1 00:01:32,718 --> 00:01:35,882 No, no, no! 2 00:01:43,353 --> 00:01:44,434 And cut! 3 00:01:45,522 --> 00:01:47,809 Tail mark. And marker. 4 00:01:48,233 --> 00:01:50,350 All right, let's wrap up. Reset. 5 00:01:50,444 --> 00:01:53,608 Fire another extinguisher over here. Need it stat! 6 00:01:53,697 --> 00:01:56,656 Just back it up. Back up. Just back it up. 7 00:01:56,742 --> 00:01:58,574 Stay clear, stay clear. 8 00:02:43,288 --> 00:02:45,405 ♪ Y'all don't really know who I am, Goddamn ♪ 9 00:02:45,499 --> 00:02:51,166 ♪ I'm like grease in the frying pan 'cause I am Bacon, eggs, toast, butter ♪ 10 00:02:51,254 --> 00:02:53,871 ♪ Smooth sexy lover More fresh than others ♪ 11 00:02:53,965 --> 00:02:56,548 ♪ Go ask your brother if y'all don't believe ♪ 12 00:02:56,635 --> 00:02:59,469 ♪ I control the industry cause Missy in the lead ♪ 13 00:03:01,098 --> 00:03:05,138 ♪ I'm talkin' to you man With my upper hand, the fans call me Dapper Dan ♪ 14 00:03:05,352 --> 00:03:07,810 ♪ When I was young my pops, throw rocks ♪ 15 00:03:07,896 --> 00:03:10,809 ♪ Always shit talk to my moms and call the cops ♪ 16 00:03:10,899 --> 00:03:13,391 ♪ Couldn't wait 'til I was nice and grown ♪ 17 00:03:13,485 --> 00:03:16,068 ♪ Sick of daddy mouth 'til six in the morn' ♪ 18 00:03:16,154 --> 00:03:18,396 ♪ On and on and on 'til the record scratch ♪ 19 00:03:18,490 --> 00:03:21,858 ♪ And if I made a few scraps I would never come back Yes ♪ 20 00:03:21,952 --> 00:03:24,285 ♪ Take moms with me and a few ADAT's ♪ 21 00:03:25,539 --> 00:03:27,371 Hello? I need some help. 22 00:03:34,381 --> 00:03:36,293 Get the fuck off of me! 23 00:03:36,383 --> 00:03:39,922 ♪ ...struggles and how much liquor I guzzle Y'all don't really know my fears ♪ 24 00:03:40,011 --> 00:03:43,550 ♪ And how many years to get here But I'm ready to rumble ♪ 25 00:03:43,890 --> 00:03:45,847 ♪ Y'all don't really know my life ♪ 26 00:03:45,934 --> 00:03:48,847 ♪ Y'all don't really know my struggles And how much liquor I guzzle ♪ 27 00:03:48,937 --> 00:03:51,099 - Yes! - ♪ Y'all don't really know my fears ♪ 28 00:03:51,189 --> 00:03:54,182 ♪ And how many years to get here But I'm ready to rumble ♪ 29 00:03:54,276 --> 00:03:57,485 ♪ Yeah, I be that throwback cat, I throwback 'gnac ♪ 30 00:04:02,409 --> 00:04:05,993 ♪ ...I don't waste my sells So the new school new school need to learn yo ♪♪ 31 00:04:14,713 --> 00:04:16,420 No, we're very fucked up. 32 00:04:16,923 --> 00:04:19,131 Don't fucking touch me! Don't fucking say shit! 33 00:04:19,217 --> 00:04:22,710 What am I being arrested for? What am I being arrested for? 34 00:04:22,804 --> 00:04:25,672 You think you're fucking hot shit? 35 00:04:25,766 --> 00:04:30,852 Because you don't know how good I am at what I do. 36 00:04:30,937 --> 00:04:32,473 Why am I here? 37 00:04:32,564 --> 00:04:34,681 Answer the fucking question! 38 00:04:34,775 --> 00:04:37,392 Answer the damn question, you fuck! 39 00:04:37,486 --> 00:04:38,567 You dumb fuck! 40 00:04:38,653 --> 00:04:39,985 Why am I here? 41 00:04:40,071 --> 00:04:41,607 Why am I here? 42 00:04:41,698 --> 00:04:43,610 Answer the question! 43 00:04:43,700 --> 00:04:47,785 Answer the fucking question! Why am I here? Why am I here? 44 00:05:15,023 --> 00:05:18,141 There are no guards on the premises, Otis. 45 00:05:18,235 --> 00:05:19,235 I noticed. 46 00:05:19,236 --> 00:05:22,445 Since this is your third drunken altercation with the police, 47 00:05:22,531 --> 00:05:24,989 if you leave, we will have to notify the judge, 48 00:05:25,075 --> 00:05:27,533 and you will serve those four years. 49 00:05:28,537 --> 00:05:29,573 Right. 50 00:05:29,663 --> 00:05:31,325 So where do we start? 51 00:05:31,414 --> 00:05:32,700 I don't know, boss. You tell me. 52 00:05:32,791 --> 00:05:35,329 I'm obviously not equipped to make any decisions. 53 00:05:35,418 --> 00:05:38,001 I'm an egomaniac with an inferiority complex. 54 00:05:40,423 --> 00:05:41,459 Let's try again. 55 00:05:42,342 --> 00:05:44,129 How about I'm a professional schizophrenic? 56 00:05:44,219 --> 00:05:46,176 What do you want me to say? I'm a piece of shit. 57 00:05:47,514 --> 00:05:51,428 I want you to write an account of your memories, 58 00:05:51,518 --> 00:05:56,058 so we can get you started with some imaginal exposure. 59 00:05:56,147 --> 00:05:57,105 What's that? 60 00:05:57,107 --> 00:06:01,477 It's a simple way to stop avoiding trauma reminders that get you triggered. 61 00:06:01,570 --> 00:06:04,734 I avoid trauma reminders? My whole work's motivated by trauma reminders. 62 00:06:04,823 --> 00:06:08,908 I'm talking about triggers that make your distress levels unmanageable 63 00:06:08,994 --> 00:06:10,701 - and result in violence. - Like what? 64 00:06:10,787 --> 00:06:13,871 Whatever makes you angry. That's a good place to start. 65 00:06:16,167 --> 00:06:18,204 Otis, I've been doing this a long time. 66 00:06:18,295 --> 00:06:21,538 I saw your tests, and you have clear signs of PTSD. 67 00:06:22,549 --> 00:06:23,549 No, I don't. 68 00:06:25,552 --> 00:06:26,552 From what? 69 00:06:53,163 --> 00:06:54,163 Cut! 70 00:07:03,924 --> 00:07:04,924 One minute. 71 00:07:24,653 --> 00:07:25,689 Thank you. 72 00:07:31,534 --> 00:07:34,777 ♪ Hello? I wish I was a little bit taller, I wish I was a baller ♪ 73 00:07:34,871 --> 00:07:37,705 ♪ I wish I had a girl who looked good, I would call her ♪ 74 00:07:37,791 --> 00:07:41,501 ♪ I wish I had a rabbit in a hat with a bat and a six four Impala ♪ 75 00:07:42,003 --> 00:07:43,995 ♪ I wish I was like six-foot-nine ♪ 76 00:07:44,089 --> 00:07:45,500 Nice pie fight, Otis. 77 00:07:45,590 --> 00:07:46,590 Thanks. 78 00:07:47,550 --> 00:07:49,590 ♪ You know I see her all the time, everywhere I go ♪ 79 00:07:49,636 --> 00:07:52,253 ♪ And even in my dreams, I can scheme of ways to make her mine ♪ 80 00:07:59,604 --> 00:08:01,266 You a pet person? 81 00:08:01,356 --> 00:08:02,938 - We have a dog. - Yeah? 82 00:08:03,024 --> 00:08:06,517 I had a chicken named Henrietta LaFowl. The world's first daredevil chicken. 83 00:08:06,611 --> 00:08:08,068 Dad, can you loosen the back part? 84 00:08:08,154 --> 00:08:10,146 I used to know because all chickens... What? 85 00:08:10,240 --> 00:08:12,072 - Just loosen the back part. - Okay. One sec. 86 00:08:12,158 --> 00:08:15,777 So I had this chicken. I used to put her on my head and I'd do these cartwheels. 87 00:08:15,870 --> 00:08:19,614 She'd run from my head to my butt, over and over like that. 88 00:08:19,708 --> 00:08:21,628 I spent a lot of time with chickens in the rodeo. 89 00:08:21,710 --> 00:08:22,710 Dad, loosen it. 90 00:08:22,794 --> 00:08:25,912 Another trick, I'd put the chicken on top of my head... Here, I found it. 91 00:08:26,006 --> 00:08:28,749 ...and I'd run this little electrical wire down my sleeve to her, 92 00:08:28,842 --> 00:08:31,630 put a KFC bucket out there, light it on fire for drama. 93 00:08:31,720 --> 00:08:34,212 I'd hit that charge and Henrietta'd fly off of my head 94 00:08:34,305 --> 00:08:35,762 and land in that bucket. Hey-o! 95 00:08:35,849 --> 00:08:38,307 Whole crowd ate it up. It was a big deal. 96 00:08:38,393 --> 00:08:39,679 - Wow. - Yeah, it was good. 97 00:08:39,769 --> 00:08:41,135 I once opened for Stevie Nicks. 98 00:08:41,229 --> 00:08:44,142 - She came out to The Forum. - Ow! Fuck, Dad! 99 00:08:44,607 --> 00:08:45,607 Ow. 100 00:08:45,900 --> 00:08:47,607 What did we say about talking like that? 101 00:08:47,694 --> 00:08:48,810 That... 102 00:08:51,865 --> 00:08:54,885 - That I'm not supposed to talk like that. - You're not supposed to talk like that. 103 00:08:54,909 --> 00:08:56,721 - And you're gonna apologize to Pam. - Yes, I am. 104 00:08:56,745 --> 00:08:57,703 Yeah, you are. 105 00:08:57,704 --> 00:09:00,196 - I'm very sorry, Pam. - It's okay. It's all right. 106 00:09:00,290 --> 00:09:01,326 Hang up your wardrobe. 107 00:09:01,416 --> 00:09:03,203 - Thank Donna for the day. - Yes, Daddy. 108 00:09:03,293 --> 00:09:05,285 - You had a good day otherwise. - Yes, Daddy. 109 00:09:05,378 --> 00:09:09,713 Spent a lot time with chickens. In all that time, you know what I learned? 110 00:09:10,800 --> 00:09:14,464 You know what the white spot is in the center of chicken poop? 111 00:09:15,472 --> 00:09:17,384 - Do you know what that is? - No, what is that? 112 00:09:17,474 --> 00:09:18,965 That's chicken poop also. 113 00:09:21,895 --> 00:09:24,353 That's pretty good, isn't it? Hey, you got a phone number? 114 00:09:24,814 --> 00:09:25,814 Yeah. 115 00:09:25,857 --> 00:09:29,567 Can I get it from you? Later? Later? Maybe tomorrow? 116 00:09:29,652 --> 00:09:31,439 - Okay. - Okay. 117 00:09:31,529 --> 00:09:32,565 Have a good day. 118 00:09:43,583 --> 00:09:44,994 - You on? - Yeah. 119 00:10:35,635 --> 00:10:37,501 - You good? - Yeah. 120 00:11:13,006 --> 00:11:14,622 Who you been talking to? 121 00:11:15,341 --> 00:11:16,341 Nobody. 122 00:11:16,426 --> 00:11:18,588 And I told you not to wear that top. 123 00:11:18,678 --> 00:11:22,922 - I told you not to wear that, didn't I? - I didn't have anything else clean. 124 00:11:25,310 --> 00:11:27,723 Rocco! I'm in there! 125 00:11:27,812 --> 00:11:30,475 Hey, give me the call sheet. Got the per diem in there. 126 00:11:30,565 --> 00:11:33,182 Don't touch them, Rocco! Those are my socks! 127 00:11:37,572 --> 00:11:40,485 - You can't give it 10 more minutes? - Five minutes. 128 00:11:40,575 --> 00:11:43,443 Motherfucker. They gotta get another washer and dryer in this place. 129 00:11:43,536 --> 00:11:45,528 This is turning into a nightmare. 130 00:11:52,795 --> 00:11:54,206 Oh, no. 131 00:11:54,297 --> 00:11:56,505 Oh, no, baby trickle. 132 00:11:56,591 --> 00:12:00,255 You got one of them little Jew rivulets. Oh, shit. 133 00:12:00,345 --> 00:12:04,009 Thank your mother for that. You got a dick like a golf pencil. 