 00:12:08,858 Come on. Move. 280 00:12:10,817 --> 00:12:12,949 - Let's start with the elephant in the room. 281 00:12:12,993 --> 00:12:15,169 Who saw me on "Ellen"? 282 00:12:15,212 --> 00:12:17,345 Okay, just everybody. 283 00:12:17,388 --> 00:12:18,825 Well, I'm not here to talk about Allie Baker. 284 00:12:18,868 --> 00:12:22,350 I'd like to talk about Zhen Huang. 285 00:12:23,699 --> 00:12:26,223 Not exactly an Allie, is he? 286 00:12:26,267 --> 00:12:27,703 It's okay, it's true-- 287 00:12:27,747 --> 00:12:30,445 he's not young, he doesn't have a winning smile, 288 00:12:30,488 --> 00:12:33,753 and can barely even talk. 289 00:12:33,796 --> 00:12:35,189 So what do you think? 290 00:12:35,232 --> 00:12:36,581 His story gonna be a hit on the talk shows? 291 00:12:36,625 --> 00:12:37,844 - You don't have to go on Fallon 292 00:12:37,887 --> 00:12:39,367 to have crowdfunding work. - No, you don't. 293 00:12:39,410 --> 00:12:41,369 You just have to flaunt your misery for money. 294 00:12:41,412 --> 00:12:42,805 And it gets better, 295 00:12:42,849 --> 00:12:44,546 the public starts voting with their wallets. 296 00:12:44,589 --> 00:12:47,505 It's a Tragedy Olympics where the contestants are dying 297 00:12:47,549 --> 00:12:49,681 and the judges vote not on medicine, 298 00:12:49,725 --> 00:12:53,424 but on whose story is the cutest. 299 00:12:54,512 --> 00:12:56,558 - So, what are you suggesting? 300 00:12:56,601 --> 00:12:57,907 - Let's get new judges. 301 00:12:57,951 --> 00:12:59,996 There's only one group who knows which patients 302 00:13:00,040 --> 00:13:02,825 are the most deserving-- doctors. 303 00:13:02,869 --> 00:13:05,915 So when patients can't afford even the deductible, 304 00:13:05,959 --> 00:13:08,875 the doctors in this room will decide who gets the money. 305 00:13:08,918 --> 00:13:12,792 I have got a $100,000 set aside for patients like Allie. 306 00:13:12,835 --> 00:13:15,359 And I'm willing to bet that all of us 307 00:13:15,403 --> 00:13:17,971 have patients who could use a little help. 308 00:13:18,014 --> 00:13:21,409 Mine is Zhen Huang. 309 00:13:21,452 --> 00:13:22,758 So we're gonna decide who gets the money 310 00:13:22,802 --> 00:13:25,326 not with emotion with reason. 311 00:13:25,369 --> 00:13:26,893 I'd like to present 312 00:13:26,936 --> 00:13:28,938 New Amsterdam's response to GoFundMe... 313 00:13:30,766 --> 00:13:32,463 WeFundYou. 314 00:13:35,858 --> 00:13:37,425 - Dr. Reynolds. - Yeah, what? 315 00:13:37,468 --> 00:13:38,687 Need a consult? 316 00:13:38,730 --> 00:13:40,036 - No, I was just surprised to see you. 317 00:13:40,080 --> 00:13:41,821 I thought you already left. 318 00:13:44,649 --> 00:13:46,434 - Whoa, whoa, hey! Watch it! 319 00:13:46,477 --> 00:13:48,697 Easy there, big guy. 320 00:13:52,440 --> 00:13:54,877 [clattering] 321 00:13:54,921 --> 00:13:57,880 [suspenseful music] 322 00:13:57,924 --> 00:13:59,882 [crashing] 323 00:13:59,926 --> 00:14:06,976 ♪ 324 00:14:14,854 --> 00:14:16,029 - Hello? 325 00:14:18,770 --> 00:14:20,642 Someone help me! 326 00:14:20,685 --> 00:14:21,948 - Hello? 327 00:14:21,991 --> 00:14:23,819 - I'm down here! 328 00:14:23,863 --> 00:14:25,908 [door creaking] Help! 329 00:14:25,952 --> 00:14:28,432 - Hang on! [grunts] - Help me! 330 00:14:28,476 --> 00:14:30,782 ♪ 331 00:14:30,826 --> 00:14:32,306 - Okay. Don't worry. 332 00:14:32,349 --> 00:14:34,003 Hang in there. I got you. 333 00:14:34,047 --> 00:14:36,701 ♪ 334 00:14:36,745 --> 00:14:38,703 I'm coming. 335 00:14:38,747 --> 00:14:45,014 ♪ 336 00:14:46,581 --> 00:14:48,104 - [whimpers, pants] 337 00:14:50,977 --> 00:14:53,718 - Hey, I'm Dr. Reynolds. What's your name? 338 00:14:53,762 --> 00:14:55,503 - Tevi. - Tevi. 339 00:14:55,546 --> 00:14:56,983 Okay, yeah. Let me see. 340 00:14:57,026 --> 00:14:58,680 Let me see. 341 00:14:58,723 --> 00:15:00,421 Yeah, okay. 342 00:15:00,464 --> 00:15:01,944 You've got a little bit of trouble here, Tevi, okay? 343 00:15:01,988 --> 00:15:04,425 When you fell, you broke a rib, all right? 344 00:15:04,468 --> 00:15:05,992 So I'm gonna take care of you, okay? 345 00:15:06,035 --> 00:15:07,689 First, I just gotta get you out of here. 346 00:15:07,732 --> 00:15:09,517 [door squeaks] 347 00:15:09,560 --> 00:15:11,040 Whoa. 348 00:15:17,525 --> 00:15:17,917 . 349 00:15:17,960 --> 00:15:20,441 [overlapping chatter] - Stage 4 Hodgkin Lymphoma 350 00:15:20,484 --> 00:15:21,964 is more deserving than a Stage 4 Neuroblastoma? 351 00:15:22,008 --> 00:15:25,185 - No, what I said was my patient is more deserving, 352 00:15:25,228 --> 00:15:26,490 because she's so young; she's only nine. 353 00:15:26,534 --> 00:15:28,362 - Yeah, g-guys? 354 00:15:28,405 --> 00:15:30,842 Let's try to think about this rationally. 355 00:15:30,886 --> 00:15:32,235 - Do you think I'm an idiot? 