1 00:00:06,884 --> 00:00:07,718 [cell phone ringing] 2 00:00:08,719 --> 00:00:10,721 [Kari] It's just a telemarketer. 3 00:00:10,721 --> 00:00:12,806 You look way more nervous than I'd be for a telemarketer. 4 00:00:12,806 --> 00:00:15,809 I just wish I could figure out how to get through to him. 5 00:00:15,809 --> 00:00:18,228 But he... He doesn't want to hear anything I have to say. 6 00:00:18,228 --> 00:00:20,063 She's got an infection because she got an abortion. 7 00:00:20,063 --> 00:00:21,523 - I'm sorry. - It gets a lot worse, man. 8 00:00:21,523 --> 00:00:23,442 It's not even my kid. 9 00:00:23,442 --> 00:00:25,611 [Elizabeth] I went to see Lori at the hospital. 10 00:00:25,611 --> 00:00:27,946 My heart is aching for her. 11 00:00:27,946 --> 00:00:30,115 She really needs someone now. 12 00:00:30,115 --> 00:00:33,494 Landon, I want you in my life. 13 00:00:33,494 --> 00:00:36,246 I want you in Cole's life. 14 00:00:36,246 --> 00:00:39,082 [Kari] The one year anniversary of Tim's death is coming up. 15 00:00:39,082 --> 00:00:41,627 I've been carrying them around with me since his funeral. 16 00:00:41,627 --> 00:00:44,505 I just want to put them down. 17 00:00:46,715 --> 00:00:48,550 [theme song playing] 18 00:00:48,550 --> 00:00:52,763 {\an8}♪ 'Cause life has a way Of pulling us under ♪ 19 00:00:52,763 --> 00:00:55,682 {\an8}♪ But we'll stick it out ♪ 20 00:00:55,682 --> 00:00:58,435 {\an8}♪ If we got each other ♪ 21 00:00:58,435 --> 00:01:01,605 {\an8}♪ When it all feels too much ♪ 22 00:01:01,605 --> 00:01:05,651 {\an8}♪ I know you'll come running For me ♪ 23 00:01:05,651 --> 00:01:10,155 {\an8}♪ Through the highs and lows We'll find our way home ♪ 24 00:01:10,155 --> 00:01:11,198 {\an8}♪ Family ♪ 25 00:01:13,408 --> 00:01:15,661 {\an8}♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 26 00:01:15,661 --> 00:01:17,412 {\an8}♪ Family ♪ 27 00:01:31,468 --> 00:01:33,136 I'm sorry, what? 28 00:01:33,136 --> 00:01:35,097 Shh! Just keep it down. 29 00:01:35,097 --> 00:01:37,683 {\an8}How? You just dropped a bomb on me. 30 00:01:39,768 --> 00:01:42,187 {\an8}I might need you to walk me through this again. 31 00:01:42,187 --> 00:01:44,398 {\an8}Okay, Landon isn't cheating on me. 32 00:01:44,398 --> 00:01:46,316 {\an8}He was distant because he coincidentally reconnected with Reagan, 33 00:01:46,316 --> 00:01:48,402 {\an8}who just gave birth to Luke's baby. 34 00:01:48,402 --> 00:01:50,320 {\an8}- This is crazy. - I know! 35 00:01:50,320 --> 00:01:51,405 {\an8}And you can't tell Luke. 36 00:01:51,405 --> 00:01:53,198 {\an8}She begged us not to. 37 00:01:53,198 --> 00:01:54,783 {\an8}Ash, I say this with love. 38 00:01:54,783 --> 00:01:57,077 {\an8}Your family is full of drama. 39 00:01:57,077 --> 00:01:59,204 {\an8}Hey, every family has their drama. 40 00:01:59,204 --> 00:02:01,331 {\an8}Worst my family has? 41 00:02:01,331 --> 00:02:03,292 {\an8}Grandpa counting cards at the Sunday family poker night. 42 00:02:03,292 --> 00:02:05,460 {\an8}Okay, just please don't make me regret telling you. 43 00:02:05,460 --> 00:02:07,379 {\an8}I am freaking out from keeping so many secrets. 44 00:02:08,380 --> 00:02:10,090 {\an8}Oh. Like, what else? 45 00:02:13,760 --> 00:02:15,178 {\an8}[sighs] 46 00:02:17,681 --> 00:02:19,600 {\an8}Okay, so my family doesn't know, 47 00:02:19,600 --> 00:02:21,518 {\an8}but I've been talking to Luke for months. 