1 00:00:01,902 --> 00:00:03,504 - Please don't micromanage my feelings. 2 00:00:03,505 --> 00:00:05,673 You always did that, and it always felt terrible. 3 00:00:05,674 --> 00:00:06,883 - Don't start a fight to get away 4 00:00:06,883 --> 00:00:08,051 from what happened earlier. 5 00:00:08,052 --> 00:00:10,636 - Every sober day is a miracle. 6 00:00:10,637 --> 00:00:12,763 So I'm here to listen if you want to talk. 7 00:00:12,764 --> 00:00:16,267 - I know Leigh would love it if I finished my comic book. 8 00:00:16,268 --> 00:00:17,977 - I just really needed to make him happy 9 00:00:17,978 --> 00:00:20,062 and I don't know if I did. 10 00:00:20,063 --> 00:00:21,231 - Wasn't your fault, Leigh. 11 00:00:21,232 --> 00:00:23,440 - What do you do? Where are you from? 12 00:00:23,441 --> 00:00:24,651 - Well, you're allowed to move on. 13 00:00:24,652 --> 00:00:26,486 - So are you. 14 00:00:40,041 --> 00:00:42,042 - And the penguin said, 15 00:00:42,043 --> 00:00:44,587 "No, I was eating ice cream." 16 00:00:44,588 --> 00:00:46,422 - Penguin said what? 17 00:00:46,423 --> 00:00:48,508 - The... 18 00:00:49,885 --> 00:00:52,928 The penguin said, "No, I was..." 19 00:00:52,929 --> 00:00:54,930 - You wanna hear a joke? - Sure. 20 00:00:54,931 --> 00:00:57,892 - So a penguin goes to a mechanic. 21 00:00:57,893 --> 00:00:59,935 - Is the mechanic also a penguin? 22 00:00:59,936 --> 00:01:03,397 - No, no, the mechanic is... human mechanic, penguin driver. 23 00:01:03,398 --> 00:01:04,732 - Okay. I'm with you. - Yeah. No fair enough. 24 00:01:04,733 --> 00:01:06,150 Yeah, it's a good question. 25 00:01:06,151 --> 00:01:08,319 - Human mechanic, penguin driver. 26 00:01:08,320 --> 00:01:09,695 Keep going. - Okay, so... 27 00:01:09,696 --> 00:01:12,240 - I'm there. - Penguin... a penguin, uh... 28 00:01:14,492 --> 00:01:17,077 - Matt told this joke, and all I can think of 29 00:01:17,078 --> 00:01:19,039 is the punch line. 30 00:01:20,999 --> 00:01:24,169 - You want me to Google it? - No, I want to remember it. 31 00:02:18,640 --> 00:02:21,475 - They did not have any Half and Half. 32 00:02:21,476 --> 00:02:23,520 - That's okay, coffee's coffee. 33 00:02:27,315 --> 00:02:29,484 Hey, can I ask you something personal? 34 00:02:31,611 --> 00:02:34,155 Have you been with anyone since? 35 00:02:35,073 --> 00:02:37,408 - I went on a date last week. 36 00:02:37,409 --> 00:02:40,412 We didn't have sex, but we did like everything else. 37 00:02:41,288 --> 00:02:44,582 - Well, if... if you had oral sex then... 38 00:02:44,583 --> 00:02:47,626 then you had sex. 39 00:02:47,627 --> 00:02:49,378 Yeah. 40 00:02:49,379 --> 00:02:52,631 - Well, then I guess I had sex. 41 00:02:56,219 --> 00:02:58,512 - Have you? - Yes. 42 00:02:58,513 --> 00:03:01,515 Once, recently. 43 00:03:01,516 --> 00:03:03,894 It was... it was good. 44 00:03:06,313 --> 00:03:08,230 But I... 45 00:03:08,231 --> 00:03:09,816 I don't know. 46 00:03:11,401 --> 00:03:13,986 - Me too. 47 00:03:13,987 --> 00:03:16,906 Griffin dies, and nothing gets to be just good anymore. 48 00:03:16,907 --> 00:03:18,991 There's all this other stuff. 49 00:03:18,992 --> 00:03:22,036 - I went to his grave this week. 50 00:03:22,037 --> 00:03:23,579 It was the first time 51 00:03:23,580 --> 00:03:26,625 I had been since he was buried. 52 00:03:29,252 --> 00:03:31,795 And I stood there and felt nothing. 53 00:03:31,796 --> 00:03:33,714 - Well, maybe instead of going where he's dead 54 00:03:33,715 --> 00:03:35,716 you should go where you guys were alive together. 55 00:03:35,717 --> 00:03:37,468 - Is that what you do? 56 00:03:37,469 --> 00:03:39,720 - I go to Target. 57 00:03:39,721 --> 00:03:41,680 - Sorry, like the store? - Mm-hmm. 58 00:03:41,681 --> 00:03:44,225 We would go on Friday nights to people watch 59 00:03:44,226 --> 00:03:45,809 and buy stuff we didn't need. 60 00:03:47,312 --> 00:03:49,688 So do you know which aisle my husband's ghost is in? 61 00:03:49,689 --> 00:03:51,398 - No, Target was our place. 