1 00:00:05,424 --> 00:00:06,734 [GUARD] Open two. 2 00:00:10,211 --> 00:00:11,656 Move forward. 3 00:00:13,726 --> 00:00:15,227 [GUARD 2] You want him to come this way? 4 00:00:15,251 --> 00:00:16,937 Yeah. Right there. 5 00:00:17,966 --> 00:00:20,802 [RADIO CHATTER, FAINT] 6 00:00:22,254 --> 00:00:23,547 I got this one. 7 00:00:23,572 --> 00:00:24,914 Yes, sir. 8 00:00:28,288 --> 00:00:30,750 I got a thing for celebrities. 9 00:00:33,922 --> 00:00:38,635 [PATTING DOWN] 10 00:00:49,156 --> 00:00:51,533 Kuvney will tell you who this is for. 11 00:00:54,697 --> 00:00:56,234 He's good to go. 12 00:01:19,378 --> 00:01:21,117 [SIGHS] 13 00:01:24,368 --> 00:01:26,070 You okay? 14 00:01:27,647 --> 00:01:29,351 The code worked. 15 00:01:29,738 --> 00:01:32,171 I translated the diary. 16 00:01:34,875 --> 00:01:39,109 It's, uh, not easy to hear. 17 00:01:39,134 --> 00:01:40,135 Why? 18 00:01:42,503 --> 00:01:44,921 Chuck was molesting Lanie. 19 00:01:47,107 --> 00:01:48,192 What? 20 00:01:49,487 --> 00:01:50,843 No. 21 00:01:50,868 --> 00:01:52,398 She never told you? 22 00:01:52,423 --> 00:01:53,424 No. 23 00:01:54,070 --> 00:01:57,414 Did you ever suspect anything like that? 24 00:02:01,600 --> 00:02:03,097 Wait, so you... 25 00:02:04,492 --> 00:02:08,179 think that she killed Chuck because of it? 26 00:02:10,130 --> 00:02:14,367 I think that Erin did to protect her daughter. 27 00:02:15,904 --> 00:02:22,132 And I think that she coached Lanie into identifying you. 28 00:02:24,965 --> 00:02:26,830 [SIGHS] 29 00:02:26,855 --> 00:02:28,857 Erin always hated me. 30 00:02:29,876 --> 00:02:31,711 I never knew why. 31 00:02:33,836 --> 00:02:35,339 [INHALES] 32 00:02:35,364 --> 00:02:37,699 Rivalry with my mother. 33 00:02:39,576 --> 00:02:43,593 Did she act suspiciously before the party... 34 00:02:43,618 --> 00:02:45,945 in the weeks leading up? 35 00:02:48,906 --> 00:02:51,609 She wasn't really around. 36 00:02:52,792 --> 00:02:54,742 She was gone for, like, a month 37 00:02:54,767 --> 00:02:56,968 that September before Halloween. 38 00:02:59,408 --> 00:03:00,836 A month? 39 00:03:04,244 --> 00:03:05,461 Yeah. 40 00:03:44,600 --> 00:03:48,228 [INMATES CLAMORING] 41 00:04:09,632 --> 00:04:13,617 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com 42 00:04:33,224 --> 00:04:36,578 [LANIE] Warren, I know you hate my guts. 43 00:04:36,603 --> 00:04:38,757 Maybe you didn't even open this letter. 44 00:04:39,618 --> 00:04:42,705 You probably chucked it as soon as you saw it was from me. 45 00:04:44,898 --> 00:04:46,432 I wouldn't blame you. 46 00:04:47,035 --> 00:04:50,695 Did you see my return address? You know what that means? 47 00:04:51,371 --> 00:04:53,977 I'm locked up just like you. 48 00:04:54,125 --> 00:04:57,289 Sometimes knowing that is the only thing that keeps me going. 49 00:04:57,676 --> 00:04:59,789 It makes me feel a little better. 50 00:05:03,162 --> 00:05:05,750 I'm not asking you to be my pen pal. 51 00:05:05,775 --> 00:05:07,991 I just want you to know that I'm scared. 52 00:05:08,016 --> 00:05:09,937 That I'm all alone too. 53 00:05:10,476 --> 00:05:14,679 Sometimes I wish I could be locked away until I die just like you. 54 00:05:15,231 --> 00:05:17,484 I don't wanna go back to the real world now. 55 00:05:17,509 --> 00:05:19,595 There's nothing left for me there. 56 00:05:19,620 --> 00:05:21,656 Now you'll never forget me. 57 00:05:21,681 --> 00:05:23,433 I wonder if you feel the same. 58 00:05:25,351 --> 00:05:28,303 I love you. Don't write back. 59 00:05:28,328 --> 00:05:29,955 Love, Lanie. 60 00:05:51,226 --> 00:05:53,145 [BREATHES DEEPLY] 61 00:05:55,629 --> 00:05:57,859 [JOSIE] Don't worry, almost there. 62 00:06:01,787 --> 00:06:03,539 Okay, take it off. 63 00:06:12,674 --> 00:06:14,183 Ta-da! 64 00:06:14,208 --> 00:06:15,542 It's our old place. 65 00:06:15,567 --> 00:06:16,985 Remember? 66 00:06:17,682 --> 00:06:21,351 Oh, man, I used to dream about this spot when I was in New York. 67 00:06:21,756 --> 00:06:23,515 Which, I guess, is a little weird 68 00:06:23,540 --> 00:06:25,422 'cause we haven't been here since I was, like, nine. 69 00:06:25,446 --> 00:06:28,375 But... come on! Sit. 70 00:06:34,102 --> 00:06:35,103 Wow. 71 00:06:36,806 --> 00:06:40,059 Well, you have been so supportive 72 00:06:40,084 --> 00:06:43,338 through whatever this is with Caleb, 73 00:06:43,363 --> 00:06:46,547 so I've decided to stay for a bit longer. 74 00:06:46,572 --> 00:06:48,054 You can stay with us. 75 00:06:48,079 --> 00:06:50,882 Really. For as long as you want. We would love to have you. 76 00:06:50,907 --> 00:06:52,079 Thanks. 77 00:06:52,104 --> 00:06:53,397 [CHUCKLES] 78 00:06:55,194 --> 00:06:56,403 I'll get it. 79 00:07:27,489 --> 00:07:29,554 [YOUNG LANIE] Go away, Josie. 