48 00:02:21,518 --> 00:02:23,228 {\an8}- Holy plot twist. - Yeah. 49 00:02:23,228 --> 00:02:25,188 {\an8}Yeah. So now I have to keep this from Luke 50 00:02:25,188 --> 00:02:26,273 {\an8}and Luke from them. 51 00:02:26,273 --> 00:02:28,150 {\an8}And Reagan from everyone. 52 00:02:28,150 --> 00:02:29,318 {\an8}What? 53 00:02:29,318 --> 00:02:30,527 {\an8}Mr. Baxter. 54 00:02:31,737 --> 00:02:34,031 {\an8}Hi. What are you doing here? 55 00:02:34,031 --> 00:02:40,120 {\an8}Hi. It seems like I'm interrupting something juicy. 56 00:02:40,120 --> 00:02:43,624 {\an8}No, no, it was just... Just work. 57 00:02:43,624 --> 00:02:45,292 {\an8}- You know, gossip. - Ah. 58 00:02:45,292 --> 00:02:46,960 {\an8}Well, I brought some sandwiches 59 00:02:46,960 --> 00:02:49,087 {\an8}from that new place next to the hospital, 60 00:02:49,087 --> 00:02:51,423 {\an8}and I don't know, thought maybe I could catch you on your break, 61 00:02:51,423 --> 00:02:53,342 {\an8}and you could tell me about your trip. 62 00:02:53,342 --> 00:02:55,385 {\an8}Yeah. Yes, yes. 63 00:02:55,385 --> 00:02:57,971 {\an8}Sandwiches, that's... Definitely. 64 00:02:57,971 --> 00:03:00,933 {\an8}Yeah. Um, we're just gonna finish up cleaning in a little bit, 65 00:03:00,933 --> 00:03:04,227 {\an8}and I will meet you right out there. 66 00:03:04,227 --> 00:03:06,188 {\an8}- Okay. - [Ashley] Okay. 67 00:03:08,815 --> 00:03:10,317 {\an8}[John] How are you doing? 68 00:03:15,030 --> 00:03:16,490 {\an8}[sighs] 69 00:03:16,490 --> 00:03:18,325 So, how have things been going, Kari? 70 00:03:18,325 --> 00:03:19,701 Pretty well. 71 00:03:19,701 --> 00:03:22,496 I'm feeling a little better. 72 00:03:22,496 --> 00:03:23,872 That's great. 73 00:03:23,872 --> 00:03:25,582 Well, you look well rested. 74 00:03:25,582 --> 00:03:27,125 Have you been sleeping better? 75 00:03:27,125 --> 00:03:28,460 I have been. 76 00:03:28,460 --> 00:03:30,879 Good. And what's changed? 77 00:03:33,507 --> 00:03:35,550 Well, I reconnected with a friend 78 00:03:35,550 --> 00:03:38,261 who helped me want to look towards the future 79 00:03:38,261 --> 00:03:40,097 and still honor the past. 80 00:03:40,097 --> 00:03:42,265 That's beautiful. 81 00:03:42,265 --> 00:03:45,394 Especially considering that the anniversary is coming up. 82 00:03:45,394 --> 00:03:48,939 Yeah, I feel like I can celebrate Tim's life by... 83 00:03:50,190 --> 00:03:51,274 celebrating Jessie. 84 00:03:51,274 --> 00:03:52,943 Perfect. 85 00:03:52,943 --> 00:03:56,363 And so maybe a quieter party for her birthday. 86 00:03:56,363 --> 00:03:58,407 Who would you want to include? 87 00:04:00,450 --> 00:04:03,453 Well, I know my entire family will want to celebrate her 88 00:04:03,453 --> 00:04:07,249 and be there for me, but honestly, 89 00:04:07,249 --> 00:04:11,503 I'd like it if it were just Ryan and my parents. 90 00:04:11,503 --> 00:04:15,007 Yeah, well, they're your support system. 91 00:04:15,007 --> 00:04:18,176 Would anyone else help you to feel more connected to Tim? 92 00:04:21,263 --> 00:04:22,472 Um... 93 00:04:23,473 --> 00:04:24,391 no. 94 00:04:25,642 --> 00:04:27,728 And that's okay. 95 00:04:27,728 --> 00:04:31,815 Kari. It's healthy to instill boundaries right now, 96 00:04:31,815 --> 00:04:34,317 to be able to communicate to your family what you need. 97 00:04:34,317 --> 00:04:35,861 They'll understand. 98 00:04:46,788 --> 00:04:47,622 Hi. 99 00:04:49,541 --> 00:04:51,918 Lori. Oh, hi. 100 00:04:51,918 --> 00:04:53,336 Is this the nursery you designed? 