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("Spring" by Angel Olsen plays)
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♪ Don’t take it for granted ♪
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♪ Love when you have it ♪
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♪ You might be looking over ♪
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♪ A lonelier shoulder ♪
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(Breathing hard)
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Liam: "Dear Jenny,
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I’m in a rehab for vets.
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I think about you a lot,
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and I think about how I left."
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♪ Now that we’re older ♪
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Liam: "I know I promised
not to leave you."
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♪ Little we know... ♪
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Liam: "I’m sorry it took
so many months.
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I was pretty messed up
for a while."
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♪ I should have noticed ♪
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Liam: "But I’m in a good place
right now..."
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♪ Won’t ever leave ♪
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"and I miss you."
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♪ One to deceive ♪
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♪ I’m beginning to wonder ♪
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♪ If anything’s real ♪
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♪ Guess we’re just
at the mercy ♪
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♪ Of the way that we feel ♪
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♪
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(Bicycle rattles along)
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♪
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(Doorknob rattles)
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♪ Alive with a past ♪
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♪ No other can share ♪
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♪ Alone with a heart ♪
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♪ No other can bear ♪
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♪ So give me some heaven ♪
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Liam: "I’d like to see you.
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Let me know if you feel
the same.
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Je t’embrasse."
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♪ Make me eternal ♪
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♪ There in your smile ♪
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♪
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(Music turns discordant)
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(Bike clatters,
running footsteps)
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- Shirley?
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Are you okay?
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(Birds chirp)
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(Shocked breath)
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Neil: With everything
that’s happened,
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do you wanna see Liam?
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(Traffic whooshes by)
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- I mean, yea--
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Yeah, I mean,
of course I do. I just...
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The last time we saw each other,
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we said, you know,
he said, "I love you,"
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he said he was sorry,
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and then we said goodbye.
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- And you thought goodbye
was permanent.
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- Yeah, I mean, I didn’t hear
from him for five months.
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I mean, what was I supposed
to think?
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- Well, there’s no statutory
limit on love.
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- Yeah, but I don’t understand
how, in my gut, I was so sure,
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and yet I was so wrong,
you know?
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- Gut feelings are conditioned
responses...
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sometimes to trauma.
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In your personal life,
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are there other people
who’ve left?
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- Well, I mean, my sister died.
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That’s leaving, I guess.
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- And then your mother left,
Jenny.
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Does thinking about it
shut you down?
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- No... no.
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- It’s perfectly natural to go
to a place of "no,"
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in your body and your mind,
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to protect yourself.
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Here’s some homework:
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For the rest of the week,
I want you to say yes
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to everything.
- (Laughs)
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- No matter what your gut says.
- (Laugh dies out)
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Let your life unfold, Jenny.
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Surprise yourself.
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(Traffic whooshes by)
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(Phone rings)
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- (Chuckles nervously)
It’s work.
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Dr. Cheng: Always on call.
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I can relate.
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So your biopsy shows that
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you have Solitary Spinal
Plasmacytoma.
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- Uh...
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- A low tumour in
the lumbar spine.
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♪
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Your lumbar puncture confirms
that it hasn’t spread,
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which is good.
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- Okay.
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- The tumour explains the pain
in your leg,
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and why it progressed
to your back.
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- Okay.
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- Without the pain,
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we wouldn’t have caught it
as quickly as we did.
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So, that’s a good thing too.
- Mm-hmm.
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- You’ll need to start
a regular course of radiation
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as soon as possible.
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How about Thursdays?
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- (Exhales slowly) Um...
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uh, will I, will I be able
to work?
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- Well, there can be some side
effects to the treatment -
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fatigue, nausea -
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but you’re free to work
if you feel up to it.
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Oh, you’ll need a ride home
Thursday.
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We don’t know how you’ll react
to the radiation.
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You might need someone
to take care of you.
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(Distorted music)
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♪
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(Bus rumbles,
upset woman chatters)
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(Indistinct chatter
over police radio)
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(Upset woman chatters, cries)
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Malik: Ma’am? Please, ma’am.
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Ma’am, stop! Stop!
You can’t go there.
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- Suddenly, he was just there.
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I pulled up...
I don’t know...
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I can’t get fired!
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I’m... (sobbing)
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(Indistinct police radio
chatter)
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(Horns honk,
Traffic rumbles loudly)
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- You’re late.
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- Who do we have here?
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- Andrew Park,
courier for FoodScouts.
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He was 65.
He was hit by the van.
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- Mm. Cause of death, check.
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- Well, what you see isn’t
always what you get.
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So we’re gonna send the body
to pathology
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and see what they can tell us.
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- Death waits on no man.
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- Except for this woman.
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- (Grunting in pain)
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(Siren and traffic sounds
dampen)
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Malik: Hey, Mac.
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Where were you?
- Minding my business.
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You should do the same.
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- Yo, are you getting some?
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Oh, Big D, you big dog!
(Laughs)
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- You talked to the driver?
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- Yeah. She said the guy came
out of nowhere,
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ran right in front of her.
- Ran? He was on foot?
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- All the witnesses confirm
her story.
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- Delivery guys don’t usually
travel by foot.
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So where’s his vehicle?
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- Well, I’ll contact
FoodScouts,
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ask if he used a car
or bike for deliveries.
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- All right.
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- Huh.
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(Chimes tinkle,
birds chirp, crow caws)
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(Approaching footsteps)
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Woman: Dr. Cooper.
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- It’s beautiful here.
- Isn’t it?
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I’m sorry you’re here
under these circumstances.
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Normally, this is a place
of new beginnings.
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Right this way.
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(Birds chirp,
chimes jingle)
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- So, uh, how does
the retreat work?
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- It’s a silent retreat.
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Very structured schedule -
ten days, ten participants.
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They take workshops or seminars
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for about 12 hours each day.
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- Wow, that’s a long day.
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- I think of it as a luxury.
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I mean, when’s the last time
you spent
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all that time on nothing
but yourself?
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- Well, not since my son
was born.
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Definitely not since my dad
moved in.
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(Crows caw, birds chirp)
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(Blows out her breath)
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(Footsteps crunch)
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- Just this way.
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- Did you make this maze?
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- It’s a good metaphor
for life.
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(Foliage rustles underfoot)
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- Huh.
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(Doorknob clicks,
door creaks open)
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- (Murmurs mantra indistinctly)
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(Birds chirp and sing)
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(Gloves rustle against clothes)
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♪
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(Birds chirp)
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(Sighs heavily)
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There’s no sign of injury.
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- This is a medical form
she filled out for our records.
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- Shirley Brownstone.
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No pre-existing medical
conditions,
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no medications.
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Was she exhibiting any sign
of illness?
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- No, nothing.
(Sharp inhale)
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In fact, she was great.
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Shirley had bloomed.
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It’s crushing that she died
here, of all places.
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(Indistinct chatter)
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- Why’s that?
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- Because in the maze, you...
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you don’t lose yourself.
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You find yourself.
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(Indistinct police radio
chatter)
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- I’m Fareed, I’m the one
who found Shirley.
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Can I ask, how did she die?
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- Uh, we don’t know that yet.
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We’re gonna have to do
an autopsy.
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- I can’t believe that
this happened.
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I mean, that she died here.
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She just bloomed
a few days ago.
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- Sorry, can I, can I ask, um...
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what does "bloomed" mean?
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- Oh, it’s an expression
that Faye uses
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for a moment of transformation.
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When you finally break free
of whatever pain or fear
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brought you here.
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- Hmm.
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Does... does everyone
experience that?
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- It’s what we’re all working
towards.
