1 00:00:01,752 --> 00:00:02,753 I'm having the hardest time trying to find that moment. 2 00:00:03,754 --> 00:00:05,255 I'm gonna go to a party tomorrow. 3 00:00:05,339 --> 00:00:06,632 I was thinking... 4 00:00:06,715 --> 00:00:08,926 I was gonna go with you to that party. 5 00:00:10,052 --> 00:00:11,803 We are in such a dry period. 6 00:00:11,887 --> 00:00:14,181 I don't want to say my number. Say yours first. 7 00:00:14,806 --> 00:00:16,225 - Three. - Years? 8 00:00:16,808 --> 00:00:19,603 I'm really bad at starting conversation. 9 00:00:19,686 --> 00:00:22,231 I think you are so much better than you think. 10 00:00:34,576 --> 00:00:37,120 I... I sorta met this girl. 11 00:00:37,204 --> 00:00:39,831 - Her name's Chloe. - Oh, I hope I get to... 12 00:00:39,915 --> 00:00:43,335 meet her someday. Are you guys... like, dating? 13 00:00:43,418 --> 00:00:45,295 Nah, just like hanging out. 14 00:00:45,379 --> 00:00:50,217 She has an autistic brother, so she runs a support group. 15 00:00:50,300 --> 00:00:51,635 - Really? - Mm-hm. 16 00:00:51,718 --> 00:00:53,971 Wait, I'm sorry. Could you say that again? I'm so sorry. 17 00:00:54,054 --> 00:00:58,558 I said she has a support group for kids with siblings 18 00:00:58,642 --> 00:01:00,602 like, um, Jonathan. So... 19 00:01:00,686 --> 00:01:02,062 Have you been... Have you been to this group? 20 00:01:02,145 --> 00:01:05,065 Yeah, like, sometimes. People are pretty nice, so... 21 00:01:05,148 --> 00:01:06,858 Brendan. Wow. 22 00:01:06,942 --> 00:01:08,735 Yeah. 23 00:01:08,819 --> 00:01:10,404 I should probably go. 24 00:01:13,282 --> 00:01:15,534 - Well, I love you. - Ah. 25 00:01:15,617 --> 00:01:18,370 I'd say clean up your room, but it's yours, so... 26 00:01:18,453 --> 00:01:20,998 It just builds up. It's like when you're... 27 00:01:21,081 --> 00:01:23,667 when you're... you know, reading and studying 28 00:01:23,750 --> 00:01:26,128 and... and all that stuff. It's like... 29 00:01:27,087 --> 00:01:28,755 Who has time to fold 30 00:01:28,839 --> 00:01:30,382 - and wipe? - Okay. Any... 31 00:01:30,465 --> 00:01:31,883 I love you so much. 32 00:01:31,967 --> 00:01:33,302 I love you, too. 33 00:01:33,385 --> 00:01:36,096 - Okay. Bye. - All right. Talk to you soon. 34 00:01:36,179 --> 00:01:37,306 Bye. 35 00:02:48,794 --> 00:02:49,961 Jane. 36 00:02:50,045 --> 00:02:51,838 - It's over. - What? 37 00:02:51,922 --> 00:02:54,216 The trip, my marriage. Everything. 38 00:02:54,299 --> 00:02:56,134 Everything. 39 00:02:57,761 --> 00:02:58,929 So, you remember last year, 40 00:02:59,012 --> 00:03:00,722 he had that pinched nerve in his neck. 41 00:03:00,806 --> 00:03:02,516 - Yeah. - And... 42 00:03:03,767 --> 00:03:07,145 he goes to that tacky massage place, Solar Glow. 43 00:03:07,229 --> 00:03:08,397 Right. 44 00:03:08,480 --> 00:03:11,691 But then, his neck got better and he kept going. And... 45 00:03:11,775 --> 00:03:13,610 And so, I just asked him about it. 46 00:03:15,112 --> 00:03:17,197 Oh, no. Okay. 47 00:03:17,280 --> 00:03:19,241 And I really didn't want to. 48 00:03:19,741 --> 00:03:20,909 But I did. 49 00:03:22,244 --> 00:03:23,787 - Okay. - And he just told me. 50 00:03:25,414 --> 00:03:27,124 He told me everything. 