1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:29,855 --> 00:00:31,727 [rock music] 4 00:00:31,901 --> 00:00:36,819 ♪ Yeah, throw me a bone I wanna be on a stand ♪ 5 00:00:38,255 --> 00:00:39,909 ♪ But I'm a dog in a room ♪ 6 00:00:40,083 --> 00:00:42,607 ♪ I'm a cat in a cage I'm a man ♪ 7 00:00:44,740 --> 00:00:46,568 ♪ Cannot answer the phone ♪ 8 00:00:46,742 --> 00:00:48,918 ♪ Talk to me like a snow avalanche ♪ 9 00:00:49,092 --> 00:00:51,529 [traffic blaring] 10 00:01:05,978 --> 00:01:08,155 [soft guitar music] 11 00:01:13,073 --> 00:01:15,510 [waves crashing] 12 00:01:29,698 --> 00:01:32,570 [seagulls squawking] 13 00:01:34,920 --> 00:01:37,140 [soft guitar music] 14 00:01:53,069 --> 00:01:54,853 [seagulls squawking] 15 00:02:15,309 --> 00:02:19,791 [homeless man] "Are of a most select and generous chief in that. 16 00:02:19,965 --> 00:02:23,099 Neither a borrower nor a lender be. 17 00:02:23,273 --> 00:02:26,624 For loan oft loses both itself and friend, 18 00:02:26,798 --> 00:02:30,237 and borrowing dulls the edge of husbandry. 19 00:02:31,194 --> 00:02:32,282 This above all..." 20 00:02:42,597 --> 00:02:44,860 [car engines revving] 21 00:02:54,261 --> 00:02:55,523 Come on. 22 00:02:59,918 --> 00:03:02,182 [man shouting] Let's vote for President Trump. 23 00:03:02,356 --> 00:03:04,096 Let's vote for President Trump. 24 00:03:04,271 --> 00:03:06,360 All I can do what's best. 25 00:03:07,622 --> 00:03:09,450 Get down and do it together. 26 00:03:12,540 --> 00:03:14,411 You can't handle the truth. 27 00:03:15,020 --> 00:03:16,805 You can't handle the truth. 28 00:03:17,284 --> 00:03:19,111 He's telling the truth. 29 00:03:21,462 --> 00:03:23,507 [soft guitar music] 30 00:03:52,971 --> 00:03:54,234 [music stops] 31 00:04:11,381 --> 00:04:14,384 [high-pitched static] 32 00:04:16,038 --> 00:04:17,431 [Sarah] Ian. 33 00:04:17,605 --> 00:04:18,954 [Sarah chuckles] 34 00:04:30,400 --> 00:04:31,401 [keypad beeps] 35 00:04:34,970 --> 00:04:35,927 [exhales sharply] 36 00:04:37,538 --> 00:04:39,627 [man on phone] Ian, what the fuck is going on in that brain of yours? 37 00:04:39,801 --> 00:04:41,759 I'm confused. If you're trying to fuck me, 38 00:04:41,933 --> 00:04:43,587 at least try to kiss me before you fuck me. 39 00:04:43,761 --> 00:04:45,937 You know Aria wants to get you that rehab deal... 40 00:04:46,111 --> 00:04:48,462 [Dr. Weiss] Ian, this is your doctor calling. Where the hell are you? 41 00:04:48,636 --> 00:04:50,377 You're not leaving me any options. 42 00:04:50,551 --> 00:04:52,117 Ian, this is Dr. Weiss again. 43 00:04:52,292 --> 00:04:54,250 You left me no choice. I hope you're okay. 44 00:04:54,424 --> 00:04:56,687 [upbeat rock music] 45 00:04:59,299 --> 00:05:00,300 [cell phone chimes] 46 00:05:42,646 --> 00:05:44,692 [music continues] 47 00:05:56,921 --> 00:05:58,358 - Hi. - Hi. 48 00:05:58,880 --> 00:06:00,795 Oh, my God, you're Ian fucking Ford. 49 00:06:00,969 --> 00:06:02,492 I know it's you, it's you. 50 00:06:02,666 --> 00:06:04,712 - Can we take a pic? - Yeah, that would be so awesome. 51 00:06:04,886 --> 00:06:07,323 [camera shutter clicking] 52 00:06:10,021 --> 00:06:12,676 Thank you so much. You're gorgeous. 53 00:06:14,156 --> 00:06:16,506 - [exclaiming] - Oh, my God. 54 00:06:44,316 --> 00:06:46,536 [calm instrumental music] 55 00:06:56,503 --> 00:06:57,591 Promise me. 56 00:06:59,114 --> 00:07:00,420 What do you mean? 57 00:07:03,335 --> 00:07:05,163 Promise me that we're gonna be fine. 58 00:07:06,469 --> 00:07:07,470 I promise. 59 00:07:08,471 --> 00:07:09,994 With all my heart. 60 00:07:12,649 --> 00:07:13,476 I promise. 61 00:07:23,660 --> 00:07:25,227 [slams] 62 00:07:30,362 --> 00:07:32,756 [motorcycle revving in distance] 63 00:07:39,894 --> 00:07:42,810 ♪ I don't wanna ♪ 64 00:07:43,506 --> 00:07:45,508 ♪ Who'd have thought you'd ever need ♪ 65 00:07:45,682 --> 00:07:49,294 ♪ Who'd find me where a lady need this on a wall ♪ 66 00:07:50,513 --> 00:07:53,081 ♪ You know I don't think of you ♪ 67 00:07:53,647 --> 00:07:56,171 ♪ Okay, we know that isn't true ♪ 68 00:07:56,345 --> 00:07:58,739 ♪ Otherwise, I wouldn't be sitting in this room ♪ 69 00:07:58,913 --> 00:08:01,611 ♪ Talking to Reminiscing you ♪ 70 00:08:04,222 --> 00:08:07,269 ♪ So shine a spotlight on my soul ♪ 71 00:08:07,965 --> 00:08:08,879 No. 72 00:08:10,490 --> 00:08:14,319 ♪ Shine a spotlight on my soul, it's-- ♪ 73 00:08:15,451 --> 00:08:16,539 [grunts] 74 00:08:16,713 --> 00:08:18,759 ♪ Shine a spotlight... ♪ 75 00:08:19,455 --> 00:08:21,283 [screams] 76 00:08:28,508 --> 00:08:30,205 What are you looking for, man? 77 00:08:40,041 --> 00:08:41,738 [Ian panting] 78 00:08:49,441 --> 00:08:51,922 What are you trying to do, kill yourself or something? 79 00:08:59,843 --> 00:09:01,497 Ian, I got everything. 80 00:09:02,106 --> 00:09:03,804 We can get on the road, okay? 81 00:09:04,326 --> 00:09:05,588 We get on the road? 82 00:09:05,762 --> 00:09:08,069 [siren wailing in distance] 83 00:09:08,243 --> 00:09:09,853 You wanna get out of this room? 84 00:09:10,811 --> 00:09:11,986 [Ian whispers] Yeah. 85 00:09:13,553 --> 00:09:14,554 Let's go. 86 00:09:35,662 --> 00:09:38,055 [calm guitar music] 87 00:10:08,303 --> 00:10:10,610 [birds chirping] 88 00:10:55,263 --> 00:10:56,351 [chuckles softly] 89 00:10:56,525 --> 00:10:57,613 Beat me to it again. 90 00:11:00,311 --> 00:11:02,662 Oh. Yeah, no, I just, uh... 91 00:11:03,314 --> 00:11:05,577 Yeah. No, I keep waking up early, that's all. 92 00:11:05,752 --> 00:11:07,231 Mm-hmm. 93 00:11:07,405 --> 00:11:10,191 And what are you thinking about, Mr. Music Teacher? 94 00:11:12,672 --> 00:11:14,848 I'm just saying I don't mind waking up early, so, you know, 95 00:11:16,153 --> 00:11:17,851 you don't need to worry about me. 96 00:11:18,547 --> 00:11:19,766 [Chris chuckles] 97 00:11:19,940 --> 00:11:21,202 Who says I'm worried? 98 00:11:24,771 --> 00:11:26,033 [exhales sharply] 99 00:11:26,207 --> 00:11:27,643 You know, maybe today will be the day 100 00:11:27,817 --> 00:11:29,689 that these kids try to learn something new. 101 00:11:30,472 --> 00:11:31,691 [keys jingling] 102 00:11:31,865 --> 00:11:33,693 Hush. You know those kids love you. 103 00:11:34,955 --> 00:11:36,434 Go show them how it's done, rock star. 104 00:11:38,610 --> 00:11:40,090 Yeah. I'll see you later. 105 00:11:41,613 --> 00:11:42,919 - Bye. - Bye. 106 00:11:49,621 --> 00:11:52,233 [door opens and closes] 107 00:11:57,020 --> 00:11:58,935 [man on radio] He broke out of rehab. Can you believe that? 108 00:11:59,109 --> 00:12:01,851 Two weeks left on his mandate and he just bails? Two weeks! 109 00:12:02,025 --> 00:12:04,332 Now, listen, I love Ian Ford. 110 00:12:04,506 --> 00:12:06,726 I'm not one to preach about healthy lifestyle or anything like that, 111 00:12:07,378 --> 00:12:09,554 but I feel like this guy has a death wish. 112 00:12:09,729 --> 00:12:10,904 Fuck. Shit. 113 00:12:14,777 --> 00:12:15,909 - Ian, wake up. - Huh? 114 00:12:16,083 --> 00:12:17,911 [Bolt] Hey. Stay awake. 115 00:12:18,825 --> 00:12:20,087 Fuck you, mother. 116 00:12:21,131 --> 00:12:23,743 [Bolt] Hey, stay awake, okay? We're almost there. 117 00:12:25,570 --> 00:12:26,746 Come on. 118 00:12:39,454 --> 00:12:42,022 [rock music on stereo] 119 00:12:43,197 --> 00:12:44,459 Turn that shit off! 120 00:12:44,633 --> 00:12:46,026 - Stop it! - Turn it off! Ah, f-- 121 00:12:46,200 --> 00:12:47,375 Stop it. 122 00:12:47,897 --> 00:12:48,768 Stop it. 123 00:12:49,464 --> 00:12:50,378 Just... 124 00:12:51,466 --> 00:12:52,772 Let the quiet play. 125 00:12:58,952 --> 00:13:00,431 Always the poet. 126 00:13:11,660 --> 00:13:13,357 [Sarah laughs] 127 00:13:21,148 --> 00:13:24,064 [upbeat orchestra music] 128 00:13:43,735 --> 00:13:44,867 Is this the house? 