101 00:04:55,380 --> 00:04:56,298 Luke told me about it. 102 00:04:58,717 --> 00:04:59,634 He did? 103 00:05:00,886 --> 00:05:02,012 Tuned out really great. 104 00:05:04,431 --> 00:05:06,433 Is there something I can help you with? 105 00:05:08,810 --> 00:05:11,021 This is gonna sound really weird, but... 106 00:05:11,021 --> 00:05:14,441 did you come and see me the other day at the hospital? 107 00:05:17,194 --> 00:05:18,320 Yes, I did. 108 00:05:19,613 --> 00:05:22,282 John, my husband, he's a doctor, 109 00:05:22,282 --> 00:05:25,452 and he was doing his rounds at the hospital 110 00:05:25,452 --> 00:05:26,995 when he saw you there. 111 00:05:26,995 --> 00:05:30,165 He mentioned that Luke wasn't with you. 112 00:05:31,625 --> 00:05:35,128 And I... I just thought that was wrong. 113 00:05:36,463 --> 00:05:38,215 That you shouldn't be by yourself. 114 00:05:38,215 --> 00:05:39,800 That's really kind of you. 115 00:05:42,344 --> 00:05:45,222 I'm sure you have a lot of questions about Luke and everything. 116 00:05:47,474 --> 00:05:48,558 Could we maybe talk? 117 00:05:49,684 --> 00:05:51,770 Sure. 118 00:05:51,770 --> 00:05:54,314 [Ashley] So this woman, Cynthia Wellington, 119 00:05:54,314 --> 00:05:57,109 is really well known in the gallery world. 120 00:05:57,109 --> 00:05:59,653 She loved my stuff. 121 00:05:59,653 --> 00:06:01,738 Sorry, work. In the art world, we call it "work." 122 00:06:01,738 --> 00:06:04,241 Okay, hang on. Am I gonna have to take notes here? 123 00:06:04,241 --> 00:06:05,992 - Not yet. Anyway. - [chuckles] 124 00:06:05,992 --> 00:06:07,828 She wants to include me in her next collection 125 00:06:07,828 --> 00:06:09,663 - of artists showing at her gallery. - Hey! 126 00:06:09,663 --> 00:06:11,331 I know! I just have to finish a batch of new stuff 127 00:06:11,331 --> 00:06:13,542 - for her to include. - Uh, you mean "work." 128 00:06:13,542 --> 00:06:16,294 - Right. - [chuckles] Aw! 129 00:06:16,294 --> 00:06:19,047 Ashley, I am so proud of you. 130 00:06:21,883 --> 00:06:24,219 Having the courage to follow your dreams. 131 00:06:25,595 --> 00:06:26,680 Not many people do that. 132 00:06:27,639 --> 00:06:28,723 Says a lot about you. 133 00:06:29,599 --> 00:06:30,517 Thanks, Dad. 134 00:06:34,187 --> 00:06:35,063 Thank you. 135 00:06:38,108 --> 00:06:39,151 So, uh... 136 00:06:42,904 --> 00:06:46,825 Did I hear you and Erika talking about Luke? 137 00:06:49,703 --> 00:06:50,537 Um... 138 00:06:51,913 --> 00:06:53,790 Yeah, but it was nothing. 139 00:06:53,790 --> 00:06:55,292 Ah... 140 00:06:55,292 --> 00:06:56,459 Didn't seem like nothing. 141 00:07:01,089 --> 00:07:01,965 Dad... 142 00:07:03,925 --> 00:07:06,469 I've been in touch with Luke 143 00:07:06,469 --> 00:07:08,930 a little bit over the past few months. 144 00:07:08,930 --> 00:07:10,724 - You've seen him? - Only once. 145 00:07:10,724 --> 00:07:13,226 We mostly just text from time to time, but... 146 00:07:14,561 --> 00:07:15,812 Hey, at least he's still in touch. 147 00:07:17,731 --> 00:07:19,024 Dad, I'm sorry. 148 00:07:20,108 --> 00:07:21,610 I didn't know what to do, 149 00:07:21,610 --> 00:07:23,028 and I didn't want to lose him completely. 150 00:07:23,778 --> 00:07:24,613 I understand. 151 00:07:26,531 --> 00:07:27,866 You're a good sister. 152 00:07:33,663 --> 00:07:34,789 Have you talked to him lately? 153 00:07:36,208 --> 00:07:37,042 No. 154 00:07:38,376 --> 00:07:40,670 Not since before the trip, but why? 155 00:07:40,670 --> 00:07:43,089 Well, I happen to know he's having... 