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♪ Don’t take it for granted ♪
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♪ Love when you have it ♪
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♪ You might be looking over ♪
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♪ A lonelier shoulder ♪
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"Dear Jenny,
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I’m in a rehab for vets.
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I think about you a lot,
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and I think about how I left."
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♪ Now that we’re older ♪
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"I know I promised
not to leave you."
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♪ Little we know... ♪
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"I’m sorry it took
so many months.
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I was pretty messed up
for a while."
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♪ I should have noticed ♪
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"But I’m in a good place
right now..."
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♪ Won’t ever leave ♪
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"and I miss you."
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♪ One to deceive ♪
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♪ I’m beginning to wonder ♪
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♪ If anything’s real ♪
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♪ Guess we’re just
at the mercy ♪
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♪ Of the way that we feel ♪
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♪ Alive with a past ♪
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♪ No other can share ♪
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♪ Alone with a heart ♪
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♪ No other can bear ♪
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♪ So give me some heaven ♪
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"I’d like to see you.
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Let me know if you feel
the same.
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Je t’embrasse."
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♪ Make me eternal ♪
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♪ There in your smile ♪
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- Shirley?
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Are you okay?
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With everything
that’s happened,
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do you wanna see Liam?
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- I mean, yea--
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Yeah, I mean,
of course I do. I just...
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The last time we saw each other,
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we said, you know,
he said, "I love you,"
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he said he was sorry,
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and then we said goodbye.
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- And you thought goodbye
was permanent.
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- Yeah, I mean, I didn’t hear
from him for five months.
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I mean, what was I supposed
to think?
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- Well, there’s no statutory
limit on love.
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- Yeah, but I don’t understand
how, in my gut, I was so sure,
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and yet I was so wrong,
you know?
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- Gut feelings are conditioned
responses...
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sometimes to trauma.
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In your personal life,
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are there other people
who’ve left?
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- Well, I mean, my sister died.
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That’s leaving, I guess.
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- And then your mother left,
Jenny.
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Does thinking about it
shut you down?
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- No... no.
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- It’s perfectly natural to go
to a place of "no,"
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in your body and your mind,
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to protect yourself.
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Here’
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For the rest of the week,
I want you to say yes
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to everything.
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- No matter what your gut says.
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Let your life unfold, Jenny.
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Surprise yourself.
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It’s work.
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Always on call.
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I can relate.
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So your biopsy shows that
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you have Solitary Spinal
Plasmacytoma.
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- Uh...
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- A low tumour in
the lumbar spine.
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Your lumbar puncture confirms
that it hasn’t spread,
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which is good.
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- Okay.
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- The tumour explains the pain
in your leg,
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and why it progressed
to your back.
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- Okay.
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- Without the pain,
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we wouldn’t have caught it
as quickly as we did.
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So, that’s a good thing too.
- Mm-hmm.
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- You’ll need to start
a regular course of radiation
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as soon as possible.
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How about Thursdays?
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- Um...
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uh, will I, will I be able
to work?
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- Well, there can be some side
effects to the treatment -
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fatigue, nausea -
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but you’re free to work
if you feel up to it.
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Oh, you’ll need a ride home
Thursday.
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We don’t know how you’ll react
to the radiation.
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You might need someone
to take care of you.
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Ma’am? Please, ma’am.
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Ma’am, stop! Stop!
You can’t go there.
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- Suddenly, he was just there.
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I pulled up...
I don’t know...
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I can’t get fired!
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I’m...
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- You’re late.
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- Who do we have here?
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- Andrew Park,
courier for FoodScouts.
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He was 65.
He was hit by the van.
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- Mm. Cause of death, check.
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- Well, what you see isn’t
always what you get.
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So we’re gonna send the body
to pathology
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and see what they can tell us.
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- Death waits on no man.
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- Except for this woman.
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Hey, Mac.
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Where were you?
- Minding my business.
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You should do the same.
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- Yo, are you getting some?
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Oh, Big D, you big dog!
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- You talked to the driver?
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- Yeah. She said the guy came
out of nowhere,
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ran right in front of her.
- Ran? He was on foot?
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- All the witnesses confirm
her story.
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- Delivery guys don’t usually
travel by foot.
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So where’s his vehicle?
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- Well, I’ll contact
FoodScouts,
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ask if he used a car
or bike for deliveries.
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- All right.
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- Huh.
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Dr. Cooper.
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- It’s beautiful here.
- Isn’t it?
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I’m sorry you’re here
under these circumstances.
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Normally, this is a place
of new beginnings.
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Right this way.
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- So, uh, how does
the retreat work?
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- It’s a silent retreat.
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Very structured schedule -
ten days, ten participants.
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They take workshops or seminars
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for about 12 hours each day.
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- Wow, that’s a long day.
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- I think of it as a luxury.
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I mean, when’s the last time
you spent
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all that time on nothing
but yourself?
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- Well, not since my son
was born.
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Definitely not since my dad
moved in.
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- Just this way.
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- Did you make this maze?
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- It’s a good metaphor
for life.
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- Huh.
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There’s no sign of injury.
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- This is a medical form
she filled out for our records.
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- Shirley Brownstone.
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No pre-existing medical
conditions,
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no medications.
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Was she exhibiting any sign
of illness?
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- No, nothing.
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In fact, she was great.
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Shirley had bloomed.
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It’s crushing that she died
here, of all places.
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- Why’s that?
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- Because in the maze, you...
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you don’t lose yourself.
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You find yourself.
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- I’m Fareed, I’m the one
who found Shirley.
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Can I ask, how did she die?
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- Uh, we don’t know that yet.
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We’re gonna have to do
an autopsy.
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- I can’t believe that
this happened.
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I mean, that she died here.
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She just bloomed
a few days ago.
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- Sorry, can I, can I ask, um...
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what does "bloomed" mean?
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- Oh, it’s an expression
that Faye uses
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for a moment of transformation.
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When you finally break free
of whatever pain or fear
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brought you here.
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- Hmm.
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Does... does everyone
experience that?
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- It’s what we’re all working
towards.