62 00:03:51,399 --> 00:03:53,777 You have to get your own. - Okay. 63 00:03:56,321 --> 00:03:58,822 - But seriously, just... go where the memories are. 64 00:03:58,823 --> 00:04:00,742 That's where he'll be. 65 00:04:05,664 --> 00:04:07,748 Or you can go to aisle ten. 66 00:04:26,768 --> 00:04:28,644 - Hey, lady. 67 00:04:28,645 --> 00:04:30,187 - Hey, yourself. 68 00:04:30,188 --> 00:04:32,815 - This class is the highlight of my week. 69 00:04:32,816 --> 00:04:35,276 You're gonna have to add more dance parties to the schedule. 70 00:04:35,277 --> 00:04:36,735 - Yes, definitely. 71 00:04:36,736 --> 00:04:39,280 - I'm gonna run some errands, and then I'll be back. 72 00:04:39,281 --> 00:04:41,448 - Great. - Why are you coming back? 73 00:04:41,449 --> 00:04:44,160 - Sabrina's helping me with new combos for class 74 00:04:44,911 --> 00:04:46,787 - Okay, well, if I'm around, 75 00:04:46,788 --> 00:04:48,664 I will see and if I'm not, then I won't. 76 00:04:48,665 --> 00:04:50,709 - Okay. Bye. - Okay, bye. 77 00:04:52,711 --> 00:04:55,588 - Why'd you use your fake voice with Sabrina? 78 00:04:55,589 --> 00:04:57,923 - I don't have a fake voice. It's just my voice. 79 00:04:57,924 --> 00:04:59,593 Bye. 80 00:05:00,427 --> 00:05:02,596 - Okay, Mom. 81 00:05:04,139 --> 00:05:07,224 - She's here all the time now. 82 00:05:07,225 --> 00:05:09,852 - Am I supposed to be sneaking around with her? 83 00:05:09,853 --> 00:05:11,979 Am I having a mom affair? 84 00:05:11,980 --> 00:05:15,691 - Honey, I am not crazy for being concerned. 85 00:05:15,692 --> 00:05:18,027 You know, in the past, you've looked for connections with 86 00:05:18,028 --> 00:05:20,154 people who couldn't possibly give you what you need. 87 00:05:20,155 --> 00:05:23,617 And I... I feel like it's history repeating itself. 88 00:05:25,702 --> 00:05:27,119 - That's not true. 89 00:05:27,120 --> 00:05:29,496 My relationship with Sabrina goes both ways. 90 00:05:29,497 --> 00:05:32,584 I help her with stuff as much as she's helping me. 91 00:05:33,960 --> 00:05:35,879 - What stuff? 92 00:05:36,880 --> 00:05:38,380 - I phrased that weird. - See you later. 93 00:05:38,381 --> 00:05:41,301 - Have a good one. Everything's fine. 94 00:05:42,469 --> 00:05:44,178 - Honey. 95 00:05:44,179 --> 00:05:46,639 I'm your safe space. I'm your locked box. 96 00:05:46,640 --> 00:05:48,350 And I'm your mother. 97 00:05:50,185 --> 00:05:53,270 - Okay. It could be nothing, 98 00:05:53,271 --> 00:05:55,648 but last time I was at Sabrina's house, 99 00:05:55,649 --> 00:05:57,483 she got a call from Richard, 100 00:05:57,484 --> 00:06:00,486 and she was gone a long time. 101 00:06:00,487 --> 00:06:02,071 And when she came back, 102 00:06:02,072 --> 00:06:04,032 it looked like she'd been crying. 103 00:06:06,159 --> 00:06:08,410 I shouldn't have said anything. 104 00:06:08,411 --> 00:06:10,663 - It's okay. 105 00:06:10,664 --> 00:06:12,415 Locked box. 106 00:06:15,335 --> 00:06:18,462 - Great class, Jules. - Thanks for coming. 107 00:06:18,463 --> 00:06:19,838 - Bye. - Bye. 108 00:06:19,839 --> 00:06:21,800 - See you next time. 109 00:06:45,657 --> 00:06:48,076 - Can I help you with something? 110 00:06:50,203 --> 00:06:52,705 - No, I'm okay. 111 00:06:52,706 --> 00:06:54,957 - It's just you were here when I left, 112 00:06:54,958 --> 00:06:56,876 and you're still here. 113 00:06:56,877 --> 00:06:59,712 - Sorry. 114 00:06:59,713 --> 00:07:02,506 I... I used to live in your apartment. 115 00:07:02,507 --> 00:07:05,050 - Oh, are you Shaw? 116 00:07:05,051 --> 00:07:06,760 - Yeah, Leigh Shaw. Yeah. 117 00:07:06,761 --> 00:07:08,929 - I-I think have some of your mail. 118 00:07:08,930 --> 00:07:10,598 I'll grab it. - Okay, great. 