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- [Jacob] Ruchel?
- [door clicks]

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Ir hot mikh gefunen.

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You found me.

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Why have you been
behind this door?

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I was left here.

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By who?

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By me.

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What do you mean?
Wh-What happened?

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I'm not so sure anymore.

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[Becca] Where are we?

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- Home.
- [Jacob] Can you show us?

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We want to understand.
We want to help.

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Come on. You'll be safe with us.

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This is where I grew up.

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If you didn't see who did it,
we can't help you.

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Ruchel, what goes there?

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Oh, that's my house.

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[knocking on door]

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Hello, can I help you?

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You're Zusman Talmon.

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Yes.

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I need to see your wife.

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[Jacob] Why is he going inside?

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He wanted Mama to see for him.

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Can you show us?

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Sure.

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[Zusman] Leeba.

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There's an officer here.

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Is there a problem?

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I heard you're a soothsayer.

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You can tell the future.

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No.

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Not exactly.

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I know you can.

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And I need to know something.

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I will pay you.

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What do you think, darling?

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Can you help this man?

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You help people, right?

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Friends and family,
and never for money.

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Well, make an exception.

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Mama had a gift.
I was learning from her.

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[liquid pouring]

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What is it you want to know?

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There's a woman.
I want her to be my wife...

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What will she say?

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I never knew my grandmother
was a mystic.

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What was she doing
with the bowl?

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[Jacob] She's using it
to focus power.

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You know, many ancient cultures
used reflecting pools

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as portals to higher planes.

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I am not getting
a clear reading.

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But I'm sure this woman
loves you.

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How could she not?

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Try again.

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It is clear, Mama.

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She will deny him.

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I know, but he cannot hear this.

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He will blame us.

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What did she say?

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What are you saying?

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Speak in Polish,
not your Jew-tongue.

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Apologies.

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My daughter was confused.

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I'm sorry we cannot help you.

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What a waste.

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But why?

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Why must we burn them?

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They can arrest us
just for owning such things.

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Even our rabbi
is opposed to this.

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Our emigration papers
will be ready soon.

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Then we'll be able to leave.

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Where are we going?

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We love our home.

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But there is a dangerous
feeling rising.

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We must be careful
as we plan our way out.

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[exhales sharply]

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Come and see.

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[hyperventilating]

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Mama!

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Papa!

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Mama...

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Damn it.

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If we don't
destroy these things,

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we will be the ones destroyed.

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Now go to the shed
and fetch the broom.

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Go on.

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What happened in there?
What did you see?

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I can't remember,
but what happens next

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is lost in there.

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[Alma] You have no idea
what belongs there?

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No. But the Geraldines
live there.

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The Geraldines?

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Yeah. She's me.

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All of them.

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[heavy creaking]

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The other part of her collage.

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[Jacob] [exhales] That's
everything.

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The house on Greene Road.

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And that's the boarding house
where she first lived

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in San Antonio.

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- [screams]
- Her giving birth.

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It's all there.

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[exhales sharply] It's all
so real.

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So real but so far away.

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She's keeping her childhood
deep in her subconscious.

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Something she doesn't want
to access about this village.

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There's some traumatic memory
lost in the blankness.

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Right. I was right.

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Whatever belongs in that blank
space is what haunted her.

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The reason she told Mom
not to adopt Alejandro.

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We fix this, we fix everything.

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- It's possible.
- We have to get to those
other versions of you.

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[Alma] We have
to help them remember

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- what they want to forget.
- What is it?

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Ruchel, what is it?
What's wrong?

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I don't want to go in there.

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[stammers]

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Every time I go, I call
for them. They don't care.

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They don't understand
I'm lonely here.

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Okay. Well, Ruchel,
we're here with you now, okay?

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We'll take care of you.

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Can you show us
how to get there?

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[sniffles] Okay.

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[exhales]

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[footsteps approach]

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[woman] Hello there.

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Do you need help
finding your family?

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Oh, um... [gasps]

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Mishpokhe?

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Ah, mishpokhe.

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No. No mishpokhe.

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Uh... Evelyn.

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You? Who are you?

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- Geraldine.
- Come on.

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Geraldine.

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[Jacob] I knew
she changed her name,

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but I still don't
understand why.

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What happened to her parents?

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- I don't know.
- [Alma] Whatever
this trauma was,

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it forced her
to change everything.

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We need to find a moment
where she's open

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to tell us what happened.

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Just one moment
in her entire life, but...

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[Becca] That's a lot of life.

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Whoa! Jesus Christ.

