1 00:00:00,804 --> 00:00:03,012 ("Spring" by Angel Olsen plays) 2 00:00:03,012 --> 00:00:10,441 ♪ Don’t take it for granted ♪ 3 00:00:10,441 --> 00:00:12,936 ♪ Love when you have it ♪ 4 00:00:12,936 --> 00:00:16,078 ♪ You might be looking over ♪ 5 00:00:16,078 --> 00:00:18,936 ♪ A lonelier shoulder ♪ 6 00:00:18,936 --> 00:00:20,639 (Breathing hard) 7 00:00:20,639 --> 00:00:22,144 Liam: "Dear Jenny, 8 00:00:22,144 --> 00:00:24,309 I’m in a rehab for vets. 9 00:00:24,309 --> 00:00:27,408 I think about you a lot, 10 00:00:27,408 --> 00:00:29,672 and I think about how I left." 11 00:00:29,672 --> 00:00:31,606 ♪ Now that we’re older ♪ 12 00:00:33,738 --> 00:00:36,012 Liam: "I know I promised not to leave you." 13 00:00:36,012 --> 00:00:38,144 ♪ Little we know... ♪ 14 00:00:38,144 --> 00:00:40,342 Liam: "I’m sorry it took so many months. 15 00:00:40,342 --> 00:00:42,342 I was pretty messed up for a while." 16 00:00:42,342 --> 00:00:44,903 ♪ I should have noticed ♪ 17 00:00:44,903 --> 00:00:47,474 Liam: "But I’m in a good place right now..." 18 00:00:48,738 --> 00:00:51,309 ♪ Won’t ever leave ♪ 19 00:00:52,507 --> 00:00:53,804 "and I miss you." 20 00:00:55,243 --> 00:00:57,276 ♪ One to deceive ♪ 21 00:00:57,276 --> 00:01:01,111 ♪ I’m beginning to wonder ♪ 22 00:01:01,111 --> 00:01:04,111 ♪ If anything’s real ♪ 23 00:01:04,111 --> 00:01:08,111 ♪ Guess we’re just at the mercy ♪ 24 00:01:08,111 --> 00:01:10,903 ♪ Of the way that we feel ♪ 25 00:01:10,903 --> 00:01:17,903 ♪ 26 00:01:17,903 --> 00:01:21,309 (Bicycle rattles along) 27 00:01:22,639 --> 00:01:31,705 ♪ 28 00:01:31,705 --> 00:01:33,507 (Doorknob rattles) 29 00:01:33,507 --> 00:01:39,672 ♪ Alive with a past ♪ 30 00:01:39,672 --> 00:01:42,804 ♪ No other can share ♪ 31 00:01:42,804 --> 00:01:45,979 ♪ Alone with a heart ♪ 32 00:01:45,979 --> 00:01:49,144 ♪ No other can bear ♪ 33 00:01:49,144 --> 00:01:52,507 ♪ So give me some heaven ♪ 34 00:01:52,507 --> 00:01:54,210 Liam: "I’d like to see you. 35 00:01:54,210 --> 00:01:56,540 Let me know if you feel the same. 36 00:01:56,540 --> 00:01:57,837 Je t’embrasse." 37 00:01:57,837 --> 00:02:00,606 ♪ Make me eternal ♪ 38 00:02:00,606 --> 00:02:04,210 ♪ There in your smile ♪ 39 00:02:04,210 --> 00:02:10,375 ♪ 40 00:02:10,375 --> 00:02:13,441 (Music turns discordant) 41 00:02:15,606 --> 00:02:18,276 (Bike clatters, running footsteps) 42 00:02:20,243 --> 00:02:22,144 - Shirley? 43 00:02:24,936 --> 00:02:26,771 Are you okay? 44 00:02:30,837 --> 00:02:33,012 (Birds chirp) 45 00:02:34,507 --> 00:02:36,573 (Shocked breath) 46 00:02:37,705 --> 00:02:39,342 ♪ 47 00:02:44,672 --> 00:02:46,705 Neil: With everything that’s happened, 48 00:02:46,705 --> 00:02:48,078 do you wanna see Liam? 49 00:02:48,078 --> 00:02:50,012 (Traffic whooshes by) 50 00:02:50,012 --> 00:02:51,573 - I mean, yea-- 51 00:02:51,573 --> 00:02:54,705 Yeah, I mean, of course I do. I just... 52 00:02:54,705 --> 00:02:55,837 The last time we saw each other, 53 00:02:55,837 --> 00:02:57,474 we said, you know, he said, "I love you," 54 00:02:57,474 --> 00:03:01,012 he said he was sorry, 55 00:03:01,012 --> 00:03:03,078 and then we said goodbye. 56 00:03:03,078 --> 00:03:05,078 - And you thought goodbye was permanent. 57 00:03:05,078 --> 00:03:07,210 - Yeah, I mean, I didn’t hear from him for five months. 58 00:03:07,210 --> 00:03:09,078 I mean, what was I supposed to think? 59 00:03:09,078 --> 00:03:11,078 - Well, there’s no statutory limit on love. 60 00:03:11,078 --> 00:03:14,309 - Yeah, but I don’t understand how, in my gut, I was so sure, 61 00:03:14,309 --> 00:03:18,078 and yet I was so wrong, you know? 62 00:03:19,144 --> 00:03:21,771 - Gut feelings are conditioned responses... 63 00:03:21,771 --> 00:03:24,012 sometimes to trauma. 64 00:03:24,012 --> 00:03:26,639 In your personal life, 65 00:03:26,639 --> 00:03:28,837 are there other people who’ve left? 66 00:03:30,309 --> 00:03:33,210 - Well, I mean, my sister died. 67 00:03:33,210 --> 00:03:36,210 That’s leaving, I guess. 68 00:03:36,210 --> 00:03:38,540 - And then your mother left, Jenny. 69 00:03:42,309 --> 00:03:44,375 Does thinking about it shut you down? 70 00:03:46,045 --> 00:03:48,771 - No... no. 71 00:03:48,771 --> 00:03:51,408 - It’s perfectly natural to go to a place of "no," 72 00:03:51,408 --> 00:03:53,771 in your body and your mind, 73 00:03:53,771 --> 00:03:55,903 to protect yourself. 74 00:03:57,243 --> 00:03:58,738 Here’s some homework: 75 00:03:58,738 --> 00:04:00,639 For the rest of the week, I want you to say yes 76 00:04:00,639 --> 00:04:02,144 to everything. - (Laughs) 77 00:04:02,144 --> 00:04:04,243 - No matter what your gut says. - (Laugh dies out) 78 00:04:05,441 --> 00:04:08,639 Let your life unfold, Jenny. 79 00:04:08,639 --> 00:04:10,342 Surprise yourself. 80 00:04:14,639 --> 00:04:15,804 (Traffic whooshes by) 81 00:04:15,804 --> 00:04:17,771 (Phone rings) 82 00:04:19,177 --> 00:04:21,342 - (Chuckles nervously) It’s work. 83 00:04:21,342 --> 00:04:22,804 Dr. Cheng: Always on call. 84 00:04:22,804 --> 00:04:24,408 I can relate. 85 00:04:25,375 --> 00:04:26,903 So your biopsy shows that 86 00:04:26,903 --> 00:04:30,375 you have Solitary Spinal Plasmacytoma. 87 00:04:30,375 --> 00:04:32,144 - Uh... 88 00:04:32,144 --> 00:04:34,738 - A low tumour in the lumbar spine. 89 00:04:35,771 --> 00:04:41,342 ♪ 90 00:04:41,342 --> 00:04:43,507 Your lumbar puncture confirms that it hasn’t spread, 91 00:04:43,507 --> 00:04:44,903 which is good. 92 00:04:44,903 --> 00:04:46,507 - Okay. 93 00:04:47,705 --> 00:04:49,276 - The tumour explains the pain in your leg, 94 00:04:49,276 --> 00:04:51,804 and why it progressed to your back. 95 00:04:51,804 --> 00:04:53,474 - Okay. 96 00:04:53,474 --> 00:04:54,936 - Without the pain, 97 00:04:54,936 --> 00:04:57,045 we wouldn’t have caught it as quickly as we did. 98 00:04:57,045 --> 00:05:00,573 So, that’s a good thing too. - Mm-hmm. 99 00:05:00,573 --> 00:05:02,705 - You’ll need to start a regular course of radiation 100 00:05:02,705 --> 00:05:04,309 as soon as possible. 101 00:05:04,309 --> 00:05:06,408 How about Thursdays? 102 00:05:06,408 --> 00:05:08,738 - (Exhales slowly) Um... 103 00:05:09,705 --> 00:05:12,276 uh, will I, will I be able to work? 104 00:05:12,276 --> 00:05:14,276 - Well, there can be some side effects to the treatment - 105 00:05:14,276 --> 00:05:16,408 fatigue, nausea - 106 00:05:16,408 --> 00:05:18,738 but you’re free to work if you feel up to it. 107 00:05:23,979 --> 00:05:26,210 Oh, you’ll need a ride home Thursday. 108 00:05:26,210 --> 00:05:28,375 We don’t know how you’ll react to the radiation. 109 00:05:28,375 --> 00:05:30,474 You might need someone to take care of you. 110 00:05:32,837 --> 00:05:34,342 (Distorted music) 111 00:05:34,342 --> 00:05:40,804 ♪ 112 00:05:40,804 --> 00:05:43,078 (Bus rumbles, upset woman chatters) 113 00:05:43,078 --> 00:05:46,078 (Indistinct chatter over police radio) 114 00:05:46,078 --> 00:05:49,804 (Upset woman chatters, cries) 115 00:05:49,804 --> 00:05:51,540 Malik: Ma’am? Please, ma’am. 116 00:05:51,540 --> 00:05:53,606 Ma’am, stop! Stop! You can’t go there. 