134 00:12:04,098 --> 00:12:06,385 - It's enough to get the job done. - Yeah. "The job done." 135 00:12:07,477 --> 00:12:09,477 - What fucking job are you gonna get done? - Girls. 136 00:12:09,562 --> 00:12:12,555 Yeah, girls. You couldn't fuck yourself with that. 137 00:12:12,649 --> 00:12:15,266 You probably done pissed on your own balls. 138 00:12:15,360 --> 00:12:17,647 - You got wet balls right now? - I'm 12. 139 00:12:17,737 --> 00:12:18,853 Yeah, 12-year-old dick. 140 00:12:18,947 --> 00:12:22,031 Me, when I was a 12-year-old, dick sounded just like this. 141 00:12:24,160 --> 00:12:25,160 Wait for it. 142 00:12:27,247 --> 00:12:28,579 You hear that? 143 00:12:28,665 --> 00:12:30,531 You hear it get to that bowl? 144 00:12:30,625 --> 00:12:32,537 Now, that's roots, buddy. 145 00:12:32,627 --> 00:12:33,788 That's blood. 146 00:12:35,296 --> 00:12:36,503 Where you come from. 147 00:12:37,382 --> 00:12:38,714 Shit's important. 148 00:12:38,800 --> 00:12:41,588 I know you don't give a fuck, poop butt. 149 00:12:41,678 --> 00:12:42,839 What'd I just say? 150 00:12:42,929 --> 00:12:46,513 You don't listen, that's your problem. And you're selfish. 151 00:12:46,599 --> 00:12:49,933 I just told you about your family, and you're just staring at the thing. 152 00:12:50,019 --> 00:12:52,432 I see you. You're concentrating. Concentrate real hard. 153 00:12:52,522 --> 00:12:53,888 Be a 12-year-old. Pie fight. 154 00:12:53,982 --> 00:12:55,518 It's not a pie fight. 155 00:12:55,608 --> 00:12:58,146 It's not? What is it? I know what. It's clowning, buddy. 156 00:12:58,236 --> 00:12:59,772 - It's rodeo. - No, it's not. 157 00:12:59,862 --> 00:13:02,024 - It's the same thing as clowning. - No, it's not. 158 00:13:02,115 --> 00:13:04,232 How do you know? You never been to the rodeo. 159 00:13:04,325 --> 00:13:06,066 - Yeah, I have. - Don't lie. 160 00:13:06,160 --> 00:13:08,072 - Who took you to rodeo? - Tom. 161 00:13:14,043 --> 00:13:16,035 - Tom took you to rodeo? - Yeah. 162 00:13:19,507 --> 00:13:21,669 Course he did. Where'd you go? 163 00:13:21,759 --> 00:13:24,627 - I don't know. It was a rodeo. - So you don't remember. 164 00:13:25,305 --> 00:13:30,551 They have clowns at your rodeo? No. You went to Pomona. That's a fair. 165 00:13:30,643 --> 00:13:33,761 You went to a fair. You come see me in Muskogee, boy. Ooh. 166 00:13:33,855 --> 00:13:36,848 I'm talking about the rodeo, talking about lights. 167 00:13:36,941 --> 00:13:41,732 Shit. Attractions. Animals. Did my own face paint, costume. Commedia dell'arte. 168 00:13:41,821 --> 00:13:44,484 I made them bulls run till I broke every bone in my ass. 169 00:13:44,574 --> 00:13:45,940 It's different. I'm not a clown. 170 00:13:46,034 --> 00:13:49,402 It is different, you bet. It's also the same too, motherfucker. 171 00:13:49,495 --> 00:13:53,114 That mother... He's in there. Hey, Rocco, didn't I just say? 172 00:13:53,207 --> 00:13:55,449 Didn't I just say? Those are my socks! 173 00:13:55,543 --> 00:13:58,752 Goddamn it. Give me the call sheet and get the bag. 174 00:13:58,838 --> 00:14:00,045 This motherfucker... 175 00:14:05,219 --> 00:14:06,219 Thank you! 176 00:14:06,637 --> 00:14:08,424 Ahem. You'll get it after! 177 00:14:10,308 --> 00:14:11,890 - Hey, Dad... - Six a.m. 178 00:14:11,976 --> 00:14:13,842 You gotta go to sleep early tonight. 179 00:14:13,936 --> 00:14:15,222 Yeah. About that. 180 00:14:17,523 --> 00:14:20,140 A.J. has got me tickets to the Dodgers game, 181 00:14:20,234 --> 00:14:23,648 - which is cool because Nomo's pitching. - No shit. That is cool. 182 00:14:23,738 --> 00:14:26,446 And so he's gonna take me to the game. 183 00:14:26,532 --> 00:14:29,991 - Who's pitching? - After set tomorrow. Nomo. 184 00:14:30,078 --> 00:14:32,616 - His name is Nomo? - Yeah, Nomo the Tornado. 185 00:14:32,705 --> 00:14:34,788 - No shit. - I'm gonna need some of that per diem. 186 00:14:34,874 --> 00:14:38,333 - Hell of a name. Tornado. - For the hot dogs and stuff. 187 00:14:39,337 --> 00:14:42,045 Call him Tornado, must strike them out blindfolded. 188 00:14:42,131 --> 00:14:43,918 Yeah, probably. 189 00:14:44,008 --> 00:14:46,546 You know what they call a Japanese blindfold? 190 00:14:46,636 --> 00:14:48,093 Call that shit a shoelace. 191 00:14:51,641 --> 00:14:55,726 Come on, that shit is funny. You know it is. Come on, now. 192 00:14:55,812 --> 00:14:57,269 - Dad, just... - All right. 193 00:14:57,355 --> 00:15:00,689 I was getting ready to lean into another one. You see me coming with it? 194 00:15:00,775 --> 00:15:03,984 I was gonna hit him with that Sum Ting Wong joke. You know that one? 195 00:15:04,070 --> 00:15:09,156 You know that a funny fuck... Hey, buddy. Hold on now, you gonna break my shit. 196 00:15:09,242 --> 00:15:12,826 - I didn't mean to. - Load the fucking bag up. Goddamn it. 197 00:15:13,955 --> 00:15:16,197 Watch where your hands are going, man. 198 00:15:19,085 --> 00:15:21,372 - So you're going to this game with A.J.? - Yeah. 199 00:15:22,630 --> 00:15:23,711 Who's driving you? 200 00:15:24,799 --> 00:15:25,799 A.J. 201 00:15:28,594 --> 00:15:32,679 No, no, no. You're going to the game with A.J., but who's driving? 202 00:15:35,101 --> 00:15:38,970 Because he's 14 years old and his parents are in Castaic. 203 00:15:39,063 --> 00:15:41,020 So who's driving you to the game? 204 00:15:45,403 --> 00:15:46,403 Tom. 205 00:15:46,446 --> 00:15:48,278 Tom's driving you? 206 00:15:48,364 --> 00:15:49,364 Yeah. 207 00:15:54,412 --> 00:15:55,744 That's all you gotta say to me? 208 00:15:55,830 --> 00:15:56,991 I'm sorry, Dad. 209 00:15:57,081 --> 00:15:58,081 For what? 210 00:15:59,167 --> 00:16:00,783 For lying to you. 211 00:16:00,877 --> 00:16:02,834 I just thought you... 212 00:16:02,920 --> 00:16:04,582 You'd get weird, you know? 213 00:16:40,416 --> 00:16:42,123 Pull out five socks. 214 00:16:42,210 --> 00:16:44,702 - Five? - Yeah, you need two. 215 00:16:44,795 --> 00:16:46,878 You drop any, you're doing 10 push-ups. 216 00:16:55,806 --> 00:16:56,806 There you go. 217 00:17:00,728 --> 00:17:01,889 - Hey, Dad. - Yeah. 218 00:17:03,147 --> 00:17:06,185 Remember how you said you'd build me a treehouse? 219 00:17:06,275 --> 00:17:09,268 Well, we never owned a tree. Buy me a tree, I'll get to work. 220 00:17:09,362 --> 00:17:10,694 - Sorry. - What was that? 221 00:17:10,780 --> 00:17:12,316 - I don't know. - Pick it up. 222 00:17:15,743 --> 00:17:17,530 - You go to your meeting? - Yeah. 223 00:17:18,538 --> 00:17:20,621 - Was it good? - Yeah. 224 00:17:20,706 --> 00:17:22,789 - That's good. - We're even. 225 00:17:22,875 --> 00:17:25,367 - There was like 45 years in the room. - Whoa. 226 00:17:25,461 --> 00:17:26,827 Big cakes. 227 00:17:26,921 --> 00:17:29,755 Coming up on four myself, you know that, right? 228 00:17:29,840 --> 00:17:31,331 - That's crazy. - Yeah. 229 00:17:32,468 --> 00:17:35,211 - All right. Go ahead. Ten. Yep. - Ten? 230 00:17:38,307 --> 00:17:41,175 - You gonna get me cake? - Yeah, if you want one. 231 00:17:42,645 --> 00:17:45,479 - You know what else I want? - What? 232 00:17:45,565 --> 00:17:47,932 Wanna meet Tom, make sure he's not a chicken hawk. 233 00:17:48,025 --> 00:17:49,937 - He's not. - I don't know that. 234 00:17:50,027 --> 00:17:51,359 Yeah, but you need to trust me. 235 00:17:51,445 --> 00:17:53,858 You need to trust me. I don't know why I can't meet him. 236 00:17:53,948 --> 00:17:56,736 - Mom thinks you'll get weird... - Your mother thinks lots of things. 237 00:17:56,826 --> 00:18:00,069 - Your mother lives in fucking space. - She's always been there for me, okay? 238 00:18:00,162 --> 00:18:02,199 Yeah, and she's been at the Renaissance Faire. 239 00:18:02,290 --> 00:18:05,579 I've been there for you too. I get you up at 4 in the morning. Who's here now? 240 00:18:05,668 --> 00:18:08,832 - She's busy. She has a job. - Why is she busy? Why? 241 00:18:08,921 --> 00:18:10,833 - She... - Why does she have a job? 242 00:18:12,008 --> 00:18:16,093 Think it through, play the tape out. What your mother got a job for? Huh? 243 00:18:16,762 --> 00:18:19,254 - Just in case. - In case what? In case what? 244 00:18:19,682 --> 00:18:22,015 - I don't know. - In case you fail. 245 00:18:22,101 --> 00:18:24,093 - In case it don't work out. Yes, man. - No. No. 246 00:18:24,186 --> 00:18:27,475 She's filling your head full of fear. I don't ever do that, do I? Huh? 247 00:18:27,565 --> 00:18:29,227 I pump you full of strength. 248 00:18:29,317 --> 00:18:32,435 We're a team. I know you got what it takes. You're a star, and I know it. 249 00:18:32,528 --> 00:18:35,737 That's why I'm here. I'm your cheerleader, Honey Boy. 250 00:18:35,823 --> 00:18:37,815 - You trust me? - Yeah. 251 00:18:37,908 --> 00:18:39,649 Okay. Here's a horse trade. 252 00:18:40,328 --> 00:18:42,570 I'll give you this pack of cigarettes. 253 00:18:42,663 --> 00:18:45,701 - The whole pack? - Whole pack. You bring him in here. 254 00:18:45,791 --> 00:18:48,875 Smoke it in the bathroom. I don't want people thinking I'm a shit father. 255 00:18:48,961 --> 00:18:50,748 No one thinks you're a shit father. 256 00:18:50,838 --> 00:18:54,502 - No one? Your mother thinks so. Tom does. - That's in your head. 257 00:18:54,592 --> 00:18:56,959 How do you think you get in the Big Brothers program? 258 00:18:57,053 --> 00:18:59,340 Huh? What's the main reason? 259 00:18:59,430 --> 00:19:01,763 - There's no main reason. - There is. You know what it is? 260 00:19:01,849 --> 00:19:03,135 You gotta have a shit father. 261 00:19:03,225 --> 00:19:04,557 - No. - Yes, you do. 262 00:19:04,644 --> 00:19:06,727 And your mother advertises what a shit father I am 263 00:19:06,812 --> 00:19:08,553 every time you go to your Dodger games. 264 00:19:08,648 --> 00:19:11,436 Go hang out, paintball, dirt bike, or whatever. 265 00:19:11,525 --> 00:19:13,812 And, look, I got four years. 