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We got to be careful in here.

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Yeah. Look, there she is
on her wedding day.

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Let's just try there.

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Okay, we'll just ask her
what happened after your dad

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- broke the reflecting bowl.
- Okay.

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Mom, we need
to ask you something.

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No. Not today.

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- [panting]
- [shouts]

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It's me. We're here to help.

156
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No, you're not. Go away.

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Mom, I need you to help us
understand what happened.

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What goes in here?

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Why would you bring her here?

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Hey, can you keep her
in the hallway a little while?

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We're not getting anywhere
once Geraldine sees her.

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- Okay.
- Dad, come on.

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Okay, okay, okay, okay.

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[humming]

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Mama, what are you singing?

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Something I heard in a dream.

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Oh, my God. We've seen this.

168
00:10:01,083 --> 00:10:03,833
Mama, we need your help.
Will you talk to us?

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00:10:03,916 --> 00:10:05,250
No, no.

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I don't think so.
Not a good idea.

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00:10:07,625 --> 00:10:10,666
Yeah, but we can fix everything.
Just-just talk to us.

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It's important.

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You have to tell us
what happened to you,

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why you abandoned Ruchel.

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I said no!

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[panting]

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It's okay, Dad.
We'll find a better moment.

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You ready to see the closest
I got to being Sandy Koufax?

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What?

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00:10:36,583 --> 00:10:38,458
- [scoffs]
- [Geraldine] Jacob?

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Step away from there,
it's dangerous.

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What are you doing?

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00:10:41,250 --> 00:10:43,000
Look, when Dad
comes home, I'll tell him

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I was playing and broke the TV.

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'Cause if he doesn't
find out you broke it,

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you won't have to go away
again, right?

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You got a plan
for everything, huh?

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[chuckles]

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Jacob,

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I know I do things
that you don't understand,

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00:11:00,500 --> 00:11:03,333
but just know that your mama
is always there deep down.

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I just, I just get
a little mixed up.

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So, how about I clean this up,

194
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and then we have
some ice cream?

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[Jacob] She really was
my whole world.

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I have an idea.

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00:11:31,625 --> 00:11:33,125
Mama?

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00:11:33,208 --> 00:11:35,583
Did something happen
when you were little?

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Something that made you
mixed up?

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00:11:40,750 --> 00:11:42,291
No.

201
00:11:42,375 --> 00:11:46,833
No, my, my mama and papa
loved me very much.

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00:11:46,916 --> 00:11:49,625
They loved me so much,
they bought me a ticket

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on a giant boat to America,

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where I've had
every opportunity.

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[chuckles]

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I am so very lucky.

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00:11:59,625 --> 00:12:01,541
[Jacob] But what about
your mama and papa?

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00:12:01,625 --> 00:12:03,583
Did they come later?

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00:12:03,666 --> 00:12:05,208
[Geraldine] They stayed.

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They stay with me in my heart.

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00:12:07,208 --> 00:12:10,416
And that's where
I keep them today.

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00:12:11,458 --> 00:12:13,250
This...

213
00:12:13,333 --> 00:12:15,416
it didn't happen like this.

214
00:12:15,500 --> 00:12:17,666
- What do you mean?
- That red coat,

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it was my mother's.

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00:12:23,500 --> 00:12:25,833
Oh.

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00:12:25,916 --> 00:12:28,375
Oh, no.

218
00:12:28,458 --> 00:12:29,958
I remember.

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[gasps]

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00:12:32,166 --> 00:12:33,750
Please, don't do this!

221
00:12:33,833 --> 00:12:35,208
You made her say no to me.

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00:12:35,291 --> 00:12:37,125
You cursed me.

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00:12:38,375 --> 00:12:39,291
Mama!

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00:12:39,375 --> 00:12:40,375
Papa!

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00:12:42,333 --> 00:12:43,708
Damn it.

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00:12:44,958 --> 00:12:46,291
If we don't
destroy these things,

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we will be the ones destroyed.

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- [Ruchel] I knew I wasn't
- Now go to the shed

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- supposed to see anymore.
- and fetch the broom.

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But I wanted to be
more like Mama.

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- Go on.
- I wanted to help people.

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There was a moment
that I thought my vision

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wouldn't come true.

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00:13:13,500 --> 00:13:15,041
[vehicle approaches]

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But it did.

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00:13:22,166 --> 00:13:24,750
[thudding, shouting]

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[Leeba shouting in Polish]

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00:13:26,541 --> 00:13:28,833
Please, don't do this!

