1 00:00:02,211 --> 00:00:07,131 My husband's body had been found near the hiking trail 2 00:00:07,132 --> 00:00:11,135 at the bottom of a 42-foot drop. 3 00:00:11,136 --> 00:00:12,553 He was our family, too. 4 00:00:12,554 --> 00:00:14,347 We're allowed to feel heartbroken. 5 00:00:14,348 --> 00:00:17,433 I hate when people use the word "condolences." 6 00:00:17,434 --> 00:00:19,477 I hate it when people ask me if I was close to my brother. 7 00:00:19,478 --> 00:00:20,937 Like they're trying to decide how sorry 8 00:00:20,938 --> 00:00:22,813 they have to feel for me. 9 00:00:22,814 --> 00:00:24,524 When I got diagnosed for depression, 10 00:00:24,525 --> 00:00:26,484 it was one of the happiest days of my life. 11 00:00:26,485 --> 00:00:29,278 Doctor told me I had a disease instead of a character flaw. 12 00:00:29,279 --> 00:00:31,113 I wanna believe this was an accident, but I'm... 13 00:00:31,114 --> 00:00:33,324 I just don't know. 14 00:00:33,325 --> 00:00:35,201 I don't know what you want me to say. 15 00:00:35,202 --> 00:00:36,911 I want you to tell me if you think he jumped. 16 00:00:36,912 --> 00:00:39,205 Maybe! 17 00:00:39,206 --> 00:00:40,915 I can't hang out with you anymore. 18 00:00:40,916 --> 00:00:43,334 It's just too hard to be around you. 19 00:00:43,335 --> 00:00:45,419 You have to show up for yourself. 20 00:00:45,420 --> 00:00:47,797 What matters is that you do it. 21 00:00:47,798 --> 00:00:51,133 Well, I have to stop being in pain every minute 22 00:00:51,134 --> 00:00:54,720 of the day, 'cause I can't survive like this. 23 00:00:54,721 --> 00:00:56,430 You have to go to the scariest place 24 00:00:56,431 --> 00:00:59,976 to find out who you are and who you're gonna be. 25 00:00:59,977 --> 00:01:02,812 - Hey, Matt, it's me. - I never really got what 26 00:01:02,813 --> 00:01:04,814 you saw in her, to be honest, man. 27 00:01:04,815 --> 00:01:07,859 But I get it, I guess. I mean, I... I get how 28 00:01:07,860 --> 00:01:12,321 you fell in love with her 'cause... 29 00:01:12,322 --> 00:01:13,866 'cause I think I am, too. 30 00:01:35,345 --> 00:01:37,890 I thought it was okay for me to come over. 31 00:01:39,057 --> 00:01:42,227 You invited yourself, so you forced it to be okay. 32 00:01:45,022 --> 00:01:48,524 The things you said to Matt... 33 00:01:48,525 --> 00:01:51,110 you should just say to me. 34 00:01:51,111 --> 00:01:56,073 What I said to Matt, I said to him, not you. 35 00:01:56,074 --> 00:01:57,867 Well, now I know, so why don't... why don't 36 00:01:57,868 --> 00:02:00,329 we just be honest with each other and deal with it? 37 00:02:06,502 --> 00:02:07,835 You were gone a while. 38 00:02:07,836 --> 00:02:09,170 Well, you have no parking on your street. 39 00:02:09,171 --> 00:02:11,088 - Found my phone, though. - Glove compartment? 40 00:02:11,089 --> 00:02:14,342 - Cup holder. - Ding, ding, ding. 41 00:02:14,343 --> 00:02:16,802 - We have to head out. - I just got back. 42 00:02:16,803 --> 00:02:18,262 - Yeah, I know. - I have to be at the studio 43 00:02:18,263 --> 00:02:19,764 at 5:00 a.m. 44 00:02:19,765 --> 00:02:21,390 You can take a Lyft home if you want. 45 00:02:21,391 --> 00:02:23,392 - Oh, no, no, it's okay. - We can... we can go. 46 00:02:23,393 --> 00:02:25,521 Okay. 47 00:02:26,563 --> 00:02:29,565 - I'll be outside. - All right. 48 00:02:36,198 --> 00:02:38,157 What? 49 00:02:38,158 --> 00:02:40,034 Why'd you tell your girlfriend I was talking... about her? 50 00:02:40,035 --> 00:02:41,452 Dude, she knew. 51 00:02:41,453 --> 00:02:42,662 You make it obvious every time we hang out. 52 00:02:42,663 --> 00:02:44,247 Then stop making us hang out. 53 00:02:44,248 --> 00:02:45,832 No, I need you guys to be friends. 54 00:02:47,125 --> 00:02:49,001 - That's not gonna happen. - Okay, cool, bye, man. 55 00:02:49,002 --> 00:02:50,586 - No, no, no, no, no, come on. - Don't go, don't go. 56 00:02:50,587 --> 00:02:52,296 I gotta get up early for work, man. 57 00:02:52,297 --> 00:02:54,340 - Well, fake sick. - I'll fake with my work. 58 00:02:54,341 --> 00:02:56,884 Let's go to the beach. 59 00:02:56,885 --> 00:02:59,929 We can't surf the Gold Coast if you never learn to surf. 60 00:02:59,930 --> 00:03:01,597 - Uh-huh. - Tomorrow. 