1 00:00:03,012 --> 00:00:10,441 ♪ Don’t take it for granted ♪ 2 00:00:10,441 --> 00:00:12,936 ♪ Love when you have it ♪ 3 00:00:12,936 --> 00:00:16,078 ♪ You might be looking over ♪ 4 00:00:16,078 --> 00:00:18,936 ♪ A lonelier shoulder ♪ 5 00:00:20,639 --> 00:00:22,144 "Dear Jenny, 6 00:00:22,144 --> 00:00:24,309 I’m in a rehab for vets. 7 00:00:24,309 --> 00:00:27,408 I think about you a lot, 8 00:00:27,408 --> 00:00:29,672 and I think about how I left." 9 00:00:29,672 --> 00:00:31,606 ♪ Now that we’re older ♪ 10 00:00:33,738 --> 00:00:36,012 "I know I promised not to leave you." 11 00:00:36,012 --> 00:00:38,144 ♪ Little we know... ♪ 12 00:00:38,144 --> 00:00:40,342 "I’m sorry it took so many months. 13 00:00:40,342 --> 00:00:42,342 I was pretty messed up for a while." 14 00:00:42,342 --> 00:00:44,903 ♪ I should have noticed ♪ 15 00:00:44,903 --> 00:00:47,474 "But I’m in a good place right now..." 16 00:00:48,738 --> 00:00:51,309 ♪ Won’t ever leave ♪ 17 00:00:52,507 --> 00:00:53,804 "and I miss you." 18 00:00:55,243 --> 00:00:57,276 ♪ One to deceive ♪ 19 00:00:57,276 --> 00:01:01,111 ♪ I’m beginning to wonder ♪ 20 00:01:01,111 --> 00:01:04,111 ♪ If anything’s real ♪ 21 00:01:04,111 --> 00:01:08,111 ♪ Guess we’re just at the mercy ♪ 22 00:01:08,111 --> 00:01:10,903 ♪ Of the way that we feel ♪ 23 00:01:33,507 --> 00:01:39,672 ♪ Alive with a past ♪ 24 00:01:39,672 --> 00:01:42,804 ♪ No other can share ♪ 25 00:01:42,804 --> 00:01:45,979 ♪ Alone with a heart ♪ 26 00:01:45,979 --> 00:01:49,144 ♪ No other can bear ♪ 27 00:01:49,144 --> 00:01:52,507 ♪ So give me some heaven ♪ 28 00:01:52,507 --> 00:01:54,210 "I’d like to see you. 29 00:01:54,210 --> 00:01:56,540 Let me know if you feel the same. 30 00:01:56,540 --> 00:01:57,837 Je t’embrasse." 31 00:01:57,837 --> 00:02:00,606 ♪ Make me eternal ♪ 32 00:02:00,606 --> 00:02:04,210 ♪ There in your smile ♪ 33 00:02:20,243 --> 00:02:22,144 - Shirley? 34 00:02:24,936 --> 00:02:26,771 Are you okay? 35 00:02:44,672 --> 00:02:46,705 With everything that’s happened, 36 00:02:46,705 --> 00:02:48,078 do you wanna see Liam? 37 00:02:50,012 --> 00:02:51,573 - I mean, yea-- 38 00:02:51,573 --> 00:02:54,705 Yeah, I mean, of course I do. I just... 39 00:02:54,705 --> 00:02:55,837 The last time we saw each other, 40 00:02:55,837 --> 00:02:57,474 we said, you know, he said, "I love you," 41 00:02:57,474 --> 00:03:01,012 he said he was sorry, 42 00:03:01,012 --> 00:03:03,078 and then we said goodbye. 43 00:03:03,078 --> 00:03:05,078 - And you thought goodbye was permanent. 44 00:03:05,078 --> 00:03:07,210 - Yeah, I mean, I didn’t hear from him for five months. 45 00:03:07,210 --> 00:03:09,078 I mean, what was I supposed to think? 46 00:03:09,078 --> 00:03:11,078 - Well, there’s no statutory limit on love. 47 00:03:11,078 --> 00:03:14,309 - Yeah, but I don’t understand how, in my gut, I was so sure, 48 00:03:14,309 --> 00:03:18,078 and yet I was so wrong, you know? 49 00:03:19,144 --> 00:03:21,771 - Gut feelings are conditioned responses... 50 00:03:21,771 --> 00:03:24,012 sometimes to trauma. 51 00:03:24,012 --> 00:03:26,639 In your personal life, 52 00:03:26,639 --> 00:03:28,837 are there other people who’ve left? 53 00:03:30,309 --> 00:03:33,210 - Well, I mean, my sister died. 54 00:03:33,210 --> 00:03:36,210 That’s leaving, I guess. 55 00:03:36,210 --> 00:03:38,540 - And then your mother left, Jenny. 56 00:03:42,309 --> 00:03:44,375 Does thinking about it shut you down? 57 00:03:46,045 --> 00:03:48,771 - No... no. 58 00:03:48,771 --> 00:03:51,408 - It’s perfectly natural to go to a place of "no," 59 00:03:51,408 --> 00:03:53,771 in your body and your mind, 60 00:03:53,771 --> 00:03:55,903 to protect yourself. 61 00:03:57,243 --> 00:03:58,738 Here’ 62 00:03:58,738 --> 00:04:00,639 For the rest of the week, I want you to say yes 63 00:04:00,639 --> 00:04:02,144 to everything. - 64 00:04:02,144 --> 00:04:04,243 - No matter what your gut says. - 65 00:04:05,441 --> 00:04:08,639 Let your life unfold, Jenny. 66 00:04:08,639 --> 00:04:10,342 Surprise yourself. 67 00:04:19,177 --> 00:04:21,342 - It’s work. 68 00:04:21,342 --> 00:04:22,804 Always on call. 69 00:04:22,804 --> 00:04:24,408 I can relate. 70 00:04:25,375 --> 00:04:26,903 So your biopsy shows that 71 00:04:26,903 --> 00:04:30,375 you have Solitary Spinal Plasmacytoma. 72 00:04:30,375 --> 00:04:32,144 - Uh... 73 00:04:32,144 --> 00:04:34,738 - A low tumour in the lumbar spine. 74 00:04:41,342 --> 00:04:43,507 Your lumbar puncture confirms that it hasn’t spread, 75 00:04:43,507 --> 00:04:44,903 which is good. 76 00:04:44,903 --> 00:04:46,507 - Okay. 77 00:04:47,705 --> 00:04:49,276 - The tumour explains the pain in your leg, 78 00:04:49,276 --> 00:04:51,804 and why it progressed to your back. 79 00:04:51,804 --> 00:04:53,474 - Okay. 80 00:04:53,474 --> 00:04:54,936 - Without the pain, 81 00:04:54,936 --> 00:04:57,045 we wouldn’t have caught it as quickly as we did. 82 00:04:57,045 --> 00:05:00,573 So, that’s a good thing too. - Mm-hmm. 83 00:05:00,573 --> 00:05:02,705 - You’ll need to start a regular course of radiation 84 00:05:02,705 --> 00:05:04,309 as soon as possible. 85 00:05:04,309 --> 00:05:06,408 How about Thursdays? 86 00:05:06,408 --> 00:05:08,738 - Um... 87 00:05:09,705 --> 00:05:12,276 uh, will I, will I be able to work? 88 00:05:12,276 --> 00:05:14,276 - Well, there can be some side effects to the treatment - 89 00:05:14,276 --> 00:05:16,408 fatigue, nausea - 90 00:05:16,408 --> 00:05:18,738 but you’re free to work if you feel up to it. 91 00:05:23,979 --> 00:05:26,210 Oh, you’ll need a ride home Thursday. 92 00:05:26,210 --> 00:05:28,375 We don’t know how you’ll react to the radiation. 93 00:05:28,375 --> 00:05:30,474 You might need someone to take care of you. 94 00:05:49,804 --> 00:05:51,540 Ma’am? Please, ma’am. 95 00:05:51,540 --> 00:05:53,606 Ma’am, stop! Stop! You can’t go there. 