156 00:07:44,716 --> 00:07:46,843 a more difficult time than before. 157 00:07:46,843 --> 00:07:48,220 What happened? 158 00:07:50,138 --> 00:07:51,598 It's not for me to say. 159 00:07:53,391 --> 00:07:54,517 - [sighs] - I want to help him. 160 00:07:57,562 --> 00:08:02,067 So I have a confession to make, too. [chuckles] 161 00:08:02,067 --> 00:08:05,654 I came here today with an ulterior motive. 162 00:08:08,198 --> 00:08:11,034 When I was unpacking for the new house, 163 00:08:12,327 --> 00:08:13,745 I came across Luke's Bible. 164 00:08:17,374 --> 00:08:20,252 And I was thinking, since you and Luke repaired your relationship awhile back, 165 00:08:23,964 --> 00:08:25,340 you might be the right person to... 166 00:08:26,800 --> 00:08:28,593 give this back to him. 167 00:08:28,593 --> 00:08:30,512 Seems like I was more right than I knew. [chuckles] 168 00:08:33,139 --> 00:08:35,558 Of course. 169 00:08:35,558 --> 00:08:37,310 I'll bring it to him right after work. 170 00:08:41,147 --> 00:08:42,107 Thank you. 171 00:08:43,650 --> 00:08:45,068 I know why Luke is so comfortable... 172 00:08:46,403 --> 00:08:48,613 being close to you. 173 00:08:48,613 --> 00:08:49,948 You know what it's like to... 174 00:08:52,867 --> 00:08:56,371 question your faith, and rediscover it. 175 00:08:58,873 --> 00:09:00,667 You think you could remind him... 176 00:09:03,837 --> 00:09:05,547 that he's not alone in this? 177 00:09:07,007 --> 00:09:09,926 And, uh, he can walk this off. 178 00:09:17,976 --> 00:09:19,185 Thank you. 179 00:09:23,398 --> 00:09:24,941 [laughs] 180 00:09:24,941 --> 00:09:26,318 Whew, I needed that more than you know. 181 00:09:26,318 --> 00:09:27,944 [John clears throat] 182 00:09:27,944 --> 00:09:31,364 Okay, these are supposed to be great. 183 00:09:37,454 --> 00:09:38,371 It's so nice in here. 184 00:09:39,914 --> 00:09:41,374 I haven't spent much time in churches. 185 00:09:44,252 --> 00:09:45,211 How are you feeling? 186 00:09:47,964 --> 00:09:48,923 Fine. 187 00:09:50,050 --> 00:09:52,385 I hope you've been able to... 188 00:09:52,385 --> 00:09:55,347 reach out to loved ones and friends for support, 189 00:09:55,347 --> 00:09:56,639 like your mother, perhaps. 190 00:09:59,059 --> 00:10:00,477 Mrs. Baxter, can I ask you something? 191 00:10:02,562 --> 00:10:03,563 Well, of course. 192 00:10:08,526 --> 00:10:11,279 And, please, call me Elizabeth. 193 00:10:12,489 --> 00:10:14,115 Why are you being so kind to me? 194 00:10:15,408 --> 00:10:18,703 Well, Luke cares so much about you... 195 00:10:19,996 --> 00:10:21,456 and he's my son. 196 00:10:21,456 --> 00:10:24,334 I'm just sort of surprised, I guess. 197 00:10:24,334 --> 00:10:26,544 I though you'd hate me after everything that's happened. 198 00:10:28,421 --> 00:10:30,048 I don't hate you. 199 00:10:30,048 --> 00:10:31,841 I may not agree with your choices, 200 00:10:31,841 --> 00:10:34,177 Lori, but I don't hate you. 201 00:10:35,762 --> 00:10:36,930 About my mom... 202 00:10:38,640 --> 00:10:39,724 She doesn't know. 203 00:10:41,184 --> 00:10:43,978 She wouldn't be much support even if she did. 204 00:10:43,978 --> 00:10:46,606 She's an alcoholic, and my dad left when I was really young. 205 00:10:47,607 --> 00:10:49,317 - I'm so sorry. - No. 206 00:10:49,317 --> 00:10:50,985 Don't be. I'm way better off without that loser. 207 00:10:53,571 --> 00:10:55,865 Um, Luke doesn't even know this, 208 00:10:55,865 --> 00:10:59,994 but when I was four years old, I was diagnosed with leukemia. 