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When you realize that there’s
nothing standing between you
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and the life that you want.
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- Must be nice.
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It’s okay. Good.
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- Hey...
- Come on! That’s it,
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that a girl.
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Come on.
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How do you think she’s reacting
to you today?
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- Come here.
- Just breathe.
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- It’s okay...
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- Keep going.
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- Yeah, easy...
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- It’s...
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- Okay.
- It’s okay.
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Establish a connection.
It’s okay.
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- Okay, hey... Okay.
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- Oh.
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- Okay.
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She won’t settle, eh?
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- Just takes time.
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- Hey... you and me, okay?
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You and me.
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- Maybe tomorrow, Liam.
- Yeah.
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- Just keep trying,
little bits at a time.
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- Sure.
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- She still doesn’t like you.
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Come on.
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- Give it time.
I’m an acquired taste.
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- Andrew Park’s cause of death
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was blunt force trauma
to the head.
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Makes sense.
That van hit him pretty hard.
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- Yeah. I found shards
of glass in his skull.
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I actually found something else
kind of interesting too.
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Once I washed off
all the blood,
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there were cuts like
knife marks
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that were not from
the accident.
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- Defensive wounds?
- Yeah, looks like it.
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- Knife marks and running
into traffic?
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Let me call you back.
- Okay.
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What’s your body telling you?
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- Not much from the outside,
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but there’s no external signs
of injury.
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She does have a rash
on her legs.
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Poison Ivy.
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- Hmm. I have seen it
in worse places.
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It does make sense though.
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There was a lot of forest
around the retreat.
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- Turning Tides sounds nice.
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- Yeah, it was uh... peaceful.
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I can see how someone
would bloom there.
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- "Bloom?"
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Whoa! We have a bezoar
in the GI tract.
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Looks like...
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unabsorbed pills.
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- Takes a lot of pills
to cause a ball that size.
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- If Shirley had "bloomed,"
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then why did she take
her own life?
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I’m starting a pickup
game with the guys
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on Thursdays.
You wanna join?
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Uh, I’m busy.
- Every Thursday?
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I’m starting to think
you don’t have a woman.
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You’re too tense.
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Are you taking a class
or something?
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- What’s the house number?
- 216.
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Ah, it must be something
embarrassing.
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Like salsa dancing
or something?
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- What’s the guy’s name?
- Randy Smith.
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You know, I’m gonna figure
this out, right?
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Those hips don’t lie.
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I’m Detective Abed,
this is Detective McAvoy.
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Did you have food delivered
yesterday?
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- Yeah.
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- Is this the guy?
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- Guess so.
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I didn’t really see him.
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- Was he wearing a mask?
- Yeah,
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but he looked Asian.
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- Well, this guy was killed
yesterday, hit by a van.
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- I don’t drive a van.
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- Your house was the last
scheduled delivery.
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- Oh.
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- There’s some indication
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that he had an altercation
with someone.
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Know anything about that?
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- No, but that kinda thing
happens all the time now.
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This neighbourhood’s really
changed. Is that all?
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- Yeah, for now.
Why don’t you, uh...
262
00:14:45,870 --> 00:14:49,078
give us a call if you remember
or hear anything.
263
00:14:50,342 --> 00:14:52,210
- Uh, one more thing, um...
264
00:14:52,210 --> 00:14:54,177
did the delivery guy leave
on a bike?
265
00:14:54,177 --> 00:14:57,012
- Yeah. Took off like a bat
out of hell.
266
00:14:57,012 --> 00:14:59,342
Guess he had somewhere to be.
267
00:15:02,936 --> 00:15:05,276
- He didn’t really see him,
but he "looked Asian?"
268
00:15:05,276 --> 00:15:07,045
- You know, a lot of food
delivery services
269
00:15:07,045 --> 00:15:09,771
put cameras on their vehicles
for insurance purposes.
270
00:15:09,771 --> 00:15:11,540
- We need to find that bike.
271
00:15:12,441 --> 00:15:15,903
- The police did find an empty
bottle of acetaminophen
272
00:15:15,903 --> 00:15:18,078
in your wife’s room,
273
00:15:18,078 --> 00:15:21,045
so we have ruled it a suicide.
274
00:15:22,045 --> 00:15:24,738
I’m so sorry.
I know this hard to hear.
275
00:15:27,078 --> 00:15:29,903
Had anything changed...
recently?
276
00:15:29,903 --> 00:15:31,837
Like was she um...
277
00:15:31,837 --> 00:15:33,979
was she sad,
or was she depressed at all?
278
00:15:35,441 --> 00:15:38,870
- The COVID crisis was hard
on us, on everyone -
279
00:15:38,870 --> 00:15:42,342
stuck at home,
nothing to do but worry -
280
00:15:42,342 --> 00:15:44,177
but we were fine.
281
00:15:45,672 --> 00:15:47,672
I thought we were fine.
282
00:15:47,672 --> 00:15:50,243
Shirley said she was going
to Turning Tides to...
283
00:15:50,243 --> 00:15:52,540
re-center herself.
284
00:15:52,540 --> 00:15:55,903
I didn’t ask specifics.
285
00:15:55,903 --> 00:15:57,507
Three days ago,
she left a voicemail
286
00:15:57,507 --> 00:16:00,078
saying she wanted a divorce.
287
00:16:00,078 --> 00:16:02,243
- She didn’t say why?
288
00:16:02,243 --> 00:16:04,276
- No.
289
00:16:04,276 --> 00:16:06,144
The next day...
290
00:16:06,144 --> 00:16:08,979
she withdrew $10,000 dollars
from our account.
291
00:16:10,111 --> 00:16:11,738
I went there,
292
00:16:11,738 --> 00:16:13,177
but the woman who runs
the place
293
00:16:13,177 --> 00:16:15,243
wouldn’t let me see her,
294
00:16:15,243 --> 00:16:18,243
said "no outside contact
allowed."
295
00:16:18,243 --> 00:16:20,078
I just wanted to talk to her.
296
00:16:20,078 --> 00:16:22,144
I would never hurt my wife.
