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It's just
a telemarketer.
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You look way more
nervous than I'd be
for a telemarketer.
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I just wish I could
figure out how to
get through to him.
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But he... He doesn't want to
hear anything I have to say.
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She's got an infection
because she got an abortion.
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- I'm sorry.
- It gets a lot worse, man.
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It's not even my kid.
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I went to see Lori
at the hospital.
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My heart is aching for her.
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She really needs someone now.
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Landon, I want you in my life.
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I want you in Cole's life.
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The one year
anniversary of Tim's death
is coming up.
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I've been carrying them
around with me
since his funeral.
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I just want to put them down.
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{\an8}♪ 'Cause life has a way
Of pulling us under ♪
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{\an8}♪ But we'll stick it out ♪
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{\an8}♪ If we got each other ♪
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{\an8}♪ When it all feels too much ♪
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{\an8}♪ I know you'll come running
For me ♪
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{\an8}♪ Through the highs and lows
We'll find our way home ♪
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{\an8}♪ Family ♪
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{\an8}♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
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{\an8}♪ Family ♪
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I'm sorry, what?
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Shh! Just keep it down.
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{\an8}How? You just dropped
a bomb on me.
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{\an8}I might need you to walk me
through this again.
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{\an8}Okay, Landon isn't
cheating on me.
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{\an8}He was distant
because he coincidentally
reconnected with Reagan,
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{\an8}who just gave birth
to Luke's baby.
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{\an8}- This is crazy.
- I know!
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{\an8}And you can't tell Luke.
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{\an8}She begged us not to.
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{\an8}Ash, I say this with love.
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{\an8}Your family is
full of drama.
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{\an8}Hey, every family
has their drama.
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{\an8}Worst my family has?
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{\an8}Grandpa counting cards
at the Sunday
family poker night.
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{\an8}Okay, just please
don't make me
regret telling you.
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{\an8}I am freaking out from
keeping so many secrets.
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{\an8}Oh. Like, what else?
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{\an8}Okay, so my family
doesn't know,
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{\an8}but I've been talking
to Luke for months.
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{\an8}- Holy plot twist.
- Yeah.
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{\an8}Yeah. So now I have to keep
this from Luke
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{\an8}and Luke from them.
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{\an8}And Reagan from everyone.
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{\an8}What?
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{\an8}Mr. Baxter.
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{\an8}Hi. What are you doing here?
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{\an8}Hi. It seems like
I'm interrupting
something juicy.
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{\an8}No, no, it was just...
Just work.
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{\an8}- You know, gossip.
- Ah.
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{\an8}Well, I brought
some sandwiches
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{\an8}from that new place
next to the hospital,
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{\an8}and I don't know,
thought maybe I could
catch you on your break,
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{\an8}and you could tell me
about your trip.
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{\an8}Yeah. Yes, yes.
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{\an8}Sandwiches, that's...
Definitely.
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{\an8}Yeah. Um, we're just
gonna finish up cleaning
in a little bit,
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{\an8}and I will meet you
right out there.
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{\an8}Okay.
Okay.
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How are you doing?
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So, how have things
been going, Kari?
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Pretty well.
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I'm feeling
a little better.
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That's great.
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Well, you look
well rested.
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Have you been
sleeping better?
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I have been.
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Good. And what's changed?
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Well, I reconnected
with a friend
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who helped me want to look
towards the future
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and still honor the past.
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That's beautiful.
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Especially considering that
the anniversary is coming up.
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Yeah, I feel like I can
celebrate Tim's life by...
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celebrating Jessie.
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Perfect.
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And so maybe a quieter party
for her birthday.
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Who would you want to include?
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Well, I know my entire family
will want to celebrate her
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and be there for me,
but honestly,
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I'd like it if it were
just Ryan and my parents.
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Yeah, well,
they're your support system.
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Would anyone else help you
to feel more connected to Tim?
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Um...
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no.
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And that's okay.
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Kari. It's healthy to instill
boundaries right now,
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to be able to communicate
to your family what you need.
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They'll understand.
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Hi.
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Lori. Oh, hi.
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Is this the nursery
you designed?
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Luke told me about it.
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He did?
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Tuned out really great.
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Is there something
I can help you with?
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This is gonna sound
really weird, but...
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did you come and see me
the other day at the hospital?
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Yes, I did.
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John, my husband,
he's a doctor,
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and he was doing his rounds
at the hospital
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when he saw you there.
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He mentioned that
Luke wasn't with you.
