1 00:00:04,230 --> 00:00:07,006 ( music playing ) 2 00:00:18,668 --> 00:00:22,354 When the video came out of r. Kelly saying that we could not mute him... 3 00:00:22,581 --> 00:00:24,172 - Barnes: Oh, yeah. - ...That it was too late... 4 00:00:24,266 --> 00:00:25,524 Man on video: Say it again! 5 00:00:29,513 --> 00:00:31,255 - Man on video: That's right. - It's too late. 6 00:00:31,348 --> 00:00:33,515 They shoulda did this ( bleep ) 30 years ago. 7 00:00:33,534 --> 00:00:36,368 It's too late. 8 00:00:36,595 --> 00:00:39,096 So many people sent it to me like, "this is outrageous." 9 00:00:39,189 --> 00:00:41,022 - I was like, "no, this is wonderful." - this is beautiful. 10 00:00:41,042 --> 00:00:43,691 You know, at that point I said, "oh, he knows who we are." 11 00:00:43,711 --> 00:00:47,212 Like, he is actually feeling the effects of what it is we're doing. 12 00:01:18,320 --> 00:01:22,206 ( theme music playing ) 13 00:01:45,589 --> 00:01:47,439 Jim derogatis: The story here is 14 00:01:47,666 --> 00:01:50,275 How did he get away with this for 30 years? 15 00:01:50,427 --> 00:01:53,670 It should have ended with tiffany hawkins, 16 00:01:53,689 --> 00:01:55,839 Victim number one, for sexual contact 17 00:01:55,932 --> 00:01:58,784 That started when she was 15 in 1991. 18 00:02:01,455 --> 00:02:05,515 Tiffany hawkins: I was the first girl, and nobody believed me. 19 00:02:05,534 --> 00:02:07,376 And after that, it continued to happen. 20 00:02:09,855 --> 00:02:11,463 Robert was having sex with aaliyah. 21 00:02:11,690 --> 00:02:14,691 Hip hop star r. Kelly did indeed marry his protégé, 22 00:02:14,784 --> 00:02:16,951 The 15-year-old singer aaliyah haughton. 23 00:02:17,045 --> 00:02:18,804 This goes back to aaliyah. 24 00:02:20,474 --> 00:02:21,623 Reporter: Robert, how do you feel? 25 00:02:21,717 --> 00:02:22,532 Reporter #2: Was it you on the tape? 26 00:02:22,551 --> 00:02:24,701 R. Kelly on trial 27 00:02:24,794 --> 00:02:26,536 For allegedly videotaping himself 28 00:02:26,555 --> 00:02:28,705 Having sex with an underage girl. 29 00:02:28,798 --> 00:02:30,816 A lot of people saw that pee tape. 30 00:02:30,967 --> 00:02:33,652 - It was circulated in the streets. - She was actually 14. 31 00:02:33,803 --> 00:02:36,971 Tarana burke: And he's urinating on her in her mouth. 32 00:02:37,065 --> 00:02:39,807 He was not thought of as guilty, 33 00:02:39,902 --> 00:02:42,068 Even though the evidence was there. 34 00:02:42,163 --> 00:02:45,238 After r. Kelly got out of trial, I do the interview. 35 00:02:45,332 --> 00:02:46,814 He was very nervous. 36 00:02:46,909 --> 00:02:50,335 Do you like teenage girls? 37 00:02:50,562 --> 00:02:53,297 When you say "teenage," how old are we talking? 38 00:02:55,584 --> 00:02:57,918 These families came forward and were making desperate pleas 39 00:02:58,070 --> 00:02:59,344 To get their children back. 40 00:02:59,571 --> 00:03:01,905 R&b singer r. Kelly is denying claims 41 00:03:01,924 --> 00:03:03,831 He's keeping a household of young women 42 00:03:03,926 --> 00:03:05,667 In a cult-like atmosphere. 43 00:03:05,761 --> 00:03:10,505 - Mute r. Kelly! - Voices: Mute r. Kelly! 44 00:03:10,599 --> 00:03:14,175 Singer r. Kelly has denied repeated claims of sexual misconduct, 45 00:03:14,195 --> 00:03:16,678 But now some of his alleged victims are speaking out 46 00:03:16,697 --> 00:03:18,530 In a powerful new docu-series. 47 00:03:18,682 --> 00:03:22,350 Man, how complicit we all have been. 48 00:03:22,369 --> 00:03:25,762 I was extremely moved by that whole show. 49 00:03:25,781 --> 00:03:27,280 It was very heavy for me. 50 00:03:27,374 --> 00:03:28,949 The whole thing was eye-opening, 51 00:03:29,101 --> 00:03:31,435 Painful, sad, disappointing. 52 00:03:31,453 --> 00:03:33,712 Man: Investigators credit "surviving r. Kelly" 53 00:03:33,939 --> 00:03:36,030 With helping them build their case. 54 00:03:36,124 --> 00:03:39,443 Man #2: His manager threatened to kill my whole entire family. 55 00:03:39,536 --> 00:03:43,037 This is intimidation and retaliation. 56 00:03:43,131 --> 00:03:47,559 Earlier today, robert kelly was indicted before a cook country grand jury 57 00:03:47,786 --> 00:03:50,804 On 10 counts of aggravated criminal sexual abuse 58 00:03:50,956 --> 00:03:53,123 Involving four victims. 59 00:03:53,216 --> 00:03:55,567 I'm fighting for my ( bleep ) life. 60 00:03:55,719 --> 00:03:57,627 Y'all killing me with this ( bleep ). 61 00:03:57,721 --> 00:04:00,221 - Robert. - 30 years! 62 00:04:00,315 --> 00:04:03,057 Reporter: Kelly was indicted on yet another eleven counts. 63 00:04:03,077 --> 00:04:04,818 Reporter #2: With new charges come three months 64 00:04:04,912 --> 00:04:07,562 After kelly was hit with a 10-count indictment. 65 00:04:07,656 --> 00:04:10,474 Reporter #3: Overnight, r&b star r. Kelly arrested in chicago 66 00:04:10,492 --> 00:04:12,642 On federal sex crimes charges, 67 00:04:12,736 --> 00:04:14,828 Two law enforcement sources tell nbc news. 68 00:04:14,922 --> 00:04:17,664 A spokesman for the us attorney's office in chicago 69 00:04:17,816 --> 00:04:20,408 Telling "usa today" a federal grand jury 70 00:04:20,502 --> 00:04:23,077 Has indicted kelly on 13 counts. 71 00:04:23,097 --> 00:04:25,505 Kathryn m. Martin: The documentary-- it was a bringing together 72 00:04:25,657 --> 00:04:27,173 Of the collective power of these women. 73 00:04:27,268 --> 00:04:30,251 What I love is the prosecution in new york. 74 00:04:30,271 --> 00:04:34,681 It was a creative, bold use of that law, the rico law. 75 00:04:34,833 --> 00:04:39,594 The racketeering, that takes down power structures, enterprises. 76 00:04:39,688 --> 00:04:43,097 Derogatis: This is what they get mobsters and drug gangs on-- 77 00:04:43,117 --> 00:04:46,118 Charged with a federal criminal enterprise 78 00:04:46,345 --> 00:04:51,014 Under the rico statutes the way they get the gambinos and the genoveses. 79 00:04:51,107 --> 00:04:55,018 I've never seen somebody beat trial twice. 80 00:04:55,037 --> 00:04:59,614 Just because someone says something now and it's 2019, 81 00:04:59,633 --> 00:05:01,858 It doesn't make them credible. 82 00:05:01,951 --> 00:05:03,860 I think all the women are lying, yes. 83 00:05:03,953 --> 00:05:05,879 They're going on a "surviving r. Kelly" tour. 84 00:05:05,973 --> 00:05:07,547 Have you ever heard of anything like that? 85 00:05:07,641 --> 00:05:09,382 Getting paid, selling tickets. 86 00:05:09,476 --> 00:05:11,718 I think it took 30 years 87 00:05:11,812 --> 00:05:15,963 Because the world wasn't ready. That's ultimately it. 88 00:05:16,058 --> 00:05:18,542 Burke: You know, this has been a long time coming. 89 00:05:18,635 --> 00:05:22,321 Not only the survivors, but for the organizers 90 00:05:22,472 --> 00:05:23,897 And activists and writers, 91 00:05:24,049 --> 00:05:27,159 And just, like, plethora of black women 92 00:05:27,386 --> 00:05:29,886 Who have been ringing the alarm for the longest time. 93 00:05:29,905 --> 00:05:32,572 This 30-year history now, find out about, 94 00:05:32,724 --> 00:05:34,649 Within the first 10 years it was pretty clear 95 00:05:34,743 --> 00:05:36,501 What r. Kelly was doing. 96 00:05:36,728 --> 00:05:39,062 I talked to more women off-camera 97 00:05:39,081 --> 00:05:40,988 Who wouldn't come on camera, 98 00:05:41,008 --> 00:05:43,917 But they would corroborate the details. 99 00:05:44,069 --> 00:05:46,494 So I talked to way more women in chicago 100 00:05:46,513 --> 00:05:49,330 Who wouldn't come on camera than did. 101 00:05:49,350 --> 00:05:53,685 This has been going on for close to 30 years now because of silence. 102 00:06:04,423 --> 00:06:08,108 This is something unprecedented in the history of popular music, 103 00:06:08,260 --> 00:06:11,536 With, I believe, hundreds of victims over 30 years. 104 00:06:11,688 --> 00:06:16,266 I now know 69 that I have talked to or interviewed 105 00:06:16,284 --> 00:06:19,269 Or can name and have read testimony of. 106 00:06:19,362 --> 00:06:21,271 But that's not counting those involved 107 00:06:21,289 --> 00:06:23,882 In the second chicago federal trial, 108 00:06:24,109 --> 00:06:26,943 And many who had never come forward publicly. 109 00:06:27,036 --> 00:06:29,629 I think it's gonna take a long time to realize 110 00:06:29,781 --> 00:06:32,891 Just how big a crime this was over three decades. 111 00:06:38,232 --> 00:06:41,791 Bruce kelly: Robert likes younger women. 112 00:06:41,810 --> 00:06:44,719 That's just a preference. 113 00:06:44,738 --> 00:06:47,656 It's a preference. Everyone has preferences. 114 00:06:49,818 --> 00:06:52,302 I wish I could kinda turn back the hands of time 115 00:06:52,395 --> 00:06:55,163 And pound it into robert to get help. 116 00:07:01,813 --> 00:07:05,424 I'm bruce kelly, robert's oldest brother. 117 00:07:07,243 --> 00:07:09,094 Since the last time I was interviewed, 118 00:07:09,321 --> 00:07:12,246 Of course you can see I'm-- I'm out of jail. 119 00:07:12,340 --> 00:07:15,992 However, I'm out, rob's in. 120 00:07:16,011 --> 00:07:20,105 Robert's not used to this. 121 00:07:20,256 --> 00:07:25,018 You know, to-- to have your freedom 122 00:07:25,170 --> 00:07:27,112 Taken away from you 123 00:07:27,339 --> 00:07:32,266 In any aspect, it's a degrading experience. 124 00:07:32,360 --> 00:07:35,028 I'm absolutely terrified for him 125 00:07:35,122 --> 00:07:38,682 Because no one wants to face those type of charges. 126 00:07:38,775 --> 00:07:41,442 Robert, to me, he's guilty of a lot of things, 127 00:07:41,536 --> 00:07:46,206 But sex trafficking and racketeering is not one of 'em. 128 00:07:46,358 --> 00:07:48,300 Anyone that's around him, 129 00:07:48,451 --> 00:07:51,636 They always looked like they're having a great time. 130 00:07:51,788 --> 00:07:55,031 Robert has never put anybody in an environment 131 00:07:55,050 --> 00:07:56,975 Where they can't leave. 132 00:07:59,204 --> 00:08:02,797 People are free to go and leave as they please. 133 00:08:02,891 --> 00:08:06,726 A lot of these girls, they wanna be with an older guy, 134 00:08:06,820 --> 00:08:08,987 So they lie about their age. 135 00:08:09,214 --> 00:08:11,731 And some of these girls are professional at it. 136 00:08:11,883 --> 00:08:14,141 And then when things don't go their way, 137 00:08:14,236 --> 00:08:18,054 "oh, I'm a victim." that's not right. 