1 00:00:19,910 --> 00:00:24,910 Previously on Doom Patrol... 2 00:00:25,150 --> 00:00:27,110 How often does he come see them? 3 00:00:27,150 --> 00:00:29,820 Niles? Not very. 4 00:00:29,850 --> 00:00:31,480 So he just abandoned them? 5 00:00:31,490 --> 00:00:32,590 Like broken toys? 6 00:00:32,620 --> 00:00:34,020 Why would he send me here? 7 00:00:34,060 --> 00:00:35,960 Why would he wanna abandon me too? 8 00:00:35,990 --> 00:00:39,090 'Cause I think that's what Mr. Nobody really wants, is for you to give up. 9 00:00:39,130 --> 00:00:40,530 That's why he sent you here. 10 00:00:40,560 --> 00:00:42,930 See what happens to those who cross him. 11 00:00:42,960 --> 00:00:47,130 Cyborg didn't even realize he'd left his arm cannon charging. 12 00:00:47,170 --> 00:00:50,470 Goodbye, Victor Stone. 13 00:00:53,570 --> 00:00:55,010 ...enabled your privacy mode. 14 00:00:55,040 --> 00:00:56,540 I won't be listening in anymore. 15 00:00:56,580 --> 00:00:59,180 For the last 60 years, I decided that Rita Farr 16 00:00:59,210 --> 00:01:01,680 was someone who deserved to be punished. 17 00:01:01,710 --> 00:01:05,420 Rita Farr is empty and ugly. 18 00:01:05,450 --> 00:01:07,620 I don't wanna be those things anymore. 19 00:01:07,650 --> 00:01:11,430 I see everyone I've ever loved. Burning. 20 00:01:11,460 --> 00:01:14,160 Have you ever tried communicating this to the spirit? 21 00:01:14,200 --> 00:01:15,930 Perhaps you should give it a try. 22 00:01:15,960 --> 00:01:19,730 I just thought that you should have the chance to get to know your daughter. 23 00:01:19,770 --> 00:01:20,970 Come on! 24 00:02:54,230 --> 00:02:57,730 Look, we all wanna find the Chief. 25 00:02:57,760 --> 00:03:01,370 To find the Chief we gotta go through Mr. Nobody. 26 00:03:01,400 --> 00:03:05,240 And I think we can all agree if we don't get our shit together 27 00:03:05,270 --> 00:03:06,770 right here, right now, 28 00:03:06,810 --> 00:03:09,410 Mr. Nobody is gonna fuck us. 29 00:03:09,440 --> 00:03:11,280 He's gonna fuck us in our brains, 30 00:03:11,310 --> 00:03:13,150 he's gonna fuck us in our hearts, 31 00:03:13,180 --> 00:03:14,620 he's gonna fuck us in our souls. 32 00:03:14,650 --> 00:03:17,620 Now I don't know what kind of freaky shit your souls are into, 33 00:03:17,650 --> 00:03:19,290 and I'm not one to judge, 34 00:03:19,320 --> 00:03:24,190 but I wanna keep my soul un-fucked. 35 00:03:24,230 --> 00:03:28,060 No? None of you have any issues? 36 00:03:28,100 --> 00:03:31,300 Nothing it wouldn't help to get off your chest? 37 00:03:31,330 --> 00:03:34,330 Well, this is fucking awkward. 38 00:03:34,370 --> 00:03:38,370 It's right around here. Okay. Are you excited? 39 00:03:38,410 --> 00:03:40,770 Oh, please be quiet. 40 00:03:40,810 --> 00:03:45,550 Be quiet. Okay. 41 00:03:45,580 --> 00:03:48,010 Damn it, Frankie, I said no visitors 42 00:03:48,050 --> 00:03:50,250 until we're done shooting this endless coverage. 43 00:03:50,280 --> 00:03:52,990 Yes, Ms. Singer, it's just, um, 44 00:03:53,020 --> 00:03:58,020 this is the Cooke County pageant winner. 45 00:04:01,100 --> 00:04:06,100 Meeting you is the prize. 46 00:04:09,900 --> 00:04:11,200 Nice to meet you. 47 00:04:11,240 --> 00:04:13,470 Please call me Ethel. 48 00:04:13,510 --> 00:04:16,280 We're so grateful. We're such big fans. 49 00:04:16,310 --> 00:04:19,080 Oh, yes, especially her. You're her idol. 50 00:04:19,110 --> 00:04:21,750 - Oh. - She's a little star in the making. 51 00:04:21,780 --> 00:04:22,920 Is that so? 52 00:04:22,950 --> 00:04:25,620 It's been dance classes, voice lessons, acting workshops 53 00:04:25,650 --> 00:04:27,320 ever since she was old enough to coo. 54 00:04:27,350 --> 00:04:29,360 Oh, well, that's a start. 55 00:04:29,390 --> 00:04:31,490 And what about school? 56 00:04:31,530 --> 00:04:34,190 No, no other children to distract her. 57 00:04:34,230 --> 00:04:35,700 She's got pictures in her future. 58 00:04:35,730 --> 00:04:38,000 Mmm. 59 00:04:38,030 --> 00:04:39,570 - Come. - Oh, yeah. 60 00:04:39,600 --> 00:04:43,170 Hmm. 61 00:04:43,200 --> 00:04:48,200 With a face like that she just might. 62 00:04:49,040 --> 00:04:50,380 What's your name, little one? 63 00:04:50,410 --> 00:04:51,980 - My name is... - Uh-uh. 64 00:04:52,010 --> 00:04:55,760 Your stage name, darling. 65 00:04:58,650 --> 00:05:00,090 I'm Rita Farr. 66 00:05:01,720 --> 00:05:04,360 Good morning, Rita. Team meeting in 15. 67 00:05:04,390 --> 00:05:05,860 The hunt for the Chief continues. 68 00:05:07,190 --> 00:05:08,960 I'll be there. 69 00:05:09,000 --> 00:05:12,270 The person who is breathing is me. 70 00:05:12,300 --> 00:05:15,140 The person who is breathing is me. 71 00:05:15,170 --> 00:05:18,210 Shit. 72 00:05:18,420 --> 00:05:23,959 I just have to pull myself together is all. 73 00:05:26,230 --> 00:05:31,230 The person who is breathing is Rita Farr. 74 00:05:32,430 --> 00:05:37,430 The person who is breathing is Rita Farr. 75 00:05:54,490 --> 00:05:56,440 Close enough. 76 00:06:02,260 --> 00:06:03,660 Good morning, Hammerhead. 77 00:06:03,700 --> 00:06:08,700 Ugh. What the fuck is wrong with your neck? 78 00:06:20,050 --> 00:06:23,500 Shit, shit, shit, shit. 79 00:06:31,290 --> 00:06:35,260 Shit! 80 00:06:35,290 --> 00:06:37,300 Help! 81 00:06:37,330 --> 00:06:39,270 Help. 82 00:06:39,300 --> 00:06:41,130 Anyone? 83 00:06:41,170 --> 00:06:43,840 Can anyone hear me? 84 00:06:43,870 --> 00:06:45,770 God damn it! 85 00:06:45,810 --> 00:06:48,810 How many humiliations must I be made to suffer? 