1 00:00:08,385 --> 00:00:10,888 - Hey, what's up, Lori? - I'm thinking it'll be marginally less painful 2 00:00:10,888 --> 00:00:13,974 - if we work together. - I think we're actually on opposite sides of the debate. 3 00:00:13,974 --> 00:00:15,851 Oh. Love you, sweetheart. 4 00:00:15,851 --> 00:00:18,103 That was the first time that I ever-- - Lied to your dad? 5 00:00:18,103 --> 00:00:19,563 That I didn't say, "I love you" back. 6 00:00:21,774 --> 00:00:24,401 My father's dead, Luke, because of us. - Dad. 7 00:00:24,401 --> 00:00:28,322 We should have never slept together, and my father would still be alive. 8 00:00:28,322 --> 00:00:30,115 I have to deal with the fact that the last thing 9 00:00:30,115 --> 00:00:33,452 that I ever told my father was a lie that got him killed. 10 00:00:33,452 --> 00:00:35,370 And it was a lie that you told me to tell him. 11 00:00:35,370 --> 00:00:37,039 We sinned, Luke. 12 00:00:39,583 --> 00:00:45,047 ♪ 'Cause life has a way Of pulling us under ♪ 13 00:00:45,047 --> 00:00:48,050 ♪ But we'll stick it out ♪ 14 00:00:48,050 --> 00:00:50,886 {\an8}♪ If we got each other ♪ 15 00:00:50,886 --> 00:00:54,097 {\an8}♪ When it all feels too much ♪ 16 00:00:54,097 --> 00:00:58,352 {\an8}♪ I know you'll come running For me ♪ 17 00:00:58,352 --> 00:01:02,356 {\an8}♪ Through the highs and lows We'll find our way home ♪ 18 00:01:02,356 --> 00:01:04,066 {\an8}♪ Family ♪ 19 00:01:06,068 --> 00:01:08,028 {\an8}♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 20 00:01:08,028 --> 00:01:09,863 {\an8}♪ Family ♪ 21 00:01:34,304 --> 00:01:35,597 {\an8}John. 22 00:01:37,808 --> 00:01:38,851 {\an8}John. 23 00:01:41,395 --> 00:01:43,397 {\an8}Sorry. Sorry. 24 00:01:44,982 --> 00:01:46,900 {\an8}Are you okay? 25 00:01:46,900 --> 00:01:48,026 I'm, uh... 26 00:01:49,945 --> 00:01:53,824 {\an8}I don't know. Still numb, I guess. 27 00:01:56,410 --> 00:01:57,786 {\an8}Elizabeth couldn't even... 28 00:01:59,079 --> 00:02:01,665 {\an8}bring herself to come over here today. 29 00:02:01,665 --> 00:02:04,084 {\an8}Are you still going to the hospital every day? 30 00:02:06,086 --> 00:02:07,963 {\an8}And we have victims in recovery. 31 00:02:09,882 --> 00:02:12,593 {\an8}Honestly, it is all I can do 32 00:02:12,593 --> 00:02:13,969 {\an8}to keep from... 33 00:02:15,888 --> 00:02:17,347 {\an8}falling apart. 34 00:02:22,060 --> 00:02:25,898 {\an8}Well, that's part of why I asked you here today. 35 00:02:27,691 --> 00:02:29,443 {\an8}I don't wanna rush things. 36 00:02:29,443 --> 00:02:32,487 {\an8}But I think building some kind of memorial 37 00:02:32,487 --> 00:02:35,282 {\an8}will help us grieve as a community. 38 00:02:35,866 --> 00:02:36,992 {\an8}Hmm. 39 00:02:38,785 --> 00:02:40,412 {\an8}Rebuild. Restore. 40 00:02:41,413 --> 00:02:43,665 {\an8}- Renew. Yeah. - Exactly. 41 00:02:45,167 --> 00:02:46,919 {\an8}And I'm open to all ideas. 42 00:02:48,378 --> 00:02:49,588 {\an8}Maybe... 43 00:02:50,839 --> 00:02:52,549 a monument, or... 44 00:02:53,675 --> 00:02:55,010 Or a piece of art? 45 00:02:57,179 --> 00:03:00,849 You know, I... I keep thinking about this space... 46 00:03:02,225 --> 00:03:05,103 where people can... They can gather. 47 00:03:06,939 --> 00:03:08,106 Connect. 