138 00:08:18,147 --> 00:08:19,789 There should be something done about that. 139 00:08:22,577 --> 00:08:27,731 Actually I couldn't exactly follow the trial because I was locked up. 140 00:08:27,749 --> 00:08:29,674 There was no tvs where I was. 141 00:08:29,826 --> 00:08:34,662 I did not see or even know all of the victims, 142 00:08:34,681 --> 00:08:36,848 Who they were, what they said, 143 00:08:37,075 --> 00:08:41,094 So I can't definitely say that they all were lying. 144 00:08:41,188 --> 00:08:43,355 I can't do that because I just don't know. 145 00:08:43,506 --> 00:08:47,751 I would have to look at transcripts and go through all that. 146 00:08:47,844 --> 00:08:51,196 It's deeper than I really thought. 147 00:08:56,519 --> 00:08:59,095 So even though r. Kelly was arrested in 2019, 148 00:08:59,114 --> 00:09:00,705 Shortly after, a couple months after, 149 00:09:00,932 --> 00:09:03,433 Covid hit, so all trials were halted. 150 00:09:03,526 --> 00:09:06,436 Adding to that, the multitude of charges 151 00:09:06,454 --> 00:09:09,196 That r. Kelly faces in multiple states-- 152 00:09:09,216 --> 00:09:10,882 Just figuring out the schedule 153 00:09:11,034 --> 00:09:13,276 In which r. Kelly will face these crimes 154 00:09:13,369 --> 00:09:15,202 Was enough to halt it for a couple of months. 155 00:09:15,222 --> 00:09:17,371 After several delays because of the pandemic, 156 00:09:17,465 --> 00:09:20,300 R. Kelly will go on trial here in new york this coming summer. 157 00:09:20,452 --> 00:09:22,118 The trial in brooklyn federal court 158 00:09:22,211 --> 00:09:23,895 Is set to begin on August 9th. 159 00:09:24,047 --> 00:09:27,715 Ultimately, it was decided that even though illinois 160 00:09:27,809 --> 00:09:29,309 Has a couple of cases on their own, 161 00:09:29,461 --> 00:09:32,053 Brooklyn gets the first take at r. Kelly. 162 00:09:32,072 --> 00:09:33,813 They'll get their trial first. 163 00:09:33,965 --> 00:09:35,298 And by the time all that's figured out, 164 00:09:35,391 --> 00:09:38,134 It's not until August 2021 165 00:09:38,153 --> 00:09:40,078 That this trial actually comes to fruition. 166 00:09:57,839 --> 00:09:58,930 ( knock on door ) 167 00:09:59,157 --> 00:10:01,057 Jonjelyn? 168 00:10:04,162 --> 00:10:05,228 Hey. 169 00:10:13,280 --> 00:10:15,780 Man: You're hoping to see your daughter? 170 00:10:16,007 --> 00:10:17,782 I feel like she does go to court and supports him 171 00:10:17,934 --> 00:10:20,343 Wherever he goes to court. 172 00:10:20,362 --> 00:10:23,029 But I kind of feel like they're maybe hiding her right now. 173 00:10:23,181 --> 00:10:26,182 He's-- he's not the victim. 174 00:10:26,201 --> 00:10:27,867 I want to make sure my daughter's fine, 175 00:10:28,019 --> 00:10:29,461 And that won't stop 176 00:10:29,688 --> 00:10:31,946 Until I get the answer that I'm looking for. 177 00:10:31,965 --> 00:10:33,948 Where is she? You know, he's here, 178 00:10:33,967 --> 00:10:37,377 His immediate supporters, his camp are here, 179 00:10:37,471 --> 00:10:38,970 So where is she? 180 00:10:44,811 --> 00:10:47,203 Joycelyn met r. Kelly 181 00:10:47,296 --> 00:10:50,940 Because she was invited to a concert. 182 00:10:53,728 --> 00:10:58,047 I found out that she was not attending college on a regular basis. 183 00:10:58,141 --> 00:10:59,215 That she was staying in the dorm, 184 00:10:59,308 --> 00:11:00,992 She was coming to her classes, 185 00:11:01,144 --> 00:11:03,828 But she was leaving and going to r. Kelly's house. 186 00:11:19,421 --> 00:11:21,996 I'm ready to go. Like, why I'm still-- 187 00:11:22,090 --> 00:11:23,682 - You don't know who he is? - Why are we still here? 188 00:11:26,578 --> 00:11:31,414 Joycelyn did not return to school after the christmas break 189 00:11:31,507 --> 00:11:33,191 For the spring semester in January 190 00:11:33,418 --> 00:11:35,026 And her room was completely cleaned out. 191 00:11:49,601 --> 00:11:51,117 So, there was a whole morning routine. 192 00:11:51,269 --> 00:11:53,211 You would roll up to the courthouse every day 193 00:11:53,438 --> 00:11:56,122 And usually outside there'd be a ton of media 194 00:11:56,274 --> 00:11:58,883 With their cameras, and there'd also be a bunch of r. Kelly supporters 195 00:11:59,110 --> 00:12:01,886 And sometimes they'd be blasting music. 196 00:12:02,113 --> 00:12:03,963 There was airport kind of security. 197 00:12:04,057 --> 00:12:07,300 We would have to take our phones and laptops out of our bags 198 00:12:07,452 --> 00:12:09,302 And it would go through the security check. 199 00:12:09,454 --> 00:12:11,396 And then we would go up to the sixth floor, at that point, 200 00:12:11,547 --> 00:12:13,306 Go through security again. 201 00:12:13,400 --> 00:12:15,475 That was kind of like our morning routine. 202 00:12:15,569 --> 00:12:16,901 Free r. Kelly. 203 00:12:22,984 --> 00:12:24,558 So the trial was six week long. 204 00:12:24,652 --> 00:12:26,560 Court, every day, would start at 9 am. 205 00:12:26,654 --> 00:12:28,413 You would wait in this line. 206 00:12:28,640 --> 00:12:31,307 Usually, you would be nowhere near the front 207 00:12:31,326 --> 00:12:34,477 Because r. Kelly supporters would show up quite early 208 00:12:34,496 --> 00:12:36,904 To make sure that they had their own seat in the courtroom. 209 00:12:36,998 --> 00:12:38,405 Man: Why are you here? 210 00:12:38,500 --> 00:12:40,258 I'm here to free r. Kelly. 211 00:12:40,485 --> 00:12:42,594 He's innocent, and I think they railroaded him. 212 00:12:42,821 --> 00:12:45,579 Something in my-- "I know I need to be there." 213 00:12:45,599 --> 00:12:48,099 I said, "I need to be here the first day." 214 00:12:48,251 --> 00:12:52,512 The possibility of joyce showing up to the trial was in the back of my head. 215 00:12:52,664 --> 00:12:54,088 We were hoping she would testify. 216 00:12:54,182 --> 00:12:56,499 We wanted to stay on task 217 00:12:56,518 --> 00:12:59,519 And come there to support the victims. 218 00:12:59,671 --> 00:13:03,114 Would joycelyn show up to the court? I was thinking yes. 219 00:13:19,615 --> 00:13:21,190 When we walked into the courthouse 220 00:13:21,209 --> 00:13:23,526 And I saw the lady with the red hair, 221 00:13:23,545 --> 00:13:26,712 She felt more than a fan. 222 00:13:26,807 --> 00:13:31,050 She had her phone out the whole time recording me. 223 00:13:31,144 --> 00:13:35,647 I come to realize I had saw an image of her on google with joycelyn, 224 00:13:35,874 --> 00:13:38,983 And I'm pretty sure she was joycelyn's handler. 225 00:13:39,210 --> 00:13:41,486 This woman's job was to watch over joycelyn. 226 00:13:45,308 --> 00:13:47,992 The last court date, when rob got shipped here, 227 00:13:48,144 --> 00:13:49,476 I was the girl that was with them. 228 00:13:49,571 --> 00:13:51,387 I went to dinner with them. 229 00:13:51,406 --> 00:13:53,647 Because azriel said that rob called her 230 00:13:53,667 --> 00:13:57,410 Told her to meet up with me in brooklyn, that I was a cool chick. 231 00:13:57,504 --> 00:13:59,729 During the break, I had came out 232 00:13:59,822 --> 00:14:01,488 And I looked at my phone, so I happened to have 233 00:14:01,508 --> 00:14:04,067 My phone pointed towards her. 234 00:14:04,160 --> 00:14:06,419 She thought I was taking a picture of her. 235 00:14:06,513 --> 00:14:10,073 And then she goes to the authorities, which is a police officer, 236 00:14:10,166 --> 00:14:11,516 And asked me-- I told the police, 237 00:14:11,667 --> 00:14:13,076 "no, I don't have a picture of her." 238 00:14:13,169 --> 00:14:14,260 And I looked at her and I said, 239 00:14:14,412 --> 00:14:16,020 "well, don't you have my daughter?" 240 00:14:16,172 --> 00:14:18,022 - "yes." - and she said, "yes." 241 00:14:30,203 --> 00:14:32,871 When people talk about enablers, they're all over the place. 242 00:14:46,702 --> 00:14:49,536 I believe the last time we saw each other was at the premiere in new york. 243 00:14:49,631 --> 00:14:51,781 Yeah, that was the last time. 244 00:14:51,799 --> 00:14:53,783 You know, we talk all the time, but... 245 00:14:53,801 --> 00:14:56,135 Not in person, so it's good to be here. 246 00:14:56,229 --> 00:14:57,979 It's good to see you. 247 00:15:02,460 --> 00:15:05,461 Where are you today with the situation with joy? 248 00:15:05,480 --> 00:15:08,406 Joy-- as of today, joy's still not home. 249 00:15:08,557 --> 00:15:10,557 Some of his handlers are still keeping her away 250 00:15:10,577 --> 00:15:13,745 Because he has another federal trial in another state. 251 00:15:13,972 --> 00:15:19,642 I feel that they are trying to make us personally, the savages, look bad. 252 00:15:19,661 --> 00:15:23,312 You know, to say, "he's been locked up over two years now. 253 00:15:23,331 --> 00:15:24,923 Why's she not at home?" 254 00:15:28,319 --> 00:15:31,078 We're all in the same boat. 255 00:15:31,097 --> 00:15:33,489 Daughters, first of all. 256 00:15:33,508 --> 00:15:36,583 Second of all, we have the same problem 257 00:15:36,678 --> 00:15:38,752 With robert sylvester kelly. 258 00:15:38,846 --> 00:15:41,422 My take on him being locked up, 259 00:15:41,516 --> 00:15:42,756 I'm gonna tell you the truth. 260 00:15:42,850 --> 00:15:44,500 It has nothing to do with us. 261 00:15:44,519 --> 00:15:46,335 This was a spiritual war. 262 00:15:46,429 --> 00:15:48,780 'cause a man that get away with so many things 263 00:15:48,931 --> 00:15:51,432 Of the same repeated behavior, 264 00:15:51,451 --> 00:15:53,785 Then that's something between him and god. 265 00:15:53,936 --> 00:15:56,621 But by all means, I'm gonna be the first to tell you, 266 00:15:56,772 --> 00:16:00,458 This thing has really mentally-- has messed me up. 267 00:16:00,685 --> 00:16:02,609 I'll be the first one. I'm telling you. 268 00:16:02,629 --> 00:16:05,521 I live with a whole lot of regret and pain 269 00:16:05,540 --> 00:16:10,526 That nobody but probably these three men here have been through. 270 00:16:10,619 --> 00:16:12,619 You know, there was times that me and tim talked 271 00:16:12,714 --> 00:16:15,715 That we didn't know if our kids were dead or alive. 272 00:16:15,867 --> 00:16:18,226 We still fighting now to get tim his daughter. 273 00:16:25,485 --> 00:16:30,637 When I saw the arrest in cook county, it was a sigh of relief 274 00:16:30,732 --> 00:16:32,639 Because he was off the streets. 