119 00:07:10,599 --> 00:07:12,182 - You wanna come with me? - Yeah, lemme help you. 120 00:07:12,183 --> 00:07:13,768 - Oh, thanks. 121 00:07:14,603 --> 00:07:16,563 Oh, hi! 122 00:07:17,856 --> 00:07:19,815 The light is amazing. 123 00:07:19,816 --> 00:07:21,483 She loves listening to the birds outside 124 00:07:21,484 --> 00:07:23,068 in the morning. 125 00:07:23,069 --> 00:07:24,862 Obviously, when she needs her own room 126 00:07:24,863 --> 00:07:26,572 we'll have to move, but for now it's great. 127 00:07:26,573 --> 00:07:29,451 I think the mail's on my husband's desk. 128 00:08:49,155 --> 00:08:51,157 Do you know a Matt Greer? 129 00:08:53,410 --> 00:08:56,704 - Yeah, we lived here together. 130 00:08:56,705 --> 00:08:58,831 - Oh, good. 131 00:08:58,832 --> 00:09:00,416 There's something in there for him too. 132 00:09:00,417 --> 00:09:02,252 - Great. 133 00:09:03,545 --> 00:09:05,422 Yeah. 134 00:09:07,048 --> 00:09:08,216 Thank you. 135 00:10:06,484 --> 00:10:08,025 What are you doing here? 136 00:10:08,026 --> 00:10:09,568 - You haven't returned any of my texts. 137 00:10:09,569 --> 00:10:11,488 - That was intentional. 138 00:10:12,906 --> 00:10:15,115 - I need to talk with you. - Five minutes. 139 00:10:15,116 --> 00:10:16,659 And I don't know what there is to say. 140 00:10:16,660 --> 00:10:18,452 I mean, it was a mistake. Let's both just 141 00:10:18,453 --> 00:10:19,912 acknowledge that and get on with our lives. 142 00:10:19,913 --> 00:10:22,331 - Didn't feel like a mistake. And now that it's happened, 143 00:10:22,332 --> 00:10:23,666 I don't want to pretend it didn't. 144 00:10:23,667 --> 00:10:25,084 - Oh, my God, that is so like you. 145 00:10:25,085 --> 00:10:26,460 Get too comfortable in your marriage 146 00:10:26,461 --> 00:10:27,587 and start looking for an escape. 147 00:10:27,588 --> 00:10:29,213 - What are you talking about? 148 00:10:29,214 --> 00:10:30,465 I've been married to Sabrina for 20 years. 149 00:10:30,466 --> 00:10:31,966 - If you were married to that woman 150 00:10:31,967 --> 00:10:33,384 that you cheated on me with, 151 00:10:33,385 --> 00:10:35,177 maybe, you know, maybe 152 00:10:35,178 --> 00:10:37,721 I would think about one time revenge sex. 153 00:10:37,722 --> 00:10:40,307 But Sabrina has only ever been great to me and my daughters. 154 00:10:40,308 --> 00:10:42,101 - Sabrina is great. 155 00:10:42,102 --> 00:10:44,520 But we've also been in and out of couple's therapy 156 00:10:44,521 --> 00:10:46,021 for the last two years. 157 00:10:46,022 --> 00:10:47,898 You did not cause our problems. 158 00:10:47,899 --> 00:10:49,608 - I don't care. 159 00:10:49,609 --> 00:10:51,277 I will not be the other woman. 160 00:10:51,278 --> 00:10:53,153 Not to her and not with you. 161 00:10:53,154 --> 00:10:54,739 - This is what I think. 162 00:10:55,824 --> 00:10:57,700 We kept our distance from each other for decades. 163 00:10:57,701 --> 00:10:59,076 - And I remember why. 164 00:10:59,077 --> 00:11:01,079 - Will you let me finish? 165 00:11:02,581 --> 00:11:04,456 Look, I don't think the detour 166 00:11:04,457 --> 00:11:06,709 that our lives took is wrong. 167 00:11:06,710 --> 00:11:10,963 I love Sabrina, we had Evie, you adopted Jules. 168 00:11:10,964 --> 00:11:13,007 I wouldn't trade the last 20 years, 169 00:11:13,008 --> 00:11:15,384 and I know you wouldn't either. 170 00:11:15,385 --> 00:11:17,554 But our lives led us back to each other. 171 00:11:19,764 --> 00:11:22,182 What if... 172 00:11:22,183 --> 00:11:24,226 we're two people... 173 00:11:24,227 --> 00:11:26,979 who are supposed to be together... 174 00:11:26,980 --> 00:11:29,983 and we finally got our timing right? 175 00:11:36,156 --> 00:11:37,489 - Hey. - Hey. 176 00:11:37,490 --> 00:11:38,491 - You're not gonna believe this. 177 00:11:38,492 --> 00:11:40,159 I can't even believe it. 178 00:11:40,160 --> 00:11:42,202 Look. - What... what is that? 179 00:11:42,203 --> 00:11:44,663 - It's a mock-up of Matt's comic book cover. 