48 00:03:10,025 --> 00:03:11,485 I like that. 49 00:03:11,485 --> 00:03:13,236 And it would 50 00:03:14,154 --> 00:03:17,824 be great if it could be 51 00:03:17,824 --> 00:03:20,911 something that was important to Mark. 52 00:03:22,454 --> 00:03:24,289 A way to honor a man who... 53 00:03:28,418 --> 00:03:32,381 led this church for most of his life, you know. 54 00:03:34,257 --> 00:03:35,842 That's a lovely idea. 55 00:03:37,719 --> 00:03:39,429 What do you think that he will suggest 56 00:03:39,429 --> 00:03:42,057 if he were here? 57 00:03:46,645 --> 00:03:47,646 A garden. 58 00:03:49,439 --> 00:03:52,150 Mark... Mark had a, uh, 59 00:03:52,150 --> 00:03:54,820 he had a green thumb. 60 00:03:54,820 --> 00:03:58,782 Every Spring, he would talk about his garden. 61 00:03:58,782 --> 00:04:02,244 How he wanted to get out in the sun on his knees. 62 00:04:02,244 --> 00:04:03,870 Hands in the soil. 63 00:04:04,871 --> 00:04:06,456 Just him and the earth. 64 00:04:08,417 --> 00:04:10,627 But he never had the time. 65 00:04:13,171 --> 00:04:16,049 He gave all of it to this place. 66 00:04:16,049 --> 00:04:19,720 Then I think a garden is perfect. 67 00:04:26,435 --> 00:04:28,562 - Thank you. - Thank you. 68 00:04:39,656 --> 00:04:43,076 Reagan, whatever is broken between us, it can be fixed, okay? 69 00:04:43,076 --> 00:04:44,453 I will do whatever it takes 70 00:04:44,453 --> 00:04:46,079 to just make things go back to the way they were. 71 00:04:46,079 --> 00:04:47,831 I thought I made it clear, Luke. 72 00:04:47,831 --> 00:04:50,417 I don't have time for this, I'm leaving for the airport right now. 73 00:04:50,417 --> 00:04:51,710 Then I'll come. 74 00:04:51,710 --> 00:04:52,836 Reagan, I will literally come to New York. 75 00:04:52,836 --> 00:04:54,254 I'll miss a semester if I have to. 76 00:04:54,254 --> 00:04:56,798 I love you. Okay? I love you so much. 77 00:04:56,798 --> 00:04:59,384 I... I just... I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. 78 00:05:01,219 --> 00:05:02,888 I don't love you anymore. 79 00:05:02,888 --> 00:05:05,599 Stop it. You don't... You don't mean that. 80 00:05:05,599 --> 00:05:07,476 It's over between us. 81 00:05:07,476 --> 00:05:09,102 Please don't call me again. 82 00:05:19,905 --> 00:05:22,032 I don't want it to feel like... 83 00:05:22,032 --> 00:05:25,285 Like we just plopped a garden down as an afterthought. 84 00:05:26,745 --> 00:05:28,038 It has to feel like it was... 85 00:05:29,581 --> 00:05:31,166 meant to be there. 86 00:05:31,166 --> 00:05:32,667 Right? So whatever we do... 87 00:05:34,961 --> 00:05:38,673 it has to be bursting with... I don't know... 88 00:05:38,673 --> 00:05:39,925 color. 89 00:05:40,926 --> 00:05:42,135 It's gotta be bright. 90 00:05:43,553 --> 00:05:45,931 Everything has to be vibrant. 91 00:05:45,931 --> 00:05:49,476 Everyone who walks in there, needs to feel the... 92 00:05:49,476 --> 00:05:51,853 The energy and the love. 93 00:05:51,853 --> 00:05:53,146 Sounds like you got it all figured out. 94 00:05:53,146 --> 00:05:56,066 No, I don't. I have the beginnings of an idea, 95 00:05:56,066 --> 00:05:58,276 but I need help... 96 00:05:58,276 --> 00:06:01,154 with the execution. That's where I'm hoping you two will come into play. 97 00:06:04,366 --> 00:06:05,492 This is it. 98 00:06:06,701 --> 00:06:09,204 This is the space. 99 00:06:11,206 --> 00:06:13,667 Ryan, I was thinking with all the summers 100 00:06:13,667 --> 00:06:16,461 you helped your uncle's landscape business, 101 00:06:16,461 --> 00:06:19,297 and Kari, with your design skills... 