275 00:16:32,659 --> 00:16:34,826 By that time, dominique was already gone. 276 00:16:34,977 --> 00:16:38,496 It's okay, okay. Daddy said he love you so much. 277 00:16:38,723 --> 00:16:41,332 - Can I have some tissue? - Yeah, of course. 278 00:16:48,657 --> 00:16:52,235 I felt like now azriel would be free. 279 00:16:52,328 --> 00:16:55,254 You know, I was in hopes that, you know, 280 00:16:55,348 --> 00:16:58,349 These young ladies would be able to be free. 281 00:17:05,416 --> 00:17:08,175 Hmm. 282 00:17:08,269 --> 00:17:10,269 It's been a rollercoaster ride. 283 00:17:10,421 --> 00:17:13,256 When I tell you this stuff is demonic, man, 284 00:17:13,349 --> 00:17:17,518 And it'd take your soul, it actually will. 285 00:17:17,612 --> 00:17:20,946 Alice clary: Our daughter met r. Kelly at a concert in orlando. 286 00:17:21,041 --> 00:17:23,541 R. Kelly expressed his interest in working with azriel 287 00:17:23,768 --> 00:17:25,526 To possibly further her music career. 288 00:17:25,620 --> 00:17:27,545 She thought this was her break. 289 00:17:27,696 --> 00:17:30,273 Everything changed, and we stopped hearing from her. 290 00:17:30,366 --> 00:17:32,383 We have not seen our daughter in three years. 291 00:17:36,556 --> 00:17:39,799 She fell in love with someone that is a predator. 292 00:17:39,893 --> 00:17:44,470 Watching the interview with my sister and gayle king, 293 00:17:44,564 --> 00:17:46,305 It was heartbreaking. 294 00:17:46,457 --> 00:17:48,232 Don't get me wrong, she looked stunning. 295 00:17:48,384 --> 00:17:51,885 She was beautiful. But I didn't recognize her. 296 00:17:51,905 --> 00:17:54,463 Tell me, azriel, why you're crying. Tell me. 297 00:17:54,557 --> 00:17:57,558 You guys are believing it's a ( bleep ) facade 298 00:17:57,652 --> 00:17:59,468 That our parents are saying. 299 00:17:59,487 --> 00:18:02,413 This is all ( bleep ) lies for money. 300 00:18:02,640 --> 00:18:06,918 That gayle king interview, watching azriel and joycelyn, 301 00:18:07,145 --> 00:18:08,902 I'm thinking about their parents. 302 00:18:08,996 --> 00:18:13,649 I'm thinking about how much work it's gonna take to free them. 303 00:18:13,668 --> 00:18:16,427 At the point when they are ready to be free, 304 00:18:16,579 --> 00:18:17,845 It's gonna take so much work. 305 00:18:20,433 --> 00:18:24,268 ( phone vibrating ) 306 00:18:24,420 --> 00:18:28,255 I'm in florida. My mom, she was in the hospital. 307 00:18:28,274 --> 00:18:31,091 It was probably about four in the morning. 308 00:18:31,185 --> 00:18:35,762 My phone rang. Azriel said, "dad, you gotta come get me now." 309 00:18:35,782 --> 00:18:39,617 I left the hospital with my wife's too-small hoodie. 310 00:18:39,768 --> 00:18:41,935 Her telling me, "do not go home. 311 00:18:42,029 --> 00:18:45,439 Go to the airport. You gotta go now." 312 00:18:45,458 --> 00:18:49,018 Jumped in my car, went to the airport, boom. 313 00:18:49,111 --> 00:18:51,796 We coming. This family don't quit. 314 00:18:52,023 --> 00:18:53,631 ( bleep ) r. Kelly. 315 00:19:00,623 --> 00:19:03,866 When I got there, no phone call. Nothing from her. 316 00:19:03,959 --> 00:19:06,385 I'm like, "damn, what's going on?" 317 00:19:06,537 --> 00:19:08,962 Maybe the plan ain't work, somebody came, 318 00:19:08,982 --> 00:19:10,890 And I'm texting her, like, "az, let me know what's going on. 319 00:19:10,984 --> 00:19:12,966 I'm ready to come over there." 320 00:19:12,986 --> 00:19:14,877 So I come over there and come over there and can't get in. 321 00:19:14,896 --> 00:19:16,545 You know, it's a secure building. 322 00:19:16,639 --> 00:19:18,972 - I was all over the place. - Yes. 323 00:19:19,066 --> 00:19:21,384 I'm looking like I'm trying to break her out of prison. 324 00:19:21,402 --> 00:19:23,477 Every strange person that walked-- like, 325 00:19:23,496 --> 00:19:25,145 "who is this?", this and that, 326 00:19:25,239 --> 00:19:28,833 To get my daughter from a place she felt captive in. 327 00:19:31,913 --> 00:19:34,397 Sounds like it was an escape. 328 00:19:34,490 --> 00:19:35,915 That's what I'm telling you, man. 329 00:19:36,009 --> 00:19:38,992 Like, what's going on that's making her this fearful? 330 00:19:39,012 --> 00:19:41,737 You know, walking out the door? 331 00:19:41,756 --> 00:19:43,330 People was involved in the situation. 332 00:19:43,349 --> 00:19:44,924 Oh, yeah, oh, yeah. There's a few of them. 333 00:19:45,018 --> 00:19:47,927 When we talk about enablers, we're not talking about somebody 334 00:19:48,079 --> 00:19:50,746 Just, you know, every five minutes with your daughter 335 00:19:50,765 --> 00:19:51,747 And just sitting there. 336 00:19:51,766 --> 00:19:52,598 These people are people 337 00:19:52,692 --> 00:19:54,433 That he has appointed 338 00:19:54,527 --> 00:19:56,527 To direct things 339 00:19:56,754 --> 00:19:59,697 And shield the girls from knowing the truth. 340 00:19:59,848 --> 00:20:02,683 Right. So I'm waiting, waiting. Nothing. 341 00:20:02,702 --> 00:20:06,946 Got a rental, got the biggest van I could get, went and booked a hotel. 342 00:20:07,040 --> 00:20:08,855 She finally hit me back. 343 00:20:08,875 --> 00:20:12,043 "oh, dad, all right, I'ma be ready in the morning. 344 00:20:12,194 --> 00:20:15,454 You gotta be ready at a certain time." 345 00:20:15,606 --> 00:20:20,551 I don't even think I smiled till we got out of chicago. 346 00:20:20,703 --> 00:20:25,723 To see her packed and actually in the car, and she just slept. 347 00:20:25,950 --> 00:20:29,635 And I'm driving just looking at her like, "damn." 348 00:20:29,729 --> 00:20:32,805 To be able to go down that highway, man, for that many hours 349 00:20:32,899 --> 00:20:36,567 And watch her, and had my baby right there 350 00:20:36,794 --> 00:20:40,129 As the climate changed from 30-degree weather 351 00:20:40,222 --> 00:20:43,482 To now we going back into 70, 75, 352 00:20:43,634 --> 00:20:45,743 And she-- 353 00:20:45,894 --> 00:20:47,803 Like, "dad, I'ma drive from here." 354 00:20:47,822 --> 00:20:49,730 And she drove us. She took us on home. 355 00:20:49,824 --> 00:20:52,566 And I got to-- 'cause I had no sleep. 356 00:20:52,660 --> 00:20:53,826 I remember walking through that door. 357 00:20:53,978 --> 00:20:54,977 Alice was in the kitchen. 358 00:20:54,996 --> 00:20:56,069 She was fixing breakfast. 359 00:20:56,163 --> 00:20:58,998 And then az come the other way, 360 00:20:59,150 --> 00:21:02,593 And, man, that lit the whole neighborhood up. 361 00:21:02,820 --> 00:21:06,155 My wife wouldn't let her go. Like, I'm talking-- 362 00:21:06,173 --> 00:21:09,100 It was a feeling that nobody could understand. 363 00:21:09,327 --> 00:21:12,770 It was this amazing moment because at this time, 364 00:21:12,997 --> 00:21:15,180 You gotta understand, I'm still a father 365 00:21:15,333 --> 00:21:21,020 That don't know all these details of... 366 00:21:21,114 --> 00:21:24,931 Unheard of acts that a man would do to a child. 367 00:21:24,951 --> 00:21:25,950 Right. 368 00:21:28,012 --> 00:21:30,863 Far as me and her and our family, 369 00:21:31,015 --> 00:21:34,458 We right there for her, but we got ups and downs. 370 00:21:34,610 --> 00:21:36,869 We had to be mindful of certain things. 371 00:21:37,021 --> 00:21:39,613 Azriel wasn't-- she wasn't a kid anymore. 372 00:21:39,632 --> 00:21:42,783 We had to readjust ourselves to understand 373 00:21:42,877 --> 00:21:45,136 We dealing with a young woman now. 374 00:21:45,363 --> 00:21:48,881 It's work for all of us. It's continuing work. 375 00:21:49,033 --> 00:21:51,475 And I think it's gonna be work until we finish. 376 00:21:51,702 --> 00:21:53,869 And, you know, we have another trial coming up. 377 00:21:53,962 --> 00:21:55,387 Coming home, you gotta understand this, 378 00:21:55,540 --> 00:21:57,815 Because you have your daughter home 379 00:21:58,042 --> 00:22:01,468 Don't mean you have 100% of your daughter home. 380 00:22:01,487 --> 00:22:04,137 She still have ties to people she believed 381 00:22:04,157 --> 00:22:07,974 That was on her side that was coming from his camp. 382 00:22:07,994 --> 00:22:10,644 She believed that people were sincere 383 00:22:10,663 --> 00:22:12,555 That she met during that time. 384 00:22:12,648 --> 00:22:14,147 They was the ones that was still trying 385 00:22:14,167 --> 00:22:19,078 To befriend her to persuade her to not tell her truth. 386 00:22:19,172 --> 00:22:22,656 To tell her don't go to trial, to silence her. 387 00:22:22,750 --> 00:22:26,418 And she had to find out that a lot of them people are sick. 388 00:22:26,512 --> 00:22:29,738 They were sick, just like him. 389 00:22:29,832 --> 00:22:31,907 Dr. Candice norcott: There are a lot of decisions along the way 390 00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:33,851 To participate in a trial. 391 00:22:34,078 --> 00:22:36,762 To have to face your abuser is no small feat. 392 00:22:36,914 --> 00:22:39,339 "if you tell anybody, I'll kill you family." 393 00:22:39,433 --> 00:22:42,175 "I know where you live. I'll come get you. My people will come get you." 394 00:22:42,195 --> 00:22:45,363 If you are being victimized in a network, 395 00:22:45,514 --> 00:22:49,015 Your sense of someone's coming to help me gets diminished greatly 396 00:22:49,035 --> 00:22:51,777 And your hopelessness increases. 397 00:22:51,871 --> 00:22:54,096 Melendez: R. Kelly kept a really tight circle. 398 00:22:54,189 --> 00:22:56,207 He had a predatory pattern of behavior 399 00:22:56,434 --> 00:23:00,044 That was enabled by his criminal enterprise, 400 00:23:00,271 --> 00:23:03,956 Which in this case is his bodyguards, entourage, 401 00:23:04,050 --> 00:23:06,550 Assistants, et cetera. 402 00:23:06,702 --> 00:23:09,612 Even before the trial started, one of them 403 00:23:09,705 --> 00:23:12,631 Set one of r. Kelly's accusers' cars on fire. 404 00:23:12,725 --> 00:23:16,060 Another one tried to bribe an accuser to not talk out. 405 00:23:16,287 --> 00:23:19,880 Another allegedly tried to stop the premiere 406 00:23:19,899 --> 00:23:22,733 Of the "surviving r. Kelly" screening. 407 00:23:22,960 --> 00:23:26,128 These people, even after r. Kelly's in jail, 408 00:23:26,147 --> 00:23:27,980 Were still trying to protect his name. 409 00:23:28,074 --> 00:23:30,724 They wanted these women's allegations to be snubbed. 