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Hi. Is Professor Jacobs home?

2
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-He's on his way.
-Then I'll wait.

3
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[gasps]

4
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[Elizabeth] <i>There's this room
here at the church</i>

5
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<i>that we've turned
into a nursery,</i>

6
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and I can't think of anyone

7
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who would be better
helping me to get it
up and going than you.

8
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[Lillian] Aw.
Well, I'm honored.

9
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The last time she ran away,
it was to Paris.

10
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You're forgetting the time
when I was sick.

11
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Mom? Dad?

12
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-[Ryan] Something's wrong.
-Pregnancy hormones.

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-He hurt you?
-No.

14
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-Is he here?
-No, Ryan.

15
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Tim. Whoa!

16
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[theme song playing]

17
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<i>♪ 'Cause life has a way
Of pulling us under ♪</i>

18
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<i>♪ But we'll stick it out ♪</i>

19
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{\an8} <i>♪ If we got each other ♪</i>

20
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{\an8} <i>♪ When it all feels too much ♪</i>

21
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{\an8} <i>♪ I know you'll come running
For me ♪</i>

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{\an8} <i>♪ Through the highs and lows
We'll find our way home ♪</i>

23
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{\an8} <i>♪ Family ♪</i>

24
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{\an8} <i>♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪</i>

25
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{\an8} <i>♪ Family ♪</i>

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It's my fault he's dead.

27
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If I hadn't offered
to drive him home that night...

28
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What happened that night
wasn't your fault, Ashley.

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[sniffles]

30
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{\an8}They brought us in
at the same time.

31
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{\an8}They wheeled us both
into surgery,

32
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{\an8}and you were
the only doctor on call.

33
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{\an8}You had to choose.

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{\an8}No.

35
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{\an8}There was no choice to be made.

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{\an8}If I wasn't your daughter...

37
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{\an8}You were
six months pregnant,

38
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{\an8}and in critical condition.

39
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If I hadn't been
the one on that gurney.

40
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It wouldn't have mattered.

41
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I made the same call
any doctor would have made.

42
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He deserved to live.

43
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[John] You both
deserved to live.

44
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All three of you
deserved to live.

45
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[sobbing]

46
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He's a better person than me.

47
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{\an8}The accident happened
a month after I got home
from Paris.

48
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{\an8}I was alone,
and I was pregnant.

49
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{\an8}I wouldn't have even
been there to drive him

50
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{\an8}if I hadn't made
such terrible choices.

51
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{\an8}You've been through
so much, Ashley,

52
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{\an8}and, yes,
you've made mistakes,

53
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{\an8}but your heart is pure.

54
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You don't know that, Mom.

55
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You don't know
everything I've done.

56
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I don't need to know.

57
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[sighs]

58
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{\an8}Honey, guilt feels terrible.

59
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It is a heavy burden
to bear.

60
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It's numbing,
it's consuming.

61
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And it protects us

62
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{\an8}from the even more
overwhelming feeling of...

63
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Of helplessness.

64
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You didn't survive that night
because of me,

65
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and he didn't die that night
because of you.

66
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The longer you allow yourself
to wallow in the guilt,

67
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the longer you avoid
dealing with what's real,

68
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grief and sadness.

69
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Ashley, you cannot
move beyond this

70
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until you find the courage
to allow yourself to just...

71
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feel.

72
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[sobbing]

73
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We love you.

74
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Love you, honey.

75
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{\an8}-Can I ask you a question?
-I guess.

76
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{\an8}You a man of faith?

77
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{\an8}I'm a man of action.

78
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{\an8}Jesus was a man of action.

79
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{\an8}His actions
were like earthquakes,

80
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{\an8}shaking and rumbling
through cities.

81
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{\an8}He was a guy who knew
how to get his message across.

82
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{\an8}But it was difficult

83
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{\an8}'cause not everybody
believed in him.

84
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{\an8}A lot of people thought
he was crazy.

85
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I always related to that.

86
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A guy who wants something
so desperately, so badly,

87
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and yet, life just keeps
getting in the way.

88
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That's why you have to take
the things you want.

89
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[Ryan] Taking's easy.

90
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Earning,

91
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earning what you want,
that's what will make
people respect you.

92
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That's what
makes people love you.

93
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He's right. If you want
Angela to love you,

94
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then you have to earn
that love.

95
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You have to show her
that you're not the man
that Tim was to her.

96
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It's too late now.