61 00:03:01,598 --> 00:03:02,932 I'm teaching you. We're doing this. 62 00:03:02,933 --> 00:03:04,100 - No, no. - A day with a sub 63 00:03:04,101 --> 00:03:05,601 is a wasted day for my kids. 64 00:03:05,602 --> 00:03:07,770 You're always talking about what lazy assholes 65 00:03:07,771 --> 00:03:09,814 your kids are. Isn't every day a wasted day? 66 00:03:09,815 --> 00:03:13,734 Uh, well, it's a little less wasted when I'm there. 67 00:03:13,735 --> 00:03:18,156 Dude, you gotta grind, man. That's what grown-ups do. 68 00:03:19,658 --> 00:03:22,368 You... you... you bust your ass and you stick with it 69 00:03:22,369 --> 00:03:24,538 and then you build something that actually matters. 70 00:03:26,206 --> 00:03:27,582 Crazy positives. 71 00:03:27,583 --> 00:03:29,542 Everyone thinks you're a grinder. 72 00:03:29,543 --> 00:03:31,169 The leadership skills you've been exhibiting... 73 00:03:31,170 --> 00:03:32,879 and I know it's been some tough times here 74 00:03:32,880 --> 00:03:35,214 the last couple months, but, uh, yeah... no one here 75 00:03:35,215 --> 00:03:39,010 felt it at all, so, uh, we thought... 76 00:03:39,011 --> 00:03:42,138 this made sense for your year-end bonus. 77 00:03:42,139 --> 00:03:44,975 Check out all those stock options. 78 00:03:48,520 --> 00:03:51,147 I quit. 79 00:03:51,148 --> 00:03:53,066 You what? 80 00:03:55,194 --> 00:03:56,694 Yeah. 81 00:04:08,332 --> 00:04:10,249 - Hey. - Hey what? 82 00:04:10,250 --> 00:04:12,585 I was just wondering if after this, you maybe wanted to... 83 00:04:12,586 --> 00:04:14,962 Whoa, why are you thinking about after this? 84 00:04:14,963 --> 00:04:17,548 I was just... if you wanted to grab food or... 85 00:04:17,549 --> 00:04:19,467 No, I just want to do this. 86 00:04:23,514 --> 00:04:25,181 Is that okay? 87 00:04:25,182 --> 00:04:27,642 That is... that is definitely okay. 88 00:04:27,643 --> 00:04:29,560 That is so much more than okay. 89 00:04:29,561 --> 00:04:31,437 - Okay. - Okay. 90 00:04:31,438 --> 00:04:33,147 - Are we good on time? - Yeah. 91 00:04:33,148 --> 00:04:35,691 - My mom and sister are at work. - Perfect. 92 00:04:39,988 --> 00:04:42,365 Oh, my God. 93 00:04:44,701 --> 00:04:47,745 No, Jules has 20 more minutes of class. 94 00:04:47,746 --> 00:04:49,622 When she gets out, you need to not be here. 95 00:04:49,623 --> 00:04:51,457 - I won't be in 20 minutes. - No, no, no... 96 00:04:53,752 --> 00:04:57,171 Hey, Sabrina's got a conference this weekend. 97 00:04:57,172 --> 00:04:58,714 - Okay. - So I was thinking maybe 98 00:04:58,715 --> 00:05:00,091 we could get out of town. 99 00:05:00,092 --> 00:05:02,301 Like Ojai or Temecula, 100 00:05:02,302 --> 00:05:05,263 find a B&B, do a wine tour. 101 00:05:05,264 --> 00:05:06,973 Richard, no. 102 00:05:06,974 --> 00:05:08,891 You're a nightmare on vacations. 103 00:05:08,892 --> 00:05:10,601 How am I a nightmare? 104 00:05:10,602 --> 00:05:13,020 Well... you only ever want to have room service 105 00:05:13,021 --> 00:05:15,690 and you're horrible to share a bathroom with 106 00:05:15,691 --> 00:05:18,401 and you never use the spit bucket... 107 00:05:18,402 --> 00:05:20,403 - Who uses the spit bucket? - At wine tastings. 108 00:05:20,404 --> 00:05:23,281 People who don't vomit on their wives at 3:00 in the afternoon. 109 00:05:23,282 --> 00:05:25,241 - You are also a nightmare. - I am not. 110 00:05:25,242 --> 00:05:26,784 But I still want to go with you. 111 00:05:26,785 --> 00:05:29,245 So tell the girls you have 112 00:05:29,246 --> 00:05:32,999 a silent meditation retreat and come away with me. 113 00:05:33,000 --> 00:05:35,042 I just wanna spend some time with you. 114 00:05:35,043 --> 00:05:36,711 - Oh, God. - And I promise... 115 00:05:36,712 --> 00:05:38,588 - No. - I'll use the spit bucket. 116 00:05:39,923 --> 00:05:42,091 Five, six, seven, eight. 117 00:05:42,092 --> 00:05:44,594 Yes. 118 00:05:44,595 --> 00:05:46,889 And pose. 119 00:05:48,765 --> 00:05:51,142 Now give me all that booty. 120 00:05:51,143 --> 00:05:53,728 Okay, that didn't even register on the Richter scale. 121 00:05:53,729 --> 00:05:56,981 I wanna see tectonic plates. Let's level buildings, people! 122 00:05:56,982 --> 00:06:00,860 From the top, full out. Don't hold back. 123 00:06:00,861 --> 00:06:02,737 I know what those booties are capable of. 124 00:06:02,738 --> 00:06:04,280 Yes! 125 00:06:04,281 --> 00:06:06,282 Just find a spot on the floor, anywhere, 126 00:06:06,283 --> 00:06:09,744 just spread out. So sorry for that wait, ladies. 