96 00:05:53,606 --> 00:05:56,012 - Suddenly, he was just there. 97 00:05:56,012 --> 00:05:58,375 I pulled up... I don’t know... 98 00:05:58,375 --> 00:06:00,375 I can’t get fired! 99 00:06:00,375 --> 00:06:03,210 I’m... 100 00:06:09,738 --> 00:06:11,936 - You’re late. 101 00:06:11,936 --> 00:06:13,771 - Who do we have here? 102 00:06:13,771 --> 00:06:16,012 - Andrew Park, courier for FoodScouts. 103 00:06:16,012 --> 00:06:18,441 He was 65. He was hit by the van. 104 00:06:18,441 --> 00:06:20,210 - Mm. Cause of death, check. 105 00:06:20,210 --> 00:06:22,144 - Well, what you see isn’t always what you get. 106 00:06:22,144 --> 00:06:23,903 So we’re gonna send the body to pathology 107 00:06:23,903 --> 00:06:25,474 and see what they can tell us. 108 00:06:25,474 --> 00:06:27,210 - Death waits on no man. 109 00:06:27,210 --> 00:06:29,342 - Except for this woman. 110 00:06:40,738 --> 00:06:42,375 Hey, Mac. 111 00:06:42,375 --> 00:06:44,837 Where were you? - Minding my business. 112 00:06:44,837 --> 00:06:46,540 You should do the same. 113 00:06:46,540 --> 00:06:48,639 - Yo, are you getting some? 114 00:06:48,639 --> 00:06:51,012 Oh, Big D, you big dog! 115 00:06:51,012 --> 00:06:52,309 - You talked to the driver? 116 00:06:52,309 --> 00:06:53,979 - Yeah. She said the guy came out of nowhere, 117 00:06:53,979 --> 00:06:56,012 ran right in front of her. - Ran? He was on foot? 118 00:06:56,012 --> 00:06:57,771 - All the witnesses confirm her story. 119 00:06:57,771 --> 00:06:59,738 - Delivery guys don’t usually travel by foot. 120 00:06:59,738 --> 00:07:01,507 So where’s his vehicle? 121 00:07:01,507 --> 00:07:02,936 - Well, I’ll contact FoodScouts, 122 00:07:02,936 --> 00:07:05,078 ask if he used a car or bike for deliveries. 123 00:07:05,078 --> 00:07:07,177 - All right. 124 00:07:07,177 --> 00:07:09,243 - Huh. 125 00:07:20,573 --> 00:07:22,243 Dr. Cooper. 126 00:07:24,045 --> 00:07:28,045 - It’s beautiful here. - Isn’t it? 127 00:07:28,045 --> 00:07:31,606 I’m sorry you’re here under these circumstances. 128 00:07:31,606 --> 00:07:34,045 Normally, this is a place of new beginnings. 129 00:07:35,441 --> 00:07:37,309 Right this way. 130 00:07:38,936 --> 00:07:41,276 - So, uh, how does the retreat work? 131 00:07:41,276 --> 00:07:42,936 - It’s a silent retreat. 132 00:07:42,936 --> 00:07:45,936 Very structured schedule - ten days, ten participants. 133 00:07:45,936 --> 00:07:47,804 They take workshops or seminars 134 00:07:47,804 --> 00:07:49,243 for about 12 hours each day. 135 00:07:50,276 --> 00:07:52,507 - Wow, that’s a long day. 136 00:07:52,507 --> 00:07:54,045 - I think of it as a luxury. 137 00:07:54,045 --> 00:07:55,804 I mean, when’s the last time you spent 138 00:07:55,804 --> 00:07:59,078 all that time on nothing but yourself? 139 00:07:59,078 --> 00:08:01,540 - Well, not since my son was born. 140 00:08:02,474 --> 00:08:04,573 Definitely not since my dad moved in. 141 00:08:11,979 --> 00:08:14,045 - Just this way. 142 00:08:15,507 --> 00:08:18,672 - Did you make this maze? 143 00:08:18,672 --> 00:08:21,012 - It’s a good metaphor for life. 144 00:08:22,408 --> 00:08:24,144 - Huh. 145 00:09:21,342 --> 00:09:23,474 There’s no sign of injury. 146 00:09:25,309 --> 00:09:28,243 - This is a medical form she filled out for our records. 147 00:09:28,243 --> 00:09:30,441 - Shirley Brownstone. 148 00:09:30,441 --> 00:09:33,144 No pre-existing medical conditions, 149 00:09:33,144 --> 00:09:35,243 no medications. 150 00:09:35,243 --> 00:09:37,243 Was she exhibiting any sign of illness? 151 00:09:37,243 --> 00:09:40,573 - No, nothing. 152 00:09:40,573 --> 00:09:42,540 In fact, she was great. 153 00:09:42,540 --> 00:09:45,441 Shirley had bloomed. 154 00:09:45,441 --> 00:09:48,705 It’s crushing that she died here, of all places. 155 00:09:51,045 --> 00:09:52,771 - Why’s that? 156 00:09:52,771 --> 00:09:54,705 - Because in the maze, you... 157 00:09:54,705 --> 00:09:57,045 you don’t lose yourself. 158 00:09:57,045 --> 00:09:58,870 You find yourself. 159 00:10:01,144 --> 00:10:03,309 - I’m Fareed, I’m the one who found Shirley. 160 00:10:04,243 --> 00:10:06,111 Can I ask, how did she die? 161 00:10:06,111 --> 00:10:07,672 - Uh, we don’t know that yet. 162 00:10:07,672 --> 00:10:09,672 We’re gonna have to do an autopsy. 163 00:10:09,672 --> 00:10:11,573 - I can’t believe that this happened. 164 00:10:11,573 --> 00:10:13,144 I mean, that she died here. 165 00:10:13,144 --> 00:10:14,474 She just bloomed a few days ago. 166 00:10:14,474 --> 00:10:16,771 - Sorry, can I, can I ask, um... 167 00:10:16,771 --> 00:10:19,045 what does "bloomed" mean? 168 00:10:19,045 --> 00:10:20,979 - Oh, it’s an expression that Faye uses 169 00:10:20,979 --> 00:10:22,573 for a moment of transformation. 170 00:10:22,573 --> 00:10:24,804 When you finally break free of whatever pain or fear 171 00:10:24,804 --> 00:10:26,507 brought you here. 172 00:10:26,507 --> 00:10:29,012 - Hmm. 173 00:10:29,012 --> 00:10:31,573 Does... does everyone experience that? 174 00:10:32,540 --> 00:10:34,375 - It’s what we’re all working towards. 175 00:10:34,375 --> 00:10:37,705 When you realize that there’s nothing standing between you 176 00:10:37,705 --> 00:10:40,012 and the life that you want. 177 00:10:42,837 --> 00:10:44,837 - Must be nice. 178 00:10:48,309 --> 00:10:50,903 It’s okay. Good. 179 00:10:53,012 --> 00:10:54,672 - Hey... - Come on! That’s it, 180 00:10:54,672 --> 00:10:56,441 that a girl. 181 00:10:56,441 --> 00:10:58,507 Come on. 182 00:10:58,507 --> 00:11:01,144 How do you think she’s reacting to you today? 183 00:11:01,144 --> 00:11:04,177 - Come here. - Just breathe. 184 00:11:04,177 --> 00:11:05,606 - It’s okay... 185 00:11:05,606 --> 00:11:08,276 - Keep going. 