180 00:11:44,664 --> 00:11:47,166 This editor Joe Tsang sent it to the old apartment. 181 00:11:47,167 --> 00:11:48,792 He didn't even know Matt died. 182 00:11:48,793 --> 00:11:50,127 - Wait, what? Why? 183 00:11:50,128 --> 00:11:52,881 - Matt sold his comic. 184 00:11:54,507 --> 00:11:56,592 - Holy...! Holy...! 185 00:11:56,593 --> 00:11:59,178 Oh, my God! - Holy...! 186 00:12:00,431 --> 00:12:02,223 - I can't believe he did it. - I know. 187 00:12:02,224 --> 00:12:04,683 It was his dream, and it came true. 188 00:12:04,684 --> 00:12:06,101 - Well, why didn't he tell us? 189 00:12:06,102 --> 00:12:07,478 - Well, I don't know, he probably wanted 190 00:12:07,479 --> 00:12:08,563 to wait till it was real or something. 191 00:12:08,564 --> 00:12:09,897 - Yeah. 192 00:12:09,898 --> 00:12:11,982 - Anyway, I haven't even gotten to the best part. 193 00:12:11,983 --> 00:12:14,109 So this editor, 194 00:12:14,110 --> 00:12:17,780 he said that if we find the ending 195 00:12:17,781 --> 00:12:19,323 that he'll still publish it. 196 00:12:19,324 --> 00:12:21,867 - But you read the book. You know there's no ending. 197 00:12:21,868 --> 00:12:23,370 - Well... 198 00:12:27,040 --> 00:12:28,749 - This is his last page. - Yeah. 199 00:12:28,750 --> 00:12:29,960 - I mean, he never finished it. 200 00:12:29,961 --> 00:12:32,169 - Okay, so he must have notes or something. 201 00:12:32,170 --> 00:12:34,213 - I mean, he had some sketchbooks. 202 00:12:34,214 --> 00:12:36,257 There might be something in there, but... 203 00:12:36,258 --> 00:12:38,717 - Well, we're gonna find the ending 204 00:12:38,718 --> 00:12:40,762 and we're gonna get this published. 205 00:12:44,558 --> 00:12:46,600 - My mom was right. 206 00:12:46,601 --> 00:12:49,520 I hate saying that, but she was. 207 00:12:49,521 --> 00:12:52,898 I have a track record for not great relationships. 208 00:12:52,899 --> 00:12:56,569 I mean, I had sex with a guy I spoke to for two minutes 209 00:12:56,570 --> 00:12:59,947 in the bathroom line at a wedding last weekend. 210 00:12:59,948 --> 00:13:02,199 - Well, you're allowed to have sex. 211 00:13:02,200 --> 00:13:06,954 - Yeah, but, am I allowed to be a train wreck? 212 00:13:06,955 --> 00:13:08,623 - You're not a train wreck. 213 00:13:09,833 --> 00:13:12,167 - Yeah. 214 00:13:12,168 --> 00:13:13,878 I am. 215 00:13:13,879 --> 00:13:16,255 I thought that... 216 00:13:16,256 --> 00:13:18,883 getting sober would fix everything, but no. 217 00:13:18,884 --> 00:13:21,136 Turns out I still suck. 218 00:13:22,512 --> 00:13:24,722 But hey at least I have a good excuse. 219 00:13:24,723 --> 00:13:26,390 Because the first person 220 00:13:26,391 --> 00:13:29,935 that was ever supposed to love me abandoned me. 221 00:13:29,936 --> 00:13:32,439 So how are you supposed to get over that? 222 00:13:34,649 --> 00:13:37,277 - You never talk to me about your adoption. 223 00:13:39,237 --> 00:13:41,489 - I don't talk about it that much. 224 00:13:44,534 --> 00:13:47,870 - Well, you don't have to, but you can. 225 00:13:47,871 --> 00:13:49,706 If you want to. 226 00:13:58,965 --> 00:14:01,218 - I used to as a kid. 227 00:14:02,469 --> 00:14:05,387 Then was I was 13, I had this freak-out. 228 00:14:05,388 --> 00:14:10,434 That winter break my mom booked us a trip to Vietnam. 229 00:14:10,435 --> 00:14:13,729 We were going to visit the orphanage where I'm from, 230 00:14:13,730 --> 00:14:17,024 and... 231 00:14:17,025 --> 00:14:20,027 the morning of our flight, I couldn't leave my room. 232 00:14:20,028 --> 00:14:22,863 I physically couldn't do it. 233 00:14:22,864 --> 00:14:25,241 So we canceled the trip, 234 00:14:25,242 --> 00:14:28,828 and it became this thing that I don't really talk about. 