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[Christine] It was
my birthday.
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My aunt had called my mom
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and said that Racheyl had been
involved in an accident
out at the hunting club.
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No hunter in their right mind
would ever go into this
rickety tree stand.
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[Carolyn] You're not
going to get
that many bruises
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in that many different places
falling out of a tree.
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[Graham] Any sudden,
unexpected death
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should be treated
as a crime scene
and that was not done.
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[Christine] We just knew
something wasn't right.
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[Christine] We just knew
something wasn't right.
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Racheyl never went
into that tree stand.
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She had so much to live for
and so much to fight for
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and that's what she was doing.
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We knew it was a lie
and we had to get
to the bottom of it.
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I practically happened
to force the investigators
to investigate.
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I don't believe in any way
that my sister would
take her own life.
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[Cindy] There's been
no closure.
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There's still been
no real investigation.
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[opening theme music playing]
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[opening theme music playing]
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{\an8}[narrator] November 25th,
2001, Kingsland, Georgia,
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bordered by the Atlantic Ocean
to the east
and Florida to the south.
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The area is rural,
heavily wooded
and sparsely populated.
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A paradise for anyone
who loves the outdoors.
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But when a 32-year-old mother
is found dead
at her hunting club,
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But when a 32-year-old mother
is found dead
at her hunting club,
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the small community
is suspicious
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of what some want to quickly
brush off as an accident.
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The town loved her
and the town's suffering
for this loss.
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I couldn't wrap
my head around it.
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You just don't think
something like that's
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going to happen
to your family.
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[narrator] Growing up
in rural Georgia,
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Racheyl Smith can't imagine
living anywhere else.
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{\an8}She fit right in perfectly,
she loved Camden County.
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{\an8}She fit right in perfectly,
she loved Camden County.
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{\an8}It was her playground.
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{\an8}[Carolyn] She loved it here.
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{\an8}She was very active.
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{\an8}She liked riding horses.
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{\an8}Hunting, fishing,
you name it, she did.
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{\an8}[Christine] She was
a petite tomboy,
if you want to say.
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{\an8}Racheyl was very well-known
and very well-liked
in this small town.
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[narrator] Racheyl's
idyllic childhood
takes a tough turn
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when her father dies suddenly.
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when her father dies suddenly.
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She's only 14.
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She was devastated.
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[Carolyn] He taught her
how to hunt.
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He taught her
how to ride horses.
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They were very close.
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[narrator] With her
father gone,
and as the oldest child,
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Racheyl takes
a leadership role
in the family
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alongside her mom, Pat.
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[Christine] She had to help
Aunt Pat take care
of Aaron and Brian,
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and she would cook,
and she'd clean
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and she would go to school.
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and she would go to school.
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She had
a large responsibility.
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[narrator] In high school,
Racheyl meets her
future husband, Steve.
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[Christine] Racheyl was
smitten with Steve.
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Steve was
her first everything.
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It was what she thought
true love should've been.
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They were
really good together.
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{\an8}[narrator] June 8th, 1991,
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{\an8}Racheyl marries Steve
and becomes Racheyl Brinson.
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She soon learns her husband
has special privileges
in their small town.
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She soon learns her husband
has special privileges
in their small town.
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I remember her telling me
that they would
get out of trouble
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because Steve was cousins
with the Sheriff.
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[Fish] She loved him
but it wasn't too long
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before there started
to be problems in their home.
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[narrator] A few years
into the marriage,
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Racheyl discovers Steve does
not only feel above the law,
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but above his
wedding vows as well.
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Steve cheated on her
and it really tore Racheyl up.
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Steve cheated on her
and it really tore Racheyl up.
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{\an8}I do believe that Racheyl
had forgave Steve,
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{\an8}but I think she had
a hard time
trusting him afterwards.
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{\an8}[Christine] They decided
to work things out
and not get a divorce,
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{\an8}and she thought that
having a child
would mend their relationship.
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{\an8}[babies crying]
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{\an8}[narrator] In October, 1999,
eight years
into their marriage,
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Racheyl gives birth
to the couples'
only child, Cole.
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[Fish] She lived for Cole,
she really loved him,
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and from whether family said
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she really changed
when she had Cole.
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She went from this wild,
uncontainable spirit
to focused on her son.
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Racheyl was a great mother.
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She loved that little boy.
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[Fish] While she was
completely enamored
with her baby boy,
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her husband really didn't
like Cole very much.
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her husband really didn't
like Cole very much.
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He would refer to Cole
as, "it," rather than, "him."
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And it was at that time
that Racheyl discovered
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that Steve
was being unfaithful
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for about the third time
in their marriage.
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[narrator] Steve's infidelity
leads to escalating arguments.
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{\an8}On July 22nd, 2001,
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{\an8}Racheyl calls 911 to report
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{\an8}that Steve is suicidal
and is threatening
her life as well.
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{\an8}A few weeks later,
on August 16th,
they're fighting again,
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{\an8}A few weeks later,
on August 16th,
they're fighting again,
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and Racheyl's family
is concerned for her safety.
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This time they call 911.
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[Jackie] I know the officer
that went there,
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he begged Racheyl to go
and file charges against him
for domestic violence
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but she wouldn't do it.
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I believe Racheyl was
scared to press charges
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because the sheriff
was related to Steve.
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[narrator] That fall,
Steve moves out of the house
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[narrator] That fall,
Steve moves out of the house
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and stays
in the couples' camper
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at Mumford Island
Hunting Club.
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{\an8}A few days later,
on November 25th,
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{\an8}Racheyl drops her son off
with her mother, Pat,
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because she plans to pay Steve
a visit at the hunting club.
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So the point of going
to the club was two-fold.
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"I'm going to tell my husband
that I want a divorce,
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and then I'm going to go
to the tree stand
that I've carefully prepared."
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So she was going out
to actually hunt.
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At that time,
members of the club
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saw that Racheyl
was drinking beer,
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saw that Steve
was drinking beer,
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and they all scattered
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to different parts
of the hunting club property
to hunt.
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[narrator] At 4:30 p.m.,
Racheyl and Steve,
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both leave for their
respective hunting stands
in the woods.
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[Fish] Now according to Steve,
she'd said,
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"You know what,
I don't want to shoot
out of the stand
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"You know what,
I don't want to shoot
out of the stand
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that I have prepared, baited,
sighted in my gun for.
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I think I would rather go
to that stand over there."
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Now the stand that
he's talking about here
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is about a 20-year-old
homemade stand,
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and one that no hunter
in their right mind
would ever go into.
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[narrator] According to Steve,
at around 5:45 p.m.,
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he hears a deer make
a sound known as
a, "blow" from his stand.
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he hears a deer make
a sound known as
a, "blow" from his stand.
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[Fish] He didn't
get a shot off
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and figured that,
"It's now too late, really,
to hunt anyway,
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I'm going to get down
from the stand
and go get Racheyl."
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He calls for her,
looks for her, can't find her.
