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[John] <i>What your girlfriend
has been through is intense</i>

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<i>medically and spiritually,
and she needs you.</i>

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- What are you talking about?
- You didn't know?

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{\an8}When will I see Landon again?
I miss him.

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Me too, buddy.

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[Reagan] <i>I ran away.
I couldn't handle it...</i>

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I don't know
how he could ever forgive me
for all of this.

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It sounds like an
important question
for you to ask,

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is whether or not
you can forgive yourself.

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You're telling me that Luke
does not know he has a child!

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I wasn't pregnant
with your baby.

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So, you cheated on me?

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I would really like
to work this out between us.

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I shouldn't be here. I'm sorry.

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Luke. Luke.

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[theme song playing]

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<i>♪ 'Cause life has a way
Of pulling us under ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But we'll stick it out ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ If we got each other ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ When it all feels too much ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ I know you'll come running
For me ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ Through the highs and lows
We'll find our way home ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ Family ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Family ♪</i>

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{\an8}John! I didn't know
you were back.

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{\an8}What happened with Luke?

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{\an8}I was waiting
for you to call me.

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{\an8}Sorry.

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{\an8}I was in a haze
after I talked to him.

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{\an8}He didn't know.

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{\an8}He didn't know
she was in the hospital.

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{\an8}By the look on his face
he didn't know...

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{\an8}she was pregnant.

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{\an8}But they're living together.

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{\an8}I mean,
they're in a relationship.

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{\an8}And not a very honest one,
I guess.

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{\an8}So what did you do?

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{\an8}Told him to go to the hospital.
To go see her.

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{\an8}Well, you let him go
by himself?

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{\an8}He's a grown man, Elizabeth.

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{\an8}One that's made it very clear

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{\an8}he doesn't want us
in his life for now.

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{\an8}So, he can figure it out.

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{\an8}- Well, what if he doesn't?
- Well...

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{\an8}we'll always be there for him.

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{\an8}Help him
to pick himself back up.

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{\an8}And what about Lori?

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{\an8}[sighs] I can't imagine
being where she is right now.

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{\an8}I mean, she did something
I wish she hadn't,

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{\an8}but my heart is aching for her.

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[sighs heavily]

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I will have mercy...

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on whom I will have mercy.

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I will have compassion
on whom I will have compassion.

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And hopefully...

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she has a mother
with a heart as big as yours

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that she can talk to.

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John, what are we gonna do?

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We're gonna wait.

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And we're gonna pray.

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[knock on door]

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- Kari! Hi.
- Hi.

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I'm sorry to barge in
on you like this.

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I just thought maybe
we could have dinner together
before I head out tomorrow.

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Oh, um...

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I know, I should've called.

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I just... I thought
you'd say no, so...

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I bought sushi.

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It's so good here.

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Yeah, I know,
I actually craved that place
throughout my entire pregnancy.

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Yeah, sure. Come in.

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Right there.

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[electronic music playing]

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[Ashley] Okay.

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I can't do this.

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I mean, look at all those
perfect, beautiful,
successful people in there.

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- Who do I think I am?
- One of them.

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- I'm a nobody.
- Oh, that's not fair.

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It's how I feel.

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You were invited here.

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You belong here.
You're just as talented.

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Besides,
has anyone ever told you...

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you have such beautiful hair.

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- Thank you.
- Come on.

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[indistinct conversations]

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- Okay, look at this one.
- Mm.

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Color almost has like, energy.

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Like, jumping off the painting

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and then pulling you back in
to look at it.

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I wish I knew
what inspired the artist.

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Dancing. Dancing like
literally no one is watching

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is what inspired the artist.

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I danced for years
as a little girl,

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and still do
whenever I can today.

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I'm always trying
to paint something

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that looks like how
my body feels when I'm moving.

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- I can see that.
- Why, thank you.

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Congratulations.
Your work is...

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- It's beautiful.
- Oh, thank you.

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And same to you.

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Ashley, right?

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Cynthia pointed
you out earlier.

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She's been raving about you.

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Apparently, we're very similar.

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I got my start last year
after I sent Cynthia's gallery
an email of my work.

