1 00:00:01,502 --> 00:00:03,127 How many people signed up for this class? 2 00:00:03,128 --> 00:00:06,422 - 30. - It's 25 max. 3 00:00:06,423 --> 00:00:08,424 She thinks I'm an idiot. 4 00:00:08,425 --> 00:00:10,718 Matthew's school put together an event to honor him, 5 00:00:10,719 --> 00:00:13,471 and you, you need to be there. 6 00:00:13,472 --> 00:00:16,015 I don't think he felt like he meant much to this place. 7 00:00:16,016 --> 00:00:18,601 He's always talking about how crazy this school made him. 8 00:00:18,602 --> 00:00:20,895 I thought I knew what today was going to be, 9 00:00:20,896 --> 00:00:22,730 that I would come here and explain to you all 10 00:00:22,731 --> 00:00:24,482 how amazing my husband was, 11 00:00:24,483 --> 00:00:26,692 but you already knew that. 12 00:00:26,693 --> 00:00:28,444 I'm sorry for your loss. 13 00:00:28,445 --> 00:00:29,862 If we had a kid, we would have to come up 14 00:00:29,863 --> 00:00:31,864 with some ridiculous name... like Pickle. 15 00:00:31,865 --> 00:00:34,534 Pickle? 16 00:00:34,535 --> 00:00:36,285 So these were all things Matt wanted. 17 00:00:36,286 --> 00:00:40,957 Like an idiot, I still believed that the worst 18 00:00:40,958 --> 00:00:42,750 of this nightmare... 19 00:00:44,419 --> 00:00:46,295 was over. 20 00:00:52,845 --> 00:00:57,265 You walk all night, 16 miles. 21 00:00:57,266 --> 00:01:00,476 My friends and I do it to honor our friend Margaret 22 00:01:00,477 --> 00:01:03,437 who took her own life. 23 00:01:03,438 --> 00:01:06,983 I know a suicide walk is a crazy thing to look forward to, 24 00:01:06,984 --> 00:01:11,779 but when I did it last year, it changed me. 25 00:01:11,780 --> 00:01:13,115 So... 26 00:01:14,992 --> 00:01:18,452 We are way over. Uh, well, I'm done. 27 00:01:18,453 --> 00:01:20,246 So thanks for listening. 28 00:01:20,247 --> 00:01:22,248 Thanks, Karen. 29 00:01:22,249 --> 00:01:24,458 Thanks, everybody. 30 00:01:24,459 --> 00:01:25,793 Eh? 31 00:01:33,051 --> 00:01:35,011 - Hey, man. - Hey. 32 00:01:35,012 --> 00:01:36,345 First time? 33 00:01:36,346 --> 00:01:40,349 No, but it's been a while. 34 00:01:40,350 --> 00:01:42,977 Hey, was... was Leigh here today? 35 00:01:42,978 --> 00:01:45,771 I don't know a Leigh. 36 00:01:45,772 --> 00:01:46,940 Huh. 37 00:01:48,108 --> 00:01:50,359 Okay. 38 00:01:50,360 --> 00:01:51,695 She was... 39 00:01:53,780 --> 00:01:56,282 My brother was her husband. 40 00:01:56,283 --> 00:01:58,993 He's dead, so I don't really know what we are now, 41 00:01:58,994 --> 00:02:01,621 but she hasn't returned my texts in more than a week. 42 00:02:01,622 --> 00:02:04,248 I thought she was ghosting me. 43 00:02:04,249 --> 00:02:06,417 Maybe she's ghosting everybody. 44 00:02:06,418 --> 00:02:09,754 Look, I know we just met, and I don't know her, 45 00:02:09,755 --> 00:02:13,007 but can I say something? 46 00:02:13,008 --> 00:02:14,926 Sounds like you're going to anyway. 47 00:02:14,927 --> 00:02:17,720 The kind of person who comes to this group 48 00:02:17,721 --> 00:02:20,389 is not the kind of person you want to see disappear. 49 00:02:20,390 --> 00:02:22,016 Hey, Patrick. 50 00:02:22,017 --> 00:02:24,352 I hope to see you again soon... 51 00:02:24,353 --> 00:02:27,814 maybe in a chair next time, maybe with your friend. 52 00:02:49,586 --> 00:02:52,380 So what happened? 53 00:02:52,381 --> 00:02:56,468 I tore my MCL teaching my dance class. 54 00:02:57,845 --> 00:03:00,638 Are you gonna be okay? 55 00:03:00,639 --> 00:03:03,182 Yeah, I'm gonna be fine. 56 00:03:03,183 --> 00:03:06,018 This is not about me. It is about Leigh. 57 00:03:06,019 --> 00:03:07,436 What's going on with Leigh? 58 00:03:07,437 --> 00:03:10,189 She's been bailing on her classes. 59 00:03:10,190 --> 00:03:11,941 She just stays in her room. 60 00:03:11,942 --> 00:03:15,820 She hasn't showered, and all she eats is cereal. 61 00:03:15,821 --> 00:03:18,447 How long has this been happening? 62 00:03:18,448 --> 00:03:20,283 She got back from that thing at Matt's school 63 00:03:20,284 --> 00:03:22,201 in a bad place, and it just got worse from there. 