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<i>Fuck.</i>

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<i>What is an adult?</i>

3
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<i>Becomin' one
didn't suddenly transform me</i>

4
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<i>into anything outstanding
or significant.</i>

5
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<i>I am 18 and
entirely unremarkable.</i>

6
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<i>Languishing in the wilds</i>

7
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<i>of nowhere, Tennessee.</i>

8
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<i>In this tomb of a house
left to me</i>

9
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<i>by my brilliant
and selfish parents.</i>

10
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<i>They're not dead...</i>

11
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<i>though they pretend I am.</i>

12
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<i>They're permanently abroad.</i>

13
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<i>Literature is my solace
in the solitude.</i>

14
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<i>And writing is my only means
of escape.</i>

15
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<i>Because, you see...</i>

16
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<i>I've never left the edges
of this town.</i>

17
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<i>It's positively gothic,
really.</i>

18
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<i>Lonely girl longs to escape</i>

19
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<i>the interminable boredom
of her small village.</i>

20
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<i>Lonely girl longs
to be meaningful.</i>

21
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<i>Lonely girl longs to be loved.</i>

22
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<i>Books make longing
seem romantic, but it's awful.</i>

23
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<i>It's greedy.</i>

24
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<i>And I wear longing
like a fucking veil.</i>

25
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<i>But today?</i>

26
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<i>Today comes with
something new.</i>

27
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<i>Something surprising.</i>

28
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<i>Today I meet a writer,
like me.</i>

29
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<i>A teacher.</i>

30
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<i>One who somehow
found inspiration</i>

31
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<i>in a place like this.</i>

32
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<i>If you can believe it.</i>

33
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<i>Well...</i>

34
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<i>I suppose even graveyards
grow flowers.</i>

35
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Good morning.

36
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Morning.

37
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You know, class doesn't start
for another hour.

38
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I know. I don't like crowds.

39
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Uh-uh...

40
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- Do you live far?
- Close enough to walk.

41
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- Oh, where's that?
- Lovell Hill?

42
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You live in Lovell Hill?

43
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- You know it?
- I just didn't think it was

44
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occupied by anything
except ghosts.

45
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Who says it is?

46
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You, you
really live in Lovell Hill?

47
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Wow.

48
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It's enormous.

49
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My parents are lawyers.

50
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- Hmm, what kind?
- The expensive kind.

51
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And you wanna be a lawyer?

52
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About as much as I wanna be
a high school student.

53
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What's your name?

54
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Cairo Sweet.

55
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- I'm Mr. Miller.
- I know.

56
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My friend Winnie
recommended your class.

57
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Uh-huh.

58
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Uh...

59
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Now I'm assuming that you got
one of these before...

60
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the holidays.

61
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Got a chance to look it over?

62
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I read it.

63
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I, I,
I know it looks like a lot,

64
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but I promise you
we'll get through it

65
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as quickly as we can.

66
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I read the whole list.

67
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Wait, you read these?

68
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Well, like,
there's 12 books on that list.

69
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I party hard.

70
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Winnie.
Mm. Hmm, hmm.

71
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One semester
wasn't enough for you?

72
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Did you miss me?

73
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I did not.

74
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Well, that's too bad.

75
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You're overdressed as usual,
I see.

76
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Your underwear,
as usual, I see.

77
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How boring.

78
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Censorship is dead.

79
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It can't exist
with the Internet.

80
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And yet it does.

81
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Do you know why?

82
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Yeah.

83
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Do you?

84
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Ignorance is a product
of laziness.

85
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Not limitation.

86
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Oh.
Excuse me,

87
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but what's that you say?

88
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You want
a chicken biscuit

89
00:06:01,681 --> 00:06:03,517
and a Coke?

90
00:06:03,517 --> 00:06:06,269
Mm. Well, you heard the boss.

91
00:06:06,269 --> 00:06:09,523
It's chickybikky Coke-y time,
let's go.

92
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You want anything, Mr. Miller?

93
00:06:12,109 --> 00:06:13,693
No, thank you, Cairo.

94
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Sweet of you to ask.

95
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I see
what you did there.

96
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"Cairo, sweet of you to ask."

97
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Not.

98
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Good one.

99
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Like we've never heard
that before.

100
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Jesus.

101
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My God.

102
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What you reading?

103
00:06:58,029 --> 00:07:00,157
- Uh, nothing.
- Doesn't look like nothin'.

104
00:07:00,157 --> 00:07:01,241
It's a student's.

105
00:07:01,241 --> 00:07:02,367
Oh, yeah? What's her name?

106
00:07:02,367 --> 00:07:03,493
How do you know it's a girl?

107
00:07:03,493 --> 00:07:05,245
Oh, boys are too lazy
to read porn.

108
00:07:05,245 --> 00:07:06,371
How do you know it's porn?

109
00:07:08,373 --> 00:07:10,876
"Marcelle wants me
to fuck her.

110
00:07:10,876 --> 00:07:12,043
"She leaps off the couch

111
00:07:12,043 --> 00:07:13,128
-"and pushes herself..."
- Boris.

112
00:07:13,128 --> 00:07:14,546
"...between the girl and me.

113
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"It's all
so fantastically horrible

114
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-"that I can't move."
- Give me that.

115
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-"Marcelle stretches..."
- Okay.

116
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-"...her tiny split fig."
- That's quite enough...

117
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- All right.
- ...of your elocution...

118
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- And test tomorrow, kids.
- I think.

119
00:07:25,557 --> 00:07:27,142
Well, "Split fig"
is fucking poetry.

120
00:07:27,142 --> 00:07:28,518
- This coffee for me?
- Biscuit, too.

121
00:07:29,436 --> 00:07:31,396
One of yours?

122
00:07:31,396 --> 00:07:32,689
Oh, yeah,
that's one of yours.

123
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One of mine. Exactly.

124
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Christ!

125
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I don't know what
you're doing,

126
00:07:36,151 --> 00:07:37,360
- but it's some...
- Oh, you know. Come on, now.

127
00:07:37,360 --> 00:07:38,737
I'm trying to just entice you.
What the...

128
00:07:38,737 --> 00:07:40,113
- Man, that's good.
-"Oh, I read <i>The Paris Review.</i>

129
00:07:40,113 --> 00:07:41,198
-"I'm so smart."
- Can you not?

130
00:07:41,198 --> 00:07:42,741
"Everybody,
I'm in high school.

131
00:07:42,741 --> 00:07:44,034
-"But I read <i>The Paris Review.
- </i>  Boris. Boris. Come on.

132
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"I'm better than most people."

133
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- Stop, please.
- Is this her diary?

134
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Oh, what do we have here?

135
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Well, well, well.

136
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<i>"Apostrophes
and Ampersands..."</i>

137
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six abysmally
romantic short stories

138
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by Jonathan Albert Miller.

139
00:08:02,177 --> 00:08:03,386
She has my book?
Mm-hmm.

140
00:08:03,386 --> 00:08:04,804
It would appear so.
It would also appear

141
00:08:04,804 --> 00:08:06,181
she's the only one
who checked it out.

142
00:08:06,181 --> 00:08:08,517
Yeah, well, don't you have
a class to teach?

143
00:08:08,517 --> 00:08:09,684
Well, you know,

144
00:08:09,684 --> 00:08:11,061
I can't start my day
without seeing you.

145
00:08:11,061 --> 00:08:13,313
No, you really can't.

146
00:08:13,313 --> 00:08:15,357
Hey, how'd you score
the big room anyway?

147
00:08:15,357 --> 00:08:17,108
They cut
the theater program.

148
00:08:17,108 --> 00:08:18,610
But they kept you?

149
00:08:18,610 --> 00:08:20,362
Along with
the other props, yeah.

150
00:08:21,947 --> 00:08:23,156
- Damn.
- Mm-hmm.

151
00:08:46,263 --> 00:08:48,265
- Hello, wife.
- Hello, husband.

152
00:08:53,144 --> 00:08:54,145
Beatrice.

153
00:08:54,980 --> 00:08:56,147
- What?
- Look at me.

154
00:09:01,403 --> 00:09:02,821
Huh.

155
00:09:02,821 --> 00:09:04,447
Red-Letter Day.

156
00:09:04,447 --> 00:09:06,866
What, your school
finally get computers?

157
00:09:06,866 --> 00:09:07,993
Better.

158
00:09:07,993 --> 00:09:09,286
Indoor bathrooms?

159
00:09:09,286 --> 00:09:10,745
A writer.

160
00:09:10,745 --> 00:09:12,038
One who reads <i>Finnegans Wake</i>

161
00:09:12,038 --> 00:09:13,540
of her own volition.
Can you believe that?

162
00:09:13,540 --> 00:09:15,208
Well, I'm forever stunned
that the children

163
00:09:15,208 --> 00:09:17,377
in that backwater shanty
can read at all.

164
00:09:17,377 --> 00:09:19,379
And, uh, guess what else?

165
00:09:19,379 --> 00:09:20,630
<i>- Naked Lunch.</i>
- Mm-mm.

166
00:09:20,630 --> 00:09:22,841
<i>Apostrophes and Ampersands.</i>

167
00:09:22,841 --> 00:09:23,925
She...

168
00:09:23,925 --> 00:09:26,261
She checked it out
of the library.

169
00:09:26,261 --> 00:09:28,555
They carry your book
at the library?

170
00:09:28,555 --> 00:09:31,057
Aw. Fuck.

171
00:09:32,392 --> 00:09:34,936
{\an8}<i>-A Confederacy of Dunces.
- </i>  Mm-hmm.

172
00:09:34,936 --> 00:09:36,813
Well, deep breaths.

173
00:09:36,813 --> 00:09:38,148
Happy place.

174
00:09:38,148 --> 00:09:40,483
My happy place
has all their heads

175
00:09:40,483 --> 00:09:42,944
impaled on Montblanc pens.

176
00:09:42,944 --> 00:09:44,487
Share your riches.

177
00:09:48,241 --> 00:09:49,826
Hello, Amy.

178
00:09:49,826 --> 00:09:51,703
What? Are you fucking joking?

179
00:09:51,703 --> 00:09:53,288
I've been back and forth
all day

180
00:09:53,288 --> 00:09:55,290
with the Nashville office
who can't seem to articulate

181
00:09:55,290 --> 00:09:56,374
what it is they want

182
00:09:56,374 --> 00:09:58,460
and somehow think
they can articulate

183
00:09:58,460 --> 00:10:00,337
to me,
which is pretty ambitious

184
00:10:00,337 --> 00:10:01,421
considering how they think

185
00:10:01,421 --> 00:10:03,965
"articulate"
is a Danish cheese.

186
00:10:03,965 --> 00:10:06,718
So, I'm about to start
fucking scooping out

187
00:10:06,718 --> 00:10:08,345
my teeth with a baby spoon.

188
00:10:08,345 --> 00:10:09,888
Mm.
They can go

189
00:10:09,888 --> 00:10:12,766
fuck themselves if they think
I'm gonna change the ending.

190
00:10:12,766 --> 00:10:14,601
Okay, have a nice day,
bye-bye.

191
00:10:37,916 --> 00:10:39,709
Here now.

192
00:10:41,628 --> 00:10:42,629
Cheers.

193
00:10:43,713 --> 00:10:44,714
Cheers.

194
00:10:47,550 --> 00:10:48,802
Oh, that's so good.

195
00:10:52,180 --> 00:10:53,390
Hey, you ever read, uh,

196
00:10:53,390 --> 00:10:55,684
<i>Under the Roofs of Paris,</i>
Henry Miller?

197
00:10:55,684 --> 00:10:58,061
Honey,
my first copy got so sticky,

198
00:10:58,061 --> 00:11:00,105
I had to throw it away.

199
00:11:00,105 --> 00:11:02,148
That beginning bit
with the prostitute...

200
00:11:02,148 --> 00:11:03,775
- Mm. Mm-hmm.
- ...and the cum money?

201
00:11:03,775 --> 00:11:05,443
That is choice.

202
00:11:05,443 --> 00:11:08,863
"I take the first
bill I find in my pocket

203
00:11:08,863 --> 00:11:11,616
"and wipe my cock on it."

204
00:11:13,410 --> 00:11:16,204
"And place it crumpled
on her bare belly

205
00:11:17,247 --> 00:11:18,415
"weighted with a coin."

206
00:11:18,415 --> 00:11:20,834
- I love when you do magic.
- Mm.

207
00:11:20,834 --> 00:11:22,210
You care to reenact?

208
00:11:22,210 --> 00:11:24,087
I can papier-mache you...

209
00:11:25,755 --> 00:11:27,549
with cum and money.

210
00:11:27,549 --> 00:11:28,925
Oh, so you're expecting

211
00:11:28,925 --> 00:11:31,219
- a heavy load, then, huh?
- Mm-hmm.

212
00:11:31,219 --> 00:11:34,013
A full body of work.

213
00:11:34,013 --> 00:11:35,515
Come here.

214
00:11:36,683 --> 00:11:37,767
Dance with me.

215
00:11:57,370 --> 00:11:58,413
You're so beautiful.

216
00:11:58,955 --> 00:12:00,081
Shut up.

217
00:12:15,805 --> 00:12:18,349
{\an8}Oh, for fuck's sake.

218
00:12:19,267 --> 00:12:20,268
{\an8}Okay.

219
00:12:21,728 --> 00:12:23,271
{\an8}Will you take care
of those dishes?

220
00:12:23,271 --> 00:12:24,355
Uh-huh.

221
00:12:24,355 --> 00:12:26,232
{\an8}I'll give you a handy later.

222
00:12:29,903 --> 00:12:31,237
It's Pushkin, Amy.

223
00:12:31,237 --> 00:12:32,739
Not Pollyfuckinanna.

224
00:12:34,491 --> 00:12:36,075
What
a terrible weekend.

225
00:12:36,784 --> 00:12:38,244
- Mm.
- Come on,

226
00:12:38,244 --> 00:12:40,497
why you always gotta
hold my coffee hostage?

227
00:12:40,497 --> 00:12:41,915
'Cause you're a puritan.

228
00:12:41,915 --> 00:12:43,166
I feel like it's my duty

229
00:12:43,166 --> 00:12:44,876
to punish the goodness
out of you.

230
00:12:44,876 --> 00:12:46,252
God, you're a sadist.

231
00:12:46,252 --> 00:12:47,670
I'm a public school teacher.

232
00:12:47,670 --> 00:12:49,214
- Amen to that.
- Cheers.

233
00:12:51,799 --> 00:12:52,800
Ooh, mama.

234
00:12:56,971 --> 00:12:58,765
You think there's ghosts
up in there?

235
00:13:00,975 --> 00:13:02,685
Why don't you go see?

236
00:13:02,685 --> 00:13:05,021
Mm-mm.
I don't go in the kudzu.

237
00:13:05,021 --> 00:13:07,106
That feeds on
the souls of the dead.

238
00:13:07,106 --> 00:13:08,399
That's why it grows so fast.

239
00:13:36,886 --> 00:13:37,929
Good morning.

240
00:13:37,929 --> 00:13:39,264
You always walk through
the woods alone?

241
00:13:39,264 --> 00:13:40,431
That's a peculiar question

242
00:13:40,431 --> 00:13:42,642
to ask a young lady,
Coach Fillmore.

243
00:13:42,642 --> 00:13:44,227
What, what are you,
uh, listening to?

244
00:13:44,227 --> 00:13:46,104
- Celine Dion.
- Really?

245
00:13:46,104 --> 00:13:47,605
Really.

246
00:13:47,605 --> 00:13:48,856
But why?

247
00:13:48,856 --> 00:13:50,441
- I'm sorry.
- Because she's great.

248
00:13:50,441 --> 00:13:51,776
Oh. Hmm.
- Ignore him. Ignore him.

249
00:13:51,776 --> 00:13:53,820
- He wept aloud openly...
- Hmm.

250
00:13:53,820 --> 00:13:55,488
...at the <i>Titanic</i>
theme song...

251
00:13:55,488 --> 00:13:56,656
Hmm.
- ...at my bachelor party.

252
00:13:56,656 --> 00:13:58,449
- Remember that?
- I was drunk.

253
00:13:58,449 --> 00:13:59,617
You were disconsolate.

254
00:13:59,617 --> 00:14:00,827
You are a fucking traitor.

255
00:14:00,827 --> 00:14:02,120
And you're a fucking
hypocrite.

256
00:14:02,120 --> 00:14:03,329
Mm. Mm, mm, mm.

257
00:14:03,329 --> 00:14:04,789
Oh, I'm sorry.

258
00:14:04,789 --> 00:14:06,124
Uh, want a biscuit?

259
00:14:06,124 --> 00:14:07,625
- Yeah, sure.
- There you go.

260
00:14:15,008 --> 00:14:16,009
It's good.
Yeah?

261
00:14:16,009 --> 00:14:17,176
Do you make these?
Yeah.

262
00:14:17,176 --> 00:14:18,720
But you know,
don't tell nobody.

263
00:14:18,720 --> 00:14:20,555
- Why not? I don't.
- Oh, you know.

264
00:14:20,555 --> 00:14:21,973
- You'll figure it out.
- I won't.

265
00:14:21,973 --> 00:14:23,266
You can't have
the baseball team knowing

266
00:14:23,266 --> 00:14:25,351
that he bakes biscuits
and cries to Celine Dion.