129 00:13:45,389 --> 00:13:46,260 [Ian grunts] 130 00:13:49,567 --> 00:13:50,481 Yeah. 131 00:13:52,832 --> 00:13:53,789 That's it. 132 00:13:55,182 --> 00:13:56,705 I thought it'd be bigger. 133 00:13:59,534 --> 00:14:02,493 [car doors close] 134 00:14:06,106 --> 00:14:07,847 [knocking on door] 135 00:14:10,414 --> 00:14:12,895 [orchestra music continues] 136 00:14:16,290 --> 00:14:17,944 [Ian] Hi. Mm... 137 00:14:19,467 --> 00:14:22,731 You're, um, not Josh. 138 00:14:24,037 --> 00:14:25,516 Uh, I'm his wife. 139 00:14:26,822 --> 00:14:28,389 I know who you are. 140 00:14:28,563 --> 00:14:29,651 You're the... 141 00:14:30,434 --> 00:14:31,305 wife? 142 00:14:33,176 --> 00:14:35,787 Ma'am, can we come in? We've been driving all day. 143 00:14:41,532 --> 00:14:42,577 [door closes] 144 00:14:45,362 --> 00:14:46,450 [slurring] 145 00:14:47,669 --> 00:14:48,539 [Chris] Oh... 146 00:14:50,672 --> 00:14:51,586 [Ian] Wife? 147 00:14:53,849 --> 00:14:55,242 [Chris chuckles softly] 148 00:14:57,505 --> 00:14:59,550 [birds chirping] 149 00:15:19,309 --> 00:15:20,920 [Josh] I came as soon as I could. 150 00:15:23,444 --> 00:15:24,880 [Bolt] We've been driving all day. He was really anxious 151 00:15:25,054 --> 00:15:26,186 - to see you. You-- - [Josh] Oh... 152 00:15:26,360 --> 00:15:27,187 Wait, who are you? 153 00:15:28,014 --> 00:15:30,364 Me? I'm Bolt. I'm his manager. 154 00:15:30,886 --> 00:15:33,976 - Yeah, get a new job. - [Bolt] And I'm his friend. 155 00:15:36,892 --> 00:15:38,198 - [Josh] To us. - [echoes] To us. 156 00:15:38,372 --> 00:15:39,721 [wind howling] 157 00:15:47,555 --> 00:15:49,383 [mic feedback] 158 00:15:49,949 --> 00:15:51,776 Six years I haven't seen this guy. 159 00:15:54,344 --> 00:15:56,259 It's exactly why we'd all left him. 160 00:16:00,481 --> 00:16:02,396 It's like time never happened. 161 00:16:04,137 --> 00:16:05,921 Josh, he needs our help! Look at him! 162 00:16:06,095 --> 00:16:08,489 What do you mean "look at him"? You look at him. You seen him? 163 00:16:08,663 --> 00:16:10,926 She has been. She gave me a cold compress, made us tea. 164 00:16:11,100 --> 00:16:13,102 [Josh] Look, he needs to get to a hospital, okay? That's what he needs. 165 00:16:13,276 --> 00:16:15,800 - Trust me. - No, no. Please, please, don't, um... 166 00:16:15,975 --> 00:16:17,802 Yeah, yeah, he, he broke out of rehab, 167 00:16:17,977 --> 00:16:20,762 and if you do that, they'll just send him to jail. 168 00:16:21,458 --> 00:16:23,243 He drove all this way to see you. 169 00:16:23,417 --> 00:16:26,724 - [Bolt] Technically, I drove. - [Chris] Thank you. 170 00:16:27,551 --> 00:16:29,075 Look, we can put him up in the guest bedroom. 171 00:16:29,249 --> 00:16:30,946 It's not a big deal. It's the least he deserves. 172 00:16:31,120 --> 00:16:33,557 What do you mean, what he deserves? I don't owe him anything. 173 00:16:33,731 --> 00:16:35,907 I remember you two were inseparable in high school. 174 00:16:36,560 --> 00:16:38,910 - You might not remember me, but I remember you two. - Honey, don't do this. 175 00:16:39,085 --> 00:16:41,696 No, I remember every time you got into one of your fights, he was there. 176 00:16:42,305 --> 00:16:44,960 Skinny punk who could barely throw a punch, but he was there beside you 177 00:16:45,134 --> 00:16:47,049 getting his ass kicked every time. 178 00:16:47,223 --> 00:16:49,704 And every time he hurt himself, you were by his side, too. 179 00:16:50,966 --> 00:16:52,620 Think the whole school didn't know that he was sleeping 180 00:16:52,794 --> 00:16:54,448 in your basement because he couldn't go back home? 181 00:16:55,797 --> 00:16:58,017 For God's sakes, you to run away together. 182 00:16:58,974 --> 00:17:00,889 What's wrong with you? It's Ian! 183 00:17:06,329 --> 00:17:07,591 [Chris] He's shaky. 184 00:17:13,075 --> 00:17:14,120 Please. 185 00:17:14,294 --> 00:17:15,860 You, you help me get him upstairs. 186 00:17:22,737 --> 00:17:24,043 Come on, man. 187 00:17:24,782 --> 00:17:25,870 [Josh grunts] 188 00:17:33,704 --> 00:17:36,142 [rock music] 189 00:17:44,063 --> 00:17:46,195 [Ian] Best Kept Secrets. Someone? 190 00:17:46,369 --> 00:17:48,589 Anyone! Best Kept Secret. 191 00:17:49,938 --> 00:17:51,157 Come see us tonight. 192 00:17:53,681 --> 00:17:55,552 Best Kept Secret, people. Come on. 193 00:17:55,726 --> 00:17:57,728 - Hey! Best Kept Secret. - [woman] Thanks. 194 00:17:57,902 --> 00:18:00,079 Best band on Sunset, under the sun. 195 00:18:00,949 --> 00:18:01,950 Anyone? 196 00:18:04,344 --> 00:18:06,824 Man, I'm not getting any luck on this side of the street. 197 00:18:06,998 --> 00:18:08,217 Maybe it's your hair, man. 198 00:18:08,391 --> 00:18:09,653 Your mom didn't mind. 199 00:18:13,266 --> 00:18:15,833 - Best Kept Secret. - Best Kept Secret. Come on. 200 00:18:16,530 --> 00:18:17,400 Best-- 201 00:18:20,142 --> 00:18:21,709 Hey. Best Kept Secret. 202 00:18:21,883 --> 00:18:24,059 - Oh. - Yeah, we're the new band in town. 203 00:18:24,233 --> 00:18:26,235 - Okay, cool. - This is really interesting. 204 00:18:26,409 --> 00:18:28,281 - Definitely catch up. - Yeah, think I'll give you two. 205 00:18:28,455 --> 00:18:29,630 - All right. - Give it to your friends. 206 00:18:29,804 --> 00:18:31,371 Hey, Best Kept Secret. 207 00:18:31,849 --> 00:18:34,374 Best Kept Secret, best band under the sun on Sunset. 208 00:18:35,288 --> 00:18:37,420 Man, none of these people are gonna come see us. 209 00:18:42,338 --> 00:18:44,906 Bro, I really need you to stop worrying 210 00:18:45,080 --> 00:18:46,777 about what's going to happen, okay? 211 00:18:46,951 --> 00:18:50,259 Doesn't it bother you that no one cares, no one sees us? 212 00:18:50,433 --> 00:18:52,783 We have no money, no real gigs. 213 00:18:52,957 --> 00:18:53,871 We have nowhere to stay. 214 00:18:54,045 --> 00:18:55,830 Hey, Best Kept Secret, 215 00:18:56,004 --> 00:18:57,179 tonight in Hollywood. 216 00:18:58,615 --> 00:19:01,357 Hello! Are you all gonna come see our show? 217 00:19:03,403 --> 00:19:05,622 - [Ian] How are you pulling this off, man? - Yo, my friend here thinks 218 00:19:05,796 --> 00:19:07,407 none of you are gonna come see our show tonight. 219 00:19:07,581 --> 00:19:09,365 Are you gonna come see our show? 220 00:19:10,323 --> 00:19:12,020 See? This is what I'm telling you, man. 221 00:19:12,194 --> 00:19:13,804 Bro, you got to practice equanimity. 222 00:19:13,978 --> 00:19:15,806 You don't even know what "equanimity" means. 223 00:19:15,980 --> 00:19:17,286 It's like love and shit. 224 00:19:17,460 --> 00:19:19,201 Oh, dude, you're a hippie. Get out of here! 225 00:19:19,375 --> 00:19:21,116 Are you fucking bumming me out? 226 00:19:21,290 --> 00:19:22,552 Hey, girl. 227 00:19:23,205 --> 00:19:24,728 [Skate] You've got to stop doubting yourself, man. 228 00:19:24,902 --> 00:19:26,382 You're gonna miss your own show. 229 00:19:28,123 --> 00:19:29,646 Speaking of show, 230 00:19:29,820 --> 00:19:31,257 you know where Josh is? 231 00:19:31,431 --> 00:19:33,302 - Best Kept Secret. - I don't know, man. 232 00:19:34,434 --> 00:19:36,871 [Ian] I tried calling him earlier, he didn't answer. 233 00:19:37,045 --> 00:19:38,307 Come on, great show. 234 00:19:40,440 --> 00:19:43,094 Bro, I don't know what you want me to say, man. I don't know where he's at. 235 00:19:44,226 --> 00:19:46,228 [Ian] You know, you're not a very good liar, Skate. 