64 00:03:22,202 --> 00:03:24,662 - Mm. - I don't know what to do. 65 00:03:24,663 --> 00:03:27,707 She's falling apart, 66 00:03:27,708 --> 00:03:29,917 and the studio is falling apart, 67 00:03:29,918 --> 00:03:31,502 which is... 68 00:03:31,503 --> 00:03:34,130 It's making me fall apart... 69 00:03:34,131 --> 00:03:35,506 quite literally. 70 00:03:37,467 --> 00:03:38,926 Hey... 71 00:03:38,927 --> 00:03:41,888 I'm tagging you out, okay? 72 00:03:41,889 --> 00:03:45,016 You take care of the studio and take care of yourself. 73 00:03:45,017 --> 00:03:46,727 I'll... I'll take care of things here. 74 00:03:48,520 --> 00:03:51,439 - Thank you. - Mm. 75 00:03:58,614 --> 00:04:00,865 It doesn't feel real. 76 00:04:00,866 --> 00:04:02,617 It looks real. 77 00:04:02,618 --> 00:04:04,911 It is real. 78 00:04:15,923 --> 00:04:18,174 I'm sleeping. 79 00:04:18,175 --> 00:04:20,969 If you were sleeping, you wouldn't be talking to me. 80 00:04:22,346 --> 00:04:24,347 Danny? 81 00:04:24,348 --> 00:04:26,140 Hey. 82 00:04:26,141 --> 00:04:28,560 - What are you doing here? - I... 83 00:04:30,771 --> 00:04:33,565 Wanted to check in, see how you were. 84 00:04:41,740 --> 00:04:44,617 I'm fine. 85 00:04:46,203 --> 00:04:49,539 Anyone with, uh, more than two dirty bowls 86 00:04:49,540 --> 00:04:51,207 in their bedroom isn't fine. 87 00:04:52,626 --> 00:04:55,003 You've got, like, ten. 88 00:04:56,880 --> 00:04:59,257 Why didn't you answer my texts? 89 00:04:59,258 --> 00:05:03,177 My phone's dead, and I don't know where my charger is. 90 00:05:03,178 --> 00:05:04,596 That's cool. 91 00:05:09,059 --> 00:05:10,936 I got you. 92 00:05:24,116 --> 00:05:28,077 Okay, well, you came and checked on me, 93 00:05:28,078 --> 00:05:30,414 did a good deed, so you can go now. 94 00:05:31,874 --> 00:05:33,916 I can't leave till I know you're gonna be all right. 95 00:05:33,917 --> 00:05:35,710 I am all right. 96 00:05:35,711 --> 00:05:38,588 You're a... liar. 97 00:05:38,589 --> 00:05:42,133 Okay, you're not going back to bed, so... 98 00:05:42,134 --> 00:05:43,676 - What are you doing? - Where's your top sheet? 99 00:05:43,677 --> 00:05:45,052 - Oh, it's here. - Stop. 100 00:05:45,053 --> 00:05:47,889 Stop! Stop making my bed! This is so inappropriate! 101 00:05:47,890 --> 00:05:49,056 If that's what it's gonna take 102 00:05:49,057 --> 00:05:50,641 to get you out of this room, then fine. 103 00:05:50,642 --> 00:05:52,143 That's what's happening. 104 00:05:52,144 --> 00:05:54,020 So what do you want to do? 105 00:05:54,021 --> 00:05:55,396 Get some food? See a movie? 106 00:05:55,397 --> 00:05:57,607 - No. - I mean, I suck at bowling, 107 00:05:57,608 --> 00:05:59,400 but we can do that if you... No, Danny, no! 108 00:05:59,401 --> 00:06:01,611 Why would I want to be out in the world 109 00:06:01,612 --> 00:06:04,447 with people who are having fun? 110 00:06:04,448 --> 00:06:06,699 Okay. 111 00:06:06,700 --> 00:06:09,327 I won't take you anyplace fun. 112 00:06:09,328 --> 00:06:11,371 I promise. 113 00:06:16,335 --> 00:06:19,087 Hey, I just came by to drop off my keys. 114 00:06:21,340 --> 00:06:22,840 How's the leg? 115 00:06:22,841 --> 00:06:24,718 Still busted. 116 00:06:26,887 --> 00:06:28,888 How are you still working on the newsletter? 117 00:06:28,889 --> 00:06:30,306 That should take you, like, an hour. 118 00:06:30,307 --> 00:06:32,642 Okay, Lacey, you don't work here anymore, 119 00:06:32,643 --> 00:06:36,480 so you can go run free and find someone new to torture. 120 00:06:42,694 --> 00:06:44,904 - What are you doing? - This will take you hours. 121 00:06:44,905 --> 00:06:46,155 It will take me minutes. 