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[Elizabeth] Previously on
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- Kari, can we talk?
- I talked to Ashley.
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So if it didn't mean anything
to either of you, then how
exactly did it happen?
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Sweet perfect Luke Baxter
and this non-believer.
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I'm not perfect.
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[Lori] Good. Neither am I.
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Hey, God, I don't really
know what I want to say.
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But I think I'm lost.
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Ashley, I'd like you
to come back and be
the manager here.
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You'd be able to run things
the way you want.
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Hey, Erin.
What are you doing here?
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Wait, you're here
for counselling?
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[theme song playing]
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♪ Cause life has a way
Of pulling us under ♪
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♪ But we'll stick it out ♪
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{\an8}♪ If we got each other ♪
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{\an8}♪ When it all feels too much ♪
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{\an8}♪ I know you'll come running
For me ♪
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{\an8}♪ Through the highs and lows
We'll find our way home ♪
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{\an8}♪ Family ♪
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{\an8}♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
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{\an8}♪ Family ♪
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{\an8}There's no way
you do this every
other day.
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{\an8}Habit rules
the unreflecting herd.
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{\an8}I am barely keeping up.
Please don't make it harder
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{\an8}with your cryptic words
of wisdom.
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{\an8}It's about being alone
to your thoughts.
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{\an8}Just you and your head.
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{\an8}[Erin sighs] I'd rather
just be me in my bed.
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{\an8}My heart hasn't seen
this rate in a very long time.
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{\an8}That's the whole point.
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{\an8}Movement builds the kind
of energy that lasts
all day.
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{\an8}So you're saying
I can start to wean myself
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{\an8}off of those giant cups
of coffee every morning?
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{\an8}Baby steps.
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{\an8}Like everything else.
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{\an8}If I've learned anything
this past year,
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{\an8}it's that the path
with the shortcuts,
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{\an8}usually don't lead
to the places
worth going.
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{\an8}Sam's home this week.
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{\an8}And last night,
neither of us could sleep,
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{\an8}so we sat in
the kitchen and talked
till the sun came up.
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{\an8}- Ate an entire carton
of ice cream.
- [Kari chuckles softly]
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{\an8}And I even tried
that whole complain
without blame thing
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{\an8}- you suggested...
- And?
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{\an8}It was nice.
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{\an8}I forgot how nice
it could be.
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{\an8}Good. Let's keep going.
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{\an8}What? I'm exhausted!
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{\an8}I didn't come this far
to only come this far.
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{\an8}Did you?
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[birds chirping]
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[line trilling]
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[sighs]
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[automated voice] The number
you have dialed has been
changed or disconnected.
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[slow music playing]
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[phone clatters]
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[John] Is Luke still up
there, sleeping?
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[Elizabeth] I think
he's avoiding me
after what happened.
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[John] Yeah. I think I'm gonna
go up and talk to him.
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- [Elizabeth] I don't know.
Yeah. Maybe.
- [John] Yeah.
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Have you talked
to Ryan since...
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- Not really.
- Why?
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Honestly, I don't know.
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When I found out
about Tim,
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it was like the sky
opened up and dropped
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a thousand bricks
on my life.
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The weight of it all,
the sudden pressure,
it was debilitating.
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And each brick represented
another betrayal.
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Another secret,
another mountain
we'd have to climb over.
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I didn't know which emotions
made sense, which ones didn't.
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But, knew I needed him
to pick up those bricks.
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I knew I needed him
to prove he was committed
to cleaning up his mess.
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[sighs]
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When Ryan walked out
of my kitchen,
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something was different.
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No splitting sky,
no bricks.
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It was just... different.
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And I don't know why.
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As you know, "Habit rules
the unreflecting herd."
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So, last week of school, huh?
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Yup.
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- That's exciting.
- Grades good?
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Great, actually.
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I uh, got a 99
on my final exam.
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- Wow.
- Attaboy.
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- You must take after
your mom.
- Hmm.
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- [John chuckles]
- What class?
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Philosophy.