102 00:06:20,465 --> 00:06:24,302 the two of you should be able to 103 00:06:24,302 --> 00:06:26,680 create something really special here. 104 00:06:28,390 --> 00:06:30,976 That is... 105 00:06:30,976 --> 00:06:34,104 if you're still planning on staying in town during the off season. 106 00:06:37,065 --> 00:06:38,150 Definitely. 107 00:06:40,152 --> 00:06:41,403 Yeah, I'd be honored to help. 108 00:06:44,281 --> 00:06:48,285 Same. Dad, we can absolutely do something with this space. 109 00:06:48,285 --> 00:06:50,078 Good. Glad to hear it. 110 00:06:51,580 --> 00:06:54,541 I think you two will make a... A great team. 111 00:06:54,541 --> 00:06:55,876 Before anyone runs the way, 112 00:06:55,876 --> 00:06:58,753 I'd like to go over your midterm assignments. 113 00:06:58,753 --> 00:07:01,923 After the recent tragedy, we did push our deadline, 114 00:07:01,923 --> 00:07:05,093 but that new deadline is now one week away. 115 00:07:06,511 --> 00:07:09,264 I hope that's the sound of collaboration. 116 00:07:09,264 --> 00:07:11,349 Right, that's it for today, unless there are any questions. 117 00:07:14,102 --> 00:07:16,646 Would it affect our grade if we decide to work alone? 118 00:07:16,646 --> 00:07:20,233 Mr. Baxter, I can't force a student to work with anyone, 119 00:07:20,233 --> 00:07:23,445 but it is easier to make a case for or against faith, 120 00:07:23,445 --> 00:07:25,780 when you have someone to bounce ideas off. 121 00:07:25,780 --> 00:07:28,617 Can I bounce my ideas off of God? 122 00:07:28,617 --> 00:07:30,785 Ms. Callahan, class, 123 00:07:30,785 --> 00:07:33,997 this assignment is 30% of your final grade. 124 00:07:33,997 --> 00:07:36,291 So I suggest you take it seriously. 125 00:07:46,718 --> 00:07:48,011 Excuse me? 126 00:07:49,763 --> 00:07:51,932 Oh, God Delusion? 127 00:07:51,932 --> 00:07:53,975 Doesn't really seem like a light read. 128 00:07:53,975 --> 00:07:55,602 I'm doing research for school. 129 00:07:55,602 --> 00:07:59,189 We have an assignment on the existence of God, 130 00:07:59,189 --> 00:08:00,857 and I'm coming at it from a variety of angles. 131 00:08:02,776 --> 00:08:04,736 Hmm. Sounds fun. 132 00:08:04,736 --> 00:08:06,404 Don't let Mom catch you with it. 133 00:08:06,404 --> 00:08:07,530 Do you wanna help? 134 00:08:09,616 --> 00:08:12,077 How would I help you? 135 00:08:12,077 --> 00:08:15,580 Like I said, having a variety of perspectives could be useful. 136 00:08:15,580 --> 00:08:19,459 I'm not really sure mine's the one you're looking for. 137 00:08:19,459 --> 00:08:22,671 Actually, I... I could use the insight 138 00:08:22,671 --> 00:08:25,298 from somebody not so, uh-- Saintly? 139 00:08:26,883 --> 00:08:30,011 Yeah. Okay, sure. What you got? 140 00:08:30,553 --> 00:08:31,596 Um... 141 00:08:32,847 --> 00:08:35,850 Why did you turn your back on faith, 142 00:08:35,850 --> 00:08:37,519 when you needed it the most? 143 00:08:42,565 --> 00:08:43,692 Man. 144 00:08:45,068 --> 00:08:46,236 Um... 145 00:08:48,446 --> 00:08:50,740 I guess a part of me turned away, 146 00:08:50,740 --> 00:08:52,325 because no one had answers. 147 00:08:53,243 --> 00:08:55,328 To any of my questions. 148 00:08:55,328 --> 00:08:57,163 Isn't that why it's called faith? 149 00:08:57,163 --> 00:08:59,249 Yeah, but that's a little too convenient. 150 00:09:04,087 --> 00:09:05,130 Actually... 151 00:09:06,172 --> 00:09:08,550 what really made me walk away, 152 00:09:08,550 --> 00:09:11,344 was when I finally did get my answer. 