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When you realize that there’s
nothing standing between you
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and the life that you want.
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(Indistinct police radio
chatter)
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- Must be nice.
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Therapist: (Clucking tongue)
(Hooves thud softly)
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It’s okay. (Smacks lips) Good.
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(Clucks tongue) Come on.
(Smacks lips)
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- Hey...
- Come on! That’s it,
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that a girl.
(Clucking tongue)
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Come on.
(Tack jingles)
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How do you think she’s reacting
to you today?
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- (Softly) Come here.
- Just breathe.
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- It’s okay...
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(Horse breathes heavily)
- Keep going.
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- Yeah, easy...
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(Tack jingles)
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(Horse snorts nervously)
- It’s...
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- Okay.
- It’s okay.
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Establish a connection.
It’s okay.
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- Okay, hey... Okay.
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(Horse snorts)
- Oh.
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- Okay.
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She won’t settle, eh?
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- Just takes time.
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(Snorts)
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- Hey... you and me, okay?
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(Whispers) You and me.
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(Horse breathes heavily)
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♪
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(Smacks lips)
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♪
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(Horse grunts nervously, snorts)
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- Maybe tomorrow, Liam.
- Yeah.
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- Just keep trying,
little bits at a time.
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- Sure.
(Approaching footsteps)
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(Clears throat)
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- She still doesn’t like you.
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Come on.
(Clucks her tongue)
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- Give it time.
I’m an acquired taste.
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- Andrew Park’s cause of death
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was blunt force trauma
to the head.
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Donovan: Makes sense.
That van hit him pretty hard.
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- Yeah. I found shards
of glass in his skull.
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I actually found something else
kind of interesting too.
262
00:12:37,309 --> 00:12:39,738
Once I washed off
all the blood,
263
00:12:39,738 --> 00:12:41,606
there were cuts like
knife marks
264
00:12:41,606 --> 00:12:43,540
that were not from
the accident.
265
00:12:43,540 --> 00:12:45,979
- Defensive wounds?
- Yeah, looks like it.
266
00:12:45,979 --> 00:12:48,375
- Knife marks and running
into traffic?
267
00:12:48,375 --> 00:12:50,573
Let me call you back.
- Okay.
268
00:12:51,903 --> 00:12:53,441
What’s your body telling you?
269
00:12:53,441 --> 00:12:55,375
- Not much from the outside,
270
00:12:55,375 --> 00:12:57,375
but there’s no external signs
of injury.
271
00:12:57,375 --> 00:13:01,144
She does have a rash
on her legs.
272
00:13:01,144 --> 00:13:02,606
Poison Ivy.
273
00:13:02,606 --> 00:13:06,111
- Hmm. I have seen it
in worse places.
274
00:13:06,111 --> 00:13:07,375
It does make sense though.
275
00:13:07,375 --> 00:13:10,243
There was a lot of forest
around the retreat.
276
00:13:10,243 --> 00:13:12,606
- Turning Tides sounds nice.
277
00:13:12,606 --> 00:13:14,804
- Yeah, it was uh... peaceful.
278
00:13:14,804 --> 00:13:17,243
I can see how someone
would bloom there.
279
00:13:17,243 --> 00:13:18,837
- "Bloom?"
280
00:13:19,903 --> 00:13:23,012
Melanie: Whoa! We have a bezoar
in the GI tract.
281
00:13:23,012 --> 00:13:24,672
Jenny: Looks like...
282
00:13:24,672 --> 00:13:27,144
unabsorbed pills.
283
00:13:27,144 --> 00:13:31,771
- Takes a lot of pills
to cause a ball that size.
284
00:13:33,243 --> 00:13:35,606
- If Shirley had "bloomed,"
285
00:13:35,606 --> 00:13:37,903
then why did she take
her own life?
286
00:13:37,903 --> 00:13:40,309
♪
287
00:13:42,507 --> 00:13:44,243
Malik: I’m starting a pickup
game with the guys
288
00:13:44,243 --> 00:13:45,936
on Thursdays.
You wanna join?
289
00:13:45,936 --> 00:13:48,606
Donovan: Uh, I’m busy.
- Every Thursday?
290
00:13:48,606 --> 00:13:50,573
I’m starting to think
you don’t have a woman.
291
00:13:50,573 --> 00:13:52,276
You’re too tense.
292
00:13:52,276 --> 00:13:53,936
Are you taking a class
or something?
293
00:13:53,936 --> 00:13:55,573
- What’s the house number?
- 216.
294
00:13:55,573 --> 00:13:57,276
Ah, it must be something
embarrassing.
295
00:13:57,276 --> 00:13:59,111
Like salsa dancing
or something?
296
00:13:59,111 --> 00:14:01,012
- What’s the guy’s name?
- Randy Smith.
297
00:14:01,012 --> 00:14:03,672
You know, I’m gonna figure
this out, right?
298
00:14:03,672 --> 00:14:05,309
Those hips don’t lie.
299
00:14:05,309 --> 00:14:07,705
(Laughs)
300
00:14:08,672 --> 00:14:10,507
(Door opens)
301
00:14:10,507 --> 00:14:12,837
I’m Detective Abed,
this is Detective McAvoy.
302
00:14:12,837 --> 00:14:14,408
Did you have food delivered
yesterday?
303
00:14:14,408 --> 00:14:16,276
- Yeah.
304
00:14:16,276 --> 00:14:17,507
- Is this the guy?
305
00:14:17,507 --> 00:14:19,177
- Guess so.
306
00:14:19,177 --> 00:14:20,606
I didn’t really see him.
307
00:14:20,606 --> 00:14:23,210
- Was he wearing a mask?
- Yeah,
308
00:14:23,210 --> 00:14:24,738
but he looked Asian.
309
00:14:25,870 --> 00:14:28,045
- Well, this guy was killed
yesterday, hit by a van.
310
00:14:28,045 --> 00:14:29,639
- I don’t drive a van.
311
00:14:29,639 --> 00:14:31,606
- Your house was the last
scheduled delivery.
312
00:14:31,606 --> 00:14:33,672
- Oh.
313
00:14:33,672 --> 00:14:35,276
- There’s some indication
314
00:14:35,276 --> 00:14:37,012
that he had an altercation
with someone.
315
00:14:37,012 --> 00:14:38,408
Know anything about that?
316
00:14:38,408 --> 00:14:40,705
- No, but that kinda thing
happens all the time now.
317
00:14:40,705 --> 00:14:43,738
This neighbourhood’s really
changed. Is that all?
318
00:14:43,738 --> 00:14:45,870
- Yeah, for now.
Why don’t you, uh...
319
00:14:45,870 --> 00:14:49,078
give us a call if you remember
or hear anything.
320
00:14:50,342 --> 00:14:52,210
- Uh, one more thing, um...
321
00:14:52,210 --> 00:14:54,177
did the delivery guy leave
on a bike?
322
00:14:54,177 --> 00:14:57,012
- Yeah. Took off like a bat
out of hell.
323
00:14:57,012 --> 00:14:59,342
Guess he had somewhere to be.
324
00:14:59,342 --> 00:15:01,738
(Door clicks open)
325
00:15:02,936 --> 00:15:05,276
- He didn’t really see him,
but he "looked Asian?"
326
00:15:05,276 --> 00:15:07,045
- You know, a lot of food
delivery services
327
00:15:07,045 --> 00:15:09,771
put cameras on their vehicles
for insurance purposes.
328
00:15:09,771 --> 00:15:11,540
- We need to find that bike.
329
00:15:12,441 --> 00:15:15,903
- The police did find an empty
bottle of acetaminophen
330
00:15:15,903 --> 00:15:18,078
in your wife’s room,
331
00:15:18,078 --> 00:15:21,045
so we have ruled it a suicide.