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Do they, uh, teach you
that in medical school, Dad?
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Well, you might like to know
that we do use philosophy
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in medicine and also faith.
In fact, I just passed along
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a study to some colleagues
about the scientific benefits
of prayer
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in patients dealing
with cardiac issues.
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It's a very comprehensive
Korean study.
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I'd love to share it
it with you, if you want?
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Wow. Dad, that was about
as subtle as a freight train.
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- Luke...
- What, Mom?
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We appreciate all that
you're going through
with Reagan,
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but we wanna help you.
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Not some professor
that doesn't even know you.
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Yeah, well, at least he has
some real answers for me.
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All you keep telling me
to do is have faith.
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Trust in my faith!
Put my faith in God!
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That's all anyone can do
right now.
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Yeah, well, it's not
enough for me, Dad!
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[sighs]
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I'm sorry,
I can't be here right now.
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[door opens and shuts]
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He'll be all right.
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[Elizabeth sighs]
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Hey, we have
to have faith too.
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I knew it!
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- What is it?
- My roommate is trying
to steal my stuff.
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Today, my plates.
Yesterday, a bunch
of my makeup.
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Thank God she's out
of here tomorrow.
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I'm sure it was just
a mistake.
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How do you mistakenly
pack plates that don't
belong to you?
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And a mug with my name on it.
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Okay, that one is weird.
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Let me guess,
another awkward run-in
at the Baxter headquarters.
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Yeah, they're getting worse.
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- Your parents or the run-ins?
- Both.
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Well, you can
always crash here.
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Yeah. Right.
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Why not? It's the fourteenth.
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I won't be able to find
another roommate till
the end of the month, anyway.
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You can slum it on the couch,
till you find another place.
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Free of charge. Think about it.
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[chuckling]
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She always knew
how to be sneaky.
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Yes, she did.
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That's my Sue.
One step ahead.
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All right, two cups of
peppermint tea,
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for the chattiest girls
in the joint.
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- [chuckling]
- [cup clatters]
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- Thank you.
- Thank you.
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[Ashley] Yeah.
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Did Sue RSVP
to tomorrow's social?
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We're hosting a kind
of family gathering of sorts,
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and Sue ought to attend.
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I'll ask her again.
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Maybe I can give her a call.
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Oh, that'll be
wonderful, Tabitha.
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It'll be like two reunions.
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She'll never miss that.
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[Ashley] All right.
I'll leave you ladies to it.
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[welding]
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Hello!
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Hello!
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Oh, hi!
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Hi.
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That mask is really scary.
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Oh. Mrs. Baxter,
sorry about that.
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So how's the piece
coming along?
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Oh! Not quite ready
for the big reveal yet!
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- [Landon chuckles]
- It'll be a great center piece.
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- Yes, it will.
- And speaking of which...
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This is great.
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Perfect. Yeah, I should be
ready to have this on tomorrow.
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- Good.
- How's Ashley?
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- She's good. She's busy
at the care home.
- Hmm.
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I'm sure she'd love
to hear from you.
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Yeah. That will be nice.
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So, I'll see you
at the dedication memorial?
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- Yeah.
- Thank you for all
that you've done, Landon.
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It's... It's an honor.
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Thanks.
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[door opens]
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- [Irvel] Really feel that way.
- [chuckling]
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- [Landon] Right, right.
- [Irvel] No, I mean...
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- Hey,
- Hey.
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What are you doing here?
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Oh, I was just chatting
with the girls.
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You never told me
how funny these two were.
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- [chuckling]
- He's been checked.
He's not a spy.
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Thank you.
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I had to go over
to the Memorial Bill site,
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so I thought,
why wouldn't I stop by.
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[both softly chuckle]
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Well, it's not exactly
on your way.
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It's not exactly
out of the way.
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And this one has such
a marvelous face.
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Oh.
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I'd love to paint
that face.
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[chuckles] Irvel!
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Well, we were all thinking it,
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isn't that right, Helen?
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Oh, well, why don't you
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take your Landon on a tour?
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He's not mine.