117 00:05:53,606 --> 00:05:56,012 - Suddenly, he was just there. 118 00:05:56,012 --> 00:05:58,375 I pulled up... I don’t know... 119 00:05:58,375 --> 00:06:00,375 I can’t get fired! 120 00:06:00,375 --> 00:06:03,210 I’m... (sobbing) 121 00:06:04,408 --> 00:06:06,408 (Indistinct police radio chatter) 122 00:06:06,408 --> 00:06:09,738 (Horns honk, Traffic rumbles loudly) 123 00:06:09,738 --> 00:06:11,936 - You’re late. 124 00:06:11,936 --> 00:06:13,771 - Who do we have here? 125 00:06:13,771 --> 00:06:16,012 - Andrew Park, courier for FoodScouts. 126 00:06:16,012 --> 00:06:18,441 He was 65. He was hit by the van. 127 00:06:18,441 --> 00:06:20,210 - Mm. Cause of death, check. 128 00:06:20,210 --> 00:06:22,144 - Well, what you see isn’t always what you get. 129 00:06:22,144 --> 00:06:23,903 So we’re gonna send the body to pathology 130 00:06:23,903 --> 00:06:25,474 and see what they can tell us. 131 00:06:25,474 --> 00:06:27,210 - Death waits on no man. 132 00:06:27,210 --> 00:06:29,342 - Except for this woman. 133 00:06:30,276 --> 00:06:33,441 - (Grunting in pain) 134 00:06:33,441 --> 00:06:36,309 (Siren and traffic sounds dampen) 135 00:06:40,738 --> 00:06:42,375 Malik: Hey, Mac. 136 00:06:42,375 --> 00:06:44,837 Where were you? - Minding my business. 137 00:06:44,837 --> 00:06:46,540 You should do the same. 138 00:06:46,540 --> 00:06:48,639 - Yo, are you getting some? 139 00:06:48,639 --> 00:06:51,012 Oh, Big D, you big dog! (Laughs) 140 00:06:51,012 --> 00:06:52,309 - You talked to the driver? 141 00:06:52,309 --> 00:06:53,979 - Yeah. She said the guy came out of nowhere, 142 00:06:53,979 --> 00:06:56,012 ran right in front of her. - Ran? He was on foot? 143 00:06:56,012 --> 00:06:57,771 - All the witnesses confirm her story. 144 00:06:57,771 --> 00:06:59,738 - Delivery guys don’t usually travel by foot. 145 00:06:59,738 --> 00:07:01,507 So where’s his vehicle? 146 00:07:01,507 --> 00:07:02,936 - Well, I’ll contact FoodScouts, 147 00:07:02,936 --> 00:07:05,078 ask if he used a car or bike for deliveries. 148 00:07:05,078 --> 00:07:07,177 - All right. 149 00:07:07,177 --> 00:07:09,243 - Huh. 150 00:07:13,804 --> 00:07:17,870 (Chimes tinkle, birds chirp, crow caws) 151 00:07:19,177 --> 00:07:20,573 (Approaching footsteps) 152 00:07:20,573 --> 00:07:22,243 Woman: Dr. Cooper. 153 00:07:24,045 --> 00:07:28,045 - It’s beautiful here. - Isn’t it? 154 00:07:28,045 --> 00:07:31,606 I’m sorry you’re here under these circumstances. 155 00:07:31,606 --> 00:07:34,045 Normally, this is a place of new beginnings. 156 00:07:35,441 --> 00:07:37,309 Right this way. 157 00:07:37,309 --> 00:07:38,936 (Birds chirp, chimes jingle) 158 00:07:38,936 --> 00:07:41,276 - So, uh, how does the retreat work? 159 00:07:41,276 --> 00:07:42,936 - It’s a silent retreat. 160 00:07:42,936 --> 00:07:45,936 Very structured schedule - ten days, ten participants. 161 00:07:45,936 --> 00:07:47,804 They take workshops or seminars 162 00:07:47,804 --> 00:07:49,243 for about 12 hours each day. 163 00:07:50,276 --> 00:07:52,507 - Wow, that’s a long day. 164 00:07:52,507 --> 00:07:54,045 - I think of it as a luxury. 165 00:07:54,045 --> 00:07:55,804 I mean, when’s the last time you spent 166 00:07:55,804 --> 00:07:59,078 all that time on nothing but yourself? 167 00:07:59,078 --> 00:08:01,540 - Well, not since my son was born. 168 00:08:02,474 --> 00:08:04,573 Definitely not since my dad moved in. 169 00:08:06,276 --> 00:08:08,441 (Crows caw, birds chirp) 170 00:08:08,441 --> 00:08:10,342 (Blows out her breath) 171 00:08:10,342 --> 00:08:11,979 (Footsteps crunch) 172 00:08:11,979 --> 00:08:14,045 - Just this way. 173 00:08:15,507 --> 00:08:18,672 - Did you make this maze? 174 00:08:18,672 --> 00:08:21,012 - It’s a good metaphor for life. 175 00:08:21,012 --> 00:08:22,408 (Foliage rustles underfoot) 176 00:08:22,408 --> 00:08:24,144 - Huh. 177 00:08:27,276 --> 00:08:29,342 (Doorknob clicks, door creaks open) 178 00:08:32,012 --> 00:08:46,078 ♪ 179 00:08:47,936 --> 00:08:51,276 - (Murmurs mantra indistinctly) 180 00:08:52,870 --> 00:08:55,606 (Birds chirp and sing) 181 00:08:57,606 --> 00:09:00,672 (Gloves rustle against clothes) 182 00:09:02,705 --> 00:09:06,903 ♪ 183 00:09:06,903 --> 00:09:08,936 (Birds chirp) 184 00:09:11,507 --> 00:09:18,474 ♪ 185 00:09:19,804 --> 00:09:21,342 (Sighs heavily) 186 00:09:21,342 --> 00:09:23,474 There’s no sign of injury. 187 00:09:25,309 --> 00:09:28,243 - This is a medical form she filled out for our records. 188 00:09:28,243 --> 00:09:30,441 - Shirley Brownstone. 189 00:09:30,441 --> 00:09:33,144 No pre-existing medical conditions, 190 00:09:33,144 --> 00:09:35,243 no medications. 191 00:09:35,243 --> 00:09:37,243 Was she exhibiting any sign of illness? 192 00:09:37,243 --> 00:09:40,573 - No, nothing. (Sharp inhale) 193 00:09:40,573 --> 00:09:42,540 In fact, she was great. 194 00:09:42,540 --> 00:09:45,441 Shirley had bloomed. 195 00:09:45,441 --> 00:09:48,705 It’s crushing that she died here, of all places. 196 00:09:48,705 --> 00:09:51,045 (Indistinct chatter) 197 00:09:51,045 --> 00:09:52,771 - Why’s that? 198 00:09:52,771 --> 00:09:54,705 - Because in the maze, you... 199 00:09:54,705 --> 00:09:57,045 you don’t lose yourself. 200 00:09:57,045 --> 00:09:58,870 You find yourself. 201 00:09:58,870 --> 00:10:01,144 (Indistinct police radio chatter) 202 00:10:01,144 --> 00:10:03,309 - I’m Fareed, I’m the one who found Shirley. 203 00:10:04,243 --> 00:10:06,111 Can I ask, how did she die? 204 00:10:06,111 --> 00:10:07,672 - Uh, we don’t know that yet. 205 00:10:07,672 --> 00:10:09,672 We’re gonna have to do an autopsy. 206 00:10:09,672 --> 00:10:11,573 - I can’t believe that this happened. 207 00:10:11,573 --> 00:10:13,144 I mean, that she died here. 208 00:10:13,144 --> 00:10:14,474 She just bloomed a few days ago. 209 00:10:14,474 --> 00:10:16,771 - Sorry, can I, can I ask, um... 210 00:10:16,771 --> 00:10:19,045 what does "bloomed" mean? 211 00:10:19,045 --> 00:10:20,979 - Oh, it’s an expression that Faye uses 212 00:10:20,979 --> 00:10:22,573 for a moment of transformation. 213 00:10:22,573 --> 00:10:24,804 When you finally break free of whatever pain or fear 214 00:10:24,804 --> 00:10:26,507 brought you here. 215 00:10:26,507 --> 00:10:29,012 - Hmm. 216 00:10:29,012 --> 00:10:31,573 Does... does everyone experience that? 217 00:10:32,540 --> 00:10:34,375 - It’s what we’re all working towards. 