127 00:06:14,374 --> 00:06:16,000 - Okay, guys. - We'll finish 128 00:06:16,001 --> 00:06:18,629 this combo tomorrow. Great job today, seriously. 129 00:06:20,130 --> 00:06:22,590 Jules, my class starts at noon. 130 00:06:22,591 --> 00:06:25,134 It's five after... oh, no, six after. 131 00:06:25,135 --> 00:06:27,804 - Have a great class, Lacey. - Thanks. 132 00:06:32,601 --> 00:06:36,062 So you skipped grief group for sex? 133 00:06:36,063 --> 00:06:39,065 - It was my hour. - I did what I wanted with it. 134 00:06:39,066 --> 00:06:40,399 Do you think you'll go next week? 135 00:06:40,400 --> 00:06:41,776 - I don't know. - Group used to be 136 00:06:41,777 --> 00:06:44,070 what I needed to get through the week, 137 00:06:44,071 --> 00:06:45,363 but I... I need different things now. 138 00:06:45,364 --> 00:06:46,614 I get it. 139 00:06:46,615 --> 00:06:48,866 I was almost gonna tell Group about Trevor 140 00:06:48,867 --> 00:06:50,326 but I didn't think they'd understand. 141 00:06:50,327 --> 00:06:52,453 - They wouldn't. - Honestly, 142 00:06:52,454 --> 00:06:55,122 me a year ago wouldn't have understood. 143 00:06:55,123 --> 00:06:57,792 I would have judged you for dating someone 144 00:06:57,793 --> 00:06:59,418 and I would've judged myself 145 00:06:59,419 --> 00:07:00,837 for sleeping with my Postmates guy. 146 00:07:00,838 --> 00:07:03,297 But I don't care what 147 00:07:03,298 --> 00:07:05,258 that bitch would've thought, 'cause she had no idea 148 00:07:05,259 --> 00:07:07,051 what was coming. 149 00:07:07,052 --> 00:07:08,886 And this is my life 150 00:07:08,887 --> 00:07:11,013 and I'm going to do things that make me feel good. 151 00:07:11,014 --> 00:07:13,432 To having sex people would judge you for, 152 00:07:13,433 --> 00:07:14,892 if only they knew about it. 153 00:07:14,893 --> 00:07:16,435 Cheers. 154 00:07:16,436 --> 00:07:18,063 Mm-hmm. 155 00:07:19,314 --> 00:07:22,900 So, wait, uh, Matt's comic comes out this week? 156 00:07:22,901 --> 00:07:24,902 - Tomorrow. - That's crazy. 157 00:07:24,903 --> 00:07:26,362 You made his dream come true. 158 00:07:26,363 --> 00:07:27,989 No, Matt made his dream come true. 159 00:07:27,990 --> 00:07:30,366 I just didn't stop bothering his editor to publish 160 00:07:30,367 --> 00:07:32,034 the unfinished manuscript. 161 00:07:32,035 --> 00:07:35,705 Griffin's dream was to go to the Grand Canyon. 162 00:07:35,706 --> 00:07:38,291 - That was his dream? - No, I know. 163 00:07:40,335 --> 00:07:43,171 Uh... we have... 164 00:07:43,172 --> 00:07:45,631 a half hour before class. You ready? 165 00:07:45,632 --> 00:07:47,925 Your class is very hard and I'm never ready, 166 00:07:47,926 --> 00:07:50,178 but let me pee and I'll be more ready. 167 00:07:50,179 --> 00:07:51,722 Great. 168 00:08:22,586 --> 00:08:25,963 What... Top 40 are we listening to this morning? 169 00:08:25,964 --> 00:08:29,383 I wanna hear. 170 00:08:29,384 --> 00:08:32,553 One more time. 171 00:08:32,554 --> 00:08:35,306 Our next phrase is, "You're welcome." 172 00:08:35,307 --> 00:08:37,975 You tell Mom about your trip yet? 173 00:08:37,976 --> 00:08:39,602 Whenever Mom's involved with anything, 174 00:08:39,603 --> 00:08:41,521 it becomes The Amy Show. 175 00:08:41,522 --> 00:08:43,022 Yes, it does. 176 00:08:43,023 --> 00:08:44,732 Have you looked into flights yet? 177 00:08:44,733 --> 00:08:46,317 I feel like I need to learn some Vietnamese 178 00:08:46,318 --> 00:08:48,528 before I can even think about flights. 179 00:08:48,529 --> 00:08:51,781 Well, backpackers go to Vietnam all the time 180 00:08:51,782 --> 00:08:54,659 without learning how to speak the language. 181 00:08:54,660 --> 00:08:56,035 Yeah, but for those backpackers, 182 00:08:56,036 --> 00:08:57,662 it's just a vacation, 183 00:08:57,663 --> 00:08:59,121 and for me it's going back to the place 184 00:08:59,122 --> 00:09:01,834 I was born, so... I just wanna be ready. 185 00:09:08,757 --> 00:09:11,217 I've been, uh, waiting for you both to tell you 186 00:09:11,218 --> 00:09:13,261 this thing that's really cool. 187 00:09:13,262 --> 00:09:15,304 - Oh, what cool thing? - I love cool things. 188 00:09:15,305 --> 00:09:17,723 My student Crystal is friends with Britt Dillon, 189 00:09:17,724 --> 00:09:21,185 who owns The Sweat on West 3rd and Crystal showed 190 00:09:21,186 --> 00:09:22,812 her Instagrams of my class. 