153 00:09:12,512 --> 00:09:13,805 Which was? 154 00:09:17,183 --> 00:09:18,435 That I'm alone. 155 00:09:21,521 --> 00:09:22,605 So that's it? 156 00:09:23,732 --> 00:09:24,858 You just... You're just done? 157 00:09:26,109 --> 00:09:28,194 I don't know. 158 00:09:28,194 --> 00:09:30,697 Honestly, I'm not sure about anything anymore. 159 00:09:35,118 --> 00:09:36,077 I know the feeling. 160 00:09:40,999 --> 00:09:42,292 I have to get to work. 161 00:09:42,292 --> 00:09:44,169 Yup. Thank you. 162 00:09:57,015 --> 00:09:57,974 What do you think? 163 00:09:58,767 --> 00:09:59,726 Wow. 164 00:10:03,438 --> 00:10:05,690 I mean, it's incredible. 165 00:10:07,484 --> 00:10:10,111 - Don't sound so surprised. - I'm not. 166 00:10:11,571 --> 00:10:13,031 It's exactly what I pictured you in. 167 00:10:13,907 --> 00:10:15,075 Beautiful space. 168 00:10:16,076 --> 00:10:17,118 Beautiful things. 169 00:10:23,875 --> 00:10:25,335 The memorial. 170 00:10:26,127 --> 00:10:27,253 Right. 171 00:10:27,253 --> 00:10:29,255 Yeah, we should... We should focus. 172 00:10:29,255 --> 00:10:31,174 I, uh, got the plans. 173 00:10:41,935 --> 00:10:43,269 Tree? 174 00:10:43,269 --> 00:10:45,146 Wind? 175 00:10:45,146 --> 00:10:48,441 Gone with the Wind. 176 00:10:48,441 --> 00:10:51,945 That was the first movie my Hank ever took me to see. 177 00:10:51,945 --> 00:10:53,405 I'll never forget. 178 00:10:53,405 --> 00:10:56,157 Resting my head on his warm shoulder. 179 00:10:56,157 --> 00:11:00,662 It became a tradition. Every year we would plop that old tape in the VCR, 180 00:11:00,662 --> 00:11:04,082 and I'd rest my head on his shoulder like it was the first time. 181 00:11:04,082 --> 00:11:06,292 Of course, it got a lot softer as the years went by, 182 00:11:07,836 --> 00:11:10,130 but all the better for resting, if you ask me. 183 00:11:19,556 --> 00:11:21,141 Okay. My turn. 184 00:11:23,309 --> 00:11:24,436 House? 185 00:11:26,271 --> 00:11:27,856 Umbrella? 186 00:11:27,856 --> 00:11:29,441 Coming down from the sky? 187 00:11:30,024 --> 00:11:31,484 Flying? 188 00:11:31,484 --> 00:11:33,153 Teacher? Movie? 189 00:11:36,406 --> 00:11:39,909 I had no idea designing a memorial would be so complicated. 190 00:11:40,702 --> 00:11:42,162 It'll be great. 191 00:11:42,162 --> 00:11:43,872 I have nothing but complete faith in us. 192 00:11:45,540 --> 00:11:47,208 We do make a pretty good team. 193 00:11:48,126 --> 00:11:49,836 Don't we? 194 00:11:49,836 --> 00:11:51,796 I've been trying to tell you that for years. 195 00:11:57,010 --> 00:11:58,011 We shouldn't. 196 00:11:58,887 --> 00:12:00,680 Why? 197 00:12:00,680 --> 00:12:04,184 Because I'm here and you're... 198 00:12:05,018 --> 00:12:05,977 Here. 199 00:12:06,603 --> 00:12:08,271 For now. 200 00:12:08,271 --> 00:12:10,732 But you're gonna go back to New York in a few months, 201 00:12:10,732 --> 00:12:12,984 and then... 202 00:12:12,984 --> 00:12:14,527 we'll be a thousand miles apart. 203 00:12:16,446 --> 00:12:19,240 What if, hypothetically, 204 00:12:19,240 --> 00:12:20,283 we weren't? 205 00:12:23,536 --> 00:12:25,872 Hypothetically, would you ever move to New York? 206 00:12:27,248 --> 00:12:28,458 No. 207 00:12:30,460 --> 00:12:31,920 Quick answer. 208 00:12:31,920 --> 00:12:34,756 This is my home, Ryan. 209 00:12:37,884 --> 00:12:38,843 I understand. 