218 00:10:34,375 --> 00:10:37,705 When you realize that there’s nothing standing between you 219 00:10:37,705 --> 00:10:40,012 and the life that you want. 220 00:10:40,012 --> 00:10:42,837 (Indistinct police radio chatter) 221 00:10:42,837 --> 00:10:44,837 - Must be nice. 222 00:10:46,111 --> 00:10:48,309 Therapist: (Clucking tongue) (Hooves thud softly) 223 00:10:48,309 --> 00:10:50,903 It’s okay. (Smacks lips) Good. 224 00:10:50,903 --> 00:10:53,012 (Clucks tongue) Come on. (Smacks lips) 225 00:10:53,012 --> 00:10:54,672 - Hey... - Come on! That’s it, 226 00:10:54,672 --> 00:10:56,441 that a girl. (Clucking tongue) 227 00:10:56,441 --> 00:10:58,507 Come on. (Tack jingles) 228 00:10:58,507 --> 00:11:01,144 How do you think she’s reacting to you today? 229 00:11:01,144 --> 00:11:04,177 - (Softly) Come here. - Just breathe. 230 00:11:04,177 --> 00:11:05,606 - It’s okay... 231 00:11:05,606 --> 00:11:08,276 (Horse breathes heavily) - Keep going. 232 00:11:08,276 --> 00:11:10,342 - Yeah, easy... 233 00:11:11,540 --> 00:11:13,045 (Tack jingles) 234 00:11:13,045 --> 00:11:14,276 (Horse snorts nervously) - It’s... 235 00:11:14,276 --> 00:11:15,936 - Okay. - It’s okay. 236 00:11:15,936 --> 00:11:18,606 Establish a connection. It’s okay. 237 00:11:18,606 --> 00:11:20,837 - Okay, hey... Okay. 238 00:11:20,837 --> 00:11:21,903 (Horse snorts) - Oh. 239 00:11:21,903 --> 00:11:23,870 - Okay. 240 00:11:23,870 --> 00:11:25,870 She won’t settle, eh? 241 00:11:25,870 --> 00:11:27,276 - Just takes time. 242 00:11:27,276 --> 00:11:29,573 (Snorts) 243 00:11:30,837 --> 00:11:33,573 - Hey... you and me, okay? 244 00:11:35,408 --> 00:11:37,243 (Whispers) You and me. 245 00:11:39,276 --> 00:11:42,045 (Horse breathes heavily) 246 00:11:42,045 --> 00:11:49,012 ♪ 247 00:11:50,705 --> 00:11:52,837 (Smacks lips) 248 00:11:52,837 --> 00:11:56,078 ♪ 249 00:11:56,078 --> 00:11:59,111 (Horse grunts nervously, snorts) 250 00:12:00,342 --> 00:12:03,111 - Maybe tomorrow, Liam. - Yeah. 251 00:12:03,111 --> 00:12:05,441 - Just keep trying, little bits at a time. 252 00:12:05,441 --> 00:12:07,672 - Sure. (Approaching footsteps) 253 00:12:07,672 --> 00:12:09,309 (Clears throat) 254 00:12:11,771 --> 00:12:14,606 - She still doesn’t like you. 255 00:12:14,606 --> 00:12:16,408 Come on. (Clucks her tongue) 256 00:12:18,408 --> 00:12:21,979 - Give it time. I’m an acquired taste. 257 00:12:25,210 --> 00:12:26,540 - Andrew Park’s cause of death 258 00:12:26,540 --> 00:12:28,573 was blunt force trauma to the head. 259 00:12:28,573 --> 00:12:30,507 Donovan: Makes sense. That van hit him pretty hard. 260 00:12:30,507 --> 00:12:34,243 - Yeah. I found shards of glass in his skull. 261 00:12:35,177 --> 00:12:37,309 I actually found something else kind of interesting too. 262 00:12:37,309 --> 00:12:39,738 Once I washed off all the blood, 263 00:12:39,738 --> 00:12:41,606 there were cuts like knife marks 264 00:12:41,606 --> 00:12:43,540 that were not from the accident. 265 00:12:43,540 --> 00:12:45,979 - Defensive wounds? - Yeah, looks like it. 266 00:12:45,979 --> 00:12:48,375 - Knife marks and running into traffic? 267 00:12:48,375 --> 00:12:50,573 Let me call you back. - Okay. 268 00:12:51,903 --> 00:12:53,441 What’s your body telling you? 269 00:12:53,441 --> 00:12:55,375 - Not much from the outside, 270 00:12:55,375 --> 00:12:57,375 but there’s no external signs of injury. 271 00:12:57,375 --> 00:13:01,144 She does have a rash on her legs. 272 00:13:01,144 --> 00:13:02,606 Poison Ivy. 273 00:13:02,606 --> 00:13:06,111 - Hmm. I have seen it in worse places. 274 00:13:06,111 --> 00:13:07,375 It does make sense though. 275 00:13:07,375 --> 00:13:10,243 There was a lot of forest around the retreat. 276 00:13:10,243 --> 00:13:12,606 - Turning Tides sounds nice. 277 00:13:12,606 --> 00:13:14,804 - Yeah, it was uh... peaceful. 278 00:13:14,804 --> 00:13:17,243 I can see how someone would bloom there. 279 00:13:17,243 --> 00:13:18,837 - "Bloom?" 280 00:13:19,903 --> 00:13:23,012 Melanie: Whoa! We have a bezoar in the GI tract. 281 00:13:23,012 --> 00:13:24,672 Jenny: Looks like... 282 00:13:24,672 --> 00:13:27,144 unabsorbed pills. 283 00:13:27,144 --> 00:13:31,771 - Takes a lot of pills to cause a ball that size. 284 00:13:33,243 --> 00:13:35,606 - If Shirley had "bloomed," 285 00:13:35,606 --> 00:13:37,903 then why did she take her own life? 286 00:13:37,903 --> 00:13:40,309 ♪ 287 00:13:42,507 --> 00:13:44,243 Malik: I’m starting a pickup game with the guys 288 00:13:44,243 --> 00:13:45,936 on Thursdays. You wanna join? 289 00:13:45,936 --> 00:13:48,606 Donovan: Uh, I’m busy. - Every Thursday? 290 00:13:48,606 --> 00:13:50,573 I’m starting to think you don’t have a woman. 291 00:13:50,573 --> 00:13:52,276 You’re too tense. 292 00:13:52,276 --> 00:13:53,936 Are you taking a class or something? 293 00:13:53,936 --> 00:13:55,573 - What’s the house number? - 216. 294 00:13:55,573 --> 00:13:57,276 Ah, it must be something embarrassing. 295 00:13:57,276 --> 00:13:59,111 Like salsa dancing or something? 296 00:13:59,111 --> 00:14:01,012 - What’s the guy’s name? - Randy Smith. 297 00:14:01,012 --> 00:14:03,672 You know, I’m gonna figure this out, right? 298 00:14:03,672 --> 00:14:05,309 Those hips don’t lie. 299 00:14:05,309 --> 00:14:07,705 (Laughs) 300 00:14:08,672 --> 00:14:10,507 (Door opens) 301 00:14:10,507 --> 00:14:12,837 I’m Detective Abed, this is Detective McAvoy. 302 00:14:12,837 --> 00:14:14,408 Did you have food delivered yesterday? 303 00:14:14,408 --> 00:14:16,276 - Yeah. 304 00:14:16,276 --> 00:14:17,507 - Is this the guy? 305 00:14:17,507 --> 00:14:19,177 - Guess so. 306 00:14:19,177 --> 00:14:20,606 I didn’t really see him. 307 00:14:20,606 --> 00:14:23,210 - Was he wearing a mask? - Yeah, 308 00:14:23,210 --> 00:14:24,738 but he looked Asian. 309 00:14:25,870 --> 00:14:28,045 - Well, this guy was killed yesterday, hit by a van. 310 00:14:28,045 --> 00:14:29,639 - I don’t drive a van. 311 00:14:29,639 --> 00:14:31,606 - Your house was the last scheduled delivery. 312 00:14:31,606 --> 00:14:33,672 - Oh. 313 00:14:33,672 --> 00:14:35,276 - There’s some indication 314 00:14:35,276 --> 00:14:37,012 that he had an altercation with someone. 315 00:14:37,012 --> 00:14:38,408 Know anything about that? 316 00:14:38,408 --> 00:14:40,705 - No, but that kinda thing happens all the time now. 317 00:14:40,705 --> 00:14:43,738 This neighbourhood’s really changed. Is that all? 318 00:14:43,738 --> 00:14:45,870 - Yeah, for now. Why don’t you, uh... 319 00:14:45,870 --> 00:14:49,078 give us a call if you remember or hear anything. 320 00:14:50,342 --> 00:14:52,210 - Uh, one more thing, um... 321 00:14:52,210 --> 00:14:54,177 did the delivery guy leave on a bike? 322 00:14:54,177 --> 00:14:57,012 - Yeah. Took off like a bat out of hell. 323 00:14:57,012 --> 00:14:59,342 Guess he had somewhere to be. 324 00:14:59,342 --> 00:15:01,738 (Door clicks open) 325 00:15:02,936 --> 00:15:05,276 - He didn’t really see him, but he "looked Asian?" 