80 00:07:36,248 --> 00:07:39,289 - [CRYING] - Josie! 81 00:07:39,314 --> 00:07:41,023 [LANIE] Josie, are you okay? 82 00:07:42,585 --> 00:07:44,125 Are you okay? 83 00:07:47,738 --> 00:07:51,450 - Hey, hey. - Hey. What's up, my ladies of mayhem? 84 00:07:51,475 --> 00:07:53,810 - [CHUCKLES] - I come bearing gifts. 85 00:07:53,835 --> 00:07:56,671 And the best kind too: the gift of knowledge. 86 00:07:56,696 --> 00:07:58,871 Erin Buhrman was arrested for drunk driving. 87 00:07:58,896 --> 00:07:59,980 Hardly a surprise. 88 00:08:00,005 --> 00:08:01,507 But this is the interesting part. 89 00:08:01,532 --> 00:08:04,376 Went to court-ordered rehab in August of 1999. 90 00:08:04,401 --> 00:08:05,695 She got out in September 91 00:08:05,720 --> 00:08:08,151 and was home a month before Chuck was murdered. 92 00:08:08,176 --> 00:08:10,570 Her alibi was that she was drunk and passed out, 93 00:08:10,595 --> 00:08:11,632 slept through the whole thing. 94 00:08:11,656 --> 00:08:13,744 But if she was fresh outta rehab, 95 00:08:13,769 --> 00:08:16,647 she might've been sober that night and lying to the police. 96 00:08:16,672 --> 00:08:18,049 That's a big "if." 97 00:08:18,074 --> 00:08:21,143 I know a lot of alcoholics that, as soon as they get out of rehab, 98 00:08:21,168 --> 00:08:23,147 the first thing they do is head straight to the liquor store. 99 00:08:23,171 --> 00:08:26,468 So, we visit the rehab to see if that sobriety stuck. 100 00:08:28,053 --> 00:08:31,653 They found you guilty in absentia, which triggered the arrest warrant, 101 00:08:31,678 --> 00:08:33,096 but we took care of it. 102 00:08:33,121 --> 00:08:35,046 - That's it? - That's it. 103 00:08:35,327 --> 00:08:37,164 Well, I owe you one. 104 00:08:38,307 --> 00:08:41,201 Maybe I'll take you shopping, spice you up a little bit. 105 00:08:41,226 --> 00:08:45,531 [CHUCKLES] Can I ask you a question about Poppy in foster care? 106 00:08:45,556 --> 00:08:48,476 - With Miss Shirley? - Yes, who was she exactly? 107 00:08:48,501 --> 00:08:50,964 Shirley Maxwell. She's one of those neighborhood aunties. 108 00:08:50,989 --> 00:08:53,509 - Poppy stayed with her. - The three of you were separated? 109 00:08:53,534 --> 00:08:56,242 Me and Desiree went to Daddy's cousin. 110 00:08:56,267 --> 00:08:57,773 Poppy was there for a year. 111 00:08:57,798 --> 00:09:00,307 But she makes it sound like she was breaking rocks for ten. 112 00:09:00,332 --> 00:09:01,914 - A year? - Mm-hmm. 113 00:09:02,227 --> 00:09:03,478 Thank you. 114 00:09:10,010 --> 00:09:12,132 - Need anything? - [DOOR CLOSES] 115 00:09:12,993 --> 00:09:17,445 Yeah. Get me what you can on a Shirley Maxwell. 116 00:09:17,470 --> 00:09:20,598 Oakland resident. Around 1979, 1980. 117 00:09:20,623 --> 00:09:21,765 No problem. 118 00:09:27,946 --> 00:09:30,337 [POPPY] Trying to figure out clues to a crime 119 00:09:30,362 --> 00:09:34,199 that happened 19 years ago isn't easy. 120 00:09:35,396 --> 00:09:39,211 But you know who the unsung heroes are? You. 121 00:09:39,619 --> 00:09:41,265 The listeners. 122 00:09:41,290 --> 00:09:43,632 The people out there digging for the answers, 123 00:09:43,657 --> 00:09:45,679 trying to find out the truth. 124 00:09:47,149 --> 00:09:49,253 [ON RECORDING] So how do you help the people stay sober? 125 00:09:49,277 --> 00:09:53,429 Well, we normally connect them with a high quality sober coach 126 00:09:53,454 --> 00:09:54,956 and provide outpatient AA meetings. 127 00:09:54,981 --> 00:09:59,486 The New Soul Rehab Center won't disclose information about past clients. 128 00:09:59,511 --> 00:10:05,300 Say I'm using Erin Buhrman as an example of a type of patient. 129 00:10:05,325 --> 00:10:10,339 Hmm. Well, for that type of patient, I'd say JoAnna Diaz. 130 00:10:10,657 --> 00:10:15,511 And that type of patient might have used JoAnna multiple times 131 00:10:15,536 --> 00:10:16,537 throughout the years. 132 00:10:16,562 --> 00:10:20,714 An anonymous source confirmed Erin Buhrman stayed at New Soul 133 00:10:20,739 --> 00:10:23,183 and led us to her sober coach. 134 00:10:23,208 --> 00:10:24,937 [POPPY] What can you tell me about Erin Buhrman? 135 00:10:24,961 --> 00:10:27,487 [WOMAN] She was stone-cold sober when she called me in a rage 136 00:10:27,512 --> 00:10:30,206 about her husband making eyes at some neighbor that night, 137 00:10:30,231 --> 00:10:31,964 but she was on Antabuse. 138 00:10:31,989 --> 00:10:33,692 [POPPY] What's Antabuse? 139 00:10:33,717 --> 00:10:36,372 It's a drug that makes you throw up if you drink alcohol. 140 00:10:36,535 --> 00:10:38,864 - Was she on it the night of the murder? - Mm-hmm. 141 00:10:38,889 --> 00:10:40,965 If Erin was sober the night of the murder, 142 00:10:40,990 --> 00:10:43,286 why did she lie to the police? 