210 00:12:40,094 --> 00:12:41,554 I think we should wrap things up. 211 00:12:43,598 --> 00:12:44,891 Yep. 212 00:12:49,562 --> 00:12:52,273 I'm still really glad you're here now. 213 00:12:54,901 --> 00:12:56,110 Me too. 214 00:13:05,036 --> 00:13:09,499 Since when did everyone in this family become a workaholic? 215 00:13:09,499 --> 00:13:11,834 - I didn't get the Baxter memo. - Okay. 216 00:13:12,919 --> 00:13:14,671 Who did what now? 217 00:13:14,671 --> 00:13:17,674 Brooke has taken on extra shifts at the hospital, 218 00:13:17,674 --> 00:13:20,760 and I practically had to force her to take a day off. 219 00:13:20,760 --> 00:13:23,471 Tell me, I won't have to do the same thing with you. 220 00:13:24,973 --> 00:13:27,642 I just asked for a few extra shifts. 221 00:13:27,642 --> 00:13:29,018 That's all. 222 00:13:29,018 --> 00:13:30,687 I'm sorry. I just... 223 00:13:33,273 --> 00:13:35,358 I feel like I need to keep myself occupied with... 224 00:13:36,526 --> 00:13:38,027 everything has been going on. 225 00:13:39,487 --> 00:13:41,489 I know. 226 00:13:41,489 --> 00:13:45,118 We've hardly had a chance to catch a breath. Hmm. 227 00:13:45,118 --> 00:13:48,288 {\an8}And with everything going on with Luke and Reagan, 228 00:13:48,288 --> 00:13:49,414 {\an8}and her dad. 229 00:13:50,665 --> 00:13:52,125 {\an8}Now we're planning this memorial, 230 00:13:52,125 --> 00:13:55,211 {\an8}- which I think is the right thing to do. - Hmm. 231 00:13:55,211 --> 00:13:57,130 But some days, John, I... 232 00:13:58,506 --> 00:14:00,425 I could just sit down and cry. 233 00:14:02,927 --> 00:14:03,970 Yeah. 234 00:14:06,389 --> 00:14:07,348 I just... 235 00:14:09,017 --> 00:14:11,519 I keep waiting for Mark to come around the corner... 236 00:14:13,313 --> 00:14:14,480 Ask me if I wanna have... 237 00:14:16,024 --> 00:14:17,317 a cup of coffee. 238 00:14:20,987 --> 00:14:24,240 The last sermon he gave was 239 00:14:24,240 --> 00:14:28,578 about looking for God's light even in the dark times. 240 00:14:34,292 --> 00:14:35,418 Well... 241 00:14:36,794 --> 00:14:38,087 We have to keep looking for the light. 242 00:14:40,882 --> 00:14:42,175 Yes, we do. 243 00:14:51,934 --> 00:14:52,977 Are you praying? 244 00:14:54,479 --> 00:14:56,397 Huh? 245 00:14:56,397 --> 00:14:58,483 I assume any time you're staring off into space 246 00:14:58,483 --> 00:15:01,069 with a wistful look in your eye you're communicating with God. 247 00:15:03,655 --> 00:15:04,697 Or whatever you call it. 248 00:15:05,198 --> 00:15:06,074 No. 249 00:15:06,991 --> 00:15:08,534 The opposite, actually. 250 00:15:11,204 --> 00:15:12,372 Hey, Lori? 251 00:15:13,039 --> 00:15:14,374 What's up? 252 00:15:14,374 --> 00:15:15,625 Do you have a partner? 253 00:15:17,335 --> 00:15:19,879 Oh, I mean, like... 254 00:15:19,879 --> 00:15:22,256 Did you find someone to work with yet on the assignment? 255 00:15:25,343 --> 00:15:28,471 Luke, you're very sweet, 256 00:15:28,471 --> 00:15:30,640 but I don't want you biting off more than you can chew. 257 00:15:31,641 --> 00:15:33,393 You know, intellectually. 258 00:15:35,353 --> 00:15:36,979 My intellect is just fine. 259 00:15:37,730 --> 00:15:38,981 Yours however... 260 00:15:38,981 --> 00:15:40,775 Might want to consider the benefits 261 00:15:40,775 --> 00:15:42,985 that working with me would have on the professor's opinion of you. 262 00:15:42,985 --> 00:15:45,363 Since you so eloquently rubbed him the wrong way. 263 00:15:46,989 --> 00:15:48,491 I thought we were on different sides. 