97
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She's gone,

98
00:06:02,738 --> 00:06:04,114
and I'm never
gonna get her back

99
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because your husband
is a liar and a cheater.

100
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And you'll be a murderer.

101
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-I've already...
-[Ryan] Already what?

102
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Sat in the living room
with two people

103
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and talked about
God and love?

104
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[Kari] You haven't done
anything wrong.

105
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Not yet.

106
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You can still
walk out that door.

107
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[Ryan] Come on, man, you want
to be a man of action, right?

108
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Ask yourself
would you really be happy
if you were with Angela?

109
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Something tells me
you'd still feel

110
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the same resentment,
the same anger.

111
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'Cause you can't
be happy with somebody else

112
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if you haven't even
accepted yourself.

113
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I know you're in pain,

114
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but I see
strength in you, too.

115
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The kind of strength
it takes to look inward,

116
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ask yourself
the hard questions,

117
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kind of strength it takes
to be a real man of action.

118
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You can be that man.

119
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All you have to do
is walk out the door.

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[door opens]

121
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[door closes]

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-[sighs]
-You okay?

123
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You okay?

124
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[gunshots]

125
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Hold on.

126
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Wait, Kari.

127
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[Kari shrieks]

128
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[gasping]

129
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It's okay. I'm here.

130
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-Okay, what's up?
-Gunshot wound to the abdomen.

131
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-Victim was unresponsive
in the field.
-Okay.

132
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[Brooke] Tim,
we got you, man.

133
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Patient's tachycardiac.

134
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Call the blood bank.
Activate massive
transfusion protocol.

135
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O.R. prepped? Let's go.

136
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-[Kari grunts]
-Whoa, Kari. You okay?

137
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I'm gonna get a medic.
Hey. Hey, I need a doctor.

138
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Hey. Hey, she needs help.

139
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You'll be all right.

140
00:09:03,126 --> 00:09:04,920
[door opens]

141
00:09:05,003 --> 00:09:06,630
[man on TV]
<i>Better stay in your seat,
because coming up,</i>

142
00:09:06,713 --> 00:09:07,798
<i>we're gonna go through
all the highlights of
this week's biggest games.</i>

143
00:09:07,881 --> 00:09:10,050
-[TV switches off]
-Hey.

144
00:09:11,385 --> 00:09:12,219
Hey, Mom.

145
00:09:14,012 --> 00:09:15,013
Hey, Ash.

146
00:09:16,181 --> 00:09:17,140
-Hey.
-[cell phone ringing]

147
00:09:18,392 --> 00:09:19,518
Oh, it's Brooke.

148
00:09:22,479 --> 00:09:24,356
Hey. What's up?

149
00:09:24,439 --> 00:09:26,233
[Brooke] <i>Dad, listen.
Tim and Kari just came in
to the hospital.</i>

150
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<i>Tim was shot,
and Kari is in labor.</i>

151
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<i>He's in surgery,
and they're moving her
into a room.</i>

152
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<i>Can you come right now?</i>

153
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Okay. We're on our way.

154
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[doctor] One, two, three.

155
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[doctor] Charging. Set.

156
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[doctor] Charging. Set.

157
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[breathing heavily]

158
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[door opens]

159
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Kari.

160
00:09:59,808 --> 00:10:01,435
Oh, Kari.

161
00:10:07,316 --> 00:10:10,152
Good. Good, keep breathing.

162
00:10:10,235 --> 00:10:11,486
That's it.

163
00:10:11,570 --> 00:10:13,905
That's it. You're gonna
be fine, sweetheart.

164
00:10:15,907 --> 00:10:18,201
You are gonna be fine.

165
00:10:18,285 --> 00:10:19,995
I'm gonna go check on Tim.

166
00:10:21,663 --> 00:10:24,541
It's okay, honey.
I'm here now.

167
00:10:25,792 --> 00:10:28,962
It's okay.
It's gonna be okay.

168
00:10:30,255 --> 00:10:32,090
It's gonna be okay.

169
00:10:33,133 --> 00:10:33,967
[gunshot]

170
00:10:45,187 --> 00:10:48,648
[breathing heavily]

171
00:10:52,861 --> 00:10:55,155
[Kari shrieks]

172
00:11:04,456 --> 00:11:06,792
[Kari shuddering]

173
00:11:08,043 --> 00:11:09,669
[Tim coughing]

174
00:11:09,753 --> 00:11:10,712
Yeah, someone's been shot.
We need an ambulance
right away.