266 00:19:13,903 --> 00:19:15,019 Four years is real. 267 00:19:15,112 --> 00:19:18,605 Bring him over here, how about this? I'll barbecue for him. 268 00:19:19,450 --> 00:19:22,739 It's just a start. Just planting seeds, you know. Come on, man. 269 00:19:23,412 --> 00:19:25,699 You gotta let me in a little bit. 270 00:19:25,790 --> 00:19:27,873 - Just a barbecue? - Yeah. 271 00:19:29,460 --> 00:19:31,827 - Okay. Okay. I'll ask. - Thank you, man. 272 00:19:31,921 --> 00:19:34,163 I'll ask. That doesn't mean he's gonna come. 273 00:19:34,256 --> 00:19:35,838 That's all I'm asking you to do. 274 00:19:37,593 --> 00:19:39,801 - You want a soda? - Yeah. 275 00:20:13,713 --> 00:20:14,749 And now, 276 00:20:16,090 --> 00:20:17,331 ladies and gentlemen, 277 00:20:18,426 --> 00:20:19,962 boys and girls, 278 00:20:20,052 --> 00:20:22,135 performing for you live, 279 00:20:22,221 --> 00:20:23,553 without a net, 280 00:20:24,056 --> 00:20:25,592 Henrietta LaFowl. 281 00:20:26,225 --> 00:20:29,093 World's first daredevil chicken. 282 00:20:37,236 --> 00:20:39,228 Henrietta LaFowl! 283 00:20:41,115 --> 00:20:45,906 World's first daredevil chicken! 284 00:20:45,995 --> 00:20:47,452 Hey-o! 285 00:21:44,637 --> 00:21:48,927 Can I get everybody's attention? We're gonna do a small trust exercise. 286 00:21:49,016 --> 00:21:50,928 You're each gonna grab your partner. 287 00:21:54,563 --> 00:21:55,724 Good. 288 00:21:56,190 --> 00:21:57,397 Now you just switch. 289 00:21:58,984 --> 00:22:00,020 Ready, Percy? 290 00:22:33,769 --> 00:22:35,681 What is this? What are you trying to do? 291 00:22:35,771 --> 00:22:39,765 You can't have me in the fucking room knitting for two hours! 292 00:22:39,859 --> 00:22:41,646 - How are your SUDS? - Seventy. 293 00:22:41,735 --> 00:22:43,977 Okay, let's bring it down. 294 00:22:44,071 --> 00:22:46,814 Name four objects and let them bring you to the present moment. 295 00:22:46,907 --> 00:22:51,618 - Door. Face. Light bulb. - Snap the rubber band with each item. 296 00:22:51,704 --> 00:22:53,741 Shoe. Shoe. Shoe. 297 00:22:53,831 --> 00:22:54,867 One more. 298 00:22:54,957 --> 00:22:56,994 Door. Fuck. What are you...? 299 00:22:58,419 --> 00:23:01,662 Try again. Name four things. Let them bring you back... 300 00:23:01,755 --> 00:23:02,755 No. 301 00:23:07,928 --> 00:23:11,296 Oh, fuck. Oh, that's disgusting. 302 00:23:11,390 --> 00:23:13,097 This one got some shit on it. 303 00:23:14,268 --> 00:23:16,726 You know chickens outnumber humans three-to-one? 304 00:23:16,812 --> 00:23:19,852 You don't want them to take over the world, we gotta do something about this. 305 00:23:22,484 --> 00:23:24,225 That's a true fact. You can look it up. 306 00:23:39,209 --> 00:23:40,325 I was close. 307 00:23:46,342 --> 00:23:47,628 You don't pray before you eat? 308 00:23:48,344 --> 00:23:50,051 No. After. 309 00:23:50,137 --> 00:23:51,137 Why? 310 00:23:52,973 --> 00:23:55,386 - I'm fucking with you. I don't. - Oh. 311 00:23:56,560 --> 00:23:57,846 You got me, bitch. 312 00:24:06,195 --> 00:24:07,777 There you go. Like a man! 313 00:26:05,981 --> 00:26:08,223 Guess I'm here because of my old man. 314 00:26:08,317 --> 00:26:11,401 He was a preacher. And a bullshitter, basically. 315 00:26:11,779 --> 00:26:13,361 A liar and a thief. 316 00:26:15,032 --> 00:26:19,026 But mainly he was never there for me. 317 00:26:21,997 --> 00:26:25,115 He was doing his own thing. 318 00:26:26,585 --> 00:26:29,248 And I thought, wow, you know, that's good. 319 00:26:29,338 --> 00:26:32,706 Cool for him, man. But what about me, you know? Ha, ha. 320 00:26:33,550 --> 00:26:38,090 Fuck, man, nobody's there, so I figured I'd just drink it out, you know? 321 00:26:39,389 --> 00:26:41,847 And getting shit-faced worked, you know? 322 00:26:41,934 --> 00:26:42,934 Yeah. 323 00:26:43,018 --> 00:26:44,429 Worked like a charm. 324 00:26:45,020 --> 00:26:48,980 It took away that cut-and-dried feeling, you know, for a bit. 325 00:26:51,652 --> 00:26:54,861 So, you know, I ran with that for a while 326 00:26:54,947 --> 00:26:57,940 because what else was I offered? 327 00:26:58,033 --> 00:27:00,366 Church? God? Yes. 328 00:27:01,036 --> 00:27:03,824 But that didn't quite work for me, you know? 329 00:27:05,082 --> 00:27:07,074 It's bullshit, really. It's... 330 00:27:07,167 --> 00:27:09,284 Man, I thought if God was real, 331 00:27:09,378 --> 00:27:12,997 he built me with a question that only I could answer. 332 00:27:13,090 --> 00:27:16,208 And that's what you gotta do. Answer that question. 333 00:27:16,301 --> 00:27:20,090 You gotta do it yourself. You gotta ultimately save yourself. 334 00:27:20,180 --> 00:27:23,014 What book...? Sorry. What book are you reading? 335 00:27:23,100 --> 00:27:25,968 I know what the book says, but I'm just saying what's honest with me. 336 00:27:26,061 --> 00:27:28,553 It says we came to believe, partner. 337 00:27:28,647 --> 00:27:31,936 Read the book again. Nick, I can't do it no more, man. 338 00:27:32,025 --> 00:27:33,641 You guys keep signing up to this shit, 339 00:27:33,735 --> 00:27:35,601 then sign me up for the Kool-Aid commitment. 340 00:27:35,696 --> 00:27:38,279 All you motherfuckers are drinking it. Watch out, Jack. 341 00:27:38,365 --> 00:27:42,109 Fuck this shit, man. Why don't you write your own fucking book? 342 00:27:42,202 --> 00:27:45,161 - Hey, you're not alone, brother. - Shut the fuck up. 343 00:27:45,247 --> 00:27:46,909 I needed a fucking meeting today. 344 00:27:49,001 --> 00:27:51,459 Hey. You got a ride, Otis? 345 00:27:51,545 --> 00:27:54,003 Yeah, my dad's just over there getting his bike. 346 00:27:54,089 --> 00:27:58,049 - You sure? I didn't see him on set today. - Yeah, he was here. Yeah. 347 00:27:58,135 --> 00:28:00,752 - Okay. Well, good work today. - Thank you. 348 00:28:00,846 --> 00:28:02,803 - All right, take it easy. - See ya. 349 00:28:42,346 --> 00:28:44,838 - I'll get it. Chicken. Chicken taco. - Yeah. 350 00:28:44,932 --> 00:28:48,016 - Two, please. - Four chicken tacos. You got horchata? 351 00:28:48,101 --> 00:28:49,683 No. 352 00:28:49,770 --> 00:28:51,807 - Just the tacos, then. - Okay. 353 00:28:55,359 --> 00:28:56,850 Holy shit. 354 00:28:56,944 --> 00:28:58,151 They recognize you. 355 00:28:59,196 --> 00:29:02,109 Shit. Sometimes I wish I was you, man. 356 00:29:02,199 --> 00:29:03,986 - You do? - Oh, God, yeah. 357 00:29:04,076 --> 00:29:06,159 To be famous, have fucking... 358 00:29:06,245 --> 00:29:09,033 Flashing lights, paparazzi, girls chasing me. 359 00:29:09,122 --> 00:29:12,741 Not like these shit hookers we're living with. Quality women. 360 00:29:12,834 --> 00:29:15,702 Girls who look like they go to school. One with a strategy, you know? 361 00:29:16,838 --> 00:29:18,329 Dolly Parton-type woman. 362 00:29:19,383 --> 00:29:21,045 Why is that funny? 363 00:29:21,134 --> 00:29:24,127 Dolly Parton got her shit together. You know she got her own theme park? 364 00:29:24,221 --> 00:29:25,962 You ain't got a theme park. 365 00:30:18,650 --> 00:30:20,186 Uh-uh, Daddy. 366 00:30:43,800 --> 00:30:44,800 Hey, Ruby. 367 00:30:53,185 --> 00:30:56,895 So he doesn't really like the Big Brothers program, 368 00:30:56,980 --> 00:30:58,972 so just don't bring that up and stuff. 369 00:30:59,066 --> 00:31:01,183 - Oh, okay. - If that's okay. 370 00:31:03,403 --> 00:31:04,735 Hey, Dad. 371 00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:06,280 Wow. 372 00:31:09,117 --> 00:31:10,779 - Tom. - How you doing? 373 00:31:10,869 --> 00:31:12,610 - Good. I'm his father. - Good to meet you. 374 00:31:12,704 --> 00:31:14,944 - Good to meet you. Beautiful truck, man. - Thank you. 375 00:31:14,998 --> 00:31:16,489 - You do the work on it? - Sure did. 376 00:31:16,583 --> 00:31:17,949 Yeah, pop it. Go ahead. 377 00:31:18,752 --> 00:31:20,084 Two ninety-two, huh? 378 00:31:20,170 --> 00:31:24,210 This is actually the 352, 5.8-liter. 379 00:31:24,299 --> 00:31:27,042 Right. Y-blocks, that's the 292. 380 00:31:27,135 --> 00:31:30,628 Yeah. The Y-blocks are 292, the 272. 381 00:31:30,722 --> 00:31:31,883 Some... 382 00:31:31,973 --> 00:31:34,465 That was a big engine in the T-Bird. 383 00:31:34,559 --> 00:31:36,596 T-Bird, that's right. Yeah. 384 00:31:36,686 --> 00:31:41,147 And they put it in the F-100. Then they upgraded in '65 to this. 385 00:31:41,233 --> 00:31:44,397 - Just a 352 cubic. Yeah. - Ah. 386 00:31:44,486 --> 00:31:47,274 - She's fucking pretty, man. - Thank you, brother. 387 00:31:47,364 --> 00:31:49,777 Sitting low for a 4x4 though, isn't it? 388 00:31:49,866 --> 00:31:52,904 It's the original coil springs on the I-beam. 389 00:31:52,994 --> 00:31:55,407 Well, all '64 trucks had leaf springs in them. 390 00:31:56,206 --> 00:31:58,243 - You don't say. - Yeah. 391 00:31:58,333 --> 00:32:00,450 - Going swimming, partner? - Yeah, it's hot. 392 00:32:00,544 --> 00:32:01,830 Oh, that's smart. 393 00:32:02,712 --> 00:32:05,375 - Wanna leave that jacket in the room? - No, I'm good. Thanks. 394 00:32:05,465 --> 00:32:06,672 - All right. - Yeah. 395 00:32:08,885 --> 00:32:11,127 You know what that Ford in the back stands for? 396 00:32:11,221 --> 00:32:14,214 - It's the old man's last name. Henry Ford. - No, sir. 397 00:32:14,307 --> 00:32:16,173 - No? What's it stand for? - Hey, Ruby. 398 00:32:16,268 --> 00:32:18,681 No. Stands for "Found on the road, dead." 399 00:32:21,815 --> 00:32:24,307 - They got a lot of them. They do. - They do. 400 00:32:24,401 --> 00:32:26,984 So you're working for the FBI or something? 401 00:32:27,070 --> 00:32:30,484 - My son says you're in the FBI. - No, nothing fun like that. 402 00:32:30,574 --> 00:32:35,035 That's a little bit out of my pay grade. I'm a passport specialist. 403 00:32:35,704 --> 00:32:38,242 - Okay. What's that? - The State Department. 404 00:32:38,331 --> 00:32:40,288 - State Department. - Yeah. 405 00:32:40,375 --> 00:32:44,369 - What the fuck you doing over there? - Majored in telecommunications. 