186 00:11:08,276 --> 00:11:10,342 - Yeah, easy... 187 00:11:13,045 --> 00:11:14,276 - It’s... 188 00:11:14,276 --> 00:11:15,936 - Okay. - It’s okay. 189 00:11:15,936 --> 00:11:18,606 Establish a connection. It’s okay. 190 00:11:18,606 --> 00:11:20,837 - Okay, hey... Okay. 191 00:11:20,837 --> 00:11:21,903 - Oh. 192 00:11:21,903 --> 00:11:23,870 - Okay. 193 00:11:23,870 --> 00:11:25,870 She won’t settle, eh? 194 00:11:25,870 --> 00:11:27,276 - Just takes time. 195 00:11:30,837 --> 00:11:33,573 - Hey... you and me, okay? 196 00:11:35,408 --> 00:11:37,243 You and me. 197 00:12:00,342 --> 00:12:03,111 - Maybe tomorrow, Liam. - Yeah. 198 00:12:03,111 --> 00:12:05,441 - Just keep trying, little bits at a time. 199 00:12:05,441 --> 00:12:07,672 - Sure. 200 00:12:11,771 --> 00:12:14,606 - She still doesn’t like you. 201 00:12:14,606 --> 00:12:16,408 Come on. 202 00:12:18,408 --> 00:12:21,979 - Give it time. I’m an acquired taste. 203 00:12:25,210 --> 00:12:26,540 - Andrew Park’s cause of death 204 00:12:26,540 --> 00:12:28,573 was blunt force trauma to the head. 205 00:12:28,573 --> 00:12:30,507 Makes sense. That van hit him pretty hard. 206 00:12:30,507 --> 00:12:34,243 - Yeah. I found shards of glass in his skull. 207 00:12:35,177 --> 00:12:37,309 I actually found something else kind of interesting too. 208 00:12:37,309 --> 00:12:39,738 Once I washed off all the blood, 209 00:12:39,738 --> 00:12:41,606 there were cuts like knife marks 210 00:12:41,606 --> 00:12:43,540 that were not from the accident. 211 00:12:43,540 --> 00:12:45,979 - Defensive wounds? - Yeah, looks like it. 212 00:12:45,979 --> 00:12:48,375 - Knife marks and running into traffic? 213 00:12:48,375 --> 00:12:50,573 Let me call you back. - Okay. 214 00:12:51,903 --> 00:12:53,441 What’s your body telling you? 215 00:12:53,441 --> 00:12:55,375 - Not much from the outside, 216 00:12:55,375 --> 00:12:57,375 but there’s no external signs of injury. 217 00:12:57,375 --> 00:13:01,144 She does have a rash on her legs. 218 00:13:01,144 --> 00:13:02,606 Poison Ivy. 219 00:13:02,606 --> 00:13:06,111 - Hmm. I have seen it in worse places. 220 00:13:06,111 --> 00:13:07,375 It does make sense though. 221 00:13:07,375 --> 00:13:10,243 There was a lot of forest around the retreat. 222 00:13:10,243 --> 00:13:12,606 - Turning Tides sounds nice. 223 00:13:12,606 --> 00:13:14,804 - Yeah, it was uh... peaceful. 224 00:13:14,804 --> 00:13:17,243 I can see how someone would bloom there. 225 00:13:17,243 --> 00:13:18,837 - "Bloom?" 226 00:13:19,903 --> 00:13:23,012 Whoa! We have a bezoar in the GI tract. 227 00:13:23,012 --> 00:13:24,672 Looks like... 228 00:13:24,672 --> 00:13:27,144 unabsorbed pills. 229 00:13:27,144 --> 00:13:31,771 - Takes a lot of pills to cause a ball that size. 230 00:13:33,243 --> 00:13:35,606 - If Shirley had "bloomed," 231 00:13:35,606 --> 00:13:37,903 then why did she take her own life? 232 00:13:42,507 --> 00:13:44,243 I’m starting a pickup game with the guys 233 00:13:44,243 --> 00:13:45,936 on Thursdays. You wanna join? 234 00:13:45,936 --> 00:13:48,606 Uh, I’m busy. - Every Thursday? 235 00:13:48,606 --> 00:13:50,573 I’m starting to think you don’t have a woman. 236 00:13:50,573 --> 00:13:52,276 You’re too tense. 237 00:13:52,276 --> 00:13:53,936 Are you taking a class or something? 238 00:13:53,936 --> 00:13:55,573 - What’s the house number? - 216. 239 00:13:55,573 --> 00:13:57,276 Ah, it must be something embarrassing. 240 00:13:57,276 --> 00:13:59,111 Like salsa dancing or something? 241 00:13:59,111 --> 00:14:01,012 - What’s the guy’s name? - Randy Smith. 242 00:14:01,012 --> 00:14:03,672 You know, I’m gonna figure this out, right? 243 00:14:03,672 --> 00:14:05,309 Those hips don’t lie. 244 00:14:10,507 --> 00:14:12,837 I’m Detective Abed, this is Detective McAvoy. 245 00:14:12,837 --> 00:14:14,408 Did you have food delivered yesterday? 246 00:14:14,408 --> 00:14:16,276 - Yeah. 247 00:14:16,276 --> 00:14:17,507 - Is this the guy? 248 00:14:17,507 --> 00:14:19,177 - Guess so. 249 00:14:19,177 --> 00:14:20,606 I didn’t really see him. 250 00:14:20,606 --> 00:14:23,210 - Was he wearing a mask? - Yeah, 251 00:14:23,210 --> 00:14:24,738 but he looked Asian. 252 00:14:25,870 --> 00:14:28,045 - Well, this guy was killed yesterday, hit by a van. 253 00:14:28,045 --> 00:14:29,639 - I don’t drive a van. 254 00:14:29,639 --> 00:14:31,606 - Your house was the last scheduled delivery. 255 00:14:31,606 --> 00:14:33,672 - Oh. 256 00:14:33,672 --> 00:14:35,276 - There’s some indication 257 00:14:35,276 --> 00:14:37,012 that he had an altercation with someone. 258 00:14:37,012 --> 00:14:38,408 Know anything about that? 259 00:14:38,408 --> 00:14:40,705 - No, but that kinda thing happens all the time now. 260 00:14:40,705 --> 00:14:43,738 This neighbourhood’s really changed. Is that all? 261 00:14:43,738 --> 00:14:45,870 - Yeah, for now. Why don’t you, uh... 262 00:14:45,870 --> 00:14:49,078 give us a call if you remember or hear anything. 263 00:14:50,342 --> 00:14:52,210 - Uh, one more thing, um... 264 00:14:52,210 --> 00:14:54,177 did the delivery guy leave on a bike? 265 00:14:54,177 --> 00:14:57,012 - Yeah. Took off like a bat out of hell. 266 00:14:57,012 --> 00:14:59,342 Guess he had somewhere to be. 267 00:15:02,936 --> 00:15:05,276 - He didn’t really see him, but he "looked Asian?" 268 00:15:05,276 --> 00:15:07,045 - You know, a lot of food delivery services 269 00:15:07,045 --> 00:15:09,771 put cameras on their vehicles for insurance purposes. 270 00:15:09,771 --> 00:15:11,540 - We need to find that bike. 271 00:15:12,441 --> 00:15:15,903 - The police did find an empty bottle of acetaminophen 272 00:15:15,903 --> 00:15:18,078 in your wife’s room, 273 00:15:18,078 --> 00:15:21,045 so we have ruled it a suicide. 