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Okay. You did come all
this way "on your way."
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Mmm-hmm.
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- You want a tour?
- I would love one.
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Okay.
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This is the dining room.
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Hey.
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Hey.
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Why are you here?
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I came here to tell you
that I forgive you.
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The truth is, I probably
forgave you ten minutes
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after you walked out
my front door.
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It just took me a little
while to figure out why.
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What do you mean?
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You've always had
a place in my heart.
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A different place
than Tim ever had.
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He and I were so different.
We knew it from the beginning.
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But we loved each other.
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So we worked hard
to build our relationship.
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Our lives together.
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But when he broke that trust,
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it was like this awful fear
I didn't know I had
was there all along.
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[sighs] Does that make sense?
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It's never been
that way with you.
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Why not?
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I know exactly
who you are.
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I know your heart.
I've always known.
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Things were just...
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so overwhelming.
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[sighs]
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I couldn't see
how important that was.
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How important you are to me.
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But I see it now.
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If I know anything, it's that
we'll never know what
God has planned for us.
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So whatever happens
with New York,
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with us,
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I want you to know that
you are my person.
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You always have been.
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That's all I got.
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The ball's in your court.
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[Kari sighs]
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And, now we're back.
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I think family day's gonna
be really special tomorrow.
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- [Landon] Hmm.
- I asked the residents'
family members
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to bring photos
and keepsakes from their lives,
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so that they can create
their own memory box.
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Something to help them
remember the happiest times.
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Wow! Look at you!
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Yeah. Now I just have to find
12 empty shoe boxes.
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Shoe boxes, huh?
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By tomorrow.
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Hmm, I think I have
a better idea.
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- Oh, yeah?
- Yeah.
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You swing by
the fire station after work.
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Why don't you just tell me?
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Because that's how
surprises actually work.
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[both chuckle softly]
248
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- ...the tray away
and he takes...
- I don't know how...
249
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Wait! You're here?
250
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Your knight with shining hammer
needed some back-up.
251
00:14:20,028 --> 00:14:21,279
Drum roll, please.
252
00:14:22,405 --> 00:14:24,157
[singsong] Ta, da, da, da.
253
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[Landon chuckles]
254
00:14:26,117 --> 00:14:28,244
[Landon] We got this piled up
in storage, so I figured
I'd put them to use.
255
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[Ashley sighs]
256
00:14:30,705 --> 00:14:33,750
Guys, these are perfect!
257
00:14:33,750 --> 00:14:35,126
I painted the names.
258
00:14:35,126 --> 00:14:36,961
Yeah, you wouldn't be able
to read them if I did.
259
00:14:39,464 --> 00:14:40,798
Irvel and Helen!
260
00:14:41,424 --> 00:14:43,009
Yep.
261
00:14:43,009 --> 00:14:45,303
I love them!
Everybody's gonna
love them.
262
00:14:45,303 --> 00:14:47,472
Guys, wow!
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00:14:47,472 --> 00:14:48,765
- Thank you.
- Off course.
264
00:14:52,602 --> 00:14:54,354
What's that?
265
00:14:54,354 --> 00:14:57,440
Oh, that's just a piece
your mom and sister
asked me to put together.
266
00:14:57,440 --> 00:14:58,983
For the church memorial.
267
00:14:58,983 --> 00:15:00,943
- Can I see it?
- Yes.
268
00:15:00,943 --> 00:15:02,612
At the Memorial dedication.
269
00:15:02,612 --> 00:15:05,323
[chuckles] What if I wasn't
planning on going?
270
00:15:07,283 --> 00:15:09,410
Then I guess you won't
get to see it.
271
00:15:10,411 --> 00:15:12,413
Has he always been
this sassy?
272
00:15:13,206 --> 00:15:14,707
I'm into it.
273
00:15:14,707 --> 00:15:17,543
So I'll help you load
these up and if you need
274
00:15:17,543 --> 00:15:20,838
some help for family day
tomorrow, I'm around.
275
00:15:20,838 --> 00:15:22,965
Wait, you hate your job
at the cafe.