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- Same.
- I know.

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That's why I was
so excited to meet you.

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[sighs] I need someone
to talk to about
how crazy this is.

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Last month I was waiting tables

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and now people want my art for
their Beverly Hills mansions.
[chuckles]

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Well, I'd be honored
to follow in your footsteps.

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[both chuckle]

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- Um, this is Landon.
- Oh. Hi, Landon. I'm Ally.

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- Really nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.

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You two make a gorgeous couple.

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How long have you
been together for?

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- [scoffs]
- Oh!

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We're not together.

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I was hoping
you two would meet.

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Oh, my two phenoms.

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Ashley, consider
this brilliant young woman
your guide

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to the first steps in life
as a showing artist.

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This is only her second show

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and she is making
quite the splash.

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[Ally giggles]

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- Bye.
- Thank you.

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Think she says that
to all her new clients?

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I honestly don't care
as long as I'm one of them.

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[laughs] Amen to that.
Okay. Come on.

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I'll introduce you
to some people.

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- You go.
- [Ally] Yeah.

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- Okay.
- Follow me.

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[Ashley] Hi.

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[inaudible conversation]

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That was amazing!

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Did you see
how amazing that was?

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And they knew me.
And I think they liked me.

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And the most insane part is
when I finish some pieces,

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that's going to be me in there
showing my work. [laughs]

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What?

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It's amazing
to see you this alive.

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I wasn't like this before, huh?

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- Hmm... It was hiding a little.
- Thank you,
for believing in me,

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and encouraging me.

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And giving me
something to paint.

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A piece I did of you and Cole

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was my first
in a really long time.

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You're welcome.

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Now, there is something
I want to show you, Ash.

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- Oh, yeah?
- You down for a little drive?

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[Ryan] What's up, Luke?

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- Game?
- Of course.

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I was pretty shocked
to get your text.

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Yeah. Wasn't sure you'd come,

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after the way
I left things off last time.

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I'm always gonna be here
for you, Luke.

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What's on your mind?

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Just wanted
to shoot some hoops.

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You texted me
just to play basketball?

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Yeah, man. Come on,
we used to play all the time.

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Yeah?

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Well, that was before
you took a big step away
from this family, wasn't it?

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Hey. You're not married
to my sister yet.

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Luke, did you call me out here
just to fight with me?

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No. I'm sorry.

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Why don't you
try talking to me, man?

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Look, you wouldn't have
texted me of some small
party,

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- you didn't wanna
talk this out.
- Yeah, I know. Okay.

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I know, maybe. But...

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I don't know if
I'm ready to talk anymore.

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All right.

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I'll make a deal with you.

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Play some one-on-one.

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Winner gets to ask
the questions, loser's
got to answer 'em.

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I'd feel good to run
around a little bit.

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Blow off some steam.

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- Yeah, you're on.
- All right.

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[Ryan] That's one.

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So... [laughs hesitantly]

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How has Tommy been sleeping?

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Better.

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Which means that
I'm getting a little rest.

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- Has your mom been helpful?
- Yeah.

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Yeah, she has, but...

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he's my responsibility.
This is all my responsibility.

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- Uh... I don't understand.
- I don't wanna talk about it.

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Listen, Reagan.

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When I first had Jessie,

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I was such a mess.

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I had just lost Tim
and there was so much

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around that loss
that I hadn't processed.

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It was affecting
my relationship
with my daughter.

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I couldn't connect
with her because
of the grief.

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Does that make sense?

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[sighs] More than you know.

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You need to push
through this.

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So you can be
fully present for Tommy.

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I can't.

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I've never... I've never
talked about this
to anyone.

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Kari...

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Luke and I got lost in
the moment and slept together

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the night before
my dad died.

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That...

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That just set off
the chain of events.

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We were still together
the next morning.

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And I called him and told him
not to come pick me up.

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[sighs]

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So he went to
the church early.

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- Reagan.
- [Reagan cries]

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Your father did not
die because of you.

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That is just not
how things work.

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How do they work?

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Oh, I don't know.