297
00:16:26,243 --> 00:16:27,705
I’m here to answer phones.
298
00:16:27,705 --> 00:16:29,111
I’m not going to woo-woo
with you.
299
00:16:29,111 --> 00:16:30,507
Did you ever consider
the fact
300
00:16:30,507 --> 00:16:32,375
that you might get something
from the experience?
301
00:16:32,375 --> 00:16:34,408
Did you ever consider that
you’re not as good at this
302
00:16:34,408 --> 00:16:36,375
as you think?
303
00:16:36,375 --> 00:16:38,111
I’m not going to do this.
304
00:16:38,111 --> 00:16:41,177
- I am so disappointed in you,
Oliver.
305
00:16:46,804 --> 00:16:48,474
- You okay?
306
00:16:48,474 --> 00:16:51,474
-
No one in this place is okay.
307
00:16:52,474 --> 00:16:55,441
- Uh... I’m Doctor Jenny Cooper,
I was uh...
308
00:16:55,441 --> 00:16:57,738
I was actually hoping
I could speak to Faye.
309
00:16:57,738 --> 00:16:59,705
- She’s about to start
a seminar right now.
310
00:16:59,705 --> 00:17:02,540
Uh, one second please.
311
00:17:05,408 --> 00:17:07,979
Hello? Turning Tides. Yes.
312
00:17:45,144 --> 00:17:48,012
- Hey, I’m looking for Faye--
- Shhh...
313
00:17:52,078 --> 00:17:55,276
Sorry, we’re not allowed
to talk to anyone
314
00:17:55,276 --> 00:17:56,672
outside of the workshops,
315
00:17:56,672 --> 00:18:00,078
and the only pleasure Oliver
gets is to narc on us.
316
00:18:01,111 --> 00:18:03,144
- Oh...
317
00:18:03,144 --> 00:18:04,738
Well, he uh...
318
00:18:04,738 --> 00:18:06,903
he doesn’t look too happy
to be here.
319
00:18:06,903 --> 00:18:08,573
- He’s Faye’s son.
320
00:18:08,573 --> 00:18:12,045
He got kicked out of private
school again.
321
00:18:12,045 --> 00:18:13,738
You’re the coroner, right?
322
00:18:15,804 --> 00:18:18,375
- Yeah, I’m uh...
I’m Jenny Cooper.
323
00:18:18,375 --> 00:18:20,177
- Tina.
324
00:18:20,177 --> 00:18:22,012
It sucks about Shirley.
325
00:18:22,012 --> 00:18:24,012
She seemed like a nice woman.
326
00:18:24,012 --> 00:18:26,243
You know, the day that
she bloomed,
327
00:18:26,243 --> 00:18:28,639
oh wow, was so powerful.
328
00:18:29,705 --> 00:18:32,474
- Yeah, I’m um... I’m trying
to make sense of her death.
329
00:18:32,474 --> 00:18:36,210
Because I-I don’t understand
why she would kill herself
330
00:18:36,210 --> 00:18:39,771
if she had just bloomed,
you know?
331
00:18:41,012 --> 00:18:43,837
- We’re not really supposed
to question Faye’s methods.
332
00:18:43,837 --> 00:18:46,375
What’s wrong with you
people?!
333
00:18:46,375 --> 00:18:47,979
Can’t you see this whole thing
is a lie?!
334
00:18:47,979 --> 00:18:51,375
- Whoa.
- She’s brainwashing you!
335
00:18:51,375 --> 00:18:53,639
Please, you’ve got to get
out of here, now,
336
00:18:53,639 --> 00:18:56,507
before this place
kills you too!
337
00:18:56,507 --> 00:18:59,375
Why-- Please!
338
00:18:59,375 --> 00:19:01,979
Why won’t any of you listen
to me?!
339
00:19:01,979 --> 00:19:04,210
- Sir!
- I’m begging you, please get--
340
00:19:04,210 --> 00:19:05,936
- Sir!
- Listen! Listen to me!
341
00:19:05,936 --> 00:19:09,111
- Hey! Hey!
- You!
- Hi!
342
00:19:09,111 --> 00:19:10,870
I’m listening.
343
00:19:10,870 --> 00:19:13,144
Were you a former participant?
344
00:19:14,078 --> 00:19:17,573
- Um... um, not me.
My son, Jonah.
345
00:19:20,936 --> 00:19:23,408
- If you don’t mind me asking,
what happened?
346
00:19:23,408 --> 00:19:24,771
- Uh,
347
00:19:26,408 --> 00:19:28,210
um, well, before he came here,
348
00:19:28,210 --> 00:19:30,177
he was uh...
349
00:19:30,177 --> 00:19:33,144
well, he was a little bit lost.
350
00:19:33,144 --> 00:19:34,672
Um...
351
00:19:35,606 --> 00:19:38,210
he begged us to pay for this
place - thousands of dollars.
352
00:19:40,606 --> 00:19:42,441
But then, when he came home,
353
00:19:45,804 --> 00:19:47,903
he was so much worse.
354
00:19:49,342 --> 00:19:51,672
- And what happened
to your son?
355
00:19:52,837 --> 00:19:55,012
- A month after he came here,
356
00:19:56,837 --> 00:19:59,309
he jumped off the Humber Bay
bridge.
357
00:20:03,375 --> 00:20:05,045
-
- I’m sorry.
358
00:20:16,804 --> 00:20:18,375
You know black
don’t crack, right?
359
00:20:18,375 --> 00:20:20,045
- Yeah. That’s what they say.
- That’s what they say.
360
00:20:20,045 --> 00:20:21,408
Come on.
- Here, are you ready?
361
00:20:21,408 --> 00:20:23,177
- Come on! Yeah, let’s go. Oh!
- Oh!
362
00:20:23,177 --> 00:20:24,408
Oh, Dad, you gotta make it
a little,
363
00:20:24,408 --> 00:20:26,078
you gotta make it
a little more difficult.
364
00:20:26,078 --> 00:20:27,309
Make it a little tougher.
- You know,
365
00:20:27,309 --> 00:20:29,012
since you were a kid,
I always let you win.