410 00:23:30,818 --> 00:23:32,968 They did not want them out there. 411 00:23:32,987 --> 00:23:35,304 They did not want r. Kelly's name dragged through the mud. 412 00:23:35,322 --> 00:23:38,899 People enable because they want to be in proximity to power. 413 00:23:38,993 --> 00:23:42,144 And over time, the enablers have also been gaslighted and groomed. 414 00:23:42,163 --> 00:23:43,879 So they're also confused. 415 00:23:47,318 --> 00:23:49,760 ( sirens wailing ) 416 00:23:49,912 --> 00:23:53,155 So, the day my house was attempted to be set on fire, 417 00:23:53,248 --> 00:23:55,174 There's about six of us in the house. 418 00:23:55,268 --> 00:23:57,676 All I hear is my son. 419 00:23:57,828 --> 00:24:01,830 "dad! Dad! There's a fire!" I'm like, "fire?" 420 00:24:01,924 --> 00:24:05,000 We got cars in the driveway, car in the garage. 421 00:24:05,019 --> 00:24:07,260 Lot of equipment in there from our restaurant, 422 00:24:07,280 --> 00:24:09,280 Stuff that can ignite. 423 00:24:09,431 --> 00:24:12,116 Got everybody out the house. My wife called the police. 424 00:24:12,343 --> 00:24:13,200 Boom. 425 00:24:27,191 --> 00:24:29,191 Everybody going nuts. Wife going nuts. 426 00:24:29,210 --> 00:24:30,951 When you're in panic, you can't do nothing. 427 00:24:31,045 --> 00:24:33,362 - Just everything burned. - Wow. 428 00:24:33,380 --> 00:24:35,881 Fire department get there, they hurry up 429 00:24:35,975 --> 00:24:39,051 And put the thing down so it can't spread and all that. 430 00:24:39,145 --> 00:24:41,127 As daybreak coming in, 431 00:24:41,222 --> 00:24:45,966 We see a big old can of gasoline. 432 00:24:46,060 --> 00:24:51,880 So then we find out he doused the whole house with gasoline. 433 00:24:51,899 --> 00:24:55,400 You know, it was the kid. Michael williams. 434 00:24:55,495 --> 00:24:58,403 Reporter: Michael williams has pleaded guilty to arson. 435 00:24:58,498 --> 00:25:01,165 He's related to the singer's former publicist. 436 00:25:01,316 --> 00:25:03,242 Through his cousin, uh, you know, 437 00:25:03,336 --> 00:25:06,820 She's in the paperwork as well, kash jones, 438 00:25:06,839 --> 00:25:09,398 A cousin or whatever it was. 439 00:25:09,491 --> 00:25:11,250 The kid, michael williams, got charged. 440 00:25:11,402 --> 00:25:13,844 He got sentenced to eight years. 441 00:25:14,071 --> 00:25:17,906 But here is a man that's tried to kill my family. 442 00:25:17,925 --> 00:25:20,909 How do you get yourself so inserted 443 00:25:21,003 --> 00:25:24,079 That you want to kill six people? 444 00:25:24,098 --> 00:25:27,266 You going to kill everybody in the house? 445 00:25:27,418 --> 00:25:29,418 I'm baffled. 446 00:25:29,511 --> 00:25:32,196 - These enablers. - I'm, like, blown. 447 00:25:51,609 --> 00:25:53,366 Lizzette martinez: He kinda had, like, a goofiness to him 448 00:25:53,460 --> 00:25:55,386 When I initially met him. 449 00:25:55,537 --> 00:25:58,797 I knew he was older, but when he gave me his number, 450 00:25:58,949 --> 00:26:01,058 I wasn't thinking things would be where they are. 451 00:26:09,569 --> 00:26:13,887 I was a radio dj in dallas, and I had met r. Kelly 452 00:26:13,981 --> 00:26:16,907 At an after-party while he was on the "love letter" tour. 453 00:26:25,142 --> 00:26:27,901 I was at aventura mall with some girlfriends. 454 00:26:27,995 --> 00:26:29,995 His bodyguard handed me his phone number and said, 455 00:26:30,147 --> 00:26:33,148 "r. Kelly would like you to call him." 456 00:26:33,241 --> 00:26:36,076 I was so young and it was so long ago. 457 00:26:36,095 --> 00:26:39,263 But it just feels like it-- honestly, some days it feels like it was yesterday. 458 00:26:39,490 --> 00:26:42,157 Like, I remember so vividly things. 459 00:26:42,250 --> 00:26:47,104 And then other days, I just don't want to remember and I try to forget. 460 00:26:47,255 --> 00:26:49,255 - Jones: Yeah. - And then I see faith. 461 00:26:49,350 --> 00:26:53,185 And then I'm like, "this has gone on for so long." 462 00:26:53,279 --> 00:26:57,114 '90s. 2013-ish for me. 463 00:26:57,341 --> 00:26:59,358 And then three years later, I think '17 for you? 464 00:26:59,452 --> 00:27:02,119 - '18. - Yeah. 465 00:27:02,270 --> 00:27:06,439 So just to know that it kept going for that long between the three of us. 466 00:27:06,533 --> 00:27:11,203 We share this common thing that is so awful and terrible, 467 00:27:11,355 --> 00:27:13,279 And you want to get to know the person, 468 00:27:13,374 --> 00:27:16,282 But a lot of us were, like, shut down. 469 00:27:16,302 --> 00:27:18,543 You and I had a little thing, and then... 470 00:27:18,638 --> 00:27:22,139 - Yeah, we had a shouting match. - We had a shouting match. 471 00:27:22,366 --> 00:27:23,807 Yeah, in new york, we had a shouting match. 472 00:27:24,034 --> 00:27:26,143 We had a shouting match, but then we put it to bed. 473 00:27:26,370 --> 00:27:28,962 It's weird because you want to get close, 474 00:27:28,981 --> 00:27:32,557 But then again it's, like-- it's not a fun topic. 475 00:27:32,652 --> 00:27:36,136 I was, like, in a world that I shouldn't have been in, 476 00:27:36,155 --> 00:27:38,397 And the same story for all of these girls. 477 00:27:38,491 --> 00:27:40,824 I didn't know kitti, like, personally, 478 00:27:41,051 --> 00:27:42,976 But I had seen her on television. 479 00:27:43,070 --> 00:27:45,478 And I didn't know faith either, but I saw the interviews. 480 00:27:45,572 --> 00:27:48,481 The music industry is dark, 481 00:27:48,575 --> 00:27:52,169 And he was an important person in the music industry 482 00:27:52,320 --> 00:27:56,489 Who made a lot of money for a lot of really important people. 483 00:27:56,583 --> 00:27:58,825 That's why it took 30 years, 484 00:27:58,919 --> 00:28:01,095 Because you weren't important enough. 485 00:28:03,924 --> 00:28:05,424 There was a lot of backlash 486 00:28:05,518 --> 00:28:08,076 And people in the black community that resented us 487 00:28:08,170 --> 00:28:11,079 For bringing down a black man, you know? 488 00:28:11,173 --> 00:28:13,006 And this is a real thing in the black community. 489 00:28:13,025 --> 00:28:16,084 One of my attorneys lost clients 490 00:28:16,178 --> 00:28:18,253 When she posted me a couple years ago, 491 00:28:18,346 --> 00:28:20,589 And I realized how much it impacted 492 00:28:20,607 --> 00:28:24,276 Not just us who lived it, 493 00:28:24,370 --> 00:28:27,871 But people that helped us have our voices heard. 494 00:28:28,098 --> 00:28:30,541 There can be a natural instinct for groups, 495 00:28:30,768 --> 00:28:32,267 Especially african-american groups, 496 00:28:32,286 --> 00:28:33,602 To want to protect r. Kelly. 497 00:28:33,620 --> 00:28:35,954 In the history of the united states, 498 00:28:36,048 --> 00:28:37,789 Black men have been targeted by the justice system. 499 00:28:37,942 --> 00:28:39,291 As a black man, you know, 500 00:28:39,385 --> 00:28:41,460 I naturally want to protect other black men. 501 00:28:41,612 --> 00:28:45,447 That's understandable, but I also have to realize 502 00:28:45,540 --> 00:28:48,225 That just because they're black doesn't mean I need to justify 503 00:28:48,452 --> 00:28:51,453 And rationalize and protect them. 504 00:28:51,546 --> 00:28:55,048 R. Kelly, he tapped into a narrative that existed, you know? 505 00:28:55,142 --> 00:28:58,235 That, um, you know, women deserve-- 506 00:28:58,386 --> 00:29:00,963 Black women in particular deserve what they get. 507 00:29:01,056 --> 00:29:04,575 If they're abused by black men, 508 00:29:04,802 --> 00:29:07,393 That protecting black men is more important 509 00:29:07,413 --> 00:29:08,487 Than addressing that abuse. 510 00:29:08,581 --> 00:29:10,472 Someone like r. Kelly, 511 00:29:10,565 --> 00:29:13,642 Who refuses to take any responsibility 512 00:29:13,735 --> 00:29:16,420 And only escalates their behavior 513 00:29:16,571 --> 00:29:20,315 Does leave us with, you know, few opportunities 514 00:29:20,334 --> 00:29:23,001 But this really broken legal system. 515 00:29:23,153 --> 00:29:27,431 It's definitely been an experience, having all the backlash 516 00:29:27,658 --> 00:29:29,658 And the bashing of our daughters. 517 00:29:29,676 --> 00:29:32,160 - Every day. - When they go out, just trying to-- 518 00:29:32,179 --> 00:29:34,938 To live their life, they're harassed. 519 00:29:35,090 --> 00:29:36,665 My daughter was assaulted. 520 00:29:36,758 --> 00:29:38,500 They threatened to kill my daughter. 521 00:29:38,519 --> 00:29:40,611 They threatened to come into my church. 522 00:29:40,838 --> 00:29:46,024 To be backlashed, and then your daughters to be hated... 523 00:29:46,118 --> 00:29:47,618 - All over again. - Yes, yes. 524 00:29:47,845 --> 00:29:49,435 Even on social media, just all over again. 525 00:29:49,530 --> 00:29:52,105 I see my face all over social media. 526 00:29:52,124 --> 00:29:57,202 We've all moved from our previous homes because of this. 527 00:29:57,354 --> 00:30:00,038 It's just gotten to a point where I can't even put my kids in school 528 00:30:00,190 --> 00:30:02,207 Because of everything surrounding the trial. 529 00:30:02,301 --> 00:30:05,193 With a baby wanting to come like any day now, 530 00:30:05,287 --> 00:30:08,639 I've been advised to do an emergency move. 531 00:30:08,866 --> 00:30:13,293 It's, like, people don't even know what's going on behind the scenes, 532 00:30:13,387 --> 00:30:17,231 Like, what the survivors are actually going through and dealing with. 533 00:30:18,800 --> 00:30:21,543 I think I used to always tell myself, 534 00:30:21,562 --> 00:30:24,137 "I don't live my life worried about that 535 00:30:24,156 --> 00:30:26,639 Or thinking about, you know, my past with r. Kelly 536 00:30:26,659 --> 00:30:29,885 Or even being on the documentary." 537 00:30:29,903 --> 00:30:32,830 But it's taken me a while to get comfortable with people again. 538 00:30:32,981 --> 00:30:36,058 I feel like every time I interact with people in a very large setting, 539 00:30:36,151 --> 00:30:38,151 I always have to look over my shoulder. 540 00:30:38,245 --> 00:30:39,561 Somebody's talking about me 541 00:30:39,580 --> 00:30:41,171 Or somebody's saying something about me. 542 00:30:41,398 --> 00:30:44,299 I'm not able to just introduce myself as faith. 