Previously on The Baxters...
- Kari Baxter, will you marry me? - Yes!
I just got off the phone with the bride
who had cold feet and canceled.
- When's that date? - One month from today.
- Diane. - My teacher's schedule made it
so that I could be her for the anniversary
of Tim's passing and Jessie's first birthday, so...
I'm ready to talk about what happened in Paris.
There was Adrian, and he was married.
Can I ask about the inspiration?
It's about my time in Paris.
Well, about moving on from it.
You guys are just going to brush past all this?
Everybody don't worry about what happened
at the church a few weeks ago.
I'm walking away from two houses.
- Lori came to visit. - Oh.
There's not a lot of people in my life I can trust.
You think maybe we could talk again sometime?
Let me think about it, okay?
♪ 'Cause life has a way Of pulling us under ♪
♪ But we'll stick it out ♪
♪ If we got each other ♪
♪ When it all feels too much ♪
♪ I know you'll come running For me ♪
♪ Through the highs and lows We'll find our way home ♪
♪ Family ♪
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
♪ Family ♪
I come here...
a few times a week.
Gives me peace.
I can feel...
God's presence here.
That's funny. I don't feel anything.
Yeah. I don't think you're really...
open to receiving it right now.
- Whatever. - No.
- Not whatever. - You, of all people,
with a medical degree.
I really, I gotta know. How can you stand there
and preach to me that there's some man in the sky
who's looking down and protecting us?
It's not about logic, Luke.
I have lived long enough to understand that God is,
is in us, around us... and for us.
There are miracles that occur every single day.
Yeah, there's also horrific tragedies,
earthquakes, car accidents, shootings.
Where's God during all those times, huh?
'Cause I'll tell you what, he certainly wasn't there to protect Tom Decker.
You're right.
Terrible things still happen to good people,
people who trust God.
But you're in too much pain to hear me when I say that...
God is there in the heart of chaos,
in your darkest moment.
I don't wanna hear it, Dad. Okay?
I know you're hurting, Luke.
And the day that Tom Decker died,
my entire relationship with Reagan died with him.
I was gonna marry her, Dad.
My entire life was changed forever. No.
Ruined.
So I'm sorry, but don't stand there and act like
you understand what I'm going through
because you have no idea.
Luke.
Jesus, help us.
Thank you so much for letting me put Jessie to bed.
Such a calming energy.
Ah, like Tim.
You know, when he was a baby,
I once had his father call the pediatrician
because I thought he was sleeping too much.
- He loved a nap. - Yeah.
Even as an adult.
I'm glad you're getting to spend some time alone.
Me, too.
I should visit more often,
but I've been teaching more courses than usual this semester.
You know, trying to keep busy.
I understand.
Oh, who is joining us for dinner?
Um, you remember Ryan, right?
Ryan? Hmm...
I mentioned we've been seeing each other
when you came for Jessie's christening. Ah.
He usually eats dinner here.
I texted him saying it might be nice for me
to spend some time alone with you,
but I hadn't heard back.
- So... - Right.
So, how's that going?
Really well. Um...
he's great with Jessie.
Oh, honey, I'm home!
Diane.
- Hey, how are you? - I'm good.
How are you?
Good. Good.
Uh... What, uh...
What brings you to town?
Diane's gonna be staying with me for a bit.
Um, for Jessie's birthday and Tim's...
I texted you all about it.
Oh... Uh, yeah.
My phone is always at the bottom of my bag
during practice days. So...
Ryan coaches football at the university.
They have the best record in history, thanks to him.
Congratulations then.
It's a team effort.
I'm gonna go check on the chicken. It's probably ready.
Maybe you can come help me bring out some food.
Absolutely.
- This is a surprise. - I know.
She just showed up without warning.
Oh, this is completely my fault.
I've been avoiding her. Not taking her calls.
I didn't know what to say with the anniversary
and, well, with us.
What do you mean?
Ryan, she doesn't know we're engaged.
Why?
I didn't know how to tell her.
It seems pretty simple to me.
I wanna be sensitive.
She lost her son one year ago, tomorrow.
And I'm sure she's still hurting,
and this isn't gonna help.
How would you do it?
And I know tomorrow's a lot for you, too.
I was feeling a lot more at peace until this.
Okay. Um, we'll get through it together.
But you gotta tell her.
I will, when the timing is right.
Erin?
What brings you in so late?
I just needed some time to think.
I hope it's okay that I'm here.