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But, eventually, finds her,
according to him,
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face down at the bottom
of this rickety tree stand
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that nobody had any business
being in anyway.
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[narrator] At 6:04 p.m.,
Steve calls 911.
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He says his wife
is lying face down.
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She doesn't have a pulse,
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she's not breathing,
and her eyes aren't
responding to light.
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The 911 operator
tells Steve to begin CPR.
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It was my birthday.
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My aunt had called my mom
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and said that Racheyl had been
involved in an accident
out at the hunting club.
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They were going to life flight
Racheyl to Jacksonville.
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And while we were in the car,
we got the phone call
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And while we were in the car,
we got the phone call
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that life flight
had been called off,
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and that Racheyl
had been pronounced dead.
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[narrator] At the news
of Racheyl's death,
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her family and friends
gather at her mother,
Pat's house in shock.
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[Jackie] It was just,
kind of, frantic,
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but at the same,
like, time flew.
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{\an8}People just started piling in.
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{\an8}Like, I don't really know
how they found out so quick.
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{\an8}When we arrived at my
aunt's house that night,
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{\an8}Steve was still
in his hunting clothes.
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He cried and he told me
that him and Racheyl had been
getting along a lot better,
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and that he was really lost.
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and that he was really lost.
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[narrator] Racheyl's family
immediately starts questioning
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how a fall
from a hunting stand
could kill her.
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The way that the ground
was out there, I mean,
it was just so soggy.
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There wasn't really anything
around that I think that she
could've hit her head on.
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{\an8}[narrator] On the morning
of November 26th,
the day after Racheyl's death,
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{\an8}an investigator
from the Camden County
Sheriff's Office,
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{\an8}and an investigator
from the Georgia Department
of Natural Resources
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{\an8}returned to the scene.
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{\an8}returned to the scene.
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{\an8}It wasn't much
of an investigation.
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{\an8}There should've
been suspicion.
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[Jackie] Racheyl was very
cautious when she hunted.
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I don't think she would ever
even attempt to go
in that stand at all.
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[narrator] That afternoon,
the coroner, L.W. Bruce,
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after examining
Racheyl's body,
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requests a complete autopsy
from the Georgia Bureau
of Investigation
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because of the history
of domestic violence reports.
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Dr. Lora Darrisaw
is the medical examiner
with the GBI.
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Dr. Lora Darrisaw
is the medical examiner
with the GBI.
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[Fish] Dr. Darrisaw
was pretty new.
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And she broke, what I think,
is a complete cardinal rule
of doing autopsies.
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She took no photos
of her examination
and investigations.
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[somber music playing]
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{\an8}[narrator] Three days later,
on November 29th,
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{\an8}Racheyl's family,
full of unease,
gather at her funeral.
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{\an8}[Carolyn] His family's
on one side,
our family is on the other.
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{\an8}[Carolyn] His family's
on one side,
our family is on the other.
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{\an8}And nobody
talked to each other.
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{\an8}It was just really bad.
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["Amazing Grace"
Playing on bagpipes]
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[Christine] Steve would
sit out there and laugh
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and tell jokes
with his buddies.
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Just not something
that you expect
a grieving husband to do.
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[narrator] When Racheyl's
family finally sees her body
for the first time,
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they're alarmed.
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At the viewing,
they told Aunt Pat not to let
anyone touch the body.
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At the viewing,
they told Aunt Pat not to let
anyone touch the body.
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So when I got there,
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I walked up to see Racheyl.
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And I noticed that there were
a lot of injuries on her face.
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She had
three fingerprint bruises
on the inner part of her arm.
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Looked like where someone
had grabbed her, forcefully.
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[narrator]
After Racheyl's death,
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her husband's behavior
continues to disturb
her family.
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Morning after the accident,
he called her job to see
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Morning after the accident,
he called her job to see
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if her insurance was double
if it was an accident.
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[Fish] Shortly after
Racheyl's death,
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Steve shows up in a brand new
pickup truck,
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and he starts, like,
spending this money
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like a guy who has no control
and just won the lottery.
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He started calling
on that insurance,
like, real fast.
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{\an8}[narrator]
On January 30th, 2002,
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{\an8}when the Georgia Bureau
of Investigation's
medical examiner,
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{\an8}when the Georgia Bureau
of Investigation's
medical examiner,
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Dr. Lora Darrisaw completes
Racheyl's official
autopsy report,
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the family notices details
that clearly seem like errors.
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She said there was no
visible marks on her body,
like scars and stuff.
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Well, she'd had a melanoma
removed from her arm
right here
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which left a pretty big,
ugly mark.
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[Christine] And you can
see the scar,
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and this doctor
for some reason,
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and this doctor
for some reason,
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couldn't see it on her body
when she did the autopsy.
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[narrator] But her family's
biggest issue with the report
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lies in the cause
and manner of death.
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[Fish] Dr. Darrisaw came
to the conclusion that
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this indeed look like
the death of a woman
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that suffered
blunt force trauma
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as a result
of falling out of a tree.
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The autopsy report said
she was crushed
like Rice Krispies.
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Falling out of a tree,
you're not going to get
that many bruises
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Falling out of a tree,
you're not going to get
that many bruises
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in that many different places
front and back.
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[Christine] We asked
the head investigator
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how that could've
possibly happened.
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And he gave us the story,
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"Well, Racheyl was probably
traveling at such
a high rate of speed
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after she fell
out of the tree,
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that when she hit the ground,"
which was soft,
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"That her body hit so hard
that it probably
flipped her over,"
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at a 12 to 15-foot fall.
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{\an8}[narrator] In November, 2003,
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{\an8}Racheyl's mother hires
two private investigators.
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{\an8}The very first mistake
that was made was
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{\an8}taking Steven's word
for the incident,
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that she had fallen
from that stand.
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Any sudden, unexpected death
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should be treated
as a crime scene
and that was not done.
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[Ross] The scene was
not processed correctly.
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They didn't do any searches.
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They didn't do any searches.
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They didn't ask Steve Brinson
any questions,
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they didn't take his clothes.
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[narrator]
With private investigators
on her side,
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Racheyl's mother is hopeful
that all her hard work
will pay off.
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What we knew
from the beginning
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was that Pat thought
it was murder,
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so we went with the intent
to investigate
and find out what it was.
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Was it a fall from a tree?
Was it a homicide?
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And the more we investigated,
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the more we determined
that it was a homicide.
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the more we determined
that it was a homicide.
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When I got there,
it was like everyone in town
knew I was there.
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I would go into lunch cafe
and they would all look at me.
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{\an8}But when I wanted to talk
to these witnesses,
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{\an8}they all wanted to talk.
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{\an8}They were never interviewed
by the sheriff
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{\an8}or the Sheriff's Department,
at all.
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{\an8}So they wanted
to tell their story.
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{\an8}[Christine] Law enforcement
didn't interview anybody.
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{\an8}They didn't interview
Royce Proctor.