191 00:09:22,813 --> 00:09:24,480 And now this lady's coming 192 00:09:24,481 --> 00:09:26,607 to my class tomorrow and if she likes it, 193 00:09:26,608 --> 00:09:27,942 I think she's gonna ask me to teach 194 00:09:27,943 --> 00:09:29,443 for her on Tuesday nights. 195 00:09:29,444 --> 00:09:32,113 Oh, my goodness, that's great, Jules. 196 00:09:32,114 --> 00:09:33,906 I wanna hug you before you get too famous! 197 00:09:33,907 --> 00:09:37,118 I'm so proud of you. 198 00:09:37,119 --> 00:09:40,371 Okay, even if I get too famous, 199 00:09:40,372 --> 00:09:42,832 I'll tell my bodyguards to make an exception for you. 200 00:09:42,833 --> 00:09:45,042 I really appreciate that. 201 00:09:45,043 --> 00:09:48,212 I'm... gonna head out. 202 00:09:48,213 --> 00:09:50,173 - You gonna see Matt's comic? - Mm-hmm. 203 00:09:50,174 --> 00:09:54,178 - Want us to come? - No, I'm good. 204 00:10:03,353 --> 00:10:05,397 - Welcome. - Hi. 205 00:10:53,278 --> 00:10:54,862 ♪ ♪ 206 00:10:54,863 --> 00:10:56,822 What do you think? 207 00:10:56,823 --> 00:10:59,033 So is the idea that it's just, like, uh... 208 00:10:59,034 --> 00:11:02,578 it's a mix of freestyling and posing? 209 00:11:02,579 --> 00:11:05,706 Um, there's also sexy walks and butt dancing. 210 00:11:05,707 --> 00:11:07,875 My students like expressing themselves 211 00:11:07,876 --> 00:11:09,585 and making the combos their own. 212 00:11:09,586 --> 00:11:11,587 Also, most of them aren't good enough 213 00:11:11,588 --> 00:11:13,130 to do actual choreography. 214 00:11:13,131 --> 00:11:15,342 Oh, got it. 215 00:11:19,096 --> 00:11:20,972 What? 216 00:11:20,973 --> 00:11:23,683 - I think it's really good. - I like it, it's fun. 217 00:11:23,684 --> 00:11:28,479 I... I just feel like you have this crazy opportunity tonight 218 00:11:28,480 --> 00:11:31,357 and... you should just, like, bring your A-game. 219 00:11:31,358 --> 00:11:35,027 What game do you think I'm bringing right now? 220 00:11:35,028 --> 00:11:36,988 I don't... it's, like, somewhere in the B range. 221 00:11:36,989 --> 00:11:40,116 - The B range. - Okay, Jules, 222 00:11:40,117 --> 00:11:42,034 you asked me what I thought. Do you want me to tell you 223 00:11:42,035 --> 00:11:44,078 it's perfect or do you want me to tell you the truth? 224 00:11:44,079 --> 00:11:46,247 I thought they were gonna be the same thing. 225 00:11:46,248 --> 00:11:48,082 Hi. 226 00:11:48,083 --> 00:11:50,251 Don't you need to go to your silent retreat? 227 00:11:50,252 --> 00:11:52,753 - Uh, that's later tonight. - What's going on? 228 00:11:52,754 --> 00:11:55,715 Apparently I have to redo my whole class in two hours. 229 00:11:55,716 --> 00:11:59,177 Jesus, Jules, I didn't tell you it was in the F range. 230 00:11:59,178 --> 00:12:00,845 A B and an F are the same thing, everybody knows that. 231 00:12:00,846 --> 00:12:04,390 - Sweetheart. - Um, if you're not ready, 232 00:12:04,391 --> 00:12:06,726 I'm... I'm sure that this woman can reschedule. 233 00:12:06,727 --> 00:12:08,269 I... I'm ready. 234 00:12:08,270 --> 00:12:10,646 Look, I'm just gonna redo the combo, okay? 235 00:12:10,647 --> 00:12:13,858 - Okay. - I have to go meet Drew, 236 00:12:13,859 --> 00:12:16,944 but Jules, hey. 237 00:12:16,945 --> 00:12:20,698 I was really just trying to help. 238 00:12:20,699 --> 00:12:23,868 - I know. - I just needed a second 239 00:12:23,869 --> 00:12:26,537 to process and... you're right. 240 00:12:26,538 --> 00:12:28,873 This is a B. It needs to be an A. 241 00:12:28,874 --> 00:12:30,583 And you've got this. 242 00:12:30,584 --> 00:12:32,835 - Yeah. - Yeah, you got this. 243 00:12:32,836 --> 00:12:35,046 - Yeah. - Okay, see you later. 244 00:12:35,047 --> 00:12:37,049 See ya. 245 00:12:42,387 --> 00:12:46,057 And we are... 246 00:12:46,058 --> 00:12:48,643 - published. - Yay. 247 00:12:48,644 --> 00:12:50,770 I think dumb quizzes are your calling. 248 00:12:50,771 --> 00:12:52,396 Please don't ever say that again. 249 00:12:52,397 --> 00:12:54,148 You're my best dumb quiz writer. 250 00:12:54,149 --> 00:12:56,442 I wanna be your best smart, real writer. 251 00:12:56,443 --> 00:12:59,028 We don't have smart, 252 00:12:59,029 --> 00:13:00,988 real writers on our site anymore. 253 00:13:00,989 --> 00:13:02,823 No, no, no, no. It's just sad, 254 00:13:02,824 --> 00:13:04,700 pandering clickbait. 