236 00:19:51,233 --> 00:19:53,235 [inaudible] 237 00:19:54,584 --> 00:19:56,847 [rock music] 238 00:19:57,021 --> 00:19:58,675 [gasps] 239 00:20:13,516 --> 00:20:16,476 [birds chirping] 240 00:20:35,886 --> 00:20:38,019 What the fuck? 241 00:20:41,152 --> 00:20:43,807 [rock music] 242 00:21:38,862 --> 00:21:41,691 [drums solo] 243 00:22:12,809 --> 00:22:14,420 [music stops] 244 00:22:26,997 --> 00:22:30,131 [arguing indistinctly] 245 00:22:31,001 --> 00:22:33,787 [guitar music] 246 00:22:35,702 --> 00:22:36,746 [Josh] Hey! 247 00:22:43,100 --> 00:22:43,971 Hey. 248 00:22:45,538 --> 00:22:47,017 You can't smoke in here. 249 00:22:48,845 --> 00:22:50,586 I'm-- Look, I'm sorry, man. I-- 250 00:22:50,760 --> 00:22:53,197 What the fuck you doing, man? Come on. 251 00:22:53,372 --> 00:22:54,634 It's okay. 252 00:22:55,504 --> 00:22:56,375 [chuckles softly] 253 00:22:56,984 --> 00:22:58,464 Josh gets lost in his thoughts too. 254 00:22:58,638 --> 00:23:00,161 What? 255 00:23:00,944 --> 00:23:02,685 He gets lost in his thoughts too. 256 00:23:02,859 --> 00:23:04,557 - Please have a seat. - Who does? 257 00:23:04,731 --> 00:23:05,819 Josh does. 258 00:23:06,559 --> 00:23:08,996 - [Ian] He does? - Yeah, he does. 259 00:23:09,170 --> 00:23:12,521 In the morning sometimes, he lays there and stare into space 260 00:23:12,695 --> 00:23:15,089 like he's trying to solve one of the great questions of life. 261 00:23:17,744 --> 00:23:19,485 [whispers] He doesn't know that I know. 262 00:23:21,574 --> 00:23:24,141 I'm sorry, I'm afraid I haven't had the pleasure of meeting you. 263 00:23:24,315 --> 00:23:26,970 - Oh. - It's my wife, Ian. 264 00:23:27,536 --> 00:23:32,149 Tell me, why haven't I met your hypnotizingly beautiful wife before? 265 00:23:32,323 --> 00:23:34,978 - [laughs] Oh, my God. No. - [Josh] You have. 266 00:23:35,805 --> 00:23:37,067 Were you too whacked out? 267 00:23:38,765 --> 00:23:40,288 - I'm, I'm sorry I was... - It's okay. 268 00:23:40,462 --> 00:23:41,507 [Josh] Baby. 269 00:23:42,159 --> 00:23:42,986 Yeah. 270 00:23:44,161 --> 00:23:45,293 Can you, uh... 271 00:23:46,076 --> 00:23:48,557 Can you go fix up some food or something? 272 00:23:50,777 --> 00:23:52,169 - Yeah, sure. - [Josh] Yeah? 273 00:23:53,475 --> 00:23:54,563 Good talking to you. 274 00:24:13,364 --> 00:24:15,062 Aren't you supposed to be in rehab? 275 00:24:16,977 --> 00:24:18,587 How do you know that, man? 276 00:24:19,762 --> 00:24:21,372 How do I know that? 277 00:24:21,547 --> 00:24:24,027 Everyone knows that, man. 278 00:24:25,028 --> 00:24:28,597 I mean, your latest stunt is all TMZ can talk about. 279 00:24:29,293 --> 00:24:30,730 "Where is Ian Ford?" 280 00:24:30,904 --> 00:24:32,558 "Has Ian Ford gone too far?" 281 00:24:33,384 --> 00:24:35,256 Fuck rehab, man! 282 00:24:35,865 --> 00:24:38,564 That fucking place. They don't know what the fuck they're doing. Okay? 283 00:24:40,174 --> 00:24:41,436 - You know what I mean? - [Josh] No. 284 00:24:41,610 --> 00:24:43,394 No, I don't know what you mean, Ian. 285 00:24:44,134 --> 00:24:47,181 That's why it's called rehab, and that's why you were there. 286 00:24:47,355 --> 00:24:49,052 And that's why you're supposed to be there, 287 00:24:49,226 --> 00:24:51,490 because you don't know what the fuck you're doing! Okay? 288 00:24:52,229 --> 00:24:53,753 You know what I mean? 289 00:24:53,927 --> 00:24:56,407 I didn't want to be there. 290 00:24:56,582 --> 00:24:58,540 - So I bounced. - Of course you didn't. 291 00:24:59,759 --> 00:25:01,543 They're trying to feed me with bullshit. 292 00:25:01,717 --> 00:25:03,284 That, that I need to be fixed, 293 00:25:03,458 --> 00:25:05,155 that I need to become a better version of myself. 294 00:25:06,243 --> 00:25:07,288 It's been what... 295 00:25:08,637 --> 00:25:09,682 four years? 296 00:25:11,074 --> 00:25:11,988 Six years. 297 00:25:13,337 --> 00:25:14,991 I left LA six years ago. 298 00:25:16,427 --> 00:25:17,385 Really? 299 00:25:18,255 --> 00:25:19,300 Six years, huh? 300 00:25:23,522 --> 00:25:24,435 Fuck. 301 00:25:27,003 --> 00:25:28,222 [Josh] Why are you here? 302 00:25:31,660 --> 00:25:33,619 I send you checks, you get 'em? 303 00:25:35,098 --> 00:25:36,056 Yeah, I get 'em. 304 00:25:41,975 --> 00:25:43,672 I mean, I don't cash them. 305 00:25:43,846 --> 00:25:46,545 - You don't cash them? - No, I don't fucking cash 'em. 306 00:25:46,719 --> 00:25:47,981 I just said that. 307 00:25:48,851 --> 00:25:50,766 - Why? - [scoffs] 308 00:25:50,940 --> 00:25:52,463 I-It's half, you know. 309 00:25:52,638 --> 00:25:54,727 What, you think you can just buy my forgiveness? 310 00:25:54,901 --> 00:25:56,729 You just send some checks? 311 00:25:57,338 --> 00:26:00,080 You think that makes me think you care, that you're a good person? 312 00:26:00,254 --> 00:26:02,125 Because you're doing something that "a good person would do." 313 00:26:02,299 --> 00:26:03,431 No, fuck that! 314 00:26:04,258 --> 00:26:05,738 Maybe it's not enough. 315 00:26:06,434 --> 00:26:07,783 Sure. You know what? 316 00:26:07,957 --> 00:26:10,090 And maybe everything I touch breaks. 317 00:26:10,264 --> 00:26:11,395 O-Okay. 318 00:26:11,570 --> 00:26:12,832 Shine a spotlight on my soul. 319 00:26:13,006 --> 00:26:14,616 Plead me guilty, whatever. 320 00:26:15,486 --> 00:26:16,400 But... 321 00:26:16,923 --> 00:26:19,534 But don't think that I don't care. 322 00:26:20,100 --> 00:26:22,581 Okay? Do me that one fucking solid. 323 00:26:28,064 --> 00:26:29,762 Why the fuck did you come here? 324 00:26:31,328 --> 00:26:33,113 Come on, let's, let's, let's not pretend 325 00:26:33,287 --> 00:26:34,810 that you sending me checks 326 00:26:34,984 --> 00:26:36,986 that you don't even know are cashed or not 327 00:26:37,160 --> 00:26:39,902 is your way of communicating and staying in touch. 328 00:26:41,208 --> 00:26:43,210 Because I, I don't buy it, man. 329 00:26:44,690 --> 00:26:46,387 And I know you don't fucking buy it. 330 00:26:48,128 --> 00:26:49,956 So for once in your fucking life, 331 00:26:50,565 --> 00:26:53,307 just give me a straight answer, man. 332 00:26:57,659 --> 00:26:59,922 I never meant for it to go down like that. 333 00:27:00,096 --> 00:27:01,358 [Josh] Shut the fuck up. 334 00:27:06,625 --> 00:27:08,278 You remember when we were kids... 335 00:27:09,105 --> 00:27:11,238 and, and we stole that guitar? 336 00:27:13,066 --> 00:27:15,372 We just saw that poor kid walking down the street, 337 00:27:15,546 --> 00:27:16,896 and we thought... 338 00:27:17,070 --> 00:27:18,245 We thought "Fuck it. 339 00:27:18,811 --> 00:27:20,203 Let's take that thing." 340 00:27:21,683 --> 00:27:24,077 And you and me, we threw a few punches for fun, 341 00:27:24,251 --> 00:27:26,557 and once we had it, we had no idea what to do with it. 342 00:27:27,863 --> 00:27:28,777 Fuck. 343 00:27:30,344 --> 00:27:31,650 Do you remember that? 344 00:27:32,825 --> 00:27:33,652 Yeah. 345 00:27:36,176 --> 00:27:38,352 That's a long fucking time ago, man. 346 00:27:38,526 --> 00:27:39,701 [Ian] We stayed up 347 00:27:39,875 --> 00:27:41,703 all night... 348 00:27:43,487 --> 00:27:44,358 just... 349 00:27:45,315 --> 00:27:46,926 walking around with it. 350 00:27:47,883 --> 00:27:49,363 We had no idea what we were doing, 351 00:27:49,537 --> 00:27:51,670 but, but we were hooked. 352 00:27:52,975 --> 00:27:53,976 Couldn't stop. 353 00:27:55,456 --> 00:27:57,284 [chuckles softly] And then, the next day we had to give it back 354 00:27:57,458 --> 00:27:59,547 because that kid's mom came knocking. 355 00:28:01,592 --> 00:28:03,551 I remember, uh, your dad, 356 00:28:03,725 --> 00:28:05,771 he wanted to hang us by our necks. 357 00:28:08,687 --> 00:28:10,601 What was that kid's name? 358 00:28:13,822 --> 00:28:14,867 I don't remember. 359 00:28:18,131 --> 00:28:20,046 I still remember that guitar, though. 360 00:28:23,397 --> 00:28:24,746 It was a piece of crap. 361 00:28:28,837 --> 00:28:30,534 What happened, man? 362 00:28:32,232 --> 00:28:34,625 How did everything get so fucked? 363 00:28:34,800 --> 00:28:36,715 How did it get so fucked? 364 00:28:38,064 --> 00:28:39,500 You know how it got so fucked? 