122 00:06:46,156 --> 00:06:47,490 Come watch if you want 123 00:06:47,491 --> 00:06:51,494 or just continue to not know how to do your job. 124 00:06:51,495 --> 00:06:53,913 I'm so glad I quit. 125 00:07:23,068 --> 00:07:25,528 You took me to a suicide walk? 126 00:07:25,529 --> 00:07:27,238 What the hell is wrong with you? 127 00:07:27,239 --> 00:07:28,239 Don't scream at me. 128 00:07:28,240 --> 00:07:29,365 I will scream at you 129 00:07:29,366 --> 00:07:31,158 because you tricked me into coming here! 130 00:07:31,159 --> 00:07:32,743 That's not what I was trying to... 131 00:07:32,744 --> 00:07:36,289 I didn't know how to explain this thing to you in a way... 132 00:07:36,290 --> 00:07:38,791 I just thought that if I showed you... 133 00:07:38,792 --> 00:07:40,334 I don't know. I figured you'd get it. 134 00:07:40,335 --> 00:07:41,836 Well, I don't get it. 135 00:07:41,837 --> 00:07:43,087 You think Matt killed himself, 136 00:07:43,088 --> 00:07:44,338 I think we're never gonna know what happened, 137 00:07:44,339 --> 00:07:45,965 so why would I ever do this walk with you? 138 00:07:45,966 --> 00:07:48,009 Look, if I ever hear about anyone doing a, 139 00:07:48,010 --> 00:07:49,802 "My husband may have jumped off a cliff 140 00:07:49,803 --> 00:07:51,262 "or he may have slipped and fell, 141 00:07:51,263 --> 00:07:53,764 "I guess we'll never know" walk, then I'll let you know. 142 00:07:53,765 --> 00:07:55,892 But until I see a flier about that, 143 00:07:55,893 --> 00:07:58,561 here we are surrounded by people 144 00:07:58,562 --> 00:08:00,897 who know what we're going through. 145 00:08:00,898 --> 00:08:02,982 Okay, listen. 146 00:08:02,983 --> 00:08:05,484 - What if we just do a mile? - No. 147 00:08:05,485 --> 00:08:07,112 - One mile. - I said no. 148 00:08:09,114 --> 00:08:11,157 You love talking about what Matt would want. 149 00:08:11,158 --> 00:08:12,992 You think he would want you to go back home 150 00:08:12,993 --> 00:08:14,493 and lock yourself in your room? 151 00:08:14,494 --> 00:08:17,747 Leigh, you know he wouldn't want that. 152 00:08:17,748 --> 00:08:20,501 You're using Matt against me? 153 00:08:22,586 --> 00:08:25,130 Now you know how obnoxious you are when you do it. 154 00:08:26,673 --> 00:08:27,841 One mile. 155 00:08:29,885 --> 00:08:30,928 Come on. 156 00:08:42,731 --> 00:08:44,315 Okay. 157 00:08:44,316 --> 00:08:46,817 Newsletter is done. Looks good. 158 00:08:46,818 --> 00:08:50,154 Just next time, try not to do it with so many typos. 159 00:08:50,155 --> 00:08:51,864 Who tries to do typos? 160 00:08:51,865 --> 00:08:55,451 - All I'm saying is try harder. - All I do is try hard. 161 00:08:55,452 --> 00:08:57,620 Every second of every day, 162 00:08:57,621 --> 00:09:00,039 I am at the studio trying my hardest. 163 00:09:00,040 --> 00:09:01,749 Jules, come on. 164 00:09:01,750 --> 00:09:03,376 You're always, like, running off to have coffee 165 00:09:03,377 --> 00:09:04,836 with your friends or whatever. 166 00:09:04,837 --> 00:09:08,923 - What friends? - I don't have friends. 167 00:09:08,924 --> 00:09:10,925 My only friend who wasn't family 168 00:09:10,926 --> 00:09:13,846 dumped me because my mom slept with her husband and... 169 00:09:16,139 --> 00:09:18,475 Okay, I shouldn't have, um... 170 00:09:20,310 --> 00:09:23,187 Please don't tell anyone who still works here 171 00:09:23,188 --> 00:09:25,982 what I just said. 172 00:09:25,983 --> 00:09:27,483 I won't. 173 00:09:27,484 --> 00:09:29,277 You know, even if I did have friends, 174 00:09:29,278 --> 00:09:30,903 I wouldn't have time for them. 175 00:09:30,904 --> 00:09:32,446 All I do now is work. 176 00:09:32,447 --> 00:09:36,242 You were gone for almost two hours yesterday morning... 177 00:09:36,243 --> 00:09:37,910 and the evening before. 178 00:09:37,911 --> 00:09:40,788 I just... I assumed. 179 00:09:40,789 --> 00:09:42,082 Mm. 180 00:09:43,959 --> 00:09:45,459 I had to go to AA. 181 00:09:45,460 --> 00:09:47,045 Oh. 182 00:09:50,591 --> 00:09:52,133 I didn't know. 183 00:09:52,134 --> 00:09:55,511 Well, now you do. 184 00:09:55,512 --> 00:09:59,223 I didn't realize things were like that for you. 185 00:09:59,224 --> 00:10:02,935 Honestly, I thought you just lived at home 186 00:10:02,936 --> 00:10:04,896 and worked for your mom, 187 00:10:04,897 --> 00:10:07,899 did whatever you want and basically had no problems. 188 00:10:07,900 --> 00:10:11,737 Yeah, I have problems. 189 00:10:15,032 --> 00:10:17,116 You know, look, thanks for staying to help... 190 00:10:17,117 --> 00:10:18,869 Hey, I'm hungry. 