332
00:15:22,045 --> 00:15:24,738
I’m so sorry.
I know this hard to hear.
333
00:15:24,738 --> 00:15:27,078
(Phone rings in the distance)
334
00:15:27,078 --> 00:15:29,903
Had anything changed...
recently?
335
00:15:29,903 --> 00:15:31,837
Like was she um...
336
00:15:31,837 --> 00:15:33,979
was she sad,
or was she depressed at all?
337
00:15:35,441 --> 00:15:38,870
- The COVID crisis was hard
on us, on everyone -
338
00:15:38,870 --> 00:15:42,342
stuck at home,
nothing to do but worry -
339
00:15:42,342 --> 00:15:44,177
but we were fine.
340
00:15:45,672 --> 00:15:47,672
I thought we were fine.
341
00:15:47,672 --> 00:15:50,243
Shirley said she was going
to Turning Tides to...
342
00:15:50,243 --> 00:15:52,540
re-center herself.
343
00:15:52,540 --> 00:15:55,903
I didn’t ask specifics.
344
00:15:55,903 --> 00:15:57,507
Three days ago,
she left a voicemail
345
00:15:57,507 --> 00:16:00,078
saying she wanted a divorce.
346
00:16:00,078 --> 00:16:02,243
- She didn’t say why?
347
00:16:02,243 --> 00:16:04,276
- No.
348
00:16:04,276 --> 00:16:06,144
The next day...
349
00:16:06,144 --> 00:16:08,979
she withdrew $10,000 dollars
from our account.
350
00:16:10,111 --> 00:16:11,738
I went there,
351
00:16:11,738 --> 00:16:13,177
but the woman who runs
the place
352
00:16:13,177 --> 00:16:15,243
wouldn’t let me see her,
353
00:16:15,243 --> 00:16:18,243
said "no outside contact
allowed."
354
00:16:18,243 --> 00:16:20,078
I just wanted to talk to her.
355
00:16:20,078 --> 00:16:22,144
I would never hurt my wife.
356
00:16:23,243 --> 00:16:24,408
(Birds chirp)
357
00:16:24,408 --> 00:16:26,243
(Chimes jingle)
358
00:16:26,243 --> 00:16:27,705
Man: I’m here to answer phones.
359
00:16:27,705 --> 00:16:29,111
I’m not going to woo-woo
with you.
360
00:16:29,111 --> 00:16:30,507
Faye: Did you ever consider
the fact
361
00:16:30,507 --> 00:16:32,375
that you might get something
from the experience?
362
00:16:32,375 --> 00:16:34,408
Man: Did you ever consider that
you’re not as good at this
363
00:16:34,408 --> 00:16:36,375
as you think?
364
00:16:36,375 --> 00:16:38,111
I’m not going to do this.
365
00:16:38,111 --> 00:16:41,177
- I am so disappointed in you,
Oliver.
366
00:16:46,804 --> 00:16:48,474
- You okay?
367
00:16:48,474 --> 00:16:51,474
- (Sighs heavily)
No one in this place is okay.
368
00:16:52,474 --> 00:16:55,441
- Uh... I’m Doctor Jenny Cooper,
I was uh...
369
00:16:55,441 --> 00:16:57,738
I was actually hoping
I could speak to Faye.
370
00:16:57,738 --> 00:16:59,705
- She’s about to start
a seminar right now.
371
00:16:59,705 --> 00:17:02,540
(Phone rings)
Uh, one second please.
372
00:17:02,540 --> 00:17:05,408
(Phone rings)
373
00:17:05,408 --> 00:17:07,979
Hello? Turning Tides. Yes.
374
00:17:07,979 --> 00:17:09,979
(Meditative music plays)
375
00:17:09,979 --> 00:17:42,540
♪
376
00:17:42,540 --> 00:17:45,144
(Birds chirp)
377
00:17:45,144 --> 00:17:48,012
- Hey, I’m looking for Faye--
- Shhh...
378
00:17:52,078 --> 00:17:55,276
Sorry, we’re not allowed
to talk to anyone
379
00:17:55,276 --> 00:17:56,672
outside of the workshops,
380
00:17:56,672 --> 00:18:00,078
and the only pleasure Oliver
gets is to narc on us.
381
00:18:01,111 --> 00:18:03,144
- Oh...
382
00:18:03,144 --> 00:18:04,738
Well, he uh...
383
00:18:04,738 --> 00:18:06,903
he doesn’t look too happy
to be here.
384
00:18:06,903 --> 00:18:08,573
- He’s Faye’s son.
385
00:18:08,573 --> 00:18:12,045
He got kicked out of private
school again.
386
00:18:12,045 --> 00:18:13,738
You’re the coroner, right?
387
00:18:15,804 --> 00:18:18,375
- Yeah, I’m uh...
I’m Jenny Cooper.
388
00:18:18,375 --> 00:18:20,177
- Tina.
389
00:18:20,177 --> 00:18:22,012
It sucks about Shirley.
390
00:18:22,012 --> 00:18:24,012
She seemed like a nice woman.
391
00:18:24,012 --> 00:18:26,243
You know, the day that
she bloomed,
392
00:18:26,243 --> 00:18:28,639
oh wow, was so powerful.
393
00:18:29,705 --> 00:18:32,474
- Yeah, I’m um... I’m trying
to make sense of her death.
394
00:18:32,474 --> 00:18:36,210
Because I-I don’t understand
why she would kill herself
395
00:18:36,210 --> 00:18:39,771
if she had just bloomed,
you know?
396
00:18:41,012 --> 00:18:43,837
- We’re not really supposed
to question Faye’s methods.
397
00:18:43,837 --> 00:18:46,375
Man: What’s wrong with you
people?!
398
00:18:46,375 --> 00:18:47,979
Can’t you see this whole thing
is a lie?!
399
00:18:47,979 --> 00:18:51,375
- Whoa.
- She’s brainwashing you!
400
00:18:51,375 --> 00:18:53,639
Please, you’ve got to get
out of here, now,
401
00:18:53,639 --> 00:18:56,507
before this place
kills you too!
402
00:18:56,507 --> 00:18:59,375
Why-- Please!
403
00:18:59,375 --> 00:19:01,979
Why won’t any of you listen
to me?!
404
00:19:01,979 --> 00:19:04,210
- Sir!
- I’m begging you, please get--
405
00:19:04,210 --> 00:19:05,936
- Sir!
- Listen! Listen to me!
406
00:19:05,936 --> 00:19:09,111
- Hey! Hey!
- You!
- Hi!
407
00:19:09,111 --> 00:19:10,870
I’m listening.
408
00:19:10,870 --> 00:19:13,144
Were you a former participant?
409
00:19:14,078 --> 00:19:17,573
- Um... um, not me.
My son, Jonah.
410
00:19:19,078 --> 00:19:20,936
(Sniffs)
411
00:19:20,936 --> 00:19:23,408
- If you don’t mind me asking,
what happened?
412
00:19:23,408 --> 00:19:24,771
- Uh,
413
00:19:26,408 --> 00:19:28,210
um, well, before he came here,
414
00:19:28,210 --> 00:19:30,177
he was uh...
415
00:19:30,177 --> 00:19:33,144
well, he was a little bit lost.
416
00:19:33,144 --> 00:19:34,672
Um...
417
00:19:35,606 --> 00:19:38,210
he begged us to pay for this
place - thousands of dollars.
418
00:19:40,606 --> 00:19:42,441
But then, when he came home,
419
00:19:45,804 --> 00:19:47,903
he was so much worse.