365 00:28:39,674 --> 00:28:41,632 Because you're the one who fucked it up! 366 00:28:42,982 --> 00:28:45,114 [rock music] 367 00:28:50,337 --> 00:28:52,556 [drums solo] 368 00:29:05,134 --> 00:29:07,397 [rock music on stereo] 369 00:29:18,931 --> 00:29:20,454 It's fucking real, dudes. 370 00:29:23,065 --> 00:29:25,111 [Ian] It's just like in the pictures, man. 371 00:29:25,764 --> 00:29:28,288 - Right? - No, you ain't seen nothing yet, bro. 372 00:29:29,332 --> 00:29:32,074 [rock music continues on stereo] 373 00:29:37,427 --> 00:29:39,299 Fucking made it! We made it! 374 00:29:40,909 --> 00:29:42,084 Shouldn't we go in, dudes? 375 00:29:45,479 --> 00:29:46,480 - Yeah. - Fuck, yeah! 376 00:29:46,654 --> 00:29:48,569 - Let's go! - Yeah. [chuckles] 377 00:30:04,628 --> 00:30:06,848 Holy shit. 378 00:30:09,808 --> 00:30:11,635 [guitar music] 379 00:30:11,810 --> 00:30:13,028 [chuckles softly] 380 00:30:14,160 --> 00:30:15,161 You're still here? 381 00:30:17,554 --> 00:30:18,729 [Skate] It's so serene. 382 00:30:19,643 --> 00:30:20,949 [chuckles softly] 383 00:30:21,471 --> 00:30:24,344 Fucking girl losers, we can stay as long as we like. 384 00:30:26,128 --> 00:30:27,826 - Are you sure, man? - [Josh] Come on, man. 385 00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:29,392 Stop being such a fucking pussy. 386 00:30:29,566 --> 00:30:32,004 Four weeks ago, we were sitting at home 387 00:30:32,178 --> 00:30:34,528 and we were talking about how fucking sick and tired we were 388 00:30:34,702 --> 00:30:36,138 of that shitty hole. Okay? 389 00:30:36,312 --> 00:30:37,879 And what did I tell you, huh? 390 00:30:38,053 --> 00:30:39,402 What did I fucking tell you? 391 00:30:40,273 --> 00:30:41,927 You said we either gonna... 392 00:30:42,101 --> 00:30:44,407 We're either gonna get out now or stay here forever. 393 00:30:44,581 --> 00:30:47,062 So let's stop being pussies and get the fuck out! 394 00:30:47,236 --> 00:30:49,673 That's what I fucking said, man! We're fucking here! 395 00:30:49,848 --> 00:30:51,414 Look out that window. 396 00:30:51,588 --> 00:30:53,982 Look out the fucking window, boys! What do you see? 397 00:30:54,156 --> 00:30:56,724 Look at that sky, man! Holy fucking shit. 398 00:30:56,898 --> 00:30:58,160 [Skate] Opportunities. 399 00:30:58,334 --> 00:30:59,553 [Josh] Look at that. 400 00:31:02,599 --> 00:31:04,297 Look at opportunity. 401 00:31:06,125 --> 00:31:07,866 Dude, look at the fucking girls down there. 402 00:31:08,040 --> 00:31:09,737 Look, they're waiting for us to go talk to them. 403 00:31:10,346 --> 00:31:11,695 [Skate chuckles] 404 00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:13,219 Ah, dude... 405 00:31:13,741 --> 00:31:14,611 We made it. 406 00:31:19,442 --> 00:31:21,009 We fucking made it, man. 407 00:31:25,492 --> 00:31:26,841 To never going back. 408 00:31:27,015 --> 00:31:28,190 No, man. 409 00:31:30,062 --> 00:31:31,933 - To us. - Mm. 410 00:31:33,804 --> 00:31:36,068 - To Best Kept Secret. - [both] Best Kept Secret. 411 00:31:36,242 --> 00:31:38,374 - Best Kept Secret! - Best Kept Secret. 412 00:31:38,548 --> 00:31:40,855 [crowd cheering] 413 00:31:41,029 --> 00:31:43,336 [rock music] 414 00:31:54,303 --> 00:31:56,001 ♪ Hey ♪ 415 00:31:56,175 --> 00:32:00,396 ♪ I'm a nasty man True love kinda guy ♪ 416 00:32:00,570 --> 00:32:01,832 ♪ No ♪ 417 00:32:02,007 --> 00:32:04,009 ♪ I got a dirty fucking ♪ 418 00:32:04,183 --> 00:32:07,490 ♪ A dirty fucking mind ♪ 419 00:32:10,537 --> 00:32:14,497 ♪ And I'm hiding four kids ♪ 420 00:32:16,412 --> 00:32:20,373 ♪ My whiskey is ♪ 421 00:32:21,113 --> 00:32:24,290 ♪ Hey ♪ 422 00:32:24,464 --> 00:32:27,293 ♪ Black tar smoking This drink is really helping ♪ 423 00:32:27,467 --> 00:32:30,600 ♪ Find us too late ♪ 424 00:32:30,774 --> 00:32:32,820 [audience cheering] 425 00:32:34,953 --> 00:32:37,825 ♪ Inside my home ♪ 426 00:32:40,871 --> 00:32:44,049 ♪ Cause I'm so proud ♪ 427 00:32:44,223 --> 00:32:47,008 ♪ Crash her dreaming ♪ 428 00:32:47,182 --> 00:32:50,229 ♪ Sinking hole ♪ 429 00:32:53,406 --> 00:32:56,278 ♪ The story goes ♪ 430 00:32:56,452 --> 00:32:58,759 ♪ Come lift it, man Get off of me, I ♪ 431 00:32:58,933 --> 00:33:01,892 ♪ I ran ♪ 432 00:33:02,632 --> 00:33:05,679 ♪ Far away I'm a second soldier ♪ 433 00:33:05,853 --> 00:33:06,854 ♪ In ♪ 434 00:33:08,987 --> 00:33:14,166 ♪ Thirty years Hello to the other side ♪ 435 00:33:16,255 --> 00:33:20,694 ♪ Too much fire inside ♪ 436 00:33:21,390 --> 00:33:26,569 ♪ Get the fuck out and run to the darker skies ♪ 437 00:33:31,226 --> 00:33:34,229 ♪ No several, yeah ♪ 438 00:33:34,403 --> 00:33:36,971 ♪ Pretty little guy ♪ 439 00:33:38,364 --> 00:33:40,888 [crowd cheering] 440 00:33:54,206 --> 00:33:55,381 ♪ Whiskey neat ♪ 441 00:33:55,859 --> 00:33:57,600 ♪ Black tar smoking ♪ 442 00:33:57,774 --> 00:33:59,341 ♪ This is the bottom ♪ 443 00:34:00,516 --> 00:34:03,302 ♪ We ain't sinking I know you're thinking ♪ 444 00:34:03,476 --> 00:34:06,087 ♪ Lessons follow you to other places ♪ 445 00:34:06,261 --> 00:34:08,046 ♪ Whiskey neat ♪ 446 00:34:08,220 --> 00:34:09,612 ♪ Black tar smoking ♪ 447 00:34:12,615 --> 00:34:15,618 ♪ This is the bottom No, we ain't sinking ♪ 448 00:34:15,792 --> 00:34:18,230 ♪ Lessons follow you to other places ♪ 449 00:34:21,972 --> 00:34:23,452 ♪ Whiskey neat ♪ 450 00:34:23,626 --> 00:34:24,758 ♪ Black tar smoking ♪ 451 00:34:24,932 --> 00:34:26,281 ♪ This is the bottom ♪ 452 00:34:26,455 --> 00:34:27,761 ♪ And we ain't sinking ♪ 453 00:34:31,025 --> 00:34:34,072 ♪ Lessons follow you to other places ♪ 454 00:34:40,339 --> 00:34:41,862 ♪ We ain't sinking ♪ 455 00:34:43,429 --> 00:34:46,345 ♪ Lessons follow you to other places ♪ 456 00:34:49,522 --> 00:34:52,394 ♪ Inside my home ♪ 457 00:34:52,568 --> 00:34:55,354 ♪ You fucking man again and again ♪ 458 00:34:55,528 --> 00:34:58,357 ♪ 'Cause I found out ♪ 459 00:34:58,531 --> 00:35:01,751 ♪ You crash her dreaming ♪ 460 00:35:01,925 --> 00:35:05,320 ♪ Sinking hole ♪ 461 00:35:07,583 --> 00:35:10,630 ♪ The story goes ♪ 462 00:35:10,804 --> 00:35:15,025 ♪ Come lift it, man Get off of me, I ♪ 463 00:35:15,200 --> 00:35:16,201 ♪ Hey ♪ 464 00:35:21,423 --> 00:35:22,337 [door opens] 465 00:35:22,511 --> 00:35:24,774 [footsteps approaching] 466 00:35:25,340 --> 00:35:27,125 [Chris] What happened between you two? 467 00:35:33,087 --> 00:35:33,957 Nothing. 468 00:35:36,090 --> 00:35:37,222 We just, uh... 469 00:35:39,137 --> 00:35:41,226 We just drifted apart, that's all. 470 00:35:41,400 --> 00:35:42,575 [scoffs] 471 00:35:43,706 --> 00:35:45,491 That's not what you told me. 472 00:35:47,928 --> 00:35:49,147 You said... 473 00:35:50,104 --> 00:35:51,975 the lifestyle was too much. 474 00:35:52,759 --> 00:35:55,109 That Ian got more famous than the band, 475 00:35:55,283 --> 00:35:57,894 and so no one actually cared about the music anymore. 476 00:35:59,157 --> 00:36:00,854 Isn't that what you told me? 477 00:36:03,639 --> 00:36:05,946 You said you didn't know who we were anymore. 478 00:36:10,559 --> 00:36:11,952 I'm not an idiot, Josh 479 00:36:18,176 --> 00:36:19,307 [Josh] Look, Chris... 480 00:36:20,569 --> 00:36:22,049 I never lied to you. 481 00:36:22,223 --> 00:36:24,356 Keeping secrets from me is the same as lying. 482 00:36:25,400 --> 00:36:26,445 [exhales sharply] 483 00:36:27,837 --> 00:36:28,795 I'm your wife. 484 00:36:29,839 --> 00:36:31,232 Your wife. 485 00:36:32,494 --> 00:36:36,150 We've been married two years, and not once have I ever pried about your life in LA. 486 00:36:38,935 --> 00:36:40,198 Well, now I'm asking. 487 00:36:41,242 --> 00:36:42,330 What happened? 488 00:36:43,244 --> 00:36:45,377 [somber music] 489 00:36:50,469 --> 00:36:51,426 Look, when we... 490 00:36:54,255 --> 00:36:56,039 we first moved out to LA... 491 00:36:57,998 --> 00:37:00,609 we lived in this apartment on Sunset. 