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And I... I just thought
that was wrong.
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That you shouldn't
be by yourself.
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That's really kind of you.
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I'm sure you have
a lot of questions
about Luke and everything.
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Could we maybe talk?
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Sure.
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So this woman,
Cynthia Wellington,
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is really well known
in the gallery world.
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She loved my stuff.
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Sorry, work.
In the art world,
we call it "work."
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Okay, hang on. Am I gonna
have to take notes here?
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Not yet. Anyway.
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She wants to include me
in her next collection
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- of artists showing
at her gallery.
- Hey!
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I know! I just have to finish
a batch of new stuff
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- for her to include.
- Uh, you mean "work."
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Right.
Aw!
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Ashley, I am
so proud of you.
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Having the courage
to follow your dreams.
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Not many people do that.
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Says a lot about you.
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Thanks, Dad.
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Thank you.
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So, uh...
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Did I hear you and Erika
talking about Luke?
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Um...
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Yeah, but it was nothing.
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Ah...
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Didn't seem like nothing.
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Dad...
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I've been in touch with Luke
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a little bit
over the past few months.
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- You've seen him?
- Only once.
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We mostly just text
from time to time, but...
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Hey, at least
he's still in touch.
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Dad, I'm sorry.
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I didn't know what to do,
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and I didn't want
to lose him completely.
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I understand.
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You're a good sister.
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Have you talked to him lately?
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No.
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Not since before the trip,
but why?
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Well, I happen to know
he's having...
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a more difficult time
than before.
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What happened?
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It's not for me to say.
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I want to help him.
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So I have a confession
to make, too.
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I came here today
with an ulterior motive.
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When I was unpacking
for the new house,
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I came across Luke's Bible.
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And I was thinking,
since you and Luke repaired
your relationship awhile back,
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you might be
the right person to...
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give this back to him.
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Seems like I was more right
than I knew.
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Of course.
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I'll bring it to him
right after work.
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Thank you.
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I know why Luke
is so comfortable...
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being close to you.
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You know what it's like to...
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question your faith,
and rediscover it.
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You think
you could remind him...
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that he's not alone in this?
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And, uh,
he can walk this off.
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Thank you.
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Whew, I needed that
more than you know.
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Okay, these are
supposed to be great.
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It's so nice in here.
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I haven't spent
much time in churches.
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How are you feeling?
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Fine.
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I hope you've been able to...
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reach out to loved ones
and friends for support,
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like your mother, perhaps.
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Mrs. Baxter,
can I ask you something?
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Well, of course.
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And, please, call me Elizabeth.
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Why are you being
so kind to me?
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Well, Luke cares
so much about you...
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and he's my son.
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I'm just sort of
surprised, I guess.
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I though you'd hate me
after everything
that's happened.
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I don't hate you.
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I may not agree
with your choices,
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Lori, but I don't hate you.
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About my mom...
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She doesn't know.
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She wouldn't be much support
even if she did.
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She's an alcoholic,
and my dad left
when I was really young.
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- I'm so sorry.
- No.
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Don't be. I'm way better off
without that loser.
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Um, Luke doesn't
even know this,
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but when I was four years old,
I was diagnosed with leukemia.
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My dad left
the very next day.
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Literally 24 hours later.
I mean, who does that?
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Just walked out on my mom--
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And you.
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I'm also a cancer survivor.
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And I can't imagine people
leaving during that time.
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Yeah.
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I was young
but I remember it all.
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It's when my mom
started drinking and...
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Yeah, I guess
I've never really lived
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the Baxter family fairy tale.
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No one lives
a fairy tale life, Lori.
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Is that what you
wanted to tell me?
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No, that...
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That just sort of came out.
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Sorry, I didn't think
I would share that much.
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What I wanted to tell you
is that it's not... Luke's.
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The pregnancy.
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I didn't know if he would
tell you, but I...
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I thought you should know
in case the idea that it was
made things worse.
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I know things are rough
for you guys right now.
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Thanks for telling me.
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Luke's a really good guy.
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He's just lost.
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I know.
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It's really nice
to talk to someone
about this.
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There's not a lot of people
in my life I can trust.
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The pastor of this church
is a wonderful woman
called Mariana.
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She could be
a great resource for you.
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You think maybe we could
talk again sometime?
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Uh, I'm not sure.
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Yeah. I mean,
it'd probably have to be
without Luke knowing.
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I just think that it might
really help me get
through all of this.