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00:13:28,916 --> 00:13:30,625
You made her say no to me.

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00:13:30,708 --> 00:13:32,083
You cursed me.

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00:13:32,166 --> 00:13:33,833
I didn't.
I promise, please.

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00:13:33,916 --> 00:13:35,041
We destroyed everything.

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00:13:35,125 --> 00:13:36,041
This is the end of it.

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00:13:36,125 --> 00:13:37,833
Yes, this is the end.

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00:13:37,916 --> 00:13:39,125
Where's your daughter?

246
00:13:39,208 --> 00:13:40,666
She's with a friend.

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00:13:42,000 --> 00:13:43,791
No, please, no!

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[engine starts]

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[Ruchel] I waited days
for them to return.

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But I knew they wouldn't.

251
00:14:06,375 --> 00:14:07,708
This is it. It's all my fault.

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00:14:07,791 --> 00:14:09,916
They died because of me.

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[crying softly]

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00:14:12,500 --> 00:14:15,166
- [Becca] No, no.
Don't say that.
- I should have told them.

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I saw it all. We could have
all run and hid together.

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[heavy creaking]

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00:14:26,375 --> 00:14:28,416
This is what she carried
her whole life.

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00:14:31,083 --> 00:14:34,166
She blamed herself
for her parents' death.

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00:14:37,791 --> 00:14:40,833
If you could tell your parents
one more time,

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00:14:40,916 --> 00:14:42,666
do you think you could
change their mind?

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00:14:42,750 --> 00:14:44,083
I don't know.

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00:14:44,166 --> 00:14:46,666
[Alma] You called us here
to help out.

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Right?

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00:14:47,916 --> 00:14:49,416
Well, there you go.

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00:14:49,500 --> 00:14:50,916
No reason to be afraid.

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00:14:51,000 --> 00:14:52,750
[Becca] What do you say
we give this another try?

267
00:14:52,833 --> 00:14:55,208
[softly] Okay.

268
00:14:58,083 --> 00:14:59,458
Damn it.

269
00:15:00,791 --> 00:15:01,958
If we don't
destroy these things,

270
00:15:02,041 --> 00:15:03,083
we will be the ones destroyed.

271
00:15:03,166 --> 00:15:04,250
Please, Papa!

272
00:15:04,333 --> 00:15:05,750
We have to run.

273
00:15:05,833 --> 00:15:07,000
We have to get out.

274
00:15:07,083 --> 00:15:08,166
The police are coming,

275
00:15:08,250 --> 00:15:09,166
and they're going
to take you away.

276
00:15:09,250 --> 00:15:10,166
They can't.

277
00:15:10,250 --> 00:15:11,666
We've done nothing.

278
00:15:11,750 --> 00:15:12,750
See?

279
00:15:13,916 --> 00:15:15,083
There's no evidence.

280
00:15:15,166 --> 00:15:16,958
No, listen, please!

281
00:15:17,041 --> 00:15:18,708
I know what will happen.

282
00:15:18,791 --> 00:15:20,708
Mama, please.

283
00:15:20,791 --> 00:15:22,375
Darling, I'm scared, too.

284
00:15:22,458 --> 00:15:23,625
But your father is right.

285
00:15:23,708 --> 00:15:25,125
We have our papers now.

286
00:15:25,208 --> 00:15:26,916
We'll leave
in only a few days more.

287
00:15:27,000 --> 00:15:29,458
If we run now,
we'll look guilty.

288
00:15:29,541 --> 00:15:31,541
But I know what will happen.
Please!

289
00:15:31,625 --> 00:15:33,250
Ruchel, go to the shed
and fetch the broom.

290
00:15:36,791 --> 00:15:39,708
I told you. I told you
they wouldn't listen,

291
00:15:39,791 --> 00:15:41,791
and now I let them down
all over again.

292
00:15:45,583 --> 00:15:47,541
I've got good news.

293
00:15:47,625 --> 00:15:49,875
We can try this again.

294
00:15:49,958 --> 00:15:52,625
And again.
Until we get it right.

295
00:15:54,958 --> 00:15:56,916
I can change their minds
for them.

296
00:15:59,041 --> 00:16:01,291
Again.

297
00:16:01,375 --> 00:16:03,500
You have to run,
you have to get out.

298
00:16:03,583 --> 00:16:04,708
[Zusman] If we don't
destroy these things,

299
00:16:04,791 --> 00:16:05,833
we will be the ones destroyed.

300
00:16:08,958 --> 00:16:11,166
[Jacob grunting]

301
00:16:17,291 --> 00:16:18,583
Please, Papa.