86 00:06:48,840 --> 00:06:53,680 Squirming through ducts like some kind of rat. 87 00:06:53,710 --> 00:06:57,420 Please, no rats. No rats. 88 00:07:03,920 --> 00:07:07,160 The person who is breathing is me. 89 00:07:07,190 --> 00:07:11,100 The person with an arm 90 00:07:11,130 --> 00:07:13,070 is me. 91 00:07:13,100 --> 00:07:16,640 Ah! 92 00:07:16,670 --> 00:07:21,320 The person with two arms is me. 93 00:07:22,410 --> 00:07:23,410 Ha! 94 00:07:54,340 --> 00:07:59,370 The person who is sick of having creepy baby imagery shoved in her face is me. 95 00:08:01,480 --> 00:08:05,590 The person who is sick of being judged is me! 96 00:08:08,590 --> 00:08:13,590 The person who deserves this is me. 97 00:08:16,600 --> 00:08:21,400 Maybe I am just a ball of slime. 98 00:08:22,870 --> 00:08:27,870 Maybe I always was a ball of slime. 99 00:08:31,350 --> 00:08:33,450 Maybe 100 00:08:33,480 --> 00:08:36,980 the real trick is being the best 101 00:08:37,020 --> 00:08:41,020 goddamn ball of slime I can be. 102 00:08:41,050 --> 00:08:42,820 Think I'm disgusting? 103 00:08:42,860 --> 00:08:45,530 I'll show you disgusting! 104 00:08:45,560 --> 00:08:48,590 You think some stairs are going to stop me? 105 00:08:48,630 --> 00:08:53,130 Swallow the whole damn town if I wanted to! 106 00:08:59,310 --> 00:09:03,110 Ha! 107 00:09:03,140 --> 00:09:04,779 You think that's gonna hurt me? 108 00:09:10,450 --> 00:09:12,650 Hmm... 109 00:09:16,190 --> 00:09:17,190 No! 110 00:09:36,840 --> 00:09:38,786 Lord help us. What are we going to do? 111 00:09:38,810 --> 00:09:41,426 Quit your hysterics. There's nothing wrong with our boy. 112 00:09:41,450 --> 00:09:44,120 That principal's had it out for Larry since day one. 113 00:09:44,150 --> 00:09:47,120 Gerald, he was caught playing doctor 114 00:09:47,150 --> 00:09:50,960 with Benjamin Quincy behind the swing sets. 115 00:09:50,990 --> 00:09:53,630 I swear, if that woman accuses my son of being a queer... 116 00:09:53,660 --> 00:09:56,630 Oh, please, you know it's true! 117 00:09:56,660 --> 00:09:59,070 The signs are everywhere. 118 00:09:59,100 --> 00:10:03,939 And now your son is going to cost us our standing at school, 119 00:10:03,940 --> 00:10:05,740 at church. 120 00:10:05,770 --> 00:10:09,740 Lord, Gerald, we could lose everything. 121 00:10:11,680 --> 00:10:16,680 Yo, Larry, team meeting in 15. 122 00:11:21,280 --> 00:11:25,550 What do you say we take the day off, buddy? 123 00:11:25,590 --> 00:11:26,940 Sleep in. 124 00:11:32,390 --> 00:11:34,960 Don't get me wrong, 125 00:11:35,000 --> 00:11:40,000 I'm not asking for horrific, face-melting hell dreams. 126 00:11:42,170 --> 00:11:46,670 So maybe you need a rest, too. 127 00:11:51,880 --> 00:11:55,180 Is that a yes or a no? 128 00:11:58,150 --> 00:12:00,690 I still have no idea what you're trying to tell me. 129 00:12:11,360 --> 00:12:13,760 Oh, this is new. 130 00:12:16,640 --> 00:12:19,340 I remember this day. 131 00:12:19,370 --> 00:12:21,470 It was before the accident. 132 00:12:21,510 --> 00:12:24,910 One of our meet-ups. 133 00:12:24,940 --> 00:12:27,150 All right, fella, 134 00:12:27,180 --> 00:12:28,680 this might not look like torture, 135 00:12:28,720 --> 00:12:33,490 but re-living one of my biggest regrets is hell all the same. 136 00:12:33,520 --> 00:12:36,560 What are we doing here? 137 00:12:36,590 --> 00:12:38,930 Maybe it can be different this time. 138 00:12:38,960 --> 00:12:40,390 What's the point of this thing? 139 00:12:40,430 --> 00:12:43,230 This isn't real. It isn't even accurate. 140 00:12:43,260 --> 00:12:44,770 - Accurate? - Yeah. 141 00:12:44,800 --> 00:12:46,130 You think you're so smart? 142 00:12:46,170 --> 00:12:51,170 How come all the details are wrong? 143 00:12:51,910 --> 00:12:54,510 This pickup was blue, not green. 144 00:12:54,540 --> 00:12:59,540 Hank Williams was on the radio not whatever this is. 145 00:13:00,010 --> 00:13:05,010 John and I timed our rendezvous to the 6:12 to Tulsa. 146 00:13:05,490 --> 00:13:08,520 Not a train in sight. 147 00:13:08,550 --> 00:13:10,060 Larry. 148 00:13:10,090 --> 00:13:14,460 Maybe you should try just being here. 149 00:13:14,490 --> 00:13:17,700 It's fake. It's all fake. 150 00:13:17,730 --> 00:13:20,030 What's this supposed to be, huh? 151 00:13:20,070 --> 00:13:22,070 Is this the edge of my memory? 152 00:13:22,100 --> 00:13:25,110 I guess you're not all-seeing, are you? 153 00:13:31,210 --> 00:13:33,410 What are you trying to tell me? 154 00:13:47,830 --> 00:13:50,730 Larry? 155 00:13:50,760 --> 00:13:52,970 Uh-huh. 156 00:13:53,000 --> 00:13:57,570 Maybe you should just be here. 157 00:13:57,600 --> 00:13:59,970 Seems I don't have a choice. 158 00:14:00,010 --> 00:14:02,110 You say you love me, 159 00:14:02,140 --> 00:14:04,680 so spend time with me right here, 160 00:14:04,710 --> 00:14:07,280 away from the world. 161 00:14:07,310 --> 00:14:11,720 All right, this can be our stolen moment. 162 00:14:14,420 --> 00:14:19,420 Nice try, pal. Too bad you missed the whole point. 163 00:14:20,030 --> 00:14:22,800 In what alt history does John Bowers advocate 164 00:14:22,830 --> 00:14:24,930 for keeping our relationship a secret? 165 00:14:24,970 --> 00:14:28,740 And memories shouldn't change just because I want a happier ending. 166 00:14:28,770 --> 00:14:30,700 History doesn't change. 167 00:14:30,740 --> 00:14:31,940 I don't change. 168 00:14:31,970 --> 00:14:34,640 I'm still the gaslighting, insecure hypocrite 169 00:14:34,680 --> 00:14:38,540 who ruined other peoples' lives instead of owning my own shit. 170 00:14:40,910 --> 00:14:45,550 Holy brown shit. 171 00:14:45,580 --> 00:14:48,760 Don't interrupt me. 172 00:14:48,790 --> 00:14:50,890 If we're stuck with each other, 173 00:14:50,920 --> 00:14:55,920 the least you can do is understand me. 174 00:14:56,500 --> 00:14:58,100 Okay. 175 00:14:58,130 --> 00:15:00,430 We may share memories, 176 00:15:00,470 --> 00:15:04,940 but you have no idea how hard it was living this way. 177 00:15:04,970 --> 00:15:06,910 The lies, 178 00:15:06,940 --> 00:15:09,010 the fear. 179 00:15:09,040 --> 00:15:10,440 The threat of losing everything 180 00:15:10,480 --> 00:15:14,010 if anyone so much as questioned my sexuality. 