255 00:13:04,701 --> 00:13:06,369 But can't you, like, Trojan Horse pieces 256 00:13:06,370 --> 00:13:08,371 so that they look like clickbait on the outside, 257 00:13:08,372 --> 00:13:10,498 but they're actually really smart when you read them? 258 00:13:10,499 --> 00:13:12,834 No, I can't, because I edit 50 posts a day 259 00:13:12,835 --> 00:13:14,752 and I'm an empty husk of a human. 260 00:13:14,753 --> 00:13:17,964 But our beauty vertical is expanding, 261 00:13:17,965 --> 00:13:20,800 so if you wanna write, like, a makeup review 262 00:13:20,801 --> 00:13:23,469 that takes down the patriarchy, be my guest. 263 00:13:23,470 --> 00:13:25,263 Yeah, okay. 264 00:13:25,264 --> 00:13:27,181 Send me makeup. I'll give that a try. 265 00:13:27,182 --> 00:13:29,101 Done. 266 00:13:37,317 --> 00:13:39,652 Don't spy on me. 267 00:13:39,653 --> 00:13:41,404 Don't text Danny. 268 00:13:41,405 --> 00:13:42,989 I just... 269 00:13:42,990 --> 00:13:44,740 I haven't heard from him in a while 270 00:13:44,741 --> 00:13:46,117 and I don't know what's going on. 271 00:13:46,118 --> 00:13:48,035 - I do. - He's in love with you 272 00:13:48,036 --> 00:13:50,830 and he feels appropriately terrible about it. 273 00:13:50,831 --> 00:13:54,417 - No, he's not. - He's just in... 274 00:13:54,418 --> 00:13:58,379 so much pain right now that he doesn't know 275 00:13:58,380 --> 00:14:00,298 what he's feeling, which I get 'cause that was me 276 00:14:00,299 --> 00:14:02,884 for, like, the last six months. 277 00:14:02,885 --> 00:14:05,386 Yes, it was a stupid voicemail. It didn't mean anything. 278 00:14:05,387 --> 00:14:09,099 - Okay. - Didn't mean anything. 279 00:14:12,394 --> 00:14:15,229 - Look, can I just say... - Mm. 280 00:14:15,230 --> 00:14:17,565 I feel like... 281 00:14:17,566 --> 00:14:20,193 Matt's phone has only brought you trouble 282 00:14:20,194 --> 00:14:23,112 and that maybe you should put it away. 283 00:14:23,113 --> 00:14:26,949 I like looking at his photos and videos before bed, 284 00:14:26,950 --> 00:14:28,868 'cause it helps me fall asleep. 285 00:14:28,869 --> 00:14:31,287 Oh, you shouldn't be looking at anyone's phone before bed. 286 00:14:31,288 --> 00:14:35,166 'Cause the blue light and the LED screens. 287 00:14:35,167 --> 00:14:37,835 Also, you realize it's the 21st century 288 00:14:37,836 --> 00:14:39,253 and you can put anything you want from Matt's phone 289 00:14:39,254 --> 00:14:41,714 - on your computer, right? - Yeah, I know. 290 00:14:41,715 --> 00:14:43,800 So... 291 00:14:45,219 --> 00:14:46,677 What is this really about? 292 00:14:46,678 --> 00:14:50,474 It's not really about anything. 293 00:14:53,435 --> 00:14:55,520 I'm good. 294 00:14:55,521 --> 00:14:57,021 What? I'm fine, 295 00:14:57,022 --> 00:14:58,814 I'm moving forward with my life. 296 00:14:58,815 --> 00:15:01,859 And you have more of my quizzes that you need to edit 297 00:15:01,860 --> 00:15:03,986 'cause people need to know which Taylor Swift song 298 00:15:03,987 --> 00:15:05,655 best describes how they lost their virginity. 299 00:15:05,656 --> 00:15:08,574 - I'm using that. - Great. 300 00:15:08,575 --> 00:15:11,452 Okay, back to editing. 301 00:15:11,453 --> 00:15:14,121 - Don't text Danny! - I'm not gonna text Danny! 302 00:15:45,529 --> 00:15:48,281 Uh... is... is Danny around? 303 00:15:48,282 --> 00:15:49,991 - Oh, no. - We apartment swapped. 304 00:15:49,992 --> 00:15:51,284 You what? 305 00:15:51,285 --> 00:15:53,077 We're subletting from each other. 306 00:15:53,078 --> 00:15:54,829 - Oh. - Yeah, I wanted to be closer 307 00:15:54,830 --> 00:15:57,248 to work and he wanted to live by the beach. 308 00:15:57,249 --> 00:15:59,333 - Okay. - Craigslist is awesome. 