209 00:10:59,994 --> 00:11:02,622 My dad left the very next day. 210 00:11:02,622 --> 00:11:05,583 Literally 24 hours later. I mean, who does that? 211 00:11:05,583 --> 00:11:07,335 Just walked out on my mom-- 212 00:11:07,335 --> 00:11:08,670 And you. 213 00:11:08,670 --> 00:11:10,964 I'm also a cancer survivor. 214 00:11:13,508 --> 00:11:17,971 And I can't imagine people leaving during that time. 215 00:11:17,971 --> 00:11:19,139 Yeah. 216 00:11:20,515 --> 00:11:23,101 I was young but I remember it all. 217 00:11:23,101 --> 00:11:25,520 It's when my mom started drinking and... 218 00:11:25,520 --> 00:11:27,856 Yeah, I guess I've never really lived 219 00:11:27,856 --> 00:11:29,983 the Baxter family fairy tale. 220 00:11:32,694 --> 00:11:35,238 No one lives a fairy tale life, Lori. 221 00:11:36,489 --> 00:11:38,616 Is that what you wanted to tell me? 222 00:11:41,077 --> 00:11:42,036 No, that... 223 00:11:43,163 --> 00:11:44,747 That just sort of came out. 224 00:11:44,747 --> 00:11:47,083 Sorry, I didn't think I would share that much. 225 00:11:50,753 --> 00:11:54,299 What I wanted to tell you is that it's not... Luke's. 226 00:11:56,134 --> 00:11:57,260 The pregnancy. 227 00:11:59,637 --> 00:12:01,973 I didn't know if he would tell you, but I... 228 00:12:01,973 --> 00:12:05,310 I thought you should know in case the idea that it was made things worse. 229 00:12:07,103 --> 00:12:09,314 I know things are rough for you guys right now. 230 00:12:12,150 --> 00:12:13,526 Thanks for telling me. 231 00:12:13,526 --> 00:12:14,736 Luke's a really good guy. 232 00:12:15,987 --> 00:12:16,946 He's just lost. 233 00:12:16,946 --> 00:12:18,198 I know. 234 00:12:22,494 --> 00:12:24,579 It's really nice to talk to someone about this. 235 00:12:24,579 --> 00:12:27,749 There's not a lot of people in my life I can trust. 236 00:12:27,749 --> 00:12:32,212 The pastor of this church is a wonderful woman called Mariana. 237 00:12:32,212 --> 00:12:34,672 She could be a great resource for you. 238 00:12:34,672 --> 00:12:36,883 You think maybe we could talk again sometime? 239 00:12:36,883 --> 00:12:38,343 [sighs] 240 00:12:40,011 --> 00:12:42,180 Uh, I'm not sure. 241 00:12:42,180 --> 00:12:44,807 Yeah. I mean, it'd probably have to be without Luke knowing. 242 00:12:44,807 --> 00:12:47,977 I just think that it might really help me get through all of this. 243 00:12:50,146 --> 00:12:51,773 Let me think about it, okay? 244 00:13:04,494 --> 00:13:05,495 [Elizabeth] Hey. 245 00:13:06,829 --> 00:13:07,872 Hey. 246 00:13:09,082 --> 00:13:10,833 What have we here? 247 00:13:10,833 --> 00:13:13,086 - Hot chocolate. - Hot chocolate. 248 00:13:13,086 --> 00:13:14,754 - On a week night? - Uh-huh. 249 00:13:14,754 --> 00:13:16,381 - Are you nuts? - Hey, if you don't want it, 250 00:13:16,381 --> 00:13:18,049 I'll drink 'em both. 251 00:13:18,049 --> 00:13:19,425 Oh, hang on. Let's not do anything crazy here. 252 00:13:20,593 --> 00:13:21,594 Mmm! 253 00:13:22,679 --> 00:13:24,847 Thank you. How was your day? 254 00:13:26,516 --> 00:13:28,226 [sighs] It was long. 255 00:13:30,019 --> 00:13:31,938 Lori came to visit. 256 00:13:31,938 --> 00:13:33,731 Oh. 257 00:13:33,731 --> 00:13:36,150 She stopped by the nursery. She wanted to talk. 258 00:13:36,150 --> 00:13:38,861 Did Luke know she was gonna be stopping by? 259 00:13:38,861 --> 00:13:41,197 No, and she asked me not to tell him. 260 00:13:41,197 --> 00:13:42,407 I already don't like the sound of this. 261 00:13:44,367 --> 00:13:45,410 She told me that... 262 00:13:46,619 --> 00:13:49,998 That she cheated on Luke. 263 00:13:49,998 --> 00:13:52,709 She wanted us to know so that we wouldn't blame him 264 00:13:52,709 --> 00:13:56,129 for everything that had happened to her. 265 00:13:56,129 --> 00:13:59,549 She opened up, you know, about her family... 