235 00:14:31,748 --> 00:14:34,834 I don't know I'm talking about it now. 236 00:14:36,378 --> 00:14:38,921 - Have you ever talked in group about 237 00:14:38,922 --> 00:14:40,756 how sometimes 238 00:14:40,757 --> 00:14:43,050 your growth can stop 239 00:14:43,051 --> 00:14:44,468 when you start using 240 00:14:44,469 --> 00:14:46,888 and then start back up when you get sober? 241 00:14:48,723 --> 00:14:50,140 - Why? 242 00:14:50,141 --> 00:14:51,517 - Maybe there were some things in you 243 00:14:51,518 --> 00:14:54,603 that froze up at that age and they're... 244 00:14:54,604 --> 00:14:57,566 starting to thaw out now. 245 00:14:58,275 --> 00:15:00,068 Maybe. 246 00:15:02,070 --> 00:15:03,572 - Maybe. 247 00:15:08,994 --> 00:15:10,787 - How about this? - Ohh... 248 00:15:18,169 --> 00:15:20,672 Yep. 249 00:15:22,299 --> 00:15:23,966 - How do you know his password? 250 00:15:23,967 --> 00:15:26,385 - Uh, we shared the same desktop as kids. 251 00:15:26,386 --> 00:15:27,887 It's Batman, 252 00:15:27,888 --> 00:15:29,973 it's Matt's birthday, and three exclamation points. 253 00:15:39,608 --> 00:15:41,901 Jeez, there's a million files on here. 254 00:15:41,902 --> 00:15:43,777 Matt never deleted anything. 255 00:15:43,778 --> 00:15:45,529 - When did he meet the publisher? 256 00:15:45,530 --> 00:15:47,406 We should look at the files from after the meeting. 257 00:15:47,407 --> 00:15:48,909 - Oh, yeah. 258 00:15:56,666 --> 00:15:58,710 Looks like it was... 259 00:16:01,171 --> 00:16:03,006 June 14th. 260 00:16:05,091 --> 00:16:07,885 - He met that guy the day before he died? 261 00:16:07,886 --> 00:16:10,095 - Looks like it, so... 262 00:16:10,096 --> 00:16:12,223 there probably isn't much, 263 00:16:12,224 --> 00:16:14,767 but there could still be something in here. 264 00:16:14,768 --> 00:16:16,644 - Maybe he didn't want it to be published. 265 00:16:16,645 --> 00:16:18,562 - What are you talking about? 266 00:16:18,563 --> 00:16:20,147 - I'm talking about the fact that 267 00:16:20,148 --> 00:16:21,690 he got the best news of his life 268 00:16:21,691 --> 00:16:23,318 and then jumped off a cliff the next day. 269 00:16:24,903 --> 00:16:26,237 - Danny, no. 270 00:16:26,238 --> 00:16:28,113 It means that it was an accident, 271 00:16:28,114 --> 00:16:30,699 because if he knew this, he never would have jumped. 272 00:16:30,700 --> 00:16:32,451 - Or he got exactly what he wanted, 273 00:16:32,452 --> 00:16:34,245 it didn't make him feel any better, 274 00:16:34,246 --> 00:16:37,122 and that's how he knew that he would never feel any better. 275 00:16:37,123 --> 00:16:39,375 - Okay, I don't understand why you're trying to ruin this, 276 00:16:39,376 --> 00:16:41,043 but you need to stop it right now. 277 00:16:41,044 --> 00:16:42,628 - I'm not trying to ruin anything. 278 00:16:42,629 --> 00:16:44,964 I'm just... I'm looking at this timeline 279 00:16:44,965 --> 00:16:46,382 and I'm just telling you what I see. 280 00:16:46,383 --> 00:16:50,261 - Well, I get to make his dream come true. 281 00:16:50,262 --> 00:16:52,221 And this is the closest 282 00:16:52,222 --> 00:16:54,890 that I have felt to Matt since he died, 283 00:16:54,891 --> 00:16:57,101 so why are you trying to take that away from me? 284 00:16:57,102 --> 00:16:59,019 - So this isn't about what Matt wants. 285 00:16:59,020 --> 00:17:00,813 This is about what you want. 286 00:17:00,814 --> 00:17:03,148 You want to publish this book to make you feel better. 287 00:17:03,149 --> 00:17:05,025 - Yeah, you know what? I do. 288 00:17:05,026 --> 00:17:06,485 Because if I don't get to have him, 289 00:17:06,486 --> 00:17:09,154 at least I get to have this. 290 00:17:11,116 --> 00:17:13,617 - Oh, hi. Hey, hi, Danny. 291 00:17:13,618 --> 00:17:14,911 - Hi. - Hi, Amy. 292 00:17:16,329 --> 00:17:18,205 - Thank you. - Got that. 293 00:17:18,206 --> 00:17:19,915 - Thank you. - Of course. 