175
00:11:10,796 --> 00:11:13,048
You're okay.

176
00:11:13,131 --> 00:11:14,841
-I'm sorry.
-[Kari] Stop.

177
00:11:14,925 --> 00:11:16,510
You're gonna be all right.

178
00:11:18,804 --> 00:11:21,598
You're the greatest gift
God ever gave me.

179
00:11:21,681 --> 00:11:23,975
Please hold on.

180
00:11:25,602 --> 00:11:29,648
-I love you, Kari.
-I love you, too.

181
00:11:29,731 --> 00:11:33,193
Please tell our baby
that I love her.

182
00:11:40,492 --> 00:11:43,161
-[breathing heavily]
-That's it, Kari.

183
00:11:43,995 --> 00:11:46,206
That's it, honey.

184
00:11:47,249 --> 00:11:48,583
Just breathe.

185
00:11:50,419 --> 00:11:52,129
That's it.

186
00:12:00,762 --> 00:12:01,847
No.

187
00:12:05,183 --> 00:12:06,852
[sobbing]

188
00:12:32,169 --> 00:12:34,337
-You okay, Kari?
-Yeah.

189
00:12:36,173 --> 00:12:38,842
-It's just a lot.
-I know.

190
00:12:38,925 --> 00:12:41,470
But they're easy
at this age, you know.

191
00:12:41,553 --> 00:12:43,263
I mean, either she's hungry

192
00:12:43,346 --> 00:12:45,974
or she needs
to be changed.

193
00:12:46,057 --> 00:12:47,476
Or she should be sleeping.

194
00:12:48,435 --> 00:12:50,187
You should be sleeping.

195
00:12:51,229 --> 00:12:53,398
[crying]

196
00:12:53,482 --> 00:12:54,858
It's okay.

197
00:12:54,941 --> 00:12:55,817
[doorbell rings]

198
00:12:57,027 --> 00:12:59,112
I'll go get that.

199
00:12:59,196 --> 00:13:00,530
Here, go to Mommy.

200
00:13:02,866 --> 00:13:05,452
There. There you go.

201
00:13:14,920 --> 00:13:17,547
Aw. Okay.

202
00:13:17,631 --> 00:13:19,090
You're okay, Jessie.

203
00:13:21,968 --> 00:13:23,512
There you go.

204
00:13:24,346 --> 00:13:25,972
Just wanna lay down?

205
00:13:26,640 --> 00:13:27,724
It's a delivery.

206
00:13:48,453 --> 00:13:50,789
[Kari sighs]

207
00:13:50,872 --> 00:13:52,415
He found it.

208
00:13:55,502 --> 00:13:58,046
-He sent you a cake.
-[Kari] It's our
honeymoon cake.

209
00:14:00,090 --> 00:14:02,592
He must have
sent it before...

210
00:14:21,236 --> 00:14:24,155
<i>-How's Kari?</i>
-[Luke] She's good. Yeah.

211
00:14:24,239 --> 00:14:26,575
I mean, as good
as she can be, I guess.

212
00:14:26,658 --> 00:14:29,035
-Just one day at a time.
<i>-Yeah.</i>

213
00:14:30,912 --> 00:14:33,498
Uh-oh. Here, hold on,
check this out.

214
00:14:36,459 --> 00:14:40,255
<i>Luke? Uh, hello?</i>

215
00:14:41,089 --> 00:14:42,549
Ta-da!

216
00:14:42,632 --> 00:14:44,217
<i>-Oh.</i>
-What do you think?

217
00:14:44,301 --> 00:14:46,011
<i>It's so... So tacky.</i>

218
00:14:46,094 --> 00:14:47,429
Then you'll love this.
Hold on.

219
00:14:49,639 --> 00:14:51,266
[laughing] <i>Oh, my.</i>

220
00:14:51,349 --> 00:14:53,893
<i>Yeah, definitely...
Definitely suits you.</i>

221
00:14:56,563 --> 00:14:58,857
<i>-I really miss you, Luke.</i>
-What's wrong?

222
00:14:58,940 --> 00:15:00,358
Too cold in New York?

223
00:15:00,442 --> 00:15:04,112
<i>It's too cold,
it's too loud,
it's too lonely.</i>

224
00:15:05,739 --> 00:15:06,656
<i>You know, I'm already
at my grandparents'.</i>

225
00:15:06,740 --> 00:15:08,241
<i>I probably shouldn't
keep them waiting.</i>

226
00:15:08,325 --> 00:15:09,784
Yeah. Yeah, no,
it's all...