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[laughs nervously] Just like
I don't know why Tim died.

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Trust me,
I've been mad at God.

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I've asked him
all the whys.

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But...

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if I've learned anything,

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[sighs] it's that instead
of asking,

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"Why is this happening, God?"

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I ask, "Where are you
taking me?"

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His will is a mystery
to all of us.

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But his love is unconditional.

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And I believe he has
blessed you

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to keep living
the life you have.

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You owe that to your father.

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You owe that to your son.

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- [sobs] What if I can't?
- You can.

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We both can.

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It may just take
small steps at first.

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These are beads
from my wedding.

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Tim had them added
to a wreath

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that we had on our door
for Christmas.

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I've been carrying them
around with me since
his funeral.

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I just want to put them down.

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To make small steps first.

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Exactly.

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Oh, you're still sitting there.

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Hey.

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[John] Hmm.

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You seem like you have
a lot on your mind.

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I've been keeping something
from you, John.
And it's weighing on me.

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What is it?

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I went to see Lori
at the hospital.

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00:14:02,093 --> 00:14:06,055
- When?
- When you were with Luke.

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You know, you said yourself
that no one had been
to see her,

248
00:14:09,684 --> 00:14:13,563
not the family, no friends.

249
00:14:13,563 --> 00:14:16,357
I couldn't bear the thought
of her going through

250
00:14:16,357 --> 00:14:18,776
what she was going
through by herself.

251
00:14:20,028 --> 00:14:21,154
Was she awake?

252
00:14:22,238 --> 00:14:23,615
No, she was sleeping.

253
00:14:24,532 --> 00:14:27,076
I just sat with her,

254
00:14:27,076 --> 00:14:28,911
- I prayed.
- Mm.

255
00:14:28,911 --> 00:14:31,456
And then I left.

256
00:14:31,456 --> 00:14:34,500
I heard from the hospital,
she's coming out of it.

257
00:14:35,835 --> 00:14:37,295
I wonder...

258
00:14:38,880 --> 00:14:40,798
if Luke went by to see her.

259
00:14:40,798 --> 00:14:43,092
I hope he did. I mean, she...

260
00:14:43,092 --> 00:14:45,428
she really needs
someone now.

261
00:14:45,428 --> 00:14:48,097
I understand. I'm just...

262
00:14:50,058 --> 00:14:53,853
not sure it's wise for
either of us to get
involved here.

263
00:14:53,853 --> 00:14:57,565
All right, John. But I sense
that she's really in need.

264
00:14:57,565 --> 00:15:01,110
I know. And your heart
is in the right place.
It always is,

265
00:15:01,110 --> 00:15:02,737
but with Luke...

266
00:15:07,492 --> 00:15:11,079
[sighs] I just worry you could
do more harm than good.

267
00:15:11,079 --> 00:15:12,664
[sighs]

268
00:15:19,837 --> 00:15:21,172
[Luke] Whoo.

269
00:15:22,006 --> 00:15:23,633
Game point, coach.

270
00:15:25,009 --> 00:15:25,927
[Ryan] Ball.

271
00:15:31,974 --> 00:15:33,059
[grunts]

272
00:15:34,060 --> 00:15:35,978
- [grunts]
- Oh, whoa.

273
00:15:35,978 --> 00:15:39,273
- [Ryan] Get in, game!
- Ah, you really pushed, bro.

274
00:15:39,273 --> 00:15:40,942
Maybe I really wanted you
to talk.

275
00:15:42,527 --> 00:15:44,320
Why? Huh?

276
00:15:44,320 --> 00:15:46,447
I mean, I don't even know
how to start, buddy.

277
00:15:46,447 --> 00:15:49,242
Start wherever you want,
man. Come on, you can
tell me anything.

278
00:15:51,160 --> 00:15:52,245
Is it about Lori?

279
00:15:53,621 --> 00:15:56,332
- You haven't heard?
- Heard what?

280
00:15:56,332 --> 00:15:58,918
Lori's in the ICU, man.

281
00:15:58,918 --> 00:16:01,295
She got an infection
because she had an abortion.