143 00:10:43,311 --> 00:10:44,747 What is Erin hiding? 144 00:10:44,772 --> 00:10:49,151 And is this the reason Warren was sent to prison? 145 00:10:49,176 --> 00:10:52,638 [MAN GRUNTING] 146 00:11:04,805 --> 00:11:06,974 [MEN CLAMORING] 147 00:11:16,260 --> 00:11:17,886 [LAUGHING] 148 00:11:22,964 --> 00:11:25,856 [KUVNEY] What the hell are you doing down here? 149 00:11:26,668 --> 00:11:27,856 Huh? 150 00:11:29,173 --> 00:11:30,383 Hey. 151 00:11:31,692 --> 00:11:32,985 [GRUNTS] 152 00:11:33,932 --> 00:11:36,723 I didn't see anything. I didn't see anything. 153 00:11:37,343 --> 00:11:40,684 Well, what was there to see? 154 00:11:42,332 --> 00:11:43,595 Nothing. 155 00:11:43,620 --> 00:11:46,114 [GASPING] 156 00:11:49,960 --> 00:11:54,173 Who are you... without me? 157 00:11:58,083 --> 00:11:59,583 Tell me. 158 00:12:00,611 --> 00:12:02,036 Say it. 159 00:12:04,065 --> 00:12:06,728 - Nothing. - Uh-huh. 160 00:12:06,753 --> 00:12:08,088 I'm nothing. 161 00:12:08,747 --> 00:12:10,634 [GRUNTS] 162 00:12:12,232 --> 00:12:14,443 [GASPING, GRUNTS] 163 00:12:14,867 --> 00:12:16,619 [GASPS] 164 00:12:16,644 --> 00:12:18,479 [GROANING] 165 00:12:18,952 --> 00:12:20,595 You took me. 166 00:12:21,755 --> 00:12:23,798 You "protected me." 167 00:12:24,849 --> 00:12:29,736 Whose face do you think I see when I go to bed at night? 168 00:12:29,761 --> 00:12:31,845 You motherfucker. 169 00:12:33,587 --> 00:12:37,759 - [GROANS] - And you call that a "family"? 170 00:12:38,842 --> 00:12:40,010 [GRUNTS] 171 00:12:49,770 --> 00:12:52,231 [BREATHING RAGGEDLY] 172 00:12:55,768 --> 00:12:57,520 [MEN CHATTERING] 173 00:13:02,324 --> 00:13:03,867 [CHATTERING CONTINUES] 174 00:13:11,250 --> 00:13:13,669 [CHATTERING GROWS LOUDER] 175 00:13:16,797 --> 00:13:19,675 [BREATHING SHAKILY] 176 00:13:22,052 --> 00:13:25,013 [CHATTERING CONTINUES] 177 00:13:29,243 --> 00:13:30,494 [KNOCKING] 178 00:13:30,519 --> 00:13:36,595 Ella, honey, why am I the one in here putting your toys away? 179 00:13:37,031 --> 00:13:39,048 'Cause you're the daddy. 180 00:13:39,073 --> 00:13:42,165 That's right. I'm the daddy. Yeah. 181 00:13:44,923 --> 00:13:47,344 No. Lanie's not here. 182 00:13:47,369 --> 00:13:49,431 This is about your mother-in-law, not Lanie. 183 00:13:49,456 --> 00:13:51,775 I think she's the key to Chuck's murder. 184 00:13:53,592 --> 00:13:55,165 You're an outsider. 185 00:13:55,190 --> 00:13:56,845 You've probably noticed some things. 186 00:13:56,870 --> 00:13:58,246 I can't help you. 187 00:13:58,271 --> 00:14:00,204 You want Erin out of your life? 188 00:14:00,229 --> 00:14:01,947 Your life back with Lanie? 189 00:14:01,972 --> 00:14:05,290 Then help me fill in the gaps, get closer to Erin. 190 00:14:09,534 --> 00:14:10,892 Okay. 191 00:14:14,013 --> 00:14:18,181 We, uh, had to bail her out of jail the week she came home. 192 00:14:18,206 --> 00:14:20,834 - What? - She broke into their old house. 193 00:14:20,859 --> 00:14:22,444 The house they grew up in. 194 00:14:22,469 --> 00:14:25,368 And, well, the new owners, they called the police. 195 00:14:27,951 --> 00:14:29,453 [KEY CLATTERING] 196 00:14:29,478 --> 00:14:31,313 [DOOR SQUEAKS] 197 00:14:35,834 --> 00:14:37,436 - Hey. - [MAN] Yeah? 198 00:14:37,461 --> 00:14:39,361 - Kuvney? - Ain't see him. 199 00:14:39,987 --> 00:14:41,626 Where's Kuvney? 200 00:14:47,864 --> 00:14:49,486 Cave. 201 00:14:54,061 --> 00:14:55,993 You seen Kuvney around? 202 00:14:57,889 --> 00:14:59,212 No. 203 00:15:00,656 --> 00:15:02,634 When was the last time you saw him? 204 00:15:03,104 --> 00:15:05,556 Uh, yesterday. 205 00:15:06,130 --> 00:15:07,509 Really? 206 00:15:09,326 --> 00:15:10,494 You sure? 207 00:15:11,116 --> 00:15:12,353 Yeah. 208 00:15:14,166 --> 00:15:15,501 Why? 209 00:15:25,741 --> 00:15:27,569 - Here we go. - What the hell? 210 00:15:27,594 --> 00:15:30,514 - It's the O.J. effect. Human nature. - [SHOUTING] 211 00:15:30,539 --> 00:15:32,868 All of this because of the podcast. 212 00:15:34,239 --> 00:15:36,912 [SHOUTING CONTINUES] 213 00:15:36,937 --> 00:15:38,703 [MAN] We bought it four years ago. 214 00:15:38,728 --> 00:15:41,567 We knew the history going in. It was never a problem for us. 215 00:15:41,592 --> 00:15:43,220 [MAN 2] Until your podcast. 216 00:15:47,476 --> 00:15:49,173 Chuck's office. 217 00:15:52,910 --> 00:15:54,923 Just show us where you found Erin. 218 00:15:58,167 --> 00:16:01,103 So, we came home from our dinner and found her down here. 219 00:16:02,483 --> 00:16:04,689 She'd snuck in through a bathroom window 220 00:16:04,714 --> 00:16:06,972 that wasn't connected to our alarm system. 