266 00:14:00,758 --> 00:14:02,135 everything. 267 00:14:02,135 --> 00:14:05,346 I feel like we really connected. 268 00:14:05,346 --> 00:14:08,641 I just don't like the idea of us going behind Luke's back. 269 00:14:08,641 --> 00:14:12,687 But she's really hurting, you know, she's... 270 00:14:13,646 --> 00:14:15,523 reaching out for help. 271 00:14:15,523 --> 00:14:18,026 You sure you're the one who should be giving it to her? 272 00:14:18,026 --> 00:14:20,445 I just don't know how to turn my back on her 273 00:14:20,445 --> 00:14:23,197 when she's in so much need, you know? 274 00:14:24,407 --> 00:14:26,117 I mean, honestly, John, 275 00:14:27,076 --> 00:14:28,411 what would you do? 276 00:14:28,411 --> 00:14:29,912 Ugh, I feel like... 277 00:14:33,875 --> 00:14:35,585 I feel like we're being tested. 278 00:14:39,464 --> 00:14:42,091 Luke, I don't know what to say. 279 00:14:42,091 --> 00:14:44,344 I figured you already knew. 280 00:14:44,344 --> 00:14:46,638 Gossip spreads like wildfire with the Baxters. 281 00:14:49,057 --> 00:14:49,974 I'm sorry. 282 00:14:51,768 --> 00:14:54,145 How are you handling it all? 283 00:14:54,145 --> 00:14:55,563 I think that I haven't been. 284 00:14:56,606 --> 00:14:58,941 You know? I just feel numb. 285 00:14:59,567 --> 00:15:01,277 Yeah. 286 00:15:01,277 --> 00:15:06,240 I've definitely been in that place before. 287 00:15:06,240 --> 00:15:09,494 And I remember not wanting to talk to a single soul about it. 288 00:15:10,453 --> 00:15:13,039 But that was a mistake. 289 00:15:14,791 --> 00:15:16,834 Okay? I needed people. 290 00:15:16,834 --> 00:15:19,212 You need people. 291 00:15:19,212 --> 00:15:20,338 I don't know. 292 00:15:21,756 --> 00:15:25,635 I don't know. I'm scared, Ash. 293 00:15:25,635 --> 00:15:27,970 I mean, If I can't make things work with Lori, what else do I have? 294 00:15:31,641 --> 00:15:32,517 You have me. 295 00:15:33,851 --> 00:15:37,021 You have our whole family. Always. 296 00:15:37,021 --> 00:15:41,484 You're the only one that doesn't make me feel like you're judging me, 297 00:15:41,484 --> 00:15:43,403 all the time. 298 00:15:43,403 --> 00:15:45,196 I mean, even right now, just coming here, 299 00:15:45,196 --> 00:15:47,323 to say hi and check in without some other motive. 300 00:15:52,745 --> 00:15:53,579 Yeah. 301 00:15:55,957 --> 00:15:58,751 I know what it feels like to need time away. 302 00:15:58,751 --> 00:16:01,129 Yeah, I just... 303 00:16:01,129 --> 00:16:03,506 I never thought that I would be in this situation. 304 00:16:03,506 --> 00:16:05,133 I want it to be over, you know? 305 00:16:05,133 --> 00:16:07,301 I want things to go back to normal with Lori. 306 00:16:07,301 --> 00:16:09,721 Although, Lori would probably say 307 00:16:09,721 --> 00:16:11,889 that I haven't been normal in a long time. 308 00:16:11,889 --> 00:16:13,725 [cell phone ringing] 309 00:16:16,477 --> 00:16:19,063 I'm sorry, I gotta take this but it'll just be one minute, okay? 310 00:16:19,063 --> 00:16:20,398 I really wanna keep talking. 311 00:16:23,860 --> 00:16:24,777 Hello? 312 00:16:27,864 --> 00:16:29,240 Okay. 313 00:16:29,240 --> 00:16:30,575 Yeah, yeah. I'm in the middle... 