191 00:10:21,330 --> 00:10:23,081 You want to order some food? 192 00:10:29,046 --> 00:10:30,755 - You're blowing up. - No, you're blowing up. 193 00:10:30,756 --> 00:10:32,048 How long was this off? 194 00:10:32,049 --> 00:10:34,759 Uh, a week. 195 00:10:34,760 --> 00:10:37,845 You got a lot of texts from Drew... 196 00:10:37,846 --> 00:10:39,222 and voice mails. 197 00:10:39,223 --> 00:10:41,350 What happened? 198 00:10:44,102 --> 00:10:48,648 I was supposed to write this... makeup review, 199 00:10:48,649 --> 00:10:50,691 and the day it was due, 200 00:10:50,692 --> 00:10:53,945 I had a breakdown, 201 00:10:53,946 --> 00:10:56,739 and it all went into the stupid piece. 202 00:10:56,740 --> 00:10:58,241 Hmm. 203 00:10:58,242 --> 00:11:00,785 I'm sure the beauty editor... she rewrote the whole thing 204 00:11:00,786 --> 00:11:03,162 and probably yelled at Drew, 205 00:11:03,163 --> 00:11:05,665 and now he's calling to yell at me. 206 00:11:05,666 --> 00:11:08,501 So, yeah, there goes whatever Internet writing career 207 00:11:08,502 --> 00:11:09,585 I maybe almost had. 208 00:11:09,586 --> 00:11:12,380 There's no way it was that bad. 209 00:11:12,381 --> 00:11:15,341 Oh, well, this is the last email I sent. 210 00:11:15,342 --> 00:11:16,927 Here. 211 00:11:19,805 --> 00:11:22,473 - Holy... You sent this? - Yeah, well... 212 00:11:22,474 --> 00:11:23,976 it's not that bad. 213 00:11:25,519 --> 00:11:28,396 - Wait. - Oh, God, I lied. 214 00:11:28,397 --> 00:11:29,522 It is that bad. 215 00:11:29,523 --> 00:11:30,982 - No, it's amazing. - It's amazing. 216 00:11:30,983 --> 00:11:32,775 "Someone invent me a time machine"... 217 00:11:32,776 --> 00:11:33,985 It's so stupid. 218 00:11:33,986 --> 00:11:35,820 "So I can take it back to Mesopotamia 219 00:11:35,821 --> 00:11:38,531 and murder the person who invented eyeliner." 220 00:11:38,532 --> 00:11:41,242 Yeah. 221 00:11:41,243 --> 00:11:43,202 Here. 222 00:11:43,203 --> 00:11:46,998 Tell us how you really feel. 223 00:12:10,105 --> 00:12:12,106 - Excuse me? - Hey. 224 00:12:12,107 --> 00:12:13,608 I'm Leigh. 225 00:12:13,609 --> 00:12:15,818 I was just wondering if you had a spare one of those pens. 226 00:12:15,819 --> 00:12:18,779 Oh, we have so many pens. 227 00:12:18,780 --> 00:12:21,949 Mom, I think everyone's ready to keep walking. 228 00:12:21,950 --> 00:12:25,286 You're doing 16 miles on crutches? 229 00:12:25,287 --> 00:12:26,329 Yeah. 230 00:12:26,330 --> 00:12:27,872 My sister's on crutches right now, 231 00:12:27,873 --> 00:12:30,541 and she is having a hard time just getting around the house. 232 00:12:30,542 --> 00:12:32,877 - Yeah, no. - This is hard for me. 233 00:12:32,878 --> 00:12:34,337 When I broke my ankle, 234 00:12:34,338 --> 00:12:36,005 I thought I wasn't going to be able 235 00:12:36,006 --> 00:12:37,840 to do the walk this year, 236 00:12:37,841 --> 00:12:42,512 but then it was like I knew the walk would hurt, 237 00:12:42,513 --> 00:12:47,058 but it would have hurt more not to be here. 238 00:12:47,059 --> 00:12:48,851 So... 239 00:12:48,852 --> 00:12:50,269 - Ready? - Yeah. 240 00:12:50,270 --> 00:12:53,481 Keep the pen. We've got too many. 241 00:12:53,482 --> 00:12:55,650 Thank you. 242 00:13:03,617 --> 00:13:04,993 Write something on my back. 243 00:13:07,079 --> 00:13:08,913 - "Kick me." - Danny. 244 00:13:08,914 --> 00:13:10,873 Write a Matt thing. 245 00:13:28,725 --> 00:13:31,185 I was at this place last week. 246 00:13:31,186 --> 00:13:32,812 Yeah, you'd probably be out right now 247 00:13:32,813 --> 00:13:34,105 if you didn't have to babysit me. 248 00:13:34,106 --> 00:13:35,231 Nobody's babysitting. 249 00:13:35,232 --> 00:13:37,024 I wanted to hang out with you tonight. 250 00:13:37,025 --> 00:13:40,320 God, even I don't want to hang out with me right now. 251 00:13:42,114 --> 00:13:45,324 You know I hate that you have to see me like this. 252 00:13:45,325 --> 00:13:46,951 - Like what? - Come on, Danny. 253 00:13:46,952 --> 00:13:48,286 Hey, you got knocked down. 254 00:13:48,287 --> 00:13:49,829 That's just what happens when you get hit hard. 255 00:13:49,830 --> 00:13:51,205 But you got back up. You're walking. 256 00:13:51,206 --> 00:13:53,624 Why do you have to go to Norway? 257 00:13:53,625 --> 00:13:56,085 Oh, no, she doesn't have to go to Norway. 