267
00:14:25,351 --> 00:14:28,229
On that...
Take my leave.

268
00:14:28,229 --> 00:14:30,481
I shall bid you goodbye.

269
00:14:30,481 --> 00:14:31,608
- Okay.
- Uh, you, bad bye.

270
00:14:31,608 --> 00:14:32,775
Well, goodbye.
A bad bye?

271
00:14:32,775 --> 00:14:34,152
Mm-hmm.
- But I love you though.

272
00:14:34,152 --> 00:14:35,236
No, you don't.

273
00:14:37,739 --> 00:14:39,741
Don't you get scared walking
through those woods?

274
00:14:44,162 --> 00:14:45,705
I'm the scariest thing
in there.

275
00:15:01,471 --> 00:15:02,931
Oldest trick in the book,
Winnie.

276
00:15:03,932 --> 00:15:05,266
Ain't you gonna say somethin'?

277
00:15:06,517 --> 00:15:07,936
I dressed up just for you.

278
00:15:09,437 --> 00:15:11,064
What you want?

279
00:15:11,064 --> 00:15:12,148
I wanna get into

280
00:15:12,148 --> 00:15:14,233
- your physics class.
- Why?

281
00:15:14,233 --> 00:15:15,318
You'd be really behind.

282
00:15:15,318 --> 00:15:16,778
Don't you tutor?

283
00:15:16,778 --> 00:15:18,279
You don't need lessons.

284
00:15:19,364 --> 00:15:20,531
Then what do I need?

285
00:15:21,866 --> 00:15:23,284
Um...

286
00:15:26,537 --> 00:15:27,956
See what I can do.

287
00:15:27,956 --> 00:15:29,332
'Preciate ya!

288
00:15:29,332 --> 00:15:30,541
Hope so.

289
00:15:32,168 --> 00:15:33,378
You are insane.

290
00:15:36,923 --> 00:15:38,883
Here.

291
00:15:38,883 --> 00:15:41,177
I think
I'm seducing Coach Fillmore.

292
00:15:42,512 --> 00:15:44,305
But you're a lesbian.

293
00:15:44,305 --> 00:15:46,474
I'm an equal opportunist.

294
00:15:46,474 --> 00:15:48,101
Mm.

295
00:15:48,101 --> 00:15:49,686
Are you jealous?

296
00:15:49,686 --> 00:15:51,521
Well, if I say, "yes,"
will you lay off him?

297
00:15:51,521 --> 00:15:53,773
If I say, "yes,"
will you lay on me?

298
00:15:55,274 --> 00:15:56,567
Okay, chickybikky?

299
00:15:57,819 --> 00:15:59,445
Okay.

300
00:16:08,788 --> 00:16:09,998
So, you're a smoker now?

301
00:16:11,040 --> 00:16:12,875
I'm smoking now.

302
00:16:12,875 --> 00:16:15,336
No plans for it
to define me yet.

303
00:16:15,336 --> 00:16:16,796
Where are your parents
this time?

304
00:16:17,588 --> 00:16:18,589
Mumbai.

305
00:16:19,799 --> 00:16:20,800
For how long?

306
00:16:21,217 --> 00:16:22,719
Who knows?

307
00:16:22,719 --> 00:16:24,303
Let me dress you up.

308
00:16:24,303 --> 00:16:26,055
Winnie, you know I don't give
a fuck about being hot.

309
00:16:26,055 --> 00:16:27,390
I give a fuck
about being smart.

310
00:16:27,974 --> 00:16:29,392
You can be both.

311
00:16:31,519 --> 00:16:32,729
What are you doin'?

312
00:16:34,397 --> 00:16:35,940
I'm willing my cursor
to blink itself

313
00:16:35,940 --> 00:16:37,233
into my Yale essay.

314
00:16:37,859 --> 00:16:38,901
You dry?

315
00:16:40,236 --> 00:16:41,487
Unqualified.

316
00:16:41,487 --> 00:16:43,990
What's the subject?

317
00:16:43,990 --> 00:16:45,825
"What has been your greatest
achievement to date?"

318
00:16:47,493 --> 00:16:48,995
All right, what the fuck
am I supposed to say?

319
00:16:48,995 --> 00:16:50,830
Surviving the crippling ennui

320
00:16:50,830 --> 00:16:51,998
of growing up
in bumfuck nowhere?

321
00:16:51,998 --> 00:16:53,124
I'm sorry.

322
00:16:53,124 --> 00:16:54,625
I just...
I couldn't hear you over

323
00:16:54,625 --> 00:16:56,711
the high whine
of your shining trust fund.

324
00:16:56,711 --> 00:16:58,004
My greatest achievement
cannot be that

325
00:16:58,004 --> 00:16:59,088
I've had no achievement.

326
00:16:59,088 --> 00:17:01,507
Well, you are gonna
be valedictorian.

327
00:17:01,507 --> 00:17:02,592
Boring.

328
00:17:02,592 --> 00:17:05,094
- You have a 4.6 GPA.
- Boring.

329
00:17:05,094 --> 00:17:06,387
And you've successfully...

330
00:17:06,387 --> 00:17:07,472
- What?
- Well...

331
00:17:07,472 --> 00:17:10,141
You've successfully, um...

332
00:17:10,933 --> 00:17:12,060
Well...

333
00:17:12,602 --> 00:17:13,978
Shit.

334
00:17:13,978 --> 00:17:16,105
I guess you're just another
run-of-the-mill,

335
00:17:16,105 --> 00:17:17,607
generationally wealthy gal

336
00:17:17,607 --> 00:17:19,734
livin' in
a haunted ancestral mansion.

337
00:17:19,734 --> 00:17:20,818
Fuck.

338
00:17:21,694 --> 00:17:23,571
So...

339
00:17:23,571 --> 00:17:26,657
experience something.

340
00:17:26,657 --> 00:17:27,825
Like what?

341
00:17:27,825 --> 00:17:29,202
Something worth writing about.

342
00:17:31,454 --> 00:17:34,248
You could write a treatise
on teacher-student affairs.

343
00:17:35,666 --> 00:17:37,502
How exactly would that
be an achievement, Winnie?

344
00:17:37,502 --> 00:17:38,669
Easy.

345
00:17:38,669 --> 00:17:40,630
It becomes a conversation

346
00:17:40,630 --> 00:17:42,757
about achieving emancipation

347
00:17:42,757 --> 00:17:46,469
from your inherited beliefs
about sex and age.

348
00:17:46,469 --> 00:17:48,262
You're not seriously
gonna fuck Fillmore, are you?

349
00:17:48,262 --> 00:17:50,431
Haven't decided yet.

350
00:17:51,224 --> 00:17:52,225
What's it to you?

351
00:17:52,225 --> 00:17:53,309
Like, he's, like,

352
00:17:53,309 --> 00:17:55,686
- twenty years older than you.
- So?

353
00:17:55,686 --> 00:17:57,522
Older men have been
harvesting virginity

354
00:17:57,522 --> 00:17:59,065
since the dawn of time.

355
00:18:03,111 --> 00:18:04,695
So, it doesn't mean
anything to you?

356
00:18:04,695 --> 00:18:06,364
What?

357
00:18:06,364 --> 00:18:07,907
Your virginity.

358
00:18:07,907 --> 00:18:09,492
Does it mean something to you?

359
00:18:12,286 --> 00:18:13,287
I haven't decided yet.

360
00:18:14,997 --> 00:18:15,998
Come to Winnie.

361
00:18:23,840 --> 00:18:25,550
We're, like,

362
00:18:25,550 --> 00:18:28,678
the fucking
American wet dream.

363
00:18:28,678 --> 00:18:31,806
Young girls with
ambivalent sexuality.

364
00:18:31,806 --> 00:18:35,434
Pheromones steaming off
our bodies.

365
00:18:35,434 --> 00:18:37,812
I don't wanna drop it
for some rando jock-twat

366
00:18:37,812 --> 00:18:39,564
whose sexual standards
are mandated

367
00:18:39,564 --> 00:18:41,858
by the shit porn he downloads.

368
00:18:41,858 --> 00:18:42,984
That's deli meat.

369
00:18:43,776 --> 00:18:46,988
I want a dry-aged

370
00:18:46,988 --> 00:18:49,615
slab of perfectly marbled
hot man meat

371
00:18:49,615 --> 00:18:51,242
to take me to pleasure town.

372
00:18:53,327 --> 00:18:54,412
Like...

373
00:18:55,121 --> 00:18:56,122
Wagyu beef.

374
00:18:59,834 --> 00:19:01,002
Hungee.

375
00:19:01,002 --> 00:19:02,503
You think
that's Boris Fillmore?

376
00:19:03,921 --> 00:19:04,922
Why not?

377
00:19:06,716 --> 00:19:07,800
He's fine.

378
00:19:08,759 --> 00:19:11,137
He's like,
really fucking smart.

379
00:19:11,137 --> 00:19:12,513
And he's kind.

380
00:19:12,513 --> 00:19:14,807
Which means, as my first time,

381
00:19:15,975 --> 00:19:17,643
he'd take his time

382
00:19:17,643 --> 00:19:19,854
to get me all good and juiced.

383
00:19:19,854 --> 00:19:21,731
And then
he'd give me aftercare.

384
00:19:23,232 --> 00:19:26,360
You know,
the first time you have sex,

385
00:19:26,360 --> 00:19:27,820
it's not supposed to hurt.

386
00:19:28,654 --> 00:19:29,655
Right?

387
00:19:31,073 --> 00:19:33,451
Like,
if you're properly aroused.

388
00:19:35,077 --> 00:19:36,787
You likely won't even bleed.

389
00:19:38,623 --> 00:19:40,041
Didn't know that.

390
00:19:40,041 --> 00:19:41,918
That's because a woman's pain

391
00:19:41,918 --> 00:19:44,003
is valued more
than her pleasure.

392
00:19:44,003 --> 00:19:46,047
But that's a conversation
for another day.

393
00:19:46,047 --> 00:19:47,131
My point...

394
00:19:48,341 --> 00:19:51,761
is that Boris has just got it
going on.

395
00:19:53,304 --> 00:19:54,764
I know what I'm looking for.

396
00:19:57,350 --> 00:20:00,144
And I think Mr. Miller knows
what he's looking for.

397
00:20:00,144 --> 00:20:01,229
What do you mean?

398
00:20:02,355 --> 00:20:03,773
I've never seen him look
at a student

399
00:20:03,773 --> 00:20:05,024
the way he looks at you.

400
00:20:06,108 --> 00:20:08,194
He sees you

401
00:20:08,194 --> 00:20:09,946
even though
you hide in plain sight.

402
00:20:09,946 --> 00:20:11,822
- Shut up.
- What?

403
00:20:11,822 --> 00:20:12,907
- Stop!
- No.

404
00:20:12,907 --> 00:20:15,409
Come on.
Like you don't notice, Cairo.

405
00:20:15,409 --> 00:20:17,119
It's like he's been living
in gray scale

406
00:20:17,119 --> 00:20:19,997
and you're the first thing
he's ever seen in color.

407
00:20:19,997 --> 00:20:22,333
No, you're being... Shut up.

408
00:20:28,130 --> 00:20:29,257
I'd fuck you.

409
00:20:30,216 --> 00:20:31,300
I know.

410
00:20:40,601 --> 00:20:41,811
<i>"I was nothing</i>

411
00:20:41,811 --> 00:20:43,437
<i>"but a bleached bone monument
beneath her.</i>

412
00:20:45,690 --> 00:20:47,858
<i>"Human ruins
of a madman's love."</i>

413
00:20:50,528 --> 00:20:52,029
<i>"A madman's love."</i>

414
00:20:54,907 --> 00:20:57,034
<i>God, I'd give anything
to feel that.</i>

415
00:20:59,787 --> 00:21:03,541
<i>What muse could inspire
this deranged yearning?</i>

416
00:21:11,632 --> 00:21:12,800
<i>To inspire.</i>

417
00:21:13,968 --> 00:21:15,553
<i>To be so inspired.</i>

418
00:21:19,682 --> 00:21:21,475
<i>Could we be that
to each other?</i>

419
00:21:25,021 --> 00:21:26,689
<i>What was I saying?</i>

420
00:21:28,441 --> 00:21:30,276
<i>Feels like I'm not right.</i>

421
00:21:31,944 --> 00:21:33,070
<i>Feels good.</i>

422
00:21:34,280 --> 00:21:35,614
<i>It feels pink.</i>

423
00:21:35,614 --> 00:21:36,907
Never forget.

424
00:21:36,907 --> 00:21:39,744
There's a reason this guy
was called romantic.

425
00:21:39,744 --> 00:21:42,163
It's very big, it's very bold.

426
00:21:42,163 --> 00:21:45,041
To us,
it might seem a little...

427
00:21:45,041 --> 00:21:46,417
much.

428
00:21:48,169 --> 00:21:50,254
If we don't stick
to the brief,

429
00:21:50,254 --> 00:21:52,131
it gets a little bit woolly.

430
00:21:53,716 --> 00:21:55,634
Uh, can you see me
after school, please?

431
00:21:57,636 --> 00:21:59,722
Some of you, as you can see
could have done...

432
00:21:59,722 --> 00:22:01,223
<i>It's like a sugar cube
under the tongue.</i>

433
00:22:01,223 --> 00:22:02,308
...a little better.

434
00:22:02,308 --> 00:22:04,935
But worth persevering.

435
00:22:04,935 --> 00:22:06,645
Colby, what?

436
00:22:06,645 --> 00:22:08,272
<i>I want your attention.</i>

437
00:22:11,567 --> 00:22:13,402
Uh, how's Bea?

438
00:22:13,402 --> 00:22:15,738
She's, uh, she's Bea.

439
00:22:15,738 --> 00:22:17,073
Yeah.
How's the book coming?

440
00:22:17,073 --> 00:22:18,657
It's not.

441
00:22:18,657 --> 00:22:20,242
You mean you're not.

442
00:22:20,242 --> 00:22:22,078
No, she's, uh, she's occupied.

443
00:22:22,078 --> 00:22:23,287
All right,
what time is dinner?

444
00:22:23,287 --> 00:22:24,497
Seven o'clock.

445
00:22:24,497 --> 00:22:25,915
And please take a shower.

446
00:22:25,915 --> 00:22:27,333
Are you worried?

447
00:22:27,333 --> 00:22:30,419
Your old lady's gonna get hot
for all this?

448
00:22:30,419 --> 00:22:31,879
Top three worst nightmares.

449
00:22:31,879 --> 00:22:34,590
Yeah. Because you know
how nasty she is.

450
00:22:34,590 --> 00:22:36,592
No, because I wanna keep you
for myself.

451
00:22:36,592 --> 00:22:38,719
Aw, cutie.

452
00:22:39,970 --> 00:22:41,055
- Hey.
- What?

453
00:22:41,055 --> 00:22:42,431
You remember the Roger Rabbit?

454
00:22:42,431 --> 00:22:43,557
Check it out now.

455
00:22:52,817 --> 00:22:54,819
- It's close, right?
- To?

456
00:22:54,819 --> 00:22:55,986
Kids ain't got nothing on me.

457
00:22:55,986 --> 00:22:57,321
All right, man.
- Bye, Professor.

458
00:22:57,321 --> 00:22:58,697
Love you.

459
00:23:13,379 --> 00:23:14,380
Ooh!

460
00:23:15,339 --> 00:23:16,924
F... Hi. Uh...

461
00:23:18,300 --> 00:23:21,887
Hello... Well,
that was embarrassing.

462
00:23:21,887 --> 00:23:24,014
- I won't tell.
- That's generous, thank you.

463
00:23:24,014 --> 00:23:26,725
Uh, hope I'm not keeping you
from anything.

464
00:23:26,725 --> 00:23:29,145
I'm waiting for Winnie.

465
00:23:29,145 --> 00:23:31,230
It's like you're always
waiting for Winnie.

466
00:23:31,230 --> 00:23:33,232
That sounds like
a Gin Blossoms album.

467
00:23:34,191 --> 00:23:35,734
<i>Waiting for Winnie.</i>

468
00:23:35,734 --> 00:23:38,571
Gin Blossoms? How old are you?

469
00:23:38,571 --> 00:23:40,656
Well, if you can't tell,
then I won't.

470
00:23:41,615 --> 00:23:43,159
What's Winnie doing?

471
00:23:43,159 --> 00:23:44,451
She's applying to Vandy.

472
00:23:44,451 --> 00:23:46,120
You would be pleased to know.

473
00:23:46,120 --> 00:23:47,788
And are you?

474
00:23:47,788 --> 00:23:50,416
Tennessee is a fucking
tar pit. No offense.

475
00:23:50,416 --> 00:23:53,377
I think you'll appreciate it
when you're older.

476
00:23:53,377 --> 00:23:54,461
Maybe.

477
00:23:55,504 --> 00:23:56,505
From afar.

478
00:23:57,214 --> 00:23:58,382
As it burns.

479
00:23:59,550 --> 00:24:01,135
Like Nero.

480
00:24:03,804 --> 00:24:04,930
Well, that's...

481
00:24:04,930 --> 00:24:07,308
So, uh,
how far are we talkin'?

482
00:24:07,308 --> 00:24:08,601
Yale far.