274 00:15:22,045 --> 00:15:24,738 I’m so sorry. I know this hard to hear. 275 00:15:27,078 --> 00:15:29,903 Had anything changed... recently? 276 00:15:29,903 --> 00:15:31,837 Like was she um... 277 00:15:31,837 --> 00:15:33,979 was she sad, or was she depressed at all? 278 00:15:35,441 --> 00:15:38,870 - The COVID crisis was hard on us, on everyone - 279 00:15:38,870 --> 00:15:42,342 stuck at home, nothing to do but worry - 280 00:15:42,342 --> 00:15:44,177 but we were fine. 281 00:15:45,672 --> 00:15:47,672 I thought we were fine. 282 00:15:47,672 --> 00:15:50,243 Shirley said she was going to Turning Tides to... 283 00:15:50,243 --> 00:15:52,540 re-center herself. 284 00:15:52,540 --> 00:15:55,903 I didn’t ask specifics. 285 00:15:55,903 --> 00:15:57,507 Three days ago, she left a voicemail 286 00:15:57,507 --> 00:16:00,078 saying she wanted a divorce. 287 00:16:00,078 --> 00:16:02,243 - She didn’t say why? 288 00:16:02,243 --> 00:16:04,276 - No. 289 00:16:04,276 --> 00:16:06,144 The next day... 290 00:16:06,144 --> 00:16:08,979 she withdrew $10,000 dollars from our account. 291 00:16:10,111 --> 00:16:11,738 I went there, 292 00:16:11,738 --> 00:16:13,177 but the woman who runs the place 293 00:16:13,177 --> 00:16:15,243 wouldn’t let me see her, 294 00:16:15,243 --> 00:16:18,243 said "no outside contact allowed." 295 00:16:18,243 --> 00:16:20,078 I just wanted to talk to her. 296 00:16:20,078 --> 00:16:22,144 I would never hurt my wife. 297 00:16:26,243 --> 00:16:27,705 I’m here to answer phones. 298 00:16:27,705 --> 00:16:29,111 I’m not going to woo-woo with you. 299 00:16:29,111 --> 00:16:30,507 Did you ever consider the fact 300 00:16:30,507 --> 00:16:32,375 that you might get something from the experience? 301 00:16:32,375 --> 00:16:34,408 Did you ever consider that you’re not as good at this 302 00:16:34,408 --> 00:16:36,375 as you think? 303 00:16:36,375 --> 00:16:38,111 I’m not going to do this. 304 00:16:38,111 --> 00:16:41,177 - I am so disappointed in you, Oliver. 305 00:16:46,804 --> 00:16:48,474 - You okay? 306 00:16:48,474 --> 00:16:51,474 - No one in this place is okay. 307 00:16:52,474 --> 00:16:55,441 - Uh... I’m Doctor Jenny Cooper, I was uh... 308 00:16:55,441 --> 00:16:57,738 I was actually hoping I could speak to Faye. 309 00:16:57,738 --> 00:16:59,705 - She’s about to start a seminar right now. 310 00:16:59,705 --> 00:17:02,540 Uh, one second please. 311 00:17:05,408 --> 00:17:07,979 Hello? Turning Tides. Yes. 312 00:17:45,144 --> 00:17:48,012 - Hey, I’m looking for Faye-- - Shhh... 313 00:17:52,078 --> 00:17:55,276 Sorry, we’re not allowed to talk to anyone 314 00:17:55,276 --> 00:17:56,672 outside of the workshops, 315 00:17:56,672 --> 00:18:00,078 and the only pleasure Oliver gets is to narc on us. 316 00:18:01,111 --> 00:18:03,144 - Oh... 317 00:18:03,144 --> 00:18:04,738 Well, he uh... 318 00:18:04,738 --> 00:18:06,903 he doesn’t look too happy to be here. 319 00:18:06,903 --> 00:18:08,573 - He’s Faye’s son. 320 00:18:08,573 --> 00:18:12,045 He got kicked out of private school again. 321 00:18:12,045 --> 00:18:13,738 You’re the coroner, right? 322 00:18:15,804 --> 00:18:18,375 - Yeah, I’m uh... I’m Jenny Cooper. 323 00:18:18,375 --> 00:18:20,177 - Tina. 324 00:18:20,177 --> 00:18:22,012 It sucks about Shirley. 325 00:18:22,012 --> 00:18:24,012 She seemed like a nice woman. 326 00:18:24,012 --> 00:18:26,243 You know, the day that she bloomed, 327 00:18:26,243 --> 00:18:28,639 oh wow, was so powerful. 328 00:18:29,705 --> 00:18:32,474 - Yeah, I’m um... I’m trying to make sense of her death. 329 00:18:32,474 --> 00:18:36,210 Because I-I don’t understand why she would kill herself 330 00:18:36,210 --> 00:18:39,771 if she had just bloomed, you know? 331 00:18:41,012 --> 00:18:43,837 - We’re not really supposed to question Faye’s methods. 332 00:18:43,837 --> 00:18:46,375 What’s wrong with you people?! 333 00:18:46,375 --> 00:18:47,979 Can’t you see this whole thing is a lie?! 334 00:18:47,979 --> 00:18:51,375 - Whoa. - She’s brainwashing you! 335 00:18:51,375 --> 00:18:53,639 Please, you’ve got to get out of here, now, 336 00:18:53,639 --> 00:18:56,507 before this place kills you too! 337 00:18:56,507 --> 00:18:59,375 Why-- Please! 338 00:18:59,375 --> 00:19:01,979 Why won’t any of you listen to me?! 339 00:19:01,979 --> 00:19:04,210 - Sir! - I’m begging you, please get-- 340 00:19:04,210 --> 00:19:05,936 - Sir! - Listen! Listen to me! 341 00:19:05,936 --> 00:19:09,111 - Hey! Hey! - You! - Hi! 342 00:19:09,111 --> 00:19:10,870 I’m listening. 343 00:19:10,870 --> 00:19:13,144 Were you a former participant? 344 00:19:14,078 --> 00:19:17,573 - Um... um, not me. My son, Jonah. 345 00:19:20,936 --> 00:19:23,408 - If you don’t mind me asking, what happened? 346 00:19:23,408 --> 00:19:24,771 - Uh, 347 00:19:26,408 --> 00:19:28,210 um, well, before he came here, 348 00:19:28,210 --> 00:19:30,177 he was uh... 349 00:19:30,177 --> 00:19:33,144 well, he was a little bit lost. 350 00:19:33,144 --> 00:19:34,672 Um... 351 00:19:35,606 --> 00:19:38,210 he begged us to pay for this place - thousands of dollars. 352 00:19:40,606 --> 00:19:42,441 But then, when he came home, 353 00:19:45,804 --> 00:19:47,903 he was so much worse. 354 00:19:49,342 --> 00:19:51,672 - And what happened to your son? 355 00:19:52,837 --> 00:19:55,012 - A month after he came here, 356 00:19:56,837 --> 00:19:59,309 he jumped off the Humber Bay bridge. 357 00:20:03,375 --> 00:20:05,045 - - I’m sorry. 358 00:20:16,804 --> 00:20:18,375 You know black don’t crack, right? 359 00:20:18,375 --> 00:20:20,045 - Yeah. That’s what they say. - That’s what they say. 360 00:20:20,045 --> 00:20:21,408 Come on. - Here, are you ready? 