406 00:32:44,463 --> 00:32:47,797 Half Mexican, so I got an interest in fighting discrimination in the city. 407 00:32:47,883 --> 00:32:51,422 That's fantastic. Hey, go get some soda and the ketchup. 408 00:32:52,679 --> 00:32:55,422 - So you're an idealist. Yeah. That's cool. - Yeah. 409 00:32:55,515 --> 00:33:00,351 I know a little bit about that. Don't know where I'm going, but I'm on my way. 410 00:33:00,437 --> 00:33:01,894 - Yeah. - Yeah, all right. 411 00:33:01,980 --> 00:33:04,142 Yeah, take a seat. We got time. 412 00:33:06,818 --> 00:33:08,229 - Sun in your eyes? - No. 413 00:33:08,320 --> 00:33:09,320 All right. 414 00:33:10,322 --> 00:33:12,939 - It's good having you here. - Yeah. I appreciate it, man. 415 00:33:13,033 --> 00:33:14,319 I've heard a lot about you. 416 00:33:14,409 --> 00:33:16,446 So, what's your story, Tom? 417 00:33:16,536 --> 00:33:17,868 - I'm from Detroit. - Yeah. 418 00:33:17,954 --> 00:33:20,492 I still have both my parents. Twin sister. 419 00:33:21,082 --> 00:33:23,995 Graduated from Calvin in Grand Rapids. 420 00:33:28,340 --> 00:33:32,334 You want me to do that like I did last time? Then get out of my face! 421 00:33:42,938 --> 00:33:45,271 Hey, I like your jellies. 422 00:33:45,357 --> 00:33:47,815 - Jellies? - Your shoes. 423 00:33:50,487 --> 00:33:51,898 I'm Otis. 424 00:33:51,988 --> 00:33:55,698 - I live over there in six. - Shy Girl. 425 00:34:10,298 --> 00:34:11,298 Fuck. 426 00:34:19,099 --> 00:34:20,965 Hey. Wait here. 427 00:34:22,102 --> 00:34:25,846 So Calvin is a big school. They got a good basketball program. 428 00:34:25,939 --> 00:34:27,931 - They do. - That's an expensive school, isn't it? 429 00:34:28,567 --> 00:34:31,776 - I've had a little help. - Got to. How did you swing that, man? 430 00:34:31,861 --> 00:34:36,151 Shit, Mexican. Come from poverty. Gotta be hard as fuck to get in there. 431 00:34:36,241 --> 00:34:37,607 - Isn't it? - Lot of hard work. 432 00:34:37,701 --> 00:34:40,535 You had some kind of Spanish grant or something? 433 00:34:40,620 --> 00:34:42,532 - You good? - I'm good, thank you. 434 00:34:42,622 --> 00:34:44,158 - Got the ketchup? - Can I bum a smoke? 435 00:34:44,249 --> 00:34:47,413 - Yep. Hang onto your butts. - Thank you. 436 00:34:49,170 --> 00:34:50,206 Love that kid. 437 00:34:50,297 --> 00:34:52,914 - He's a good kid. - Yes, sir. 438 00:34:54,134 --> 00:34:57,343 That's why the Big Brother program is so important. 439 00:34:57,429 --> 00:34:59,546 It's having one voice that's gonna listen to you. 440 00:34:59,639 --> 00:35:02,302 - Sure, I bet. - One person that's gonna be there for you. 441 00:35:02,392 --> 00:35:03,392 I bet. 442 00:35:04,394 --> 00:35:06,386 So this father figure... 443 00:35:06,479 --> 00:35:10,143 He was a strong voice. Now I have a chance to pay it forward. 444 00:35:10,233 --> 00:35:11,849 - Sure. - Help out when I can. 445 00:35:11,943 --> 00:35:13,184 - Yeah. - You know? 446 00:35:13,278 --> 00:35:15,565 I appreciate you, Tom. I gotta say. 447 00:35:15,655 --> 00:35:19,194 I do appreciate you, and I know my son appreciates you also. 448 00:35:19,284 --> 00:35:21,526 - Good to hear. - What you're doing. Yeah. He likes you. 449 00:35:21,620 --> 00:35:23,111 I can see it on his face. 450 00:35:24,414 --> 00:35:25,414 Yeah. 451 00:35:25,957 --> 00:35:28,415 I bet if you went and asked that boy now 452 00:35:28,501 --> 00:35:31,084 who he wants to be when he grows up, he wouldn't say me. 453 00:35:31,630 --> 00:35:32,871 - No? - No. 454 00:35:34,090 --> 00:35:35,090 Why's that? 455 00:35:36,843 --> 00:35:38,334 I don't know. 456 00:35:38,428 --> 00:35:39,885 Would he say you, Tom? 457 00:35:40,889 --> 00:35:43,302 - It's not about that for me, James. - What's it about? 458 00:35:43,391 --> 00:35:46,725 Giving back, letting somebody know you're there for them. 459 00:35:46,811 --> 00:35:50,896 - It's being of service. You know? - Yeah, no, I know about that. Yeah. 460 00:35:50,982 --> 00:35:54,191 I do a bit of service myself. I got four years sober. 461 00:35:54,277 --> 00:35:56,234 - That's good. - Yeah. Is it good? 462 00:35:56,321 --> 00:35:58,404 - It's great. - It is great, isn't it? 463 00:35:58,490 --> 00:36:02,154 - I've seen a lot of lives get ruined. - Oh, have you? 464 00:36:02,243 --> 00:36:05,987 - Oh, boy. It's tough. Yeah. - I can only imagine. 465 00:36:06,081 --> 00:36:08,789 One day at a time, man. Mm. 466 00:36:11,086 --> 00:36:12,827 I don't know what you heard about me, Tom, 467 00:36:12,921 --> 00:36:14,708 but I know what you haven't heard about me. 468 00:36:15,840 --> 00:36:18,298 What you haven't heard about me is that 469 00:36:18,385 --> 00:36:21,173 if I catch you around my son again in any capacity, 470 00:36:21,262 --> 00:36:25,097 I'm gonna wind up skull-fucking your twin sister's dead corpse on top of your casket 471 00:36:25,183 --> 00:36:27,971 till my dick runs through the back of her half-Mexican brain plate. 472 00:36:28,061 --> 00:36:29,552 Hear what I'm saying? 473 00:36:29,646 --> 00:36:32,514 - Take the jacket off. It's hot as shit. - No, I'm not. 474 00:36:32,607 --> 00:36:36,317 Yes, you fucking are, motherfucker! Get out of my sight. 475 00:36:36,403 --> 00:36:40,647 Get your own fucking kid and your own fucking sandwich, motherfucker! 476 00:36:40,740 --> 00:36:42,197 Fucking fucker! 477 00:36:43,284 --> 00:36:44,946 Give me the fucking ketchup. 478 00:36:50,417 --> 00:36:53,706 Everyone, find your way into the hug circle. Come on. 479 00:36:55,797 --> 00:36:58,710 Otis, would you please join us over here? 480 00:37:01,344 --> 00:37:03,381 We all know what to do in the hug circle. 481 00:37:06,599 --> 00:37:09,433 This is a feeling that you can have anywhere you are. 482 00:37:09,519 --> 00:37:11,511 You can always come back here. 483 00:37:11,604 --> 00:37:12,765 To this pool. 484 00:37:14,023 --> 00:37:16,436 To this circle. To this feeling. 485 00:37:16,526 --> 00:37:20,236 Hugging yourself releases the cuddle hormone. Can you feel that? 486 00:37:21,489 --> 00:37:26,860 - That's a tool we can use wherever we are. - You can't do this everywhere. Right? 487 00:37:27,871 --> 00:37:29,362 You can, actually. 488 00:37:29,456 --> 00:37:33,666 You can't do this in a car on the freeway or in court. 489 00:37:34,544 --> 00:37:38,254 Well, maybe if you used this tool, 490 00:37:38,339 --> 00:37:40,296 you wouldn't end up in court. 491 00:37:40,383 --> 00:37:42,716 Isn't hugging yourself like tickling yourself? 492 00:37:43,720 --> 00:37:47,839 - Like, you can't tickle yourself? - Well, my shit feel good. 493 00:37:47,932 --> 00:37:49,844 I'm releasing all them hormones. 494 00:37:49,934 --> 00:37:51,766 Percy, you might be too good at this. 495 00:37:51,853 --> 00:37:57,065 It's my fourth time in rehab. And I tried this in court. That's how I ended up here. 496 00:37:59,652 --> 00:38:01,894 - Hey, Otis. - What do you mean? 497 00:38:01,988 --> 00:38:03,900 - Shit. I'll holler at you. - All right, see ya. 498 00:38:07,660 --> 00:38:11,529 I have a suggestion. Go out into the woods and scream as loud as you can. 499 00:38:11,623 --> 00:38:13,159 Just go out there alone and do that. 500 00:38:15,752 --> 00:38:17,038 Are you fucking with me? 501 00:38:18,213 --> 00:38:19,624 Let me know how it went. 502 00:38:27,972 --> 00:38:31,010 - They got you doing exposure? - Yeah, I got PTSD. 503 00:38:31,100 --> 00:38:32,466 Get the fuck out of here. 504 00:38:32,560 --> 00:38:35,519 I thought only soldiers and black people got that. 505 00:38:35,605 --> 00:38:37,688 I don't know. I guess... 506 00:38:37,774 --> 00:38:40,312 I just know I'm stuck here. And these people... 507 00:38:41,861 --> 00:38:42,942 Wasting my fucking time. 508 00:38:43,029 --> 00:38:45,612 - I don't have time for this. - What do you know about time? 509 00:38:46,866 --> 00:38:50,030 My cousin got eight years in prison. Eight. 510 00:38:50,119 --> 00:38:52,702 They got a nigga here knitting a motherfucking scarf 511 00:38:52,789 --> 00:38:54,496 and listen to you bitch about time. 512 00:38:54,582 --> 00:38:57,040 - Right. - Look at this place. 513 00:38:57,126 --> 00:39:00,085 My cousin saw me here, he'll beat my motherfucking ass. 514 00:39:00,171 --> 00:39:01,707 Yeah, you should send him a scarf. 515 00:39:02,298 --> 00:39:04,631 What...? A what? 516 00:39:04,717 --> 00:39:08,927 What am I gonna say? "Hey, stay warm, nigga. I'm in this pool, hugging myself." 517 00:39:46,467 --> 00:39:48,550 I can't get sober for you, Otis. 518 00:41:02,293 --> 00:41:04,626 - Hey, Mom. - Otis. I'm so glad you picked up. 519 00:41:04,712 --> 00:41:06,795 - How are you? - You doing good? 520 00:41:06,881 --> 00:41:09,294 Yeah. Yeah, I'm good. Thank you. 521 00:41:09,384 --> 00:41:12,673 I was on set, and Mr. Walsh came. 522 00:41:12,762 --> 00:41:14,469 - Gary Walsh. - Harry Walsh. 523 00:41:14,555 --> 00:41:17,673 - Gary Walsh. - Gary Walsh. I don't know his first name. 524 00:41:17,767 --> 00:41:21,761 - He asked if I wanted to be in an M.O.W. - What's that? 525 00:41:21,854 --> 00:41:23,061 Movie of the week. 526 00:41:23,147 --> 00:41:25,810 It's shooting in Vancouver 527 00:41:25,900 --> 00:41:28,859 - in a couple of months. - You wanna leave the country? 528 00:41:28,945 --> 00:41:31,312 - Mm-hm. And you need to get your passport. - I think so. 529 00:41:31,406 --> 00:41:34,274 - Can he go with you? - I think he's... 530 00:41:34,367 --> 00:41:35,608 I think he can go. 531 00:41:35,702 --> 00:41:37,489 Hang on, let me ask. 532 00:41:37,578 --> 00:41:40,036 She wants to know if you can leave the country. 533 00:41:40,123 --> 00:41:42,706 Honey? Otis. Honey? 534 00:41:42,792 --> 00:41:46,502 - Why did she ask you that? - Because of his record, honey. 535 00:41:46,587 --> 00:41:48,499 She said because of your record. 