483
00:24:08,601 --> 00:24:10,186
Yale far? My God!

484
00:24:10,186 --> 00:24:12,188
What, so you can eat
pot brownies

485
00:24:12,188 --> 00:24:13,981
and read Joan Didion or what?

486
00:24:13,981 --> 00:24:15,733
Because I hear
the literacy rate is high.

487
00:24:20,029 --> 00:24:21,280
You ever been to

488
00:24:21,280 --> 00:24:22,948
the Scroll Sessions
at Sally Bunny's?

489
00:24:22,948 --> 00:24:24,617
No. What's that?

490
00:24:24,617 --> 00:24:27,411
Poetry salon
every third Saturday.

491
00:24:27,411 --> 00:24:28,621
Victorian Village.

492
00:24:28,621 --> 00:24:30,414
- What is that?
- What's...

493
00:24:30,414 --> 00:24:32,124
What's that? It's blank.

494
00:24:32,124 --> 00:24:33,626
Ca... How can you disdain

495
00:24:33,626 --> 00:24:35,753
of what Tennessee has to offer

496
00:24:35,753 --> 00:24:39,757
without conducting a thorough,
uh, cultural investigation?

497
00:24:39,757 --> 00:24:41,258
Educated judgment.

498
00:24:41,258 --> 00:24:44,595
Well, I've heard
things there that haunt me.

499
00:24:45,596 --> 00:24:46,597
Because they're bad?

500
00:24:47,723 --> 00:24:49,892
Sometimes, yeah.
Sometimes they're bad.

501
00:24:49,892 --> 00:24:51,852
Most of the time, it's,
it's kind of beautiful.

502
00:24:52,895 --> 00:24:53,938
Yeah.

503
00:24:53,938 --> 00:24:56,649
Maybe you should go
this weekend.

504
00:24:56,649 --> 00:24:58,025
I think you might
be surprised.

505
00:25:01,153 --> 00:25:02,529
You wanted to see me?

506
00:25:02,529 --> 00:25:04,156
This week's story,

507
00:25:04,156 --> 00:25:08,911
uh, you wrote about
a reluctant spider.

508
00:25:08,911 --> 00:25:10,037
I enjoyed this one.

509
00:25:11,830 --> 00:25:15,376
"Survival
and desire amalgamated

510
00:25:15,376 --> 00:25:17,795
"and turned
an aphotic eye inward.

511
00:25:19,546 --> 00:25:23,050
"I saw my expectations
dismantled and dismembered

512
00:25:25,261 --> 00:25:28,555
"by the harsh and starving
dogs of reality."

513
00:25:28,555 --> 00:25:31,141
"Truths that sit in
the vacuity of space

514
00:25:31,141 --> 00:25:32,810
"like a hypergiant star

515
00:25:33,394 --> 00:25:34,603
"burning to ash."

516
00:25:36,188 --> 00:25:40,192
"All elements too weak
to withstand the awesome heat.

517
00:25:40,192 --> 00:25:42,611
"We are what we are."

518
00:25:42,611 --> 00:25:45,864
"And all creatures must eat."

519
00:25:49,285 --> 00:25:52,496
- Um...
- Damn. That, I mean...

520
00:25:52,496 --> 00:25:54,081
I was not expecting that.

521
00:25:55,040 --> 00:25:56,208
Um...

522
00:25:58,127 --> 00:25:59,211
She's not reluctant.

523
00:26:00,587 --> 00:26:01,588
She's resigned.

524
00:26:01,588 --> 00:26:02,840
- To her death?
- No.

525
00:26:02,840 --> 00:26:04,008
To the order of things.

526
00:26:05,175 --> 00:26:07,136
She eats and waits
to be eaten.

527
00:26:07,136 --> 00:26:09,471
- Phew. It's dark.
- It's nature.

528
00:26:09,471 --> 00:26:10,764
That's true.

529
00:26:14,476 --> 00:26:15,978
You memorized it.

530
00:26:16,437 --> 00:26:17,438
Uh...

531
00:26:17,438 --> 00:26:19,648
Well, I'm eidetic.

532
00:26:19,648 --> 00:26:21,442
It's a,
it's a cool party trick.

533
00:26:24,778 --> 00:26:25,779
You are...

534
00:26:28,115 --> 00:26:30,743
You're exceptionally talented.

535
00:26:30,743 --> 00:26:32,911
- Do I get an A?
- Well, how about a jumpstart

536
00:26:32,911 --> 00:26:34,288
on the midterm?

537
00:26:34,288 --> 00:26:36,332
Are you offering me
special treatment, Mr. Miller?

538
00:26:37,458 --> 00:26:39,043
I want you to write
a short story

539
00:26:39,043 --> 00:26:41,045
in the style
of your favorite author.

540
00:26:42,463 --> 00:26:44,006
I think it could be
the highlight

541
00:26:44,006 --> 00:26:45,716
of your portfolio submission

542
00:26:45,716 --> 00:26:47,176
- to Vanderbilt.
- Yale.

543
00:26:47,176 --> 00:26:48,635
Vanderbilt.
- Yale.

544
00:26:48,635 --> 00:26:50,179
Come on.
I've got to have some hope.

545
00:26:51,889 --> 00:26:53,098
I think
that's a terrific assignment.

546
00:26:53,098 --> 00:26:54,183
Thought you would.

547
00:26:54,808 --> 00:26:55,851
Good.

548
00:26:57,978 --> 00:26:59,063
I read your book.

549
00:26:59,063 --> 00:27:01,648
Oh, God. Well, uh...

550
00:27:05,861 --> 00:27:07,780
Reviewers,
of which there were three,

551
00:27:08,405 --> 00:27:10,115
found it, uh,

552
00:27:10,115 --> 00:27:13,535
"overreaching
without ambition," to quote.

553
00:27:13,535 --> 00:27:14,703
I would call it...

554
00:27:15,829 --> 00:27:17,331
grand and tragic.

555
00:27:18,791 --> 00:27:20,084
Okay.

556
00:27:21,251 --> 00:27:22,878
Romantic horror.

557
00:27:26,173 --> 00:27:27,174
That's, uh...

558
00:27:28,675 --> 00:27:30,552
"She was an electric white

559
00:27:31,387 --> 00:27:33,055
"noon-shadow moon

560
00:27:34,306 --> 00:27:36,600
"casting cold light like water

561
00:27:36,600 --> 00:27:38,310
"over the flat earth
of my face.

562
00:27:39,812 --> 00:27:41,397
"'Don't look into the sun,'
they said.

563
00:27:42,147 --> 00:27:43,232
"But the moon,

564
00:27:44,191 --> 00:27:45,526
"the moon...

565
00:27:47,111 --> 00:27:48,362
"I stared until I was nothing

566
00:27:48,362 --> 00:27:50,489
"but a bleached bone monument
beneath her.

567
00:27:52,116 --> 00:27:55,119
"Human ruins
of a madman's love."

568
00:28:00,207 --> 00:28:01,875
Well, you memorized that, right?

569
00:28:09,800 --> 00:28:12,010
That was too much.
That was weird.

570
00:28:12,010 --> 00:28:13,220
No, it wasn't.
It's not. It's not.

571
00:28:13,220 --> 00:28:15,848
That was really weird.
I'm sorry.

572
00:28:15,848 --> 00:28:17,474
That was the first thing
I'd ever written...

573
00:28:20,185 --> 00:28:21,520
which felt tangible.

574
00:28:21,520 --> 00:28:23,897
Like I'd touched somethin'.

575
00:28:28,068 --> 00:28:29,403
You know,
I haven't written anything

576
00:28:29,403 --> 00:28:31,738
- in a very long time.
- Why not?

577
00:28:31,738 --> 00:28:32,823
I don't know.

578
00:28:33,740 --> 00:28:34,741
Do I know?

579
00:28:36,285 --> 00:28:37,494
Mm?

580
00:28:37,494 --> 00:28:39,830
Uh...

581
00:28:39,830 --> 00:28:41,415
I guess I got married.

582
00:28:42,416 --> 00:28:43,792
Started teaching.

583
00:28:47,212 --> 00:28:48,964
I don't have anything else
to say.

584
00:28:50,674 --> 00:28:52,134
You're uninspired.

585
00:28:52,134 --> 00:28:54,470
- You judging me?
- I am challenging you.

586
00:28:54,470 --> 00:28:56,013
That's my job.

587
00:29:03,854 --> 00:29:05,939
Hi, Winnie.
- Oh, no.

588
00:29:10,694 --> 00:29:12,279
Hungee.
I think she's hungry.

589
00:29:12,279 --> 00:29:13,572
She just doesn't use
real words

590
00:29:13,572 --> 00:29:14,823
because she's a child.

591
00:29:17,951 --> 00:29:20,370
No, it's fine.
Your hair looks great.

592
00:29:20,370 --> 00:29:21,872
- I knew it.
- Please don't start.

593
00:29:21,872 --> 00:29:23,248
Don't.
- Your hair looks good.

594
00:29:23,248 --> 00:29:24,166
I will not go...
- I'm more concerned...

595
00:29:24,166 --> 00:29:25,584
...gently into the good night.

596
00:29:25,584 --> 00:29:26,710
No, I know. You look fine.
Like you have.

597
00:29:26,710 --> 00:29:27,878
I'm just more concerned
about the fact

598
00:29:27,878 --> 00:29:28,587
that you got two damn phones
on the table

599
00:29:28,587 --> 00:29:29,630
like you're a rapper.

600
00:29:29,630 --> 00:29:31,298
This one
is my professional phone.

601
00:29:31,298 --> 00:29:32,716
And the other one...

602
00:29:32,716 --> 00:29:33,967
The other one...
- ...is for selling drugs.

603
00:29:33,967 --> 00:29:35,594
The other one is personal.
Oh, yeah?

604
00:29:35,594 --> 00:29:37,262
That's why you're not gonna
get that number.

605
00:29:38,847 --> 00:29:40,974
How y'all doin'?
That burger treatin' you well?

606
00:29:40,974 --> 00:29:42,851
Sorry,
it's a two-man show tonight.

607
00:29:42,851 --> 00:29:45,395
I'm getting angry now.

608
00:29:45,395 --> 00:29:47,147
Well...
[sigh] Well, hi.

609
00:29:47,147 --> 00:29:49,107
I don't see any Michelin stars
here, honey.

610
00:29:49,107 --> 00:29:50,818
So, what is the holdup?

611
00:29:50,818 --> 00:29:52,110
A fuck-up...
- Bea. Come on.

612
00:29:52,110 --> 00:29:53,946
...in the kitchen
that was entirely preventable.

613
00:29:55,113 --> 00:29:57,074
Can I get you anything
while you wait?

614
00:29:57,074 --> 00:29:59,284
- On me.
- Another Maker's.

615
00:29:59,284 --> 00:30:00,953
Okay, you got it.

616
00:30:00,953 --> 00:30:02,955
Coach?
Blue Moon.

617
00:30:02,955 --> 00:30:04,623
Workin' late on
a school night, ain't you?

618
00:30:04,623 --> 00:30:06,708
Drinkin' late on
a school night, ain't you?

619
00:30:06,708 --> 00:30:08,961
Oh, you think sassing me
is gonna get you a better tip?

620
00:30:08,961 --> 00:30:10,462
Gets me
a better grade.

621
00:30:10,462 --> 00:30:12,506
Doesn't it?

622
00:30:12,506 --> 00:30:14,466
- That might be true, yeah.
- Anything for you, Mr. Miller?

623
00:30:14,466 --> 00:30:15,968
I'm good, Winnie.

624
00:30:15,968 --> 00:30:17,094
Designated driver.

625
00:30:17,094 --> 00:30:18,470
Oh.
Oh, really?

626
00:30:18,470 --> 00:30:19,596
- Unless you wanna do it.
- First I'm hearing of this.

627
00:30:19,596 --> 00:30:22,975
You know, why can't you just
be a nice,

628
00:30:22,975 --> 00:30:25,602
boring teacher
like Mr. Miller?

629
00:30:25,602 --> 00:30:26,979
Boring?

630
00:30:26,979 --> 00:30:28,188
What? And let
my students make their grades

631
00:30:28,188 --> 00:30:29,565
with scholastic merit?

632
00:30:29,565 --> 00:30:30,732
Do you really think
I'm boring?

633
00:30:30,732 --> 00:30:32,234
In a good way.

634
00:30:32,234 --> 00:30:34,528
Like a nice pastoral.

635
00:30:34,528 --> 00:30:36,405
I'll get those drinks for you.

636
00:30:36,405 --> 00:30:38,031
Yeah. "Pastoral."

637
00:30:38,031 --> 00:30:39,449
She just called you a field.

638
00:30:39,449 --> 00:30:40,534
At best.

639
00:30:40,534 --> 00:30:42,578
- She's cute.
- Yeah, and a 4.4 student.

640
00:30:42,578 --> 00:30:43,829
And she can paint.

641
00:30:43,829 --> 00:30:45,414
She's in my morning class.

642
00:30:45,414 --> 00:30:47,958
Oh, is this the last scion
of James Joyce?

643
00:30:47,958 --> 00:30:49,668
That's Cairo.

644
00:30:49,668 --> 00:30:50,836
Cairo?
Yeah.

645
00:30:50,836 --> 00:30:52,337
Did he tell you that
Cairo read his book?

646
00:30:52,337 --> 00:30:54,214
He sure did.

647
00:30:54,214 --> 00:30:57,175
Is she pretty?
Is she pretty?

648
00:30:57,175 --> 00:30:58,969
Um, I don't know.
She's talented.

649
00:30:58,969 --> 00:31:00,470
Damn. Even worse.

650
00:31:00,470 --> 00:31:02,347
Our friend Jon here
is prepping her to be

651
00:31:02,347 --> 00:31:05,100
his transcendence into
the annals of academic glory.

652
00:31:05,100 --> 00:31:07,644
And so what if I am?
It's exhilarating.

653
00:31:07,644 --> 00:31:09,354
And it's rare as well

654
00:31:09,354 --> 00:31:10,772
- to be so engaged and so...
- Hmm. I bet is is. Yes.

655
00:31:10,772 --> 00:31:12,524
- So worshipped.
- So worthy.

656
00:31:12,524 --> 00:31:14,359
- Wanna be like me.
- She, in earnest

657
00:31:14,359 --> 00:31:17,029
uses words
like "vituperation."

658
00:31:17,029 --> 00:31:18,196
Please.

659
00:31:18,196 --> 00:31:19,865
Vocabulary doesn't make
you a writer

660
00:31:19,865 --> 00:31:22,492
any more than math
makes you a rocket scientist.

661
00:31:22,492 --> 00:31:24,786
Bea, she's extraordinary.

662
00:31:24,786 --> 00:31:26,622
- Okay?
- But enjoy it while you can.

663
00:31:26,622 --> 00:31:28,415
You know, pickings are slim
in the boonies.

664
00:31:28,415 --> 00:31:30,250
Rural education
not as romantic

665
00:31:30,250 --> 00:31:31,418
as you thought it'd be, huh?

666
00:31:31,418 --> 00:31:32,711
No, I thought it was going
to be fucking

667
00:31:32,711 --> 00:31:34,671
<i>Friday Night Lights,</i> okay?

668
00:31:34,671 --> 00:31:36,131
- That's on you, man.
- Just cool stories

669
00:31:36,131 --> 00:31:37,549
and, like, sexy guitar riffs.

670
00:31:37,549 --> 00:31:40,385
Meanwhile, the professor
disapproves of my cynicism.

671
00:31:40,385 --> 00:31:41,929
- Oh, he's judging you.
- Yes, he is. I feel it.

672
00:31:41,929 --> 00:31:43,263
No, I'm not.
Yes, you are.

673
00:31:43,263 --> 00:31:44,556
Are too.

674
00:31:44,556 --> 00:31:46,266
"The teacher
who attempts to teach

675
00:31:46,266 --> 00:31:47,809
"without inspiring the pupil

676
00:31:47,809 --> 00:31:50,979
"with a desire to learn
is hammering on cold iron."

677
00:31:50,979 --> 00:31:52,648
- Horace Mann.
- Ten points to Slytherin.

678
00:31:52,648 --> 00:31:53,732
That's so rich.

679
00:31:53,732 --> 00:31:55,400
I wanted to be a teacher.

680
00:31:55,400 --> 00:31:56,485
You fell back on it.

681
00:31:56,485 --> 00:31:58,278
And by the way,
I love teaching.

682
00:31:58,278 --> 00:32:00,238
You're better suited for it,
I think, anyway.

683
00:32:00,238 --> 00:32:02,032
- Hey, than what?
- Writing.

684
00:32:02,032 --> 00:32:04,076
Goddamn, Beatrice.
- What does that mean?

685
00:32:04,076 --> 00:32:05,452
You don't have kids.

686
00:32:05,452 --> 00:32:06,411
You don't have kids.
You don't have

687
00:32:06,411 --> 00:32:07,913
brain damage, right?

688
00:32:07,913 --> 00:32:09,915
So, um, you stopped writing

689
00:32:09,915 --> 00:32:11,917
I imagine,
because it wasn't for you.

690
00:32:11,917 --> 00:32:13,794
Otherwise,
you'd still be doing it.

691
00:32:14,753 --> 00:32:15,754
I'm a writer.