294 00:17:19,916 --> 00:17:21,834 - What are you guys up to? 295 00:17:21,835 --> 00:17:24,003 - Someone wants to publish Matt's comic. 296 00:17:24,004 --> 00:17:26,005 - Oh, my God, that's amazing. - Mm-hmm. 297 00:17:26,006 --> 00:17:27,715 - But we don't know if that's what he wanted, 298 00:17:27,716 --> 00:17:29,383 and it's not like we can ask him. 299 00:17:29,384 --> 00:17:31,302 - Well, um, 300 00:17:31,303 --> 00:17:33,596 I do have an idea, but you have to promise 301 00:17:33,597 --> 00:17:34,806 not to make fun of me. 302 00:17:34,807 --> 00:17:36,557 - I can't promise you that. 303 00:17:36,558 --> 00:17:39,560 - Okay, well, I'll tell you anyway. 304 00:17:39,561 --> 00:17:41,437 I do know 305 00:17:41,438 --> 00:17:44,024 a really good psychic. 306 00:17:46,109 --> 00:17:48,736 - Okay, so we're not... we're not joking around now? 307 00:17:48,737 --> 00:17:50,571 - My mom's never joking about psychics. 308 00:17:50,572 --> 00:17:53,782 - You know, I just have to say something. 309 00:17:54,785 --> 00:17:56,368 - This has been a crisis of faith 310 00:17:56,369 --> 00:17:58,495 kind of a year for me, 311 00:17:58,496 --> 00:18:00,664 and I don't know whether I believe 312 00:18:00,665 --> 00:18:02,583 in any of that stuff anymore. 313 00:18:02,584 --> 00:18:05,044 But when Richard and I were 314 00:18:05,045 --> 00:18:08,214 deciding whether to start a family, we flipped a coin. 315 00:18:08,215 --> 00:18:10,591 Heads we tried, and tails we didn't. 316 00:18:10,592 --> 00:18:12,343 And whenever it came up heads we were relieved, 317 00:18:12,344 --> 00:18:14,845 and whenever it came up tails we were disappointed. 318 00:18:14,846 --> 00:18:18,390 And the flip didn't make the decision. 319 00:18:18,391 --> 00:18:20,976 It just... it just helped us 320 00:18:20,977 --> 00:18:23,396 understand what it was that we really wanted. 321 00:18:25,941 --> 00:18:28,943 - You want to just skip the psychic and flip a coin? 322 00:18:28,944 --> 00:18:31,362 - I think we have something that's bigger 323 00:18:31,363 --> 00:18:33,072 than a yes or no question. 324 00:18:33,073 --> 00:18:34,490 - Do you believe this stuff? 325 00:18:34,491 --> 00:18:36,325 - I mean I don't... 326 00:18:36,326 --> 00:18:38,036 think I do, but... 327 00:18:40,163 --> 00:18:42,790 I don't have any better idea, 328 00:18:42,791 --> 00:18:47,753 so at this point I'm... I'm willing to try anything. 329 00:19:06,189 --> 00:19:07,982 - Are you getting something? 330 00:19:07,983 --> 00:19:10,318 - It's a car. 331 00:19:11,611 --> 00:19:13,445 A broken car. 332 00:19:13,446 --> 00:19:16,324 that needs to go to an auto shop. 333 00:19:17,993 --> 00:19:19,661 Something about a mechanic. 334 00:19:21,663 --> 00:19:24,290 - Yeah. That doesn't mean anything to me. 335 00:19:24,291 --> 00:19:26,334 - Well, i-it does to me. 336 00:19:28,211 --> 00:19:30,213 - I have a connection now. 337 00:19:32,215 --> 00:19:33,924 You can talk to him. 338 00:19:37,679 --> 00:19:39,139 - Matt. 339 00:19:41,057 --> 00:19:43,518 We want to know... 340 00:19:45,145 --> 00:19:48,899 If we have your blessing to publish your comic book. 341 00:19:50,358 --> 00:19:52,652 Is that what you want? 342 00:19:55,864 --> 00:19:57,657 - He says he wants you to decide. 343 00:19:59,784 --> 00:20:02,661 - But we can't, so that's why we need him 344 00:20:02,662 --> 00:20:04,580 to tell us what to do. 345 00:20:07,042 --> 00:20:09,377 He says he loves you both. 346 00:20:10,545 --> 00:20:13,840 And he wants you to do what's best for the two of you. 347 00:20:14,966 --> 00:20:18,010 You're here. He's not. 348 00:20:18,011 --> 00:20:20,012 That's why he wants the decision to be yours. 349 00:20:20,013 --> 00:20:21,639 - I want to ask a question. 350 00:20:21,640 --> 00:20:24,225 - Of course. 351 00:20:24,226 --> 00:20:25,227 - Matt... 352 00:20:27,103 --> 00:20:29,271 What were you thinking... 