326 00:15:05,276 --> 00:15:07,045 - You know, a lot of food delivery services 327 00:15:07,045 --> 00:15:09,771 put cameras on their vehicles for insurance purposes. 328 00:15:09,771 --> 00:15:11,540 - We need to find that bike. 329 00:15:12,441 --> 00:15:15,903 - The police did find an empty bottle of acetaminophen 330 00:15:15,903 --> 00:15:18,078 in your wife’s room, 331 00:15:18,078 --> 00:15:21,045 so we have ruled it a suicide. 332 00:15:22,045 --> 00:15:24,738 I’m so sorry. I know this hard to hear. 333 00:15:24,738 --> 00:15:27,078 (Phone rings in the distance) 334 00:15:27,078 --> 00:15:29,903 Had anything changed... recently? 335 00:15:29,903 --> 00:15:31,837 Like was she um... 336 00:15:31,837 --> 00:15:33,979 was she sad, or was she depressed at all? 337 00:15:35,441 --> 00:15:38,870 - The COVID crisis was hard on us, on everyone - 338 00:15:38,870 --> 00:15:42,342 stuck at home, nothing to do but worry - 339 00:15:42,342 --> 00:15:44,177 but we were fine. 340 00:15:45,672 --> 00:15:47,672 I thought we were fine. 341 00:15:47,672 --> 00:15:50,243 Shirley said she was going to Turning Tides to... 342 00:15:50,243 --> 00:15:52,540 re-center herself. 343 00:15:52,540 --> 00:15:55,903 I didn’t ask specifics. 344 00:15:55,903 --> 00:15:57,507 Three days ago, she left a voicemail 345 00:15:57,507 --> 00:16:00,078 saying she wanted a divorce. 346 00:16:00,078 --> 00:16:02,243 - She didn’t say why? 347 00:16:02,243 --> 00:16:04,276 - No. 348 00:16:04,276 --> 00:16:06,144 The next day... 349 00:16:06,144 --> 00:16:08,979 she withdrew $10,000 dollars from our account. 350 00:16:10,111 --> 00:16:11,738 I went there, 351 00:16:11,738 --> 00:16:13,177 but the woman who runs the place 352 00:16:13,177 --> 00:16:15,243 wouldn’t let me see her, 353 00:16:15,243 --> 00:16:18,243 said "no outside contact allowed." 354 00:16:18,243 --> 00:16:20,078 I just wanted to talk to her. 355 00:16:20,078 --> 00:16:22,144 I would never hurt my wife. 356 00:16:23,243 --> 00:16:24,408 (Birds chirp) 357 00:16:24,408 --> 00:16:26,243 (Chimes jingle) 358 00:16:26,243 --> 00:16:27,705 Man: I’m here to answer phones. 359 00:16:27,705 --> 00:16:29,111 I’m not going to woo-woo with you. 360 00:16:29,111 --> 00:16:30,507 Faye: Did you ever consider the fact 361 00:16:30,507 --> 00:16:32,375 that you might get something from the experience? 362 00:16:32,375 --> 00:16:34,408 Man: Did you ever consider that you’re not as good at this 363 00:16:34,408 --> 00:16:36,375 as you think? 364 00:16:36,375 --> 00:16:38,111 I’m not going to do this. 365 00:16:38,111 --> 00:16:41,177 - I am so disappointed in you, Oliver. 366 00:16:46,804 --> 00:16:48,474 - You okay? 367 00:16:48,474 --> 00:16:51,474 - (Sighs heavily) No one in this place is okay. 368 00:16:52,474 --> 00:16:55,441 - Uh... I’m Doctor Jenny Cooper, I was uh... 369 00:16:55,441 --> 00:16:57,738 I was actually hoping I could speak to Faye. 370 00:16:57,738 --> 00:16:59,705 - She’s about to start a seminar right now. 371 00:16:59,705 --> 00:17:02,540 (Phone rings) Uh, one second please. 372 00:17:02,540 --> 00:17:05,408 (Phone rings) 373 00:17:05,408 --> 00:17:07,979 Hello? Turning Tides. Yes. 374 00:17:07,979 --> 00:17:09,979 (Meditative music plays) 375 00:17:09,979 --> 00:17:42,540 ♪ 376 00:17:42,540 --> 00:17:45,144 (Birds chirp) 377 00:17:45,144 --> 00:17:48,012 - Hey, I’m looking for Faye-- - Shhh... 378 00:17:52,078 --> 00:17:55,276 Sorry, we’re not allowed to talk to anyone 379 00:17:55,276 --> 00:17:56,672 outside of the workshops, 380 00:17:56,672 --> 00:18:00,078 and the only pleasure Oliver gets is to narc on us. 381 00:18:01,111 --> 00:18:03,144 - Oh... 382 00:18:03,144 --> 00:18:04,738 Well, he uh... 383 00:18:04,738 --> 00:18:06,903 he doesn’t look too happy to be here. 384 00:18:06,903 --> 00:18:08,573 - He’s Faye’s son. 385 00:18:08,573 --> 00:18:12,045 He got kicked out of private school again. 386 00:18:12,045 --> 00:18:13,738 You’re the coroner, right? 387 00:18:15,804 --> 00:18:18,375 - Yeah, I’m uh... I’m Jenny Cooper. 388 00:18:18,375 --> 00:18:20,177 - Tina. 389 00:18:20,177 --> 00:18:22,012 It sucks about Shirley. 390 00:18:22,012 --> 00:18:24,012 She seemed like a nice woman. 391 00:18:24,012 --> 00:18:26,243 You know, the day that she bloomed, 392 00:18:26,243 --> 00:18:28,639 oh wow, was so powerful. 393 00:18:29,705 --> 00:18:32,474 - Yeah, I’m um... I’m trying to make sense of her death. 394 00:18:32,474 --> 00:18:36,210 Because I-I don’t understand why she would kill herself 395 00:18:36,210 --> 00:18:39,771 if she had just bloomed, you know? 396 00:18:41,012 --> 00:18:43,837 - We’re not really supposed to question Faye’s methods. 397 00:18:43,837 --> 00:18:46,375 Man: What’s wrong with you people?! 398 00:18:46,375 --> 00:18:47,979 Can’t you see this whole thing is a lie?! 399 00:18:47,979 --> 00:18:51,375 - Whoa. - She’s brainwashing you! 400 00:18:51,375 --> 00:18:53,639 Please, you’ve got to get out of here, now, 401 00:18:53,639 --> 00:18:56,507 before this place kills you too! 402 00:18:56,507 --> 00:18:59,375 Why-- Please! 403 00:18:59,375 --> 00:19:01,979 Why won’t any of you listen to me?! 404 00:19:01,979 --> 00:19:04,210 - Sir! - I’m begging you, please get-- 405 00:19:04,210 --> 00:19:05,936 - Sir! - Listen! Listen to me! 406 00:19:05,936 --> 00:19:09,111 - Hey! Hey! - You! - Hi! 407 00:19:09,111 --> 00:19:10,870 I’m listening. 408 00:19:10,870 --> 00:19:13,144 Were you a former participant? 409 00:19:14,078 --> 00:19:17,573 - Um... um, not me. My son, Jonah. 410 00:19:19,078 --> 00:19:20,936 (Sniffs) 411 00:19:20,936 --> 00:19:23,408 - If you don’t mind me asking, what happened? 412 00:19:23,408 --> 00:19:24,771 - Uh, 413 00:19:26,408 --> 00:19:28,210 um, well, before he came here, 414 00:19:28,210 --> 00:19:30,177 he was uh... 415 00:19:30,177 --> 00:19:33,144 well, he was a little bit lost. 416 00:19:33,144 --> 00:19:34,672 Um... 417 00:19:35,606 --> 00:19:38,210 he begged us to pay for this place - thousands of dollars. 418 00:19:40,606 --> 00:19:42,441 But then, when he came home, 419 00:19:45,804 --> 00:19:47,903 he was so much worse. 420 00:19:49,342 --> 00:19:51,672 - And what happened to your son? 421 00:19:52,837 --> 00:19:55,012 - A month after he came here, 422 00:19:56,837 --> 00:19:59,309 he jumped off the Humber Bay bridge. 423 00:20:01,870 --> 00:20:03,375 - (Exhales sharply) 424 00:20:03,375 --> 00:20:05,045 - (Sniffling) - I’m sorry. 425 00:20:05,045 --> 00:20:07,276 - (Sniffling) 426 00:20:08,606 --> 00:20:14,672 ♪ 427 00:20:16,804 --> 00:20:18,375 Man: You know black don’t crack, right? 428 00:20:18,375 --> 00:20:20,045 - Yeah. That’s what they say. - That’s what they say. 429 00:20:20,045 --> 00:20:21,408 Come on. - Here, are you ready? 430 00:20:21,408 --> 00:20:23,177 - Come on! Yeah, let’s go. Oh! - Oh! 431 00:20:23,177 --> 00:20:24,408 Oh, Dad, you gotta make it a little, 432 00:20:24,408 --> 00:20:26,078 you gotta make it a little more difficult. 