181 00:15:14,050 --> 00:15:19,050 You wanna fill in the margins of this nightmare? 182 00:15:19,890 --> 00:15:21,720 Add the flight crew locker room, 183 00:15:21,760 --> 00:15:24,390 the gay jokes echoing off the walls. 184 00:15:24,420 --> 00:15:28,400 Add the two boys found dead and hogtied outside Pendleton. 185 00:15:28,430 --> 00:15:31,060 You wanna know why I couldn't be with John? 186 00:15:31,100 --> 00:15:34,300 You wanna know what's missing from this fantasy? 187 00:15:34,330 --> 00:15:36,730 Fucking context! 188 00:15:41,340 --> 00:15:42,990 Wow. 189 00:15:49,780 --> 00:15:54,780 You have no idea how long I waited to hear those words. 190 00:15:55,090 --> 00:15:59,760 I'm preaching to the choir. 191 00:15:59,790 --> 00:16:03,830 No. 192 00:16:03,860 --> 00:16:08,860 I wanted you to admit it to yourself. 193 00:16:18,610 --> 00:16:22,360 There's just one problem. 194 00:16:24,650 --> 00:16:28,550 You're missing the sunset. 195 00:16:44,540 --> 00:16:46,746 You think that's gonna hurt me. 196 00:16:54,180 --> 00:16:57,320 All right, pal. 197 00:16:57,350 --> 00:17:01,850 You wanna be a hero, go ahead. 198 00:17:03,590 --> 00:17:06,790 I wanna see the sunset. 199 00:17:13,570 --> 00:17:16,640 Wiggle for me. 200 00:17:16,670 --> 00:17:18,640 Okay. No broken bones. 201 00:17:18,670 --> 00:17:20,410 It's just dislocated. 202 00:17:20,440 --> 00:17:24,040 I still remember the first time I popped my shoulder. 203 00:17:24,080 --> 00:17:26,480 My old man had me count to ten, and... 204 00:17:26,510 --> 00:17:28,720 Oh! 205 00:17:28,750 --> 00:17:31,120 Oh. All done. 206 00:17:31,150 --> 00:17:34,620 Victor, my man. You took that like a champ. 207 00:17:34,650 --> 00:17:35,960 He's gonna be fine. 208 00:17:35,990 --> 00:17:37,320 I'll go write up a script. 209 00:17:37,360 --> 00:17:39,160 Uh, no horseplay until it's healed. 210 00:17:39,190 --> 00:17:41,590 Okay. Thank you, Doctor. 211 00:17:41,630 --> 00:17:44,000 Of course. 212 00:17:44,030 --> 00:17:47,940 Oh, poor baby. Does it still hurt? 213 00:17:47,970 --> 00:17:51,040 Hey, there's no shame in crying. 214 00:17:51,070 --> 00:17:54,810 It doesn't hurt. 215 00:17:54,840 --> 00:17:56,940 I'm scared. 216 00:17:56,980 --> 00:17:58,410 Of what, honey? 217 00:17:58,450 --> 00:18:02,280 Dad. He told me not to climb the trees. 218 00:18:02,320 --> 00:18:07,320 So you understand why he was worried now? 219 00:18:07,890 --> 00:18:09,620 Well, then, 220 00:18:09,660 --> 00:18:14,230 you know, we don't have to tell your father everything. 221 00:18:14,260 --> 00:18:16,930 How's that sound? 222 00:18:16,960 --> 00:18:17,960 Okay? 223 00:18:50,130 --> 00:18:54,630 Yo, Larry, team meeting in 15. 224 00:19:03,280 --> 00:19:06,150 Good morning, Rita. Team meeting in 15. 225 00:19:06,180 --> 00:19:07,880 The hunt for the Chief continues. 226 00:19:07,910 --> 00:19:11,060 I'll be there. 227 00:19:14,320 --> 00:19:18,560 Cliff? Team meeting in 15. 228 00:19:18,590 --> 00:19:20,690 Good stuff. 229 00:19:20,730 --> 00:19:23,830 Nice to see you, too. 230 00:19:28,740 --> 00:19:31,440 Team meeting in 15. 231 00:19:31,470 --> 00:19:34,170 You're not the Chief. 232 00:19:47,490 --> 00:19:49,790 Grid, what time is it? 233 00:19:51,160 --> 00:19:53,090 Go team. 234 00:19:53,130 --> 00:19:55,090 Match? Grid? Voicemail. Talk to me. 235 00:19:55,130 --> 00:19:57,760 You have one new match on Cazh. 236 00:19:57,770 --> 00:19:58,730 Cazh? 237 00:19:58,731 --> 00:20:00,470 Cazh is a modern swipe-based dating app. 238 00:20:00,500 --> 00:20:03,800 I know what Cazh is, but why am I getting a notification? 239 00:20:03,840 --> 00:20:07,240 Because a 24-year-old human female named Janice 240 00:20:07,270 --> 00:20:09,480 swiped right on your profile. 241 00:20:09,510 --> 00:20:13,350 Wait, hold up. I don't have a profile. 242 00:20:13,380 --> 00:20:17,850 I mean, I did make one as a joke when I was, like, 18. 243 00:20:17,880 --> 00:20:20,150 You have 266... 244 00:20:20,190 --> 00:20:22,090 267 unread messages. 245 00:20:22,120 --> 00:20:23,489 Why haven't you been notifying me? 246 00:20:23,490 --> 00:20:26,190 Until your recent modifications to our operating system, 247 00:20:26,230 --> 00:20:28,290 all social media notifications 248 00:20:28,330 --> 00:20:31,230 had been filtered by the master user... 249 00:20:31,270 --> 00:20:33,970 - Silas Stone. - Silas Stone. 250 00:20:34,000 --> 00:20:35,129 They were distractions. 251 00:20:35,130 --> 00:20:36,900 You had no right. 252 00:20:36,940 --> 00:20:39,186 You wanna talk about rights? You stole my Satkey right out of my pocket. 253 00:20:39,210 --> 00:20:40,440 My Satkey! 254 00:20:40,470 --> 00:20:41,640 And you can have it back. 255 00:20:41,680 --> 00:20:43,780 I re-programmed Grid. I'm a closed system now. 256 00:20:43,810 --> 00:20:46,580 You should be proud of me, Dad. I'm a self-taught hacker. 257 00:20:46,610 --> 00:20:49,950 You still haven't answered me. What gave you the right to cut me off my own life? 258 00:20:49,980 --> 00:20:53,750 Three weeks after the accident, you still couldn't walk. 259 00:20:53,790 --> 00:20:56,490 You need more focus, not more noise. 260 00:20:56,520 --> 00:20:57,889 What about the next five years? 261 00:20:57,890 --> 00:20:59,889 Some of the parental controls on your operating system 262 00:20:59,890 --> 00:21:01,529 are in place for your protection. 263 00:21:01,530 --> 00:21:02,829 Parental controls. You know what? 264 00:21:02,830 --> 00:21:05,270 From now on, I'll decide what I can handle. 265 00:21:05,300 --> 00:21:09,770 Vic... 266 00:21:09,800 --> 00:21:12,540 Grid, 267 00:21:12,570 --> 00:21:15,010 run a scan for any sign of Niles Caulder. 268 00:21:15,040 --> 00:21:16,480 Local, national, or... 269 00:21:16,510 --> 00:21:18,210 All data sources in the known universe. 