Of course.
His house is our house.
Anything I can help you with?
Um...
I...
I haven't mentioned this to many people, but...
I feel really ready to start a family.
And I'm afraid Sam
is... on a different timeline.
Have you and Sam spoken about your feelings?
Not exactly.
I'm struggling to find a way to bring that up.
Mmm.
I think I'm just extra nervous with her big move coming up.
We'll be alone there.
Mmm.
I understand all the fears around big moves.
When Pastor Mark offered me the job
as Associate Pastor here,
I almost turned it down.
Really? Why?
Well, I knew he wanted to groom the role
to take over his retirement.
And even with my Masters in Theology,
I was so nervous to take the step.
I'd be here alone, preparing to lead.
So I had to remember...
God's will sustains me.
And I let him.
Dallas will be new to you, Erin.
But God sees you. And Sam.
You are never alone.
Sweet of Ryan to check on the baby.
He's so great with getting her back to sleep.
Really helpful.
I see that.
So, how are we
gonna celebrate Jessie's big day tomorrow?
Well, I thought about throwing a party,
but it just doesn't feel right.
So, we're gonna keep it small.
My parents will come over for a special breakfast in the morning.
Mmm. That's nice.
And we will make time to visit Tim's gravesite, right?
Of course.
God, I can't believe it's been a full year already.
Seems like it just happened yesterday.
But then, I feel the same about the day
we lost Tim's dad.
I remember Tim telling me about visiting him
on that one year anniversary.
And on that day,
Tim promised that he was gonna be
a loving and strong father someday,
just like his father was.
Thank you for having me.
Thank you for coming, Diane.
Mommy, I'm hungry.
I know, baby. I'm sorry.
Dinner will be ready in five minutes.
Hello.
Ashley, it's Cynthia.
Oh, Cynthia, Hi.
I am so glad I caught you.
I have some fabulous news.
A client was at the gallery
and your work caught his eye
and he wants it.
Lots of it.
Hello? Are you there?
Yes. Yes, I'm here. I'm just--
Sorry, I was a little speechless.
He's reserved two of them for himself so far.
Now, of course, we will still feature these in the show,
but I think we're going to need more original pieces.
I anticipate there being a lot of buzz around your work.
How many are you thinking?
Well, I want to say six, but that seems daunting.
Let's say four.
Four? Four brand new pieces?
I know it's only two weeks, but you are so brilliant.
I know you can do it.
Okay. Yeah, I think I can manage.
That's why you're my star.
All right. I gotta run.
Bye for now.
Okay. Okay. You can do this. You just have to focus.
Erika can help with Sunset Hills.
Mom and Dad can help with Cole.
Four pieces in two weeks.
This is everything you ever wanted.
So, are things going any better with you and Luke?
It hasn't been easy.
That's why I've been staying with my friend Gabby.
I'm so sorry.
I wonder if counseling might help you.
I'm not sure.
I've been...
I don't want to call it praying, maybe,
more like meditating.
Well, people use many different words
to describe prayer.
Well, you gave me the idea,
and I find it very comforting.
I'm so glad.
I've been praying for you, Lori.
Hi, Dr. Baxter.
John, you remember Lori?
Of course.
Lori, you... You look well.
Elizabeth told me you two are having dinner.
Yeah, I've left a plate for you on the counter.
Lori and I are just about to have dessert.
Elizabeth made an apple pie.
She's spoiling me.
Apple pie. Might have to eat my dinner in reverse.
Okay, well,
why don't you sit down?
You two relax, and I will get the pie.
Thank you.
Hmm.
Elizabeth has been very helpful to me.
I'm a better person around her.
Mmm.
She has that effect on me, too.
Thank you for having me. I-I know this...
could feel a bit weird.
It is a little awkward,
but love...
and understanding will always be here.
That's who we are.
Okay.
Diane's all settled in the guest room.
I'm sure it's been a long day for her.
Kari, can I confess something to you?
Anything.
I'm trying not to take it personally
that you don't want to tell Diane that we're getting married.
Well, I'm having a hard time.
Trust me, it has nothing to do with you.
I didn't tell Diane because I'm afraid of her reaction.
She's still grieving.
Look, I cannot imagine what she's feeling.
But this, you and me,
it's real, and it's happening.
It's finally happening.
She needs to know.
I still feel connected to her.
She was my mother-in-law.
And with the anniversary, uh...