433 00:20:26,078 --> 00:20:27,309 Make it a little tougher. - You know, 434 00:20:27,309 --> 00:20:29,012 since you were a kid, I always let you win. 435 00:20:29,012 --> 00:20:30,639 - Used to let me win? Oh, that’s so sweet. 436 00:20:30,639 --> 00:20:32,078 - But not today, baby. - Not today? 437 00:20:32,078 --> 00:20:34,012 - Bring your best. Come on, come on, come on. 438 00:20:34,012 --> 00:20:35,606 No, no, no! - Oh! 439 00:20:35,606 --> 00:20:37,606 - I’m gonna school you! Come on, son! Come on! 440 00:20:37,606 --> 00:20:39,606 Ha! Ha! Watch this, son! - (Grunts in pain) 441 00:20:39,606 --> 00:20:42,540 You know that’s a foul, right? - No, baby, that’s game! 442 00:20:42,540 --> 00:20:44,408 - Ugh! You know you used to be so much better 443 00:20:44,408 --> 00:20:46,672 at least hiding how badly you cheat. 444 00:20:46,672 --> 00:20:48,705 - Come on now, take your beating like a man. 445 00:20:48,705 --> 00:20:50,804 - (Amused sigh) All right, good game, Pops. 446 00:20:50,804 --> 00:20:52,441 Good game. 447 00:20:54,606 --> 00:21:07,837 ♪ 448 00:21:07,837 --> 00:21:10,309 - You wanna know how an old man like me could take you? 449 00:21:10,309 --> 00:21:13,045 - ’Cause you cheat? (Both laugh) 450 00:21:13,045 --> 00:21:15,210 - Because now I’m finally living. 451 00:21:15,210 --> 00:21:17,078 - And what exactly were you doing before? 452 00:21:17,078 --> 00:21:19,309 - Paying bills. Working two jobs. 453 00:21:19,309 --> 00:21:20,979 Waking up at the crack of dawn 454 00:21:20,979 --> 00:21:23,408 and coming home in the dead of night. 455 00:21:23,408 --> 00:21:26,111 Now, I finally found my joy. (Chuckles) 456 00:21:26,111 --> 00:21:28,309 - What’s her name? - Mindy. 457 00:21:28,309 --> 00:21:29,979 - Oh, she’s something else! Woo! 458 00:21:29,979 --> 00:21:32,375 - I bet. - You got to see her, son. 459 00:21:32,375 --> 00:21:34,507 She makes a good ginger beer. 460 00:21:34,507 --> 00:21:36,210 Oh! I need you to water my plants. 461 00:21:36,210 --> 00:21:37,639 - Where’re you going? 462 00:21:37,639 --> 00:21:39,540 - One of those all-inclusive resorts, 463 00:21:39,540 --> 00:21:41,507 and all the drinks are free! 464 00:21:41,507 --> 00:21:43,243 - Okay, first of all, the drinks are not free, 465 00:21:43,243 --> 00:21:44,903 they’re included in the thousands of dollars 466 00:21:44,903 --> 00:21:46,408 you pay for a vacation like that. 467 00:21:46,408 --> 00:21:48,243 And second, you really think it’s a good idea 468 00:21:48,243 --> 00:21:49,573 to be going to a resort? 469 00:21:49,573 --> 00:21:51,979 - At least I’m not going on a cruise. 470 00:21:51,979 --> 00:21:53,870 - Communal spaces, buffets... 471 00:21:53,870 --> 00:21:55,837 Dad, you’re seventy. 472 00:21:55,837 --> 00:21:57,771 - One day it’s the virus, 473 00:21:57,771 --> 00:21:59,441 the next day it’s something else. 474 00:21:59,441 --> 00:22:01,705 I’m not gonna live in that fear, son. 475 00:22:01,705 --> 00:22:04,276 I spent my whole life waiting to shine. 476 00:22:04,276 --> 00:22:06,804 - Yeah, whatever. (Phone rings) 477 00:22:06,804 --> 00:22:08,540 What, Malik? 478 00:22:10,936 --> 00:22:12,705 - You gotta go back to work? - Yeah. 479 00:22:12,705 --> 00:22:15,144 Just check if you can get a refund on that cruise, 480 00:22:15,144 --> 00:22:18,375 all right? - It’s not a cruise! 481 00:22:20,573 --> 00:22:24,111 - Shirley was the second person to commit suicide here. 482 00:22:25,441 --> 00:22:27,408 - Did you know the success rate of Alcoholics Anonymous 483 00:22:27,408 --> 00:22:28,804 is five to ten percent? 484 00:22:28,804 --> 00:22:31,507 Meanwhile, Turning Tides’s success rate is 85 percent. 485 00:22:32,573 --> 00:22:35,672 - Okay. But I’m still gonna have to question your methods. 486 00:22:35,672 --> 00:22:37,540 - I know my methods can’t save everyone, 487 00:22:37,540 --> 00:22:39,144 but I won’t turn anyone away, 488 00:22:39,144 --> 00:22:41,408 not even the lost causes. 489 00:22:41,408 --> 00:22:44,111 - So Shirley and Jonah were lost causes? 490 00:22:44,111 --> 00:22:46,979 - Most people leave here transformed for the better. 491 00:22:46,979 --> 00:22:49,474 - At what cost? Because Shirley’s husband said 492 00:22:49,474 --> 00:22:52,309 that she took out $10,000 dollars before she died 493 00:22:52,309 --> 00:22:54,276 and he came here to talk to her about it, 494 00:22:54,276 --> 00:22:55,903 but you wouldn’t let him in. 495 00:22:55,903 --> 00:22:57,474 - Beyond the registration fee, 496 00:22:57,474 --> 00:22:58,771 I’ve never taken a cent from Shirley. 497 00:22:58,771 --> 00:23:00,276 (Chime rings) 498 00:23:00,276 --> 00:23:02,276 If you really wanna know what we’re doing here, 499 00:23:02,276 --> 00:23:03,979 observe. 500 00:23:03,979 --> 00:23:06,804 - Thank you, but no. - Hmm. 501 00:23:08,639 --> 00:23:10,408 - (Remembering sigh) 502 00:23:11,342 --> 00:23:13,474 Yes. 503 00:23:14,309 --> 00:23:15,936 (Birds chirp) 504 00:23:17,144 --> 00:23:19,408 (Shawl rustles) 505 00:23:20,408 --> 00:23:24,309 ♪ 506 00:23:24,309 --> 00:23:28,045 (Grass crunches underfoot) 507 00:23:30,540 --> 00:23:32,474 (Birds chirp) 508 00:23:32,474 --> 00:23:37,870 ♪ 509 00:23:37,870 --> 00:23:40,738 - I know some of you are still feeling uncertain 510 00:23:40,738 --> 00:23:42,639 because of the recent tragedy, 511 00:23:42,639 --> 00:23:45,309 and I want you all to know that this is still 512 00:23:45,309 --> 00:23:47,540 a very safe place. 513 00:23:47,540 --> 00:23:49,342 So... 514 00:23:49,342 --> 00:23:51,738 who would like to come up and share? 515 00:23:55,639 --> 00:23:57,441 Tina? 516 00:23:58,375 --> 00:24:05,606 ♪ 517 00:24:07,979 --> 00:24:09,837 Why are you here? 518 00:24:10,979 --> 00:24:14,672 What do you wanna let go of? 519 00:24:14,672 --> 00:24:17,979 - My mom, uh, was... 520 00:24:17,979 --> 00:24:20,276 really verbally abusive when I was a kid. 521 00:24:21,375 --> 00:24:22,979 It was brutal. 522 00:24:22,979 --> 00:24:25,309 And I could never say anything back-- 523 00:24:25,309 --> 00:24:26,903 - (Harshly) Why not? 524 00:24:26,903 --> 00:24:29,507 - Because she would... yell more. 525 00:24:29,507 --> 00:24:31,771 I-I-I was afraid she was gonna beat me. 526 00:24:31,771 --> 00:24:33,771 - Did she ever hit you? 527 00:24:33,771 --> 00:24:36,375 - No... - Then stop making excuses. 528 00:24:36,375 --> 00:24:38,045 - I’m not. 529 00:24:38,045 --> 00:24:40,507 She squashed my spirit. 530 00:24:40,507 --> 00:24:43,243 Like I could never want anything for myself. 531 00:24:43,243 --> 00:24:45,111 I was, I was afraid it would be taken from me 532 00:24:45,111 --> 00:24:47,771 if I, if I spoke up, if I wanted anything-- 533 00:24:47,771 --> 00:24:50,507 - Grow up! - (Tearing up, breathing hard) 534 00:24:52,979 --> 00:24:56,111 Now you’re crying. 535 00:24:56,111 --> 00:24:58,705 Stop blaming your mother. 