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{\an8}He is the one that gave Steve
a ride to Aunt Pat's house.
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{\an8}He is the one that gave Steve
a ride to Aunt Pat's house.
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Royce turned to Steve
and said,
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"Steve, is there anybody
you need to call, you know,
to be with you at this time?"
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[phone rings]
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So he tried his dad.
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The exact words that Royce
said come out of his mouth
when his dad answered was,
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"Dad, I really
[bleep] up this time,
Racheyl's dead."
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And Royce said,
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"I almost lost it."
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He said, "I was so shocked
to hear that
come out of his mouth."
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He said, "I was so shocked
to hear that
come out of his mouth."
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[Ross] Blunt force trauma
can come
from different things,
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and facial injuries
can come
from different things.
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So instead of attributing
to falling out
of a tree stand,
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there are other things
that could do that to you.
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[narrator]
The private investigators
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share the family's concerns
about the thoroughness
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of Dr. Lora Darrisaw's
autopsy.
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[Ross] It was a very partial,
quick autopsy.
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[Ross] It was a very partial,
quick autopsy.
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I found out later
that the Sheriff's Department
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had called her and told her
what happened,
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and she took that verbatim.
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But I also found out that
police officers had called
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and told her
about the physical abuse
and the domestic problems.
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And I asked her
why she didn't pursue that,
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she said the body
had been already released.
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And I asked her
what would cause her to fall
from a tree stand if she fell,
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And I asked her
what would cause her to fall
from a tree stand if she fell,
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and she said, "She was drunk."
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She had a .15 alcohol rating.
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[narrator] PI Rich Graham
has his doubts
about the entire story.
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[Graham] Racheyl never
went into that tree stand.
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{\an8}I believe that when they left
from shooting the rifles in,
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{\an8}they went back
to Steven's camp.
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And I believe that that's when
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Racheyl told him
that she wanted a divorce.
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Racheyl told him
that she wanted a divorce.
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I believe that he's upset.
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There was an altercation.
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I think he also was
suspicious of her
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possibly having an affair
with one of her coworkers.
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There was a culmination
of everything
and he just lost it.
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[Christine] He had made
the comment to my Aunt Pat
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that, "Racheyl makes me
so mad sometimes,
I could just kill her."
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They were fighting,
he cheated on her,
he beat her up.
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We just knew
something wasn't right.
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We just knew
something wasn't right.
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[narrator] The family's
private eyes
used their findings
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to try to persuade
law enforcement
to reopen her case.
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They approached L.W. Bruce,
the coroner, who originally
examined Racheyl's body.
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[Graham] In my opinion,
Coroner Bruce made his ruling
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based largely
on Steven Brinson's statement.
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And we tried to approach him
with information
after we investigated,
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to try to explain to him
why we felt he should
change his ruling.
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to try to explain to him
why we felt he should
change his ruling.
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And he referred something
or other about,
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"You damn Yankees
don't come down here
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and tell me
how to do my work."
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[narrator] Coroner Bruce
did not respond
to our interview request,
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and has made
no public statements.
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Given the official refusal
to take another look
at the case,
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Racheyl's family
is left piecing it
all together themselves.
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Based on the timeline evidence
found by their private eyes,
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the injuries they
witnessed at the funeral,
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and what they know
about Steve and Racheyl.
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and what they know
about Steve and Racheyl.
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I believe that Steve
and her got into an argument
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on the way back
to the hunting club.
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I believe he beat her.
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I believe he grabbed her
by the arm
and put those bruises on her.
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I believe she got away
from him.
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I believe she ran
out of the trailer,
he followed her.
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I believe he took
the butt of the gun
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and hit her so hard in
the back of the head with it
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that he split her
from ear to ear.
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that he split her
from ear to ear.
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And Lt. Dale Bundy's report
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said that he checked the gun,
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he noticed blood
all over the gun,
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and he did not send it
for forensics,
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he gave it back to Steve.
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{\an8}I don't even think she died
underneath that tree,
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{\an8}I think she was moved there.
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[narrator] Neither
Steve Brinson nor his cousin,
Former Sheriff Bill Smith,
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responded to our request
for an interview or statement.
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responded to our request
for an interview or statement.
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Steve is not considered
a suspect,
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and has not been charged
with anything related
to this case.
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While Racheyl's family lives
with unanswered questions,
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they continue to mourn their
loss and fight for justice.
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[Carolyn] It's really been
rough on everybody
for 20 years now,
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and I think somebody,
somebody needs to do
something about it.
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We just want some answers,
you know.
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[Jackie] I think that we all
have been cheated out
and it's unfair.
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[Jackie] I think that we all
have been cheated out
and it's unfair.
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{\an8}Miss Pat, she's been
a different person, I think,
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{\an8}from the time that she heard,
you know, Racheyl had passed.
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The only thing she focused on
was trying to prove
that Steve done it.
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[Carolyn] My sister,
she's not in the greatest
condition right now.
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We'd like to see something
done while she's still alive.
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Racheyl was smart,
she was a good person,
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and she would've done
a lot in her life.
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and she would've done
a lot in her life.
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She would've raised her son
with love and care
and tenderness.
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And I would've loved
to have seen
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where she would've
taken her life today.
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I think she would've gone far.
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Jessica died too soon.
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And we need to understand why.
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Today I call upon
San Francisco
District Attorney
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{\an8}to investigate
the wrongful death
of Jessica Nicole Alva.
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{\an8}to investigate
the wrongful death
of Jessica Nicole Alva.
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I just couldn't
have any peace.
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It was like she was there
waiting for me
to find what was there.
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She had so much to live for
and so much to fight for
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and that's what she was doing.
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We knew it was a lie.
We knew it was a lie.
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And we had
to get to the bottom of it.
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[narrator] Born in
San Bernardino, California,
in 1984,
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[narrator] Born in
San Bernardino, California,
in 1984,
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Jessica is the third
of four children.
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As a military family,
they moved frequently
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before settling
in Redding, California.
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{\an8}I remember when they told me
that I was a having
a baby sister,
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{\an8}I was so happy.
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{\an8}And when she came home, like,
we were inseparable, like,
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we've always shared a room,
we've always had same friends.
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[Cindy] She would take care
of all the other kids
in the neighborhood.
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She was everybody's
favorite aunt.
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She was just, like,
a person that was
born to care for people.
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[Cindy] We had
domestic violence in our home.
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[Cindy] We had
domestic violence in our home.
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And when I was working,
when I wasn't there,
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it was mostly turned on her,
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and she did everything to try
to win the love of her father.
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{\an8}Including later picking men
exactly like him.
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[narrator] Jessica's
caring nature follows her
into motherhood.
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She eventually becomes
a mom of six.
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But her life
is not without hardship.
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My sister had a lot
of struggles with addiction,
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and I'm not sure,
if it's because our dad left
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and I'm not sure,
if it's because our dad left
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and she just wanted
a man to love her
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the way that
she loved everybody,
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and take care of her
the way that she would
try to take care of everybody.