420
00:19:49,342 --> 00:19:51,672
- And what happened
to your son?
421
00:19:52,837 --> 00:19:55,012
- A month after he came here,
422
00:19:56,837 --> 00:19:59,309
he jumped off the Humber Bay
bridge.
423
00:20:01,870 --> 00:20:03,375
- (Exhales sharply)
424
00:20:03,375 --> 00:20:05,045
- (Sniffling)
- I’m sorry.
425
00:20:05,045 --> 00:20:07,276
- (Sniffling)
426
00:20:08,606 --> 00:20:14,672
♪
427
00:20:16,804 --> 00:20:18,375
Man: You know black
don’t crack, right?
428
00:20:18,375 --> 00:20:20,045
- Yeah. That’s what they say.
- That’s what they say.
429
00:20:20,045 --> 00:20:21,408
Come on.
- Here, are you ready?
430
00:20:21,408 --> 00:20:23,177
- Come on! Yeah, let’s go. Oh!
- Oh!
431
00:20:23,177 --> 00:20:24,408
Oh, Dad, you gotta make it
a little,
432
00:20:24,408 --> 00:20:26,078
you gotta make it
a little more difficult.
433
00:20:26,078 --> 00:20:27,309
Make it a little tougher.
- You know,
434
00:20:27,309 --> 00:20:29,012
since you were a kid,
I always let you win.
435
00:20:29,012 --> 00:20:30,639
- Used to let me win?
Oh, that’s so sweet.
436
00:20:30,639 --> 00:20:32,078
- But not today, baby.
- Not today?
437
00:20:32,078 --> 00:20:34,012
- Bring your best.
Come on, come on, come on.
438
00:20:34,012 --> 00:20:35,606
No, no, no!
- Oh!
439
00:20:35,606 --> 00:20:37,606
- I’m gonna school you!
Come on, son! Come on!
440
00:20:37,606 --> 00:20:39,606
Ha! Ha! Watch this, son!
- (Grunts in pain)
441
00:20:39,606 --> 00:20:42,540
You know that’s a foul, right?
- No, baby, that’s game!
442
00:20:42,540 --> 00:20:44,408
- Ugh! You know you used
to be so much better
443
00:20:44,408 --> 00:20:46,672
at least hiding
how badly you cheat.
444
00:20:46,672 --> 00:20:48,705
- Come on now,
take your beating like a man.
445
00:20:48,705 --> 00:20:50,804
- (Amused sigh) All right,
good game, Pops.
446
00:20:50,804 --> 00:20:52,441
Good game.
447
00:20:54,606 --> 00:21:07,837
♪
448
00:21:07,837 --> 00:21:10,309
- You wanna know how an old man
like me could take you?
449
00:21:10,309 --> 00:21:13,045
- ’Cause you cheat?
(Both laugh)
450
00:21:13,045 --> 00:21:15,210
- Because now I’m finally
living.
451
00:21:15,210 --> 00:21:17,078
- And what exactly
were you doing before?
452
00:21:17,078 --> 00:21:19,309
- Paying bills.
Working two jobs.
453
00:21:19,309 --> 00:21:20,979
Waking up at the crack of dawn
454
00:21:20,979 --> 00:21:23,408
and coming home in the dead
of night.
455
00:21:23,408 --> 00:21:26,111
Now, I finally found my joy.
(Chuckles)
456
00:21:26,111 --> 00:21:28,309
- What’s her name?
- Mindy.
457
00:21:28,309 --> 00:21:29,979
- Oh, she’s something else!
Woo!
458
00:21:29,979 --> 00:21:32,375
- I bet.
- You got to see her, son.
459
00:21:32,375 --> 00:21:34,507
She makes a good ginger beer.
460
00:21:34,507 --> 00:21:36,210
Oh! I need you to water
my plants.
461
00:21:36,210 --> 00:21:37,639
- Where’re you going?
462
00:21:37,639 --> 00:21:39,540
- One of those all-inclusive
resorts,
463
00:21:39,540 --> 00:21:41,507
and all the drinks are free!
464
00:21:41,507 --> 00:21:43,243
- Okay, first of all,
the drinks are not free,
465
00:21:43,243 --> 00:21:44,903
they’re included in
the thousands of dollars
466
00:21:44,903 --> 00:21:46,408
you pay for a vacation
like that.
467
00:21:46,408 --> 00:21:48,243
And second, you really think
it’s a good idea
468
00:21:48,243 --> 00:21:49,573
to be going to a resort?
469
00:21:49,573 --> 00:21:51,979
- At least I’m not going
on a cruise.
470
00:21:51,979 --> 00:21:53,870
- Communal spaces, buffets...
471
00:21:53,870 --> 00:21:55,837
Dad, you’re seventy.
472
00:21:55,837 --> 00:21:57,771
- One day it’s the virus,
473
00:21:57,771 --> 00:21:59,441
the next day it’s something
else.
474
00:21:59,441 --> 00:22:01,705
I’m not gonna live in
that fear, son.
475
00:22:01,705 --> 00:22:04,276
I spent my whole life waiting
to shine.
476
00:22:04,276 --> 00:22:06,804
- Yeah, whatever.
(Phone rings)
477
00:22:06,804 --> 00:22:08,540
What, Malik?
478
00:22:10,936 --> 00:22:12,705
- You gotta go back to work?
- Yeah.
479
00:22:12,705 --> 00:22:15,144
Just check if you can get
a refund on that cruise,
480
00:22:15,144 --> 00:22:18,375
all right?
- It’s not a cruise!
481
00:22:20,573 --> 00:22:24,111
- Shirley was the second person
to commit suicide here.
482
00:22:25,441 --> 00:22:27,408
- Did you know the success
rate of Alcoholics Anonymous
483
00:22:27,408 --> 00:22:28,804
is five to ten percent?
484
00:22:28,804 --> 00:22:31,507
Meanwhile, Turning Tides’s
success rate is 85 percent.
485
00:22:32,573 --> 00:22:35,672
- Okay. But I’m still gonna
have to question your methods.
486
00:22:35,672 --> 00:22:37,540
- I know my methods
can’t save everyone,
487
00:22:37,540 --> 00:22:39,144
but I won’t turn anyone away,
488
00:22:39,144 --> 00:22:41,408
not even the lost causes.
489
00:22:41,408 --> 00:22:44,111
- So Shirley and Jonah
were lost causes?
490
00:22:44,111 --> 00:22:46,979
- Most people leave here
transformed for the better.
491
00:22:46,979 --> 00:22:49,474
- At what cost? Because
Shirley’s husband said
492
00:22:49,474 --> 00:22:52,309
that she took out $10,000
dollars before she died
493
00:22:52,309 --> 00:22:54,276
and he came here to talk
to her about it,
494
00:22:54,276 --> 00:22:55,903
but you wouldn’t let him in.
495
00:22:55,903 --> 00:22:57,474
- Beyond the registration fee,
496
00:22:57,474 --> 00:22:58,771
I’ve never taken a cent
from Shirley.
497
00:22:58,771 --> 00:23:00,276
(Chime rings)
498
00:23:00,276 --> 00:23:02,276
If you really wanna know
what we’re doing here,
499
00:23:02,276 --> 00:23:03,979
observe.
500
00:23:03,979 --> 00:23:06,804
- Thank you, but no.
- Hmm.
501
00:23:08,639 --> 00:23:10,408
- (Remembering sigh)
502
00:23:11,342 --> 00:23:13,474
Yes.
