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- Hey, what's up, Lori?
- I'm thinking it'll be
marginally less painful
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- if we work together.
- I think we're actually on
opposite sides of the debate.
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- Oh.
- [man on phone]
Love you, sweetheart.
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- [Reagan] That was
the first time that I ever--
- Lied to your dad?
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That I didn't say,
"I love you" back.
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- [gunshots]
- [people screaming]
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- [Reagan] My father's dead,
Luke, because of us.
- Dad.
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We should have never
slept together, and my father
would still be alive.
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I have to deal with the fact
that the last thing
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that I ever told my father
was a lie that got him killed.
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And it was a lie that
you told me to tell him.
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[sobbing] We sinned, Luke.
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[theme song playing]
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♪ 'Cause life has a way
Of pulling us under ♪
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♪ But we'll stick it out ♪
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{\an8}♪ If we got each other ♪
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{\an8}♪ When it all feels too much ♪
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{\an8}♪ I know you'll come running
For me ♪
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{\an8}♪ Through the highs and lows
We'll find our way home ♪
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{\an8}♪ Family ♪
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{\an8}♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
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{\an8}♪ Family ♪
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{\an8}John.
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{\an8}John.
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{\an8}Sorry. Sorry.
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{\an8}[sighs]
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{\an8}Are you okay?
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{\an8}[John] I'm, uh...
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{\an8}I don't know. Still numb,
I guess.
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{\an8}Elizabeth couldn't even...
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{\an8}bring herself
to come over here today.
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{\an8}Are you still going
to the hospital every day?
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{\an8}And we have victims
in recovery.
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{\an8}Honestly, it is all I can do
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{\an8}to keep from...
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{\an8}falling apart.
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{\an8}Well, that's part of why
I asked you here today.
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{\an8}I don't wanna rush things.
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{\an8}But I think building
some kind of memorial
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{\an8}will help us grieve
as a community.
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{\an8}Hmm.
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{\an8}Rebuild. Restore.
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{\an8}- Renew. Yeah.
- Exactly.
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{\an8}And I'm open to all ideas.
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{\an8}Maybe...
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a monument, or...
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Or a piece of art?
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You know, I...
I keep thinking
about this space...
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where people can...
They can gather.
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Connect.
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I like that.
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And it would
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be great if it could be
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something that was important
to Mark.
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A way to honor a man who...
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led this church
for most of his life,
you know.
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That's a lovely idea.
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What do you think
that he will suggest
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if he were here?
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A garden.
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Mark... Mark had a, uh,
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he had a green thumb.
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Every Spring, he would
talk about his garden.
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How he wanted to get out
in the sun on his knees.
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- Hands in the soil.
- [chuckles]
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Just him and the earth.
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[sighs]
But he never had the time.
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He gave all of it
to this place.
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Then I think a garden
is perfect.
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- Thank you.
- Thank you.
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Reagan, whatever is broken
between us,
it can be fixed, okay?
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I will do whatever it takes
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to just make things go back
to the way they were.
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[Reagan over phone] I thought
I made it clear, Luke.
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I don't have time
for this, I'm leaving
for the airport right now.
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[Luke over phone]
Then I'll come.
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Reagan, I will literally come
to New York.
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I'll miss a semester
if I have to.
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I love you. Okay?
I love you so much.
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I... I just... I wanna spend
the rest of my life with you.
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I don't love you anymore.
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Stop it. You don't...
You don't mean that.
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It's over between us.
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Please don't call me again.
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[line disconnects]
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[John] I don't want
it to feel like...
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Like we just plopped
a garden down
as an afterthought.
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It has to feel like it was...
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meant to be there.
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Right? So whatever we do...
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it has to be bursting with...
I don't know... [stutters]
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color.
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It's gotta be bright.
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Everything has to be vibrant.
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Everyone who walks in there,
needs to feel the...
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The energy and the love.
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Sounds like you got it
all figured out.
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No, I don't. I have
the beginnings of an idea,
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but I need help...
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with the execution.
That's where I'm hoping
you two will come into play.
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This is it.
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This is the space.
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Ryan, I was thinking
with all the summers
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you helped your uncle's
landscape business,
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and Kari,
with your design skills...
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the two of you
should be able to
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create something
really special here.
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That is...
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if you're still planning
on staying in town
during the off season.
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Definitely.
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Yeah, I'd be
honored to help.
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[chuckles]
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Same. Dad, we can absolutely
do something with this space.
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Good. Glad to hear it.
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I think you two will
make a... A great team.
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[Rosenmann]
Before anyone runs the way,
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I'd like to go over
your midterm assignments.