536 00:41:48,589 --> 00:41:53,630 I know because of my record. I'm asking why you're asking a 12-year-old, woman. 537 00:41:53,720 --> 00:41:56,679 - Fuck me, man. You don't fucking get it. - I'll ask. 538 00:41:56,764 --> 00:41:59,632 - Do you wanna talk to her? - No. Fuck, no, I don't wanna talk to her! 539 00:41:59,726 --> 00:42:02,287 - No, he doesn't wanna talk to you. - Not available! Fucking drama. 540 00:42:02,311 --> 00:42:06,146 Well, that's fine. I've asked Tom to get your passports, sweetie. Don't worry. 541 00:42:06,232 --> 00:42:08,098 Oh, you did? Oh, yeah. Okay. 542 00:42:08,192 --> 00:42:12,061 - She can ask Tom to do all the passports. - Fucking fantastic. Great. Fantastic. 543 00:42:12,155 --> 00:42:15,364 Tom's gonna do it? Yeah, Tom'll fucking do it. Tom'll do it. Tom'll do it. 544 00:42:15,450 --> 00:42:18,693 He's definitely not gonna come to the phone. 545 00:42:18,786 --> 00:42:20,027 Yeah. 546 00:42:20,121 --> 00:42:23,535 Tell Tom to come to the fucking phone! Damn it, where's my lighter at? 547 00:42:23,624 --> 00:42:25,661 If your father is gonna act like a child... 548 00:42:25,752 --> 00:42:28,961 You just wanna push my buttons, girl. 549 00:42:29,047 --> 00:42:32,666 Okay. And just repeat it? Okay. I can try. 550 00:42:32,759 --> 00:42:36,548 - "I have long ago forgiven you, James." - Who are you talking to? 551 00:42:36,637 --> 00:42:41,632 "But I'm not the one that had to jump out of a moving car so you didn't rape me." 552 00:42:41,726 --> 00:42:43,592 Here we go with this fucking victim shit. 553 00:42:43,686 --> 00:42:45,473 "Here we go with this fucking victim shit." 554 00:42:45,563 --> 00:42:48,601 She goes on and on every time she calls up. Say it into the phone. 555 00:42:48,691 --> 00:42:50,307 "Every fucking time." 556 00:42:54,030 --> 00:42:57,569 "You were the biggest love of my life." 557 00:42:57,658 --> 00:42:59,741 Well, then treat me better, bitch! 558 00:42:59,827 --> 00:43:05,915 - "Do you know what I went through?" - What? Who? What who went through? 559 00:43:06,000 --> 00:43:10,916 They put me in a fucking box! I didn't... What is the point of calling up here? 560 00:43:11,005 --> 00:43:12,005 Fuck! 561 00:43:13,591 --> 00:43:14,752 I was always... 562 00:43:14,842 --> 00:43:17,880 - "I was always there for you." - Get outside! You know what the fuck I do? 563 00:43:17,970 --> 00:43:21,338 I put my fucking ass on the line every fucking day! 564 00:43:21,432 --> 00:43:24,800 For this boy! For this boy! 565 00:43:24,894 --> 00:43:29,013 Well, that ain't my fault, is it? Oh, no, you can stop screaming. 566 00:44:17,196 --> 00:44:18,196 Hey. 567 00:44:21,450 --> 00:44:22,531 Hey, fuck off. 568 00:44:23,578 --> 00:44:25,695 How you doing? I'm James. I'm a double winner. 569 00:44:25,788 --> 00:44:27,324 Hi, James. 570 00:44:27,874 --> 00:44:30,617 My sobriety date is June 4th, 1988. 571 00:44:31,043 --> 00:44:33,456 Carlos Naranjo's my sponsor. 572 00:44:33,546 --> 00:44:35,287 Moorpark's my home group. 573 00:44:35,381 --> 00:44:37,373 Thank you for bringing me in here. 574 00:44:44,140 --> 00:44:47,258 My mother, Jocelyn Joy Ginger, 575 00:44:47,351 --> 00:44:49,513 she is a writer, poet, she wrote songs. 576 00:44:49,604 --> 00:44:54,565 And she wound up an alcoholic, working in Shreveport. 577 00:44:54,650 --> 00:44:56,892 Lucky Luciano's gambling casino. 578 00:44:58,154 --> 00:45:01,738 Met my father there. They were the only ones left in the bar. 579 00:45:01,824 --> 00:45:03,531 Sometimes love is like that. 580 00:45:04,827 --> 00:45:05,827 Hey-o. 581 00:45:07,580 --> 00:45:09,116 What the fuck is that? 582 00:45:09,665 --> 00:45:13,249 You can walk on water till someone tells you that you don't know how. 583 00:45:15,755 --> 00:45:16,962 You understand? 584 00:45:18,799 --> 00:45:19,799 Yeah. 585 00:45:23,512 --> 00:45:26,175 Hey. Are you cold? 586 00:45:27,600 --> 00:45:29,341 - When I was 11... - Come here. 587 00:45:29,435 --> 00:45:33,349 ...my mother figured that was a good time to tell me she preferred women. 588 00:45:34,482 --> 00:45:38,146 Specifically this woman who was a mean-ass woman 589 00:45:38,236 --> 00:45:39,977 and an outrageous alcoholic. 590 00:45:41,447 --> 00:45:44,440 She'd beat you till she broke her hand, just keep laying in on you. 591 00:45:44,533 --> 00:45:47,901 Just did not give a shit. Do it again the next day. 592 00:45:50,122 --> 00:45:52,205 Always remember her hand in a cast. 593 00:45:57,171 --> 00:45:58,878 Drama. 594 00:45:58,965 --> 00:46:00,797 Just drama, you know. 595 00:46:00,883 --> 00:46:03,546 Mother fell out of a window, landed on a freeway. 596 00:46:05,471 --> 00:46:06,837 Major fucking drama. 597 00:46:12,228 --> 00:46:16,723 Had alcohol and weed, and I grieved her, and then I joined the Army. 598 00:46:17,942 --> 00:46:19,058 Because what else? 599 00:46:21,195 --> 00:46:22,686 And I came home... 600 00:46:23,906 --> 00:46:25,067 spun out. 601 00:46:27,201 --> 00:46:30,410 I did so much fucking cocaine, I can't breathe out my nose no more. 602 00:46:30,496 --> 00:46:31,987 Started shooting into my arm. 603 00:46:33,082 --> 00:46:37,167 Just didn't give a shit no more. Drinking every day straight, weeks. 604 00:46:38,796 --> 00:46:40,128 Fell into a blackout. 605 00:46:48,639 --> 00:46:50,175 Woke up a sex offender. 606 00:46:55,521 --> 00:46:59,231 I didn't rape the girl, but I did enough to get her to jump out of a moving car. 607 00:47:00,776 --> 00:47:02,688 That's where my disease took me. 608 00:47:05,114 --> 00:47:09,279 And they took me to Tehachapi, and I stayed there for three years, nine months. 609 00:47:10,703 --> 00:47:11,739 Lost a lot. 610 00:47:13,372 --> 00:47:16,536 Found a program in jail, found God in the program. 611 00:47:16,625 --> 00:47:18,617 Found page 429, it says: 612 00:47:19,712 --> 00:47:26,630 Those actions that once made you feel completely ashamed and totally discouraged 613 00:47:26,719 --> 00:47:30,258 will allow you to share with other people how to be a useful human being. 614 00:47:38,981 --> 00:47:40,768 Found gratitude in God. 615 00:47:40,858 --> 00:47:43,817 Realized I had a son I had to raise. A boy. 616 00:47:45,446 --> 00:47:46,446 My boy. 617 00:47:49,533 --> 00:47:50,569 Otis. 618 00:48:10,888 --> 00:48:12,595 I'm trying my best. 619 00:48:20,606 --> 00:48:21,847 For that kid. 620 00:48:25,319 --> 00:48:28,403 But I'm in pain like a motherfucker, man. 621 00:48:29,532 --> 00:48:30,532 You know? 622 00:51:59,908 --> 00:52:01,194 Whoo! 623 00:52:17,968 --> 00:52:19,848 It's not fun if you start cheating, Otis. 624 00:52:21,263 --> 00:52:24,176 I know you're sandbagging. I know you're holding jacks and nines. 625 00:52:25,309 --> 00:52:27,892 - Put a nine down. - If I had something, I'd put it down. 626 00:52:27,978 --> 00:52:30,686 I know what you have. You got a mirror behind you, smart guy. 627 00:52:31,732 --> 00:52:35,692 I'm looking for one of those nines, please. 628 00:52:37,154 --> 00:52:38,690 - No can do. - Bullshit. 629 00:52:38,781 --> 00:52:40,488 - Gin. - Bullshit. 630 00:52:42,159 --> 00:52:44,276 - No, you didn't. - Gin. 631 00:52:44,370 --> 00:52:47,078 No, you did not. And you had the six. 632 00:52:47,164 --> 00:52:50,157 Goddamn it. I knew it too. I knew you had it. 633 00:52:50,250 --> 00:52:53,084 I knew it. I saw it. I saw it on your face. Put it down. 634 00:52:53,170 --> 00:52:55,457 - Eighty-six. - I'm getting better. 635 00:52:55,547 --> 00:52:57,209 - Because you're lying. - Learning to lie. 636 00:52:57,299 --> 00:52:59,791 Well, you lie for a living, poop butt. 637 00:52:59,885 --> 00:53:01,922 - We all do. - I don't. 638 00:53:02,012 --> 00:53:04,345 - Yeah, you do. - No, sir. 639 00:53:04,431 --> 00:53:05,349 You lie. 640 00:53:05,350 --> 00:53:08,110 I'm telling you. I'm a lot of things, a liar's not one of them, buddy. 641 00:53:09,311 --> 00:53:10,927 Why won't you hold my hand? 642 00:53:13,440 --> 00:53:15,853 Because I don't want people thinking I'm a chicken hawk. 643 00:53:16,860 --> 00:53:19,227 Deal the cards. I'm going to get a soda. 644 00:53:22,449 --> 00:53:25,192 Hey. Hey. How's it going? Hey. 645 00:53:25,285 --> 00:53:27,823 - Otis. - Thank you for that. That was amazing. 646 00:53:27,913 --> 00:53:30,326 I felt like a demon moved out. That was powerful. 647 00:53:31,250 --> 00:53:32,536 Are you acting right now? 648 00:53:33,043 --> 00:53:35,080 You know, we all are, all the time. 649 00:53:36,797 --> 00:53:37,797 Okay. 650 00:53:39,675 --> 00:53:42,008 Are you being sincere right now, 651 00:53:42,094 --> 00:53:43,630 or are you mocking me? 652 00:53:43,721 --> 00:53:44,721 Both. 653 00:53:49,059 --> 00:53:50,425 I'm not going anywhere. 654 00:53:51,770 --> 00:53:52,730 Good. 655 00:53:52,731 --> 00:53:54,813 - You're not gonna wear me out. - I'm not trying. 656 00:53:54,898 --> 00:53:57,606 - This is not me judging you. - What is it, then? 657 00:53:58,736 --> 00:54:00,352 It's just me saying... 658 00:54:01,363 --> 00:54:03,355 I will see you in class, Otis. 659 00:54:09,747 --> 00:54:10,783 Otis. 660 00:54:10,873 --> 00:54:13,206 Yeah. Yeah. What's up? 661 00:54:13,292 --> 00:54:17,081 Do you know how to... close a door gently? 662 00:54:17,171 --> 00:54:18,378 Yes, of course. 663 00:54:18,464 --> 00:54:19,750 How? 664 00:54:19,840 --> 00:54:22,002 You pull with one hand and you push with the other. 665 00:54:25,012 --> 00:54:26,012 Good. 666 00:54:33,228 --> 00:54:35,220 - No, I don't. I... - Okay. 667 00:54:39,067 --> 00:54:40,899 It's okay to be frustrated. 668 00:54:41,403 --> 00:54:44,942 I don't need to talk about my fucking dad. It doesn't make any sense that I'm... 669 00:54:46,200 --> 00:54:48,237 My dad's not the reason I drink. 670 00:54:48,327 --> 00:54:51,115 My dad's not the reason I drink. He's the reason I work. 671 00:54:51,497 --> 00:54:55,116 He just takes credit for everything in my life that is good. 672 00:54:55,209 --> 00:54:58,077 My dad's the kind of guy that takes credit for other people's ideas. 