492 00:37:01,654 --> 00:37:02,829 That was... 493 00:37:04,178 --> 00:37:05,484 before we met the producer, 494 00:37:05,658 --> 00:37:08,400 before we lived in his place on the hill... 495 00:37:10,793 --> 00:37:12,360 before the band blew up... 496 00:37:13,579 --> 00:37:14,449 we... 497 00:37:15,798 --> 00:37:16,712 We, uh... 498 00:37:17,670 --> 00:37:19,149 We lived with this girl. 499 00:37:21,804 --> 00:37:22,675 What girl? 500 00:37:26,113 --> 00:37:27,027 Sarah. 501 00:37:28,768 --> 00:37:29,899 Her name was Sarah. 502 00:37:32,162 --> 00:37:34,164 [Ian laughing] Oh, my God. 503 00:37:37,385 --> 00:37:39,126 [laughing] Oh, my God. 504 00:37:39,300 --> 00:37:40,910 - [Sarah laughing] - Oh! 505 00:37:41,084 --> 00:37:42,390 [Josh] You all right? 506 00:37:42,564 --> 00:37:44,305 I told you not to drink so much, man. 507 00:37:44,479 --> 00:37:46,133 [Sarah] All right, he's fine. 508 00:37:46,307 --> 00:37:48,222 - [Ian] Oh, no, I can stand. - [Skate] You can't stand up. 509 00:37:48,396 --> 00:37:49,702 [Ian] I can stand. 510 00:37:49,876 --> 00:37:51,181 I can stand. 511 00:37:52,139 --> 00:37:54,707 - Oh, you know, I'm just gonna... - [Skate] Oh, fuck! 512 00:37:54,881 --> 00:37:57,710 - Oh, shit. - [all laughing] 513 00:38:00,626 --> 00:38:01,975 [Josh] Come on, man, I'll help you. 514 00:38:02,149 --> 00:38:03,759 [Skate] Come on, get up. 515 00:38:03,933 --> 00:38:05,239 [laughing] 516 00:38:05,413 --> 00:38:07,937 [Sarah] I know exactly what he needs. 517 00:38:08,111 --> 00:38:10,723 - [Josh] Some sleep? - [Sarah] You can sleep when you're dead. 518 00:38:11,724 --> 00:38:12,768 Little boys, 519 00:38:12,942 --> 00:38:16,555 welcome to the City of Angels. 520 00:38:17,295 --> 00:38:21,299 I have medicine that cures all that ails you. 521 00:38:24,954 --> 00:38:25,912 Come on. 522 00:38:31,744 --> 00:38:32,658 Watch... 523 00:38:33,746 --> 00:38:35,269 and learn. 524 00:38:40,753 --> 00:38:45,061 [snorts] 525 00:38:45,235 --> 00:38:46,628 [exhales deeply] 526 00:38:46,802 --> 00:38:47,803 [sniffles] 527 00:38:50,632 --> 00:38:51,459 [sniffles] 528 00:38:55,289 --> 00:38:57,378 [snorts] Whoa! 529 00:38:58,684 --> 00:38:59,859 Ah! 530 00:39:00,033 --> 00:39:02,078 [guitar music] 531 00:39:02,252 --> 00:39:04,254 [all snorting] 532 00:39:04,429 --> 00:39:06,431 [all sigh] 533 00:39:06,605 --> 00:39:08,258 ♪ Stay up ♪ 534 00:39:16,615 --> 00:39:18,094 [Sarah giggling] 535 00:39:21,707 --> 00:39:23,970 [guitar music continues] 536 00:39:29,323 --> 00:39:30,716 [coughs] 537 00:39:45,470 --> 00:39:47,341 [guitar music continues] 538 00:39:49,691 --> 00:39:51,780 - [Sarah laughs] - [Ian screams] 539 00:40:04,489 --> 00:40:07,230 ♪ I wanna be alone ♪ 540 00:40:13,106 --> 00:40:14,977 ♪ Come on ♪ 541 00:40:15,717 --> 00:40:17,763 ♪ It's not a poem ♪ 542 00:40:18,981 --> 00:40:21,331 ♪ Don't wanna be alone ♪ 543 00:40:22,550 --> 00:40:24,596 ♪ This won't be long ♪ 544 00:40:27,207 --> 00:40:28,426 ♪ I ♪ 545 00:40:29,427 --> 00:40:31,603 ♪ Don't wanna be alone ♪ 546 00:40:32,560 --> 00:40:34,823 ♪ Guess mom is home ♪ 547 00:40:36,390 --> 00:40:38,436 ♪ On my throne ♪ 548 00:40:40,829 --> 00:40:42,352 ♪ Home ♪ 549 00:40:42,918 --> 00:40:47,270 [singing gibberish] 550 00:40:50,317 --> 00:40:51,274 Cheers. 551 00:40:55,191 --> 00:40:57,455 [Ian] We're gonna bring the soul back into music. 552 00:40:57,629 --> 00:40:59,500 - [Sarah] What, my soul? - [Ian] All souls. 553 00:40:59,674 --> 00:41:01,415 - [Sarah chuckles] - [Ian] Spirit, energy. 554 00:41:01,589 --> 00:41:03,156 What I'm trying to say, uh... 555 00:41:03,330 --> 00:41:04,244 Are you listening to what I'm saying? 556 00:41:04,418 --> 00:41:05,680 Listen to what I'm saying. 557 00:41:05,854 --> 00:41:07,334 - [Sarah] I'm listening. - You know... 558 00:41:07,508 --> 00:41:08,640 Music means... 559 00:41:09,379 --> 00:41:10,946 a soul. 560 00:41:11,991 --> 00:41:12,905 And... 561 00:41:14,297 --> 00:41:15,473 [Josh] Hey. 562 00:41:15,647 --> 00:41:17,649 [Sarah giggles] 563 00:41:20,260 --> 00:41:23,132 [Ian] You are straddling a great guy right there. 564 00:41:23,306 --> 00:41:24,699 [laughing] 565 00:41:24,873 --> 00:41:26,396 I think it's, uh, 566 00:41:26,571 --> 00:41:28,050 pretty obvious to everyone, bro. 567 00:41:28,224 --> 00:41:30,749 - Yeah, but that's not my point. - [Josh laughs] 568 00:41:30,923 --> 00:41:33,229 - My point is that... - What, he's a great guy? 569 00:41:33,403 --> 00:41:36,929 Yes, yes, but what I'm trying to say is, 570 00:41:37,103 --> 00:41:39,845 if, if you break his heart, 571 00:41:40,019 --> 00:41:42,238 - then... - Then what? 572 00:41:44,545 --> 00:41:45,503 You'll kill me? 573 00:41:47,156 --> 00:41:48,897 What, you'll walk me to the nearest tower 574 00:41:49,071 --> 00:41:52,248 and you'll drop me and you'll watch as gravity 575 00:41:52,422 --> 00:41:53,902 sends me to my death, 576 00:41:54,076 --> 00:41:56,514 and my guts just splatter all over the sidewalk? 577 00:41:58,646 --> 00:42:00,909 That's just morbid. 578 00:42:01,649 --> 00:42:03,521 What do you think I am, a savage? 579 00:42:16,055 --> 00:42:18,579 [rock music] 580 00:42:20,233 --> 00:42:22,801 I think you'd jump after me just for the hell of it. 581 00:42:33,681 --> 00:42:35,204 [chuckles] What the fuck? 582 00:42:36,466 --> 00:42:38,251 Come on, let's drink! 583 00:42:39,382 --> 00:42:40,558 Huh? 584 00:42:42,603 --> 00:42:44,692 [Sarah] Music. Let's dance. 585 00:42:44,866 --> 00:42:46,215 [Skate] Music. 586 00:42:47,477 --> 00:42:48,391 [Ian] Hey. 587 00:42:50,916 --> 00:42:53,266 [both grunting] 588 00:42:55,747 --> 00:42:57,749 [drums playing] 589 00:43:07,933 --> 00:43:10,457 [both panting] 590 00:43:21,468 --> 00:43:23,513 [Josh] Hey-oh, hey-oh! 591 00:43:27,866 --> 00:43:29,998 [Josh singing gibberish] 592 00:44:10,909 --> 00:44:11,953 [Sarah] Hey. 593 00:44:12,911 --> 00:44:13,825 Mm. 594 00:44:16,566 --> 00:44:17,698 How did you sleep? 595 00:44:18,786 --> 00:44:21,746 [Ian] As much as I don't mind the show, folks, 596 00:44:21,920 --> 00:44:23,878 my shit's kinda all fucked up right now. 597 00:44:25,967 --> 00:44:27,752 Allow a brother some peace. 598 00:44:29,275 --> 00:44:30,450 You're awake. 599 00:44:30,624 --> 00:44:32,147 I was meditating. 600 00:44:34,759 --> 00:44:38,806 Well, we've got that meeting with that record label guy in, like, two hours, okay? 601 00:44:38,980 --> 00:44:40,590 I think this is it. So... 602 00:44:41,200 --> 00:44:42,984 Come on. Let's not fuck this up. 603 00:44:43,158 --> 00:44:44,594 [Ian] You don't want to fuck it up? 604 00:44:44,769 --> 00:44:46,161 Oh, well, shit. 605 00:44:46,335 --> 00:44:48,424 You should have said something sooner. 606 00:44:48,598 --> 00:44:49,861 I'll get on that ASAP. 607 00:44:50,035 --> 00:44:51,297 [laughs] 608 00:44:53,821 --> 00:44:56,345 Uh, Sarah, dear... 609 00:44:56,519 --> 00:44:58,304 Afraid you did it all, babe. 610 00:44:58,478 --> 00:45:00,523 Oh, fuck me sideways. 611 00:45:01,176 --> 00:45:02,221 It's not good. 612 00:45:03,918 --> 00:45:05,354 [Josh] You did all of it? 613 00:45:07,008 --> 00:45:07,966 All of it? 614 00:45:08,749 --> 00:45:10,142 What? 615 00:45:10,316 --> 00:45:12,753 Oh, come on, don't give me that face, bro. 616 00:45:14,712 --> 00:45:16,714 All of the '80s rockers... 617 00:45:17,323 --> 00:45:18,716 needed blow. 618 00:45:18,890 --> 00:45:21,631 They, they did a lot worse than blow, too. 619 00:45:23,459 --> 00:45:26,506 If you and me want to become legends, my friend, 620 00:45:27,202 --> 00:45:29,422 you must party like the legends. 621 00:45:29,596 --> 00:45:32,947 You and me are amateurs. 622 00:45:34,557 --> 00:45:35,645 The first degree. 623 00:45:41,739 --> 00:45:42,870 [empty can rattles] 624 00:45:45,264 --> 00:45:47,005 - [laughs] - [Ian] Here we go. 625 00:45:47,179 --> 00:45:49,094 - [Sarah] No way. - [Ian laugh mischievously] 626 00:45:49,268 --> 00:45:50,312 [Sarah laughs] 627 00:45:51,183 --> 00:45:52,967 [Ian] Don't you wanna be a legend? 