356 00:15:32,279 --> 00:15:34,498 - I didn't say you were an idiot, I said it was-- 357 00:15:34,542 --> 00:15:38,154 - This $100,000 they're all fighting so hard for, 358 00:15:38,198 --> 00:15:40,330 where exactly is it coming from? 359 00:15:40,374 --> 00:15:43,464 - Funny enough, the next item on my agenda was going to be 360 00:15:43,507 --> 00:15:48,034 finding the money, rationally and thoughtfully. 361 00:15:48,077 --> 00:15:49,426 - Don't play stupid. 362 00:15:49,470 --> 00:15:50,558 You're only thinking about your patients. 363 00:15:50,601 --> 00:15:51,994 - That is the whole point, Steve! 364 00:15:52,038 --> 00:15:53,561 - What's her name? - Lisa! 365 00:15:53,604 --> 00:15:55,171 - Let me know how that goes. 366 00:15:55,215 --> 00:15:56,956 - What you're saying is that she's gonna go home sick, 367 00:15:56,999 --> 00:15:59,045 and that I'm supposed to let her die. 368 00:15:59,088 --> 00:16:00,872 - [pants] - There we go. 369 00:16:00,916 --> 00:16:03,005 Okay. 370 00:16:03,049 --> 00:16:04,267 All right, just relax. 371 00:16:04,311 --> 00:16:07,053 I'm gonna get us help, okay? 372 00:16:07,096 --> 00:16:08,924 [grunts] 373 00:16:08,968 --> 00:16:11,274 Okay, Tevi, just relax. 374 00:16:11,318 --> 00:16:13,015 Just breathe through your nose like this. 375 00:16:13,059 --> 00:16:14,408 [inhales, exhales] 376 00:16:14,451 --> 00:16:16,279 Okay, try it. 377 00:16:16,323 --> 00:16:18,368 Okay. Okay, kiddo. 378 00:16:18,412 --> 00:16:20,457 All right. All right. 379 00:16:20,501 --> 00:16:22,677 Tevi, listen to me. Listen to me. 380 00:16:22,720 --> 00:16:24,418 Now when we breathe, 381 00:16:24,461 --> 00:16:27,203 we make a vacuum with our chest, all right? 382 00:16:27,247 --> 00:16:28,726 With that rib you broke, 383 00:16:28,770 --> 00:16:31,207 it poked a hole from your lungs to the outside world. 384 00:16:31,251 --> 00:16:33,209 So now you can't make a vacuum. 385 00:16:33,253 --> 00:16:34,994 So all we gotta do is we gotta make you a vacuum. 386 00:16:35,037 --> 00:16:37,257 Ah, here we go. 387 00:16:37,300 --> 00:16:38,910 - [coughs] - Now we're talking. 388 00:16:38,954 --> 00:16:40,260 Okay, do me a favor. 389 00:16:40,303 --> 00:16:41,913 Can you hold this for me like this? 390 00:16:41,957 --> 00:16:44,003 Hold it right there, okay? 391 00:16:44,046 --> 00:16:47,049 - [pants] 392 00:16:47,093 --> 00:16:50,444 ♪ 393 00:16:50,487 --> 00:16:53,273 - We're gonna make that vacuum, buddy. 394 00:16:53,316 --> 00:16:56,363 Here we go. - [groaning] 395 00:16:56,406 --> 00:16:58,452 - Okay. 396 00:16:58,495 --> 00:17:01,977 Now take a deep breath. Come on. 397 00:17:03,500 --> 00:17:05,067 It's holding. 398 00:17:05,111 --> 00:17:06,329 Good. Now take another one. 399 00:17:06,373 --> 00:17:09,202 - [inhales] - There you go. 400 00:17:10,290 --> 00:17:11,726 That's it. That's it. 401 00:17:11,769 --> 00:17:13,989 Good. You're doing great. 402 00:17:14,033 --> 00:17:16,600 All right, you wanna tell me 403 00:17:16,644 --> 00:17:19,255 how you wound up down here in the first place? 404 00:17:19,299 --> 00:17:22,084 Huh? Come on now. 405 00:17:22,128 --> 00:17:23,694 I promise you I've heard crazier. 406 00:17:23,738 --> 00:17:25,609 - [grunts] - Oh... 407 00:17:25,653 --> 00:17:27,698 - What? - You're bleeding out, 408 00:17:27,742 --> 00:17:29,396 and we've got to get you to the OR. 409 00:17:29,439 --> 00:17:31,093 How long before your family 410 00:17:31,137 --> 00:17:33,443 or your friends realize you're gone? 411 00:17:33,487 --> 00:17:34,705 - A few hours, 412 00:17:34,749 --> 00:17:36,968 but someone's gonna notice you're gone, right? 413 00:17:37,012 --> 00:17:41,538 ♪ 414 00:17:46,630 --> 00:17:49,111 - Don't say it. - I'm sorry. 415 00:17:49,155 --> 00:17:51,766 I do not know if it is the chips, the pedestals, or-- 416 00:17:51,809 --> 00:17:53,246 - Or me. 417 00:17:53,289 --> 00:17:55,465 - We're not registering any relevant brain activity. 418 00:17:55,509 --> 00:17:57,467 And your pain-- - I'm fine. 419 00:17:57,511 --> 00:18:00,296 - The EEG shows the brainwaves that signal pain. 420 00:18:00,340 --> 00:18:02,168 You're not fine. - No! 421 00:18:02,211 --> 00:18:03,560 I can do it. I just-- 422 00:18:03,604 --> 00:18:05,084 - Mateo. 423 00:18:05,127 --> 00:18:07,390 - [straining] Move. 424 00:18:08,739 --> 00:18:11,090 [grunts] 425 00:18:12,613 --> 00:18:16,138 [groans] 426 00:18:16,182 --> 00:18:20,403 I ran airlifts in combat zones. 427 00:18:20,447 --> 00:18:22,449 I could land a C-2 Greyhound 428 00:18:22,492 --> 00:18:24,581 smack in the middle of an aircraft carrier 429 00:18:24,625 --> 00:18:27,323 getting hit by 30-foot waves, 430 00:18:27,367 --> 00:18:32,111 and now... I can't move a finger. 431 00:18:36,202 --> 00:18:38,291 It's in my somewhere. I know it. 432 00:18:41,729 --> 00:18:43,426 - Detach his arm. 433 00:18:43,470 --> 00:18:45,167 Hook him up to a flight simulator. 434 00:18:45,211 --> 00:18:47,778 - The simulator is an advanced cerebral interface. 