536 00:24:58,705 --> 00:25:00,507 - (Crying) 537 00:25:00,507 --> 00:25:02,276 - If you don’t get what you want, 538 00:25:02,276 --> 00:25:04,045 whose fault is it? 539 00:25:04,045 --> 00:25:06,177 - (Sobs) It’s mine. 540 00:25:06,177 --> 00:25:08,705 - Okay, stop! Just, just-- 541 00:25:08,705 --> 00:25:10,276 What are you...? 542 00:25:10,276 --> 00:25:11,837 You’re retraumatizing her! 543 00:25:11,837 --> 00:25:13,606 - If you don’t agree with my methods, 544 00:25:13,606 --> 00:25:15,177 you’re free to leave. 545 00:25:15,177 --> 00:25:18,408 In fact, all of you are. 546 00:25:18,408 --> 00:25:21,903 If anyone here still questions this process, 547 00:25:21,903 --> 00:25:24,903 please leave. 548 00:25:24,903 --> 00:25:26,672 - Are you okay? 549 00:25:26,672 --> 00:25:29,111 - (Blows out her breath) 550 00:25:29,111 --> 00:25:31,870 You’re saying... (deep breath) 551 00:25:31,870 --> 00:25:35,045 what you’re saying is... 552 00:25:35,045 --> 00:25:38,012 I’m not that little girl... (Breath hitches) 553 00:25:38,012 --> 00:25:40,144 and my mother can’t hurt me. 554 00:25:41,903 --> 00:25:44,540 That it’s... it’s my life. 555 00:25:46,111 --> 00:25:47,804 (Yelling) It’s my life! 556 00:25:48,738 --> 00:25:50,870 (Laughing) It’s my life. 557 00:25:51,903 --> 00:25:54,870 All: (Clapping and cheering) 558 00:25:58,870 --> 00:26:00,672 Tina: (Exhilarated exhale) 559 00:26:00,672 --> 00:26:02,276 - Here. 560 00:26:02,276 --> 00:26:03,979 Yeah. 561 00:26:03,979 --> 00:26:05,738 Now, listen. 562 00:26:05,738 --> 00:26:07,979 We’re gonna be friends, all right? 563 00:26:07,979 --> 00:26:11,276 Just you and me. We’re-- 564 00:26:11,276 --> 00:26:13,870 Oh, hi. 565 00:26:13,870 --> 00:26:15,606 Hmm? 566 00:26:17,870 --> 00:26:20,078 - Brush her, she likes it. 567 00:26:20,078 --> 00:26:21,771 - Oh yeah? - Yeah. 568 00:26:21,771 --> 00:26:23,606 - Is this part of my therapy? 569 00:26:23,606 --> 00:26:26,111 - (Laughs) Not on your life. 570 00:26:26,111 --> 00:26:27,870 I’m only here for the horses. 571 00:26:27,870 --> 00:26:29,738 - Mm. 572 00:26:29,738 --> 00:26:32,078 - You know, they’ll let you choose another horse. 573 00:26:33,870 --> 00:26:36,210 - Yeah, I know, but uh.... 574 00:26:36,210 --> 00:26:39,540 I don’t wanna give up on her yet. 575 00:26:39,540 --> 00:26:41,738 - Sometimes it’s not a good fit. 576 00:26:41,738 --> 00:26:43,672 I’ve seen it happen. 577 00:26:43,672 --> 00:26:46,979 No connection, it’s not working. 578 00:26:46,979 --> 00:26:50,441 Then they changes horses and... 579 00:26:50,441 --> 00:26:52,111 it’s better. 580 00:26:52,111 --> 00:26:53,573 - Oh. 581 00:26:55,309 --> 00:26:57,111 - You’re almost done here, right? 582 00:26:57,111 --> 00:27:01,177 - Yeah. Time to start thinking about what comes next. 583 00:27:01,177 --> 00:27:03,771 - Have you heard from Jenny? 584 00:27:03,771 --> 00:27:06,870 - Uh, no. She never answered my letter. 585 00:27:08,804 --> 00:27:11,243 - You know, we could use an extra hand around here. 586 00:27:13,012 --> 00:27:15,771 Would you consider staying on as staff? 587 00:27:15,771 --> 00:27:17,540 - (Snorts softly) 588 00:27:17,540 --> 00:27:19,210 Yeah, sure. 589 00:27:19,210 --> 00:27:20,979 Well, I’ll, I’ll think about it. 590 00:27:22,309 --> 00:27:24,375 (R&B music plays quietly) 591 00:27:24,375 --> 00:27:31,441 ♪ 592 00:27:33,804 --> 00:27:35,144 Malik: Mac, look. 593 00:27:35,144 --> 00:27:37,738 (Hard tap) I found it on Bunz. 594 00:27:39,474 --> 00:27:41,375 Bunz. It’s like, uh, Kijiji for hipsters - 595 00:27:41,375 --> 00:27:43,210 you trade and shop with people online. 596 00:27:43,210 --> 00:27:45,144 Some guy found it in a dumpster one block away 597 00:27:45,144 --> 00:27:46,705 from Randy Smith’s house. 598 00:27:46,705 --> 00:27:48,507 - Nice work. - Thank you. 599 00:27:48,507 --> 00:27:50,045 And hey, I’m gonna find out about your Thursday thing, 600 00:27:50,045 --> 00:27:53,177 you know. 601 00:27:53,177 --> 00:27:54,837 - Waxing. - Oh. 602 00:27:54,837 --> 00:27:58,111 - It’s my waxing appointment. - Okay, cool. 603 00:27:58,111 --> 00:27:59,837 Deflect. Yes, that’s fine. - (Taps key) 604 00:27:59,837 --> 00:28:01,837 - Huh. 605 00:28:01,837 --> 00:28:03,045 - There’s our guy Andrew. 606 00:28:04,177 --> 00:28:06,639 - And there’s Randy. Randy: Where’s your mask?! 607 00:28:06,639 --> 00:28:07,979 Andrew: You-you-you’re food is there. 608 00:28:07,979 --> 00:28:10,111 - Yeah, I seen the food. 609 00:28:10,111 --> 00:28:11,979 Wh-Where’s your mask?! - Leave me alone! 610 00:28:11,979 --> 00:28:13,936 - You filthy people and your viruses! 611 00:28:13,936 --> 00:28:16,375 - Hey, Hey! Easy... Donovan: And there’s our knife. 612 00:28:16,375 --> 00:28:19,375 Malik: Hmm. And there’s our defensive wounds. 613 00:28:19,375 --> 00:28:21,705 (Bike rattles) 614 00:28:21,705 --> 00:28:23,210 Andrew: Help! (Bike clatters) 615 00:28:23,210 --> 00:28:25,210 Randy: Get out of here! You don’t belong here! 616 00:28:25,210 --> 00:28:27,342 Donovan: He ran him into traffic. 617 00:28:29,804 --> 00:28:31,540 - (Sighs heavily) 618 00:28:31,540 --> 00:28:33,540 (Indistinct chatter) 619 00:28:33,540 --> 00:28:35,144 (Leaves rustle with each sweep) 620 00:28:38,342 --> 00:28:41,804 (Low hum of chatter) 621 00:28:44,903 --> 00:28:47,078 (Fire crackles) 622 00:28:51,870 --> 00:28:53,639 (Indistinct chatter) 623 00:28:56,705 --> 00:28:58,177 - Hey. - Hey. 624 00:28:58,177 --> 00:28:59,870 - Hi. Uh, quick question. - Mm. 625 00:28:59,870 --> 00:29:03,441 - What, uh, is your official policy on cell phones? 626 00:29:03,441 --> 00:29:05,639 - No phones. Faye says interference from outside 627 00:29:05,639 --> 00:29:07,870 can make your "bloom" wither. 628 00:29:07,870 --> 00:29:09,342 - Ah! Okay. 629 00:29:09,342 --> 00:29:12,771 Uh... oh, and what was, um, Shirley’s room number? 630 00:29:12,771 --> 00:29:15,408 - Uh... number 11. - Awesome. Thank you. 631 00:29:16,573 --> 00:29:18,639 (Broom sweeps) 632 00:29:20,342 --> 00:29:26,738 ♪ 633 00:29:26,738 --> 00:29:28,342 (Stairs groan underfoot) 634 00:29:28,342 --> 00:29:30,408 (Door creaks open) 635 00:29:31,771 --> 00:29:51,375 ♪ 636 00:29:54,738 --> 00:29:57,573 - I hope you get this. The signal here is crap. 637 00:29:57,573 --> 00:29:59,979 Girl, where do I begin! 638 00:29:59,979 --> 00:30:02,705 Okay, first, I’m finally leaving Victor. 639 00:30:02,705 --> 00:30:05,540 I called him today and told him that it’s over. 640 00:30:05,540 --> 00:30:07,979 Nicole, it feels amazing! 641 00:30:07,979 --> 00:30:09,837 I feel like myself again, 642 00:30:09,837 --> 00:30:12,210 and it’s not just leaving Victor. 643 00:30:12,210 --> 00:30:13,837 I’m in love! 644 00:30:13,837 --> 00:30:15,639 We talk every night, 645 00:30:15,639 --> 00:30:17,639 and I tell him things I haven’t told anyone. 