258 00:13:56,086 --> 00:13:58,004 Matt has to go to Norway, right? 259 00:13:58,005 --> 00:14:00,089 Why... why does Matt have to go to Norway? 260 00:14:00,090 --> 00:14:01,799 How did you know about that? 261 00:14:01,800 --> 00:14:03,176 Matt was using that joke on me 262 00:14:03,177 --> 00:14:05,344 way before he was using it on you. 263 00:14:05,345 --> 00:14:07,263 What's the joke? 264 00:14:07,264 --> 00:14:09,849 Whenever I would ask Matt to do something he didn't want, 265 00:14:09,850 --> 00:14:12,185 like take out the trash or hang out with my mom, 266 00:14:12,186 --> 00:14:15,062 he would, um... his excuse would always be, 267 00:14:15,063 --> 00:14:17,273 "I can't. I have to go to Norway." 268 00:14:20,694 --> 00:14:22,153 Okay. 269 00:14:28,952 --> 00:14:31,704 Oh, that's such a good one. 270 00:14:31,705 --> 00:14:33,540 God. 271 00:14:36,877 --> 00:14:38,086 Okay... 272 00:14:40,672 --> 00:14:43,257 Okay, I know you're not supposed to objectify people, 273 00:14:43,258 --> 00:14:46,427 but our delivery girl was so hot. 274 00:14:46,428 --> 00:14:48,596 Oh, you are allowed to objectify people 275 00:14:48,597 --> 00:14:50,932 when they are that hot. 276 00:14:50,933 --> 00:14:52,600 Wow. 277 00:14:52,601 --> 00:14:53,976 Oh. 278 00:14:53,977 --> 00:14:57,313 God, we have so many smoke shows at this studio. 279 00:14:57,314 --> 00:14:59,065 I can say this now 'cause I don't work here anymore. 280 00:14:59,066 --> 00:15:00,733 Kaitlin with a K, 281 00:15:00,734 --> 00:15:01,817 Lyndsey with a Y, 282 00:15:01,818 --> 00:15:03,194 Lauren P, Lauren W. 283 00:15:03,195 --> 00:15:05,696 Oh, my God, Lauren W. 284 00:15:05,697 --> 00:15:09,367 Okay, I can't say how hot our students are 285 00:15:09,368 --> 00:15:10,826 because I still work here, 286 00:15:10,827 --> 00:15:12,620 but, yeah. 287 00:15:12,621 --> 00:15:13,913 Right? 288 00:15:20,170 --> 00:15:24,090 Well, you know, it's not just the students. 289 00:15:24,091 --> 00:15:27,301 I mean, why do you think so many people take your class? 290 00:15:27,302 --> 00:15:30,847 Are people that obsessed with songs from 2002? 291 00:15:30,848 --> 00:15:32,348 - Yes. - No, dummy. 292 00:15:32,349 --> 00:15:35,309 All of your students are wet for you. 293 00:15:35,310 --> 00:15:36,686 They are not... 294 00:15:36,687 --> 00:15:38,604 Soaking through their booty shorts wet for you. 295 00:15:38,605 --> 00:15:39,939 Lacey... 296 00:15:39,940 --> 00:15:41,607 No, it is a good thing that there are built-in bras 297 00:15:41,608 --> 00:15:43,192 in the workout tanks, 298 00:15:43,193 --> 00:15:45,486 otherwise it would just be rows of visible nipples everywhere. 299 00:15:45,487 --> 00:15:47,405 - No. - It's true. 300 00:15:47,406 --> 00:15:49,700 You are the queen of smoke shows. 301 00:15:51,535 --> 00:15:54,161 Bow down, bitches. 302 00:15:55,831 --> 00:15:58,499 - Okay, whatever. - You know what? 303 00:15:58,500 --> 00:15:59,917 If I didn't know you hated me, 304 00:15:59,918 --> 00:16:01,669 I would think that you liked me. 305 00:16:01,670 --> 00:16:04,798 Well, maybe... 306 00:16:06,675 --> 00:16:08,886 Maybe I don't hate you. 307 00:16:10,804 --> 00:16:14,266 Okay, now I know you're messing with me. 308 00:16:16,351 --> 00:16:18,478 Do you want to be messed with? 309 00:16:22,316 --> 00:16:24,693 I don't know. 310 00:16:26,361 --> 00:16:28,405 Seems to me like you do. 311 00:16:45,380 --> 00:16:47,591 - Is this okay? - Yeah. 312 00:16:59,102 --> 00:17:01,521 Ooh. 313 00:17:01,522 --> 00:17:03,648 I wore the wrong shoes. 314 00:17:03,649 --> 00:17:06,234 I officially have blisters. 315 00:17:06,235 --> 00:17:10,029 - I wore the wrong underwear. - I officially have swamp ass. 316 00:17:11,573 --> 00:17:13,741 What's swamp ass? 317 00:17:13,742 --> 00:17:15,493 If you don't know, I'm not telling you. 318 00:17:15,494 --> 00:17:17,036 - Oh, my God. - Distract me. 319 00:17:17,037 --> 00:17:18,996 Don't let me think about my pain. 320 00:17:18,997 --> 00:17:20,790 Uh, okay. 321 00:17:20,791 --> 00:17:23,709 Uh... Oh. I know. 322 00:17:23,710 --> 00:17:26,337 Uh, you wrote a Matt thing on my shirt. 323 00:17:26,338 --> 00:17:27,547 Let me write one on yours. 