221 00:16:08,088 --> 00:16:11,376 Yeah. A lot of houses like that. 222 00:16:12,417 --> 00:16:14,836 This is not the first one she's broken into. 223 00:16:16,731 --> 00:16:18,078 Where exactly was she? 224 00:16:18,103 --> 00:16:19,396 In here. 225 00:16:19,421 --> 00:16:21,415 So, what did she do when you found her? 226 00:16:21,440 --> 00:16:23,734 She laughed and apologized. 227 00:16:23,759 --> 00:16:27,179 Said that she stopped by because she was feeling nostalgic. 228 00:16:28,152 --> 00:16:29,631 It was creepy as shit. 229 00:16:29,656 --> 00:16:32,753 - Was there anything missing? Stolen? - Zero. 230 00:16:32,778 --> 00:16:34,571 Hey, Poppy, check this out. 231 00:16:38,644 --> 00:16:41,283 Hey, was this like that before she got here? 232 00:16:42,070 --> 00:16:43,812 - I don't think so. - No. 233 00:16:43,837 --> 00:16:44,838 [MARKUS] Hmm. 234 00:16:46,461 --> 00:16:48,517 She was looking for something. 235 00:16:49,079 --> 00:16:50,470 The murder weapon? 236 00:16:50,495 --> 00:16:51,704 Was never found. 237 00:16:51,729 --> 00:16:53,556 If she was looking for money or jewelry, 238 00:16:53,561 --> 00:16:55,209 she would have come after it years ago. 239 00:16:55,234 --> 00:16:57,611 So she kills Chuck, hides the knife before the cops come, 240 00:16:57,636 --> 00:16:59,006 goes about her business, 241 00:16:59,031 --> 00:17:00,951 then comes back for it 'cause she's afraid 242 00:17:00,976 --> 00:17:02,140 you're gonna figure out she did it. 243 00:17:02,164 --> 00:17:04,625 [MARKUS] For 20 years nobody's talked about this. 244 00:17:04,650 --> 00:17:08,278 You mention it on your podcast and now she has to come back. 245 00:17:08,303 --> 00:17:09,419 Cover her tracks. 246 00:17:09,444 --> 00:17:10,568 Except she never got it. 247 00:17:10,593 --> 00:17:12,413 There was nothing on her when she was arrested. 248 00:17:12,437 --> 00:17:14,092 This is money, Poppy. 249 00:17:14,117 --> 00:17:15,742 You gotta work her hard. 250 00:17:15,902 --> 00:17:20,467 Mmm. Erin won't give me anything. She's too smart for that. 251 00:17:20,733 --> 00:17:24,111 But she is nervous and impulsive. 252 00:17:24,136 --> 00:17:26,084 So we get her to make a move. 253 00:17:26,109 --> 00:17:27,110 [NOA] How? 254 00:17:27,982 --> 00:17:29,615 We smoke her out. 255 00:17:31,426 --> 00:17:32,427 Ugh. 256 00:17:34,684 --> 00:17:35,769 [GUARD] Check him. 257 00:17:37,844 --> 00:17:39,471 [ALARM BLARING] 258 00:17:39,496 --> 00:17:42,029 [GUARD ON PA] Lockdown. All prisoners, lockdown. 259 00:17:42,054 --> 00:17:43,654 On the ground. 260 00:17:46,984 --> 00:17:49,945 [ALARM CONTINUES BLARING] 261 00:17:55,057 --> 00:17:57,845 [MELANIE ON PHONE] Erin suspected, but she suspected any woman 262 00:17:57,870 --> 00:17:59,705 that came into Chuck's orbit. 263 00:17:59,730 --> 00:18:02,107 - [POPPY] You believed Erin's alibi? - [MELANIE LAUGHS] 264 00:18:02,132 --> 00:18:04,134 [PHONE RINGING] 265 00:18:14,415 --> 00:18:16,196 Yeah, hello? Hello? 266 00:18:16,221 --> 00:18:17,756 Ms. Buhrman, this is Tim. 267 00:18:17,781 --> 00:18:20,492 I think we found what you were looking for. 268 00:18:20,517 --> 00:18:22,227 Why don't you come by the house? 269 00:18:24,195 --> 00:18:26,857 [GUARD] Let's go. Yep. 270 00:18:28,154 --> 00:18:29,779 Yo, that's for you, man. 271 00:18:31,640 --> 00:18:34,143 [INMATES CHATTERING] 272 00:19:06,422 --> 00:19:09,162 Hey, it's, uh, Warren. 273 00:19:11,184 --> 00:19:12,990 I need to see you... 274 00:19:15,178 --> 00:19:16,805 before it's too late. 275 00:19:19,023 --> 00:19:20,654 Please come. 276 00:19:37,361 --> 00:19:38,864 Let's hear it. 277 00:19:38,889 --> 00:19:41,473 We found what you were looking for when you broke in here. 278 00:19:41,655 --> 00:19:43,574 Found it deep in the old furnace. 279 00:19:44,699 --> 00:19:45,700 Yeah? 280 00:19:45,725 --> 00:19:48,404 Five grand and it's yours or we go to the police. 281 00:19:48,907 --> 00:19:50,287 I'd like to see it first. 282 00:19:50,312 --> 00:19:52,105 [TIM] When we see the cash. 283 00:19:52,130 --> 00:19:54,373 Describe it to me, asshole. 284 00:19:54,999 --> 00:19:56,459 It was a knife. 285 00:19:57,093 --> 00:19:59,732 [LAUGHS] Nice try. 286 00:20:01,378 --> 00:20:04,450 - [TIM ON PHONE] She just walked away. - You did exactly what Poppy said to? 287 00:20:04,475 --> 00:20:05,497 Yes. 288 00:20:05,522 --> 00:20:07,928 Thank you, guys. You were perfect. 289 00:20:09,678 --> 00:20:11,185 She didn't bite. 290 00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:15,339 I never expected her to. But the woman is definitely guilty. 291 00:20:15,364 --> 00:20:16,365 Based on what? 292 00:20:16,390 --> 00:20:17,857 She showed up. 293 00:20:18,295 --> 00:20:20,693 And now we know we're not looking for a knife. 