51 00:03:27,207 --> 00:03:29,376 W... What... What did he tell you? 52 00:03:29,459 --> 00:03:31,628 He told me... I mean... 53 00:03:32,838 --> 00:03:35,715 what was going on over there. I mean... 54 00:03:36,258 --> 00:03:37,759 Do I need to... 55 00:03:37,843 --> 00:03:39,928 - Oh, God. Really? - Yeah. 56 00:03:40,595 --> 00:03:42,264 And it wasn't just once. 57 00:03:42,931 --> 00:03:44,307 It was a lot. 58 00:03:45,142 --> 00:03:46,143 Dave... 59 00:03:47,269 --> 00:03:48,937 Can I stay here tonight? I'm... 60 00:03:51,106 --> 00:03:53,525 - I just, like, need to think. - Yeah. Of course, you can. 61 00:03:53,608 --> 00:03:55,068 You don't even have to ask me that. 62 00:03:55,152 --> 00:03:57,154 - Of course, you can. - Mm. 63 00:03:57,946 --> 00:03:59,197 I don't know. 64 00:03:59,281 --> 00:04:02,117 - Oh, come here. - I had a life and everything. 65 00:04:02,200 --> 00:04:03,285 Oh, hush. 66 00:04:07,080 --> 00:04:08,540 Should we do something tonight? 67 00:04:08,623 --> 00:04:10,459 I can't tonight. I have a meeting. 68 00:04:11,126 --> 00:04:12,461 Oh. Which group? 69 00:04:13,044 --> 00:04:14,629 Queer Allies. 70 00:04:14,713 --> 00:04:17,215 You can come. Everyone's welcome. 71 00:04:17,299 --> 00:04:20,135 Nah. I gotta write that essay. 72 00:04:20,635 --> 00:04:21,762 Tomorrow? 73 00:04:21,845 --> 00:04:25,974 Tomorrow's insane. I have to cram for two giant tests, 74 00:04:26,057 --> 00:04:28,518 but you can join me if you like. 75 00:04:29,644 --> 00:04:30,729 What do you mean? 76 00:04:30,812 --> 00:04:33,148 I mean, like, you can come study with me. 77 00:04:34,274 --> 00:04:36,526 I have a microwave, so you won't go hungry. 78 00:04:36,610 --> 00:04:39,154 Oh, so this would be in your room? 79 00:04:40,238 --> 00:04:43,366 Yeah. I get too distracted in libraries. 80 00:04:45,660 --> 00:04:46,787 I'll think about it. 81 00:04:47,788 --> 00:04:51,208 The suspense is killing me. 82 00:05:06,306 --> 00:05:07,682 - Hey. - Hey. 83 00:05:09,893 --> 00:05:11,603 I guess she told you. 84 00:05:11,686 --> 00:05:14,731 Yeah. I'm just here to grab a few of her things. 85 00:05:16,441 --> 00:05:17,526 Okay. 86 00:05:33,375 --> 00:05:34,334 Did she also tell you 87 00:05:34,417 --> 00:05:36,378 we haven't had sex in over a year? 88 00:05:38,505 --> 00:05:40,131 Um... 89 00:05:42,217 --> 00:05:44,719 We didn't get into the, uh... 90 00:05:45,262 --> 00:05:46,555 the details. 91 00:05:46,638 --> 00:05:48,348 A year's a long time, you know. 92 00:05:49,516 --> 00:05:50,559 Mm. 93 00:05:54,187 --> 00:05:55,730 A person needs to be touched. 94 00:05:58,233 --> 00:05:59,734 I need to be touched. 95 00:06:01,778 --> 00:06:03,071 Is that so wrong? 96 00:06:06,575 --> 00:06:08,285 It doesn't matter what I think. 97 00:06:08,368 --> 00:06:11,830 This is... This is between you and your wife. 98 00:06:11,913 --> 00:06:13,957 It's just that I was kind of going out of my mind, 99 00:06:14,040 --> 00:06:16,042 and it felt better to... 100 00:06:17,294 --> 00:06:19,921 pay for it than to actually cheat. 101 00:06:20,005 --> 00:06:22,382 You... You don't think that you were cheating? 102 00:06:23,258 --> 00:06:24,801 No. 103 00:06:24,884 --> 00:06:28,763 No. It was... so mechanical. 104 00:06:30,056 --> 00:06:33,560 I didn't... talk to the person. 