543 00:30:47,513 --> 00:30:48,920 I don't think it's that people 544 00:30:49,073 --> 00:30:50,755 Didn't believe these black girls. 545 00:30:50,850 --> 00:30:53,166 I don't think that at all. I think they believed them. 546 00:30:53,185 --> 00:30:55,668 I think they know predators in their family. 547 00:30:55,762 --> 00:30:58,522 And I think that they chose to turn a blind eye 548 00:30:58,673 --> 00:31:03,101 Because r. Kelly was a prodigy who gifted them 549 00:31:03,253 --> 00:31:06,254 With so much laughter and joy and dance. 550 00:31:06,348 --> 00:31:10,367 It's hard to think of a specific class, 551 00:31:10,518 --> 00:31:12,185 For lack of a better word, of people 552 00:31:12,204 --> 00:31:13,762 Who are treated more unfairly 553 00:31:13,855 --> 00:31:15,688 In this society than black women. 554 00:31:15,708 --> 00:31:19,042 That has an awful lot to do 555 00:31:19,194 --> 00:31:22,362 With why the initial allegations against him 556 00:31:22,456 --> 00:31:25,123 Did not receive more attention. 557 00:31:25,217 --> 00:31:28,201 The cultural climate now 558 00:31:28,220 --> 00:31:31,613 Is more sympathetic to r. Kelly's alleged victims, 559 00:31:31,632 --> 00:31:35,450 Definitely, than it was 2000, 2001, 560 00:31:35,543 --> 00:31:39,621 2008, even five years ago. 561 00:31:39,640 --> 00:31:43,216 #metoo has happened. There's been a greater awareness of that. 562 00:31:43,235 --> 00:31:47,738 The black lives matter movement has made a difference. 563 00:31:47,889 --> 00:31:51,316 Julie reinstein: So, I think one of the things that was unique about this trial 564 00:31:51,468 --> 00:31:54,970 Was really what the charges were based around. This was a racketeering trial. 565 00:31:55,063 --> 00:31:58,916 R. Kelly wasn't just charged with aggravated sexual assault or something like that. 566 00:31:59,143 --> 00:32:03,145 He was charged with having an enterprise that allowed him to do this. 567 00:32:03,163 --> 00:32:05,422 It was essentially organized crime charges. 568 00:32:05,649 --> 00:32:08,316 The brilliance of the rico strategy, 569 00:32:08,335 --> 00:32:11,987 As it was explained to me, was that in proving an enterprise, 570 00:32:12,005 --> 00:32:16,600 You can bring in many victims who are not specifically charged 571 00:32:16,827 --> 00:32:18,435 With crimes that kelly committed 572 00:32:18,662 --> 00:32:22,922 In the interest of proving the pattern of behavior. 573 00:32:23,016 --> 00:32:26,610 At the time that we announced charges back in 2019, 574 00:32:26,761 --> 00:32:29,780 It was a result of survivors coming forward 575 00:32:29,931 --> 00:32:32,340 And being willing to go through a system 576 00:32:32,434 --> 00:32:34,526 And a process that for so many of them 577 00:32:34,678 --> 00:32:37,512 Had been incredibly frustrating. 578 00:32:37,605 --> 00:32:41,458 When we're preparing specifically for cases involving sex abuse or sex assault, 579 00:32:41,609 --> 00:32:43,685 We recognize that the machinery 580 00:32:43,778 --> 00:32:46,538 Of the criminal court system is cold. 581 00:32:46,632 --> 00:32:49,449 It is very systematic. 582 00:32:49,468 --> 00:32:52,210 But you are talking about one of the worst moments 583 00:32:52,362 --> 00:32:54,620 That anyone can suffer in their lives, 584 00:32:54,640 --> 00:32:58,383 And that they are required as a part of this process 585 00:32:58,477 --> 00:33:03,629 To go and sit and talk to many strangers about this moment. 586 00:33:03,724 --> 00:33:05,631 And so a trauma center approach 587 00:33:05,651 --> 00:33:08,560 Means we come with that recognition first. 588 00:33:08,712 --> 00:33:11,989 Above all else is the health and the welfare of the survivor 589 00:33:12,216 --> 00:33:15,659 In the pursuit of justice and not simply just getting the conviction. 590 00:33:20,557 --> 00:33:22,240 Definitely was hesitant. It was like, you know, 591 00:33:22,334 --> 00:33:24,650 You don't really know if people are on your side. 592 00:33:24,745 --> 00:33:28,171 So I think they kinda had to, like, persuade me a little bit 593 00:33:28,323 --> 00:33:30,248 Because I definitely had my guard up. 594 00:33:30,400 --> 00:33:35,679 I was contacted by the federal authorities in early 2019. 595 00:33:35,830 --> 00:33:38,331 I must have smoked like 10 cigarettes 596 00:33:38,425 --> 00:33:40,909 Before I walked into the hotel where we were meeting. 597 00:33:41,002 --> 00:33:44,412 I was a little bit nervous and anxious. 598 00:33:44,506 --> 00:33:47,766 When I would meet with them in chicago, it would be at their headquarters. 599 00:33:47,860 --> 00:33:51,436 You pull in, like, this driveway that's down under the city. 600 00:33:51,588 --> 00:33:53,530 It looks like a tunnel or something, 601 00:33:53,681 --> 00:33:55,699 But it's underneath the building. 602 00:33:55,850 --> 00:33:58,260 And they took me through the security checkpoints. 603 00:33:58,278 --> 00:34:00,120 It's really secretive. 604 00:34:04,025 --> 00:34:05,784 Van allen: Back in 2008, I don't feel 605 00:34:05,878 --> 00:34:08,528 Like they looked out for me enough during the trial. 606 00:34:08,547 --> 00:34:13,608 They let the defense say pretty much anything they wanted to say about me. 607 00:34:13,627 --> 00:34:15,552 That bothered me a lot. 608 00:34:15,703 --> 00:34:19,447 The feds for this trial, they apologized for that. 609 00:34:19,541 --> 00:34:21,783 Even though they weren't there, they apologized, 610 00:34:21,876 --> 00:34:23,727 They said, for what I had to go through, 611 00:34:23,878 --> 00:34:26,304 And they said it would be nothing like that trial, 612 00:34:26,456 --> 00:34:28,899 Like the 2008 trial. 613 00:34:29,050 --> 00:34:32,794 I didn't hold back at all. I gave them everything. 614 00:34:32,813 --> 00:34:35,555 They needed to know the graphic details 615 00:34:35,649 --> 00:34:38,241 Because it helped the case. 616 00:34:38,468 --> 00:34:42,562 For me, I don't have any regrets because, you know, 617 00:34:42,656 --> 00:34:45,473 What could be worse than what I've already endured with him? 618 00:34:45,492 --> 00:34:47,400 I always said, if I die tomorrow, 619 00:34:47,419 --> 00:34:49,811 At least I know that, you know, my truth is out there, 620 00:34:49,904 --> 00:34:52,814 And no one else is gonna tell it for me. 621 00:34:52,833 --> 00:34:55,834 My experience with authorities in 2003 622 00:34:55,928 --> 00:34:59,487 Versus 2019 changed immensely. 623 00:34:59,506 --> 00:35:01,823 I felt like I was handled with more care. 624 00:35:01,842 --> 00:35:03,825 I felt less apologetic. 625 00:35:03,918 --> 00:35:06,436 I felt believed this time. 626 00:35:09,015 --> 00:35:10,941 My name is lanita carter, 627 00:35:11,168 --> 00:35:14,669 And I was the hair braider for r. Kelly. 628 00:35:14,762 --> 00:35:18,006 ( voice breaks ) I wanted to make a living just off of doing his hair. 629 00:35:18,099 --> 00:35:22,619 He pulled my braid down, like, toward him, 630 00:35:22,846 --> 00:35:24,863 And I go like this. 631 00:35:24,957 --> 00:35:26,197 And he just started hocking and spitting, going... 632 00:35:26,291 --> 00:35:28,708 ( imitates spitting ) 633 00:35:30,796 --> 00:35:35,448 He was like, "suck it. Suck it for daddy." 634 00:35:35,542 --> 00:35:38,468 It was like he crushed my life. 635 00:35:40,530 --> 00:35:42,380 The state contacted me. 636 00:35:42,474 --> 00:35:47,644 They rushed me from my home to-- 637 00:35:47,871 --> 00:35:50,372 I don't really want to talk about that. That's the state. 638 00:35:50,390 --> 00:35:51,890 I don't want the state to be mad at me. 639 00:35:51,984 --> 00:35:53,725 - Man: Okay. - 'cause I don't want to talk 640 00:35:53,819 --> 00:35:56,878 About where we met and all of that stuff because of the-- 641 00:35:56,897 --> 00:35:59,063 You know, like, the safety of other people. 642 00:35:59,158 --> 00:36:02,567 - Yeah, of course. - If they have to still go to that building. 643 00:36:02,661 --> 00:36:07,071 The decision to disclose is different than the decision to report. 644 00:36:07,166 --> 00:36:11,651 Many survivors will disclose to somebody-- friends, family. 645 00:36:11,670 --> 00:36:14,896 But reporting to, like, a formal system is different. 646 00:36:14,989 --> 00:36:17,899 Oftentimes the decision point is made at a time 647 00:36:17,992 --> 00:36:20,568 That is really early in their recovery. 648 00:36:20,662 --> 00:36:24,088 Like, the process of healing from a trauma 649 00:36:24,183 --> 00:36:28,743 And healing from a violent assault is not linear 650 00:36:28,836 --> 00:36:32,022 Or does not coincide with what's required to participate in a trial. 651 00:36:32,249 --> 00:36:34,024 The other thing survivors also experience 652 00:36:34,251 --> 00:36:37,861 Is feeling responsible, like they have to report. 653 00:36:38,088 --> 00:36:40,922 They're already at times feeling responsible for what's happened to them. 654 00:36:41,015 --> 00:36:42,682 And then being told by other people, 655 00:36:42,776 --> 00:36:45,535 "he'll go on to abuse others if you don't say anything." 656 00:36:45,687 --> 00:36:47,929 You know, it's meant at times to be motivating, 657 00:36:47,948 --> 00:36:49,931 But oftentimes it brings on more shame. 658 00:36:49,950 --> 00:36:51,708 So it's very complicated. 659 00:36:51,859 --> 00:36:54,936 Sometimes victims of sexual abuse or sexual trauma 660 00:36:54,955 --> 00:36:58,048 Struggle to talk to the justice system, 661 00:36:58,199 --> 00:37:00,717 To find a source of support, because they worry 662 00:37:00,868 --> 00:37:02,886 That the justice system isn't gonna believe them 663 00:37:03,037 --> 00:37:04,612 Or that it was their fault 664 00:37:04,631 --> 00:37:06,723 Or they were responsible for the situation. 665 00:37:06,950 --> 00:37:08,558 Why didn't they do something different? 666 00:37:08,785 --> 00:37:10,894 A lot of people are afraid to go out there 667 00:37:11,045 --> 00:37:13,063 And, you know, speak their truth 668 00:37:13,214 --> 00:37:15,398 Because of the responses they might get. 669 00:37:15,625 --> 00:37:17,901 I don't feel good about being a part of this. 670 00:37:18,052 --> 00:37:21,479 In my victim mode, I feel like, 671 00:37:21,573 --> 00:37:24,632 "oh, we about to make him mad. 672 00:37:24,651 --> 00:37:26,968 We shouldn't do this." 673 00:37:26,987 --> 00:37:29,579 I remember when I was in abusive relationships, 674 00:37:29,731 --> 00:37:31,581 You'd get into a fight, you'd call the police, 675 00:37:31,808 --> 00:37:32,898 And then the police is roughing him up, 676 00:37:32,918 --> 00:37:34,642 And you're like, "get off of him." 677 00:37:34,661 --> 00:37:37,161 You know, it's the same thing, 678 00:37:37,314 --> 00:37:39,589 Where you kind of feel like when people are saying like, 679 00:37:39,741 --> 00:37:42,241 "r. Kelly is being railroaded by the system," 680 00:37:42,335 --> 00:37:47,079 You feel like, "man, I don't want to be a part of the railroad. 