294 00:21:10,213 --> 00:21:11,787 Why'd you call me? 295 00:21:12,191 --> 00:21:14,943 I didn't think you'd actually show. 296 00:21:18,466 --> 00:21:20,389 I needed to see you. 297 00:21:23,119 --> 00:21:24,693 Get rid of it. 298 00:21:25,178 --> 00:21:26,873 Get rid of what? 299 00:21:27,204 --> 00:21:29,014 Hating you. 300 00:21:30,436 --> 00:21:32,959 I'm gonna die in here. 301 00:21:41,308 --> 00:21:42,601 [SIGHS] 302 00:21:42,626 --> 00:21:44,294 Do you remember this? 303 00:21:48,551 --> 00:21:50,279 I didn't think you got it. 304 00:21:50,682 --> 00:21:52,451 I know it by heart. 305 00:21:57,432 --> 00:22:00,226 Only one thing made me keep it. 306 00:22:03,083 --> 00:22:05,029 Is it true? 307 00:22:05,218 --> 00:22:06,678 Is what true? 308 00:22:07,247 --> 00:22:09,928 You told me you loved me. 309 00:22:11,609 --> 00:22:13,576 Was it true? 310 00:22:18,413 --> 00:22:19,606 Warren... 311 00:22:19,631 --> 00:22:23,677 "I don't want to go back to the real world now. 312 00:22:25,704 --> 00:22:28,545 There's nothing left for me there. 313 00:22:31,315 --> 00:22:33,234 [BREATHES DEEPLY] 314 00:22:33,259 --> 00:22:35,887 I wonder if you feel the same. 315 00:22:37,096 --> 00:22:40,904 I love you. Don't write back. 316 00:22:41,770 --> 00:22:45,615 Love, Lanie." 317 00:22:47,774 --> 00:22:52,537 Just tell me. Please. 318 00:22:54,817 --> 00:22:56,444 Was it true? 319 00:22:57,208 --> 00:22:58,990 Nothing I say... 320 00:23:00,258 --> 00:23:02,334 can help you. 321 00:23:07,319 --> 00:23:08,487 Warren... 322 00:23:09,642 --> 00:23:11,143 Don't. 323 00:23:13,805 --> 00:23:18,670 "If you live through this with me..." 324 00:23:23,739 --> 00:23:26,607 "... I swear that I would die for you." 325 00:23:43,491 --> 00:23:45,451 You should've told me... 326 00:23:47,620 --> 00:23:49,685 about your father. 327 00:23:49,932 --> 00:23:52,412 What he was doing to you. 328 00:23:58,730 --> 00:24:01,350 So you think you... 329 00:24:01,952 --> 00:24:03,952 You think you know everything? 330 00:24:05,109 --> 00:24:08,420 You think you have the missing piece to the whole mystery now? 331 00:24:08,445 --> 00:24:09,857 Lanie. 332 00:24:14,055 --> 00:24:19,037 If I had known, I would've killed him myself. 333 00:24:30,721 --> 00:24:32,181 Warren. 334 00:24:33,622 --> 00:24:35,209 You know... 335 00:24:36,636 --> 00:24:42,076 you're still the only girl I have ever kissed. 336 00:24:49,658 --> 00:24:51,701 You are still... 337 00:24:56,277 --> 00:24:59,756 You are still the only boy I ever loved. 338 00:24:59,781 --> 00:25:03,910 [ROCK BALLAD PLAYING] 339 00:25:03,935 --> 00:25:05,209 Okay. 340 00:25:07,846 --> 00:25:10,537 Then why did you lie about me? 341 00:25:18,870 --> 00:25:21,857 Lanie. Lanie, Lanie. Lanie! 342 00:25:36,161 --> 00:25:38,789 [BALLAD CONTINUES PLAYING] 343 00:25:46,755 --> 00:25:48,850 [KEYS JINGLING] 344 00:26:00,477 --> 00:26:02,938 [BREATHING RAPIDLY] 345 00:26:07,697 --> 00:26:09,866 [SOBBING] 346 00:26:52,417 --> 00:26:54,225 Siri, call Desiree. 347 00:26:54,250 --> 00:26:55,543 [SIRI] Calling Desiree. 348 00:26:56,146 --> 00:26:57,607 [DESIREE] Hey, Poppy. 349 00:26:57,632 --> 00:27:00,927 Hey. Did I leave Mama's fan after church on Sunday? 350 00:27:00,952 --> 00:27:03,084 Uh, I haven't seen any. 351 00:27:04,124 --> 00:27:06,607 Okay. Thanks. 352 00:27:07,961 --> 00:27:10,047 [FOOTSTEPS] 353 00:27:13,884 --> 00:27:14,885 Don't lecture me. 354 00:27:14,910 --> 00:27:18,581 Honestly, Mom, I just came to check the mail, 355 00:27:19,277 --> 00:27:21,371 and I find you drunk on the floor. 356 00:27:21,396 --> 00:27:26,188 I do really wanna be kind here, so just don't make me regret it. 357 00:27:26,213 --> 00:27:27,756 You sound like your sister. 358 00:27:29,989 --> 00:27:34,600 Lanie told me that Caleb left you. What will you do? 359 00:27:34,625 --> 00:27:36,085 I don't know yet. 360 00:27:36,627 --> 00:27:38,482 I tried to protect you. 361 00:27:41,401 --> 00:27:43,611 [FLAMES CRACKLING] 362 00:28:04,523 --> 00:28:07,109 I think I'm gonna stay in Menlo Park for a while. 363 00:28:07,683 --> 00:28:09,451 Good. 364 00:28:10,594 --> 00:28:12,638 It'll be good for your sister. 365 00:28:13,135 --> 00:28:15,584 Maybe I could come home for Christmas. 366 00:28:15,609 --> 00:28:16,652 You're leaving? 367 00:28:17,846 --> 00:28:19,181 It's time. 368 00:28:20,310 --> 00:28:22,092 Why don't you stay? 369 00:28:23,196 --> 00:28:27,349 You could take the time to clean yourself up, you know? 370 00:28:27,374 --> 00:28:29,293 Um, start over. 371 00:28:35,181 --> 00:28:37,529 I left you guys for 17 years 'cause 372 00:28:37,554 --> 00:28:40,850 I thought that that would make me better. 