309 00:15:59,334 --> 00:16:00,793 You know, people always talk about the serial killers, 310 00:16:00,794 --> 00:16:02,503 but there's other stuff, too. 311 00:16:02,504 --> 00:16:04,839 Yeah, I don't... I don't think Danny's a serial killer, 312 00:16:04,840 --> 00:16:07,175 but I haven't seen him in a while so you never know. 313 00:16:07,176 --> 00:16:09,010 Have a good one. 314 00:16:09,011 --> 00:16:10,762 Yep. 315 00:16:13,307 --> 00:16:16,767 - We gotta... we gotta surf soon. - Let's... let's get on this. 316 00:16:16,768 --> 00:16:18,978 Yeah, I know, uh, it's just been so busy, 317 00:16:18,979 --> 00:16:21,022 but, um... I don't know. 318 00:16:21,023 --> 00:16:23,149 We'll... figure out a day. 319 00:16:23,150 --> 00:16:25,318 Uh... 320 00:16:25,319 --> 00:16:27,445 Hey, you know, Leigh's always been wanting 321 00:16:27,446 --> 00:16:29,322 to learn how to surf. Maybe you could teach us both. 322 00:16:29,323 --> 00:16:31,115 Stop with the Leigh already, man. 323 00:16:31,116 --> 00:16:33,534 She's actually trying and maybe if you tried too... 324 00:16:33,535 --> 00:16:35,494 How 'bout I just stay out of you guys' way until 325 00:16:35,495 --> 00:16:36,996 the two of you break up and then you get 326 00:16:36,997 --> 00:16:38,749 a new girlfriend that I actually like? 327 00:16:40,626 --> 00:16:43,211 That's not happening. 328 00:16:43,212 --> 00:16:45,296 Here's what's happening. 329 00:16:45,297 --> 00:16:46,964 I'm gonna ask Leigh to marry me, 330 00:16:46,965 --> 00:16:48,883 so you need to figure out a way to like her. 331 00:16:48,884 --> 00:16:51,594 You... no. 332 00:16:51,595 --> 00:16:54,305 Please. Don't do this. 333 00:16:54,306 --> 00:16:56,767 She's gonna ruin you. 334 00:16:57,976 --> 00:16:59,810 Leigh's going to be in my life. 335 00:16:59,811 --> 00:17:02,021 I want you to be in my life. You need to figure out 336 00:17:02,022 --> 00:17:04,358 how to have a relationship with her. 337 00:17:14,826 --> 00:17:16,619 So what's your deal? 338 00:17:16,620 --> 00:17:18,788 Let's see, I quit my job, got a motorcycle, 339 00:17:18,789 --> 00:17:20,665 and I went on Tinder and swiped right on a girl 340 00:17:20,666 --> 00:17:22,834 holding a baby llama. Here we are. 341 00:17:22,835 --> 00:17:25,628 His name is Lima, 'cause that's where llamas are from. 342 00:17:25,629 --> 00:17:27,630 - That's awesome. - You're awesome. 343 00:17:31,218 --> 00:17:33,553 Do you need to get that? 344 00:17:33,554 --> 00:17:35,514 No. 345 00:17:40,644 --> 00:17:43,646 You have reached the voicemail box of... 346 00:17:43,647 --> 00:17:45,273 Danny Greer. 347 00:17:45,274 --> 00:17:47,900 At the tone, please record your voice message. 348 00:17:49,945 --> 00:17:52,698 Danny... 349 00:17:54,700 --> 00:17:58,202 We said we weren't going to hang out anymore. 350 00:17:58,203 --> 00:18:01,038 You didn't tell me you were never going 351 00:18:01,039 --> 00:18:05,168 to speak to me ever again. 352 00:18:05,169 --> 00:18:11,048 It sucks that we were in each other's lives 353 00:18:11,049 --> 00:18:13,801 and now you've dropped off the face of the earth. 354 00:18:13,802 --> 00:18:17,097 I think... I think it sucks. 355 00:18:18,932 --> 00:18:20,725 And you know who else would think it sucks? 356 00:18:20,726 --> 00:18:22,602 Matt would think it sucks. He would hate it if he knew 357 00:18:22,603 --> 00:18:24,604 you were doing this to me, so why don't you just 358 00:18:24,605 --> 00:18:26,147 think about that the next time you decide 359 00:18:26,148 --> 00:18:28,775 to ignore all of my messages. 360 00:18:46,835 --> 00:18:49,462 I can't. 361 00:18:49,463 --> 00:18:51,423 I'm sorry. 362 00:18:53,050 --> 00:18:55,009 What's going on? 363 00:18:55,010 --> 00:18:56,636 Well, Jules has this great opportunity 364 00:18:56,637 --> 00:18:59,138 and she's really excited, but... 365 00:18:59,139 --> 00:19:00,473 I have this horrible feeling that 366 00:19:00,474 --> 00:19:02,975 it is not gonna turn out right and I am so afraid 367 00:19:02,976 --> 00:19:05,186 of what is gonna happen when she gets her heart broken. 368 00:19:05,187 --> 00:19:07,522 And Leigh says that she's moving on, 369 00:19:07,523 --> 00:19:10,691 but it's only been six months so, I just... 370 00:19:10,692 --> 00:19:13,402 They need me and I can't leave them. 371 00:19:13,403 --> 00:19:17,324 - Okay, okay. - They need you, I get that. 372 00:19:18,909 --> 00:19:20,952 But, Amy... 373 00:19:20,953 --> 00:19:23,621 what do you need? 374 00:19:31,421 --> 00:19:33,214 - Okay. - You guys got this. 375 00:19:33,215 --> 00:19:35,466 Let's just take it from the walk, walk. 376 00:19:35,467 --> 00:19:38,302 In five, six, seven, eight. 377 00:19:38,303 --> 00:19:41,013 Walk, walk, step, step, 378 00:19:41,014 --> 00:19:43,141 passé, and look. 379 00:19:44,601 --> 00:19:47,019 Okay. 380 00:19:47,020 --> 00:19:50,022 Great, let's just keep going. 381 00:19:50,023 --> 00:19:52,441 Circle, two, back, four, 382 00:19:52,442 --> 00:19:55,278 and five, down six, fan, kick. 383 00:19:55,279 --> 00:19:57,989 Are we not doing any of the combo from yesterday? 