227
00:15:09,868 --> 00:15:12,245
Uh, it's all good.
I'll, um...

228
00:15:12,329 --> 00:15:13,955
I'll give you a call
after things settle down.

229
00:15:14,789 --> 00:15:16,166
<i>Okay.</i>

230
00:15:16,249 --> 00:15:18,793
<i>Hey, Luke, I, um...</i>

231
00:15:20,253 --> 00:15:21,421
[laughing]

232
00:15:22,505 --> 00:15:23,548
Yeah?

233
00:15:24,883 --> 00:15:26,551
<i>I...</i>

234
00:15:26,635 --> 00:15:27,886
<i>I love you.</i>

235
00:15:30,305 --> 00:15:31,514
I love you, too.

236
00:15:31,598 --> 00:15:34,184
<i>Yeah. Okay, bye.</i>

237
00:15:34,267 --> 00:15:36,770
Yeah, I love you.
Okay, bye. Love you.

238
00:15:36,853 --> 00:15:38,104
Bye.

239
00:15:43,902 --> 00:15:47,864
Oh, this place
has really come alive.

240
00:15:47,947 --> 00:15:49,366
We did a good job,
didn't we?

241
00:15:49,449 --> 00:15:50,617
Yeah.

242
00:15:50,700 --> 00:15:53,119
Oh, this church
is so blessed to have you.

243
00:15:53,203 --> 00:15:54,537
Mmm.

244
00:15:56,831 --> 00:16:00,418
I wish you would stay.
Help me get the place
up and running.

245
00:16:00,502 --> 00:16:03,755
It's been a joy
working with you.
It always is.

246
00:16:03,838 --> 00:16:05,048
But I gotta move on.

247
00:16:05,131 --> 00:16:06,424
It's time now,
and I'm ready.

248
00:16:06,508 --> 00:16:07,842
That's the good news.

249
00:16:07,926 --> 00:16:09,969
I got a great offer
on the house
right off the bat,

250
00:16:10,053 --> 00:16:12,514
so I just, sort of,
took that as a sign,
you know.

251
00:16:13,598 --> 00:16:15,517
I understand.

252
00:16:15,600 --> 00:16:18,853
But I do want Colton's spirit
to live on here.

253
00:16:18,937 --> 00:16:21,690
He was such
a happy little guy,
remember?

254
00:16:21,773 --> 00:16:22,982
I remember.

255
00:16:23,066 --> 00:16:24,859
So, I was up in the attic
cleaning stuff up,

256
00:16:24,943 --> 00:16:26,569
and look what I found.

257
00:16:26,653 --> 00:16:27,946
His favorites.

258
00:16:28,029 --> 00:16:30,990
-[laughing]
-Thank you.

259
00:16:31,074 --> 00:16:33,952
-The kids
are gonna love these.
-Oh, yeah.

260
00:16:34,035 --> 00:16:35,578
But you know what,
Elizabeth,

261
00:16:35,662 --> 00:16:38,039
just a few months ago,

262
00:16:38,123 --> 00:16:40,417
I couldn't get away
from this town fast enough,

263
00:16:40,500 --> 00:16:42,502
and never look back.

264
00:16:42,585 --> 00:16:45,672
But then, when we prayed
together, remember,

265
00:16:45,755 --> 00:16:47,132
I had such a healing.

266
00:16:48,591 --> 00:16:49,843
I really did.

267
00:16:49,926 --> 00:16:51,594
And now, looking back
doesn't seem like

268
00:16:51,678 --> 00:16:53,596
such a scary thing anymore.

269
00:16:53,680 --> 00:16:57,308
Well, I hope
you'll come visit us.

270
00:16:57,392 --> 00:17:00,603
And maybe Ashley
will be ready
to reconnect then.

271
00:17:00,687 --> 00:17:04,566
She can introduce you
to her little boy, Cole.

272
00:17:06,568 --> 00:17:09,279
-Cole?
-Yes.

273
00:17:09,362 --> 00:17:11,364
She named him after Colton.

274
00:17:13,575 --> 00:17:15,034
Oh.

275
00:17:18,455 --> 00:17:20,081
This was Colton's favorite.

276
00:17:20,165 --> 00:17:21,708
[laughing] Isn't he sweet?

277
00:17:24,377 --> 00:17:26,504
Don't you think
Cole should have him?