435 00:18:47,822 --> 00:18:49,389 - Mateo is a pilot. 436 00:18:49,432 --> 00:18:52,609 Flying is in his blood, his bones, his neurons. 437 00:18:52,653 --> 00:18:55,177 - If his brain comes to associate reawakening 438 00:18:55,221 --> 00:18:56,831 the motor cortex with pain, 439 00:18:56,874 --> 00:18:59,268 anything alive in there might never wake up. 440 00:18:59,312 --> 00:19:00,617 If he fails at the simulator, 441 00:19:00,661 --> 00:19:02,793 it won't just be an emotional setback. 442 00:19:02,837 --> 00:19:04,578 It could be a neurological one. 443 00:19:04,621 --> 00:19:06,536 - There is no flight without a leap. 444 00:19:06,580 --> 00:19:09,539 [somber music] 445 00:19:09,583 --> 00:19:11,237 ♪ 446 00:19:11,280 --> 00:19:14,544 Mateo, Would you like to fly? 447 00:19:14,588 --> 00:19:18,200 ♪ 448 00:19:22,683 --> 00:19:25,642 [suspenseful music] 449 00:19:25,686 --> 00:19:27,296 ♪ 450 00:19:27,340 --> 00:19:29,385 [machine whirrs] 451 00:19:29,429 --> 00:19:36,131 ♪ 452 00:19:37,785 --> 00:19:39,874 - [grunts] 453 00:19:43,182 --> 00:19:49,666 ♪ 454 00:19:51,712 --> 00:19:53,409 - Let's get her a pulmo consult with Loeb. 455 00:19:53,453 --> 00:19:55,368 - Okay. - Hey, what's up? 456 00:19:55,411 --> 00:19:57,108 - Hi. So, funny story. 457 00:19:57,152 --> 00:19:58,371 I was over at the vending machines, 458 00:19:58,414 --> 00:20:00,416 not eating candy or anything, 459 00:20:00,460 --> 00:20:03,245 I was just looking at it... - Iggy, I do have a job. 460 00:20:03,289 --> 00:20:05,856 - Yeah, yeah, I know. I do too. 461 00:20:05,900 --> 00:20:09,469 So, I saw Dr. Rothman. 462 00:20:10,644 --> 00:20:12,123 Pretty sure I did. 463 00:20:12,167 --> 00:20:14,343 He's old, white hair, pale skin. 464 00:20:14,387 --> 00:20:15,823 The whole thing. 465 00:20:15,866 --> 00:20:18,173 And I think he's just, um... 466 00:20:18,217 --> 00:20:20,131 it's the darndest thing. He just... 467 00:20:20,175 --> 00:20:22,438 Vanished is the word, I guess. 468 00:20:24,310 --> 00:20:25,441 What? 469 00:20:25,485 --> 00:20:27,748 - Okay, I don't really know how to... 470 00:20:27,791 --> 00:20:31,142 I googled him after we talked, and... 471 00:20:31,186 --> 00:20:32,274 - And? 472 00:20:32,318 --> 00:20:35,234 - Harold Rothman died four years ago. 473 00:20:37,671 --> 00:20:42,153 - Your limp is being caused by a soft tissue sarcoma 474 00:20:42,197 --> 00:20:43,807 in your popliteal fossa. 475 00:20:46,854 --> 00:20:48,682 It's aggressive. 476 00:20:52,773 --> 00:20:55,645 I'm gonna need to schedule you for surgery, 477 00:20:55,689 --> 00:20:57,343 and I'm gonna have to call your parents. 478 00:20:57,386 --> 00:20:59,649 - I already called. 479 00:20:59,693 --> 00:21:01,521 I knew what you were gonna say. 480 00:21:05,351 --> 00:21:08,310 - Jessye, if you would like to go to a little of the party, 481 00:21:08,354 --> 00:21:09,442 there is time. 482 00:21:09,485 --> 00:21:11,313 - Why would I go to the party? 483 00:21:11,357 --> 00:21:14,577 That party is for kids who beat cancer. 484 00:21:14,621 --> 00:21:15,970 I lost. 485 00:21:16,013 --> 00:21:18,538 - Cancer doesn't have winners and losers, 486 00:21:18,581 --> 00:21:20,670 and anyone who makes you feel that way 487 00:21:20,714 --> 00:21:22,368 does not know what they are talking about. 488 00:21:22,411 --> 00:21:23,934 - You made me feel that way. 489 00:21:25,545 --> 00:21:27,851 The stupid speech. 490 00:21:29,723 --> 00:21:33,335 "I was 12 when I learned I had cancer. 491 00:21:33,379 --> 00:21:35,685 "I was told I was in for the fight of my life. 492 00:21:35,729 --> 00:21:37,905 "I battled each cell of my sarcoma. 493 00:21:37,948 --> 00:21:41,604 New Amsterdam taught me how to fight and how to win." 494 00:21:43,606 --> 00:21:46,827 Your party is called Fighting Cancer. 495 00:21:46,870 --> 00:21:51,919 So, yeah, cancer won and I lost. 496 00:21:51,962 --> 00:21:54,922 [somber music] 497 00:21:54,965 --> 00:21:57,881 ♪ 498 00:21:59,753 --> 00:22:01,015 - No pulse. 499 00:22:01,058 --> 00:22:03,713 Going again. Clear. 500 00:22:03,757 --> 00:22:05,715 Doctor, crash cart bedside. 501 00:22:05,759 --> 00:22:08,327 - What happened? - Sinus brady and hypoxia. 502 00:22:08,370 --> 00:22:09,980 - Did you push Atropine? - Times two. 503 00:22:10,024 --> 00:22:12,026 - Okay, hang epi drip, 4 micrograms per minute, 504 00:22:12,069 --> 00:22:14,333 and let's put on Zoll pads for external pacing 505 00:22:14,376 --> 00:22:16,378 in case the epi isn't enough. 506 00:22:16,422 --> 00:22:17,379 - Bag it. 507 00:22:17,423 --> 00:22:20,643 ♪ 508 00:22:20,687 --> 00:22:22,863 - [sobs] 509 00:22:22,906 --> 00:22:25,474 - Breathing pattern ineffective. 510 00:22:30,436 --> 00:22:30,871 . 511 00:22:30,914 --> 00:22:32,133 - One, two... 512 00:22:32,176 --> 00:22:33,743 [metal creaking] 513 00:22:33,787 --> 00:22:37,051 - [grunts] 514 00:22:37,094 --> 00:22:38,879 Hey, why don't you tell me how you-- 515 00:22:38,922 --> 00:22:40,228 you got here in the hospital? 