353 00:20:29,272 --> 00:20:31,273 The last minute of your life? 354 00:20:31,274 --> 00:20:32,776 - Danny. 355 00:20:33,777 --> 00:20:36,695 - I need you to stay calm and keep your heart open 356 00:20:36,696 --> 00:20:38,197 if I'm gonna hold the connection. 357 00:20:38,198 --> 00:20:39,908 - Okay. 358 00:20:44,371 --> 00:20:46,456 - He says... 359 00:20:48,917 --> 00:20:50,292 He wasn't. 360 00:20:50,293 --> 00:20:52,461 - He... 361 00:20:52,462 --> 00:20:54,964 He wasn't thinking? 362 00:20:54,965 --> 00:20:57,132 What does that mean, he... he wasn't thinking, 363 00:20:57,133 --> 00:20:59,051 and that's why he jumped? 364 00:20:59,052 --> 00:21:01,136 He wasn't thinking because he was falling? 365 00:21:01,137 --> 00:21:02,596 What does that mean? 366 00:21:02,597 --> 00:21:04,139 - I'm having a hard time hearing. 367 00:21:04,140 --> 00:21:05,808 I don't know how long I can keep him here. 368 00:21:05,809 --> 00:21:09,436 - No, no, no, no, you have to tell him to hold on. 369 00:21:09,437 --> 00:21:12,398 Tell him to stay, because I don't to lose him, 370 00:21:12,399 --> 00:21:14,316 and I can't. 371 00:21:14,317 --> 00:21:17,319 I can't lose him. Um... 372 00:21:17,320 --> 00:21:20,197 I will do anything. Just... 373 00:21:20,198 --> 00:21:21,782 tell him to stay here. 374 00:21:21,783 --> 00:21:23,410 Please. 375 00:21:24,995 --> 00:21:26,621 - I'm sorry. 376 00:21:27,706 --> 00:21:29,833 He's gone. 377 00:21:55,567 --> 00:21:57,527 - Well, that was a lot. 378 00:21:59,237 --> 00:22:01,697 - Yeah, it was. 379 00:22:01,698 --> 00:22:03,700 - You okay? 380 00:22:06,328 --> 00:22:08,330 - Just need to know if he did it or not. 381 00:22:15,086 --> 00:22:17,129 - There's... 382 00:22:17,130 --> 00:22:20,175 a woman in group whose sister hanged herself. 383 00:22:21,426 --> 00:22:23,886 And she always says, 384 00:22:23,887 --> 00:22:26,597 "My sister didn't kill herself. 385 00:22:26,598 --> 00:22:29,434 Mental illness killed my sister." 386 00:22:32,604 --> 00:22:36,482 So it was either an accident 387 00:22:36,483 --> 00:22:38,901 or a disease. 388 00:22:38,902 --> 00:22:42,239 But either way, it wasn't Matt. 389 00:22:44,824 --> 00:22:46,909 - I still need to know. 390 00:22:46,910 --> 00:22:48,786 - Danny, I don't think 391 00:22:48,787 --> 00:22:51,081 either of us are ever gonna know. 392 00:22:54,209 --> 00:22:57,963 And I think we're both gonna have to live with that. 393 00:23:02,092 --> 00:23:03,551 I'm gonna ask Matt's editor 394 00:23:03,552 --> 00:23:05,428 to publish his comic without the ending. 395 00:23:08,181 --> 00:23:10,058 I need that to happen for him. 396 00:23:12,352 --> 00:23:13,979 I need it for me. 397 00:23:16,273 --> 00:23:17,940 - You have to do what you have to do. 398 00:23:17,941 --> 00:23:19,693 - Yeah. 399 00:23:24,573 --> 00:23:26,615 - And so do I. 400 00:23:26,616 --> 00:23:28,827 And I can't hang out with you anymore. 401 00:23:31,037 --> 00:23:32,872 - I'm sorry? 402 00:23:37,669 --> 00:23:40,005 - It's just too hard to be around you. 403 00:23:43,133 --> 00:23:44,718 - Okay. 404 00:23:47,304 --> 00:23:50,222 - I'll see you. 405 00:23:50,223 --> 00:23:52,600 - See you. 406 00:24:05,614 --> 00:24:08,657 Oh, God. 407 00:25:40,542 --> 00:25:43,295 - Hey, honey. - Hi. 408 00:25:45,338 --> 00:25:47,006 - So what did Tara say? 409 00:25:47,007 --> 00:25:49,717 - She said... 410 00:25:49,718 --> 00:25:54,138 Matt wants me to do what's best for me. 411 00:25:54,139 --> 00:25:57,141 - And what do you think is best for you? 412 00:25:57,142 --> 00:25:59,476 - Well, I have to 413 00:25:59,477 --> 00:26:02,313 stop being in pain every minute of the day, 414 00:26:02,314 --> 00:26:06,151 'cause I can't survive like this. 415 00:26:07,903 --> 00:26:11,697 But if the pain stops... 416 00:26:11,698 --> 00:26:15,534 then he's gone and I... 417 00:26:15,535 --> 00:26:18,204 I can't survive that either. 