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Let me think about it, okay?
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Hey.
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Hey.
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What have we here?
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- Hot chocolate.
- Hot chocolate.
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- On a week night?
- Uh-huh.
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- Are you nuts?
- Hey, if you don't want it,
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I'll drink 'em both.
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Oh, hang on. Let's not do
anything crazy here.
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Mmm!
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Thank you.
How was your day?
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It was long.
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Lori came to visit.
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Oh.
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She stopped by the nursery.
She wanted to talk.
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Did Luke know she was
gonna be stopping by?
252
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No, and she asked me
not to tell him.
253
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I already don't like
the sound of this.
254
00:13:44,367 --> 00:13:45,410
She told me that...
255
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That she cheated on Luke.
256
00:13:49,998 --> 00:13:52,709
She wanted us to know
so that we wouldn't blame him
257
00:13:52,709 --> 00:13:56,129
for everything that had
happened to her.
258
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She opened up, you know,
about her family...
259
00:14:00,758 --> 00:14:02,135
everything.
260
00:14:02,135 --> 00:14:05,346
I feel like
we really connected.
261
00:14:05,346 --> 00:14:08,641
I just don't like the idea
of us going behind Luke's back.
262
00:14:08,641 --> 00:14:12,687
But she's really hurting,
you know, she's...
263
00:14:13,646 --> 00:14:15,523
reaching out for help.
264
00:14:15,523 --> 00:14:18,026
You sure you're the one
who should be giving it to her?
265
00:14:18,026 --> 00:14:20,445
I just don't know how
to turn my back on her
266
00:14:20,445 --> 00:14:23,197
when she's in
so much need, you know?
267
00:14:24,407 --> 00:14:26,117
I mean, honestly, John,
268
00:14:27,076 --> 00:14:28,411
what would you do?
269
00:14:28,411 --> 00:14:29,912
Ugh, I feel like...
270
00:14:33,875 --> 00:14:35,585
I feel like we're being tested.
271
00:14:39,464 --> 00:14:42,091
Luke, I don't know what to say.
272
00:14:42,091 --> 00:14:44,344
I figured you already knew.
273
00:14:44,344 --> 00:14:46,638
Gossip spreads like
wildfire with the Baxters.
274
00:14:49,057 --> 00:14:49,974
I'm sorry.
275
00:14:51,768 --> 00:14:54,145
How are you
handling it all?
276
00:14:54,145 --> 00:14:55,563
I think that I haven't been.
277
00:14:56,606 --> 00:14:58,941
You know?
I just feel numb.
278
00:14:59,567 --> 00:15:01,277
Yeah.
279
00:15:01,277 --> 00:15:06,240
I've definitely been
in that place before.
280
00:15:06,240 --> 00:15:09,494
And I remember
not wanting to talk
to a single soul about it.
281
00:15:10,453 --> 00:15:13,039
But that was a mistake.
282
00:15:14,791 --> 00:15:16,834
Okay? I needed people.
283
00:15:16,834 --> 00:15:19,212
You need people.
284
00:15:19,212 --> 00:15:20,338
I don't know.
285
00:15:21,756 --> 00:15:25,635
I don't know.
I'm scared, Ash.
286
00:15:25,635 --> 00:15:27,970
I mean, If I can't make
things work with Lori,
what else do I have?
287
00:15:31,641 --> 00:15:32,517
You have me.
288
00:15:33,851 --> 00:15:37,021
You have our whole family.
Always.
289
00:15:37,021 --> 00:15:41,484
You're the only one
that doesn't make me feel
like you're judging me,
290
00:15:41,484 --> 00:15:43,403
all the time.
291
00:15:43,403 --> 00:15:45,196
I mean, even right now,
just coming here,
292
00:15:45,196 --> 00:15:47,323
to say hi and check in
without some other motive.
293
00:15:52,745 --> 00:15:53,579
Yeah.
294
00:15:55,957 --> 00:15:58,751
I know what it feels like
to need time away.
295
00:15:58,751 --> 00:16:01,129
Yeah, I just...
296
00:16:01,129 --> 00:16:03,506
I never thought that I would
be in this situation.
297
00:16:03,506 --> 00:16:05,133
I want it to be over,
you know?
298
00:16:05,133 --> 00:16:07,301
I want things to go back
to normal with Lori.
299
00:16:07,301 --> 00:16:09,721
Although, Lori would
probably say
300
00:16:09,721 --> 00:16:11,889
that I haven't been normal
in a long time.