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After the recent tragedy,
we did push our deadline,
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but that new deadline
is now one week away.
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[class groaning]
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[chuckles] I hope
that's the sound
of collaboration.
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Right, that's it for today,
unless there are any questions.
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Would it affect our grade
if we decide to work alone?
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Mr. Baxter, I can't force
a student to work with anyone,
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but it is easier to make a case
for or against faith,
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when you have someone
to bounce ideas off.
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Can I bounce my ideas
off of God?
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- [class laughs]
- [Rosenmann]
Ms. Callahan, class,
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this assignment is 30%
of your final grade.
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So I suggest
you take it seriously.
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[clears throat] Excuse me?
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Oh, God Delusion?
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Doesn't really seem
like a light read.
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I'm doing research for school.
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We have an assignment
on the existence of God,
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and I'm coming at it
from a variety of angles.
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Hmm. Sounds fun.
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Don't let Mom catch you
with it.
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[Luke] Do you wanna help?
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How would I help you?
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Like I said, having
a variety of perspectives
could be useful.
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I'm not really sure
mine's the one
you're looking for.
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Actually, I... I could
use the insight
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- from somebody not so, uh--
- [Ashley] Saintly?
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Yeah. Okay, sure.
What you got?
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Um...
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Why did you
turn your back on faith,
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when you needed it the most?
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[inhales deeply and sighs]
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Man.
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Um...
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I guess a part of me
turned away,
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because no one had answers.
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To any of my questions.
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Isn't that why
it's called faith?
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Yeah, but that's
a little too convenient.
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Actually...
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what really made me walk away,
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was when I finally
did get my answer.
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[Luke] Which was?
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That I'm alone.
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So that's it?
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You just... You're just done?
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[Ashley] I don't know.
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Honestly, I'm not sure
about anything anymore.
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I know the feeling.
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- [chuckles]
- [Ashley] I have
to get to work.
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Yup. Thank you.
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[chuckles]
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What do you think?
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Wow.
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I mean, it's incredible.
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- Don't sound so surprised.
- I'm not.
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It's exactly what I
pictured you in.
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Beautiful space.
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Beautiful things.
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[chuckles]
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The memorial.
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Right.
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Yeah, we should...
We should focus.
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I, uh, got the plans.
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[woman sighs]
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[Ashley] Tree?
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[gasps] Wind?
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- [gasps] Gone with the Wind.
- [laughing]
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That was the first movie
my Hank ever took me to see.
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I'll never forget.
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Resting my head
on his warm shoulder.
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It became a tradition.
Every year we would plop
that old tape in the VCR,
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and I'd rest my head
on his shoulder
like it was the first time.
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Of course, it got a lot softer
as the years went by,
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but all the better for resting,
if you ask me.
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[both laughing]
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[Ashley] Okay. My turn.
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[woman] House?
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Umbrella?
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Coming down from the sky?
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Flying?
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Teacher? Movie?
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I had no idea
designing a memorial
would be so complicated.
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It'll be great.
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I have nothing
but complete faith in us.
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We do make a pretty good team.
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Don't we?
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- I've been trying to tell you
that for years.
- [chuckles]
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We shouldn't.
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Why?
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Because I'm here and you're...
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Here.
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For now.
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But you're gonna go back
to New York in a few months,
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and then...
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we'll be
a thousand miles apart.
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What if, hypothetically,
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we weren't?
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Hypothetically, would you
ever move to New York?
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No.
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Quick answer.
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This is my home, Ryan.
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I understand.
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I think we should
wrap things up.
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Yep. [sighs]
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I'm still really glad
you're here now.
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Me too.
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Since when did everyone
in this family become
a workaholic?
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- I didn't get the Baxter memo.
- Okay.
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Who did what now?
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Brooke has taken on
extra shifts at the hospital,
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and I practically had to
force her to take a day off.
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Tell me, I won't have to do
the same thing with you.
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I just asked
for a few extra shifts.
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That's all.
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I'm sorry. I just...
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[sighs]
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I feel like I need to
keep myself occupied with...
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everything has been going on.
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I know.
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- We've hardly had a chance
to catch a breath.
- [John] Hmm.
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{\an8}And with everything going on
with Luke and Reagan,
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{\an8}and her dad.
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{\an8}Now we're planning
this memorial,
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{\an8}- which I think
is the right thing to do.
- Hmm.
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But some days, John, I...
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I could just sit down and cry.
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Yeah.
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I just...
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I keep waiting for Mark
to come around the corner...
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Ask me if
I wanna have...
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a cup of coffee.
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The last sermon he gave was
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about looking for God's light
even in the dark times.
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Well...
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We have to keep looking
for the light.
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Yes, we do.