384 00:19:57,990 --> 00:19:59,448 You guys are just doing so awesome, 385 00:19:59,449 --> 00:20:01,033 I thought I'd kick it up a notch. 386 00:20:01,034 --> 00:20:03,452 I thought what we did yesterday was good. 387 00:20:03,453 --> 00:20:06,247 Oh, I did, too, but... this'll be good. 388 00:20:06,248 --> 00:20:08,833 It'll make more sense when I put it to music. 389 00:20:08,834 --> 00:20:11,836 ♪ ♪ 390 00:20:11,837 --> 00:20:14,548 In five, six, seven, eight. 391 00:20:24,975 --> 00:20:27,269 Step, flick. 392 00:20:31,190 --> 00:20:34,150 - I can't do this. - I know, me neither. 393 00:20:34,151 --> 00:20:36,819 Okay, uh... 394 00:20:36,820 --> 00:20:39,530 good job, you guys. Let's just break it down. 395 00:20:39,531 --> 00:20:42,451 I'll go really slow, I promise, okay? 396 00:21:21,031 --> 00:21:23,699 That voicemail you left me was messed up. 397 00:21:23,700 --> 00:21:26,619 - Well, it was the truth. - Your truth, not mine, Leigh. 398 00:21:26,620 --> 00:21:28,287 I don't wanna hear you talk about what 399 00:21:28,288 --> 00:21:30,039 Matt would have or wouldn't have wanted 400 00:21:30,040 --> 00:21:31,624 when we both know he wouldn't want any of this. 401 00:21:31,625 --> 00:21:33,125 Well, I think Matt would've wanted us 402 00:21:33,126 --> 00:21:34,502 to look out for each other. 403 00:21:34,503 --> 00:21:37,338 The person who made us in-laws is dead. 404 00:21:37,339 --> 00:21:40,049 We're not family anymore and we've never been friends. 405 00:21:40,050 --> 00:21:43,052 I still think that we're something to each other. 406 00:21:43,053 --> 00:21:44,846 What if I don't wanna be something to each other? 407 00:21:44,847 --> 00:21:46,764 What if I'm trying to move on with my life, 408 00:21:46,765 --> 00:21:48,349 but I keep not knowing what's going on with you 409 00:21:48,350 --> 00:21:49,934 and I just need to know you're okay, 410 00:21:49,935 --> 00:21:51,143 so that I can get on with everything? 411 00:21:51,144 --> 00:21:52,937 What about that? 412 00:21:52,938 --> 00:21:54,647 I don't wanna always be texting you. 413 00:21:54,648 --> 00:21:56,190 How about you just sometimes text me? 414 00:21:56,191 --> 00:21:57,817 I don't want to have to think about what to say. 415 00:21:57,818 --> 00:21:59,569 You don't have to think about what to say. 416 00:21:59,570 --> 00:22:01,571 Just, like... Why don't you send 417 00:22:01,572 --> 00:22:03,322 me an emoji? I'll send you one back. 418 00:22:03,323 --> 00:22:06,075 That way you know I'm okay and I'll know you're okay. 419 00:22:06,076 --> 00:22:07,910 I'll think about it. 420 00:22:07,911 --> 00:22:10,621 - What is there to think about? - It's an emoji. 421 00:22:10,622 --> 00:22:13,291 Dude, I am asking you for so little. 422 00:22:13,292 --> 00:22:15,042 Hey, you wanted to have a conversation. 423 00:22:15,043 --> 00:22:17,504 Now we've had it. We're done here, Leigh. 424 00:22:20,591 --> 00:22:22,926 Good night. 425 00:22:39,234 --> 00:22:42,069 You haven't left for your retreat yet? 426 00:22:42,070 --> 00:22:44,739 - I canceled last minute. - You want some tea? 427 00:22:44,740 --> 00:22:47,284 Sure. 428 00:23:06,428 --> 00:23:08,095 I have a weird question. 429 00:23:08,096 --> 00:23:09,680 Oh, that's my favorite kind. 430 00:23:09,681 --> 00:23:12,558 - Will you cut my hair? - Me? 431 00:23:12,559 --> 00:23:14,185 You did it for me when I was little. 432 00:23:14,186 --> 00:23:15,520 - And you hated it. - You always wanted 433 00:23:15,521 --> 00:23:16,938 to go to a real person. 434 00:23:16,939 --> 00:23:19,190 You're a real person and I would like 435 00:23:19,191 --> 00:23:20,858 you to cut my hair. 436 00:23:20,859 --> 00:23:22,568 - Why? - It's... 437 00:23:22,569 --> 00:23:25,404 been six months since Matt died and they say you 438 00:23:25,405 --> 00:23:27,990 grow half an inch every month. So that's, like, three inches 439 00:23:27,991 --> 00:23:30,660 of grief hair and I don't want it on my head any more. 440 00:23:30,661 --> 00:23:33,579 And I don't want a stranger to cut it. 441 00:23:41,964 --> 00:23:45,300 - How was class? - Not great. 442 00:23:47,719 --> 00:23:50,137 Are you okay? 443 00:23:50,138 --> 00:23:53,600 No, but I'm hungry. 444 00:23:56,436 --> 00:23:58,604 Are you making cookies? 