692
00:32:15,754 --> 00:32:17,255
You haven't put pen to page

693
00:32:17,255 --> 00:32:19,007
since your stories got panned.

694
00:32:19,841 --> 00:32:20,842
You're not a writer.

695
00:32:20,842 --> 00:32:21,927
Hmm.

696
00:32:22,719 --> 00:32:24,721
Well, okay.

697
00:32:24,721 --> 00:32:26,348
Didn't realize you
saw me this way, but okay.

698
00:32:26,348 --> 00:32:27,891
It's not that
you can't write, Jon.

699
00:32:27,891 --> 00:32:29,017
It's that you don't.

700
00:32:29,768 --> 00:32:32,229
You chose to be a teacher.

701
00:32:32,229 --> 00:32:34,147
Why would I see you
as anything else?

702
00:32:36,441 --> 00:32:37,901
'Cause you married a writer.

703
00:32:37,901 --> 00:32:39,194
I did.

704
00:32:39,569 --> 00:32:40,737
Didn't I?

705
00:32:53,458 --> 00:32:54,835
<i>Why am I here?</i>

706
00:32:57,295 --> 00:32:59,506
<i>It's not for the poetry,
I'll tell you that.</i>

707
00:33:04,136 --> 00:33:05,554
<i>It's for the thrill
of something</i>

708
00:33:05,554 --> 00:33:08,015
<i>that I've managed to go
my whole life without knowing.</i>

709
00:33:11,643 --> 00:33:14,271
<i>An ache of anticipation
that you'll be here.</i>

710
00:33:18,942 --> 00:33:20,902
<i>And it will mean something
that you are.</i>

711
00:33:24,698 --> 00:33:25,782
<i>Be here.</i>

712
00:33:25,782 --> 00:33:27,409
<i>Be here. Be here.</i>

713
00:33:31,079 --> 00:33:32,456
"Stay, illusion.

714
00:33:32,456 --> 00:33:35,000
"If thou hast any sound,
speak to me."

715
00:33:37,169 --> 00:33:39,296
- Hi.
- Hi.

716
00:33:39,296 --> 00:33:40,922
Can I sit?
Of course.

717
00:33:44,634 --> 00:33:46,303
What's that you got there?

718
00:33:46,303 --> 00:33:49,264
It's, um,
sacramental grape juice.

719
00:33:49,264 --> 00:33:50,974
Said the barrister's daughter.

720
00:33:52,059 --> 00:33:53,060
Do you know
all these people?

721
00:33:53,060 --> 00:33:54,352
Uh, most of them.

722
00:33:54,352 --> 00:33:56,396
We've been doing this
for a couple years now.

723
00:33:57,397 --> 00:33:58,899
Like group therapy?

724
00:33:59,775 --> 00:34:01,818
Yeah, exactly that.

725
00:34:03,070 --> 00:34:04,905
Who's that fellow?
That's Elliot.

726
00:34:04,905 --> 00:34:06,823
Three-time Ostrander winner.

727
00:34:06,823 --> 00:34:08,658
He just finished
playing Edmund in <i>Lear.</i>

728
00:34:08,658 --> 00:34:10,410
It's sure to get him
his fourth.

729
00:34:10,410 --> 00:34:11,661
Hmm.

730
00:34:11,661 --> 00:34:14,331
"It is my intention
to escape you

731
00:34:15,957 --> 00:34:17,584
"and leave you far behind...

732
00:34:19,127 --> 00:34:21,421
"...bereft of me and aching.

733
00:34:22,672 --> 00:34:24,758
"Puzzled by the pain
in your rib.

734
00:34:26,676 --> 00:34:27,969
"Not quite heartache.

735
00:34:29,179 --> 00:34:30,472
"Not quite homesick.

736
00:34:31,348 --> 00:34:33,100
"Me-shaped and filled

737
00:34:33,100 --> 00:34:35,102
"with the remnants of stars.

738
00:34:36,603 --> 00:34:39,731
"You choke up the void
with verdurous blooms,

739
00:34:39,731 --> 00:34:42,109
"and the wrap of my veins
around you.

740
00:34:44,361 --> 00:34:46,071
"The hideous pulse,

741
00:34:46,947 --> 00:34:48,365
"the shouting blood,

742
00:34:49,741 --> 00:34:52,077
"the ventricle kudzu
smothering you

743
00:34:52,077 --> 00:34:53,203
"with wanting

744
00:34:54,287 --> 00:34:57,415
"is turned hideously soft
in reminiscence.

745
00:35:00,210 --> 00:35:02,420
"And yet
some part of me stays.

746
00:35:03,255 --> 00:35:04,339
"Some bit,

747
00:35:05,215 --> 00:35:06,341
"some parcel,

748
00:35:07,676 --> 00:35:09,845
"some ash left behind.

749
00:35:12,013 --> 00:35:14,891
"And with it,
you will recreate me.

750
00:35:14,891 --> 00:35:18,770
"A moving effigy,
a patch-work person."

751
00:35:23,233 --> 00:35:24,401
"But they are not me.

752
00:35:25,569 --> 00:35:28,613
"And the space I left
grows misshapen."

753
00:35:32,701 --> 00:35:35,120
"I will never fit there
again."

754
00:35:44,713 --> 00:35:45,714
What?

755
00:35:47,174 --> 00:35:48,675
I can see.

756
00:35:49,676 --> 00:35:50,760
It was really something.

757
00:35:51,553 --> 00:35:53,555
Hot dog.

758
00:35:53,555 --> 00:35:55,515
You thought it was gonna
be trash, didn't you?

759
00:35:56,433 --> 00:35:57,601
Yes, I did.

760
00:35:58,518 --> 00:35:59,686
Have more faith.

761
00:36:07,986 --> 00:36:09,154
<i>What is the word?</i>

762
00:36:10,906 --> 00:36:13,325
<i>It's not falling.
That's too stale.</i>

763
00:36:15,869 --> 00:36:17,662
<i>It's more deliberate
than that.</i>

764
00:36:19,497 --> 00:36:22,584
<i>It's recognition
of what we really are.</i>

765
00:36:25,754 --> 00:36:26,922
<i>Ghosts.</i>

766
00:36:29,299 --> 00:36:30,926
<i>You do see me.</i>

767
00:36:33,094 --> 00:36:34,721
<i>And I see you.</i>

768
00:36:43,605 --> 00:36:46,775
Goddamn, Tennessee,
why are you so fuckin' hot?

769
00:36:46,775 --> 00:36:48,777
- Go inside.
- And miss Godot?

770
00:36:48,777 --> 00:36:50,278
Gifts for the wallflowers.

771
00:36:50,278 --> 00:36:51,988
Oh. Okay.
Mm. Hmm.

772
00:36:51,988 --> 00:36:53,490
Thank you.
What's this?

773
00:36:54,741 --> 00:36:56,117
Coffee.
- No, no.

774
00:36:56,117 --> 00:36:58,662
What's this? What is...
What's with the, uh, new look?

775
00:36:58,662 --> 00:37:01,373
Thank you for this. It's,
uh... It's very generous.

776
00:37:01,373 --> 00:37:03,291
No one should have to suffer
cafeteria coffee.

777
00:37:03,291 --> 00:37:05,043
You want a biscuit, biscuit?

778
00:37:05,043 --> 00:37:06,836
- What flavor?
- Split fig.

779
00:37:06,836 --> 00:37:09,005
Mm.

780
00:37:09,005 --> 00:37:10,340
Excuse me.

781
00:37:10,340 --> 00:37:11,883
It's good.
- Come on, man.

782
00:37:11,883 --> 00:37:13,301
You got
a little split fig in you?

783
00:37:13,301 --> 00:37:15,679
- Not right now. Really?
- Caught in your throat?

784
00:37:15,679 --> 00:37:17,555
You know what you should do?
What should I do?

785
00:37:17,555 --> 00:37:18,974
You should make a logo
and sell these

786
00:37:18,974 --> 00:37:20,642
to raise money for the team.

787
00:37:20,642 --> 00:37:22,519
Don't laugh.

788
00:37:22,519 --> 00:37:23,603
You'd buy some, wouldn't you,
Mr. Miller?

789
00:37:23,603 --> 00:37:24,896
- Oh, yeah.
- He doesn't count.

790
00:37:24,896 --> 00:37:26,606
I can't resist a cute boy
with a biscuit.

791
00:37:26,606 --> 00:37:28,650
Right?
Winnie could design the logo.

792
00:37:28,650 --> 00:37:29,776
Yeah?
- Yeah.

793
00:37:29,776 --> 00:37:30,860
She's really good
at that stuff.

794
00:37:31,778 --> 00:37:32,779
Really?
- Coach.

795
00:37:33,780 --> 00:37:35,657
Call yourself
the Biscuit Batters.

796
00:37:35,657 --> 00:37:37,158
Winnie and I could help you
get it off the ground.

797
00:37:37,158 --> 00:37:38,743
What's in it for you?

798
00:37:38,743 --> 00:37:40,662
What's in it for me?
Mm-hmm.

799
00:37:40,662 --> 00:37:43,498
Oh, well, I mean,
it's pleasure, you know?

800
00:37:43,498 --> 00:37:45,250
Connection. 5%.

801
00:37:47,460 --> 00:37:49,921
- I'm the Biscuit Batter.
- No. Once more with pride.

802
00:37:49,921 --> 00:37:53,049
- I'm the Biscuit Batter!
- Oh. Oh, okay. Okay.

803
00:37:53,049 --> 00:37:54,217
I'm the...

804
00:37:54,217 --> 00:37:55,468
I'm gonna work on that.

805
00:37:55,468 --> 00:37:57,304
Um, but I'm leaving
before I fucking burn up.

806
00:37:57,304 --> 00:37:59,472
- Y'all coming inside?
- You go ahead.

807
00:37:59,472 --> 00:38:01,182
All right, suit yourself.

808
00:38:01,182 --> 00:38:03,226
I'll suit myself. See you now.

809
00:38:03,226 --> 00:38:04,477
Mm.

810
00:38:12,193 --> 00:38:13,194
Hi.

811
00:38:14,571 --> 00:38:15,739
Hi.

812
00:38:19,492 --> 00:38:20,493
You're sweet.

813
00:38:22,454 --> 00:38:23,621
When it suits.

814
00:38:27,542 --> 00:38:28,543
Please.

815
00:38:30,128 --> 00:38:31,171
Thank you.
Mm.

816
00:38:53,568 --> 00:38:55,445
What did he say
about the outfit?

817
00:38:55,445 --> 00:38:57,197
He didn't have
to say anything.

818
00:38:57,989 --> 00:39:00,116
Oh.

819
00:39:00,116 --> 00:39:01,451
You ready? Can we go?

820
00:39:01,451 --> 00:39:03,244
No. I need to stop
by his class.

821
00:39:03,953 --> 00:39:05,872
Can I watch?

822
00:39:05,872 --> 00:39:07,248
Oh, hi.

823
00:39:07,248 --> 00:39:08,375
Hey.

824
00:39:08,375 --> 00:39:09,459
How are you, kid?

825
00:39:12,337 --> 00:39:13,380
Are you in a hurry?

826
00:39:13,380 --> 00:39:15,090
Well, I'm just goin' on
a little, uh,

827
00:39:15,924 --> 00:39:18,176
weekend vacation with my wife.

828
00:39:20,845 --> 00:39:22,514
What do writers
do on vacation?

829
00:39:22,514 --> 00:39:23,598
Uh, excuse me.

830
00:39:23,598 --> 00:39:26,684
Um, well,
they pretend to write

831
00:39:26,684 --> 00:39:28,186
someplace else, I guess.

832
00:39:29,646 --> 00:39:31,731
Uh, can we talk about
the midterm?

833
00:39:31,731 --> 00:39:33,191
Uh, sure, what's on your mind?

834
00:39:33,191 --> 00:39:35,068
I want your approval
on my author before I start.

835
00:39:35,068 --> 00:39:36,528
Okay. Who is it?

836
00:39:36,528 --> 00:39:38,154
Henry Miller.

837
00:39:38,154 --> 00:39:40,782
Provocative and,
uh...

838
00:39:40,782 --> 00:39:43,368
...his structure is very
challenging to emulate.

839
00:39:43,368 --> 00:39:45,912
It's not just structural,
though, it's everythin'.

840
00:39:45,912 --> 00:39:47,205
You know, his decadence,

841
00:39:47,205 --> 00:39:50,041
his total disregard
for literary etiquette,

842
00:39:50,041 --> 00:39:52,085
his, um,
destruction of convention.

843
00:39:52,085 --> 00:39:54,254
It's...
It's all the good stuff.

844
00:39:57,799 --> 00:40:00,009
- Do you not think I can do it?
- Look,

845
00:40:00,009 --> 00:40:02,846
Miller is public enemy
number one

846
00:40:02,846 --> 00:40:03,930
with the censors.

847
00:40:03,930 --> 00:40:05,890
I'm not even approved
to teach him.

848
00:40:07,642 --> 00:40:08,643
So?

849
00:40:10,770 --> 00:40:13,440
So, it would be like
a controversial choice.

850
00:40:16,943 --> 00:40:19,070
If it's not controversial,
it's not interestin'.

851
00:40:20,780 --> 00:40:22,073
Okay.

852
00:40:22,740 --> 00:40:23,741
Okay, yes?

853
00:40:24,409 --> 00:40:25,785
Okay, I trust you.

854
00:40:26,786 --> 00:40:28,371
Write what you know,
little ghost.

855
00:40:33,877 --> 00:40:35,336
Damn, I gotta go. Uh...

856
00:40:36,337 --> 00:40:38,006
Do me a favor.

857
00:40:38,006 --> 00:40:40,258
Have some fun this weekend,
will you?

858
00:40:40,842 --> 00:40:41,885
Take a recess.

859
00:40:43,136 --> 00:40:44,637
Yeah, I'll rest if you write.

860
00:40:44,637 --> 00:40:46,681
Uh, listen,
I'll see you Monday, okay?

861
00:40:46,681 --> 00:40:47,765
Bye, Winnie.

862
00:40:51,060 --> 00:40:52,187
Don't do that.

863
00:40:53,771 --> 00:40:54,856
Don't look at me like that.

864
00:40:58,276 --> 00:40:59,736
Hmm...

865
00:41:01,070 --> 00:41:02,197
"Oh..."

866
00:41:02,197 --> 00:41:04,157
No, I never did that.

867
00:41:04,157 --> 00:41:05,825
Stop.

868
00:41:07,827 --> 00:41:09,454
Wait, Winnie, don't...

869
00:41:09,454 --> 00:41:11,915
"Oh, Mr. Miller,

870
00:41:11,915 --> 00:41:16,377
"I just love the decadence,
and the words

871
00:41:16,377 --> 00:41:19,172
"and breakin' all the rules!"

872
00:41:19,172 --> 00:41:20,465
Okay, enough, enough.

873
00:41:20,465 --> 00:41:22,175
You need to get off his desk.

874
00:41:22,175 --> 00:41:23,801
I did not say it like that.

875
00:41:23,801 --> 00:41:25,345
Oh, but you meant it
like that.

876
00:41:25,345 --> 00:41:27,263
- No, I didn't.
- You're seducin' him,

877
00:41:27,263 --> 00:41:29,390
you floozy.

878
00:41:29,390 --> 00:41:31,267
We make a good double team.

879
00:41:31,851 --> 00:41:33,394
Hi.

880
00:41:33,394 --> 00:41:34,979
Am I interruptin'?

881
00:41:34,979 --> 00:41:37,023
We were just leavin'.
Where's Jon?

882
00:41:37,023 --> 00:41:38,733
Uh, where's Mr. Miller?

883
00:41:38,733 --> 00:41:39,859
He left.

884
00:41:39,859 --> 00:41:42,445
Shoot.
Oh, while I have you. Cairo.

885
00:41:42,445 --> 00:41:44,239
I think your idea
is fresh to death.

886
00:41:44,239 --> 00:41:45,406
And, uh, Winnie...

887
00:41:45,406 --> 00:41:47,408
- I'd like your help too.
- With what?

888
00:41:47,408 --> 00:41:48,660
Well, can you keep the secret?

889
00:41:48,660 --> 00:41:49,744
Sure can.

890
00:41:49,744 --> 00:41:50,870
I bake biscuits.

891
00:41:50,870 --> 00:41:52,163
He's gonna have
the baseball team

892
00:41:52,163 --> 00:41:53,373
sell them to raise money.

893
00:41:53,373 --> 00:41:55,583
But Fillmore wants you
to design the logo.

894
00:41:55,583 --> 00:41:57,210
I think that's really cool.

895
00:41:57,210 --> 00:41:59,504
- Really?
- I'd love to help.

896
00:41:59,504 --> 00:42:00,755
Cool. All right.

897
00:42:00,755 --> 00:42:02,215
I'll call you guys out
on your lunch period.

898
00:42:02,215 --> 00:42:03,299
We can go over the specs.

899
00:42:03,299 --> 00:42:05,134
Hey, um...

900
00:42:06,094 --> 00:42:07,512
I think it'd be easier

901
00:42:07,512 --> 00:42:09,681
if you just gave me
your phone.

902
00:42:09,681 --> 00:42:12,267
I could text you the specs.