503
00:23:14,309 --> 00:23:15,936
(Birds chirp)
504
00:23:17,144 --> 00:23:19,408
(Shawl rustles)
505
00:23:20,408 --> 00:23:24,309
♪
506
00:23:24,309 --> 00:23:28,045
(Grass crunches underfoot)
507
00:23:30,540 --> 00:23:32,474
(Birds chirp)
508
00:23:32,474 --> 00:23:37,870
♪
509
00:23:37,870 --> 00:23:40,738
- I know some of you are still
feeling uncertain
510
00:23:40,738 --> 00:23:42,639
because of the recent tragedy,
511
00:23:42,639 --> 00:23:45,309
and I want you all to know
that this is still
512
00:23:45,309 --> 00:23:47,540
a very safe place.
513
00:23:47,540 --> 00:23:49,342
So...
514
00:23:49,342 --> 00:23:51,738
who would like to come up
and share?
515
00:23:55,639 --> 00:23:57,441
Tina?
516
00:23:58,375 --> 00:24:05,606
♪
517
00:24:07,979 --> 00:24:09,837
Why are you here?
518
00:24:10,979 --> 00:24:14,672
What do you wanna let go of?
519
00:24:14,672 --> 00:24:17,979
- My mom, uh, was...
520
00:24:17,979 --> 00:24:20,276
really verbally abusive
when I was a kid.
521
00:24:21,375 --> 00:24:22,979
It was brutal.
522
00:24:22,979 --> 00:24:25,309
And I could never say anything
back--
523
00:24:25,309 --> 00:24:26,903
- (Harshly) Why not?
524
00:24:26,903 --> 00:24:29,507
- Because she would...
yell more.
525
00:24:29,507 --> 00:24:31,771
I-I-I was afraid
she was gonna beat me.
526
00:24:31,771 --> 00:24:33,771
- Did she ever hit you?
527
00:24:33,771 --> 00:24:36,375
- No...
- Then stop making excuses.
528
00:24:36,375 --> 00:24:38,045
- I’m not.
529
00:24:38,045 --> 00:24:40,507
She squashed my spirit.
530
00:24:40,507 --> 00:24:43,243
Like I could never want
anything for myself.
531
00:24:43,243 --> 00:24:45,111
I was, I was afraid
it would be taken from me
532
00:24:45,111 --> 00:24:47,771
if I, if I spoke up,
if I wanted anything--
533
00:24:47,771 --> 00:24:50,507
- Grow up!
- (Tearing up, breathing hard)
534
00:24:52,979 --> 00:24:56,111
Now you’re crying.
535
00:24:56,111 --> 00:24:58,705
Stop blaming your mother.
536
00:24:58,705 --> 00:25:00,507
- (Crying)
537
00:25:00,507 --> 00:25:02,276
- If you don’t get what
you want,
538
00:25:02,276 --> 00:25:04,045
whose fault is it?
539
00:25:04,045 --> 00:25:06,177
- (Sobs) It’s mine.
540
00:25:06,177 --> 00:25:08,705
- Okay, stop! Just, just--
541
00:25:08,705 --> 00:25:10,276
What are you...?
542
00:25:10,276 --> 00:25:11,837
You’re retraumatizing her!
543
00:25:11,837 --> 00:25:13,606
- If you don’t agree
with my methods,
544
00:25:13,606 --> 00:25:15,177
you’re free to leave.
545
00:25:15,177 --> 00:25:18,408
In fact, all of you are.
546
00:25:18,408 --> 00:25:21,903
If anyone here still questions
this process,
547
00:25:21,903 --> 00:25:24,903
please leave.
548
00:25:24,903 --> 00:25:26,672
- Are you okay?
549
00:25:26,672 --> 00:25:29,111
- (Blows out her breath)
550
00:25:29,111 --> 00:25:31,870
You’re saying... (deep breath)
551
00:25:31,870 --> 00:25:35,045
what you’re saying is...
552
00:25:35,045 --> 00:25:38,012
I’m not that little girl...
(Breath hitches)
553
00:25:38,012 --> 00:25:40,144
and my mother can’t hurt me.
554
00:25:41,903 --> 00:25:44,540
That it’s... it’s my life.
555
00:25:46,111 --> 00:25:47,804
(Yelling) It’s my life!
556
00:25:48,738 --> 00:25:50,870
(Laughing) It’s my life.
557
00:25:51,903 --> 00:25:54,870
All: (Clapping and cheering)
558
00:25:58,870 --> 00:26:00,672
Tina: (Exhilarated exhale)
559
00:26:00,672 --> 00:26:02,276
- Here.
560
00:26:02,276 --> 00:26:03,979
Yeah.
561
00:26:03,979 --> 00:26:05,738
Now, listen.
562
00:26:05,738 --> 00:26:07,979
We’re gonna be friends,
all right?
563
00:26:07,979 --> 00:26:11,276
Just you and me.
We’re--
564
00:26:11,276 --> 00:26:13,870
Oh, hi.
565
00:26:13,870 --> 00:26:15,606
Hmm?
566
00:26:17,870 --> 00:26:20,078
- Brush her, she likes it.
567
00:26:20,078 --> 00:26:21,771
- Oh yeah?
- Yeah.
568
00:26:21,771 --> 00:26:23,606
- Is this part of my therapy?
569
00:26:23,606 --> 00:26:26,111
- (Laughs) Not on your life.
570
00:26:26,111 --> 00:26:27,870
I’m only here for the horses.
571
00:26:27,870 --> 00:26:29,738
- Mm.
572
00:26:29,738 --> 00:26:32,078
- You know, they’ll let you
choose another horse.
573
00:26:33,870 --> 00:26:36,210
- Yeah, I know, but uh....
574
00:26:36,210 --> 00:26:39,540
I don’t wanna give up
on her yet.
575
00:26:39,540 --> 00:26:41,738
- Sometimes it’s not
a good fit.
576
00:26:41,738 --> 00:26:43,672
I’ve seen it happen.
577
00:26:43,672 --> 00:26:46,979
No connection,
it’s not working.
578
00:26:46,979 --> 00:26:50,441
Then they changes horses and...
579
00:26:50,441 --> 00:26:52,111
it’s better.
580
00:26:52,111 --> 00:26:53,573
- Oh.
581
00:26:55,309 --> 00:26:57,111
- You’re almost done here,
right?
582
00:26:57,111 --> 00:27:01,177
- Yeah. Time to start thinking
about what comes next.
583
00:27:01,177 --> 00:27:03,771
- Have you heard from Jenny?
584
00:27:03,771 --> 00:27:06,870
- Uh, no. She never answered
my letter.
585
00:27:08,804 --> 00:27:11,243
- You know, we could use
an extra hand around here.
586
00:27:13,012 --> 00:27:15,771
Would you consider staying on
as staff?
587
00:27:15,771 --> 00:27:17,540
- (Snorts softly)
588
00:27:17,540 --> 00:27:19,210
Yeah, sure.
589
00:27:19,210 --> 00:27:20,979
Well, I’ll, I’ll think
about it.
590
00:27:22,309 --> 00:27:24,375
(R&B music plays quietly)
591
00:27:24,375 --> 00:27:31,441
♪
592
00:27:33,804 --> 00:27:35,144
Malik: Mac, look.
593
00:27:35,144 --> 00:27:37,738
(Hard tap)
I found it on Bunz.
594
00:27:39,474 --> 00:27:41,375
Bunz. It’s like, uh,
Kijiji for hipsters -
595
00:27:41,375 --> 00:27:43,210
you trade and shop
with people online.
596
00:27:43,210 --> 00:27:45,144
Some guy found it in
a dumpster one block away
597
00:27:45,144 --> 00:27:46,705
from Randy Smith’s house.