324 00:17:27,548 --> 00:17:29,298 I don't want my shirt messed up. 325 00:17:29,299 --> 00:17:32,718 Well, if you'd let me mess up your shirt, 326 00:17:32,719 --> 00:17:34,303 we could be Team Matt together. 327 00:17:34,304 --> 00:17:36,389 I'm going on this long-ass walk for him. 328 00:17:36,390 --> 00:17:37,932 Isn't that enough? 329 00:17:39,268 --> 00:17:42,562 - Okay, well, whatever. - Forget about Team Matt. 330 00:17:42,563 --> 00:17:43,896 I can't make you be a part of something 331 00:17:43,897 --> 00:17:45,189 you don't want to be a part of. 332 00:17:45,190 --> 00:17:47,192 What is that supposed to mean? 333 00:17:48,986 --> 00:17:52,113 You said you quit your job so that you can, I don't know, 334 00:17:52,114 --> 00:17:53,573 do all these things for yourself. 335 00:17:53,574 --> 00:17:55,157 and it just sounds like you don't have time 336 00:17:55,158 --> 00:17:58,494 to be team anybody else right now. 337 00:17:58,495 --> 00:18:01,539 I feel like you want to say something. 338 00:18:01,540 --> 00:18:05,209 You should just go ahead and say it. 339 00:18:05,210 --> 00:18:06,502 - I don't know. - This... what... 340 00:18:06,503 --> 00:18:09,088 whatever it is that you're doing, 341 00:18:09,089 --> 00:18:11,382 it... it... 342 00:18:11,383 --> 00:18:13,385 It just seems a little selfish. 343 00:18:15,262 --> 00:18:18,389 - You think I'm being selfish? - Yeah, a little. 344 00:18:18,390 --> 00:18:20,183 Wow. 345 00:18:20,184 --> 00:18:21,851 It's crazy hearing that from you, 346 00:18:21,852 --> 00:18:23,936 'cause you're, like, the most selfish person I know. 347 00:18:23,937 --> 00:18:24,937 What are you talking... 348 00:18:24,938 --> 00:18:26,105 Always calling the grief shots, 349 00:18:26,106 --> 00:18:27,607 forcing everybody to play by your rules. 350 00:18:27,608 --> 00:18:28,691 I don't do that. 351 00:18:28,692 --> 00:18:30,610 You make Matt's death about you. 352 00:18:30,611 --> 00:18:32,320 - That is not true. - Yeah, it is. 353 00:18:32,321 --> 00:18:33,696 You wouldn't even leave me alone 354 00:18:33,697 --> 00:18:35,323 until I agreed to do that stupid emoji thing with you. 355 00:18:35,324 --> 00:18:36,866 You wouldn't leave me alone 356 00:18:36,867 --> 00:18:38,367 until I did this stupid walk with you. 357 00:18:38,368 --> 00:18:40,328 Somebody had to get you out of bed, Leigh. 358 00:18:40,329 --> 00:18:42,121 You were like Matt on his worst day. 359 00:18:42,122 --> 00:18:43,623 And then I get you back into the world, 360 00:18:43,624 --> 00:18:45,208 and it's like you're not even grateful. 361 00:18:45,209 --> 00:18:47,126 Yeah, okay. Yeah, you got me out here, and now we are doing 362 00:18:47,127 --> 00:18:49,545 this thing for Matt, this thing that was your idea, 363 00:18:49,546 --> 00:18:51,047 but when I try and bring him up, 364 00:18:51,048 --> 00:18:52,632 you shut me down. 365 00:18:52,633 --> 00:18:55,510 And we are surrounded by these people 366 00:18:55,511 --> 00:18:57,845 who are remembering their loved ones together, 367 00:18:57,846 --> 00:19:00,890 and you won't remember Matt with me. 368 00:19:00,891 --> 00:19:02,058 And you know what, Danny? 369 00:19:02,059 --> 00:19:03,643 Maybe you don't think you owe me that, 370 00:19:03,644 --> 00:19:05,019 but think about Matt. 371 00:19:05,020 --> 00:19:06,854 - You at least owe Matt. - I don't owe Matt anything! 372 00:19:06,855 --> 00:19:08,857 He abandoned me! 373 00:19:20,244 --> 00:19:23,287 You think you can get out of bed tomorrow? 374 00:19:23,288 --> 00:19:25,748 - Yep. - Cool. 375 00:19:25,749 --> 00:19:27,250 Glad you're feeling better. 376 00:19:27,251 --> 00:19:29,085 I'm out of here. 377 00:19:29,086 --> 00:19:31,003 You're what? 378 00:19:31,004 --> 00:19:32,755 I'm calling a Lyft. 379 00:19:32,756 --> 00:19:36,843 You can get one to wherever you want to go. 380 00:19:42,891 --> 00:19:44,893 Yeah, I'm gonna finish this walk. 381 00:19:47,479 --> 00:19:49,522 You can't walk alone in the middle of the night. 382 00:19:49,523 --> 00:19:50,606 I'll walk with them. 383 00:19:50,607 --> 00:19:51,899 But what happens if you lose... 384 00:19:51,900 --> 00:19:53,484 Danny, if you want to quit, that's on you. 385 00:19:53,485 --> 00:19:55,487 I've got six more miles. 