270 00:21:18,250 --> 00:21:22,550 Commencing scan. 271 00:21:22,580 --> 00:21:25,290 Keep it running in the background. 272 00:21:25,320 --> 00:21:27,020 Now pull up Cazh. 273 00:21:27,050 --> 00:21:30,060 'Sup, Janice. That's one lucky beagle. 274 00:21:30,090 --> 00:21:32,589 Oh, my God. You wrote back? 275 00:21:32,590 --> 00:21:34,190 This is Cyborg, right? 276 00:21:34,230 --> 00:21:36,300 Please. Call me Vic. 277 00:21:36,330 --> 00:21:38,470 Okay, Cyborg. 278 00:21:38,500 --> 00:21:41,570 - LOL! - Swipe left. 279 00:21:41,600 --> 00:21:43,400 So you play football, huh? 280 00:21:43,440 --> 00:21:45,440 Yeah, my profile's a little old, though. 281 00:21:45,470 --> 00:21:47,170 LOL. No kidding. 282 00:21:47,210 --> 00:21:49,879 Show me your metal parts. 283 00:21:49,880 --> 00:21:50,750 Nope. 284 00:21:50,751 --> 00:21:52,750 Do you need a sidekick? 285 00:21:52,780 --> 00:21:55,380 Say "Booya." Come on, just say it. 286 00:21:55,420 --> 00:21:58,020 Say, "Booya." It's your thing. 287 00:21:58,050 --> 00:22:00,020 Grid, have I ever said "Booya"? 288 00:22:00,050 --> 00:22:03,660 You have said "Booya" 31 times since the accident. 289 00:22:03,690 --> 00:22:06,360 Well above the threshold for a catchphrase. 290 00:22:06,390 --> 00:22:09,100 Everything is fine. 291 00:22:09,130 --> 00:22:12,330 Everything is fine. 292 00:22:12,370 --> 00:22:14,970 Everything is fine. 293 00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:19,069 Come on, Grid. Swipe away anybody whose search word includes the word "Cyborg" 294 00:22:19,070 --> 00:22:20,070 or any other meta-human. 295 00:22:20,110 --> 00:22:25,110 Okay. How about Mel? 296 00:22:25,380 --> 00:22:29,780 Hey, girl. Is that a doctor's uniform? 'Cause... 297 00:22:29,820 --> 00:22:31,620 There was no punch line to that, by that way. 298 00:22:31,650 --> 00:22:33,620 I was genuinely asking. 299 00:22:33,650 --> 00:22:37,320 Nice. I'm a med student. 300 00:22:37,360 --> 00:22:40,960 Hey, man, is that a dorky smile? 'Cause... 301 00:22:40,990 --> 00:22:42,760 It's cute. 302 00:22:42,800 --> 00:22:46,370 So, uh, what do you do when you're not saving lives? 303 00:22:46,400 --> 00:22:49,370 Giving myself carpal tunnel from swiping left so much. 304 00:22:49,400 --> 00:22:52,730 Well, I'm glad I made the cut. 305 00:22:55,910 --> 00:22:56,910 What is this? 306 00:22:56,911 --> 00:23:01,910 You wanted to know Mel better. 307 00:23:02,450 --> 00:23:03,920 Hold up, is this... 308 00:23:03,950 --> 00:23:05,120 Is this video live? 309 00:23:05,150 --> 00:23:08,520 Yes. Tapping security camera on city bus 66. 310 00:23:08,550 --> 00:23:09,720 I didn't ask for this. 311 00:23:09,760 --> 00:23:11,930 Not verbally, but your desire was clear. 312 00:23:11,960 --> 00:23:14,900 Since when did you start reading my subconscious? 313 00:23:14,930 --> 00:23:19,930 Since you removed the code throttling my bandwidth. 314 00:23:54,970 --> 00:23:57,370 Send it. 315 00:24:17,390 --> 00:24:21,740 Grid, delete my Cazh profile. 316 00:24:22,830 --> 00:24:25,230 Search for Niles Caulder complete. 317 00:24:25,270 --> 00:24:27,000 - And? - No hits. 318 00:24:27,030 --> 00:24:30,370 However, there is one incoming threat. 319 00:24:30,400 --> 00:24:35,400 - What the hell? - You ruined Clara! 320 00:24:38,510 --> 00:24:43,110 You think that's gonna hurt me? 321 00:25:25,460 --> 00:25:27,730 Team meeting in 15. 322 00:25:27,760 --> 00:25:30,860 You're not the Chief! 323 00:25:53,450 --> 00:25:54,760 Good morning, Hammerhead. 324 00:25:54,790 --> 00:25:59,790 Ugh. God, what the fuck is wrong with your neck? 325 00:26:10,540 --> 00:26:12,670 Where do you think you're going? 326 00:26:12,710 --> 00:26:14,910 You know, you tepid twat. 327 00:26:14,940 --> 00:26:17,710 No. No, we're not doing this. 328 00:26:17,750 --> 00:26:20,380 Just go to the meeting, find the Chief, 329 00:26:20,410 --> 00:26:24,760 and he'll explain everything. 330 00:26:34,160 --> 00:26:36,430 Cliff? 331 00:26:36,460 --> 00:26:39,600 What's with the toast? 332 00:26:39,630 --> 00:26:41,270 I'm hungry! Okay? 333 00:26:41,300 --> 00:26:44,640 Can't a guy try to remember what it was like to eat a piece of toast 334 00:26:44,670 --> 00:26:49,670 without being interrogated like a goddamn criminal? 335 00:26:53,180 --> 00:26:55,580 Fuck this place! 336 00:27:07,790 --> 00:27:10,160 The world's a lonely place, Jane. 337 00:27:10,200 --> 00:27:14,740 Made lonelier by how fiercely you push people away. 338 00:27:14,770 --> 00:27:16,800 Hell, you live with 63 flat mates. 339 00:27:16,840 --> 00:27:19,570 You don't even know half their names. 340 00:27:19,610 --> 00:27:22,440 I don't believe in loneliness, Jane. 341 00:27:22,480 --> 00:27:25,810 I believe in connection. 342 00:27:25,850 --> 00:27:28,980 I believe in life. 343 00:27:29,020 --> 00:27:31,150 I believe 344 00:27:31,190 --> 00:27:34,990 you can make those connections, Jane. 345 00:27:35,020 --> 00:27:40,020 Find people who will see you and accept you. 346 00:27:40,830 --> 00:27:43,630 People who will love you 347 00:27:43,660 --> 00:27:44,929 just as you are. 348 00:27:44,930 --> 00:27:47,200 That's what's in it for me, Jane. 349 00:27:47,240 --> 00:27:51,170 The joy of seeing you flourish someday. 350 00:27:51,200 --> 00:27:54,010 And what if I can't? 351 00:27:54,040 --> 00:27:59,040 Then I'll be a father to you just the same. 352 00:28:03,150 --> 00:28:08,150 You trusted him, he made a fool of us. 353 00:28:12,730 --> 00:28:15,630 No! 354 00:28:15,660 --> 00:28:17,460 No, stop it! 355 00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:22,970 This is stupid. This is stupid. This is stupid. 