598
00:27:46,705 --> 00:27:48,507
- Nice work.
- Thank you.
599
00:27:48,507 --> 00:27:50,045
And hey, I’m gonna find out
about your Thursday thing,
600
00:27:50,045 --> 00:27:53,177
you know.
601
00:27:53,177 --> 00:27:54,837
- Waxing.
- Oh.
602
00:27:54,837 --> 00:27:58,111
- It’s my waxing appointment.
- Okay, cool.
603
00:27:58,111 --> 00:27:59,837
Deflect. Yes, that’s fine.
- (Taps key)
604
00:27:59,837 --> 00:28:01,837
- Huh.
605
00:28:01,837 --> 00:28:03,045
- There’s our guy Andrew.
606
00:28:04,177 --> 00:28:06,639
- And there’s Randy.
Randy: Where’s your mask?!
607
00:28:06,639 --> 00:28:07,979
Andrew: You-you-you’re food
is there.
608
00:28:07,979 --> 00:28:10,111
- Yeah, I seen the food.
609
00:28:10,111 --> 00:28:11,979
Wh-Where’s your mask?!
- Leave me alone!
610
00:28:11,979 --> 00:28:13,936
- You filthy people
and your viruses!
611
00:28:13,936 --> 00:28:16,375
- Hey, Hey! Easy...
Donovan: And there’s our knife.
612
00:28:16,375 --> 00:28:19,375
Malik: Hmm. And there’s
our defensive wounds.
613
00:28:19,375 --> 00:28:21,705
(Bike rattles)
614
00:28:21,705 --> 00:28:23,210
Andrew: Help!
(Bike clatters)
615
00:28:23,210 --> 00:28:25,210
Randy: Get out of here!
You don’t belong here!
616
00:28:25,210 --> 00:28:27,342
Donovan: He ran him
into traffic.
617
00:28:29,804 --> 00:28:31,540
- (Sighs heavily)
618
00:28:31,540 --> 00:28:33,540
(Indistinct chatter)
619
00:28:33,540 --> 00:28:35,144
(Leaves rustle with each sweep)
620
00:28:38,342 --> 00:28:41,804
(Low hum of chatter)
621
00:28:44,903 --> 00:28:47,078
(Fire crackles)
622
00:28:51,870 --> 00:28:53,639
(Indistinct chatter)
623
00:28:56,705 --> 00:28:58,177
- Hey.
- Hey.
624
00:28:58,177 --> 00:28:59,870
- Hi. Uh, quick question.
- Mm.
625
00:28:59,870 --> 00:29:03,441
- What, uh, is your official
policy on cell phones?
626
00:29:03,441 --> 00:29:05,639
- No phones. Faye says
interference from outside
627
00:29:05,639 --> 00:29:07,870
can make your "bloom" wither.
628
00:29:07,870 --> 00:29:09,342
- Ah! Okay.
629
00:29:09,342 --> 00:29:12,771
Uh... oh, and what was, um,
Shirley’s room number?
630
00:29:12,771 --> 00:29:15,408
- Uh... number 11.
- Awesome. Thank you.
631
00:29:16,573 --> 00:29:18,639
(Broom sweeps)
632
00:29:20,342 --> 00:29:26,738
♪
633
00:29:26,738 --> 00:29:28,342
(Stairs groan underfoot)
634
00:29:28,342 --> 00:29:30,408
(Door creaks open)
635
00:29:31,771 --> 00:29:51,375
♪
636
00:29:54,738 --> 00:29:57,573
- I hope you get this.
The signal here is crap.
637
00:29:57,573 --> 00:29:59,979
Girl, where do I begin!
638
00:29:59,979 --> 00:30:02,705
Okay, first, I’m finally
leaving Victor.
639
00:30:02,705 --> 00:30:05,540
I called him today
and told him that it’s over.
640
00:30:05,540 --> 00:30:07,979
Nicole, it feels amazing!
641
00:30:07,979 --> 00:30:09,837
I feel like myself again,
642
00:30:09,837 --> 00:30:12,210
and it’s not just leaving
Victor.
643
00:30:12,210 --> 00:30:13,837
I’m in love!
644
00:30:13,837 --> 00:30:15,639
We talk every night,
645
00:30:15,639 --> 00:30:17,639
and I tell him things
I haven’t told anyone.
646
00:30:17,639 --> 00:30:19,309
Uh, and he’s gorgeous!
647
00:30:19,309 --> 00:30:21,078
Tall, beautiful eyes,
648
00:30:21,078 --> 00:30:23,408
and I don’t even mind
his beard!
649
00:30:23,408 --> 00:30:25,045
Bye!
650
00:30:27,606 --> 00:30:29,177
(Door creaks open)
651
00:30:30,507 --> 00:30:33,111
(Coyote howls in distance)
652
00:30:33,111 --> 00:30:35,045
(Owl hoots nearby)
653
00:30:41,771 --> 00:30:44,705
(Nocturnal animal calls)
654
00:30:45,738 --> 00:30:47,705
(Footsteps thud)
655
00:30:51,705 --> 00:30:54,243
- (Exhales sharply) Breathe.
656
00:30:56,540 --> 00:30:58,177
Fareed!
657
00:30:58,177 --> 00:31:22,672
♪
658
00:31:22,672 --> 00:31:24,507
(Foliage rustles underfoot)
659
00:31:26,012 --> 00:31:32,243
♪
660
00:31:32,243 --> 00:31:34,870
(Ominous music)
661
00:31:34,870 --> 00:31:56,771
♪
662
00:31:56,771 --> 00:31:58,639
(Ominous music)
663
00:31:59,804 --> 00:32:02,144
(Door creaks open
and thumps against wall)
664
00:32:03,705 --> 00:32:06,903
(Foliage rustles underfoot)
665
00:32:08,639 --> 00:32:13,804
♪
666
00:32:13,804 --> 00:32:16,144
(A branch snaps,
Jenny gasps)
667
00:32:20,342 --> 00:32:22,078
- Need some help?
668
00:32:22,078 --> 00:32:23,979
- Oh, hah.
669
00:32:23,979 --> 00:32:26,078
Yeah, actually, I do.
I’m a...
670
00:32:26,078 --> 00:32:28,276
little lost and the flashlights
on these...
671
00:32:28,276 --> 00:32:30,210
(Nervous laugh)
672
00:32:30,210 --> 00:32:32,408
- That’s why I always bring
these, just in case.
673
00:32:34,474 --> 00:32:36,672
- Is that uh...
674
00:32:36,672 --> 00:32:38,375
is that poison ivy?
675
00:32:38,375 --> 00:32:40,573
- Yeah, I stepped in some
in the woods.
676
00:32:40,573 --> 00:32:43,243
- Hmm. And when was that?
677
00:32:43,243 --> 00:32:46,243
- Uh, I got claustrophobic
a couple nights ago and...
678
00:32:46,243 --> 00:32:49,111
snuck out for a walk,
and a smoke.
679
00:32:49,111 --> 00:32:51,837
- Was Shirley with you?
680
00:32:51,837 --> 00:32:53,474
She had poison ivy too.
681
00:32:53,474 --> 00:32:55,012
- ’Kay, it’s not
what you think.
682
00:32:55,012 --> 00:32:57,243
- Well, what should I think,
Fareed?
683
00:32:57,243 --> 00:32:59,474
- ’Kay, she followed me
into the woods.
684
00:32:59,474 --> 00:33:01,111
’Kay, then she kissed me
685
00:33:01,111 --> 00:33:03,375
and she said that her husband
knew and...
686
00:33:03,375 --> 00:33:06,276
she can’t wait
and we should leave that night.