373 00:28:41,570 --> 00:28:43,584 You know, that I could escape the wreckage 374 00:28:43,609 --> 00:28:46,295 of what happened to our family, but... 375 00:28:47,814 --> 00:28:50,318 No matter how many miles I put between us, 376 00:28:50,343 --> 00:28:55,232 I am still just that scared, stupid teenager. 377 00:28:57,615 --> 00:28:59,451 I'm no different. 378 00:29:03,772 --> 00:29:06,817 None of us ever left that hallway where Dad died. 379 00:29:09,002 --> 00:29:10,420 Josie. 380 00:29:15,088 --> 00:29:17,341 I've said good-bye to enough people in my life. 381 00:29:17,366 --> 00:29:19,310 I can't do it anymore. 382 00:29:19,335 --> 00:29:20,878 Neither can you. 383 00:29:21,365 --> 00:29:22,616 Stay. 384 00:29:26,657 --> 00:29:28,159 Please. 385 00:29:30,062 --> 00:29:32,064 [CRYING] 386 00:29:35,914 --> 00:29:38,287 - [KNOCKING] - Yeah. What's up? 387 00:29:38,312 --> 00:29:41,590 That woman you asked me to look into, Shirley Maxwell... 388 00:29:41,615 --> 00:29:44,826 - Find anything? - Yeah. She was a seamstress by trade. 389 00:29:44,851 --> 00:29:47,592 Took in foster kids from the neighborhood, sort of, unofficially. 390 00:29:47,617 --> 00:29:48,847 Still have a local address? 391 00:29:48,872 --> 00:29:51,667 She died in 1986. Drowned in the bay. 392 00:29:52,018 --> 00:29:53,458 There's a list of children 393 00:29:53,492 --> 00:29:55,286 that were in her care at the time of her death. 394 00:29:55,310 --> 00:29:58,404 And, um, one of them was... 395 00:29:58,429 --> 00:30:00,029 Poppy Scoville. 396 00:30:01,106 --> 00:30:02,607 [DOORBELL RINGS] 397 00:30:08,206 --> 00:30:10,571 Come in. Come in. 398 00:30:10,596 --> 00:30:11,639 [DOOR CLOSES] 399 00:30:13,138 --> 00:30:15,881 I'd get up to greet you, but... 400 00:30:17,408 --> 00:30:19,678 like I said on the phone, I'm... 401 00:30:22,129 --> 00:30:24,123 I'm dying. [CHUCKLES] 402 00:30:29,772 --> 00:30:31,399 Is that for me? 403 00:30:32,252 --> 00:30:35,201 Of course it is. I know what you like. 404 00:30:50,154 --> 00:30:52,334 I gotta say, I'm surprised you... 405 00:30:52,359 --> 00:30:53,412 called. 406 00:30:53,437 --> 00:31:00,162 Addicts make amends and dying people clean their slates. 407 00:31:08,821 --> 00:31:11,198 Your stuff looks different in here. 408 00:31:11,223 --> 00:31:13,241 Divorce is great for downsizing. 409 00:31:13,266 --> 00:31:15,381 [CHUCKLING] 410 00:31:15,406 --> 00:31:18,123 We used to be the queens of the neighborhood. 411 00:31:19,880 --> 00:31:21,615 Look at us now. 412 00:31:21,640 --> 00:31:24,521 Yeah. They used to envy us. [LAUGHS] 413 00:31:25,523 --> 00:31:27,859 Too bad we didn't know how good we had it. 414 00:31:28,951 --> 00:31:32,935 I did... until you fucked my husband. 415 00:31:38,353 --> 00:31:39,826 Yeah. 416 00:31:43,756 --> 00:31:46,310 Cancer is truly a monster. 417 00:31:46,895 --> 00:31:51,261 Being sick forces you to confront everything about yourself. 418 00:31:51,286 --> 00:31:52,739 The good, the bad. 419 00:31:52,764 --> 00:31:56,667 Sleeping with Chuck was definitely the bad. 420 00:31:59,341 --> 00:32:02,014 Doesn't sound like much of an apology. 421 00:32:06,043 --> 00:32:08,462 That's as close as you're gonna get. 422 00:32:12,386 --> 00:32:14,847 I don't know what the hell I'm doing here. 423 00:32:14,872 --> 00:32:20,044 So, good luck with the rest of your... amends. 424 00:32:20,069 --> 00:32:23,531 You know, it was very purifying for me to face my demons. 425 00:32:23,556 --> 00:32:25,587 You might wanna do it too. 426 00:32:25,612 --> 00:32:28,310 Coming clean, baring your soul. 427 00:32:28,335 --> 00:32:30,300 [POPPY] Answering a few questions. 428 00:32:30,325 --> 00:32:31,565 What the hell? What the hell... 429 00:32:31,590 --> 00:32:34,677 I know that you lied about my son. 430 00:32:34,702 --> 00:32:37,209 You are the reason he is in prison. 431 00:32:37,234 --> 00:32:39,771 Just tell the goddamn truth! 432 00:32:42,441 --> 00:32:43,709 That's it. 433 00:32:50,464 --> 00:32:52,623 You knew Chuck was abusing Lanie. 434 00:32:52,648 --> 00:32:54,334 - What? - That's motive. 435 00:32:54,597 --> 00:32:56,762 - Who in the world told you that? - Lanie. 436 00:32:56,787 --> 00:32:58,998 She doesn't know what she's talking about. 437 00:32:59,023 --> 00:33:02,639 She's all turned around from your fucking harassment. 438 00:33:02,664 --> 00:33:04,101 Plus the Antabuse. 439 00:33:04,126 --> 00:33:05,975 You were sober the night of the murder. 440 00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:07,756 That's your alibi blown. 441 00:33:07,781 --> 00:33:10,135 Add in the fact that you were hunting for the murder weapon, 442 00:33:10,159 --> 00:33:11,577 which you've wielded yourself. 443 00:33:11,602 --> 00:33:13,185 What murder weapon? You got nothing. 