628 00:45:53,141 --> 00:45:54,577 I wanna be a legend. 629 00:45:54,752 --> 00:45:55,840 Come on. 630 00:45:56,579 --> 00:45:58,277 Come join me in the deep end. 631 00:45:58,451 --> 00:45:59,495 [Sarah chuckles] 632 00:46:19,211 --> 00:46:21,561 [snorts] 633 00:46:21,735 --> 00:46:22,605 [Ian] Oh! 634 00:46:26,566 --> 00:46:27,523 [grunts] 635 00:46:29,438 --> 00:46:31,789 [laughs] 636 00:46:44,845 --> 00:46:46,064 Who's Sarah? 637 00:46:47,326 --> 00:46:48,675 [Sarah laughs] 638 00:46:51,591 --> 00:46:53,201 Uh, Sarah, she, I don't... 639 00:46:55,334 --> 00:46:56,944 What do you mean? She was... 640 00:46:58,337 --> 00:47:00,643 [sighs] She was close with the band. She was... 641 00:47:03,690 --> 00:47:05,387 Glorified groupie, 642 00:47:05,561 --> 00:47:07,999 it's probably the best way to describe Sarah. 643 00:47:08,173 --> 00:47:09,565 Glorified groupie? 644 00:47:11,785 --> 00:47:13,395 She was your girlfriend? 645 00:47:15,833 --> 00:47:16,572 [sighs] 646 00:47:16,746 --> 00:47:17,835 Chris, would you-- 647 00:47:19,401 --> 00:47:22,404 Look, when you're in a rock band, you don't really have labels 648 00:47:22,578 --> 00:47:25,668 on girlfriend and boyfriend, okay? It was just how it was. 649 00:47:27,670 --> 00:47:29,368 Well, yes. If you want to say that, 650 00:47:29,542 --> 00:47:31,065 yes, she was my girlfriend. 651 00:47:31,239 --> 00:47:32,937 You know about all my other ex-boyfriends. 652 00:47:33,111 --> 00:47:34,590 You never told me about Sarah. 653 00:47:35,461 --> 00:47:37,811 Because it doesn't fucking matter, that's why. 654 00:47:38,464 --> 00:47:41,206 To be honest, I don't give a fuck about your ex-boyfriends, okay? 655 00:47:41,380 --> 00:47:43,643 It doesn't matter. What matters is us now. 656 00:47:43,817 --> 00:47:47,777 It matters because she was part of your life and you and Ian-- 657 00:47:47,952 --> 00:47:50,084 [Josh] Emphasis on the "was part" of my life. 658 00:47:50,258 --> 00:47:51,869 Why is Ian here? 659 00:47:52,043 --> 00:47:54,697 I have no fucking idea why he's here. 660 00:47:55,785 --> 00:47:58,963 You have as much information as I do. I don't know why he turned up. 661 00:47:59,137 --> 00:48:01,182 I haven't seen the fucking guy in six years. 662 00:48:01,356 --> 00:48:03,271 [Chris] You don't tell me anything. I'm in the dark. 663 00:48:03,445 --> 00:48:05,012 And he just suddenly shows up on my doorstep... 664 00:48:05,186 --> 00:48:06,579 What do you mean don't tell you anything? 665 00:48:06,753 --> 00:48:09,234 - I tell you everything. - Who is Sarah? 666 00:48:12,063 --> 00:48:13,891 I didn't even know anything about Ian. 667 00:48:15,936 --> 00:48:17,198 [exhales sharply] 668 00:48:18,896 --> 00:48:20,941 You don't want to know anything about Ian. 669 00:48:21,899 --> 00:48:23,291 He's not a good person. 670 00:48:24,640 --> 00:48:26,294 And I don't wanna tell you because 671 00:48:26,468 --> 00:48:28,253 I wanna protect you from that. 672 00:48:31,256 --> 00:48:33,345 Keeping secrets from me is not protecting me. 673 00:48:33,519 --> 00:48:34,999 You know I was in a band. 674 00:48:36,652 --> 00:48:37,523 Okay? 675 00:48:40,395 --> 00:48:42,832 - You never answered my question. - That's no secret. 676 00:48:43,921 --> 00:48:45,618 What kind of stuff did you guys do? 677 00:48:46,184 --> 00:48:47,228 Jesus Christ. 678 00:48:48,186 --> 00:48:49,927 - I want to know. - We played music. 679 00:48:51,885 --> 00:48:53,147 Don't be a smart-ass. 680 00:48:58,587 --> 00:48:59,545 Okay. 681 00:49:00,981 --> 00:49:04,028 We did everything a normal band does. 682 00:49:05,159 --> 00:49:07,292 Okay, you want to know? I'll fucking tell you. 683 00:49:07,466 --> 00:49:09,120 We drank, we partied. 684 00:49:09,294 --> 00:49:10,730 We fucked girls. 685 00:49:10,904 --> 00:49:12,297 We did drugs, we did everything. 686 00:49:12,471 --> 00:49:14,516 But it doesn't matter. I was fucking 19, Chris. 687 00:49:14,690 --> 00:49:16,475 - Come on. - Get your hands off me. 688 00:49:17,606 --> 00:49:19,957 Look, I'm not-- I'm sorry. Baby, I'm sorry. 689 00:49:20,131 --> 00:49:22,524 - Baby, baby, baby, come here. - Stop. 690 00:49:25,571 --> 00:49:26,789 Baby, I didn't mean this. 691 00:49:26,964 --> 00:49:29,444 [Chris breathing heavily] 692 00:49:34,058 --> 00:49:36,016 [sighs] Chris, it was, it was in the past. 693 00:49:36,190 --> 00:49:39,019 It was my old life. I was fucking what, 19? 694 00:49:40,629 --> 00:49:43,197 Does it matter, Chris? I mean-- Come on. 695 00:49:43,850 --> 00:49:45,243 I started a new life with you. 696 00:49:45,417 --> 00:49:46,984 That's, that's what fucking matters. 697 00:49:47,158 --> 00:49:49,073 Why did you come back? 698 00:49:49,247 --> 00:49:51,031 Jesus Christ. You knew I was in a band. 699 00:49:51,205 --> 00:49:53,120 What the fuck did you think was happening, huh? 700 00:49:53,294 --> 00:49:55,470 I don't know, Josh, up until five minutes ago, 701 00:49:55,644 --> 00:49:57,603 you never told me you've done cocaine! 702 00:49:58,734 --> 00:50:02,303 Or that Ian was spiraling out of control, that you're even a part of it. 703 00:50:02,782 --> 00:50:05,306 Chris, please, just, just come sit next to me, please. 704 00:50:05,480 --> 00:50:07,482 - Let's talk. Just talk this... - [Chris] You haven't even told me anything! 705 00:50:07,656 --> 00:50:09,049 Just talk to me, please. 706 00:50:09,223 --> 00:50:10,920 How long did you live with her? 707 00:50:14,054 --> 00:50:16,187 - Why, why does it matter how... - [Chris] I want to know 708 00:50:16,361 --> 00:50:18,319 how long did you fucking live with her? 709 00:50:25,587 --> 00:50:27,154 I, I don't remember, it-- 710 00:50:28,112 --> 00:50:29,678 I don't remember, Chris. It was, it was-- 711 00:50:29,852 --> 00:50:32,116 I don't know, two years on and off maybe. 712 00:50:33,900 --> 00:50:34,814 Two years? 713 00:50:36,033 --> 00:50:37,469 [Chris sniffles] 714 00:50:38,557 --> 00:50:39,645 [Chris crying] 715 00:50:43,823 --> 00:50:45,520 I'm gonna-- [sniffles] 716 00:50:45,694 --> 00:50:47,740 I'm gonna make dinner for you and... 717 00:50:48,393 --> 00:50:50,221 your best friend and his... 718 00:50:50,395 --> 00:50:51,265 whatever. 719 00:50:52,919 --> 00:50:54,138 And when I'm done... 720 00:50:54,877 --> 00:50:57,054 we're gonna sit down and you will tell me all of it. 721 00:50:59,491 --> 00:51:00,492 All of it. 722 00:51:09,718 --> 00:51:10,937 [door opens] 723 00:51:13,505 --> 00:51:14,636 [door closes] 724 00:51:19,076 --> 00:51:20,555 You gotta tell him, Ian. 725 00:51:22,775 --> 00:51:24,081 What if he's tripping? 726 00:51:24,994 --> 00:51:25,995 Yeah. 727 00:51:26,518 --> 00:51:28,041 Uh, I know. 728 00:51:31,305 --> 00:51:32,611 So go do it. 729 00:51:35,092 --> 00:51:35,962 Yeah. 730 00:51:36,919 --> 00:51:37,833 Yeah. 731 00:51:44,623 --> 00:51:45,798 [Sarah] Oh, my goodness. 732 00:51:45,972 --> 00:51:47,104 - Come in. - [Sarah clears throat] 733 00:51:47,278 --> 00:51:48,670 [both chuckle] 734 00:51:49,628 --> 00:51:51,020 - This way. - I just walk? 735 00:51:51,195 --> 00:51:52,152 [Ian] Mm-hmm. 736 00:51:54,328 --> 00:51:55,721 [Ian whispers] This way. 737 00:51:59,594 --> 00:52:01,161 - [Ian] Oh, oh. Oh... - [Sarah chuckles] 738 00:52:01,335 --> 00:52:02,945 - What was that? - [Ian] Sit down. 739 00:52:04,860 --> 00:52:06,123 [both chuckle] 740 00:52:07,689 --> 00:52:09,256 Wait, can I take this thing off now? 741 00:52:09,430 --> 00:52:10,997 No, no, no, no, no. 742 00:52:11,171 --> 00:52:13,130 Ah, it's been on my face for like, half an hour. 743 00:52:13,304 --> 00:52:15,088 It's meant to be a surprise. 744 00:52:15,915 --> 00:52:18,135 Okay, but I don't want to keep it on much longer. 