687
00:33:07,210 --> 00:33:09,111
She kept talking about
all these conversations
688
00:33:09,111 --> 00:33:11,012
that we had -
we’d stay up late -
689
00:33:11,012 --> 00:33:13,408
and all the promises
that I made to her.
690
00:33:13,408 --> 00:33:15,309
None of it was true.
691
00:33:15,309 --> 00:33:17,012
- What do you mean?
692
00:33:17,012 --> 00:33:19,276
- I never spoke to Shirley
before that night.
693
00:33:23,639 --> 00:33:26,507
(Siren wails in the distance)
694
00:33:29,111 --> 00:33:30,804
(Bicycle spokes click)
695
00:33:34,177 --> 00:33:36,111
- Ben?
- Hey.
696
00:33:36,111 --> 00:33:38,441
- Hey. I’m Detective McAvoy.
697
00:33:38,441 --> 00:33:41,738
Um, I’m sure your dad would
like for you to have this.
698
00:33:42,738 --> 00:33:44,573
- Thanks.
- And just so you know,
699
00:33:44,573 --> 00:33:46,441
we have more than enough
evidence to convict the man
700
00:33:46,441 --> 00:33:48,771
responsible for his death.
701
00:33:48,771 --> 00:33:52,243
- My dad said he wanted
my old bike back for exercise.
702
00:33:52,243 --> 00:33:54,507
- He didn’t tell you
he was delivering food?
703
00:33:54,507 --> 00:33:56,639
- He mentioned that some
of his investments took a hit
704
00:33:56,639 --> 00:33:59,111
during the pandemic, but...
705
00:33:59,111 --> 00:34:02,144
(Shocked laugh) He sent me
tuition money last week.
706
00:34:04,342 --> 00:34:06,771
- My guess is he wanted
to protect you,
707
00:34:06,771 --> 00:34:08,144
let you focus on school.
708
00:34:08,144 --> 00:34:10,408
- Who cares about school?
709
00:34:10,408 --> 00:34:12,870
Some racist killed my dad.
He was 65-years-old.
710
00:34:12,870 --> 00:34:14,771
He should’ve been retired,
and now he’s dead!
711
00:34:16,012 --> 00:34:18,870
65 years for what?
712
00:34:18,870 --> 00:34:21,012
To end up like this guy
on the wall?
713
00:34:23,936 --> 00:34:25,705
Where’s the fairness in that?
714
00:34:25,705 --> 00:34:30,210
♪
715
00:34:30,210 --> 00:34:32,243
(Receding footsteps
thud lightly)
716
00:34:35,540 --> 00:34:38,474
- Who were you talking to,
Shirley?
717
00:34:40,078 --> 00:34:41,979
(Window rattles)
718
00:34:43,276 --> 00:34:45,979
(Window rattles)
719
00:34:47,474 --> 00:34:51,540
(Low, indistinct humming)
720
00:34:54,936 --> 00:34:59,012
(Humming)
721
00:35:04,111 --> 00:35:06,738
(Humming gets louder)
722
00:35:10,672 --> 00:35:12,111
- Hello?
723
00:35:12,111 --> 00:35:14,276
(Humming stops)
724
00:35:15,639 --> 00:35:18,078
- Uh, it’s... it’s Jenny Cooper.
725
00:35:18,078 --> 00:35:20,342
I’m the coroner.
726
00:35:20,342 --> 00:35:22,705
What’s your name?
727
00:35:24,804 --> 00:35:28,012
Hello?
728
00:35:28,012 --> 00:35:30,177
Look, I just um...
729
00:35:30,177 --> 00:35:32,507
I just wanna know
what happened.
730
00:35:32,507 --> 00:35:34,276
Okay...
731
00:35:36,210 --> 00:35:38,441
(Map rustles)
732
00:35:41,276 --> 00:35:48,441
♪
733
00:35:48,441 --> 00:35:50,012
(Knocking)
734
00:35:51,309 --> 00:35:53,045
(Door clicks open)
735
00:35:55,606 --> 00:35:57,639
Oliver?
736
00:35:59,606 --> 00:36:01,771
- (Sighs heavily)
737
00:36:02,738 --> 00:36:07,771
♪
738
00:36:07,771 --> 00:36:09,606
- Tell me how it started.
739
00:36:11,979 --> 00:36:15,210
- One night, I heard her
singing through the vent.
740
00:36:16,507 --> 00:36:18,111
I told her she had
a great voice
741
00:36:18,111 --> 00:36:21,408
and it kinda just kept going
from there.
742
00:36:22,507 --> 00:36:26,771
(Shirley humming)
743
00:36:29,573 --> 00:36:32,441
♪
744
00:36:32,441 --> 00:36:35,837
- ♪ It is well ♪
745
00:36:38,342 --> 00:36:41,738
♪ With my soul ♪
746
00:36:44,045 --> 00:36:46,243
♪ It is well ♪
747
00:36:47,177 --> 00:36:50,243
♪ It is well with... ♪
748
00:36:51,342 --> 00:36:53,903
♪ My soul ♪
749
00:36:57,342 --> 00:37:01,045
- It’s really cool how you sing
to yourself every night.
750
00:37:01,045 --> 00:37:03,474
- After hard days
it picks me up.
751
00:37:06,177 --> 00:37:08,078
Do you ever feel like...
752
00:37:08,078 --> 00:37:11,738
you’re defined by someone
else’s idea of you?
753
00:37:11,738 --> 00:37:13,408
- What do you mean?
754
00:37:15,012 --> 00:37:18,474
- Like the one person who’s
supposed to love you the most
755
00:37:18,474 --> 00:37:21,540
has no idea who you really are.
756
00:37:21,540 --> 00:37:25,540
- Yeah. I know exactly
what that’s like.
757
00:37:27,573 --> 00:37:29,408
- (Laughs) You know,
758
00:37:29,408 --> 00:37:31,276
let’s forget this pity party.
759
00:37:31,276 --> 00:37:33,804
Um, if you could be anywhere
right now,
760
00:37:33,804 --> 00:37:35,276
where would it be?
761
00:37:35,276 --> 00:37:38,804
Um... first place that comes
to mind.
762
00:37:38,804 --> 00:37:40,804
- The beach.
763
00:37:40,804 --> 00:37:42,936
- I’ve always wanted to go
to Hawaii!
764
00:37:42,936 --> 00:37:45,045
- We should go
and learn how to surf.
765
00:37:45,045 --> 00:37:48,243
- And only have drinks
with umbrellas. (Laughs)
766
00:37:48,243 --> 00:37:50,276
- That’d be great.
767
00:37:53,342 --> 00:37:55,408
- Tell me who you are.
768
00:37:57,276 --> 00:37:59,837
- Um...
769
00:37:59,837 --> 00:38:02,342
You’ll know me when you see me.
770
00:38:02,342 --> 00:38:04,870
- (Snorts softly)
771
00:38:04,870 --> 00:38:06,936
(Sighs)
772
00:38:09,771 --> 00:38:12,540
- We would have mellow
conversations, at first.
773
00:38:14,210 --> 00:38:16,639
- And then it turned
into something more?
774
00:38:16,639 --> 00:38:19,045
- It just got too personal.
775
00:38:22,936 --> 00:38:24,936
- I can’t talk about it.
776
00:38:24,936 --> 00:38:26,309
- Come on, Shirley.
777
00:38:26,309 --> 00:38:29,738
You know you can tell me
anything.
778
00:38:29,738 --> 00:38:33,078
- I’ve... never had an orgasm.
779
00:38:33,078 --> 00:38:35,804
- You mean your husband never...