361 00:20:21,408 --> 00:20:23,177 - Come on! Yeah, let’s go. Oh! - Oh! 362 00:20:23,177 --> 00:20:24,408 Oh, Dad, you gotta make it a little, 363 00:20:24,408 --> 00:20:26,078 you gotta make it a little more difficult. 364 00:20:26,078 --> 00:20:27,309 Make it a little tougher. - You know, 365 00:20:27,309 --> 00:20:29,012 since you were a kid, I always let you win. 366 00:20:29,012 --> 00:20:30,639 - Used to let me win? Oh, that’s so sweet. 367 00:20:30,639 --> 00:20:32,078 - But not today, baby. - Not today? 368 00:20:32,078 --> 00:20:34,012 - Bring your best. Come on, come on, come on. 369 00:20:34,012 --> 00:20:35,606 No, no, no! - Oh! 370 00:20:35,606 --> 00:20:37,606 - I’m gonna school you! Come on, son! Come on! 371 00:20:37,606 --> 00:20:39,606 Ha! Ha! Watch this, son! - 372 00:20:39,606 --> 00:20:42,540 You know that’s a foul, right? - No, baby, that’s game! 373 00:20:42,540 --> 00:20:44,408 - Ugh! You know you used to be so much better 374 00:20:44,408 --> 00:20:46,672 at least hiding how badly you cheat. 375 00:20:46,672 --> 00:20:48,705 - Come on now, take your beating like a man. 376 00:20:48,705 --> 00:20:50,804 - All right, good game, Pops. 377 00:20:50,804 --> 00:20:52,441 Good game. 378 00:21:07,837 --> 00:21:10,309 - You wanna know how an old man like me could take you? 379 00:21:10,309 --> 00:21:13,045 - ’Cause you cheat? 380 00:21:13,045 --> 00:21:15,210 - Because now I’m finally living. 381 00:21:15,210 --> 00:21:17,078 - And what exactly were you doing before? 382 00:21:17,078 --> 00:21:19,309 - Paying bills. Working two jobs. 383 00:21:19,309 --> 00:21:20,979 Waking up at the crack of dawn 384 00:21:20,979 --> 00:21:23,408 and coming home in the dead of night. 385 00:21:23,408 --> 00:21:26,111 Now, I finally found my joy. 386 00:21:26,111 --> 00:21:28,309 - What’s her name? - Mindy. 387 00:21:28,309 --> 00:21:29,979 - Oh, she’s something else! Woo! 388 00:21:29,979 --> 00:21:32,375 - I bet. - You got to see her, son. 389 00:21:32,375 --> 00:21:34,507 She makes a good ginger beer. 390 00:21:34,507 --> 00:21:36,210 Oh! I need you to water my plants. 391 00:21:36,210 --> 00:21:37,639 - Where’re you going? 392 00:21:37,639 --> 00:21:39,540 - One of those all-inclusive resorts, 393 00:21:39,540 --> 00:21:41,507 and all the drinks are free! 394 00:21:41,507 --> 00:21:43,243 - Okay, first of all, the drinks are not free, 395 00:21:43,243 --> 00:21:44,903 they’re included in the thousands of dollars 396 00:21:44,903 --> 00:21:46,408 you pay for a vacation like that. 397 00:21:46,408 --> 00:21:48,243 And second, you really think it’s a good idea 398 00:21:48,243 --> 00:21:49,573 to be going to a resort? 399 00:21:49,573 --> 00:21:51,979 - At least I’m not going on a cruise. 400 00:21:51,979 --> 00:21:53,870 - Communal spaces, buffets... 401 00:21:53,870 --> 00:21:55,837 Dad, you’re seventy. 402 00:21:55,837 --> 00:21:57,771 - One day it’s the virus, 403 00:21:57,771 --> 00:21:59,441 the next day it’s something else. 404 00:21:59,441 --> 00:22:01,705 I’m not gonna live in that fear, son. 405 00:22:01,705 --> 00:22:04,276 I spent my whole life waiting to shine. 406 00:22:04,276 --> 00:22:06,804 - Yeah, whatever. 407 00:22:06,804 --> 00:22:08,540 What, Malik? 408 00:22:10,936 --> 00:22:12,705 - You gotta go back to work? - Yeah. 409 00:22:12,705 --> 00:22:15,144 Just check if you can get a refund on that cruise, 410 00:22:15,144 --> 00:22:18,375 all right? - It’s not a cruise! 411 00:22:20,573 --> 00:22:24,111 - Shirley was the second person to commit suicide here. 412 00:22:25,441 --> 00:22:27,408 - Did you know the success rate of Alcoholics Anonymous 413 00:22:27,408 --> 00:22:28,804 is five to ten percent? 414 00:22:28,804 --> 00:22:31,507 Meanwhile, Turning Tides’s success rate is 85 percent. 415 00:22:32,573 --> 00:22:35,672 - Okay. But I’m still gonna have to question your methods. 416 00:22:35,672 --> 00:22:37,540 - I know my methods can’t save everyone, 417 00:22:37,540 --> 00:22:39,144 but I won’t turn anyone away, 418 00:22:39,144 --> 00:22:41,408 not even the lost causes. 419 00:22:41,408 --> 00:22:44,111 - So Shirley and Jonah were lost causes? 420 00:22:44,111 --> 00:22:46,979 - Most people leave here transformed for the better. 421 00:22:46,979 --> 00:22:49,474 - At what cost? Because Shirley’s husband said 422 00:22:49,474 --> 00:22:52,309 that she took out $10,000 dollars before she died 423 00:22:52,309 --> 00:22:54,276 and he came here to talk to her about it, 424 00:22:54,276 --> 00:22:55,903 but you wouldn’t let him in. 425 00:22:55,903 --> 00:22:57,474 - Beyond the registration fee, 426 00:22:57,474 --> 00:22:58,771 I’ve never taken a cent from Shirley. 427 00:23:00,276 --> 00:23:02,276 If you really wanna know what we’re doing here, 428 00:23:02,276 --> 00:23:03,979 observe. 429 00:23:03,979 --> 00:23:06,804 - Thank you, but no. - Hmm. 430 00:23:11,342 --> 00:23:13,474 Yes. 431 00:23:37,870 --> 00:23:40,738 - I know some of you are still feeling uncertain 432 00:23:40,738 --> 00:23:42,639 because of the recent tragedy, 433 00:23:42,639 --> 00:23:45,309 and I want you all to know that this is still 434 00:23:45,309 --> 00:23:47,540 a very safe place. 435 00:23:47,540 --> 00:23:49,342 So... 436 00:23:49,342 --> 00:23:51,738 who would like to come up and share? 437 00:23:55,639 --> 00:23:57,441 Tina? 438 00:24:07,979 --> 00:24:09,837 Why are you here? 439 00:24:10,979 --> 00:24:14,672 What do you wanna let go of? 440 00:24:14,672 --> 00:24:17,979 - My mom, uh, was... 441 00:24:17,979 --> 00:24:20,276 really verbally abusive when I was a kid. 442 00:24:21,375 --> 00:24:22,979 It was brutal. 443 00:24:22,979 --> 00:24:25,309 And I could never say anything back-- 444 00:24:25,309 --> 00:24:26,903 - Why not? 445 00:24:26,903 --> 00:24:29,507 - Because she would... yell more. 446 00:24:29,507 --> 00:24:31,771 I-I-I was afraid she was gonna beat me. 447 00:24:31,771 --> 00:24:33,771 - Did she ever hit you? 448 00:24:33,771 --> 00:24:36,375 - No... - Then stop making excuses. 