105 00:06:33,643 --> 00:06:35,228 I didn't even look at her. 106 00:06:35,937 --> 00:06:37,272 It was nothing. 107 00:06:39,899 --> 00:06:41,985 Why did you keep going back? 108 00:06:44,654 --> 00:06:45,739 It felt good. 109 00:06:50,952 --> 00:06:51,995 Hey, Dave. 110 00:06:54,456 --> 00:06:55,498 How does it work? 111 00:06:56,916 --> 00:06:58,084 What? 112 00:06:58,168 --> 00:07:01,212 The massage parlor thing. 113 00:07:01,296 --> 00:07:03,548 I mean, do you just walk in there or do you... 114 00:07:03,632 --> 00:07:08,136 - and just ask for it, or... - Uh... the guy I work with... 115 00:07:09,262 --> 00:07:10,388 he told me about it. 116 00:07:10,472 --> 00:07:14,309 Guy, Rick, he just said you go in, you ask for Jenny 117 00:07:14,392 --> 00:07:16,603 and you tell her that you want what Rick gets. 118 00:07:17,312 --> 00:07:18,688 It's that easy, huh? 119 00:07:18,772 --> 00:07:20,482 Mm-hm. It's that easy. 120 00:07:23,526 --> 00:07:27,781 "The electoral college... 121 00:07:29,115 --> 00:07:31,993 is not actually... 122 00:07:33,161 --> 00:07:34,204 a college." 123 00:07:42,295 --> 00:07:44,339 Fuck. 124 00:07:45,131 --> 00:07:46,174 It's just... 125 00:07:49,260 --> 00:07:52,138 I can't... 126 00:09:44,793 --> 00:09:47,128 "It's not..." 127 00:09:53,468 --> 00:09:54,969 Fuck you! 128 00:10:07,398 --> 00:10:08,441 Fuck. 129 00:10:42,851 --> 00:10:45,228 - Hey, how'd you sleep? - I did not. 130 00:10:45,311 --> 00:10:46,855 - Aw. - Dave called. 131 00:10:49,440 --> 00:10:50,525 You look nice. 132 00:10:51,359 --> 00:10:53,319 Oh, it's just a... you know. 133 00:10:53,403 --> 00:10:54,654 Made you coffee. 134 00:10:55,363 --> 00:10:56,823 Jane, thank you. 135 00:10:56,906 --> 00:10:57,866 Oh, my God. 136 00:10:57,949 --> 00:11:00,243 He asked if I wanted to go to dinner tonight. 137 00:11:02,036 --> 00:11:03,163 Like a... Like a date? 138 00:11:03,246 --> 00:11:05,540 - Yeah, 'cause he's so romantic. - Ugh. 139 00:11:05,623 --> 00:11:06,791 What did you say? 140 00:11:06,875 --> 00:11:09,127 I mean, I said I gotta think about it. 141 00:11:09,210 --> 00:11:12,088 I don't know. I mean, what should I do? 142 00:11:12,172 --> 00:11:15,508 I mean, that's up to you. What are you... What are you... 143 00:11:15,592 --> 00:11:16,968 What are you thinking? 144 00:11:17,051 --> 00:11:19,637 Well I mean, it's like I can't go back there and just pretend. 145 00:11:19,721 --> 00:11:22,098 No, you don't have to pretend anything. 146 00:11:23,850 --> 00:11:26,311 I mean, this just happened, Jane. 147 00:11:26,394 --> 00:11:27,520 No, maybe... 148 00:11:30,815 --> 00:11:32,525 Maybe it'd feel good just to... 149 00:11:34,736 --> 00:11:36,696 hear what he has to say? 150 00:11:36,779 --> 00:11:40,366 I mean, I don't know. I don't... I don't... 151 00:11:40,450 --> 00:11:42,035 I don't know if I can forgive him. 152 00:11:42,702 --> 00:11:44,329 That's the hard part. 153 00:11:44,412 --> 00:11:45,872 You never forgave Ted. 154 00:11:47,790 --> 00:11:49,125 Well, that was different. 155 00:11:50,501 --> 00:11:52,712 Ted didn't give a shit if I forgave him. 156 00:11:56,799 --> 00:11:58,593 You actually have a choice. 