276
00:15:22,965 --> 00:15:25,176
Why don't you just come
work for me at Sunset Hills?
277
00:15:25,176 --> 00:15:27,011
I don't know.
What's it like?
278
00:15:28,554 --> 00:15:29,931
Nothing you would imagine.
279
00:15:31,391 --> 00:15:32,767
But totally life-changing.
280
00:15:33,768 --> 00:15:36,354
Wow! Impressive sales pitch.
281
00:15:37,355 --> 00:15:38,398
I'll think about it.
282
00:15:39,732 --> 00:15:42,819
- So...
- Let me wash up
from all this paint.
283
00:15:46,239 --> 00:15:48,324
You seem really happy, Ashley.
284
00:15:48,324 --> 00:15:51,411
Yeah. I'm getting there.
285
00:15:51,411 --> 00:15:54,831
I just had to work
through some of the big stuff
that was in my way.
286
00:15:54,831 --> 00:15:57,166
Yeah. Just in time
for me to leave
for California.
287
00:15:58,835 --> 00:16:00,044
I'll try to speed it up.
288
00:16:01,671 --> 00:16:02,630
That'll be nice.
289
00:16:07,301 --> 00:16:09,429
{\an8}[Ashley]
Our memory is our past
290
00:16:11,347 --> 00:16:12,473
and it's our future.
291
00:16:14,016 --> 00:16:15,935
It's our coherence.
292
00:16:15,935 --> 00:16:18,563
It's the moments
that shape who we are.
293
00:16:18,563 --> 00:16:21,524
And as pieces slowly
begin to slip away,
294
00:16:22,650 --> 00:16:23,609
it can be scary.
295
00:16:24,861 --> 00:16:26,612
Your loved ones
will have good days,
296
00:16:27,864 --> 00:16:29,198
and they'll have bad days.
297
00:16:31,367 --> 00:16:35,455
[Ashley] Days when
everything feels hard.
298
00:16:35,455 --> 00:16:38,374
Days when you feel
like giving up hope.
299
00:16:38,374 --> 00:16:41,544
Days when frustration
comes easy.
300
00:16:42,462 --> 00:16:44,046
And patience feels impossible.
301
00:16:47,717 --> 00:16:49,135
All you have to do...
302
00:16:53,306 --> 00:16:54,515
is watch.
303
00:16:58,394 --> 00:17:00,772
[sighs] Oh, please, God,
let this work.
304
00:17:07,028 --> 00:17:08,279
[Sue sighs]
305
00:17:21,209 --> 00:17:23,669
[slow music playing]
306
00:17:52,782 --> 00:17:54,617
[piano music playing]
307
00:17:59,205 --> 00:18:00,206
[sighs]
308
00:18:04,418 --> 00:18:05,586
[sniffles]
309
00:18:06,921 --> 00:18:08,047
[voice shaking] My...
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00:18:09,799 --> 00:18:10,925
Sue.
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00:18:15,304 --> 00:18:16,305
[sniffles]
312
00:18:17,181 --> 00:18:18,349
Hi, Mom.
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00:18:22,144 --> 00:18:23,312
I missed you.
314
00:18:24,647 --> 00:18:26,357
I missed you, too.
315
00:18:28,734 --> 00:18:30,444
[whimpers]
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00:18:32,822 --> 00:18:33,823
[Sue] Mom.
317
00:18:38,619 --> 00:18:40,913
[Ashley] And then,
there will be good days.
318
00:18:42,623 --> 00:18:45,626
Days when the sun seems
to shine a little brighter.
319
00:18:46,794 --> 00:18:50,923
And the smiles come
a little easier.
320
00:18:50,923 --> 00:18:55,344
And when, even,
if for a fleeting second,
321
00:18:56,888 --> 00:18:59,849
you see a flicker
of the person you remember.
322
00:19:01,267 --> 00:19:02,476
And they see you.
323
00:19:04,145 --> 00:19:06,856
So it's okay to have
a bad day.