449 00:24:36,375 --> 00:24:38,045 - I’m not. 450 00:24:38,045 --> 00:24:40,507 She squashed my spirit. 451 00:24:40,507 --> 00:24:43,243 Like I could never want anything for myself. 452 00:24:43,243 --> 00:24:45,111 I was, I was afraid it would be taken from me 453 00:24:45,111 --> 00:24:47,771 if I, if I spoke up, if I wanted anything-- 454 00:24:47,771 --> 00:24:50,507 - Grow up! - 455 00:24:52,979 --> 00:24:56,111 Now you’re crying. 456 00:24:56,111 --> 00:24:58,705 Stop blaming your mother. 457 00:25:00,507 --> 00:25:02,276 - If you don’t get what you want, 458 00:25:02,276 --> 00:25:04,045 whose fault is it? 459 00:25:04,045 --> 00:25:06,177 - It’s mine. 460 00:25:06,177 --> 00:25:08,705 - Okay, stop! Just, just-- 461 00:25:08,705 --> 00:25:10,276 What are you...? 462 00:25:10,276 --> 00:25:11,837 You’re retraumatizing her! 463 00:25:11,837 --> 00:25:13,606 - If you don’t agree with my methods, 464 00:25:13,606 --> 00:25:15,177 you’re free to leave. 465 00:25:15,177 --> 00:25:18,408 In fact, all of you are. 466 00:25:18,408 --> 00:25:21,903 If anyone here still questions this process, 467 00:25:21,903 --> 00:25:24,903 please leave. 468 00:25:24,903 --> 00:25:26,672 - Are you okay? 469 00:25:29,111 --> 00:25:31,870 You’re saying... 470 00:25:31,870 --> 00:25:35,045 what you’re saying is... 471 00:25:35,045 --> 00:25:38,012 I’m not that little girl... 472 00:25:38,012 --> 00:25:40,144 and my mother can’t hurt me. 473 00:25:41,903 --> 00:25:44,540 That it’s... it’s my life. 474 00:25:46,111 --> 00:25:47,804 It’s my life! 475 00:25:48,738 --> 00:25:50,870 It’s my life. 476 00:26:00,672 --> 00:26:02,276 - Here. 477 00:26:02,276 --> 00:26:03,979 Yeah. 478 00:26:03,979 --> 00:26:05,738 Now, listen. 479 00:26:05,738 --> 00:26:07,979 We’re gonna be friends, all right? 480 00:26:07,979 --> 00:26:11,276 Just you and me. We’re-- 481 00:26:11,276 --> 00:26:13,870 Oh, hi. 482 00:26:13,870 --> 00:26:15,606 Hmm? 483 00:26:17,870 --> 00:26:20,078 - Brush her, she likes it. 484 00:26:20,078 --> 00:26:21,771 - Oh yeah? - Yeah. 485 00:26:21,771 --> 00:26:23,606 - Is this part of my therapy? 486 00:26:23,606 --> 00:26:26,111 - Not on your life. 487 00:26:26,111 --> 00:26:27,870 I’m only here for the horses. 488 00:26:27,870 --> 00:26:29,738 - Mm. 489 00:26:29,738 --> 00:26:32,078 - You know, they’ll let you choose another horse. 490 00:26:33,870 --> 00:26:36,210 - Yeah, I know, but uh.... 491 00:26:36,210 --> 00:26:39,540 I don’t wanna give up on her yet. 492 00:26:39,540 --> 00:26:41,738 - Sometimes it’s not a good fit. 493 00:26:41,738 --> 00:26:43,672 I’ve seen it happen. 494 00:26:43,672 --> 00:26:46,979 No connection, it’s not working. 495 00:26:46,979 --> 00:26:50,441 Then they changes horses and... 496 00:26:50,441 --> 00:26:52,111 it’s better. 497 00:26:52,111 --> 00:26:53,573 - Oh. 498 00:26:55,309 --> 00:26:57,111 - You’re almost done here, right? 499 00:26:57,111 --> 00:27:01,177 - Yeah. Time to start thinking about what comes next. 500 00:27:01,177 --> 00:27:03,771 - Have you heard from Jenny? 501 00:27:03,771 --> 00:27:06,870 - Uh, no. She never answered my letter. 502 00:27:08,804 --> 00:27:11,243 - You know, we could use an extra hand around here. 503 00:27:13,012 --> 00:27:15,771 Would you consider staying on as staff? 504 00:27:17,540 --> 00:27:19,210 Yeah, sure. 505 00:27:19,210 --> 00:27:20,979 Well, I’ll, I’ll think about it. 506 00:27:33,804 --> 00:27:35,144 Mac, look. 507 00:27:35,144 --> 00:27:37,738 I found it on Bunz. 508 00:27:39,474 --> 00:27:41,375 Bunz. It’s like, uh, Kijiji for hipsters - 509 00:27:41,375 --> 00:27:43,210 you trade and shop with people online. 510 00:27:43,210 --> 00:27:45,144 Some guy found it in a dumpster one block away 511 00:27:45,144 --> 00:27:46,705 from Randy Smith’s house. 512 00:27:46,705 --> 00:27:48,507 - Nice work. - Thank you. 513 00:27:48,507 --> 00:27:50,045 And hey, I’m gonna find out about your Thursday thing, 514 00:27:50,045 --> 00:27:53,177 you know. 515 00:27:53,177 --> 00:27:54,837 - Waxing. - Oh. 516 00:27:54,837 --> 00:27:58,111 - It’s my waxing appointment. - Okay, cool. 517 00:27:58,111 --> 00:27:59,837 Deflect. Yes, that’s fine. - 518 00:27:59,837 --> 00:28:01,837 - Huh. 519 00:28:01,837 --> 00:28:03,045 - There’s our guy Andrew. 520 00:28:04,177 --> 00:28:06,639 - And there’s Randy. Where’s your mask?! 521 00:28:06,639 --> 00:28:07,979 You-you-you’re food is there. 522 00:28:07,979 --> 00:28:10,111 - Yeah, I seen the food. 523 00:28:10,111 --> 00:28:11,979 Wh-Where’s your mask?! - Leave me alone! 524 00:28:11,979 --> 00:28:13,936 - You filthy people and your viruses! 525 00:28:13,936 --> 00:28:16,375 - Hey, Hey! Easy... And there’s our knife. 526 00:28:16,375 --> 00:28:19,375 Hmm. And there’s our defensive wounds. 527 00:28:21,705 --> 00:28:23,210 Help! 528 00:28:23,210 --> 00:28:25,210 Get out of here! You don’t belong here! 529 00:28:25,210 --> 00:28:27,342 He ran him into traffic. 530 00:28:56,705 --> 00:28:58,177 - Hey. - Hey. 531 00:28:58,177 --> 00:28:59,870 - Hi. Uh, quick question. - Mm. 532 00:28:59,870 --> 00:29:03,441 - What, uh, is your official policy on cell phones? 533 00:29:03,441 --> 00:29:05,639 - No phones. Faye says interference from outside 534 00:29:05,639 --> 00:29:07,870 can make your "bloom" wither. 535 00:29:07,870 --> 00:29:09,342 - Ah! Okay. 536 00:29:09,342 --> 00:29:12,771 Uh... oh, and what was, um, Shirley’s room number? 537 00:29:12,771 --> 00:29:15,408 - Uh... number 11. - Awesome. Thank you. 538 00:29:54,738 --> 00:29:57,573 - I hope you get this. The signal here is crap. 539 00:29:57,573 --> 00:29:59,979 Girl, where do I begin! 