681 00:37:47,099 --> 00:37:48,656 They're saying it's a railroad." 682 00:37:48,675 --> 00:37:50,100 I don't want him on trial 683 00:37:50,251 --> 00:37:52,844 For what my whole life looked like. 684 00:37:52,996 --> 00:37:55,772 I only want him on trial for what he did to me. 685 00:38:06,952 --> 00:38:10,512 When I spoke to the authorities, I was very frank with them. 686 00:38:10,530 --> 00:38:13,181 I would have no problem testifying. 687 00:38:13,274 --> 00:38:15,625 - But I was terrified. - Oh, yeah. 688 00:38:15,777 --> 00:38:18,870 I was, like, so riddled with anxiety. 689 00:38:19,022 --> 00:38:21,706 - Yeah, yeah. - Because to think 690 00:38:21,858 --> 00:38:23,800 That I haven't seen this person in so long, 691 00:38:24,027 --> 00:38:25,860 And then to have to walk into that courtroom-- 692 00:38:25,953 --> 00:38:28,029 Like, I didn't want to see his face. 693 00:38:28,048 --> 00:38:30,548 That was-- yeah, that was going through my head, too. 694 00:38:30,642 --> 00:38:34,052 Honestly, I didn't know what that was gonna do to me. 695 00:38:34,204 --> 00:38:36,980 You and I, we kinda got some relief 696 00:38:37,131 --> 00:38:38,706 Because our daughters are out of there. 697 00:38:38,800 --> 00:38:41,967 But tim's daughter is still there. 698 00:38:42,062 --> 00:38:44,562 So the fight continues, really. 699 00:38:44,656 --> 00:38:46,156 At some point, your daughter's coming out of that. 700 00:38:46,383 --> 00:38:48,641 She's gonna come from up under that spell, 701 00:38:48,735 --> 00:38:52,720 And she's gonna be back with the people that really love her. 702 00:38:52,739 --> 00:38:54,497 And there's no doubt about that. I really believe that. 703 00:38:54,649 --> 00:38:56,833 Thank you. 704 00:38:59,579 --> 00:39:02,321 You know, we're in this situation with our daughters 705 00:39:02,341 --> 00:39:07,660 - And it affects the whole family dynamics. - Exactly, exactly. 706 00:39:07,754 --> 00:39:11,573 You know, like I say, I have faith where I can physically see her. 707 00:39:11,591 --> 00:39:13,516 I can call her every day. 708 00:39:13,668 --> 00:39:15,760 You don't. You don't have joy. 709 00:39:15,854 --> 00:39:18,688 You have the memories, you have the photos. 710 00:39:18,840 --> 00:39:20,840 - You don't get to hear her voice. - Right. 711 00:39:20,859 --> 00:39:22,917 And I know that that's painful. 712 00:39:22,936 --> 00:39:25,086 Because I believe she loves you guys. 713 00:39:25,105 --> 00:39:28,031 But then she's got the handlers in her ear. 714 00:39:28,258 --> 00:39:32,276 She has him making her believe that he loves her. 715 00:39:32,429 --> 00:39:36,264 I was told that her and r. Kelly was engaged. 716 00:39:36,282 --> 00:39:39,934 When I heard that, my heart dropped, too. 717 00:39:40,027 --> 00:39:43,696 Because if he was to marry her while he's in jail, he's just-- 718 00:39:43,715 --> 00:39:49,201 I mean, that's to keep her from being able to testify. 719 00:39:49,295 --> 00:39:52,055 Could she really be in love with him? 720 00:39:52,282 --> 00:39:55,800 Okay, what if she called today and said, "mom, 721 00:39:55,894 --> 00:39:58,544 I love him. It's me now. 722 00:39:58,638 --> 00:40:00,622 There's no more competition for him. 723 00:40:00,715 --> 00:40:02,548 If I could just get my parents 724 00:40:02,567 --> 00:40:04,292 To accept that this is the man I love..." 725 00:40:04,310 --> 00:40:07,979 No. This man has manipulated her 726 00:40:08,073 --> 00:40:11,299 And twisted their minds. 727 00:40:11,392 --> 00:40:14,302 That's not a healthy relationship. 728 00:40:14,395 --> 00:40:16,821 Derogatis: R. Kelly's defense team 729 00:40:16,915 --> 00:40:21,159 Had been headed by steve greenberg since 2018. 730 00:40:21,253 --> 00:40:26,147 Greenberg, controversially, has referred to these women as groupies, as liars. 731 00:40:26,166 --> 00:40:29,742 The press conference he gave in February 2019, 732 00:40:29,761 --> 00:40:32,929 It was an emotional moment for me, and I blew up at greenberg. 733 00:40:33,156 --> 00:40:35,247 There are a number of interviews where the young lady says, 734 00:40:35,267 --> 00:40:37,183 "I lied about how old I was." 735 00:40:45,018 --> 00:40:47,110 You have a book coming out, 736 00:40:47,261 --> 00:40:50,780 And I hope you sell lots of books. 737 00:40:54,861 --> 00:40:56,344 What else is your question? 738 00:40:56,437 --> 00:40:58,938 All of these women? They're all liars? 739 00:40:58,957 --> 00:41:01,182 They're all looking to do a book? 740 00:41:01,201 --> 00:41:05,795 I mean, I think greenberg hopped on to kelly's defense 741 00:41:05,947 --> 00:41:08,873 Knowing that it was a high profile media platform, 742 00:41:09,025 --> 00:41:11,042 And I think he did his job well. 743 00:41:11,136 --> 00:41:15,213 Is it morally defensible to be calling all of these victims liars, 744 00:41:15,365 --> 00:41:17,715 Gold-diggers, media hounds? 745 00:41:17,809 --> 00:41:20,793 No. But I guess that's how our system works, right? 746 00:41:20,812 --> 00:41:22,145 You deserve the best defense. 747 00:41:28,135 --> 00:41:30,320 Before they actually went to trial, 748 00:41:30,547 --> 00:41:33,656 Rob let a lawyer go, he hired another attorney 749 00:41:33,808 --> 00:41:37,827 Who didn't have time to prepare for this trial. 750 00:41:37,979 --> 00:41:40,404 The chicago-based lawyers representing r. Kelly 751 00:41:40,557 --> 00:41:45,059 In his new york trial have asked to withdraw from the case. 752 00:41:45,152 --> 00:41:50,898 When you going to trial, you want your lawyer to be up to speed on everything. 753 00:41:50,917 --> 00:41:54,827 It's hard to understand why kelly tossed out 754 00:41:54,921 --> 00:41:59,849 His first legal team and went with deveraux cannick. 755 00:42:00,076 --> 00:42:02,243 Some people say he fired the first legal team. 756 00:42:02,262 --> 00:42:05,246 Other people say they left. 757 00:42:05,265 --> 00:42:09,083 It's been reported that greenberg and one of r. Kelly's other lawyers, 758 00:42:09,176 --> 00:42:13,938 Nicole blank becker, disagreed about legal strategy in his defense. 759 00:42:14,090 --> 00:42:17,200 Did nicole get in r. Kelly's ear? We don't really know. 760 00:42:17,427 --> 00:42:21,204 But greenberg left and blank becker stayed. 761 00:42:21,355 --> 00:42:23,264 Rouhani: It felt like nicole blank becker became the face 762 00:42:23,283 --> 00:42:25,266 Of the trial once greenberg left. 763 00:42:25,359 --> 00:42:27,769 The plan wasn't for what his defense was 764 00:42:27,787 --> 00:42:29,028 To be what his defense was. 765 00:42:29,122 --> 00:42:30,380 It just kind of turned out that way. 766 00:42:30,531 --> 00:42:33,124 Deveraux cannick came into the trial 767 00:42:33,276 --> 00:42:35,126 Later in the game than everyone else did, 768 00:42:35,220 --> 00:42:37,962 And he was the one that seemed to have the most experience. 769 00:42:38,056 --> 00:42:42,725 The experience level was something that led 770 00:42:42,877 --> 00:42:44,894 To some disputes in terms of who should take on what. 771 00:42:45,046 --> 00:42:47,379 It just felt a little chaotic, 772 00:42:47,473 --> 00:42:50,567 Which I think sort of foreshadowed what was to come. 773 00:42:59,302 --> 00:43:02,653 The final indictment that comes out of brooklyn, it names six women. 774 00:43:02,747 --> 00:43:04,322 And then a month before trial, 775 00:43:04,474 --> 00:43:08,476 Prosecutors also add on this very large 776 00:43:08,569 --> 00:43:13,756 55-page document that lists 14 additional women and two men. 777 00:43:13,908 --> 00:43:16,759 For the first time, we're hearing of a john doe. 778 00:43:16,986 --> 00:43:19,837 The feds are laying it all out in these 52 pages. 779 00:43:19,989 --> 00:43:22,340 The new accusations describe young boys 780 00:43:22,492 --> 00:43:24,249 As r. Kelly victims too. 781 00:43:24,344 --> 00:43:27,753 That was really new information, I think, for most of us, 782 00:43:27,772 --> 00:43:30,106 And just kind of shed new light 783 00:43:30,257 --> 00:43:32,942 On how many people he really hurt. 784 00:43:33,169 --> 00:43:36,261 ( distorted ) I was not aware until a couple of the girls in the house 785 00:43:36,356 --> 00:43:38,022 Started to talk about it, 786 00:43:38,174 --> 00:43:40,950 Of there being a guy that he was involved with 787 00:43:41,102 --> 00:43:43,511 Who would sometimes come into the bedroom with them. 788 00:43:43,604 --> 00:43:46,180 I think I'd heard rumors before that-- you know, 789 00:43:46,199 --> 00:43:49,274 That there were male victims of r. Kelly. 790 00:43:49,294 --> 00:43:53,946 I think it's more about the acts for him, the control and the power. 791 00:43:54,040 --> 00:43:55,356 It doesn't matter who it is. 792 00:43:55,375 --> 00:43:57,541 It doesn't matter what they look like. 793 00:43:57,636 --> 00:44:00,194 It's, "can I get power and control over this person?" 794 00:44:00,287 --> 00:44:03,698 The young boy that he raped-- 795 00:44:03,791 --> 00:44:05,867 You can't consent when you're underage. 796 00:44:05,885 --> 00:44:07,810 They were sexually assaulted and groomed. 797 00:44:07,962 --> 00:44:10,371 He's pure satan. 798 00:44:10,464 --> 00:44:12,874 I wish he'd be locked up forever 799 00:44:12,967 --> 00:44:15,059 For what he's done to all these girls, 800 00:44:15,153 --> 00:44:17,395 Young boys, young men. 801 00:44:17,489 --> 00:44:20,657 He's a predator, and a predator needs to be put down. 802 00:44:33,004 --> 00:44:34,395 Noah goldberg: It's day one of the r. Kelly trial. 803 00:44:34,414 --> 00:44:36,005 The prosecutors open first, 804 00:44:36,232 --> 00:44:37,915 And they basically describe the enterprise 805 00:44:38,067 --> 00:44:39,417 That they say r. Kelly ran. 806 00:44:39,511 --> 00:44:41,235 And then the defense came on. 807 00:44:41,328 --> 00:44:42,845 His lawyer nicole blank becker, 808 00:44:43,072 --> 00:44:44,347 She went for even longer than the prosecution. 