673 00:54:58,170 --> 00:55:02,039 Even his AA shares are an amalgamation of other AA shares. 674 00:55:03,967 --> 00:55:06,050 So having your own ideas is key? 675 00:55:13,352 --> 00:55:14,684 Start writing, Otis. 676 00:55:36,416 --> 00:55:37,577 Buddy, hey. 677 00:55:38,460 --> 00:55:39,951 Hey. 678 00:55:40,045 --> 00:55:41,045 Hey. 679 00:55:42,130 --> 00:55:43,088 Hey. 680 00:55:44,967 --> 00:55:49,052 Hey, you know what the white spot is in the center of chicken shit? 681 00:56:32,723 --> 00:56:34,430 Just give me a fucking cigarette. 682 00:56:34,516 --> 00:56:36,244 We're gonna keep going till you make me laugh. 683 00:56:36,268 --> 00:56:37,662 We're gonna do it all fucking night. Ready? 684 00:56:37,686 --> 00:56:40,206 - Give me a fucking cigarette. Yeah. - You want a cigarette? 685 00:56:40,272 --> 00:56:41,832 Do you know I'm doing you a favor? 686 00:56:41,857 --> 00:56:44,600 Who else is gonna give a felon a job? 687 00:56:44,693 --> 00:56:46,025 I'm not stupid... 688 00:56:55,412 --> 00:56:58,826 - You've been fucking your life up. - Yeah, what'd you hear? 689 00:56:58,916 --> 00:57:00,999 Thought they were gonna put you away for real. 690 00:57:01,084 --> 00:57:02,575 Yeah, that wasn't me. 691 00:57:02,669 --> 00:57:04,706 - It wasn't you? Who was that, then? - No. 692 00:57:06,715 --> 00:57:07,831 You. 693 00:57:07,925 --> 00:57:11,043 It's magic. Every single time I drink, you take over. 694 00:57:11,136 --> 00:57:13,378 - Oh, yeah? I take over? - Poof. 695 00:57:13,472 --> 00:57:15,714 Does your dick get bigger too, Peckerwood? 696 00:59:10,088 --> 00:59:13,001 What's up now? I could probably kick your butt. 697 00:59:13,091 --> 00:59:16,425 I'm the funny one around here. Stand up, I'm gonna kick your butt right now. 698 00:59:16,511 --> 00:59:19,174 - You gotta bow. You gotta bow. Ready? - I don't give a fuck. 699 00:59:20,807 --> 00:59:23,470 Who's fucking fault is that? I don't care. I'll be the bad guy. 700 00:59:23,560 --> 00:59:26,098 I don't give a shit. It's done. That's it. 701 00:59:26,188 --> 00:59:28,555 Come here. Good take, good take. You did it, you did it. 702 00:59:28,648 --> 00:59:31,186 Good job, everybody. Let's go. Come here. 703 00:59:31,276 --> 00:59:34,565 That's it. It's gonna take another 20 minutes to get the boy out the costume. 704 00:59:34,654 --> 00:59:38,193 We banked three hours of school today, Kev. You said it was over 10 minutes ago? 705 00:59:38,283 --> 00:59:40,775 It's been 30 minutes. Get the man another watch! 706 00:59:40,869 --> 00:59:41,869 Hey, Dad, I was... 707 00:59:41,870 --> 00:59:43,473 - Come here. - I was getting the scene. 708 00:59:43,497 --> 00:59:45,433 Yeah, I don't care. I don't care. Come here. 709 00:59:45,457 --> 00:59:47,824 - I was gonna get... - Come here. Come here. 710 00:59:47,918 --> 00:59:49,580 Child labor laws! 711 00:59:50,879 --> 00:59:54,418 - I heard he stole some diamonds. - Y'all knew what it was? 712 00:59:54,508 --> 00:59:58,798 Two fucking hours! My boy was trying to make me come, Mexico! 713 01:00:01,389 --> 01:00:04,052 He didn't make it though. He didn't make it. 714 01:00:04,142 --> 01:00:06,885 Says here that you are the sight gag. 715 01:00:06,978 --> 01:00:08,185 - Yeah. - Okay? 716 01:00:08,271 --> 01:00:10,684 You see all these workout faces? That's your opportunity. 717 01:00:10,774 --> 01:00:13,892 That's where you bring the funny shit. That's where you flare your nostrils. 718 01:00:13,985 --> 01:00:16,102 And give me everything you got. Show me. Look. 719 01:00:17,906 --> 01:00:20,273 - That's not funny though. - What's not funny? 720 01:00:20,367 --> 01:00:23,360 - The nostrils. - I like it a lot. I think it's very funny. 721 01:00:23,453 --> 01:00:24,944 - Okay, fine. - Just try it. 722 01:00:25,038 --> 01:00:26,404 - Let's go. - Ready? 723 01:00:26,498 --> 01:00:28,615 "Jeff, come on, it's been over an..." See? 724 01:00:28,708 --> 01:00:31,246 You're gonna start on the floor after I said it's a sight gag. 725 01:00:31,336 --> 01:00:32,336 It's for heart rate. 726 01:00:32,420 --> 01:00:36,289 - If I can't see you, how does that work? - I'm just getting into the... 727 01:00:37,551 --> 01:00:40,259 - I just told... - You just told me what? 728 01:00:40,345 --> 01:00:43,804 I don't need to do it in the scene. It's not gonna happen in the scene. 729 01:00:43,890 --> 01:00:47,474 - Nobody cares about fucking heart rate. - I care about the fucking heart rate. 730 01:00:47,561 --> 01:00:49,223 All right, heart-rate man. 731 01:00:49,312 --> 01:00:52,020 They wanna see funny faces, Otis. But all right, let's go. Ready? 732 01:00:52,107 --> 01:00:54,770 "Jeff, come on, it's been over an hour. I got a date with Dewey. 733 01:00:54,860 --> 01:00:58,274 I gotta get in there, I gotta do my hair. What are you doing in there?" 734 01:00:58,363 --> 01:01:01,947 - What if I was... - That's it. 735 01:01:02,033 --> 01:01:04,867 doing something stupid 736 01:01:04,953 --> 01:01:06,569 - in here... - In here. 737 01:01:06,663 --> 01:01:12,876 - Jacquelyn?! - Jacquelyn?! 738 01:01:12,961 --> 01:01:14,543 "As opposed to this?" 739 01:01:14,629 --> 01:01:17,246 I know you wanna hang out with your secret buddies, but I have... 740 01:01:17,340 --> 01:01:19,081 Hold on, man. 741 01:01:19,176 --> 01:01:20,883 Shut the fuck up! 742 01:01:20,969 --> 01:01:23,882 I can't think in here! It's 12 midnight! 743 01:01:23,972 --> 01:01:26,464 Shut the fuck up! Some of us got jobs! 744 01:01:27,601 --> 01:01:28,887 Shut the fuck up! 745 01:01:28,977 --> 01:01:32,095 I don't do this shit till your deaf, but you're having a fucking quinceañera! 746 01:01:32,189 --> 01:01:33,189 It's 12 midnight! 747 01:01:33,273 --> 01:01:35,233 - What the fuck? - Keep going with this shit! 748 01:01:35,317 --> 01:01:37,980 I'll call la migra in a fucking heartbeat! I don't give a fuck! 749 01:01:38,069 --> 01:01:41,528 Worry about your son over there! Worry about yourself! You don't... 750 01:01:47,412 --> 01:01:50,576 I'm gonna fucking... I'm gonna crack in half, I swear to God. 751 01:01:52,167 --> 01:01:53,328 This place... 752 01:01:56,004 --> 01:01:59,042 - No. No, Deb. No. - Come on out here. 753 01:01:59,132 --> 01:02:01,499 - Back off my door! - All right, I will do that. 754 01:02:01,593 --> 01:02:03,593 - It's about respect. - And I understand that. 755 01:02:03,678 --> 01:02:06,716 Well, if you got your respect, you gotta respect that me and my girls 756 01:02:06,806 --> 01:02:10,265 are over there chilling at our party, enjoying ourselves, okay? 757 01:02:10,352 --> 01:02:12,014 I'm not trying to interfere with that! 758 01:02:12,103 --> 01:02:16,222 You knew it was a spot when you moved in here. And it is what it is. 759 01:02:16,316 --> 01:02:19,354 It is what it is and it ain't what it fucking ain't, isn't it? 760 01:02:19,444 --> 01:02:22,608 So why don't you get your silly ass back the fuck over there! 761 01:02:22,697 --> 01:02:25,314 - Acting like you run something in here? - I'll stop... 762 01:02:25,408 --> 01:02:27,149 Run what? You don't run shit here! 763 01:02:27,244 --> 01:02:30,578 You better miss me with that! You don't run a damn thing over here! 764 01:02:30,664 --> 01:02:33,532 Okay. That's strike one! That's strike one! 765 01:02:33,625 --> 01:02:34,911 Now it's fucking war! 766 01:02:36,002 --> 01:02:37,002 Motherfuck! 767 01:02:37,712 --> 01:02:40,125 - You ready? - Let's take a break. 768 01:02:40,215 --> 01:02:42,902 - I don't wanna take a break. - Let's take a break. I have the scene. 769 01:02:42,926 --> 01:02:44,167 You don't have the scene yet. 770 01:02:44,261 --> 01:02:47,254 - I think it's okay. Let's just end it. - But I don't think it's okay. 771 01:02:47,347 --> 01:02:50,306 So we'll keep going till you make me laugh or do it all fucking night. 772 01:02:50,392 --> 01:02:51,849 Give me a fucking cigarette. 773 01:02:51,935 --> 01:02:53,471 - You want a cigarette? - Yeah. 774 01:02:55,522 --> 01:02:57,980 There. There you go. You happy now? 775 01:02:58,066 --> 01:03:00,986 There you go, Fauntleroy. You got a fucking cigarette. Go ahead, smoke it. 776 01:03:04,990 --> 01:03:07,073 Look. You gonna let it burn a hole in the carpet? 777 01:03:07,158 --> 01:03:09,195 I don't give a shit, you're paying for it. 778 01:03:09,286 --> 01:03:10,367 Do what you want. 779 01:03:14,374 --> 01:03:15,865 Do you know I'm doing you a favor? 780 01:03:15,959 --> 01:03:18,542 - You're doing me a favor? - By paying you to be my chaperone. 781 01:03:18,628 --> 01:03:21,496 - Who else is gonna give a felon a job? - You're doing me a favor? 782 01:03:21,589 --> 01:03:22,750 I'm not stupid. 783 01:03:22,841 --> 01:03:26,209 I don't like when you talk to me like that. Like I work for you. 784 01:03:26,303 --> 01:03:28,420 - You do. I'm your boss. - Don't say another word. 785 01:03:28,513 --> 01:03:32,052 I'm about to lose my shit right now. You're pushing me over the fucking edge. 786 01:03:32,142 --> 01:03:33,474 You understand what I'm saying? 787 01:03:34,561 --> 01:03:38,601 I don't have to be here. I can be gone in a second. I can be gone in a second. 788 01:03:38,690 --> 01:03:41,433 - I can be pulling eight, 10 grand a week. - I want you to be here. 789 01:03:41,526 --> 01:03:43,609 - Didn't I say, don't say another word? - I want... 790 01:03:43,695 --> 01:03:45,687 Shut the fuck up. Shut the fuck up! 791 01:03:45,780 --> 01:03:48,818 Didn't I say, don't say a fucking word? Say one more word. One more word. 792 01:03:48,908 --> 01:03:51,241 - I want you to be. - You want to be a smart-ass? Shut up. 793 01:03:51,328 --> 01:03:52,328 Didn't I say that? 794 01:03:52,329 --> 01:03:55,037 - Didn't I say that to you? - I want you to be here, Dad. 795 01:03:55,123 --> 01:03:56,409 - Now you want me here? - Yes. 796 01:03:56,499 --> 01:03:58,661 I can't figure out who the fuck you are, actor man. 797 01:03:59,878 --> 01:04:03,292 What the fuck do you want me to be here for? Give me one reason. 