646 00:30:17,639 --> 00:30:19,309 Uh, and he’s gorgeous! 647 00:30:19,309 --> 00:30:21,078 Tall, beautiful eyes, 648 00:30:21,078 --> 00:30:23,408 and I don’t even mind his beard! 649 00:30:23,408 --> 00:30:25,045 Bye! 650 00:30:27,606 --> 00:30:29,177 (Door creaks open) 651 00:30:30,507 --> 00:30:33,111 (Coyote howls in distance) 652 00:30:33,111 --> 00:30:35,045 (Owl hoots nearby) 653 00:30:41,771 --> 00:30:44,705 (Nocturnal animal calls) 654 00:30:45,738 --> 00:30:47,705 (Footsteps thud) 655 00:30:51,705 --> 00:30:54,243 - (Exhales sharply) Breathe. 656 00:30:56,540 --> 00:30:58,177 Fareed! 657 00:30:58,177 --> 00:31:22,672 ♪ 658 00:31:22,672 --> 00:31:24,507 (Foliage rustles underfoot) 659 00:31:26,012 --> 00:31:32,243 ♪ 660 00:31:32,243 --> 00:31:34,870 (Ominous music) 661 00:31:34,870 --> 00:31:56,771 ♪ 662 00:31:56,771 --> 00:31:58,639 (Ominous music) 663 00:31:59,804 --> 00:32:02,144 (Door creaks open and thumps against wall) 664 00:32:03,705 --> 00:32:06,903 (Foliage rustles underfoot) 665 00:32:08,639 --> 00:32:13,804 ♪ 666 00:32:13,804 --> 00:32:16,144 (A branch snaps, Jenny gasps) 667 00:32:20,342 --> 00:32:22,078 - Need some help? 668 00:32:22,078 --> 00:32:23,979 - Oh, hah. 669 00:32:23,979 --> 00:32:26,078 Yeah, actually, I do. I’m a... 670 00:32:26,078 --> 00:32:28,276 little lost and the flashlights on these... 671 00:32:28,276 --> 00:32:30,210 (Nervous laugh) 672 00:32:30,210 --> 00:32:32,408 - That’s why I always bring these, just in case. 673 00:32:34,474 --> 00:32:36,672 - Is that uh... 674 00:32:36,672 --> 00:32:38,375 is that poison ivy? 675 00:32:38,375 --> 00:32:40,573 - Yeah, I stepped in some in the woods. 676 00:32:40,573 --> 00:32:43,243 - Hmm. And when was that? 677 00:32:43,243 --> 00:32:46,243 - Uh, I got claustrophobic a couple nights ago and... 678 00:32:46,243 --> 00:32:49,111 snuck out for a walk, and a smoke. 679 00:32:49,111 --> 00:32:51,837 - Was Shirley with you? 680 00:32:51,837 --> 00:32:53,474 She had poison ivy too. 681 00:32:53,474 --> 00:32:55,012 - ’Kay, it’s not what you think. 682 00:32:55,012 --> 00:32:57,243 - Well, what should I think, Fareed? 683 00:32:57,243 --> 00:32:59,474 - ’Kay, she followed me into the woods. 684 00:32:59,474 --> 00:33:01,111 ’Kay, then she kissed me 685 00:33:01,111 --> 00:33:03,375 and she said that her husband knew and... 686 00:33:03,375 --> 00:33:06,276 she can’t wait and we should leave that night. 687 00:33:07,210 --> 00:33:09,111 She kept talking about all these conversations 688 00:33:09,111 --> 00:33:11,012 that we had - we’d stay up late - 689 00:33:11,012 --> 00:33:13,408 and all the promises that I made to her. 690 00:33:13,408 --> 00:33:15,309 None of it was true. 691 00:33:15,309 --> 00:33:17,012 - What do you mean? 692 00:33:17,012 --> 00:33:19,276 - I never spoke to Shirley before that night. 693 00:33:23,639 --> 00:33:26,507 (Siren wails in the distance) 694 00:33:29,111 --> 00:33:30,804 (Bicycle spokes click) 695 00:33:34,177 --> 00:33:36,111 - Ben? - Hey. 696 00:33:36,111 --> 00:33:38,441 - Hey. I’m Detective McAvoy. 697 00:33:38,441 --> 00:33:41,738 Um, I’m sure your dad would like for you to have this. 698 00:33:42,738 --> 00:33:44,573 - Thanks. - And just so you know, 699 00:33:44,573 --> 00:33:46,441 we have more than enough evidence to convict the man 700 00:33:46,441 --> 00:33:48,771 responsible for his death. 701 00:33:48,771 --> 00:33:52,243 - My dad said he wanted my old bike back for exercise. 702 00:33:52,243 --> 00:33:54,507 - He didn’t tell you he was delivering food? 703 00:33:54,507 --> 00:33:56,639 - He mentioned that some of his investments took a hit 704 00:33:56,639 --> 00:33:59,111 during the pandemic, but... 705 00:33:59,111 --> 00:34:02,144 (Shocked laugh) He sent me tuition money last week. 706 00:34:04,342 --> 00:34:06,771 - My guess is he wanted to protect you, 707 00:34:06,771 --> 00:34:08,144 let you focus on school. 708 00:34:08,144 --> 00:34:10,408 - Who cares about school? 709 00:34:10,408 --> 00:34:12,870 Some racist killed my dad. He was 65-years-old. 710 00:34:12,870 --> 00:34:14,771 He should’ve been retired, and now he’s dead! 711 00:34:16,012 --> 00:34:18,870 65 years for what? 712 00:34:18,870 --> 00:34:21,012 To end up like this guy on the wall? 713 00:34:23,936 --> 00:34:25,705 Where’s the fairness in that? 714 00:34:25,705 --> 00:34:30,210 ♪ 715 00:34:30,210 --> 00:34:32,243 (Receding footsteps thud lightly) 716 00:34:35,540 --> 00:34:38,474 - Who were you talking to, Shirley? 717 00:34:40,078 --> 00:34:41,979 (Window rattles) 718 00:34:43,276 --> 00:34:45,979 (Window rattles) 719 00:34:47,474 --> 00:34:51,540 (Low, indistinct humming) 720 00:34:54,936 --> 00:34:59,012 (Humming) 721 00:35:04,111 --> 00:35:06,738 (Humming gets louder) 722 00:35:10,672 --> 00:35:12,111 - Hello? 723 00:35:12,111 --> 00:35:14,276 (Humming stops) 724 00:35:15,639 --> 00:35:18,078 - Uh, it’s... it’s Jenny Cooper. 725 00:35:18,078 --> 00:35:20,342 I’m the coroner. 726 00:35:20,342 --> 00:35:22,705 What’s your name? 727 00:35:24,804 --> 00:35:28,012 Hello? 728 00:35:28,012 --> 00:35:30,177 Look, I just um... 729 00:35:30,177 --> 00:35:32,507 I just wanna know what happened. 730 00:35:32,507 --> 00:35:34,276 Okay... 731 00:35:36,210 --> 00:35:38,441 (Map rustles) 732 00:35:41,276 --> 00:35:48,441 ♪ 733 00:35:48,441 --> 00:35:50,012 (Knocking) 734 00:35:51,309 --> 00:35:53,045 (Door clicks open) 735 00:35:55,606 --> 00:35:57,639 Oliver? 736 00:35:59,606 --> 00:36:01,771 - (Sighs heavily) 737 00:36:02,738 --> 00:36:07,771 ♪ 738 00:36:07,771 --> 00:36:09,606 - Tell me how it started. 739 00:36:11,979 --> 00:36:15,210 - One night, I heard her singing through the vent. 740 00:36:16,507 --> 00:36:18,111 I told her she had a great voice 741 00:36:18,111 --> 00:36:21,408 and it kinda just kept going from there. 742 00:36:22,507 --> 00:36:26,771 (Shirley humming) 743 00:36:29,573 --> 00:36:32,441 ♪ 744 00:36:32,441 --> 00:36:35,837 - ♪ It is well ♪ 745 00:36:38,342 --> 00:36:41,738 ♪ With my soul ♪ 746 00:36:44,045 --> 00:36:46,243 ♪ It is well ♪ 747 00:36:47,177 --> 00:36:50,243 ♪ It is well with... ♪ 748 00:36:51,342 --> 00:36:53,903 ♪ My soul ♪ 749 00:36:57,342 --> 00:37:01,045 - It’s really cool how you sing to yourself every night. 750 00:37:01,045 --> 00:37:03,474 - After hard days it picks me up. 751 00:37:06,177 --> 00:37:08,078 Do you ever feel like... 752 00:37:08,078 --> 00:37:11,738 you’re defined by someone else’s idea of you? 753 00:37:11,738 --> 00:37:13,408 - What do you mean? 754 00:37:15,012 --> 00:37:18,474 - Like the one person who’s supposed to love you the most 755 00:37:18,474 --> 00:37:21,540 has no idea who you really are. 756 00:37:21,540 --> 00:37:25,540 - Yeah. I know exactly what that’s like. 757 00:37:27,573 --> 00:37:29,408 - (Laughs) You know, 758 00:37:29,408 --> 00:37:31,276 let’s forget this pity party. 