386 00:20:19,178 --> 00:20:22,263 Uh, so was that your way of un-quitting? 387 00:20:22,264 --> 00:20:24,891 I never would have done that if I was staying. 388 00:20:29,271 --> 00:20:31,397 Now I have to get back to my real life, 389 00:20:31,398 --> 00:20:33,858 and it's gonna be so depressing. 390 00:20:38,488 --> 00:20:40,032 You're gonna be okay. 391 00:20:42,367 --> 00:20:44,035 I don't know about that. 392 00:20:44,036 --> 00:20:46,412 Well, you're just one of those people. 393 00:20:46,413 --> 00:20:50,166 You walk into a room, you have a thing. 394 00:20:50,167 --> 00:20:52,668 Oh, that thing where I mess everything up? 395 00:20:52,669 --> 00:20:54,629 - Yes. - Yes, that. 396 00:20:58,175 --> 00:21:00,969 - You have other stuff, too. - Mm. 397 00:21:02,638 --> 00:21:06,975 You have... you have magic in your pocket. 398 00:21:08,852 --> 00:21:11,604 What... I have what in my what? 399 00:21:14,358 --> 00:21:16,651 No, it's a thing. 400 00:21:16,652 --> 00:21:19,153 It's a thing my life coach says. 401 00:21:19,154 --> 00:21:20,947 Oh, I didn't know you were the life-coach type. 402 00:21:20,948 --> 00:21:22,740 Well, people aren't types. 403 00:21:22,741 --> 00:21:25,868 Mm, not just types. 404 00:21:25,869 --> 00:21:27,286 True that. 405 00:21:27,287 --> 00:21:29,789 She's always telling me to dig deep, 406 00:21:29,790 --> 00:21:31,792 find the magic. 407 00:21:34,378 --> 00:21:36,380 I don't know if I have any. 408 00:21:41,510 --> 00:21:43,345 But I see yours. 409 00:21:45,055 --> 00:21:46,347 When you teach your class, 410 00:21:46,348 --> 00:21:48,642 I see the way your students look at you. 411 00:21:55,858 --> 00:21:57,734 All right, I'm gonna go. 412 00:22:00,612 --> 00:22:04,240 You're not gonna help me clean up the mats? 413 00:22:04,241 --> 00:22:06,325 I don't work here anymore. 414 00:22:34,980 --> 00:22:37,148 I'm sorry that I screamed at you earlier. 415 00:22:37,149 --> 00:22:39,442 I know that... 416 00:22:39,443 --> 00:22:43,197 you're hurting and doing your best. 417 00:22:44,531 --> 00:22:45,741 Yeah. 418 00:22:56,418 --> 00:22:57,877 Do you have anything 419 00:22:57,878 --> 00:23:00,004 that you want to apologize to me for? 420 00:23:01,965 --> 00:23:03,508 No, no 421 00:23:08,347 --> 00:23:12,391 Sorry for dropping off the face of the Earth. 422 00:23:12,392 --> 00:23:14,894 Yeah, why did you? 423 00:23:18,607 --> 00:23:20,441 There are all these times throughout the week 424 00:23:20,442 --> 00:23:23,945 where it feels like... 425 00:23:23,946 --> 00:23:26,113 Matt could still be alive. 426 00:23:26,114 --> 00:23:28,407 Like, Thursday morning, Matt doesn't feel gone. 427 00:23:28,408 --> 00:23:30,201 It just feels like he's out at school, 428 00:23:30,202 --> 00:23:31,619 trying to get through third period. 429 00:23:31,620 --> 00:23:33,412 But when I'm with you, 430 00:23:33,413 --> 00:23:35,581 Matt really feels gone because I wouldn't be with you 431 00:23:35,582 --> 00:23:36,959 if he were here. 432 00:23:40,128 --> 00:23:42,129 My brother never feels more dead 433 00:23:42,130 --> 00:23:44,132 than when I'm with you, Leigh. 434 00:23:46,927 --> 00:23:48,262 I miss you. 435 00:23:51,682 --> 00:23:55,519 Yeah, no, I-I feel the same way, too, about you. 436 00:23:56,979 --> 00:23:59,438 But us being friends, 437 00:23:59,439 --> 00:24:01,190 it's like, I don't know... 438 00:24:01,191 --> 00:24:03,025 you're gonna find another Matt. 439 00:24:03,026 --> 00:24:05,695 Where does that leave me? 440 00:24:05,696 --> 00:24:07,029 Are you really gonna stay friends 441 00:24:07,030 --> 00:24:08,573 with your dead husband's brother? 442 00:24:08,574 --> 00:24:12,743 You're gonna get married again, maybe have kids. 443 00:24:12,744 --> 00:24:14,161 You're gonna have this whole new life 444 00:24:14,162 --> 00:24:16,622 that doesn't include me. 445 00:24:16,623 --> 00:24:19,125 I don't think I'm gonna have a life 446 00:24:19,126 --> 00:24:21,170 that doesn't include you. 447 00:24:39,771 --> 00:24:42,565 My feet are wet, and I can't tell if it's sweat 448 00:24:42,566 --> 00:24:44,734 or if my shoes are filling up with blood. 