302
00:16:21,125 --> 00:16:22,250
[panting]

303
00:16:23,583 --> 00:16:25,166
Enough. Get out. Now.

304
00:16:25,250 --> 00:16:27,416
[Becca] Dad, my God,
are you okay?

305
00:16:27,500 --> 00:16:29,041
- [Alma] Are you okay, Dad?
- Again.

306
00:16:29,083 --> 00:16:30,916
Please listen...

307
00:16:31,000 --> 00:16:32,500
[grunting]

308
00:16:34,083 --> 00:16:35,333
[Alma] Dad, let's talk
this through, okay?

309
00:16:35,416 --> 00:16:37,416
- No. Again.
- [Becca] Oh, my God, Dad.

310
00:16:37,500 --> 00:16:39,458
- [Zusman speaking Yiddish]
- [Jacob speaking indistinctly]

311
00:16:40,916 --> 00:16:42,208
Please, Papa.

312
00:16:45,416 --> 00:16:46,875
Please listen...

313
00:16:51,250 --> 00:16:52,958
[grunts softly]

314
00:16:53,041 --> 00:16:54,833
Yes! We must listen to her.

315
00:16:55,791 --> 00:16:57,708
Now. Let's go hide in the shed.

316
00:16:57,791 --> 00:16:58,916
Quickly!

317
00:17:09,708 --> 00:17:10,833
[lock clicks]

318
00:17:10,916 --> 00:17:12,666
[doorknob clicks]

319
00:17:17,500 --> 00:17:19,583
No, no, no.

320
00:17:19,666 --> 00:17:21,458
Please. Please!

321
00:17:27,541 --> 00:17:29,458
- No.
- [engine starts]

322
00:17:32,250 --> 00:17:34,166
[Jacob coughing]

323
00:17:35,708 --> 00:17:37,166
Okay, again.

324
00:17:37,250 --> 00:17:38,791
Dad, you have to slow down.

325
00:17:38,875 --> 00:17:40,333
No, they took her.
We have to fix this.

326
00:17:40,416 --> 00:17:42,166
Her reality is shifting.

327
00:17:42,250 --> 00:17:45,083
Who knows what could happen?
We have to go again.

328
00:17:46,166 --> 00:17:47,291
[Becca] Damn it, Alma.

329
00:17:47,375 --> 00:17:49,291
Oh, my God,
he's gonna kill himself

330
00:17:49,375 --> 00:17:50,916
trying to change this.

331
00:17:51,000 --> 00:17:53,000
This is so much worse.
We should have never...

332
00:17:53,083 --> 00:17:55,208
No, no, no, no, no.
I have an idea.

333
00:17:55,291 --> 00:17:56,875
- Help him.
- How?

334
00:17:58,208 --> 00:18:00,583
- Use your instincts.
- Dad!

335
00:18:08,541 --> 00:18:09,458
[grunts]

336
00:18:18,125 --> 00:18:19,708
I know you don't want to see me,
but Jacob's in trouble.

337
00:18:19,791 --> 00:18:22,125
- What do you mean?
- He's trying to save you,

338
00:18:22,208 --> 00:18:24,416
but he's destroying himself
in the process.

339
00:18:24,500 --> 00:18:26,416
He did always think
he could save me.

340
00:18:26,500 --> 00:18:29,250
- [thudding]
- [cracking]

341
00:18:29,333 --> 00:18:32,125
You have to come with me.
Tell him to stop.

342
00:18:33,750 --> 00:18:36,583
Please, believe me.

343
00:18:36,666 --> 00:18:38,333
The way you wished
your parents had believed you.

344
00:18:38,416 --> 00:18:40,458
Please.

345
00:18:40,541 --> 00:18:43,250
You have to help your son.

346
00:18:46,000 --> 00:18:48,833
I love you. I don't want you
to hurt yourself.

347
00:18:48,916 --> 00:18:51,541
I need to do this.

348
00:18:51,625 --> 00:18:53,625
[both grunting]

349
00:18:55,500 --> 00:18:57,041
[Jacob] Great.

350
00:18:57,125 --> 00:18:58,875
Now look what you've done.

351
00:18:58,958 --> 00:19:01,500
Maybe we can't change this.
Maybe we shouldn't.

352
00:19:01,583 --> 00:19:04,208
If I could just control
one of them.

353
00:19:04,291 --> 00:19:06,500
- Dad, you have to stop.
- Dad, it's killing you.