798 01:04:03,381 --> 01:04:05,359 - You have good instincts. - I have good instincts? 799 01:04:05,383 --> 01:04:06,861 - Yeah. - I got rodeo clown instincts. 800 01:04:06,885 --> 01:04:09,753 That's why I could never make it in Hollywood. I like pussy too much. 801 01:04:09,846 --> 01:04:13,260 - You could if you started when I did. - Then I could have been a big fucking... 802 01:04:13,350 --> 01:04:15,342 A champion pie fighter? 803 01:04:15,435 --> 01:04:16,892 Doing fucking push-ups? 804 01:04:23,943 --> 01:04:25,935 Wipe your face, Otis. Don't cry in front of me. 805 01:04:28,907 --> 01:04:30,694 I'm not gonna ask you again, Otis. 806 01:04:35,955 --> 01:04:37,366 You keep pushing me. 807 01:04:39,584 --> 01:04:41,496 Thank you, and the other one. 808 01:04:41,586 --> 01:04:46,877 Mm-mm-mm! Well, this culinary spread is "beautisimuss," Jeff. 809 01:04:46,966 --> 01:04:49,709 Well, it's all thanks to Royston. 810 01:04:50,678 --> 01:04:54,171 - Thank you, Royston. This is splendid. - "This is splendid." 811 01:04:57,769 --> 01:05:00,307 - What has gotten into you, son? - You know what? 812 01:05:01,481 --> 01:05:04,974 Here. Here's the keys to the new house. Take that. 813 01:05:06,361 --> 01:05:08,774 Is that what you think this is all about? 814 01:05:08,863 --> 01:05:12,106 That I'm leaving because Mommy and I got a second house? 815 01:05:13,618 --> 01:05:14,984 Well, yeah. 816 01:05:16,830 --> 01:05:18,071 Royston, do you mind? 817 01:05:19,290 --> 01:05:20,906 You heard him, Royston. 818 01:05:27,424 --> 01:05:29,086 So you're staying? 819 01:05:30,218 --> 01:05:31,504 Of course. 820 01:05:31,594 --> 01:05:34,962 Do you really think I would leave you and Royston behind? 821 01:05:41,020 --> 01:05:43,512 I just thought you didn't love us anymore. 822 01:05:44,274 --> 01:05:45,355 Aww. 823 01:05:48,319 --> 01:05:50,060 I love you, Jeff. 824 01:05:51,948 --> 01:05:54,782 I love you more than words can say. 825 01:05:59,873 --> 01:06:02,866 And cut. We have it. Yep, that was great. 826 01:06:02,959 --> 01:06:05,246 - I think we have it. - You feeling all right? 827 01:06:05,712 --> 01:06:06,712 Beautiful. 828 01:06:11,509 --> 01:06:14,968 Well, this culinary spread is "beautisimuss", Jeff. 829 01:06:15,054 --> 01:06:17,592 Well, it's all thanks to Royston. 830 01:06:18,683 --> 01:06:21,175 Thank you, Royston. This is splendid. 831 01:06:32,530 --> 01:06:33,530 Dad. 832 01:06:37,911 --> 01:06:39,493 I need you to hear me. 833 01:06:44,626 --> 01:06:47,209 I'm gonna say some things that I gotta say, 834 01:06:47,295 --> 01:06:50,003 and I need you to not interrupt me or run off. 835 01:06:52,258 --> 01:06:53,258 Okay? 836 01:06:54,344 --> 01:06:58,463 I was thinking, the other day when we were talking about... 837 01:06:59,474 --> 01:07:01,511 Tom and the rodeo... 838 01:07:01,601 --> 01:07:06,221 I was thinking what other happy memories I had of you, me and... 839 01:07:07,398 --> 01:07:08,639 I swear to God... 840 01:07:10,527 --> 01:07:13,895 I've always been waiting for you to act like a real dad. 841 01:07:15,657 --> 01:07:17,569 You haven't done that one time. 842 01:07:22,747 --> 01:07:25,535 I've missed you for a long time, Dad. 843 01:07:27,418 --> 01:07:29,125 I love you, Jeff. 844 01:07:30,338 --> 01:07:33,081 I love you more than words can say. 845 01:07:41,015 --> 01:07:42,015 What? 846 01:07:42,350 --> 01:07:43,350 What? 847 01:07:44,352 --> 01:07:45,684 Otis. 848 01:07:45,770 --> 01:07:48,387 Hey, what's wrong with you? Go pick that up. 849 01:07:52,777 --> 01:07:54,985 - What are you crying about? - I'm not crying. 850 01:07:55,071 --> 01:07:56,071 Otis. 851 01:07:57,073 --> 01:07:59,190 - Tom. - Oh, fuck. 852 01:07:59,284 --> 01:08:03,278 He still fixed our passports after you threatened to face-fuck his dead family. 853 01:08:03,371 --> 01:08:04,657 You're a sex offender. 854 01:08:04,747 --> 01:08:06,784 - He's a federal employee. - He kept pushing it. 855 01:08:06,874 --> 01:08:10,618 - He's a grown man. He's gonna figure... - Shut the fuck up! 856 01:08:10,712 --> 01:08:12,419 Don't talk to me like that, Otis. 857 01:08:12,505 --> 01:08:14,963 Listen to me and let me talk! 858 01:08:15,633 --> 01:08:18,967 - Lower your voice, Otis. - I want you to be a better dad to me. 859 01:08:19,053 --> 01:08:22,296 So I want you to promise me, put your pinkie out right now. 860 01:08:22,390 --> 01:08:26,885 And I want you to promise me that you're gonna be better to me... 861 01:08:28,062 --> 01:08:31,851 - Yeah, I'll be better to you. - This is not a joke. 862 01:08:31,941 --> 01:08:35,400 This is not one of your fucking stupid, little jokes. 863 01:08:36,613 --> 01:08:38,195 Yeah, what is this, man? 864 01:08:39,532 --> 01:08:40,989 End of our agreement. 865 01:08:43,578 --> 01:08:45,285 The end of our agreement? 866 01:08:49,709 --> 01:08:53,419 I'll tell you what, I get it, man. I hear you. You want a better father. 867 01:08:53,504 --> 01:08:56,542 A father who teaches you lessons and stuff. 868 01:08:56,633 --> 01:08:57,633 Yeah? 869 01:08:58,468 --> 01:08:59,879 And you deserve one. 870 01:09:00,887 --> 01:09:01,887 You do. 871 01:09:03,723 --> 01:09:04,723 So... 872 01:09:07,185 --> 01:09:08,926 I'm gonna try harder. 873 01:09:09,020 --> 01:09:12,764 We're gonna start fresh right here, right now. 874 01:09:12,857 --> 01:09:14,064 Lesson number one: 875 01:09:15,234 --> 01:09:17,567 All smart guys know... 876 01:09:17,654 --> 01:09:19,646 if you could hit your boss once, 877 01:09:20,657 --> 01:09:22,114 then you could hit him twice. 878 01:09:26,579 --> 01:09:28,616 - Don't talk to me like that. - Go away. 879 01:09:29,791 --> 01:09:31,032 Gladly, pal. 880 01:10:21,718 --> 01:10:23,300 Give me a cigarette, Dad. 881 01:10:24,512 --> 01:10:25,969 Not until you get this scene. 882 01:10:26,055 --> 01:10:29,423 You're gonna make me laugh, or we're gonna do this all night. 883 01:10:29,517 --> 01:10:32,260 I'm doing you a favor by paying you to be my chaperone. 884 01:10:32,353 --> 01:10:34,140 Give me a fucking cigarette, Dad. 885 01:10:34,689 --> 01:10:36,931 Whoa, you're doing who a favor? 886 01:10:37,942 --> 01:10:41,652 You. Who else is gonna give a felon a job? I'm not stupid. 887 01:10:41,738 --> 01:10:44,025 I don't need you to do that. 888 01:10:51,581 --> 01:10:53,948 - What are your SUDS now? - I don't fucking know! 889 01:10:54,041 --> 01:10:55,873 I'm not a fucking number. 890 01:10:55,960 --> 01:10:57,917 What's the fucking point of doing this? 891 01:10:58,004 --> 01:11:01,293 - What's the point of a number to it? - So we can track progress. 892 01:11:01,382 --> 01:11:03,874 Well, for fucking who?! For fucking who? 893 01:11:03,968 --> 01:11:06,255 If it works, I'm gonna know, won't I? 894 01:11:06,345 --> 01:11:07,345 For court. 895 01:11:14,061 --> 01:11:15,061 Eighty. 896 01:11:20,109 --> 01:11:21,475 Let's bring it down. 897 01:11:21,569 --> 01:11:22,685 Oh, my God. 898 01:11:22,779 --> 01:11:25,487 Cactus, window, carpet, pen. 899 01:11:25,573 --> 01:11:29,112 - One more. - You're ridiculous. You know that? 900 01:11:29,202 --> 01:11:32,695 You think you're fucking smart because you got me to act for you? 901 01:11:32,789 --> 01:11:36,078 I've been doing this shit my whole fucking life. For a living. 902 01:11:36,501 --> 01:11:39,494 I would know if it works. This is all bullshit. 903 01:11:39,587 --> 01:11:42,455 How am I supposed to have therapy with my probation officer? 904 01:11:43,341 --> 01:11:44,798 Name one more thing. 905 01:11:49,263 --> 01:11:50,263 You. 906 01:11:56,437 --> 01:11:59,180 The only thing my father gave me 907 01:11:59,273 --> 01:12:01,936 that was of any value is pain. 908 01:12:04,070 --> 01:12:05,811 And you wanna take that away? 909 01:12:06,781 --> 01:12:07,781 Can I? 910 01:12:09,992 --> 01:12:13,531 ♪ I found peace ♪ 911 01:12:15,373 --> 01:12:17,660 ♪ In my way ♪ 912 01:12:20,127 --> 01:12:24,622 ♪ But it didn't last ♪ 913 01:12:25,341 --> 01:12:28,084 ♪ Beyond the day ♪ 914 01:12:30,388 --> 01:12:34,632 ♪ I've had glimpses ♪ 915 01:12:35,351 --> 01:12:38,469 ♪ Around the bend ♪ 916 01:12:40,648 --> 01:12:44,767 ♪ But in the morning ♪ 917 01:12:45,653 --> 01:12:48,691 ♪ I start again ♪ 918 01:12:50,783 --> 01:12:54,117 ♪ I feel the sun ♪ 919 01:12:56,038 --> 01:12:58,405 ♪ Hot on my face ♪ 920 01:13:01,210 --> 01:13:06,706 ♪ And I hear my blood ♪ 921 01:13:07,174 --> 01:13:08,961 ♪ Giving way ♪ 922 01:13:11,429 --> 01:13:16,220 ♪ I've had some glimpses ♪ 923 01:13:16,475 --> 01:13:19,684 ♪ Around the bend ♪ 924 01:13:21,522 --> 01:13:24,515 ♪ You know, if I didn't ♪ 925 01:13:24,859 --> 01:13:29,149 ♪ I'd have killed myself today ♪ 926 01:13:31,699 --> 01:13:37,661 ♪ Now, Mama, I'm so tired ♪ 927 01:13:37,747 --> 01:13:40,239 ♪ From the bullshit ♪ 928 01:13:40,625 --> 01:13:42,742 ♪ Mama, yeah, yeah ♪ 929 01:13:42,835 --> 01:13:47,546 ♪ And my soul cried ♪ 930 01:13:48,049 --> 01:13:50,666 ♪ From the bullshit ♪ 931 01:13:50,760 --> 01:13:52,217 ♪ Mama, yeah ♪ 932 01:13:52,845 --> 01:13:57,715 ♪ And I'm so tired ♪ 933 01:13:58,184 --> 01:14:04,146 ♪ But I know I'll make it with you by my side ♪ 934 01:14:43,521 --> 01:14:48,016 ♪ Perhaps ♪ 935 01:14:48,109 --> 01:14:51,147 ♪ I'm crazy ♪ 936 01:14:53,447 --> 01:14:56,406 ♪ Still I'm thinking ♪ 937 01:14:57,243 --> 01:15:02,079 ♪ There is change in the air ♪ 938 01:15:03,374 --> 01:15:10,122 ♪ We were trying ♪ 939 01:15:10,214 --> 01:15:12,206 ♪ Together ♪ 940 01:15:14,051 --> 01:15:20,673 ♪ Now we're trying just to care ♪ 941 01:15:22,018 --> 01:15:27,184 ♪ And I'm so tired ♪ 942 01:15:27,732 --> 01:15:33,945 ♪ But I know I'll make it with you by my side ♪ 943 01:15:37,867 --> 01:15:40,530 ♪ Yes, yes ♪♪ 944 01:16:32,129 --> 01:16:33,540 What are you doing here? 945 01:16:34,715 --> 01:16:36,331 I'm looking after your son. 946 01:16:37,468 --> 01:16:38,959 Otis. 947 01:16:39,053 --> 01:16:40,385 Otis. 948 01:16:40,471 --> 01:16:41,962 You fucked my son. 949 01:16:43,599 --> 01:16:44,599 Uh-uh. 950 01:16:45,267 --> 01:16:46,678 You fuck your son. 951 01:16:47,353 --> 01:16:49,094 Get out of the fucking room, bitch. 