366
00:20:29,012 --> 00:20:30,639
- Used to let me win?
Oh, that’s so sweet.
367
00:20:30,639 --> 00:20:32,078
- But not today, baby.
- Not today?
368
00:20:32,078 --> 00:20:34,012
- Bring your best.
Come on, come on, come on.
369
00:20:34,012 --> 00:20:35,606
No, no, no!
- Oh!
370
00:20:35,606 --> 00:20:37,606
- I’m gonna school you!
Come on, son! Come on!
371
00:20:37,606 --> 00:20:39,606
Ha! Ha! Watch this, son!
-
372
00:20:39,606 --> 00:20:42,540
You know that’s a foul, right?
- No, baby, that’s game!
373
00:20:42,540 --> 00:20:44,408
- Ugh! You know you used
to be so much better
374
00:20:44,408 --> 00:20:46,672
at least hiding
how badly you cheat.
375
00:20:46,672 --> 00:20:48,705
- Come on now,
take your beating like a man.
376
00:20:48,705 --> 00:20:50,804
- All right,
good game, Pops.
377
00:20:50,804 --> 00:20:52,441
Good game.
378
00:21:07,837 --> 00:21:10,309
- You wanna know how an old man
like me could take you?
379
00:21:10,309 --> 00:21:13,045
- ’Cause you cheat?
380
00:21:13,045 --> 00:21:15,210
- Because now I’m finally
living.
381
00:21:15,210 --> 00:21:17,078
- And what exactly
were you doing before?
382
00:21:17,078 --> 00:21:19,309
- Paying bills.
Working two jobs.
383
00:21:19,309 --> 00:21:20,979
Waking up at the crack of dawn
384
00:21:20,979 --> 00:21:23,408
and coming home in the dead
of night.
385
00:21:23,408 --> 00:21:26,111
Now, I finally found my joy.
386
00:21:26,111 --> 00:21:28,309
- What’s her name?
- Mindy.
387
00:21:28,309 --> 00:21:29,979
- Oh, she’s something else!
Woo!
388
00:21:29,979 --> 00:21:32,375
- I bet.
- You got to see her, son.
389
00:21:32,375 --> 00:21:34,507
She makes a good ginger beer.
390
00:21:34,507 --> 00:21:36,210
Oh! I need you to water
my plants.
391
00:21:36,210 --> 00:21:37,639
- Where’re you going?
392
00:21:37,639 --> 00:21:39,540
- One of those all-inclusive
resorts,
393
00:21:39,540 --> 00:21:41,507
and all the drinks are free!
394
00:21:41,507 --> 00:21:43,243
- Okay, first of all,
the drinks are not free,
395
00:21:43,243 --> 00:21:44,903
they’re included in
the thousands of dollars
396
00:21:44,903 --> 00:21:46,408
you pay for a vacation
like that.
397
00:21:46,408 --> 00:21:48,243
And second, you really think
it’s a good idea
398
00:21:48,243 --> 00:21:49,573
to be going to a resort?
399
00:21:49,573 --> 00:21:51,979
- At least I’m not going
on a cruise.
400
00:21:51,979 --> 00:21:53,870
- Communal spaces, buffets...
401
00:21:53,870 --> 00:21:55,837
Dad, you’re seventy.
402
00:21:55,837 --> 00:21:57,771
- One day it’s the virus,
403
00:21:57,771 --> 00:21:59,441
the next day it’s something
else.
404
00:21:59,441 --> 00:22:01,705
I’m not gonna live in
that fear, son.
405
00:22:01,705 --> 00:22:04,276
I spent my whole life waiting
to shine.
406
00:22:04,276 --> 00:22:06,804
- Yeah, whatever.
407
00:22:06,804 --> 00:22:08,540
What, Malik?
408
00:22:10,936 --> 00:22:12,705
- You gotta go back to work?
- Yeah.
409
00:22:12,705 --> 00:22:15,144
Just check if you can get
a refund on that cruise,
410
00:22:15,144 --> 00:22:18,375
all right?
- It’s not a cruise!
411
00:22:20,573 --> 00:22:24,111
- Shirley was the second person
to commit suicide here.
412
00:22:25,441 --> 00:22:27,408
- Did you know the success
rate of Alcoholics Anonymous
413
00:22:27,408 --> 00:22:28,804
is five to ten percent?
414
00:22:28,804 --> 00:22:31,507
Meanwhile, Turning Tides’s
success rate is 85 percent.
415
00:22:32,573 --> 00:22:35,672
- Okay. But I’m still gonna
have to question your methods.
416
00:22:35,672 --> 00:22:37,540
- I know my methods
can’t save everyone,
417
00:22:37,540 --> 00:22:39,144
but I won’t turn anyone away,
418
00:22:39,144 --> 00:22:41,408
not even the lost causes.
419
00:22:41,408 --> 00:22:44,111
- So Shirley and Jonah
were lost causes?
420
00:22:44,111 --> 00:22:46,979
- Most people leave here
transformed for the better.
421
00:22:46,979 --> 00:22:49,474
- At what cost? Because
Shirley’s husband said
422
00:22:49,474 --> 00:22:52,309
that she took out $10,000
dollars before she died
423
00:22:52,309 --> 00:22:54,276
and he came here to talk
to her about it,
424
00:22:54,276 --> 00:22:55,903
but you wouldn’t let him in.
425
00:22:55,903 --> 00:22:57,474
- Beyond the registration fee,
426
00:22:57,474 --> 00:22:58,771
I’ve never taken a cent
from Shirley.
427
00:23:00,276 --> 00:23:02,276
If you really wanna know
what we’re doing here,
428
00:23:02,276 --> 00:23:03,979
observe.
429
00:23:03,979 --> 00:23:06,804
- Thank you, but no.
- Hmm.
430
00:23:11,342 --> 00:23:13,474
Yes.
431
00:23:37,870 --> 00:23:40,738
- I know some of you are still
feeling uncertain
432
00:23:40,738 --> 00:23:42,639
because of the recent tragedy,
433
00:23:42,639 --> 00:23:45,309
and I want you all to know
that this is still
434
00:23:45,309 --> 00:23:47,540
a very safe place.