314 00:16:44,964 --> 00:16:46,549 [gentle dinner music playing] 315 00:16:50,803 --> 00:16:53,055 - Come on. - [Kari chuckles] 316 00:16:53,055 --> 00:16:55,308 It's perfect. 317 00:16:55,308 --> 00:16:58,144 A little rugged for me, little fancy for you. 318 00:16:58,144 --> 00:16:59,187 [Kari chuckles] 319 00:17:00,730 --> 00:17:01,606 You're right. 320 00:17:02,440 --> 00:17:03,900 Simple but unique. 321 00:17:04,817 --> 00:17:06,861 Elegant but understated. 322 00:17:09,155 --> 00:17:11,616 - Thank you for doing all the work to find it. - Of course. 323 00:17:11,616 --> 00:17:13,284 Feeling better about everything? 324 00:17:13,284 --> 00:17:14,327 I'm getting there. 325 00:17:18,039 --> 00:17:19,957 So, what are we thinking? 326 00:17:19,957 --> 00:17:21,334 [Ryan] We love it. 327 00:17:21,334 --> 00:17:22,835 We're ideally looking for a date 328 00:17:22,835 --> 00:17:25,379 nine, maybe ten months from today? 329 00:17:25,379 --> 00:17:28,049 Ah, sorry, but there's no way. 330 00:17:28,049 --> 00:17:30,218 We typically book 12 months in advance. 331 00:17:30,218 --> 00:17:31,761 A full year? 332 00:17:31,761 --> 00:17:33,721 Unless you're the spontaneous type. 333 00:17:33,721 --> 00:17:35,181 I just got off the phone with a bride 334 00:17:35,181 --> 00:17:36,849 who had cold feet and canceled. 335 00:17:37,683 --> 00:17:38,684 When's that date? 336 00:17:38,684 --> 00:17:40,061 One month from today. 337 00:17:40,061 --> 00:17:41,854 No, absolutely not. 338 00:17:41,854 --> 00:17:43,981 Okay. 339 00:17:43,981 --> 00:17:47,777 Looks like our next available date is 18 months from now. 340 00:17:47,777 --> 00:17:49,445 Can we have a minute to talk this through? 341 00:17:49,445 --> 00:17:50,363 Of course. 342 00:17:55,284 --> 00:17:57,537 A month? Ryan, that's crazy. 343 00:17:57,537 --> 00:18:00,122 Is it? I mean, we always talked about keeping it simple. 344 00:18:00,122 --> 00:18:01,123 Maybe... 345 00:18:03,084 --> 00:18:05,211 Maybe getting it together faster 346 00:18:05,211 --> 00:18:07,630 will help us focus on what really matters most. 347 00:18:07,630 --> 00:18:10,466 I can tell by the look on your face. You think we should just go for it. 348 00:18:10,466 --> 00:18:12,677 Kari, I've been ready to be with you my whole life. 349 00:18:15,555 --> 00:18:17,640 But it's happening faster than you can imagine. 350 00:18:19,684 --> 00:18:20,685 So, I get it. 351 00:18:22,478 --> 00:18:23,437 Let me sleep on it? 352 00:18:24,397 --> 00:18:25,273 Of course. 353 00:18:28,192 --> 00:18:30,486 How's it been in sunny California? 354 00:18:30,486 --> 00:18:32,989 [Landon on phone] It would be a whole lot sunnier if you were here. 355 00:18:32,989 --> 00:18:35,783 Oh, man, you can be cheesy sometimes. 356 00:18:35,783 --> 00:18:36,742 [Landon chuckles] 357 00:18:38,494 --> 00:18:39,912 [sighs] 358 00:18:39,912 --> 00:18:41,873 I really missed you today, Landon. 359 00:18:41,873 --> 00:18:42,957 Why? What's wrong? 360 00:18:44,333 --> 00:18:45,293 I... 361 00:18:46,919 --> 00:18:50,756 I can't really talk about it. Just family stuff. 362 00:18:50,756 --> 00:18:52,967 Well, I'm here for you, Ash, if you ever need to talk. 363 00:18:52,967 --> 00:18:53,885 You know that. 364 00:18:55,720 --> 00:18:57,722 I do. 365 00:18:57,722 --> 00:19:00,892 Hey, where are you right now? You at the station? 366 00:19:00,892 --> 00:19:03,436 Um, just doing some errands. 