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She finally started to see
that she wanted
a whole different life,
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and she started treatment.
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[narrator] In 2015,
Jessica moves to San Francisco
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determined to start fresh
for her two youngest kids.
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She attends the recovery
program at Friendship House.
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She attends the recovery
program at Friendship House.
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{\an8}Friendship House provides
traditional behavioral
health services
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{\an8}and recovery for native women
and native men.
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Jessica was really proud
about her recovery.
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She came to San Francisco
to find her recovery
at Friendship House.
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In her recovery,
the first thing she did
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was start reaching out
and helping others.
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[April] She was able to work
at Friendship House.
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One of the things
that Jessica loved doing was
being at the front desk.
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She was there to tell jokes,
she was there to dance,
listen to music.
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Like, she would just be...
[laughing] Be so crazy.
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Like, she would just be...
[laughing] Be so crazy.
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And just be funny
and be herself.
448
00:23:55,967 --> 00:23:58,166
[narrator]
The native community
in San Francisco
449
00:23:58,166 --> 00:24:02,066
plays an important role
in Jessica's recovery
and life.
450
00:24:02,066 --> 00:24:04,200
[singing]
451
00:24:04,266 --> 00:24:06,700
[Sarah] We're Blackfoot
through my grandma
452
00:24:06,767 --> 00:24:08,867
and we're Yaqui
through my dad.
453
00:24:08,867 --> 00:24:11,700
I think when she moved
to San Francisco,
454
00:24:11,767 --> 00:24:15,967
that's when she more
got into her culture
and realized, like,
455
00:24:15,967 --> 00:24:19,000
that there was more help,
more love,
456
00:24:19,000 --> 00:24:19,922
more freedom in being
in our culture.
457
00:24:19,922 --> 00:24:20,000
more freedom in being
in our culture.
458
00:24:21,467 --> 00:24:25,667
[April] Her children were
involved in the dance classes
that we had.
459
00:24:25,667 --> 00:24:28,200
She would come
to the community dinners.
460
00:24:28,266 --> 00:24:32,567
She was also really involved
with the Indian education
programme that we have here.
461
00:24:32,567 --> 00:24:35,367
She was really thriving
with her family.
462
00:24:35,367 --> 00:24:37,767
[narrator] Jessica's
generosity of spirit
463
00:24:37,767 --> 00:24:42,467
extends to a friend she's
known since childhood,
Clayton Rhoades.
464
00:24:42,467 --> 00:24:45,767
[Cindy] I've know Clayton
since he was a young boy.
465
00:24:46,367 --> 00:24:48,166
I knew his parents.
466
00:24:48,166 --> 00:24:49,922
And his grandparents and I,
we were very close.
467
00:24:49,922 --> 00:24:50,000
And his grandparents and I,
we were very close.
468
00:24:51,266 --> 00:24:53,200
They were wonderful,
wonderful people.
469
00:24:53,266 --> 00:24:56,700
[Sarah] We always called
each other cousins
in the neighborhood community,
470
00:24:56,767 --> 00:24:58,467
cousins or sisters.
471
00:24:58,467 --> 00:25:01,400
And so, like, basically,
he was our family.
472
00:25:01,467 --> 00:25:03,867
[Cindy] She had
started communicating,
473
00:25:03,867 --> 00:25:07,367
writing to Clayton
while he was in prison.
474
00:25:07,367 --> 00:25:09,867
I just told her, you know,
"Just be careful.
475
00:25:09,867 --> 00:25:12,500
Sometimes people are
to stay in our past."
476
00:25:12,567 --> 00:25:17,266
[Cindy] He had had
years of violent crimes,
477
00:25:17,266 --> 00:25:19,500
other domestic violence
crimes.
478
00:25:19,567 --> 00:25:19,922
Yet there was no way
to try to convince her
479
00:25:19,922 --> 00:25:20,000
Yet there was no way
to try to convince her
480
00:25:22,100 --> 00:25:24,100
that she wasn't
going to reform him,
481
00:25:24,100 --> 00:25:26,700
and make him
into this wonderful man.
482
00:25:26,767 --> 00:25:29,066
[narrator] After Clayton's
release from prison,
483
00:25:29,066 --> 00:25:33,100
he moves in with Jessica
and her two youngest children.
484
00:25:33,100 --> 00:25:39,567
Well, I had hopes
because of her strong belief
in Clayton's recovery
485
00:25:39,567 --> 00:25:41,967
and that he really
wanted to change his life.
486
00:25:41,967 --> 00:25:43,967
She really thought that
487
00:25:43,967 --> 00:25:49,100
because she had gotten
clean and sober
and changed her life,
488
00:25:49,166 --> 00:25:49,922
that she wanted to give him
that opportunity.
489
00:25:49,922 --> 00:25:50,000
that she wanted to give him
that opportunity.
490
00:25:52,266 --> 00:25:56,166
[narrator] But there are
signs of trouble
from the very start.
491
00:25:56,166 --> 00:25:59,000
Jessica wouldn't stay
that long at the events.
492
00:25:59,066 --> 00:26:03,166
And we also saw
that the children,
their behavior was different.
493
00:26:03,166 --> 00:26:10,166
And we knew that there was
something about him
that was holding her.
494
00:26:10,166 --> 00:26:12,166
We could see it,
we started to see it.
495
00:26:12,166 --> 00:26:15,266
[Cindy] I didn't expect him
to cut off all communication.
496
00:26:15,266 --> 00:26:16,300
She couldn't talk
to her family.
497
00:26:16,367 --> 00:26:18,467
We could barely
get a call through.
498
00:26:18,467 --> 00:26:19,922
He'd have stay on the line
and listen to everything.
499
00:26:19,922 --> 00:26:20,000
He'd have stay on the line
and listen to everything.
500
00:26:22,266 --> 00:26:25,800
And so that made it
very difficult to help her.
501
00:26:25,867 --> 00:26:28,967
[Sarah] When it came to her
not being able to talk to us,
502
00:26:28,967 --> 00:26:32,467
or see us, I was scared.
503
00:26:32,467 --> 00:26:35,000
{\an8}[narrator] On April 2nd, 2019,
504
00:26:35,000 --> 00:26:39,467
{\an8}the world of Jessica's family
is turned upside down.
505
00:26:39,467 --> 00:26:42,500
[Cindy] In the early morning,
my daughter called me
506
00:26:42,567 --> 00:26:45,767
saying that Jessica
was in the hospital.
507
00:26:45,767 --> 00:26:49,922
We got everybody together
and got on the road
to San Francisco.
508
00:26:49,922 --> 00:26:50,000
We got everybody together
and got on the road
to San Francisco.
509
00:26:51,567 --> 00:26:53,500
[narrator] As they make
the long drive,
510
00:26:53,567 --> 00:26:57,367
Jessica's mom pleads
for information
from Clayton's sister.