- Never.
780
00:38:36,979 --> 00:38:38,573
- Did you ever talk to him
about it?
781
00:38:38,573 --> 00:38:41,540
- I tried,
and then he tried, but...
782
00:38:41,540 --> 00:38:43,903
it didn’t happen.
783
00:38:43,903 --> 00:38:46,837
Then he shut down,
I shut down,
784
00:38:46,837 --> 00:38:49,903
and after, we pretended
everything was fine.
785
00:38:49,903 --> 00:38:51,936
That’s what he would
always say, we’re fine.
786
00:38:51,936 --> 00:38:53,375
(Small laugh)
787
00:38:53,375 --> 00:38:56,309
But I want more than fine,
dammit!
788
00:38:58,441 --> 00:39:01,639
(Weeping) I want more
than fine.
789
00:39:04,573 --> 00:39:07,243
God, (chuckles)
would you listen to me.
790
00:39:07,243 --> 00:39:09,111
Faye was right, I’m pathetic.
791
00:39:09,111 --> 00:39:10,979
- No, don’t listen to Faye.
792
00:39:10,979 --> 00:39:13,012
That’s her thing,
to break you down,
793
00:39:13,012 --> 00:39:15,144
make you feel small.
794
00:39:15,144 --> 00:39:18,243
Shirley, you are not small.
You’re immense.
795
00:39:18,243 --> 00:39:20,276
Immensely wonderful,
and smart,
796
00:39:20,276 --> 00:39:22,573
and hilarious, and fun.
- Stop. Please.
797
00:39:22,573 --> 00:39:24,705
- No, no, no, it’s true.
798
00:39:24,705 --> 00:39:26,507
You’re the best thing
about this whole place
799
00:39:26,507 --> 00:39:29,144
and I can tell that
through a stupid vent.
800
00:39:29,144 --> 00:39:32,441
- It’s just,
I’ve been so lonely...
801
00:39:33,837 --> 00:39:35,672
for years.
802
00:39:35,672 --> 00:39:38,441
(Sharp exhales)
Sometimes it’s so heavy
803
00:39:40,375 --> 00:39:42,705
I can’t even get out of bed
in the morning.
804
00:39:44,045 --> 00:39:45,979
I feel like I have no one.
805
00:39:47,210 --> 00:39:48,979
- You have me.
806
00:39:50,111 --> 00:39:51,837
(Happy exhale)
807
00:39:53,078 --> 00:39:56,144
- Yeah... I do.
808
00:40:00,672 --> 00:40:04,540
- I knew it had gone too far,
but by then it was too late.
809
00:40:04,540 --> 00:40:06,342
- Gah! (Scratching)
810
00:40:06,342 --> 00:40:09,276
Please don’t do this!
Don’t push me away, Fareed.
811
00:40:09,276 --> 00:40:11,870
- What?
What’re you talking about?
812
00:40:11,870 --> 00:40:14,012
- I’m sorry I followed you
into the woods--
813
00:40:14,012 --> 00:40:17,210
- Oh no... Shirley,
what did you do?
814
00:40:17,210 --> 00:40:19,870
- I know you’re scared,
and you have a lot to lose.
815
00:40:19,870 --> 00:40:22,639
I do too.
But, but I already told Victor.
816
00:40:22,639 --> 00:40:24,474
I already got the money.
817
00:40:24,474 --> 00:40:26,606
It’s time for
our new beginning.
818
00:40:29,012 --> 00:40:32,408
- I... I don’t think
I can do this.
819
00:40:32,408 --> 00:40:35,540
- (Breath hitches) What?
820
00:40:35,540 --> 00:40:38,606
- I can’t! I can’t do this
anymore, Shirley!
821
00:40:38,606 --> 00:40:41,078
I can’t!
822
00:40:41,078 --> 00:40:43,804
- I blew up my whole life
for you!
823
00:40:43,804 --> 00:40:45,474
(Sobbing)
824
00:40:47,276 --> 00:40:50,276
(Humming)
825
00:40:50,276 --> 00:40:54,078
♪
826
00:40:55,012 --> 00:40:57,540
- I didn’t mean for Shirley
to hurt herself.
827
00:40:57,540 --> 00:41:00,979
It wasn’t supposed to be real.
828
00:41:00,979 --> 00:41:02,936
- Well, it was real
for Shirley.
829
00:41:03,870 --> 00:41:05,936
- (Sighs heavily)
830
00:41:08,606 --> 00:41:11,342
(Ball bounces,
chain net rattles)
831
00:41:12,804 --> 00:41:15,078
(Horns honk in the distance)
832
00:41:17,573 --> 00:41:21,705
- Hey, Pop!
- Hey!
833
00:41:21,705 --> 00:41:23,705
Twice in one week.
What’s...
834
00:41:23,705 --> 00:41:26,375
what’s going on?
835
00:41:26,375 --> 00:41:28,210
What?
836
00:41:29,309 --> 00:41:31,375
What’s this?
- For your trip.
837
00:41:31,375 --> 00:41:33,738
There’s another one
in there for Mindy.
838
00:41:33,738 --> 00:41:35,606
- So all of a sudden,
you don’t have a problem
839
00:41:35,606 --> 00:41:37,144
with my vacation?
840
00:41:37,144 --> 00:41:39,441
- I don’t wanna be the one that
stops you from shining, Pops.
841
00:41:39,441 --> 00:41:42,573
- All right! (Laughs)
842
00:41:42,573 --> 00:41:43,804
- Ungh!
843
00:41:43,804 --> 00:41:46,111
♪ Every now and then ♪
844
00:41:47,441 --> 00:41:49,979
♪ Makes no difference ♪
845
00:41:49,979 --> 00:41:53,903
♪ Where you’re going ♪
846
00:41:53,903 --> 00:41:56,375
♪ You may be feeling low ♪
847
00:41:56,375 --> 00:42:00,507
♪ Oh, but let your face glow ♪
848
00:42:00,507 --> 00:42:03,309
♪ Your smile is so easy ♪
(Camera whirs)
849
00:42:03,309 --> 00:42:07,309
♪ And it comes naturally ♪
850
00:42:07,309 --> 00:42:09,672
♪ You must remember ♪
851
00:42:09,672 --> 00:42:13,639
♪ Yeah, through the rain ♪
(Machine buzzes)
852
00:42:13,639 --> 00:42:16,672
♪ There’ll be sunshine again ♪
853
00:42:16,672 --> 00:42:31,705
♪
854
00:42:31,705 --> 00:42:34,111
(Text message chimes)
855
00:42:36,573 --> 00:42:45,705
♪ So try a little smile ♪
856
00:42:45,705 --> 00:42:48,012
♪ Every now and then ♪
857
00:42:48,012 --> 00:42:49,738
- Who is it?
858
00:42:51,078 --> 00:42:52,375
- It’s Jenny.
859
00:42:52,375 --> 00:42:56,045
♪ Treat your face the best ♪
860
00:42:56,045 --> 00:42:58,342
♪ You must remember ♪
861
00:42:58,342 --> 00:43:02,342
♪ Yeah, through the rain ♪
(Phone thumps on table)
862
00:43:02,342 --> 00:43:04,045
♪
863
00:43:04,045 --> 00:43:05,540
(Exhales nervously)
864
00:43:08,276 --> 00:43:09,903
♪ So try a new smile ♪
865
00:43:09,903 --> 00:43:11,078
♪
866
00:43:14,144 --> 00:43:16,606
♪ Every now and then ♪
867
00:43:16,606 --> 00:43:22,870
♪ Give your face a rest ♪
868
00:43:22,870 --> 00:43:28,870
♪