745 00:52:18,309 --> 00:52:20,006 Okay. Okay. 746 00:52:20,180 --> 00:52:21,964 The best thought. Mm. 747 00:52:22,139 --> 00:52:23,879 - [chuckles] - Okay, okay, I'm taking it off now. 748 00:52:24,880 --> 00:52:26,273 [sighs] 749 00:52:26,447 --> 00:52:27,448 [clears throat] 750 00:52:32,671 --> 00:52:34,760 Ian, what the fuck is this place? 751 00:52:37,719 --> 00:52:39,330 I think the better question is, 752 00:52:41,027 --> 00:52:42,855 "What's inside this box?" 753 00:52:46,075 --> 00:52:47,164 Ian... 754 00:52:51,777 --> 00:52:53,518 Uh, I mean... 755 00:52:54,606 --> 00:52:55,781 [Sarah chuckles] 756 00:53:00,525 --> 00:53:02,614 - Keys? - [Ian] Yeah. 757 00:53:02,788 --> 00:53:04,616 One for you, one for me. 758 00:53:04,790 --> 00:53:05,834 To this place. 759 00:53:07,009 --> 00:53:08,185 I bought it. 760 00:53:09,447 --> 00:53:10,404 [Sarah chuckles] 761 00:53:11,797 --> 00:53:13,102 Can you afford this? 762 00:53:13,277 --> 00:53:15,061 Who cares? It's our home, babe. 763 00:53:16,367 --> 00:53:17,803 Yeah. [chuckles] 764 00:53:17,977 --> 00:53:19,674 [both chuckle] 765 00:53:21,110 --> 00:53:22,764 [Sarah sighs deeply] 766 00:53:23,591 --> 00:53:24,505 No? 767 00:53:26,028 --> 00:53:27,421 You don't like it. 768 00:53:27,595 --> 00:53:29,206 Ah, fuck. You don't like it. 769 00:53:29,380 --> 00:53:31,338 - I mean, it's just... - I knew it. 770 00:53:31,904 --> 00:53:32,992 I knew it. 771 00:53:33,166 --> 00:53:34,167 You hate it. 772 00:53:35,473 --> 00:53:36,387 [Sarah] It's... 773 00:53:36,996 --> 00:53:38,432 [Ian] I should have asked you first. 774 00:53:38,606 --> 00:53:40,042 [Sarah] ...big, I guess. 775 00:53:41,261 --> 00:53:42,480 [snorts and coughs] 776 00:53:43,655 --> 00:53:45,178 [Sarah] Hey, hey. 777 00:53:49,182 --> 00:53:50,923 Shut up. I love it, okay? 778 00:53:51,097 --> 00:53:52,316 - You do? - Yeah, I do. 779 00:53:52,490 --> 00:53:53,752 - For real? - For real. 780 00:54:06,025 --> 00:54:08,245 Where's my fucking shit? 781 00:54:09,071 --> 00:54:10,638 Where have you put it? 782 00:54:10,812 --> 00:54:12,901 Where have you fucking put it? 783 00:54:13,075 --> 00:54:15,034 - [crying] - Goddammit, Sarah! Stop! 784 00:54:15,208 --> 00:54:16,601 Get the fuck away from me! 785 00:54:17,558 --> 00:54:19,778 - No. - Get the-- Give it back! 786 00:54:20,387 --> 00:54:22,694 - You-- this is what you want? - [Sarah crying] 787 00:54:25,218 --> 00:54:27,351 - [sobbing] - [Ian] Goddamn it, Sarah! 788 00:54:28,787 --> 00:54:30,397 Stop! Stop this! 789 00:54:30,571 --> 00:54:32,269 Stop this insanity! 790 00:54:33,487 --> 00:54:34,880 You want insanity? 791 00:54:37,143 --> 00:54:38,884 I can give you insanity. 792 00:54:39,058 --> 00:54:40,755 You'd have to be here to take it, but... 793 00:54:41,408 --> 00:54:42,844 I can give you insanity. 794 00:54:43,628 --> 00:54:44,629 [Ian] Stop. 795 00:54:45,586 --> 00:54:46,848 Stop this. 796 00:54:47,022 --> 00:54:48,720 [Sarah] What do you want me to stop? 797 00:54:48,894 --> 00:54:51,244 Waiting for you? Fucking waiting for you? 798 00:54:53,377 --> 00:54:56,510 I've been waiting for you every fucking day! 799 00:54:58,164 --> 00:54:59,165 Fucking... 800 00:55:00,558 --> 00:55:01,733 [Ian] You know what? 801 00:55:02,995 --> 00:55:04,910 If you're so tired of sitting there... 802 00:55:05,824 --> 00:55:07,521 - then leave. - [glass clinking] 803 00:55:07,695 --> 00:55:09,654 Get out. There's the door. 804 00:55:09,828 --> 00:55:10,829 Huh? 805 00:55:11,003 --> 00:55:13,701 There are no bars, no chains, 806 00:55:13,875 --> 00:55:18,227 no fucking locks that you don't have the fucking keys to, huh? 807 00:55:18,706 --> 00:55:21,666 You're so bored, get up and leave! 808 00:55:21,840 --> 00:55:25,060 Every day, I'm working! 809 00:55:25,234 --> 00:55:28,063 - Killing myself for you! - Right. 810 00:55:28,237 --> 00:55:29,238 For us! 811 00:55:29,761 --> 00:55:31,937 And what, what are you doing? 812 00:55:32,111 --> 00:55:36,071 - Sitting there, turning your veins black! - Get off me! 813 00:55:36,245 --> 00:55:39,771 Putting spots on your liver, holes in your nose! 814 00:55:41,163 --> 00:55:42,687 I'm disgusted! 815 00:55:48,736 --> 00:55:50,303 [sobbing] 816 00:55:52,392 --> 00:55:54,960 You wouldn't have any of this if it wasn't for me. 817 00:55:56,222 --> 00:55:57,354 None of it. 818 00:55:57,528 --> 00:55:59,138 No music. 819 00:55:59,312 --> 00:56:01,662 You wouldn't have your fucking big stage. None of it. 820 00:56:02,359 --> 00:56:03,229 None of it. 821 00:56:04,143 --> 00:56:05,971 And then you tell me to fucking leave? 822 00:56:07,451 --> 00:56:08,843 Right. Big move, babe. 823 00:56:09,017 --> 00:56:10,323 Big move. 824 00:56:11,150 --> 00:56:12,543 Big fucking move. 825 00:56:20,942 --> 00:56:23,205 Where's my shit? Where did you put my shit? 826 00:56:25,382 --> 00:56:26,470 Fuck. 827 00:56:26,644 --> 00:56:28,950 [crying] 828 00:56:30,038 --> 00:56:31,170 - Sarah... - [sobbing] 829 00:56:31,344 --> 00:56:33,259 I'm nothing! 830 00:56:33,433 --> 00:56:34,478 Sarah... 831 00:56:39,744 --> 00:56:42,268 [upbeat orchestral music] 832 00:57:04,116 --> 00:57:06,031 [Ian burps] 833 00:57:12,516 --> 00:57:13,604 [Chris] All right. 834 00:57:17,999 --> 00:57:22,656 So, Chris, aside from your amazing domestic skills, 835 00:57:23,178 --> 00:57:25,920 um, what are you into? 836 00:57:28,880 --> 00:57:29,968 Uh... 837 00:57:31,012 --> 00:57:32,536 I'm a respiratory therapist. 838 00:57:32,710 --> 00:57:34,146 - Oh, awesome. - Mm-hmm. 839 00:57:34,320 --> 00:57:36,583 I learned CPR when I was a junior lifeguard. 840 00:57:36,757 --> 00:57:38,063 [Josh] Good for you. 841 00:57:38,846 --> 00:57:41,458 What? Can you not fathom someone being interested 842 00:57:41,632 --> 00:57:42,763 in my boring career? 843 00:57:44,243 --> 00:57:45,984 I'm very interested in your career. 844 00:57:52,817 --> 00:57:55,602 What, what exactly does a respiratory therapist do? 845 00:57:56,168 --> 00:57:59,258 I, uh, think it's like Kundalini yoga or something. 846 00:57:59,432 --> 00:58:00,389 I don't know. 847 00:58:03,523 --> 00:58:04,785 I, uh... 848 00:58:04,959 --> 00:58:06,134 I love yoga. 849 00:58:07,701 --> 00:58:09,094 [Chris and Ian chuckle] 850 00:58:09,747 --> 00:58:10,661 That's great. 851 00:58:12,706 --> 00:58:13,664 [Ian chuckles] 852 00:58:23,282 --> 00:58:25,153 [Bolt] Can we do yoga sometime? 853 00:58:25,719 --> 00:58:27,155 [gagging] 854 00:58:27,329 --> 00:58:28,548 [chuckles softly] 855 00:58:30,681 --> 00:58:31,812 Sorry, just... 856 00:58:36,861 --> 00:58:39,864 I have never had chicken this good. 857 00:58:40,517 --> 00:58:41,518 [chuckles softly] 858 00:58:42,388 --> 00:58:43,389 Cheers, guys. 859 00:58:44,433 --> 00:58:45,347 [Ian] Ha-ha. 860 00:58:51,528 --> 00:58:52,746 [door opens] 861 00:58:56,489 --> 00:58:57,446 Baby. 862 00:58:57,621 --> 00:58:59,318 Don't "baby" me. 863 00:59:07,065 --> 00:59:08,588 So she slept with him? 864 00:59:08,762 --> 00:59:09,763 What? 865 00:59:10,459 --> 00:59:11,243 [sighs] 866 00:59:11,417 --> 00:59:12,374 Why don't we just... 867 00:59:13,027 --> 00:59:14,115 No. Stop. 868 00:59:15,943 --> 00:59:17,684 That's why you left LA. 869 00:59:17,858 --> 00:59:20,252 Because she cheated on you with your best friend. 870 00:59:24,996 --> 00:59:27,607 I don't get it. So you're mad because 871 00:59:27,781 --> 00:59:29,957 I left LA and met you again? 872 00:59:30,131 --> 00:59:31,480 Come on, that's ridiculous. 873 00:59:31,655 --> 00:59:33,352 No, you're ridiculous. 874 00:59:34,614 --> 00:59:36,094 What was I to you then? 875 00:59:36,268 --> 00:59:38,444 A rebound, a distraction? 876 00:59:39,576 --> 00:59:41,926 You asked me to marry you, and I said, yes. 877 00:59:42,927 --> 00:59:44,972 But you were never able to tell me that you left LA 878 00:59:45,146 --> 00:59:46,365 because someone you loved broke your heart. 