516 00:22:40,271 --> 00:22:43,100 - Alpha 1 Antitrypsin deficiency. 517 00:22:43,144 --> 00:22:45,364 Come here a few times a month 518 00:22:45,407 --> 00:22:47,061 for a gene transfusion. 519 00:22:47,104 --> 00:22:48,410 - Only at New Amsterdam? 520 00:22:48,454 --> 00:22:52,196 - Sometimes at Baptist. - Oh, then I want to know. 521 00:22:52,240 --> 00:22:53,937 Do we have the best elevator shafts, 522 00:22:53,981 --> 00:22:57,114 or does Baptist got us beat? - [chuckles] 523 00:22:57,158 --> 00:22:59,247 - That's more like it. 524 00:22:59,290 --> 00:23:01,075 All right. Here we go. 525 00:23:01,118 --> 00:23:03,294 One, two... 526 00:23:06,515 --> 00:23:09,039 [straining] 527 00:23:09,083 --> 00:23:10,824 Yes. Yeah. 528 00:23:10,867 --> 00:23:12,869 [chuckles] You like that? 529 00:23:12,913 --> 00:23:14,349 Pry this open, get you to the OR, 530 00:23:14,393 --> 00:23:16,046 and get you fixed up. 531 00:23:16,090 --> 00:23:18,048 [elevator whirrs] 532 00:23:18,092 --> 00:23:21,225 Hey! Hey! 533 00:23:21,269 --> 00:23:23,445 We're down here! - We're down here! 534 00:23:23,489 --> 00:23:25,186 - Help! - Hey! 535 00:23:25,229 --> 00:23:26,927 - Hey, there's somebody down here! 536 00:23:26,970 --> 00:23:28,885 Hey! Hey! 537 00:23:28,929 --> 00:23:31,410 Hey, we're down here! Oh! 538 00:23:31,453 --> 00:23:35,979 ♪ 539 00:23:38,982 --> 00:23:41,463 - Clear? I've got a pulse. 540 00:23:41,507 --> 00:23:44,031 - So do you think it'll work? 541 00:23:44,074 --> 00:23:45,467 - I don't know. 542 00:23:45,511 --> 00:23:47,513 - The insurance company says dad's setback 543 00:23:47,556 --> 00:23:49,297 is classified as a new disorder. 544 00:23:49,340 --> 00:23:50,951 We owe two deductibles now. 545 00:23:50,994 --> 00:23:53,301 We'll have to sell everything 546 00:23:53,344 --> 00:23:56,478 unless I post it and it works. 547 00:23:56,522 --> 00:23:58,349 - Well, I couldn't find you a better way, 548 00:23:58,393 --> 00:24:01,004 so why haven't you? 549 00:24:02,266 --> 00:24:04,486 - I showed my dad the video. 550 00:24:04,530 --> 00:24:06,923 He said if he has to beg to live, he'd rather die. 551 00:24:06,967 --> 00:24:08,969 That's how he was brought up. 552 00:24:09,012 --> 00:24:11,493 If I post it, he'll never speak to me again. 553 00:24:13,190 --> 00:24:15,541 How can the only way to save him be losing him forever? 554 00:24:15,584 --> 00:24:19,327 [solemn music] 555 00:24:19,370 --> 00:24:24,332 ♪ 556 00:24:24,375 --> 00:24:27,988 [suspenseful music] 557 00:24:28,031 --> 00:24:34,385 ♪ 558 00:24:34,429 --> 00:24:36,997 - Hey! Oh, damn. 559 00:24:37,040 --> 00:24:39,347 ♪ 560 00:24:39,390 --> 00:24:41,828 - Dr. Bloom. - Hey, I found him. 561 00:24:41,871 --> 00:24:44,091 - What? - He's on the fourth floor. 562 00:24:44,134 --> 00:24:45,527 - Dr. Rothman? - Yes, the fourth floor. 563 00:24:45,571 --> 00:24:47,442 Meet me there. 564 00:24:49,139 --> 00:24:50,924 You know, growing up, my Aunt Norma always claimed 565 00:24:50,967 --> 00:24:52,273 to have the sight. 566 00:24:52,316 --> 00:24:53,970 - Mm-hmm. - This makes sense. 567 00:24:54,014 --> 00:24:55,276 She always said that you can only see 568 00:24:55,319 --> 00:24:57,147 what you are pure enough to receive. 569 00:24:57,191 --> 00:24:59,193 Oh, she would just be absolutely thrilled 570 00:24:59,236 --> 00:25:01,021 if my new diet had somehow purified me. 571 00:25:01,064 --> 00:25:02,979 She always said, "You're never gonna get the sight 572 00:25:03,023 --> 00:25:04,415 if you don't stop eating chocolate, Iggy." 573 00:25:04,459 --> 00:25:05,547 - Iggy. Iggy. 574 00:25:05,591 --> 00:25:07,462 Look. 575 00:25:07,506 --> 00:25:09,246 - Oh. 576 00:25:13,120 --> 00:25:16,427 Dr. Rothman? [clears throat] 577 00:25:16,471 --> 00:25:20,475 ♪ 578 00:25:20,519 --> 00:25:22,303 - How are you doing today? 579 00:25:22,346 --> 00:25:25,175 ♪ 580 00:25:25,219 --> 00:25:27,613 - Wait, this is the... 581 00:25:27,656 --> 00:25:29,919 - Alzheimer's Ward. 582 00:25:29,963 --> 00:25:34,968 ♪ 583 00:25:35,011 --> 00:25:36,404 - We think we're in time, 584 00:25:36,447 --> 00:25:38,145 but with a relapse this aggressive, 585 00:25:38,188 --> 00:25:41,104 we're gonna need to monitor Jessye's tissues regularly. 586 00:25:41,148 --> 00:25:44,586 Thinking about something that Jessye said, 587 00:25:44,630 --> 00:25:48,068 how you were asked to talk about fighting cancer, right? 588 00:25:48,111 --> 00:25:51,071 How you beat it? 589 00:25:51,114 --> 00:25:54,161 Can you rip those speeches up, please? 590 00:25:54,204 --> 00:25:55,902 Go on. I'm serious. 591 00:25:55,945 --> 00:25:57,338 Take them out and rip them up. 592 00:25:57,381 --> 00:25:59,906 If they're on your phones, delete them. 593 00:25:59,949 --> 00:26:02,909 [somber music] 594 00:26:02,952 --> 00:26:05,259 ♪ 595 00:26:05,302 --> 00:26:09,698 Now tell me, from the heart... 