435
00:23:47,540 --> 00:23:49,342
So...
436
00:23:49,342 --> 00:23:51,738
who would like to come up
and share?
437
00:23:55,639 --> 00:23:57,441
Tina?
438
00:24:07,979 --> 00:24:09,837
Why are you here?
439
00:24:10,979 --> 00:24:14,672
What do you wanna let go of?
440
00:24:14,672 --> 00:24:17,979
- My mom, uh, was...
441
00:24:17,979 --> 00:24:20,276
really verbally abusive
when I was a kid.
442
00:24:21,375 --> 00:24:22,979
It was brutal.
443
00:24:22,979 --> 00:24:25,309
And I could never say anything
back--
444
00:24:25,309 --> 00:24:26,903
- Why not?
445
00:24:26,903 --> 00:24:29,507
- Because she would...
yell more.
446
00:24:29,507 --> 00:24:31,771
I-I-I was afraid
she was gonna beat me.
447
00:24:31,771 --> 00:24:33,771
- Did she ever hit you?
448
00:24:33,771 --> 00:24:36,375
- No...
- Then stop making excuses.
449
00:24:36,375 --> 00:24:38,045
- I’m not.
450
00:24:38,045 --> 00:24:40,507
She squashed my spirit.
451
00:24:40,507 --> 00:24:43,243
Like I could never want
anything for myself.
452
00:24:43,243 --> 00:24:45,111
I was, I was afraid
it would be taken from me
453
00:24:45,111 --> 00:24:47,771
if I, if I spoke up,
if I wanted anything--
454
00:24:47,771 --> 00:24:50,507
- Grow up!
-
455
00:24:52,979 --> 00:24:56,111
Now you’re crying.
456
00:24:56,111 --> 00:24:58,705
Stop blaming your mother.
457
00:25:00,507 --> 00:25:02,276
- If you don’t get what
you want,
458
00:25:02,276 --> 00:25:04,045
whose fault is it?
459
00:25:04,045 --> 00:25:06,177
- It’s mine.
460
00:25:06,177 --> 00:25:08,705
- Okay, stop! Just, just--
461
00:25:08,705 --> 00:25:10,276
What are you...?
462
00:25:10,276 --> 00:25:11,837
You’re retraumatizing her!
463
00:25:11,837 --> 00:25:13,606
- If you don’t agree
with my methods,
464
00:25:13,606 --> 00:25:15,177
you’re free to leave.
465
00:25:15,177 --> 00:25:18,408
In fact, all of you are.
466
00:25:18,408 --> 00:25:21,903
If anyone here still questions
this process,
467
00:25:21,903 --> 00:25:24,903
please leave.
468
00:25:24,903 --> 00:25:26,672
- Are you okay?
469
00:25:29,111 --> 00:25:31,870
You’re saying...
470
00:25:31,870 --> 00:25:35,045
what you’re saying is...
471
00:25:35,045 --> 00:25:38,012
I’m not that little girl...
472
00:25:38,012 --> 00:25:40,144
and my mother can’t hurt me.
473
00:25:41,903 --> 00:25:44,540
That it’s... it’s my life.
474
00:25:46,111 --> 00:25:47,804
It’s my life!
475
00:25:48,738 --> 00:25:50,870
It’s my life.
476
00:26:00,672 --> 00:26:02,276
- Here.
477
00:26:02,276 --> 00:26:03,979
Yeah.
478
00:26:03,979 --> 00:26:05,738
Now, listen.
479
00:26:05,738 --> 00:26:07,979
We’re gonna be friends,
all right?
480
00:26:07,979 --> 00:26:11,276
Just you and me.
We’re--
481
00:26:11,276 --> 00:26:13,870
Oh, hi.
482
00:26:13,870 --> 00:26:15,606
Hmm?
483
00:26:17,870 --> 00:26:20,078
- Brush her, she likes it.
484
00:26:20,078 --> 00:26:21,771
- Oh yeah?
- Yeah.
485
00:26:21,771 --> 00:26:23,606
- Is this part of my therapy?
486
00:26:23,606 --> 00:26:26,111
- Not on your life.
487
00:26:26,111 --> 00:26:27,870
I’m only here for the horses.
488
00:26:27,870 --> 00:26:29,738
- Mm.
489
00:26:29,738 --> 00:26:32,078
- You know, they’ll let you
choose another horse.
490
00:26:33,870 --> 00:26:36,210
- Yeah, I know, but uh....
491
00:26:36,210 --> 00:26:39,540
I don’t wanna give up
on her yet.
492
00:26:39,540 --> 00:26:41,738
- Sometimes it’s not
a good fit.
493
00:26:41,738 --> 00:26:43,672
I’ve seen it happen.
494
00:26:43,672 --> 00:26:46,979
No connection,
it’s not working.
495
00:26:46,979 --> 00:26:50,441
Then they changes horses and...
496
00:26:50,441 --> 00:26:52,111
it’s better.
497
00:26:52,111 --> 00:26:53,573
- Oh.
498
00:26:55,309 --> 00:26:57,111
- You’re almost done here,
right?
499
00:26:57,111 --> 00:27:01,177
- Yeah. Time to start thinking
about what comes next.
500
00:27:01,177 --> 00:27:03,771
- Have you heard from Jenny?
501
00:27:03,771 --> 00:27:06,870
- Uh, no. She never answered
my letter.
502
00:27:08,804 --> 00:27:11,243
- You know, we could use
an extra hand around here.
503
00:27:13,012 --> 00:27:15,771
Would you consider staying on
as staff?
504
00:27:17,540 --> 00:27:19,210
Yeah, sure.
505
00:27:19,210 --> 00:27:20,979
Well, I’ll, I’ll think
about it.
506
00:27:33,804 --> 00:27:35,144
Mac, look.
507
00:27:35,144 --> 00:27:37,738
I found it on Bunz.
508
00:27:39,474 --> 00:27:41,375
Bunz. It’s like, uh,
Kijiji for hipsters -
509
00:27:41,375 --> 00:27:43,210
you trade and shop
with people online.