511
00:26:57,367 --> 00:26:59,066
[Cindy] And we keep
asking her,
512
00:26:59,066 --> 00:27:00,700
"Something had to happen,
what happened?"
513
00:27:00,767 --> 00:27:02,867
She says, "I don't know,
we don't know.
514
00:27:02,867 --> 00:27:04,767
We just found her
lying on the floor.
515
00:27:04,767 --> 00:27:06,467
And she was non-responsive,
516
00:27:06,467 --> 00:27:11,900
and then Clayton got on her
and tried doing CPR
and it didn't work.
517
00:27:11,967 --> 00:27:15,567
And so, and we called 911."
518
00:27:15,567 --> 00:27:18,266
Finally got just outside
of San Francisco,
519
00:27:18,266 --> 00:27:19,922
I got a call from the doctor.
520
00:27:19,922 --> 00:27:20,000
I got a call from the doctor.
521
00:27:21,467 --> 00:27:23,367
And he said,
"Well, it's really hard,
522
00:27:23,367 --> 00:27:26,967
'cause I need to tell you that
she tried to hang herself."
523
00:27:30,166 --> 00:27:33,467
{\an8}I was in disbelief
to hear that.
524
00:27:35,300 --> 00:27:37,166
{\an8}I don't believe in any way
that my sister
525
00:27:37,166 --> 00:27:39,967
{\an8}was the type of person
that would take her own life.
526
00:27:39,967 --> 00:27:41,467
{\an8}And I don't believe
for one minute
527
00:27:41,467 --> 00:27:45,000
{\an8}that she would've ever
given up on her kids, ever.
528
00:27:45,000 --> 00:27:48,700
{\an8}We knew that she was
on life support.
529
00:27:48,767 --> 00:27:51,066
But we weren't really prepared
530
00:27:51,066 --> 00:27:53,467
to see what we saw
when we walked into her room.
531
00:27:57,066 --> 00:27:58,200
It was horrific.
532
00:27:59,700 --> 00:28:00,000
Maybe because she was silent
and she was never silent.
533
00:28:02,967 --> 00:28:04,367
She's always,
she would walk in,
534
00:28:04,367 --> 00:28:06,500
she'd be smiling and laughing.
535
00:28:06,567 --> 00:28:08,367
[Sarah] Her head
was very swollen.
536
00:28:08,367 --> 00:28:14,066
And I asked the doctors
why her head looked like that
and they didn't know.
537
00:28:14,066 --> 00:28:17,300
[Cindy] My younger daughter
was holding her hand,
538
00:28:17,367 --> 00:28:21,567
and she said,
"Mom, it's, like,
bruised and it's swollen."
539
00:28:21,567 --> 00:28:24,567
So then we looked
at the rest of her body,
and it was just
540
00:28:26,166 --> 00:28:29,000
bruises and swelling
all over her whole body.
541
00:28:31,100 --> 00:28:33,667
[narrator] As family
and friends struggle
to reconcile
542
00:28:33,667 --> 00:28:35,000
what they see
in front of them,
543
00:28:35,066 --> 00:28:37,000
with the story
they'd been told,
544
00:28:37,000 --> 00:28:40,767
they take pictures of all
of the bruises and swelling.
545
00:28:40,767 --> 00:28:44,166
[Cindy] And then the doctor
came and said he wanted
to take us into this room
546
00:28:44,166 --> 00:28:47,000
to talk to us about her
and what had happened to her.
547
00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:50,700
He told us the story of,
the paramedics
had brought her in,
548
00:28:50,767 --> 00:28:52,667
and she'd tried
to hang herself
549
00:28:53,900 --> 00:28:57,767
from a windowsill
in her bedroom.
550
00:28:57,767 --> 00:28:59,280
[narrator] But the family
knows the windowsill is only
two feet off the ground.
551
00:28:59,280 --> 00:29:00,000
[narrator] But the family
knows the windowsill is only
two feet off the ground.
552
00:29:03,166 --> 00:29:06,400
{\an8}Jessica's mom shows the doctor
the photos she's taken.
553
00:29:06,467 --> 00:29:09,400
And he's just, like,
just totally dumbfound
554
00:29:09,467 --> 00:29:10,867
and he said,
"I can't believe that."
555
00:29:10,867 --> 00:29:13,300
And he goes,
"They brought her in
strictly as a hanging,
556
00:29:13,367 --> 00:29:18,166
and so we were completely
focused on resuscitating her
that way."
557
00:29:18,166 --> 00:29:21,767
So he went in
and he reexamined her.
558
00:29:21,767 --> 00:29:26,567
And came back in and said,
you know, "This is really bad
559
00:29:26,567 --> 00:29:28,800
because there's so much trauma
to her head
560
00:29:28,867 --> 00:29:29,280
that that maybe what's caused
the unconsciousness."
561
00:29:29,280 --> 00:29:30,000
that that maybe what's caused
the unconsciousness."
562
00:29:33,266 --> 00:29:36,467
[narrator] Jessica's mom
stays at her bedside
563
00:29:36,467 --> 00:29:38,467
desperate for
more information.
564
00:29:38,467 --> 00:29:42,066
The other family members
go to Jessica's apartment.
565
00:29:42,066 --> 00:29:45,667
Clayton's sister and cousin
refuse to let them in.
566
00:29:49,000 --> 00:29:53,467
[Cindy] The police arrived
and tried to get them
to let them in.
567
00:29:56,266 --> 00:29:58,100
And they refused,
568
00:29:58,166 --> 00:29:59,280
until, finally, the police
had a whole SWAT team there
surrounding the building.
569
00:29:59,280 --> 00:30:00,000
until, finally, the police
had a whole SWAT team there
surrounding the building.
570
00:30:03,000 --> 00:30:07,467
[narrator] By now,
hours have passed
and Clayton is gone.
571
00:30:07,467 --> 00:30:10,400
His sister and cousin
are still there.
572
00:30:10,467 --> 00:30:12,767
The police went in first,
they wouldn't let us in,
573
00:30:12,767 --> 00:30:14,266
they got Clayton's family out,
574
00:30:14,266 --> 00:30:18,400
and they said the whole house
smelled like bleach.
575
00:30:18,467 --> 00:30:22,166
[narrator] When Jessica's
sisters are granted access
to her apartment,
576
00:30:22,166 --> 00:30:26,567
they discover that her jewelry
and bank cards are missing.
577
00:30:26,567 --> 00:30:29,280
Her children's
social security documents
and piggy banks
578
00:30:29,280 --> 00:30:30,000
Her children's
social security documents
and piggy banks
579
00:30:30,266 --> 00:30:33,266
also appeared
to have been stolen.
580
00:30:33,266 --> 00:30:38,100
Meanwhile, in the hospital,
Cindy watches Jessica
fight for her life.
581
00:30:40,567 --> 00:30:42,667
[Cindy] During the night,
582
00:30:42,667 --> 00:30:45,266
I just had this
overwhelming feeling
583
00:30:45,266 --> 00:30:47,266
that I wasn't
sitting there alone.