596 00:26:11,439 --> 00:26:14,573 How does it feel surviving cancer? 597 00:26:16,183 --> 00:26:18,620 - Scared. 598 00:26:18,664 --> 00:26:21,623 You know, um, even though I'm in remission, 599 00:26:21,667 --> 00:26:25,061 it feels like I'm just waiting for it to come back. 600 00:26:25,105 --> 00:26:27,498 - Um, ungrateful. 601 00:26:27,542 --> 00:26:29,370 I, like, beat this huge thing, 602 00:26:29,413 --> 00:26:31,546 but I feel like I should never complain 603 00:26:31,590 --> 00:26:33,940 or feel down about anything else. 604 00:26:33,983 --> 00:26:35,985 - [sighs] 605 00:26:36,029 --> 00:26:38,509 This is what people should hear. 606 00:26:38,553 --> 00:26:41,643 This is what I want you to talk about tonight. 607 00:26:42,557 --> 00:26:45,604 - So we nix the uplifting stories of beating cancer, 608 00:26:45,647 --> 00:26:48,389 and replace them with raw, improvised stories 609 00:26:48,432 --> 00:26:49,695 from terrified children? 610 00:26:49,738 --> 00:26:51,479 - It's the truth. People wanna hear the truth. 611 00:26:51,522 --> 00:26:53,960 - If there's one place people do not want to hear the truth, 612 00:26:54,003 --> 00:26:55,701 it's a pediatric oncology ward. 613 00:26:55,744 --> 00:26:58,138 Donors want to hear that we're beating cancer, 614 00:26:58,181 --> 00:26:59,661 that we're going to beat more cancer. 615 00:26:59,705 --> 00:27:01,620 - Those kids were lying. 616 00:27:01,663 --> 00:27:03,752 We asked them to lie. 617 00:27:04,710 --> 00:27:08,148 So now they're gonna tell their stories, their real stories. 618 00:27:08,191 --> 00:27:10,063 And for some of them, it's not a fight 619 00:27:10,106 --> 00:27:11,717 or it's not a fight that they're winning. 620 00:27:17,113 --> 00:27:19,376 Fair point. 621 00:27:19,420 --> 00:27:21,291 So sorry. 622 00:27:22,597 --> 00:27:24,730 - Wow. 623 00:27:27,646 --> 00:27:29,691 - We're gonna be okay. 624 00:27:31,432 --> 00:27:35,175 Because as soon as this elevator tries to move... 625 00:27:35,218 --> 00:27:37,177 - It was a selfie challenge. 626 00:27:37,220 --> 00:27:42,138 - What? - That's why I was down here. 627 00:27:42,182 --> 00:27:44,619 See who can get the most extreme shot. 628 00:27:45,707 --> 00:27:51,278 So I forced open the elevator doors, 629 00:27:51,321 --> 00:27:54,585 leaned back in the chair, and... 630 00:27:58,415 --> 00:28:01,767 I'm so stupid, I know. 631 00:28:03,159 --> 00:28:05,205 [sobs] 632 00:28:07,598 --> 00:28:10,384 - The younger patients, 633 00:28:10,427 --> 00:28:13,561 you know, the ones who come here a lot, 634 00:28:13,604 --> 00:28:16,216 they tend to feel left out. 635 00:28:16,259 --> 00:28:19,393 Their friends are off doing things and, 636 00:28:19,436 --> 00:28:21,743 you know, they're just stuck here. 637 00:28:21,787 --> 00:28:24,746 Wanting people to remember you... 638 00:28:26,661 --> 00:28:30,317 That's not stupid. 639 00:28:30,360 --> 00:28:32,711 We all want that. 640 00:28:33,624 --> 00:28:35,539 - [sniffles] 641 00:28:35,583 --> 00:28:38,107 [elevator dings] 642 00:28:38,151 --> 00:28:39,718 - Hey! Help! 643 00:28:39,761 --> 00:28:42,111 - Hey! - We're down here! 644 00:28:42,155 --> 00:28:43,547 We're in the shaft! - Help us, please! 645 00:28:43,591 --> 00:28:45,245 [elevator whirrs] Anybody! Hey! 646 00:28:45,288 --> 00:28:46,768 - Please! Help! 647 00:28:46,812 --> 00:28:48,291 [alarm blares] - Do you hear someone in there? 648 00:28:48,335 --> 00:28:49,510 - What was that? 649 00:28:49,553 --> 00:28:52,252 - Is someone down there? - Hello? Hello? 650 00:28:52,295 --> 00:28:55,211 - We're gonna get out of here. 651 00:28:55,255 --> 00:29:01,174 ♪ 652 00:29:01,217 --> 00:29:02,697 - I'm gonna set the plane in motion, 653 00:29:02,741 --> 00:29:04,568 but you have to make it fly. 654 00:29:04,612 --> 00:29:05,787 Like with the arm. 655 00:29:05,831 --> 00:29:07,789 Imagine pressing a button, 656 00:29:07,833 --> 00:29:09,660 and if your neural pathways are connecting, 657 00:29:09,704 --> 00:29:11,271 the sim will press the button. 658 00:29:11,314 --> 00:29:13,490 If you don't connect, you'll crash. 659 00:29:13,534 --> 00:29:16,319 - [sighs] 660 00:29:33,336 --> 00:29:35,121 - Reset. 661 00:29:35,164 --> 00:29:38,559 [suspenseful music] 662 00:29:38,602 --> 00:29:41,475 ♪ 663 00:29:41,518 --> 00:29:43,259 Reset. 664 00:29:43,303 --> 00:29:47,524 ♪ 665 00:29:47,568 --> 00:29:48,787 - [grunts] 666 00:29:53,226 --> 00:29:55,663 - How many hours have you spent in a cockpit? 667 00:29:55,706 --> 00:29:57,883 - More than I can count. 668 00:29:57,926 --> 00:29:59,667 This should be second nature to me. 669 00:29:59,710 --> 00:30:03,497 - I suspect it still is. 670 00:30:03,540 --> 00:30:05,891 Close your eyes. 671 00:30:05,934 --> 00:30:08,284 Close your eyes now. 672 00:30:08,328 --> 00:30:10,678 Visualize the cockpit. 