157 00:12:02,805 --> 00:12:04,515 It's important that we discuss 158 00:12:04,599 --> 00:12:07,518 both trade and the deficits between our two countries. 159 00:12:07,602 --> 00:12:11,147 Yes, well, that leads me to my next question. 160 00:12:11,231 --> 00:12:12,315 Um, I'm wondering, 161 00:12:12,398 --> 00:12:14,234 are you seeing goodwill from the opposing... 162 00:12:58,778 --> 00:13:00,738 Oh, shit. 163 00:13:00,822 --> 00:13:03,074 Senior administration officials 164 00:13:03,157 --> 00:13:04,325 have been in communication 165 00:13:04,409 --> 00:13:06,577 and there is reason to be hopeful that some movement 166 00:13:06,661 --> 00:13:08,454 towards an agreement is likely, in, you know... 167 00:13:08,538 --> 00:13:10,164 in the next, uh, few weeks. 168 00:13:10,248 --> 00:13:12,417 Well, I'd be happy to have you back on my show 169 00:13:12,500 --> 00:13:13,751 so we can continue this discussion. 170 00:13:13,835 --> 00:13:15,294 I know we have a lot of... 171 00:13:31,394 --> 00:13:32,353 Are you new? 172 00:13:32,437 --> 00:13:35,398 Uh, no, I'm... I'm... work weekends usually. 173 00:13:36,315 --> 00:13:37,525 I'm filling in for Mark. 174 00:13:38,192 --> 00:13:39,444 You know Mark? 175 00:13:39,527 --> 00:13:41,988 Yeah, knew Mark before he went bald. 176 00:13:42,071 --> 00:13:45,616 Mark's not bald. He's just receding a little bit. 177 00:13:45,700 --> 00:13:49,412 When I first started, he had this beautiful head of hair. 178 00:13:49,495 --> 00:13:51,706 Now, he just looks like my uncle. 179 00:13:51,789 --> 00:13:52,874 It's fucking tragic. 180 00:13:53,875 --> 00:13:55,918 - Hey, good morning. - Mm-hm. 181 00:14:00,131 --> 00:14:01,299 Hey, 182 00:14:01,382 --> 00:14:04,052 can you not tell Mark that I was making fun of his hair? 183 00:14:04,135 --> 00:14:06,179 I just really hate it when I'm mean like that. 184 00:14:07,513 --> 00:14:08,556 Yeah. 185 00:14:09,265 --> 00:14:10,266 Bye. 186 00:14:55,353 --> 00:14:56,521 You in college? 187 00:14:56,604 --> 00:14:58,981 - Yeah, Eastern Community. - Hm. 188 00:14:59,065 --> 00:15:01,109 I'm gonna transfer next year. 189 00:15:01,192 --> 00:15:02,610 I'm on leave from Cornell. 190 00:15:03,820 --> 00:15:05,154 It was a lot of pressure. 191 00:15:06,239 --> 00:15:07,865 So now I'm working here, which is weirdly 192 00:15:07,949 --> 00:15:09,992 also a lot of pressure. 193 00:15:10,076 --> 00:15:11,035 It's harder than I thought, 194 00:15:11,119 --> 00:15:12,495 having to be nice to people all day. 195 00:15:12,578 --> 00:15:14,956 Yeah, I know. 196 00:15:16,791 --> 00:15:18,709 Hey, at least we get paid, right? 197 00:15:18,793 --> 00:15:20,878 Yes, it was an excellent life decision. 198 00:15:20,962 --> 00:15:23,131 Everyone's really impressed. 199 00:15:25,424 --> 00:15:26,884 Hey, um... 200 00:15:26,968 --> 00:15:29,637 if you ever wanted to hang out sometime. 201 00:15:31,389 --> 00:15:32,431 Just... 202 00:15:38,896 --> 00:15:41,816 Uh... sorry. What? 203 00:15:42,483 --> 00:15:44,735 Hm? Oh, nothing. 204 00:15:44,819 --> 00:15:47,780 Um... it's cool. 205 00:16:03,462 --> 00:16:04,505 Oh, you look great. 206 00:16:05,673 --> 00:16:07,258 Oh... thank you. 207 00:16:07,341 --> 00:16:08,676 Are you going on a date? 208 00:16:09,719 --> 00:16:12,263 Oh. No, just a... going to class. 