449 00:24:44,735 --> 00:24:47,361 My swamp ass is so wet, it might be blood. 450 00:24:49,907 --> 00:24:51,908 Oh, I don't know if I can keep walking anymore. 451 00:24:51,909 --> 00:24:53,201 - We've got one more mile. - I know. 452 00:24:53,202 --> 00:24:54,952 - We're so close. - Danny, my feet. 453 00:24:54,953 --> 00:24:56,120 - I'll carry you. - No. 454 00:24:56,121 --> 00:24:58,206 No, it's okay. 455 00:24:58,207 --> 00:25:00,416 I'm fine. It's okay. 456 00:25:00,417 --> 00:25:02,043 Yeah, you know what? I changed my mind. 457 00:25:02,044 --> 00:25:03,044 Can I... Let's go. 458 00:25:03,045 --> 00:25:04,170 - Okay. - Come on. 459 00:25:04,171 --> 00:25:05,421 - I got it! - Ow! 460 00:25:05,422 --> 00:25:07,673 Jesus Christ, you're heavy. 461 00:25:07,674 --> 00:25:10,718 - It is muscle. - I am a fitness instructor. 462 00:25:10,719 --> 00:25:13,221 You don't know any of... 463 00:25:13,222 --> 00:25:15,056 Oh, God. 464 00:25:15,057 --> 00:25:17,725 Oh. 465 00:25:19,645 --> 00:25:22,813 You know, I actually think we're gonna make it. 466 00:25:22,814 --> 00:25:24,857 No, I think we're gonna make it. 467 00:25:32,533 --> 00:25:34,617 What are we gonna do the next time we hang out? 468 00:25:34,618 --> 00:25:35,868 I don't know. 469 00:25:35,869 --> 00:25:37,787 Okay. 470 00:25:37,788 --> 00:25:41,249 Uh, you said you sucked at bowling, 471 00:25:41,250 --> 00:25:44,669 so what about... there's miniature golf. 472 00:25:44,670 --> 00:25:47,380 Laser tag. Roller skating. 473 00:25:47,381 --> 00:25:49,173 Anything? 474 00:25:49,174 --> 00:25:52,260 Danny. Come on. 475 00:25:52,261 --> 00:25:54,971 You know, Leigh, I... 476 00:25:54,972 --> 00:25:59,268 I don't think us hanging out is... is a good idea. 477 00:26:06,900 --> 00:26:10,278 What the hell, Danny? 478 00:26:10,279 --> 00:26:12,488 We just had this whole crazy night together, 479 00:26:12,489 --> 00:26:15,992 and now you are telling me that we're in the exact same place 480 00:26:15,993 --> 00:26:17,660 we were last year when you told me 481 00:26:17,661 --> 00:26:19,746 that you couldn't hang out with me anymore? 482 00:26:21,456 --> 00:26:23,332 Like, this can't keep happening. 483 00:26:23,333 --> 00:26:25,877 You can't... you can't be my friend one minute 484 00:26:25,878 --> 00:26:27,336 and then a total stranger the next. 485 00:26:27,337 --> 00:26:30,464 You can't do this night with me and then disappear again. 486 00:26:30,465 --> 00:26:33,886 No, I am so sick of this... 487 00:26:35,846 --> 00:26:38,139 I mean, why can't you just... just be my friend? 488 00:26:38,140 --> 00:26:40,309 Leigh, I think I'm in love with you. 489 00:26:51,403 --> 00:26:52,696 I'm sorry. 490 00:26:57,034 --> 00:26:58,327 It's okay. 491 00:27:05,250 --> 00:27:07,168 I t-think I'm gonna go. 492 00:27:07,169 --> 00:27:08,462 - Yeah, okay. - Me too. 493 00:27:13,383 --> 00:27:16,344 - Bye, Leigh. - Bye. Bye, Danny. 494 00:28:41,889 --> 00:28:43,723 A-are you okay? 495 00:28:43,724 --> 00:28:45,183 Why are you asking me so many questions, Mom? 496 00:28:45,184 --> 00:28:46,601 Because I care about you. 497 00:28:46,602 --> 00:28:49,812 Danny, I know you're not doing well. 498 00:28:49,813 --> 00:28:51,814 It's my favorite part of the week, actually. 499 00:28:51,815 --> 00:28:53,316 Your favorite? 500 00:28:53,317 --> 00:28:55,985 Wow, I leave my regular spot feeling like 501 00:28:55,986 --> 00:28:57,695 I just broke out of detention. 502 00:28:57,696 --> 00:28:59,822 I'm Tommy, by the way. 503 00:28:59,823 --> 00:29:01,532 Jules. 504 00:29:01,533 --> 00:29:03,201 What were you listening to? 505 00:29:03,202 --> 00:29:04,869 His name is Javi. 506 00:29:04,870 --> 00:29:06,621 - So it's a first date. - That's huge. 507 00:29:06,622 --> 00:29:07,663 Do you feel ready? 508 00:29:07,664 --> 00:29:09,248 I don't know, but I want to be. 509 00:29:09,249 --> 00:29:10,791 I'm really glad you walked into the record store 510 00:29:10,792 --> 00:29:11,959 when you did. 511 00:29:11,960 --> 00:29:14,295 - Maybe it was fate... - or a sign. 512 00:29:14,296 --> 00:29:15,464 A sign of what?