673 00:30:10,721 --> 00:30:12,854 [soft dramatic music] 674 00:30:12,898 --> 00:30:15,596 Tell me, what is the farthest left indicator 675 00:30:15,639 --> 00:30:17,685 on the instrument panel? 676 00:30:17,728 --> 00:30:20,427 - The ASI. The airspeed. 677 00:30:21,428 --> 00:30:23,299 - Keep going. 678 00:30:23,343 --> 00:30:25,519 - The attitude indicator. 679 00:30:25,562 --> 00:30:27,651 Compass. 680 00:30:27,695 --> 00:30:30,524 Up is the fuel gauge. 681 00:30:30,567 --> 00:30:32,656 - You know this plane. 682 00:30:32,700 --> 00:30:36,443 This is your plane, 683 00:30:36,486 --> 00:30:38,358 not a simulator. 684 00:30:38,401 --> 00:30:40,577 - This is my plane. [computer beeps] 685 00:30:40,621 --> 00:30:42,884 - Say it again. 686 00:30:42,928 --> 00:30:45,844 - This is my plane. 687 00:30:47,758 --> 00:30:50,370 - Mateo, we are moving now. 688 00:30:50,413 --> 00:30:52,502 You have a half-billion dollar plane 689 00:30:52,546 --> 00:30:54,678 that is your responsibility. 690 00:30:54,722 --> 00:30:56,419 We are near the end of the runway. 691 00:30:56,463 --> 00:31:00,554 You have to get us up in the air right now. 692 00:31:00,597 --> 00:31:06,255 ♪ 693 00:31:06,299 --> 00:31:09,476 [engine whirrs] 694 00:31:09,519 --> 00:31:16,570 ♪ 695 00:31:21,967 --> 00:31:24,447 - He's flying. 696 00:31:24,491 --> 00:31:27,407 [warm music] 697 00:31:27,450 --> 00:31:34,501 ♪ 698 00:31:45,338 --> 00:31:47,557 - Wow. 699 00:31:47,601 --> 00:31:49,951 That's a... 700 00:31:49,995 --> 00:31:51,518 that's a dress. 701 00:31:51,561 --> 00:31:54,521 - Yes, and those are scrubs. 702 00:31:54,564 --> 00:31:56,392 - That they are. 703 00:31:56,436 --> 00:31:59,482 I guess this concludes our game of name that clothing item. 704 00:31:59,526 --> 00:32:01,702 Um, I need to talk to you about crowdfunding. 705 00:32:01,745 --> 00:32:03,660 - After you get dressed. You're gonna be late. 706 00:32:03,704 --> 00:32:05,488 - For what? - The fundraiser. 707 00:32:05,532 --> 00:32:07,055 - Which is tonight? - It's in ten minutes. 708 00:32:07,099 --> 00:32:08,709 Just throw something on and get down there, 709 00:32:08,752 --> 00:32:10,363 I've got to prep the kids. - Uh, kids? 710 00:32:10,406 --> 00:32:11,625 - The ones who are sharing their stories. 711 00:32:11,668 --> 00:32:12,974 - To raise money for this hospital? 712 00:32:13,018 --> 00:32:14,933 - Oh, yes. It's a fundraiser, Max. 713 00:32:14,976 --> 00:32:16,673 - Yeah, with the kids that we're exploiting 714 00:32:16,717 --> 00:32:18,937 to emotionally manipulate people for cash. 715 00:32:18,980 --> 00:32:20,982 - No one is exploiting anyone. - You're damn right we're not. 716 00:32:21,026 --> 00:32:23,724 We're cancelling that fundraiser. 717 00:32:25,682 --> 00:32:27,946 - Uh... 718 00:32:31,514 --> 00:32:31,950 . 719 00:32:31,993 --> 00:32:34,300 - It's called therapeutic fibbing. 720 00:32:34,343 --> 00:32:36,519 Instead of correcting the patient's delusions, 721 00:32:36,563 --> 00:32:38,173 you accept them. 722 00:32:38,217 --> 00:32:40,001 - So everyone here treats Dr. Rothman 723 00:32:40,045 --> 00:32:41,960 like he's still a doctor? - Within reason. 724 00:32:42,003 --> 00:32:44,788 Whenever he leaves the floor he has minders with him. 725 00:32:44,832 --> 00:32:48,270 It's startling, I know, but stability slows dementia. 726 00:32:48,314 --> 00:32:50,446 And nothing's more destabilizing 727 00:32:50,490 --> 00:32:52,100 than forcing people to acknowledge 728 00:32:52,144 --> 00:32:54,146 they're in the grip of delusions. 729 00:32:54,189 --> 00:32:56,975 Excuse me. - Have a good day. 730 00:32:59,151 --> 00:33:01,588 - Okay, so I never actually googled Rothman. 731 00:33:01,631 --> 00:33:04,025 - Yeah, no kidding. - I'm sorry. 732 00:33:04,069 --> 00:33:07,986 Hey, it was just a joke that got out of hand. 733 00:33:08,029 --> 00:33:11,076 But I thought that he was like a visiting doctor or something. 734 00:33:11,119 --> 00:33:13,295 I never thought that he was a patient. 735 00:33:13,339 --> 00:33:14,949 And I never really thought 736 00:33:14,993 --> 00:33:16,298 that you would think that he was a ghost. 737 00:33:16,342 --> 00:33:17,517 I'm sorry. 738 00:33:17,560 --> 00:33:18,692 - No, Lauren, I'm not mad at you, okay? 739 00:33:18,735 --> 00:33:20,128 I'm mad at myself for even half-believing 740 00:33:20,172 --> 00:33:22,087 any of this nonsense. 741 00:33:22,130 --> 00:33:24,132 - Okay, but that's my fault. - No, it's not. 742 00:33:24,176 --> 00:33:27,135 It's all me. I'm the problem. 743 00:33:27,179 --> 00:33:29,442 - Iggy... 744 00:33:29,485 --> 00:33:31,444 - Sing a little song, do a little dance. 745 00:33:31,487 --> 00:33:32,923 Just be yourselves. 746 00:33:32,967 --> 00:33:34,490 If you need anything, I'll... - Helen. 747 00:33:34,534 --> 00:33:36,144 - Yeah, I'll be with you in just a sec. 748 00:33:36,188 --> 00:33:37,580 - Yeah, well, I meant that 749 00:33:37,624 --> 00:33:39,060 in the "what the hell" kind of sense. 