264 00:15:50,159 --> 00:15:51,452 So did I. 265 00:15:54,455 --> 00:15:55,707 I like a challenge. 266 00:15:56,874 --> 00:15:57,917 You're on. 267 00:16:10,972 --> 00:16:12,640 Good morning, sweetie. 268 00:16:12,640 --> 00:16:14,267 It's 11:30 already. 269 00:16:48,634 --> 00:16:50,094 I don't think it's enough in this day and age 270 00:16:50,094 --> 00:16:52,138 to ask yourself if God exists. 271 00:16:52,138 --> 00:16:53,681 I mean, if we really wanna break new ground, 272 00:16:53,681 --> 00:16:55,683 we've gotta take this argument up a notch, you know? 273 00:16:56,642 --> 00:16:58,186 Like, 274 00:16:58,186 --> 00:17:00,229 how does God's existence, 275 00:17:00,229 --> 00:17:04,609 or lack thereof affect humanity's present and future? 276 00:17:04,609 --> 00:17:07,361 From what do we derive morality now and moving forward? 277 00:17:11,449 --> 00:17:12,617 Hello? 278 00:17:14,786 --> 00:17:16,329 Well, 279 00:17:16,329 --> 00:17:19,081 the old me would say that we already have 280 00:17:19,081 --> 00:17:20,625 something that gives us morality. 281 00:17:21,250 --> 00:17:22,293 The Bible. 282 00:17:23,044 --> 00:17:24,504 Okay. 283 00:17:24,504 --> 00:17:25,922 And the new you? 284 00:17:27,381 --> 00:17:28,716 Still trying to figure that part out. 285 00:17:29,717 --> 00:17:31,511 Good. 286 00:17:31,511 --> 00:17:33,721 No, we should use that, argue from both sides. 287 00:17:33,721 --> 00:17:35,223 I mean, that's how we learn and grow, right? 288 00:17:36,724 --> 00:17:38,601 - I guess. - Okay. 289 00:17:40,269 --> 00:17:42,814 So, correct me if I'm wrong, 290 00:17:42,814 --> 00:17:44,941 but the shooting at the church was a pretty big factor 291 00:17:44,941 --> 00:17:46,734 in this new exploration of truth. Yes? 292 00:17:48,319 --> 00:17:49,362 You could say that. 293 00:17:50,071 --> 00:17:51,697 Okay. 294 00:17:51,697 --> 00:17:54,158 So, history shows us 295 00:17:54,158 --> 00:17:57,328 that people come together in the wake of a tragedy, right? 296 00:17:57,328 --> 00:18:00,873 So some people see God in that equation. I see humanity. 297 00:18:00,873 --> 00:18:03,292 And I think the problem with putting God into that system, 298 00:18:03,292 --> 00:18:06,003 is that people start asking, "Why did God do this?" 299 00:18:06,003 --> 00:18:09,674 When the question we should be asking is, "Why did we do this?" 300 00:18:09,674 --> 00:18:12,176 It's a little arrogant to assume that the voice in our head 301 00:18:12,176 --> 00:18:14,929 is some divine, all-powerful being. Don't you think? 302 00:18:14,929 --> 00:18:17,932 Some people may argue that a belief in God is just 303 00:18:17,932 --> 00:18:20,268 man's way of separating himself from the rest of the world. 304 00:18:21,644 --> 00:18:23,020 Look at us. 305 00:18:23,020 --> 00:18:24,772 We still act like animals. 306 00:18:26,148 --> 00:18:27,316 Sometimes worse. 307 00:18:28,067 --> 00:18:28,901 Exactly. 308 00:18:29,694 --> 00:18:30,945 We act on instincts, 309 00:18:30,945 --> 00:18:33,114 and evolutionary behavior, 310 00:18:33,114 --> 00:18:35,199 and at the end of it all, we die. 311 00:18:36,492 --> 00:18:37,702 Some sooner than others. 312 00:18:42,915 --> 00:18:45,126 I never met somebody so... 313 00:18:45,126 --> 00:18:47,295 - Assertive? - Complex. 314 00:18:53,342 --> 00:18:56,220 Everyone's complex, Luke. 315 00:18:56,220 --> 00:18:58,306 Most people just don't wanna admit it. Hmm. 316 00:18:59,307 --> 00:19:00,766 You should meet my parents. 