282
00:16:03,005 --> 00:16:05,633
Luke, I'm... I'm sorry.

283
00:16:05,633 --> 00:16:07,802
Yeah. It gets a lot worse,
man. It's not even my kid.

284
00:16:09,178 --> 00:16:10,304
She's been cheating on me.

285
00:16:11,264 --> 00:16:13,808
So?

286
00:16:13,808 --> 00:16:16,102
- She's there alone right now.
- Did you not just hear me,
Ryan? She's been cheating--

287
00:16:16,102 --> 00:16:17,603
Yeah, all right. I know.
I heard you.

288
00:16:19,689 --> 00:16:21,983
And that sucks. But you're
in a relationship, man.

289
00:16:21,983 --> 00:16:24,694
She's been your world
these past few months.

290
00:16:24,694 --> 00:16:26,487
Abandoning her right now?

291
00:16:27,488 --> 00:16:28,740
In this state?

292
00:16:29,407 --> 00:16:31,492
Hey.

293
00:16:31,492 --> 00:16:33,077
- That's not who you are.
- Well, you have no idea
who I am anymore.

294
00:16:34,746 --> 00:16:35,913
Maybe not.

295
00:16:37,999 --> 00:16:42,128
But I know you're angry.
I can see it. I can feel it.

296
00:16:42,128 --> 00:16:45,006
Maybe you're mad at Lori,
maybe you're mad at
a lot more.

297
00:16:47,508 --> 00:16:49,802
You've been through so much
these past few months, man.

298
00:16:49,802 --> 00:16:51,971
It's okay to be a little
bit angry about what happened
to Reagan's--

299
00:16:51,971 --> 00:16:53,431
Look, I don't wanna hear
about Reagan.

300
00:16:53,431 --> 00:16:55,808
Why? Why, Ryan, huh?

301
00:16:55,808 --> 00:16:57,310
Why? There's nothing
you can say or do

302
00:16:57,310 --> 00:16:58,352
that's gonna change that, okay?

303
00:16:58,352 --> 00:17:00,271
And do not, please,

304
00:17:00,271 --> 00:17:01,355
do not say that they're
with God right now, Ryan, I...

305
00:17:02,732 --> 00:17:03,816
You know, man, just go.

306
00:17:03,816 --> 00:17:04,734
Honestly, just go.

307
00:17:09,155 --> 00:17:10,323
Never forget
I'm here for you, man.

308
00:17:16,954 --> 00:17:17,789
[door opens]

309
00:17:21,918 --> 00:17:22,752
[sighs]

310
00:17:41,938 --> 00:17:42,772
[chuckles]

311
00:17:56,702 --> 00:17:57,870
[chuckles] There you are.

312
00:17:59,705 --> 00:18:01,499
What're you doing?

313
00:18:01,499 --> 00:18:03,417
Just finding some pieces
of Dad's that I wanna keep.

314
00:18:03,417 --> 00:18:05,169
Oh, I think that's a nice idea.

315
00:18:06,045 --> 00:18:08,214
[both laugh]

316
00:18:08,214 --> 00:18:10,174
Oh, maybe you can pick
a few special things

317
00:18:10,174 --> 00:18:11,425
for Tommy to have
when he's older.

318
00:18:11,425 --> 00:18:12,343
Hmm. Yeah.

319
00:18:14,637 --> 00:18:15,638
- [both chuckling]
- [mother] That's cute.

320
00:18:17,098 --> 00:18:18,432
Want some help?

321
00:18:18,432 --> 00:18:19,475
Yeah, I'd love that.

322
00:18:19,475 --> 00:18:20,393
Okay.

323
00:18:21,352 --> 00:18:22,812
- Mm.
- Thank you, Mom.

324
00:18:24,188 --> 00:18:25,022
Of course.

325
00:18:25,022 --> 00:18:25,940
No.

326
00:18:27,108 --> 00:18:28,985
For everything.

327
00:18:28,985 --> 00:18:30,653
I could have never
gotten through any of this

328
00:18:30,653 --> 00:18:32,154
without you.

329
00:18:32,154 --> 00:18:34,282
No. You're stronger
than you realize.