750 00:33:39,104 --> 00:33:40,540 This does not look like a cancelled gala. 751 00:33:40,583 --> 00:33:41,976 - That's because it's not. 752 00:33:42,020 --> 00:33:43,151 My first act as the newly restored 753 00:33:43,195 --> 00:33:45,023 Deputy Medical Director was to ignore you. 754 00:33:45,066 --> 00:33:46,198 - I can't believe that you are okay 755 00:33:46,241 --> 00:33:47,938 with exploiting these children. 756 00:33:50,332 --> 00:33:52,117 - [chuckles] Kids? 757 00:33:52,160 --> 00:33:54,032 Quick question. 758 00:33:54,075 --> 00:33:56,077 Do you want me to cancel the gala? 759 00:33:56,121 --> 00:33:59,863 - Don't you, like, need the money to cure cancer? 760 00:33:59,907 --> 00:34:03,171 - Yes, but if not if it means making you speak publicly 761 00:34:03,215 --> 00:34:05,652 about something that you would rather keep private. 762 00:34:05,695 --> 00:34:08,002 - I mean, are y'all being forced to do this? 763 00:34:08,046 --> 00:34:09,308 - We want to do this. 764 00:34:09,351 --> 00:34:11,092 This is how we help the next kid with cancer. 765 00:34:11,136 --> 00:34:13,529 - This is how we help Jessye. 766 00:34:13,573 --> 00:34:17,316 - Max, this isn't exploitation. 767 00:34:17,359 --> 00:34:19,492 This is gratitude. 768 00:34:21,059 --> 00:34:22,277 - Gratitude? 769 00:34:23,626 --> 00:34:25,498 - You may know it from such situations 770 00:34:25,541 --> 00:34:27,674 as the time I saved you from recklessly cancelling 771 00:34:27,717 --> 00:34:29,502 an important fundraiser. 772 00:34:31,025 --> 00:34:32,548 - Right. 773 00:34:32,592 --> 00:34:35,334 Now I'm grateful that you're willing to be Deputy 774 00:34:35,377 --> 00:34:37,466 to a proven doofus. 775 00:34:39,338 --> 00:34:42,950 And I'm also grateful because... 776 00:34:42,993 --> 00:34:45,692 you just showed me how to do crowdfunding right. 777 00:34:45,735 --> 00:34:52,960 ♪ 778 00:35:00,272 --> 00:35:02,100 - Mateo, we have to stop. 779 00:35:02,143 --> 00:35:03,449 - No, no. Not yet. 780 00:35:03,492 --> 00:35:06,626 - You have an infection at your surgical site. 781 00:35:06,669 --> 00:35:08,497 We have to remove the implant. 782 00:35:08,541 --> 00:35:10,630 - No. 783 00:35:12,110 --> 00:35:14,199 No, I just wanna stay up here. 784 00:35:15,330 --> 00:35:17,289 - But with the infection this close to your brain, 785 00:35:17,332 --> 00:35:21,119 we must stop now. 786 00:35:21,162 --> 00:35:25,514 ♪ 787 00:35:25,558 --> 00:35:32,608 ♪ 788 00:35:37,047 --> 00:35:39,441 [knock on door] 789 00:35:41,313 --> 00:35:43,097 - Mm. - Hey. 790 00:35:43,141 --> 00:35:45,665 - Hey. 791 00:35:45,708 --> 00:35:49,147 - You know that I would never intentionally mock 792 00:35:49,190 --> 00:35:51,323 Alzheimer's patients, right? 793 00:35:51,366 --> 00:35:53,673 - Of course. - Good. 794 00:35:53,716 --> 00:35:57,067 - Parkinson's, though... 795 00:35:57,111 --> 00:35:58,678 Just a little bit funny? 796 00:35:58,721 --> 00:36:01,202 - That's maybe the worst joke you've ever made. 797 00:36:05,032 --> 00:36:07,339 - You seem really upset. 798 00:36:07,382 --> 00:36:09,645 - Yeah, you know, I'm--I'm-- 799 00:36:09,689 --> 00:36:12,300 I've just been going through some stuff. 800 00:36:12,344 --> 00:36:15,042 - That's why I'm here. 801 00:36:16,478 --> 00:36:18,306 Wanna talk about it? 802 00:36:18,350 --> 00:36:22,441 [dramatic music] 803 00:36:22,484 --> 00:36:25,139 - So I've been on this diet, 804 00:36:25,183 --> 00:36:29,796 and it's making me feel cold and drowsy and weak. 805 00:36:31,276 --> 00:36:35,541 And I've been having vivid food fantasies. 806 00:36:35,584 --> 00:36:40,720 And today, I temporarily believed in ghosts, 807 00:36:40,763 --> 00:36:42,678 which is... 808 00:36:42,722 --> 00:36:44,463 that's not funny, really. 809 00:36:44,506 --> 00:36:46,813 It's, um, it's more like what happens 810 00:36:46,856 --> 00:36:50,295 when my food stuff goes a little too far. 811 00:36:52,558 --> 00:36:55,213 But I don't even look good yet, 812 00:36:55,256 --> 00:36:57,084 and people are giving me compliments already, 813 00:36:57,127 --> 00:36:58,477 so you do the math. 814 00:36:58,520 --> 00:37:00,609 How terrible must I have looked before? 815 00:37:00,653 --> 00:37:03,612 So even if this diet is intense, 816 00:37:03,656 --> 00:37:06,746 it's necessary, right? 817 00:37:12,578 --> 00:37:15,145 - Mateo. 818 00:37:15,189 --> 00:37:16,843 [sighs] 819 00:37:16,886 --> 00:37:20,281 It's not fair. 820 00:37:20,325 --> 00:37:24,416 I encouraged you to go through so much. 821 00:37:24,459 --> 00:37:26,374 To get so little in return. 822 00:37:32,337 --> 00:37:34,339 I'm sorry. 823 00:37:37,342 --> 00:37:38,604 - I'm not. 824 00:37:42,260 --> 00:37:44,610 I'll never walk again... 825 00:37:46,220 --> 00:37:48,657 But I got to fly. 826 00:37:54,315 --> 00:37:57,492 [sighs] 827 00:37:57,536 --> 00:37:59,407 - How long were you and this kid in the elevator? 