444 00:33:13,210 --> 00:33:14,711 Actually, I do. 445 00:33:14,736 --> 00:33:17,459 I know you were in rehab a month before the murder. 446 00:33:17,484 --> 00:33:19,778 See, I think it was tough for you in there. 447 00:33:19,803 --> 00:33:22,144 Alone and sober with the knowledge 448 00:33:22,169 --> 00:33:24,213 of what your husband was doing to your daughter. 449 00:33:24,238 --> 00:33:27,065 Dying over the fact that it all happened under your roof 450 00:33:27,090 --> 00:33:28,734 while you were stuck in the bottle. 451 00:33:28,759 --> 00:33:29,817 Fuck you. 452 00:33:29,842 --> 00:33:34,198 I spoke to your sober coach. I know you tried to do the right thing. 453 00:33:34,223 --> 00:33:36,391 I did not kill my husband... 454 00:33:36,416 --> 00:33:38,209 I know you did it, Erin. 455 00:33:38,234 --> 00:33:40,131 I'm finally putting the pieces together 456 00:33:40,156 --> 00:33:42,038 and the picture looks bad for you. 457 00:33:42,272 --> 00:33:43,440 But I can help. 458 00:33:43,465 --> 00:33:48,350 All those articles I wrote 19 years ago got him tried as an adult. 459 00:33:48,375 --> 00:33:50,255 My words have power. 460 00:33:50,280 --> 00:33:54,325 Now, do you want that power wielded against you or to help you? 461 00:33:54,350 --> 00:33:55,511 You're insane. 462 00:33:55,536 --> 00:33:58,163 I'm doing the next episode with or without you. 463 00:33:58,188 --> 00:33:59,655 But I'm the difference between the world 464 00:33:59,679 --> 00:34:02,451 seeing you as a cold-blooded murderer 465 00:34:02,476 --> 00:34:05,688 or a loving mother who would do anything to protect her daughter. 466 00:34:10,476 --> 00:34:11,894 All right. 467 00:34:13,600 --> 00:34:15,185 All right. 468 00:34:15,865 --> 00:34:18,076 I'll give you your interview. 469 00:34:18,428 --> 00:34:20,346 But I need some time. 470 00:34:20,452 --> 00:34:23,045 I'll meet you at Susan's tomorrow morning. 471 00:34:24,752 --> 00:34:26,754 [ENGINE STARTS] 472 00:34:31,514 --> 00:34:32,920 Shit. 473 00:34:49,739 --> 00:34:51,107 Get outta here, man. 474 00:35:02,728 --> 00:35:06,662 CO Hill had some very interesting information for me. 475 00:35:07,117 --> 00:35:09,232 It seems he gave you a little present. 476 00:35:09,257 --> 00:35:11,967 Told you to wait for orders from Kuvney. 477 00:35:12,945 --> 00:35:16,107 Then Kuvney's the one found gutted in the corner. 478 00:35:20,057 --> 00:35:22,748 Look, that doesn't prove anything. 479 00:35:22,773 --> 00:35:25,615 I'm not a court. I don't need proof. 480 00:35:27,519 --> 00:35:29,818 [GUARD] Hey. Hey, hey! 481 00:35:30,034 --> 00:35:33,232 Hill, what are you doing? Get your boys back in. 482 00:35:35,799 --> 00:35:38,193 Hey, horse-fucker. 483 00:35:38,218 --> 00:35:39,459 - What? - [SPITS] 484 00:35:44,269 --> 00:35:45,479 Come on. 485 00:35:45,504 --> 00:35:48,787 Let's go. Get him in here. Let's go. 486 00:36:07,944 --> 00:36:09,240 Hey, Daddy. 487 00:36:10,262 --> 00:36:11,850 Hey, sweetheart. 488 00:36:14,181 --> 00:36:15,725 Your mother's favorite. 489 00:36:16,541 --> 00:36:19,248 Tulips? I thought daisies were her favorite. 490 00:36:19,273 --> 00:36:21,592 I used to pick them on the way home from school. 491 00:36:21,853 --> 00:36:24,303 That's why she told you they were her favorite. 492 00:36:25,239 --> 00:36:28,217 Did she ever like them at all? 493 00:36:28,242 --> 00:36:30,615 She liked that you picked them for her. 494 00:36:33,399 --> 00:36:35,119 I'm always surprised how much you remember. 495 00:36:35,144 --> 00:36:36,520 You were so little then. 496 00:36:37,289 --> 00:36:39,499 I guess you were storing it all up. 497 00:36:40,864 --> 00:36:43,158 She's been gone longer than we were together. 498 00:36:44,407 --> 00:36:46,615 I never thought of it that way. 499 00:36:47,931 --> 00:36:50,601 Every time I think I'm forgetting her, 500 00:36:51,088 --> 00:36:54,133 I hear Desiree laugh, and there she is... 501 00:36:55,139 --> 00:36:58,521 or your smile, and I see her. 502 00:36:59,693 --> 00:37:02,740 You know, Cydie doesn't remember her, but she's there too. 503 00:37:06,781 --> 00:37:08,533 That why you asked me up here? 504 00:37:10,866 --> 00:37:12,803 I wanna say no. 505 00:37:15,522 --> 00:37:17,342 Talk to me. 506 00:37:25,133 --> 00:37:27,287 I have CTE. 507 00:37:27,312 --> 00:37:28,646 CTE? 508 00:37:30,662 --> 00:37:32,539 I didn't think the doctors knew. 509 00:37:32,564 --> 00:37:34,149 That's what I told you all. 510 00:37:36,206 --> 00:37:39,902 You knew? When did you find out? Are they sure, Daddy? 511 00:37:39,927 --> 00:37:42,429 Doctors can't know for sure until I'm dead. 512 00:37:44,905 --> 00:37:47,482 But with all the boxing, that's what they think. 513 00:37:47,507 --> 00:37:49,842 I haven't told your sisters yet or Lillian. 