330
00:18:36,075 --> 00:18:37,743
You're gonna move beyond this.

331
00:18:37,743 --> 00:18:38,828
Come here.

332
00:18:38,828 --> 00:18:40,037
[Reagan sighs]

333
00:18:41,956 --> 00:18:43,916
[Ashley] Where are we going?

334
00:18:43,916 --> 00:18:44,834
Oh, you'll see.

335
00:18:45,668 --> 00:18:46,502
Okay.

336
00:18:47,169 --> 00:18:48,796
Oh, man. Okay.

337
00:18:48,796 --> 00:18:49,839
I feel like I'm on the edge
of a cliff or something.

338
00:18:49,839 --> 00:18:50,756
[both chuckling]

339
00:18:51,173 --> 00:18:53,968
Because we are...

340
00:18:54,760 --> 00:18:55,595
[Landon chuckles]

341
00:18:56,220 --> 00:18:57,555
[Ashley gasps]

342
00:18:57,555 --> 00:18:59,348
I could not wait
to show it to you.

343
00:19:00,766 --> 00:19:01,601
Wow.

344
00:19:02,768 --> 00:19:03,603
[chuckles]

345
00:19:05,062 --> 00:19:07,064
[Landon] Ash.

346
00:19:07,064 --> 00:19:10,026
I'm sorry I was so distant
before you came here.

347
00:19:10,985 --> 00:19:12,194
It's because of Reagan.

348
00:19:12,194 --> 00:19:13,779
I wanted to protect her privacy

349
00:19:13,779 --> 00:19:15,781
and I couldn't imagine
lying to you.

350
00:19:16,908 --> 00:19:17,742
[chuckles]

351
00:19:19,035 --> 00:19:22,121
So, it was easier to ignore me?

352
00:19:22,997 --> 00:19:24,582
- Ash.
- Mm?

353
00:19:24,582 --> 00:19:26,208
The last thing I wanna do
is hurt you or Cole.

354
00:19:28,377 --> 00:19:29,837
That might be
out of your control.

355
00:19:30,713 --> 00:19:32,131
Cole...

356
00:19:32,131 --> 00:19:33,716
He's been asking about you.

357
00:19:35,092 --> 00:19:36,844
How long you'll be here,

358
00:19:37,929 --> 00:19:38,971
when you're coming back.

359
00:19:42,600 --> 00:19:43,935
I haven't known what to say.

360
00:19:44,644 --> 00:19:45,478
It's hard.

361
00:19:46,729 --> 00:19:48,648
But I really like
what I'm doing here,

362
00:19:48,648 --> 00:19:49,982
and there's so much need.

363
00:19:55,571 --> 00:19:57,281
I'm happy for you.

364
00:19:57,281 --> 00:19:58,699
Doesn't sound
like you meant that.

365
00:19:59,241 --> 00:20:00,076
Hmm.

366
00:20:01,577 --> 00:20:02,411
Ash?

367
00:20:08,584 --> 00:20:09,460
Talk to me.

368
00:20:12,421 --> 00:20:13,255
It's just...

369
00:20:15,925 --> 00:20:18,636
I don't know what we're doing.

370
00:20:18,636 --> 00:20:21,472
You know, sometimes I feel
we're building toward

371
00:20:22,390 --> 00:20:23,933
really being together.

372
00:20:25,476 --> 00:20:26,394
Other times...

373
00:20:28,145 --> 00:20:29,063
I don't know.

374
00:20:29,063 --> 00:20:30,982
Yeah, I know.

375
00:20:30,982 --> 00:20:33,150
I never know if I should be
calling you or not.

376
00:20:33,150 --> 00:20:34,151
It's confusing.

377
00:20:38,280 --> 00:20:39,782
That's the thing, Landon.

378
00:20:41,450 --> 00:20:42,284
It's not...

379
00:20:42,994 --> 00:20:44,203
confusing to me.

380
00:20:45,913 --> 00:20:48,833
I'm finally realizing...
[chuckles]

381
00:20:48,833 --> 00:20:50,418
I can't be your friend.