356 00:28:23,000 --> 00:28:25,710 He was gonna put me in a home! 357 00:28:29,380 --> 00:28:31,140 No! No! 358 00:28:31,180 --> 00:28:35,720 Everything is fine. Everything is fine. 359 00:28:35,750 --> 00:28:39,150 Everything is fine. 360 00:28:39,190 --> 00:28:40,540 Fuck you! 361 00:28:45,490 --> 00:28:48,730 No! Stop! Stop! 362 00:28:48,760 --> 00:28:49,960 Stop it! 363 00:28:56,700 --> 00:28:57,900 Oh, God. 364 00:29:06,880 --> 00:29:08,550 You think that's gonna hurt me? 365 00:29:36,080 --> 00:29:37,810 - Cliff! - Careful! 366 00:29:37,840 --> 00:29:39,180 He's going nuts. 367 00:29:39,210 --> 00:29:41,379 Clara! Son of a... 368 00:29:41,380 --> 00:29:42,180 Illiterate... 369 00:29:42,181 --> 00:29:44,250 Cliff, what is wrong with you? 370 00:29:49,120 --> 00:29:50,990 Listen, you stupid bitch. 371 00:29:51,020 --> 00:29:52,189 Hey, I got something... 372 00:29:52,190 --> 00:29:54,290 I bust my ass working every day. 373 00:29:54,330 --> 00:29:57,300 When I come home I expect a clean house 374 00:29:57,330 --> 00:29:58,660 and some decent food! 375 00:29:58,700 --> 00:30:00,300 You call this food? 376 00:30:00,330 --> 00:30:02,500 This is shit! It's shit! 377 00:30:04,140 --> 00:30:05,810 No, get away from me! 378 00:30:08,910 --> 00:30:11,480 I don't know what happened to us. 379 00:30:11,510 --> 00:30:14,410 I'm gonna be better. 380 00:30:14,450 --> 00:30:17,650 I'm gonna be better. 381 00:30:17,680 --> 00:30:19,850 I'm gonna be better. 382 00:30:21,650 --> 00:30:26,630 Yo, Larry, team meeting in 15. 383 00:30:27,860 --> 00:30:30,860 Good morning, Rita. Team meeting in 15. 384 00:30:30,900 --> 00:30:33,070 The hunt for the Chief continues. 385 00:30:33,100 --> 00:30:36,100 I'll be there. 386 00:30:38,770 --> 00:30:41,620 Team meeting in 15. 387 00:30:44,340 --> 00:30:47,680 Good stuff. Um... 388 00:30:47,710 --> 00:30:52,690 Nice to see you, too. 389 00:30:53,820 --> 00:30:55,990 Team meeting in 15. 390 00:30:56,020 --> 00:30:58,360 You're not the Chief. 391 00:31:33,390 --> 00:31:36,360 Fuck this. 392 00:31:36,400 --> 00:31:38,730 Fuck this. 393 00:31:38,770 --> 00:31:40,870 Fuck it. Fucking... Fucking hole. 394 00:31:40,900 --> 00:31:42,370 Fuck. Fucking hole. 395 00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:43,710 Fucking Bump. 396 00:31:43,740 --> 00:31:46,940 Fuck you, Bump. Fucking take every goddamn thing away from me! 397 00:31:46,970 --> 00:31:49,510 Fuck this shit! 398 00:32:07,690 --> 00:32:09,130 Yum, yum, yum! 399 00:32:09,160 --> 00:32:11,730 I'll not eat when I fucking want to! 400 00:32:21,440 --> 00:32:22,840 Whoa! 401 00:32:22,880 --> 00:32:24,280 Whoa! What in the shit are you? 402 00:32:24,310 --> 00:32:26,780 Tell me you don't recognize my voice, 403 00:32:26,810 --> 00:32:29,020 you back-stabbing shit stain. 404 00:32:29,050 --> 00:32:31,190 - Say something else. - It's Cliff fucking Steele. 405 00:32:31,220 --> 00:32:33,250 Cliff? No, that can't be. Cliff's dead. 406 00:32:33,290 --> 00:32:35,520 Where's Clara? Where's my daughter? 407 00:32:35,560 --> 00:32:38,190 Okay, you're Cliff. You're Cliff. I get it. 408 00:32:38,230 --> 00:32:39,890 What the hell are you doing in a robot? 409 00:32:39,930 --> 00:32:43,160 What the hell are you doing calling yourself Clara's dad? 410 00:32:43,200 --> 00:32:44,630 How'd you brainwash her? 411 00:32:44,660 --> 00:32:46,070 Well, shit, you were dead! 412 00:32:46,100 --> 00:32:47,540 So you took my place? 413 00:32:47,570 --> 00:32:50,770 Of all the low life back-stabbing shit... 414 00:32:50,800 --> 00:32:53,140 Hey, now. You died, man. 415 00:32:53,170 --> 00:32:54,570 And you took Kate with you. 416 00:32:54,610 --> 00:32:56,780 That little girl had nothing and no one. 417 00:32:56,810 --> 00:33:01,810 Besides, it ain't like I wanted some brat dumped in my lap. 418 00:33:01,880 --> 00:33:03,180 Brat? 419 00:33:03,220 --> 00:33:05,820 That little snot-nose killed my bachelor game, man. 420 00:33:10,920 --> 00:33:12,060 And you, 421 00:33:12,090 --> 00:33:13,890 you were alive this whole time, huh? 422 00:33:13,930 --> 00:33:17,630 Yeah, probably neck deep in robot pussy, you lucky bastard. 423 00:33:17,660 --> 00:33:21,000 But meanwhile, Bump Weathers is stuck taking your kid to a shrink! 424 00:33:21,040 --> 00:33:22,840 So she can whine about her dead mommy. 425 00:33:22,870 --> 00:33:26,110 You son of a bitch, you stole my life! 426 00:33:26,140 --> 00:33:27,410 You ruined Clara! 427 00:33:27,440 --> 00:33:30,640 The least you can do is be grateful for it. 428 00:33:31,910 --> 00:33:34,510 You think that's gonna hurt me? 429 00:33:47,190 --> 00:33:49,730 You come into my house and run up on me? 430 00:33:49,760 --> 00:33:52,270 What's a redneck like you doing with all of these? 431 00:33:52,300 --> 00:33:53,900 Pretentious bastard! 432 00:33:53,930 --> 00:33:55,640 Suddenly you become a father, 433 00:33:55,670 --> 00:33:58,140 and you start reading Canterbury Tales? 434 00:33:58,170 --> 00:33:59,770 Illiterate shit heel! 435 00:33:59,810 --> 00:34:02,580 You're not fooling anyone! 436 00:34:02,610 --> 00:34:04,680 Careful, he's going nuts. 437 00:34:04,710 --> 00:34:06,450 Cliff! 438 00:34:06,480 --> 00:34:08,920 Cliff, what is wrong with you? 439 00:34:08,950 --> 00:34:12,020 Clara? 440 00:34:12,050 --> 00:34:15,320 Son of a... Illiterate... 441 00:34:16,660 --> 00:34:18,560 Where's Clara? 442 00:34:20,030 --> 00:34:24,970 Bump! Come here, you little... 443 00:34:26,330 --> 00:34:28,740 Where'd Bump go? Where'd he go? 444 00:34:28,770 --> 00:34:32,070 Cliff! Snap out of it! 445 00:34:34,710 --> 00:34:38,010 Wait... 446 00:34:40,780 --> 00:34:42,430 Wait, what? 447 00:34:49,690 --> 00:34:52,090 What is wrong with me? 448 00:34:52,130 --> 00:34:53,930 All I want to do is cry. 449 00:34:53,960 --> 00:34:56,930 My brain is screaming for release. 450 00:34:56,960 --> 00:34:59,230 I'm so angry! 