510
00:27:43,210 --> 00:27:45,144
Some guy found it in
a dumpster one block away
511
00:27:45,144 --> 00:27:46,705
from Randy Smith’s house.
512
00:27:46,705 --> 00:27:48,507
- Nice work.
- Thank you.
513
00:27:48,507 --> 00:27:50,045
And hey, I’m gonna find out
about your Thursday thing,
514
00:27:50,045 --> 00:27:53,177
you know.
515
00:27:53,177 --> 00:27:54,837
- Waxing.
- Oh.
516
00:27:54,837 --> 00:27:58,111
- It’s my waxing appointment.
- Okay, cool.
517
00:27:58,111 --> 00:27:59,837
Deflect. Yes, that’s fine.
-
518
00:27:59,837 --> 00:28:01,837
- Huh.
519
00:28:01,837 --> 00:28:03,045
- There’s our guy Andrew.
520
00:28:04,177 --> 00:28:06,639
- And there’s Randy.
Where’s your mask?!
521
00:28:06,639 --> 00:28:07,979
You-you-you’re food
is there.
522
00:28:07,979 --> 00:28:10,111
- Yeah, I seen the food.
523
00:28:10,111 --> 00:28:11,979
Wh-Where’s your mask?!
- Leave me alone!
524
00:28:11,979 --> 00:28:13,936
- You filthy people
and your viruses!
525
00:28:13,936 --> 00:28:16,375
- Hey, Hey! Easy...
And there’s our knife.
526
00:28:16,375 --> 00:28:19,375
Hmm. And there’s
our defensive wounds.
527
00:28:21,705 --> 00:28:23,210
Help!
528
00:28:23,210 --> 00:28:25,210
Get out of here!
You don’t belong here!
529
00:28:25,210 --> 00:28:27,342
He ran him
into traffic.
530
00:28:56,705 --> 00:28:58,177
- Hey.
- Hey.
531
00:28:58,177 --> 00:28:59,870
- Hi. Uh, quick question.
- Mm.
532
00:28:59,870 --> 00:29:03,441
- What, uh, is your official
policy on cell phones?
533
00:29:03,441 --> 00:29:05,639
- No phones. Faye says
interference from outside
534
00:29:05,639 --> 00:29:07,870
can make your "bloom" wither.
535
00:29:07,870 --> 00:29:09,342
- Ah! Okay.
536
00:29:09,342 --> 00:29:12,771
Uh... oh, and what was, um,
Shirley’s room number?
537
00:29:12,771 --> 00:29:15,408
- Uh... number 11.
- Awesome. Thank you.
538
00:29:54,738 --> 00:29:57,573
- I hope you get this.
The signal here is crap.
539
00:29:57,573 --> 00:29:59,979
Girl, where do I begin!
540
00:29:59,979 --> 00:30:02,705
Okay, first, I’m finally
leaving Victor.
541
00:30:02,705 --> 00:30:05,540
I called him today
and told him that it’s over.
542
00:30:05,540 --> 00:30:07,979
Nicole, it feels amazing!
543
00:30:07,979 --> 00:30:09,837
I feel like myself again,
544
00:30:09,837 --> 00:30:12,210
and it’s not just leaving
Victor.
545
00:30:12,210 --> 00:30:13,837
I’m in love!
546
00:30:13,837 --> 00:30:15,639
We talk every night,
547
00:30:15,639 --> 00:30:17,639
and I tell him things
I haven’t told anyone.
548
00:30:17,639 --> 00:30:19,309
Uh, and he’s gorgeous!
549
00:30:19,309 --> 00:30:21,078
Tall, beautiful eyes,
550
00:30:21,078 --> 00:30:23,408
and I don’t even mind
his beard!
551
00:30:23,408 --> 00:30:25,045
Bye!
552
00:30:51,705 --> 00:30:54,243
- Breathe.
553
00:30:56,540 --> 00:30:58,177
Fareed!
554
00:32:20,342 --> 00:32:22,078
- Need some help?
555
00:32:22,078 --> 00:32:23,979
- Oh, hah.
556
00:32:23,979 --> 00:32:26,078
Yeah, actually, I do.
I’m a...
557
00:32:26,078 --> 00:32:28,276
little lost and the flashlights
on these...
558
00:32:30,210 --> 00:32:32,408
- That’s why I always bring
these, just in case.
559
00:32:34,474 --> 00:32:36,672
- Is that uh...
560
00:32:36,672 --> 00:32:38,375
is that poison ivy?
561
00:32:38,375 --> 00:32:40,573
- Yeah, I stepped in some
in the woods.
562
00:32:40,573 --> 00:32:43,243
- Hmm. And when was that?
563
00:32:43,243 --> 00:32:46,243
- Uh, I got claustrophobic
a couple nights ago and...
564
00:32:46,243 --> 00:32:49,111
snuck out for a walk,
and a smoke.
565
00:32:49,111 --> 00:32:51,837
- Was Shirley with you?
566
00:32:51,837 --> 00:32:53,474
She had poison ivy too.
567
00:32:53,474 --> 00:32:55,012
- ’Kay, it’s not
what you think.
568
00:32:55,012 --> 00:32:57,243
- Well, what should I think,
Fareed?
569
00:32:57,243 --> 00:32:59,474
- ’Kay, she followed me
into the woods.
570
00:32:59,474 --> 00:33:01,111
’Kay, then she kissed me
571
00:33:01,111 --> 00:33:03,375
and she said that her husband
knew and...
572
00:33:03,375 --> 00:33:06,276
she can’t wait
and we should leave that night.
573
00:33:07,210 --> 00:33:09,111
She kept talking about
all these conversations
574
00:33:09,111 --> 00:33:11,012
that we had -
we’d stay up late -
575
00:33:11,012 --> 00:33:13,408
and all the promises
that I made to her.
576
00:33:13,408 --> 00:33:15,309
None of it was true.
577
00:33:15,309 --> 00:33:17,012
- What do you mean?