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Are you praying?
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Huh?
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I assume any time
you're staring off into space
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with a wistful look
in your eye you're
communicating with God.
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Or whatever you call it.
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No.
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The opposite, actually.
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Hey, Lori?
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What's up?
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Do you have a partner?
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Oh, I mean, like...
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Did you find someone
to work with yet
on the assignment?
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Luke, you're very sweet,
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but I don't want you biting off
more than you can chew.
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You know, intellectually.
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My intellect is just fine.
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Yours however...
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Might want to consider
the benefits
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that working with me
would have on the professor's
opinion of you.
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Since you so eloquently
rubbed him the wrong way.
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I thought we were
on different sides.
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So did I.
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I like a challenge.
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You're on.
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[door creaks open and shut]
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[knock on door]
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[Elizabeth]
Good morning, sweetie.
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It's 11:30 already.
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[Elizabeth sighs]
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[Lori] I don't think
it's enough in
this day and age
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to ask yourself if God exists.
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I mean, if we really
wanna break new ground,
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we've gotta take this argument
up a notch, you know?
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Like,
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how does God's existence,
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or lack thereof affect
humanity's present
and future?
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From what do we derive morality
now and moving forward?
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[sighs]
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[clapping] Hello?
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Well,
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the old me would say
that we already have
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something that
gives us morality.
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The Bible.
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[Lori] Okay.
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And the new you?
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Still trying to figure
that part out.
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Good.
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No, we should use that,
argue from both sides.
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I mean, that's how
we learn and grow, right?
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- I guess.
- Okay.
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So, correct me if I'm wrong,
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but the shooting at the church
was a pretty big factor
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in this new
exploration of truth. Yes?
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You could say that.
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Okay.
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So, history shows us
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that people come together
in the wake
of a tragedy, right?
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So some people see
God in that equation.
I see humanity.
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And I think the problem
with putting God
into that system,
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is that people start asking,
"Why did God do this?"
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When the question
we should be asking is,
"Why did we do this?"
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It's a little arrogant
to assume that the voice
in our head
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is some divine,
all-powerful being.
Don't you think?
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Some people may argue
that a belief in God is just
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man's way of separating himself
from the rest of the world.
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Look at us.
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We still act like animals.
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Sometimes worse.
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[Lori] Exactly.
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We act on instincts,
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and evolutionary behavior,
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and at the end of it all,
we die.
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Some sooner than others.
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I never met somebody so...
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- Assertive?
- Complex.
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Everyone's complex, Luke.
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- Most people just
don't wanna admit it.
- [Luke] Hmm.
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You should meet my parents.
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Oh, yeah?
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What do they think
of Luke 2.0?
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So far they just feel like
I sleep too much.
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And how do you feel?
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Awake.
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Were you going through
my things?
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Where did you get this book?
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School.
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Why would your teacher
want to disprove
the existence of God?
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He doesn't.
I picked that side.
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I suppose after what you've
been through,
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it would be normal
to question your faith.
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Mom, four innocent lives
were taken like that
in God's house,
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and dozens more were injured.
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Reagan lost her dad,
and I lost Reagan.
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Okay, you bend over backwards
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every single time a guest
walks through that door.
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Why? Because it's your house.
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And because
it's your responsibility
to take care of them.
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Four people were
killed in God's house.
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And where was he, huh?
Who was taking care of them?
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Really? I'm... I'm actually
asking you. I wanna know.
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I mean, let's...
Let's talk about it.
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Let's hash out both sides.
That's how you learn
and you grow, right?
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How do you make sense
of it all, Ma?
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Proverbs 24--
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I don't care what proverb
says I care what you say.
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Some things just
can't be explained, Luke.
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And we just have to mourn
and grieve,
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and continue to have faith.
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Faith isn't enough for me
right now.
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I'm sorry. I can't be here.
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[door slams shut]
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[sighs]
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[Elizabeth] Next time
on The Baxters...
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The moments between us
are gonna change,
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if you knew what happened
in Paris, Landon.
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- Trust me.
- No, you know you trust me
when I say
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that I'm not gonna judge you
by your past.
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- [Ashley] Guess who has
a visitor?
- Is it my Sue?
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Yes.
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[Ashley]
She is very excited
to see you.
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- Hey. Ryan.
- What?
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[Ashley] Oh, nothing.
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- [Kari] I owe you an apology.
- [Ashley] For what?
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For doubting you.
I've never been
so proud of you.
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- [woman] You're done.
- What?
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I don't want to see you
in this building again.
You're fired.
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{\an8}- [sobbing]
- [Ryan] Kari, I gotta
tell you something.
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It's about Ashley.
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