759 00:37:31,276 --> 00:37:33,804 Um, if you could be anywhere right now, 760 00:37:33,804 --> 00:37:35,276 where would it be? 761 00:37:35,276 --> 00:37:38,804 Um... first place that comes to mind. 762 00:37:38,804 --> 00:37:40,804 - The beach. 763 00:37:40,804 --> 00:37:42,936 - I’ve always wanted to go to Hawaii! 764 00:37:42,936 --> 00:37:45,045 - We should go and learn how to surf. 765 00:37:45,045 --> 00:37:48,243 - And only have drinks with umbrellas. (Laughs) 766 00:37:48,243 --> 00:37:50,276 - That’d be great. 767 00:37:53,342 --> 00:37:55,408 - Tell me who you are. 768 00:37:57,276 --> 00:37:59,837 - Um... 769 00:37:59,837 --> 00:38:02,342 You’ll know me when you see me. 770 00:38:02,342 --> 00:38:04,870 - (Snorts softly) 771 00:38:04,870 --> 00:38:06,936 (Sighs) 772 00:38:09,771 --> 00:38:12,540 - We would have mellow conversations, at first. 773 00:38:14,210 --> 00:38:16,639 - And then it turned into something more? 774 00:38:16,639 --> 00:38:19,045 - It just got too personal. 775 00:38:22,936 --> 00:38:24,936 - I can’t talk about it. 776 00:38:24,936 --> 00:38:26,309 - Come on, Shirley. 777 00:38:26,309 --> 00:38:29,738 You know you can tell me anything. 778 00:38:29,738 --> 00:38:33,078 - I’ve... never had an orgasm. 779 00:38:33,078 --> 00:38:35,804 - You mean your husband never... - Never. 780 00:38:36,979 --> 00:38:38,573 - Did you ever talk to him about it? 781 00:38:38,573 --> 00:38:41,540 - I tried, and then he tried, but... 782 00:38:41,540 --> 00:38:43,903 it didn’t happen. 783 00:38:43,903 --> 00:38:46,837 Then he shut down, I shut down, 784 00:38:46,837 --> 00:38:49,903 and after, we pretended everything was fine. 785 00:38:49,903 --> 00:38:51,936 That’s what he would always say, we’re fine. 786 00:38:51,936 --> 00:38:53,375 (Small laugh) 787 00:38:53,375 --> 00:38:56,309 But I want more than fine, dammit! 788 00:38:58,441 --> 00:39:01,639 (Weeping) I want more than fine. 789 00:39:04,573 --> 00:39:07,243 God, (chuckles) would you listen to me. 790 00:39:07,243 --> 00:39:09,111 Faye was right, I’m pathetic. 791 00:39:09,111 --> 00:39:10,979 - No, don’t listen to Faye. 792 00:39:10,979 --> 00:39:13,012 That’s her thing, to break you down, 793 00:39:13,012 --> 00:39:15,144 make you feel small. 794 00:39:15,144 --> 00:39:18,243 Shirley, you are not small. You’re immense. 795 00:39:18,243 --> 00:39:20,276 Immensely wonderful, and smart, 796 00:39:20,276 --> 00:39:22,573 and hilarious, and fun. - Stop. Please. 797 00:39:22,573 --> 00:39:24,705 - No, no, no, it’s true. 798 00:39:24,705 --> 00:39:26,507 You’re the best thing about this whole place 799 00:39:26,507 --> 00:39:29,144 and I can tell that through a stupid vent. 800 00:39:29,144 --> 00:39:32,441 - It’s just, I’ve been so lonely... 801 00:39:33,837 --> 00:39:35,672 for years. 802 00:39:35,672 --> 00:39:38,441 (Sharp exhales) Sometimes it’s so heavy 803 00:39:40,375 --> 00:39:42,705 I can’t even get out of bed in the morning. 804 00:39:44,045 --> 00:39:45,979 I feel like I have no one. 805 00:39:47,210 --> 00:39:48,979 - You have me. 806 00:39:50,111 --> 00:39:51,837 (Happy exhale) 807 00:39:53,078 --> 00:39:56,144 - Yeah... I do. 808 00:40:00,672 --> 00:40:04,540 - I knew it had gone too far, but by then it was too late. 809 00:40:04,540 --> 00:40:06,342 - Gah! (Scratching) 810 00:40:06,342 --> 00:40:09,276 Please don’t do this! Don’t push me away, Fareed. 811 00:40:09,276 --> 00:40:11,870 - What? What’re you talking about? 812 00:40:11,870 --> 00:40:14,012 - I’m sorry I followed you into the woods-- 813 00:40:14,012 --> 00:40:17,210 - Oh no... Shirley, what did you do? 814 00:40:17,210 --> 00:40:19,870 - I know you’re scared, and you have a lot to lose. 815 00:40:19,870 --> 00:40:22,639 I do too. But, but I already told Victor. 816 00:40:22,639 --> 00:40:24,474 I already got the money. 817 00:40:24,474 --> 00:40:26,606 It’s time for our new beginning. 818 00:40:29,012 --> 00:40:32,408 - I... I don’t think I can do this. 819 00:40:32,408 --> 00:40:35,540 - (Breath hitches) What? 820 00:40:35,540 --> 00:40:38,606 - I can’t! I can’t do this anymore, Shirley! 821 00:40:38,606 --> 00:40:41,078 I can’t! 822 00:40:41,078 --> 00:40:43,804 - I blew up my whole life for you! 823 00:40:43,804 --> 00:40:45,474 (Sobbing) 824 00:40:47,276 --> 00:40:50,276 (Humming) 825 00:40:50,276 --> 00:40:54,078 ♪ 826 00:40:55,012 --> 00:40:57,540 - I didn’t mean for Shirley to hurt herself. 827 00:40:57,540 --> 00:41:00,979 It wasn’t supposed to be real. 828 00:41:00,979 --> 00:41:02,936 - Well, it was real for Shirley. 829 00:41:03,870 --> 00:41:05,936 - (Sighs heavily) 830 00:41:08,606 --> 00:41:11,342 (Ball bounces, chain net rattles) 831 00:41:12,804 --> 00:41:15,078 (Horns honk in the distance) 832 00:41:17,573 --> 00:41:21,705 - Hey, Pop! - Hey! 833 00:41:21,705 --> 00:41:23,705 Twice in one week. What’s... 834 00:41:23,705 --> 00:41:26,375 what’s going on? 835 00:41:26,375 --> 00:41:28,210 What? 836 00:41:29,309 --> 00:41:31,375 What’s this? - For your trip. 837 00:41:31,375 --> 00:41:33,738 There’s another one in there for Mindy. 838 00:41:33,738 --> 00:41:35,606 - So all of a sudden, you don’t have a problem 839 00:41:35,606 --> 00:41:37,144 with my vacation? 840 00:41:37,144 --> 00:41:39,441 - I don’t wanna be the one that stops you from shining, Pops. 841 00:41:39,441 --> 00:41:42,573 - All right! (Laughs) 842 00:41:42,573 --> 00:41:43,804 - Ungh! 843 00:41:43,804 --> 00:41:46,111 ♪ Every now and then ♪ 844 00:41:47,441 --> 00:41:49,979 ♪ Makes no difference ♪ 845 00:41:49,979 --> 00:41:53,903 ♪ Where you’re going ♪ 846 00:41:53,903 --> 00:41:56,375 ♪ You may be feeling low ♪ 847 00:41:56,375 --> 00:42:00,507 ♪ Oh, but let your face glow ♪ 848 00:42:00,507 --> 00:42:03,309 ♪ Your smile is so easy ♪ (Camera whirs) 849 00:42:03,309 --> 00:42:07,309 ♪ And it comes naturally ♪ 850 00:42:07,309 --> 00:42:09,672 ♪ You must remember ♪ 851 00:42:09,672 --> 00:42:13,639 ♪ Yeah, through the rain ♪ (Machine buzzes) 852 00:42:13,639 --> 00:42:16,672 ♪ There’ll be sunshine again ♪ 853 00:42:16,672 --> 00:42:31,705 ♪ 854 00:42:31,705 --> 00:42:34,111 (Text message chimes) 855 00:42:36,573 --> 00:42:45,705 ♪ So try a little smile ♪ 856 00:42:45,705 --> 00:42:48,012 ♪ Every now and then ♪ 857 00:42:48,012 --> 00:42:49,738 - Who is it? 858 00:42:51,078 --> 00:42:52,375 - It’s Jenny. 859 00:42:52,375 --> 00:42:56,045 ♪ Treat your face the best ♪ 860 00:42:56,045 --> 00:42:58,342 ♪ You must remember ♪ 861 00:42:58,342 --> 00:43:02,342 ♪ Yeah, through the rain ♪ (Phone thumps on table) 862 00:43:02,342 --> 00:43:04,045 ♪ 863 00:43:04,045 --> 00:43:05,540 (Exhales nervously) 864 00:43:08,276 --> 00:43:09,903 ♪ So try a new smile ♪ 865 00:43:09,903 --> 00:43:11,078 ♪ 866 00:43:14,144 --> 00:43:16,606 ♪ Every now and then ♪ 867 00:43:16,606 --> 00:43:22,870 ♪ Give your face a rest ♪ 868 00:43:22,870 --> 00:43:28,870 ♪