540 00:29:59,979 --> 00:30:02,705 Okay, first, I’m finally leaving Victor. 541 00:30:02,705 --> 00:30:05,540 I called him today and told him that it’s over. 542 00:30:05,540 --> 00:30:07,979 Nicole, it feels amazing! 543 00:30:07,979 --> 00:30:09,837 I feel like myself again, 544 00:30:09,837 --> 00:30:12,210 and it’s not just leaving Victor. 545 00:30:12,210 --> 00:30:13,837 I’m in love! 546 00:30:13,837 --> 00:30:15,639 We talk every night, 547 00:30:15,639 --> 00:30:17,639 and I tell him things I haven’t told anyone. 548 00:30:17,639 --> 00:30:19,309 Uh, and he’s gorgeous! 549 00:30:19,309 --> 00:30:21,078 Tall, beautiful eyes, 550 00:30:21,078 --> 00:30:23,408 and I don’t even mind his beard! 551 00:30:23,408 --> 00:30:25,045 Bye! 552 00:30:51,705 --> 00:30:54,243 - Breathe. 553 00:30:56,540 --> 00:30:58,177 Fareed! 554 00:32:20,342 --> 00:32:22,078 - Need some help? 555 00:32:22,078 --> 00:32:23,979 - Oh, hah. 556 00:32:23,979 --> 00:32:26,078 Yeah, actually, I do. I’m a... 557 00:32:26,078 --> 00:32:28,276 little lost and the flashlights on these... 558 00:32:30,210 --> 00:32:32,408 - That’s why I always bring these, just in case. 559 00:32:34,474 --> 00:32:36,672 - Is that uh... 560 00:32:36,672 --> 00:32:38,375 is that poison ivy? 561 00:32:38,375 --> 00:32:40,573 - Yeah, I stepped in some in the woods. 562 00:32:40,573 --> 00:32:43,243 - Hmm. And when was that? 563 00:32:43,243 --> 00:32:46,243 - Uh, I got claustrophobic a couple nights ago and... 564 00:32:46,243 --> 00:32:49,111 snuck out for a walk, and a smoke. 565 00:32:49,111 --> 00:32:51,837 - Was Shirley with you? 566 00:32:51,837 --> 00:32:53,474 She had poison ivy too. 567 00:32:53,474 --> 00:32:55,012 - ’Kay, it’s not what you think. 568 00:32:55,012 --> 00:32:57,243 - Well, what should I think, Fareed? 569 00:32:57,243 --> 00:32:59,474 - ’Kay, she followed me into the woods. 570 00:32:59,474 --> 00:33:01,111 ’Kay, then she kissed me 571 00:33:01,111 --> 00:33:03,375 and she said that her husband knew and... 572 00:33:03,375 --> 00:33:06,276 she can’t wait and we should leave that night. 573 00:33:07,210 --> 00:33:09,111 She kept talking about all these conversations 574 00:33:09,111 --> 00:33:11,012 that we had - we’d stay up late - 575 00:33:11,012 --> 00:33:13,408 and all the promises that I made to her. 576 00:33:13,408 --> 00:33:15,309 None of it was true. 577 00:33:15,309 --> 00:33:17,012 - What do you mean? 578 00:33:17,012 --> 00:33:19,276 - I never spoke to Shirley before that night. 579 00:33:34,177 --> 00:33:36,111 - Ben? - Hey. 580 00:33:36,111 --> 00:33:38,441 - Hey. I’m Detective McAvoy. 581 00:33:38,441 --> 00:33:41,738 Um, I’m sure your dad would like for you to have this. 582 00:33:42,738 --> 00:33:44,573 - Thanks. - And just so you know, 583 00:33:44,573 --> 00:33:46,441 we have more than enough evidence to convict the man 584 00:33:46,441 --> 00:33:48,771 responsible for his death. 585 00:33:48,771 --> 00:33:52,243 - My dad said he wanted my old bike back for exercise. 586 00:33:52,243 --> 00:33:54,507 - He didn’t tell you he was delivering food? 587 00:33:54,507 --> 00:33:56,639 - He mentioned that some of his investments took a hit 588 00:33:56,639 --> 00:33:59,111 during the pandemic, but... 589 00:33:59,111 --> 00:34:02,144 He sent me tuition money last week. 590 00:34:04,342 --> 00:34:06,771 - My guess is he wanted to protect you, 591 00:34:06,771 --> 00:34:08,144 let you focus on school. 592 00:34:08,144 --> 00:34:10,408 - Who cares about school? 593 00:34:10,408 --> 00:34:12,870 Some racist killed my dad. He was 65-years-old. 594 00:34:12,870 --> 00:34:14,771 He should’ve been retired, and now he’s dead! 595 00:34:16,012 --> 00:34:18,870 65 years for what? 596 00:34:18,870 --> 00:34:21,012 To end up like this guy on the wall? 597 00:34:23,936 --> 00:34:25,705 Where’s the fairness in that? 598 00:34:35,540 --> 00:34:38,474 - Who were you talking to, Shirley? 599 00:35:10,672 --> 00:35:12,111 - Hello? 600 00:35:15,639 --> 00:35:18,078 - Uh, it’s... it’s Jenny Cooper. 601 00:35:18,078 --> 00:35:20,342 I’m the coroner. 602 00:35:20,342 --> 00:35:22,705 What’s your name? 603 00:35:24,804 --> 00:35:28,012 Hello? 604 00:35:28,012 --> 00:35:30,177 Look, I just um... 605 00:35:30,177 --> 00:35:32,507 I just wanna know what happened. 606 00:35:32,507 --> 00:35:34,276 Okay... 607 00:35:55,606 --> 00:35:57,639 Oliver? 608 00:36:07,771 --> 00:36:09,606 - Tell me how it started. 609 00:36:11,979 --> 00:36:15,210 - One night, I heard her singing through the vent. 610 00:36:16,507 --> 00:36:18,111 I told her she had a great voice 611 00:36:18,111 --> 00:36:21,408 and it kinda just kept going from there. 612 00:36:32,441 --> 00:36:35,837 - ♪ It is well ♪ 613 00:36:38,342 --> 00:36:41,738 ♪ With my soul ♪ 614 00:36:44,045 --> 00:36:46,243 ♪ It is well ♪ 615 00:36:47,177 --> 00:36:50,243 ♪ It is well with... ♪ 616 00:36:51,342 --> 00:36:53,903 ♪ My soul ♪ 617 00:36:57,342 --> 00:37:01,045 - It’s really cool how you sing to yourself every night. 618 00:37:01,045 --> 00:37:03,474 - After hard days it picks me up. 619 00:37:06,177 --> 00:37:08,078 Do you ever feel like... 620 00:37:08,078 --> 00:37:11,738 you’re defined by someone else’s idea of you? 621 00:37:11,738 --> 00:37:13,408 - What do you mean? 622 00:37:15,012 --> 00:37:18,474 - Like the one person who’s supposed to love you the most 623 00:37:18,474 --> 00:37:21,540 has no idea who you really are. 624 00:37:21,540 --> 00:37:25,540 - Yeah. I know exactly what that’s like. 625 00:37:27,573 --> 00:37:29,408 - You know, 626 00:37:29,408 --> 00:37:31,276 let’s forget this pity party. 627 00:37:31,276 --> 00:37:33,804 Um, if you could be anywhere right now, 628 00:37:33,804 --> 00:37:35,276 where would it be? 629 00:37:35,276 --> 00:37:38,804 Um... first place that comes to mind. 630 00:37:38,804 --> 00:37:40,804 - The beach. 