952 01:16:51,107 --> 01:16:52,188 Goddamn it. 953 01:16:59,115 --> 01:17:00,322 Get my glasses. 954 01:17:04,245 --> 01:17:05,452 Did you fuck that woman? 955 01:17:07,581 --> 01:17:08,788 She's just friendly. 956 01:17:08,874 --> 01:17:12,493 She's just friendly? She don't give a friendly fuck about you. 957 01:17:12,586 --> 01:17:15,750 She don't give... You think she gives a friendly fuck about a victim? 958 01:17:15,840 --> 01:17:17,331 - I'm not a victim. - No? 959 01:17:17,424 --> 01:17:20,508 You are a victim. You're 12-fucking-years old, man. 960 01:17:20,594 --> 01:17:21,914 What do you think the fuck it is? 961 01:17:24,348 --> 01:17:25,464 I love her. 962 01:17:27,977 --> 01:17:30,640 - Fuck you, you love her. - I do. 963 01:17:40,531 --> 01:17:42,272 Love sells diapers, pal. 964 01:17:45,077 --> 01:17:48,115 She holds my hand. You slap me in the face. 965 01:17:48,205 --> 01:17:50,697 I'm your father. You can't buy that shit. 966 01:17:50,791 --> 01:17:55,661 - Yes, you can. I do. - Don't! Don't fucking push me now. 967 01:17:55,754 --> 01:17:58,371 - I'm not scared of you. - Don't I know it. 968 01:18:01,594 --> 01:18:03,085 Fuck this shit. 969 01:18:06,182 --> 01:18:08,094 I don't want to be here no more. 970 01:18:11,854 --> 01:18:15,188 - You can't leave. - I can do what I want. I'm an adult. 971 01:18:15,274 --> 01:18:16,685 You can't leave. 972 01:18:18,611 --> 01:18:20,978 Fine. Take me with you. 973 01:18:21,071 --> 01:18:22,187 Fuck off. 974 01:18:25,034 --> 01:18:25,992 Call Tom. 975 01:18:25,993 --> 01:18:28,952 Get him to fucking pick up some applesauce. Go fucking camping, man. 976 01:18:29,038 --> 01:18:31,621 - Let me in, Dad. - Fuck off. You're in. 977 01:18:33,083 --> 01:18:35,200 You're so fucking in! 978 01:18:38,130 --> 01:18:39,211 You made it. 979 01:18:41,050 --> 01:18:42,336 Hey-o! 980 01:18:44,511 --> 01:18:48,425 I never could. Fucking congratulations. Good on you, Honey Boy. 981 01:18:53,854 --> 01:18:55,516 - None of it's real though. - Yeah. 982 01:18:55,606 --> 01:18:58,440 Well, there it is there, isn't it? 983 01:18:58,525 --> 01:18:59,891 None of it's real. 984 01:19:05,032 --> 01:19:06,694 It's more valuable that way. 985 01:19:10,246 --> 01:19:11,987 That's my fucking advice. 986 01:19:15,084 --> 01:19:18,703 That's my advice to you. That's my fatherly advice. You picking up on that? 987 01:19:23,467 --> 01:19:25,629 Chase the bullshit forever, man. 988 01:19:27,096 --> 01:19:28,096 Mom says that you... 989 01:19:28,180 --> 01:19:30,968 Your mother says a whole fucking lot of shit, your mother. 990 01:19:32,476 --> 01:19:33,592 It's naive. 991 01:19:34,979 --> 01:19:36,515 The real world, 992 01:19:36,605 --> 01:19:39,769 truth is, wood fucking rots, man. 993 01:19:39,858 --> 01:19:43,818 You know, stone crumbles. People fucking die. That's the real world. 994 01:19:43,904 --> 01:19:48,444 The only thing that's gonna live on is stories and fables and dreams. 995 01:19:49,285 --> 01:19:50,571 I don't understand. 996 01:19:53,497 --> 01:19:55,363 You're 12-fucking-years old. 997 01:19:58,043 --> 01:20:00,956 - I want to understand. I want stories. - I know. 998 01:20:02,298 --> 01:20:05,041 You get stories every week. Pull them out the fucking envelope. 999 01:20:05,134 --> 01:20:07,251 You don't need me for stories. 1000 01:20:07,344 --> 01:20:09,176 You make your own stories. 1001 01:20:18,480 --> 01:20:20,267 How do you think it feels... 1002 01:20:23,152 --> 01:20:27,237 for me to have my son talk to me the way that you talked to me? 1003 01:20:27,323 --> 01:20:29,280 Have my son paying me? 1004 01:20:32,244 --> 01:20:34,031 How do you think that feels? 1005 01:20:39,168 --> 01:20:41,706 You wouldn't be here if I didn't pay you. 1006 01:21:45,317 --> 01:21:46,353 Horse trade. 1007 01:21:48,112 --> 01:21:49,569 You stop putting me down... 1008 01:21:50,697 --> 01:21:51,697 You stop... 1009 01:21:53,700 --> 01:21:57,819 Shitting on me and bringing up the past. I can't get out from under it. 1010 01:21:59,623 --> 01:22:03,742 And I'll teach you what I know. I'll give you what I have. 1011 01:22:07,005 --> 01:22:08,246 Okay. 1012 01:22:08,340 --> 01:22:09,340 Deal. 1013 01:22:21,437 --> 01:22:22,848 There's no quick fix. 1014 01:22:26,024 --> 01:22:28,061 But you can start from here. 1015 01:22:33,365 --> 01:22:35,823 You need to get rid of what doesn't work, Otis. 1016 01:22:45,461 --> 01:22:46,747 I'm growing, son. 1017 01:22:48,589 --> 01:22:51,707 - I know. I see it. - No, fuck you, you see it. 1018 01:22:51,800 --> 01:22:54,167 I'm growing marijuana on the side of the freeway. 1019 01:22:55,012 --> 01:22:56,799 Sinsemilla on the 101. 1020 01:22:57,890 --> 01:23:00,303 - Dad. - What? 1021 01:23:00,392 --> 01:23:02,509 - What if they catch you again? - Who's "they"? 1022 01:23:03,562 --> 01:23:07,602 - The police, the city... - The city, they're watering it for me. 1023 01:23:07,691 --> 01:23:08,807 There's no tail. 1024 01:23:08,901 --> 01:23:11,393 This crop works, I'm gonna plant the whole fucking freeway. 1025 01:23:11,487 --> 01:23:14,696 You and me are gonna build a treehouse on the fucking moon, buddy. 1026 01:23:17,659 --> 01:23:19,867 Trust me, Honey Boy. I'm your father. 1027 01:23:33,258 --> 01:23:36,251 You know, the older you get, you learn a couple things about life. 1028 01:23:37,513 --> 01:23:39,254 You get to know what you come from. 1029 01:23:41,391 --> 01:23:44,884 Now what you come from, is you come from a line of alcoholics, son. 1030 01:23:49,608 --> 01:23:52,271 Look behind me. Didn't I promise you a treehouse? 1031 01:23:52,361 --> 01:23:55,104 - No. - I'm a man of my word is what I am. 1032 01:23:55,197 --> 01:23:57,689 Don't be shy, there you go. Get in there. 1033 01:23:57,783 --> 01:23:59,069 It's yours! 1034 01:24:00,661 --> 01:24:03,278 A long line of good people 1035 01:24:03,372 --> 01:24:06,035 who were hurting and didn't know what the fuck to do. 1036 01:24:07,459 --> 01:24:08,870 So they drank a lot. 1037 01:24:10,337 --> 01:24:13,455 Here, touch it. Come on, break it off. 1038 01:24:13,549 --> 01:24:16,542 - Sticky. - Yeah, that's magical stuff there. 1039 01:24:16,635 --> 01:24:18,718 That's God right there, Peckerwood. 1040 01:24:23,016 --> 01:24:25,178 Every single one of us got a grudge. 1041 01:24:26,395 --> 01:24:27,311 Hey, Dad! 1042 01:24:27,312 --> 01:24:30,100 Every single one of us got somebody that fucked us over. 1043 01:24:38,156 --> 01:24:39,738 And I know you got one! 1044 01:24:41,243 --> 01:24:42,950 And you gotta lay the grudge down. 1045 01:24:43,996 --> 01:24:45,703 Or it's gonna fucking kill you. 1046 01:24:50,794 --> 01:24:51,910 Hey, Ruby. 1047 01:25:38,634 --> 01:25:40,751 Okay, put your hands up. Put your hands up. 1048 01:25:47,267 --> 01:25:52,683 You know, a seed has to totally destroy itself to become a flower. 1049 01:25:54,191 --> 01:25:56,103 That's a violent act, Honey Boy. 1050 01:26:27,349 --> 01:26:29,716 Nobody's mad at me anymore. 1051 01:26:34,898 --> 01:26:36,480 That's all I ever wanted. 1052 01:26:44,324 --> 01:26:45,565 You'll get there too. 1053 01:26:58,338 --> 01:27:00,079 I'm gonna make a movie about you. 1054 01:27:01,299 --> 01:27:02,961 You're making a movie about me? 1055 01:27:07,723 --> 01:27:09,840 Well, make me look good, Honey Boy. 1056 01:27:57,189 --> 01:28:01,274 ♪ I ain't lookin' to compete with you ♪ 1057 01:28:01,359 --> 01:28:04,727 ♪ Beat or cheat or mistreat you ♪ 1058 01:28:05,614 --> 01:28:09,153 ♪ Simplify you, classify you ♪ 1059 01:28:09,242 --> 01:28:12,906 ♪ Deny, defy or crucify you ♪ 1060 01:28:13,538 --> 01:28:20,160 ♪ All I really want to do ♪ 1061 01:28:20,253 --> 01:28:23,041 ♪ Is, baby, be friends with you ♪ 1062 01:28:37,312 --> 01:28:41,807 ♪ No, and I ain't lookin' to fight with you ♪ 1063 01:28:41,900 --> 01:28:45,439 ♪ Frighten you or uptighten you ♪ 1064 01:28:46,029 --> 01:28:50,148 ♪ Drag you down or drain you down ♪ 1065 01:28:50,242 --> 01:28:54,031 ♪ Chain you down or bring you down ♪ 1066 01:28:54,621 --> 01:29:01,209 ♪ All I really want to do ♪ 1067 01:29:01,294 --> 01:29:04,287 ♪ Is, baby, be friends with you ♪ 1068 01:29:15,725 --> 01:29:19,139 ♪ I ain't lookin' to block you up ♪ 1069 01:29:19,729 --> 01:29:23,518 ♪ Shock or knock or lock you up ♪ 1070 01:29:23,900 --> 01:29:27,940 ♪ Analyze you, categorize you ♪ 1071 01:29:28,029 --> 01:29:32,148 ♪ Finalize you or advertise you ♪ 1072 01:29:32,242 --> 01:29:38,990 ♪ All I really want to do ♪ 1073 01:29:39,082 --> 01:29:42,416 ♪ Is, baby, be friends with you ♪ 1074 01:29:55,891 --> 01:30:02,434 ♪ All I really want to do ♪ 1075 01:30:02,522 --> 01:30:05,686 ♪ Is, baby, be friends with you ♪ 1076 01:30:24,044 --> 01:30:27,833 ♪ I don't want to meet your kin ♪ 1077 01:30:27,923 --> 01:30:31,667 ♪ Make you spin or do you in ♪ 1078 01:30:31,760 --> 01:30:36,050 ♪ Or select you or dissect you ♪ 1079 01:30:36,139 --> 01:30:39,632 ♪ Or inspect you or reject you ♪ 1080 01:30:39,893 --> 01:30:46,436 ♪ All I really want to do ♪ 1081 01:30:46,524 --> 01:30:49,767 ♪ Is, baby, be friends with you ♪ 1082 01:31:15,011 --> 01:31:18,675 ♪ I don't want to fake you out ♪ 1083 01:31:18,765 --> 01:31:22,725 ♪ Take or shake or forsake you out ♪ 1084 01:31:22,811 --> 01:31:26,771 ♪ I ain't lookin' for you to feel like me ♪ 1085 01:31:26,856 --> 01:31:30,691 ♪ See like me or be like me ♪ 1086 01:31:30,777 --> 01:31:37,240 ♪ All I really want to do ♪ 1087 01:31:37,325 --> 01:31:40,818 ♪ Is, baby, be friends with you ♪