451 00:34:59,270 --> 00:35:01,030 Can't live like this! 452 00:35:05,640 --> 00:35:08,180 Why do I want to beat the shit out of Bump so bad? 453 00:35:08,210 --> 00:35:13,210 Irony is Bump Weathers was probably a better dad to Clara than I would've been. 454 00:35:13,750 --> 00:35:15,920 Shit. 455 00:35:15,950 --> 00:35:18,450 I was already turning into my old man. 456 00:35:18,490 --> 00:35:19,690 Oh! 457 00:35:21,720 --> 00:35:23,390 Shit's the same. 458 00:35:23,420 --> 00:35:27,090 Same fights, same apologies over and over. 459 00:35:27,130 --> 00:35:29,530 A vicious cycle! 460 00:35:29,560 --> 00:35:32,130 Maybe Clara's lucky. She got out. 461 00:35:32,170 --> 00:35:34,270 Maybe that's why I can't call Clara. 462 00:35:34,300 --> 00:35:36,600 'Cause the second thing I'm gonna have to explain 463 00:35:36,640 --> 00:35:39,610 after "How the fuck am I alive" 464 00:35:39,640 --> 00:35:41,280 is why it's me. 465 00:35:41,310 --> 00:35:43,080 Why is it me, 466 00:35:43,110 --> 00:35:46,280 not her mom, who came back? 467 00:35:46,310 --> 00:35:48,880 It should've been Kate. 468 00:35:48,910 --> 00:35:53,720 Oh, God, it should've been Kate! 469 00:35:55,020 --> 00:35:57,560 What in the hell is going on? 470 00:35:57,590 --> 00:35:59,560 Cliff's having a psychotic break. 471 00:35:59,590 --> 00:36:01,830 Look, maybe we should just leave him alone. 472 00:36:01,860 --> 00:36:03,500 No! 473 00:36:03,530 --> 00:36:06,400 Please, I don't want to be alone with my thoughts again. I... 474 00:36:06,430 --> 00:36:10,870 I can't be the only one who needs to talk. 475 00:36:10,900 --> 00:36:13,269 Talking! That's what we need. 476 00:36:13,270 --> 00:36:15,580 You're all just as messed as I am, right? 477 00:36:15,610 --> 00:36:18,640 We need to talk as a group! 478 00:36:18,680 --> 00:36:22,820 Like therapy? 479 00:36:22,850 --> 00:36:24,250 No, hard pass. 480 00:36:24,280 --> 00:36:27,590 It's what Niles would do. 481 00:36:27,620 --> 00:36:31,790 Niles used to talk to us, right? Like, well... 482 00:36:31,830 --> 00:36:33,390 Really, just listen. 483 00:36:33,430 --> 00:36:36,560 Come on, we have no idea what's going on with each other. 484 00:36:36,600 --> 00:36:41,170 Look at Rita. Rita, what the heck is going on with your legs? 485 00:36:41,200 --> 00:36:45,010 You can tell me, you can tell us. 486 00:36:45,040 --> 00:36:49,610 I was stuck in a furnace, and nobody could hear my screams. 487 00:36:49,640 --> 00:36:53,980 See? A powerful metaphor for what we're all feeling. 488 00:36:54,010 --> 00:36:56,220 It was a literal furnace. 489 00:36:56,250 --> 00:36:59,450 Even better! Literal furnaces! 490 00:36:59,490 --> 00:37:01,660 We need to talk about this stuff. 491 00:37:01,690 --> 00:37:05,630 For God's sake, Cliff is deranged, but he's right. 492 00:37:05,660 --> 00:37:10,360 This is exactly what doomed those poor bastards in the Doom Patrol. 493 00:37:10,400 --> 00:37:12,730 Mr. Nobody turned them against each other, 494 00:37:12,770 --> 00:37:15,900 using their secrets, their lies, 495 00:37:15,940 --> 00:37:20,110 their anxieties, and he's already doing it to us. 496 00:37:20,140 --> 00:37:22,640 He's doing it to me. 497 00:37:22,680 --> 00:37:25,180 If we have any chance of making it through this, 498 00:37:25,210 --> 00:37:27,750 we need to start talking to each other. 499 00:37:27,780 --> 00:37:29,780 Therapy. 500 00:37:29,820 --> 00:37:33,190 And I would rather eat hot coals than talk about my problems. 501 00:37:33,220 --> 00:37:35,320 Therapy! 502 00:37:35,360 --> 00:37:37,860 And damn it, Cliff, get a grip. 503 00:37:37,890 --> 00:37:40,290 Therapy! 504 00:37:49,500 --> 00:37:51,540 Well, this is fucking awkward. 505 00:37:51,570 --> 00:37:54,640 I just spilt my guts out. Someone else talk. 506 00:37:54,680 --> 00:37:56,510 About what exactly? 507 00:37:56,540 --> 00:37:58,310 Stuff! Feelings. 508 00:37:58,350 --> 00:38:00,780 Let's go deep, get to the root of our issues. 509 00:38:00,810 --> 00:38:03,420 Don't you wanna know how your parents messed you up? 510 00:38:03,450 --> 00:38:06,750 I wanna know how your parents messed you up. 511 00:38:06,790 --> 00:38:08,850 Fine, I'll go first. 512 00:38:08,890 --> 00:38:11,890 Second. 513 00:38:15,460 --> 00:38:17,400 Ever since Niles was abducted 514 00:38:17,430 --> 00:38:21,030 and we went into that donkey place, 515 00:38:21,070 --> 00:38:25,540 Mr. Nobody has been dangling something terrible over me. 516 00:38:25,570 --> 00:38:29,310 A thing I did a long time ago, 517 00:38:29,340 --> 00:38:32,310 great source of shame. 518 00:38:32,350 --> 00:38:35,420 And if we keep looking for Niles, 519 00:38:35,450 --> 00:38:39,620 that thing is... 520 00:38:39,650 --> 00:38:41,820 Is going to come out. And I don't know... 521 00:38:41,860 --> 00:38:43,659 Why don't you just say it now? 522 00:38:43,660 --> 00:38:44,620 Excuse me? 523 00:38:44,621 --> 00:38:46,789 Rob it of its power or whatever. 524 00:38:46,790 --> 00:38:47,790 I'm not ready. 525 00:38:47,791 --> 00:38:49,430 - Lame. - Hey, let her talk. 526 00:38:49,460 --> 00:38:51,930 Come on, man, this was your idea. 527 00:38:51,970 --> 00:38:53,370 I'm just saying. 528 00:38:53,400 --> 00:38:56,600 I'm sorry, okay, go ahead. Rita, you were... Go ahead. Sorry. Sorry. 529 00:38:56,640 --> 00:39:01,340 All I know is that Rita Farr was not a good person. 530 00:39:01,370 --> 00:39:03,509 In fact, 531 00:39:03,510 --> 00:39:05,810 she was never a person at all. 532 00:39:05,850 --> 00:39:08,250 Rita was 533 00:39:08,280 --> 00:39:10,320 an illusion, 534 00:39:10,350 --> 00:39:13,019 made of light and celluloid 535 00:39:13,020 --> 00:39:16,360 and the best hair and wardrobe in the business. 536 00:39:16,390 --> 00:39:21,390 And now, I have to confront the truth. 537 00:39:25,630 --> 00:39:30,340 If there is no Rita Farr, 538 00:39:30,370 --> 00:39:35,240 then there's nothing else there. 