584
00:30:47,266 --> 00:30:51,000
Just all I could think of
was that
585
00:30:51,000 --> 00:30:57,000
every other mother of every
daughter that's suffered
through domestic violence
586
00:30:57,000 --> 00:30:59,280
who were part of our
missing and murdered
indigenous women,
587
00:30:59,280 --> 00:31:00,000
who were part of our
missing and murdered
indigenous women,
588
00:31:01,500 --> 00:31:03,000
they were all there.
589
00:31:03,066 --> 00:31:06,400
I could feel their pain
and their presence.
590
00:31:07,567 --> 00:31:10,367
I knew Jessica would
want me to use that.
591
00:31:11,400 --> 00:31:14,066
To speak to any other women
out there.
592
00:31:14,066 --> 00:31:16,767
And so, I put the pictures
that I had taken of her
593
00:31:16,767 --> 00:31:20,500
and posted it on my own
personal Facebook page.
594
00:31:20,567 --> 00:31:25,166
[narrator] The post is read
and shared tens of thousands
of times.
595
00:31:25,166 --> 00:31:29,266
The next day,
the San Francisco police
show up at the hospital.
596
00:31:29,266 --> 00:31:29,280
I said, "Well, so are you
going to do
the investigation?"
597
00:31:29,280 --> 00:31:30,000
I said, "Well, so are you
going to do
the investigation?"
598
00:31:32,467 --> 00:31:36,467
They said, "Well, we weren't
but there were so many calls.
599
00:31:36,467 --> 00:31:40,600
The Captain sent us out
and said they had seen
your Facebook posts."
600
00:31:40,667 --> 00:31:44,266
And they told me
they took it down.
601
00:31:44,266 --> 00:31:48,600
And that I was not allowed
to post anything else
about Jessica.
602
00:31:50,000 --> 00:31:51,567
[narrator] According
to the family,
603
00:31:51,567 --> 00:31:55,266
statements made to police
by Jessica's boyfriend
at the scene
604
00:31:55,266 --> 00:31:59,280
tell a different story
than what the family
is hearing thus far.
605
00:31:59,280 --> 00:31:59,600
tell a different story
than what the family
is hearing thus far.
606
00:31:59,667 --> 00:32:00,000
In this version, her boyfriend
says that Jessica hung herself
607
00:32:03,667 --> 00:32:06,567
in her closet
with a pair of suspenders.
608
00:32:06,567 --> 00:32:08,000
[Cindy] He told
the investigators
609
00:32:08,066 --> 00:32:11,667
that he heard
some kind of noise
in the bedroom,
610
00:32:13,066 --> 00:32:19,100
and that he went in
and found her hanging
in the closet
611
00:32:19,166 --> 00:32:22,400
on her knees with her face
six inches from the floor.
612
00:32:22,467 --> 00:32:26,867
And that he had cut her down.
613
00:32:26,867 --> 00:32:28,767
[narrator] He's not
questioned further
614
00:32:28,767 --> 00:32:29,280
and because he'd given
the police a false name
615
00:32:29,280 --> 00:32:30,000
and because he'd given
the police a false name
616
00:32:31,467 --> 00:32:36,367
he's not taken into custody
even though he's in violation
of his parole conditions.
617
00:32:36,367 --> 00:32:40,100
{\an8}A very customary thing for
the responding officers to do
618
00:32:40,100 --> 00:32:43,767
{\an8}is to gather the names
and, very often,
619
00:32:43,767 --> 00:32:47,000
through the presentation
of identification,
620
00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:51,400
the identities of anybody
who is at the scene.
621
00:32:51,467 --> 00:32:53,567
The officer doesn't know
622
00:32:53,567 --> 00:32:58,600
whether they're
potential witnesses,
they could be suspects.
623
00:32:58,667 --> 00:32:59,280
[April] San Francisco
Police Department
failed Jessica.
624
00:32:59,280 --> 00:33:00,000
[April] San Francisco
Police Department
failed Jessica.
625
00:33:03,066 --> 00:33:05,767
San Francisco
Police Department
failed our community.
626
00:33:05,767 --> 00:33:08,767
How are you going to go
and believe a felon?
627
00:33:08,767 --> 00:33:14,100
This person is on parole
who has a lengthy background
of violence.
628
00:33:14,100 --> 00:33:17,467
You're going to believe him
that she committed suicide?
629
00:33:17,467 --> 00:33:19,967
I knew immediately
when I heard that,
that that was not true.
630
00:33:21,967 --> 00:33:24,166
[narrator] Doctors tell
Jessica's mom, Cindy,
631
00:33:24,166 --> 00:33:26,300
that the damage
to Jessica's brain
632
00:33:26,367 --> 00:33:29,280
and the continued swelling
mean that she will not
regain consciousness.
633
00:33:29,280 --> 00:33:30,000
and the continued swelling
mean that she will not
regain consciousness.
634
00:33:31,166 --> 00:33:34,266
I know she was fighting
for her life, for her kids
635
00:33:34,266 --> 00:33:37,000
and for her
to leave this earth,
636
00:33:38,367 --> 00:33:42,000
it was, yeah,
it was pretty hard to take.
637
00:33:43,066 --> 00:33:45,400
We got Jessica's kids to her
to say goodbye
638
00:33:45,467 --> 00:33:47,867
because those kids
were her world.
639
00:33:47,867 --> 00:33:52,266
And it was devastating,
but after the kids left,
640
00:33:52,266 --> 00:33:56,467
they gave a chance for me
and brother, my sister
and my mom to sit in there.
641
00:33:58,100 --> 00:33:59,280
And we sat in there,
and we held her hand
sang songs to her.
642
00:33:59,280 --> 00:34:00,000
And we sat in there,
and we held her hand
sang songs to her.
643
00:34:04,367 --> 00:34:06,066
Until she was gone.
644
00:34:07,900 --> 00:34:09,467
Jessica's death
645
00:34:14,567 --> 00:34:15,767
was devastating.
646
00:34:15,767 --> 00:34:19,066
It's painful and sad.
647
00:34:20,967 --> 00:34:24,400
And as a mother,
you just keep feeling
your child all the time.
648
00:34:25,567 --> 00:34:28,500
Cindy took upon herself
to do an investigation
649
00:34:28,567 --> 00:34:29,280
because she wanted
justice for Jessica.
650
00:34:29,280 --> 00:34:30,000
because she wanted
justice for Jessica.
651
00:34:30,767 --> 00:34:32,166
She knew her daughter.
652
00:34:32,166 --> 00:34:35,567
She knew that her daughter
did not commit suicide.
653
00:34:35,567 --> 00:34:40,467
I practically happened
to force the investigators
to investigate.
654
00:34:42,400 --> 00:34:47,467
[narrator] Information
from the children themselves
fills out more of the picture.