879 00:59:46,539 --> 00:59:48,019 Because it was in the past, Chris. 880 00:59:48,193 --> 00:59:49,455 It was years ago, okay? 881 00:59:49,629 --> 00:59:51,109 Why does it matter why I left LA? 882 00:59:51,283 --> 00:59:52,893 It matters because there was someone in your past 883 00:59:53,067 --> 00:59:55,548 that you loved more than anything else in the world. 884 00:59:56,810 --> 00:59:58,725 - Probably more than me. - Come on. 885 01:00:00,335 --> 01:00:01,380 You never told me. 886 01:00:03,512 --> 01:00:06,167 Don't act like you don't understand, because I figured it out. 887 01:00:06,341 --> 01:00:07,691 Why you left your music career behind. 888 01:00:07,865 --> 01:00:08,909 Why you left your band behind 889 01:00:09,083 --> 01:00:10,345 and why you left Ian behind. 890 01:00:10,519 --> 01:00:12,391 Why you left your whole life behind. 891 01:00:13,479 --> 01:00:15,916 Not because he got more famous than you, because that would actually help your band, 892 01:00:16,090 --> 01:00:17,439 but it was because 893 01:00:17,614 --> 01:00:20,181 some slut Sarah 894 01:00:20,355 --> 01:00:22,444 slept with your best friend behind your back! 895 01:00:22,619 --> 01:00:23,663 Don't-- 896 01:00:24,185 --> 01:00:26,013 Don't call her a slut. 897 01:00:26,927 --> 01:00:27,711 [Chris scoffs] 898 01:00:27,885 --> 01:00:28,712 What? 899 01:00:31,279 --> 01:00:32,672 Thank you, Ian, 900 01:00:32,846 --> 01:00:34,152 for coming and bringing the truth with you 901 01:00:34,326 --> 01:00:35,936 because this coward was never going to. 902 01:00:40,027 --> 01:00:41,507 So is that slut... 903 01:00:41,986 --> 01:00:43,465 going to be my next surprise visitor? 904 01:00:43,640 --> 01:00:45,642 I said don't call her a slut! 905 01:00:48,993 --> 01:00:51,386 We were never happy like you two were. 906 01:00:54,476 --> 01:00:57,871 I can still remember you guys' faces when you were together. 907 01:00:58,480 --> 01:01:00,874 You guys were happy 908 01:01:01,048 --> 01:01:02,746 in a way that I never was, 909 01:01:02,920 --> 01:01:04,138 in a way that me and Sarah never were. 910 01:01:04,312 --> 01:01:05,966 [Josh] Get to the point, Ian. 911 01:01:06,488 --> 01:01:08,055 [crying] As time went on... 912 01:01:09,361 --> 01:01:10,318 she got... 913 01:01:10,928 --> 01:01:12,277 darker, heavier. 914 01:01:12,451 --> 01:01:14,192 It wasn't just the blow anymore! 915 01:01:15,454 --> 01:01:16,803 I would come home... 916 01:01:17,456 --> 01:01:20,111 from being on tour for days, sometimes weeks... 917 01:01:20,677 --> 01:01:22,679 and she wouldn't be there. 918 01:01:23,505 --> 01:01:26,291 And I would sit and I would wait for her. 919 01:01:27,118 --> 01:01:29,598 And sometimes she came home and sometimes she didn't. 920 01:01:29,773 --> 01:01:32,689 And I would leave as if everything was okay. 921 01:01:35,300 --> 01:01:37,171 I can still picture 922 01:01:37,345 --> 01:01:39,696 her laying on that floor every single day. 923 01:01:43,917 --> 01:01:45,136 I got home... 924 01:01:45,310 --> 01:01:47,138 they were both gone. 925 01:01:48,530 --> 01:01:49,444 Who? 926 01:01:50,097 --> 01:01:51,577 - I was on tour. - [shouts] Who? 927 01:01:51,751 --> 01:01:53,361 [Ian] It wasn't my fault. 928 01:01:54,058 --> 01:01:56,234 She was fucking pregnant, Josh. 929 01:01:57,017 --> 01:01:58,976 She was fucking pregnant 930 01:01:59,150 --> 01:02:00,847 and she was shooting dope! 931 01:02:02,457 --> 01:02:03,894 I was on tour. 932 01:02:04,459 --> 01:02:06,070 I didn't know! 933 01:02:06,810 --> 01:02:09,682 I came home, to the house... 934 01:02:13,599 --> 01:02:15,470 I'm so fucking sorry. 935 01:02:15,644 --> 01:02:17,168 What are you saying? 936 01:02:19,736 --> 01:02:22,086 I'm so fucking sorry, Josh. 937 01:02:22,260 --> 01:02:23,522 - What the fuck are you saying? - I'm sorry! 938 01:02:23,696 --> 01:02:24,915 Fuck. 939 01:02:28,309 --> 01:02:29,746 She's dead, man. 940 01:02:37,579 --> 01:02:39,451 [both grunting] 941 01:02:39,625 --> 01:02:40,757 - [Chris] Stop! - Go away! 942 01:02:42,846 --> 01:02:43,847 [Josh grunts] 943 01:02:51,245 --> 01:02:53,291 [both grunting] 944 01:02:55,989 --> 01:02:57,382 You said you'd protect her! 945 01:02:57,556 --> 01:02:58,905 [grunting] 946 01:03:03,040 --> 01:03:04,041 [both grunting] 947 01:03:09,568 --> 01:03:10,699 [Ian] I'm sorry, man. 948 01:03:16,444 --> 01:03:17,750 [grunts] 949 01:03:19,534 --> 01:03:20,884 - [gagging] - [Josh panting] 950 01:03:25,018 --> 01:03:27,064 [gagging] 951 01:03:32,678 --> 01:03:35,681 - [Josh crying] - [coughing] 952 01:03:47,693 --> 01:03:50,304 [panting] 953 01:04:14,676 --> 01:04:16,853 You said she was your hourglass. 954 01:04:21,770 --> 01:04:23,947 You told me you had no guide without her. 955 01:04:31,780 --> 01:04:33,391 The glass broke, man. 956 01:04:38,091 --> 01:04:39,832 The glass fucking broke. 957 01:04:42,530 --> 01:04:45,185 [both panting] 958 01:04:52,062 --> 01:04:54,586 [somber rock music] 959 01:04:59,808 --> 01:05:02,202 [wind blowing] 960 01:05:02,376 --> 01:05:04,683 You take care of yourself now, yeah? 961 01:05:25,660 --> 01:05:28,359 [people chattering] 962 01:05:31,014 --> 01:05:34,713 ♪ All these places ♪ 963 01:05:35,496 --> 01:05:38,978 ♪ You never knew He hoped inside ♪ 964 01:05:40,153 --> 01:05:42,286 ♪ I don't ♪ 965 01:05:42,982 --> 01:05:44,331 What can I get for you? 966 01:05:46,116 --> 01:05:47,291 Uh... 967 01:05:47,769 --> 01:05:48,945 Get me a water. 968 01:05:50,250 --> 01:05:52,687 [indistinct chatter] 969 01:05:53,645 --> 01:05:55,908 The future's now. The future's right now. 970 01:05:56,082 --> 01:05:57,170 That's incredible... 971 01:05:57,344 --> 01:05:59,042 [man] Did you know that, uh, 972 01:05:59,216 --> 01:06:00,652 Ian would be here? 973 01:06:00,826 --> 01:06:02,306 There's no way he's gonna be here. 974 01:06:02,480 --> 01:06:04,569 - Why not? - Why are you so negative? 975 01:06:04,743 --> 01:06:06,179 - Because he's not gonna be here. Look at this place. - I told, I told-- 976 01:06:06,353 --> 01:06:08,834 [indistinct chatter] 977 01:06:19,976 --> 01:06:21,238 [guitar strums] 978 01:06:27,070 --> 01:06:29,637 [gentle guitar music] 979 01:06:44,130 --> 01:06:45,523 [Ian] Here's a song I wrote. 980 01:06:48,395 --> 01:06:50,093 I really hope you all like it. 981 01:06:51,050 --> 01:06:53,313 [calm guitar music] 982 01:07:26,912 --> 01:07:29,654 ♪ Going up a restless road ♪ 983 01:07:29,828 --> 01:07:32,048 ♪ You're thankful ♪ 984 01:07:35,051 --> 01:07:40,099 ♪ Even though a kraken has erupted ♪ 985 01:07:43,668 --> 01:07:47,411 ♪ My contagious, yeah ♪ 986 01:07:47,585 --> 01:07:51,154 ♪ I keep seeing her ♪ 987 01:07:51,719 --> 01:07:56,811 ♪ Then I shine my eyes and run, yeah ♪ 988 01:08:00,772 --> 01:08:03,601 [vocalizing] 989 01:08:16,309 --> 01:08:21,793 ♪ Can they rest in peace the stakes I own ♪ 990 01:08:24,274 --> 01:08:29,148 ♪ Never were to feel contention ♪ 991 01:08:32,325 --> 01:08:36,373 ♪ Are you the truth in me? ♪ 992 01:08:36,547 --> 01:08:39,985 ♪ Yes, some degree ♪ 993 01:08:40,681 --> 01:08:45,251 ♪ You were the cost of my past laughter ♪ 994 01:08:48,994 --> 01:08:53,738 ♪ So shine a spotlight on my soul ♪ 995 01:08:56,871 --> 01:09:01,485 ♪ Let desperate demons take control ♪ 996 01:09:05,228 --> 01:09:10,146 ♪ So shine a spotlight on my soul ♪ 997 01:09:13,018 --> 01:09:18,284 ♪ And let desperate demons take control ♪ 998 01:09:21,461 --> 01:09:26,510 ♪ Today I am loved ♪ 999 01:09:29,295 --> 01:09:34,213 ♪ I wanna stay awake forever ♪ 1000 01:09:37,347 --> 01:09:40,698 ♪ As the angels do it ♪ 1001 01:09:41,438 --> 01:09:45,006 ♪ Yeah, I'm so relieved ♪ 1002 01:09:46,921 --> 01:09:51,883 ♪ Yeah, I'm so relieved ♪ 1003 01:09:54,886 --> 01:09:57,628 [upbeat rock music]