382
00:20:52,086 --> 00:20:55,172
I can't talk to you
every now and then.

383
00:20:56,632 --> 00:20:58,634
I miss you too much.

384
00:21:01,971 --> 00:21:05,057
But I'm here for now
and you're back home.

385
00:21:05,057 --> 00:21:06,976
Yeah, I know. But...

386
00:21:09,395 --> 00:21:10,855
I think we can make it work.

387
00:21:13,399 --> 00:21:15,026
- Landon.
- Hmm?

388
00:21:15,026 --> 00:21:17,278
I want you in my life.

389
00:21:17,278 --> 00:21:19,071
I want you in Cole's life.

390
00:21:19,071 --> 00:21:20,698
Then we should try
being together.

391
00:21:20,698 --> 00:21:21,615
Long distance.

392
00:21:22,450 --> 00:21:24,118
Yeah?

393
00:21:24,118 --> 00:21:26,787
As together as we can be
when we're apart?

394
00:21:30,207 --> 00:21:31,125
What do you think?

395
00:21:39,592 --> 00:21:41,010
- [chuckles] Good answer.
- [laughs]

396
00:21:49,143 --> 00:21:50,644
[monitor beeping]

397
00:22:05,076 --> 00:22:05,951
You came back.

398
00:22:08,704 --> 00:22:09,538
Yeah.

399
00:22:11,332 --> 00:22:12,166
To say I'm sorry.

400
00:22:13,709 --> 00:22:15,503
No, I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.

401
00:22:17,505 --> 00:22:19,507
Look, I, uh...

402
00:22:19,507 --> 00:22:21,842
I know thigs have been tough
between us.

403
00:22:25,096 --> 00:22:28,307
I really care about you, Lori.

404
00:22:28,307 --> 00:22:31,602
You've been the only thing
getting me through
these past few months.

405
00:22:31,602 --> 00:22:33,771
And I just, uh...

406
00:22:33,771 --> 00:22:35,272
Do you think
there's any way
we can make it work together?

407
00:22:36,816 --> 00:22:39,401
I don't know, I just feel
really lost right now.

408
00:22:39,401 --> 00:22:41,278
I know. Me too.

409
00:22:41,278 --> 00:22:43,489
Just give me some time
to think about things, okay?

410
00:22:47,576 --> 00:22:48,994
Thanks for coming back.

411
00:22:48,994 --> 00:22:50,079
I never should have left.

412
00:22:50,788 --> 00:22:51,622
[Luke sighs]

413
00:22:59,588 --> 00:23:01,882
[Elizabeth] Next time
on <i>The Baxters...</i>

414
00:23:01,882 --> 00:23:02,800
Hi.

415
00:23:03,551 --> 00:23:05,052
Lori.

416
00:23:05,052 --> 00:23:06,428
Did you come and see me
the other day?

417
00:23:06,428 --> 00:23:08,264
Could we maybe talk?

418
00:23:08,264 --> 00:23:10,057
I have to keep this from Luke,
and Luke from them,

419
00:23:10,057 --> 00:23:11,308
and Reagan from everyone.

420
00:23:11,308 --> 00:23:14,061
[Erika] Mr. Baxter! Hi.

421
00:23:14,937 --> 00:23:17,148
Hi.

422
00:23:17,148 --> 00:23:20,401
We're ideally looking for
a date nine, maybe ten months
from today.

423
00:23:20,401 --> 00:23:22,528
Looks like our next
available date

424
00:23:22,528 --> 00:23:23,946
is one month from today.

425
00:23:23,946 --> 00:23:26,407
Maybe getting it
together faster

426
00:23:26,407 --> 00:23:28,325
will help us focus on
what really matters most.

427
00:23:28,325 --> 00:23:30,870
I feel like
I can celebrate Tim's life

428
00:23:30,870 --> 00:23:32,997
by celebrating Jessie.

429
00:23:32,997 --> 00:23:36,125
Would anyone else help you
to feel more connected to Tim?

430
00:23:36,125 --> 00:23:37,042
[Kari] No.

431
00:23:40,171 --> 00:23:42,047
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