It feels like really bad timing--
Bad timing for her or you?
I'm sorry.
I promise I will tell her.
Okay.
All right.
I should go.
Hey...
Will you send me some pictures tomorrow
- of Jessie and her cake? - Of course.
I'm sorry I can't make it, all right? I just...
I have practice.
Honestly, it might be for the best,
considering everything with Diane.
Right.
Good night.
Hi. - Hey.
Hello.
Hi, Diane.
- Look who's here. - Happy birthday!
There's a one-year-old in this house.
Happy birthday!
- Look who's here. - Hey!
Hi, Dad.
- Hi. - Hi.
- Happy birthday. - Not gonna be an easy day for any of us.
No, but we gotta fill it with joy for our sweet little Jessie.
Oh, this little baby.
She is so lucky to have
all her grandparent's here today.
Thanks for being here.
Thank you.
♪ Happy birthday, to you ♪
♪ Happy birthday, dear Jessie ♪
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
Yay, you get to blow out the candle.
Blow out the candle. I'll help you. Ready?
That's a good girl.
Oh.
Well, I have to say,
this cake was a huge hit. Mmm.
One of my finest.
Hey.
Diane's just finishing up with Jessie in the bath.
I just thought they should have some special time alone.
Aw, that's sweet.
- How's it going? - It's a lot.
Yeah.
Well, she could come stay with us.
You know, we have room.
No, it's fine. I want her to stay here.
It's just, it's hard.
I mean, she's a physical reminder of Tim.
There's something else.
I haven't told her
that Ryan and I are getting married.
Oh, no wonder you're struggling, huh?
As hard as it will be for her to see you moving on,
I believe she'll really be happy for you.
You know, I think sometimes
we think we're protecting someone from a difficult truth
but in reality, we're protecting ourselves
from confronting them.
You're right.
Why don't you let Dad and me take Jessie this afternoon
and you go visit the grave with Diane together?
I like that idea.
Thank you.
That'll be nice.
You know, I'd like to say a few words.
- Please. - Yeah.
Tim...
my baby...
We miss you so much.
There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you.
But your spirit, honey,
it lives on in your beautiful daughter.
I mean, she is happy and healthy and strong,
just like you were on your first birthday.
I thank God for that miracle.
And I thank God for the chance
just to have a piece of you in her eyes.
Everything changed the day you died, Tim.
My world got darker
even with the light of our daughter in it.
But you live on in my mind
and in my heart.
Whatever happens in my future,
just know, you will always have my eternal love.
Shall we?
Yeah.
Kari, I know losing Tim
has been a weight on your heart.
Honey, but God wants you to have a full life.
He wants you to walk towards the beauty and love
that brings you joy.
And let Jessie be that path
that, you know, brings you back to yourself, honey.
Diane, I have to confess something
that I've been afraid to admit.
Okay.
Ryan and I are getting married.
Oh.
- When? - Next month.
Oh!
I know, it's so soon.
Uh, but we found this incredible venue,
and we both fell in love with it.
So, it just felt like a sign.
I didn't know when or how to tell you.
I'm so sorry.
Well, I guess, you know,
you're having an easier time moving on with your life
- than I thought. - No.
No, it's not that at all.
- I've been struggling... - Oh!
...especially with how fast this is all moving.
But with Ryan, I'm at peace.
We've known each other almost our whole lives.
And I really believe he could help me move on
in a healthy and loving way,
so I can be the best possible mother to Jessie.
I'm glad you told me.
I hope you still have me in Jessie's life
when you guys get married.
Of course, Diane. Of course.
Please. Do you want to get a cup of coffee?
We can talk more.
No.
I think I just wanna go rest.
Goodnight, Mommy.
Goodnight, baby.
Hello.
Is this Ms. Ashley Baxter?
Yes. Who's calling?
I'm calling from Paris on behalf off Adrian and Karen.
I have some highly confidential and sensitive information
I've been legally authorized to share.
Next time on The Baxters...
I feel like Diane doesn't like me very much.
She makes me feel like maybe I'm somewhere I shouldn't be.
We've both heard each other,
and it's gonna take time to get over me cheating...
Lori! Who's that?
A guy I used to date.
I don't wanna be around this guy.
Then leave.
I'm trying to reach you again
to discuss details regarding my client.
Voila!
- Think she'll like it? - I know she will.
So if I fly her back to propose,
would you think of coming with me?
Lori?
You all right?
Mom?
What are you doing here?