903
00:42:12,267 --> 00:42:13,685
It'd be faster that way.

904
00:42:14,686 --> 00:42:16,020
Okay.

905
00:42:16,479 --> 00:42:17,480
Great.

906
00:42:19,732 --> 00:42:20,858
Hey, can you call me?

907
00:42:21,901 --> 00:42:23,820
Mm. Mm-hmm.

908
00:42:23,820 --> 00:42:26,155
And now
you'll have Cairo's number.

909
00:42:26,698 --> 00:42:27,699
Oh, good.

910
00:42:29,242 --> 00:42:30,618
There is no reception
in here.

911
00:42:30,618 --> 00:42:31,828
Shit.
Cairo, it's probably

912
00:42:31,828 --> 00:42:33,538
just at the bottom
of your bag.

913
00:42:33,538 --> 00:42:35,415
No, I just had it
a minute ago.

914
00:42:35,415 --> 00:42:37,041
Well, it's Friday,

915
00:42:38,001 --> 00:42:39,419
and we're still here.

916
00:42:39,419 --> 00:42:40,920
So let's a-fucking go.

917
00:42:44,966 --> 00:42:46,259
Oh, uh, Winnie?

918
00:42:46,926 --> 00:42:48,136
Uh, Boris?

919
00:42:49,470 --> 00:42:52,390
My phone.
- My phone.

920
00:42:52,390 --> 00:42:54,559
- Your phone.
- Your phone?

921
00:42:54,559 --> 00:42:57,812
Your phone!

922
00:42:57,812 --> 00:43:00,773
- Right. [snorts] Sorry. Okay.
- Oh, okay. Okay.

923
00:43:00,773 --> 00:43:02,692
- Well, that was my...
- Ah.

924
00:43:02,692 --> 00:43:04,235
<i>♪ Danger, danger ♪</i>

925
00:43:04,235 --> 00:43:06,821
<i>♪ High voltage ♪</i>

926
00:43:06,821 --> 00:43:09,115
Baby, I'm gonna need
a few more minutes, all right?

927
00:43:09,115 --> 00:43:12,076
Okay. Well, we were supposed
to leave 40 minutes ago.

928
00:43:12,076 --> 00:43:13,870
I know.

929
00:43:13,870 --> 00:43:16,289
If Amy did her fucking job...

930
00:43:16,289 --> 00:43:17,665
...we could've left yesterday.

931
00:43:24,464 --> 00:43:25,798
It's just not enough, Amy.

932
00:43:25,798 --> 00:43:26,883
What the f...?

933
00:43:28,843 --> 00:43:30,678
Yes, I'll hold.

934
00:43:30,678 --> 00:43:32,513
Hello?
<i>Hi.</i>

935
00:43:32,513 --> 00:43:33,598
You have my phone.

936
00:43:34,891 --> 00:43:36,434
<i>And whose phone
do I have?</i>

937
00:43:36,434 --> 00:43:37,518
Cairo Sweet's.

938
00:43:38,269 --> 00:43:39,687
Cairo. It's, uh...

939
00:43:40,730 --> 00:43:42,607
It's Jon... It's Mr. Miller.

940
00:43:46,069 --> 00:43:47,654
- Sticky fingers, Miller.
<i>- Uh...</i>

941
00:43:48,279 --> 00:43:49,572
Uh, how are you?

942
00:43:49,572 --> 00:43:51,032
I'm tethered to a landline.

943
00:43:51,032 --> 00:43:52,992
<i>- Are you already gone?</i>
- Uh, well, should be.

944
00:43:52,992 --> 00:43:54,786
I don't give
a flying backwards fuck, Amy.

945
00:43:54,786 --> 00:43:55,870
Just give 'em the first draft.

946
00:43:55,870 --> 00:43:57,664
- Hang on.
- They'll think it's new.

947
00:43:57,664 --> 00:43:59,248
Honey. Honey,
I've, I've gotta drop

948
00:43:59,248 --> 00:44:00,416
somethin' off
at a student's house.

949
00:44:00,416 --> 00:44:01,834
All right, take care of it.

950
00:44:01,834 --> 00:44:03,252
Oh, get me some tampons
while you're out, all right?

951
00:44:03,252 --> 00:44:04,504
- Yeah.
- Organic ones,

952
00:44:04,504 --> 00:44:05,630
- if you can find 'em.
- Mm-hmm.

953
00:44:05,630 --> 00:44:07,423
Not you obviously, Amy. Fuck.

954
00:44:07,423 --> 00:44:08,508
Get me a better deal,

955
00:44:08,508 --> 00:44:09,842
and then
you can plug my pussy.

956
00:44:09,842 --> 00:44:12,345
<i>You big time,
"road head" owe me.</i>

957
00:44:14,931 --> 00:44:16,224
<i>Are you still there?</i>

958
00:44:16,224 --> 00:44:17,350
I'm still here.

959
00:44:19,435 --> 00:44:20,895
You at Lovell Hill right now?

960
00:44:20,895 --> 00:44:22,313
<i>Yes.</i>
- Okay.

961
00:44:22,313 --> 00:44:24,273
Well, I'll drop it off
before we leave,

962
00:44:24,273 --> 00:44:25,608
if that's okay.

963
00:44:28,444 --> 00:44:29,529
<i>Do you need
the address?</i>

964
00:44:30,446 --> 00:44:32,573
I know exactly where you are.

965
00:44:32,573 --> 00:44:34,534
<i>Good. All right,
well, drive safe.</i>

966
00:44:35,368 --> 00:44:36,369
It's gonna rain.

967
00:44:39,914 --> 00:44:41,374
<i>How does love come?</i>

968
00:44:43,042 --> 00:44:44,335
<i>In the movies, it's,</i>

969
00:44:44,335 --> 00:44:47,547
<i>it's like a curtain crashing
to the stage.</i>

970
00:44:47,547 --> 00:44:50,550
<i>But in life,
whatever of it is real,</i>

971
00:44:51,801 --> 00:44:53,177
<i>it is a quiet thing.</i>

972
00:44:54,595 --> 00:44:55,680
<i>Unrelenting.</i>

973
00:44:57,682 --> 00:44:59,142
<i>Inevitable.</i>

974
00:45:01,477 --> 00:45:02,979
<i>It is a summoning.</i>

975
00:45:15,074 --> 00:45:19,454
<i>♪ Looking out the door
I see the rain ♪</i>

976
00:45:19,454 --> 00:45:23,040
<i>♪ Fall upon
the funeral mourners ♪</i>

977
00:45:28,004 --> 00:45:32,425
<i>♪ Too young to hold on ♪</i>

978
00:45:32,425 --> 00:45:38,055
<i>♪ And too old
to just break free and run ♪</i>

979
00:45:39,599 --> 00:45:44,812
<i>♪ Sometimes a man
gets carried away ♪</i>

980
00:45:44,812 --> 00:45:49,692
<i>♪ When he feels like
should be having his fun ♪</i>

981
00:45:49,692 --> 00:45:55,323
<i>♪ Much too blind to see
the damage he's done ♪</i>

982
00:45:56,991 --> 00:46:01,537
<i>♪ Sometimes a man must awake
to find that ♪</i>

983
00:46:01,537 --> 00:46:06,834
<i>♪ Really he has no one ♪</i>

984
00:46:10,546 --> 00:46:12,131
Come here.

985
00:46:13,341 --> 00:46:14,383
No.

986
00:46:16,093 --> 00:46:17,303
You come here.

987
00:46:17,303 --> 00:46:21,224
<i>♪ Will I ever see
your sweet return? ♪</i>

988
00:46:21,224 --> 00:46:24,227
<i>♪ Oh, will I ever learn? ♪</i>

989
00:46:24,227 --> 00:46:28,439
<i>♪ Oh-oh, lover ♪</i>

990
00:46:28,439 --> 00:46:32,276
<i>♪ You should've come over ♪</i>

991
00:46:34,529 --> 00:46:38,616
<i>♪ 'Cause it's not too late ♪</i>

992
00:46:57,593 --> 00:46:59,387
<i>How can a kiss make
every cliche</i>

993
00:46:59,387 --> 00:47:01,305
<i>suddenly consequential?</i>

994
00:47:01,305 --> 00:47:05,142
<i>Quite unlike any person
I've tutored before. I wonder.</i>

995
00:47:06,978 --> 00:47:09,689
<i>Here we are.
Oh, excellent.</i>

996
00:47:22,076 --> 00:47:23,202
<i>I didn't know
it was possible</i>

997
00:47:23,202 --> 00:47:24,495
<i>to feel this brave.</i>

998
00:47:33,337 --> 00:47:35,715
<i>Or that I'd ever want to.</i>

999
00:47:38,259 --> 00:47:39,969
What are you doin'?

1000
00:47:42,054 --> 00:47:43,139
I'm working.

1001
00:47:43,139 --> 00:47:44,765
- Baby?
- Uh-huh?

1002
00:47:44,765 --> 00:47:46,851
I know this was supposed
to be our weekend together

1003
00:47:46,851 --> 00:47:48,185
and I'm sorry that my team

1004
00:47:48,185 --> 00:47:49,729
is the fucking
tasteless worst.

1005
00:47:49,729 --> 00:47:51,689
But I can't work like this.

1006
00:47:51,689 --> 00:47:53,691
Seriously?

1007
00:47:53,691 --> 00:47:54,775
<i>A kiss.</i>

1008
00:48:00,323 --> 00:48:01,324
I'll be outside.

1009
00:48:01,324 --> 00:48:02,408
<i>A muse.</i>

1010
00:48:06,120 --> 00:48:07,246
<i>It is a question.</i>

1011
00:48:08,998 --> 00:48:10,374
<i>It is an unlocked door.</i>

1012
00:48:12,126 --> 00:48:14,462
<i>It is elation.</i>

1013
00:48:15,880 --> 00:48:17,048
<i>An anguish.</i>

1014
00:48:18,883 --> 00:48:20,635
<i>It is the inch and the mile.</i>

1015
00:48:29,644 --> 00:48:31,479
<i>"Don't look into the sun,"
they say.</i>

1016
00:48:34,649 --> 00:48:35,775
<i>The fuck do they know?</i>

1017
00:48:41,280 --> 00:48:43,199
<i>"Mr. Murphy drove with
the resignation</i>

1018
00:48:43,199 --> 00:48:45,117
<i>"of the already dead.</i>

1019
00:48:45,117 --> 00:48:46,786
<i>"He imagined he felt the way
Dylan Thomas</i>

1020
00:48:46,786 --> 00:48:48,329
<i>"did headin' into
the White Horse</i>

1021
00:48:48,329 --> 00:48:49,872
<i>"to take the drink
that would kill him.</i>

1022
00:48:51,332 --> 00:48:52,917
<i>"He knew what they were</i>

1023
00:48:52,917 --> 00:48:54,251
<i>"and what they were not."</i>

1024
00:49:28,786 --> 00:49:30,496
<i>"Hello," she said.</i>

1025
00:49:30,496 --> 00:49:31,580
<i>I'm here.</i>

1026
00:49:31,580 --> 00:49:32,998
<i>"Alice thought
immediately</i>

1027
00:49:32,998 --> 00:49:34,917
<i>"of a slaughtering lamb
as she couldn't be certain</i>

1028
00:49:34,917 --> 00:49:36,752
<i>"which of them was meant
for sacrifice.</i>

1029
00:49:40,589 --> 00:49:41,590
<i>"He was outside.</i>

1030
00:49:42,883 --> 00:49:43,884
<i>"He was inside."</i>

1031
00:49:45,136 --> 00:49:47,430
<i>It excites you,
doesn't it?</i>

1032
00:49:47,430 --> 00:49:49,807
The surreptitiousness
of it all.

1033
00:49:58,232 --> 00:49:59,942
<i>"Mr. Murphy
smiled wide.</i>

1034
00:49:59,942 --> 00:50:02,361
<i>"The lines around his mouth
deepening into parentheses</i>

1035
00:50:02,361 --> 00:50:04,739
<i>"that framed his perfect lips
into a punchline.</i>

1036
00:50:07,491 --> 00:50:08,701
<i>"Smoke drifted from her mouth</i>

1037
00:50:08,701 --> 00:50:10,494
<i>"with practiced,
cinematic effort."</i>

1038
00:50:13,706 --> 00:50:15,458
Is it more romantic for you
that way?

1039
00:50:21,088 --> 00:50:22,506
This is no romance.

1040
00:50:24,884 --> 00:50:26,927
I'm sorry to disappoint you.

1041
00:50:37,104 --> 00:50:39,565
<i>"Alice opened her mouth
to say something,</i>

1042
00:50:39,565 --> 00:50:41,025
<i>"but the words fell away.</i>

1043
00:50:42,109 --> 00:50:43,694
<i>"Mr. Murphy loomed over her,</i>

1044
00:50:43,694 --> 00:50:46,030
<i>"his Cadillac eyes hungry
and bored."</i>

1045
00:50:46,947 --> 00:50:48,449
I want you to read to me.

1046
00:50:48,449 --> 00:50:50,117
<i>"Alice watched
in slow motion</i>

1047
00:50:50,117 --> 00:50:52,244
<i>"as Mr. Murphy's tongue
undulated when he spoke."</i>

1048
00:50:52,244 --> 00:50:55,956
Read it to me the way
you read it to yourself.

1049
00:50:55,956 --> 00:50:58,334
<i>"Pink tide against
the bone shore of his teeth."</i>

1050
00:50:59,251 --> 00:51:00,252
Yeah.

1051
00:51:00,252 --> 00:51:01,545
<i>"Alice took the tattered</i>

1052
00:51:01,545 --> 00:51:03,547
<i>"Henry Miller paperback
off the bedside table,</i>

1053
00:51:05,925 --> 00:51:07,968
<i>"and spread it open
on the comforter of her bed.</i>

1054
00:51:10,221 --> 00:51:12,765
<i>""Page 13,"
he said, behind her,</i>

1055
00:51:12,765 --> 00:51:15,267
<i>"one hand slid up the front
of her cotton dress.</i>

1056
00:51:17,686 --> 00:51:20,356
<i>"The other pointed to
a sentence on the page."</i>

1057
00:51:20,356 --> 00:51:21,649
Begin...

1058
00:51:22,024 --> 00:51:23,025
here.

1059
00:51:35,037 --> 00:51:36,580
<i>"He was
against her then,</i>

1060
00:51:36,580 --> 00:51:39,083
<i>"and Alice felt a push
of muscular wetness</i>

1061
00:51:39,083 --> 00:51:40,876
<i>"between her legs."
"Mr. Murphy placed</i>

1062
00:51:40,876 --> 00:51:42,837
<i>"his slender hand over hers</i>

1063
00:51:42,837 --> 00:51:45,130
<i>"and guided her to the mound
at her center</i>

1064
00:51:45,130 --> 00:51:47,007
<i>"pressin' her fingers
into the dark fold there."</i>

1065
00:51:47,007 --> 00:51:49,093
<i>"Just behind the
damp fabric of her panties..."</i>

1066
00:51:49,093 --> 00:51:50,511
<i>"Feelin' her feel
herself."</i>

1067
00:51:50,511 --> 00:51:52,179
<i>"... he found his way
around the elastic at her leg,</i>

1068
00:51:52,179 --> 00:51:53,889
<i>"and slid two deft fingers</i>

1069
00:51:53,889 --> 00:51:56,308
<i>"into the warm darkness
of her virgin cunt."</i>

1070
00:51:56,308 --> 00:51:57,726
<i>"She felt him shift."</i>

1071
00:51:57,726 --> 00:51:58,894
<i>"He peeled the wet
cotton down her legs</i>

1072
00:51:58,894 --> 00:51:59,979
<i>"and pressed into her
from behind."</i>

1073
00:51:59,979 --> 00:52:01,564
<i>"The width of his face..."</i>

1074
00:52:01,564 --> 00:52:03,357
<i>"The thousand years
of violence and conquering</i>

1075
00:52:03,357 --> 00:52:05,734
<i>"boiled within him as he held
the mouth of her pubis</i>

1076
00:52:05,734 --> 00:52:06,944
<i>"like a hooked fish."
"Searching for</i>

1077
00:52:06,944 --> 00:52:08,362
<i>"the answer to a question
he'd doubted."</i>

1078
00:52:08,362 --> 00:52:09,655
<i>"But there it was."
"The answer</i>

1079
00:52:09,655 --> 00:52:11,198
<i>"and the question."
"The cicatrix</i>

1080
00:52:11,198 --> 00:52:12,658
<i>"that will never heal."
"The serpent's apple."</i>

1081
00:52:12,658 --> 00:52:14,201
<i>"Her cul was slick
against his fingers."</i>

1082
00:52:14,201 --> 00:52:15,327
<i>"Just as he imagined
it was when she was alone."</i>

1083
00:52:15,327 --> 00:52:16,495
<i>"Maybe in
her bedroom..."</i>

1084
00:52:16,495 --> 00:52:17,746
<i>"Her own fingers
knuckle deep."</i>

1085
00:52:17,746 --> 00:52:18,831
<i>"Trying to rub out
that itch."</i>

1086
00:52:18,831 --> 00:52:20,124
<i>"The ache inside.</i>

1087
00:52:20,124 --> 00:52:22,084
<i>"He saw himself
burying his cock in her</i>

1088
00:52:22,084 --> 00:52:24,044
<i>"brutally fucking away
the exigency</i>

1089
00:52:24,044 --> 00:52:25,170
<i>"that swirled her clit</i>

1090
00:52:25,170 --> 00:52:27,172
<i>"and choked her
better judgments."</i>

1091
00:52:27,172 --> 00:52:29,049
<i>"He would fill her up
with cum."</i>

1092
00:53:19,558 --> 00:53:20,559
Good morning.