354
00:19:06,583 --> 00:19:08,791
No. I've wasted enough chances.

355
00:19:08,875 --> 00:19:10,666
I'm willing to die
to take this one.

356
00:19:10,750 --> 00:19:13,083
- Finally do some good.
- [Alma] Dad, that's not true.
Listen...

357
00:19:13,166 --> 00:19:14,375
Again.

358
00:19:14,458 --> 00:19:15,708
[Leeba speaking Polish]

359
00:19:15,791 --> 00:19:16,958
[Jacob groaning]

360
00:19:17,041 --> 00:19:18,208
[Casmir speaking Polish]

361
00:19:18,291 --> 00:19:20,375
No. I can fix it.

362
00:19:20,458 --> 00:19:22,541
- I can.
- Jacob, you have to stop.

363
00:19:22,625 --> 00:19:25,625
No, Mama, I'm fixing it.
I'm fixing everything.

364
00:19:25,708 --> 00:19:28,041
Then you'll be better,
and everything can be better.

365
00:19:28,125 --> 00:19:30,000
You can't fix this, Jacob.

366
00:19:30,083 --> 00:19:32,083
No one can heal this.

367
00:19:32,166 --> 00:19:34,541
[door opens, creaks]

368
00:19:39,250 --> 00:19:41,291
I'm sorry.

369
00:19:41,375 --> 00:19:42,791
Please don't leave me.

370
00:19:42,875 --> 00:19:44,916
God, I was so young.

371
00:19:51,750 --> 00:19:55,750
I know how sad
and angry you are.

372
00:19:55,833 --> 00:19:58,083
You just want
Mama and Papa back,

373
00:19:58,166 --> 00:20:01,583
but there was nothing you could
have done to save them.

374
00:20:02,625 --> 00:20:03,958
I wanted to.

375
00:20:05,833 --> 00:20:10,541
All they ever wanted was for you
to be safe, and you are.

376
00:20:12,041 --> 00:20:13,583
Somehow that was a gift

377
00:20:13,666 --> 00:20:16,333
that they were
still able to give you.

378
00:20:16,416 --> 00:20:21,541
And, look, now we have
a family of our own.

379
00:20:21,625 --> 00:20:27,416
An incredible, loving family
who would do anything for us.

380
00:20:27,500 --> 00:20:30,458
And you're part of it.

381
00:20:31,916 --> 00:20:34,750
- Really?
- [echoes] Really.

382
00:20:54,500 --> 00:20:56,708
You're part of us.

383
00:21:00,916 --> 00:21:02,916
And we forgive you.

384
00:21:21,083 --> 00:21:23,083
♪ ♪

385
00:21:33,250 --> 00:21:36,541
[Jacob] My mother's life
was plagued by difficulty.

386
00:21:36,625 --> 00:21:41,083
But she found a way to love
and forgive herself and others.

387
00:21:41,166 --> 00:21:42,500
Who are you?

388
00:21:51,041 --> 00:21:52,500
Ruchel.

389
00:21:52,583 --> 00:21:54,833
[Jacob] And because of this,
for every hardship,

390
00:21:54,916 --> 00:21:57,000
she continued with resilience.

391
00:21:57,083 --> 00:22:00,208
From her emigration to a strange
new country on her own,

392
00:22:00,291 --> 00:22:03,000
to the life she built for me.

393
00:22:03,083 --> 00:22:07,625
Maybe that's why she said our
hardest work is also our best.

394
00:22:07,708 --> 00:22:09,833
- ♪ ♪
- [dialogue inaudible]

395
00:22:09,916 --> 00:22:12,583
Even, or especially,
when that work

396
00:22:12,666 --> 00:22:15,583
came from unexpected places.

397
00:22:20,333 --> 00:22:22,916
Sometimes it's hard
to conceive of all the good

398
00:22:23,000 --> 00:22:25,875
one person or one action can do.

399
00:22:29,708 --> 00:22:31,458
But all our lives are connected.

400
00:22:33,833 --> 00:22:37,125
And her life set those
connections on the right course.

401
00:22:42,625 --> 00:22:46,250
So tonight we light
this yahrzeit candle

402
00:22:46,333 --> 00:22:49,708
on the anniversary
of my mother's passing.

403
00:22:49,791 --> 00:22:53,416
It will burn for one day
to remind us

404
00:22:53,500 --> 00:22:56,541
of the spark of life
that Ruchel gave us all.

405
00:23:15,125 --> 00:23:17,125
♪ ♪

406
00:23:45,958 --> 00:23:47,958
♪ ♪