655
00:34:47,467 --> 00:34:49,967
Jessica's daughter
was in her room,
656
00:34:49,967 --> 00:34:52,367
she says she heard screaming.
657
00:34:52,367 --> 00:34:54,800
She tells her grandma
what happened next.
658
00:34:56,467 --> 00:34:59,066
[Cindy] She said,
"I looked out my door,
659
00:34:59,066 --> 00:34:59,280
and I could see him
pulling her by the hair
in the hallway."
660
00:34:59,280 --> 00:35:00,000
and I could see him
pulling her by the hair
in the hallway."
661
00:35:02,266 --> 00:35:04,867
She said, "And then,
I couldn't go out there
'cause we're not allowed to,
662
00:35:04,867 --> 00:35:07,100
so I had to close the door
and go back in my room."
663
00:35:07,100 --> 00:35:11,467
[narrator] Multiple reports
of suspected and observed
violence were made
664
00:35:11,467 --> 00:35:15,400
including one to police
on April 1st, 2019,
665
00:35:15,467 --> 00:35:18,900
the day before Jessica
ended up in the hospital.
666
00:35:18,967 --> 00:35:22,100
The kids were at the park
with Jessica
and her boyfriend.
667
00:35:22,166 --> 00:35:25,667
There was an ATM
at a store close by.
668
00:35:25,667 --> 00:35:29,280
[Cindy] Clayton was really
angry and telling Jessica
he wanted money,
669
00:35:29,280 --> 00:35:30,000
[Cindy] Clayton was really
angry and telling Jessica
he wanted money,
670
00:35:30,467 --> 00:35:34,100
he needed money,
so he had grabbed her purse,
671
00:35:34,100 --> 00:35:36,266
and then, he took off
over to the machine,
672
00:35:36,266 --> 00:35:38,667
and because there wasn't any,
it wouldn't give him
any money.
673
00:35:38,667 --> 00:35:40,767
So then,
he became very furious,
674
00:35:40,767 --> 00:35:42,900
came back over to her
and the children.
675
00:35:44,266 --> 00:35:48,000
Began hitting her
and yelling at her
and pulled her by the hair
676
00:35:48,066 --> 00:35:51,400
and drug her from there
over to the ATM machine,
677
00:35:52,100 --> 00:35:53,500
and the kids were following,
678
00:35:53,567 --> 00:35:55,000
and then she was
yelling at the kids,
679
00:35:55,000 --> 00:35:56,867
telling them to go back,
to go get help.
680
00:35:56,867 --> 00:35:59,166
And there was
a young couple there,
681
00:35:59,166 --> 00:35:59,280
there was a couple that was
walking in the park,
682
00:35:59,280 --> 00:36:00,000
there was a couple that was
walking in the park,
683
00:36:01,367 --> 00:36:03,867
so they called the police,
the police came
684
00:36:03,867 --> 00:36:05,800
but Clayton
had already ran away.
685
00:36:05,867 --> 00:36:08,967
And so they interviewed
the people
686
00:36:08,967 --> 00:36:15,100
and just did, like,
an incident report on it
and then that was it.
687
00:36:15,166 --> 00:36:17,967
[narrator] The police
don't pursue Clayton.
688
00:36:17,967 --> 00:36:22,166
Jessica and the kids
are left to handle
the aftermath on their own.
689
00:36:25,000 --> 00:36:28,467
According to the Centers
for Disease Control
and Prevention,
690
00:36:28,467 --> 00:36:29,280
the murder rate
for native women
691
00:36:29,280 --> 00:36:30,000
the murder rate
for native women
692
00:36:30,467 --> 00:36:34,667
can be up to ten times higher
than the national average.
693
00:36:34,667 --> 00:36:38,200
And the vast majority
of those murders are unsolved.
694
00:36:41,266 --> 00:36:44,467
As Cindy waits for the report
from the medical examiner
695
00:36:44,467 --> 00:36:47,700
and pushes for the police
to investigate further,
696
00:36:47,767 --> 00:36:49,800
she returns
to Jessica's apartment.
697
00:36:51,667 --> 00:36:54,867
[Cindy] I knew that the truth,
698
00:36:54,867 --> 00:36:59,280
and the evidence to the truth
to what had happened there
was there.
699
00:36:59,280 --> 00:36:59,367
and the evidence to the truth
to what had happened there
was there.
700
00:36:59,367 --> 00:37:00,000
And I just couldn't
have any peace,
701
00:37:01,266 --> 00:37:04,467
it was like she was
not at peace.
702
00:37:04,467 --> 00:37:07,900
She was there waiting for me
to find what was there.
703
00:37:07,967 --> 00:37:12,266
[narrator] Cindy follows up
with everyone she can think of
to press for action.
704
00:37:12,266 --> 00:37:17,467
At night, she sleeps
on a blow-up mattress
in her daughter's apartment.
705
00:37:17,467 --> 00:37:20,767
[Cindy] I measured,
all of the measurements
of the closet.
706
00:37:20,767 --> 00:37:23,000
From the rod to the floor,
707
00:37:23,066 --> 00:37:24,867
from the top shelf
to the floor.
708
00:37:24,867 --> 00:37:28,367
And then I went by
what the details
of what he said happened.
709
00:37:28,367 --> 00:37:29,280
From the floor to the rod
is five feet high.
710
00:37:29,280 --> 00:37:30,000
From the floor to the rod
is five feet high.
711
00:37:32,066 --> 00:37:35,166
Jessica was 5'.3", 5'.4".
712
00:37:35,166 --> 00:37:39,266
There's not enough
leeway to hang yourself there.
713
00:37:40,867 --> 00:37:43,166
[Sarah] Because my mom
would never give up,
714
00:37:43,166 --> 00:37:45,667
and she kept
haunting the police,
715
00:37:45,667 --> 00:37:49,100
they finally went over
the body cams, then came back,
716
00:37:49,100 --> 00:37:50,667
because they were
looking for something
717
00:37:50,667 --> 00:37:52,700
they had discovered
in Jessica's room.
718
00:37:56,300 --> 00:37:59,266
[Cindy] It was a month later.
719
00:37:59,266 --> 00:38:04,900
{\an8}Investigator, Sergeant
from the Special Victims Unit
called me
720
00:38:04,967 --> 00:38:08,900
and asked if I could still
access the apartment.
721
00:38:08,967 --> 00:38:10,400
I said,
"Yes, I'm staying here."
722
00:38:11,000 --> 00:38:12,266
I let them in.
723
00:38:12,266 --> 00:38:14,600
And then, right away,
could tell that
724
00:38:14,667 --> 00:38:17,567
they were searching
for something specific.
725
00:38:17,567 --> 00:38:23,200
And they said that
they had seen
the videos of the bodycams
726
00:38:23,266 --> 00:38:24,572
that the police officers
who were initially
on the scene.
727
00:38:24,572 --> 00:38:25,000
that the police officers
who were initially
on the scene.