1093
00:53:27,274 --> 00:53:28,275
Are you okay?

1094
00:53:31,946 --> 00:53:32,947
What's wrong?

1095
00:53:37,326 --> 00:53:38,911
Your story.

1096
00:53:39,453 --> 00:53:40,996
Oh.

1097
00:53:41,956 --> 00:53:42,957
You didn't like it?

1098
00:53:45,793 --> 00:53:47,628
You have to choose
another author.

1099
00:53:50,130 --> 00:53:51,131
Why?

1100
00:53:52,466 --> 00:53:53,676
This is inappropriate.

1101
00:53:54,927 --> 00:53:56,679
"Inappropriate."

1102
00:53:56,679 --> 00:53:57,763
What does that mean?

1103
00:53:59,223 --> 00:54:00,683
Why did you write this?

1104
00:54:00,683 --> 00:54:02,017
- You asked me to.
- Uh-huh.

1105
00:54:03,227 --> 00:54:05,020
Okay.

1106
00:54:05,020 --> 00:54:06,605
Why did you choose
that material?

1107
00:54:06,605 --> 00:54:08,482
You said,
"Write what you know."

1108
00:54:08,482 --> 00:54:10,317
And this is what you know?

1109
00:54:10,859 --> 00:54:11,860
This is...

1110
00:54:13,737 --> 00:54:14,738
us.

1111
00:54:15,406 --> 00:54:16,448
No.

1112
00:54:16,448 --> 00:54:18,200
This is... This is you.

1113
00:54:18,200 --> 00:54:19,827
I don't...

1114
00:54:19,827 --> 00:54:21,453
I don't understand this.

1115
00:54:21,453 --> 00:54:23,122
Are you being serious?

1116
00:54:23,872 --> 00:54:25,499
Okay. It's...

1117
00:54:25,499 --> 00:54:28,210
It's about two like people
abnegating social convention.

1118
00:54:30,295 --> 00:54:31,422
You know, it's commentary

1119
00:54:31,422 --> 00:54:33,048
on the sexual anesthetization
of a culture

1120
00:54:33,048 --> 00:54:35,384
that's super saturated
with pornography.

1121
00:54:35,384 --> 00:54:38,387
It's about the inefficacy
of romantic dogmas

1122
00:54:38,387 --> 00:54:40,222
on young people's
expectations.

1123
00:54:41,557 --> 00:54:43,600
It's about
inexorable attraction.

1124
00:54:45,644 --> 00:54:47,312
It's layered.

1125
00:54:47,312 --> 00:54:49,106
- This is pornography.
- Yes.

1126
00:54:49,106 --> 00:54:51,650
So put it in your diary,
not on my fuckin' desk.

1127
00:54:52,818 --> 00:54:54,820
Write a new story
with a new author.

1128
00:54:55,738 --> 00:55:00,075
I'm not gonna indulge this.

1129
00:55:00,075 --> 00:55:01,869
Are you talking about
the story or us?

1130
00:55:02,411 --> 00:55:03,412
Both.

1131
00:55:07,416 --> 00:55:09,001
You already have.
You inspired it.

1132
00:55:11,336 --> 00:55:12,379
I can't accept it.

1133
00:55:14,506 --> 00:55:15,883
But you can't or you won't?

1134
00:55:19,511 --> 00:55:21,388
Because it sounds like
you're scared...

1135
00:55:21,388 --> 00:55:22,514
- Hey. Hey.
- ...and it looks like

1136
00:55:22,514 --> 00:55:23,766
you're measurin'.

1137
00:55:26,393 --> 00:55:27,478
Stop talking to me
like a stranger,

1138
00:55:27,478 --> 00:55:29,188
- and say what you mean.
- Rewrite it.

1139
00:55:29,188 --> 00:55:30,272
Why?

1140
00:55:30,272 --> 00:55:32,775
- You know why.
- Tell me.

1141
00:55:32,775 --> 00:55:34,359
- Say it.
- If you don't rewrite this,

1142
00:55:34,359 --> 00:55:35,486
I'll have to fail you
for the midterm.

1143
00:55:35,486 --> 00:55:37,071
- Tell me why.
- I don't have to tell you

1144
00:55:37,071 --> 00:55:38,155
a goddamn thing.

1145
00:55:43,077 --> 00:55:44,411
It made you feel something
that scared you.

1146
00:55:44,411 --> 00:55:46,538
- Don't put words in my mouth.
- Then say them yourself.

1147
00:55:47,581 --> 00:55:48,999
Tell me what it made you feel.

1148
00:55:50,417 --> 00:55:51,919
Incredibly foolish

1149
00:55:51,919 --> 00:55:54,838
for havin' trusted
this material to a child.

1150
00:55:58,050 --> 00:55:59,176
What was I before you read it?

1151
00:56:09,645 --> 00:56:11,063
A student.

1152
00:56:13,649 --> 00:56:14,691
You built the world.

1153
00:56:16,777 --> 00:56:19,446
You built the fantasy,
not on the page,

1154
00:56:19,446 --> 00:56:20,906
but in real life.

1155
00:56:23,158 --> 00:56:25,160
You can't blur the lines

1156
00:56:25,160 --> 00:56:26,411
and then expect me to see
a boundary

1157
00:56:26,411 --> 00:56:27,496
when I suddenly cross it.

1158
00:56:31,834 --> 00:56:33,418
Let me be very, very clear...

1159
00:56:35,462 --> 00:56:36,547
...with you.

1160
00:56:39,550 --> 00:56:40,634
You're my student.

1161
00:56:41,885 --> 00:56:43,053
And I'm your teacher.

1162
00:56:45,180 --> 00:56:46,181
That's all.

1163
00:56:48,225 --> 00:56:50,310
Any misconception of that
is something,

1164
00:56:50,310 --> 00:56:52,563
regrettably, that you have
to shoulder...

1165
00:56:54,022 --> 00:56:55,023
alone.

1166
00:57:29,016 --> 00:57:30,559
"Write what you know"
is what you said.

1167
00:57:32,603 --> 00:57:34,396
Yeah, I know what I said.

1168
00:57:34,396 --> 00:57:36,106
You don't know anything
you say.

1169
00:57:42,821 --> 00:57:44,573
- This is good.
- Mm-hmm.

1170
00:57:46,116 --> 00:57:47,117
And you know it is.

1171
00:57:51,163 --> 00:57:52,873
So, let's examine
the real issue.

1172
00:57:56,168 --> 00:57:57,294
It's not my writing.

1173
00:58:00,047 --> 00:58:01,423
It's yours.

1174
00:58:04,176 --> 00:58:05,177
Good try.

1175
00:58:06,762 --> 00:58:08,847
You thought you were
gonna be hot shit, didn't you?

1176
00:58:08,847 --> 00:58:10,057
What?

1177
00:58:10,057 --> 00:58:12,267
You thought that
you were gonna be somebody.

1178
00:58:14,019 --> 00:58:15,020
Right?

1179
00:58:19,399 --> 00:58:21,193
"Overreaching
without ambition."

1180
00:58:27,115 --> 00:58:28,367
Do you know what that means?

1181
00:58:32,996 --> 00:58:35,040
It means you weren't brave
enough to be better.

1182
00:58:38,585 --> 00:58:40,128
Means
you're deliberately impotent.

1183
00:58:43,757 --> 00:58:46,760
It means that you,
Jonathan Miller...

1184
00:58:49,179 --> 00:58:50,430
are mediocre.

1185
00:58:55,644 --> 00:58:56,687
You wanna fail me?

1186
00:58:59,064 --> 00:59:00,274
I fucking dare you.

1187
00:59:03,485 --> 00:59:05,112
But you better make it mean
somethin' to you.

1188
00:59:07,531 --> 00:59:08,824
And you better know
what it means.

1189
00:59:11,201 --> 00:59:13,287
Because the cost is very high,
Mr. Miller.

1190
00:59:15,747 --> 00:59:18,625
And if you're not very,
very careful

1191
00:59:20,544 --> 00:59:24,298
this banality, this falsity
that you wallow in,

1192
00:59:26,883 --> 00:59:28,885
it will devour you
until you are as small

1193
00:59:28,885 --> 00:59:30,053
as you pretend to be.

1194
00:59:34,266 --> 00:59:35,392
And you will disappear.

1195
00:59:39,855 --> 00:59:41,398
And no one will pay
any more thought to you

1196
00:59:41,398 --> 00:59:43,150
than they do an unread
cookie fortune.

1197
00:59:54,119 --> 00:59:56,163
How disappointin' you must be

1198
00:59:56,163 --> 00:59:57,831
to those who had believed
you'd be more.

1199
01:00:06,381 --> 01:00:07,549
No wonder you're here.

1200
01:00:24,524 --> 01:00:26,735
<i>Heartbreak is
a slow-motion car crash</i>

1201
01:00:26,735 --> 01:00:28,612
<i>set to Mozart.</i>

1202
01:00:28,612 --> 01:00:31,323
<i>You know the one.</i> The Requiem.

1203
01:00:36,620 --> 01:00:38,413
<i>It tastes like graveyard dirt.</i>

1204
01:00:43,627 --> 01:00:45,587
<i>It smells
like burnin' flowers.</i>

1205
01:00:50,967 --> 01:00:52,469
<i>It feels like violence.</i>

1206
01:01:26,461 --> 01:01:28,338
How you doin', Professor?

1207
01:01:28,338 --> 01:01:30,424
Had a bad day.

1208
01:01:42,561 --> 01:01:44,980
- Oh, you want a drink?
- Thank you.

1209
01:01:50,736 --> 01:01:52,988
What?
So, he was offended?

1210
01:01:54,364 --> 01:01:55,365
He was affected.

1211
01:01:57,701 --> 01:01:58,785
Are you still into him?

1212
01:02:05,041 --> 01:02:06,084
He's a pretender.

1213
01:02:10,422 --> 01:02:11,423
You know, at least what

1214
01:02:11,423 --> 01:02:12,507
you see with Boris
is what you get.

1215
01:02:12,507 --> 01:02:15,177
You know,
Jonathan Miller is like...

1216
01:02:17,804 --> 01:02:20,182
He's like
fuckin' imitation crab

1217
01:02:20,182 --> 01:02:21,558
and gas station sushi.

1218
01:02:25,270 --> 01:02:26,521
Aren't you in love with him?

1219
01:02:30,233 --> 01:02:31,234
Mm.

1220
01:02:35,655 --> 01:02:36,865
What happened?

1221
01:02:42,662 --> 01:02:44,623
I had
a very unpleasant conversation

1222
01:02:44,623 --> 01:02:46,333
with a student about
the midterm assignment.

1223
01:02:47,459 --> 01:02:48,502
Was it with her?

1224
01:02:49,586 --> 01:02:50,587
Your acolyte?

1225
01:02:54,549 --> 01:02:55,842
She drafted something

1226
01:02:55,842 --> 01:02:59,304
to make Henry Miller
look like Dr. Seuss.

1227
01:02:59,304 --> 01:03:01,515
Well, you let a teenager
run with Miller,

1228
01:03:01,515 --> 01:03:03,225
and you're surprised
it's vulgar?

1229
01:03:03,225 --> 01:03:05,936
She was supposed to use
his literary structure,

1230
01:03:05,936 --> 01:03:07,437
not his subject matter.

1231
01:03:07,437 --> 01:03:08,522
Oh.

1232
01:03:09,272 --> 01:03:11,608
What's the subject matter?

1233
01:03:11,608 --> 01:03:13,235
An English teacher
and a student

1234
01:03:13,235 --> 01:03:17,155
who have an illicit affair
complete with "pre-cum"

1235
01:03:17,155 --> 01:03:18,532
- and "cherry popping."
- Oh.

1236
01:03:18,532 --> 01:03:20,367
Those words exactly.

1237
01:03:20,367 --> 01:03:21,952
Show me right now.

1238
01:03:23,078 --> 01:03:24,412
Don't...

1239
01:03:24,412 --> 01:03:27,916
Come on.
Tell me what shocked you.

1240
01:03:31,461 --> 01:03:32,671
You fuck Fillmore yet?

1241
01:03:35,882 --> 01:03:37,467
You know when
I'm in my luteal phase,

1242
01:03:37,467 --> 01:03:39,010
I tell you everything.

1243
01:03:46,309 --> 01:03:47,477
<i>"For Jonathan.</i>

1244
01:03:47,477 --> 01:03:49,271
"Love, Cairo."

1245
01:03:51,481 --> 01:03:54,818
Baby, it's a love letter.

1246
01:03:54,818 --> 01:03:56,695
She's got it bad.

1247
01:03:56,695 --> 01:03:58,530
Tell me how she describes you.

1248
01:03:58,530 --> 01:04:00,198
- You can read it right there.
- No.

1249
01:04:00,198 --> 01:04:02,284
You tell me.

1250
01:04:02,284 --> 01:04:05,745
Because I know that
you remember it word for word.

1251
01:04:07,289 --> 01:04:08,832
And I want you
to do the thing.

1252
01:04:08,832 --> 01:04:09,916
No. No.

1253
01:04:12,502 --> 01:04:13,503
Tell me.

1254
01:04:17,674 --> 01:04:19,301
Uh...

1255
01:04:19,301 --> 01:04:20,969
-"Mr. Murphy...
- Oh.

1256
01:04:22,637 --> 01:04:25,682
"...clever
and carelessly attractive...

1257
01:04:27,601 --> 01:04:31,938
"kept his thoughts to himself,
and his eyes at half-mast."

1258
01:04:31,938 --> 01:04:33,023
Distract me.

1259
01:04:34,149 --> 01:04:36,610
What would the lady have?

1260
01:04:36,610 --> 01:04:38,862
<i>"One might assume
his drowsy appearance</i>

1261
01:04:40,030 --> 01:04:41,740
<i>"to be symptom of some</i>

1262
01:04:43,533 --> 01:04:45,827
<i>"vague institutional ennui."</i>

1263
01:04:45,827 --> 01:04:47,329
Text Boris.

1264
01:04:47,329 --> 01:04:50,457
<i>"But Alice saw it mostly</i>

1265
01:04:50,457 --> 01:04:54,294
<i>"to hide the shock
of indecency he felt</i>

1266
01:04:54,294 --> 01:04:56,463
<i>"when he lay his eyes
on the young,</i>

1267
01:04:56,463 --> 01:04:59,507
<i>"unripened bodies
of his female pupils.</i>

1268
01:04:59,507 --> 01:05:01,384
"And none were exempt from his

1269
01:05:02,761 --> 01:05:04,971
"salacious reveries.

1270
01:05:04,971 --> 01:05:09,017
"All cunts were created equal

1271
01:05:10,018 --> 01:05:12,228
"and magnificent in his mind."

1272
01:05:15,482 --> 01:05:16,483
Are they?

1273
01:05:18,902 --> 01:05:20,987
Are all cunts equal?

1274
01:05:21,905 --> 01:05:24,157
Or are some cunts...

1275
01:05:26,910 --> 01:05:28,745
remarkable?

1276
01:05:28,745 --> 01:05:31,331
Come on, you're, you're,
you're drunk.

1277
01:05:31,331 --> 01:05:33,166
I'm indecent.

1278
01:05:39,714 --> 01:05:40,840
Yeah, tell him

1279
01:05:40,840 --> 01:05:41,925
you're drunk textin' him.

1280
01:05:43,176 --> 01:05:44,636
That way,
he'll imagine you drunk,

1281
01:05:44,636 --> 01:05:46,304
and what
you might be doin' drunkenly.

1282
01:05:46,972 --> 01:05:47,973
Serious?

1283
01:05:49,015 --> 01:05:50,183
Ask him what he's up to.

1284
01:05:56,022 --> 01:05:57,774
Oh, we've got company.

1285
01:05:57,774 --> 01:05:59,567
- They what?
- Hey, seriously.

1286
01:05:59,567 --> 01:06:01,403
Stop leaving
this door unlocked.

1287
01:06:02,445 --> 01:06:04,280
For your own safety, okay?

1288
01:06:04,280 --> 01:06:05,615
- Mm-hmm.
- Hello.

1289
01:06:09,411 --> 01:06:11,079
Get a room!

1290
01:06:11,079 --> 01:06:12,497
What up, player?

1291
01:06:12,497 --> 01:06:14,416
Slang? Get out.
- Fuck.

1292
01:06:14,416 --> 01:06:16,126
Do you think he likes me?

1293
01:06:17,961 --> 01:06:20,338
Well, do you wanna be liked,
or do you wanna be fucked?

1294
01:06:24,342 --> 01:06:26,386
'Cause those are very
different things

1295
01:06:26,386 --> 01:06:27,554
for girls who look like you.

1296
01:06:29,347 --> 01:06:30,807
I want both.

1297
01:06:41,651 --> 01:06:43,111
You should tell him
you're with me.