809 00:44:44,574 --> 00:44:47,074 She seemed a little nervous at first, 810 00:44:47,168 --> 00:44:49,310 But she didn't finish, uh, before lunch. 811 00:44:51,523 --> 00:44:55,433 We saw this was a pattern, this was an enterprise. 812 00:44:55,585 --> 00:44:58,419 And it was obvious that the defense 813 00:44:58,438 --> 00:45:00,588 Didn't really have much of a defense. 814 00:45:00,681 --> 00:45:04,091 The defense that they put up, it was nothing. 815 00:45:04,185 --> 00:45:05,593 The opening statement from the defense, 816 00:45:05,686 --> 00:45:09,096 On top of having all these pretty shameful 817 00:45:09,190 --> 00:45:10,932 Accusations against the women, 818 00:45:10,950 --> 00:45:12,600 Was also just a hot mess. 819 00:45:12,693 --> 00:45:15,861 The defense had lanes and opportunities 820 00:45:15,880 --> 00:45:19,531 To do a smart opening statement, 821 00:45:19,625 --> 00:45:22,885 And instead it was just riddled with these really bizarre moments 822 00:45:23,037 --> 00:45:24,612 That was hard to get past. 823 00:45:24,630 --> 00:45:26,614 Nicole blank becker, who was one of the main 824 00:45:26,632 --> 00:45:28,616 Defense attorneys for r. Kelly, 825 00:45:28,709 --> 00:45:32,377 She was the only woman on his team. 826 00:45:32,397 --> 00:45:35,122 She spoke for maybe three hours? 827 00:45:35,216 --> 00:45:36,624 It was all over the place. 828 00:45:36,717 --> 00:45:38,884 Nicole blank becker several times 829 00:45:38,903 --> 00:45:41,237 Referred to "girls," 830 00:45:41,388 --> 00:45:44,556 Sort of underscoring the prosecution's case, 831 00:45:44,650 --> 00:45:46,558 That these were underage victims. 832 00:45:46,578 --> 00:45:52,323 She said, at one point that "you must find r. Kelly guilty." 833 00:45:52,475 --> 00:45:53,975 And then she corrected herself and said, 834 00:45:54,068 --> 00:45:57,328 "I'm sorry, not guilty. Excuse me." wow. 835 00:45:57,480 --> 00:46:00,331 She was just all over the place. 836 00:46:00,425 --> 00:46:02,759 The judge was like, "hold up, we need to take a break. 837 00:46:02,986 --> 00:46:05,577 Just come to the bench and let's sit down and talk about what's going on here." 838 00:46:05,671 --> 00:46:10,174 Cannick-- the case is about racketeering and sex trafficking. 839 00:46:10,326 --> 00:46:13,160 He just didn't touch on the things that he should have. 840 00:46:13,254 --> 00:46:16,105 - Bad move. - What was kelly thinking? 841 00:46:16,332 --> 00:46:18,516 Why did he switch up his defense? 842 00:46:18,610 --> 00:46:20,443 Only robert knows. 843 00:46:24,690 --> 00:46:28,600 I think I'm all cried out, but I was shaking earlier. 844 00:46:28,694 --> 00:46:30,511 My hands couldn't stop shaking. 845 00:46:30,530 --> 00:46:32,346 I think personally our presence was here 846 00:46:32,365 --> 00:46:34,439 To let the victims know-- 847 00:46:34,534 --> 00:46:37,960 Even though I didn't get a chance to see my daughter-- 848 00:46:38,187 --> 00:46:40,521 It was to let the victims know that we're here 849 00:46:40,540 --> 00:46:42,298 And we're here for support for them. 850 00:46:47,138 --> 00:46:51,215 Azriel clary's testimony is just horrifying to read, 851 00:46:51,367 --> 00:46:52,700 And just disgusting. 852 00:46:52,718 --> 00:46:54,960 The court heard the latest testimony 853 00:46:54,979 --> 00:46:56,628 From a woman in her twenties. 854 00:46:56,722 --> 00:46:59,148 However, she says she was 17 855 00:46:59,375 --> 00:47:02,318 When she started a relationship with r. Kelly. 856 00:47:02,545 --> 00:47:04,712 The woman also testified kelly had strict rules, 857 00:47:04,730 --> 00:47:07,214 Which if broken, would result in physical abuse. 858 00:47:07,233 --> 00:47:10,384 I was sick to my stomach. 859 00:47:10,477 --> 00:47:12,736 That one made me upset, really upset. 860 00:47:12,831 --> 00:47:16,240 I experienced some really degrading and disgusting things. 861 00:47:16,334 --> 00:47:18,334 And I just... 862 00:47:21,230 --> 00:47:22,487 ( sighs ) 863 00:47:22,582 --> 00:47:24,732 The prosecution methodically told us 864 00:47:24,825 --> 00:47:27,343 The story of azriel clary. 865 00:47:30,756 --> 00:47:34,091 There she is, giving this testimony, 866 00:47:34,185 --> 00:47:37,669 Including how she was coached, along with joy savage, 867 00:47:37,689 --> 00:47:39,171 To lie to gayle king. 868 00:47:39,265 --> 00:47:41,082 From the transcript-- 869 00:47:41,100 --> 00:47:42,507 "were you truthful when you spoke to gayle king?" 870 00:47:42,527 --> 00:47:44,085 "I was not." 871 00:47:44,103 --> 00:47:46,511 During the trial, you testified that-- 872 00:47:46,531 --> 00:47:48,255 You said, "I was not honest," 873 00:47:48,274 --> 00:47:50,091 In the interview that you did with us. 874 00:47:50,109 --> 00:47:52,684 - Yeah. - What were you not honest about? 875 00:47:52,778 --> 00:47:56,688 - Everything. Everything. - Everything. 876 00:47:56,782 --> 00:48:02,378 He had us practicing every single day. 877 00:48:02,605 --> 00:48:05,030 - Practicing what? - Answering questions. 878 00:48:05,124 --> 00:48:06,607 And if he didn't like our answer, 879 00:48:06,626 --> 00:48:10,386 He would tell us exactly what to say and how to say it. 880 00:48:10,613 --> 00:48:13,205 She wrote a journal entry at age 17 881 00:48:13,224 --> 00:48:17,134 Reminding herself of "daddy's rules." 882 00:48:17,286 --> 00:48:19,228 "I love daddy and I'm happy to be here." 883 00:48:19,455 --> 00:48:23,215 "if daddy belches, say, 'god bless you, daddy.'" 884 00:48:23,309 --> 00:48:28,404 "remember to be young and optimistic and bubbly, 885 00:48:28,631 --> 00:48:31,315 Like the little girl I was when I first met daddy." 886 00:48:31,467 --> 00:48:34,802 "never question anything daddy asks of me." 887 00:48:34,820 --> 00:48:36,820 "never question daddy." 888 00:48:36,915 --> 00:48:40,750 She gave us the clean version of a bad situation. 889 00:48:40,901 --> 00:48:43,477 So it's things that were enough to ruffle your feathers, 890 00:48:43,570 --> 00:48:46,422 Get you upset, and be glad she was home. 891 00:48:46,649 --> 00:48:49,574 But then to hear the things that really went on, 892 00:48:49,594 --> 00:48:51,318 That's a whole 'nother level. 893 00:48:51,337 --> 00:48:54,338 To take the stand, and to so bravely say 894 00:48:54,432 --> 00:48:56,415 The things she said, 895 00:48:56,509 --> 00:48:58,659 That kelly would ejaculate on her 896 00:48:58,752 --> 00:49:01,270 And not allow her to clean herself off, 897 00:49:01,422 --> 00:49:04,256 That you had to carry this all day. 898 00:49:04,275 --> 00:49:09,445 That if she had not sufficiently sexually pleasured him, 899 00:49:09,596 --> 00:49:13,857 While he was videotaping the act as he often, often did, 900 00:49:13,952 --> 00:49:17,269 The punishment, the "chastisement," was his word, 901 00:49:17,363 --> 00:49:21,791 Would be to smear her own excrement on herself, to eat it. 902 00:49:22,018 --> 00:49:25,352 And if it wasn't done enthusiastically enough, 903 00:49:25,446 --> 00:49:27,705 To repeat the performance. 904 00:49:27,857 --> 00:49:31,358 Once you reached your one-year anniversary, that's what you do-- 905 00:49:31,452 --> 00:49:33,877 Eating his feces and drinking urine. 906 00:49:34,030 --> 00:49:36,880 He wanted you to prove that you were loyal to him 907 00:49:36,975 --> 00:49:41,368 And that you really loved him, and that you two were bonded 908 00:49:41,387 --> 00:49:43,628 And you couldn't be, you know, separated. 909 00:49:43,648 --> 00:49:46,874 It was something that happened quite often. 910 00:49:46,892 --> 00:49:51,136 ( distorted ) azriel, she was on the tour bus, they were in the back room, 911 00:49:51,230 --> 00:49:55,140 And I heard him hitting her-- 912 00:49:55,159 --> 00:49:57,642 "spanking," as he calls it. 913 00:49:57,737 --> 00:50:01,388 There was another incident where robert made one of the girls-- 914 00:50:01,407 --> 00:50:05,650 Or a couple of the girls eat his feces. 915 00:50:05,670 --> 00:50:11,507 That was more of a loyalty type of ritual, 916 00:50:11,734 --> 00:50:15,236 When they had, um, had to eat the feces. 917 00:50:15,329 --> 00:50:19,406 Even recounting, my body is kind of having 918 00:50:19,500 --> 00:50:24,762 The same physiological response that it had then. I was sick. 919 00:50:24,914 --> 00:50:27,356 Putting feces on someone's body and painting their face 920 00:50:27,583 --> 00:50:30,359 Is just another form of extreme control. 921 00:50:30,586 --> 00:50:32,920 Extreme control and extreme manipulation. 922 00:50:32,938 --> 00:50:34,846 The loss of control as a child, 923 00:50:34,866 --> 00:50:36,681 The loss of control as a teenager, 924 00:50:36,701 --> 00:50:41,186 Can push you in a compulsive type of behavior 925 00:50:41,280 --> 00:50:42,613 To regain that control. 926 00:50:42,765 --> 00:50:44,356 How can you do this? 927 00:50:44,450 --> 00:50:46,525 Take away other people's control. 928 00:50:46,544 --> 00:50:48,878 And you dominate not only your feelings and your behavior, 929 00:50:49,029 --> 00:50:51,380 But the behaviors of other people. 930 00:50:54,201 --> 00:50:56,385 Jim derogatis: This is gonna follow her for the rest of her life, 931 00:50:56,537 --> 00:50:59,463 And yet here's this woman doing this incredible brave thing. 932 00:50:59,557 --> 00:51:00,948 Talk about strength. 933 00:51:01,041 --> 00:51:03,476 There was no joy in telling those facts. 934 00:51:05,304 --> 00:51:08,522 Eating human feces, um... 935 00:51:11,552 --> 00:51:13,143 I don't know even know who the woman is, 936 00:51:13,237 --> 00:51:15,387 It just said "jane doe," 937 00:51:15,481 --> 00:51:18,315 And, um, it took me back. 938 00:51:18,409 --> 00:51:20,150 I was just so disgusted. 939 00:51:20,244 --> 00:51:22,469 I wanted him to fry in hell 940 00:51:22,488 --> 00:51:24,396 After I read some of that stuff. 941 00:51:24,415 --> 00:51:26,473 I've read all the transcripts. 942 00:51:26,492 --> 00:51:29,734 It made me question me as a father. 943 00:51:29,754 --> 00:51:33,405 It made me feel... 944 00:51:33,424 --> 00:51:35,649 Empty again, dark. 945 00:51:35,742 --> 00:51:39,336 She also apologized to gayle king 946 00:51:39,430 --> 00:51:43,081 For the disrespect on the first interview. 