728
00:38:26,867 --> 00:38:31,667
And in those videos,
the officers walk
into the bedroom,
729
00:38:32,767 --> 00:38:35,667
and it shows on the video,
730
00:38:35,667 --> 00:38:41,867
this very long strip
of reddish brown rough leather
lying on the floor.
731
00:38:41,867 --> 00:38:44,700
[narrator] It wasn't recovered
from the initial crime scene.
732
00:38:44,767 --> 00:38:46,667
And despite
looking everywhere,
733
00:38:46,667 --> 00:38:50,266
the police and Cindy
still can't find it.
734
00:38:50,266 --> 00:38:54,367
When Cindy finally gets
the medical examiner's report
a month later,
735
00:38:54,367 --> 00:38:54,572
she understands why they were
looking so hard for it.
736
00:38:54,572 --> 00:38:55,000
she understands why they were
looking so hard for it.
737
00:38:58,367 --> 00:38:59,667
[Cindy] In the autopsy report,
738
00:38:59,667 --> 00:39:04,200
it says that on her neck
there is fibers
739
00:39:04,266 --> 00:39:09,166
from a reddish brown
rough leather
that's embedded in her skin.
740
00:39:09,166 --> 00:39:11,000
[narrator]
The medical examiner's report
741
00:39:11,000 --> 00:39:15,600
also notes
the numerous bruises
all over Jessica's body.
742
00:39:15,667 --> 00:39:18,500
Before Cindy even has time
to finish reading it,
743
00:39:18,567 --> 00:39:22,166
she receives a call from
one of the police officers
on the case.
744
00:39:22,166 --> 00:39:24,572
[Cindy] He goes, "Well, I just
wanted to let you know
that since the autopsy,
745
00:39:24,572 --> 00:39:25,000
[Cindy] He goes, "Well, I just
wanted to let you know
that since the autopsy,
746
00:39:25,266 --> 00:39:28,967
it says on there
that the cause of death
is hanging,
747
00:39:28,967 --> 00:39:31,300
then the case is closed,
748
00:39:31,367 --> 00:39:33,500
and there's
no further investigation."
749
00:39:33,900 --> 00:39:35,166
And I said,
750
00:39:35,166 --> 00:39:38,166
"It's closed for you
but it's not closed for me.
751
00:39:38,166 --> 00:39:42,367
I'll continue on
until we have the truth."
752
00:39:42,367 --> 00:39:45,967
[narrator] With the police
declaring Jessica's
case closed,
753
00:39:45,967 --> 00:39:48,667
Cindy continues
searching for answers.
754
00:39:48,667 --> 00:39:51,867
[Cindy] Since I believe
what happened to her
happened in the bathroom,
755
00:39:51,867 --> 00:39:53,567
the towel racks
were broken off,
756
00:39:53,567 --> 00:39:54,572
the shower doors, the runners,
they were broken there.
757
00:39:54,572 --> 00:39:55,000
the shower doors, the runners,
they were broken there.
758
00:39:56,667 --> 00:40:00,000
There was damage like that
all over it.
759
00:40:00,066 --> 00:40:04,100
[narrator] The San Francisco
Police Department declined
to comment for this story
760
00:40:04,166 --> 00:40:07,100
saying that the case
is open but inactive.
761
00:40:09,000 --> 00:40:14,667
Clayton Rhoades was arrested
for parole violations
on April 7th, 2019.
762
00:40:14,667 --> 00:40:18,367
He has not faced any charges
in connection
with Jessica's death.
763
00:40:19,567 --> 00:40:22,000
[Sarah] It's hard
trying to move on
764
00:40:22,000 --> 00:40:24,266
{\an8}when we don't know
what happened to Jessica.
765
00:40:24,266 --> 00:40:24,572
{\an8}We just, kind of,
move forward,
766
00:40:24,572 --> 00:40:25,000
{\an8}We just, kind of,
move forward,
767
00:40:26,266 --> 00:40:28,200
we can't move on.
768
00:40:31,000 --> 00:40:33,166
[singing native American song]
769
00:40:36,567 --> 00:40:40,900
What our family wants
is justice for Jessica,
770
00:40:40,967 --> 00:40:42,900
and, especially,
for her children.
771
00:40:42,967 --> 00:40:46,367
And one day they're
going to look at her
death certificate
772
00:40:46,367 --> 00:40:48,166
that says,
"Hanged herself," on it.
773
00:40:49,667 --> 00:40:51,233
And they shouldn't
have to live with that,
774
00:40:51,233 --> 00:40:54,572
because they lived
with the violence
and they know what happened.
775
00:40:54,572 --> 00:40:55,000
because they lived
with the violence
and they know what happened.
776
00:40:57,100 --> 00:41:01,600
[Sarah] I have taken in
Jessica's children,
the two youngest ones.
777
00:41:01,667 --> 00:41:03,867
I just want
to try to start over
778
00:41:03,867 --> 00:41:07,100
and make sure that these kids
have a better life.
779
00:41:08,900 --> 00:41:13,100
[narrator] Native American
communities have been
calling for action for years
780
00:41:13,166 --> 00:41:17,467
to address the crisis
of missing and murdered
indigenous women.
781
00:41:17,467 --> 00:41:21,767
Report after report
document the failure
of law enforcement,
782
00:41:21,767 --> 00:41:24,572
the justice system
and society, at large,
to prevent this tragic loss.
783
00:41:24,572 --> 00:41:25,000
the justice system
and society, at large,
to prevent this tragic loss.
784
00:41:28,200 --> 00:41:32,200
Jessica's family continues
to fight for justice
785
00:41:32,266 --> 00:41:36,667
remembering every day
what they've lost.
786
00:41:36,667 --> 00:41:39,900
{\an8}[Cindy] She'd be away,
soon as she'd come
through the door,
787
00:41:39,967 --> 00:41:42,667
{\an8}she'd come running
through the door, and say,
"I'm here, Mommy, I'm here,"
788
00:41:42,667 --> 00:41:45,000
{\an8}and run and grab me
and hug me.
789
00:41:45,667 --> 00:41:46,767
{\an8}Say, "I love you."
790
00:41:46,767 --> 00:41:49,367
{\an8}And no matter what was
going on that day,
791
00:41:49,367 --> 00:41:54,567
{\an8}no matter what troubles
or problems or anything
I was having,
792
00:41:54,567 --> 00:41:54,572
{\an8}it just lit up my whole life,
793
00:41:54,572 --> 00:41:55,000
{\an8}it just lit up my whole life,
794
00:41:56,367 --> 00:42:00,367
{\an8}just to see that
smile on her face,
and that light in her eyes.
795
00:42:00,967 --> 00:42:02,800
{\an8}And it was needed.
796
00:42:02,867 --> 00:42:05,567
{\an8}It was needed by not just me
and our family members,
797
00:42:05,567 --> 00:42:06,900
{\an8}but for all
the other people that...
798
00:42:06,967 --> 00:42:08,800
{\an8}She was touching their lives,
all over.