631 00:37:40,804 --> 00:37:42,936 - I’ve always wanted to go to Hawaii! 632 00:37:42,936 --> 00:37:45,045 - We should go and learn how to surf. 633 00:37:45,045 --> 00:37:48,243 - And only have drinks with umbrellas. 634 00:37:48,243 --> 00:37:50,276 - That’d be great. 635 00:37:53,342 --> 00:37:55,408 - Tell me who you are. 636 00:37:57,276 --> 00:37:59,837 - Um... 637 00:37:59,837 --> 00:38:02,342 You’ll know me when you see me. 638 00:38:09,771 --> 00:38:12,540 - We would have mellow conversations, at first. 639 00:38:14,210 --> 00:38:16,639 - And then it turned into something more? 640 00:38:16,639 --> 00:38:19,045 - It just got too personal. 641 00:38:22,936 --> 00:38:24,936 - I can’t talk about it. 642 00:38:24,936 --> 00:38:26,309 - Come on, Shirley. 643 00:38:26,309 --> 00:38:29,738 You know you can tell me anything. 644 00:38:29,738 --> 00:38:33,078 - I’ve... never had an orgasm. 645 00:38:33,078 --> 00:38:35,804 - You mean your husband never... - Never. 646 00:38:36,979 --> 00:38:38,573 - Did you ever talk to him about it? 647 00:38:38,573 --> 00:38:41,540 - I tried, and then he tried, but... 648 00:38:41,540 --> 00:38:43,903 it didn’t happen. 649 00:38:43,903 --> 00:38:46,837 Then he shut down, I shut down, 650 00:38:46,837 --> 00:38:49,903 and after, we pretended everything was fine. 651 00:38:49,903 --> 00:38:51,936 That’s what he would always say, we’re fine. 652 00:38:53,375 --> 00:38:56,309 But I want more than fine, dammit! 653 00:38:58,441 --> 00:39:01,639 I want more than fine. 654 00:39:04,573 --> 00:39:07,243 God, would you listen to me. 655 00:39:07,243 --> 00:39:09,111 Faye was right, I’m pathetic. 656 00:39:09,111 --> 00:39:10,979 - No, don’t listen to Faye. 657 00:39:10,979 --> 00:39:13,012 That’s her thing, to break you down, 658 00:39:13,012 --> 00:39:15,144 make you feel small. 659 00:39:15,144 --> 00:39:18,243 Shirley, you are not small. You’re immense. 660 00:39:18,243 --> 00:39:20,276 Immensely wonderful, and smart, 661 00:39:20,276 --> 00:39:22,573 and hilarious, and fun. - Stop. Please. 662 00:39:22,573 --> 00:39:24,705 - No, no, no, it’s true. 663 00:39:24,705 --> 00:39:26,507 You’re the best thing about this whole place 664 00:39:26,507 --> 00:39:29,144 and I can tell that through a stupid vent. 665 00:39:29,144 --> 00:39:32,441 - It’s just, I’ve been so lonely... 666 00:39:33,837 --> 00:39:35,672 for years. 667 00:39:35,672 --> 00:39:38,441 Sometimes it’s so heavy 668 00:39:40,375 --> 00:39:42,705 I can’t even get out of bed in the morning. 669 00:39:44,045 --> 00:39:45,979 I feel like I have no one. 670 00:39:47,210 --> 00:39:48,979 - You have me. 671 00:39:53,078 --> 00:39:56,144 - Yeah... I do. 672 00:40:00,672 --> 00:40:04,540 - I knew it had gone too far, but by then it was too late. 673 00:40:04,540 --> 00:40:06,342 - Gah! 674 00:40:06,342 --> 00:40:09,276 Please don’t do this! Don’t push me away, Fareed. 675 00:40:09,276 --> 00:40:11,870 - What? What’re you talking about? 676 00:40:11,870 --> 00:40:14,012 - I’m sorry I followed you into the woods-- 677 00:40:14,012 --> 00:40:17,210 - Oh no... Shirley, what did you do? 678 00:40:17,210 --> 00:40:19,870 - I know you’re scared, and you have a lot to lose. 679 00:40:19,870 --> 00:40:22,639 I do too. But, but I already told Victor. 680 00:40:22,639 --> 00:40:24,474 I already got the money. 681 00:40:24,474 --> 00:40:26,606 It’s time for our new beginning. 682 00:40:29,012 --> 00:40:32,408 - I... I don’t think I can do this. 683 00:40:32,408 --> 00:40:35,540 - What? 684 00:40:35,540 --> 00:40:38,606 - I can’t! I can’t do this anymore, Shirley! 685 00:40:38,606 --> 00:40:41,078 I can’t! 686 00:40:41,078 --> 00:40:43,804 - I blew up my whole life for you! 687 00:40:55,012 --> 00:40:57,540 - I didn’t mean for Shirley to hurt herself. 688 00:40:57,540 --> 00:41:00,979 It wasn’t supposed to be real. 689 00:41:00,979 --> 00:41:02,936 - Well, it was real for Shirley. 690 00:41:17,573 --> 00:41:21,705 - Hey, Pop! - Hey! 691 00:41:21,705 --> 00:41:23,705 Twice in one week. What’s... 692 00:41:23,705 --> 00:41:26,375 what’s going on? 693 00:41:26,375 --> 00:41:28,210 What? 694 00:41:29,309 --> 00:41:31,375 What’s this? - For your trip. 695 00:41:31,375 --> 00:41:33,738 There’s another one in there for Mindy. 696 00:41:33,738 --> 00:41:35,606 - So all of a sudden, you don’t have a problem 697 00:41:35,606 --> 00:41:37,144 with my vacation? 698 00:41:37,144 --> 00:41:39,441 - I don’t wanna be the one that stops you from shining, Pops. 699 00:41:39,441 --> 00:41:42,573 - All right! 700 00:41:42,573 --> 00:41:43,804 - Ungh! 701 00:41:43,804 --> 00:41:46,111 ♪ Every now and then ♪ 702 00:41:47,441 --> 00:41:49,979 ♪ Makes no difference ♪ 703 00:41:49,979 --> 00:41:53,903 ♪ Where you’re going ♪ 704 00:41:53,903 --> 00:41:56,375 ♪ You may be feeling low ♪ 705 00:41:56,375 --> 00:42:00,507 ♪ Oh, but let your face glow ♪ 706 00:42:00,507 --> 00:42:03,309 ♪ Your smile is so easy ♪ 707 00:42:03,309 --> 00:42:07,309 ♪ And it comes naturally ♪ 708 00:42:07,309 --> 00:42:09,672 ♪ You must remember ♪ 709 00:42:09,672 --> 00:42:13,639 ♪ Yeah, through the rain ♪ 710 00:42:13,639 --> 00:42:16,672 ♪ There’ll be sunshine again ♪ 711 00:42:36,573 --> 00:42:45,705 ♪ So try a little smile ♪ 712 00:42:45,705 --> 00:42:48,012 ♪ Every now and then ♪ 713 00:42:48,012 --> 00:42:49,738 - Who is it? 714 00:42:51,078 --> 00:42:52,375 - It’s Jenny. 715 00:42:52,375 --> 00:42:56,045 ♪ Treat your face the best ♪ 716 00:42:56,045 --> 00:42:58,342 ♪ You must remember ♪ 717 00:42:58,342 --> 00:43:02,342 ♪ Yeah, through the rain ♪ 718 00:43:08,276 --> 00:43:09,903 ♪ So try a new smile ♪ 719 00:43:14,144 --> 00:43:16,606 ♪ Every now and then ♪ 720 00:43:16,606 --> 00:43:22,870 ♪ Give your face a rest ♪