578
00:33:17,012 --> 00:33:19,276
- I never spoke to Shirley
before that night.
579
00:33:34,177 --> 00:33:36,111
- Ben?
- Hey.
580
00:33:36,111 --> 00:33:38,441
- Hey. I’m Detective McAvoy.
581
00:33:38,441 --> 00:33:41,738
Um, I’m sure your dad would
like for you to have this.
582
00:33:42,738 --> 00:33:44,573
- Thanks.
- And just so you know,
583
00:33:44,573 --> 00:33:46,441
we have more than enough
evidence to convict the man
584
00:33:46,441 --> 00:33:48,771
responsible for his death.
585
00:33:48,771 --> 00:33:52,243
- My dad said he wanted
my old bike back for exercise.
586
00:33:52,243 --> 00:33:54,507
- He didn’t tell you
he was delivering food?
587
00:33:54,507 --> 00:33:56,639
- He mentioned that some
of his investments took a hit
588
00:33:56,639 --> 00:33:59,111
during the pandemic, but...
589
00:33:59,111 --> 00:34:02,144
He sent me
tuition money last week.
590
00:34:04,342 --> 00:34:06,771
- My guess is he wanted
to protect you,
591
00:34:06,771 --> 00:34:08,144
let you focus on school.
592
00:34:08,144 --> 00:34:10,408
- Who cares about school?
593
00:34:10,408 --> 00:34:12,870
Some racist killed my dad.
He was 65-years-old.
594
00:34:12,870 --> 00:34:14,771
He should’ve been retired,
and now he’s dead!
595
00:34:16,012 --> 00:34:18,870
65 years for what?
596
00:34:18,870 --> 00:34:21,012
To end up like this guy
on the wall?
597
00:34:23,936 --> 00:34:25,705
Where’s the fairness in that?
598
00:34:35,540 --> 00:34:38,474
- Who were you talking to,
Shirley?
599
00:35:10,672 --> 00:35:12,111
- Hello?
600
00:35:15,639 --> 00:35:18,078
- Uh, it’s... it’s Jenny Cooper.
601
00:35:18,078 --> 00:35:20,342
I’m the coroner.
602
00:35:20,342 --> 00:35:22,705
What’s your name?
603
00:35:24,804 --> 00:35:28,012
Hello?
604
00:35:28,012 --> 00:35:30,177
Look, I just um...
605
00:35:30,177 --> 00:35:32,507
I just wanna know
what happened.
606
00:35:32,507 --> 00:35:34,276
Okay...
607
00:35:55,606 --> 00:35:57,639
Oliver?
608
00:36:07,771 --> 00:36:09,606
- Tell me how it started.
609
00:36:11,979 --> 00:36:15,210
- One night, I heard her
singing through the vent.
610
00:36:16,507 --> 00:36:18,111
I told her she had
a great voice
611
00:36:18,111 --> 00:36:21,408
and it kinda just kept going
from there.
612
00:36:32,441 --> 00:36:35,837
- ♪ It is well ♪
613
00:36:38,342 --> 00:36:41,738
♪ With my soul ♪
614
00:36:44,045 --> 00:36:46,243
♪ It is well ♪
615
00:36:47,177 --> 00:36:50,243
♪ It is well with... ♪
616
00:36:51,342 --> 00:36:53,903
♪ My soul ♪
617
00:36:57,342 --> 00:37:01,045
- It’s really cool how you sing
to yourself every night.
618
00:37:01,045 --> 00:37:03,474
- After hard days
it picks me up.
619
00:37:06,177 --> 00:37:08,078
Do you ever feel like...
620
00:37:08,078 --> 00:37:11,738
you’re defined by someone
else’s idea of you?
621
00:37:11,738 --> 00:37:13,408
- What do you mean?
622
00:37:15,012 --> 00:37:18,474
- Like the one person who’s
supposed to love you the most
623
00:37:18,474 --> 00:37:21,540
has no idea who you really are.
624
00:37:21,540 --> 00:37:25,540
- Yeah. I know exactly
what that’s like.
625
00:37:27,573 --> 00:37:29,408
- You know,
626
00:37:29,408 --> 00:37:31,276
let’s forget this pity party.
627
00:37:31,276 --> 00:37:33,804
Um, if you could be anywhere
right now,
628
00:37:33,804 --> 00:37:35,276
where would it be?
629
00:37:35,276 --> 00:37:38,804
Um... first place that comes
to mind.
630
00:37:38,804 --> 00:37:40,804
- The beach.
631
00:37:40,804 --> 00:37:42,936
- I’ve always wanted to go
to Hawaii!
632
00:37:42,936 --> 00:37:45,045
- We should go
and learn how to surf.
633
00:37:45,045 --> 00:37:48,243
- And only have drinks
with umbrellas.
634
00:37:48,243 --> 00:37:50,276
- That’d be great.
635
00:37:53,342 --> 00:37:55,408
- Tell me who you are.
636
00:37:57,276 --> 00:37:59,837
- Um...
637
00:37:59,837 --> 00:38:02,342
You’ll know me when you see me.
638
00:38:09,771 --> 00:38:12,540
- We would have mellow
conversations, at first.
639
00:38:14,210 --> 00:38:16,639
- And then it turned
into something more?
640
00:38:16,639 --> 00:38:19,045
- It just got too personal.
641
00:38:22,936 --> 00:38:24,936
- I can’t talk about it.
642
00:38:24,936 --> 00:38:26,309
- Come on, Shirley.
643
00:38:26,309 --> 00:38:29,738
You know you can tell me
anything.
644
00:38:29,738 --> 00:38:33,078
- I’ve... never had an orgasm.
645
00:38:33,078 --> 00:38:35,804
- You mean your husband never...
- Never.
646
00:38:36,979 --> 00:38:38,573
- Did you ever talk to him
about it?
647
00:38:38,573 --> 00:38:41,540
- I tried,
and then he tried, but...
648
00:38:41,540 --> 00:38:43,903
it didn’t happen.
649
00:38:43,903 --> 00:38:46,837
Then he shut down,
I shut down,
650
00:38:46,837 --> 00:38:49,903
and after, we pretended
everything was fine.