278
00:17:28,548 --> 00:17:30,091
Thank you.

279
00:17:30,175 --> 00:17:32,218
No. I'm gonna
kiss him goodbye first.

280
00:17:34,053 --> 00:17:35,263
Okay.

281
00:17:35,889 --> 00:17:37,140
Thank you.

282
00:17:37,223 --> 00:17:38,850
No, thank you.

283
00:17:40,810 --> 00:17:43,146
Oh, Elizabeth Baxter.

284
00:17:43,229 --> 00:17:44,898
You're the dearest.

285
00:17:53,114 --> 00:17:55,283
Erin. Hi.

286
00:17:56,743 --> 00:17:58,495
I barely heard you knock.

287
00:17:58,578 --> 00:18:00,872
I didn't wanna wake Jessie.

288
00:18:00,955 --> 00:18:04,000
I did just get her down
for a nap, finally.

289
00:18:05,293 --> 00:18:06,669
Sorry. Did you come
to see her?

290
00:18:06,753 --> 00:18:09,088
No, I came to see you.

291
00:18:09,172 --> 00:18:10,465
I brought you
some of the cookies

292
00:18:10,548 --> 00:18:12,133
that we made at Mom's
the other day.

293
00:18:13,009 --> 00:18:13,927
Thanks.

294
00:18:14,928 --> 00:18:16,221
We missed you.

295
00:18:16,304 --> 00:18:19,015
I know. I wanted to come.
I just...

296
00:18:20,975 --> 00:18:22,227
Can we sit for a second, Kari?

297
00:18:35,031 --> 00:18:36,616
I wanna be honest.

298
00:18:36,699 --> 00:18:39,077
I am here because Mom said

299
00:18:39,160 --> 00:18:42,080
that you aren't coming
to the Christmas tree
lighting tomorrow.

300
00:18:42,163 --> 00:18:45,834
[sighs] I'm sorry, I can't.

301
00:18:45,917 --> 00:18:49,045
I can't imagine how hard
this holiday season must be
without Tim.

302
00:18:50,588 --> 00:18:52,757
The thought of being
with everyone,

303
00:18:52,841 --> 00:18:55,677
trying to put on
a happy face,

304
00:18:55,760 --> 00:18:59,764
while still figuring out
how to manage alone
with Jessie,

305
00:18:59,848 --> 00:19:02,058
it's too much.

306
00:19:02,141 --> 00:19:04,811
But you're not alone.

307
00:19:04,894 --> 00:19:09,482
If you need to cry,
or if you need someone
to take Jessie,

308
00:19:09,566 --> 00:19:13,611
or even if you can
only manage being
around us for a little while,

309
00:19:13,695 --> 00:19:16,364
you and Jessie
are not alone.

310
00:19:16,447 --> 00:19:19,826
I don't want my sadness
to ruin everyone's holiday.

311
00:19:19,909 --> 00:19:22,537
We're your family, Kari.

312
00:19:22,620 --> 00:19:24,622
We love you unconditionally.

313
00:19:24,706 --> 00:19:28,251
And it fills our hearts
to know that we can be
here for you

314
00:19:28,334 --> 00:19:30,670
in your time
of pain and need.

315
00:19:30,753 --> 00:19:33,089
I know you'd do
the same for me.

316
00:19:39,929 --> 00:19:41,598
Please just think about it.

317
00:19:55,445 --> 00:19:56,821
These smell great.

318
00:19:56,905 --> 00:19:58,197
But, you know,
if you pulled
those out too late,

319
00:19:58,281 --> 00:20:00,408
they might lose
their chewy center.

320
00:20:00,491 --> 00:20:04,162
I don't give you pointers
for teaching kindergarten.

321
00:20:04,245 --> 00:20:06,080
Am I too late
for the tree lighting?

322
00:20:06,164 --> 00:20:08,374
No, you're exactly on time.

323
00:20:08,458 --> 00:20:11,044
I will go make sure
everyone's ready.

324
00:20:11,127 --> 00:20:12,629
Hey, thanks, honey.

325
00:20:13,421 --> 00:20:14,422
Mmm.

326
00:20:16,257 --> 00:20:18,509
You look nice.

327
00:20:18,593 --> 00:20:21,888
I'm glad to have
a few moments alone with you.

328
00:20:21,971 --> 00:20:26,893
I know there are some things
that have been very difficult
for you to talk about.