367 00:19:03,436 --> 00:19:05,354 Hey, listen, can I call you back? 368 00:19:05,354 --> 00:19:07,148 - Absolutely. - All right. 369 00:19:09,483 --> 00:19:10,651 Was that the lucky lady? 370 00:19:11,235 --> 00:19:12,612 Yeah. 371 00:19:12,612 --> 00:19:14,071 When did you realize she was the one? 372 00:19:15,489 --> 00:19:17,366 Oh, I've always known. 373 00:19:17,366 --> 00:19:19,994 Since the moment I met her. I mean, she's just... 374 00:19:20,912 --> 00:19:21,954 She's one of a kind. 375 00:19:25,041 --> 00:19:26,167 Like this? 376 00:19:31,923 --> 00:19:33,174 It's perfect. [chuckles] 377 00:19:33,966 --> 00:19:35,051 She'll love it. 378 00:19:36,928 --> 00:19:38,095 Wow. 379 00:19:58,950 --> 00:20:00,076 [sighs] 380 00:20:28,896 --> 00:20:31,899 [breathes deeply] Thank you. 381 00:20:36,737 --> 00:20:37,822 [doorbell rings] 382 00:20:45,037 --> 00:20:47,248 Diane. Hi. 383 00:20:47,248 --> 00:20:48,332 Hi. 384 00:20:48,332 --> 00:20:49,834 I've been trying to call. 385 00:20:49,834 --> 00:20:52,253 Uh, I know. I'm sorry. 386 00:20:52,253 --> 00:20:54,171 I haven't been able to reach you 387 00:20:54,171 --> 00:20:55,840 and I started to worry. 388 00:20:55,840 --> 00:20:58,592 Oh, of course. Uh, I'm sorry. I just... 389 00:21:00,469 --> 00:21:02,805 Sorry, my brain is in a million places right now. 390 00:21:02,805 --> 00:21:05,141 I called because my teaching schedule 391 00:21:05,141 --> 00:21:07,351 made it so that I could be here 392 00:21:07,351 --> 00:21:10,563 for the anniversary of Tim's passing and Jessie's first birthday. 393 00:21:10,563 --> 00:21:12,314 So... 394 00:21:12,314 --> 00:21:14,483 I can't believe it's a year tomorrow already. 395 00:21:14,483 --> 00:21:16,402 Yeah. Honey, I can, um, 396 00:21:16,402 --> 00:21:18,612 stay at a hotel in the area if that would be better. 397 00:21:18,612 --> 00:21:20,448 - I just-- - No. 398 00:21:20,448 --> 00:21:21,699 - I'm happy to have you. Come on in. - Yeah? 399 00:21:21,699 --> 00:21:23,117 Jessie will be thrilled. 400 00:21:23,117 --> 00:21:24,368 Okay. 401 00:21:27,079 --> 00:21:27,997 Thank you. 402 00:21:27,997 --> 00:21:29,749 [both sigh] 403 00:21:29,749 --> 00:21:33,085 Look at this precious baby. 404 00:21:33,085 --> 00:21:35,463 Oh, she looks just like my Tim. 405 00:21:40,551 --> 00:21:43,304 - [Elizabeth] Next time on The Baxters... - Hello. 406 00:21:43,304 --> 00:21:44,847 Ashley, it's Cynthia. 407 00:21:44,847 --> 00:21:46,682 I have some fabulous news. 408 00:21:46,682 --> 00:21:48,559 Diane. How are you? 409 00:21:48,559 --> 00:21:50,770 I'm good. How are you? 410 00:21:50,770 --> 00:21:53,022 - Ryan, she doesn't know we're engaged. - Why? 411 00:21:53,022 --> 00:21:55,274 I'm trying not to take it personally. 412 00:21:55,274 --> 00:21:56,984 That you don't want to tell Diane that we're getting married. 413 00:21:56,984 --> 00:21:58,611 But I'm having a hard time. 414 00:21:58,611 --> 00:22:00,946 I know you're hurting, Luke. 415 00:22:00,946 --> 00:22:02,114 Don't stand there and act like you understand what I'm going through, 416 00:22:02,114 --> 00:22:03,491 because you have no idea. 417 00:22:03,491 --> 00:22:05,326 I've been praying for you, Lori. 418 00:22:05,326 --> 00:22:08,037 John, you remember Lori. 419 00:22:08,037 --> 00:22:12,583 Diane, I have to confess something that I've been afraid to admit. 420 00:22:12,583 --> 00:22:14,251 - [phone ringing] - Hello? 421 00:22:14,251 --> 00:22:15,503 [man] Is this Miss Ashley Baxter? 422 00:22:18,464 --> 00:22:20,341 [theme music playing]