324
00:19:10,067 --> 00:19:13,696
To feel like you don't
recognize the person
in front you.
325
00:19:13,696 --> 00:19:17,325
Because deep down,
you know who that person is.
326
00:19:18,701 --> 00:19:21,537
You know that they're
worthy of your love.
327
00:19:23,205 --> 00:19:24,540
Of your patience.
328
00:19:26,292 --> 00:19:27,418
And of your faith.
329
00:19:29,420 --> 00:19:31,505
Faith, that tomorrow
330
00:19:33,090 --> 00:19:37,386
even if,
for the tiniest moment,
331
00:19:39,096 --> 00:19:40,222
they'll remember.
332
00:19:55,988 --> 00:19:56,989
Wow.
333
00:19:58,074 --> 00:19:59,450
- Hi, Luke.
- Hey!
334
00:20:01,744 --> 00:20:04,622
You know, I actually thought
that coming here might make
me feel a bit differently.
335
00:20:08,584 --> 00:20:10,294
Now I'm just
more angry than ever.
336
00:20:14,131 --> 00:20:15,716
You guys are just gonna
brush past all of this?
337
00:20:16,717 --> 00:20:18,344
Huh?
338
00:20:18,344 --> 00:20:20,262
Stare at some pretty lights
tomorrow night and just say,
339
00:20:20,262 --> 00:20:22,223
"Hey, everybody,
don't worry about
what happened
340
00:20:22,223 --> 00:20:24,850
at the church a few weeks ago,
'cause everything is fine
right here."
341
00:20:24,850 --> 00:20:26,394
Just outside of God's house.
342
00:20:28,020 --> 00:20:30,147
Why don't we, uh,
just step aside?
343
00:20:30,147 --> 00:20:33,317
What does that mean
anyway, Dad, "God's house"?
344
00:20:33,317 --> 00:20:35,194
- I thought that God
was everywhere.
- That's enough.
345
00:20:36,862 --> 00:20:38,864
Guess he's not, though.
346
00:20:38,864 --> 00:20:40,992
Certainly wasn't here
when 400 innocent
people got murdered,
347
00:20:40,992 --> 00:20:42,785
but, hey,
maybe he was just busy.
348
00:20:43,744 --> 00:20:45,830
That's enough.
349
00:20:47,623 --> 00:20:48,916
Maybe you should go home.
350
00:20:48,916 --> 00:20:50,001
- Yeah...
- [keys jingling]
351
00:20:50,751 --> 00:20:51,627
About that...
352
00:20:56,340 --> 00:20:57,383
What are you doing?
353
00:20:58,759 --> 00:21:00,511
I'm walking away
from two houses.
354
00:21:03,806 --> 00:21:05,016
[John] Luke.
355
00:21:06,892 --> 00:21:07,893
Luke!
356
00:21:16,485 --> 00:21:18,821
[Elizabeth] Next time
on The Baxters...
357
00:21:18,821 --> 00:21:20,531
- Glad you came.
- I had to find out
358
00:21:20,531 --> 00:21:22,783
what this last minute
adventure was all about.
359
00:21:22,783 --> 00:21:23,951
Follow me.
360
00:21:25,369 --> 00:21:28,039
Your text,
it sounded urgent,
are you okay?
361
00:21:28,039 --> 00:21:31,000
I'm ready to talk about
what happened in Paris.
362
00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:33,002
You know, you could just
move in here, permanently.
363
00:21:34,587 --> 00:21:36,005
Uh, I couldn't ask you
to do that.
364
00:21:36,005 --> 00:21:37,506
You're not asking.
365
00:21:37,506 --> 00:21:38,758
I'm asking you.
366
00:21:38,758 --> 00:21:43,095
A month ago, our lives were
changed forever.
367
00:21:43,095 --> 00:21:46,098
And our hearts
are still broken
368
00:21:46,098 --> 00:21:49,018
'cause we remember those
in our church family
369
00:21:49,018 --> 00:21:50,561
who were called home.
370
00:21:54,982 --> 00:21:56,942
[theme music playing]