209 00:16:12,346 --> 00:16:14,724 Well, it must be a pretty fun class. 210 00:17:01,270 --> 00:17:02,647 Excuse me, Eve? 211 00:17:02,730 --> 00:17:04,398 - Oh. N... - I'm just... 212 00:17:04,482 --> 00:17:07,151 I... I... I just need to apologize for the way I behaved 213 00:17:07,235 --> 00:17:09,153 at my father's wake. 214 00:17:09,237 --> 00:17:11,447 I mean, you were only ever good to my dad. 215 00:17:12,865 --> 00:17:13,908 I'm sorry. 216 00:17:17,620 --> 00:17:21,624 Oh, it's okay, George. It was a really hard day for everybody. 217 00:17:21,707 --> 00:17:23,543 - I appreciate... - I was a mess. 218 00:17:26,921 --> 00:17:27,922 I still am. 219 00:17:29,298 --> 00:17:31,133 And you were a good friend to him. 220 00:17:35,304 --> 00:17:36,556 Can I make it up to you? 221 00:17:36,639 --> 00:17:38,307 - I... - Let me buy you a drink, huh? 222 00:17:38,391 --> 00:17:40,935 I have to, uh... 223 00:17:41,018 --> 00:17:43,938 I can't tonight, but thank you so much for... 224 00:17:45,106 --> 00:17:46,816 - Okay. - I... 225 00:17:46,899 --> 00:17:48,818 Okay, well, it was good to see you. 226 00:17:48,901 --> 00:17:50,945 Yeah, it was... Thanks, George. 227 00:17:52,446 --> 00:17:53,447 You look nice. 228 00:17:55,866 --> 00:17:56,909 So do you. 229 00:17:57,994 --> 00:17:59,078 Thanks. 230 00:18:03,124 --> 00:18:04,125 Thank you. 231 00:18:12,883 --> 00:18:13,968 Come in. 232 00:18:16,971 --> 00:18:18,014 Hey. 233 00:18:18,097 --> 00:18:20,933 Well, well, well. Look who it is. 234 00:18:21,017 --> 00:18:23,561 I thought you could use some company 235 00:18:23,644 --> 00:18:25,855 and a little caffeine. 236 00:18:25,938 --> 00:18:28,149 Someone's looking very preppy tonight. 237 00:18:28,232 --> 00:18:29,817 I thought I'd mix it up a little bit. 238 00:18:30,818 --> 00:18:31,986 You look good. 239 00:18:33,738 --> 00:18:35,573 So do you. 240 00:18:35,656 --> 00:18:40,036 "You could even say that Linda's beautiful body saved my life, 241 00:18:40,119 --> 00:18:43,581 because if I hadn't stayed at the party 242 00:18:43,664 --> 00:18:46,208 to see if I could get into her pants, 243 00:18:46,292 --> 00:18:50,129 I would have definitely gotten into that car with Donny, 244 00:18:50,212 --> 00:18:54,467 and I would probably be dead today, just like him and Frank. 245 00:18:54,550 --> 00:19:01,182 I did not get lucky with Linda, but I am lucky to be alive." 246 00:19:02,350 --> 00:19:07,146 Hm. Yeah, um... that's very sad, Barry. 247 00:19:07,229 --> 00:19:11,692 Uh, and you're right, we're... all very lucky to be alive. 248 00:19:14,153 --> 00:19:15,863 But in these turning point essays, 249 00:19:15,946 --> 00:19:18,449 what I'd really like you all to focus on 250 00:19:18,532 --> 00:19:23,621 are moments in your life when you made a conscious choice, 251 00:19:23,704 --> 00:19:26,832 knowing that that decision would permanently change 252 00:19:26,916 --> 00:19:28,084 the shape of your life. 253 00:19:28,167 --> 00:19:32,046 Only then are you truly the author of your own story. 254 00:19:32,129 --> 00:19:33,506 This is my story. 255 00:19:34,799 --> 00:19:37,885 This is my... This is my story that I authored. 256 00:19:42,848 --> 00:19:44,600 - No, I was t... Uh, no. - Seriously. 