301
00:16:16,477 --> 00:16:19,063
I'm sorry, I gotta take this
but it'll just be
one minute, okay?
302
00:16:19,063 --> 00:16:20,398
I really wanna keep talking.
303
00:16:23,860 --> 00:16:24,777
Hello?
304
00:16:27,864 --> 00:16:29,240
Okay.
305
00:16:29,240 --> 00:16:30,575
Yeah, yeah.
I'm in the middle...
306
00:16:50,803 --> 00:16:53,055
Come on.
307
00:16:53,055 --> 00:16:55,308
It's perfect.
308
00:16:55,308 --> 00:16:58,144
A little rugged for me,
little fancy for you.
309
00:17:00,730 --> 00:17:01,606
You're right.
310
00:17:02,440 --> 00:17:03,900
Simple but unique.
311
00:17:04,817 --> 00:17:06,861
Elegant but understated.
312
00:17:09,155 --> 00:17:11,616
- Thank you for doing
all the work to find it.
- Of course.
313
00:17:11,616 --> 00:17:13,284
Feeling better
about everything?
314
00:17:13,284 --> 00:17:14,327
I'm getting there.
315
00:17:18,039 --> 00:17:19,957
So, what are we thinking?
316
00:17:19,957 --> 00:17:21,334
We love it.
317
00:17:21,334 --> 00:17:22,835
We're ideally looking
for a date
318
00:17:22,835 --> 00:17:25,379
nine, maybe ten months
from today?
319
00:17:25,379 --> 00:17:28,049
Ah, sorry, but there's no way.
320
00:17:28,049 --> 00:17:30,218
We typically book
12 months in advance.
321
00:17:30,218 --> 00:17:31,761
A full year?
322
00:17:31,761 --> 00:17:33,721
Unless you're
the spontaneous type.
323
00:17:33,721 --> 00:17:35,181
I just got off
the phone with a bride
324
00:17:35,181 --> 00:17:36,849
who had cold feet
and canceled.
325
00:17:37,683 --> 00:17:38,684
When's that date?
326
00:17:38,684 --> 00:17:40,061
One month from today.
327
00:17:40,061 --> 00:17:41,854
No, absolutely not.
328
00:17:41,854 --> 00:17:43,981
Okay.
329
00:17:43,981 --> 00:17:47,777
Looks like our
next available date
is 18 months from now.
330
00:17:47,777 --> 00:17:49,445
Can we have a minute
to talk this through?
331
00:17:49,445 --> 00:17:50,363
Of course.
332
00:17:55,284 --> 00:17:57,537
A month? Ryan, that's crazy.
333
00:17:57,537 --> 00:18:00,122
Is it? I mean, we always
talked about keeping it simple.
334
00:18:00,122 --> 00:18:01,123
Maybe...
335
00:18:03,084 --> 00:18:05,211
Maybe getting it
together faster
336
00:18:05,211 --> 00:18:07,630
will help us focus
on what really matters most.
337
00:18:07,630 --> 00:18:10,466
I can tell by the look
on your face. You think we
should just go for it.
338
00:18:10,466 --> 00:18:12,677
Kari, I've been ready
to be with you my whole life.
339
00:18:15,555 --> 00:18:17,640
But it's happening faster
than you can imagine.
340
00:18:19,684 --> 00:18:20,685
So, I get it.
341
00:18:22,478 --> 00:18:23,437
Let me sleep on it?
342
00:18:24,397 --> 00:18:25,273
Of course.
343
00:18:28,192 --> 00:18:30,486
How's it been
in sunny California?
344
00:18:30,486 --> 00:18:32,989
It would be a whole lot
sunnier if you were here.
345
00:18:32,989 --> 00:18:35,783
Oh, man, you can be
cheesy sometimes.
346
00:18:39,912 --> 00:18:41,873
I really missed you
today, Landon.
347
00:18:41,873 --> 00:18:42,957
Why? What's wrong?
348
00:18:44,333 --> 00:18:45,293
I...
349
00:18:46,919 --> 00:18:50,756
I can't really talk about it.
Just family stuff.
350
00:18:50,756 --> 00:18:52,967
Well, I'm here for you, Ash,
if you ever need to talk.
351
00:18:52,967 --> 00:18:53,885
You know that.
352
00:18:55,720 --> 00:18:57,722
I do.
353
00:18:57,722 --> 00:19:00,892
Hey, where are you right now?
You at the station?