445 00:23:58,605 --> 00:24:00,816 That's for you. 446 00:24:02,109 --> 00:24:04,318 You bought me cookie dough. 447 00:24:04,319 --> 00:24:06,153 Well, I think if there was a salmonella outbreak, 448 00:24:06,154 --> 00:24:08,114 we'd know about it. 449 00:24:08,115 --> 00:24:10,199 Or you bought me cookie dough 450 00:24:10,200 --> 00:24:12,660 because you knew I was going to tank my class. 451 00:24:12,661 --> 00:24:14,662 - No. - No, no, no. 452 00:24:14,663 --> 00:24:17,999 I was... I was just at the supermarket and, um... 453 00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:20,251 I... I... well, I thought it could be 454 00:24:20,252 --> 00:24:24,505 celebration cookie dough or consolation cookie dough. 455 00:24:24,506 --> 00:24:26,507 I've never eaten cookie dough to celebrate. 456 00:24:26,508 --> 00:24:28,969 I've only ever eaten it to hate myself. 457 00:24:30,095 --> 00:24:31,637 - Sorry. - Mom was just trying 458 00:24:31,638 --> 00:24:33,389 to do something nice for you. 459 00:24:33,390 --> 00:24:35,641 Didn't work. 460 00:24:35,642 --> 00:24:37,977 Hey, Jules. 461 00:24:37,978 --> 00:24:40,521 Tonight didn't go your way and I'm sorry, 462 00:24:40,522 --> 00:24:43,942 but that is not Mom's fault or mine. 463 00:24:45,903 --> 00:24:47,945 No... 464 00:24:47,946 --> 00:24:49,947 Actually, I think it's mine. 465 00:24:49,948 --> 00:24:55,369 I trusted you and I should've maybe trusted myself. 466 00:24:55,370 --> 00:24:59,415 But I can't stop seeing myself through your eyes, 467 00:24:59,416 --> 00:25:03,044 this idiot child who is always going to screw everything up. 468 00:25:03,045 --> 00:25:05,755 And the longer I stay here, 469 00:25:05,756 --> 00:25:09,843 the less I'll be able to see myself any other way. 470 00:25:14,014 --> 00:25:15,973 Where are you going? 471 00:25:15,974 --> 00:25:19,435 - Richard and Sabrina's. - When will you be back? 472 00:25:19,436 --> 00:25:21,562 I'm not sure I'm coming back. 473 00:25:29,863 --> 00:25:33,783 So Richard texted and said that Sabrina and Jules 474 00:25:33,784 --> 00:25:35,201 had been up all night talking 475 00:25:35,202 --> 00:25:37,203 and apparently... 476 00:25:37,204 --> 00:25:38,329 she's asked if she can stay there 477 00:25:38,330 --> 00:25:40,122 until she gets a place of her own. 478 00:25:40,123 --> 00:25:41,916 I mean, do you think this is real? 479 00:25:41,917 --> 00:25:43,543 I don't know... I... 480 00:25:43,544 --> 00:25:45,503 I feel like she's just figuring things out 481 00:25:45,504 --> 00:25:47,673 and we need to let her. 482 00:25:49,258 --> 00:25:51,677 So, sure about this? 483 00:25:52,719 --> 00:25:55,721 - Oh, yeah. - I am ready. 484 00:25:55,722 --> 00:25:57,932 Okay. 485 00:27:23,936 --> 00:27:27,021 I don't know if it was an accident or a choice, 486 00:27:27,022 --> 00:27:29,398 but whatever the hell it was, it was stupid. 487 00:27:29,399 --> 00:27:33,027 It was just stupid because you had everything. 488 00:27:33,028 --> 00:27:35,238 You had Leigh. 489 00:27:35,239 --> 00:27:38,407 I never really got what you saw in her, to be honest, man. 490 00:27:38,408 --> 00:27:42,203 But I get it, I guess. 491 00:27:42,204 --> 00:27:45,122 I mean, I... I get how you fell in love with her, 492 00:27:45,123 --> 00:27:47,834 because... 493 00:27:47,835 --> 00:27:50,962 because I... 494 00:28:45,726 --> 00:28:48,019 I know Christmas might be hard, but it's a time 495 00:28:48,020 --> 00:28:49,687 for the whole family to come together 496 00:28:49,688 --> 00:28:51,522 and, you know... Team Shaw. 497 00:28:51,523 --> 00:28:54,359 - What are you doing? - I'm gonna jump in the pool. 498 00:28:56,028 --> 00:28:57,695 Do it. 499 00:28:57,696 --> 00:29:00,323 - He was... - in my dream last night. 500 00:29:00,324 --> 00:29:02,033 - Matt? - It was really nice 501 00:29:02,034 --> 00:29:04,911 to laugh with him again. It felt really real. 502 00:29:04,912 --> 00:29:06,537 Do you dream about Matt? 503 00:29:06,538 --> 00:29:08,122 'Cause I don't anymore. 504 00:29:08,123 --> 00:29:10,541 Is there a way that you can 505 00:29:10,542 --> 00:29:13,836 make your mind dream about someone? 506 00:29:13,837 --> 00:29:15,338 You're hoping that Matt's gonna come 507 00:29:15,339 --> 00:29:16,547 and visit you on your plane. 508 00:29:16,548 --> 00:29:18,090 But if you wanna see him, 509 00:29:18,091 --> 00:29:19,771 you're gonna have to find him on his plane.