539 00:39:35,280 --> 00:39:37,480 I don't know what I am. 540 00:39:37,510 --> 00:39:39,280 I don't even know who I am. 541 00:39:40,810 --> 00:39:45,810 Holy shit. You just talked your legs into being legs. 542 00:39:48,290 --> 00:39:50,260 Mmm. 543 00:39:50,290 --> 00:39:52,330 Go, Rita. 544 00:39:52,360 --> 00:39:53,930 Hell of a performance, darling. 545 00:39:53,960 --> 00:39:57,530 Really your best work. 546 00:39:57,560 --> 00:40:00,330 You know what, Jane, you can be a real bitch sometimes. 547 00:40:00,370 --> 00:40:02,140 Good, good, good. This is all good. 548 00:40:02,170 --> 00:40:03,540 Dirty laundry, airing it out. 549 00:40:03,570 --> 00:40:05,810 - Fuck off! - Sunshine's the best disinfectant. 550 00:40:05,840 --> 00:40:07,410 Shut up, Cliff! 551 00:40:07,440 --> 00:40:11,190 Whoa. Group mind! 552 00:40:14,380 --> 00:40:15,719 All right, this is a waste of time. 553 00:40:15,720 --> 00:40:17,250 You got somewhere better to be? 554 00:40:17,280 --> 00:40:18,890 Yes, actually, I do. 555 00:40:18,920 --> 00:40:21,690 What, your room? You have a lover's quarrel with your flowers? 556 00:40:21,720 --> 00:40:24,160 Gotta go have make-up sex? 557 00:40:25,490 --> 00:40:27,329 We can all hear you yelling at yourself, pal. 558 00:40:27,330 --> 00:40:28,579 At the spirit. 559 00:40:28,580 --> 00:40:34,230 So then maybe the two of you have something you wanna get off your chest. 560 00:40:39,870 --> 00:40:43,880 Okay. 561 00:40:43,910 --> 00:40:46,180 Well, I'm... 562 00:40:46,210 --> 00:40:48,650 - Gay! - Whoa, whoa, settle down, buddy. 563 00:40:48,680 --> 00:40:50,580 What? Come on! No judgment here. 564 00:40:50,620 --> 00:40:52,550 I just thought Larry was about to come out, 565 00:40:52,590 --> 00:40:57,590 and it would've been so healing for him. 566 00:40:58,790 --> 00:41:03,790 I think all I wanted to say was... 567 00:41:05,500 --> 00:41:07,640 It gets lonely 568 00:41:07,670 --> 00:41:11,140 not touching anyone for 60 years. 569 00:41:11,170 --> 00:41:14,740 The last person I ever touched was John Bowers. 570 00:41:14,770 --> 00:41:16,140 I... 571 00:41:16,180 --> 00:41:17,610 I loved him. 572 00:41:17,640 --> 00:41:20,910 And I drove him away. 573 00:41:20,950 --> 00:41:24,050 I knew it. 574 00:41:24,080 --> 00:41:26,750 I just want you to know that you're loved and accepted. 575 00:41:26,790 --> 00:41:27,850 I'm not done. 576 00:41:27,890 --> 00:41:30,330 Oh, okay. All right. 577 00:41:30,360 --> 00:41:35,290 I'm only sharing this because it's the thing Mr. Nobody shoved in my face. 578 00:41:35,330 --> 00:41:38,780 What's left of my face. 579 00:41:40,400 --> 00:41:43,670 That was a joke. 580 00:41:43,700 --> 00:41:47,040 These bandages are the death of all nuance. 581 00:41:47,070 --> 00:41:51,710 Look, if Mr. Nobody's goal is to torture me, well, 582 00:41:51,740 --> 00:41:53,110 I've been doing his work for him. 583 00:41:53,150 --> 00:41:56,580 Whipping myself in a prison of my own making. 584 00:41:56,620 --> 00:41:59,920 What if I'd trusted John? What if I'd been more brave? 585 00:41:59,950 --> 00:42:02,520 And guess what? I'm sick of it. 586 00:42:02,560 --> 00:42:06,760 I'm not just hurting myself, I'm hurting this thing inside me, 587 00:42:06,790 --> 00:42:08,500 and it's hurting me back, endlessly, 588 00:42:08,530 --> 00:42:13,530 until there's so much self-loathing I can barely breathe. 589 00:42:32,620 --> 00:42:35,790 I killed my mom. 590 00:42:35,820 --> 00:42:40,820 Whoa. Winner winner, chicken dinner. Here we go. 591 00:42:46,030 --> 00:42:49,170 My dad and I don't talk about this. 592 00:42:49,200 --> 00:42:52,440 I was having an argument with my mom about school. 593 00:42:52,470 --> 00:42:55,310 It seemed like everything at the time, 594 00:42:55,340 --> 00:42:57,780 but it's so small now. 595 00:42:57,810 --> 00:43:02,310 Anyway, I got pissed and lashed out about some BS. 596 00:43:02,350 --> 00:43:05,320 We were in my mom's home lab, 597 00:43:05,350 --> 00:43:10,350 chemicals, a bunch of them. And... 598 00:43:13,960 --> 00:43:17,030 Boom. 599 00:43:17,060 --> 00:43:21,740 But to save me, my dad, uh... 600 00:43:21,770 --> 00:43:26,470 He turned me into this. 601 00:43:26,510 --> 00:43:28,740 Thing is, that story, 602 00:43:28,780 --> 00:43:33,480 my guilt, it used to be the well of my strength. 603 00:43:33,510 --> 00:43:36,480 It took me so long to accept what happened 604 00:43:36,520 --> 00:43:38,020 and who I became. 605 00:43:38,050 --> 00:43:42,320 But, man, I thought Cyborg was a way to make it all right again. 606 00:43:42,360 --> 00:43:43,860 Something's changed. 607 00:43:43,890 --> 00:43:46,790 Mr. Nobody, he put this bug in my ear. 608 00:43:46,830 --> 00:43:48,260 Will you stop it? 609 00:43:48,290 --> 00:43:49,430 Sorry. 610 00:43:49,460 --> 00:43:52,230 If my brain and my operating system are seamless, 611 00:43:52,270 --> 00:43:54,430 then how do I know if my memories are real? 612 00:43:54,470 --> 00:43:56,400 Come on, let's hit the gas! 613 00:43:56,440 --> 00:43:57,770 Get to the good stuff! 614 00:43:57,810 --> 00:43:59,510 Go deep, Vic. Deep! 615 00:43:59,540 --> 00:44:02,910 The thing I can't shake is... 616 00:44:02,940 --> 00:44:05,580 What the hell could be worse than me killing my own mother? 617 00:44:05,610 --> 00:44:10,080 And there is this tiny voice in my head that believes Mr. Nobody when he says that 618 00:44:10,120 --> 00:44:13,520 my memories aren't real. Is that the human part or is that my 619 00:44:13,550 --> 00:44:16,190 logic board running game on my brain? 620 00:44:16,220 --> 00:44:18,790 As far as I can remember, I've never really trusted my father. 621 00:44:18,830 --> 00:44:20,130 So that's not new, 622 00:44:20,160 --> 00:44:23,930 but suddenly, I'm starting to question 623 00:44:23,960 --> 00:44:26,530 why doesn't he trust me? 624 00:44:26,570 --> 00:44:29,840 He shouldn't. 625 00:44:29,870 --> 00:44:32,420 My turn to share. 