514 00:37:51,381 --> 00:37:54,041 If it's true what they say is happening in my head, 515 00:37:54,066 --> 00:37:58,487 I don't know what's gonna happen to me or what I'll be like. 516 00:37:58,926 --> 00:38:00,303 You'll be our father. 517 00:38:06,163 --> 00:38:08,165 When I'm gone and buried up here with your mother, 518 00:38:08,190 --> 00:38:10,396 - I want you to keep coming back. - Daddy... 519 00:38:10,421 --> 00:38:12,715 No, not for me or her, but for you. 520 00:38:14,365 --> 00:38:15,639 Come and enjoy this view. 521 00:38:15,664 --> 00:38:21,693 This... big, bad, beautiful city that made you who you are. 522 00:38:28,561 --> 00:38:31,328 - [ROCK PLAYING ON EARBUDS] - [KNOCKING] 523 00:38:31,353 --> 00:38:32,354 [ALEX] Hey. 524 00:38:33,376 --> 00:38:35,084 Come watch the game with me. 525 00:38:36,537 --> 00:38:37,865 Lanie. 526 00:38:48,208 --> 00:38:51,279 What, are you time traveling to the '90s? 527 00:38:53,041 --> 00:38:54,418 [PHONE RINGING] 528 00:38:58,172 --> 00:39:00,149 - Hello, Erin. - Hi, Alex. Is Lanie there? 529 00:39:00,174 --> 00:39:01,800 Yeah, she's right here. 530 00:39:05,639 --> 00:39:06,807 Yeah, Mom. 531 00:39:06,832 --> 00:39:09,685 Lanie, you told that reporter that your father was abusing you? 532 00:39:09,710 --> 00:39:12,787 She cornered me at Melanie's. 533 00:39:13,530 --> 00:39:15,342 Wait, why are you at her house? 534 00:39:15,367 --> 00:39:16,660 She set me up. 535 00:39:19,505 --> 00:39:21,482 Okay, listen. Where is it? 536 00:39:21,677 --> 00:39:24,928 It's not in the storage space. It's not in the old home. 537 00:39:25,422 --> 00:39:27,303 I don't know what you're talking about. 538 00:39:29,828 --> 00:39:31,420 You're not gonna tell me. 539 00:39:31,445 --> 00:39:34,284 All right, listen, Lanie. I am done. 540 00:39:34,309 --> 00:39:36,227 I can't take it anymore. 541 00:39:36,252 --> 00:39:39,646 I can't do this anymore. And I am gonna talk. 542 00:39:39,671 --> 00:39:42,691 I'm gonna tell the truth. I'm gonna tell her everything that I know. 543 00:39:42,716 --> 00:39:45,469 And I'm gonna maybe try to fix things, the right way. 544 00:39:45,494 --> 00:39:48,998 Stay at Aunt Susan's. I will be right there. 545 00:39:49,023 --> 00:39:50,725 We can talk about this. 546 00:39:50,956 --> 00:39:54,600 [POPPY] Protecting a child is a parent's most basic role. 547 00:39:54,625 --> 00:39:59,748 It's hard to thrive, hard to function when we feel threatened. 548 00:40:00,398 --> 00:40:02,686 - When we don't feel safe. - [CHUCK] Come on. I said smile. 549 00:40:02,710 --> 00:40:06,639 And when you're a parent, when you're a caretaker 550 00:40:06,664 --> 00:40:08,084 of someone else, 551 00:40:08,109 --> 00:40:11,889 safety is an all-consuming concern. 552 00:40:12,125 --> 00:40:16,517 You were entrusted with the life of this child. 553 00:40:16,542 --> 00:40:18,304 This loved one. 554 00:40:18,329 --> 00:40:22,231 So, you will do anything and everything to protect them. 555 00:40:22,256 --> 00:40:25,265 - But how far is too far? - [LANIE] Let me go! 556 00:40:25,290 --> 00:40:29,203 Is it right to harm another in defense of your child? 557 00:40:30,034 --> 00:40:34,034 Was Erin Buhrman justified in killing her husband 558 00:40:34,059 --> 00:40:36,785 if it meant ending the abuse of her daughter? 559 00:40:36,810 --> 00:40:39,721 Was Chuck Buhrman deserving of death 560 00:40:39,746 --> 00:40:43,958 because he inflicted harm on his own flesh and blood? 561 00:40:48,047 --> 00:40:50,409 [LANIE] We'll do the interview together. Get it over with. 562 00:41:05,523 --> 00:41:06,854 Painkillers? 563 00:41:20,150 --> 00:41:21,729 What am I, 12? 564 00:41:46,204 --> 00:41:47,747 [KNOCKING] 565 00:41:48,959 --> 00:41:50,424 Alex. 566 00:41:50,449 --> 00:41:53,042 Not again. Lanie's not here. 567 00:41:53,823 --> 00:41:55,816 - Do you know when she'll be back? - Don't have a clue. 568 00:41:55,840 --> 00:41:57,629 I really need to talk to her. It's the last time. 569 00:41:57,653 --> 00:41:59,699 Sweetheart, you're supposed to be upstairs getting ready for bed. 570 00:41:59,723 --> 00:42:01,471 - What are you doing? - Daddy! 571 00:42:01,496 --> 00:42:03,331 - Yes, baby. - Where'd you get that? 572 00:42:06,443 --> 00:42:07,971 From Mommy. 573 00:42:09,238 --> 00:42:10,792 Oh, my God. 574 00:42:13,695 --> 00:42:17,699 [ROCK BALLAD PLAYING] 575 00:43:07,171 --> 00:43:09,798 [BALLAD CONTINUES PLAYING] 576 00:43:21,469 --> 00:43:22,970 [ERIN] What did you give me? 577 00:43:25,379 --> 00:43:27,034 Rest easy. 578 00:43:28,145 --> 00:43:30,354 Everything's fine. 579 00:43:41,663 --> 00:43:44,291 [BALLAD CONTINUES PLAYING] 580 00:44:06,813 --> 00:44:10,178 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com