329
00:20:29,479 --> 00:20:30,855
I know.

330
00:20:32,315 --> 00:20:34,275
But I wanna try.

331
00:20:36,819 --> 00:20:40,323
Lillian came by
to the church today
to see the nursery,

332
00:20:40,406 --> 00:20:43,368
and she brought
some of Colton's old toys,

333
00:20:43,451 --> 00:20:46,245
so we have for the kids
when it's finished.

334
00:20:48,998 --> 00:20:50,875
She wanted Cole
to have this one.

335
00:20:50,959 --> 00:20:52,585
It was his favorite.

336
00:21:03,221 --> 00:21:04,973
Thanks, Mom.

337
00:21:09,644 --> 00:21:10,812
It's okay, honey.

338
00:21:12,772 --> 00:21:14,315
Thank you.

339
00:21:17,860 --> 00:21:23,366
Five, four,
three, two, one!

340
00:21:24,158 --> 00:21:25,868
[all cheering]

341
00:21:29,622 --> 00:21:33,418
<i>♪ Deck the halls
with boughs of holly ♪</i>

342
00:21:33,501 --> 00:21:35,712
-[doorbell ringing]
-I'll get it.

343
00:21:38,673 --> 00:21:40,091
Scooch over, guys.

344
00:21:43,011 --> 00:21:44,679
Good. Make sure
you all smile.

345
00:21:44,762 --> 00:21:45,972
All right, big smiles,
big smiles.

346
00:21:46,055 --> 00:21:47,557
-One, two.
-Kari.

347
00:21:47,640 --> 00:21:49,767
Perfect.

348
00:21:49,851 --> 00:21:51,978
[indistinct chatter]

349
00:21:53,938 --> 00:21:55,314
Ryan's here.

350
00:22:13,332 --> 00:22:14,959
-Hey.
-Hey.

351
00:22:17,962 --> 00:22:20,173
-How's Jessie?
-She's good.

352
00:22:21,174 --> 00:22:22,592
I'm a little sleep deprived,

353
00:22:22,675 --> 00:22:25,720
but that seems to come
with the territory.

354
00:22:26,971 --> 00:22:28,723
-You don't look it.
-[chuckles]

355
00:22:31,017 --> 00:22:33,186
Will I see you
at church tonight?

356
00:22:33,269 --> 00:22:35,188
We're all heading over soon.

357
00:22:38,316 --> 00:22:39,484
My family's going tomorrow.

358
00:22:41,736 --> 00:22:43,071
I just wanted to come
and see you.

359
00:22:44,781 --> 00:22:46,449
Say goodbye
before I go to New York.

360
00:22:48,743 --> 00:22:51,704
-When's your flight?
-Tomorrow night.

361
00:22:53,039 --> 00:22:56,000
Celebrate Christmas
and then head out.

362
00:22:56,501 --> 00:22:57,335
Wow.

363
00:22:59,045 --> 00:23:01,756
-Yeah.
-It's good.

364
00:23:01,839 --> 00:23:03,800
You're chasing your dreams.

365
00:23:03,883 --> 00:23:05,551
I'm so proud of you.

366
00:23:09,972 --> 00:23:12,767
Thank you, Ryan.

367
00:23:12,850 --> 00:23:16,145
-For what?
-Being there for me
that night.

368
00:23:18,773 --> 00:23:20,316
You know, I realized
the other day

369
00:23:20,399 --> 00:23:23,653
I never asked what
you had come over for
in the first place.

370
00:23:23,736 --> 00:23:26,114
You said there was something
you wanted to talk about.

371
00:23:27,949 --> 00:23:30,159
New York.

372
00:23:30,243 --> 00:23:32,662
Yeah, I came by to tell you
I was definitely taking
the job.

373
00:23:35,957 --> 00:23:38,459
So then, this is goodbye.

374
00:23:43,840 --> 00:23:45,133
Kari...

375
00:23:46,676 --> 00:23:47,802
take care of yourself.

376
00:23:50,847 --> 00:23:54,225
I will. You too.

377
00:23:57,311 --> 00:23:58,479
Goodbye.

378
00:24:01,023 --> 00:24:02,066
Wait.

379
00:24:02,150 --> 00:24:03,151
Yeah?

380
00:24:14,162 --> 00:24:15,913
Merry Christmas, Ryan.

381
00:24:18,332 --> 00:24:19,834
Merry Christmas, Kari girl.

382
00:24:42,773 --> 00:24:44,734
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