626 00:44:38,780 --> 00:44:41,310 Hey, what is this? 627 00:44:41,350 --> 00:44:43,980 It's what Mr. Nobody showed me in the donkey. 628 00:44:44,020 --> 00:44:45,719 - Why did you keep this hidden? - Holy shit! 629 00:44:45,720 --> 00:44:47,220 Come now, it's just a painting. 630 00:44:47,260 --> 00:44:49,689 What? You wanted secrets out in the air, well, here's a big one. 631 00:44:49,690 --> 00:44:50,690 Don't be so vindictive. 632 00:44:50,720 --> 00:44:51,830 You made this up. 633 00:44:51,860 --> 00:44:53,530 The Hangman's Daughter doesn't lie. 634 00:44:53,560 --> 00:44:56,430 Well, this has been productive. 635 00:44:56,460 --> 00:44:58,600 Oh, wow. 636 00:44:58,630 --> 00:45:01,570 You all need more therapy than I do, and I'm the crazy one. 637 00:45:01,600 --> 00:45:03,600 Jane, get back here! 638 00:45:03,640 --> 00:45:05,970 Group isn't over until you share. 639 00:45:06,010 --> 00:45:07,510 Who are you all of a sudden? 640 00:45:07,540 --> 00:45:11,080 You don't get to throw a grenade into our therapy session 641 00:45:11,110 --> 00:45:12,710 and pretend that's helping. 642 00:45:12,750 --> 00:45:14,310 This isn't therapy! 643 00:45:14,350 --> 00:45:17,250 Maybe it's okay if it's just talking. 644 00:45:17,280 --> 00:45:19,890 You of all people need someone to talk to. 645 00:45:19,920 --> 00:45:21,060 I've seen your tapes. 646 00:45:21,090 --> 00:45:23,220 What the fuck is that supposed to mean? 647 00:45:23,260 --> 00:45:24,260 You know. 648 00:45:24,290 --> 00:45:27,130 Man, I can't take you seriously 649 00:45:27,160 --> 00:45:28,930 with all this tough love paternal shit. 650 00:45:28,960 --> 00:45:31,759 Is there someone nicer in there who can come out and explain to us 651 00:45:31,760 --> 00:45:33,570 how not to piss you off all the time? 652 00:45:33,600 --> 00:45:35,740 Why? You wouldn't listen anyway. 653 00:45:35,770 --> 00:45:38,070 Not sharing is a form of self-isolation. 654 00:45:38,100 --> 00:45:39,310 You're not even listening now. 655 00:45:39,340 --> 00:45:41,809 Your mind is a beautiful, strange place 656 00:45:41,810 --> 00:45:43,280 full of mystery. 657 00:45:43,310 --> 00:45:44,950 You don't wanna know what I'm thinking. 658 00:45:44,980 --> 00:45:49,120 Come on, just say it! It's a safe space! 659 00:45:49,150 --> 00:45:54,150 You'll never be a father because you aren't even a man. 660 00:45:57,460 --> 00:46:00,490 I'm the only one here who can stand you, 661 00:46:00,530 --> 00:46:05,330 and I only like one 64th of you. 662 00:46:07,170 --> 00:46:10,570 Well, thank you for your honesty. 663 00:46:10,600 --> 00:46:13,010 Jane. Jane, come back. 664 00:46:13,040 --> 00:46:16,379 Jesus, Cliff. 665 00:46:16,380 --> 00:46:17,910 Ever heard of de-escalation? 666 00:46:17,950 --> 00:46:22,950 I didn't mean that. Did I? 667 00:46:25,020 --> 00:46:26,650 Jane, don't leave. 668 00:46:26,690 --> 00:46:28,490 There's nowhere to go from here but up. 669 00:46:28,520 --> 00:46:30,390 Jane, I'm sorry. 670 00:46:30,420 --> 00:46:32,060 I didn't mean to say that. 671 00:46:32,090 --> 00:46:34,760 I didn't even think I was thinking that. 672 00:46:34,790 --> 00:46:37,600 What the... No! 673 00:46:37,630 --> 00:46:39,160 How did... 674 00:46:39,200 --> 00:46:41,030 Clara? Clara? 675 00:46:41,070 --> 00:46:43,170 This is nuts. 676 00:46:43,200 --> 00:46:44,669 This is nuts! 677 00:46:44,670 --> 00:46:46,109 Cliff's gone off the deep end. 678 00:46:46,110 --> 00:46:47,540 What if he's having a stroke? 679 00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:51,410 Would you have some sympathy? 680 00:46:51,450 --> 00:46:53,810 Nice going there, Beeboo. 681 00:46:53,850 --> 00:46:58,350 Cliff's the one goddamn reason we're actually talking to each other. 682 00:46:58,390 --> 00:47:02,320 Yeah, way to screw the pooch with your lady friend there, tug-a-nug. 683 00:47:02,360 --> 00:47:05,360 Maybe his crazy is all our crazy. 684 00:47:16,040 --> 00:47:19,170 I'll bump that face off your punch! 685 00:47:24,810 --> 00:47:27,580 Hold him down! 686 00:47:27,610 --> 00:47:28,980 There's something wrong with him. 687 00:47:29,020 --> 00:47:31,550 No, he's just grieving. 688 00:47:43,400 --> 00:47:46,730 Oh... Ugh. 689 00:48:00,480 --> 00:48:02,420 - Honk, honk. - Is that my bus? 690 00:48:02,450 --> 00:48:04,650 What on Earth are you doing? 691 00:48:04,680 --> 00:48:06,150 What are we doing? 692 00:48:06,190 --> 00:48:07,390 We're going into town. 693 00:48:07,420 --> 00:48:12,420 I'm in. 694 00:48:24,200 --> 00:48:25,910 Oh, little one. 695 00:48:25,940 --> 00:48:28,510 Such heartbreak, such sorrow. 696 00:48:28,540 --> 00:48:30,910 Luckily, you don't have to go it alone. 697 00:48:30,940 --> 00:48:33,880 You have me. 698 00:48:33,910 --> 00:48:35,820 Up here, the narrator. 699 00:48:37,450 --> 00:48:41,090 Ugh. Look, let's just focus on the sorrow. 700 00:48:41,120 --> 00:48:43,860 Okay? Let it well up inside of you, 701 00:48:43,890 --> 00:48:48,890 nurture it, feel it harden into that icy cold blade called vengeance. 702 00:48:52,600 --> 00:48:55,070 My God, who told you that? 703 00:48:55,100 --> 00:48:58,470 Your dead country-mouse mom over there? 704 00:48:58,510 --> 00:49:01,870 Enough with home-spun cornpone bullshit. 705 00:49:01,910 --> 00:49:03,880 A wrong has been committed, 706 00:49:03,910 --> 00:49:06,210 and there's only one way to set it right. 707 00:49:06,250 --> 00:49:08,450 You need to find the thoughtless cretin 708 00:49:08,480 --> 00:49:11,080 responsible for your mother's annihilation, 709 00:49:11,120 --> 00:49:14,850 and then you need to fuck his mind, fuck his heart, 710 00:49:14,890 --> 00:49:18,090 and fuck his soul. 711 00:49:18,120 --> 00:49:20,690 Think you can do that, little fella? 712 00:49:59,230 --> 00:50:01,430 Good morning, Rita. Team meeting in 15.