1298
01:06:45,613 --> 01:06:48,074
And that we're doing
what all girls do

1299
01:06:48,074 --> 01:06:49,200
when they're alone at night.

1300
01:06:50,535 --> 01:06:51,953
Who is she?

1301
01:06:51,953 --> 01:06:53,079
Not telling.

1302
01:06:57,417 --> 01:07:02,505
"We are measuring
the depths of our sexuality

1303
01:07:02,505 --> 01:07:05,592
"within the safe confines
of our friendship."

1304
01:07:06,843 --> 01:07:08,511
Why are you so mean?

1305
01:07:08,511 --> 01:07:09,763
- Goddamn.
- Can I help it

1306
01:07:09,763 --> 01:07:11,222
if every girl
you've ever dated

1307
01:07:11,222 --> 01:07:13,099
owned a pair
of five-inch Lucite heels

1308
01:07:13,099 --> 01:07:14,434
and was named after
a character

1309
01:07:14,434 --> 01:07:15,810
in <i>The Baby-Sitters Club?</i>

1310
01:07:15,810 --> 01:07:17,020
- No, I can't.
- No. You can't.

1311
01:07:17,020 --> 01:07:19,105
But you know what?
Your life, your choice.

1312
01:07:19,105 --> 01:07:20,607
Yeah, you bein' a snob.

1313
01:07:20,607 --> 01:07:22,650
You and I know
Kristy was great.

1314
01:07:22,650 --> 01:07:24,402
He hasn't said anything?

1315
01:07:29,866 --> 01:07:32,368
Oh, well, he said,
"Go to bed."

1316
01:07:32,368 --> 01:07:33,661
So...

1317
01:07:41,544 --> 01:07:42,545
Take off your shirt.

1318
01:07:46,716 --> 01:07:48,093
What?

1319
01:07:48,093 --> 01:07:50,261
- Why?
- We are gonna make out.

1320
01:07:51,304 --> 01:07:52,639
For him, not for you.

1321
01:07:55,934 --> 01:07:57,727
Well, it can be
a little for me.

1322
01:08:08,196 --> 01:08:09,197
How is this?

1323
01:08:12,117 --> 01:08:13,159
Yeah, good.

1324
01:08:18,039 --> 01:08:19,040
Your turn.

1325
01:08:29,634 --> 01:08:30,635
Here ya go.

1326
01:08:35,431 --> 01:08:37,725
Be a little closer
when I take this photo.

1327
01:08:39,060 --> 01:08:41,062
Not like that. What, are you
a fucking Dutch clock?

1328
01:08:41,062 --> 01:08:42,147
I meant like this.

1329
01:08:44,315 --> 01:08:45,316
Close.

1330
01:08:58,872 --> 01:08:59,873
Ready?

1331
01:09:32,322 --> 01:09:33,531
<i>♪ Whisper sweet nothings ♪</i>

1332
01:09:33,531 --> 01:09:34,574
<i>♪ Tell me everything
that's wrong ♪</i>

1333
01:09:34,574 --> 01:09:36,326
Send it.

1334
01:09:36,326 --> 01:09:39,412
<i>♪ While I lead you to your end
Listen to the sweetest song ♪</i>

1335
01:09:39,412 --> 01:09:43,917
<i>♪ Listen to the sweetest song
To the sweetest song, hey ♪</i>

1336
01:09:51,841 --> 01:09:53,968
Are you gonna text Mr. Miller?

1337
01:09:55,220 --> 01:09:56,930
<i>"All warfare is based
on deception."</i>

1338
01:09:57,472 --> 01:09:58,932
Hello?

1339
01:09:58,932 --> 01:10:01,559
"Move your enemy,
but don't be moved by him."

1340
01:10:02,977 --> 01:10:08,816
<i>♪ Lead you in
Pull you down ♪</i>

1341
01:10:08,816 --> 01:10:14,822
<i>♪ All your weight
Lifted off ♪</i>

1342
01:10:14,822 --> 01:10:21,120
<i>♪ Lead you in
Pull you down ♪</i>

1343
01:10:21,120 --> 01:10:26,334
<i>♪ All your weight
Lifted off ♪</i>

1344
01:10:27,835 --> 01:10:30,213
You've been summoned
to the principal's office.

1345
01:10:32,966 --> 01:10:34,425
Mm-mm.

1346
01:10:39,305 --> 01:10:40,640
You got a title yet?

1347
01:10:40,640 --> 01:10:42,892
<i>Lesser Expectations
of a Greater Love.</i>

1348
01:10:48,690 --> 01:10:49,857
I mean, I don't know.

1349
01:10:49,857 --> 01:10:52,235
Hi, Joyce.

1350
01:10:52,235 --> 01:10:53,611
Another beer?
- Mm.

1351
01:10:53,611 --> 01:10:55,280
No, I should go.

1352
01:10:55,280 --> 01:10:56,364
- I should get outta here.
- Oh, come on.

1353
01:10:56,364 --> 01:10:57,782
- Don't be boring.
- No. No.

1354
01:10:57,782 --> 01:11:01,286
I got 45 pop quizzes
on thermodynamics

1355
01:11:01,995 --> 01:11:03,079
to fail.

1356
01:11:03,079 --> 01:11:05,039
And we haven't even gotten
to fractals yet.

1357
01:11:05,039 --> 01:11:06,624
Goddamn hopeless youth
of America.

1358
01:11:06,624 --> 01:11:08,293
Well, you're the one
who wanted

1359
01:11:08,293 --> 01:11:09,794
to make a difference, remember?

1360
01:11:09,794 --> 01:11:11,671
Hey, fools rush in.

1361
01:11:11,671 --> 01:11:13,506
- Where's Jonathan?
- Tithing.

1362
01:11:13,506 --> 01:11:14,924
All right, well, look,
tell him I had to run.

1363
01:11:14,924 --> 01:11:16,217
Bye, kiddo.

1364
01:11:16,217 --> 01:11:17,302
Bye.

1365
01:11:23,850 --> 01:11:24,892
Joyce got the story.

1366
01:11:27,478 --> 01:11:28,688
What?

1367
01:11:28,688 --> 01:11:32,442
Well, it had a "For Jonathan.
Love, Cairo..."

1368
01:11:33,860 --> 01:11:36,362
...written at
the top, so, you know...

1369
01:11:36,362 --> 01:11:38,448
there's no mistakin'.

1370
01:11:38,448 --> 01:11:40,241
And she'd like to speak
to me formally

1371
01:11:40,241 --> 01:11:42,535
about the necessary paperwork.

1372
01:11:43,411 --> 01:11:45,413
Paperwork for what?

1373
01:11:46,706 --> 01:11:48,124
An incident report.

1374
01:11:48,124 --> 01:11:49,208
Uh...

1375
01:11:50,251 --> 01:11:51,336
I think she did it.

1376
01:11:52,795 --> 01:11:54,547
Who did what, huh?

1377
01:11:55,715 --> 01:11:57,759
Cairo. Cairo turned it in.

1378
01:12:00,636 --> 01:12:03,389
It's a short story, Jonathan.

1379
01:12:04,599 --> 01:12:08,019
It's not
<i>The Communist Manifesto.</i>

1380
01:12:08,019 --> 01:12:09,312
Mm-hmm. I know.

1381
01:12:13,649 --> 01:12:15,109
But, yeah, but,
it's the, uh...

1382
01:12:16,235 --> 01:12:17,528
it's the implication.

1383
01:12:17,528 --> 01:12:20,656
Why if she can convince them

1384
01:12:20,656 --> 01:12:22,992
that somethin' happened
between us, then, uh...

1385
01:12:24,702 --> 01:12:26,412
Well, I could lose my job.

1386
01:12:30,833 --> 01:12:32,585
That's not all you could lose.

1387
01:12:43,554 --> 01:12:47,058
Did somethin' happen
between you?

1388
01:12:49,310 --> 01:12:50,395
Nothin' I invited.

1389
01:12:53,731 --> 01:12:56,109
Teenage girls are dangerous,
Jonathan.

1390
01:12:57,318 --> 01:12:59,404
They're full
of emotional violence

1391
01:12:59,404 --> 01:13:01,864
- and vituperation.
- Mm-hmm.

1392
01:13:04,367 --> 01:13:06,077
I hope you know
what you're doin'.

1393
01:13:54,625 --> 01:13:55,877
Have you seen Cairo?

1394
01:13:58,171 --> 01:14:00,256
- I haven't.
- I haven't seen her.

1395
01:14:00,256 --> 01:14:01,632
And I just thought...

1396
01:14:03,759 --> 01:14:05,803
- maybe you had.
- I haven't. No.

1397
01:14:10,766 --> 01:14:12,852
- You don't text?
- She tell you we do?

1398
01:14:13,728 --> 01:14:15,813
Well, you know...

1399
01:14:17,857 --> 01:14:21,694
Cairo says everything...

1400
01:14:25,239 --> 01:14:26,240
And nothing.

1401
01:14:32,955 --> 01:14:35,291
I don't understand
what's happening.

1402
01:14:39,712 --> 01:14:40,755
Don't you, Winnie?

1403
01:15:05,112 --> 01:15:07,949
How did it start?
In your own words.

1404
01:15:07,949 --> 01:15:09,825
We recognized each other.

1405
01:15:09,825 --> 01:15:12,411
She's exceptionally talented.

1406
01:15:12,411 --> 01:15:15,748
Uh, she's singular in that
at this school.

1407
01:15:15,748 --> 01:15:17,500
Did you exhibit favoritism?

1408
01:15:17,500 --> 01:15:19,752
- Give special mentorship?
- Of course.

1409
01:15:19,752 --> 01:15:20,920
He was excited to give me

1410
01:15:20,920 --> 01:15:22,505
the midterm assignment
in advance.

1411
01:15:22,505 --> 01:15:24,757
And the midterm is what
percentage of the final grade?

1412
01:15:24,757 --> 01:15:26,008
It's 25%.

1413
01:15:26,008 --> 01:15:28,302
Enough to destroy my GPA.

1414
01:15:28,302 --> 01:15:29,637
<i>You do know
that Henry Miller</i>

1415
01:15:29,637 --> 01:15:30,721
<i>is not an approved author</i>

1416
01:15:30,721 --> 01:15:31,931
<i>for public school study,
right?</i>

1417
01:15:31,931 --> 01:15:34,392
She's better than
the curriculum, Joyce.

1418
01:15:34,392 --> 01:15:35,601
You know that.

1419
01:15:35,601 --> 01:15:37,353
I wanted to help her
stand out.

1420
01:15:37,353 --> 01:15:39,772
I think he was impressed
I knew who he was.

1421
01:15:41,607 --> 01:15:43,276
Have you read his work?

1422
01:15:43,276 --> 01:15:44,819
How often have you
been together

1423
01:15:44,819 --> 01:15:46,904
beyond the classroom?

1424
01:15:46,904 --> 01:15:48,489
We would see each other
before school,

1425
01:15:48,489 --> 01:15:52,201
uh, in class, of course,
and sometimes after.

1426
01:15:53,494 --> 01:15:54,829
And what would you do?

1427
01:15:54,829 --> 01:15:56,414
We would talk about literature

1428
01:15:56,414 --> 01:15:58,708
and things that
we cared about.

1429
01:16:00,334 --> 01:16:01,919
Sometimes we'd share
a cigarette.

1430
01:16:01,919 --> 01:16:05,798
We happened to be smoking
in the same place one time.

1431
01:16:05,798 --> 01:16:06,882
And that, well, that...

1432
01:16:06,882 --> 01:16:08,509
That's how it started,
I guess.

1433
01:16:08,509 --> 01:16:09,844
Not...

1434
01:16:09,844 --> 01:16:12,847
I mean, that is how
we started smokin' together.

1435
01:16:14,390 --> 01:16:16,517
Do you see each other
socially?

1436
01:16:16,517 --> 01:16:18,019
Absolutely not.

1437
01:16:18,019 --> 01:16:20,438
We went to
a poetry reading together.

1438
01:16:20,438 --> 01:16:22,148
Would you consider
yourself friends?

1439
01:16:22,148 --> 01:16:23,357
Without question.

1440
01:16:23,858 --> 01:16:26,527
We are as close,

1441
01:16:26,527 --> 01:16:30,489
uh, as is appropriate
for a student and a teacher.

1442
01:16:30,489 --> 01:16:31,949
Have you ever been
alone together

1443
01:16:31,949 --> 01:16:33,284
outside of school?

1444
01:16:33,284 --> 01:16:34,952
Only a couple of times.

1445
01:16:34,952 --> 01:16:37,038
Y... Yes, sort of.

1446
01:16:37,038 --> 01:16:40,875
Uh, I mistakenly left
with her phone

1447
01:16:40,875 --> 01:16:43,919
from the classroom,
and I returned it to her, uh,

1448
01:16:43,919 --> 01:16:48,299
before my wife and I
went on a business trip

1449
01:16:48,299 --> 01:16:49,425
to Nashville.

1450
01:16:49,425 --> 01:16:50,926
We didn't actually go,

1451
01:16:50,926 --> 01:16:54,263
but, you know,
we were going to go.

1452
01:16:56,015 --> 01:16:57,183
He came to my house.

1453
01:16:58,225 --> 01:16:59,226
Were you alone?

1454
01:17:02,772 --> 01:17:03,773
Yes.

1455
01:17:04,774 --> 01:17:06,233
My parents were out of town.

1456
01:17:06,233 --> 01:17:07,652
What happened?

1457
01:17:09,820 --> 01:17:10,988
Why?
She say somethin' happened?

1458
01:17:15,117 --> 01:17:16,744
Nothin' that didn't seem okay
at the time.

1459
01:17:18,704 --> 01:17:19,872
I returned her phone.

1460
01:17:19,872 --> 01:17:21,415
Did you go inside the house?

1461
01:17:25,002 --> 01:17:27,254
I didn't touch her, okay?
Um...

1462
01:17:28,381 --> 01:17:29,757
When she sent the story,

1463
01:17:29,757 --> 01:17:31,884
I told her it was not
appropriate for school.

1464
01:17:41,060 --> 01:17:42,978
I'm gettin' the impression
there's nothin' I can say,

1465
01:17:43,938 --> 01:17:44,939
uh,

1466
01:17:45,731 --> 01:17:47,650
to defend my position here.

1467
01:17:49,985 --> 01:17:51,237
'Cause there isn't.

1468
01:18:01,539 --> 01:18:02,540
Jonathan...

1469
01:18:04,542 --> 01:18:05,835
are you in love with her?

1470
01:18:09,839 --> 01:18:11,549
Fuck Almighty. Are you?

1471
01:18:11,549 --> 01:18:13,634
It's not about my feelings.

1472
01:18:16,178 --> 01:18:17,763
It's what she implies.

1473
01:18:17,763 --> 01:18:19,515
And you know I could get
crucified for this...

1474
01:18:19,515 --> 01:18:21,809
Oh, fuck me.
- ...while you're sittin' there

1475
01:18:21,809 --> 01:18:23,185
swiping through pictures

1476
01:18:23,185 --> 01:18:24,770
- of naked students.
- Oh, he's so smart, everybody.

1477
01:18:24,770 --> 01:18:25,938
That's why I deleted it.

1478
01:18:25,938 --> 01:18:27,022
You deleted it.

1479
01:18:27,022 --> 01:18:28,441
- Oh, good.
- No. No.

1480
01:18:28,441 --> 01:18:30,276
Well, as soon
as you delete somethin',

1481
01:18:30,276 --> 01:18:32,445
of course, it means
it's really deleted, right?

1482
01:18:32,445 --> 01:18:34,071
- Come on. Jesus.
- Oh, I'm shakin'

1483
01:18:34,071 --> 01:18:35,322
in my fuckin' boots.

1484
01:18:35,322 --> 01:18:36,699
You know the difference
between you and me?

1485
01:18:37,908 --> 01:18:40,411
You cannot identify the line.

1486
01:18:41,662 --> 01:18:42,747
So, you cross it.

1487
01:18:43,372 --> 01:18:44,665
Right.

1488
01:18:44,665 --> 01:18:46,333
That's why
you're sittin' here scared,

1489
01:18:47,543 --> 01:18:49,128
defensive.

1490
01:18:49,128 --> 01:18:51,297
You are the adult.
Show some responsibility.

1491
01:18:51,297 --> 01:18:52,381
You can't be serious.

1492
01:18:52,381 --> 01:18:54,258
- Like you?
- Yes.

1493
01:18:54,258 --> 01:18:56,051
I know where the line is,
Jonathan.

1494
01:18:56,051 --> 01:18:57,678
- Mm.
- I don't cross it.

1495
01:18:57,678 --> 01:18:59,638
You see, knowin' the line
is knowin' the risk.

1496
01:19:01,682 --> 01:19:04,518
You tryin' to make me
your collateral damage.

1497
01:19:04,518 --> 01:19:05,936
You don't know... Oh, man,

1498
01:19:05,936 --> 01:19:07,646
you think
you're my collateral damage?

1499
01:19:09,690 --> 01:19:12,693
- All right, man. Just go, man.
- All right. No, no.

1500
01:19:12,693 --> 01:19:14,904
- Yeah, all right. I will.
- All right, yeah.