257 00:19:44,684 --> 00:19:45,726 What? 258 00:19:47,269 --> 00:19:48,396 Study. 259 00:19:56,237 --> 00:19:57,154 Study. 260 00:19:57,238 --> 00:19:58,322 - I am. - No you're not. 261 00:19:58,406 --> 00:19:59,824 I am, though. 262 00:19:59,907 --> 00:20:02,535 It's... You study. 263 00:20:43,576 --> 00:20:44,618 Fuck. 264 00:20:46,829 --> 00:20:47,913 Doesn't usually... 265 00:20:49,081 --> 00:20:50,124 It's okay. 266 00:20:52,126 --> 00:20:53,169 I can help. 267 00:20:59,383 --> 00:21:00,843 You wanted... to talk? 268 00:21:05,639 --> 00:21:07,808 I... really like you. 269 00:21:13,898 --> 00:21:14,982 I like you, too. 270 00:21:22,364 --> 00:21:24,492 I've never felt like this before. 271 00:21:28,287 --> 00:21:29,622 What are we doing? 272 00:21:30,414 --> 00:21:31,624 I don't know. 273 00:21:46,680 --> 00:21:48,349 You are so beautiful. 274 00:21:58,108 --> 00:22:00,402 I can't... I can't... We can't... 275 00:22:12,331 --> 00:22:14,041 I'm sorry. I'm an asshole. 276 00:22:14,124 --> 00:22:16,335 - I'm... - No, no, no, no, you're not. 277 00:22:56,584 --> 00:22:58,586 Yeah, you like that shit, don't you? 278 00:23:00,462 --> 00:23:02,715 Wait, don't stop, don't stop. Keep going. Keep going. 279 00:23:03,257 --> 00:23:04,550 Don't stop. 280 00:23:14,101 --> 00:23:16,687 Fuck yeah. 281 00:23:18,856 --> 00:23:20,691 Fucking dirty little slut. 282 00:23:24,320 --> 00:23:25,404 Fuck. 283 00:23:27,364 --> 00:23:28,782 Fu... 284 00:23:28,866 --> 00:23:30,492 Ah, what the fuck? 285 00:23:30,576 --> 00:23:32,286 You asshole! You were choking me! 286 00:23:32,369 --> 00:23:33,996 - You asshole! - What the fuck? 287 00:23:34,079 --> 00:23:35,831 - No, I wasn't. - Yes, you were. 288 00:23:35,915 --> 00:23:38,208 - No, I wasn't. - I couldn't breathe, Brendan. What the fuck is wrong with you? 289 00:23:38,292 --> 00:23:39,585 You're fuck... You were fucking into it. 290 00:23:39,668 --> 00:23:42,588 I wasn't! You didn't even know I was there! 291 00:23:44,048 --> 00:23:45,758 Get the fuck out of my room! 292 00:23:45,841 --> 00:23:48,093 Chloe, I... I didn't know that. I'm so sorry. 293 00:23:48,177 --> 00:23:50,971 - No, take your shit and go. Get out. - Please. Chloe. Chloe. 294 00:23:53,349 --> 00:23:54,767 Get the fuck out! 295 00:27:24,226 --> 00:27:25,269 Hello? 296 00:27:25,352 --> 00:27:27,646 Hi. Are you busy tonight? I'm having a party. 297 00:27:27,729 --> 00:27:28,730 Sounds like fun. 298 00:27:30,023 --> 00:27:32,150 College is a big leap and not everyone's ready. 299 00:27:33,861 --> 00:27:35,028 What was I thinking? 300 00:27:35,112 --> 00:27:37,531 Chloe, I am right outside. Please talk to me. Just... 301 00:27:37,614 --> 00:27:39,575 Brendan, Chloe wants you to leave. 302 00:27:39,867 --> 00:27:41,785 This looks so great! 303 00:27:41,869 --> 00:27:42,828 I'm really glad you came. 304 00:27:43,036 --> 00:27:44,621 And don't worry; I'm not gonna kiss you again. 305 00:27:44,705 --> 00:27:46,790 It's your party so I think you can kiss whoever you want. 306 00:27:47,082 --> 00:27:48,458 - All right! - Okay! 307 00:27:48,542 --> 00:27:49,668 Yeah! 308 00:27:49,918 --> 00:27:50,794 Whoo! 309 00:27:50,878 --> 00:27:52,754 You have a crush on Eve, don't you? 310 00:27:53,672 --> 00:27:55,716 Let me get some more wine.