418 00:26:30,675 --> 00:26:33,510 - Do you remember when you were in elementary school 419 00:26:33,511 --> 00:26:36,472 and I read you a fairy tale every night before bed? 420 00:26:36,473 --> 00:26:38,432 And you used to say me, 421 00:26:38,433 --> 00:26:39,808 "Why did they go into the woods? 422 00:26:39,809 --> 00:26:41,894 "There are witches and monsters in the woods. 423 00:26:41,895 --> 00:26:43,729 Why did they go into the woods?" 424 00:26:43,730 --> 00:26:45,481 - Yeah, why do they go in there? 425 00:26:45,482 --> 00:26:47,943 - Because it's the scariest place. 426 00:26:49,277 --> 00:26:51,070 You have to go to the scariest place 427 00:26:51,071 --> 00:26:54,365 to find out who are you, who you're gonna be. 428 00:26:54,366 --> 00:26:56,116 - The woods suck. 429 00:26:56,117 --> 00:26:59,119 - Yes, they do, but there's no way around it. 430 00:26:59,120 --> 00:27:01,665 The only way through it is through it. 431 00:27:03,500 --> 00:27:05,834 Anyone hungry? 432 00:27:05,835 --> 00:27:07,628 Should we order in? 433 00:27:07,629 --> 00:27:09,172 - I'll get some menus. 434 00:27:20,934 --> 00:27:23,061 What? 435 00:27:26,856 --> 00:27:30,442 - I just remembered Matt's joke. 436 00:27:30,443 --> 00:27:32,403 - Human mechanic, penguin driver. 437 00:27:32,404 --> 00:27:33,572 - Okay, I'm with you. - Yeah. 438 00:27:33,573 --> 00:27:35,281 No, fair enough. Yeah, it was a good question. 439 00:27:35,282 --> 00:27:37,366 - Human mechanic, penguin driver. 440 00:27:37,367 --> 00:27:38,784 Keep going. - Yes. Okay. 441 00:27:38,785 --> 00:27:41,579 So a penguin goes to mechanic 442 00:27:41,580 --> 00:27:43,163 and while his car's being fixed, 443 00:27:43,164 --> 00:27:44,707 he goes across the street to get some ice cream 444 00:27:44,708 --> 00:27:46,709 from some gas station. - Okay. 445 00:27:46,710 --> 00:27:50,337 - And he comes out and he has ice cream all over his beak. 446 00:27:50,338 --> 00:27:52,131 And he goes to the mechanic, 447 00:27:52,132 --> 00:27:54,258 the mechanic's wiping his hands on this rag, and he says, 448 00:27:54,259 --> 00:27:56,552 "Oh, man, looks like you blew a seal." 449 00:27:56,553 --> 00:27:58,762 And the penguin says, 450 00:27:58,763 --> 00:28:01,098 "Oh, no, no, no, that's just ice cream." 451 00:28:01,099 --> 00:28:02,975 Oh, no. 452 00:28:02,976 --> 00:28:04,810 - Yeah, I should have told you it was a dumb joke. 453 00:28:04,811 --> 00:28:06,478 - It was a dumb joke. Yeah. 454 00:28:06,479 --> 00:28:07,897 - Yeah. 455 00:28:07,898 --> 00:28:09,815 - But I really like the way you told it. 456 00:28:09,816 --> 00:28:11,109 - Do you really? 457 00:28:11,110 --> 00:28:12,943 - You're a very compelling storyteller. 458 00:28:12,944 --> 00:28:14,403 Okay. 459 00:28:14,404 --> 00:28:16,488 - Okay. 460 00:28:16,489 --> 00:28:19,742 I'm Matt. - I'm Leigh. 461 00:29:32,524 --> 00:29:34,734 - Hey, Matt. It's me. 462 00:29:36,403 --> 00:29:38,862 I just don't get it, bro. 463 00:29:38,863 --> 00:29:42,157 I'm trying, but I can't. 464 00:29:42,158 --> 00:29:44,035 You are such an idiot. 465 00:29:45,161 --> 00:29:46,829 I don't know if it was an accident 466 00:29:46,830 --> 00:29:48,372 or a choice, 467 00:29:48,373 --> 00:29:51,166 but whatever the hell it was, it was stupid. 468 00:29:51,167 --> 00:29:53,920 It was just stupid because you had everything. 469 00:29:55,297 --> 00:29:57,048 You had Leigh. 470 00:30:01,469 --> 00:30:03,262 I never really got what you saw in her, 471 00:30:03,263 --> 00:30:04,931 to be honest, man... 472 00:30:06,766 --> 00:30:08,726 But I get it, I guess. 473 00:30:08,727 --> 00:30:11,854 I-I get how... you fell in love with her 474 00:30:11,855 --> 00:30:13,523 because... 475 00:30:14,983 --> 00:30:16,859 Because I d... 476 00:30:16,860 --> 00:30:19,029 'cause I think I am too.