1501
01:19:14,904 --> 01:19:16,655
- Cool, bro. Mm-hmm.
- Thanks for your help.

1502
01:19:17,281 --> 01:19:18,282
Appreciate that.

1503
01:19:32,797 --> 01:19:33,923
I've been suspended.

1504
01:19:38,928 --> 01:19:40,054
Did you fuck her?

1505
01:19:40,054 --> 01:19:42,014
No.

1506
01:19:42,014 --> 01:19:43,849
Then what happened?

1507
01:19:45,309 --> 01:19:47,186
She impressed me.
I gave her preference.

1508
01:19:48,521 --> 01:19:50,356
She handed in the story,

1509
01:19:50,356 --> 01:19:52,358
which I obviously
could not accept.

1510
01:19:52,358 --> 01:19:54,360
Her feelings got hurt,
and she lashed out.

1511
01:19:54,360 --> 01:19:56,237
- That's how I understand it.
- Hm.

1512
01:19:56,237 --> 01:19:57,446
So you flirted with her,

1513
01:19:57,446 --> 01:19:58,572
and then, you rejected her.
No,

1514
01:19:58,572 --> 01:19:59,615
- it wasn't flirting.
- What was it then?

1515
01:19:59,615 --> 01:20:01,325
It was affection!

1516
01:20:02,743 --> 01:20:05,496
Well, are you
attracted to her?

1517
01:20:10,084 --> 01:20:11,085
I'll tell you.

1518
01:20:12,503 --> 01:20:15,965
This is about a girl
who flattered you,

1519
01:20:15,965 --> 01:20:17,633
who read your little book,

1520
01:20:17,633 --> 01:20:20,010
and your inevitable surrender
to adulation.

1521
01:20:20,010 --> 01:20:22,721
You fucking fell for it.

1522
01:20:22,721 --> 01:20:25,015
Finally. Finally!

1523
01:20:25,015 --> 01:20:28,227
Someone gave your reductive
short stories a second glance.

1524
01:20:28,227 --> 01:20:30,104
And you can't help
but get hard for it

1525
01:20:30,104 --> 01:20:31,522
because, what, now suddenly

1526
01:20:31,522 --> 01:20:33,148
you feel worth somethin',
is that it?

1527
01:20:33,148 --> 01:20:34,275
Yes!

1528
01:20:34,275 --> 01:20:37,444
She made me feel
worth something.

1529
01:20:37,444 --> 01:20:38,612
What does that tell you?

1530
01:20:40,531 --> 01:20:44,493
Was it her sycophancy
that got you hard?

1531
01:20:44,493 --> 01:20:46,912
Or was it the smell
of teen spirit?

1532
01:20:46,912 --> 01:20:48,706
- Fuck you.
- Oh, be my guest.

1533
01:20:48,706 --> 01:20:50,958
Stop.

1534
01:20:50,958 --> 01:20:52,751
- Did you?
- No, I didn't fuck her.

1535
01:20:52,751 --> 01:20:53,961
Why do you look so guilty?

1536
01:20:53,961 --> 01:20:55,087
I haven't done anything wrong.

1537
01:20:55,087 --> 01:20:58,299
Oh, didn't you?

1538
01:21:02,428 --> 01:21:04,597
God, I'm in hell.

1539
01:21:04,597 --> 01:21:07,182
Well, make yourself at home.

1540
01:21:07,182 --> 01:21:08,934
Why are you so punishing?

1541
01:21:08,934 --> 01:21:10,686
You wanted her.

1542
01:21:10,686 --> 01:21:12,646
I can read it all
in your face.

1543
01:21:12,646 --> 01:21:14,023
How can you see anything
in this state,

1544
01:21:14,023 --> 01:21:15,608
you fuckin' alcoholic?

1545
01:21:17,484 --> 01:21:19,862
It's the only thing
that makes you bearable, baby.

1546
01:21:21,655 --> 01:21:22,823
You are a cunt.

1547
01:21:22,823 --> 01:21:24,366
And you're a liar.

1548
01:21:24,950 --> 01:21:26,243
Liar!

1549
01:21:27,870 --> 01:21:30,497
You're the banner boy
for mediocrity,

1550
01:21:30,497 --> 01:21:33,000
waving your flag
of spotless virtue

1551
01:21:33,000 --> 01:21:36,211
like some middling
American hero.

1552
01:21:36,211 --> 01:21:38,339
But, Jon, baby...

1553
01:21:39,632 --> 01:21:41,550
you're the villain.

1554
01:21:46,347 --> 01:21:48,557
But you can't even see that,
can you?

1555
01:22:03,656 --> 01:22:05,115
Don't you worry for me at all?

1556
01:22:06,992 --> 01:22:08,661
What would I possibly
worry about

1557
01:22:08,661 --> 01:22:09,995
other than dying of boredom

1558
01:22:09,995 --> 01:22:12,539
having to listen to
your inventions of conflict?

1559
01:22:15,334 --> 01:22:16,335
You...

1560
01:22:17,294 --> 01:22:18,295
are...

1561
01:22:19,922 --> 01:22:20,923
vile.

1562
01:22:27,471 --> 01:22:29,181
Why don't you write about it?

1563
01:22:56,458 --> 01:22:57,626
Spit it out, Winnie.

1564
01:22:59,211 --> 01:23:00,379
What are you doing?

1565
01:23:02,256 --> 01:23:03,841
I'm completing
my admissions essay.

1566
01:23:06,051 --> 01:23:07,553
Is that all?

1567
01:23:07,553 --> 01:23:08,929
Well, I'm smokin' a cigarette,

1568
01:23:10,431 --> 01:23:12,474
if you wish to be
very literal.

1569
01:23:12,474 --> 01:23:14,601
What are you doin'
to Mr. Miller?

1570
01:23:25,112 --> 01:23:27,698
I'm testifyin' against him
in front of the school board.

1571
01:23:27,698 --> 01:23:29,867
- Why?
- He underestimated me.

1572
01:23:30,909 --> 01:23:32,286
I overestimated him.

1573
01:23:33,287 --> 01:23:34,538
Are you okay?

1574
01:23:34,538 --> 01:23:35,748
I'm inspired.

1575
01:23:37,958 --> 01:23:39,626
- That's not funny.
- It is.

1576
01:23:40,461 --> 01:23:41,879
A little.

1577
01:23:41,879 --> 01:23:44,673
- Please don't do this.
- Why?

1578
01:23:46,842 --> 01:23:48,594
You're gonna ruin his life.

1579
01:23:49,303 --> 01:23:50,345
And for what?

1580
01:23:54,433 --> 01:23:56,185
To avenge your rejection?

1581
01:23:58,854 --> 01:24:00,064
To punish him?

1582
01:24:02,441 --> 01:24:04,526
Because
he didn't wanna fuck you?

1583
01:24:04,526 --> 01:24:06,487
He wanted to fuck me, Winnie.

1584
01:24:06,487 --> 01:24:08,238
Yes.

1585
01:24:10,824 --> 01:24:13,243
But he didn't leave his wife
for you.

1586
01:24:17,206 --> 01:24:18,624
I'll testify against you.

1587
01:24:18,624 --> 01:24:19,708
No, you won't.

1588
01:24:21,460 --> 01:24:22,920
Excuse me?

1589
01:24:22,920 --> 01:24:25,422
I'll show them the evidence
I have against you and Boris.

1590
01:24:27,049 --> 01:24:29,009
And not only will your
credibility be shot to shit,

1591
01:24:29,009 --> 01:24:30,511
but you'll incriminate him
as well.

1592
01:24:33,013 --> 01:24:35,682
Two teachers
can lose their jobs.

1593
01:24:39,520 --> 01:24:41,230
Oh, hey,
maybe we can double team.

1594
01:24:42,231 --> 01:24:43,857
You played me.

1595
01:24:43,857 --> 01:24:45,317
You knew what we were doing.

1596
01:24:46,068 --> 01:24:47,277
This is not what I meant.

1597
01:24:47,277 --> 01:24:48,403
Isn't it, though?

1598
01:24:54,118 --> 01:24:56,703
Didn't I play it out
exactly like you imagined?

1599
01:24:56,703 --> 01:24:59,164
This isn't a fucking game,
Cairo.

1600
01:25:00,999 --> 01:25:02,000
You're right.

1601
01:25:06,088 --> 01:25:08,632
This is, to date,

1602
01:25:11,343 --> 01:25:12,678
my greatest achievement.

1603
01:25:29,111 --> 01:25:30,112
"In the end,

1604
01:25:32,239 --> 01:25:34,783
"ultimately, I understood

1605
01:25:34,783 --> 01:25:37,995
"our mutual naivete,
my trust, his arrogance...

1606
01:25:41,123 --> 01:25:43,250
"Exposed us to
the caprices of society

1607
01:25:43,250 --> 01:25:44,459
"and rendered us defeated,

1608
01:25:46,378 --> 01:25:48,255
"suddenly alone
in separate camps.

1609
01:25:57,598 --> 01:25:59,016
<i>"What will become of us?</i>

1610
01:26:01,143 --> 01:26:03,687
<i>"Will he measure himself
an unwitting participant?</i>

1611
01:26:08,108 --> 01:26:10,360
<i>"Falsely banished
and beggared?</i>

1612
01:26:14,990 --> 01:26:16,074
<i>"No job,</i>

1613
01:26:17,993 --> 01:26:18,994
<i>"no wife,</i>

1614
01:26:20,245 --> 01:26:21,288
<i>"no forgiveness,</i>

1615
01:26:23,207 --> 01:26:26,960
<i>"or will he be brave enough
to accept his complicity</i>

1616
01:26:28,337 --> 01:26:30,005
<i>"in a way that is meaningful?</i>

1617
01:26:31,590 --> 01:26:33,008
<i>"In a way that changes him,</i>

1618
01:26:33,842 --> 01:26:35,761
<i>"as it has changed me?</i>

1619
01:26:41,433 --> 01:26:42,476
"The answer evades me.

1620
01:26:45,187 --> 01:26:47,773
<i>"I wanted to experience
somethin' I didn't understand.</i>

1621
01:26:50,150 --> 01:26:51,193
<i>"I reached for it</i>

1622
01:26:52,694 --> 01:26:53,862
<i>"and was made a fool</i>

1623
01:26:55,072 --> 01:26:57,282
<i>"by my own childish notions
of love.</i>

1624
01:27:00,160 --> 01:27:01,578
<i>"But where was my error?</i>

1625
01:27:03,622 --> 01:27:07,376
<i>"Was it in the reaching
or the wanting?</i>

1626
01:27:09,044 --> 01:27:11,171
<i>"Is this what it is to be
an adult?</i>

1627
01:27:12,756 --> 01:27:15,300
<i>"The same exquisite longing
of adolescence,</i>

1628
01:27:17,386 --> 01:27:19,763
<i>"but with a burden
of constant accountability?</i>

1629
01:27:23,767 --> 01:27:26,019
<i>"No excuse is to be made
for your choices</i>

1630
01:27:29,564 --> 01:27:30,899
<i>"for they are yours alone.</i>

1631
01:27:42,452 --> 01:27:43,620
<i>"I cannot say whether or not</i>

1632
01:27:43,620 --> 01:27:45,247
<i>"I'm grateful
for the experience,</i>

1633
01:27:47,416 --> 01:27:48,417
<i>"for the knowledge.</i>

1634
01:27:51,962 --> 01:27:53,672
"The felicity of youth

1635
01:27:53,672 --> 01:27:55,632
"has been ripped from me
like skin.

1636
01:27:58,593 --> 01:28:00,470
"And exposed as I am,

1637
01:28:05,350 --> 01:28:07,019
<i>"sore and open as I am.</i>

1638
01:28:11,940 --> 01:28:14,234
<i>"I can feel it shape me
into somethin' new.</i>

1639
01:28:17,112 --> 01:28:18,155
<i>"Hero.</i>

1640
01:28:19,614 --> 01:28:20,615
<i>"Villain.</i>

1641
01:28:22,159 --> 01:28:23,327
Hi.
<i>-"Writer.</i>

1642
01:28:25,912 --> 01:28:28,707
<i>"Grown... from the human ruins</i>

1643
01:28:30,208 --> 01:28:31,710
<i>"of a madman's love."</i>

1644
01:28:46,058 --> 01:28:50,187
<i>♪ I learned the truth
at seventeen ♪</i>

1645
01:28:50,187 --> 01:28:54,608
<i>♪ That love was meant
for beauty queens ♪</i>

1646
01:28:54,608 --> 01:28:59,071
<i>♪ And high school girls
with clear-skinned smiles ♪</i>

1647
01:28:59,071 --> 01:29:02,324
<i>♪ Who married young
and then retired ♪</i>

1648
01:29:05,786 --> 01:29:09,873
<i>♪ The valentines
I never knew ♪</i>

1649
01:29:09,873 --> 01:29:14,419
<i>♪ The Friday night charades
of youth ♪</i>

1650
01:29:14,419 --> 01:29:18,548
<i>♪ Were spent on one
more beautiful ♪</i>

1651
01:29:18,548 --> 01:29:22,636
<i>♪ At seventeen
I learned the truth ♪</i>

1652
01:29:25,430 --> 01:29:30,394
<i>♪ And those of us
with ravaged faces ♪</i>

1653
01:29:30,394 --> 01:29:33,814
<i>♪ Lacking in
the social graces ♪</i>

1654
01:29:33,814 --> 01:29:37,401
<i>♪ Desperately remained
at home ♪</i>

1655
01:29:37,401 --> 01:29:41,238
<i>♪ Inventing lovers
on the phone ♪</i>

1656
01:29:41,238 --> 01:29:45,867
<i>♪ Who called to say,
"Come dance with me" ♪</i>

1657
01:29:45,867 --> 01:29:49,996
<i>♪ And murmured
vague obscenities ♪</i>

1658
01:29:49,996 --> 01:29:54,751
<i>♪ It isn't all it seems
At seventeen ♪</i>

1659
01:29:56,753 --> 01:30:01,299
<i>♪ A brown eyed girl
in hand-me-downs ♪</i>

1660
01:30:01,299 --> 01:30:05,428
<i>♪ Whose name
I never could pronounce ♪</i>

1661
01:30:05,428 --> 01:30:09,266
<i>♪ Said, "Pity, please,
the ones who serve ♪</i>

1662
01:30:09,266 --> 01:30:12,394
<i>♪ "They only get
what they deserve" ♪</i>

1663
01:30:15,730 --> 01:30:20,068
<i>♪ And the rich-relationed
hometown queen ♪</i>

1664
01:30:20,068 --> 01:30:23,280
<i>♪ Marries into
what she needs ♪</i>

1665
01:30:23,280 --> 01:30:27,450
<i>♪ With a guarantee
of company ♪</i>

1666
01:30:27,450 --> 01:30:31,413
<i>♪ And haven for the elderly ♪</i>

1667
01:30:34,958 --> 01:30:39,379
<i>♪ Remember those
who win the game ♪</i>

1668
01:30:39,379 --> 01:30:42,799
<i>♪ Lose the love
they sought to gain ♪</i>

1669
01:30:42,799 --> 01:30:46,678
<i>♪ In debentures of quality ♪</i>

1670
01:30:46,678 --> 01:30:50,390
<i>♪ And dubious integrity ♪</i>

1671
01:30:50,390 --> 01:30:54,227
<i>♪ Their small-town eyes
will gape at you ♪</i>

1672
01:30:54,227 --> 01:30:59,149
<i>♪ In dull surprise
when payment due ♪</i>

1673
01:30:59,149 --> 01:31:03,653
<i>♪ Exceeds accounts received
At seventeen ♪</i>

1674
01:31:58,333 --> 01:32:02,379
<i>♪ To those of us
who knew the pain ♪</i>

1675
01:32:02,379 --> 01:32:07,133
<i>♪ Of valentines
that never came ♪</i>

1676
01:32:07,133 --> 01:32:11,179
<i>♪ And those whose names
were never called ♪</i>

1677
01:32:11,179 --> 01:32:14,808
<i>♪ When choosing sides
for basketball ♪</i>

1678
01:32:17,560 --> 01:32:22,357
<i>♪ It was long ago
and far away ♪</i>

1679
01:32:22,357 --> 01:32:26,486
<i>♪ The world was younger
than today ♪</i>

1680
01:32:26,486 --> 01:32:30,115
<i>♪ When dreams
were all they gave for free ♪</i>

1681
01:32:30,115 --> 01:32:36,454
<i>♪ To ugly duckling girls
like me ♪</i>

1682
01:32:36,454 --> 01:32:41,001
<i>♪ We all play the game,
and when we dare ♪</i>

1683
01:32:41,001 --> 01:32:44,879
<i>♪ To cheat ourselves
at solitaire ♪</i>

1684
01:32:44,879 --> 01:32:48,591
<i>♪ Inventing lovers
on the phone ♪</i>

1685
01:32:48,591 --> 01:32:52,220
<i>♪ Repenting other lives
unknown ♪</i>

1686
01:32:52,220 --> 01:32:56,224
<i>♪ They call and say,
"Come dance with me" ♪</i>

1687
01:32:56,224 --> 01:33:00,687
<i>♪ And murmur
vague obscenities ♪</i>

1688
01:33:00,687 --> 01:33:05,066
<i>♪ At ugly girls like me
At seventeen ♪</i>