947 00:51:43,101 --> 00:51:45,993 - I gave someone that control over me... - Mm-hmm. 948 00:51:46,086 --> 00:51:47,770 ...To basically make me do 949 00:51:47,997 --> 00:51:49,830 Whatever it was that they wanted me to do 950 00:51:49,923 --> 00:51:51,756 And act however they wanted me to act. 951 00:51:51,851 --> 00:51:54,501 I can't imagine how hard it was 952 00:51:54,520 --> 00:51:56,595 For azriel to have to tell her truth. 953 00:51:56,614 --> 00:51:59,949 He made her have group sex. They were little kids. 954 00:52:00,100 --> 00:52:02,860 They were young kids who wanted to be somebody. 955 00:52:02,954 --> 00:52:06,347 Same story, and he just groomed them. 956 00:52:06,440 --> 00:52:08,624 The little piece of me during my journey 957 00:52:08,851 --> 00:52:10,442 That wanted him to get some help, 958 00:52:10,536 --> 00:52:13,020 It just went out the window. 959 00:52:13,038 --> 00:52:14,630 It went out the window. 960 00:52:23,808 --> 00:52:25,808 ( line ringing ) 961 00:52:26,035 --> 00:52:27,217 Lanita: Hey, miss rodgers, how you doing? 962 00:52:27,311 --> 00:52:29,052 I'm good. How are you? 963 00:52:29,147 --> 00:52:32,631 I'm doing okay. Just trying to keep it together. 964 00:52:32,725 --> 00:52:34,558 I hear you. I hear you. 965 00:52:34,710 --> 00:52:39,380 Well, I'm actually in new york getting ready for trial... 966 00:52:39,398 --> 00:52:41,048 How you feeling? You feeling okay? 967 00:52:41,141 --> 00:52:44,718 ...With faith. I'm a little overwhelmed. 968 00:52:44,737 --> 00:52:46,887 But, you know, we've come too far 969 00:52:46,906 --> 00:52:48,998 And I'ma see it through 970 00:52:49,225 --> 00:52:51,408 Until each of y'all get what y'all deserve, 971 00:52:51,502 --> 00:52:55,337 And that's a guilty sentence. 972 00:52:55,564 --> 00:52:57,915 - Guilty. - Yeah. 973 00:52:58,067 --> 00:53:00,492 The federal authorities didn't interview me. 974 00:53:00,586 --> 00:53:03,679 They did interview my wife because she was involved in the case. 975 00:53:03,906 --> 00:53:06,924 I will say that, you know, the times that faith had to meet with them, 976 00:53:07,018 --> 00:53:10,761 We were never allowed to be in the interview process. 977 00:53:10,855 --> 00:53:14,673 They took her off, and sometimes she would be gone for hours. 978 00:53:14,767 --> 00:53:19,528 Kelly: Right now she's in another area of the courthouse talking. 979 00:53:24,184 --> 00:53:28,520 This is where we are, sitting here waiting on-- 980 00:53:28,614 --> 00:53:30,039 Waiting on our baby girl. 981 00:53:30,190 --> 00:53:33,600 She's had a stressful, long day. 982 00:53:33,694 --> 00:53:36,545 You know, we just want her to know we're sitting here waiting on them. 983 00:53:36,772 --> 00:53:41,383 - Yes. - So when she come out, we're can love on her. 984 00:53:43,721 --> 00:53:46,947 Over the last couple years, I realized I haven't had 985 00:53:47,040 --> 00:53:50,451 Anything really important going on besides dealing with this 986 00:53:50,469 --> 00:53:52,803 And always being sucked back into this. 987 00:53:52,897 --> 00:53:58,642 And that is kind of hard to be honest with yourself about. 988 00:53:58,736 --> 00:54:01,795 I can't say that I'm still ready to be in a relationship 989 00:54:01,814 --> 00:54:05,315 Or every day I wake up and I feel good. 990 00:54:05,409 --> 00:54:07,985 No. I'm still not there. 991 00:54:08,137 --> 00:54:09,745 There were days where I would just sit on the couch 992 00:54:09,896 --> 00:54:12,990 For weeks at a time, not get dressed, 993 00:54:13,084 --> 00:54:17,920 Not get my hair done because I'm just sick in my head. 994 00:54:18,071 --> 00:54:21,164 There were a lot of times I called some of my friends, and I'm like, 995 00:54:21,259 --> 00:54:24,093 "I really don't think I'm gonna make it to 30," you know? 996 00:54:24,244 --> 00:54:27,245 I'm 24 years old, and I was like, "I hate life." 997 00:54:27,339 --> 00:54:31,341 And I'm getting emotional just talking about it because I have-- 998 00:54:31,435 --> 00:54:33,660 It has taken everything in me 999 00:54:33,754 --> 00:54:36,772 To not just blow my head off some days 1000 00:54:36,999 --> 00:54:39,692 Because I felt like I can't press forward. 1001 00:54:45,783 --> 00:54:49,026 Kelly rodgers: Faith didn't want to be jane doe 6. 1002 00:54:49,178 --> 00:54:53,363 She felt like, "if I filed these charges, 1003 00:54:53,516 --> 00:54:55,699 I've already gone before the world. 1004 00:54:55,851 --> 00:54:57,776 Why would I identify as a number? 1005 00:54:57,870 --> 00:54:59,611 I'm gonna say who I am. 1006 00:54:59,630 --> 00:55:02,614 I'm jane doe #6, faith rodgers." 1007 00:55:02,633 --> 00:55:06,785 I was a nervous wreck because I was worried about you 1008 00:55:06,879 --> 00:55:09,696 Walking into that courtroom and having to see this fool. 1009 00:55:09,715 --> 00:55:12,624 - You were on my mind heavy. - Yeah. 1010 00:55:12,718 --> 00:55:14,977 - Thank you. - I don't know what you did to prepare, 1011 00:55:15,128 --> 00:55:17,813 - But that's bravery. - Thank you. 1012 00:55:17,964 --> 00:55:20,816 There was no playbook on how to prepare for trial. 1013 00:55:21,043 --> 00:55:24,803 The number one thing I was just trying to worry about was just holding my composure. 1014 00:55:24,897 --> 00:55:29,049 So to mentally tell myself, "don't let this person tear me down. 1015 00:55:29,142 --> 00:55:32,494 Don't let this person that has had all these things happen to me on purpose, 1016 00:55:32,646 --> 00:55:34,888 Don't let his team see that they're eating me up." 1017 00:55:34,981 --> 00:55:37,741 Even though I wanna yell, I wanna shout, 1018 00:55:37,893 --> 00:55:40,836 Like, I just had to just refrain from all that. 1019 00:55:44,008 --> 00:55:48,735 I'm nervous trying not to think about any opinions. 1020 00:55:48,754 --> 00:55:52,514 Just trying to let go of any fear I have, any worry. 1021 00:55:52,666 --> 00:55:56,167 I'm just ready to just go in there, 1022 00:55:56,261 --> 00:55:58,837 Tell my truth, and walk out. 1023 00:55:58,856 --> 00:56:00,856 Well, some see you as a hero, so that's a good thing. 1024 00:56:01,083 --> 00:56:02,766 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1025 00:56:02,918 --> 00:56:04,860 A lot of little girls and boys and even women 1026 00:56:05,087 --> 00:56:06,845 Looking up to you, so that's even a bigger picture. 1027 00:56:06,864 --> 00:56:09,013 Yeah. 1028 00:56:09,108 --> 00:56:11,015 Charles rodgers: Right now, lord, we pray for strength 1029 00:56:11,110 --> 00:56:13,110 For what we are about to encounter 1030 00:56:13,262 --> 00:56:16,688 And that certainly as her name is faith, 1031 00:56:16,707 --> 00:56:18,615 That her faith will be in you. 1032 00:56:18,709 --> 00:56:20,434 In the name of jesus we pray. 1033 00:56:20,527 --> 00:56:22,861 All: Amen. 1034 00:56:22,955 --> 00:56:25,622 Faith: I never really stepped into this thinking, you know, 1035 00:56:25,774 --> 00:56:27,198 "I'm doing this for all black women." 1036 00:56:27,218 --> 00:56:29,292 But that's what it's become, 1037 00:56:29,445 --> 00:56:31,111 And now I see I'm a part of a movement 1038 00:56:31,130 --> 00:56:34,056 That's bigger than myself. 1039 00:56:34,207 --> 00:56:35,724 I was like, "this is really happening. 1040 00:56:35,876 --> 00:56:37,726 I'm really dressed to go to trial. 1041 00:56:37,878 --> 00:56:39,711 This is real. Take a deep breath. 1042 00:56:39,805 --> 00:56:41,638 Stay strong. Stay focused. 1043 00:56:41,790 --> 00:56:43,290 Your story still matters. 1044 00:56:43,308 --> 00:56:45,067 What happened to you still matters." 1045 00:56:45,218 --> 00:56:47,127 Here goes nothing. 1046 00:56:47,220 --> 00:56:48,737 Here goes the last of everything. 1047 00:56:50,315 --> 00:56:52,223 I have a duty to do right now, 1048 00:56:52,317 --> 00:56:55,969 And I'm ready to just execute it and finish it. 1049 00:56:56,062 --> 00:56:59,581 Even with him there, I'm ready. 1050 00:57:01,752 --> 00:57:03,735 Free r. Kelly. 1051 00:57:03,829 --> 00:57:06,237 - Free r. Kelly. - Free r. Kelly. 1052 00:57:06,257 --> 00:57:09,925 Robert is still the ( bleep ) king of r&b. 1053 00:57:10,152 --> 00:57:12,319 There are so many people that enabled r. Kelly. 1054 00:57:12,337 --> 00:57:14,078 - Demetrius smith. - Demetrius smith. 1055 00:57:14,098 --> 00:57:16,657 Demetrius smith had to be offered immunity 1056 00:57:16,675 --> 00:57:18,008 Because he did not want to participate, 1057 00:57:18,102 --> 00:57:19,751 But obviously they needed him. 1058 00:57:19,845 --> 00:57:21,995 In new york at the premiere, 1059 00:57:22,014 --> 00:57:23,605 Somebody had called in a gun threat. 1060 00:57:26,092 --> 00:57:30,854 You run an organization of men that follow you to a t. 1061 00:57:31,006 --> 00:57:35,951 Everyone in r. Kelly's operation needs to go to jail. Everyone. 1062 00:57:36,102 --> 00:57:40,013 To talk about john does, it threw me for a loop. 1063 00:57:40,106 --> 00:57:42,032 I mean, this is my brother we're talking about. 1064 00:57:42,184 --> 00:57:44,034 I've been saying for years, 1065 00:57:44,186 --> 00:57:46,853 "it's not just young women. It's young men too." 1066 00:57:46,872 --> 00:57:50,540 This was about him dominating. It didn't matter who. 1067 00:57:50,634 --> 00:57:53,026 Aaliyah is key to everything. 1068 00:57:53,119 --> 00:57:56,379 Aaliyah's name was said for the first time in a criminal court. 1069 00:57:56,474 --> 00:57:58,882 When you start with aaliyah, you start with a large scheme. 1070 00:57:58,976 --> 00:58:02,035 That shows you grooming, that shows you how young, 1071 00:58:02,054 --> 00:58:04,204 That shows that nothing has changed. 1072 00:58:04,297 --> 00:58:06,315 That lays the framework for the pattern. 1073 00:58:06,466 --> 00:58:10,969 I would always ask him about him and aaliyah, and he would deny it. 1074 00:58:10,988 --> 00:58:16,717 But what I saw on that tape was he and aaliyah being intimate. 1075 00:58:16,810 --> 00:58:19,069 She's been gone a very long time. 1076 00:58:19,221 --> 00:58:21,054 She can't speak for herself, 1077 00:58:21,073 --> 00:58:22,998 But to be able to be a voice for her, 1078 00:58:23,225 --> 00:58:25,834 I think my heart was gonna jump out of my throat 1079 00:58:26,061 --> 00:58:28,245 As I was standing outside of the door 1080 00:58:28,397 --> 00:58:30,063 To enter the courtroom. 1081 00:58:30,082 --> 00:58:33,175 I was scared out of my mind.