354
00:19:00,892 --> 00:19:03,436
Um, just doing some errands.
355
00:19:03,436 --> 00:19:05,354
Hey, listen,
can I call you back?
356
00:19:05,354 --> 00:19:07,148
- Absolutely.
- All right.
357
00:19:09,483 --> 00:19:10,651
Was that the lucky lady?
358
00:19:11,235 --> 00:19:12,612
Yeah.
359
00:19:12,612 --> 00:19:14,071
When did you realize
she was the one?
360
00:19:15,489 --> 00:19:17,366
Oh, I've always known.
361
00:19:17,366 --> 00:19:19,994
Since the moment I met her.
I mean, she's just...
362
00:19:20,912 --> 00:19:21,954
She's one of a kind.
363
00:19:25,041 --> 00:19:26,167
Like this?
364
00:19:31,923 --> 00:19:33,174
It's perfect.
365
00:19:33,966 --> 00:19:35,051
She'll love it.
366
00:19:36,928 --> 00:19:38,095
Wow.
367
00:20:28,896 --> 00:20:31,899
Thank you.
368
00:20:45,037 --> 00:20:47,248
Diane. Hi.
369
00:20:47,248 --> 00:20:48,332
Hi.
370
00:20:48,332 --> 00:20:49,834
I've been trying to call.
371
00:20:49,834 --> 00:20:52,253
Uh, I know. I'm sorry.
372
00:20:52,253 --> 00:20:54,171
I haven't been able
to reach you
373
00:20:54,171 --> 00:20:55,840
and I started to worry.
374
00:20:55,840 --> 00:20:58,592
Oh, of course.
Uh, I'm sorry. I just...
375
00:21:00,469 --> 00:21:02,805
Sorry, my brain is in
a million places right now.
376
00:21:02,805 --> 00:21:05,141
I called because
my teaching schedule
377
00:21:05,141 --> 00:21:07,351
made it so that I could be here
378
00:21:07,351 --> 00:21:10,563
for the anniversary
of Tim's passing
and Jessie's first birthday.
379
00:21:10,563 --> 00:21:12,314
So...
380
00:21:12,314 --> 00:21:14,483
I can't believe
it's a year tomorrow already.
381
00:21:14,483 --> 00:21:16,402
Yeah. Honey, I can, um,
382
00:21:16,402 --> 00:21:18,612
stay at a hotel in the area
if that would be better.
383
00:21:18,612 --> 00:21:20,448
- I just--
- No.
384
00:21:20,448 --> 00:21:21,699
- I'm happy to have you.
Come on in.
- Yeah?
385
00:21:21,699 --> 00:21:23,117
Jessie will be thrilled.
386
00:21:23,117 --> 00:21:24,368
Okay.
387
00:21:27,079 --> 00:21:27,997
Thank you.
388
00:21:29,749 --> 00:21:33,085
Look at this precious baby.
389
00:21:33,085 --> 00:21:35,463
Oh, she looks
just like my Tim.
390
00:21:40,551 --> 00:21:43,304
Next time
on The Baxters...
- Hello.
391
00:21:43,304 --> 00:21:44,847
Ashley, it's Cynthia.
392
00:21:44,847 --> 00:21:46,682
I have some fabulous news.
393
00:21:46,682 --> 00:21:48,559
Diane. How are you?
394
00:21:48,559 --> 00:21:50,770
I'm good. How are you?
395
00:21:50,770 --> 00:21:53,022
- Ryan, she doesn't know
we're engaged.
- Why?
396
00:21:53,022 --> 00:21:55,274
I'm trying not
to take it personally.
397
00:21:55,274 --> 00:21:56,984
That you don't want
to tell Diane
that we're getting married.
398
00:21:56,984 --> 00:21:58,611
But I'm having a hard time.
399
00:21:58,611 --> 00:22:00,946
I know you're hurting, Luke.
400
00:22:00,946 --> 00:22:02,114
Don't stand there and act
like you understand
what I'm going through,
401
00:22:02,114 --> 00:22:03,491
because you have no idea.
402
00:22:03,491 --> 00:22:05,326
I've been praying
for you, Lori.
403
00:22:05,326 --> 00:22:08,037
John, you remember Lori.
404
00:22:08,037 --> 00:22:12,583
Diane, I have to confess
something that I've been
afraid to admit.
405
00:22:12,583 --> 00:22:14,251
Hello?
406
00:22:14,251 --> 00:22:15,503
Is this
Miss Ashley Baxter?