651
00:38:49,903 --> 00:38:51,936
That’s what he would
always say, we’re fine.
652
00:38:53,375 --> 00:38:56,309
But I want more than fine,
dammit!
653
00:38:58,441 --> 00:39:01,639
I want more
than fine.
654
00:39:04,573 --> 00:39:07,243
God,
would you listen to me.
655
00:39:07,243 --> 00:39:09,111
Faye was right, I’m pathetic.
656
00:39:09,111 --> 00:39:10,979
- No, don’t listen to Faye.
657
00:39:10,979 --> 00:39:13,012
That’s her thing,
to break you down,
658
00:39:13,012 --> 00:39:15,144
make you feel small.
659
00:39:15,144 --> 00:39:18,243
Shirley, you are not small.
You’re immense.
660
00:39:18,243 --> 00:39:20,276
Immensely wonderful,
and smart,
661
00:39:20,276 --> 00:39:22,573
and hilarious, and fun.
- Stop. Please.
662
00:39:22,573 --> 00:39:24,705
- No, no, no, it’s true.
663
00:39:24,705 --> 00:39:26,507
You’re the best thing
about this whole place
664
00:39:26,507 --> 00:39:29,144
and I can tell that
through a stupid vent.
665
00:39:29,144 --> 00:39:32,441
- It’s just,
I’ve been so lonely...
666
00:39:33,837 --> 00:39:35,672
for years.
667
00:39:35,672 --> 00:39:38,441
Sometimes it’s so heavy
668
00:39:40,375 --> 00:39:42,705
I can’t even get out of bed
in the morning.
669
00:39:44,045 --> 00:39:45,979
I feel like I have no one.
670
00:39:47,210 --> 00:39:48,979
- You have me.
671
00:39:53,078 --> 00:39:56,144
- Yeah... I do.
672
00:40:00,672 --> 00:40:04,540
- I knew it had gone too far,
but by then it was too late.
673
00:40:04,540 --> 00:40:06,342
- Gah!
674
00:40:06,342 --> 00:40:09,276
Please don’t do this!
Don’t push me away, Fareed.
675
00:40:09,276 --> 00:40:11,870
- What?
What’re you talking about?
676
00:40:11,870 --> 00:40:14,012
- I’m sorry I followed you
into the woods--
677
00:40:14,012 --> 00:40:17,210
- Oh no... Shirley,
what did you do?
678
00:40:17,210 --> 00:40:19,870
- I know you’re scared,
and you have a lot to lose.
679
00:40:19,870 --> 00:40:22,639
I do too.
But, but I already told Victor.
680
00:40:22,639 --> 00:40:24,474
I already got the money.
681
00:40:24,474 --> 00:40:26,606
It’s time for
our new beginning.
682
00:40:29,012 --> 00:40:32,408
- I... I don’t think
I can do this.
683
00:40:32,408 --> 00:40:35,540
- What?
684
00:40:35,540 --> 00:40:38,606
- I can’t! I can’t do this
anymore, Shirley!
685
00:40:38,606 --> 00:40:41,078
I can’t!
686
00:40:41,078 --> 00:40:43,804
- I blew up my whole life
for you!
687
00:40:55,012 --> 00:40:57,540
- I didn’t mean for Shirley
to hurt herself.
688
00:40:57,540 --> 00:41:00,979
It wasn’t supposed to be real.
689
00:41:00,979 --> 00:41:02,936
- Well, it was real
for Shirley.
690
00:41:17,573 --> 00:41:21,705
- Hey, Pop!
- Hey!
691
00:41:21,705 --> 00:41:23,705
Twice in one week.
What’s...
692
00:41:23,705 --> 00:41:26,375
what’s going on?
693
00:41:26,375 --> 00:41:28,210
What?
694
00:41:29,309 --> 00:41:31,375
What’s this?
- For your trip.
695
00:41:31,375 --> 00:41:33,738
There’s another one
in there for Mindy.
696
00:41:33,738 --> 00:41:35,606
- So all of a sudden,
you don’t have a problem
697
00:41:35,606 --> 00:41:37,144
with my vacation?
698
00:41:37,144 --> 00:41:39,441
- I don’t wanna be the one that
stops you from shining, Pops.
699
00:41:39,441 --> 00:41:42,573
- All right!
700
00:41:42,573 --> 00:41:43,804
- Ungh!
701
00:41:43,804 --> 00:41:46,111
♪ Every now and then ♪
702
00:41:47,441 --> 00:41:49,979
♪ Makes no difference ♪
703
00:41:49,979 --> 00:41:53,903
♪ Where you’re going ♪
704
00:41:53,903 --> 00:41:56,375
♪ You may be feeling low ♪
705
00:41:56,375 --> 00:42:00,507
♪ Oh, but let your face glow ♪
706
00:42:00,507 --> 00:42:03,309
♪ Your smile is so easy ♪
707
00:42:03,309 --> 00:42:07,309
♪ And it comes naturally ♪
708
00:42:07,309 --> 00:42:09,672
♪ You must remember ♪
709
00:42:09,672 --> 00:42:13,639
♪ Yeah, through the rain ♪
710
00:42:13,639 --> 00:42:16,672
♪ There’ll be sunshine again ♪
711
00:42:36,573 --> 00:42:45,705
♪ So try a little smile ♪
712
00:42:45,705 --> 00:42:48,012
♪ Every now and then ♪
713
00:42:48,012 --> 00:42:49,738
- Who is it?
714
00:42:51,078 --> 00:42:52,375
- It’s Jenny.
715
00:42:52,375 --> 00:42:56,045
♪ Treat your face the best ♪
716
00:42:56,045 --> 00:42:58,342
♪ You must remember ♪
717
00:42:58,342 --> 00:43:02,342
♪ Yeah, through the rain ♪
718
00:43:08,276 --> 00:43:09,903
♪ So try a new smile ♪
719
00:43:14,144 --> 00:43:16,606
♪ Every now and then ♪
720
00:43:16,606 --> 00:43:22,870
♪ Give your face a rest ♪