828 00:37:59,451 --> 00:38:00,843 - About four hours. 829 00:38:00,887 --> 00:38:03,324 Spleen isolated and removed. 830 00:38:03,368 --> 00:38:04,934 - Music to my ears. 831 00:38:04,978 --> 00:38:08,677 - There's a small tear in the diaphragm near the sternum. 832 00:38:08,721 --> 00:38:10,505 Can I suture? 833 00:38:11,724 --> 00:38:13,508 - Ask the Chair. 834 00:38:15,815 --> 00:38:17,295 - Show me what you got. 835 00:38:19,471 --> 00:38:22,474 - ♪ 'Cause I've been walking my life ♪ 836 00:38:22,517 --> 00:38:25,172 ♪ To the beat of a drum 837 00:38:25,215 --> 00:38:29,481 ♪ It gave me away, and I was far too long ♪ 838 00:38:29,524 --> 00:38:35,530 ♪ I'm trying to be a love keeper ♪ 839 00:38:35,574 --> 00:38:38,185 [knock on window] 840 00:38:39,273 --> 00:38:44,844 ♪ It was all I could do just to play along ♪ 841 00:38:44,887 --> 00:38:47,455 - Are we, uh, really not gonna see you 842 00:38:47,499 --> 00:38:49,501 until the wedding? - Yeah, but it'll be fine. 843 00:38:49,544 --> 00:38:52,330 - I'm not fine. I'm sad. 844 00:38:52,373 --> 00:38:53,940 - Well, you know how these things go. 845 00:38:53,983 --> 00:38:55,724 You know, like I just did the surgery 846 00:38:55,768 --> 00:38:58,205 and we saved the kid, and everything was great, 847 00:38:58,248 --> 00:38:59,815 but the whole time I was thinking 848 00:38:59,859 --> 00:39:02,470 this isn't my OR anymore, you know? 849 00:39:02,514 --> 00:39:05,821 Things end. People forget. 850 00:39:05,865 --> 00:39:08,476 - Tevi will remember. 851 00:39:08,520 --> 00:39:12,262 So will every single one of your patients... 852 00:39:12,306 --> 00:39:15,396 and so will I. 853 00:39:15,440 --> 00:39:17,746 - Thank you. 854 00:39:17,790 --> 00:39:21,315 - And so will every single one of your friends 855 00:39:21,359 --> 00:39:23,926 who are waiting around this corner to surprise you. 856 00:39:23,970 --> 00:39:26,538 - Hey! - Yo! 857 00:39:26,581 --> 00:39:28,714 [clamoring] 858 00:39:28,757 --> 00:39:30,498 - Surprise! 859 00:39:30,542 --> 00:39:32,805 - Don't be mad. It's just a small event. 860 00:39:32,848 --> 00:39:36,417 ♪ 861 00:39:36,461 --> 00:39:40,987 - ♪ It was all I could do just to play along ♪ 862 00:39:41,030 --> 00:39:44,947 ♪ Now you tell me that the parts are gone ♪ 863 00:39:44,991 --> 00:39:47,733 ♪ Oh, maybe 864 00:39:47,776 --> 00:39:51,780 ♪ You shouldn't try so hard ♪ 865 00:39:51,824 --> 00:39:53,913 ♪ 866 00:39:53,956 --> 00:39:59,745 ♪ When will I belong? 867 00:39:59,788 --> 00:40:03,401 ♪ 868 00:40:03,444 --> 00:40:09,842 ♪ When will I belong? 869 00:40:09,885 --> 00:40:12,714 ♪ 870 00:40:12,758 --> 00:40:18,503 ♪ When will I belong? 871 00:40:18,546 --> 00:40:22,898 ♪ 872 00:40:22,942 --> 00:40:27,816 ♪ When will I belong? 873 00:40:27,860 --> 00:40:33,735 ♪ 874 00:40:33,779 --> 00:40:39,828 ♪ Now you're away to the other side ♪ 875 00:40:39,872 --> 00:40:41,874 ♪ 876 00:40:41,917 --> 00:40:47,357 ♪ No one believes me now 877 00:40:47,401 --> 00:40:51,884 ♪ That I found the way 878 00:40:51,927 --> 00:40:54,495 ♪ 879 00:40:54,539 --> 00:40:57,542 [uplifting music] 880 00:40:57,585 --> 00:41:02,547 ♪ 881 00:41:02,590 --> 00:41:05,767 - I got the surgery I needed to survive last year. 882 00:41:05,811 --> 00:41:07,639 - I got mine ten years ago. 883 00:41:07,682 --> 00:41:11,425 - We got money to keep our little girl healthy, 884 00:41:11,469 --> 00:41:13,688 but what about the next little girl? 885 00:41:13,732 --> 00:41:16,604 Our family has so much gratitude 886 00:41:16,648 --> 00:41:19,477 and we want to help whoever comes next. 887 00:41:19,520 --> 00:41:21,609 - Last year, I almost died. 888 00:41:21,653 --> 00:41:23,655 Now I'm going to college. 889 00:41:23,698 --> 00:41:25,874 Can you help the next person like me? 890 00:41:25,918 --> 00:41:29,095 We get to tell our stories because we're survivors. 891 00:41:29,138 --> 00:41:30,575 - I'm a survivor. 892 00:41:30,618 --> 00:41:33,012 all: And we want our friends to be survivors too. 893 00:41:33,055 --> 00:41:35,928 - [sobs] 894 00:41:35,971 --> 00:41:40,541 - Last year, I was diagnosed with squamous cell carcinoma, 895 00:41:40,585 --> 00:41:42,891 and, uh... 896 00:41:42,935 --> 00:41:44,937 I didn't want to admit that it was happening. 897 00:41:44,980 --> 00:41:47,548 I didn't want to talk about it, 898 00:41:47,592 --> 00:41:49,942 not even with my closest friends. 899 00:41:49,985 --> 00:41:53,989 But in New Amsterdam and all the amazing people in it, 900 00:41:54,033 --> 00:41:57,819 they--they helped me through it. 901 00:41:57,863 --> 00:42:00,126 So I'm a survivor. 902 00:42:00,169 --> 00:42:03,695 And so many others aren't, not yet. 903 00:42:03,738 --> 00:42:07,612 So that's why I'm asking you to donate 904 00:42:07,655 --> 00:42:12,747 because it's not for me, it's for them. 905 00:42:12,791 --> 00:42:18,536 ♪