317 00:19:01,517 --> 00:19:03,060 Oh, yeah? 318 00:19:03,060 --> 00:19:04,937 What do they think of Luke 2.0? 319 00:19:06,355 --> 00:19:08,816 So far they just feel like I sleep too much. 320 00:19:10,943 --> 00:19:12,111 And how do you feel? 321 00:19:15,907 --> 00:19:16,908 Awake. 322 00:19:28,085 --> 00:19:29,295 Were you going through my things? 323 00:19:30,588 --> 00:19:31,881 Where did you get this book? 324 00:19:33,716 --> 00:19:35,343 School. 325 00:19:35,343 --> 00:19:39,221 Why would your teacher want to disprove the existence of God? 326 00:19:39,221 --> 00:19:41,682 He doesn't. I picked that side. 327 00:19:45,311 --> 00:19:47,980 I suppose after what you've been through, 328 00:19:47,980 --> 00:19:50,900 it would be normal to question your faith. 329 00:19:50,900 --> 00:19:55,029 Mom, four innocent lives were taken like that in God's house, 330 00:19:55,029 --> 00:19:56,697 and dozens more were injured. 331 00:19:56,697 --> 00:19:59,867 Reagan lost her dad, and I lost Reagan. 332 00:19:59,867 --> 00:20:01,452 Okay, you bend over backwards 333 00:20:01,452 --> 00:20:03,829 every single time a guest walks through that door. 334 00:20:03,829 --> 00:20:05,873 Why? Because it's your house. 335 00:20:05,873 --> 00:20:09,293 And because it's your responsibility to take care of them. 336 00:20:09,293 --> 00:20:11,754 Four people were killed in God's house. 337 00:20:11,754 --> 00:20:14,090 And where was he, huh? Who was taking care of them? 338 00:20:14,090 --> 00:20:16,550 Really? I'm... I'm actually asking you. I wanna know. 339 00:20:16,550 --> 00:20:18,344 I mean, let's... Let's talk about it. 340 00:20:18,344 --> 00:20:21,973 Let's hash out both sides. That's how you learn and you grow, right? 341 00:20:21,973 --> 00:20:23,599 How do you make sense of it all, Ma? 342 00:20:26,268 --> 00:20:27,728 Proverbs 24-- 343 00:20:27,728 --> 00:20:30,147 I don't care what proverb says I care what you say. 344 00:20:33,109 --> 00:20:36,153 Some things just can't be explained, Luke. 345 00:20:36,153 --> 00:20:39,365 And we just have to mourn and grieve, 346 00:20:39,365 --> 00:20:41,325 and continue to have faith. 347 00:20:44,286 --> 00:20:46,163 Faith isn't enough for me right now. 348 00:20:49,041 --> 00:20:50,334 I'm sorry. I can't be here. 349 00:21:05,224 --> 00:21:07,143 Next time on The Baxters... 350 00:21:07,143 --> 00:21:09,311 The moments between us are gonna change, 351 00:21:09,311 --> 00:21:10,938 if you knew what happened in Paris, Landon. 352 00:21:10,938 --> 00:21:12,898 - Trust me. - No, you know you trust me when I say 353 00:21:12,898 --> 00:21:14,734 that I'm not gonna judge you by your past. 354 00:21:14,734 --> 00:21:16,777 Guess who has a visitor? - Is it my Sue? 355 00:21:17,278 --> 00:21:18,612 Yes. 356 00:21:18,612 --> 00:21:21,157 She is very excited to see you. 357 00:21:21,157 --> 00:21:23,909 - Hey. Ryan. - What? 358 00:21:23,909 --> 00:21:25,411 Oh, nothing. 359 00:21:25,411 --> 00:21:27,204 I owe you an apology. For what? 360 00:21:27,204 --> 00:21:29,790 For doubting you. I've never been so proud of you. 361 00:21:33,044 --> 00:21:34,670 You're done. - What? 362 00:21:34,670 --> 00:21:36,213 I don't want to see you in this building again. You're fired. 363 00:21:36,213 --> 00:21:37,965 Kari, I gotta tell you something. 364 00:21:37,965 --> 00:21:39,175 It's about Ashley.